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THE
WANDERER;
OR,
FEMALE DIFFICULTIES.
BY
THE AUTHOR OF
EVELINA; CECILIA; and CAMILLA.
IN FIVE VOLUMES,
VOL. L
LONDON:
PRINTED FOR LONGMAN', HUKST, REES, ORME, AND EBOWN,
PATERNOSTER-ROW.
I814.
Vi\CKBLL
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TO
DOCTOR BURNEY,
r« R. S.
AND CORRESPONDENT TO THE INSTITUTE OP
FRANCE. *
T^HE earliest pride of my heart was
to inscribe to my much-loved
Father the first public effort of my
pen ; though the timid offering, un-
obtrusive and anonymous, was long
V unpresented ; and, even at last, reach-
- > ed its destination throuoh a zeal
c^
Cj * To which honour Dr. Burney was elected, by
the wholly unsolicited votes of the members des
- ^ beaux arts. His daughter brought over his diploma
from Paris.
^ VOL.1. a
( vj )
as secret as it was kind, by means
which he would never reveal j ^nd
With which, till within these last
' - - ■ -<
few.,roc^nths^ I have iM4^f\^,}?^jBi?
unacquainted.
^.Mfex Yb^^ grateftil , d^ligljt d9,.I
cast, now, at the same revered feet
where I prp^trated that first^^s^ay,
this, my latest attempt !
Your name I did not dare then
pronounce ; and myself I believed
to be " wrapt up in a mantle of
impenetrable obscurity */' Little
did I f9resee the indulgence that
would bring me forward ! and that
my dear fathej; ^^bimself, whom, even
Avhile, urged by filial feelings^ and
y^t nameless, I invoked f-, I thought
would be foremost to aid, nay, charge
me ito ^hun the public eye ; that He,
* Preface to Evelina, -
^ Inscription of Evelina, ** O AufBo? of my be-
.^ i»
( vii )
whom I drea3ed to "see blush at my
pi^oducdon, should be the first t6
tell me not to blush at it myself! The
KS|>py moment when he spoke t6
me those unexpected words, is erer
present, and still gay to my memory.
The early part of this immediate
tribute has already twice traversed
the ocean in manuscript : I had
■fnknri^cf and begun it befo^eWe end
kyf the last centurjM but the bitten
\\\a^'€x& to be ^deplbW^d affliction
with which this new era opened to
SiiT family, in depriv^ing' us of the
darling of our hearts \^ at the very
TOoment— when — after a anevous
^absence, we believed her restored to
lis," cast it frorh my thoughts, and
Seven from my powers/ for man}^
years. I took with me, neverthe-
less, my prepared materials in the
year 1802, to France; where, uhi-
* Susanna Elizabeth Phillips.
a 2
mately, though only ^t gdji iutervals,
I sketched the whole work ; which,
ii^cthe year 1812, accompanied i^
back to my native land. And, to
the honour and liberality .pf both
nations, let me mention, that, at the
Custom-hQuae on either — alas ! -r^
hostile »hore, upon my given word
that the papers, ; .(Contained neither
letters, nor political writings; but
simply a work pfijnyentipn aii4, o^
servation ; the voluminous manu-
script, was ^ufferje4;>tQ,,^ass, w;ithout
demur, comment, or the smallest
examination.
A conduct so generous on one
side, so trusting on the otU^f^rin
time pf war, even though its object
be unimportant, cannot but be read
with satisfaction by every friend of
humanity, of either rival nation,
into whpse hands its narrative may.
qhjance to ikJL rii ^ jba^y^ ~ v
K « )
Such, therefore, — if any such
tliere be, — who expect to find heih
materials for pohtical controversy;
or fresh food for national animosity;
must turn elsewhere their disap-
pointed eyes : for here, they will
simply meet, what the Authour has
thrice sought to present to them
already, a composition upon general
life, manners, and characters ; with-
out any species of personality, either
in the form of foreign influence, or
of national partiality. I have felt,
indeed, no disposition, — I ought
rather, perhaps, to say talent, — for
venturing upon the stormy sea of
politics ; whose waves, for ever either
receding or encroaching, with diffi-
culty can be steihm*ed, and never
can be tmsted.
f*Ev^en when I began, — how. un-
consciously you, dear Sir, well
know, — what I may now, perhaps,
a 3
( X )
venture to style my literary career,
nothing can more clearly prove that
Jo>turried^ instinctively, from that
tempestuous course, than the equal
feX'Our with which I, was imme-
diately distinguished by those iwo
celebrated, immortal authours, ' Dr.
Johnson, and the Right Honourable
^Edffitfnd Burke; whose sentiments
upon public affairs divided, almost
separated tiiem, at that epoch ; yet
Who^ then, and to their last hours,
fl[ had the piide, the delight, and the
tistonishment to find the warmest, as
^well as the most eminent supporters
«of my honoured e&sp-ys. Iiajterly,
indeed, their political opinions assi-
..milated ; but when ieacn, separately,
^'ihough at the same time, conde-
ascended to stand forth the champion
fof piy fitst small work; ere ever I had
JaaAt^rfeappiness jprbeing presented
to either) and ere they knew that
1^ ^
/
I bore, my Father ! 3^our honoured
name; that small work was nearly
the only subject upon which they
met without contestation *: — if I
except the equally ingenious and in-
genuous friend whom they vied with
each other to praise, to appreciate,
and to love ; and whose name can
never vibrate on our ears but to
bring emotion to our hearts ; — Sir
Joshua Reynolds.
If, therefore, then, — when every
tie, whether public or mental, was
single ; and every wish had one di-
rection; I held political topics to be
■ '"■/* So strongly this coincidencG of sentiment was
felt by Mr. Burke himself, that, some years after-
wards, at an assembly at Lady Galloway's, where
each, for a considerable time, had seemed to stim-
ulate the other to a flow of partial praise on Evelina
and — just then published — Cecilia; Mr. Burke,
upon Dr. Johnson's endeavouring to detain me when
I rose to depart, by calling out, " Don't go yet,
little character-monger!" followed me, gaily, but
impressively exclaiming, " Misg Burney; die to-
a 4
withodf f^fi^ sphere, or beyond my
skill; who shall wonder that now,
a^united, alike by choice and b^
duty, to a member of a foreign
hatiotij yet adhering, with primeevat
enthusiasm, to the countrj^ of my
birth, I should leave all discussions^
of national rights, and modes, or
acts of ' governmentf^- ' tcj' those wliose
wishes have no opposing calk 5^
whose duties are • lindi vided ; ' dnS '
whose opinions are unbiassed by in-
dividual bosom feelings ; which,
where strongly impelled by depend-^
ant happiness, insidiously, uneorP-^
sciously direct our views, colour
our ideas, and entangle oiu* partialit^^
in our interests. ^^ "^^
i^Nevertheless, 16 Woid dissertin^^
upon these topics as matter of spe-
culation; irnpir^^ 'tiot'^Kn observance
ofiisilence to tbe events which they
produce, >&$ niatt^^df 'faetr^^n the
* r«a
( xiii )
contrary, tx) attempt to delineate, in
whatever form, any picture of actual
human life, without reference to the
French Revolution, would be as
httle possible, as to give an idea of
the English government, without re-
ference to our own : for, not more
unavoidably is the last blended with
ttM?^history of ouf nation, than the
first, with every intellectual survey
of the pregjPfit times.
Anxious, however, — inexpressi-
bly ! — to steer clear, alike, of all
animadversions that, to my adoptive
country, may seem ungrateful, or,
to the country of my birth unna-
tuj^al; I have chosen, with respect to
what, in these volumes, has any re-
ference to the French Revolution, a
period which, completely past, can
excite no rival sentiments, nor .
awaken any party spirit ; yet of
which the stupendous iniquity and
a 5
^- -i ^
( XIV )
^Have 'teillrac^s; fliat, handed dowii,
^ev^h bi^t traditidtiaHj, inirbe soifgllt
-^yitli curiosity, though reverted to
with' liorrour, from' geitei^ation to
'^i^eneration. "^'^ '' "• ^^•^'^^.^'^^^' *^^iO(pi
Every' •jfriend or' 'huiiianityj'^^JSf
what soil ^or Avhat persuasion soever
he mav be, miist^Tejbice that those
dajs, though still so recent, are over ;
truth and justice cmi tipon'me
to declare, that, durino; the ten event-
fal years, from 1802 to 181^'teit
I resided in the capital of France, I
was neither startled by any species
of investigation, nor distressed
through any difB cutties of condtifct.
Perhaps unnoticed, — certainly un-
annoyed,-^I passed my time either
^f my own small — but precious
fite-side ; or in select society ; per-
,fectly ^ stranger to all personal
disturbance ; save what sprang from
t|ie pamful Reparation that absented
my loved family, and native friends
^and country. To hear this fact thus
^pubhciy attested, you, dear biv, will
rejoice ; and feiv, I trust, amongst iu
. readers, will disdain to feel some Iittfe
^sympathy in your satisfaction. \
^;^,^ith regard to the very senous
. ^ubject treated upon, from time jto
^time, in this work, some, — perhaps
^^^^any, — may ask, Is a Novel the
^ vehicle for such considerations ? such
: discussions ? ^
.',, Permit me to answer ; whatever,
1^^^^ illvistrating the characters, man-
ners, or opinions of the day, ex-
hibits what is noxious or reprehen-
^ sible, should scrupulously be accom-
, panied by what is salubrious, or
chastening. Not that poison ought
jj;p be infused merely to display the
virtues of an antidote; but that,
^ a 6
where errour and mischief bask in
the^Jbj-qai^ light of day, truth ought
^not to be suffered to shrink titnidly
into the shade.
Divest, for a moment, the title of
.Npyelfrom ji,festi^tionary standard of
insignificance, and say ! What is the
species of writing that offers fairer
opportunities for conveying useful
precepts? It is, or it ought to be, a
picture of supposed, but natural
and probable human existence. It
holds, therefore, in its hands our
l^est affections; it exercises our ima-
ginations ; it points out the path of
honour ; and gives to juvenile cre-
dulity knowledge of the Avorld,
without ruin, or repentance ; and
the lessons of experience, without
its tears.
And is not a Novel, permit me,
also, to ask, in common with every
other literary work, entitled to re-
lO
^( xvii )
ceive its st^ni5f>' al tis^M; 1nt?clire-
V-gus, or nugatory, from its execu-
tion? not necessarily, and in its
changeless state, to be branded as a
mere vehicle for frivolous, or seduc-
tive amusement? If many may turn
aside from all but mere entertain-
ment presented under this form,
many, also, may, unconscious!}^, be
allured by it into reading the sever^-
est truths, who would not even open
any work of a graver denomination.
What is it that gives the univer-
sally acknowledged superiority to
the epic poem ? Its historic truth ?
No ; the three poems, which, during
so many centuries, and till Milton
arose, stood unrivalled in celebrity,
are, with respect to fact, of con-
stantly disputed, or, rather, dis-
proved authenticity. Nor is it even
the sweet witchery of sound ; the
ode, the lyric, the elegiac, and
-Other species of poetry, have risen
, to equal metricar beauty : —
J 'Tis the grandeur, yet singleness
iof the plan ; the never brokeii, yet
, never obvjous adherence to its exe-
icntion ; the delineation and support
2 of character ; the invention of in-
Jcident ; the contrast of situation ;
the grace of diction, and the beauty
/ofi hxiagery ; joined to a judicious
choice of combinations, and a
living irlferest in every partial de-
tail, that give to that sovereign spe-
cies of the works of fiction, its
glorious pre-eminence.
Will my dear Father smile at this
seeming approximation of the com-
positions which stand foremost, with
those which are sunk lowest in lite-
.: rary estimation ? No ; he will feel
that it is not the futile presumption
of a comparison that would be pre-
posterous ; but a fond desire to sepa-
( ( xix ;)
tate, — with a high hand!, -^false-
hood, that would deceive i to evil,
from fiction, that would attract
another way ; — and to rescue from
ill opinion the sort of production,
call it by what name we may, that
his daughter ventures to lay at his
feet, through the alluring, but awful
tribunal of the public.
/lir^He will recollect, also, how often
their so mutually honoured Dr. John-
sOn has said to her, " Always aim
at the eagle!— even though you ex-
pect but to reach a sparrow l"
The power of prejudice annexed
to nomenclature is universal: the
same being who, unnamed, passes
''fihno^iced, if preceded by the title
of a hero, or a potentate, catches
every eye^ and is pursued with
^ ^clamorous praise, or, — its common
^^ireverberator ! — abuse : but in no-
thing is the force of denomination
( XX )
more striking than in the term
Novel ; a species of writing which,
though never mentioned, even by
its supporter, but Avith a look that
ftai's contempt, is not more rigidly
excommunicated, from its appella-
tion, in theor}^ than sought and
fostered, from its attractions, in
practice.
So early was I impressed myself
with ideas that fastened degrada-r
tion to this class of composition,,
that at the age of adolescence, I
struggled against the propensity
which, even in childhood, even from
the moment I could hold a pen, had
impelled me into its toils ; and on
my fifteenth birth-day, I made sOo
resolute a conquest over an inclina-
tion at which I blushed, and that
I had always kept secret, that I
committed to the flames whatever,
up to that moment, I had com*s.
(( xxi )
mitted to paper. And so enormous
Affes the pile;'th^"I thoiight it pfli^
dent to consume it in the garden.
^^Yoil, (fear Sir^ knew nothing of
its extinction, for you had never
known of its existence. Our darhng^
Susanna, to whom alone I had ever
ventured to read its contents, alone
witnessed the conflagration ; and —
\ySell I remember ! — wept, with tender
partiality, over the imaginary ashes
of* Caroline Evelyn, the mother of
Evelina.
yThe passion, however, though re-
sisted, was not anniliilated : my
bureau was cleared ; but my head
was not emptied ; and, in defiance
of every self-effort, Evelina struggled
herself into life.
If then, even in the season of
youth, I felt ashamed of appearing
to be a votary to a species of writing
that by you, Sir^ liberal as I knew
s
( xxii )
you to be, I thought condemned :
since your larse library, of which!
was then the principal librarian,
contained only one work of that
class*; how much deeper must now
1be my blush, — now, when that
spring of existence has so long taken
^ts flight, — transfeiTing, I must
hope, its genial vigour upon yout
grandson -f ! - — if the work which I
here present to 3 ou, may not shew%
in the observations which it contains
upon various characters, ways, or
excentricities of human life, that an
exteriour the most frivolous may
enwrap illustrations of conduct, that
the most rigid preceptor need not
deem dangerous to entrust to his
pupils ; for, if what is inculcated is
right, it will not, I trust, be cast
aside, merely because so conveyed
* Fielding's Amelia.
"•*^' t Alexander Charles Lewis d'ArbUijr.
( xxiii )
as not to be received as a task. On
the contrary, to make pleasant the
path of propriety, is snatching from
evil its most alluring mode of as-
cendency. And your fortunate
daughter, though past the period of
chusing to write, or desiring to read,
a merely romantic love-tale, or a
story of improbable wonders, may
still hope to retain, — if she has ever
possessed it, — the power of interest-
ing the affections, while still awake
Jto them herself, through the many
much loved agents of sensibility,
that still hold in their pristine energy
her conjugal, maternal, fraternal,
friendly, and, — dearest Sir! — her
filial feelings.
. Fiction, when animating the de-
sign of recommending right, has
.always been permitted and culti-
vated, not alone by the moral, but
by tl)^ pjous, instructor ; not alone
( xxiv )
ta^embellish what is prophane, but
to promulgate e^T^n, what is sacred,:
from the first sera of tuition, to the
present passing moment. Yet I am
aware that all which, incidentally, isf
treated of in these volumes upon thei
most momentous of subjects, mayt
HERE, in this favoured island, be
deemed not merely superfluous, but,^
if indulgence be not shewn to its in4i
tention, impertinent; and here, had*
I always remained, the most solemni
^hapter of the wpjk, — I will not an-s
ticipate its number, — might never
have been traced ; for, since my re-
turn to this country, I have beeni
forcibly struck in remarking, thatc
all sacred themes, far from being^^
either neglected, or derided, are he-tx
come almost common topics of com-'i;
mpn discourse ; and rather, perhaps,
from varying sects, and diversified /i
opinions, too familiarly discussed,
than defyingly set aside.
( XXV )
hiBnt \v\vd\, I observed iii my long
residence abrOadrpr^s^Med' another
picture ; and its colours, not, indeed,
with cementing harmony,' btH to
produce a striking contrast^ have*
forcibly, though not, I hope, glaringly
tinted my pen.
Nevertheless, truth, aiid my own
satisfaction^ call upon me to mention,
that, in the circle to which, in Paris,
liohad the honour, habitually, to
belong, piety, generally, in practice
as well as in theory, held its just
pre-eminence ; though almost every
otheA -society, however cultured,
brilliant, and unaffectedly good, of
which occasionally I heard, or in
which, incidentally, I mixed, com-
monly considered belief and bigotry
as synominous terms.
.iThey, however, amongst my
adopted friends, for whose esteem
I haaa mfet "^S^Hdr6^s,^'i^ill suifer
.9t)r.
( xxvi ;
my design to plead, I trust, in my
jfavour ; even where my essa3^S5 whe-
ther for their projection, or their
execution, may most sarcastically be
criticised.
Strange, indeed, must be my in-
gratitude, could I voluntarily give
offence where, during ten unbroken
years, I should, personall}^ have
known nothing but felicity, lu\d I
quitted a country, or friends, I
could have forgotten. For me,
however, as for all mankind, con-
comitant circumstances took their
usual charge of impeding any ex-
ception to the general laws of life.
And now, dear Sir, in leaving you
to the perusal of these volumes,
how many apprehensions would be
hushed, might I hope that they
would revive in 3^our feelings the
partial pleasure with which you
cherished their predecessors !
( xxvii )
Will the public be offended, it
nere, as in private, I conclude my
letter with a prayer for my dearest
Father's benediction and preserva-
tion ? No ! the public voice, and
the voice of his family is one, in re-
verencino; his virtues, admirino- his
attainments, and ardently desiring
that health, peace of mind, and
fulness of merited honours, may
crowji his length of days, and pro-
lontT them to the utmost \erzo of
enjoyable mortality !
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rf f.l.rnv^ RB.d'ArBLAY.
March 14. 1814.
' THE
WANDERER
■niai^nrw
BOOK L
CHAPTER L
TAURING the dire reign of the ter-
rific Robespierre, and in the dead
of night, braving the cold, the darkness
and the damps of December, some Eng-
lish passengers, in a small vessel, were
preparing to glide silently from the
coast of France, when a voice of keen
distress resounded from the shore, im-
ploring, in the French language, pity
and admission.
The pilot quickened his arrange-
ments for sailing j the passengers sought
VOL. I, B
( 2 )
deeper concealment 5 but no answer
%vas returned.
" O hear me !" cried the same voice,
*' for the love of Heaven, hear me !"
The pilot gruffly swore, and, repress-
ing a young man who was rising, pe-
remptorily ordered every one to keep
still, at the hazard of discovery and de-
struction.
" Oh listen to my prayers!" was called
out by the same voice, with increased,
and even frightful energy ; " Oh leave
nie not to be massacred !"
" Who's to pay for your safety r"
muttered the pilot.
^' I will!" cried the person whom he
had already rebuffed, " I pledge myself
for the cost and the consequence!"
" Be lured by no tricks ;" said an el-
derly man, in English j " put off imme-
diately, pilot."
The pilot was very ready to obey.
The supplications from the land w^ere
now sharpened into cries of agony, and
the young man, catching the pilot by the
6
( 3 )
arm, said eagerly, " 'Tis the voice of a
woman ! where can be the dancrer ?
Take her in, pilot,- at my demand, and
my charge 1"
" Take her in at your peril, pilot!"
rejoined the elderly man.
Rage had elevated his voice ; the peti-
tioner heard it, and called — screamed,
ratlier, for mercy.
" Nay, since she is but a woman, and
in distress, save her, pilot, in God's
name !" said an old sea officer. " A
woman, a child, and a fallen enemy, are
three persons that every true Briton
should scorn to misuse."
The sea officer was looked upon as
first in command; the young man, there-
fore, no longer opposed, separated him-
self from a young lady with whom he
had been conversing, and, descending
from the boat, gave his hand to the
suppliant.
There was just light enough to shew
him a female in the most ordinary attire,
who was taking a whispering leave of
B 2
( 4 )
a male companion, yet more meanly
equipped.
With trembling eagerness, she sprang
into the vessel, and sunk rather than sat
upon a place that was next to the pilot,
ejaculating fervent thanks, first to Hea-
ven, and then to her assistant.
The pilot nov/, in deep hoarse ac-
cents, strictly enjoined that no one
should speak or move till they were
safely out at sea.
All obeyed ; and, with mingled hope
and dread, insensible to the v;eather,
and dauntless to the hazards of the
sea, watchful though mute, and joyful
though filled with anxiety, they set sail.
In about half an hour, the grumbling
of the pilot, who was despotic master of
the boat, was changed into loud and vo-
ciferous oaths.
Alarmed, the passengers concluded
that they were chaced. They looked
around, — but to no purpose ; the dark-
ness impeded examination.
They were happily, however, mis-
( 5 )
taken ; the lungs of the pilot had merely
recovered their usual play, and his hu-
mour its customary vent, from a belief
that all pursuit would now be vain.
This proved the signal to general li-
berty of speech ; and the young lady
already mentioned, addressing herself,
in a low voice, to the gentleman who
had aided the Incognita, said, *' I
wonder what sort of a dulcinca you
have brought amongst us ! though, I
really believe, you are such a complete
knight-errant, that you v/ould just as
willingly find her a tawny Hottentot as a
fair Circassian. She affords us, however,
the vivifying food of conjecture, — the
only nourishment of which I never
sicken ! — I am glad, therefore, that 'tis
dark, for discovery is almost always dis-
appointment."
" She seems to be at prayers."
" At prayers ? She's a nun, then, dcr
pend upon it. Mak? her tell us the
history of her convent."
Why what's all this, woman ?" said
^ 3
a
( 6 )
the pilot, in French, " are you afraid oT
being drowned ?'*
" No!" answered she, in the same
language, " I fear nothing now — it is
therefore I am thankful !"
Retreating, then, from her rude neigh-
hour, she gently approached an elderly
lady, who was on her other side, but who,
shrinking from her, called out, " Mr. Har-
leigh, I shall be obliged to you if you
will change places with me.'*
" Willingly ;" he answered ; but the
young lady with whom he had been con-
versing, holding his coat, exclaimed,
" Now you want to have all* the stories
of those monks and abbesses to yourself!
I won't let you stir, I am resolved !''
The stranger begged that she might
not incommode any one j and drew
back.
*' You may sit still now, Mr. Har-
leigh," said the elderly lady, shaking
herself; " I do very well again."
Harleigh bit his lip, and, in a low
voice, said to his companion, " It is
( 7 )
Strange that the facility of giving pain
should not lessen its pleasure ! How far
better tempered should we all be to
others, if we anticipated the mischief
that ill humour does to ourselves 1"
" Now are you such a very disciple
of Cervantes," she replied, " that I have
no doubt but your tattered dulcinea has
secured your protection for the whole
voyage, merely because old aunt Maple
has been a little ill bred to her."
'' I don't know but you are right, for
nothinn; so uncontrollably excites resist-
ance, as grossness to the unoffending,"
He then^ in French, enquired of the
new passenger, whether she would not
have some thicker covering, to shelter
her from the chill of the night ; offering
her, at the same time, a large wrapping
coat.
She thanked him, but declared that
she was perfectly warm.
" Are you so, faith ?" cried tlic elderly
man already mentioned, " I wish, then,
B 4
( 8 )
you would give me your receipt^ Mistress;
for I verily think that my blood will take
a month's thawing, before it will run
again in my veins.'*
She made no answer, and, in a tone
somewhat piqued, he added, " I believe
in my conscience those out-Ian dish gentry
have no more feeling without than they
have within !"
Encreasing coldness and darkness re-
pressed all further spirit of conversation,
till the pilot proclaimed that they were
half way over the straits.
A general exclamation of joy now
broke forth from all, while the new
comer, suddenly casting something into
the sea, ejaculated, in French, " Sink,
and be as nothing !" And then, clasping
her hands, added, " Heaven be praised,
'tis gone for ever !"
The pilot scolded and swore; every
one was surprized and curious ; and the
elderly man plumply demanded, " Pray
what have you thrown overboard.
Mistress ?**
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Finding himself again unanswered, he
rather angrily raised his voice, saying,
*' What, I suppose you don't under-
stand English now? Though you were
pretty quick at it when w^e were leaving
you in the lurch ! Faith, that's convenien-t
enough !"
" For all I have been silent so long,"
cried the old sea officer, " it has not
been for want of something to say; and
I ask the favour that you won't any of
you take it ill, if I make free to mention
what has been passing, all this time, in
my mind ; though it may rather have the
air of a hint than a compliment ; but as
I own to beinf^ as much in fault as vour-
selves, I hope you won't be affronted at
a little plain dealing."
" You are mighty good to us, indeed.
Sir !" cried Mrs. Maple, " but pray
Avhat fault have you to charge Me w^ith,
amongst the rest?"
" I speak of us in a body, Madam,
and, I hope, with proper shame! To
think that we should all get out of that
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loathsome captivity, with so little re-
verence, that not one amongst us should
have fallen upon his knees, to give
thanks, except just this poor outlandish
gentlev^oman ; whose good example I
recommend it to us all now to follow.'*
^ " What, and so overturn the boat,'*
said the elderly man, " that we may all
be drowned for joy, because we have
escaped being beheaded ?"
" I submit to your better judgment,
Mr, Ililey," replied the officer, " with
regard to the attitude ; and the more
readily, because I don't think that the
posture is the chief thing, half the people
that kneel, even at church, as I have
taken frequent note, being oftener in a
doze than in a fit of devotion. But the
fear of shaking the boat would be but a
poor reason to fear shaking our gratitude,
which seems to me to want it abundantly.
80 I, for one, give thanks to the Author
of all things 1"
" You are a fine fellow, noble Admi-
ral!" cried Mr. llileyj " as fine a fellow
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as ever I knew! and I honour you, faith !
for I don't beheve there is a thing in the
world that requires so much courage as
to risk derision, even from fools."
A young man, wrapped up in flannels,
who had been undisguisedly enjoying a
little sneering laugh, now became sud-
denly grave, and j^retended not to heed
what was passing.
Mrs. Maple protested that she could
not bear the parade of saying her prayers
in public.
Another elderly lady, who had hi-
therto seemed too sick to vspeak, de-
clared that she could not think of giving
thanks, till she were sure of being out of
danger.
And the young lady, laughing immo-
derately, vowed that she had never seen
such a congress of quizzes in her life;
adding, " We want nothing, now, but a
white foaming billow, or a shrill whistle
from Boreas, to bring us all to confes-
sion, and surprise out our histories."
" Apropos to quizzes," said Mr. Riley,
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addressing the hitherto silent young
man, " how comes it, Mr. Ireton, that
we have not had one word from you all
this time ?"
" What do you mean by apropos.
Sir ?'' demanded the young man, some-
what piqued.
" Faith, I don't very well know. I
am no very good French dictionary.
But I always say apropos, when I am at
a loss how to introduce any thing. Let
us hear, however, where you have been
passing your thoughts all this time.
Are you afraid the sea should be im-
pregnated with informers, instead of
salt, and so won't venture to give breath
to an idea, lest it should be floated back
to SignoK Robespierre, and hodge-
podged into a conspiracy ?"
" Ay, your thoughts, your thoughts!
give us your thoughts, Ireton !" cried
the young lady, ^^ I am tired to death of
my own."
" Why, I have been reflecting, for thfs
last hour or two, what a singular circum-
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stance It is, tliat in all the domains that I
have scainpered over upon the continent,
I have not met with one young person
who could hit my fancy as a companion
for life."
" And I, Sir, think," said the sea
officer, turning to him with some se-
verity, " that a man who could go out
of old Endand'to cl.use himself a wife,
never deserves to set foot on it again !
If I knew any worse punishment, I
should name it.*'
This silenced Mr. Ireton ; and not
another word was uttered, till the open-
ing of day displayed the British shore.
The sea officer then gave a hearty
huzza, which was echoed by Harleigh ;
while Riley, as the light gleamed upon
the old and tattered garments of the
stranger, burst into a loud laugh, ex-
claiming, " Faith, I should like to know
what such a demoiselle as this should
come away from her own country for i
What could you be afraid oi\ hay ! de-
moiselle ?" —
•She turned her head from him in
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Silence. Harleigh enquired, in French,
whether she had escaped the general
contagion, from which almost all in the
boat had suffered, of sickness.
She cheerfully replied, Yes 1 She had
escaped every evil !
" The demoiselle is soon contented,'*
said Riley; " but I cannot for my life
make out wlio she is, nor what she
wants. Why won't you tell us, de-
moiselle ? I should like to know your
history."
" Much obliged for the new fellow
traveller you have given us, Mr. Har-
leigh!" said Mrs. Maple, contemptuously
examining her ; " I have really some
curiosity myself, to be informed what
could put it into such a body's mind as
that, to want to come over to England.'*
" The desire of learning tlie language,
I hope 1" cried Harleigh, " for I should
be sorry that she knew it already!"
" I wish, at least, she would tell us,'*
said the yoimg lady, " how she hap-
pened to find out our vessel just at the
moment v/e were sailing.'*
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" And I should be glad to discover,"
cried Riley, " why she understands
English on and off at her pleasure, now
so ready, and now answering one never
a word.'*
The old sea officer, touching his hat
as he addressed her, said, " For my
part. Madam, I hope the compliment
you make our country in coming to it,
is that of preferring good people to bad ;
in which case every Englishman should
honour and welcome you."
" And I hope," cried Harleigh,
while the stran^-er seemed hesitatino-
how to answer, " that this patriotic
benevolence is comprehended ; if not,
I will attempt a translation."
" I speak French so indifferently,
which, however, I don't much mind,"
cried the Admiral, " that I am afraid
the gentlewoman would hardly under-
stand me, or else I would translate for
myself."
The stranger now, v/ith a strong ex-
pression of gratitude, replied in English,
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but with a foreign accent, " It is only
how to thank you I am at a loss. Sir ; I
understand you perfectly.'*
" So I could have sworn !" cried
Riley, with a laugli, " I could have
sworn that this would be the turn for
understanding English again ! And you
can speak it, too, can you. Mistress ?"
" And pray, good woman,'' demanded
Mrs. Maple, staring at lier, '^ how came
you to learn English ? Have you lived
in any English family ? If you have, I
should be glad to know their names."
" Ay. their names ! their names !" was
echoed from Mrs. Maple by her niece.
The stranger looked down, and
stammered, but said nothing that could
distinctly be heard.
Riley, laughing again, though pro-
voked, exclaimed, ''There! now you
ask her a question, she won't com-
prehend a word more ! I was sure how
'twould be! They are clever beings,
those French, they are, faith ! always
playing fools' tricks, like so many nion>
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kies, yet always lighting right upon their
feet, like so many cats !"
" You must resign your demoiselle,
as Mr. Riley calls her, for a heroine j"
whispered the young lady to Mr. Har-
leigh. " Her dress is not merely
shabby ; 'tis vulgar. I have lost all
hope of a pretty nun. Slie can be
nothing above a house-maid."
" She is interesting by her solitary
situation," he answered, " be she what
she may by her rank : and her voice,
I think, is singularly pleasing."
*' Oh, you must fall in love with her,
I suppose, as a thing of course. If,
however, she has one atom that is native
in her, how will she be choaked by our
foggy atmosphere !"
" And has our atmosphere, EHnor,
no purifying particles, that, in defiance
of its occasional mists, render it salu-
brious ?"
" Oh, I don't mean alone the foggy
air that she must inhale ; but the fo^i^y
souls whom she must see and hear. If
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she have no political bias, that sets
natural feelings aside, she'll go off in a
lethargy, from cn?iiu, the very first week.
For myself I confess, from my happiness
in going forth into the world at this
sublime juncture, of turning men into
infants, in order to teach them better
how to grow up, I feel as if I had never
awaked into life, till I had opened my
eyes on that side of the channel."
" And can you, Elinor, with a mind
so powerful, however — pardon me!—
wild, have witnessed "
" Oh, I know what you mean! —
but those excesses are only the first
froth of the cauldron. When once 'tis
skimmed, you will find the composition
clear, sparkling, delicious !"
*^ Has, then, the large draught which,
in a two years' residence amidst that
combustion, you have, perforce, quaffed,
of revolutionary beverage, left you, in
defiance of its noxious qualities, still t^ius
jj
♦ •
He hesitated.
" Inebriated, you would say, Albertj**
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cried she, laughing, " if you blushed
not for me at the idea. But, in this one
point, your liberality, though matchless
in every other, is terribly narrowed by
adhesion to old tenets. You enjoy not,
therefore, as you ought, this glorious
enoch, that lifts our minds from sla-
very and from nothingness, into play
and vigour ; and leaves us no longer,
as heretofore, merely making believe
that we are thinkin^r bein2:s.''
" Unbridled liberty, Elinor, cannot
rush upon a state, without letting it
loose to barbarism. Nothing, without
danger, is suddenly unshackled : safety
demands control from the baby to the
despot."
" The opening essays here," she re-
plied, " have certainly been calamitous :
but, when all minor articles are pro-
gressive, in rising to perfection, must
the world in a mass alone stand still,
because its amelioration would be costly?
Can any thing be so absurd, so prepos^
terous, as to seek to improve mankind
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individually, yet bid it stand still collec-
tively ? What is education, but reversing
propensities; making tlie idle industrious,
the rude civil, and the ignorant learned ?
And do you not, for every student thus
turned out of his likings, his vaga-
ries, or his vices, to be new modelled,
call this alteration improvement ? Why,
then, must you brand all similar efforts
for new organizing states, nations, and
bodies of society, by that word of un-
meaning alarm, innovation ?'*
" To reverse, Elinor, is not to new
model, but to destroy. This education,
with which you illustrate your maxims,
does it begin w^ith the birth ? Does it
not, on the contrary, work its way by
the gentlest gradations, one part almost
imperceptibly preparing for another,
throughout all the stages of childhood
to adolescence, and of adolescence to
manhood? If you give Homer be-
fore the Primer, do you think that you:
shall make a man of learning ? If you
shew the planetary system to the child
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who has not yet trundled his hoop, do
you believe that you will form a mathe-
matician ? And if you put a rapier into
his hands before he has been exercised
with foils, — what is your guarantee for
the safety of his professor r"
Just then the stranger, having taken
off' her gloves, to arrange an old shawl,
in which she was wrapt, exhibited
hands and arms of so dark a colour, that
they might rather be styled black than
brown.
Elinor exultingly drew^ upon them the
eyes of Harlefgh, and both taking, at
the same instant, a closer view of the
little that w^as visible of the muffled up
face, perceived it to be of an equally
dusky hue.
The look of triumph was now^ re-
peated.
" Pray, Mistress," exclaimed Mr.
Riley, scofRngly fixing his eyes upon
her arms, " what part of the world
might you come from ? The settle-
ments in the West Indies? or somewhere
off* the coast of Africa ?"
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She drew on her gloves, ^vlthout seem-
hm to hear him.
" There 1" said he, " now the de-
moiselle don't understand English again!
Faith, I begin to be entertained with
her. I did not like it at first."
" What say you to your dulcinea
now, Harleigli ?" w^hispered EHnor;
'<= you will not, at least, yclep her the
Fair Maid of the Coast."
" She has very fine eyes, how^ever !'*
answered he, laughing.
Tiie wind just then blowing back the
prominent borders of a French night-
cap, which had almost concealed all her
features, displayed a large black patch,
that covered half her left cheek, and a
broad black ribbon, which bound a ban-
dage of cloth over the right side of her
forehead.
Before Elinor could utter her rallying
congratulations to Harleigh, upon this
sight, she was stopt by a loud shout
from Mr. Riley ; " Why I am afraid the
demoiselle has been in the wars 1" cried
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he. " Why, Mistress, have you been
trying your skill at fisty cuffs for the
good of your nation ? or only playing
Avitli kittens for your private diversion ?"
'• Now, then, Harleigh," said Elinor,
*' what says your quixotism now ? Are
you to become enamoured with those
plaisters and patches, too ?''
" Why she seems a little mangled, I
confess ; but it may be only by scramb-
ling from some prison."
'' Really, Mr. Harleigli," said Mrs.
Maple, scarcely troubling herself to
lower her voice as, incessantly, she con-
tinued surveying the stranger, " I don't
think that we are much indebted to you
for bringing us such company as this into
our boat ! We did not pay such a price
to have it made a mere common hoy.
And without the least enquiry into
her character, too ! without considering
what one must think of a person who
could look out for a place, in a chance
vessel, at midnight !'*
" Let us hope," said Harleigh, per-
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ceiving, by the down-cast eyes of the
stranger, that she understood what
passed, '' that we shall not make her
repent her choice of an asyhuii."
" Ah ! there Is no fear !" cried she,
with quickness.
" Your prepossession, then, is, hap-
pily, in our favour ?"
" Not my prepossession, but my gra-
titude 1"
" This is true practical philosophy, to
let the sum total of good out-balance
the detail, which little minds would dwell
upon, of evil."
" Of evil 1 I think myself at this
moment the most fortunate of human
beings 1''
This was uttered with a sort of trans-
port that she seemed unable to control,
and accompanied with a bright smile,
that displayed a row of beautifully white
and polished teeth.
Riley now, again heartily laughing,
exclaimed, <' This demoiselle amuses me
mightily ! she does, faith ! with hardly a
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rag to cover her this cold winter's nighty
and on the point of going to the bottom
every moment, in this crazy Httle vessel ;
with never a friend to own her body if
she's drowned, nor an acquaintance to
say a word to before she sinks j not a
countryman within leagues, except our
surly pilot, who grudges her even life-
room, because he's afraid he shan't be
the better for her : going to a nation
■where she won't know a dog from a cat,
and will be buffetted from pillar to post,
if she don't pay for more than she
wants ; with all this, she is the most for-
tunate of human beings ! Faith, the de-
moiselle is soon pleased ! She is, faith !
But why won't you give me your re-
ceipt. Mistress, for finding all things so
agreeable ?"
" You w^ould be sorry, Sir, to take it!"
" I fear, then,"' said Harleigh, " it is
only past suffering that bestows this cha-
racter of bliss upon simple safety ?"
" Pray, Mr. Riley," cried Mrs. Ma-
pie, " please to explain what you mean,
VOL. I, c
( =6 )
by talking so freely of our all going to
the bottom ? I should be glad to know
what right you had to make me come
on board the vessel ^ if you think it so
crazy ?"
She then ordered the pilot to use all
possible expedition for putting her on
shore, at the very first jut of land j;
adding, " you may take the rest of the
company round, wherever you chuse,
but as to me, I desire to be landed
directly/'
She could notjhowever^ prevail ; but, in
the panic which had seized her,shegrewas
incessant in reproach as in alarm, bitterly
bewailing the moment that she had ever
trusted herself to such an element, such
a vessel, and such guides,
" See,'* said Harleigh, in a low voice
to the stranger, '^ how little your philo-
sophy has spread ; and how soon every
evil, however great, is forgotten when
over, to aggravate the smallest discom*
fort that still remains ! What recom-
pence, or what exertion would any one
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of us have thought too great, for obtain-
ing a place in this boat only a few liours
ago ! Yet you, alone, seem to have dis-
covered, that the true art of supporting
present inconvenience is to compare it
with past calamity, — not with our dis-
appointed wishes."
" Calamity !". repeated she with viva-
citv, " ah ! if once I reach that shore*
— that blessed shore! shall I have a
sorrow left ?'^
" The belief that you will not," said
he, smiling, " will almost suffice for your
security, since, certainly, half our afflic-
tions are those which we suffer through
anticipation."
There was time for nothing more j
the near approach to land seeming to
fill every bosom, for the instant, witk
sensations equally enthusiastic.
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CHAPTER II.
T TPON reaching the British shore,
while Mrs. Maple, her niece, the
elderly lady, and two maid- servants,
claimed and employed the aid of the
gentlemen, the Incognita, disregarding
an offer of Harleigh to return for her,
darted forward with such eagerness, that
she was the first to touch the land,
where, with a fervour that seemed re-
sistless, she rapturously ejaculated,
" Heaven, Heaven be praised i"
The pilot, when he had safely* dis.
embarked his passengeis, committed the
charge of his vessel to a boy, and,
abruptly accosting the stranger, de-
manded a recompence for the risk which
he had run in savins; her life.
She was readily opening her work bag
to seek for her purse, but the old sea
x)flicer, approaching, and holding her
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arm, gra\;e]y asked whether she meant
to affront him ; and, turning to the pilot,
somewhat dictatorially said, " Harkee,
my lad ! we took this gentlewoman in
ourselves ; and I have seen no reason to
be sorry for it : but she is our passenger,
and not your's. Come to the inn, there-
fore, and you shall be satisfied, forthwith,
for her and the rest of us, in a lump."
*' You are infinitely good. Sir," cried
the stranger, " but I have no claim — ."
'' That's your mistake, gentlewoman.
An unprotected female, provided she's
of a good behaviour, has always a claim
to a man's care, whether she be born
amongst our friends or our foes. I should
be ashamed to be an Englishman, if I
held it my duty to think narrower than
that. And a man who could bring him-
self to be ashamed of beino; an Ens^lish-
man, would find it a difficult solution,
let me tell you, my good gentlewoman,
to discover what he might glory in.
However, don't thitik that I say this to
affront you as a foreigner, for I hope I
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am a better Christian. I only drop it as
a matter of fact.'*
" Worthy Admiral,'* said Mr. Har-
leigh, now joining them, « you are not,
I trust, robbing me of my office ? The
pecuniary engagement with the pilot was
mine."
" Bat the authority which made him
act," returned the officer, ^' \vas mine."
A bright smile, which lightened up the
countenance of the Incognita, again
contrasted her white teeth with her
dingy complexion ; while dispersing the
tears that started into her eyes, " Fie
upon me 1" she cried, " to be in England
and surprised at generosity !"
" Gentlewoman," said the Admiral,
emphatically, " if you want any help,
command my services ; for, to my seem-
ing, you appear to be a person of as
right a way of thinking, as if you had
lisped English for your mother-tongue."
He then peremptorily insisted that
the boat's company should discharge the
pilot, without ^ny interference on the
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part of the lone traveller, as soon as it
had done with the custom-house officers.
This latter business was short ; there
was notliing to examine : not a trunk,
and scarcely a parcel, had the hurry
and the dangers of escape hazarded.
They then proceeded to the principal
inn, where the Admiral called all the
crew, as he styled the party, to a spa-
cious room, and a cheering fire, of which
he undertook the discinline.
i.
The sight of this meanly attired per-
son, invited into the apartment both by
the Admiral and Mr. Harleigh, with a
civility that seemed blind to her shabby
appearance, proved so miracidous a re-
storative to Mrs. Maple, that, rising
from a great chair, into which, with a
declaration that she was half dead from
her late fright and sickness, she hud
thrown herself, she was endowed with sud-
den strength of body to stand stiffly up-
right, and of lungs to pronounce, in
shrill but powerful a-ccents, *' Pray, Mr.
Harleigh, are we to go on any farther as
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It we were to live all our lives in a stap'e
coach ? Why can't that body as well
stay in the kitchen ?"
The stranger would hastily have re-
tired, but the Admiral, taking her softly
by the shoulder, said, " I have been a
commanding otHcer the best part of my
life, Gentlewor/ian ; and though a devil
of a wound has put me upon the super-
annuated list, I am not sunk into quite
such a fair weather chap, as to make
over my authority, in such a little pitiful
skiff^s company as this, to petticoat
government ; — though no man has a
better respect for the sex, in its proper
element ; which, however, is not the sea.
Therefore, Madam," turning to Mrs.
Maple, " this gentlewoman being my own
passenger, and having comported herself
without any offence either to God or man,
I shall take it kind if you will treat her
in a more Christian-like manner."
While Mrs. Maple began an angry
reply, the stranger forced herself out of
the apartment. The Admiral followed*
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*^ I hope, gentlewoman," he was
beginning, " you w^on't be cast down,
or angry, at a few vagaries — " when,
looking in her face, he saw a countenance
so gaily happy, that his condolence was
changed into pleased astonishment.
" Angry !" she repeated, " at a moment
such as this! — a moment of so blessed
an escape! — T should be the most
graceless of wretches, if 1 had one sensa-
tion but of thankfulness and joy !*'
" You are a very brave woman," said
the Admiral, '' and I am sorry," looking
at her tattered clothing, " to see you in
no better plight : though, perchance, if
you had been born to more ghtter with-
out, you might have had less ore within.
However, if you don't much like the
vapouring of that ancient lady, which I
have no very extraordinary liking io
myself, neither, v/hy stay in another
room till we have done witli the pilot;
and then, if I can be of any use in
helping you to your friends, I shall be
glad to be at your service. For I take
it for granted, though you are not in
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your own country, yon are too good a
woman to be without friends, as I know
no worse sign of a person's character.*'
He then joined his fellow-voyagers,
and the stranger went on to enquire for
the master of the house.
Sounds from without, that seemed to
announce distress, catching, soon after,
the attentive ear of Harleigh, he opened
the door, and perceived that the stranger
was returned to the passage, and in
evident disorder.
The sea officer briskly advanced to
her. " How now !" he cried, " dis-
heartened at last ? Well ! a woman can
be but a woman ! However, unless vou
have a mind to see all my good opinion
blown away — thus! — in a whiff, you
won't think of drooping, now once you
are upon British ground. For though I
should scorn, I hope, to reproach you for
not being a native born, still, not to be
overjoyed that you can say. Here 1 am !
v/ould be a sure way to win my contempt.
However, as I don't take upon me to
be your governor, I'll send your own
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countryman to you, if you like him
better, — the pilot ?"
" Not for the universe ! Not for the
universe !" she eagerly cried, and,
darting into an empty room, with a
hasty apology, shut the door.
" Mighty well, indeed !" said Mrs.
Maple, who, catching the contagion of
curiosity, had deigned to listen ; " so her
own countryman, the only person that
she ought to belong to, she shuts the
door upon !"
She then protested, that if the woman
were not brought forth, before the pilot,
who was already paid and gone, had re-
embarked, slie should always be con-
vinced that she had lost something,
though she might not find out what had
been taken from her, for a twelvemonth
afterwards;
The landlord, coming forward, en-
quired whether there were any dis-
turbance ; and, upon the complaint and
application of Mrs. Maple, would have
opened the door of the closed apart Qient j
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but the Admiral and Harleigb, each
taking him by an arm, declared the
person in that room to be under their
protection.
" Well, upon my word,'* cried Mrs.
Maple," this is more than I could have
expected ! We are in fine hands, indeed,
for a sea officer, and an Admiral, that
ought to be our safe-guard, to take part
with our native enemy, that, I make no
doubt, is sent amongst us as a spy for
our destruction !"
^' A lady, Madam," said the Admiral,
looking down rather contemptuously,
" must have liberty to say whatever she
pleases, a man's tongue being as much
tied as his hands, not to annoy the
weaker vessel ; so that, let her come out
with what she will^ she is amenable to
no punishment; unless she take some
account of a man's inward opinion ; in
which case she can't be said to escape quite
so free as she m.ay seem to do. This,
Madam, is all the remark that I tliink
fit to make tp you. But as for you.
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Mr. Landlord, when tlic gentlewoman in
this room has occasion to consult you,
she speaks English, and can call you
herself.''
He would then have led the wTty to a
general retreat, but Mrs. Maple angrily
desired the landlord to take notice, that
a foreigner, of a suspicious character,
had come over with them by force,
whom he ought to keep in custody,
unless she would tell her name and bu-
siness.
The door of the apartment was now
abruptly opened by the stranger, who
called out, " O no ! no ! no ! — Ladies !
— Gentlemen! — I claim your protec-
tion !"
" It is your's, Madam !" cried Har-
leigh, with emotion.
" Be sure of it. Gentlewoman !'' cried
the old officer ; " We did not brino-
you from one bad shore to another.
We'll take care of you. Be sure of it !"
The stranger wept. " I thought
not," she cried, " to have shed a tear in
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England ; but my heart can find no
other vent."
" Very pretty ! very pretty, indeed,
, Gentlemen!" said Mrs. Maple; " If
you can answer all this to yourselves,
well and good ; but as I have not quite
so easy a conscience, I think it no
more than my duty to inform the ma-
gistrates myself, of my opinion of this
foreigner."
She was moving off; but the stranger
rushed forth, and with an expression of
agonized affright, exclaimed, *' Stay !
Madam, stay ! hear but one word ! I am
no foreigner, — I am English !" —
Equal astonishment now seized every
one; but while they stared from her to
each other, the Admiral said : " I am
cordially glad to hear it! cordially!
though why you should have kept secret
a point that makes as much for your
honour as for your safety, I am not deep
enough to determine. However, I
won't decide against you, while I am
in the dark of your reasons ; though I
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own I have rather a taste myself for
thiiiiiics more above board. But for all
that. Ma'am, if I can be of any use to
you, make'no scruple to call upon me."
He walked back to the parlour, where
all now, except Harleigh, assembled to a
general breakfast, of which, during tliis
scene, Kiley, for w^ant of an associate,
had been doing the honors to hiinself.
The sick lady, Mrs. Ireton, was not yet
sufficiently recovered to take any re-
freshment; and the young man, her son,
had commanded a repast on a separate
table.
Harleigh repeated to the stranger, as
she returned, in trembling, to her room,
his offer of services.
" If any lady of this party," she an-
swered, " would permit me to say a few
words to her not quite in public, I should
thankfully acknov/ledge such a conde-
scension. And if you, Sir, to whom
already I owe an escape that calls for
my eternal gratitude, if you, Sir, could
procure me such an audience "
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" What depends upon me shall surely
not be left undone," he replied ; and,
returning to the parlour, " Ladies," he
said, " this person whom we have brought
over, begs to speak with one of jou
alone."
" Alone !" repeated Mrs. Maple,
^^ How shocking ! Who can tell w-hat
may be her designs ?"
" She means that we should go out to
^ hold a conference with her in the passage,
I suppose ?" said Mrs. Ireton, the sick
lady, to whom the displeasure raised by
this idea seemed to restore strength and
speech j " or, perhaps, she would be so'
good as to receive us in the kitchen ?.
Her condescension is really edifying ! I
am quite at a loss how I shall shew my
sense of such affability."
" What, is that black insect buzzing
about us still?" cried her son, " Why
what tlie deuce can one make of such a
grim thing ?"
" O, it's my friend the demoiselle, is
it?" said Riley ^ " Faith, I had almost
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forgotten her. I was so confoundedly
numbed and gnavvn, between cold and
hunger, that I don't think I could have
remembered my father, I don't, faith 1
before I had recruited. But where's
poor demoiselle ? What's become of
her ? She wants a little bleaching, to
be sure ; but she has not bad eyes; nor a
bad nose, neither."
*' I am no great friend to the mysti-
cal," said the Admiral, "but I promised
her my help while she stood in need of
my protection, and I have no title to
withdraw it, now that I presume she is
only in need of my purse. If any of the la-
dies, therefore, mean to go to her, I beg
to trouble them to carry this." He put
a guinea upon the table.
" Now that she is so readv to tell her
story," said Elinor, " I am confident
that there is none to tell. V/hilc she
was enveloped in the mystical, as the
Admiral phrases it, I was dying with cu-
riosity to make some discovery."
" O the poor demoiselle!" cried
Riley, «* why you can't think of leaving
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her in the lurch, at last, ladies, after
bringing her so far? Come, lend me
one of your bonnets and your fardingales,
or what is it you call your things ? And
twirl me a belt round my waist, and
something proper about my neck, and
I'll go to her myself, as one of your
waiting maids : I will, faith 1"
" I am glad, at least, niece Elinor,
that this once," said Mrs. Maple, " you
are reasonable enough to act a little like
me and other people. If you had really
been so wild as to sustain so glaring an
impostor — ."
" If, aunt ? — dont you see how I am
scalding my throat all this time to run
to her ?" replied Elinor, giving her
hand to Harleigh.
As they re-entered the passage, the
stranger, rushing from her room with a"
look the most scared and altered, ex-
claimed, that she had lost her purse.
" This is complete!" cried Elinor,
laughing ; " and will this, too, Harleigh,
move your knight-errantry ? If it does
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— look to your heart ! for I won't lose
a moment in becoming black, patched,
and pennyless !"
She flew with this anecdote to the
breakfast parlour ; while the stranger,
yet more rapidly, flew from the inn to
the sea-side, where she carefully retraced
the ground that slie had passed ; but all
examination was vain, and she returned
with an appearance of increased dismay.
Meeting Harleigh at the door, his
expression of concern somewhat calmed
her distress, and she conjured him to
plead with one of the ladies, to have the
charity to convey her to London, and
thence to help her on to Brighthelm-
stone. " I have no means,'^ she cried,
" now, to proceed unaided ; my pur^e,
I imagine, dropt into the sea, when, so
unguardedly ! in the dark, I cast there
— " She stopt, looked confused, and
bent her eyes upon the ground.
" To Brighthelmstonc ?*' repeated
Harleigh ; " some of these ladies reside
not nine miles from that town. I will
see what can be done.*^
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She merely entreated, she said, to
be allowed to travel in their suite, in
any way, any capacity, as the lowest of
attendants. She was so utterly reduced
by this dreadful loss, that she must else
beg her way on foot.
Harleigh hastened to execute this
commission ; but the moment he named
it, Elinor called out, " Do, pray, Mr. Har-
leigh, tell me where you have been se-
creting your common sense ? — Not that
I mean to look for it ! — 'twould despoil
me of all the dear freaks and vagaries
that give zest to life !"
" Poor demoiselle 1'* cried Riley,
throwing half a crown upon the table,
" she shall not be without my mite, for
old acquaintance sake."
" What ! has she caught even you,
Mr. Cynical Riley ?" cried Elinor :
" you, who take as much pleasure in
lowering or mortifying your fellows-crea-
tures, as Mr. Harleigh does in elevating!,
or relievinsc them ?''
" Evciv one after his own fashion^.
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Miss Nelly. The best amongst us has
as little taste for being thwarted as the
worst. He has, faith ! We all think our
own way the only one that has any com-
mon sense. Mine, is that of a diver : I
seek always for what is hidden. What
is obvious soon surfeits me. If this
demoiselle had named herself, I should
never have thought of her again ; but
now, I'm ail agog to find her out."
" Why does she not say who she is
at once ?" cried Mrs. Maple. " I give
nothing to people that I know nothing
of; and what had she to do in France ?
Why don't she tell us that ?"
" Can such a skin, and such a garb,
be worth so much breath ?" demanded
Ireton, taking ud a newspaper.
Haileigh enquired of Mrs. Ireton,
Avhether she had succeeded in her pur-
posed seaich, of a young woman to re-
place ihe domestic v;hom she had left in
France, and to attend her till she ar-
I'ived at her house in town.
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^' No, Sir," she answered ; " but you
don't mean, I presume, to recommend
this vagabond to be about my person ?
I should presume not ; I should presume
you don't mean that? Not but that I
should be very sensible to such a mark
of distinction. I hope Mr. Harleigh
does not doubt that? I hope he does
not suspect I should want a proper sen-
sibility to such an honour ?"
" If you think her a vagabond.
Madam," replied Harleigh, " I have
not a word to offer: but neither her
language nor her manners incline me to
that opinion. You only want an at-
tendant till you reach your family, and
she merely desires and supplicates to
travel free. Her object is to get to
Brighthelmstone. And if, by waiting
upon you, she could earn her journey
to London, Mrs. Maple, perhaps, in com-
passion to her pennyless state, might
thence let her share the conveyance of
some of her people to Lewes, whence
she might easily find means to pro-
ceed."
( 47 )
The two eltlerly ladies stared at each
other, not so much as if exchanging en-
quiries how to decline, but in what de-
gree to resent this proposition ; while
Elinor, making Harleigh follow her to a
window, said, " Now, do inform me, seri-
ously and candidly, what it is that urges
you to take the pains to make so ridicu-
lous an arrangement ?"
^^ Her apparently desolate state.''
" Now do put aside all those fine sort
of sayings, which you know I laugh at,
and give me, instead, a little of that
judgment which you so often quarrel
with me for not giving to you ; and then
honestly tell me, can you really credit
that any thing but a female fortune-
hunter, would travel so strangely alone,
or be so oddly without resource ?"
" Your doubts, Elinor, are certain] v
rational ; and I can only reply to them,
by saying, that there are now and then
uncommon causes, which, when deve-
loped, shew the most extraordinary situa-
tions to be but their mere simple efiect."
( 48 )
" And her miserable accoutrement ?
— And all those bruises, or sores, and
patches, and bandages ? — ''
" The detail, I own, Elinor, is unac-
countable and ill looking : I can defend
no single particular, even to myself; but
yet the whole, the ail-together, carries
with it an indescribable, but irresistible
vindication. This is all I can say for
befriending her."
" Nay, if you think her resilW dis-
tressed," cried Elinor, " I feel ready
enough to be her handmaid ; and, at all
events, I shall make a point to discover
whom and what she may be, that I may
know how to value your judgment, in
odd cases, for the future. Who knows,
Harleigh, but I may have some to pro-
pose for your decision of my ownr"
The Admiral, after some deliberation,
said, that, as it was certainly possible
that the poor woman might really have
lost her purse, whicji ho, for one, believed
to be the simple truth, he could not re-
fuse to help her on to her friends ; and,
7
( 49 )
ringing for the landlord, he orerded that
■a breakfast should be taken to the gen-
tlewoman in the other room, and that a
place should be secured for her in the
next day's stage to London ; for all
which he would immediately deposit the
money.
" And pray, _Mr. Landlord," said
Mrs. Maple, ** let us know what it was
that this body wanted, when she desired
to speak with you ?"
" She asked me to send and enquire
at the Post-office if there were any letter
directed for L. S., to be left till called for;
and when she heard that there was
none, I thought, verily, that she would
have swooned."
Elinor now warmly united with Har-
leigh, in begging that Mrs. Maple would
let her servants take charge of the young
woman from London to Lewes, when,
through the charity of the Admiral, she
should arrive in town. Mrs. Maple pro-
nounced an absolute negative ; but when
Elinor, not less absolutely, declared that,
VOL. U D
( 50 )
in that case, she would hire the traveller
for her own maid ; and the more readily
because she was tired to death of Gold-
ing, her old one, Mrs. Maple, though
with the utmost ill will, was frightened
into compliance ; and Elinor said that
she would herself carry the good news to
the Ircognita.
The landlord desired to know in what
name the place was to be taken.
This, also, Elinor undertook to enquire,
and, accompanied by Harleigh, went to
the room of the stranger.
They found her standing pensively
by the window; the breakfast, which had
been ordered for her by the Admiral,
untouched.
" I understand you wish to go to
Brighthelmstone ?" said Elinor.
The stranger courtsied.
" I believe I know every soul in that
place. Whom do you want to see there ?
— Where are you to go ?"
She looked embarrassed, and with
(f
'•5» )
'-'iiii^iH hesitation, answere'^r^ To . . .the
"^'Post-office, Madam/' '
" O ! what, you are something to the
' post-master, are you ?*'
" No, Madam ... I ... I ... go to
the Post-office only for a letter 1"
" A letter ? Well ! an hundred or two
miles is a good way to go for a letter !"
" I am not without hopes to find a
friend. — The letter I had expected here
was only to contain directions for the
meeting."
" O! if your letter is to be personified,
I have nothing more to say. A man, or
a woman ? — which is it r"
" A woman, Madam."
*' Well, if you merely wish to go to
Brighthelmstone, I'll get you conveyed
within nine miles of that place, if you
will come to me, at Mrs> Maple's, in
Upper Brooke-strejt, when you get to
town."
Surprise and pleasure now beamed
brightly in the eyes of the stranger, who
said that she should rejoice to pa>s
D 2
( 52 )
through London, where, also, she parti-
cularly desired to make some enquiries.
" But we have no means for carryinp:
you thither, except by the stage ; and
one of our gentlemen offers to take a
place in it for you/*
The stranger looked towards Harlei^h,
and' confusion seemed added to her em-
barrassment.
Harleigh hastily spoke, " It is the
old officer, — that truly benevolent ve-
teran, who wishes to serve you, and
whose services, from the nobleness of
his character, confer still more honour
than benefit."
Again she courtsied, and v/ith an air in
which Harleigh observed, with respect,
not displeasure, her satisfaction in chang-
ing the object of this obligation.
" Well, that's settled,'* said Elinor;
'*« but now the landlord wants your name,
for taking your place."
" My place ? — Is there no machine.
Madam, that sets of!* immediately?"
'- None sooner tlian to-morrow* What
name am I to tell him ?"
( 53 )
" None aboner than to-morrow ?"
" No; and if you do not give in your
name, and secure it, you may be de-
tained till the next day."
" How very unfortunate !" cried she^
walking about the room.
" Well, but what is your name ?''
A crimson of the deepest hue forced
its way through her dark complexion :
her very eyes reddened with blushes, as
she faintly answered, " I cannot tell my
name 1''
She turned suddenly away, with a look
that seemed to expect resentment, and
anticipate being abandoned.
Elinor, however, only laughed, but
laughed " in such a sort" as proclaimed
triumph over Harleigh, and contempt for
the stranger.
Harleigh drew Elinor apart, saying,
" Can this, really, appear to you so
ridiculous r"
" And can you, really, Harleigh, be
allured by so glaring an adventurer ? a
Wanderer, — without even a name!"
D 3
( , 54 )
'• She is not, at least> without probity,
since sbe prefers any risk, and any sus- ^7
picion, to falsehood. How easily, other- ;^
wise, might she assume any appellation
that she pleased !'*
" You are certainly bewitched, Har-
lelgh!"
"' You are certainly mistaken, Elinor!
yet I cannot desert her, till I am con^ .,
vinced that she does not merit to be pro-
tected."
Elinor returned to the stranger. " You ^
do not chuse, then, to have your place
secured ?"
*^ O yes Madam ! — if it is impossible
for me to attend any lady to town."
" And what name shall you like for
the book-keeper ? Or what, initials ? —
What think you of L. S. ?"
She started ; and Harleigh, again tak-
ing Elinor: aside, more gravely said,
" Elinor, I am glad I am not — at this
moment — my brother ! — for certainly
I could not forbear quarrelling with
YOU !"
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"I heartily wish, then," cried she,
with quickness, " that, — at this moment!
— you were your brother !"
Harleigh, now, addressing the stranger,
in whose air and manner distress seemed
palpably gaining ground, gently said,
'' To save you any further trouble, I
will take a place in my own name, and
settle with the landlord, that, if I do not
appear to claim it, it is to be made over
to the person who produces this card.
The book-keeper shall have such another
for a check."
He put into her hand a visiting ticket,
on which was engraven Mr. Harleigh,
and, not waiting for her thanks, con-
ducted Elinor back to the parlour,
saying, " Pardon me, Elinor, that I
have stopt any further enquiries. It is
not from a romantic admiration of
mystery, but merely from an opinion
that, as her wish of concealment is open
and confessed, we ought not, through
the medium of serving her, to entangle
her into the snares of our curiosity."
D 4
^ 56 )
** Oh, you are decided to be ahvajB
/ight, I know I" cried Elinor, laughing,
though piqued ; " and that i3 the very
reason I always hate you ! However^
you excite iny curiosity to fathom h.er ;
iSO let her come to me in town, and
I'll take her under my own care, if
only to judge your discernment, by
linding out how she merits your quix-
otism."
Harleio;h then returned to the vouni^
"woman, and hesitatingly said, " Pardon
my intrusion, but — permit me, as you
have so unfortunately lost your purse — '*
" If my place, Sir,'^ hastily inter-
rupted the stranger, " is taken, 1 can
require nothing else.'*
« Yet — you have the day to pass
here ; and you v/ill with difficulty exist
merely upon air, even where so de-
lightedly you inhale it ; and Miss
Joddrel, I fear, has forgotten to bring
you the little offering of your veteran
friend; therefore — "
" If he has the infinite goodness to
intend me any, .Sir, permit, at least.
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that he may be my only pecuniary
creditor! I shall want no addition of
that sort, to remember, — gratefully and
for ever ! to whom it is I owe the deep-
est obligation of my life!"
Is this a house-maid? thought Har-
leigh ; and again he rejoiced in the per-
severance with which he had supported
her ; and, too much respecting her
refusal to dispute it, expressed his good
wishes for her welfare, and took leave ;
yet would not set out upon his journey
till he had again sought io interest the
old officer in her favour.
The guinea was still upon the tea-
table ; but the Admiral, who, in the fear
of double dealing, had conceived some
ideas to the disadvantage of the Incog-
nita, no sooner heard that she had de-
clined receiving any succour except from
himself, than, immediately softened, he
said that he would take care to see her
well treated.
Harleigh then drove after the carriage
of Mrs. Maple and Elinor, who were
already on their way to London.
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CHAPTER III.
'"PHE Admiral immediately repaired to
the stranger. " Young woman," he
cried, " 1 hope you don't take it into
your mind, that I was more disposed
to serve you while I thought you of fo-
reign culture, than now I know you to
be of our own growth ? If I came for-
warder then, it was:onIy..because I was
afraid that th ose who have h ad less occasion
than I have had, to get the upper hand
of their prejudices, would keep back-
warder."
The stranger bowed her thanks.
^*' But as to.me,'.' he continued, " I have
had the experience of what H is to be iu
a strange land; and, moreover, a prisoner:
in, which time I came to an agreement
with myself — a person over whom I keep
a pretty tight hand! becaufewhy? If
I don't the devil will ! So I came, I say,
I
( 59 )
to an agreement with myself, to remem-
ber all the ill-usage I then met with, as
a memonto to forbear exciting in others,
those black passions which sundry un-
handsome tricks excited, in those days,
in^hiyself.'^ ;
' Observing her breakfast to be utterly
neglected, he demanded, with an air of
some displeasure, whether she had rib
longing to taste the food of her mother
country again ?
The fulness of her mind, she answered,
had deprived her of appetite.
" Poor girl ! poor woman !" cried he,
compassionately, " for I hardly know
which to call you, those cap-flounces
upon the cheeks making a young woman
look no better than an old one. How-
ever, be you which you may, I can't
consent to see you starve in a land of
plenty ; which would be a base ingrati-
tude to our Creator, who, in dispensing
the most to the upper class, grants us
the pleasure of dispensing the overplus,
Oiirselves, to the under class: which I
» 6
( 6o )
take to be the true reason of Providence
for ordering that difference between the
rich and the poor 5 as, most like, we
shall all find, when we come to give in
our accounts in t'other world."^
He then enquired wh.at it was she intend-
ed to do; adding, "I don't mean as to your
secrets, because they are what I have no
right to meddle v/ith ; though I disap-
prove your having any, they being of
little ser\ace, except to keep foul deeds
from the light ; for what is fair loves to
be above board. Besides, as every thing
is sure to come out, sooner or later, it
only breeds suspicion and trouble for
nothing, to procrastinate telling to-day
with your own free will, what you may
be certain will be known to-morrow, or
rtext day, with or without it. Don't be
discomposed, however, for I don't say
this by way of a sift, nor yet for a re-
proach y 1 merely drop it as a piece of
advice."
" And I should be happy, Sir, to
^indeavour to deserve it, by frankly
6
( 6i )
explaining my situation, but that the
least mistake, the smallest imprudence,
might betray me to insupportable wretch-
edness.'*
" Why then, if that's the case, you are
very right to hold your tongue. If the
lav/ never makes a person condemn him-
self, much less ought a little civility.
There are dangers enough in the world
without running risks out of mere com-
pliment."
Then putting his guirhea before her,
upon the table, he charged her to keep it
unbroken till she set out, assuring her
that he should himself order v/hatever
she could require for her dinner, supper,
and lodging, and settle for the whole
with the landlord; as w^ell as with the
book-keeper for her journey to London,
The stranger seemed almost over-
powered with gratitude ; but interrupt-
ing what she attempted to say, " No
thankings," he cried, " young woman !
it's a bad sign when a good turn sur-
prises a person, I have not escaped
from such hard fare with my body, to
leave my soul behind me ; though^ God
knows, I may forget it all fast enough.
There's no great fear of mortal man's
being too good."
Then, wishing her farewell, he was
quitting the room, but, thoughtfully
turning back, " Before we part,'' he
said, " it will be but Christian-like to
give you a hint for your serious profit.
In whatever guise you may have de-
meaned yourself, up to this present date,
which is a solution !• don't mean to
meddle with, I hope you'll always con
duct yourself in a becoming manner, for
the rest of your days, in remembrance
of your great good fortune, in landing
safely upon this happy shore."
He was going, but the Incognita stopt
him, and again the dark hue of her skin,
was inadequate to disguise the deep
blushes that were burning upon her
cheeks, as she replied, *' I see, Sir^
through all your benevolence, tliat you ■
^ believe me to be one of thoise unhappy
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persons, whose misfortunes have been^
the effect of their crimes : I have no way
tQ. prove my innocence ; and assertion
may but make it seem more doubtful;
yet-''
" You are right ! you are right i'' in-
terrupted he ; "I am no abettor of
assertions. They are but a sort of cheap
coinage, to make right and wrong pass
current together."
" I find 1 have been too quick/' she
answered, " in thinking myself happy ! "^k,
to receive bounty under so dreadful a
suspicion, proves me to be in a desolate
state indeed !"
" Young woman," said the Admiral,
in a tone approaching to severity, " don't
complain ! We must all bear what we
have earned. I can't but see what you
are, though it's what I won't owii to the
rest of the crew, who think a flaw in the*
character excuse plenty for 'letting a
poor weak female starve alive ; for which,
to my seeming, they deserve to want a
crust of bread themselves. But I hope .
( 64 ) ,
I know better than that where the main
fault is apt to lie ; for I aai not ignorant
how apt our sex is to misbehave to
yours ; especially in slighting you, if you
don't slight them ; a thing not to be
defended, either to God or man. But
for ail that, young woman, I must make
free to remark, that the devil himself
never yet put it into a man's head, nor
into the world's neither, to abandon, or
leave, as you call it, desolate, a v;omaii
who has kept tight to her own duty,
and taken a modest care of herself,"
The eyes of the stranger were now
no longer bright from their mere natural
lustre, nor from the beams of quick sur-
prize, or of sudden vivacity ; 'twas
with trembling emotion that they shone,
and with indignation that they sparkled.
She took up the guinea, from which
her sight seemed averted with horror,
and said, " Pardon me, Sir, but I must
beg you to receive this again."
" Why, what now ? do you think,
because I make no scruple to give you an
item that I don't fancy being imposed
upon ; do you think, I say, because of
that, I have so little Christian charity, as
not to know that you may be a very
good sort of woman in the main, for all
some flainity coxcomb may have played
the scoundrel, and left you to the wide
world, after teacliing you to go so awry,
that he knows the world will forsake you
too ? a thing for which, however, he'll
pay well in time ; as I make no doubt
but the devil takes his own notes of all
such actions."
She now cast the guinea upon the
table. " I would rather. Sir," she cried,
" beg alms of every passenger that I may
meet, than owe succour to a species of
pity that dishonours me !"
The Admiral looked at her with
earnestness. " I don't well know," he
said, " what class to put you in ; but if
you are really a virtuous woman, to be
sure I ought to ask your pardon for that
little hint I let drop ; and, moreover, if
I asked it upon my knees, I can't say I
( 66 )
should think it would be overmuch, for
affronting a virtuous woman, without
cause. And, indeed, if I were free to
confess the truth, I must own there^s
something about you, which I don't
over-much know what to call, but that
is so agreeable, that it goes against me
to think ill of you.*'
" Ah, Sir ! think well of me, then !
•— let your benevolence be as liberal as
it is kind, and try, for once, to judge
favourably of a stranger upon trust !"
« Well, I will! I will, then i if you
have the complaisance to wish for my
good opinion, I will !" cried he, nodding,
while his eyes glistened ; " though it's
not my general method, I can tell you,
young woman, to go the direct opposite
road to my understanding. But, out of
the way as things may look, you seem to
me, in the main, to be an innocent per-
son ; so pray. Ma'am, don't refuse to ac-
cept this little token of my good will."
The countenance of the stranger ex-
hibited strong indecision. He enjoined
( 67 )
her, however, to keep the guinea, and,
after struggling vainly to speak, she
sighed, and seemed distressed, but conx-
plied.
He nodded again, saying, " Be of
good cheer, my dear. Nothing comes
of being faint-hearted. I give you my
promise I'll see you in town. And,
if I find that you turn out to be good ; or,
moreover, if you turn good, after having
unluckily been t'other thing, I'll stand
your friend. You may depend upon it/*
With a look of mingled kindness and
concern, he then left the room.
And here, shocked, yet relieved, and
happy, however forlorn, she remained,
till a waiter brouglit her a fowl, a tart,
and a pint of white wine, according to
commands issued by the Admiral. She
then heard that the whole of the boat-
party had set oft for London, except
Mrs. Ireton, the sick lady, who did not
think herself sufficiently recovered to
travel till the next day, and who had
enquired for some genteel young lady
to attend her to town ; but she was so
( 68 )
difficultj the waiter said, to please, that she
had rejected half-a-dozen candidates who
had been presented to her successively.
She seeaied very rich, he added, for slie
ordered things at a great rate, though
she found fault with them as fast as they
were carried to her ; but what had put
her the most out of humour of all, was
that the young gentleman, her son, had
set off without her, in a quarrel : which
was not, however, so much to be won-
dered at, for the maids of the two other
ladies said that the gentlewoman was of so
aggravating a humour, that nobody could
live with her ; which had provoked her
own woman to leave her short in France,
and hire herself to a French lady.
The little repast of the stranger was
scarcely over, when the waiter brought
her word that the sick lady desired to
see her up stairs.
Extremely surprised, she demanded for
what purpose.
He answered, that a seventh young
person whom he had talixjn into the lady's
( 69 )
room, with an offer to serve her, upon
being sharply treated, had as sharply
replied ; which had so affronted her, that
^he had ordered that no one else should
be brought into her presence ; though
in two minutes more, she had rung the
bell, said she w^as too ill to be left alone,
and bid him fetch her the woman w^ho
came over from France.
The stranger, at first, refused to obey
this imperious summons; but the wish
of placing herself under female protec-
tion during her journey, presently con-
quered her repugnance, and she accom-
panied the messenger back.
Mrs. Ireton was reclining upon an easy
chair, still somewhat disordered from her
Toyage, though by no means as much in
need of assistance for her shattered
frame, as of amusement for her restless
mind.
" So !" she cried, " you are here
still? Pray, — if I may ask so confidential
a question, — what acquaintance may you
have found in this inn ? — The waiters?
— or the grooms r"
( 70 )
« I was told, Madam, that y oil' tiad
some commands for me."
" O, you are in haste, are you ? you
want to be shewing off those patches and
A bandages, perhaps ? You won't forget a
veil, I hope, to ^ preserve your white
skin ? Not but 'twould be pity to make
any sort of change in your dress, 'tis so
prodigiously tasty !"
The stranger, offended, was now mov-
ing off, but, calling her back, " Did not
the waiter," Mrs. Ireton demanded," give
you to understand that 1 sent for you ?"
<* Yes, Madam ; and therefore — "
*' Weil, and what do you suppose it
was for ? To let you open and shut the
door, just to give me all the cold wind of
the passages? You suppose it was for that,
do you? You surmize that I have a passion
for the tooth-ache ? You conclude that
I delight in sneezing ? — coughing ? —
and a stuft-up nose ?"
" I am sorry, Madam, — "
«' Or perhaps you think me so robust,
that it would be kind to give me a little
(■ 71 )
indisposition, to prevent my growing too
boisterous ? You may deem my strength
and health to be overbearing ? and be so
good as, to intend making me more de-
licate ? You may be of opinion that it
would render me more interesting ?'*
" Indeed, Madam, — "
** Or, you may fancy that a friendly
catarrh might be useful, in furnishing me
with employment, from ordering water-
gruel, and balm-tea, and barley-water,
and filling up my leisure in devising suc-
cessive slops ?"
The difficulty of being heard made the
stranger now cease to attempt speak-
ing; and Mrs.Ireton, after sundry similar
interrogatories, angrily said, " So you
really don't think fit to initiate me into
your motives for coming to me, without
troubling yourself to learn mine for ad-
mitting you into my presence ?"
" On the contrary. Ma'am, I desire — *'
" O ! I am mistaken, am I ? It's on
the contrary, is it ? You are vastly kind
to set me right j vastly kind, indeed !
( 7^ )
Perhaps you purpose to give me a few
lessons of behaviour ?'*
" I am so wholl}^ at a loss. Madam,
why I have been summoned, that I can
divine no reason why I should stay. I
beg, therefore, to take my leave.*'
Again she was retreating; but Mrs. Ire-
ton, struck by her courage, began to con-
ceive that the mystery of her birth and
business, might possibly terminate in a
discovery of her belonging to a less ab-
jectclassthan herappearanceannounced;
and therefore, though firmly persuaded
that what might be diminished in po-
verty, w^ould be augmented in disgrace,
her desire was so inflamed to develop the
secret, that, softening her tone, she asked
the young person to take a chair, and
then entered into discourse with some
degree of civility.
Yet with all this restraint, inflicted
upon a nature that, to the privilege of
uttering whatever it suggested, claimed
that of hearing only what it liked, she
could gather no further intelligence, than
( 73 )
that the stranger had received private
information of the purposed sailing of
the vessel, in which they all came over :
but her birth, her name, her connexions,
her actual situation, and her object ia
making the voyage, resisted enquiry,
eluded insinuation, and baffled con-
jecture. Nevertheless, her manners
were so strikingly elevated above her
attire, that, notwithstanding the disdain
w^ith which, in the height of her cu-
riosity, Mrs. Ireton surveyed her mean
apparel, and shrunk from her dusky skin,
she gave up her plan of seeking for any
other person to w^ait upon her, during
her journey to town, and told the Incog-
nita that, if she could make her dress a
little less shocking, she might relinquish
her place in the stage-coach, to occupy
one in a post-chaise.
To avoid new and untried risks, in
travelling wholly alone, the stranger ac-
ceded to this proposal ; and immediately,
by the assistance of the maid of the inn,
appropriated the guinea of the Admiral
^ VOL. I. E
( 74 )
to purchasing decent clothing, though
of the cheapest and coarsest texture.
The next morning they set off together
for London.
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CHAPTER IV.
npHE good understanding with which
the eagerness of curiosity on one
side, and the subjection of caution on the
other, made the travellers begin their
journey, was of too frail a nature to be
of long endurance. 'Tis only what is
natural that flows without some stimulus;
wdiat is factitious prospers but while fresh-
ly supplied with such materials as gave it
existence. Mrs. Ireton, when she found
that neither questions, insinuations, nor
petty artifices to surprise confessions, suc-
ceeded in drawing any forth, cast off a
character of softness that so little Daki
the violence which its assumption did her
humour ; while the stranger, fatigued by
finding that not one particle of benevo-
lence, was mixed with the avidity for
amusement which had given her a place
in the chaise, ceased all efforts to please,
and bestowed no further attentions, than
£ 2
( 76 )
such as were indispensably due to the mis-
tress of the vehicle in which she travelled.
At a little distance from Rochester,
the chaise broke down. No one was
hurt ; but Mrs. Ireton deemed the mere
alarm an evil of the first magnitude ;
remarking that this event might have
brought on her death ; and remark-
ing it W'ith the resentment of one who
had never yet considered herself as ame-
nable to the payment of that general,
though dread debt to natur^ She sent
on a man and horse for another carriage,
and wa"s forced to accept the arm of the
stranger, to support her till it arrived.
But so deeply was she impressed with
her own ideas of the hardships that she
en^iii'ed, that she put up at the first inn,
went to bed, sent for an apothecary, and
held it to be an indispensable tribute to
the delicacy of her constitution, to take it
for granted that she could not be removed
for some days, without the most imminent
hazard to her life.
Having now no other resource, she
( n )
hung for comfort, as well as for assist-
ance, upon her fellow-traveller, to whom
she gave the interesting post of being
the repository of all her complaints,
whether against nature, for constructing
her frame with such exquisite daintiness,
or against fate, for it's total insensibility
to the tenderness which that frame re-
quired. And though, from recently
quitting objects of sorrow, and scenes of
woe, in the dreadful ^apparel of awful
reality, the Incognita had no superfluous
pity in store for the distresses of offended
self-importance, she yet felt relief from
experiencing milder usage, and spared
no assiduity that might purchase its con-
tinuance.
It was some days before Mrs.
Ireton thought that she might venture
to travel, without appearing too robust.
And, in this period, one only circum-
stance called forth, with any acri-
mony, the ill humour of her disposition.
This was a manifest alteration in the
complexion of her attendant, which,
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'( 7« )
from a regular and equally dark hue,
appeared, on the second morning, to be
smeared and streaked; and, on the third,
to be of a dusky white. This failed not
to produce sundry inquisitive comments;
but they never succeeded in obtain-
ing any explanatory replies. When,
however, on the fourth day, the shutters
of the chamber, which, to give it a more
sickly character, had hitherto been
closed, were suffered to admit the sun-
beams of a cheerful winter's morning,
Mrs, Ireton was directed, by their
jays, to a full and marvellous view, of a
skin changed from a tint nearly black,
to the brightest, whitest, and most daz-
zling fairness. The band upon the fore-
head, and the patch upon the cheek,
were all that remained of the original
appearance.
The first stare at this unexpected me-
tamorphosis, was of unmingled amaze-
ment ; but it was soon succeeded by an
expression of something between mock-
ery and anger, evinced, without cere-
( 79 )
moiiy or reserve, by the following speech:
" Upon my word. Ma'am, you are a
very complete figure ! Beyond what I
could have conjectured ! I own that !
I can't but own that. I was quite too
stupid to surmize so miraculous a change.
And pray. Ma'am, if I may take the
liberty to enquire, — who are you ?
The stranger looked down.
** Nay, I ought not to ask, I confess.
It's very indelicate, I own ; very rude, I
acknowledge; but, I should imagine, it
can hardly be the first time that you
have been so good as to pardon a little
rudeness. I don't know, I may be mista-
ken, to be sure, but I should imagine so."
The Incognita now raised her eyes.
A sense of ill treatment seemed to endue
her with courage ; but her displeasure,
which, though not uttered, was not dis-
guised, no sooner reached the observa-
tion of Mrs. Ireton, than she conceived
it to be an insolence to justify redoubling
her owii.
" You are affronted, I hope. Ma'am ?
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( 8o )
Nay, you have reason enough, I acknow-
ledge ; I can't but acknowledge that ! to
s^^ me impressed with so little awe by
your wonderful powers; for 'twas but an
hour or two since, that you were the
blackest, dirtiest, raggedest wretch I ever
beheld ; and now — you are turned into
an amazing beauty! Your cheeks are
all bedaubed with rouge^ and you are
quite a belle ! and v^^ondering, I suppose,
that I don't beseech you to sit on the
sofa by my side ! And, to be sure, it's
very ill bred o^ me : I can't deny that ;
only as it is one of the rudenesses that I
conceive you to have had the goodness to
submit to before, I hope you'll for-
give it."
The young woman begged leave to
retire, till she should be called for the
journey.
*' O! what, you have some other meta-
xnorphosis to prepare, perhaps ? Those
bandages and patches are to be con-
verted into something else ? And pray,
if it will not be too great a liberty to en-
( 8i )
quire, what are they to exhibit? The order
of Maria Theresa ? or of the Empress of
all the Russias ? If I did not fear being
impertinent, I should be tempted to ask
how many coats of white and red you
were obliged to lay on, before you could
cover over all that black/*
The stranger,, offended and tired,
without deigning to make any answer,
walked back to the chamber which she
had just quitted.
The astonished Mrs. Ireton w'as in
speechless rage at this unbidden retreat;
yet anger was so inherently a part of
her composition, that the sight she saw
with the most lively sensation was what-
ever authorized its vent. She speedily,
therefore, dispatched a messenger, to say
that she was taken dangerously ill, and
to desire that the young woman w'ould
return.
The Incognita, helpless for seeking
imy more genial mode of travelling,
obeyed tlie call, but had scarcely en-
tered the apartment, when Mrs. Ireton,
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( 82 )
starting, and forgetting her new illness,
exclaimed, in a powerful voice, " Why,
what is become of your black patch ?"
The young woman, hastily putting her
hand to her cheek, blushed extremely,
^hile she answered, '* Bless me, it must
have dropt off! — I will run and look for
it/'
"Mrs. Ireton peremptorily forbade her
to move ; and, staring at her with a
mixture of curiosity and liarshness, or-
dered her to draw away her hand. She
resisted for some time, but, overpowered
by authoritative commands, was reduced,
at length, to submit ; and Mrs. Ireton
then perceived, that neither wound, scar,
nor injury of any sort, had occasioned the
patch to have been worn.
'The excess of her surprize at this dis-
covery, led her to apprehend some serious
imposition. She fearfully, therefore, rose,
4o ring the bell,' still fixing her eyes upon
th^ face of the young woman, who, in
• her <;onfusion, accidentally touching the
- bandage which, crossed her forehead, dis-
4
C 83 )
placed it, and shewed that feature, also,
as free from any cause for having beea
bound up, as the cheek.
It was now rather consternation than
amazement with which Mrs. Ireton was
seized, till the augmenting disorder, and
increasing colour of her new attendant,
changed all fear of any trick into personal
pique at having been duped; and she pro-
tested that if such beggar-stratagems
were played upon her any more, she
would turn over the impostor . to the
master of the inn.
The paleness of terror with which
this menace overspread the complexion
of the stranger, forced a certain, however
unwilling conviction upon the mind of
Mrs. Ireton, that rouge^ at least, v/as not
amongst the artifices of which she had to
complain. But, though relieved from
her own alarm, by the alarm which she
inspired, she was rather irritated than ap-
peased in findingsomething less to detect,
anil, scoffingly perusing her face, <' You
are. a surprising person^ indeed!'* .she
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( 84 )
cried, " as surprising a person as ever I
had the honour to see 1 So you had dis-
figured yourself in that horrid manner,
only to extort money from us upon false
pretences ? Very ingenious, indeed !
mighty ingenious, I confess 1 Why that
new skin must have cost you more than
your new gown. Pray which did you
get the best bargain ?'*
The stranger did not dare risk any
sort of* reply.
" O, you don't chuse to tell me ? But
how could I be so indiscreet as to ask
such a thing ? Will it be impertinent,
too, if I enquire whether you always
travel with that collection of bandages
and patches ? and of black and white
outsides ? or whether you sometimes
change them for wooden legs and broken
arms ?"
Not a word of answer w^as returned,
*' So you won't tell me that, neither ?
Nay, you are in the right, I own. What
business is it of mine to confine your
genius to only one or two methods of
11
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maiming or defacing yourself ? as if you
did not find it more amusing to be one
day lame, and another blind ; and, to-day,
it should seem, dumb ? The round must
be entertaining enough. Pray do you
make it methodically? or just as the
humour strikes you ?"
A fixed silence still resisted all attack*
" O5 I am diving too deeply into the
secrets of your trade, am I ? Nay, I
ought to be contented, I own, with the
specimens with which I have already
been induls^ed. You have not been nis;-
gardly in varying them. You have been
bruised and beaten; and dirty and clean ;
and ragged and v,hole ; and wounded
and healed ; and a European and a
Creole, in less than a week. I sup-
pose, next, you will dwindle into a
dwarf; and then, perhaps, find some
surprising contrivance to shoot up into a
giantess. There is nothing that can be
too much to expect from so great an
adept in metamorphoses."
The pleasure of giving vent to spleen.
( 86 )
disguised from Mrs. Ireton, that by ren-
dering its malignancy so obvious, she
blunted its effect. She continued, there-
fore, her interrogatories a considerable
time, before she discovered, that the still-
ness with which they were heard was pro-
duced by resolution, not awe. Almost
intolerably offended when a suspicion of
this truth occurred, she assumed a tone
yet more imperious. " So I am not worth
an answer ? You hold it beneath you to
waste your breath upon me ? And do
you know whom it is you dare treat in
this manner? Do you imagine that I am
a fellaw-adventurer ?'*
The hand of the young woman was
BOW upon the lock of the door, but
there, trembling, it stopt, withheld by a
thousand terrors from following its first
impulse; and the entrance of a waiter,
with information that a chaise was at the
door, interrupted any further discourse.
The journey was resumed, and the rest
of the way was only rendered supportable
to the stranger? from the prospect that
( 8? )
its coPiCliision would terminate all inter-
course with one who, so wilfully and so
wantonly, seemed to revel in her powers
of mockery and derision.
( «s )
CHAPTER V.
T TPON the entrance of the travellers
into London, the curiosity of Mrs.
Iretonvvas more than ever inflamed, tofind
that the journey, with all its delays, was at
an end, before she had been able to gra-
tify that insatiable passion in a single point.
Yet every observation that she could
make tended to redouble its keenness.
Neither ill humour nor haughtiness, now
the patches and bandages were removed,
could prevent her from perceiving that
the stranger was young and beautiful;
nor from remarking that her air and
manner were strikingly distinguished
from the common class. One method,
however, still remained for diving into
this mystery ; it was clear that the young
woman was in want, whatever else might
be doubtful. Mrs. Ireton, therefore, re-
solved to allow no recompense for her
( 89 )
attendance, but in consideration of what
she would communicate of her history.
At a large house in Grosvenor Square
they stopt. Mrs. Ireton turned exultingly
to the stranger : but her glance met no
gratification. The young woman, instead
of admiring the house, and counting the
number of steps that led to the vestibule,^
or of windows that commanded a view
of the square, only cast her eyes upwards,
as if penetrated with thankfulness that
her journey w^as ended.
Surprized that stupidity should thus
be joined with cunning, Mrs. Ireton now
intently watched the impression which,
when her servants appeared, would be
made by their rich liveries.
The stranger, however, without re-
garding them, followed their mistress
into the hall, which that lady v/as
passing through in stately silence, mean-
ing to confound the proud vagrant more
completely, by dismissing her from the
best drawing-room ; when the words,
" Permit me, Madam, to wish you
< 90 )
good morning," made her look round.
She then saw that her late attendant,
without wa-iting for any answer, was
tranquilly preparing to be gone. Amazed
and provoked, she deigned to call after
her, and desired that she would come
the next day to be paid.
" I am more than paid already, Ma-
dam," the Incognita replied, " if my
little services may be accepted as cancel-
ling my obligation for the journey."
She had no difficulty, now, to leave
the house without further interruption,
so astonished was Mrs. Ireton, at what
she thought the effrontery of a speech,
that seemed, in some measure, to level
her with this adventurer ; though, in her
own despite, she was struck with the
air of calm dignity with which it was
uttered.
The Wanderer obtained a direction to
the house of Mrs. Maple, from a servant;
and demanded another to Titchfield
Street. To the latter she rapidly bent
her steps ; but, there arrived, her haste
( 91 )
'o
ended in disappointment and perplexifj
She discovered the apartment in v.hich,
witli her husband and child, the lady
Avhom she sought had resided; but it
was no longer inhabited ; and she could
not trace whether her friend had set off
for Brighthelmstone, or had only changed
Jier lodging. After a melancholy and
fruitless search, she repaired, though
with feet and a mind far less eager, to
Upper Brooke Street, where she soon
read the name of Mrs. Maple upon the
door of one of the capital houses. She
enquired for Miss Joddrel, and begged
that young lady might be told, that a
person who came over in the same boat
with her from France, requested the
honour of admission.
To this message she presently heard
the voice of Elinor, from the land-
ing-place, answer, " O, she's come at
last! Bring her up Tomlinson, brin^
her up !''
" Yes, Ma'am ; but Til promise you
she is none of the person you have beeu
expecting."
( 9^ >
*^ How can you tell that Tomlinson ?
What sort of figure is she ?'*
" As pretty as can be.'^
" As pretty as can be, is she ? Go and
ask her name.'*
The man obeyed.
The stranger, disconcerted, answered,
*' My name will not be known to Miss
Joddrel, but if she w^ili have the good-
ness to receive, I am sure she will re-
collect me."
Elinor,' who was listening, knew her
voice, and, calling Tomlinson up stairs,
and heartily laughing, said, " You are
the greatest fool in the whole world,
Tomlinson ! It is she ! Bid her come
to me directly."
Tomlinson did as he was ordered, but
grinned, with no small satisfaction, at
sight of the surprise with which, when
they reached the landing-place, his young
mistress looked at the stranger.
« Why, Tomlinson,'' she cried, " who
have you brought me hither ?"
Tomlinson smirked, and the Incognita
( 93 )
could not herself refrain from smiling^
but with a countenance so little calcu-
lated to excite distrust, that Elinor,
crying, " Follow me," led the way into
her dressing room.
The young woman, then, with an air
that strongly supplicated for indulgence,
said, " I am truly shocked at the strange
appearance which I must make ; but as
I come now to throw myself upon your
protection, I will brieuy — though I can
enter into no detail — state to vou how I
am circumstanced.'*
" O charming! charming! cried Elinor,
clapping her hands, " You are going, at
last, to relate your adventures I Nay, no
drawing back ! I won't be disappointed 1
If you don't tell me every thing that
ever you did in your life, and every
thing that ever you said, and every
thing that ever you thought, — I shall
renounce you!''
" Alas !" answered the Incognita, " I
am in so forlorn a situation, that I must
not wonder if you conclude me to be
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some outcast of society, abandoned by
my friends from meriting their desertion,
-^a poor destitute Wanderer, in search of
any species of subsistence !*'
" Don't be cast down, however,"
cried Elinor, " for I will help you on
your way. And yet you have exactly
spoken Aunt Maple's opinion of you."
^' And I have no right, I acknowledge,
•to repine, at least, none for resentment :
yet, believe me. Madam, such is not the
case 1 and if, as you have given me leave
tb hope, you v/ill have the benevolence to
permit me to travel in your party, or in
whatever way you please, to Brighthelm-
stone, I may there meet with a friend,
under whose protection I may acquire
courage to give a more intelligible ac-
count of myself."
A rap at the street door made Eli-
nor ring the bell, and order, that when
Mr. Harleigh came, he should be shewa
immediately up stairs,
Harleigh, presently appearing, looked
, round the apartment, with striking eager*
( 95 )
ness, yet evident disappointment; and,
slightly bowing to the scarcely noticed,
yet marked courtsie of the stranger, said,
" Tomlinson told me that our fellow-
traveller was at last arrived ?'*
Elinor, taking the young v/oman apart,
whispered a hasty injunction that she
would not discover herself. Then, ad-
dressing Harleigh, " I believe," she said,
*' you dream of nothing but that dismal
Incognita. However, do not fancy you
have all the mysterious charmers to
yourself. I have one of my own, now ;
and not such a dingy, dowdy heroine as
your's!"
Harleigh turned with quickness to the
stranger ; but she looked down, and her
complexion, and bloom, and changed ap-
parel, made a momentary suspicion die
away.
Elinor demanded what new^s he had
gathered of their strayed voyager ?
None, he answered ; and uneasily
added, that he feared she had either
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lost herself, or been misled, or betrayed,
some other way.
" O, pray don*t waste your anxiety !"
cried Elinor ; " she is in perfect safety,
I make no doubt.'*
" I should be sorry," he gravely
replied, " to think you in equal danger.'*
" Should you r" cried she in a softened
tone ; " should you, Harleigh, be sorry
if any evil befel me ?"
" But why," he asked, " has Tomlin-
son sriven me this misinformation ?*'
" And why, Mr. Harleigh, because
Tom.linson told you that a stranger was
here, should you conclude it could be no
other than your black fugitive ?"
Again Harleigh turned to the traveller,
and fixed his eyes upon her face : the
patch, the bandage, the large cap, had
hitherto completely hidden its general
form ; and the beautiful outline he now
saw, with so entire a contrast of com-
plexion to what he remembered, again
checked, or rather dissolved his rising
surmizes.
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Elinor begged him to be seated, and
to quiet his perturbed spirit.
He took a chair, but, in passing by the
young woman, her sex, her beauty, her
modest air, gave him a sensation that
repelled his using it, and he leant upon,
its back, looking expressively at Elinor j
but Elinor either marked not the hint,
or mocked it. " So you have really,"
she said, " taken the pains to go to that
eternal inn again, to enquire after this
maimed and defaced Dulcinea ? What in
the world can have inspired you with
such an interest for this wandering
Creole ?
** *Tis not her face does love create,
For there no graces revel." —
The bell of Mrs. Maple now ringing,
Elinor made a sign to the Incognita not
to avow herself, and flew down stairs to
caution Tomlinson to silence.
The chair which Harleigh had rejected
for himself, he then offered to the fair
unknown. She declined it, but in a
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Voice that made him start, and wish to
hear her speak again. His offer then
became a request, and she thanked him
in a tone that vibrated certainty upon
his ears, that it could be no other than
the voice of his fellow-voyager.
He now looked at her with an earnest
gaze, that seemed nearly to draw his
eyes from their sockets. The embarrass*
ment that he occasioned her brought
him to his recollection, and, apologising
for his behaviour, he added ; " A person
— a lady — w^ho accompanied us, not
long since, from abroad, liad a voice so
exactly resembling yours — that I find
it rather impossible than difficult not to
believe that I hear the same. Permit me
to ask — have you any very near relation
returned lately from France r"
She blushed, but v/ithout replying.
" I fancy,'* he cried, " I must have
encountered two sisters ? — yet you have
some reason, I own, to be angry at such
a supposition — such a comparison '*
He paused, and a smile, which
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she could not repress, forced her to
speak ; " By no means !" she cried ;
" I know well how good you have been
to the person to whom you allude, and I
beg you will allow me — in her name —
to return you the most grateful acknow-
ledgements."
Harleigh, now, yet more curiously
examining her, said, " It would not
have been easy to have forborne
taking an interest in her fate.' She was
in evident distress, vet never suffered
herself to forget that she had escaped
from some yet greater. Her mind
seemed frau2:ht with streno;th and native
dignity. There was something singular,
indescribable, in her manner of support-
ing the most harassing circumstances.
It was impossible not to admire her."
The blush of the stranger now grew
deeper, but she remained silent, till
Elinor, re-entering, cried, " Well, Har-
leigh, what say you to my new demoiselle?
And where would vou have looked for
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your heart, if such had seemed your
Dulcinea ?"
" I should, perhaps, have been but
the safer !" answered he, laughing.
" Pho ! you would not make me be-
lieve any thing so out of nature, as that,
when you were in such a tindery fit
as to be kindled by that dowdy, you
could have resisted being blown into
flames at once by a creature such as
this ?''
*' Man is a perverse animal, Elinor ;
that which he regards as pointed for his
destruction, frequently proves harmless.
We are all — boys and libertines alone
excepted — upon our guard against
beauty ; for, as every sense is up in arms
to second its assault, our pride takes the
alarm, and rises to oppose it. Our
real danger is where we see no risk."
" You enchant me, Harleigh ! I am
never so delighted as when I hear beauty
set at nought — for I always suspect,
Harleigh, that you do not think me
handsome ?*'
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" If I think you better than hand-
.some, Elinor '*
" Pho ! you know there is no such
better in nature; at least not in such na-
ture as forms taste in the mind of
man ; which I certainly do not consider
as the purest of its works; though you all
hold it, yourselves, to be the noblest.
Nevertheless, imagination is all-power-
ful ^ if, therefore, you have taken the
twist to believe in such sublimity, you
may, perhaps, be seriously persuaded,
that your heart would have been more
stubborn to this dainty new Wanderer,
than to your own walnut-skinnedgypsey/'
" Walnut-skinned ?^'
" Even so, noble knight-errand, even
so ! This person whom you now behold,
and whom, if we believe our eyes, never
met them till within this half hour, if
we give credit to our ears, scrambled
over with us in that crazy boat from
France."
Harleigh was here summoned to Mrs.
Maple, and Elinor returned to her inter-
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rogatories ; but the stranger only revert-
ed to her hopes, that she might still de-
pend upon the promised conveyance to
Brighthelmstone ? .
" Tell me, at least, what it was you
flung into the sea ?"
*' Ah, Madam, that would tell every
thing !''
*' You are a most provoking little
devil," cried Elinor, impatiently, " and
I am half tem.pted to have nothing more
to say to you. Give me, however, some
account how you managed matters with
that sweet tender dove Mrs. Ireton."
The recital that ensued of the disas-
ters, difficulties, and choler of that lady,
proved so entertaining to Elinor, that
she soon not only renewed her engage-
ment of taking her unknown guest free
to Lewes, but joined the w^armest assu-
rances of protection. " Not that we
■mnef ft4r4-.nr^tn.4- 33 olio r»riPrl *' ' ' — '^4- vid
of the spite of Aunt Maple, for if we do,
'tis so completely the basis of her com-
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pesition, that she won't know how t«
stand upright.'*
" But now," she continued, " where
are you to dine ? Aunt Maple is too
fusty to let you sit at our table."
The stranger earnestly solicited per-
mission to eat alone : Elinor consented ;
assigned her a chamber, and gave or-
ders to Mrs. Golding, her own maid, to
take care of the traveller.
The repast below stairs was no sooner
finished, than Elinor flew back to sum-
mon the Incognita to descend for ex-
hibition. " I have told them all," she
said, " that you are arrived, though I have
revealed nothing of your metamorphosis ;
and there is a sister of mine, a conceited
little thing, who is just engaged to be
married, and who is wild to see you ;
and it is a rule, you know, to deny no-
thing to a bride elect ; probably, poor
wretch, because every one knows what
a fair way she is in to be soon denied
every thing! That quiz, Harleigh,
would not stay; and that nothingly Ireton
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has nearly shrugged his shoulders out of
joint, at the very idea of so great a bore
as seeing you again. Co^e, neverthe-
less ; I die to enjoy Aunt Maple's asto-
nishment at your new phiz."
The stranger sought to evade this re-
quest as a pleasantry ; but finding that
it was insisted upon seriously, protested
that she had neither courage nor spirits
for being produced as an object of
sport.
Elinor now again felt a strong tempt-
ation to draw back from her promise;
but while, between anger and generosity,
she hung suspended, a message arrived
from Mrs. Maple, to order that the wo-
man from France should be sent to the
kitchen.
Elinor, changing the object of her dis-
pleasure, now warmly repeated her re-
solution to support the stranger j and,
hastening to the dining-parlour, de-
clared to her aunt, and to the party,
that the woman from France should not
be treated with indignity j that she was
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evidently a person who had been too
well brought up to be consigned to do-
mestics ; and that she herself admired,
and would abet her spirit, in refusing to
be stared at like a wild beast.
/
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CHAPTER VI.
nrHE affairs of Mrs. Maple kept her a
week longer in London ; but the
impatience of the Wanderer to reach
Brighthelmstone, was compelled to yield
to an utter inability of getting thither
unaided. During this period, she gather-
ed, from various circumstances, that
Elinor had been upon the point of mar-
riage with the younger brother of Har-
leigh, a handsome and flourishing lawyer;
but that repeated colds, ill treated, or
neglected, had menaced her with a con-
sumption, and she had been advised to try
a change of climate. Mrs. Maple accom-
panied her to the south of France, where
she had resided till her health was com-
pletely re. established. Harleigh, then,
in compliment to his brother, who was
confined by his profession to the capital,
crossed 4he Channel to attend the two
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ladles home. They had ah'eady arrived
at • on their return, when an or-
der of Robespierre cast them into pri-
son, whence enormous bribes, successful
stratagems, and humane, though con-
cealed assistance from some compas-
sionate inhabitants of the town, enabled
them, in common with the Admiral, the
Iretons, and Riley, to effect their escape
to a prepared boat, in which, through
the friendly darkness of night, they
reached the harbour of their country and
their wishes.
The stranger learnt also from Elinor,
by whom secresy or discretion were as
carelessly set aside, as by herself they
were fearfully practised, that young
Ireton, urged by a rich old uncle, and
an entailed estate, to an early marriage,
after addressing and jilting half the wo-
men of England, Scotland, and Ireland,
had run through France, Switzerland,
and Italy, upon the same errand; yet was
returned home heart-whole, and hand-
.unshackled; but that, she added, was
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not the extraordinary part of the business,
male coquets being just as common, and
only more impertinent than female ; all
that was worth remarking, was his con-
duct for the last few days. Some ac-
counts which he had to settle with her
aunt, had obliged him to call at their
house, the morning after their arrival in
London. He then saw Sehna, Elinor's
younger sister, a wild little girl, only
fourteen years of age, who was wholly
unformed, but with whom he had become
so desperately enamoured, that, when
Mrs. Maple, knowing his character, and
alarmed by his assiduities, cautioned
him not to make a fool of her young
niece, he abruptly demanded her in mar-
riage. As he was very rich, Mrs. Maple
had, of course, Elinor added, given her
consent, desiring only that he would
wait till Selina reached her fifteenth
birth-day; and the little girl, when told
of the plan, had considered it as a frolic,
and danced with delight.
During tiiis interval, the time of the
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stranger was spent in the tranquil em-
ployment of needle-work, for which she
was liberally supplied with cast-off ma-
terials, to relieve her necessities, from
the wardrobe of Elinor, through whose
powerful influence she was permitted
to reside entirely up stairs. Here she
saw only her protectress, into whose
apartment Mrs.' Maple did not deign,
and no one else dared, to intrude un-
bidden. The spirit of contradiction,
which was termed by Elinor the love of
independence, fixed her design of sup-
porting the stranger, to whom she de-
Hghted to do every good office which
Mrs. Maple deemed superfluous, and
whom she exulted in thus exclusively
possessing, as a hidden curiosity. But
when she found that no enquiry pro-
duced any communication, and that
nothing fresh offered for new defiance to
Mrs. Maple, a total indifference to the
whole business took place of its first
energy, and the young woman, towards
the end of the week, fell into such
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neglect that it was never mentioned,
and hardly even remembered, that she
was an inhabitant of the house.
When the morning, m.ost anxiously
desired by herself, for the journey to
Lewes, arrived, she heard the family en-
gaged in preparations to set off, yet
received no intimation how she was to
make one of the party. With great dis-
comfort, though with tolerable patience,
she awaited some tidings, till the sound
of carriages driving up to the street door,
alarmed her with apprehension? of being
deserted, and, hastily running down
stairs, she v/as drawn by the voice of
Elinor to the door of the breakfast-par-
lour ; but the sound of other voices
took from her the courage to open it,
though the baggage collected around
her shewed the journey so near, that
she deemed it unsafe to return to her
chamber.
In a few minutes, Harleigh, loaded with
large drawings, crossed the hall, and^
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observing her distress, enquired into it's
cause.
She wished to speak to Miss Joddrel.
He entered the parlour, and sent out
Elinor, who, exclaiming, " O, it's you,
is it ? Mercy on me ! I had quite for-
gotten you! — " ran back, crying, " Aunt,
here's your old friend, the grim French
voyager ! Shall she come in ?'*
" Come in ? What for. Miss Joddrel ?
Because Mr. Harleigh was so kind as to
make a hoy of my boat, does it follow
that you are to make a booth of my
parlour ?"
" She is at the door !" said Harleigh,
in a low voice.
" Then she is at her proper place ;
where else should such a sort of body
be ?"
Harleigh took up a book.
" O, but do let her come in, Aunt, do
let her come in !*' cried the young Se-
lina. *' I was so provoked at not seeing
her the other day, that I could have cried
'">Yith pleasure ! and sister Elinor has kept
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her shut up ever since, and refused me
the least little peep at her."
The opposition of Mrs. Maple only the
more strongly excited the curiosity of
Selina, who, encouraged by the cla-
morous approbation of Elinor, flew to
the door.
There, stopping short, she called
out, " La ! here's nothing but a young
woman! — Lai Aunt, Vm afraid she's
run away !"
" And if she is. Niece, we shall not
break our hearts, I hope ! not but,
if she's decamped, it's high time I
should enquire whether all is safe in the
house."
" Decamped ?" cried Elinor, " Why
she's at the door ! Don't you know
her, Aunt? Don't you see her, Ireton?"
The stranger, abashed, would have re-
treated. Harleigh, raising his eyes from
his book, shook his head at Elinor,, who,
laughing and regardless, seized the hand
of the young person, and dragged her
into the parlour.
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« Who is this ?'* said Mrs. Maple.
" Who, Aunt ? Why your memory is
shorter than ever ! Don't you recollect
our dingy French companion, that you
took such a mighty fancy to ?"
Mrs, Maple turned away with angry
contempt ; and the housekeeper, who
had been summoned, appearing, orders
were given for a strict examination
whether the swarthy traveller, who fol-
lowed them from France, were gone.
The stranger, changing colour, ap-
proached Elinor, and with an air that
claimed her protection, said, ** Will you
not, Madam, have the goodness to ex-
plain who I am ?'*
" How can I," cried Elinor, laughing,
" when I don't know it myself?'*
Every one stared ; Harleigh turned
round ; the young woman blushed, but
w^as silent.
" If here is another of your Incognitas,
Miss Joddrel," said Mrs. Maple, " I must
beg the favour that you'll desire her to
march off at once. I don't chuse to be
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beset by such sort of gentry quite so fre-
quently. Pray, young woman, what is
it you want here ?'*
*' Protection, Madam, and compas-
sion !*' replied the stranger, in a tone of
supplication.
" I protest," said Mrs. Maple, " she
has just the same sort of voice that that
black girl had 1 and the same sort of
<:ant ! And pray, young woman, what's
your name ?"
" That's right, Mrs. Maple, that's
right!" cried Iretouj " make her tell
her name !"
« To be sure I shall 1" said Mrs. Maple,
seating herself on a sofa, and taking out
her snuff-box. " I have a great right to
know the name of a person that comes,
in this manner, into my parlour. Why
do you not answer, young woman ?"
The stranger, looking at Elinor, clasped
her hands in act of entreaty for pity.
" Very fine, truly !" said Mrs. Maple :
" So here's just the second edition of the
liistory of that frenchified swindler !"
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«' No, no, Aunt ; it's only the sequel
to the first part, for it's the same person,
I assure you. Did not you come over
with us from France, Mademoiselle ? In
the same boat ? and with the same surly
pilot ?"
The stranger silently assented.
Mrs. Maple, now, doubly enraged, in-
terrogated her upon the motives of her
having been so disfigured, with the stern-
ness and sharpness of addressing a con-
victed cheat.
The stranger, compelled to speak,
said, with an air of extreme embar-
rassment, " I am conscious. Madam,
how dreadfully all appearances are
against me ! Yet I have no means, with
any prudence, to enter into an explana-
tion : I dare not, therefore, solicit yojar
good opinion, though my distt'ess is so
urgent, that I am forced to sue for your
assistruiCe, — I ought, perhaps, to say
your charity !"
" I don't want," said Mrs. Maple,
" to hear all that sort of stuff over again.
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Let me only know who you are, and I
shall myself be the best judge what
should be done for you. What is it,
then, once for all, that you call yourself?
No prevarications ! Tell me your name,
or go about your business."
" Yes, your name ! your name !" re-
peated Elinor,
" Your name ! your name !" echoed
Selina.
" Your name ! your name !** re-echoed
Ireton.
The spirits and courage of the stranger
seemed now to forsake ber ; and, with a
faultering voice, she answered, " Alas !
I hardly know it myself 1 "
Elinor laughed ; Selina tittered ; Ire-
ton stared ; the leaves of the book held
by Harleigh were turned over with a
speed that shewed how little their con-
tents engaged him 5 and Mrs. Maple,
indignantly swelling, exclaimed, " Not
know your own name ? Why I hope you
don't come into my house from the
Foundling Hospital?'*
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Harleigh, throwing down his book,
walked hastily to Mrs. Maple, and said,
in a low voice, " Yet, if that should be
the case, would she be less an object of
compassion ? of consideration ?"
" What your notions may be upon such
sort of heinous subjects, Mr. Harleigh,"
Mrs. Maple answered, with a look of high
superiority, " I do not know ; but as
for mine, I think encouraging things of
that kind, has a very immoral tendency."
Harleigh bowed, not as acquiescent in
her opinion, but as declining to argue it,
and was leaving the room, when Elinor,
catching him by the arm, called out,
" Why, Harleigh ! what are you so sour
for ? Are you, also, angry, to see a
clean face, and a clean gown ? I'll
make the demoiselle put on her plasters
and patches again, if that will please you
better.''
This forced him to smile and to stay ;
and Elinor then ended the inquisition, by
proposing that the stranger should go to
Lewes in the chaise with Golding, her
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own maid, and Fenn, Mrs. Maple's house-
keeper.
Mrs. Maple protested that she would
not allow any such indulgence to an un-
known pauper; and Mrs.Fenn declared,
that there were so many hats, caps, and
things of consequence to take care of,
that it would be impossible to make
room for a mouse.
Elinor, ever alert to carry a disputed
point, felt her generosity doubly excited
to support the stranger; and, after some
further, but overpowered opposition from
Mrs. Maple, the hats, caps, and things
of consequence were forced to submit
to inferior accommodation, and the
young woman obtained her request, to
set off for Sussex, with the housekeeper
and Elinor's maid.
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CHx^PTER VII.
nPHE house of Mrs. Maple was just
witliout the town of Lewes, and the
Wanderer, upon her arrival there, learnt
that Brighthelmstone was still eight
miles farther. She earnestly desired to
go on immediately ; but how undertake
such a journey on foot, so late, and in
the dark month of December, when the
nightappears to commence at four o'clock
in the afternoon ? Her travelling com-
panions both left her in the court-yard,
and she was fain, uninvited, to follow them
to the apartment of the housekeeper ;
where she was beginning an apology upon
the necessity that urged her intrusion,
when Selina came skipping into the
room.
The stranger, conceiving some hope of
assistance from her extreme youth, and
air of good humour, besought her interest
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With Mrs. Maple for permission to re-
main in the house till the next day. Se-
lina carried the request with alacrity,
and, almost instantly returning, gave
orders to the housekeeper to prepare a
bed for her fellow-traveller, in the little
room upon the stairs.
The gratitude excited by this support
was so pleasant to the young patronness,
that she accompanied her 2^^otegee to
the destined little apartment, superin-
tended all the regulations for her accom-
modation and refreshments, and took
so warm a fancy to her, that she made
her a visit every other half-hour in the
course of the evening; during which she
related, with earnest injunctions to se-
cresy, all the little incidents of her little
life, finishing her narration by intimating,
in a rapturous whisper, that she should
very soon have a house of her own, in
which her aunt Maple would have no
sort of authority. " And then," added
she, nodding, " perhaps I may ask you
to come and see me !"
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No one else appeared; and the stranger
might tranquilly have passed the night,
but from internal disturbance how she
should reach Brighthelmstone the follow-
ing morning, without carriage, friends,
money, or knowledge of the road thither.
Before the tardy light invited her to
rise the next day, her new young friend
came flying into the room. " I could
not sleep,'' she cried, " all last night,
for the thought of a play that I am to
have a very pretty dress for ; and that we
have fixed upon acting amongst our-
selves ; and so I got up on purpose to
tell you of it, for fear you should be
gone."
She then read through every word
of her own part, without a syllable of any
other.
They were both soon afterwards sent
for into the parlour by Ehnor, who was
waiting breakfast for Mrs. Maple, with
Harleigh and Ireton. " My dear de-
moiselle," she cried, " how fares it ?
We were all so engrossed last night, about
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a comedy that we have been settling to
massacre, that I protest I quite forgot
you."
" I ought only, Madam," answered
the stranger, with a sigh, " to wonder,
and to be grateful that you have ever
thought of me,"
" Why w^hat's the matter with you
now ? Why are you so solemn ? Is your
noble courage cast down ? What are you
projecting ? What's your plan ?"
" When I have been to Brighth elm-
stone, Madam, when I have seen who —
or what may await me there ~"
Mrs. Maple, now appearing, angrily
demanded who had invited her into the
parlour ? telling her to repair to the
kitchen, and make known what she
wanted through some of the servants.
>• GThe blood mounted into the cheeks of
the Incognita, but she answered only by
a distant courtsie, and turning to Elinor
and Selina, besought them to accept
her acknowledgements for their good-
ness, and retired.
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Selina and Elinor, following her into
the ante-room, asked how she meant to
travel ?
She had one way only in her power ;
she must walk.
" Walk ? exclaimed Harleigh, joining
them, '• in such a season ? And by such
roads ?*'
" Walk?'* cried Ireton, advancing
also, " eight miles ? In December?*'
" And why not, gentlemen ?" called
out Mrs. Maple, " How would you have
such a body as that go, if she must not
walk ? What else has she got her feet
for r
** Are you sure," said Ireton, " that
you know the way ?"
" I was never in this part of the
world till now.'*
" Ha! Ha! pleasant enough ! And
what are you to do about money ? Did
you ever find that purse of your's tliat you
— lost, I think, at Dover?"
>> Never!"
" Better and better!" cried Ireton,
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laughing again, yet feeling for his own
purse, and sauntering towards the hall.
Harleigh was already out of sight.
" Poor soul !" said Selina, " I am
sure, for one, Til help her."
" Let us make a subscription," said
Elinor, producing half a guinea, and
looking round to Mrs. Maple.
Selina joined the same sum, full of
glee to give, for the first time, as much as
her sister.
Mrs. Maple clamorously ordered them
to shut the parlour door.
With shame, yet joy, the stranger ac-
cepted the two half guineas, intimated her
hopes that she should soon repay them,
repeated her thanks, and took leave.
The sisters would still have detained
her, but Mrs. Maple peremptorily in-
sisted upon breakfasting without further
delay.
The Incognita was proceeding to the
housekeeper's room, for a packet of the
gifts of Elinor, but she was stopt in the
hall by Ireton, who was loitering about,
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playing with his purse, and jerking and
catching it from hand to hand.
*' Here, my dear,'* he cried, " look
at this, and take what you will from it."
She coldly thanked him, and, saying
that the young ladies had amply supplied
her, would have moved on : but he pre-
vented her, repeating his offer, and
adding, while with uncontrolled freedom
he stared at her, " How the deuce, with
such a pretty face as that, could you
ever think of making yourself look such
a fright ?"
She told him that she was in haste.
" But what was the whim of it?*'
She desired him to make way, every
moment of day-light being precious to
her.
" Hang day-light !" cried he, " I never
liked it ; and if you will but wait a few
minutes — "
Selina, here, running to call him to
breakfast, he finished in a whisper, " I'll
convey you in my own chaise wherever
you like to go ;" and then, forced to
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put up his purse, be gallantly handed his
fair bride-elect back to the parlonr.
The stranger, entering the house-
lieepers room, met Harleigh, who se-
riously remonstrated against her walking
project, offering his servant to procure her
a post-chaise. The sigh of her nega-
live expressed its melancholy economy,
though she ov/ned a wish that she could
find soiue meaner vehicle that would be
safe.
Hadeigh then disappeared ; but, a few
minutes afterwards, when she was setting
out from the garden-gate, she again met
him, and he told her that he v/as going
to order a parcel from a stationer's at
Brighthelmstone ; and that a sort of
chaise-cart, belonging to a farmer just
by, would be sent for ; it, alm6st imme-
diately. " I do not recommend," added
bei smi!i%, " such a machine for its ele-
gance ; and, if you would permit me4o
offer you one more eligible — " ?^J^^
t^^'A erave motion of the head repressed
him from finishing his phrase, and he ac-
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quainted her that he had just been to the
farm, to bespeak a sober driver, with
whom he had already settled for his morn-
ing's work.
This implied assurance, that he had no
plan of following the machine, induced
her to agree to the proposition ; and,
when the little carriage was in sight,
he expressed his good wishes that she
might find the letter, or the friend,
that she desired, and returned to the
breakfast parlour.
The length of the way, joined to the
dirt of the roads, made her truly sensible
of his consideration, in affording her
this safe conveyance.
When she arrived at the Post-ofSce,
the words, " Oh, you are come at last T*
struck her ear, from the street ; but not
conceiving herself to be addressed, they
failed to catch her attention, till she saw,
waiting to give her his hand, while ex-
claiming, " What the deuce can have
made you so long in coming ?" young
Ireton.
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Far less pleased than surprised, she
disengaged herself from him with quick-
ness, and enquired for the post-master.
He was not within.
She was extremely disturbed, and at a
loss where to wait, or what to do.
«c Why did not you stay for my
chaise ?" said Ireton. " When I found
that you were gone, I mounted my
steed, and came over by a short cut, to
see what was become of you ; and here
you have kept me cooling my heels all
this devil of a time. That booby of a
driver must have had a taste for being
out-crawled by a snail.
Without answering him, she asked
whether there were any clerk at hand, to
whom she could apply ?
Oh, yes ! and she was immediately
shewn into an office, and followed, with-
out any ceremony, by Ireton, though she
replied not a word to any thing that he
said.
A young man here received her, of
whom, in a fearful voice, she demanded
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whether he had any letter dh'ected for
L. S., to be left till called for.
" You must make her tell you her
name. Sir!" cried Ireton^ with an air of
importance. " I give you notice not to
let her have her letter, without a receipt,
signed by her own hand. She came over
with Mrs. Maple of Lewes, and a party of
us, and won't say who she is. 'T has a
very ugly look, Sir !*'
The eye of the stranger accused him,
but vainly, of cruelty.
The clerk, who listened with great cu-
riosity, soon produced a foreign letter,
with the address demanded.
While eagerly advancing to receive it,
she anxiously enquired, whether there
were no inland letter with the same di-
rection ?
None, she was answered.
Ireton then, clapping his hand upon
the shoulder of the clerk, positively de-
clared, that he would lodge an informa-
tion against him, if he delivered any
letter, under such circumstances, without
a signed receipt.
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*!-- Ah- almost fainting distress was now
visible in the face of the Incognita, as
the clerk, surprised and perplexed, said,
" Have you any objection, Ma'am, to
giving me your name ?"
u She stammered, hesitated, and grew
jfaler, while Ireton smiled triumphantly,
when the party was suddenly joined by
Harleigh.
Ireton ceased his clamour, and hung
back, ashamed.
Harleigh, approaching the stranger,
with an apology for his intrusion, was
struck vv^ith her disordered look, and en-
quired whether she were ill ?
" Ah, Sir !" she cried, reviving with
hope at his siglit, and walking towards
the window, whither, wondering, he fol-
lowed, " assist me in mercy ! — you know,
already, that some powerful motive deters
me from namino; mvself — "
" Have I been making any indiscreet
enquiry?" cried he, gently, yet in a
tone of surprise.
** You ? O no ! You have beon all ge»
nerosity and consideration !'*
Harleigb, much gratified, besought her
to explain herself with openness.
" They insist upon my telling my
name — or they detain my letter !"
" Is that all ?" said he, and, going to
the clerk, he demanded the letter, for
which he gave his own address'and receipt,
with his word of honour that he was
authorised to require it by the person to
whom it was written.
He then delivered it into her hand.
The joy of its possession, joined to the
relief from such persecution, filled her
with a delight which, though beaming
from all her features, she had not yet
found words to express, when Ireton,
whom Harleigh had not remarked, burst
into a significant, though affected
lauc:h.
" Why, Harleigh ! why, what the
deuce can have brought you hither?'*
cried he. Harleigh wished to retort the
question ; but would not hazard a rail-
lery that miglit embarrass the stranger,
who now, with modest grace, courtsied
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to him; while she passed Ireton without
notice, and left the room.
Each wished to follow her, but each
was restrained by the other. Ireton,
who continued laughing maUciously,
owned that his journey to Brighth elm-
stone had been solely to prevail with the
clerk to demand the name of the stranger,
before he gave up the letter ; but Har-
leigh protested that he had merely ridden
over to offer his mediation for her return to
Lewes, if she should miss the friend, or
letter, of which she came in search.
Ireton laughed still more j and hoped
that, from such abundant charity, he
would attribute his own ride, also, to
motives of as pure benevolence. He
then begged he might not interfere with
the following up of so charitable a pur-
pose : but Harleigh assured him that he
had neither right, pretension, nor design
to proceed any farther.
" If that's the case," cried Ireton,
<' since charity is the order of the day,
ril see what is become of her myself."
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He ran out of the room.
Harleigh, following, soon joined him,
and they saw the Incognita enter a mil-
liner's shop. They then separated;
Harleigh pleading business for not re-
turning immediately to Lewes ; while
Ireton, mounting his horse, with an ac-
cusing shake of the head, rode off.
Harleigh strolled to the milliner's, and,
enquiring for some gloves, perceived,
through the glass-door of a small parlour,
the stranger reading her letter.
He begged that the milliner would be
so good as to tell the lady in the inner
room, that Mr. Harleigh requested to
speak to her.
A message thus open could neither
startle nor embarrass her, and he was
instantly admitted.
He found her pale and agitated. Her
letter, which was in her hand, she hastily
folded, but looked at nothing else,
while she waited an explanation of his
visit.
" I could not/' he said, " go back to
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Lewes without knowing whether your
expectations are answered in coming
hither ; or whether you will permit me
to tell the Miss Joddrels that they may
still have the pleasure to be of some
use to you/*
She appeared to be unable to speak.
*' I fear to seem importunate,'* he
continued, " yet I have no intention, be-
lieve me, to ask any officious questions.
I respect what you have said of the
nature of vour situation, too much to
desire any information beyond what
may tend to alleviate its uneasiness/'
She held her hands before her eyes,
to hide her fresh gushing tears, but they
trickled fast through her fingers, as she
ansv/ered, " My situation is now de-
plorable indeed! — I have no letter,
no direction from the person whom I
had hoped to meet ; and whose abode,
whose address, I know- not how to disco-
ver ! I must not apply to any of my ori-
ginal friends : unknown, and in cir-
cumstances the most strange, if not sus-
picious, can I hope to make myself any
new ones? — Can I even subsist, when,
though tiius involved in mystery, I am
as indigent as I am friendless, yet dare
not say who, nor what I am, — and hardly
even know it myself!"
Touched with compassion, he drew
nearer to her, meaning, from an almost
unconscious impulse of kindness, to
take her hand ; but feeling, with equal
quickness, the impropriety of allowing
his pity such a manifestation, he re-
treated to his first place, and, in accents
of gentle, but respectful commiseration,
expressed his concern for her distress.
Somewhat soothed, yet heavily sighing,
*' To fail finding," she said, " either the
friend, or her direction, that I expected,
overwhelms me with difiiculty and per-
plexity. And even this letter from
abroad, though most welcome, has griev-
ously disappointed me ! I am promised,
however, another, which may bring me,
perhaps, happier ti^lings. I must v»^ait
for it patiently J but the person from
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whom it comes little imagines my des-
titute state ! The unfortunate loss of
my purse makes it, by this delay of all
succour, almost desperate !"
The hand of Harleigh was involun-
tarily in his pocket, but before he could
either draw out his purse, or speak, she
tremulously added, colouring, and hold-
ing back, " I am ashamed to have men-
tioned a circumstance, which seems to
call for a species of assistance, that it is
impossible I should accept."
Harleigh bowed, acquiescent.
Her eyes thanked him for sparing her
any contest, and she then gratefully ac-
ceded to his proposal, of soliciting for her
the renewed aid and countenance of the
Miss Joddrels, from whom some little
notice might be highly advantageous, in
securing her decent treatment, during
the few days, — perhaps more, — that she
might be kept waiting at Brighthelm-
stone for another letter.
He gently exhorted her to re-animate
her courage, and hoped to convince her,
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by the next morning, that he had not in-
truded upon her retirement from motives
of idle and useless curiosity.
As soon as he was gone, she treated
with Miss Matson, the milliner, to whom
Harleis^h had considerately named her
as a young person known to Mrs. Maple,
for a small room in lier house durins* a
few days ; and then, somewhat revived,
she endeavoured, by recollecting the evils
which she had escaped, to look forward,
with better hopes of alleviation, to tliose
which might yet remain to be en-
countered.
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CHAPTER VIII.
T^HE next morning, the Wanderer had
the happy surprise of seeing Elinor
burst into her chamber. " We are all on
iire," she cried, " at our house, so I am
come hither to cool myself. Aunt Maple
and I have fought a noble battle 5 but I
have won tije day*"
She then related, that Harleigh had
brought them an account of her disap-
pointments, her letter, her design to
wait for another, and her being at the mil-
liner's. " Aunt Maple," she continued,
" treated the whole as imposition ; but
I make it a rule never to let her pitiful
system prevail in the house. And so,
to cut the matter short, for I hate a long
story, I gave her to understand, that, if
she would not let you return to Lewes,
and stay with us till your letter arrives, I
should go to Brighthelmstone myself, and
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stay with you. This properly frightened
her; for she knew I would keep my
word."
" And would you, Madam ?" said the
stranger, smiling.
" Why not ? Do you think I would
not do a thing only because no one else
would do it ? I am never so happy as in
ranging without a guide. However, we
came to a compromise this morning; and
she consents to permit your return, pro-
vided I don't let you enter her chaise,
and engage for keeping you out of every
body's way.'*
The stranger, evidently hurt and
offended, declined admission upon such
terms. Her obligations, she said, were
already sufficiently heavy, and she would
struggle to avoid adding to their weight,
and to supply her own few wants herself,
till some new resource mi<xht open to her
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assistance.
Elinor, surprised, hastily demanded
whether she meant to live alone, that she
might only be aided, and only be visited
by Mr. Harleigh.
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The stranger looked all astonishment,
" Nay, that will certainly be the most
pleasant method ; so I don't affect to
wonder at it; nevertheless '^
She hesitated, but her face was tinted
with a glow of disturbance, and her voice
announced strong rising emotion, as she
presently added, " If you think of form-
ing any attachment with that man — "
She stopt abruptly.
The heightened amazement of the
stranger kept her for a few instants
speechless ; but the troubled brow of
Elinor soon made her with firmness and
spirit answer, " Attachment ? I protest
to you. Madam, except at those periods
when his benevolence or urbanity have
excited my gratitude, my own difficulties
have absorbed my every thought !'*
" I heartily congratulate your apathy!'*
said Elinor, her features instantly dilating
into a smile ; for he is so completely a
non-descript, that he would else incon-
testably set you upon hunting out for
some new Rosamund's Pond. That is
all I mean."
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She then, but with gaiety and good
humour, enquired whetlier or not the
stranger would return to Lewes,
Nothing, to the stranger, could be less
attractive at this moment; yet the fear
of such another misinterpretation and
rebuff, and the unspeakable dread of
losing, in her helpless situation, all fe-
male countenance, conquered her re-
pugnance.
Elinor then said that she would hurry
home, and send off the same elegant
machine from the farm, which, she
found, had been made use of in her
service the preceding day.
Far from exhilarated was the young
person whom she left, who, thus treated,
could scarcely brook the permission to
return, which before she would have so-
licited. Small are the circumstances
which reverse all our w ishes ! and one
hour still less resembles another in our
feelings, than in our actions.
Upon arriving again at the house of
Mrs. Maple, she was met by Selina, who
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•expressed the greatest pleasure at her
return, and conducted her to the little
room which she had before occupied ;
eagerly announcing that she had already
learnt half her part, which slie glibly re-
peated, crying, " How lucky it is that
you are come back; for now I have
got somebody to say it to !**
Mrs. Maple, she added, had refused
her consent to the whole scheme, till
Elinor threatened to carry it into exe-
cution in Farmer Gooch's barn, and to
invite all the county.
She then entered into sundry details
of family secrets, the principal of which
was, that she often thought that she
should be married before her sister
Elinor, though Sister Elinor was twenty-
two years old, and she herself was only
fourteen : but Sister Elinor had had a
violent quarrel with Mr. Dennis Har-
leigh, whom she had been engaged to
marry before she went abroad, about the
French Revolution, which Sister Elinor
said was the finest thing in the world, but'
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which Mr. Dennis said was the very worst.
But, for all that, he loved her so, that
he had made his brother fetch her home,
and wanted the marriage to take place
directly : and Aunt Maple wished it tooj
of all things, because Sister Elinor was
so hard to manage ; for, now she was of
age, she did every thing that sheliked; and
she protested that she would not give her
consent, unless Mr. Dennis promised to
change his opinion upon the French
Revolution ; so they quarrelled again
the day before they left townj and Aunt
Maple, quite frightened, invited Mr.Har-
leighjthe elder brother, to come and spend
a week or two at Lewes, to try to bring
matters round again.
These anecdotes were interrupted hy
the appearance of Elinor, of whom the
Incognita entreated, and obtained, per-
mission to reside, as in town, wholly in
her own room.
" I wish you could hear," said Elinor,
" how^ we all settle your history in the
parlour. No two of us have the same
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idea of whom or what you are." She
then entered upon the subject of the
play, which was to be the Provoked*
Husband, in compliment to Miss Arbe,
a young lady of celebrated talents, who,
having frequently played the part of
Lady Townly, with amazing applause,
at private theatres, had offered her ser-
vices for that character, but would study
no other. This, Elinor complained, was
singularly provoking, as Harleigh, who
alone of the whole set was worth acting
wath, must necessarily be Lord Townly.
However, since she could not try her own
theatrical skill, by the magnetizing powers
of reciprocated exertions, she determin-
ed, in relinquishing what was brilliant, to
adopt at least what was diverting; for
which reason she had taken the part of
Lady Wronghead. Seiina w^as to be
Miss Jenny; Leton, 'Squire Richard;
and she had pitched upon Mr. Scope and
Miss Bydel, two famous, formal quizzes,
residing in Lewes, to, compliment them
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with the fogrum parts of Manly and
Lady Grace ; characters which always
put the audience to sleep ; but that, as
they were both good sort of souls, who
were never awake themselves, they
would not find out. The other parts
she had chiefly arranged for the pleasure
of giving a lesson, of democracy to Aunt
Maple ; for she had appointed Sir Francis
Wronghead to Mr. Stubbs, an old
steward belonging to Lord Rockton ;
Count Basset to young Gooch, a farmer's
son ; Myrtylla to Golding, her own maid,
and John Moody to Tomlinson, the
footman.
The air of attention with which the
stranger listened, whether she answered
or not, renewed again in Elinor the plea-
sure which she had first found in talking
to her; and thus, between the two
sisters, she had almost constantly a com-
panion till near midnight.
To be left, then, alone was not to be
left to unbroken slumbers. She had no
dependence, nor hope, but in an expected
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second letter, yet had devised no means
to secure its immediate reception, even
if its quick arrival corresponded with
her wishes. As soon, therefore, as she
heard the family stirring tlie next morn-
ing, she descended, with an intention of
going to the housekeeper's room, to
make some arrangement for that pur-
pose.
Ireton, who caught a glimpse of her
upon the stairs, met and stopt her. " My
dear,*' he cried, " don't think me such
a prig as to do you any mischief; but
take a hint! Don't see quite so
much of a certain young lady, whom
I don't wash should know th^ world
quite so soon ! You understand me, my
dear ?"
Inexpressibly offended, she was con-
temptuously shrinking from him, when
they were joined by Harleigh, who
asked, with an air of respect that was
evidently meant to give a lesson to Ii eton,
whether she would permit him to call
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at the post-office, to order that her let--
ters should be forwarded to Lewes.
This offer was irresistible, and, with
looks of the brightest gratitude, she was
uttering her acknowledgements, when
the voice of Ehnor, from a distance,
sounding tremulous and agitated, check-
ed her, and she hastily retreated.
But her room-door was only shut to
be almost instantly thrown open by
Elinor herself, who, entering with a
large parcel in her hands, while her face
shewed pain and disorder, said, " See
how I have been labouring to assist and
to serve you, at the very moment of your
insidious duplicity !"
Thunderstruck by the harshness of
an attack nearly as incomprehensible as
it was vehement, the stranger fixed her
eyes upon her accuser with a look that
said, Are you mad ?
The silent, yet speaking expression
was caught by Elinor, who, struck with
sudden sname, frankly begged her par-
don ; and, after a little reflexion, coolly
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added, " You must never mind what I
say, nor what I do ; for I sport all sort
of things, and in all sort of manners.
But it is merely to keep off stagna-
tion : I dread nothing like a lethargy.
JBut pray what were you all about just
now ?"
The Incognita related her intended
purpose ; its interruption ; the offer of
Mr. Harleigh j and its acceptance.
Elinor looked perturbed again, and
said, " You seem mighty fond, methinks,
of employing Mr. Harleigh for your
Mercury !"
** He is so good as to employ himself.
I could never think of taking such a
liberty.'*
Elinor put up her lip y but told her to
make what use she could of the parcel,
and, with an abrupt " Good morning,"
went down to breakfast.
The stranger, amazed and confounded,
remained for some time absorbed by
conjectures upon this scene.
The parcel contained cast-ofF clothes
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of almost every description ; but, much
as she required such aid, the manner
in which it was offered determined her
upon its rejection.
In a few hours, the maid who brought
her meals, was desired by Mr. Harleigh
to inform her, that he had executed her
commission at the post-office.
This assurance revived her, and en-
abled her to pass the day in tolerable
tranquillity, though perfectly alone, and
without any species of employment to
diversify her ruminations, or help to w^ear
away the tediousness of expectation.
When the next day, however, and the
next, passed without her seeing any of
the family, she felt disconcerted and
disturbed. To be abandoned by Elinor,
and even by Selina, made her situation
appear worse than forlorn ; and her
offended spirit deemed the succour
thus afforded her, inadequate to compen-
sate for the endurance of universal dis-
esteem and avoidance. She determined,
therefore, to quit the inhospitable man-
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sion, persuaded that no efforts could be
too difficult, no means too laborious,
that might rescue her from an abode
which she could no longer inhabit, with-
out seeming to herself to be degraded.
But the idea of this project had a faci-
lity of which its execution did not par-
take. She had no money, save what she
had received from the two sisters ; even
that, by a night and day spent at the
milliner's, was much diminished. She
could not quit the neighbourhood of
Brighthelmstone, while still in expecta-
tion of a letter ; and if, while awaiting
it in any other house, the compassion^
or the philanthropy of Harleigh should
urge him to see her, might not Elinor
conclude that she had only retreated to
receive his visits alone ?
Apprehensions such as these frighten-
ed her into forbearance : but in teaching
her prudence, they did not endow her
with contentment. Her hours lingereti
in depression and uncertainty ; her time
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^as not employed but consumed ; her
faculties were not enjoyed, but wasted.
Yet, upon more mature reflexion, she
enquired by what right she expected
kinder treatment. Unknown, unnamed,
without any sort of recommendation,
she applied for succour, and it was grant-
ed her : if she met with the humanity of
being listened to, and the charity of
being assisted, must she quarrel with her
benefactors, because they gave not im-
/ plicit credit to the word of a lonely Wan-
derer for her own character ? or think
herself ill used that their donations and
their aid were not delicate as well as
useful ?
This sober style of reasoning soon
chased away resentment, and, with quieter
nerves, she awaited some termination to
her suspence and solitude.
Meantime, most of the other inhabi-
tants of the house, were engaged by
studying their parts for the intended
representation, which so completely oc-
cupied some by choice, and others by
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complaisance, or necessity, that no visit
or excursion was made abroad, till seve-
ral days after their arrival at Lewes.
Mrs. Maple then, with her whole party,
accepted an invitation to dine and spend
the evening with the family of their prin-
cipal actress, Miss Arbe j but a sudden
indisposition with which that lady was
seized after dinner, forced them home
again early in the evening. Their re-
turn being unexpected, the servants were
all out, or out of the way, but, entering
by a door leading from the garden,
which they found open, they were struck
with the sound of music. They stopped,
and distinctly heard a harp ; they lis-
tened, and found that it was played with
uncommon abihty.
«« 'Tis my harp !" cried Selina, " I
am sure of that !"
" Your harp ?" said Mrs. Maple ;
*' why who can be playing it?"
« Hist ! dear ladies," said Harleigh ;
'^ 'tis some exquisite performer."
" It must be Lady Kendover, then,"
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said Mrs. Maple, " for nobody else
comes to our house that plays the harp.*'
A new movement was now begun ; it
was slow and pathetic, and played w^ith
so much taste and expression, though
mixed with bursts of rapid execution,
that the whole auditory was equally
charmed and surprized ; and every one,
Mrs. Maple herself not excepted, with
uplifted finger seemed to beseech atten-
tion from the rest.
An Arpeggio succeeded, followed by
an air, which produced, alternately, tones
sweet, yet penetrating, of touching pa-
thos or impassioned animation j and an-
nounced a performer whom nature had
gifted with her finest feelings, to second,
or rather to meet the soul-pervading re-
finements of skilful art.
When the voice ceased, the harp was
still heard ; but some sounds made by
an involuntary, though restrained tri-
bute of general approbation, apparently
found their way to the drawing-room,
where it was played; for suddenly it
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stopped, the instrument seemed hastily
to be put away, and some one was preci-
pitately in motion.
Every body then hastened up stairs ;
but before they could reach the landing-
place, a female figure, which they all in-
stantly recognized for that of the un-
known young woman, glided out of the
drawing-room, and, with the quick mo-
tion of fear, ran up another flight of
stairs.
" Amazing 1" cried Mrs. Maple, stop-
ping short ; " could any body have cre-
dited assurance such as this ? That bold
young stroller has been obtruding herself
into my drawing-room, to hear Lady
Kendover play !''
Harleigh, who had contrived to be
the first to enter the apartment, now re-
turned to the door, and, with a smile of
the most animated pleasure, said, " No
one is here ! — Not a creature i"
His tone and air spoke more than his
words, and, to the quick conceptions of
Elinor, pronounced: This divine singer,
whom you were all ready to worship, is
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tio other than the lonely Wanderer whom
you were all ready to condemn !
Mrs. Maple now, violently ringing the
bell, ordered one of her servants to
summon the woman who came from
abroad.
The stranger obeyed, with the con-
fused look of a person who expected a
reprimand, to which she had not courage
to reply.
" Be so good as to tell me," said
Mrs. Maple, " what you have been into
my drawing-room for? and whether you
know who it is, that has taken the
liberty to play upon my niece's harp ?'*
The Incognita begged a thousand
pardons, but said that having learnt,
from the housemaid, that the family was
gone out for the day, she had ventured
to descend, to take a little air and exer-
cise in the garden.
" And what has that to do witli my
niece's harp? — And my drawing-room?"
" The door, Madam, was open.*— It
H 6
( 156 )
was long since I had seen an instrument
— I thought no one would hear me — '*
" Why you don't pretend that it was
you who played ?"
The young woman renewed her apo-
logy-
" You ? — You play upon a harp ? —
And pray who was it that sung ?'*
The stranger looked down.
*' Well, this is surprising indeed ! —
And pray where might such a body as
you learn these things ? — And what use
can such a body want them for ? Be so
good as to tell me that ; and who you
are ?"
The stranger, in the utmost disturb-
ance, painfully answered, " I am truly
ashamed. Madam, so often to press for
your forbearance, but my silence is
impelled by necessity! I am but too
well aware how incomprehensible this
must seem, but my situation is perilous
— I cannot reveal itl I can only im-
plore your compassion ! — '*
She retired hastily.
(.^57')
No one pursued nor tried to stop her.
All, except Harleigh, remained nearly
stupified by what had passed, for no one
else had ever considered her but as a
needy travelling adventurer. To him,
her language, her air, and her manner,
pervading every disadvantage of apparel,
poverty, and subjection, had announced
her, from the first, to have received the
education, and to have lived the life of a
gentlewoman ; yet to him, also, it v/as
as new, though not as wonderful, as to
the rest, to find in her all the delicately
acquired skill, joined to the happy natu-
ral talents, which constitute a refined
artist.
Elinor seemed absorbed in mortifica-
tion, not sooner to have divined what
Harleigh had so immediately discovered;
Selina, triumphant, felt enchanted with
an idea that the stranger must be a dis-
guised princess ; Mrs. Maple, by a thou-
sand crabbed grimaces, shewed her
chagrin, that the frenchified stroller
should not rather have been detected as
( iS8 )
a positive vagabond, than proved, by her
possession of cultivated talents, to have
been well brought up ; and Ireton, who
had thouojht her a mere female fortune-
hunter, was utterly overset, till he com-
forted himself by observing, that many
mere adventurers, from fortuitous cir-
cumstances, obtain accomplishments that
may vie, in brilliancy, with those ac-
quired by regular education and study.
Doubts, however, remained with all :
they were varied, but not removed. The
mystery that hung about her was rather
thickened than cleared, and the less she
appeared like an ordinary person, the
more restless became conjecture, to dive
into some probable motive, for the im-
moveable obstinacv of her concealment.
The pause was first broken by Elinor,
who, addressing Harleigh, said, *' Tell
me honestly, nov/, what, alUtogether, you
really and truly think of this extraordi-
nary demoiselle ?''
" I think her," answered he, with
readiness, " an elegant and well bred
( 159 )
young woman, under some extraordinary
and inexplicable difficulties : for there is
a modesty in her air which art, though it
might attain, could not support ; and a
dignity in her conduct in refusing all
succour but your's, that make it impossi-
ble for me to have any doubt upon tlie
fairness of her character."
" And how do you know that she re-
fuses all succour but mine ? Have you
offered her your's ?"
" She will not let me go so far. If
she perceive such an intention, she draws
back, with a look that would make the
very mentioning it insolent."
Elinor ran up stairs. , ,
She found the stranger disturbed and
alarmed, though she was easily revived
upon seeing Elinor courteous, almost
respectful ; for, powerfully struck by a
discovery, so completely accidental, of
talents so superior, and satisfied by tlie
assurance just received from Harleigh,
that his pecuniary aid had never been ac-
cepted, she grew ashamed of the angry
( i6o )
flippancy with which she had last quitted
the room, and of the resolute neglect
with which she had since kept aloof.
She now apologized for having tsayed
away, professed a design to be frequent
in her future visits, and presented, with
generous importunity, the trifles which
she blushed to have offered so abruptly.
Addressed thus nearly upon equal terms,
the stranger gracefully accepted the do-
nation, and, from the relief produced by
this unexpected good treatment, her own
manners acquired an ease, and her lan-
guage a flow, that made her strikingly
appear to be what Harleigh had called
her, a well bred and elegant young
woman ; and the desire of Elinor to con-
verse with her no longer hung, now,
upon the mere stimulus of curiosity ; it
became flattering, exhilarating, and cor-
dial.
The stranger, in return, upon nearer
inspection, found in Elinor a solid good-
ness of heart, that compensated for
the occasional roughness, and habitual
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strangeness of her manners. Her society
was gay and original ; and, to great
quickness of parts, and liberality of feel-
ing, she joined a frankness of cliaracter
the most unbounded. But she was alarm-
ing and sarcastic, aiming rather to strike
than to please, to startle than to conquer.
Upon chosen and favourite subjects she was
impressive, nay eloquent; upon all others
"she was careless, flighty, and indifferent,
and constantly in search of matter for
ridicule : yet, though severe, almost to
ferocity, where she conceived herself to
be offended, or injured, she became kind,
gentle, and generously conceding, when
convinced of any errour.
Selina. v/hen her sister retired, tripped
fleetly into the chamber, whisperingly
revealing, that it was Mr. Ireton who
had persuaded her to relinquish her
visits ; but that she would now make
them as often as ever.
Thus supported and encouraged, the
stranger, again desiring to stay in the
house, earnestly wished to soften the ill
( l62 )
will of Mrs. Maple ; and having heard,
from Selina, that the play occupied all
hands, she begged Mrs. Fenn to accept
her services at needle-work.
Mrs. Fenn conveyed the proposal to
her mistress, who haughtily protested
that she would have nothing done under
her roof, by she did not know who;
though she tacitly suffered Mrs. Fenn to
try the skill of the proposer with some
cambric handkerchiefs.
These she soon returned, executed
with such admirable neatness, that
Mrs. Fenn immediately found her other
similar employment; which she pre-
sented to her with the air of conferring
the most weighty of obligations.
And such, in the event, it proved ; for
she now continued to receive daily more
business of the same sort, without any
hint relative to her departure ; and
heard, through Selina, that Mrs Maple
herself had remarked, that this was the
first singer and player she had ever
( i63 )
iaiowii, who had not been spoilt by
those idle habits for a good huswife.
The Incognita now thankfully re-
joiced in the blessing bestowed upon her,
by that part of her education, which
gave to her the useful and appropriate
female accomplishment of needle-work.
( ^^4 )
CHAPTER IX.
ji/FRS. MAPLE was of opinion, that
every woman ought to live with a
needle and thread in her hand ; the
stranger, therefore, had now ample oc-
cupation; but as labour, in common
with all other evils, is relative, she sub-
mitted cheerfully to any manual toil,
that could rescue her from the mental
burthen of exciting ill will and reproach.
Two days afterwards, Elinor came to
summon her to the drawing-room. They
were all assembled, she said, to a re-
hearsal, and in the utmost confusion for
want of a prompter, not a soul, except
Miss Arbe, knowing a word, or a cue,
of any part but his own; and Miss Arbe,
who took upon her to regulate every
thing, protested that she could not
consent to go on any longer in so slo-
venly a manner.
( i65 )
In this dilemma it had occurred to
Elinor to have recourse to the stran":er ;
but the stranger desired to be excused :
Mrs. Maple seemed now to be soft-
ened in her favour ; and it would be
both imprudent and improper to risk
provoking fresh irritation, by coming
forward in an enterprize that was a
known subject of dissention.
Elinor, when she had formed a wish,
never listened to an objection. " What
an old fashioned style you prose in !" she
cried ; " who could believe you came so
lately from France ? But example has
no more force without sympathy, than
precept has without opinion 1 However,
y\l get you a licence from Aunt Maple
in a minute."
She went down stairs, and, returning
almost immediately, cried, " Aunt Maple
is quite contented. I told her I was
going to send for Mr. Creek, a horrible
little pettifogging wretch, who lives in
this neighbourhood, and whom she par-
ticularly detests, to be our prompter;
( i66 )
and tliis so woefully tormented her, that
she proposed you herself. I have ample
business upon my hands, between my
companions of the buskin, and this
pragmatical old aunt ; for Harleigh him-
self refused to act against her approba-
tion, till I threatened to make over Lord
Townly to Sir Lyell Sycamore, a smart
beau at Brighthelmstone, that all tlie
mammas and aunts are afraid of. And
then poor aunty was fain, herself, to re-
quest Harleigh to take the part. I could
manage matters no other way."
Personal remonstrances were vain,
and the stranger w^as forced down stairs
to the theatrical group.
All that was known of her situation
having been sketched by Elinor, and
detailed by Selina, the mixt party there
assembled, was prepared to survey her
with a curiosity which she found ex-
tremely abashing. She requested to
have the book of the play ; but EHnor,
engaged in arranging the entrances and
exits, did not heed her. Harleigh, how-
10
( »67 )
ever, comprehending the relief which
any occupation for the eyes and hands
might afford her, presented it to her
himself.
It preserved her not, nevertheless,
from a volley of questions, with which
she was instantly assailed from various
quarters. " I find. Ma'am, you are lately
come from abroad," said Mr. Scope, a
gentleman self-dubbed a deep politician,
and who, in the most sententious manner,
uttered the most trivial observations ;
" I have no very high notion, I own, of
the morals of those foreigners at this
period. A man's wife and daughters
belong to any man who has a taste to
them, as I am informed. Nothing is
very strict. Mr. Robertspierre, as I am
told, is not very exact in Ids dealings."
" But I should like to know," cried
Gooch, the young farmer, " whether it
be true, of a reality, that they've got
such numbers and numbers, and millions
and millions of red-coats there, all made
into generals, in the twinkling, as one
may say, of an eye ?"
( i68 )
*' Money must be a vast scarce com-
modity there," said Mr. Stubbs, the
steward : " did you ever happen to hear.
Ma'am, how they go to work to get in
their rents ?"
Before the stranger could attempt any
reply to these several addresses, Miss
Arbe, who was the principal person of
the party, seating herself in the chair of
honour, desired her to advance, saying,
" I understand you sing and play amaz-
ingly well. Pray who were your mas-
ters ?"
While the Incognita hesitated, Miss
Bydel, a collateral and uneducated suc-
cessor to a large and unexpected fortune,
said, " Pray, first of all, young woman,
what took you over to foreign parts ? I
should like to know that."
Elinor, now, being ready, cut short
all further investigation by beginning
the rehearsal.
During the first scenes, the voice of
the Incognita was hardly audible. The
constraint of her forced attendance, and
( i69 )
the insurmountable awkwardness of her
situation, made all exertion difficult, and
her tones were so languid, and her pro-
nunciation was so inarticulate, that Elinor
began seriously to believe that she must
still have recourse to Mr. Creek. But
Harleigh, who reflected how much the
faculties depend upon the mind's being
disengaged, saw that she was too little
at her ease to be yet judged.
Every one else, absorbed in his part
and himself, in the hope of being best,
or the shame of being worst 5 in the fear
of being out, or the confusion of not
understanding what next was to be done,
was regardless of all else but his own
fancied reputation of the hour.
Harieigli, however, as the play pro*
ceeded, and the inaccuracy of the per-
formers demanded greater aid, found
the patience of his judgment recom-
pensed, and its appretiation of her talents
just. Her voice, from seeming feeble
and monotonous, became clear and pene-
trating : it was varied, with the nicest
VOL. I, I
( I70 )
discrimination, for the expression of every
character, changing- its modulation from
tones of softest sensibility, to those of
archest humour; and from reasoning
severity, to those of uncultured rusticity.
When the rehearsal was over. Miss
Bydel, who had no other idea of the use
of speech than that of asking questions,
said, " I should be glad, before you go,
to say a few words to you, young woman,
myself.'*
The stranger stood still.
*' In the first place, tell me, if you
please, what's your name ?"
The Incognita coloured at this abrupt
demand, but remained silent.
" Nay," said Miss Bydel, " your
name, at least, can be no such great se-
cret, for you must be called something
or other."
Ireton, who had hitherto appeared
decided not to take any notice of her,
now exclaimed, with a laugh, " I will
tell you what her name is. Miss Bydel ;
'tis L. S."
<: '71 )
The stranger dropt her eyes, but Miss
Bydel, not comprehending that Ireton
meant two initial letters, said, " Elless ?
Well I see no reason why any body
should be ashamed to own their name is
Elless."
Selina, tittering, w^ould have cleared
up the mistake ^ but Ireton, laughing
yet more heartily, made lier a sign to let
it pass.
Miss Bvdel continued : " I don't
want to ask any of your secrets, as I say,
Mrs. Elless, for I understand you don't
like to tell them j but it will be disco-
vering no great matter, to let me know
whether your friends are abroad, or in
England ? and what w^ay you were main-
tained before you got your passage over
in Mrs. Maple's boat."
" Don't let that young person go,"
cried Miss Arbe, who had now finished
the labours of her theatrical presidency,
" till I have heard her play and sing.
If she is so clever, as you describe her,
she shall perform between the acts.'*
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( 17^ )
The stranger declared her utter in-
ability to comply with such a request.
" When I believed myself unheard,"
she cried, " musick, I imagined, might
make me, for a few moments, forget my
distresses:^ but an expected perform-
ance — a prepared exhibition ! — pardon
me ! — I have neither spirits nor powers
for such an attempt !"
Her voice spoke grief, her look, appre-
hension ; yet her manner so completely
announced decision, that, unopposed
even by a word, she remounted the
stairs to her chamber.
She was, there, surprised by the sight
of a sealed packet upon her table, di-
rected, " For L. S. at her leisure/'
She opened it, and found ten bank
notes, often pounds each.
A momentary hope which she had
indulged, that this letter, by some acci-
dental conveyance, had reached her from
abroad, was now changed into the most
unpleasant perplexity : such a donation
could not come from any of the females
( 173 )
of the family ; Mrs. Maple was miserly,
and her enemy ; and the Miss Joddrells
knew, by experience, that she would not
refuse their open assistance : Mr. Har-
leigh, therefore, or Mr. Ireton, must have
conveyed this to her room.
If it were Mr. Ireton, she concluded
he meant to ensnare her distress into an
unguarded acceptance, for some latent
purpose of mischief; if it were Mr. Har-
leigh, his whole behaviour inclined her to
believe, that he was capable of such au
action from motives of pure benevolence:
but she could by no means accept pecu-
niary aid from either, and determined to
keep the packet always ready for deli-
very, when she could discover to whom
it belonged.
She was surprised, soon afterwards,
by the sight of Selina. '* I would not let
Mr. Ireton hinder me from comingc to
you this once," she cried, " do what
he could; for we are all in such a fidget,
that there's only you, I really believe,
can help us. Poor Miss Arbe, whik
I 3
( '74 )
she was teaching us all what we have to
do, put her part into her muff, and her
favourite little dog, that she doats upon,
not knowing it was there, poor thing,
poked his nose into the muff to warm
himself; and when Miss Arbe came to
take her part, she found he had sucked
it, and gnawed it, and nibbled it, all to
tatters ! And she says she can't write it
out again if she was to have a diamond
a word for it ; and as to us, we have all
of us got such immensities to do for
ourselves, that jou are the only person ;
for I dare say you know how to write.
So will you, now, Ellis? for they have
all settled, below, that your real name
is Ellis."
The stranger answered that she should
gladly be useful in any way that could
be proposed. The book, therefore, was
brought to her, with v/riting implements,
and she dedicated herself so diligently
to copying, that the following morning,
when Miss Arbe was expected, the part
was prepared.
{ ^75 )
Miss Arbe, however, came not; a
note arrived in her stead, stating that
she iiad been so exceedingly fatigued
the preceding day, in giving so many
directions, that she begged they would
let somebody read her part, and rehearse
without her ; and she hoped that she
should find them more advanced when
she joined them on Monday.
The stranger was now summoned not
only as prompter, but to read the part of
Lady Townly. She could not refuse,
but her compliance was without any sort
of exertion, from a desire to avoid, not
promote similar calls for exhibition*
Elinor remarked to Harleigh, how
inadequate were her talents to such a
character. Harleigh acquiesced in the
remark ; yet his good opinion, in
another point of view, was as much
heightened, as in this it was lowered :
he saw the part which she had copied
for Miss Arbe ; and the beautiful clear-
ness of the hand-writing, and the cor-
rectness of the punctuation and ortho-
I 4
( ^7^ )
graphy, convinced him that her education
had been as successfully cultivated for
intellectual improvement, as for elegant
accomplishments.
Elinor herself, now^ would only call the
stranger Miss Ellis, a name which, she
said, she verily believed that Miss Bydel,
with all her stupidity, had hit upon,
and which therefore, henceforth, should
be adopted.
C 177 )
CHAPTER X.
'T^HE Incognita continued to devote
herself to needle-work till the morning
of the next rehearsal. She was then again
called to the double task of prompting,
and of reading the part of Lady Townly,
Miss Arbe having, unceremoniously, an-
nounced, that as she had abeady per-
formed that character three several times,
and to the inost brilliant audiences, fliough
at private theatres, any further practice
for herself would be a work of superero-
gation ; and if the company, she added,
would but be so good as to remember
her directions, she need only attend per-
sonally at the final rehearsal.
The whole party was much offended
by this insinuation of its inferiority, as
well as by so contemptuous an indiffe-
rence to the prosperity of the enterprize.
Nor was this the only difficulty caused
i 5
( 178 )
by the breach of attendance in Miss
Aibe. The entertainment was to con-
clude with a cotillon, of which Ireton
had brought the newest steps and me-
thod from France, but which, through
this unexpected failure, the sett was in-
complete for practising. Elinor was
persuaded, that in keeping the whole
group thus imperfect, both in the play
and in the dance, it was the design of
Miss Arbe to expose them all to ridi-
cule, that her own fine acting and fine
steps might be contrasted to the greater
advantage. To obviate, as much as pos-
sible, this suspected malice, the stranger
was now requested to stand up with
them J for as she was so lately come
from abroad, they concluded that she
might know something of the matter.
They were not mistaken : the steps,
the figure, the time, all were familiar to
her ', and she taught the young Selina,
dropt hints to Elinor, endeavoured to
set Miss Bydel right, and gave a ge-
neral, though unpremeditated lesson to
II
/
( 179 )
every one, by the measured grace and
lightness of her motions, which, little as
her attire was adapted to such a pur-
pose, were equally striking for elegance
and for modesty.
Harleigh, however, alone perceived
her excellence : the rest had so much
to learn, or were so anxious to shine,
that if occasionally they remarked her,
it was rather to be diverted by seeing any
one dance so ill equipped, than to be
struck with the elevated carriage which
no such disadvantage could conceal.
Early on the morning preceding the
intended representation, the stranger
was summoned to the destined theatre,
where, while she was aiding the general
preparations, of dresses, decorations, and
scenery, previous to the last grand re-
hearsal, which, in order to try the effect
of the illuminations, was fixed to take
place in the evening, Mrs. Maple, with
derision marked in every feature of her
face, stalked into the room, to announce
to her niece, with unbridled satisfaction,
I 6
C i8o )
that all her fine vagaries would now end
in nothing, as Miss Arbe, at last, had
the good sense to refuse affording them
her countenance.
Elinor, though too much enraged to
inquire what this meant, soon, perforce,
learnt, that an old gentleman, a cousin
of Miss Arbe's, had ridden over with an
apology, importing, that the most mo-
mentous reasons, yet such as could not
be divulged, obliged his relation to de-
cline the pleasure of belonging to their
dramatic party.
The offence given by this abrupt re-
nunciation was so general, though Eli-
nor, alone, allowed it free utterance,
that Mr. Giles Arbe, the bearer of these
evil tidings, conceived it to be more ad-
visable to own the plump truth, he
said, at once, than to see them all so
affronted without knowing what for;
though he begged them not to mention it,
his cousin having peremptorily charged
him not to speak out : but the fact was,
that she had repented her engagement
i6
( i8i )
ever since the first rehearsal ; for thoumi
she should always be ready to act with
the Miss Joddrels, who were nieces to a
baronet, and Mr. Harleigh, who was
nephew to a peer, and Mr. Ireton, who
was heir to a large entailed estate ; she
was yet apprehensive that it might let
her down, in the opinion of the noble
theatrical society to which she belonged,
if she were seen exhibiting with such
common persons as farmers and domes-
tics j whom, however, for all his cousin's
nicety, Mr. Giles said he thought to be
full as good men as any other ; and, some-
times, considerably better.
Mrs. Maple was elevated into the high-
est triumph by this explanation. " I told
you how it would be !" she cried.
" Young ladies acting with mere mob !
I am truly rejoiced that Miss Arbe has
given you the slip."
EHnor heard this with a resentment,
that determined her, more vehemently
than ever, not to abandon her project; she
proudly, therefore, returned thanks, by
( i82 )
Mr. Giles, for the restoration of the part,
which she had resigned in mere complai-
sance, as there was nothing in the world
she so much desired as to act it herself,
even though it must be now learnt in the
course of a day ; and she begged leave,
as a mark that she was not offended at
the desertion, to borrow the dress of the
character, which she knew to be ready,
and with which she would adorn herself
the following night, at the performance.
This last clause, she was well aware,
would prove the most provoking that
she could devise, to Miss Arbe, who
w^as renowned for being finically tena-
cious of her attire ; but Elinor \vould
neither add a word to her message, nor
suffer one to be taken from it ; and
when Mr. Giles Arbe, frightened at the
ill success of his confidence, would have
offered some apology, she drove him
from the house, directing a trusty person
in the neighbourhood, to accompany
him back, with positive orders not to re-
turn without the dress.
( i83 )
She then told the stranger to study
the part of Lady Wronghead, to fill up
the chasm.
The stranixer bes^an some earnest ex-
cuses, but they were lost in the louder
exclamations of Mrs. Maple, whose dis-
appointment in finding the scheme still
supported, was aggravated into rage,
by the unexpected proposition of ad-
mitting the stranger into the sett.
" What, Miss Joddrel!" she cried,
** is it not enough that you have made
us a by-word in tlie neighbourhood,
by wanting to act with farmers and
servants ? Must you also bring a found-
ling girl into your sett ? an illegitimate
stroller, who does not so much as know
her own name ?"
The stranger,deeply reddening, gravely
answered, " Far from wishing to enter
into any plan of amusement, I could
not have given my consent to it, even if
solicited."
" Nobody asks what you could have
done, I hope !" Mrs. Maple began.
( iH )
when Elinor, pushing the stranger into
a large light closet, and throwing the
part after her, shut the door, charging
her not to lose a moment, in getting
ready for the final rehearsal that very
evening.
The Incognita, fixed not to look at
the manuscript, now heard, perforce, a
violent quarrel between the aunt and the
niece, theformer protesting that she would
never agree to such a disgrace, as suffer-
ing a poor straggling pauper to mix her-
self publicly with their society ; and the
latter threatening, that, if forced to grant
such a triumph to Miss Arbe, as that of
tamely relinquishing the undertaking,
she would leave the country and settle
at once in France, and in the house of
Robespierre himselfl
Harleigh, v;ho, in a hasty and dashing,
but masterly manner, was colouring
some scenery, had hitherto been silent ;
but now, advancing, he proposed, as a
compromise, that the performance should
be deferred for a week, in which time
( i85 )
Miss Sycamore, a young lady at Bright-
helmstone, whom they all knew, would
learn, he doubted not, the part, and sup-
ply, with pleasure, the vacant place.
To this Mrs. Maple, finding no hope
remained that she could abolish the
whole project, was sullenly assenting,
when Elinor reproachfully exclaimed,
" What, Don Quixote ! is your spirit of
chivalry thus cooled ? and are you, too,
for rejecting, with all this scorn, the
fellow- voyager you were so strenuous to
snpport ?"
" Scorn ?" repeated Harleigh, '$ No !"
I regard her, rather, with reverence !
'Tis she herself that has declined the
part, and with a dignity that does her
honour. All she suffers to be discerned
of her, announces distinguished merit;
and yet, highly as I have conceived of
her character, she is unknown to us ;
except by her distresses ; and these,
though they call loudly for our sympatliy
and assistance, and, through the pro-
priety of her conduct, lay claim to our
( i86 )
respect, may be thought insufficient by
the world, to justify Mrs. Maple, who
has two young ladies so immediately
under her care, for engaging a perfect
stranger, in a scheme which has no re-
ference to humanity, or good offices."
" Ah ha, Mr. Harleigh !" cried Ire-
ton, shaking his head, " you are afraid
of what she may turn out! You think
no better of her, at last, than I do.**
" I think, on the contrary, so well of
her,*' answered Harleigh, " that I am
sincerely sorry to see her thus haughtily
distanced. I often wish these ladies
would as generously, as I doubt not that
they might safely, invite her into their
private society. Kindness such as that
might produce a confidence, which re-
volts from public and abrupt enquiry j
and which, I would nearly engage my
life, would prove her innocence and
worth, and vindicate every trust."
He then begged them to consider,
that, should their curiosity and suspi-
cions work upon her spirits, till she were
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urged to reveal, prematurely, the secret
of her situation, they would themselves
be the first to condemn her for follv and
imprudence, if breaking up the mystery
of her silence should affect either her
happiness or her safety.
Mrs. Maple would have been inconsol-
able at a defiance against which she had
nothing positive to object, had she not
reaped some comfort from finding that
even Harleigh opposed including the
stranger in the acting circle.
The delay of the performance, and an
application to Miss Sycamore, seemed
now settled, when Mrs. Fenn, the house-
keeper, who was also aiding in the
room, lamented the trouble to be re-
newed for the supper-preparations, as
neither the fish, nor the pastry, nor
sundry other articles, could keep.
This was a complaint to which
Mrs. Maple was by no means deaf.
The invitations, also, were made ; the
drawing-room was given up for the
theatre ; another apartment was appro-
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priated for a green-room 5 and there
was not any chance that the house could
be restored to order, nor the maids to
their usual occupations, till this business
were finally over.
Her rancour now suddenly relented,
with regard to the stranger, and, to the
astonishment of every oi^e, she stopt
Harleigh from riding over to Bright-
helmstone, to apply to Miss Sycamore,
by concedingly saying, that, since
Mr. Harleigh had really so good an
opinion of the young woman who came
from France, she must confess that she
had herself, of late, taken a much better
notion of her, by finding that she was so
excellent a needle-woman ; and, there-
fore, she did not see why they should
send for so finical a person as Miss Syca-
more, who was full of airs and extrava-
gance, to begin all over again, and dis-
appoint so much company, when they
had a body in the house who might do
one of the parts, so as to pass amongst
the rest, without being found out for
what she was.
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Harleigh expressed his doubts whether
the young person herself, who was ob-
viously in very unpleasant circumstances,
might chuse to be brought forward in so
public an amusement.
The gentleness of Mrs. Maple was
now converted into choler ; and she de-
sired to know, whether a poor wretch
such as that, who had her meat, drink,
and lodging for nothing, should be al-
lowed to chuse any thing for herself one
way or another.
Elinor, dropping, though not quite
distinctly, some sarcastical reflections
upon the persistence of Harleigh in pre-
ferring Miss Sycamore to his Dulcinea,
retired to her room to study the part of
Lady Townly ; saying that she should
leave them full powers, to Avrangle
amongst themselves, for that of Lady
Wronghead.
Harleigh, who had not seen the
stranger turned into the closet, now
entered it, in search of a pencil. Not
a little was then his surprize to find her
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sketching, upon the back of a letter, a
view of the hills, downs, cottages, and
cattle, which formed the prospect from
the window.
It was beautifully executed, and un-
doubtedly from nature. Harleigh, with
mingled astonishment and admiration,
clasped his hands, and energetically ex-
claimed, " Accomplished creature ! who
.... and what are you ?''
Confused, she blushed, and folded up
her little drawing. He seemed almost
equally embarrassed himself, at the expres-
sion and the question which had escaped
him. Mrs. Maple, following, paradingly
told the stranger, that, as she had hemmed
the last cambric-handkerchiefs so neatly,
she might act, upon this particular occa-
sion, with the Miss Joddrels ; only first
premising, that she must not own to a
living soul her being such a poor forlorn
creature ; as the only way to avoid dis-
grace to themselves, amongst their ac-
quaintance, for admitting her, would be
to say that she was a young lady of
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family, who came over with them from
France.
To the last clause, the stranger calmly
answered that she could offer no objec-
tion, in a manner which, to the attentive
Harleigh, clearly indicated that it was
true ; but that, with respect to perform-
ing, she was in a situation too melan-
choly, if not disastrous, to be capable of
making any such attempt.
Mrs. Maple was so angry at this
presumption, that she repHed, " Do as
you are ordered, or leave my house di-
rectly!" and then walked, in high wrath,
away.
The stranger appeared confounded:
she felt an almost resistless impulse to
depart immediately ; but something
stronger than resentment told her to
stay : it was distress ! She paused a
moment, and then, with a sigh, took up
the part, and, without looking at Har-
leigh, who was too much shocked to
offer any palliation for this grosyness,
walked pensively to her chamber.
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She was soon joined by Elinor, who,
ilj., extreme ill humour, complained that
that odious Lady Townly was so intolera-
bly prolix, that there was no getting her
endless babbling by heart, at such short
notice : and that, but for the triumph
which it would afford to Miss Arbe, to
find out their embarrassment, and the
spite that it would gratify in Aunt Maple,
the whole business should be thrown up
at once. Sooner, however, than be con-
quered, either by such impertinence, or
such malignity, she would abandon Lady
Townly to the prompter, whom Miss
Arbe might have the surprise and amuse-
ment to dizen out in her fine attire.
Then, declaring that she hated and
w^ould not act with Miss Sycamore, who
was a creature of insolence and conceit,
she flung the part of Lady Townly to the
Incognita, saying, that she must abide
herself by that of Lady Wronghead ; a
name which she well merited to keep for
the rest of her life, from her inconceivable
mismanagement of the whole afiair.
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The stranger earnestly entreated ex-
emption from the undertaking, and
solicited the intercession of Elinor with
Mrs. Maple, to soften the hard sentence
denounced against her refusal. To act
such a character as that of Lady Townly,
she should have thought formidable, if
not impossible, even in her gayest mo-
ments : but now, in a situation the
most helpless, and with every reason to
wish for obscurity, the exertion would
be the most cruel that could be ex-
acted.
Elinor, however, listened only to her-
self: Miss Arbe must be mortified;
Mrs. Maple must be thwarted ; and
Miss Sycamore must be omitted : these
three things, she declared, were indis-
pensable, and could only be accomplished
by defying all obstacles, and performing
the comedy upon the appointed day.
The stranger now saw no alternative
between obsequiously submitting, or
immediately relinquishing her asylum.
How might she find another ? she
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knew not where even to seek her friend,
and no letter was arrived from abroad. >
There was no resource ! She decided
upon studying the part.
This was not difficult : she had read
it at three rehearsals, and had care-
fully copied it ; but she acquired it
inechanicaliy because unwillingly, and
while she got the words by rote, scarcely
took their meaning into consideration.
When called down, at night, to the
grand final rehearsal, she gave equal sur-
prise to Harleigh, from finding her al-
ready perfect in so long a part, and from
hearing her repeat it with a tameness
almost lifeless.
At the scene of the reconciliation,
in the last act, he took her hand,
and slightly kissed her glove. Ireton
called out, " Embrace ! embrace ! —
the peace-making is always decided, at
the theatre, by an embrace. You must
throw your arms lovingly over one an-
other's shoulders.'*
Harleigh did not advance, but he
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looked at the stranger, and the blush
upon her cheeks shewed her wholly un-
accustomed even to the mention of any
personal liberty ; Ireton, however, still
insisting, he laughingly excused himself,
by declaring, that he must do by Lord
Townly as he would do by himself; and
he never meant, should he marry, to be
tender to his wife before company.
Mrs. Maple now, extremely anxious
for her own credit, told all the servants,
that she had just discovered, that the
stranger who came from France, was a
young lady of consequence, and she de-
sired that they would make a report to
that effect throughout the neighbour-
hood ; and, in the new play-bills which
were now written, she suffered to see in-
serted. Lady Townly by Miss Ellis.
Harleigh was the first to address
the stranger by this name, previously
taking an opportunity, with an air of
friendly regard, to advise that she would
adopt it, till she thought right to
declare her own. She thanked him
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gratefully for his counsel, confessing,
that she had long felt the absurdity of
seeming nameless; and adding, " but I
had made no preparation for what I so
little expected, as the length of time in
which I have been kept in this almost
unheard of situation ! and the hourly
hope of seeing it end, made me decide
to spare myself, at least by silence, from
deceit."
The look of Harleigh shewed his ap-
probation of her motive, while his words
strengthened her conviction, that it must
now give way to the necessity of some
denomination. " Be it Ellis, then,"
said she, smiling, " though evasion may,
perhaps, be yet meaner than falsehood !
Nevertheless, I am rather more content-
ed to make use of this name, which ac-
cident has bestowed upon me, than posi-
tively to invent one for myself."
Ellis, therefore, which appellation,
now, will be substituted for that of the
Incognita, seeing no possibility of escap-
ing this exhibition, comforted herself.
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that, however repugnant it might be to
her inclinations, and her sense of pro-
priety, it gave her, at least, some chance,
during the remainder of her stay at
Lewes, of being treated with less indig-
nity.
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t-
CHAPTER XL
'T^HE hope of meeting with more con-
sideration in the family, inspirited
Ellis with a wish, hitherto unfelt, of con-
tributing to the purposed entertainment.
The part which she had been obliged to
undertake, was too prominent to be placed
in the back ground ; and the whole per-
formance must be flat, if not ridiculous,
unless Lady Townly were a principal
person. She read over, therefore, re-
peated, and studied the character, with
an attention more alive to its meaning,
style, and diversities ; and the desire
which animated all that she attempted,
of doing with her best means whatever
unavoidably must be done, determined
her to let no effort in her power be
wanting, to enliven the representation.
The lateness of this resolution, made
her application for its accomplishment
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so completely fill up her time, that not
a moment remained for those fears of
self-deficiency, with which diffidence and
timidity enervate the faculties, and often,
in sensitive minds, rob them of the
powers of exertion.
When the hour of exhibition approach-
ed, and she was summoned to the apart-
ment destined for the green-room, uni-
versal astonishment was produced by
her appearance. It was not from her
dress j they had seen, and already knew
it to be fanciful and fashionable ; nor
was it the heightened beauty which her
decorations displayed j this, as she was
truly lovely, was an effect that they
expected ; but it was from the ease with
which she wore her ornaments, the
grace with which she set them off, the
elegance of her deportment, and an air
of dignified modesty, that spoke her not
only accustomed to such attire, but also
to the good breeding and refined man-
ners, which announce the habits of life to
have been formed in the supenour classes
of society.
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Selina, as she opened the door, exult-
ingly called out, " Look ! look ! only look
at Ellis ! did you ever see any thing in
the world so beautiful ?*'
Ireton, to whom dress, far more than
feature or complexion, presented at-
traction, exclaimed, *.' By my soul, she's
as handsome as an angel !**
Elinor, thus excited, came forward j
but seemed struck speechless. )
They now all flocked around her; and
Mrs. Maple, staring, cried, " Why who
did you get to put your things on for
you ?'* when, suddenly recollecting
the new account which she had herself
given, and caused to be spread of this
young person, she forced a laugh, and
added, " Bless me. Miss Ellis, if I had
not quite forgotten whom I was speaking
to! Why should not Miss Ellis know
how to dress herself as well as any other
young lady ?" ^
^. " Why, indeed," said Miss Bydel, "it
makes a prodigious change, a young
lady's turning out a young lady, instead
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of a common young woman. IVd s^en
a good nntny of the Ellis's. Pray, Ma'am,
does your part of the family come from
Yorkshire ? or Devonshire ? for I should
like to know." !jot'i?l
*' And, if there were any gentlemen
of your family, with you, Ma'am, in fo-
reign parts," said Mr. Scope, " I should
be glad to have their opinion of this
Convention, now set up in France : for
as to ladies, though they are certainly
very pleasing, they are but indifferent
judges in the political line, not having,
ordinarily, heads of that sort. I speak
without offence, inferiority of under-
standing being no defect in a female,"
" Well, I thought from the first,"
said young Gooch, " and I said it to
sisters, that the young lady was a young
lady, by her travelling, and that. But
pray. Ma'am, did you ever look on, to
see that Mr. Robert Speer mow down
his hundreds, like to grass in a hay-field?
We should not much like it if they were
to do so in England. But the French
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have no spirit. They are but a poor
set ; except their generals, or the like of
that. And, for them, theyMl fight you
like so many lions. They are afraid of
nobody."
" By what I hear, Ma'am," said Mr.
Stubbs, " a gentleman, in that country,
may have rents due to the value of thou-
sands, and hardly receive a frog, as one
may say, an acre."
While thus her fellow-performers
surrounded the Incognita, Harleigh,
alone, held back, absorbed in contem-
plating the fine form, which a re-
markably light and pretty robe, now
first displayed ; and the beautiful fea-
tures, and animated complexion, which
were set off to their utmost lustre, by
the waving feathers, and artificial flowers,-
which were woven into her soft, glossy,
luxuriant brown hair. But though he
forbore offering her any compliments,
he no sooner observed that she was
seized with a sudden panic, upon a ser-
vant's announcing, that the expected
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audience, consisting of some of the
principal families of Sussex, was ar-
rived, than he addressed, and endea-
voured to encourage her.
- " I am aware, Sir,'* slie said, " that it
may seem rather like vanity than diffi-
dence, for one situated as I am to feel anv
alarm ; for as I can have raised no expec-
tations, what have I to fear from giving
any disappointment ? Nevertheless, now
tlie time is come, the attempt grows
formidable. It must seem so strange —
so wond'rous strange, — to those who
know not how little my choice has been
consulted — "
She was interrupted, for all was ready ;
and Harleigh was summoned to open the
piece, by the famous question, *' Why
did I marry ?*'
The fright which now had found its
way into the mind of the new Lady
Townly, augmented every moment till
she appeared ; and it was then so great,
as nearly to make her forget her part,
and occasion what, hesitatingly, she was
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able to utter, to be hardly audible,
even to her fellow-performers. The
applause excited by her beauty, figure,
and dress, only added to her embarrass-
ment. She with difficulty kept to her
post, and finished her first scene with
complete self discontent. Elinor, who
watched her throughout it, lost all ad-
miration of her exterior attractions, from
contempt of her feeble performance.
But her second scene exhibited her in
another point of view ; her self-dis-
pleasure worked her up to exertions that
brought forth the happiest effects ; and
her evident success produced ease, by
inspiring courage. From this time, her
performance acquired a wholly new
character : it seemed the essence of gay
intelligence, of well bred animation,
and of lively variety. The grace of her
motions made not only every step but
every turn of her head remarkable. Her
voice modulated into all the changes
that vivacity, carelesness, pride, pleasure,
indifference, or alarm demanded. Every
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feature of her face spoke her discrimina-
tion of every word j while the spirit
which gave a charm to the whole, was
chastened by a taste the most correct ;
and while though modest she was never
aukward ; though frightened, never
ungraceful,
A performance such as this, in a
person young, beautiful, and wholly
new, created a surprize so powerful,
and a delight so unexpected, that the
play seemed soon to have no other
object than Lady Townly, and the
audience to think that no other were
worth hearing or beholding j for though
the politeness exacted by a private re-
presentation, secured to every one an
apparent attention, all seemed vapid and
without merit in which she was not
concerned; while all wore an air of
interest in which she bore the smallest
part ; and she soon never spoke, looked^
nor moved, but to excite pleasure, ad-
miration, and applause, amounting to
rapture. y.j^i . .j
• Whether this excellence were the re-
sult of practice and instruction, or a
sudden emanation of general genius,
accidentally directed to a particular,
point, was disputed by the critics amongst
the audience; and disputed, as usual,
with the greater vehemence, from the
impossibility of obtaining documents to
decide, or direct opinion. But that
which was regarded as the highest re-
finement of her acting, was a certain
air of inquietude, which was discernible
through the utmost gaiety of her exer-
tions, and which, with the occasional
absence and sadness, that had their
source in her own disturbance, was
attributed to deep research into the
latent subjects of uneasiness belonging
to the situation of Lady Townly. This,
however, was nature, which would not
be repressed ; not art, that strove to be
displayed.
But no pleasure excited by her various
powers, approached to the pleasure
which they bestowed upon Harleigh, who
could look at, could listen to lier alone*
To himself, he lost all power of doing
justice ; wrapt up in the contempla-
tion of an object thus singular, thus
excelling, thus mysterious, all ambi-
tion of personally shining was forgot-
ten. He could not fail to speak his
part with sense and feeling ; he could
not help appearing fashioned to represent
a man of rank and understanding ; but
that address which gives life and mean-
ing to every phrase ; that ingenuity,
which beguiles the audience into an il-
lusion, which, for the current moment,
inspires the sympathy due to reality ;
that skill which brings forth on the very
instant, all the effect which, to the closet
reader, an author can hope to produce
from reflection ; these, the attributes of
good acting, and for which his taste,
his spirit, and his judgment all fitted him,
^ere now, from slackened self-attention,
beyond his reach, though within his
powers. At a public theatre, sucii an
actress might have proved a spur to have
urged the exertions of competition ; in
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tins private one, where success, except
to vanity, was unimportant, her merit^
was, to Harleigh, an absorbent that oc-
cupied, exclusively, all his faculties.
In the last act, where Lady Townly
becomes serious, penitent, and pathetic,
the new actress appeared to yet greater
advantage : the state of her mind ac-
corded with distress, and her fine speak* *
ing eyes, her softly touching voice, her
dejected air, and penetrating counte-
nance, made quicker passage to the feel-*
ings of her auditors, even than the words
of the author. All were moved, tears
were shed from almost every eye, and^
Harleigh, affected and enchanted, at
the moment of the peace-making, took''
her hand with so much eagerness, and
pressed it to his lips with so much
pleasure, that the rouge, put on for the
M
occasion, was paler than the blushes
which burnt through it on her cheeks.
He saw this, and, checking his admira- ^
tion, relinquished with respect the hand
which he had taken nearly with rapture.
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When the play was over, and the
loudest applause Lad mark jd its success-
ful representation, the company arose
to pay their compliments to Mrs. Maple.
Lady Townly, then, followed by every
eye, was escaping from bearing her share
in the bursts of general approbation ;
when a youth of the most engaging ap-
pearance, and evidently of high fashion,
sprang over the forms, to impede her.
retreat'; and to pour forth the highest
encomiums upon her performance, in
well-bred, though enthusiastic language,
with all the eager vivacity of early youth,
which looks upon moderation as insipi-
dity, and measured commendation as
want of feeling.
Though confused by being detained,
Ellis could not be angry, for there was
no impertinence in his fervour, no fami-
liarity in his panegyric ; and though his
speech was rapid, his manners were
gentle. His eulogy was free from any
presumption of being uttered for her
gratification ; it seemed simply the un.
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controllable ebullition of ingenuous gra-
titude.
Surprised still more than all around
her, at the pleasure which she found she
had communicated, some share of it now
stole insensibly into her own bosom ; and
this was by no means lessened, by seeing
her youthful new admirer soon followed
by a lady still younger than himself, who
called out, " Do you think, brother, to
monopolize Miss Ellis ?" And, with
equal delight, and nearly equal ardour,
she joined in the acknowledgements made
by her brother, for the entertainment
which they had received ; and both
united in declaring that they should
never endure to see or hear any other
Lady Townly.
; There was a charm, for there seemed
a sincerity in this youthful tribute of
admiration, that was highly gratifying to
the new actress ; and Harleigh thought
he read in her countenance, the soothing
relief experienced by a delicate mind,
from meeting with politeness and court-?
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csie, after a long endurance of indignity
or neglect.
Almost every bodyamongthe audience,
one by one, joined this little set, all
eager to take a nearer view of the
lovely Lady Towilly, and availing them-
selves of the opportunity afforded by
this season of compliment, for examining
more narrowly whom it was that they
addressed.
Mrs. Maple, meanwhile, suffered the
utmost perplexity : far from foreseeing
an admiration which thus bore down all
before it, she had conceived that, the
piece once finished, the actress would
vanish, and be thought of no more :
nor was she without hope, in her utter
disdain of the stranger, that the part
thus given merely by necessity, would
be so ill represented, as to disgust her
niece from any such frolics in future.
J3ut when, on the contrary, she found
that there was but one voice in favour
of this unknown performer ; when not
all her own pride, nor all her prejudice.
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could make her blind to that performer's
truly elevated carriage and appear-
ance ; when every auditor flocked to
her, with " Who is this charming
Miss Ellis ?" — " Present us to this in-
comparable Miss Ellis ;'' she felt covered
with shame and regret ; though com-
pelled, for her own credit, to continue
repeating, that she was a young lady
of family who had passed over with her
from the Continent. ^
Provoked, however, she now followed
the crowd, meaning to give a hint to the
Incognita to retire; but she had the
mortification of hearing her gallant new
enthusiast pressing for her hand, in a
cotillon, which they were preparing to
dance ; and though the stranger gently,
yet steadily, was declining hisproposition,
Mrs. Maple was so much frightened and
irritated that such a choice should be in
her power, that she called out im-
patiently, " My Lord, we must have
some refreshments before the dance. Do
pray, Lady Aurora Granville, beg Lord
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Melbury to come this way, and take
something.*' :iui>
)tThe young lord and J lady, with civil
but cold thanks, that spoke their dis-
like of this interference, both desired to
be excused ; but great was their concern,
and universal, throughout the apart-
ment, was the consternation, upon ob-
serving Miss Ellis change colour, and
sink upon a chair, almost fainting.
Harleigh, who had strongly marked the
grace and dignity with which she had
received so much praise, now cast a
glance of the keenest indignation at
Mrs. Maple, attributing to her rude in-
terruption of the little civilities so
evidently softening to the stranger, this
sudden indisposition ; but Mrs. Maple
either saw it not, or did not understand
it, and seized, with speed, the oppor-
tunity of saying, that Miss Ellis was
exhausted by so much acting, and of
desiring that some of the maids might
help her to her chamber.
_. Elinor stood suspended, looking not
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at her, but at Harleigh. Every one
else came forward with inquiry, fans, or
sweet-scented vials ; but Ellis, a little
reviving, accepted the salts of Lady
Aurora Granville, and, leaning against
her waist, which her arm involuntarily
encircled, breathed hard and shed a tor-
rent of tears.
" Why don't the maids come ?*' cried
JVIrs. Maple. " Selina, my dear, do call
them. Lady Aurora, I am quite ashamed.
— Miss Ellis, what are you thinking of,
to lean so against Her Ladyship ? Pray,
Mr. Ireton, call the maids for me."
" Call no one, I beg!" cried Lady
Aurora : " Why should 1 not have the
pleasure of assisting Miss Ellis ?" And,
bending down, she tried better to ac-
commodate herself to the ease and re-
lief of her new acquaintance, who ap-
peared the more deeply sensible of her
kindness, from the ungenerous displea-
sure which it evidently excited in Mrs.
Maple. And when, in some degree re-
covered, she rose to go, she returned
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her thanks to Lady Aurora with so
touching a softness, with tearful eyes,
and in a voice so plaintive, that Lady
Aurora, affected by her manner, and
charmed by her merit, desired still to
support her, and, entreating that she
would hold by her arm, begged permis-
sion of Mrs. ]\laple to accompany Miss
Ellis to her chamber.
Mrs. Maple recollecting, with the
utmost confusion, the small and ordinary
room allotted for Ellis, so unlike what she
would have bestowed upon such a young
lady as she had now described for her fel-
low-voyager, found no resource against
exposing it to Lady Aurora, but that of
detaining the object of her compassionate
admiration ; she stammered, therefore,
out, that as Miss Ellis seemed so much
better, there could be no reason why
she should not stay below, and see the
dance.
Ellis gladly courtsied her consent; and
the watchful Harleigh, in the alacrity of
her acceptance, rejoiced to see a revival
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to the sentiments of pleasure, which the
acrimonious grossness of Mrs. Maple had
interrupted.
Lord Melbury now took the hand of
SeHna, and Harleigh that of Lady Au-
rora. Elinor would not dance, but, seat-
ing herself, fixed her eyes upon Harleigh,
whose own were almost perpetually wan-
dering to watch those of his dramatic
consort.
Since the first scene, in which the
stranger had so ill entered into the spirit
of Lady Townly's character, Elinor had
ceased to deem her worthy of observa-
tion ; and, giving herself up wholly to
her own part, had not witnessed the gra-
dations of the improvements of EUis^
her rising excellence, nor her final perfec-
tion. In her own representation of Lady
Wronghead, she piqued herself upon pro-
ducing new effects, and had the triumph,
by her cleverness and eccentricities, her
grotesque attitudes and attire, and an un-
expected and burlesque manner of acting,
to bring the part into a consequence of
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which it had never appeared su'^ceptible.
Happy in the surprise and diversion she
occasioned, and constantly occupied
how to augment it, she only learnt the
high success of Lady Town ly, by the
bursts of applause, and the unbounded
admiration and astonishment, which broke
forth from nearly every mouth, the instant
that the audience and the performers
were united. Amazed, she turned to
Harleigh, to examine the merits of such
praise ; but Harleigh, no longer silent,
cautious, or cold, was himself one of the
'' admiring throng," and so openly, and
with an air of so much pleasure, that
she could not catch his attention for any
critical discussion.
After two country dances, and two
cotillons, the short ball was broken up,
and Lady Aurora hastened to seat her-
self by Miss Ellis, and Lord Melbury to
stand before and to converse with her,
followed by all the youthful part of the
company, to whom sRe seemed the so-
vereign of a little court which camo to
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pay her homage. Harleigh grew every
instant more enchanted ; for as she
discoursed with her two fervent new
admirers, her countenance brightened
into an animation so radiant, her eyes
became so lustrous, and smiles of so
much sweetness and pleasure embellished
every feature, that he almost fancied he
saw her now for the first time, though
her w^elfare, or her distresses, had for
more than a month chiefly occupied his
mind. Who art thou? thought he, as
incessantly he contemplated her ; where
hast thou thus been formed ? And for
what art thou designed?
Supper being now announced, Mrs.
Maple commissioned Harleigh to lead
Lady Aurora down stairs, adding, with a
forced smile of civility, that Miss ElHs
must consult her health in retiring.
" Yes, Ma'am ; and Miss Ellis knows,"
cried Lady Aurora, offering her arm,
" who is to be her chevalier."
Again embarra#ed, Mrs. Maple saw
no resource against exposing her shabby
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chamber, but that of admitting its occu-
pier to the supper table. She hastily,
therefore, asked whether Miss Ellis
thought herself well enough to sit up a
little longer ; adding, " For my part, I
think it will do you good."
" The greatest !" cried Ellis, with a
look of delight ; and, to the speechless
consternation of Mrs. Maple, Lord Mel-
bury, calling her the Queen of the night,
took her hand, to conduct her to the
supper-room. Ellis would have declined
this distinction, but that the vivacity of
her ardent new friend, precipitated her
to the stair-case, ere she was aware that
she was the first to lead the way thither.
Gaily, then, he would have placed her iu
the seat of honour, as Lady President
of the evening ; but, more now upon
her guard, she insisted upon standing
till the visitors should be arranged, as
she was herself a resident in the house.
Lord Melbury, however, quitted her
not, and Vvould talk fb no one else ; and
finding that his seat was destined to be
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next to that of Mrs. Maple5\vho called him
to her side, he said, that he never supped,
and would therefore wait upon the
ladies ; and, drawing a chair behind
that of Ellis, he devoted himself to con-
versing with her, upon her part, upon
the whole play, and upon dramatic works,
French and English, in general, with the
eagerness with which such subjects warm
the imagination of youth, and with a
pleasure which made him monopolize
her attention.
Harleigh listened to every word to
which Ellis listened, or to which she an-
swered y and scarcely knew whether
most to admire her good sense, her in-
telligent quickness, her elegant language,
or the meaning eyes, and varied smiles
which spoke before she spoke, and shew-
ed her entire conception of all to which
she attended.
No one now could address her ; she
\vas completely engrossed by the young
nobleman, who allowed her not time to
turn from him a moment.
Such honours shewn to a pauper, u
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Stroller, a vagabond ; and all in the pre-
sent instance, from her own unfortunate
contrivance, Mrs, Maple considered as
a personal disgrace ; a sensation which
was threefold encreased when the party
broke up, and Lady Aurora, taking the
chair of her brother, rallied him upon
the envy which his situation had excited ;
while, in the most engaging manner, she
hoped, during her sojourn at Brighthelm-
stone, to have frequently the good for-
tune of taking her revenge. Then, join-
ing in their conversation, she became so
pleased, so interested, so happy, that twice
Mrs. Howel, the lady under whose care
she had been brought to Lewies, reminded
Her Ladj-ship that the horses were wait-
ing in the cold, before she could prevail
upon herself to depart. And, even then,
that lady was forced to take her gently
by the arm, to prevent her from renewing
the conversation which she most unwil-
lingly finished. " Pardon me, dear
Madam,*' said Lady Aurora ; " I am
quite ashamed; but I hope, while I am so
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happy as to be with you, that you will
yourself conceive a fellow feeling, how
difficult it is to tear one's self away from
Miss Ellis/'
" What honour Your Ladyship does
me!" cried Ellis, her eyes glistening:
" and Oh ! — how happy you have made
me !"—
" How kind you are to say so !" Re-
turned Lady Aurora, taking her hand.
She felt a tear drop upon her own
from the bent-down eyes of Ellis.
Startled, and astonished, she hoped
that Miss Ellis was not again indisposed ?
Smilingly, yet in a voice that de-
noted extreme agitation, " Lady Au-
rora alone," she answered, " can be
surprised that so much goodness — so
imlooked for — so unexpected — should
be touching!"
" O Mrs. Maple," cried Lady Aurora,
in taking leave of that lady, " what a
sweet creature is this Miss Ellis !"
" Such talents and a sensibility so
attractive," said Lord Melbury, " never
met before !"
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Ellis heard them, and with a pleasure
that seemed exquisite, yet that died away
the moment that they disappeared. All
then crowded round her, who had hither-
to abstained ; but she drooped ; tears
flowed fast down her cheeks ; she court-
sied the acknowledgements which she
could not pronounce to her complimen.
ters and enquirers, and mounted to her
chamber.
Mrs. Maple concluded her already so
spoiled, by the praises of Lord Melbury
and Lady Aurora Granville, that she
held herself superior to all other ; and
the company in general imbibed the
same notion. Many disdain, or affect to
disdain, the notice of people of rank for
themselves, but all are jealous of it for
others.
Not such was the opinion of Harleigh ;
her pleasure in their society seemed to
him no more than a renovation to feel-
ings of happier days. Who, who,
thought he again, can'st thou be ? And
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why, thus evidently accustomed to grace
society, why art thou thus strangely
alone — thus friendless — thus desolate
— thus mysterious ?
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BOOK II.
CHAPTER XII.
qELINA, regarding herself as a free
^ agent, since Ireton professed a re-
spect for Ellis that made him ashamed
of his former doubts, flew, the next
morning, to the chamber of that young
person, to talk over the play. Lord
Melbury, and Lady Aurora Granville :
but found her protegee absorbed in deep
thought, and neither able nor willing to
converse.
When the family assembled to break-
fast, Mrs. Maple declared that she had
not closed her eyes the whole night,
from the vexation of having admitted
such an unknown Wanderer to sup at her
table, and to mix with people of rank.
Elinor was wholly silent.
They were not yet separated, when
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Lady Aurora Granville and Mrs, Howel
called to renew their thanks for the en-
tertainment of the preceding evening.
" But Miss Ellis ?'' said Lady Aurora,
looking around her, disappointed j " I
hope she is not more indisposed ?"
" By no means. She is quite well
again," answered Mrs. Maple, in haste
to destroy a disposition to pity, which
she thought conferred undue honour
upon the stranger.
" But shall we not have the pleasure
to see her ?"
" She . . . generally .... breakfasts in
her own room,^' answered Mrs. Maple,
with much hesitation.
" May I, then," said Lady Aurora,
going to the bell, " beg that somebody
will let her know how happy I should
be to enquire after her health ?"
*' Your Ladyship is too good, " cried
Mrs. Maple, in great confusion, and
preventing her from ringing ; but Miss
ElJis — I don't know why — is, so fond
of keeping her chamber, that there is
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no getting her out of it . . . some
how.—"
" Perhaps, then, she will permit me
to go up stairs to her ?'^
" O no, not for the world ! besides ....
I believe she has w^alked out.''
Lady Aurora now applied to Selina,
who was scampering away upon a com-
miffion of search j when Mrs. Maple,
following her, privately insisted that she
should bring back intelligence that Miss
Ellis was taken suddenly ill.
Selina was forced to comply, and
Lady Aurora with serious concern, to
return to Brighthelmstone ungratified.
Mrs. Maple was so much disconcerted
by this incident, and so nettled at her
own perplexed situation, that nothing
saved Ellis from an abrupt dismission,
but the representations of Mrs. Fenn,
that some fine work, which the' young
woman had just begun, would not look
of a piece if finished by another hand.
The next morning, the breakfast,
party was scarcely assembled, wlien
Lord Melbury entered the parlour. He
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had ridden over, he said, to enquire
after the health of Miss Ellis, in the
name of his sister, who would do herself
the pleasure to call upon her, as soon
as she should be sufficiently recovered
to receive a visit.
Elinor was stiTick with the glow of
satisfaction which illumined the face
of Harleigh, at this reiterated dis-
ti-nction. A glow of a far different sort
flushed that of Mrs. Maple, who, after
various ineffectual evasions, was con-
strained to say that she hoped Miss Ellis
would be well enough to appear on the
morrow. And, to complete her provoca-
tion, she was reduced, when Lord Melbury
was gone, to propose, herself, that Selina
should lend the girl a gown, and what
else she might require, for being seen,
once again, without involving them all
in shame.
Ellis, informed by Selina of these par-
ticulars, shed a torrent of grateful tears
at the interest v;hich she had thus unex-
pectedly excited ; then, reviving into a
Tivacity which seemed to renew all the
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pleasure that she had experienced on the
night of the play, she diligently employed
herself in appropriating the attire which
Selina supplied for the occasion.
Mrs. Maple, now, had no consolation
but that the stay of Lady Aurora in the
neighbourhood would be short, as that
young lady and her brother were only at
Brighthelmstone upon a visit to the
Honourable Mrs. Howel; who, having a
capital mansion upon the Steyne, resided
there the greatest part of the year.
Mrs. Howel accompanied her young
guest to Lewes the foUowhig morning.
Miss Ellis was enquired for without de-
lay, and as Mrs. Maple would suffer no
one to view her chamber, slie was sum-
moned into the drawing-room.
She entered it with a blush of bright
pleasure upon her cheeks ; yet with eyes
that were glistening, and a bosom that
seemed struggling with sighs. Lady
Aurora hastened to meet her, uttering
such kind expressions of concern for her
indisposition, that Ellis, with charmed
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sensibility, involuntarily advanced to
embrace her ; but rapidly, and with
timid shame, drew back, her eyes cast
down, and her feelings repressed. Lady
Aurora, perceiving the design, and its
check, instantly held out her hand, and
smilingly saying, " Would you cheat me
of this kindness ?" led her to a seat next
to her own upon a sofa.
The eyes of the stranger were not
now the only ones that glistened. Har-
leigh could not see her thus benignly
treated, or rather, as he conceived, thus
restored to the treatment to which she had
been accustomed, and which he believed
her to merit, without feeling tears
moisten his own.
With marked civility, though not with
the youthful enthusiasm of Lady Aurora,
Mrs. Howel, also, made her compliments
to Miss Ellis. Lord Melbury arrived
soon afterwards, and, the first ceremonies
over, devoted his whole attention to the
same person.
O powerful prejudice ! thought Har-
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lelgh ; what is judgment, and where is
perception in your hands ? The ladies
of this house, having first seen this
charming Incognita in tattered garments,
forlorn, desolate, and distressed ; go-
verned by the prepossession thus excited
of her inferiority, even, to this moment,
either neglect or treat her harshly; not
moved by the varied excellencies that
should create gentler ideas, nor open to
the interesting attractions that might
give them more pleasure than they could
bestow ! While these visitors, hearing
that she is a young lady of family, and
meeting her upon terms of equality,
find, at once, that she is endowed with
talents and accomplishments for the
highest admiration, and with a sweetness
of manners, and powers of conversation,
irresistibly fascinating.
The visit lasted almost the whole
morning, during which he observed,
with extreme satisfaction , not only that
the dejection of Ellis wore away, but that
a delight in the intercourse seemed
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reciprocating between herself and he^
young friends, that gave new beauty to
her countenance, and new spirit to her
existence.
When the visitors rose to be gone, " I
cannot tell you. Miss Ellis,'* said Lady
Aurora, " how happy I shall be to culti-
vate your acquaintance. Will you give
me leave to call upon you for half an
hour to morrow ?'*
Ellis, with trembling pleasure, cast a
fearful glance at Mrs. Maple, who hastily
turned her head another way. Ellis then
gratefully acceded to the proposal.
" Miss Ellis, I hope," said Mrs.Howel,
in taking leave, '^ will permit me, also,
to have some share of her society, when I
have the honour to receive her at Bright-
helmstone."
Ellis, touched, enchanted, could at-
tempt no reply beyond a courtesy, and
stole, with a full heart, and eyes over-
flowing, to her chamber, the instant that
they left the house.
Mrs. Maple was now in a dilemma
which she would have deemed terrible
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beyond all comparison, but from what
she experienced the following minute,
when the butler put upon the table a
handful of cards, left by the groom
of Mrs. Howei, amongst which Mrs.
Maple perceived the name of Miss Ellis,
mingled with her ow^n, and that of the
Miss Joddrels, in an invitation to a
small dancing-party on the ensuing
Thursday.
" This exceeds all !" she cried : " If
I don't get rid of this wretch, she will
bring me into universal disgrace ! she
shall not stay another day in my house."
" Has she, Madam, for a single mo-
ment," said Harleigh, with quickness,
** given you cause to repent your kind
assistance, or reason to harbour any sus-
picion that you have not bestowed it
worthily ?"
" Why, you go beyond Elinor herself,
now, Mr. Harleigh ! for even, she, you
see, does not ask me to keep her any
longer."
" Miss Joddrel," answered Harleigh,
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turning with an air of gentleness to the
mute EHnor, " is aware how little a
single woman is allowed to act publicly
for herself, without risk of censure."
" Censure ?" interrupted Elinor, dis-
dainfully, " you know I despise it !*'
He affected not to hear her, and con-
tinued, " Miss Joddrel leaves, therefore.
Madam, to your established situation in
life, the protection of a young person
whom circumstances have touchingly
cast upon your compassion, a,nd who
seems as innocent as she is indigent, and
as formed, nay elegant in her manners,
as she is obscure and secret in her name
and history. I make not any doubt but
Miss Joddrel would be foremost to sus-
tain her from the dangers of lonely pe-
nury, to which she seems exposed if de-
serted, were my brother already — " He
approached Elinor, lowering his voice ;
she rose to quit the room, with a look
of deep resentment ; but could not first
escape hearing him finish his speech with
" as happy as I hope soon to see him !"
" Ah, Mr. Harleigh," said Mrs.
Maple, " when shall we bring that to
bear?".
" She never pronounces a positive re-
jection,'' answered Harieigh, " yet I
make no progress in my peace-offerings."
He would then have entered more
fully upon that subject, in the hope of
escaping from the other : Mrs. Maple,
however, never forgot her anger but for
her interest; andSelina was forced to be
the messenger of dismission.
She found Ellis so revived, that to de-
stroy her rising tranquillity would have
been a task nearly impossible, had Selina
possessed as much consideration as good
humour. But she was one amongst the
many in whom reflection never precedes
speech, and therefore, though sincerely
sorry, she denounced, without hesitating,
the sentence of Mrs. Maple.
Ellis was struck with the deepest dis-
may, to be robbed thus of all refuge, at
the very moment when she flattered her-
self that new friends, perhaps a new
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asylum, were opening to her. Whithe^
could she now wander? and how hope
that others, to whom she was still less
known, would escape the blasting conta-
gion, and believe that distress might be
guiltless though mysterious ? A few shil-
hngs were all that she possessed ; and she
saw no prospect of any recruit. Elinor
had not once spoken to her since the
play ; and the childish character, even
more than the extreme youth of Selina,
made it seem improper, in so discarded
a state, to accept any succour from her
clandestinely. Nevertheless, the awaited
letter was not yet arrived ; the expected
friend had not yet appeared. How,
then, quit the neighbourhood of Bright-
helmstone, where alone any hope of re-
ceiving either still lingered ? The only
idea that occurred to her, was that of
throwing herself upon the compassion of
her new acquaintances, faithfully detail-
ing to them her real situation at Mrs.
Maple's, and appealing to their genero-
sity to forbear, for the present, all en-
quiry into its original cause.
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This determined, she anxiously de-
sired, before her departure, to restore,
if she could discover their owner, the
anonymous bank-notes, which she was
resolute not to use ; and, hearing the
step of Harleigh passing her door in de-
scending the stairs, she hastened after
hira, with the little packet in her hand.
Turning round as he reached the hall,
and observing, with pleased surprise, her
intention to speak to him, he stopt.
" You have been so good to me. Sir,'*
she said, " so humane and so conside-
rate, by every possible occasion, that I
think I may venture to beg yet one more
favour of you, before I leave Lewes.'
Her dejected tone extremely affected
him. and he waited her explanation with
looks that were powerfully expressive of
his interest in her welfare.
" Some one, with great, but mistaken
kindness," she continued, " has imagined
my necessities stronger than my "
She stopt, as if at a loss for a word, and
then, with a smile, added, " my pride.
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others, perhaps, will say ; but to me it
appears only a sense of right. If, how-
ever, my lengthened suspense forces me
to require more assistance of this sort
than I already owe to the Miss Joddrels,
andto the benevolent Admiral, I shall have
recourse to the most laborious personal
exertions, rather than spread any further
the list of my pecuniary creditors."
Harleigh did not, or seemed not to un-
derstand her, yet would not resist taking
the little packet, which she put into his
hands, saying, " I have some fear that
this comes from Mr. Ireton ; I shall hold
myself inexpressibly obliged to you. Sir,
if you will have the goodness to clear up
that doubt for me ; and, should it prove
a fact, to return it to him with my
thanks, but the most positive assurance
that its acceptance is totally impossible.'*
Harleigh looked disturbed, yet pro-
mised to obey.
" And if," cried she, " you should not
find Mr. Ireton to be my creditor, you
may possibly discover him in a person to
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whom I owe far other services, and
unmingled esteem. And should that be
the case, say to him, I beg, Sir, that even
from him I must decline an obligation
of this sort, though my debts to him of
every other, are nearly as innumerable
as their remembrance will be indelible."
She then hastened away, leaving Har-
leigh impressed with such palpable con-
cern, that she could no longer doubt that
the packet was already deposited with its
right owner.
He passed into the garden, and she
was going back, when, at the entrance
of the breakfast-parlour, she perceived
EHnor, who seemed sternly occupied in
observing them.
Ellis courtsied, and stood still. Elinor
moved not, and was gloomily silent.
Struck with her mien, her stillness, and
her manner, Ellis, in a fearful voice, en-
quired after her health ; but received
a look so indignant, yet wild, that,
affrighted and astonished, she retreated
to her chamber.
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As she turned round upon entering it,
to shut herself in, immediately before
her stood Elinor.
She looked yet paler, and seemed in a
sort of stupor. Ellis respectfully held
open the door, but she did not advance:
thefury, however, of her aspectwasabatedy
and Ellis, in a voice condolingly soft,
asked whether she might hope that Miss
Joddrel would, once more, condescend to
sit with her before her departure.
At these words Ehnor seemed to shake
herself, and presently, though in a
hollow tone, pronounced, " Are you-
then going ?" : .
Ellis plaintively answered Yes !
" And .... with whom ?" cried Elinor,
raising her eyes with a glance of fire.
" With no one. Madam. I go alone."
This answer w^as uttered w^ith a firm-
ness that annulled all suspicion of deceit,
Elinor appeared again to breathe.
" And whither ?*' she demanded, x
'* whither is it you go ?"
m
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*' I know not, alas! — but I mean to
make an attempt at Howel Place/*
The countenance of Elinor now lost
its rigidity, and with a cry almost of
extacy, she exclaimed, " Upon Lord
Melbury ? — your new admirer ? O go to
him ! — hasten to him ! — dear, charming:
Ellis, away to him at once 1 — "
Ellis, half smiling, answered, " Xo,
Madam ; I go to Lady Aurora Granville."
Elinor, without replying, left tlie
room ; but, quick in action as in idea,
returned, almost instantly, loaded witli a
packet of clothes.
" Here, most beautified Ophelia!"
she cried, " look over this trumpery.
You know how skilfully you can arrange
it. You must not appear to disadvantage
before dear little Lord Melbury."
Ellis now, nearly offended, drew back.
" O, I know I ought to be excom-
municated for giving such a hint," cried
Elinor, whose spirits were rather exalted
than recovered; ** though every body sees
how the poor boy is bewitched with you :
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but you delicate sentimentalists are never
yourselves to suspect any danger, till the
men are so crazy 'twould be murder to
resist them"; knd then, you know, ac-
ceptance is an act of mere charity."
Ellis laughed at her raillery, yet de-
clined her wardrobe, saying that she had
resolved upon frankly stating to Lady
Aurora, all that she was able to make
known of her situation.
" Well, that's more romantic," re-
turned Elinor, " and so 'twill be more
touching ; especially to the little peer ;
for as you won't say who you are, he can
do no less than, like Selina, conclude
you to be a princess in disguise ; and that,
as you know, will bring the match so pro-
perly forward, that parents, and uncles, and
guardians, and all those supernumeraries
of the creation, will learn the business
only just in time to drown themselves."
Ellis heard this with a calmness that
shewed her superior to offering any vin-
dication of her conduct; and Elinor
more gently added, " Now don't con-
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strue ail this into either a sneer or a re-
primand. If you imagine me an enemy
to what the old court call unequal con-
nexions, you do me egregious injustice.
I detest all aristocracy: I care for nothing
upon earth but nature ; and I hold no
one thing in the world worth living for
but liberty ! and liberty, you know, has
but two occupations, — plucking up and
pulling down. To me, therefore, 'tis
equally diverting, to see a beggar swell
into a duchess, or a duchess dwindle into
a beggar."
EUis tried to smile, but felt shocked
many ways ; and Elinor, gay, now, as a
lark, left her to get ready for Ilowel
Place.
While thus employed, a soft tap called
her to the door, where she perceived
Ilarleigh.
" I will detain you," he said, " but a
moment. I can find no owner for your
little packet ; you must suffer it, there-
fore, still to encumber you ; and should
any accident, or any transient con-
M 2
venience, make its contents even raomen^^
tarily useful to yoti!, 9o*^iiotlet any i^ea
of its having ever belonged to Mr. Ireton
impede its empldyment: I have examined
that point thoroughly, and I can posi-
tively assure you, that he has not the least
knowledge^ ^'\)'6n of its existence/* { "'^2
As she held back from taking it, he
piit^it upon a step before the door, and
descended the stairs without giving her
time to answer. ^'^^" e
She did not dare either to follower
to call him, lest Elinor should again ap-
pear j but she felt convinced that the bank-
notes were his own, and became Ibi^s
uneasy at a short delay, though equally
determined upon restitutions; ^ bio!> Jcrsl
She was depositing theiii iti her 'W&tls:-
bag, when Selina came jumping into the
room. " O Ellis," she cried, " I have
the best news in the world for you !
Aunt Maple fell into the greatest passion
you ever saw, at hearing you were going
to Howel Place. * What!' says she,
' • shall I let her disgrace mefor ever, by
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making known what a poor Wanderer
I have taken into my house, and per-
mitted to eat at my table ^^ Jt would be
a thing to ruin me in the opinion of the
,whole world.' So then, after the greatest
fuss that ever you knew in your life, she
said you should not be turned away till
JLady Aurora was gone." i^^^
hr Ellis, however hurt by this recital,
rejoiced in the reprieye,. .-. [j f^ - ?.
The difficulties, nevertheless, of Mrs.
Maple did not end here; the next morn-
- ing she received a note from Mrs. Howel,
with intelligence that Lady Aurora
Granville was prevented ; from making
her intended excursion, by a very vio-
lent cold ; and to entreat that Mrs. Maple
^jwould use her interest .with Miss Ellis,
sft^ r, soften Her Ladyship's disappoint-
^^ment, by spending the day at Howel
' Place ; for which purpose Mrs. Howel
i begged leave to send her carriage,^ at an
^m\y hour, to L^yf^Su ,^ '' "' '/^.^^^ .
^ Mrs. Maple read this with a choler
- indescribable. She would have sent word
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that Ellis was ill, but she foresaw an
endless embarrassment from inquiring
visits ; and, after the most fretful, but
-fruitless lamentations, passionately de*
clared that she would have nothing more
to do with the business, and retired to
her room ; telling Elinor that she might
answer Mrs. Howel as she pleased, only
charging her to take upon herself all
responsibility of consequences.
Elinor, enchanted, fixed upon two
o'clock for the arrival of the carriage ;
and ^llis, who heard the tidings with
even exquisite joy, spent the interme-
cliate time in preparations, for which she
no loeger declined the assisting offers of
Elinor, who, wild with renovated spirits,'
exhorted her, now in raillery, now in
earnest, but always with agitated vehe-
mence, to make no scruple of going off
with Lord Melbury to Gretna Green.
When the chaise arrived, Mrs. Maple
restless and curious, suddenly descended;
but was filled with double envy and ma-
levolence, at sight of the look of plea-
sure which Ellis wore ; but which gave
to Harleigh a satisfaction that counter-
balanced his regret at her quitting the
house.
" I have only one thing to mention to
you, Mrs. Ellis/' said Mrs. Maple, with
a gloomy scowl ; " I insist upon it that
you don't say one syllable to Mrs. Howel,
nor to Lady Aurora, about your mean-
ness, and low condition, and that ragged
state that we found you in, patched, and
blacked, and made up for an object to
excite pity. Mind that ! for if you go
to Howel Place only to make out that I
have been telling a parcel of stories, I
shall be sure to discover it, and you shall
repent it as long as you live.**
Ellis seemed tempted to leave the room
without condescending to make any re-
ply J but she checked herself, and
desired to understand more clearly what
Mrs. Maple demanded.
" That there may be only one tale told
between us, and that you will be steady
to stand to what I have said, of your
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being a young lady of good family, who
came over with me from France.'*
Ellis, without hesitation, consented ;
and HarleiglihaiKled her to the chaise,
Mrs. Maple herself not knowing how to
object to that cii'ility, hb the' sW^a^s
-of Mrs. Hp\vel w^re waiting ^t6 attend
their lady'aguestl/''^*' How happy, how
relieved," cried he, in conducting h'et
^t'in-^ v^ill you feel in obtaining, at last^
a little reprieve from the narrow prejudice
which ur«:es this cruel treatment'!" \
.a"v¥iP*^ must not encourage me tdfeS
sentrnent^fJ::? cried she, smiling, "but
rather bid me, as I bid myself, whert it
l€f|lj it rising, subdue it by recollecting^
my strange — indefinable situation in this''
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CHAPTER XIII.
npHE presage of Harleigh proved as
just as it was pleasant : the heart of
Ellis bounded with delight as she drove
off from the house ; and the hope of
transferring to Lady Aurora the obliga-
tion for succour which she was now com-
pelled to owe to Mrs. Maple, seemed
almost lifting her from earth to heaven.
Her fondest wishes were exceeded by
her reception. Mrs. Howel came for-
ward to meet her, and to beg permis-
sion not to order the carriage for her-
return, till late at night. She was then
conducted to the apartment of Lady
Aurora, by Lord Melbury, who assured:
her that his sister would have rejoiced in?
a far severer indisposition, which hai
procured her such a gratification; Lady.
Aurora welcomed her with an air of so>
Bauch goodness, and with looks so soft^
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so pleased, so partial, that Ellis, in taking
her held-out hand, overpowered by so
sudden a transition from indignity toklnd-
iiess, and agitated by the apprehensions
that were attached to the hopes which it
inspired, burst into tears, and, in defianc^
of her utmost struggles for serenity,
wept even with violence.
Lady Aurora, shocked and alarmed,
asked for her salts ; and Lord Melbury
flew for a glass of w^ater ; but Ellis, de-
clining both, and reviving without either,
wiped, though she could not dry her
eyes, and smiled, while they still glisten-
ed, with such grateful sensibility, yet
beaming happiness, that both the brother
and the sister soon saw, that, greatly as
she was affected, nothing was wanting
to her restoration. " It is not sorrow,'*
she cried, when able to speak ; " 'tis
your goodness, your kindness, which
thus touch me 1"
" Can you ever have met with any
thing else ?" said Lord Melbury,
warmly ; " if you can — by what mon*
sters you must have been beset !"
( 251 )
" No, my Lord, no," cried she: " I
^am far from meaning to complain ; but
you must not suppose the world made
up of Lady Aurora Granvilles I"
Lady Aurora was much moved. It
seemed evident to her that her new
favourite was not happy; and she had
conceived such high ideas of her perfec-
tions, that she was ready to weep her-
self, at the bare suggestion that they
were not recompensed by felicity.
The rest of the morning passed in
gentle, but interesting conversation, be-
tween the two young females ; or in
animated theatrical discussions, stric-
tures, and declamation, witli the young
peer.
At dinner they joined Mrs. Howel,
who was charmed to see her young
guests thus delighted, and could not
refuse her consent to a petition of Lady
Aurora, that she would invite Miss
Ellis to assist her again, the next day, to
nurse her cold with the same prudence.
The expressive eyes of Ellis spoke
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)•
endhantment. They parted, therefore,
dufy ^6\^ Viih night 'y but just before the
carriage was driven from the door, the
cdachraan discovered that an accident
had happened to one of the wheels,
which could not be rectified till the next
morning, ^'^^^^ ''^''— '■'' '''■ ^^.dl
■ — After some deliberation, Mrs. Howel,
at Lad V Aurora's earnest desire, sent
over a grb^m with a note to Mrs. Maple,
informing her of the circumstance, and
begging that she would not expect Miss
Ellis till the following evening. Oij^^ai
'^^The tears of Ellis, at happiness so uni
looked for, were again ready to flow, and
with difficulty restrained. She wrote a
few words to Ehnor, entreating her kind
assistance, in sending a packet of some
things necessary for this new plan ; and
Elinor took care to provide her with
materials for remaining a month, rathe*
than a da v. ''^?'^>^
'{I'^Ji. chamber was now prepared for
Ellis, in which noticing was omitted that
could atlbrd cither comfort or elegance 5
( ^Si ))
]^ft, fiom the fulness of her nund, slie
coUld not, even foi],^ ^noment, close her
eyes, when slie retired. -/nh ytr^/
jnSome drawback, however, to her hap-
piness was experienced the next morning,
when she found Mrs. Howel fearful
that tlie cold of Lady Aurora menaced
terminating in a violent cough. Dr. P —
was immediately called in, and his pi in-
cipal prescription was, that Her Ladyship
should avoid hot rooms, dancing, com-
pany, and talking. Mrs. Howel, easily
made anxious for Lady Aurora, not only
from personal attachment, but from tlie
responsibility of having her in charge,
besought Her Ladyship to give up the
fJiayfor that niglit, an assembly for the fol-
lowing, and to permit that the intended
ball of Thursday should be postponed,
till Her Ladys4iip should be perfectly re-
covered.
Lady Aurora, with a grace that ac-
companied all her actions, unhesitatingly
complied ; but enquired whether it
would not be possible to persuade Miss
Ellis to remain with them during this
( 254 )
confinement ? Mrs. Howel repeated the
request. The delight of Ellis was too
deep for utterance. Joy of this tender
sort always flung her into tears ; and
Lady Aurora, who saw that her heart
was as oppressed as it was gentle, be-
sought Mrs. Howel to write their desire
to Lewes.
Mrs. Maple, how^ever enraged and
perplexed, had no choice how to act,
without betraying the imposition which
she had herself practised, and therefore
offered no opposition.
Ellis now enjoj/ed a happiness, before
"which all her difficulties and disappoint-^ ;
ments seemed to sink forgotten, or but
to be remembered as evils overpayed ;
so forcible was the effect upon her mind,
of the contrast of her immediate situa-
tion with that so recently quitted. Mrs.
Howel was all politeness to her ; Lord
Melbury appeared to have no study, but
whether to shew her most admiration or
respect ; and Lady Aurora behaved to
her with a sweetness that wenl^,3,traight
to her heart.
C ^55 )
It was now that they first became ac-'
quainted with her uncommon musical
talents. Lady Aurora had a piano
forte in lier room; and Mrs. Howel said,
that if Miss Ellis could play Her Lady-
ship an air or two, it -might help to
amuse, yet keep her silent. Ellis in-
stantly went to the instrument, and
there performed, in so fine a style, a
composition of Haydn, that Mrs. Howel,
who, though by no means a scientific
judge of music, was sufficiently in the
habit of going to concerts, to have ac-
quired the skill of discriminating excel-
lence from mediocrity, was struck with
wonder, and consi^ratulated both her youncr
guest and herself, in so seasonable an ac-
quisition of so accomplished a visitor.
"Lord Melbury, who was himself a
tolerable proficient upon the violoncello,
was era'aptured at this discovery ; and
Lady Aurora, whose whole soul was music,
felt almost dissolved with tender pleasure.
Nor ended here either their surprise or
their satisfiiction ; they soon learnt that
^^iie played d^q ugor^ ^t,li^^.Jiarp ; Lord
Melbury instantly went forth in search
of one ; and it was then, as this was the
instrument which she had most particu-
larly studied, that Ellis completed her
conquest of their admiration : for with
the harp she was prevailed upon to sing j
and the sweetness of her voice, the deli-
cacy of its tones, her taste and ex-
pression, in which her soul seemed to
harmonize with her accents, had an
effect so delightful upon her auditors,
that Mrs. Howel could scarcely find
phrases for the compliments which she
thought merited j Lord Melbury burst
into the most rapturous applause ; and
Lady Aurora was enchanted, was fas-
cinated : she caught the sweet sounds,
with almost extatic attention, hung oi>
them with the most melting tenderness,
entreated to hear the same air again and
again, and felt a gratitude for the delight
which she received, that washardly inferior
to that which her approbation bestowed^
Eager to improve these favouiabk^
"t^ensatiohs, Ellis, to vary the amusements
^i>f Lady Aurora, in this interval of re-
tirement, proposed reading. And here
again hfer powers gave the utmost plea-
'Sfre'r^hether she took a French au thou i**,
'or an English one; the accomplished
<Boileau, or the penetrating Pone ; the
teMerlj^-refined'ltacirie, or^ the all-per-
vading Shakespeare ; her tones, her in-
telligefnde, her skilful modulations, gave
force and meaning to every word, and
proved ahke her understanding and her
^''Brilliant, however, as were her talents,
all the success which they ohtalned was
sh'Sft of that produced by her manners
and conversation : in the former there
wkS 'ft' gentleness, in the latte^ a spirit,
that excited an interest for her in the
whole house; but, while generally en-^
gdgrng to all By 'Ker general merit, to
Lady Aurora she had peculiar attrac*'
tions, from the excess of sensibility with
which she received even the smalie'sc
attentiotis. She Seemed impressed with
( 258 )
a gratitude that struggled for words,
without the power of obtaining such as
could satisfy it. Pleasure slione lustrous
in her fine eyes, every time that they
met those of Lady Aurora ; but if that
young lady took her hand, or spoke to
her with more than usual softness,
tears, which she vainly strove to hide,
rolled fast down her cheeks, but which,
though momentarily overpowering, were
no sooner dispersed, than every feature
became re-animated with glowing viva-
city.
Yet, that some latent sorrow hung
upon her mind, Lady Aurora soon felt
convinced ; and that some solicitude or
suspense oppressed her spirits, was
equally evident: she was constantly
watchful for the post, and always
startled at sight of a letter. Lady Aurora
■was too delicate to endeavour to deve-
lope the secret cause of this uneasiness ;
but the good breeding which repressed
the manifestation of curiosity, made the
interest thus excited sink so much the
C 259 )
deeper into her mind ; and, in a short
time, her every feeling, and almost every
thought, were absorbed in tender com-
miseration for unknown distresses, which
she firmly believed to be undeserved; and
which, however nobly supported, seemed
too poignant for constant suppression.
Lady Aurora, who had just reached
her sixteenth year, was now budding
into life, wath equal loveliness of mind
and person. She was fair, but pale,
with elegant features, a face perfectly
oval, and soft expressive blue eyes, of
which the " liquid lustre'' spoke a
heart that was the seat of sensibility ; yet
not of that weak romantic cast, formed
by early and futile love-sick reading,
either in novels or poems ; but of com-
passionate feeling for woes Vv'hich she
did not suffer ; and of anxious solicitude
to lessen distress bv kind offices, and
affliction by tender sympathy.
With a character thus innately virtuous,
joined to a disposition the most amiably
affectionate, so attractive a young crea-
( cl6o )
ture as the Incognita could not fail to be
in unison. Without half her powers of
pleasing, the most perfect good will of
Lady Aurora would have been won, by
the mere surmize that she was not
happy : but when, to an idea so affecting
to her gentle mind, were added the
quick intelligence, the graceful manners,
the touching sense of kindness, and the
rare accomplishments of Ellis, so warm
ail interest was kindled in the generous
bosom of Lady Aurora, that the desire
to serve and to give comfort to her new
favourite, became, in a short time, indis-
pensable to her own peace. •^fi'^H
^' Mrs. Howel, the lady with whom she
was at present a guest, possessed none
of the endearing qualities which could
catch the affections of a mind of so deli-
cate a texture as that of Lady Aurora.
She was well bred, well born, and not
ill educated j but her heart was cold,
her manners were stiff, her opinions were
austere, and her resolutions were im-
moveable. Yet this character, with the
( 26l )
general esteem in which, for unimpeach-
able conduct, she was held by the world,
was the inducement which led her
cousin, Lord Denmeath, the uncle and
guardian of Lady Aurora, to ^x upon
her as a proper person for taking his
ward into public ; the tender and facile
nature of that young lady, demanding,
he thought, all the guard which the firm-
ness of Mrs. Howel could afford. :,.,
: Lord Melbury was two years the senior
of Lady Aurora : unassuming from his
rank, and unspoiled by early indepen-
dence, he was open, generous, kind-
hearted and sincere ; and though, from
the ardour of juvenile freedom, and the
credulity of youth, he was easily led
astray, an instinctive love of right, and
the acute self-reproaches which followed
his least deviations, were conscious, and
rarely erring guarantees, that his riper
years would be happy in the wisdom of
goodness. ■^^^'' ^,^,,,
s in a house such as this, loved and
compassionated by Lady Aurora, admired
( 262 )
hy Lord Melbury, and esteemed by Mrs»
Howel, what felicity was enjoyed by its
new guest! Her suspenses and difficul-
ties, though never forgotten, were rather
gratefully than patiently endured ; and
she felt as if she could scarcely desire
their termination, if it should part her
from such heart-soothing society.
Smoothly thus glided the hours, till
nearly a fortnight elapsed. Lady Aurora,
though recovered, saying, that she pre-
ferred this gentle social life, to the gayer
or more splendid scenes offered to her
abroad : yet neither with gaiety nor
splendour had she quarrelled ; it was
Ellis whom she could not bear to quit ;
Ellis, whose attractions and sweetness
charmed her heart, and whose secret
disturbance occupied all her thoughts.
The admiration of Lord Melbury was
wrought still higher ; yet the constant
respect attending it, satisfied Mrs. Hovv'el,
who would else have been alarmed, that
his chief delight was derived from seeing
that his sister, whom he adored, had a
( *63 )
companion so peculiarly to her taste.
Severely, however, Mrs. Howel watched
and investigated every look, every speech,
every turn of the head of Ellis, with
regard to this young nobleman ; well
aware that, as he was younger than her-
self, though her beauty was in its prime,
his safety might depend, more rationally,
upon her own views, or her own honour,
than upon his prudence or indifference :
but all that she observed tended to raise
Ellis yet more highly in her esteem. The
behaviour of that young person was
open, pleasing, good-humoured and un-
affected. It was evident that she \vished
to be thought well of by Lord Melbury;
but it appeared to be equally evident
that she honourably deserved his good
opinion. Her desire to give him
pleasure was unmixt with any species of
coquetry : it was as wide from the dan-
gerous toil of tender languor, as from
the fascinating snares of alluring play-
fulness. The whole of her demeanour
had a decorum, and of her conduct a
( 364 )
correctness, as striking to the taste of
Mrs. Howel, as her conversation, her
accomplishments, and her sentiments
were to that of the youthful brother and
sister. Mrs. Howel often begged Lady
Aurora to remark, that this was the only
young lady w^iom she had ever invited
to her house upon so short an ac-
quaintance ; nor should she, even to
oblige Her Ladyship, have made this ex-
ception to her established rules, but that
she knew Mrs. Maple to be scrupulosity
itself, with respect to the female friends
whose intimacy she sanctioned with her
nieces. It was well known, indeed, she
observed, that Mrs. Maple was forced to
be the more exact in these points on
account of the extraordinary liberties
taken by the eldest Miss Joddrel, who,
being now entirely independent, fre-
quently flung off the authority of her
aunt, and did things so strange, and saw
people so singular, that she continually
distressed Mrs. Maple. Miss Ellis, there-
fore, having been brought back to her
( 265 )
native land, by one so nice in these
matters, must certainly be a young lady'
of good family ; though there seemed
reason to a[^prehend, that she was an
orphan, and that she possessed little or no
portion, by her never naming her friends
nor her situation, notwithstanding they
were subjects to which Mrs. Howel often
tried to lead.
VOL. I. N
(^266 )
CHAPTER XIV.
T ADY Aurora being now perfectly
.. well, -and the period of her visit at^
Brighthelmstone nearly expired, Mrs.
Howel could not dispense with re-,j
plating her dinner-invitation to Mrs.
Mi^p]e;and, three days previously to
the return of Lady Aurora to her
uncle, it was accepted.
The whole Lewes party felt the most ,
caser curiosity to see Ellis in her new
dwelling; but not trifling was the effort
required by Mrs. Maple to preserve .
any self-command, w^hen she witnessed
the high style in which that young person
was treated throughout the house.
Harleigh hastened to make his compli-
ments to her, with an air of pleasure
that spoke sympathising congratulation.
Elinor was all eye, all scrutiny, but all
silence. Jreton assumed, perforce, a
(i 267 )
tone of respect ; and Selina, with such
an example as Lady Aurora for her
support, flew to embrace her protegee ;
and to relate, amongst sundry other
little histories, that Mr. Harleigh had
been going back to town, only Aunt
Maple had begged him to stay, till
something could be brought about with
regard to his brother Dennis, who was
grown quite affronted at sister Elinor's
long delays.
Mrs. Maple, almost the whole dinner-
time, had the mortification to hear,
echoing from the sister to the brother,
and re-echoed from Mrs. Howel, the
praises of Miss Ellis ; how deliglitfuily
the retirement of Lady Aurora had
passed in her society ; the sweetness of
her disposition, the variety of her
powers, and her amiable activity in
seeking to make them useful. Not
daring to dissent, Mrs. Maple, with forced
smiles, gave a tacit concurrence ; while
the bright glow that animated tlie com-
plexion, and every feature, of Harleigh,
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( 268 )
spoke that unequivocal approbation which
comes warm from the heart.
EHnor, whose eyes constantly followed
his, seemed sick during the whole re-
past, of which she scarcely at all partook.
If Ellis offered to serve her, or enquired
''after her health, she darted at her an
eye so piercing, that ElHs, shrinking
and alarmed, determined to address
her no more ; though again, when any
opportunity presented itself, for shewing
some attention, the resolution was in-
voluntarily set aside ; but always with
equal ill success, every attempt to soften,
exciting looks the most terrific.
Lady Aurora surprised one of these
glances, and saw its chilling effect.
Astonished, at once, and grieved, she
felt an impulse to rise, and to protect
from such another shock her new and
tenderly admired favourite. She now
easily conceived why kindness was so
touching to her ; yet how any angry
sensation could find its way in the breast
of Miss Joddrel, or of any human being,
^3
( 269 )
against such sweetness and such ex-
cellence, her gentle mind, free from
every feeling of envy, jealousy, or wrath,
could form no conjecture. She sighed
to withdraw her from a house where her
merits were so ill appreciated ; and could
hardly persuade herself to speak to any
one else at the table, from the eager-
ness with which she desired to dispel
the gloom produced by Elinor's cloudy
brow.
. The looks of Elinor had struck Mrs.
Howel also ; but not with similar com-
passion for their object ; it was with
alarm for herself. A sudden, though
vague idea, seized her, to the disadvan-
tage of Ellis. With all her accomplish-
ments, all her elegance, was she, at last,
but a dependant ? Might she be smiled
or frowned upon at will ? And had she
herself admitted into her house, upon
equal terms, a person of such a descrip-
tion ?
Doubt soon gives birth to suspicion,
and suspicion is the mother of surmise,
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( 27«^ )
It was now strange that she should have
been told nothing of the family and con-
dition of Miss Ellis; there must be
some reason for silence ; and the reason
conkl not be a good one.
Yet, was it possible that Mrs. Maple
'Could have been negligent upon such a '
subject ? Mrs. Maple who, far from being
dangerously facile, in forming any con-
nexion, was proud, was even censorious
about every person that she knew or saw?
Mrs. Howel now examined the beha-
, viour of Mrs. Maple herself to Ellis ;
and this scrutiny soon shewed her its en-
tire constraint ; the distance which she
observed when not forced to notice her ;
the unwilling civility, where any atten-
tion was indispensable.
Something must certainly be wTong ;
and she determined, in the course of the
evening, to find an opportunity for mi-
nutely, nay rigorously, questioning Mrs.
Maple. Ellis, meanwhile, fearing no one
but Elinor, and watching no one but
Lady Aurora, found sufficient occupa-
•^uc
( 271 )
tion in the alternate panic and consola-
tion thus occasioned ; or if any chasm
occurred, Lord Melbury with warm
assiduities, and Harleigh with delicate
attentions, were always at hand to fill
it up.
When, early in the evening, that the
horses might rest, the carriage of Mrs.
Maple arrived, the groom sent in a
letter, which, he said, had just been
brought to Lewes, according to order,
by a messenger from the Brighthelmstone
post-office. Elhs precipitately arose ;
but Mrs. Maple held out her hand to
take it; though, upon perceiving the
::direction, * For L. S., to be left at the
post-office at Brighthelmstone till called
for,* fearing that Mrs. Howel, who sat
next to her, should joerceive it also,
she hastily said, " It is not for me ; let
the man take it back again;" and, turning
the seal upwards, re-delivered it to the
servant ; anxious to avoid exhibiting an
address, which might lead to a discovery
that she now deemed personally igna*
minious.
N 4
Ellis, at this order, reseated herself^
not daring to make a public claim, but
resolving to follow the footman out, and
to desire to look at the direction of the
letter, Elinor, however, stopping him,
took it herself, and, after a slight glance,
threw it upon a table, saying, " Leave
it for who will to own it/*
Ellis, changing colour, again arose; and
would have seized it for examination,
had not Ireton, who was nearer to the
table, taken it up, and read, aloud, * For
L. S/ Again Ellis dropt upon her chair,
distressed and perplexed, between eager-
ness to receive her letter, and shame and
fear at acknowledging so mysterious a
direction.
Her dread of the consequence of dis-
obeying Mrs. Maple, had made her,
hitherto, defer relating her situation
with regard to that lady ; and she had
always flattered herself, that the longer
it was postponed, the greater would be
her chance of inspiring such an interest
as might cause an indulgent hearing.
Harleigh now took the letter himself,
and, calmly saying that he would see it
safely delivered, put it into his pocket.
Ellis, thus reheved from making an
abrupt and unseasonable avowal, yet
sure that her letter was in honourable
custody, with difficulty refrained from
thanking him. Lord Melbury and Mrs.
Howel thought there was somethins: odd
and unintelligible in the business, but
forbore any enquiry ; Lady Aurora,
observing distress in her amiable Miss
Ellis, felt it herself; but revived with her
revival ; and the rest of the company,
though better informed, were compul-
satorily silenced by the frowns of Mrs.
Maple.
Harleigh then, askingfor a pen and some
ink to write a letter, left the room. Ellis,
tortured with impatience, and hoping to
meet with him, soon followed. JShe was
not mistaken : he had seated himself to
write in an ante-room, wliich she must
necessarily cross if she mounted to Jier
chamber.
N 5
( ^74 )
He sortlj arose, put the letter into her
l)^ri(J, bowed, and returned to his chair
without speaking. She felt his delicacy
as strongly as his kindness, but, breath-
less with eagerness, observed the. silence
of which he set the example, and, thank-
ing him only by her looks, flew up stairs.
She was long absent, and, when she
descended, it was with steps so slow, and
with an air so altered, that Harleigh,
who was still writing in the room through
which she had to pass, saw instantly that
her letter had brought disappointment
and sorrow.
He had not, now, the same self-com-
mand as while he had hoped and thought
that she was prosperous. He approached
her, and, with a face of deep concern, en-
quired if there were any thing, of any
sort, in w^hich he could have the happi-
ness to be of use to her ? He stopt ; but
she felt his riffht to a curiositv which he
did not avow, and immediately answered :
' My letter brings me no. consolation !
on the contrary, it tells me that I must
3
t
'::)ii
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4epend wholly upon myself, and expect
no kind of aid, nor even any intelligence
again, perhaps for a considerable time !"
" Is that possible ?'* cried he, " Does
no one follow — or is no one to meet
you ? — Is there no one whose duty it is
to guard and protect you ? to draw you
from a situation thus precarious, thus
unfitting, and to which I am convinced
you are wholly unaccustomed?^*
" It is fatally true, at this moment,**
answered Ellis, with a sigh, " that
no one can follow or support me ; yet I
am not deserted — I am simply unfortu-
nate. Neither can any one here meet
me : the few to w^hom I have any right
to apply, know not of my arrival — and
must not know it 1 — How I am to exist
till I dare make some claim, I cannot
yet devise : but, indeed, had it not been
under this kind, protecting roof, that I
have received such a letter — I think I
must have sunk from my own dismay : —
but Lady Aurora — " Her voice fl\iled,
and she stopt.
N 6
(276 )
Lady Aurora/* cried Harleigh, " is
an angel. Her quick appreciation of
.your, worth, shews her understanding to
be a? good as her soul is pure. I
can \yhnyou no better protection. —
But povcloi\ tne, if I venture again
to v^^;;vvt>>i'.y surprise — I had almost
said ttny indignation — that those to whom
you belong, can deem it right — safe
.-—or decent, to commit you — young
as you are, full of attractions, and
evidentl); unused to struggle against the
dangers of the world, and the hardships
of life, — to commit you to strangers —
to chance ! — "
" I know not how,'* she cried, '• to
leave you under so false an impression
of those to whom I belong. They are
not to blame. They are more unhappy
than i. am myself at my loneliness and its
niysteiy: and for my poverty and my
difficulties, they are far, far from sus-
pecting them biTJiey are ignorant of my
loss at. Dover, and they cannot suppose
that I have missed the friend whom I
came over to join,'*
( 277 )
*' Honour me," cried he, ^^ with a
commission, and I will engage to dis-
cover, at least, whether that frieiiti be
yet at Brighthelmstone.*' > *•'
'' And without naming for >iVfiOin you
seek her?*' cried Ellis, h'cr €)V* bright-
ening with sudden hope. ^'^^ ^•' \
" Naming?*' repeated he, \tit*f> an
arch smile.
She blushed, deeply, in recollecting
lierself ; but, seized with a sudden dread
of Elinor, drew back from her inadver-
tant acceptance ; and, though vrarmly
thanking him, dechned his services ;
adding that, by waiting at Brighthelm-
stone, she must, ultimately, meet her
friend, since all her letters and direc-
tions were for that spot.
Harleigh was palpably disappointed ;
and Ellis, hurt herself, opened her
letter, to lessen, she told him, his
wonder, perhaps censure, of her secresy,
by reading to him its injunction. This
was the sentence : " Seek, then, un-
named and unknown, during this dread
C 278 )
interval of separation, to reside wirli
some worthy and happy family, whose
social felicity may bring, at least,
reflected happiness to your own breast."
« That family," she added, « I flatter
nayself I have found here ! for this house,
from the uniform politeness of Mrs.
Howel, the ingenuous goodness of Lord
Melbury, and the angelic sweetness of
his sister, has been to me an earthly
paradise."
She then proceeded, without waiting
to receive his thanks for this communi-
cation ; which he seemed hardly to
know how to offer, from the fulness
of his thoughts, his varying conjectures,
his conviction that her friends, like
herself, were educated, feeling, and
elegant ; and his increased wonder at
the whole of her position. Charming,
charming creature ! he cried, what can
have cast thee into this forlorn con-
dition ? And by what means — and
by whom — art thou to be rescued ?
( 279 )
Not chusing immediately to follow, he
seated himself again to his pen.
Somewhat recovered by this conver-
sation, Ellis, now, was able to command
an air of tolerable composure, for re^
entering the drawing-room, where she
resolved to seek Elinor at once, and
endeavour to deprecate her displeasure,
by openly repeating to her all that
she had entrusted to Mr. Harleigh.
As she approached the door, every
voice seemed employed in eager talk ;
and, as she opened it, she obsvered
earnest separate parties formed round
the room ; but the moment that slie
appeared, every one broke off abruptly
from what he or she was saying, and
a completely dead silence ensued.
Surprized by so sudden a pause, she
seated herself on the first chair that was
vacant, while she looked around her, to see
whom she could most readily join. Mrs.
Howel and Mrs. Maple had been, evident-
ly, in the closest discourse, but now both
Hxed their eyes upon the ground, as if
( 28o )
agreeing, at once, »tc?j, sa,}^ ..»p;: more.
Ireton was chatting, with lively, vohjbi-
lity, to Lord Melbury, who attended to
him with an air that seemed scared
rather than curious j but neither of them
now added another word. Elinor stood
sullenly alone, leaning against the chim-
ney-piece, with her eyes fastened upon
the door, as if watching for its opening :
but not all the previous resolution of
Ellis, could inspire courage sufficient
to address her, after viewing the in-
creased sternness of her countenance.
Selina v/as prattling busily to Lady
Aurora ; and Lady Aurora, who sat
nearly behind her, and whom Ellis per-
ceived the last, was listening in silence,
and bathed in tears.
Terror and affliction seized upon
Ellis at this sight. Her first impulse
was to fly to Lady Aurora j but she felt
discouraged, and even awed, by the
strangeness of the general taciturnity,
occasioned by her appearance. Her
eyes next, anxiously, sought those of
( 28i }
Lord Melbury, and instantly met tliem ;
but with a look of gravity so unusual, that
her own were hastily withdrawn, and
fixt, disappointed, upon the ground.
Nor did he, as hitherto had been his
constant custom, when he saw her dis-
engaged, come to sit by her side. No
one spoke; no one seemed to know how
to begin a general or comm.on con-
versation ; no one could find a word to
say.
What, cried she, to herself, can have
happened? What can have been said
or done, in this short absence, to make
my sight thus petrifying? Have they
told what they know of my circum-
stances? And has that been sufficient
to deprive m.e of all consideration ? to
require even avoidance ? And is Lord
Melbury thus easily changed ? And
have I lost you — even you! Lady-
Aurora ?
This last thought drew from her so
deep a sigh, that, in the general silence
which prevailed, it reached every ear.
( 282 )
'Lady Aurora started, and looked up ;'and,
at the view of her evident dejection, hasti-
ly arose, and was crossing the room to join
her; when Mrs. Howel, rising too, came
between them, and taking herself the
hand which Lady Aurora had extended
for that of Ellis, led Her Ladyship to a
seat on a sofa, where, in the lowest voice,
she apparently addressed to her some
remonstrance.
Ellis, who had risen to meet the evi-
dent approach of Lady Aurora, now
stood suspended, and with an air so em-
barrassed, so perturbed, that Lord Mel-
bury, touched by irresistible compassion,
came forward, and w^ould have handed
her to a chair near the fire ; but her
heart, after so sudden an appearance of
general estrangement, was too full for
this mark of instinctive, not intentional
kindness, and courtsying the thanks
which she could not utter, she precipi-
tately left the room.
She met Harleigh preparing to enter
it, but passed him with too quick a mo-
( 283 )
tion to be stopt, and hurried to her
chamber.
There her disturbance, as potent
from positive distress, as it was poignant
from mental disappointment, would
nearly have amounted to despair, but
for the visibly intended support of
Lady Aurora ; and for the view of that
kind hand, which, though Mrs. Howel
had impeded her receiving, she could
not prevent her having seen stretched
out for her comfort. The attention,
too, of Lord Melbury, though its tardi-
ness ill accorded with his hitherto warm
demonstrations of respect and kind-
ness, shewed that those feelings were
not ahenated, however they might be
shaken.
These two ideas were all that now sus-
tained her, till, in about an hour, she was
followed by Selina, who came to express
her concern, and to relate what had
passed.
Ellis then heard, that the moment that
she had left the room, Mrs. Howel^
f
284 )
almost categorically, though with many
formal apologies, demanded some in-
formation of Mrs. Maple, what account
should be given to Lord Denmeath, of
the family and condition in life, of the
young lady introduced, by Mrs. Maple,
into the society of Lady Aurora Gran-
ville, as Her Ladyship proposed intimately
keeping up the acquaintance. Mrs. Ma-
ple had appeared to be thunderstruck,
and tried every species of equivocation 5
but Mr. Ireton whispered something to
Lord Melbury, upon which a general
curiosity was raised \ and Mr. Ireton's
laughs kept up the enquiry, " till, bit
by bit,'* continued SeHna, " all came
out, and you never saw such a fuss in
your life! But when Mrs. Howel found
that Aunt Maple did not take you in
charge from your friends, because she
did not know them ; and when Mr. Ireton
told of your patches, and black skin,
and ragged dress, Mrs. Howel stared so
at poor aunt, that I believe she thought
that she had been out of her senses.
( 285 )
And then, poor Lady Aurora fell a-
crying, because Mrs. Howel said that
she must break off the connexion. But
Lady Aurora said that you might be just
as good as ever, and only disguised to
make your escape ; but Mrs. Howel
said, that, now you were got over, if
there were not something bad, you
would speak out. So then poor Lady
Aurora cried again, and beckoned to me
to come and tell her more particulars.
Sister Elinor, all the time, never spoke
one word. And this is what we were
all doing when you came in."
Ellis, who, with pale cheeks, but with-
out comment, had listened to this re-
cital, now faintly enquired what had
passed after she had retired.
" Why, just then, in came Mr. Har-
leigh, and Aunt Maple gave him a hun-
dred reproaches, for beginning all the
mischief, by his obstinacy in bringing
you into the boat, against the will of
every creature, except just the old Ad-
miral, who knew nothing of the world,
( 286 )
and couIB judge no better. He looKed
quite thunderstruck, not knowing a word
of what had passed. However, He soon
enough saw that all was found out ; for
Mrs. Howe! said, " I hope. Sir, you will
advise us, how to get rid of this person,
without letting the servants know the
indiscretion we have been drawn into,
by treating her like one of ourselves.*'
« Well? and Mr. Harleigh*s an-
gvver ? — " cried the trembling Ellis.
" Miss Joddrel, Madam, he said,
knows as well as myself, all the circum-
stances which have softened this mystery,
and rendered this young lady interesting- '"^
in its defiance. She has generously,
therefore, held out her protection; of
which the young lady has shewn herself^
to be worthy, upon every occasion, since
we have known her, by rectitude and
dignity : yet she is, at this time, without
friends, support, or asylum: in such a
situation, thus young and helpless, and
thus irreproachably conducting herself,
who is the female — what is her age.
( 2S7 )
what her rank, that ought not to assist and
try to preserve so distressed a young per-
son from evil ? Lady Aurora, upon this,
came forward, and said, * How happy
you make me, Mr. Harleigh, by thus
reconcihng me to my wishe^!* And then
she told Mrs. Howel that, as the affair
no longer appeared to be so desperate,
she hoped that there could be no objec-
tion to her coming up stairs, to invite
you down herself. But Mrs. Howel
would not consent."
" Sweet! sweet Lady Auroral!" broke
forth from Ellis : " And Lord Melbury ?
what said he V
** Nothing ; for he and Mr. Iretoft left
the room together, to go on with their
whispers, I believe. And Elinor was
just like a person dumb. But Lady Au-
rora and Mr. Harleigh had a great deal
of talk with one another, and they both
seemed so pleased, that I could not help
thinking, how droll it would be if their
agreeing so about you should make them
marry one another."
( 288 )
" Then indeed would two beings
meet," said Ellis, " who would render
that state all that can be perfect upon
earth ; for with active benevolence like
his, with purity and sweetness like her's,
what could be wanting ? — -And then, in-
deed, I might find an asylum!"
A servant came, now, to inform Selina
that the carriage was at the door, and
that Mrs. Maple was in haste.
_. .What a change did this day produce
for Ellis ! What a blight to her hopes,
what difficulties for her conduct, what
agitation for her spirits !
C ^§9 )
' CHx\FTER XV.
"C^LLIS, who soon heard the carriage
drive off for Lewes, waited in
terronr to learn the result of this
scene ; almost equally fearful of losing
the supporting kindness of Lady Aurora
through timid acquiescence, as of pre-
serving it through efforts to which her
temper and gentle habits were repugnant.
In about half an hour, Mrs. Howel's"
maid came to enquire whether Miss EUis
would have any thing brought up stairs
for supper; Mrs. Howel having broken up
the usual evening party, in order to in-
duce Lady Aurora, who was extremely
fatigued, to go to rest.
Not to rest went Ellis, after such a
message, tliough to that bed which had
brought to her, of late, the repose of
peace and contentment, and the alertness
of hope and pleasure. A thousand
VOL. I. •
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schemes crossed her imagination, for
averting the desertion which she saw
preparing, and which her augmenting
attachment to Lady Aurora, made her
consider as a misfortune that would rob
her of every consolation. But no plan
occurred that satisfied her feeling with-
out wounding her dignity: the first
prompted a call upon the tender heart
of Lady Aurora, by unlimited confi-
dence ; the second, a manifestation how
ill she thought she merited the change
of treatment that she experienced, by
resentfully quitting the house : but this
was no season for the smallest voluntary
hazard. All chance of security hung
upon the exertion of good sense, and
the right use of reason, which imperi-
ously demanded active courage with
patient forbearance.
She remitted, therefore, forming any
resolution, till she should learn that of
Mrs. HoweL
It was now the first week of February,
and, before the break of day, a general
( 291 )
movement in the house gave her cause
to believe that the family was risen. She
hastened to dress herself, unable to con-
jecture what she had to expect. The
commotion continued ; above and below
the servants seemed employed, and in
haste ; and, in a little time, some acci-
dental sounds reached her ears, from
which she gathered that an immediate
journey to London was preparing.
What could this mean? Was she
thought so intruding, that by change of
abode alone they could shake her off?
or so dangerous, that flight, only, could
preserve Lady Aurora from her snares ?
And was it thus, she was to be apprized
that she must quit the house ? Without
a carriage, without money, and without
a guide, was she to be turned over to
the servants ? and by them turned, per-
haps, from the door ?
Indignation now helped to sustain
her ; but it was succeeded by the ex-
tremest agitation, when she saw, from her
window. Lord Melbu ry mounting his
horse, upon which he presently rode off.
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(292 )
And is it thus, she cried, that all .1
thought so ingenuous in goodness, so
open in benevolence, so sincere in par-
tiality, subsides into neglect, perhaps for-
gptf Illness? — And you. Lady Aurora, will
you, also, give me up as lightly ?
She wept. Indignation was gone:
sorrow only remained ; and she listened
in sadness for every sound that might
proclaim the departure which she
dreaded.
At length, she heard a footstep ad-
vance slowly to her chamber, succeeded
by a tapping at her door.
Her heart beat with hope. Was it
Lady Aurora ? had she still so much kind-
ness, so much zeal ? — She flew to meet
her own idea — but sav/ only the lady of
the house.
She sighed, cruelly disappointed ; but
the haughty distance of Mrs. Howel's air
restored her courage ; for courage, where
there is any nobleness of mind, always
rises highest, when oppressive pride seeks
to crush it by sti^died humiliation.
12
( ^93 )
Mrs. Howel fixed her eyes upon the
face of Ellis, with an expression that said.
Can you bear to encounter me after this
discovery? Then, formally announcing
that she had something important to
communicate, she added, " You will be
so good as to shut the door," and seated
herself on an arm-chair, by the fire side;
without taking any sort of notice that
her guest was still standing.
Ellis could far better brook behaviour
such as this from Mrs. Maple, from whom
she had never experienced any of a su-
periour sort ; but by Mrs. Howel she had
been invited upon equal terms, and,
hitherto, had been treated not onlv v;itli
equality but distinction : hard, therefore,
«he found it to endure such a change ;
yet her resentment was soon governed
by her candour, wlien it brought to her
mind the accusation of appearances.
Mrs. Ilowel then heQ.an an harangue
palpably studied : " You cannot, I thin!:,
young woman — for you must excuse
my not addressing you by a name I now
o 3
( 294 )
know you to have assumed; — you can-
not, I think, be surprised to find that your
stay in this house is at an end. To avoid,
howevier, giving any publicity to your
disgrace, at the desire of Mrs. Maple,
who thinks that its promulgation, in a
town such as this, might expose her, as
well as yourself, to impertinent lampoons,
I shall take no notice of what has passed
to any of my people ; except to my house-
keeper^ to whom it is necessary I should
make over some authority, which you
will not, I imagine, dispute. For my-
self, I am going to town immediately
with Lady Aurora. I have given out
that it is upon sudden business, with
proper directions that my domestics
may treat you with civility. You will
still breakfast, therefore, in the parlour ;
and, at your own time, you will ask for a
chaise, which I have bespoken to carry
you back to Lewes. To prevent any
suspicion in the neighbourhood, I shall
leave commands that a man and horse
may attend you, in the same manner as
t 295 )
when you came hither. No remark,
therefore, will follow your not having
my own carriage again, as I make use of
it myself. Lord Melbury is set off al-
ready. We shall none of us return till I
hear, from Mrs. Maple, that you have left
this part of the country j for, as I can
neither receive you, nor notice you
where I might happen to meet with
you, such a difference of conduct, after
this long visit, might excite animadver-
sion. The sooner, therefore, you change
your quarters, the better ; for I coincide
in the opinion of Mrs. Maple, that it is
wisest, for all our sakes, that this trans-
action should not be spread in the world*
And now, young woman, all I ask of you
in return for the consideration I shew
you, is this; that you will solemnly
engage to hold no species of intercourse
with Lady Aurora Granville, or with
Lord Melbury, either by speech, or
writing, or message. If you observe
this, I shall do you no hurt ; if not,
— expect every punishment my resent-
o 4
( 29? )
Kient can inflict, and that of the noble
family, involved in the indignity which
you have made me sufFer, by a surrep-
titious entrance into my house as a
young lady of fashion."
No sort of answer was offered by Ellis.
She stood motionless, her eyes fixed, and
her air seeming to announce her almost
incredulous of what she heard.
" Do you give me," said Mrs. Howel,
*' this promise ? Will you bind yourself
to it in writing ?"
Ellis still was silent, and looked inca-
pable of speaking.
" Young woman," said Mrs. Howel,
with increased austerity, '' I am not to
be trifled with. Will you bind yourself
to this agreement, or will you not r" "
" Wliat agreement, Madam?" she
now faintly asked.
" Not to seek, and even to refuse, any
sort of intercourse with Lady Aurora
Granville, or with her brotlier, either by
word of mouth, or letter, or messenger ?
Will you, I say, bind yourself, upon
your oath, to this ?"
" No, Madam !" answered Ellis, with
returning recollection and courage; " no
peril can be so tremendous as such a
sacrifice !'*
Mrs. Howel, rising, said, " Enough!
abide by the consequence."
She was leaving the room ; but Ellis,
affrighted, exclaimed, " Ah, Madam,
before you adopt any violent measures
against me, deign to reflect that I may
be innocent, and not merit tliem 1"
'• Innocent?'' repeated Mrs. Howel,
with an air of inexorable ire ; " without
a name, Vv'ithout a home, v/ithout a
friend ? — Innocent ? presenting yourself
under false appearances to one family,
and under false pretences to another?
No, I am not such a dupe. And if your
bold resistance make, it necessary, for
the safety of my young friends, that I
should lodge an information against you,
you will find, that people who enter
houses by names not tiieir own, and who
have no ostensible means of existence, '
will be considered only as swindlers j and
o 5
( 298 )
as swindlers be disposed of as they de-
serve/'
Ellis, turning pale, sunk upon a chair.
Mrs. Howel, stopping, with a voice
as hard as her look was implacable, ad-
ded ; " This is your last moment for re-
pentance. Will you give your promise,
upon oath ?"
" No, Madam ! again no !" cried
Ellis, starting up with sudden energy:
*' What I have suffered shall teach me
to suffer more, and what I have escaped,
shall give me hope for my support !
But never w^ill I plight myself, by
willing promise, to avoid those whose
virtuous goodness and compassion offer
me the only consolation, that, in my de-
solate state, I can receive !"
*« Tis well !" said Mrs. Howel " You
have yourself, then, only, to thank for
what ensues."
She now steadily went on, opened the
door, and left the room, though Ellis,
mournfully following her, called out :
Ah, Madam! — ah, Mrs. Howel! — if ever
( 299 )
you know more of me — which, at least,
is not impossible, — you will look back to
this period with no pleasure ! — or with
pleasure only to that part of it, in which
you received me at your house with po-
liteness, hospitality, and kindness !'*
Mrs. Howel was not of a nature to
relent in what she felt, or to retract
from what she said : the distress, there-
fore, of Ellis, produced not the smallest
effect upon her ; and, with her head
stiffly erect, and her countenance as
unmoved as her 'heart, she descended
the stairs, and issued, aloud, her com-
mands that the horses should immediately
be put to the chaise.
Ellis shut herselfinto her room, almost
overpowered by the shock of this attack,
so utterly unexpected, from a lady in
whose character the leading feature
seemed politeness, and who always
appeared to hold that quality to be
pre-eminent to all others. But the expe-
rience of Ellis had not yet taught her,
how distinct is the pohteness of manner,
o 6
( 300 )
formed by the habits of high life, to that
which springs spontaneously from bene-
volence of mind. The first, the pro-
duct of studied combinations, is laid aside,
like whatever is factitious, where there
is no object for acting a part: the
second, the. child of sympathy, instructs
us how to treat others, by suggesting
the treatment we desire for ourselves;
and this, as its feelings are personal,
though its exertions are external, de-
mands no effort, waits no call, and is
never failingly at hand.
The gloomy sadness of Ellis was soon
interrupted, by enquiries that reached
her from the ball, whether the trunks
of Lady Aurpra were ready. Is she
so nearly gone ? Ellis cried ; Ah ! when
may I see her again? — To the hall, to
wait in the hall, she longed to go
herself, to catch a last view, and to
snatch, if possible, a kind parting word ;
but the tremendous Mrs; Howel ! — she
shrunk from the idea of ever seeing
her again.
( 301 )
Soon afterwards, she heard the car-
riages drive up to the house. vShe now
went to the window, io behold, at least,
the loved form of Lady Aurora as she
mounted the chaise. Perhaps, too, she
might turn round, and look up. Fixt
here, she was inattentive to the opening
of her own room-door, concluding that
the house-maid came to arrange her fire,
till a soft voice gently articulated : " Miss
Ellis!" She hastily looked round : it was
Lady Aurora ; who had entered, vAk>
had shut herself in, and who, wiiile
one hand covered her eyes, held out
the other, in an attitude of the most
inviting affection.
Ellis flew to seize it, with joy inex-
pressible, indescribable, and would liave
pressed it to her lips ; but Lady Aurora,
flinging both her arms round the neck
of her new friend, fell upon her bosom,
and wept, saying, " You are not, then,
angry, though I, too, must have seemed
to behave to you so cruelly ?''*
" Angry ?*' repeated ElHs, sobbing
( 2>oi )
from the suddenness of a delight which
broke into a sorrow nearly hopeless j
" O Lady Aurora ! if you could know
how I prize your regard ! your good-
ness ! — what a balm it is to every evil
I now experience, your gentle and
generous heart would be recompensed
for all the concern I occasion it, by
the pleasure of doing so much good !'*
" You can still, then, love me, my
Miss Ellis ?"
• " Ah, Lady Aurora! if I dared say
how much ! — but, alas, in my helpless
situation, the horror of being suspected
of flattery — "
" What you will not say, then," cried
Lady Aurora, smiling, " will you prove?'*
" Will I ?— Alas, that I could ! "
" W^ill you let me take a liberty with
yon, and promise not to be offended ?"
She put a letter into her hand, which
Ellis fondly kissed, and lodged near
her heart.
The w^ords " Where is Lady Aurora V\
now sounded from the stair-case.
lO
/
( 303 )
" I must stay," she said, " no longer !
Adieu, dear Miss Ellis ! Think of me
sometimes — for I shall think of you
unceasingly I"
" Ah, Lady Aurora!" cried Ellis,
clinging to her, " shall I see you, then,
no more ? And is this a last leave-
taking ?"
" O, far from it, far, far, I hope !'*
said Lady Aurora : " if I thought that
we should meet no more, it would be
impossible for me to tell you how un-
happy this moment would make me !"
" Where is Lady Aurora?" would
again have hurried her away ; but Ellis,
still holding by her, cried, " One mo-
ment ! one moment ! — I have not, then
lost your good opinion ? Oh I if that
wavers, my firmness wavers too ! and I
must unfold — • at all risks — my unhappy
situation !"
" Not for the world! not for the
world !" cried Lady Aurora, earnestly :
" I could not bear to seem to have any
doubt to remove, when I have none.
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^one, of your perfect innocence, good-
ness, excellence 1"
Overpowered with grateful joy, " An-
gelic Lady Aurora!" was all that Ellis
could utter, while tears rolled fast down
her cheeks ; and she tenderly, yet fer-
vently, kissed the hand of the resisting
Lady Aurora, who, extremely affected,
leant upon her bosom, till she was startled
by again hearing her name from without.
" Go, then, amiable Lady Aurora !"
Ellis cried ; " I will no longer detain you!
Go ! — happy in the happiiiess that your
sweetness, your humanity, your kindness
bestow ! I will dwell continually upon
their recollection ; I will say to myself.
Lady Aurora believes me innocent,
though she sees me forlorn ; she will
not think me unworthy, though hhe
knovi^s me to be unprotected ; she will
not conclude me to be an adventurer,
though I dare not tell her even my
name !"
" Do not talk thus, my dear, dear Miss
Ellis ! Oh ! if I were my own mistress
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—-with wliat delight I should supplicate
you to live with me entirely ! to let us
share between us all that we possess ; to
read together, study our musick toge-
ther, and never, never to part!"
Ellis could hardlv breathe : her soul
seemed bursting w^ith emotions, which,
though the most delicious, were nearly
too mighty for her frame. But the melt-
ing kindness of Lady Aurora soon
soothed her into more tranquil enjoy-
ment ; and when, at length, a message
from Mrs. Howel irresistibly compelled
a separation, the warm gratitude of her
heart, for the consolation which she had
received, enabled her to endure it with
fortitude. But not without grief. All
seemed gone when Lady Aurora was
driven from the door; and she remained
weeping at the window, whence she saw
her depart, till she was roused by. the
entrance of Mrs. Greaves, the house-
keeper.
Her familiar intrusion, without tap-
ping at the door, quickly brouglit to the
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recollection of Ellis the authority which
had been vested in her hands. This im-
mediately restored her spirit; and as the
housekeeper, seating herself, was begin-
ning, very unceremoniously, to explain
the motives of her visit, Ellis, without
looking at her, calmly said, " I shall
go down stairs now to breakfast ; but if
you have time to be so good as to make up
my packages, you will find them in those
drawers/'
She then descended to the parlour,
leaving the housekeeper stupified with
amazement. But the forms of subordi-
nation, when once broken down, are
rarely, with common characters, restored.
Glad of the removal of a barrier which
has kept them at a distance from those
above them, they revel in the idea that
the fall of a superiour is their own proper
elevation. Following, therefore, Ellis
to the breakfast-room, and seating her-
self upon a sofa, she began a discourse
with the freedom of addressing a dis-
graced dependent ; saying, " Mrs. Maple
will be in a fine taking, Miss, to have
you upon her hands, again, so all of the
sudden."
This speech, notwithstanding its gross-
ness, surprised from Ellis an exclamation,
" Does not Mrs. Maple, then, expect
me ?"
*' How should she, when my lady
never settled what she should do about
you herself, till after twelve o'clock last
night ? However, as to sending you back
without notice, she has no notion, she
says, of standing upon any ceremony
with Mrs. Maple, who made so little of
popping you upon her and Lady Aurora
in that manner."
Ellis turned from her with disdain, and
would reply to nothing more ; but her
pertinacious stay still kept the bosom
letter unopened.
Grievously Ellis felt tormented with
the prospect of what her reception
might be from Mrs. Maple, after such a
blight. The buoyant spirit of her first
escape, which she had believed no after
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misfortune could subdue, had now so
irequently been repressed, that it was
nearly borne down to the oommon
standard of mortal condition, whence we
receive our daily fare of good and of evil,
with the joy or the grief that they
separately excite; independently of that
wonderful power, believed in by the
youthful and inexperienced, of hoarding
up the felicity of our happy moments, as
a counterpoise to future sorrows and dis-
appointments. The past may revisit
our hearts with renewed sufferings, or
our spirits with gay recollections ; but
the interest of the time present, even
upon points the most passing and trivial,
wdll ever, from the pressure of our wants
and our feehngs, predominate.
Mrs. Greaves, unanswered and af-
fronted, was for some minutes silenced;
but, presently, rising and calling out,
" Gemini ! something has happened to
my Lady, or to Lady Aurora? Here's My
Lord gallopped backl" she ran out of
the room.
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Affrighted by this suggestion, Elh's,
who then perceived Lord Melbury from
the window, ran herself, after the house-
keeper, to the door, and eagerly ex-
claimed, as he dismounted, O, My Lord,
I hope no accident — "
" None !*' cried he, " flying to her,'*
andtaking and kissingboth her hands, and
drawing, rather than leading, her back
to the parlour, " none! — or if any there
were, — what could be the accident that
concern so bewitching would not re-
compense ?*'
Ellis felt amazed. Lord Melbury had
never addressed her before in any tone
of gallantry ; had never kissed, never
touched her hand ; yet now, he would
scarcely suffer her to withdraw it from
his ardent grasp.
" But, My Lord," said Mrs. Greaves,
who followed them in, " pray let me
ask Your Lordship about my Lady, and
My Lady Aurora, and how — "
" They are perfectly well," cried he,
hastily, " and gone on, I am ridden
back myself merely for something which
I forgot/'
" I was fearful," said Ellis, anxious
to clear up her eager reception, " that
something might have happened to Lady
Aurora j I am extremely happy to hear
that all is safe."
** And you will have the charity, I
hope, to make me a little breakfast ? for I
have tasted nothing yet this morning."
Again he took both her hands, and led
her to the seat which she had just quitted
at the table.
She was extremely embarrassed. She
felt reluctant to refuse a request so
natural ; yet she was sure that Mrs.
Howel would conclude that they met by
appointment J and she saw in the face of
the housekeeper the utmost provoca-
tion at the young Lord's behaviour:^
yet neither of these circumstances gave
her equal disturbance, with observing a
change, indefinable yet striking, in him-
self. After an instant's reflection, she
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deemed it most advisable not to stay with
him ; and, saying that she was in haste to
return to Lewes, she begged that Mrs.
Greaves would order the chaise that
Mrs. Howel had mentioned.
" Ay, do, good Greaves !" cried he,
hurrying her out, and, in his eagerness
to get her away, shutting the door after
her himself.
Ellis said that she would see whether
her trunk were ready.
" No, no, no! don't think of the
trunk," cried he : " We have but a few
minutes to talk together, and to settle
how w^e shall meet again."
Still more freely than before, he now
rather seized than took her hand ; and
calling her his dear charming Ellis,
pressed it to his lips, and to his breast,
with rapturous fondness.
• Ellis, struck, now, with terrour, had
not sufficient force to withdraw her hand;
but when she said, with great emotion,
'* Pray, pray. My Lord ! — " he let it go.
It was only for a moment : snatching,
it then, again, as she was rising to depart.
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-he .suddenly slipt -upon one of her fingers
.a, sup^fh diamond ring, which he took
off fro^m one of his own.
" It is very beautiful. My Lord ;'* said
she, jdeeply blushing; yet looking at it as
if she supposed he meant merely to call
for her admiration, and returning it to
him immediately.
,,,?« What's this?" cried he: " Won't
¥QU wear such a bauble- for my sake?
Give me but a lock of your lovely
hair, and I will make myself on'e 'tp re-
place it." i " vuiv t
He tried to put the.ring'againKjMi her
finger ; but, fprcibly breaking from him,
she would have left *the room^: he inter-v
cepted. her passage >tO; the door. r S>he.
turned round to ring the bell : he placed
himself again in her way, with a flushed
air of sportiveness, yet of determined
opposition.
^ ^Confounded, speechless, she went to
one of the windows, and standing, with
her back to it, looked at him , with an .
undisguised amazement,- th^t she hoped
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would lead hitn to some explanation of
his behaviour, that might spare her any
serious remonstrance upon its unwel-
come singularity.
" Why, what's this ?" cried he gaily,
yet with a gaiety not perfectly easy ;
** do you want to run away from me ?'*
" No, my lord," answered she,
gravely, yet forcing a smile, which she
hoped would prove, at once, a hint, and
an inducement to him to end the scene
as an idle and ill-judged frolic; " No;
I have only been afraid that your lord-
ship was running away from yourself!"
" And why so?" cried he, with quick-
ness, " Is Harleigh the only man who is
ever to be honoured with your company
tete-a-tete?"
" What can your lordship mean ?"
" Wliat can the lovely Ellis blush
for? And what can Harleicrh have to
offer, that should obtain for him thus ex-
clusively all favour ? If it be adoration
of your charms, who shall adore them
more than I will ? If it be in proofs of
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a more solid nature, who sliall vie with
me ? All I possess shall be cast at your
feet. I defy iiim to out-do me, in for-
4"Une or in love."
Ellis now turned pale and cold: horrour
thrilled through her veins, and almost
made her heart cease to beat. Lord
Melbury saw the change, and, hastily
drawing towards her a chair, besouglit
l^er to be seated. She was unable to
refuse, for she had not strength to stand;
but, v/hen again he would have taken
her hand, she turned from him, with an
air so severe of soul-felt repugnance,
that, starting with surprise and ^larm,
he forbore the attempt.
He stood before her utterlv silent, and
with a complexion frenuentiv varyinf]^,
till she recovered; when, again raising
her eyes, with an expression of mingled
af^iction and reproach, '' Aiid is it, then,"
she cried, " from a brother of the pure,
the exemplary Lady Aurora Granville,
that I am destined to receive the most
hfiart-reuding insult of my life r"
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Lord Melbiiry seemed tlumderstnick,
and could not articulate what he tried
to say ; but, upon again half pronounc-
ing tlie name of Harieigh, Ellis, stand-
ing up, with an air of dignity the most
impressive, cried, " My lord, Mr. Har-
ieigh rescued me from the most horrible
of dano-ers, in assisting me to leave the
Continent ; and his good offices have be-
friended me upon every occasion since
nriy arrival in England. This includes the
whole of our intercourse ! No calumny, I
hope, vvil! make him ashamed of his be-
nevolence ; and I have reaped from it
such benefit, tliat the most cruel insinua-
tions must not make me repent rcceivin'^'
it ; for to whom else, except to Ladv Au-
rora, do I owe gratitude without pain r
lie knows me to be indigent, my lord, yet
does not conclude me open to corrijp-
tion ! He sees me friendless and unpro-
tected,— yet offers me no indignity!"
Lord Meibury now, in his turn, look-
ed pale. " Is it possible — " he cried,
" Is it possible, that — " He stai«-
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mered, and was in the utmost confu-
sion.
She passed him, and was quitting the
room.
" Good Heaven !'' cried he, " yoii
will not go? — you will not leave me in
this manner? — not knowing what to
think, — what to judge, — what to do?*'
She made no answer but by hastening
her footsteps, and wearing an aspect of
the greatest severity ; but, when her
hand touched the lock, " I swear to
you," he cried, " Miss Ellis, if you will
not stay — I will follow you !'*
Her eyes now shot forth a glance the
most indignant, and she resolutely opened
the door.
He spread out his arms to impede her
passage.
Offended by his violence, and alarmed
by this detention, she resentfully said,
" If you compel me, my lord, to sum-
mon the servants — '' when, upon look-
ing at him again, she saw that his whole
face was convulsed by the excess of
his emotion. '
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She stopt.
" You must permit me," he cried,
<< to shut the door ; and you must gr^nt
me two minutes audience/'
She neither consented nor offered any
opposition.
He closed the door, but she kept her
place.
" Tell — speak to me, I beseech you !"
he cried, " Oh clear the cruel doubts — ''
" No more, my lord, no more V in-
terrupted Ellis, scorn taking possession
df every feature; *•' I will neither give
to myself" the d'sgrace, nor to your lorU
shij^ the shame, of permitting another
word to be said !"
** What is it you mean ?" c/ied he,
planting himself against the door; " you
would not — surely you would not brand
me for a villain ?"
She determined to have recourse to:
the bell, and, with the averted eyes of
disdain, resolutely moved towards the/
chimney. i
He saw her' design, .and cast himself
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upon his knees, calling out, in extreme
agitation, " Miss Ellis ! Miss Ellis ! you
will not assemble the servants to see me
groveling upon the earth ?'*
Greatly shocked, she desisted fronilfir
purpose. His look was aghast, his frame
w^as in a universal tremour, and his eves
w^ere w41d and starting. Her wrath sub-
sided at this sight, but the m.ost conflict-
ing emotions rent her heart. ,
" I see," he cried, in a tremulous,
voice, and almost gnashing his teeth, " I
see that you have been defamed, and that
I have incurred your abhorrence! — I
have my own, too, completely ! You
cannot hate me more than I now hate
— than. I shrink from myself! And yet
— believe me. Miss Ellis! I have no de-
liberate hardness of heart ! — I have been
led on by rash precipitance, and — and
want of thought! — BeKeve me, Miss
.^ElHs ! — believe me, good Miss EUis ! —
Ifor I see, now, how good you are ! —
Ibelieve me — " h
i- He could find no words for what he
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^visbed to say. He rose, but attempted
not to approach her. Ellis leant against
the wainscoat, still close to the bell, but
without seeking to ring it. Both were
sS^huu His extreme youth, his visible
inexperience, and her suspicious situa-
tion; joined to his quick repentance, and
simple, but emphatic declaration, that
he had no hardness of heart, began not
only to offer some palliation for his
conduct, but to soften her resentment
into pity.
He no sooner perceived the touching
melancholy which insensibly took place,
in her countenance, of disgust and in-
dignation, than, forcibly affected, he
struck his forehead, exclaiming, " Oh,
my poor Aurora! — v/hen you know
how ill I have acted, it will almost break
your gentle heart 1"
This was an apostrophe to come hom.e
quick to the bosom of Ellis : she burst
into tears; and would instantly have held
out to him her hand, as an offering of
peace and forgiveness, had not her fear
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i)f tBe impetiibsfty oFliis feelings cdeckea
the impulse. She only, therefore, said,
*^ Ahi my lord, how is it that with a
sister so pure, so perfect, and whose
virtues you so warmly appreciate, yoU
should find it so difficult to believe that
other females may be exempt, at least,
from depravity ? Alas ! I had presumed,
my lord, to think of you as indeed the
brother of Lady Aurora ; and, as such,
I had even dared to consider you as a
succour to me in distress, and a protector
in danger!"
" Ah ! consider me so again !'* cried
he, with sudden rapture j " good —
excellent Miss Ellis! consider me so
again, and you shall not repent your
generous pardon !'*
Ellis irresistibly wept, but, by a mo-
tion of her hand, forbad his approach.
" Fear- fear nie not!" cried he, ^^ I
am a reclaimed man for the rest of my
life 1 I have hitherto. Miss Ellis, been
but a boy, and therefore so easily le3
wrong. Bat I will think and act, now.
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for myself. I prom^ise it you sincerely^:
Never, never more will I be the wretched
tool of dishpnpurable impertinence ! Not
that i am so unmanly, as to seek any
extenuation to my guilt, from its being
excited by others ; — no ; it rather adds
to its heinousness, that my own passions,
viqlen.t as, they sometimes are, did not
give it birth. But your so visible purity.
Miss Ellis, had kept them from any dis-
respect, believe me ! And, struck as I
have been iWith your attractions, and
charmed with your conversation, it has
alwayS' been, without^ single idea that
I could not tell to Aurora herself; for as I
thought of you always as of Aurora's
favourite, Aurora's companion, Aurora's
friend, I thought of ,you always to-
gether." , . , .
" Oh Lord Melbury !'* interrupted
Ellis, fresh tears, but of pleasure, not,
sorrow, gushing into her eyes ; " what
words are these ! how penetrating to my
very soul! Ah, my lord, let this un-
happy morning be blotted from both our
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memories! and let me go back to the
miOrning of yesterday ! to a partiality
that made, — and that makes me so
happy ! to a goodness, a kindness, that
revive' me with heart-consoling grati-
tude!"
" Oh, incomparable — Oh, best Miss
Ellis !" cried Lord Melbury, in a trans^
port of joy, and passionately advancing ;
but retreating nearly at the same instant,
as if fearful of alarming her; and almost
fastening himself against the opposite
Vvainscoat ; " hovv^ excessive is your
goodness!"
A sigh from Ellis checked liis rapture;
and she entreated him to explain what
he meant by his allusion to " others."
His complexion reddened, and he
would have evaded any reply ; but Ellis
was too urgent to be resisted. Yet it
was not without the utmost difficulty
that she could prevail upon him to be
explicit. Finally, however, she gathered,
that Ireton, after the scene produced by
,the letter for L. S., had given vent to the
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most sneering calumnies, chiefly pointed
at Harleigh, to excite the experiment of
which he had himself so shamefully, yet
foolishly, been the instrument. He
vowed, however, that Ireton should pub-
licly acknowledge his slanders, and beg
her pardon.
Elh's earnestly besought his lordship
to let the matter rest. " All public ap-
peals,*' cried she, " are injurious to
female fame. Generously inform Ivlr.
Ireton, that you are convinced he has
wronged me, and then leave the clearing
of his own opinion to time and to truth.
When they are trusted with innocence.
Time and Truth never fail to do it
justice."
Lord Melbury struggled to escape
making any promise. His self discontent
could suggest no alleviation so satisfac-
tory, as that of calling Mr. Ireton to ac-
count for defamation ; an action which
he thou2:ht would afford the most bril-
liant amends that could be offered to
Miss Ellis, and the best proof that could
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blazon his own manliness. But when
she solemnly assured him, that his com-
pliance with her solicitation was the only
peace-ofFering she could accept, for
sinking into oblivion the whole morning's
transaction, he forbore any further con-t
testation.
Mrs. Greaves now brought informa-
tion, that a chaise was at the door, and
that a groom was in readiness. Lord
Melbnry timidly oifered Ellis his hand,
which she gracefully accepted ; but nei-
ther of them spoke as he led her to the
carriage.
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CHAPTER XVI.
Tj^ROM all the various sufferings of
Ellis, through the scenes of this
morning, the predominant remaining
emotion, was that of pity for her penitent
young offender ; whom she saw so sorely
wounded by a sense of his own miscon-
duct, that he appeared to be almost
impenetrable to comfort.
But all her attention was soon called
to the letter of Lady Aurora.
" To Miss Ellis.
" I cannot express the grief with
which I have learnt the difficulties
that involve my dear Miss Ellis. Will
she kindly mitigate it, by allowing
me, from time to time, the consola-
tion of offering her my sympathy ?
May I flatter myself that she has suf-
ficient regard for me, to let the en-
closed trifle lead the way to some little
arrangement during her embarrassment ?
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Oh ! were I in similar distress, I would
not hesitate to place in her a similar
trust ! Generously, then, sweet Miss
Ellis, confide in my tender regard.
" Aurora Granville.'*
" At Lord Denmeath's,
Portman Square."
The " enclosed trifle" was a bank-
note of twenty pounds.
Most welcome to the distress of Ellis
was this kindness and this succour; and
greatly she felt revived, that, severe as
had been her late conflicts, they thus
terminated in casting her, for all pecu-
niary perplexities, upon the delicate and
amiable Lady Aurora.
Uncertain what might prove her re-
ception, she desired, upon approaching
Lewes, that the groom would ride on,
and enquire whether &i)e could have the
honour of seeing Mrs. Ma])le. The man
then said, that he had a note for that
ladv, from Mrs. Howel.
After being detained at the gate a con-
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sitlerable time, a servant came to ac-
quaint Miss Ellis, that the ladies were
particularly engaged, but begged that
she would walk up stairs to her room.
There, again established, she had sooq
a visit from Selina, who impatiently de-
manded, how she had parted from Lady
Aurora ; and, when satisfied that it had
been with the extremest kindness, she
warmly embraced her, before she related,
that Aunt Maple had, at first, declared,
that she would never, again, let so un-
known apauper into her house; but, when
she had read the note of Mrs. Howel,
she changed her tone. That lady had
written word, that she was hasten in <r to
consign Lord Melbury and Lady Aurora
to their uncle; in order to be acquitted
of all responsibility, as to any continu-
ance of this amazing acquaintance, now
that, at last, she was apprized of its un-
fitness. She conceived that siie had some
claim, however, to desire, that Mrs,
Maple would, for the present, receive
the person as usual j since if any dismis-
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sal, or disgrace, were immediately to foU
low her return from Howel House, it
might publish to the world what an
improper character had been admitted
there ; a mortification from which she
thought that she had some right to be
exempted.
Mrs. Maple was by no means the less
offended, by the pride and selfishnes$,^of
this note, because those qualities were
familiar to her own practice. It is the
wise and good alone that make allowancfe
for defects in others. Her resentment,
however, endowed her with rancour,
but not with courage ; she complied,
therefore, with the demand which she did
not dare dispute ; but her spleen agains^t
its helpless object was redoubled ; and
she sent her a message, by Selina, to
order that she would complain of a sore
throat, as an excuse for not quitting her
room, nor expecting any of the ladies to
visit her : yet charged her to be careful,
at the same time, to say, that it was very
slight, lest the people la the neighbour-
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. iA I. !-rrfl
hood, or the servants themselves, should
wonder at not seeing a physician.
Ellis could by no means repine at a se«
paration, that saved her from the pride
and malevolence of Mrs. Maple and of
Ireton, and from the distressing incon-
gruities of Elinor.
Her spirits being thus freed from im-
mediate alarm, she was able to ruminate
upon her situation, and upon what efforts
she might make for its amelioration.
Her letter from abroad enjoined her still
to live in concealment, with respect to
her name, circumstances, and story : all
hope, therefore, of any speedy changq
was blown over; and many fears re-
mained, that this helpless obscurity might
be of long duration. It was necessary
that she should form some plan, to ac-
commodate her mode of life to her im-
mediate condition ; and to liberate, if
possible, her feelings, from the continual
caprices to which she was now subject.
To live upon charity, was hostile to
all her notions, though the benefaction
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of Lady Aurora had soothed, not morti-
fied, her proudest sensations. But Lady
Aurora was not of an age to be supposed
ah'eady free from controul, in the use of
her income ; and stiil less was she of a
character, to resist the counsel, or even
wishes of her friends. Ellis was deter-
mined not to induce her to do either:
nor could she endure to give a merce-
nary character to a grateful affection,
which languished to shew that its in-
crease, as well as its origin, sprang from
disinterested motives. All her thoughts,
therefore, turned upon making the pre-
sent offering suffice.
Yet she was aware how short a time
she could exist upon twenty pounds;
and while a residence at Mrs. Maple's
would be now more than ever unplea-
sant, recent circumstances had rendered
it, more than ever, also, unlikely.
To acquire that sort of indepen-
dence, that belongs, physically, to sus-
taining life by her own means, was her
most earnest desire. Her many accom-
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plisliments invited her industry, and pro-
mised it success ; yet how to bring theni
into use was difficult. She had no one
with whom she could consult. Elinor,
though, at times, cordially her friend,
seemed, in other minutes, her enraged
foe. Selina was warmly good natured,
but young in every sense of the word ;
and Mrs. Maple considered her alwa} s
with such humiliating ideas, that to ask
her advice would be to invite an affront.
The occupation for which she thought
herself most qualified, and to which,
from fondness for young people, slie felt
herself most inclined, was that of gover-
ness to some young lady, or ladies ; and,
finally, she settled, that she would en-
deavour to employ herself in that ca-
pacity.
This arrangement mentally made, she
communicated it, in a letter of the ten-
derest and most grateful thanks, to Lady
Aurora; entreating her ladyship's kind
and valuable aid, to enable her to leave,
iii future, for other distressed objects,
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such marks of benevolence as she had
last received ; and to owe, personally,
those, only, of esteem and regard; which
she prized beyond all power of expression.
The next day, again 5 very unexpectedly^
Selina skipt into her room. " We have
had a most terrible fuss :" she cried ;
*^ Do you know Lord Melbury's come on
purpose to see you !-'
" Lord Melbury ? Is he not gone to
town?" f'-ii'
i >' Mrs. Howel wrote word so, and aunt'
thought so ; but he "only went a little-
way^; a«d then came back to spend two-
or ihree days with Sir Lyell Sycamore^'^
atBrjghthelmstone. He asked after yoii,''
when he came in, and said that he begged j
leave to be allowed to speak with you, a few'
minutes, upon a commission from Lady
Aurora. Aunt was quite shocked, amJ^
said, that she hoped his lordship would-
excuse her, but she really could not
consent to any such acquaintance going'
on, in her house, now he knew so w^ell ■
w:h9'.t a. nobody you were ; if not worse.
( 333 )
Upon which he said he did not doubt your
being a well brought up young ladyjfor he
was certain that you were modesty itself.
And then he begged so hard, and said
so many pretty and civil things to Aunt,
that she was brought round ; only it was
upon condition, she said, that there
should be a witness ; and she proposed
Mrs. Fenn. Lord Melbury was as red
as fire, and said that would not be
treating JVIiss Ellis with the respect
wliich he was sure was her due ; and
he could not be so impertinent as to
desire to see Iier, upon such term^. So,
after a good deal more fuss, it was
settled, at last, that Sister Elinor should be
present. So now you are to come down
to her dressing-room."
Ellis, though startled at the effect
that might be produced by his re-
maining at Brighthelmstone, was sen-
sibly touched by these public and resolute
marks of his confirmed and undoubting
esteem.
Elinor, presently, with restored good
( 334 )
humour, and an air of the iTiOSt lively
pleasure, came to fetch her. " Lord
Melbury," she cried, " certainly adores
you. You never saw a man's face of so
many colours in your life, as when Aunt
Maple speaks of you irreverently. If
you manage well, you may be at Gretna
Green -in a week.'*
They descended, without any answer
made by Ellis, to the dressing-room.
The air of Lord Mclbury was far less
dejected than when they had last parted;
yet it had by no means regained its
natural spring and vivacity ; and he ad-
vanced to pay his compliments to Ellis,
with a look of even studious deference.
He W'ould detain her, he said, but a
few minutes ; vet could not leave the
country, without informing her of tv.o
visits, which he had made the day
before : both of which had ended pre-
cisely with the amity that she had
wished.
Elinor, enchanted in believing, from
'this opening, that a confidential inter-
(' 335 )
course was already arranged, declared,
that her aunt must look elsewhere for
a spy, as she would by no means play
that part ; and then ran into the adjoin-
ing room. Lord Melbury and Ellis would
have detained, but could not follow
her, as it was her bed-chamber.
Lord Melbury then, who saw that EUis
was uneasy, promised to be quick. " I
demanded," said he, " yesterday, an
interview with Mr. HarJeigh. I told
him, u'ithout reserve, all that had passed.
1 cannot paint to you the indignation he
shewed at the aspersions of Ireton. He
determined to go to liim directly, and
I resolved to accompany him. — Don't
look pale. Miss Eilis: I repeated to
Mr. Ilarleigh the promise you had ex-
acted from me, and he confessed himself
to be perfectly of your opinion, that
all angry defence, or public resentment,
must necessarily, in such a case, be
injurious. Yet to let the matter drop,
might expose you to fresh abominations.
Ireton received us with a uuAtureof
( 336 )
curiosity and carelessness; very inquisitive
to know what had passed, but very in-
different whether it were good or bad.
We both, by agreement, affected to
treat the matter lightly, gravely as we
both thought of it : I thanked him,
therefore, for the salutary counsel, by
which he had urged me to procure
myself so confounded a rap of the
knuckles, for my assurance ; and Mr.
Harleigh made his acknowledgements
in the same tone, for the compliment -
paid to his liberality, of supposing that..
a person, who, in any manner, should be, -
thought under his protection, could be
in a state of penury. We both, I hope,
made him ashamed. He had not, Ixe
owned, reflected deeply upon the sub*
ject ; for which, Mr. Harleigh told me, 2.
afterwards, there was a very cogent i
reason, namely,, that he did not know
how ! Mr. Harleigh, when we were .
coming away, forcibly said^ ' Ireton,
placing Lord Melbury - and myself
wholly apart in this business, ask your
5
( 337 )
own sagacity, I beg, how a female, who
is young, beautiful, and accomplished,
can suffer from pecuniary distress, if her
character be not unimpeachable ?* Upon.
that, struck with the truth of the re-
mark, he voluntarily protested that he
would make you all the amends in his
power. So ended our visit ; and I cannot
but hope that it will release you from all
similar persecutions.*'
Ellis expressed her sincere and warm '
gratitude ; and Lord Melbury, with an
air of penetrated respect, took his leave;
evidently much solaced, by the con-
sciousness of serving one whom he had
injured.
Ellis had every reason to be gratified by
this attention, which set heririind wholly
at rest upon the' tenoui* of Lord Mel-
bury's regard : while Elinor was so mucTi
delighted, to find the acquaintance ad-
vance so rapidly to confidence, that
she embraced Ellis, wished her Joy,
mocked all replies of a disci ai miner
nature, and, accompanying her back Uj
VOL. I. Q
C 338 )
her room, made her a long, social, lively^
and entertaining visit ; hearing and
talking over her project of becoming a
governess, but laughing at it, as a ri-
diculous idea, for the decided wife elect
of Earl Melbury.
She was succeeded by Selina, who
exultingly came to acquaint Ellis, that
Mr. Ireton had just made a formal re-
nunciation of all ill opinion of her ; and
had told Mrs. Maple, that he had indubit-
able proofs that she was a person of the
very strictest character. " So now,'*
cried she, " Lady Aurora and I may
vow our friendship to you for life."
This was a very solid satisfaction to
Ellis, to whom the calumny of Ireton
had been almost insupportable. She now
hoped that Mrs. Maple would favour
her new scheme, and that she might re-
main tranquilly in the house till it took
place; and equip herself, from the dona-
tion of Lady Aurora, for her immediate
appearance in the situation which she
sought. She resolved to seize the first
( ( 339 )
opportunity for returning Harleigh his
bank notes, and the Miss Joddrels their
half-guineas. She wished, also, to repay
the guinea of the worthy Admiral, and
to repeat to him her grateful acknow-
ledgements : his name and address she
concluded that she mihgt learn from Har-
leigh ; but she deferred this satisfaction
till more secure of success.
The next day, Selina ran upstairs to
her again. " Who do you think," she
cried, " came into the parlour in the
middle of breakfast ? Mr. Dennis Har-
leigli ! He arrived at Brighthelmstone last
night. Sister Elinor turned quite white,
and never spoke to him ; she only just
made a sort of bow to his asking^ how she
did, and then swallowed her tea burning
hot, and left the room. He can stay
only one day, .for he must be in London
to-morrow night. He is come for his
final answer ; for he's quite out of pa-
tience."
Selina had hardly descended the stairs,
when Elinor herself mounted them. She
Q 2
( 340 )
entered the chamber precipitately, her
face colourless, and her eyes starting
from her head. " Ellis !" she cried, " I
must speak with you !"
She seated herself, made Ellis sit exact-
ly opposite to her, and went on: "There
are two things which I want to say to
you ; or, rather, to demand of you. Have
you fortitude enough to tell truth, even
though it should wound your self-love ?
and honour enough to be trusted with
a. com mission a thousand times more im-
portant than life or death ? and to
execute it faithfully, — though at the risk
of seeing the greatest idiot that ever
existed, shew sufficient symptoms of sense
to run mad ?'*
Alarmed by her ghastly look, and
frightened at the abruptness of questions
utterly incomprehensible, Ellis gently
entreated to be spared any request with
which she could not comply.
" I do not mean,'* cried Elinor, with
quickness, '' to make any call upon your
confidence, or to put any fetters upon
"( "341 )
your conduct. You will be as free after
you have spoken as before. I want merely
to ascertain a fact, of which my ignorance
distracts me ! If you have to give me
a negative, your vanity alone can suffer ;
if an affirmative *' She put her
^hand upon her forehead, and then ra-
pidly added, — " the suffering will not
'be yours! — give it, therefore, boldly!
'^Twill be heaven to me to end this sus-
fjpense, be it how it may !"
Starting up, but preventing Ellis from
'rising, by laying a hand upon each of
her shoulders, she gazed upon her eyes
with a fixed stare, of ahnost frantic im-
patience, and said, " Speak ! say Yes, or
No, at once ! Give me no phrase — Let
tifie see no hesitation ! — Kill me, or
^restore me to life ! — Has Harleigh — "
.she gasped for breath — " ever made you
any declaration ?"
" None !" steadily, forcibly, and in-
stantly Ellis answered.
i " Enough!" criedshe, recovering some
f^ composure.
« 3
( 342 )
She then walked up and down the room,
involuntarily smiling, and her lips in a
motion, that shewed that she was talking
to herself. Then stopping, and taking
Ellis by the hand, and half laughing,
" You will think me," she cried, " crazy;
but I assure you I had never a more ex-
quisite enjoyment of my senses. I see
every thing to urge, and nothing to
oppose my following the bent of my
own humour ; br,ln other words, throw-
ing off the trammels of unmeaning cus-
tom, and acting, as well as thinking, for
myself."
Again, then, w^alking up and down the
chamber, she pursued her new train of
ideas, with a glee which manifested that
she found them deli2:htful.
" My dear Ellis," she cried, pre-
sently, " have you ever chanced to
hear of such a person as Dennis Har-
leigh ?"
Ellis wished to avoid answ^ering this
questibti,"oh' account of her informant,
Selina ; but her embarrassment was
( 343 )
answer sufficient. " I see yes !** cried
Elinor, " I see that you have heard of that
old story. Don't be frightened,*' added
she, laughing, " I am not going to ask
who blabbed it. I had as lieve it were
one impertinent fool as another. Only
never imagine me of the tribe of sen-
timental pedants, who think it a dis-
grace to grow wiser; or who suppose
that they must abide by their first opi-
nions, for fear the world should know,
that they think twice upon one subject
For what is changing one's mind, but
taking the ^ro one time, and the con
another?"
" But come," continued she, " this
is no tune for rattling. Two years I
have existed upon speculation ; I must
now try how I shall fare upon practice.
Is it not just, Ellis, that it should be
vou who should ^xi^ me out of the
slough of despond, since it was you who
flung me into it r — However, now for
your commission. Do you feel as if you
could execute it with spirit?"
Q 4
^ ( 344 )
^ *' With willingness, certainly, if I see
any chance of success."
** No ifs, Ellis. I hate the whole
tribe of dubiosity. However, that you
may not make any blunder,! shall tell you
my story myself; for all that you have
heard from others, you must set down to
ignorance or prejudice. Nobody knows
my feelings, and nobody understands
my reasons. So every body is at war
against me in the dark.
** Now hearken 1
" Just as I came of age, and ought to
have shaken off the shackles of Aunt
Maple, and to have enjoyed my inde-
pendence and my fortune together, ac-
cident brought into my way a young
lawyer — this Dennis Harleigh — of great
promise in the only profession in the
world that gives wit fair play. And I
thought him, then, — mark me, Ellis,
then ! — of a noble appearance. He de-
lighted to tell me his causes, state their
merits, and ask my opinions. I always
took the opposite side to that which he
C 345 )
•-C
wa§ employed to plead, in order to trj
nis powers, and prov^e, ii^y .QWg-i^^ The
French Revolution had just then burst
forth, into that noble flame th^ts nearly
consumed the old world, to raise a new
one, phoenix like, from its ashes. Soon
tired of our every day; subjects and con-
tests, I began canvassing with him the
Rights of Man. He had fallen despe-
rately in love with me, either for my wit
or my fortune, or both; and therefore all
topics were sure to be approved. Enchant-
ed with a warfare in which I was certain
to be always victorious, I grew so fond of
conquest, that I was never satisfied but
when combating ; and the joy I experi-
enced in the display of my own talents,
made me doat upon his sight. The
truth is, our mutual vanity mutually de-
ceived us : he saw my pleasure in his
company, and concluded that it was per-
sonal regard : I found nothing to rouse
the energies of my faculties in his ab-
sence, and imagined myself enamoured
of my vanquished antagonist. Aunt
^ 5
( 346 ■„)•
Maple did her little best — for every thing
she does is little — to forward the con-
nexion ; because, though his fortune is
trifling, his professional expectations are
high ; and though he is a younger bro-
ther, he is born of a noble family : and
that sort of mean old stuff is always in
her head ; for if the whole world were
revolutionized, you could never make
her conceive a new idea. And the
g-reat fact of all is, she cannot bear I
should leave her house before I marry,
because, she is sure, in one of my own,
I shall adopt some new system of life.
Thus, in the toils of my self-love, I be-
came entangled ; poor Dennis called
himself the happiest of men ; the settle-
ments were all drawn up ; and we were
looking about us for a house to our fancy,
and all that sort of stuff, when Dennis
introduced his family to us. — Now the
rest, I suppose, you can divine ?"
This was, indeed, not difficult; but
Ellis durst not risk any reply.
With a rapidity scarcely intelligible,
^C 347 )
and in a manner wholly incolierent,
she then went on : " Ellis, I pretend
.not to any mystery. Why is one per-
son adorable, and another detestable,
but to call forth our love and our hatred ?
?to give birth to all that snatches us from
mere inert existence ; to our passions,
our energies, our noblest conceptions of
all that' is towering and sublime?
Whether you have any idea of this
mental enlargement I cannot tell j but
with it I see human nature endowed
with capabilities immeasurable of per-
fection ; and without it, I regard and
treat the whole of my race as the mere
dramatis personam of a farce ; of which I
am myself, when performing with such
fellow-actors, a principal buffoon."
Nearly out of breath, she stopt a
moment ; then, looking earnestly at
Ellis, said , " Do you understand me ?*'
EUis, in a fearful accent, answered,
" I ... I am not quite sure."
" Remove your doubts, then !" cried
she, impatiently j " I despise what is
a 6
( 548 >
obscure, still more than I hate what i»
false. Falsehood may at least approach
to that degree of grandeur which belongs
to crime ; but obscurity is always mean,*
always seeking some subterfuge, always
belonging to art/*
Again she stopt ; but Ellis, uncertain
whether this remark were meant to in-
troduce her confidence, or to censure her
own secresy, waited an explanation in
silence. Elinor was evidently, however,
embarrassed, though anxious to persuade
herself, as well as Ellis, that she was
perfectly at her ease. She walked a
quick pace up and down the room ; then
stopt, seemed pausing, hemmed to clear
her voice for speech ; and then walked
backwards and forwards before the win-
dow, which she frequently opened and
shut, without seeming to know that she
touched it ; till, at length, seized with
sudden indignation against herself, for
this failure of courage, she energetically
exclaimed, " How paltry is shame where
there can be no disgrace! — I disdain itl
( 349 )
— disclaim it ! — and am ready to avow to
the whole world, that I dare speak and
act, as well as think and feel for my-
self!"
Yet, even thus buoyed up, thus full
fraught with defiance, something within
involuntarily, invincibly checked her,
and she hastily resumed her walks and
her ruminations.
" What amazing,unaccountable fools,"
she cried, "have we all been for these quan-
tities of centuries ! Worlds seem to have a
longer infancy taken out of the progress of
their duration, even than the long imbeci-
lity of the childhood of poor mortals. But
for the late glorious revolutionary shake
given to the universe, I should, at this
very moment, from mere cowardly con-
formity, be the wife of Dennis ! — -In
spite of my repentance of the engage-
ment, in spite of the aversion I have
taken to him, and in spite of the con-
tempt I have conceived — with one
single exception — for the whole race of
mankind, I must have been that poor
t2
( 350 )
man's despicable wife ! — O despicable
indeed ! For with what sentiments could
I have married him ? Where woidd have
been my soul while I had given him my
hand ? Had I not seen — known —
adored — his brother 1"
She stopt, and the deepest vermillion
overspread her face; her effort was madej
she had boasted of her new doctrine, lest
she should seem impressed with confu-
sion from the old one which she vio-
lated ; but the struggle being over, the
bravado and exultation subsided; female
consciousness and native shame took their
place ; and abashed, and unable to meet
the eyes of Ellis, she ran out of the
room.
In the whole of this scene, Ellis ob-
served, with mingled censure and pity,
the strong conflict in the mind of Elinor,
between ungoverned inclination, which
sought new systems for its support ; and
an innate feeling of what was due to the
sex that she was braving, and the cus-
toms that she was scorning.
( 35^ )
She soon re-appeared, but with a
wholly new air ; lively, disengaged, al-
most sportive. Her heart was lightened
by unburthening her secret; the feminine
delicacies which opposed the discovery,
once broken through, oppressed her no
more ; and the idea of passing, now,
straight forward, to the purposes for
which she had done herself this violence,
re-animated her spirit, and gave new
vi2:our to her faculties.
She laughed at herself for having run
away, without explaining the meaning of
her communication ; and for charging
Ellis with a commission, of which she had
not made known even the nature. She
then more clearly stated her situation.
From the time of her first interview
with Albert, her whole mind had recoiled
from all thought of union with his bro-
ther ; yet the affair was so far advanced,
and she saw herself so completely re-
garded by Albert as a sister, though
treated by him with an openness, a frank-
ness, and an affection the most captivat-
4t
( 35^ )
ing, that she had not courage to proclaim
her change of sentiment.
The conflict of her mind, during this
doubting state, threatened to cast heir
into' a consumption. She was ordered to
the south of France. And there, happily
arrived, new scenes, — a new world,
rather, opened to her a code of new ideas,
that soon, she said, taught her to scoff at
idle misery : and might even, from the
occupation given to her feelings, by the
glorious confusion, and mad wonders
around her, have recovered her from
the thraldom of an over-ruling propen-
sity, had not Dennis, unable, from pro-
fessional engagements, to quit his coun-
try, been so blind, upon hearing that her
health was re-established, as to persuade
his brother to cross the Channel, in order
to escort the two travellers home. From
the moment, the fated moment, that
Albert arrived to be her guide and her
guard, he became so irresistibly the
master of her heart, that her destiny
w^as determined. Whether good or ill.
<(
353 )
she knew not yet -, but it was fixed. Ill
had not occurred to her sanguine ex^
pectations, nor doubt, nor fear, till the
eventful meeting with Ellis : till then, she
had believed her happiness secure, for she
had supposed that nothing stood in her
way, save a little brotherly punctilio.
But, since the junction of Ellis, the spon-
taneous interest which Albert had taken
in her fate, and her affairs, had appeared
to be so marvellous, that, at every new
view of his pity, his respect, or his ad-
miration, she was seized with the most
uneasy feelings 5 which sometimes worked
her up into pangs of excruciating jea-
lousy ; and, at others, seemed to be so
ill founded, that, recollecting a thousand
instances of his general benevolence, she
laughed her own surmises to scorn. How
the matter still stood, with regard to Iiis
heart, she confessed herself unable to
form any permanent judgment. The
time, however, was now, happily, arrived,
to abolish suspense, for even Dennis,
now, could bear it no longer. She ex-
( 354 )
pected, she said, a desperate scene, but,
at least, it would be a final one. She had
only, for many months past, been re-
strained from giving Dennis his dismis-
sion, lest Albert should drop all se-
parate acquaintance, from the horrour
of seeming treacherously to usurp the
place of his brother. Nevertheless, she
\vould frankly have ended her disturb-
ance, by an avowal of the truth, had not
Albert been the eldest brother, and, con-
sequently, the richest 5 and the disgrace-
ful supposition, that she might be in-
fluenced to desire the change from mer-
cenary motives, would have had power
to yoke her to Dennis, for the rest of her
weary existence, had not her mind been
so luminously opened to its own re-
sources, and inherent right of choice, by
her continental excursion.
" The grand effect," she continued,
'' of beholding so many millions of men,
let loose from all ties, divine or human,
gave such play to my fancy, such a range
to my thoughts, and brought forth such
( 355 )
new, unexpected, and untried combina-
tions to mj reason, that I frequently
felt as if just created, and ushered into
the world — not, perhaps, as wise as an-
other Minerva, but equally formed to
view and to judge all around me, without
the gradations of infancy, childhood, and
youth, that hitherto have prepared for
maturity. Every thing now is upon a new
scale, and man appears to be worthy of
his faculties; which, during all these past
ages, he has set aside, as if he could do
just as well witiiout them } holding it to be
his bounden duty, to be trampled to the
dust, by old rules and forms, because all
his papas and uncles were trampled so be-
fore him. However, I should not have
troubled myself, probably, with any of
these abstruse notions, had they not of-
fered me a new road for life, when the old
one was worn out. To find that all was
novelty and regeneration throughout the
finest country in the universe, soon in-
fected me with the system-forming spirit;
and it was then that I conceived the
( 356 )
plan I am now going to execute ; but I
shall not tell it you in its full extent,
as I am uncertain what may be your
strength of mind ibr measures of force
and character ; and perhaps they may
not be necessary. So now to your com-
mission. .' ' iX
" I am fixed to cast wholly aside the
dainty common barriers, which shut out
from female practice all that is elevated,
or even natural. Dennis, therefore, shall
know that I hate him j Albert . . . Ah,
Ellis ! that I hate him not !"
*' My operations are to commence
thus: Act I. Scene I. Enter Ellis, seek-
ing Albert. Don't stare so ; I know
perfectly well what I am about. Scene
II. Albert and Ellis meet. Ellis informs
him that she must hold a confabulation
with him the n^xt day ; and desires that
he will remain at Lewes to be at hand. — "
" Oh, Miss Joddrel!'' interrupted
Ellis, " you must, at least, give me leave
to say, that it is by your command that I
make a request so extraordinary i"
( 357 )
" By no means. He must not sus-
pect that I have any knowledge of your
intention. The truth, like an explosion
of thunder, shall burst upon, his he^d at
once. So only shall I truly know whe-
ther it will shake him with dismay-— or
magnetize him by its sublimity.''
" Yet how, Madam, under what pre-
tence, can I take such a liberty ?"
'' Pho, pho; this is no time for delicate
demurs. If he be not engaged to stay
before I turn his brother adrift, he will
accompany him to town, as a thing of
course, to console him in his willowed
state. The rest of my plot is not yet
quite ripe for disclosure. But all is ar-
ranged. And though I know not whe-
ther the catastrophe will be tragic or
comic, I am prepared in my part for
either."
"She then went away.
.J V.
C 358 )
,',f\
CHAPTER XVII.
T^LINOR returned almost instantly.
" Hasten, hasten," she cried, " Ellisl
There is no time to be lost. Scene the
first is all prepared. Albert Harleigh, at
this very moment, is poring over the
county map in the hall. Run and tell
him that you have something of deep
importance to communicate to him to-
morrow.*'
" But may he not — if he means to
go — desire to hear it immediately ?*'
Elinor, without answering, forced her
away. Harleigh, whose back was to the
stair-entrance, seemed intently examining
some route. The distress of Ellis was
extreme how to call for his notice, and
how to execute her commission when it
should be obtained. Slowly and un-
willingly approaching a little nearer, " I
am afraid," she hesitatingly said, " that
( 359 )
I must appear extremely importunate,
but—''
The astonishment with wliich he turned
round, at the sound of her voice, could
only be equalled by the pleasure with
which he met her eyes ; and only sur-
passed, by the sudden burst of clashing
ideas with which he saw her own instantly
drop ; while her voice, also, died away ;
her cheeks became the colour of
crimson : and she was evidentlv and
wholly at a loss what to say.
" Importunate?" he gently repeated,
" impossible!'* yet he waited her own
explanation.
Her confusion now became deeper ;
any sort of interrogation would have en-
couraged and aided her ; but his quiet,
though attentive forbearance seemed the
result of some suspension of opinion.
Ashamed and grieved, she involuntarily
looked away, as she indistinctly pro-
nounced, " I must appear .... very
strange**. . but I am constrained ....
Circumstances of which J am not the
( 36o )
mistress, force me to ... . desire — to
request — that to-morrow mornings — ^or
any part of to-morrow .... it might be
possible that I could .... or rather that
you should be able to .... to hear some-
thinc: that .... that ....*'
The total silence with which he listened,
shewed so palpably his expectation of
some competent reason for so singular
an addresSj that her inability to clear
herself, and her chagrin in the idea of
forfeiting any part of an esteem which
had proved so often her protection, grew
almost insupportably painful, and she
left her phrase unfinished: yet con-
sidered her commission to be fulfilled,
and was moving away.
" To-morrow,*' he said, " I meant to
have accompanied my brother, whose
affairs — whatever may be his fate —
oblige him to return to town : but if . . . .
if to-morrow — "
He had now, to impede her retreat,
stept softly between her and the stair-
case, and perceived, in her blushes, the
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force which she had put upon her
modesty ; and read, in the expression
of her ghstening eyes, that an innate
sense of delicacy was still more wounded,
by the demand which she had made, even
than her habits of life. 'With respect^
therefore, redoubled, and an interest
beyond all calculation increased, he
went on ; " If to-morrow .... or next
day *-^ or any part of the week, you have
any commands for me, nothing shall
hurry me hence till they are obeyed.'*
Comforted to find herself treated
with unabated consideration, however
shocked to have the -air of detaining hinn
purposely for her own concerns, she
was courtsying her thanks, when she^
caught a glance of Elinor on the stairs,^
in whose face, every passion seemed with
violence at work.
Ellis chanejed colour, not knowing how
to proceed, or how to stop. Tha
alteration in her countenance made Ilar-
leigh look round, and discern Elinor; ye .
sp pre-occupied was his attention^ it ^|.
VOL. u R.
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he was totally luimindfiilof her situation,
and would have addressed her as usual,
had she not abruptly remounted the
stairs.
Harleigh would then have asked some
directions, relative to the time and man-
ner of the purposed communication ;
but Ellis instantly followed Elinor ; leav-
ing him in a state of wonder, expecta-
tion, yet pleasure indescribable ; fully
persuaded tliat she meant to reveal the
secret of her name and her history ; and
forming conjectures that every moment
varied, yet every moment grew more
interesting, of her motives for such a
confidence.
Ellis found Elinor already in her cham-
ber, and, apparently, in the highest,
though evidently most factitious spirits :
not, however, feigned to deceive Ellis,
but falsely and forcibly elated to deceive,
or, at least, to animate herself " This
is enchanting T' she cried, " this is de-
lectable ! this is every thing that I could
wish ! I shall now know the truth ! All
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<?<,• .
the doubts, all the;, difficulties, that have^
been crazing me for some time past, will
now be solved : I shall discover whether
his long patience in waiting my deter-
mination, has been for your sake, or for
mine. He will not go hence, till he has
obeyed your commands ! — Is he glad
of a pretence to stay on my account ?
or impelled irresistibly upon yours ? I
shall now know all, all, all V
The lengthened stay of Albert being
thus, she said, ascertained, she should
send Dennis about his business, without
the smallest ceremony.
What she undertook, she performed.
Early in the evening she again visited
Ellis, exultingly to make known to her,
that Dennis was finally dismissed. She
had assigned no reason, she said, for her
iong procrastination, reserving that for
his betters, alias Albert ; but she had
been so positive and clear in announcing
her decision, and assuring him tliat it pro-
ceeded from a most sincere and unalter-
able dislike, both to his person and mind,
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that he had shewn spirit enough to be
ahnost respectable, having immediately
ordered his horse, taken his leave of
Aunt Maple, and set off upon his jour-
ney. Albert, meanwhile, had said, that
he had business to transact at Bright-
helmstone, which might detain him some
days ; and had accepted an invitation to
sleep at Lewes, during that period, from
poor Aunt Maple ; whose provocation
and surprise at all that had passed were
delightful.
" To-morrov/ morning, therefore,"
she continued, " will decide mv fate.
What, hitherto, Albert has thought of
me, he is probably as ignorant as I am
myself; for while he has considered me
as the property of i\is brother, his pride
is so scrupulous, and his scruples are so
squeamish, that he would deem it a crime
of the iiist magnitude, to whisper, even
in his own ear. How should 1 like her for
myself? He is suspicious of some so-
phistry in whatever is not establislied by
antiquated rules j and, with all his wis-
( 36s )
ilom, and all bis superiority, he is con-
stantly anxious not to offend that con-
ceited old prejudice, that thinks it taking
a liberty with human nature, to suppose
that any man can be so indecent as to
grow np wiser, or more knowing, than
his grandpapa was before him.
" Trifling, however, apart, all my real
alarm is to fathom what his feehngs are
for you ! Are they but of compassion,
Splaying upon a disengaged mind ? If
nothing further, the awakening a more
potent sentiment will plant them in their
proper line of subordination. This is
what remains to be tried. He has not
made you any declaration ; he is free,
therefore, from any entanglement : his
brotiier is discharged, and for ever out
of the question ; he knows me, therefore,
also, to be liberated from all engagement.
When I said that you had given me
life, I did not mean, that merely to hear
that nothing Iiad yet passed, was cnougli
to secure my happiness : — Ah no ! —
but simply tliat it inspired me with a
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hope that gives me courage to resolve
upon seeking certitude. And now,
hear me !
" The second act of the comedjr,
tragedy, or farce, of my existence, is to
be represented to-morrow. The first
icene will be a conference between Ellis
and Albert, in which ElHs will relate
the history of Elinor,"
Suddenly, then, looking at her, with
an air the most authoritative, '• Ellis !"
she added, ," there is one article to
"which 3^ou must answer this moment!
Would you^ should the choice be in
your power, sacrifice Lord Melbury to
Harleigh ? No hesitation !"
*' Miss Joddrel," answered Ellis, so-
lemnly, " I have neither the hope, nor the
fear, that belongs to what might be called
sacrifice relative to either of them : I
earnestly desire to preserve the esteem of
Mr. Harleigh; and the urbanity— I can
call it by no other name — of Lord Mel-
bury; but I am as free from the thought
as from the presumption, of expecting, or
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( i^i )
eovetiiig, to engage any personal, or
particular regard, from either."
Elinor, appeased, said, " You are
such a compound of mystery, that one
extraordinary thing is not more difficult
to credit in you, than another. My de-
sign, as you will find, in making you
speak instead of myself, is a stroke of
Machievalian policy ; for it will finish
both suspences at once ; since if, whea
you talk to him of me, he thinks only of
my agent, how will he refrain, in answer-
ingyour embassy,to betrayhimself? If, on
the contrary, when he finds his scruples
removed about his brother, he should
feel his heart penetrated by the cause of
that brother's dismission — Ah Ellis ! —
But let us not anticipate act the third.
The second alone can decide, whether it
will conclude the piece with an epitha-
lamium — or a requiem P'
She then disappeared.
Ellis saw her no more till the next
morning, when, entering the chamber,
breathless with haste and agitation,
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I
" The momen V she cried, « is conie I
I have sent out Aunt Maple, and Selina^
upon visits for the whole morning ; and
I have called Harleigh into my dressing-
room. There, wondering, he waits ; I
shall introduce you, and wait, in my turn,
till, in ten minutes' time, you follow, to
give me the argument of the third and
last act of my drama,"
Ellis, alarmed at what might be the
result, would again have supplicated to
be excused ; but Elinor, proudly saying,
" Fear no consequences for me ! Those
who know truly how to love, know how
to die, as well as how to live !" forcibly
dragged her down to the dressing-room ;
through which she instantly passed her-
self, with undisguised trepidation, to her
inner apartment.
The astonishment of Harleigh was
inexpressible ; and Ellis, who had re-
ceived no positive directions, felt wholly
at a loss what she was to relate, how far
she ought to go, and what she ought to
require. Hastily,therefore, and affrighted
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at her task, she tapped at the bed-room
door, and begged a moment's audience.
Elinor opened it, in the greatest conster-
nation. " What 1" cried she, taking her
to the window, " is all over, without a
word uttered ?"
No; Ellis answered; she merely wished
for more precise commands what she
should say.
" Say?" cried Elinor, reviving, " say
that I adore him ! That since the in-
stant I have seen him, I have detested
his brother ; that he alone has given me
any idea of what is perfection in human
nature ! And that, if the whole world
were annihilated, and he remained . . *
I should think my existence divine !"
She then pushed her back, prohibiting
any reply.
Harleigh, to whom all was incompre-
hensible, but whose expectations every
moment grew higher, of the explanation
he so much desired, perceiving the em-
barrassment of Ellis, gently advanced,
and said, " Shall I be guilty of indiscre-
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tioii, if I seize this hurried, yet perhaps
only moment, to express my impatience
"for a communication of which I have
thought, ahnost exclusively, from the
moment I have had it in view ? Must
it be deferred ? or — "
" No; it admits of no delay. I have
much to say — and I am allowed but
ten minutes — "
" You have much to say ?" cried he,
delighted ; " ten minutes to-day may
be followed by twenty, thirty, as many
as you please, to-morrow, — and after
to-morrrow, — and whenever you com-
•<-inand.'*
" You are very good, Sir, but my com-
mission admits as little of extension as of
procrastination. It must be as brief as
it will be abrupt."
" Your commission ?" he repeated,
in a tone of disappointment.
" Yes ; I am charged by . . . by . . .
by a lady whom I need not name — to
say that . . . that your brother
l§he stopt, ashamed to proceed.
)>
C 371 )
" I can have no doubt,'* said he,
gravely, ** that Miss Joddrel is con-
cerned, for the length of time she has
wasted in trifling with his feelings ; but
this is all the apology her conduct re-
quires : the breach of the engagement,
when once she was convinced, that her
attachment was insufficient to make the
union as desirable to herself as to him,
was certainly rather a kindness than an
injury."
*' Yes, — but, her motives — her rea-
sons — "
'* I conceive them all! she wanted
courage to be sooner decided ; she ap-
prehended reproach — and she gathered
force to make her change of sentiments
known, only when, otherwise, she must
have concealed it for ever. — Pardon
this presumptuous anticipation !'* added
he, smiling ; " but when you talk to me
of only ten minutes, how can I suffer
them to be consumed in a commis-
sion ?"
He spoke in a low tone, yet, Ellis,
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excessively alarmed, pointed expressively
to the chamber-door. In a tone, then^
still softer, he continued : " I have been
anxious to speak to you of Lord Mel-
bury, and to say something of the indig-
nation with which I heard, from him,
of the atrocious behaviour of Ireton.
Nothing less than the respect I feel for
vou, could have deterred me from shew-
ing him the resentment I feel for myself.
I should not, however, have been your
only champion ; Lord Meibury was
equally incensed j but we both acknow-
ledged that our interests and our feelings
ought to be secondary to yours, and by
yours to be regulated. The matter,
therefore, is at an end. Ireton is con-
vinced that he has done you wrong; and,
as he never meant to be your enemy, and
has no study but his own amusement,
we must pity his w^ant of taste, and hope
that the disgrace necessarily hanging
upon detected false assertion, may be a
lesson not lost upon him. Yet he de-
serves one far more severe. He is a
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pitiful egotist, who seeks notliing but his
own diversiron ; iudifFerent whose peace,
comfort, or reputation pays its pur-
chase."
I am infinitely obliged," said ElHs,
that you will suffer the whole to drop ;
but I must not do the same by my com-
mission ! — You must let mc, now, enter
more particularly upon my charge, and
tell you — "
" Forgive, forgive me !*' cried he,
eagerly ; *' I comprehend all that Miss
Joddrel can have to sav. But mv im-
f ft/
patience is irrepressible upon a far
different subject j one that awakens the
most lively interest, that occupies my
thoughts, that nearly monopolizes my
memory ; and that e:^hausts — yet never
wearies my conjectures. — That letter
you were so good as to mention to me ? —
and the plan you may at length decide
to pursue ? — permit mc to hope, that
the commimication you intend me, has
some reference to those points ?"
" I should be truly glad of your
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counsel, Sir, in my helpless situation :
but I am not at this moment at liberty to
speak of myself; — Miss Joddrel — '*
Her embarrassment now announced
something extraordinary ; but it was
avowedly not personal, and Harleigh
eagerly besought her to be .expeditious.
" You must make me so, then,'* cried
she, " by divining what I have to re-
veal !"
" Does Miss Joddrel relent ? — Will
she give me leave to summon my brother
back ?"
" Oh no ! no ! no ! — far otherwise.
Your brother has been indifferent to
her .... ever since she has known him
as such !"
She thought she had now said enough ;
but Harleigh, whose faculties w^ere other-
wise engaged, waited for further expla-
nation.
" Can you not," said Ellis, " or will
you not, divine the reason of the
change ?"
« I have certainly," he answered.
( Z7S )
*' long observed a growing insensi-
bility; but still — ^*
" And have you never," said Ellis,
deeply blushing, " seen, also, -. — its re-
verse ?*'
This question, and yet more the man-
ner in which it was made, was too in-
telligible to admit of any doubt. Har-
leigh, however, was far from elated as
the truth opened to his view : he looked
grave and disturbed, and remained for
some minutes profoundly silent. Ellis,
already ashamed of the indelicacy of her
office, could not press for any reply.
" I am hurt," he at length said, " be-
yond all measure, by what you intimate ;
but since Miss Joddrel has addressed
you thus openly, there can be no im-
propriety in my claiming leave, also, to
speak to you confidentially.'*
" Whatever you wish me to say to
ber. Sir, "
" And much that I do not wish you to
say to her," cried he, half smiling, " I
hope you w^ill hear yourself! and that
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then, you will have the goodness, accord-
ing to what you know of her intentlonj^
and desire, to palliate what you may
deem necessary to repeat."
" Ah, poor Miss Joddrel!" said Ellis,
in a melancholy tone, " and is this the
success of my embassy?"
'* Did you, then, wish — " Harleigh
began, with a quickness of which he in-
stantly felt the impropriety, and changed
his phrase into, " Did you, then, expect
any other ?"
" I was truly sorry to be entrusted
with the commission."
" I easily conceive, that it is not
such a one as you would have given !
but there is a dangerous singularity in
the character of Miss Joddrel, that
makes her prone to devote herself to
whatever is new, wild, or uncommon.
Even now, perhaps, she conceives that
she is the champion of her sex, in shewing
it the road, — a dangerous road ! — to a
new walk in life. Yet, — these eccentri-
cities set apart, — how rare are her qua-
( Zll )
lities ! how povverfiil is her mind ! how
sportive her fancy ! and how noble is
her superiority to every species of art
or artifice !"
" Yet, with all this," said Ellis, looking
at him expressively, " with all this . . .'*
she knev/ not how to proceed; but he saw
her meaning. " With all this," he said,
'• you are surprised, perhaps, that I should
look for other qualities, other virtues in
her whom I should aspire to make the
companion of my life ? I beseech you,
however, to believe, that neither inso-
lence nor ingratitude makes me insen-
sible to her worth ; but, though it often
meets my admiration, sometimes my es-
teem, and always my good will and re-
gard, it is not of a texture to create that
sympathy without which even friend-
>ship is cold. I have, indeed, .... tiU
now ....'*
He paused.
" Poor, poor Miss Joddrel !" exclaim-
ed Ellis, " If you could but have heard,
— or if I knew but how to repeat, even
' ( 378 )
the millloneth part of what she thinks of
you ! — of the respect with which she is
ready to yield to your opinions ; of the
enthusiasm with which she honours your
character ; of the devotion with which
she nearly worships you — "
She stopt short, ashamed ; and as
fearful that she had been now too urgent,
as before that she had been too cold.
Harleiffh heard her with considerable
emotion. " I hope^*' he said, " your
feelings, like those of most minds gifted
with strong sensibility, have taken the
pencil, in this portrait, from your cooler
judgment ? 1 should be grieved, indeed,
to suppose — but what can a man sup-
pose, what say, upon a subject so delicate
that may not appear offensive ? Suffer
me, therefore, to drop it ; and have the
goodness to let that same sensibility
operate in terminating, in such a man-
ner as may be least shocking to her, all
view, and all thought, that I ever could,
or ever can, entertain the most distant
project of supplanting my brother."
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« Will you not, at least, speak to lier
yourself?'*
" I had flir rather speak to you ! —
Yet certainly yes, if she desire it."
" Give me leave, then, to say," cried
Ellis, moving towards the bed-room
door, " that you request an audience/*
" By no means ! I merely do not ob-
ject to it. You may easily conceive
what pain I shall be spared, if it may be
evaded. All I request, is a few moments
with you ! Hastily, therefore, let me
ask, is your plan decided ?"
'^ To the best of my power, — of my
ideas, rather, — yes. But, indeed, I
must not thus abandon my charge i**
" And will you not let me enquire
what it is ?"
" There is one thing, only, in which I
have any hope that my exertions may
tun) to account ; I wish to offer myself
as a governess to some young lady, or
ladies."
" I beseech you," cried he, with sud-
den fervour, " to confide to me the
( 38o )
liiatiire of yonr situation ! I know weU
I have no claim ; I seem to have even
no pretext for such a request ; yet there
are sometimes circumstances that not
only excuse, but imperiously demand
extraordinary measures : perhaps mine,
at this moment, are of that sort ! perhaps
I am at a loss what step to take, till I
know to whom I address myself 1"
" O Sir !*' cried EUis, holding up her
hands in act of supplication, '' you will
be heard !*^
Harleigh, conscious that he had been
off all guard, silenced himself immedi-
ately, and walked hastily to the window.
Ellis knew not whether to retire, at
once, to her ovvU room ; or to venture
into that of Elinor ; or to require any
further answer. This last, however,
Harleigh seemed in no state to give : h«
leant his forehead upon his hand, and
remained wrapt in thought.
Ellis, struck by a manner which shewed
that he felt, and, apparently, repented,
the possible meaning that his last wordi
( 38i )
might convey, was now as much ashamed
for herself as for EHnor ; and not wish-
ing to meet his eyes, ghded softly back
to her chamber.
Here, whatever might be the fulness
of her mind, she was not allowed an
instant for reflection : lihnor folio Vved
her immediately.
She shut the door, and walked closely
up to her. Ellis feared to behold her ;
yet saw, by a glance, that her eyes
were sparkling, and that her face was
dressed in smiles. " This is a glorious
day for me !*' she cried ; " 'tis the pride
of my life to have brought such a one
into the history of my existence 1"
Ellis officiously got her a chair ; ar-
ranged the fire; examined if the windows
were well closed; and sought any occu-
pation, to postpone the moment of speak-
ing to, or looking at her.
Slic was not offended ; she did not
appear to be hurried ; she seemed en-
chanted with her own ideas; yet she had
a strangeness in her manner that Ellis
thought extremely alarming.
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** Well," she cried, when she had
taken her seat, and saw that Ellis could
find no further pretext for employing
herself in the little apartment ; " what
garb do you bring me ? How am I to be
arrayed ?"
Ellis begged to know what she meant.
" Is it a wedding-garment ?" replied
she, gaily; or...." abruptly changing
her tone into a deep hoarse whisper, " a
shroud ?'*
Elhs, shuddering; durst not answer.
Elinor, catching her hand, said, " Don't
be frightened ! I am at this moment
equal to whatever may be my des-
tiny : I am at a point of elevation,
that makes my fate nearly indifferent
to me. Speak, therefore ! but only to the
fact. I have neither time nor humour
for narratory delays. I tried to hear you;
but you both talked so whisperingly,
that I could not make out a sentence."
" Indeed, Miss Joddrel," said Ellis,
trembling violently, " Mr. Harleigh's
regard — his affection — "
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" Not a word of that trite class!'*
cried Elinor, with sudden severity, " if
you would not again work all my passions
into inflammation, involve me no more
in doubt! Fear nothing else. I am
no where else vulnerable. Set aside,
then, all childish calculations, of giv-
ing me an inch or two more, or an
inch or two less of pain, — and be brief
and true!"
Ellis could not utter a word : every
phrase she could suggest seemed to teem
with danger ; yet she felt that her
silence could not but indicate the truth
which it sought to hide ; she hung her
head, and sighed in disturbed perplexity.
Elinor looked at her for some time with
an examining eye, and then, hastily
rising, emphatically exclaimed, " You
are mute ? — I see, then, my doom !
And I shall meet it with glory !"
Smiles triumphant, but wild, now
played about her face. " Ellis," she
cried, " go to your work, or whatever
you were about, and take no manner of
■• ( 3U' )
heed of me., .kJuhaiY.e somefcluug of im-
portance to arrange, and can brook no ;,
interruption." n? ;<i! it
Ellis acquiesced, returning to the em-
ployment of lier needle, for wliich Mrs.
Fonn took es|>ecial care that she should
never lack materials.
Elinor spoke to her no more ; but her
ruminations, though undisturbed by her
companion, were by no means quiet, ovj
silent. She paced hastily up and down
the room ; sat, in turn, upon a chair, a *
window seat, and the bed; talkedito
herself, sometimes with a vehemence
tliat made several detached w^ords, though
no sentences, intelligible ; sometimes in
softer accents, and with eyes and gestures
of exultation ; and, frequently, she went
into a corner by the side of the window,
where she looked, in secret, at something
in a shagrin case that she held in her
hand, and had brought out of her
chamber ; and to which she occasionally
addressed herself, with a fervency that
shook her whole frame, and wath ex*-
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pressions which, though broken, and halt
pronounced, denoted that she considered
it as something sacred.
At length, with an air of transport,
she exclaimed, " Yes 1 that will produce
the best effect ! what an ideot have I
been to hesitate !" then, turning with
quickness to Ellis: " Ellis," she cried,
" I have withheld from any questions
relative to yourself, because I abominate
all subterfuge ; but you will not suppose
1 am contented with my ignorance ? You
will not imagine it a matter of indifference
to me, to know how I have failed ?**
She reddened ; passion took possession
of every feature, and for a moment
nearly choaked her voice : she again
walked, with rapid motion, about the
room, and then ejaculated, " Let me be
patient ! let me not take away all
grandeur from my despair, and reHuce it
to mere common madness! — Let me
wait the fated moment, and then — let
the truth burst, blaze, and flume, till it
devour me !
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wsk EiJ^ gflg presently ^addeii, " find
Harleigb ; tell him I will wish him a
good journey from the summer-house in
the garden. Not a soul ever enters it
at this time of the year. Bid him go
thither directly. I shall soon join him.
1 will wait in my room till you call me.
Be quick !"
Ellis required not to have this order
repeated : to place her under the care
of Harleigh, and intimate to him the
excess of her love, with the apprehen-
sions which she now herself conceived
of the dangerous state of her mind, was
all that could be wished ; and where
so essential a service might be render-
ed, or a mischief be prevented, personal
punctilio was out of the question. ^^
He w^as not in the hall ; but, from
one of the windows, she perceived him
walking near the house. A painful sen-
sation, upon being obliged, again, to
force herself upon his notice, disturbed,
though she would not suffer it to check
Her. He was speaking with his groom.
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She stopt at the hall-door, with a view
to catch his eye, and succeeded ; but
he bowed without approaching her,
and continued to discourse with his
groom.
To seem bent upon pursuing him,
when he appeared himself to think that
he had gone too far, and even to mean
to shun her, dyed her cjieeks of the
deepest vermilion j though she com-
pelled herself, from a terrour of the
danger of delay, to run across the gravel-
walk before the house, to address him.
He saw her advance, with extreme sur-
prise, but by no means with the same air
of pleasure, that he had manifested in
the morning. His look was embar-
rassed, and he seemed unwilling to meet
her eyes. Yet he awaited her with a
respect that made his groom, unbidden,
retire to some distance ; though to await
her at all, when he might have met her,
struck her, even in this hurried and ter-
rified moment, as offering the strongest
confirmation which she had yet received,
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that it was not a man of pleasure or of
gallantry, but of feeling and of truth,
into whose way she was thus singularly
and frequently cast : and the impression
which she had made upon his mind, had
never, to her hitherto nearly absorbed
faculties, appeared to be so serious or so
sincere, as now, when he first evidently
struggled to disguise a partiality, which
he seemed persuaded that he had, now^
first betrayed^ The sensations which
this discovery might produce in herself
were unexamined: the misery with which
-it teemed for Elinor, and a desire to
relieve his own delicacy, by appearing
unconscious of his secret, predominated :
and she assumed sufficient self-command,
to deliver the message of Elinor, with a
look, and in a voice, that seemed insen-
sible and unobservant of every other
subject. ^^iy
He soon, now, recovered his usual
tone, and disengaged manner. " She
must certainly,'' he said, " be obeyed '^
though I so little expected such a sum-
mows, that I was giving directions for
my departure.*' ♦'> t-
" Ah, no!" cried Ellis, " rather again
defer it."
" You would have me again defer
^it ?" he repeated, with a vivacity he
tried still more, though vainly, to sub-
due than to disguise.
The word again did not make the
cheeks of Ellis paler ; but she answered,
with eagerness, " Yes, for the same pur-
pose and same person ! — I am forced
to speak explicitly — and abruptly. In-
deed, Sir, you know not, you conceive
not, the dreadfully alarming state of
her nerves, nor the violence of her at-
tachment.— You could scarcely else — '*
she stopt, for he changed colour and
looked hurt : she saw he comprehended
that she meant to add, you could scarcely
else resist her : she finished, therefore,
her phrase, by " scarcely else plan leaving
her, till you saw her more composed,
and more reconciled to herself, and to
the world." \y
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*' You may imagine,*' said he, pen-
sively, " it is any thing rather than my
inclination that carries me hence ....
but I greatly fear 'tis the only prudent
measure I can pursue."
*' You can best judge by seeing her,"
said Ellis : " her situation is truly de-
plorable. Her faculties are all disor-
dered ; her very intellects, I fear, are
shaken ; and there is no misfortune, no
horrour, which her desperation, if not
feoftened, does not menace."
Harleigh now seemed awakened to
sudden alarm, and deep concern ; and
Ellis painfully, with encreasing embar-
rassment, from encreasing consciousness,
added, " You will do, I am sure, what
is possible to snatch her from despair !"
and then returned to the house: satisfied
that her meaning was perfectly compre-
hended, by the excess of consternation
into which it obviously cast Harleigh.
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n iJoY ^'
CHAPTER XVIII.
r^OMFORTED, at least, for Elinor,
whose situation in being known,
seemed to lose its greatest danger,
Ellis, with less oppression upon her
spirits, returned to the dressing-room.
Elinor was writing, and too intently
occupied to heed the opening of the
door. The motion of her hand was so
rapid, that her pen seemed rather to
skim over, than to touch her paper.
Ellis gently approached her ; but, finding
that she did not raise her head, ven-
tured not even to announce that her
orders had been executed.
At length, her paper being filled, she
looked up, and said, " Well ! is he
there ?"
" I have delivered to him. Madam,
your commands."
" Then," cried she, rising with an
s 4
k '39^ )
"exuhiu^''^^ ■*' the moment of ''iny
triumph is come ! Yes, Harleigli ! if
meanly I have offered you my person,
nobly, at leasf, T will consecrate to ybii
my soul !*' '■ '^^^oB'^
Hastily rolling up what she had been
writing, and putting it into a desk,
** Ellis !" she added, " mark me well !
should any accident betide me, here
will be found the last and unalterable
codicil to my will. It is signed, but
not witnessed : it' is Woii however, of
a nature to be disputed j it is to desire
only that Harleigh will take care that
my bones shall be buried in the same
charnel-house, in which he orders the in-
terment of his own. All that remains,
finally^ of either of us, there, at least,
may meet !"
Ellis turned cold with horrour. Her
first idea was to send for Mrs. Maple ;
yet that lady was so completely without
influence, that any interference on her
part, might rather stimulate than im-
pede what it was meant to oppose. It
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seemed, therefore, safest to trust wholly
to Harleigh,
The eyes of Elinor were wild and fierce,
her complexion was lividjher countenance
was become haggard ; and, while she
taJked of triumph, and fancied it was what
she felt, every feature exhibited the most
tortured marks of impetuous sorrow, and
ungoverned disappointment.
She took from her bureau the sha-
green case which she had so fondly ca-
ressed, and which Ellis concluded to
contain some portrait, or cherished
keep-sake of Harleigh ; and hurried
down stairs. Ellis fearfully followed
her. No one happened to be in the
way, and she was already in the garden,
when, turning suddenly round, and per-
ceiving Ellis, " Oh ho 1" she cried, " you
come unbidden ? you are right j I shall
want you."
She then precipitately entered the
summer-house, in which Harleigh was
awaiting her in the keenest anxiety. ,
His disturbance was augmented upon
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observing her extreme paleness, though
she tried to meet him with a smile.
She shut and bolted the door, and
seated herself before she spoke.
Assuming then a mien of austerity,
though her voice betrayed internal
tremour, " Harleigh !" she cried, " be
hot alarmed. I have received your an-
sv^^er ! — fear not that I shall ever expect
*— or would, now, even listen to another!
'Tis to vindicate, not to lower my cha-
racter that I am here. I have given
you, I am aware, a great surprise by
what you conceive to be my weakness ;
prepare yourself for a yet greater, from
an opposite cause. I come to explain
to you the principles by which I am
actuated, clearly and roundly ; without
false modesty, insipid affectation, or
artful ambiguity. You will then knov/
from what plan of reasoning I adopt my
measures ; which as yet, believing to be
urged only by my feelings, you attri-
bute, perhaps, — like that poor scared
Ellis, to insanity.*'
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Eliis forced a smile, and, seating her-
self at some distance, tried to wear the
appearance of losing her apprehensions^
while Harleigh, drawing a chair near
Elinor, assured her that his whole mind
was engaged in attention to what she
might disclose.
Her voice now became more steady,
and she proceeded. ,
" You think me, I know, tarnished
by those very revolutionary ideas through
which, in my own estimation, I am en-
nobled. I owe to them that I dare hold
myself intellectually, as well as per-
sonally, an equal member of the com-
munity ; not a poor, degraded, however
necessary appendant to it : I owe to
them my enfranchisement from the
mental slavery of subscribing to unex-
amined opinions, and being governed by
prejudices that I despise : I owe to
them the precious privilege, so shame-
fully new to mankind, of daring to think
tor myself. But for them — should ^^
not, at this moment, be pining away my
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lingering existence, in silent consump-
tion ? They have rescued me from that
slow poison !"
" In what manner/' said Harleigh,
** can I presume — "
She interrupted him. " Imagine not I
am come to reproach you ! or, still less,
to soften you !'' She stopt, confused,
rose, and again seated herself, before
she could go on. " No ! littleness of
that description belongs not to such
energies as those which you have
awakened ! I come but, I repeat, to
defend myself, from any injurious suspi-
cion, of having lightly given way to a
mere impulse of passion. :.;I come to
bring you conviction that reason has
guided my conduct; and I come to
solicit a boon from you, — a last boon,
before we separate for ever !'*
" I am charmed if you have anything
to ask of me,^' said Harleigh, " that my
zeal, my friendship, my attachment,
may find some vent ; but why speak of
80 solemn a separation?"
ti
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" You will grant, then, what I mean
to request ?^*
" What can it be I could refuser"
" Enough ! You will soon know.
Now to my justification. Hear me,
Harleigh 1''
She arose, and, clasping lier hands,
with strong, yet tender, emotion, ex-
claimed, " That I should love you — "
She stopt. Shame crimsoned her skin.
She covered her face with both her
hands, and sunk again upon her chair.
Harleigh was strongly and painfully
affected. " O Elinor !" he cried, and
was going to take her hand ; but the
fear of misinterpretation made him
draw back ; and Elinor, almost instantly
recovering, raised her head, and said,
" How tenacious a tyrant is custom !
how it clings to our practice ! how it
embarrasses our conduct ! how it awes
our very nature itself, and bewilders and
confounds even our free will ! We are
slaves to its laws and its follies, till we
forget its usurpation. Who should have
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tokl me, only five minutes ago, that, at
an instant such as this ; an instant off
liberation from all shackles, of defiance
to all forms ; its antique prescriptions
should still retain their power to confuse
and torment me ? Who should have
told me, that, at an instant such as this,
I should blush to pronounce the attach-,
ment in which I ought to glory ? and
hardly know how to articulate .... That^
I should love you, Harleigh, can sur^
prise no one but yourself!'*
Her cheeks were now in flames ; and
those of Harleigh were tinted with
nearly as high a colour. Ellis fixed her
eyes stedfastly upon the floor. t.
Shocked, in despite of her sunk ex^.
pectations, that words such as these,
could be heard by Harleigh in silence,
she resumed again the haughty air
with which she had begun the con-
ference.
" I ought not to detain you so long,
for a defence so unimportant. What,
tp yoH, can it matter, that my valueless
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preference should be acknowledged
from the spur of passion, or the dictates
of reason ? — And yet, to the receiver,
as well as to the offerer, a sacrifice
brings honour or disgrace, according to
its motives. Listen, therefore, for both
our sakes, to mine : though they may
lead you to a subject which you have
long since, in common with every man
that breathes, wished exploded, the'
Rights of woman : Rights, however,
which all your sex, with ail its arbitrary
assumption of superiority, can never
disprove, for they are the Rights of
human nature ; to w-hich the two sexes
equally and unalienably belong. But I
must leave to abler casuists, and the
slow, all-arranging ascendance of truth,
to raise our oppressed half of the human
species, to the equality and dignity for
which equal Nature, that gives us Birth
and Death alike, designs us. I must spend
my remaining moments in egotism ; for
all that I have time to attempt is my per-
sonal vindication. Harleigh ! from the
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i ^
first instant that I saw you — heard you
—•knew yoii — "
She breathed hard, and spoke with
difficulty; but forced herself on.
" Froni that first instant, Harleigh ! I
have lived but to cherish your idea !*'
Her features now regained their
highest expFessictii ''^6f vivacity; and,
rising, and looking at him with a sort of
wild rapture, " Oh Harleigh !" she con-
tinued, " have I attained, at last, this ex-
quisite moment? What does it not pay
of excruciating suspense, of hateful,
laborious forbearance, and unnatural
self-denial ? Harleigh ! dearest Ha^-
leigh ! you are master of my soul ! you
are sovereign of my esteem, my admira-
tion, my every feeling of tenderness,
and every idea of perfection ! — Accept,
then, the warm homage of a glowing
heart, that beats but for you ; and that,
beating in vain, will beat no more !"
The crimson hue now mounted to her
foreliead, and reddened her neck : her
eyes became lustrous ; and she was pre-
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paring, With an air or extacy, to opert
the shagreen case, which she had held
folded to her bosom, when Harleigh,
seizing her hand, dropt on one knee,
and, hardly conscious of what he did,
or what he felt, from the terrible impres-
sion made by a speech so full of love,
despair, and menace, exclaimed, " Eli-
nor! you crown me, then, with honours,
but to kill me with torture ?*'
With a look of softness new to her
features, new to her character, and ema-
nating from sensations of delight new to
her hopes, Elinor sunk gently upon her
chair, yet left him full possession of her
hand ; and, for some instants, seemed
silent from a luxury of inward enjoy-
ment. " Is it Harleigh," she then
cried, " Albert Harleigh, I see at my
feet ? Ah ! what is the period, since 1
have known him, in which I would not
joyfully have resigned all the rest of
my life, for a sight, a moment such as
this ! Dear, dear, delicious poison !
thrill, thrill through my veins! throb at
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my heart! new string every fibre of my
frame ! Is it, then, granted me, at last,
to see thee thus ? and thus dare speak to
thee ? to give sound to my feelings ; to
allow utterance to my love ? to dare
suffer my own breath to emit the purest
flame that ever warmed a virgin heart I
— Ah! Harleigh ! proud Harleigh ! — "
Harleigh, embarrassed, had risen,
though without quitting her hand, and
reseated himself.
" Proud, proud Harleigh !" she con-
tinued, angrily snatching away her
hand; " you think even this little moment
of sympathy, too long for love and Eli-
nor ! you fear, perhaps, that she should
expect its duration, or repetition^
Know me, Harleigh, better ! I come
not to sue for your compassion, — I
would not accept it! — Elinor may fail
to excite your regard, but she will never
make you blush that you have excited
her's. My choice itself speaks the pu-
rity of my passion, for are not Harleigh
and Honour one ?"
\
C 403 )
She paused to recover some compo-
sure, and then went on.
" You have attached neither a weak,
giddy, unguarded fool, nor an idly
wilful or romantic voluptuary. My de-
fence is grafted upon your character as
much as upon my own. I could divide
it into many branches j but I will content
myself with only striking at its root,
namely, the Right of woman, if endowed
with senses, to make use of them. O
Harleigh! why have I seen you wiser
and better than all your race ; sounder
in your judgment, more elegant in your
manners, more spirited in your conduct ;
•ii- lively though benevolent, — gentle,
though brilliant, — Oli Albert ! Albert !
if I must listen to you with the same
dull ears, look at you with the same
un marking eyes, and think of you with
the same unmeaning coldness, with
which I hear, see, and consider the time-
wearing, spirit-consuming, soul-wasting
tribe, that daily press upon my sight,
and offend my understanding ? Can you
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i^sk, can you expect, can you wish to
doom half your species to so degraded
a state ? to look down upon the wife,
who is meant for the companion of yout
existence; and upon the mother, of whose
nature you must so largely partake ; as
upon mere sleepy^ slavish, uninterest^
ing autoniatons ? Say ! speak ! answer^
Harleigh ! can such be your lordly, yet
most unmanly desire ?"
-J i*' And is it seriously that Elinor
would have me reply to such a ques*
tion ?'* ^^' ff'^^f^* j'TOf ^
*' No, Harleigh ! your noble, liberal
nature answers it in every w^ord, in
every look ! You accord, then, — you
conceive, at least, all that constitutes
my defence, in allowing me the use of
my faculties ; for how^ better can I em-
ploy them than in doing honour to ex-
cellence ? Why, for so many centuries,
has man, alone, been supposed to possess,
not only force and power for action and
defence^ but even all the rights of taste ;
all the fine sensibilities which impel our
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liapplest sympathies, in the choice of our
life's partners ? Why, not alone, is woman
to be excluded from the exertions of
courage, the field of glory, the immortal
death of honour ; — not alone to be de-
nied deliberating upon the safety of the
state of which she is a member, and the
utility of the laws by which she must be
governed : — must even her heart be
circumscribed by boundaries as narrow
as her sphere of action in life ? Must she
be taught to subdue all its native emo-
tions ? To hide them as sin, and to deny
them as shame? Must her aiiections be
bestowed but as the recompence of flat-
teryreceived; not of merit discriminated?
^lust every thing that she does be pre-
scribed by rule ? Must every thing that
she says, be limited to what has been said
before? Must nothing that is spontaneous,
generous, intuitive, spring from her soul
to her lips? — And do you, even you,
llarleigh, despise unbidden love!"
" No, Elinor, no! — if I durst tell
you what I think of it-r— "
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He stopt, embarrassed.
** I understand you, Harleigh ; yoa
know not how to find expressions that
may not wound me ? Well ! let me
not pain you. Let us hasten to con-
clude. I have spoken all that I am now
capable to utter of my defence ; nothing
more remains but the boon I have to
beg. Harleigh ! — if there be a question
you can resolve me, that may mitigate
the horrour of my destiny, without dimi-
nishing its glory — for glory and horrour
go hand in hand ! would you refuse me
— when I solicit it as a boon ? — would
you refuse, Harleigh, to satisfy me, even
though my demand should be perplex-r
ing ? could you, Harleigh, refuse me? — .
And at such a moment as this ?''
" No, certainly not !'*
" Tell me, then, and fear not to be
sincere. Is it to some other attach-
ment — " a sort of shivering fit stopt her
for a moment, but she recovered from it
by a pride that seemed to burn through,
every vein, as she added, " or is it ta
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innate repugnance that I owe your His-
like r
" Dislike ? repugnance ?** Harleigh
repeated, witli quickness, " can Elinor
be, at once, so generous and so unjust
Can she delineate her own feelings with
so touching and so glowing a pencil, yet
so ill describe, or so wilfully fail in com-
prehending mine ?'*
- " Dare, then, to be ingenuous, and
save me, Harleigh, — if with truth you
can, the depression, the shame, of being
rejected from impenetrable apathy ! I
ought, I know, to be above such narrow
punctilio, and to allow the independ-
ence of your liberty ; but I did not fall
into the refining hands of philosophy,
early enough to eradicate wholly from
my mind, all dregs of the clinging first
impressions of habit and education. Say,
then, Harleigh, if it be in your power so
to say, that it is not a free heart which
thus coldly disdains me ; that it is not a
disengaged mind which refuses me its
sympathy ! that it is not to personal
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aversion, but to some previous regard,
that I owe your insensibility ! To me
the event will be the same, but the
failure will be less ignoble."
" How difficult, O Elinor! — how
next to impossible such a statement
makes every species of answer 1"
.^j'.At a period, Harleigh, awful and
finite to our intercourse like this, fall not
into what I have hitherto, with sa much
reverence, seen you, upon all occasions,
superiour to, subterfuge and evasion 1
Be yourself, Harleigh! — what can you
be more noble ? and plainly, simply let
me into the cause, since you cannot
conceal from me the effect. Speak,
then ! Is it but in the sullen majesty of
masculine superiority,
*' Lord of yourself, uncumber'd by a wife," *
that you ^y all marriage-bonds, with
insulated, haughty singleness ? or is it
that, deceived by my apparent engage-
* iJryden.
( 409 ) :
tnent, your heart never asked itself the
worth of mine, till ah'eady all its own
pulsations beat for another object?"
Harleigh tried to smile, tried to rally,
tried to divert the question ; all in vain ;
Elinor became but more urgent, and
more disordered. " O Harleigh!" slie
cried, " is it too much to ask this one
mark of your confidence, for a creature
who has cast her whole destiny at your
fe^t ? Speak ! — if you would not devoto
me to distraction ! vSpeak ! — if you
would not consign me to immediate
delirium 1"
" And what," cried he, trembling
at her vehemence, " would you have me
say ?"
" Tliat it is not Elinor whom you
despise — but another whom you love.'*
" Elinor ! are you mad ?"
*' No, Harleigh, no! — but I am wild
with anguish to dive into the full depth
of my disgrace ; to learn whether it were
inevitable, from the very nature of
things, — from personal tintipathy, —
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gloss it over as you will with esteem,
fe^^ard, and professions; — or whether
yqn had found that you, also, had a soul,
before mine was laid open to you. No
evasion ! no delay !" continued she, with
augmenting impetuosity ; *' you have
promised to grant my boon, — speak,
Hat'leigh, speak 1 — was it my direful
fate, or your insuperable antipathy?"
" It was surely not antipathy 1'' cried
he, in a tohe the most soothing ; yet
with a look affrighted, and unconscious,
till he had spoken, of the inference to
which his words might be liable.
" I thank you !" cried she, fervently,
<« Harleigh, I thank you ! This, at least,
is noble ; this is treating me with dis-
tinction, tliis is honouring me with trust.
It abates the irritating tinglings of mor-
tified pride ; it persuades me I am the
victim of misfortune, not of contempt."
Suddenly, then, turning to Ellis, whose
eyes, during the whole scene, had seemed
rivetted to the floor, she expressively
added, " I ask not the object !'*
.( 4M )
Harleigh breathed hard, yet kept his
lace in an opposite direction, and endea-
voured to look as if he did not under-
stand her meaning. Ellis commanded
her features to remain unmoved 5 but
iier complexion was not under the samie
controul : frequent blushes crossed her
cheeks, which, though they died away
almost as soon as they were born, va-
nished only to re-appear; evincing all
the consciousness that she struggled to
suppress.
A pause ensued, to Harleigh un-
speakably painful, and to ElHs indis-
cribably distressing; during which Elinor
fell into a profound reverie, from which,
after a few minutes, wildly starting,
*' Harleigli," she cried, " is your wed-
ding-day fixed r"
" My wedding-day ?** he repeated,
with a forced smile, " Must not mv
wedding itself be fixed first ?"
" And is it not fixed? — Does it de-
pend upon EUis?"
He looked palpably disconcerted j
T 2
, ( 412 )
while Ellis, hastily raising her head, ex-
claimed, " Upon me, Maciam r no, in-
deed ! I am completely and every way
oiiiot the question* ''^^ ' '^^
■^, J' Of you,'* said Elinor, with severity,
" I mean not to make any enquiry]
You are an adept in the occtilt sciences ;
and such I venture not to encounter.
But you, Hadeigh, will you, also, practfse
disgifise r and tall so in love with ftiys-
tery, as to lose your nohler nature, in a
blind, irifatuated admiration of the mar-
vellous and obscure?" ' /lau ^ m
Ellis resentfully reddened; but^'^H^r
cheel^s were pale to those of Harleigft.
Neither of them, however, spoke ; and
Elinor continued. ' ^^^^"^ ^^"^^'^
« I cannot, Harleisjli,^ Be de(!eWe^,
and I will not be trifled with. When
J/^'oiicame over i:6 fetch me from France ;
^ when the fatal name of sister gave iti'^^'a
right to interrogate you, I frankly asked
thf staitfe^of yofii^'hfekrt, arid yofe^ iinhesi-
;^ tatingly told me that it was wholly free.
Since that period, whom have you seen,
3
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whom noticed, except Ellis ! Ellis !
Ellis I From the first moment that you
have beheld her, she has seemed the
mistress of your destiny,' the arbitress
of your will. My boon, then, Harleigh,
my boon ! without a moment's further
delay ! Appease the raging ferment in
my veins ; clear away every surmize ;
and generously, honestly say 'tis Ellis !-;-
or it is another, and not Ellis, I prefer
to you !"
" Elinor! Elinor!" cried Harleigh,
in a universal tromour, " it is I that you
will make mad !" while Ellis, not daring
to draw upon herself, again, the rebuke
which rnight follow a single disclaiming
word, rose, and turning from them both,
stood facing the window.
^, .j>f It js 3urely then Ellis ! what you
.will, not, Harleigh, avow, is precisely
,-> what you proclaim — it is surely Ellis I"
^ Ellis opened the window, and leant
^.j/tHit,, he^, head; Hajieigh, clapping his
hand upon Jus crimsoned forehead,
^jjiyalked with hasty steps round the little
apartment.
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Losing now all self-command, and
wringing her hands, in a transport of
ungovernable anguish, " Oh, Harleigh !
Harleigh !" Elinor cried, " to what a
chimera you have given your heart !
to an existence unintelligible, a character
unfathomable, a creature of imagination,
^though visible ! O, can you believe she
^ill ever love you as Elinor loves ? with
,^:^he warmth, with the truth, with the
tenderness, with the choice ? can ^he
show herself as disinterested? can she
prove herself as devoted ? — "
" She aims. Madam, at no rivalry !'*
said Ellis, gravely, and returning to her
«eat : while Harleigh, tortured between
resentment and pity, stood still ; without
venturing to look up or reply.
" Rivalry ?" repeated Elinor, with high
disdain : " No ! upon what species of
-J competition could rivalry be formed,
between Elinor, and a compound of cold
caution, and selfish prudence ? Oh,
-.Harleiffh ! how is it vou thus can love
■ all you were \vont to scorn ? double
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dealing, false appearances, and lurking
dissruise ! without a family she dare
claim, without a story she dare tell, with-
out a name she dare avow !"
A deep sigh, which now burst from
Ellis, terminated the conflict between
indignation and compassion in Harleigh,
who raised his eyes to meet those of
Elinor, with an expression of undisguised
displeasure.
" You are angry ?'* she cried, clasping
her hands, with forced and terrible joy ;
*' you are angry, and I am thankful for
the lesson. I meant not to have lingered
thus; my design was to have been
abrupt and noble/*
Looking at him, then, with uncon-
trolled emotion, " If ever man deserved
the sacrifice of a pure heart," she con-
tinued, " 'tis you, Harleigh, you ! and
mine, from the period it first became
conscious of its devotion to you, has felt
that it could not survive the certitude of
your union with another. All else, of
slight, oi' failure, of inadequate pre-
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416 )
tensions, mignt be borne ; for where
"iieitner jparty is happy, misery is not
aggravated by. .<pontrast, nor mortifi-
cation by comparison. ...But to become
the object of i n sol er].t: pity to the happy !
-r-Ao make a part of a Hval s blessmffs,
by being offered tip at the shrine of her
supedority,rr-No. ^ Harleiffh, no! such
Abasement is not for Eh'nor. And what
is the charm of this wretched machine^
ojt chy^ \\\sit can pay for sustaining itfK
bprthen under similar disgrace ? J-fG%\
those who prize support it, , For me.-rv*^
my glass' is run, — my .c^p is iull,-?-,!^
die!'' ; . o^ ^ - ' _
" Die?" repeated Ellis, witli .a fain6
scream, while Harleigh looked petrified, £;
with horr our. ^.32
"*^ X)ie, yes !" answered EHnor, with.^^,^
smile triumphant though ghastly ; " or|.-,
sleep ! call it which you will ! so anin^aK,;,
tion be over, so feeling be past, so my
soul no longer linger under the leaden.^;,
oppression of disappointmeni ; undpr .,
sickness of all mortal existence; under
,( 4«7 )
r
incurable, universal disgust: — call it
what you please, sleep, rest, or death ;
termination is all! seek."
" And is there, Elinor, no other
name for what follows our earthly disso#
iution ?" cried Harleigh, with a shudder-
ing frown : " What say you if we call it
immortality ?"
" Will you preacli to me ?" cried she,
her eyes daiting fire ; ." will you bid me
look forward to yef andtner life, when
this, short as it is deemed, I find
insupportable ? Ah, Harleigh ! Harleigh!'*
her eyes suffusing with sudden tender-
ness ; " were I your's — I might wish
indeed to be immortal !"
' Harleigh was extremely affected : he
approached her, took her hand, and
soothingly said, " My dear Elinor, com^
pose your spirits, exert your strength
of mind, and suffer us to discuss, these
subjects at'some length/'
*> No, Harleigh ; I must not trust my-
self to your fascinations ! How do I know
but they might bewitch me but of my .
C 418 )
reason, and entangle me, again, in those
antique superstitions which make misery
so cowardly ? No, Harleigh ! the star of
Ellis has prevailed, and I sink beneath
its influence. Else, only sometimes to see
you, to hear of you, to watch you, and
to think of you always, I would still live,
nay, feel joy in life; for still my imagina-
tion would gift you, ultimately, with
sensibility to my regard. But I antici-
pate the union which I see to be inevita-
ble, and I spare my senses the shock
which I feel would demolish them. —
Harleigh ! — dearest Harleigh, Adieu ! '*
A paleness like that of death over-
spread her face.
** What is it/' cried Harleigh, in-
expressibly alarmed, " what is it Elinor
means ?'*
** To re-conquer, by the courage of
my death, the esteem I may have for-
feited by my jealousy, my envy, my
littleness in life 1 You only could have
corrected my errours ; you, by your
'^ascendance over my feelings, might
7
( 419 )
have refined them inta virtues. Oh,
Harleigh ! weigh not alone my imperfec-
tions when you recollect my attachment!
but remember that I have loved you so
as woman never loved !" nrrc r^
Her voice now faultered, and she
shook so violently that she could not
support herself. She put her hand
gently upon the arm of Harleigh, and,
gliding nearly behind him, leant upon
his shoulder. He would have spoken
words of comfort, but she seemed inca-
pable of hearing him. " Farewell V* she
cried, " Harleigh ! Never will I live to
see Ellis your's ! — Farewell ! — a long
farewell r
Precipitately she then opened the
shagreen case, and was drawing out its
contents, when Ellis, darting forward,
caught her arm, and screamed, ratlier
than articulated, " Ellis will never be
his ! — Forbear ! forbear ! — EUis never
will be his 1"
The astonished Harleigh, who, hither-
to, had rigorously avoided meeting the
T 6
mWlfk^g'm^ Wfied foWards' her.
With an expre^sioh in'wnicn all that was
riot surprise wa;^ resentment ; while Eli-
^Br, seeming siiclclerily Suspended, fdintly
pronounced, " Ellis— =^ deluding Ellis! —
Svhat is it you say ?"
^ '^^ r am no deluder!" cried Elh's, yet
more eagerly : '*' P-ely, rely upon my
-plighted honoirr !"
Harleigh now looked utterly con-
founded ; but Ellis only saw^ and seemed
<)nly to breathe for Elinor, who recover-
ing, as if by miracle, her complexion,
her voice, and the brightness of her
eyes, rapturously exclaimed, " Oh Har-
leigh ! — Is there, then, sympathy in our
fate? Do you, too, love in vain ?^' —
And, from a change of emotion, top
sudden and too mighty for the shattered
state of her nerves, she sunk senseless
upon the floor.
The motive to the strange protesta-
tions of Ellis was now apparent : a
poniard dropt from the hand of Eh nor
as she fell, of which, while she spoke
lier farewell, Ellis had caught a glance.
( 4.2^ )
Harlclgli seeraed himself to require
4he aid that he was called urqu to bestow.
,He looked at Elinor with a jmixtiire of
compassion and horrour, and, taking
possession of the poniard, ** Uii happy
Elinor !*' he cried, " into what a chaos
of erroiir and of crime have these fatal
liew systems bewildered thee !"
The revival of Elinor was almost im-
mediate; and though, at first, slie seemed
to have lost the remembrance of what
had happened, the sight of Ellis and
Harleigh soon brought it back. She
looked from one to the other, as if
searcliing her destiny ; and then, v^'ith
quick impatience, though somewhat
checked by shame, cried, " Ellis ! have
you not mocked me ?*'
, j^llis, covered with blushes and con-
fusion, addressing herself to Harleigii,
said, " Pardon, ]\Ir. Ilarleigli, my seem-
ing presumption, where no option has
been offered me ; and Vv'here such an
option is as wide fi'om my ex])ectations
as it would be from my desert. This
terrible crisis niust jifi uiy apology."
( 422 )
A shivering like that of an ague-fit
again shook the agitated Elinor, who^
ejaculating, " What farce is this ? —
Fool! fool! shall I thus sleepily be
duped ?" looked keenly around for her
lost weapon.
« Duped ? no. Madam,*' cried Ellis,
in a tone impressive of veracity : " if I
had the honour to be better known to
Miss Joddrel, one assertion, I flatter
myself, would suffice : my word is given;
it has never yet been broken 1"
While this declaration, though softened
by a sigh the most melancholy, struck
cold to the heart of Harleigh, its effect
upon Elinor was that of an extacy which
seemed the offspring of frenzy. " Do I
awake, then," she cried, " from agony
and death — agony, impossible to sup-
port ! death, willing and welcome ! to
renewed life? to an interesting, how-
ever deplorable, existence ? is my fate in
harmony with the fate of Harleigh ? Has
he, even he ! given his soul, — his noble
«oul ! — to one who esteems and admire*
( 4^3 )
him, yet who will not be Iiis ? Can ^lar-
leigh love in vain ?"
Tears now rolled fast and unchecked
down her cheeks, while, in tones of en-
thusiasm, she continued, " I hail thee
once again, oh life! with all thy arrows 1
Welcome, w^elcome, every evil that asso-
ciates my catastrophe with that of Har-
leigh ! — Yet I blush, methinks, to live !
— Blush, and feel little, — nearly in tlie
same proportion that I should have
gloried to die !"
With these words, and recoiling frota
a solemn, yet tender exhortation, begun
by Harleigh, she abruptly quitted the
little building ; and, her mind not more
highly wrought by self-exaltation, than her
body was weakened by successive emo-
tions, she was compelled to accept the
fearfully offered assistance of Ellis, to
regain, with tottering steps, the house.
( 424 )
CHAPTER XIX.
T7 LLIS entered ibto the cKamber with i
Elinor ; who, equally exhausted in^
body ' and' in fhihd, flung h ersel f upon
her bed, where she remained some time
totally mute : her eyes wide open, yet-^
lool;:ing'¥t ftoth'irTg,"Sppareritly in a state
of stupefaction; but from which, in sl'
few minutes, suddenly starting, and
talking Ellis by the hand, with a com- '
manding air, she abruptly said, " Ellis, '^
are you fixed to marry Lord Melbury ?"
Ellis positively disclaimed any such
idea.
** What am I to infer?'* cried Elinor,
with returning and frightful agitation ;
** Will you be firm to your engagement ?
Is it truly your decision to refuse the
hand of Harlergh, though he were to
offer it you ?'' ^^ ^^"^ ^
r
Ellis shuddered, and looked downj,
C 425 )
but answered, " I will surely, Madam,
never forget my engagement !**
The most perfect calm now succeeded
to the many storms which had both im-
pelled and shattered Elinor ; and, after
swallowing a copious draught of cold
water, she laid her head upon her pillow,,
and fell into a profound and heavy,
though not tranquil sleep.
Ellis, unable to conjecture in what
frame of mind she might awake, did
not dare leave her. She sat watch-rt
fully by her side, amazed to see, that,
with such energy of character, such
quickness of parts, such strength of com-
prehension, she not only gave way to all
her impulses like a child, but, like a
child, also, when over-fatigued, could
suddenly lose her sufferings and her re-
membrance in a sort of spontaneous
slumber.
' But the balmy rest of even spirits, and ,j
a composed mind, was far from Elinor;
exhausted nati^re claimed some respite
from frantic exertion, and obtained it;
( 426 )
but no more. She awoke then; yet,
though it was with a frighful start, even
this short repose proved salutary, not
only to her nerves, but to her intellects.
Her passions became less Inflamed, and
her imagination less heated; and, though
she remained unchanged in her plans,
and impenitent in her opinions^ she ac-
knowledged herself sensible to the
{Strangeness of her conduct ; and not
without shame for its violence. These,
however, were transitory sensations: one
regret alone hung upon her with any
serious weight : this was, having suffered
her dagger to be seen and seized. She
feared being suspected of a mere puerile
effort, to frighten fj'om Harleigh an offer
of his hand, in menacing what she had
not courage, nor, perhaps, even intention
to perform.
This suggestion was intolerable : she
blushed with shame as it crossed her
mind. She shook with passion, as she
considered, that such might be the dis-
graceful opinion, that might tarnish the
glory that she meant to acquire, by
( 427 )
Jjing fit the feet of the object of her
adoration, at the very moment of yielding
to the happier star of an acknowledged
rival; a wilHng martyr to successless, but
heroick love.
She was now tempted to prove hsr
sincerity by her own immediate de-
struction. " And yet," she cried, " shall
I not bear what Harleigh bears ? Shall I
not know the destiny of Harleigh ?"
This idea again reconciled her to pre-
sent life, though not to her actual
situation ; and she ruminated labori-
ously, for some time, in gloomy
silence ; from which, however, breaking
wdth sudden vivacity, " No, no 1" she
cried: " I will not risk any aspersing
doubt; I will shew him I have a soul
that strenuously emulates the nobleness
of his own. He shall see, he shall con-
fess, that no meanness is mixt with the
love of Elinor. He shall not suppose,
because she glories in its undisguised
avowal, that she waits in humble hope
for a turn in her favour ; that she is a
* candidate for his regard ; a suppliant
( 428 )
for his compassion! No! he shall see
that she is frank without weakness, and
free from every species of dissimulation
or stratagem."
She then rushed out of the room)
shutting the door after her, and com-
manding Ellis not to follow : but Ellis,
fearing every moment some dreadful
catastrophe, softly pursued her, till
she saw her enter the servants' hall ;
whence, after giving some orders, in a
low voice and hurried manner, to her
own footman, she remounted to her
chamber; into which, without opposition,
or even notice, Ellis also glided.
Here, eagerly seizing a pen, with the
utmost rapidity, though with many
blots, and frequent erazures, she wrote
a long letter, which she read and altered
repeatedly before she folded ; she then
wrote a shorter one ; then rang for her
maid, to whom she gave some secret
directions, which she finished by com-
manding that she w^ould find out Mf
Harleigh, and desirie that hj3 would go
immediately to the summer-house.
"In about a quarter of an hour, which
slie spent in reading, revising', seah'ng,
and directing her letters, tlie maid re-
turned ; and, after a long whisjjer, said,
that she had given the niodsage to
Mr. Harleigh.
f^' Turning- now to Ellis, with a voice
and air of decision, that seemed imperi-
ously to forbid resistance, she put into
her hand the long letter which she had
just written, and said, " Take this to
him immediately; and, while he reads it,
mark every change of his countenance,
so as to be able to deduce, and clearly
to understand, the sensations which pass
in his mind."
X^^AVh.en Ellis expostulated upon the
Alttor impropriety of her following Mr.
Harleigh, she sternly said, " Give the
letter, then, to whatever other person
you judge most proper to become a
third in my confidence !"
''TT'She then nearly forced her out of the
room,
•-'o EHig did not dare venture to keep the
( 43^ )
letter, as she wished, till some oppor-
tunity should offer for presenting it
quietly, lest some high importance shoukl
be annexed to its quick delivery ; yet
she felt that it would be cruel and in-
delicate to make over such a commission
to another ; in opposition, therefore, to
the extremest personal repugnance, she
compelled herself, with fearful and un-
willing, yet hasty steps, to proceed again
to the summer-house.
She found Harleigh, with an air at
once pensive and alarmed, waiting for
EHnor ; but at the unexpected sight of
vEllis, and of Ellis alone, every feature
brightened; thovjgh his countenance, his
manner, his whole frame, evinced in-
creased agitation.
Anxious to produce her excuse, for an
intrusion of which she felt utterlv
ashamed, she instantly presented him
the letter, saying, *• Miss Joddrel would
take no denial to my being its bearer.
She has even charged me to remain with
you while you read it."
( 431 >
" Were that," said he, expressively,
'' the severest pain she iaflicts upon me,
I should soon become her debtor for
feelings that leave pain apart! — Urgent,
indeed, was my desire to see you again,
and without delay ; for after what has
passed this morning, silence and for-
bearance are no longer practicable."
" Yet, at this moment," said Ellis,
striving, but ineffectually, to speak with-
out disturbance ; " it will be impossi-
ble for me to defer returning to the
house.*'
" Yet if not now, when ?"
*' I know not — but she will be very
impatient for some account of her letter."
" She will, at least, not be desperate,
since she expects, and therefore will wait
for you ; how, then, can I hope to find a
more favourable opportunity, for obtain-
ing a few instants of your time ?"
'^ But, though she may not be des-
perate just now, is it not possible, Sir,
that my staying may irritate, and make
her so ?"
( 43^ )
" That, unhappily, is but too true !
There is no relying upon the patience,
or the fortitude, of one so completely
governed by impulse ; and who con-
siders her passions as her guides to
glory, — not as the subtlest enemies of
every virtue ! Nevertheless, what I feel
for her is far bevond what, situated as
I now am with her, I dare express. —
Yet, at this moment — "
" Will you not read her letter ?'*
" That you may run away ?" cried he,
half smiling ; " no ; at this moment I
will not read her letter, that you may be
forced to stay !'*
" You cannot wish me to make her
angry r"
'' Far, far from it ! but what chance
have I to meet you again, if I lose you
now ? Be not alarmed, I beg : she will
naturally conclude that I am studying
her letter ; and, but for an insuperable
necessity of — of some explanation, I
could, indeed, think of no other subject:
for dreadful is the impression which the
( 435 )
scene that I have just had with her has
made upon ray nerves. — Ah I how could
she imagine such a one calculated to
engage ray heart ? How wide is it from
all that, to me, appears attractive ! Her
spirit I admire ; but where is the sweet-
ness I could love ? I respect her under-
standing ; but where is the softness
that should make it charm while it en-
lightens ? I am grateful for her par-
tiahty ; but where is the dignity that
might ennoble it, or the delicacy that
might make it as refined as it is flattering?
Where — where the soul's fascination, that
grows out of the mingled excellencies,
the blended harmonies, of the under-
standing with the heart and the man-
ners ?"
Vainly Ellis strove to appear uncon-
scious of the comparison, and the ap-
plication, which the eyes of Harleigh,
yet more pointedly than his words,
marked for herself in this speech : her
quickly rising blushes divulged all that
her stillness, her unmoved features tried
VOL. I. V
( 434 )
to disguise; and/ to get rid of her
confusion, shW' ''again desired that he
would open the letter, and with an
urgency which he could not resist. He
merely stipulated that she would wait
to hear his answer ; and then read what
follows.
./. •• 'j i •
f ^**..
" For Albert Harleigh.
^' I am sick of the world, yet still I
crawl upon its surface. I scorn and defy
the whole human race, yet doom my-
self to be numbered in its community.
While you, Albert Harleigh, you w4iom
alone, of all that live and breath, I
prize, — you, even your sight, I, from
this moment, eternally renounce ! Such
the mighty ascendance of the passion
which you have inspired, that I will
sooner forego that only blessing —
though the universe without it is a hateful
blank to my eyes — than risk opposing
the sway of your opinion, or suffer you
to think me ignoble, though you know
iriT to be enslaved. O Harleigh! how
( 435 )
fkt from all that is vile or debasing is the
flame, the pure, though ardent flame that
you have kindled ! To its animating
influence I am indebted for one precious
moment of heavenly truth ; and for
having snatched from the grave, which
in its own nothingness will soon moul-
der away my frame, the history of my
feelings.
1 " I have conquered the tyrant false
pride ; I have mocked the puerilities of
education 5 I have set at nought and
defeated even the monster custom ;
but you, O Harleigh ! you I obey, with-
■ out waiting for a command; you, I
i 3eek to humour, without aspiring to
r- please ! To you, my free soul, my liber-
/^ated mind, my new-born ideas, all yield,
' slaves, willing slaves, to what I only
— conceive to be your counsel, only con-
jecture to be your judgment ; that since
I have failed to touch your heart, after
having opened to you my own, a total
separation will be due to my fame for
the world, due to delicacy for myself. .
u 2
C 436 )
" Be it SO5 Albert . . . we will part ! —
Though my fame, in my own estimation,
would be elevated to glory, by the pub*
lication of a choice that does me honour;
though my delicacy would be gratified,
would be sanctified, by shewing the pu-
rity of a passion as spotless as it is hope-
less— yet will I hide myself in the
remotest corner of the universe, rather
than resist you even in thought. O Al-
bert! how sovereign is your power! —
more absolute than the tyranny of the
controlling world ; more arbitrary than
prescription ; more invincible than the
prejudices of ages! — You, I cannot re-
sist ! you, I shall only breathe to adore !
— to bear all vou bear, — the tortures of
disappointment, the abominations of in-
certitude ; to say, Harleigh himself en-
dures this ! we suffer in unison ! our
woes are sympathetic 1 — O word to
charm all the rigour of calamity! ....
Harleigh, I exist but to know how your
destiny will be fulfilled, and then to
come from my concealment, and bid
( 437 )
you a last farewell ! to leave upon the
record of your memory the woes of my
passion ; and then consign myself for
ever to'^my native oblivion. Till when,
adieu, Albert Harleigh, adieu !
" ELI^30R JODDREL.'*
Harleigh read this letter with a dis-
turbance that, for a while, wholly ab-
sorbed his mind in its contents. " Mis-
guided, most unfortunate, yet admirable
Elinor !'* he cried, " what a terrible per-
version is here of intellect! what a con-
fusion of ideas ! what an inextricable
chaos of false principles, exaggerated
feelings, and imaginary advancement in.
new doctrines of life T^
He paused, thoughtfully and sadly,
till Ellis, though sorry to interrupt his
meditations, begged his directions what
to say upon returning to the house.
" What her present plan may be,"
he answered, "is by no means clear j
but so boundless is the licence wliich
the followers of the new svstems allow
u ?
( 438 )
themselves, that nothing is too dreadful
to apprehend. Religion is, if possible,
still less respected than law, prescrip-
tive rights, or any of the hitherto ac-
knowledged ties of society. There runs
through her letter, as there ran through
her discourse this morning, a continual
intimation of her disbelief in a future
state ; of her defiance of all revealed
religion; of her high approbation of
suicide. — The fatal deed from whieh
you rescued her, had no excuse to
plead from sudden desperation ; she
came prepared, decided, either to dis-
prove her suspicions, or to end her ex-
istence ! — poor infatuated, yet highly
gifted Elinor ! — what can be done to
save her ; to recal her to the use of her
reason, and the exercise of her duties ?"
" Will you not. Sir, see her ? Will you
not converse with her upon these points,
in which her mind and understanding
are so direfuUy warped ?"
" Certainly I will; and I beg you to
entreat for my admission. I must seek to
\
( 439 )
dissuade her from the wild and useless
scheme of seclusion and concealment.
But as time now presses, permit me to
speak, first, upon subjects which press
also, — press irresistibly, unconquer-
ably ! — Your plan of becoming a gover-
ness — "
" I dare not stay, now, to discuss any
thing personal ; yet I cannot refrain
from seizing a moment that may not
again offer, for making my sincerest
apologies upon a subject — and a decla-
ration — I shall never think of without
confusion. I feel all its impertinence, its
inutility, its presumption ; but you
will make, I hope, allowance for the ex-
cess of my alarm. I could devise no
other expedient."
" Tell me," cried he, " I beg, was
it for her . . .or for me that it was
uttered ? Tell me the extent of its pur-
pose 1"
" You cannot, surely. Sir, imagine —
cannot for a moment suppose, that I was
guided by such egregious vanity as
( 440 )
to believe — " She stopt, extremely em-
barrassed.
" Vanity," said he, " is out of the
question, after what has just passed ;
spare then, I beseech, your own can-
dour, as well as my suspense, all unne-
cessary pain.'*
" I entreat, I conjure you, Sir/* cried
Ellis, now greatly agitated, " speak only
of my commission 1"
" Certainly," he answered, " this is
not the period I should have chosen, for
venturing upon so delicate — I had near-
ly said so perilous a subject ; but, so im-
periously called upon, I could neither be
insincere, nor pusillanimous enough, to
disavow a charge which every feeling
rose to confess! — Otherwise — just now,
.— -my judgment^ my sense of propriety,
— all in the dark as I am — would se-
dulously, scrupulously have constrained
my forbearance, till I knew — " He
stopt, paused, and then expressively,
yet gently added, '' to whom I addressed
myself!"
( 441 )
Ellis coloured highly as she answered,
" I beg you. Sir, to consider all that was
drawn from you this morning, or all that
might be inferred, as perfectly null —
unpronounced and unthought."
" No !" cried he with energy, " no !
To have postponed an explanation would
have been prudent, — nay right : — but
every sentiment of my mind, filled with
trust in your worth, and reverence for
your virtues, forbids, now^, a recantation!
Imperious circumstances precipitated me
to your feet — but my heart was there
already 1"
So extreme was the emotion with
which Harleigh uttered these words, that
he 'perceived not their effect upon Ellis,
till, gasping for breath, and nearly
fainting, she sunk upon a chair j when
so livid a paleness overspread her face,
and so deadly a cold seemed to chill her
blood, that, but for a friendly burst of
tears, whicli ensued, her vital powers
appeared to be threatened with imme-
diate suspension.
( 442 )
Harleigh was instantly at her feet ;
grieved at her distress, yet charmed with
a thousand nameless, but potent sensa-
tions, that whispered to every pulse of
his frame, that a sensibility so powerful
could spring only from too sudden a
concussion of pleasure with surprise. •
He had hardly time to breathe farth
a protestation, when the sight of his
posture brought back the blood to her
cheeks, and force to her limbs ; and,
hastily rising, with looks of blushing
confusion, yet with a sigh that spoke
internal anguish, " I cannot attempt,"
she cried, " Mr. Harleigh, — I could
not, indeed, attempt — to express my
sense of your generous good opinion 1 —
yet — if you would not destine me to
eternal misery, you must fly me — till
you can forget this scene — as you would
wish me to fly perdition 1''
She rose to be gone ; but Harleigh
stopt her, crying, in a tone of amaze-
ment, " Is it possible, — can it be
possible, that with intellects such as
( 443 )
yours, clear, penetrating, admirable, you
can conceive eternal misery will be your
portion, if you break a forced engage-
ment made with a mad woman ? — and
made but to prevent her immediate self-
destruction ?'*
Shaking her head, but averting her
eyes, Ellis would neither speak nor be
detained ; and Harleigh, who durst not
follow her, remained confounded.
END OF THE FIRST VOLU^IE,
Strahan and Preston,
Printers-Street, Loudon.
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