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THE  TWO  DESTINIES. 

AFTER  DARK. 

THE  HAUNTED  HOTEL. 

THE  DEAD  SECRET. 

THE  FALLEN  LEAVES. 

THE  QUEEN  OF  HEARTS. 

JEZEBEL'S  DAUGHTER. 

THE  WOMAN  IN  WHITE. 

THE  BLACK  ROBE. 

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MY  MISCELLANIES. 

'I  SAY  NO." 

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THE  EVIL  GENIUS. 

MAN  AND  WIFE. 

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PREFACE 


*  The  Woman  in  White  '  has  been  received  with  such 
marked  favour  by  a  very  large  circle  of  readers,  that  this 
volume  scarcely  stands  in  need  of  any  prefatory  introduction 
on  my  part.  All  that  it  is  necessary  for  me  to  say  may  be 
summed  up  in  a  few  words. 

I  have  endeavoured,  by  careful  correction  and  revision,  to 
make  my  story  as  worthy  as  I  could  of  a  continuance  of  the 
public  approval.  Certain  technical  errors  which  had  escaped 
me  while  I  was  writing  the  book  are  here  rectified.  None  of 
these  little  blemishes  in  the  slightest  degree  interfered  with 
the  interest  of  the  narrative — but  it  was  as  well  to  remove 
them  at  the  first  opportunity,  out  of  respect  to  my  readers  ; 
and  in  this  edition,  accordingly,  they  exist  no  more. 

Some  doubts  having  been  expressed,  in  certain  captious 
quarters,  about  the  correct  presentation  of  the  legal  '  points  ' 
incidental  to  the  story,  I  may  be  permitted  to  mention  that 
I  spared  no  pains — in  this  instance,  as  in  all  others — to  pre- 
serve myself  from  unintentionally  misleading  my  readers.  A 
solicitor  of  great  experience  in  his  profession  most  kindly  and 
carefully  guided  my  steps,  whenever  the  course  of  the  narra- 
tive led  me  into  the  labyrinth  of  the  Law%  Every  doubtful 
question  was  submitted  to  this  gentleman,  before  I  ventured 
on  putting  pen  to  paper  ;  and  all  the  proof-sheets  which  re- 
ferred to  legal  matters  were  corrected  by  his  hand  before  the 
story  was  published.  I  can  add,  on  high  judicial  authority, 
that  these  precautions  were  not  taken  in  vain.  The  '  law '  in 
this  book  has  been  discussed,  since  its  publication,  by  more 
than  one  competent  tribunal,  and  has  been  decided  to  be 
sound. 

One  word  more,  before  I  conclude,  in  acknowledgment  of 
the  heavy  debt  of  gratitude  which  I  owe  to  the  reading  public. 

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It  is  no  affectation  on  my  part  to  say  that  the  success  of 
this  book  has  been  especially  welcome  to  me,  because  it  im- 
plied the  recognition  of  a  literary  principle  which  has  guided 
me  since  I  first  addressed  my  readers  in  the  character  of  a 
novelist. 

I  have  always  held  the  old-fashioned  opinion  that  the 
primary  object  of  a  work  of  fiction  should  be  to  tell  a  story ; 
and  I  have  never  believed  that  the  novelist  who  properly  per- 
formed this  first  condition  of  his  art,  was  in  danger,  on 
that  account,  of  neglecting  the  delineation  of  character — for 
this  plain  reason,  that  the  effect  produced  by  any  narrative  of 
events  is  essentially  dependent,  not  on  the  events  themselves, 
but  on  the  human  interest  which  is  directly  connected  with 
them.  It  may  be  possible,  in  novel-writing,  to  present 
characters  successfully  without  telling  a  story  ;  but  it  is  not 
possible  to  tell  a  story  successfully  without  presenting  charac- 
ters ;  their  existence,  as  recognisable  realities,  being  the  sole 
condition  on  which  the  story  can  be  effectively  told.  The 
only  narrative  which  can  hope  to  lay  a  strong  hold  on  the 
attention  of  readers,  is  a  narrative  which  interests  them  about 
men  and  women — for  the  perfectly  obvious  reason  that  they 
are  men  and  women  themselves. 

The  reception  accorded  to  *  The  Woman  in  White  '  has 
practically  confirmed  these  opinions,  and  has  satisfied  me  that 
I  may  trust  to  them  in  the  future.  Here  is  a  novel  which  has 
met  with  a  very  kind  reception,  because  it  is  a  Story  ;  and 
here  is  a  story,  the  interest  of  which — as  I  know  by  the  testi- 
mony, voluntarily  addressed  to  me,  of  the  readers  themselves 
— is  never  disconnected  from  the  interest  of  character. 
'Laura,'  'Miss  Halcombe,' and  'Anne  Catherick  ; '  'Count 
Fosco,'  '  Mr.  Fairlie,'  and  '  Walter  Hartright ;  '  have  made 
friends  for  me  wherever  they  have  made  themselves  known. 
I  hope  the  time  is  not  far  distant  when  I  may  meet  those 
friends  again,  and  when  I  may  try,  through  the  medium  of 
new  characters,  to  awaken  their  interest  in  another  story. 

Harley  Street,  London 
February  1861. 


CONTENTS 


THE    FIRST    EPOCH 

PAGE 

THE    STORY    BEGUN    BY    WALTER   HARTRIGHT,    OF   CLEMENT'S 

INN,  TEACHER  OF  DRAWING I 

THE  STORY  CONTINUED   BY  VINCENT   GILMORE,  OF   CHANCERY 

LANE,   SOLICITOR I09 

THE  STORY  CONTINUED  BY  MARIAN   HALCOMBE,  IN    EXTRACTS 

FROM   HER  DIARY  .  . 14I 


THE    SECOND   EPOCH 

THE  STORY  CONTINUED   BY   MARIAN   HALCOMBE  .  .  .      .      172 

THE    STORY    CONTINUED    BY    FREDERICK    FAIRLIE,     ESQ.,     OF 

LIMMERIDGE    HOUSE 302 

THE  STORY  CONTINUED   BY   ELIZA   MICHELSON,  HOUSEKEEPER 

AT   BLACKWATER   PARK 319 

THE   STORY  CONTINUED   IN   SEVERAL   NARRATIVES  .  .  .      357 

I.   The  Narrative  of  Hester  Tinhorn,   Cook  in  the  Service  of 
Count  Fosco.     2.   The  Narrative  of  the  Doctor.     3.  The 
Narrative  of  Jane  Gould.     4.  The  Narrative  of  the  Tomb- 
stone.   5.   The  Narrative  of  Walter  Hartright. 
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THE   THIRD   EPOCH 

PAGE 

THE  STORY  CONTIXUED    BY   WALTER   HARTRIGHT           .           .      .  369 

THE  STORY  COxVTINUED   BY   MRS.   CATHERICK    ....  475 

THE  STORY  CONTINUED   BY  WALTER   H.\RTRICHT           .           .      .  487 

THE    STORY    CONTINUED     BY    ISIDOR     OTTAVIO     BALDASSARE 

FOSCO 540 

THE  STORY  CONCLUDED   BY   WALTER   HARTRIGHT          .           •      •  553 


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7he  Story  begun  by  Walter  Hartright,  of  Clements  fiitt, 
Teacher  of  Drauing 

I. 

This  Is  the  storj  of  what  a  Woman's  patience  can  endure, 
and  what  a  Man's  resolution  can  achieve. 

If  the  machinery  of  the  Law  could  be  depended  on  to 
tathom  every  case  of  suspicion,  and  to  conduct  every  process 
of  mquiry,  with  moderate  assistance  only  from  the  lubricatino- 
mfluences  of  oil  of  gold,  the  events  which  fill  these  pao-et 
might  have  claimed  their  share  of  the  public  attention  in  a 
Court  of  Justice. 

But  the  Law  is  still,  in  certain  inevitable  cases,  the  pre- 
engaged  servant  of  the  long  purse, -and  the  story  is  left  to 
be  told,  for  the  first  time,  in  this  place.  As  the  Judge  miirht 
once  have  heard  it,  so  the  Reader  shall  hear  it  now.  No  cir 
cumstance  of  importance,  from  the  beginning  to  the  end  of  the 
disclosure,  shall  be  related  on  hearsay  evidence.  When  the 
writer  of  these  introductory  lines  (Walter  Hartright  by  name) 
happens  to  be  more  closely  connected  than  others  with  the 
incidents  to  be  recorded,  he  will  describe  them  in  his  own 
person.  When  his  experience  fails,  he  will  retire  from  the 
position  of  narrator,  and  his  task  will  be  continued,  from  the 
point  at  which  he  has  left  it  off,  by  other  persons  who  can 
speak  to  the  circumstances  under  notice  from  their  own 
knowledge,  just  as  clearly  and  positively  as  he  has  spoken 
betore  them.  ^ 

Thus  the  story  here  presented  will  be  told  by  more  than 
one  pen,  as  the  story  of  an  offence  against  the  laws  is  told  in 
Lourt  by  more  than  one  witness— with  the  same  object  in 
both  cases,  to  present  the  truth  always  in  its  most  direct  and 
most  intelligible  aspect,  and  to  trace  the  course  of  one  com- 
plete series  of  events,  by  making  the  persons  who  have  been 


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most  closely  connected  with  them,  at  each  successive  stagfe, 
relate  their  own  experience,  word  for  word. 

Let  Walter  Hartright,  teacher  of  drawing,  aged  twenty- 
eight  years,  be  heard  first. 

II 

It  was  the  last  day  of  July.  The  long  hot  summer  was 
drawing  to  a  close,  and  we,  the  weary  pilgrims  of  the  London 
pavement,  were  beginning  to  think  of  the  cloud-shadows  on 
the  cornfields,  and  the  autumn  breezes  on  the  seashore. 

For  my  own  poor  part,  the  fading  summer  left  me  out  of 
health,  out  of  spirits,  and,  if  the  truth  must  be  told,  out  of 
money  as  well.  During  the  past  year  I  had  not  m.anaged  my 
professional  resources  as  carefully  as  usual,  and  my  extrava- 
gance now  limited  me  to  the  prospect  of  spending  the  autumn 
economically  between  my  mother's  cottage  at  Hampstead 
and  my  own  chambers  in  town. 

The  evening,  I  remember,  was  still  and  cloudy  ;  the 
London  air  was  at  its  heaviest  ;  the  distant  hum  of  the 
street  traffic  was  at  its  faintest ;  the  small  pulse  of  the  life 
within  me  and  the  great  heart  of  the  city  around  me  seemed 
to  be  sinking  in  unison,  languidly  and  more  languidly,  with 
the  sinking  sun.  I  roused  myself  from  the  book  which  I  waa 
dreaming  over  rather  than  reading,  and  left  my  chambers  to 
meet  the  cool  night  air  in  the  suburbs.  It  was  one  of  the 
two  evenings  in  every  week  which  I  was  accustomed  to  spend 
with  my  mother  and  my  sister.  So  I  turned  my  steps  north- 
ward, in  the  direction  of  Hampstead. 

Events  which  I  have  yet  to  relate  make  it  necessary  to 
mention  in  this  place  that  my  father  had  been  dead  some 
years  at  the  period  of  which  I  am  now  writing  ;  and  that  my 
sister  Sarah  and  I  were  the  sole  survivors  of  a  family  of  five 
children.  My  father  was  a  drawing-master  before  me.  His 
exertions  had  made  him  highly  successful  in  his  profession, 
and  his  affectionate  anxiety  to  provide  for  the  future  of  those 
who  were  dependent  on  his  labours  had  impelled  him,  from 
the  time  of  his  marriage,  to  devote  to  the  insuring  of  his  life 
a  much  larger  portion  of  his  income  than  most  men  consider 
it  necessary  to  set  aside  for  that  purpose.  Thanks  to  his 
admirable  prudence  and  self-denial,  my  mother  and  sister 
were  left,  after  his  death,  as  independent  of  the  world  as  they 
had  been  during-  his  lifetime.  I  succeeded  to  his  connection, 
and  had  every  reason  to  feel  grateful  for  the  prospect  that 
awaited  me  at  my  starting-  in  life. 

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The  quiet  twilig-ht  was  still  trembling  on  the  topmost 
ridges  of  the  Heath,  and  the  view  of  London  below  me  had 
sunk  into  a  black  gulf  in  the  shadow  of  the  cloudy  night, 
when  I  stood  before  the  gate  of  my  mother's  cottage.  I  had 
hardly  rung  the  bell  before  the  house-door  was  opened 
violently  ;  my  worthy  Italian  friend.  Professor  Pesca,  ap- 
peared in  the  servant's  place,  and  darted  out  joyously  to  re- 
ceive me,  with  a  shrill  foreign  parody  on  an  English  cheer. 

On  his  own  account,  and,  I  must  be  allowed  to  add,  on 
mine  also,  the  Professor  merits  the  honour  of  a  formal  intro- 
duction. Accident  has  made  him  the  starting-point  of  the 
strange  family  story  which  it  is  the  purpose  of  these  pages  to 
unfold. 

I  had  first  become  acquainted  v/ith  my  Italian  friend  by 
meeting  him  at  certain  great  houses,  where  he  taught  his  own 
language  and  I  taught  drawing.  All  I  then  knew  of  the 
history  of  his  life  was  that  he  had  once  held  a  situation  in  the 
University  of  Padua ;  that  he  had  left  Italy  for  political 
reasons  (the  nature  of  which  he  uniformly  declined  to  mention 
to  anyone) ;  and  that  he  had  been  for  many  years  respectably 
established  in  London  as  a  teacher  of  languages. 

Without  being  actually  a  dwarf — for  he  was  perfectly 
well-proportioned  from  head  to  foot — Pesca  was,  I  think, 
the  smallest  human  being  I  ever  saw  out  of  a  show-room. 
Remarkable  anywhere  by  his  personal  appearance,  he  was 
still  further  distinguished  among  the  rank  and  file  of  man- 
kind by  the  harmless  eccentricity  of  his  character.  The 
ruling  idea  of  his  life  appeared  to  be  that  he  was  bound  to 
show  his  gratitude  to  the  country  which  had  afforded  him  an 
asylum  and  a  means  of  subsistence  by  doing  his  utmost  to 
turn  himself  into  an  Englishman.  Not  content  with  paying 
the  nation  in  general  the  compliment  of  invariably  carrying 
an  umbrella,  and  invariably  wearing  gaiters  and  a  white  hat, 
the  Professor  further  aspired  to  become  an  Englishman  in  his 
habits  and  amusements,  as  well  as  in  his  personal  appearance. 
Finding  us  distinguished  as  a  nation  by  our  love  of  athletic 
exercises,  the  little  man,  in  the  innocence  of  his  heart,  devoted 
himself  impromptu  to  all  our  English  sports  and  pastimes 
whenever  he  had  the  opportunity  of  joining  them,  firmly 
persuaded  that  he  could  adopt  our  national  amusements  of 
the  field  by  an  eff"ort  of  will,  precisely  as  he  had  adopted  our 
national  gaiters  and  our  national  white  hat. 

I  had  seen  him  risk  his  limbs  blindly  at  a  fox-hunt  and  in 
a  cricket-field,  and  soon  afterwards  I  saw  him  risk  his  life, 
just  as  blindly,  in  the  sea  at  Brighton. 

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We  had  met  there  accidentally,  and  were  bathing  tog-ether. 
If  we  had  been  engaged  in  any  exercise  peculiar  to  my  own 
nation,  I  should,  of  course,  have  looked  after  Pesca  carefully  ; 
but  as  foreigners  are  generally  quite  as  well  able  to  take  care 
of  themselves  in  the  water  as  Englishmen,  it  never  occurred 
to  me  that  the  art  of  swimming  might  merely  add  one  more 
to  the  list  of  manly  exercises  which  the  Professor  believed 
that  he  could  learn  impromptu.  Soon  after  we  had  both 
struck  out  from  shore  I  stopped,  finding  my  friend  did  not 
gain  on  me,  and  turned  round  to  look  for  him.  To  my 
horror  and  amazement  I  saw  nothing  between  m.e  and  the 
beach  but  two  little  white  arms,  which  struggled  for  an 
instant  above  the  surface  of  the  water,  and  then  disappeared 
from  view.  When  I  dived  for  him  the  poor  little  man  was  lying 
quietly  coiled  up  at  the  bottom  in  a  hollow  of  shingle,  looking 
by  many  degrees  smaller  than  I  had  ever  seen  him  look  before. 
During  the  few  minutes  that  elapsed  while  I  was  taking  him 
in  the  air  revived  him,  and  he  ascended  the  steps  of  the 
machine  with  my  assistance.  With  the  partial  recovery  of 
his  animation  came  the  return  of  his  wonderful  delusion  on 
the  subject  of  swimming.  As  soon  as  his  chattering  teeth 
would  let  him  speak,  he  smiled  vacantly,  and  said  he  thought 
it  must  have  been  the  Cramp. 

When  he  had  thoroughly  recovered  himself  and  had  joined 
me  on  the  beach,  his  warm  Southern  nature  broke  through 
all  artificial  English  restraints  in  a  moment.  He  overwhelmed 
me  with  the  wildest  expressions  of  affection— exclaimed  pas- 
sionately, in  his  exaggerated  Italian  v/ay,  that  he  would  hold 
his  life  henceforth  at  my  disposal— and  declared  that  he 
should  never  be  happy  again  until  he  had  found  an  oppor- 
tunity of  proving  his  gratitude  by  rendering  me  some  service 
which  I  might  remember,  on  my  side,  to  the  end  of  my  days. 

I  did  my  best  to  stop  the  torrent  of  his  tears  and  protesta- 
tions by  persisting  in  treating  the  whole  adventure  as  a  good 
subject  for  a  joke,  and  succeeded  at  last,  as  I  imagined,  in 
lessening  Pesca's  overwhelming  sense  of  obligation  to  me. 
Little  did  I  think  then — little  did  I  think  afterwards,  when  our 
pleasant  holiday  had  drawn  to  an  end — that  the  opportunity 
of  serving  me  for  which  my  grateful  companion  so  ardently 
longed  was  soon  to  come,  that  he  was  eagerly  to  seize  it  on 
the  instant,  and  that  by  so  doing  he  was  to  turn  the  whole 
current  of  my  existence  into  a  new  channel,  and  to  alter  me 
to  myself  almost  past  recognition. 

Yet  so  it  was.  If  I  had  not  dived  for  Professor  Pesca 
when  he  lay  under  vrater  on  his  shingle  bed,  I  should,  in  all 

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human  probability,  never  have  been  connected  with  the  story 
which  these  pages  will  relate — should  never,  perhaps,  have 
heard  even  the  name  of  the  woman  who  has  lived  in  all  my 
thoughts,  who  has  possessed  herself  of  all  my  energies,  who 
has  become  the  one  guiding  influence  that  now  directs  the 
purpose  of  my  life. 

Ill 

Pesca's  face  and  manner,  on  the  evening  when  we  confronted 
each  other  at  my  mother's  gate,  were  more  than  sufficient  to 
inform  me  that  something  extraordinary  had  happened.  It 
was  quite  useless,  however,  to  ask  him  for  an  immediate 
explanation.  I  could  only  conjecture,  while  he  was  dragging 
me  in  by  both  hands,  that  (knowing  my  habits)  he  had  come 
to  the  cottage  to  make  sure  of  meeting  me  that  night,  and 
that  he  had  some  news  to  tell  of  an  unusually  agreeable  kind. 

We  both  bounced  into  the  parlour  in  a  highly  abrupt  and 
undignified  manner.  My  mother  sat  by  the  open  window, 
laughing  and  fanning  herself.  Pesca  was  one  of  her  especial 
favourites,  and  his  wildest  eccentricities  were  always  pardon- 
able in  her  eyes.  Poor  dear  soul !  from  the  first  moment 
when  she  found  out  that  the  little  Professor  was  deeply  and 
gratefully  attached  to  her  son,  she  opened  her  heart  to  him 
unreservedly,  and  took  all  his  puzzling  foreign  peculiarities  for 
granted,  without  so  much  as  attempting  to  understand  any 
one  of  them. 

My  sister  Sarah,  with  all  the  advantages  of  youth,  was, 
strangely  enough,  less  pliable.  She  did  full  justice  to  Pesca's 
excellent  qualities  of  heart ;  but  she  could  not  accept  him 
implicitly,  as  my  mother  accepted  him,  for  my  sake.  Her 
insular  notions  of  propriety  rose  in  perpetual  revolt  against 
Pesca's  constitutional  contempt  for  appearances  ;  and  she  was 
always  more  or  less  undisguisedly  astonished  at  her  mother's 
familiarity  with  the  eccentric  little  foreigner.  I  have  ob- 
served, not  only  in  my  sister's  case,  but  in  the  instances  of 
others,  that  we  of  the  young  generation  are  nothing  like  so 
hearty  and  so  impulsive  as  some  of  our  elders.  I  constantly 
see  old  people  flushed  and  excited  by  the  prospect  of  some 
anticipated  pleasure  which  altogether  fails  to  ruffle  the  tran- 
quillity of  their  serene  grandchildren.  Are  we,  I  wonder, 
quite  such  genuine  bo3'S  and  girls  now  as  our  seniors  were  in 
their  time  ?  Has  the  great  advance  in  education  taken  rather 
too  long  a  stride  ;  and  are  we,  in  these  modern  days,  just  the 
least  trifle  in  the  world  too  well  brought  up  ? 

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Without  attempting  to  answer  those  questions  decisively, 
I  may  at  least  record  that  I  never  saw  my  mother  and  my 
sister  together  in  Pesca's  society  without  finding  my  mother 
much  the  younger  woman  of  the  two.  On  this  occasion,  for 
example,  while  the  old  lady  was  laughing  heartily  over  the 
boyish  manner  in  which  we  tumbled  into  the  parlour,  Sarah 
was  perturbedly  picking  up  the  broken  pieces  of  a  teacup, 
which  the  Professor  had  knocked  off  the  table  in  his  precipi- 
tate advance  to  meet  me  at  the  door. 

'  I  don't  know  what  would  have  happened.  Waiter,'  said 
my  mother,  '  if  you  had  delayed  much  longer.  Pesca  has 
been  half-mad  with  impatience  ;  and  I  have  been  half-mad 
with  curiosity.  The  Professor  has  brought  some  wonderful 
news  with  him,  in  which  he  says  you  are  concerned  ;  and  he 
has  cruelly  refused  to  give  us  the  smallest  hint  of  it  till  his 
friend  Walter  appeared.' 

'  Very  provoking ;  it  spoils  the  Set,'  muttered  Sarah  to 
herself,  mournfully  absorbed  over  the  ruins  of  the  broken  cup. 

While  these  words  were  being  spoken,  Pesca,  happily  and 
fussily  unconscious  of  the  irreparable  wrong  which  the 
crockery  had  suffered  at  his  hands,  was  dragging  a  large 
armchair  to  the  opposite  end  of  the  room,  so  as  to  command 
us  all  three,  in  the  character  of  a  public  speaker  addressing 
an  audience.  Having  turned  the  chair  with  its  back  towards 
us,  he  jumped  into  it  on  his  knees,  and  excitably  addressed 
his  small  congregation  of  three  from  an  impromptu  pulpit. 

'  Now,   my  good  dears,'  began   Pesca  (who   always  said 

*  good  dears '  when  he  meant  '  worthy  friends  '),  '  listen  to 
me.  The  time  has  come — I  recite  my  good  news — I  speak 
at  last.' 

*  Hear,  hear  ! '  said  my  mother,  humouring  the  joke. 
'The  next  thing  he  will  break,  mamma,' whispered  Sarah, 

'will  be  the  back  of  the  best  armchair.' 

'  I  go  back  into  my  life,  and  I  address  myself  to  the 
noblest  of  created  beings,'  continued  Pesca,  vehemently 
apostrophising  my  unworthy  self  over  the  top  rail  of  the  chair. 

*  Who  found  me  dead  at  the  bottom  of  the  sea  (through 
Cramp) ;  and  who  pulled  me  up  to  the  top  ;  and  what  did  I 
say  when  I  got  into  my  own  life  and  my  own  clothes  again  ? ' 

*  Much  more  than  was  at  all  necessary,'  I  answered,  as 
doggedly  as  possible  ;  for  the  least  encouragement  in  con- 
nection with  this  subject  invariably  let  loose  the  Professor's 
emotions  in  a  flood  of  tears. 

'  I  said,'  persisted  Pesca,  *  that  my  life  belonged  to  my 
dear  friend,  Walter,  for  the  rest  of  my  days — and  so  it  does. 

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I  said  that  I  should  never  be  happy  ag-ahi  till  I  had  found  the 
opportunity  of  doing  a  good  Something  for  Walter — and  I 
have  never  been  contented  with  myself  till  this  most  blessed 
day.  Now,'  cried  the  enthusiastic  little  man  at  the  top  of  his 
voice,  *  the  overflowing  happiness  bursts  out  of  me  at  every 
pore  of  my  skin,  like  a  perspiration  ;  for  on  my  faith,  and 
soul,  and  honour,  the  something  is  done  at  last,  and  the  only 
word  to  say  now  is — Right-all-right.' 

It  may  be  necessary  to  explain  here  that  Pesca  prided 
himself  on  being  a  perfect  Englishman  in  his  language,  as 
well  as  in  his  dress,  manners,  and  amusements.  Having 
picked  up  a  few  of  our  most  familiar  colloquial  expressions,  he 
scattered  them  about  over  his  conversation  whenever  they 
happened  to  occur  to  him,  turning  them,  in  his  high  relish  for 
their  sound  and  his  general  ignorance  of  their  sense,  into 
compound  words  and  repetitions  of  his  own,  and  always 
running  them  into  each  other,  as  if  they  consisted  of  one 
long  syllable. 

'  Among  the  fine  London  houses  v.'here  I  teach  the  lan- 
guage of  my  native  country,'  said  the  Professor,  rushing 
into  his  long-deferred  explanation  without  another  word  of 
preface,  'there  is  one,  mighty  fine,  in  the  big  place  called 
Portland.  You  all  know  where  that  is  ?  Yes,  yes — course- 
of-course.  The  fine  house,  my  good  dears,  has  got  inside  it 
a  fine  family.  A  Mamma,  fair  and  fat ;  three  young  Misses, 
fair  and  fat  ;  two  young  Misters,  fair  and  fat  ;  and  a  Papa, 
the  fairest  and  the  fattest  of  all,  who  is  a  mighty  merchant, 
up  to  his  eyes  in  gold — a  fine  man  once,  but  seeing  that  he 
has  got  a  naked  head  and  two  chins,  fine  no  longer  at  the 
present  time.  Now  mind  !  I  teach  the  sublime  Dante  to  the 
young  Misses,  and  ah  ! — m3'-soul-bless-my-soul  ! — it  is  not  in 
human  language  to  say  how  the  sublime  Dante  puzzles  the 
pretty  heads  of  all  three  !  No  matter — all  in  good  time — 
and  the  more  lessons  the  better  for  me.  Now  mind  ! 
Imagine  to  yourselves  that  I  am  teaching  the  young  Misses 
to-day,  as  usual.  We  are  all  four  of  us  down  together  in 
the  Hell  of  Dante.  At  the  Seventh  Circle — but  no  matter 
for  that  :  all  the  Circles  are  alike  to  the  three  young  Misses, 
fair  and  fat — at  the  Seventh  Circle,  nevertheless,  my  pupils 
are  sticking  fast ;  and  I,  to  set  them  going  again,  recite, 
explain,  and  blow  myself  up  red-hot  with  useless  enthusiasm, 
when — a  creak  of  boots  in  the  passage  outside,  and  in  comes 
the  golden  Papa,  the  mighty  merchant  with  the  naked  head 
and  the  two  chins.  Ha  !  my  good  dears,  I  am  closer  than 
you  think  for  to  the  business  now.     Have  you  been  patient 

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so  far,  or  have  you    said  to  yourselves    "  Deuce-what-the- 
deuce  !  Pesca  is  long-winded  to-nig-ht  ?  "  ' 

We  declared  that  we  were  deeply  interested.  The  Pro- 
fessor went  on  : 

'  In  his  hand  the  g-olden  Papa  has  a  letter  ;  and  after  he 
has  made  his  excuse  for  disturbing  us  in  our  Infernal  Reg-ion 
with  the  common  mortal  Business  of  the  house,  he  addresses 
himself  to  the  three  young-  Misses,  and  beg-ins,  as  you 
English  begin  everything  in  this  blessed  world  that  you  have 
to  say,  with  a  great  O.      "  O,  my  dears,"  savs  the  mighty 

merchant,  "  I  have  got  here  a  letter  from  my  frie'nd,  Mr. " 

(the  name  has  slipped  out  of  my  mind  ;  but  no  matter  ;  we 
shall  come  back  to  that ;  yes,  yes— right-all-right).  So  the 
Papa  says,  "  I  have  got  a  letter  from  my  friend,  the  Mister  ; 
and  he  wants  a  recommend  from  me  of  a  drawing-master  to 
go  down  to  his  house  in  the  country."  My-soul-bless-my- 
soul !  when  I  heard  the  golden  Papa  say  those  words,  if  I  had 
been  big  enough  to  reach  up  to  him  I  should  have  put  my 
arms  round  his  neck  and  pressed  him  to  my  bosom  in  a  long 
and  grateful  hug.  As  it  was,  I  only  bounced  upon  my  chair! 
My  seat  was  on  thorns,  and  my  soul  was  on  fire  to  speak  ; 
but  I  held  my  tongue  and  let  Papa  go  on.  "  Perhaps  you 
know,"  says  this  good  man  of  monev,  twiddling  his  friend's 
letter  this  way  and  that  in  his  golden  fingers  and  thumbs, 
"perhaps  you  know,  my  dears,  of  a  drawing-master  that  I 
can  recommend  ?  "  The  three  young  Misses  all  look  at  each 
other,  and  then  say  (with  the  indispensable  great  O  to  be"-in), 

"O,  dear  no,  Papa!     But  here  is   Mr.   Pesca "     At'' the 

mention  of  myself  I  can  hold  no  longer— the  thought  of  you, 
my  good  dears,  mounts  like  blood  to  my  head— I  start  from 
my  seat,  as  if  a  spike  had  grown  up  from  the  ground  through 
the  bottom  of  my  chair— I  address  myself  to  the  mighty 
merchant,  and  I  say  (English  phrase),  "  Dear  sir,  I  have  the 
man  !  The  first  and  foremost  drawing-master  of  the  world  ! 
Recommend  him  by  the  post  to-night,  and  send  him  off,  bag 
and  baggage  "  (English  phrase  again— ha  !),  "send  him  off, 
bag  and  baggage,  by  the  train  to-morrow  !  "  "  Stop,  stop," 
says  Papa,  "  is  he  a  foreigner  or  an  Englishman  ?  "  "  Eng- 
lish  to  the  bone  of  his  back,"  I  answer.  "Respectable?" 
says  Papa.  "  Sir,"  I  say  (for  this  last  question  of  his  out- 
rages me,  and  I  have  done  being  familiar  with  him),  "Sir, 
the  mimortal  fire  of  genius  burns  in  this  Englishman's  bosom,' 
and,  what  is  more,  his  father  had  it  before  him  !  "  "  Never 
mind,"  says  the  golden  barbarian  of  a  Papa,  "never  mind 
about  his  genius,  Mr.  Pesca.     We  don't  want  genius  in  this 

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country  unless  it  is  accompanied  by  respectability — and  then 
we  are  very  glad  to  have  it,  very  g"lad  indeed.  Can  your 
friend  produce  testimonials — letters  that  speak  to  his  cha- 
racter?" I  wave  my  hand  negligently.  "Letters?"  I 
say.  "Ha!  my-soul-bless-my-soul  !  I  should  think  so, 
indeed  !  Volumes  of  letters  and  portfolios  of  testimonials, 
if  you  like?"  "One  or  two  will  do,"  says  this  man  of 
phlegm  and  money.  "  Let  him  send  them  to  me,  with 
his  name  and  address.  And — stop,  stop,  Mr.  Pesca — ■ 
before  you  go  to  your  friend,  you  had  better  take  a  note." 
"  Bank-note  !"  I  say,  indignantly.  *'No  bank-note,  if  you 
please,  till  my  brave  Englishman  has  earned  it  first." 
"  Bank-note  !  "  says  Papa,  in  a  great  surprise,  "  who  talked 
of  bank-note  ?  I  mean  a  note  of  the  terms — a  memorandum 
of  what  he  is  expected  to  do.  Go  on  with  your  lesson,  Mr. 
Pesca,  and  I  will  give  you  the  necessary  extract  from  my 
friend's  letter."  Down  sits  the  man  of  merchandise  and 
money  to  his  pen,  ink,  and  paper;  and  down  I  go  once 
again  into  the  Hell  of  Dante,  with  my  three  young  Misses 
after  me.  In  ten  minutes'  time  the  note  is  written,  and  the 
boots  of  Papa  are  creaking  themselves  away  in  the  passage 
outside.  From  that  moment,  on  my  faith,  and  soul,  and 
honour,  I  know  nothing  more  !  The  glorious  thought  that  I 
have  caught  my  opportunity  at  last,  and  that  my  grateful 
service  for  my  dearest  friend  in  the  world  is  as  good  as  done 
already,  flies  up  into  my  head  and  makes  me  drunk.  How  I 
pull  my  young  Misses  and  myself  out  of  our  Infernal  Region 
again,  how  my  other  business  is  done  afterwards,  how  my 
little  bit  of  dinner  slides  itself  down  my  throat,  I  know  no 
more  than  a  man  in  the  moon.  Enough  for  me,  that  here  I 
am,  with  the  mighty  merchant's  note  in  my  hand,  as  large  as 
life,  as  hot  as  fire,  and  as  happy  as  a  king  !  Ha  !  ha  !  ha ! 
right-right-right-all-right !  '  Here  the  Professor  waved  the 
memorandum  of  terms  over  his  head,  and  ended  his  long  and 
voluble  narrative  with  his  shrill  Italian  parody  on  an  English 
cheer. 

My  mother  rose  the  moment  he  had  done,  with  flushed 
cheeks  and  brightened  eyes.  She  caught  the  little  man 
warmly  by  both  hands. 

*  My  dear,  good  Pesca,'  she  said,  *  I  never  doubted  your 
true  affection  for  Walter — but  I  am  more  than  ever  persuaded 
of  it  now  ! ' 

'  I  am  sure  we  are  very  much  obliged  to  Professor  Pesca, 
for  Walter's  sake,'  added  Sarah.  She  half  rose,  while  she 
spoke,  as   if  to  approach   the   armchair,  in  her  turn ;    but, 

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observing  that  Pesca  was  rapturously  kissing  my  mother's 
hands,  looked  serious,  and  resumed  her  seat.  *  If  the  fami- 
liar little  man  treats  my  mother  in  that  way,  how  will  he 
treat  me? '  Faces  sometimes  tell  truth  ;  and  that  was  unques- 
tionably the  thought  in  Sarah's  mind,  as  she  sat  down  again. 

Although  I  myself  was  gratefully  sensible  of  the  kindness 
of  Pesca's  motives,  my  spirits  were  hardly  so  much  elevated 
as  they  ought  to  have  been  by  the  prospect  of  future  employ- 
ment now  placed  before  me.  When  the  Professor  had  quite 
done  with  my  mother's  hand,  and  when  I  had  warmly  thanked 
him  for  his  interference  on  my  behalf,  I  asked  to  be  allowed 
to  look  at  the  note  of  terms  which  his  respectable  patron 
had  drawn  up  for  my  inspection. 

Pesca  handed  me  the  paper,  with  a  triumphant  flourish  of 
the  hand. 

*  Read  ! '  said  the  little  man,  majestically.  '  I  promise  you, 
my  friend,  the  writing  of  the  golden  Papa  speaks  with  a 
tongue  of  trumpets  for  itself.' 

The  note  of  terms  was  plain,  straightforward,  and  com- 
prehensive, at  any  rate.     It  informed  me. 

First,  That  Frederick  Fairlie,  Esq.,  of  Limmeridge  House, 
Cumberland,  wanted  to  engage  the  services  of  a  thoroughly 
competent  drawing-master,  for  a  period  of  four  months 
certain. 

Secondly,  That  the  duties  which  the  master  was  expected 
to  perform  would  be  of  a  twofold  kind.  He  was  to  super- 
intend the  instruction  of  two  young  ladies  in  the  art  of  paint- 
ing in  water-colours  ;  and  he  was  to  devote  his  leisure  time, 
afterwards,  to  the  business  of  repairing  and  mounting  a 
valuable  collection  of  drawings,  which  had  been  suffered  to 
fall  into  a  condition  of  total  neglect. 

Thirdly,  That  the  terms  offered  to  the  person  who  should 
undertake  and  properly  perform  these  duties  were  four 
guineas  a  week  ;  that  he  was  to  reside  at  Limmeridge  House  ; 
and  that  he  was  to  be  treated  there  on  the  footing  of  a 
gentleman. 

Fourthly,  and  lastly.  That  no  person  need  think  of  apply- 
ing for  this  situation  unless  he  could  furnish  the  most  un- 
exceptionable references  to  character  and  abilities.  The 
references  were  to  be  sent  to  Mr.  Fairlie's  friend  in  London, 
who  was  empowered  to  conclude  all  necessary  arrangements. 
These  instructions  were  followed  by  the  name  and  address  of 
Pesca's  employer  in  Portland-place — and  there  the  note,  or 
memorandum,  ended. 

The  prospect  which  this  offer  of  an  engagement  held  out 

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THE   WOMAN   IN   WHITE 

was  certainly  an  attractive  one.  The  employment  was 
likely  to  be  both  easy  and  agreeable  ;  it  was  proposed  to  me 
at  the  autumn  time  of  the  year,  when  I  Avas  least  occupied  ; 
and  the  terms,  judging  by  my  personal  experience  in  my 
profession,  were  surprisingly  liberal.  I  knew  this  ;  I  knew 
that  I  ought  to  consider  myself  very  fortunate  if  I  succeeded 
in  securing  the  offered  employment — and  yet,  no  sooner  had  I 
read  the  memorandum  than  I  felt  an  inexplicable  unwilling- 
ness within  me  to  stir  in  the  matter.  I  had  never  in  the 
whole  of  my  previous  experience  found  my  duty  and  my 
inclination  so  painfully  and  so  unaccountably  at  variance  as  I 
found  them  now. 

*  Oh,  Walter,  your  father  never  had  such  a  chance  as 
this  ! '  said  my  mother,  when  she  had  read  the  note  of  terms 
and  had  handed  it  back  to  me. 

'  Such  distinguished  people  to  know,'  remarked  Sarah, 
straightening  herself  in  her  chair  ;  '  and  on  such  gratifying 
terms  of  equality  too  ! ' 

*  Yes,  yes ;  the  terms,  in  every  sense,  are  tempting 
enough,'  I  replied,  impatiently.  '  But  before  I  send  in  my 
testimonials,  I  should  like  a  little  time  to  consider ' 

'  Consider  ! '  exclaimed  my  mother.  '  W^hy,  Walter, 
what  is  the  matter  with  you  ?  ' 

'  Consider  ! '  echoed  my  sister.  *  What  a  very  extra- 
ordinary thing  to  say,  under  the  circumstances  ! ' 

*  Consider  ! '  chimed  in  the  Professor.  *  What  is  there  to 
consider  about  ?  Answer  me  this  !  Have  you  not  been 
complaining  of  your  health,  and  have  you  not  been  longing 
for  what  you  call  a  smack  of  the  country  breeze  ?  Well ! 
there  in  your  hand  is  the  paper  that  offers  you  perpetual 
choking  mouthfuls  of  country  breeze,  for  four  months'  time. 
Is  it  not  so  ?  Ha  ?  Again — you  want  money.  Well  !  Is 
four  golden  guineas  a  week  nothing  ?  My-soul-bless-my- 
soul  !  only  give  it  to  me — and  my  boots  shall  creak  like  the 
golden  Papa's,  with  a  sense  of  the  overpowering  richness  of 
the  man  who  walks  in  them  !  Four  guineas  a  week,  and, 
more  than  that,  the  charming  society  of  two  young  Misses  ; 
and,  more  than  that,  your  bed,  your  breakfast,  your  dinner, 
your  gorging  English  teas  and  lunches  and  drinks  of  foaming 
beer,  all  for  nothing — why,  Walter,  my  dear  good  friend — ■ 
deuce-what-the-deuce  ! — for  the  first  time  in  my  life  I  have 
not  eyes  enough  in  my  head  to  look,  and  wonder  at  you  !  ' 

Neither  my  mother's  evident  astonishment  at  my  be- 
haviour, nor  Pesca's  fervid  enumeration  of  the  advantages 
offered   to  me   by   the   new  employment,   had  any  effect  in 

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THE   WOMAN    IN   WHITE 

shaking  my  unreasonable  disinclination  to  go  to  Limmeridge 
House.  After  starting  all  the  petty  objections  that  I  could 
think  of  to  going  to  Cumberland  ;  and  after  hearing  them 
answered,  one  after  another,  to  my  own  complete  discom- 
fiture, I  tried  to  set  up  a  last  obstacle  by  asking  what  was  to 
become  of  my  pupils  in  London,  while  I  was  teaching  Mr. 
Fairlie's  young  ladies  to  sketch  from  nature.  The  obvious 
answer  to  this  was,  that  the  greater  part  of  them  would  be 
away  on  their  autumn  travels,  and  that  the  few  who  remained 
at  home  might  be  confided  to  the  care  of  one  of  my  brother 
drawing-masters,  whose  pupils  I  had  once  taken  off  his  hands 
under  similar  circumstances.  My  sister  reminded  me  that 
this  gentleman  had  expressly  placed  his  services  at  my 
disposal,  during  the  present  season,  in  case  I  wished  to  leave 
town  ;  my  mother  seriously  appealed  to  me  not  to  let  an  idle 
caprice  stand  in  the  way  of  my  own  interests  and  my  own 
health  ;  and  Pesca  piteously  entreated  that  I  would  not 
wound  him  to  the  heart,  by  rejecting  the  first  grateful  offer  of 
service  that  he  had  been  able  to  make  to  the  friend  who  had 
saved  his  life. 

The  evident  sincerity  and  affection  which  inspired  these 
remonstrances  would  have  influenced  any  man  with  an  atom 
of  good  feeling  in  his  composition.  Though  I  could  not 
conquer  my  own  unaccountable  perversity,  I  had  at  least 
virtue  enough  to  be  heartily  ashamed  of  it,  and  to  end  the 
discussion  pleasantly  by  giving  way,  and  promising  to  do  all 
that  was  wanted  of  me. 

The  rest  of  the  evening  passed  merrily  enough  in 
humorous  anticipations  of  my  coming  life  with  the  two  young 
ladies  in  Cumberland.  Pesca,  inspired  by  our  national 
grog,  which  appeared  to  get  into  his  head,  in  the  most 
marvellous  manner,  five  minutes  after  it  had  gone  down  his 
throat,  asserted  his  claims  to  be  considered  a  complete 
Englishman  by  making  a  series  of  speeches  in  rapid  succes- 
sion ;  proposing  my  mother's  health,  my  sister's  health,  my 
health,  and  the  healths,  in  mass,  of  Mr.  Fairlie  and  the  two 
young  Misses  ;  pathetically  returning  thanks  himself,  immedi- 
ately afterwards,  for  the  whole  party.  '  A  secret,  W^alter,'  said 
my  little  friend  confidentially,  as  we  walked  home  together. 
'  I  am  flushed  by  the  recollection  of  my  own  eloquence.  My 
soul  bursts  itself  with  ambition.  One  of  these  days,  I  go  into 
your  noble  Parliament.  It  is  the  dream  of  my  whole  life  to 
be  Honourable  Pesca,  M.P.  ! ' 

The  next  morning  I  sent  my  testimonials  to  the  Professor's 
employer   in    Portland-place.      Three   days   passed ;    and    I 

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concluded,  with  secret  satisfaction,  that  my  papers  had  not 
been  found  sufficiently  explicit.  On  the  fourth  day,  however, 
an  answer  came.  It  announced  that  Mr.  Fairlie  accepted  my 
services,  and  requested  me  to  start  for  Cumberland  imme- 
diately. All  the  necessary  instructions  for  my  journey  were 
carefully  and  clearly  added  in  a  postscript. 

I  made  my  arrangements,  unwilling-ly  enough,  for  leaving 
London  early  the  next  day.  Towards  evening  Pesca  looked 
in,  on  his  way  to  a  dinner-party,  to  bid  me  good-bye. 

'  I  shall  dry  my  tears  in  your  absence,'  said  the  Professor, 
gaily,  '  with  this  glorious  thought.  It  is  my  auspicious  hand 
that  has  given  the  first  push  to  your  fortune  in  the  world.  Go, 
my  friend  !  When  your  sun  shines  in  Cumberland  (English 
proverb),  in  the  name  of  heaven,  make  your  hay.  Marry  one 
of  the  two  young  Misses  ;  become  Honourable  Hartright, 
M.P.  ;  and  when  you  are  on  the  top  of  the  ladder,  remember 
that  Pesca,  at  the  bottom,  has  done  it  all !  ' 

I  tried  to  laugh  with  my  little  friend  over  his  parting  jest, 
but  my  spirits  were  not  to  be  commanded.  Something  jarred 
in  me  almost  painfully,  while  he  was  speaking  his  light 
farev\-eli  v»'ords. 

When  I  was  left  alone  again,  nothing  remained  to  be 
dene  but  to  walk  to  the  Hampstead  Cottage  and  bid  my 
mother  and  Sarah  gcod-bye. 


IV 

The  heat  had  been  painfully  oppressive  all  day  ;  and  it  was 
now  a  close  and  sultry  night. 

My  mother  and  sister  had  spoken  so  many  last  words, 
and  had  begged  me  to  wait  another  five  minutes  so  many 
times,  that  it  was  nearly  midnight  when  the  servant  locked 
the  garden-gate  behind  me.  I  walked  forward  a  few  paces 
on  the  shortest  way  back  to  London  ;  then  stopped  and 
hesitated. 

The  moon  was  full  and  broad  in  the  dark  blue  starless 
sky  ;  and  the  broken  ground  of  the  Heath  looked  wild  enough, 
in  the  mysterious  light,  to  be  hundreds  of  miles  away  from 
the  great  city  that  lay  beneath  it.  The  idea  of  descending 
any  sooner  than  I  could  help  into  the  heat  and  gloom  of 
London  repelled  me.  The  prospect  of  going  to  bed  in  my 
airless  chambers,  and  the  prospect  of  gradual  suffocation, 
seemed,  in  my  present  restless  frame  of  mind  and  body,  to  be 
one  and  the  same  thing.     I  determined  to  stroll  home  in  the 

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THE  WOMAN   IN  WHITE 

purer  air,  by  the  most  roundabout  way  I  could  take  ;  to 
follow  the  white  v.-inding-  paths  across  the  lonely  Heath  ;  and 
to  approach  London  through  its  most  open  suburb  by  striking 
into  the  Finchley-road,  and  so  getting  back,  in  the  cool  of 
the  new  niorning,  by  the  western  side  of  the  Regent's  Park. 

I  wound  my  way  down  slowly  over  the  Heath,  enjoying 
the  divine  stillness  of  the  scene,  and  admiring  the  soft  alter- 
nations of  light  and  shade  as  they  follov/ed  each  other  over 
the  broken  ground  on  every  side  of  me.  So  long  as  I  was 
proceeding  through  this  first  and  prettiest  part  of  my  night- 
walk,  my  mind  remained  passively  open  to  the  impressions 
produced  by  the  view  ;  and  I  thought  but  little  on  any 
subject— indeed,  so  far  as  my  own  sensations  were  concerned, 
I  can  hardly  say  that  I  thought  at  all. 

But  when  I  had  left  the  Heath,  and  had  turned  into  the 
by-road,  where  there  was  less  to  see,  the  ideas  naturally 
engendered  by  the  approaching  change  in  my  habits  and 
occupations  gradually  drew  more  and  more  of  my  attention 
exclusively  to  themselves.  By  the  time  I  had  arrived  at  the 
end  of  the  road,  I  had  become  completely  absorbed  in  my 
own  fanciful  visions  of  Limmeridge  House,  of  Mr.  Fairlie,  and 
of  the  tv/o  ladies  whose  practice  in  the  art  of  water-colour 
painting  I  was  so  soon  to  superintend. 

I  had  now  arrived  at  that  particular  point  of  my  walk 
where  four  roads  met — the  road  to  Hampstead,  along  which 
I  had  returned  ;  the  road  to  Finchley  ;  the  road  to  West 
End  ;  and  the  road  back  to  London.  I  had  mechanically 
turned  in  this  latter  direction,  and  was  strolling  along  the 
lonely  high-road — idly  wondering,  I  remember,  what  the 
Cumberland  young  ladies  would  look  like — when,  in  one 
moment,  every  drop  of  blood  in  my  body  was  brought  to  a 
stop  by  the  touch  of  a  hand  laid  lightly  and  suddenly  on  my 
shoulder  from  behind  me. 

I  turned  on  the  instant,  with  my  fingers  tightening  round 
the  handle  of  my  stick. 

There,  in  the  middle  of  the  broad,  bright  high-road^there, 
as  if  it  had  that  moment  sprung  out  of  the  earth  or  dropped 
from  the  heaven — stood  the  figure  of  a  solitary  Woman, 
dressed  from  head  to  foot  in  white  garments  ;  her  face  bent 
in  grave  inquiry  on  mine,  her  hand  pointing  to  the  dark  cloud 
over  London,  as  I  faced  her. 

I  was  far  too  seriously  startled  by  the  suddenness  with 
which  this  extraordinary  apparition  stood  before  me,  in  the 
dead  of  night  and  in  that  lonely  place,  to  ask  what  she  wanted. 
The  strange  woman  spoke  first. 

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*  Is  that  the  road  to  London  ?  '  she  said. 

I  looked  attentively  at  her,  as  she  put  that  singular 
question  to  me.  It  was  then  nearly  one  o'clock.  All  I  could 
discern  distinctly  by  the  moonlight,  was  a  colourless,  youth- 
ful face,  meagre  and  sharp  to  look  at,  about  the  cheeks  and 
chin ;  large,  grave,  wistfully-attentive  eyes  ;  nervous,  un- 
certain lips  ;  and  light  hair  of  a  pale,  brownish-yellow  hue. 
There  was  nothing  wild,  nothing  immodest  in  her  manner  : 
it  was  quiet  and  self-controlled,  a  little  melancholy  and  a 
little  touched  by  suspicion  ;  not  exactly  the  manner  of  a  lady, 
and,  at  the  same  time,  not  the  manner  of  a  woman  in  the 
humblest  rank  of  life.  The  voice,  little  as  I  had  yet  heard  of 
it,  had  something  curiously  still  and  mechanical  in  its  tones, 
and  the  utterance  was  remarkably  rapid.  She  held  a  small 
bag  in  her  hand  :  and  her  dress — bonnet,  shawl,  and  gown 
all  of  white — was,  so  far  as  I  could  guess,  certainly  not 
composed  of  very  delicate  or  very  expensive  materials.  Her 
figure  was  slight,  and  rather  above  the  average  height — her 
gait  and  actions  free  from  the  slightest  approach  to  extra- 
vagance. This  was  all  that  I  could  observe  of  her,  in  the  dim 
light  and  under  the  perplexingly-strange  circumstances  of  our 
meeting.  What  sort  of  a  woman  she  was,  and  how  she  came 
to  be  out  alone  in  the  high-road,  an  hour  after  midnight, 
I  altogether  failed  to  guess.  The  one  thing  of  which  I  felt 
certain  was,  that  the  grossest  of  mankind  could  not  hav-e 
misconstrued  her  motive  in  speaking,  even  at  that  suspiciously 
late  hour  and  in  that  suspiciously  lonely  place. 

'  Did  you  hear  me  ?  '  she  said,  still  quietly  and  rapidly, 
and  without  the  least  fretfulness  or  impatience.  '  I  asked  if 
that  was  the  way  to  London.' 

*  Yes,'  I  replied,  '  that  is  the  way  :  it  leads  to  St.  John's 
Wood  and  the  Regent's  Park.  You  must  excuse  my  not 
answering  you  before.  I  was  rather  startled  by  your  sudden 
appearance  in  the  road ;  and  I  am,  even  now,  quite  unable  to 
account  for  it.' 

*  You  don't  suspect  me  of  doing  anything  wrong,  do  you  ? 
I  have  done  nothing  wrong.  I  have  met  with  an  accident — 
I  am  very  unfortunate  in  being  here  alone  so  late.  Why  do 
you  suspect  me  of  doing  wrong  ?  ' 

She  spoke  with  unnecessary  earnestness  and  agitation, 
and  shrank  back  from  me  several  paces.  I  did  my  best  to 
reassure  her. 

*  Pray  don't  suppose  that  I  have  any  idea  of  suspecting 
you,'  I  said,  '  or  any  other  wish  than  to  be  of  assistance  to 
you,  if  I  can.     I  only  wondered  at  your  appearance  in  the 

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road,  because  it  seemed  to  me  to  be  empty  the  instant  before 
1  saw  you. 

She  turned,  and  pointed  back  to  a  place  at  the  junction  of 
the  road  to  Lonaon  and  the  road  to  Hampstead,  where  there 
was  a  gap  m  the  hedge. 

•  I  heard  you  coming,'  she  said,  '  and  hid  there  to  see  what 
sort  of  man  you  \yere,  before  I  risked  speaking.  I  doubted 
and  feared  about  it  till  you  passed  ;  and  then  I  was  obliged 
to  steal  after  you,  and  touch  you.'  ^ 

Steal  after  me  and  touch  me  ?  Why  not  call  to  me  ? 
Strange,  to  say  the  least  of  it. 

'  May  I  trust  you  ?  '  she  asked.  '  You  don't  think  the 
worse  of  me  because  I  have  met  with  an  accident?'  She 
stopped  m  confusion  ;  shifted  her  bag  from  one  hand  to  the 
other  ;  and  sighed  bitterly. 

The  londiness  and  helplessness  of  the  woman  touched  me. 
The  natural  impulse  to  assist  her  and  to  spare  her,  got  The 
better  of  the  judgment  the  caution,  the  worldly  tact,  vvh  ch 
an  older  wiser,  and  colder  man  might  have  summoned  to  help 
him  in  this  strange  emergency.  P 

'  u'-}r  u^""^  ^'"'!  ""^  ^°-  ^">'  harmless  purpose,'    I  said. 
If  It  troubles  you  to  explain  j-our  strange  situation  to  me 
don  t   think   of  returning  to  the  subject  again.     I   have  no 
right  to  ask  you  for  any  explanations.     Tdl  me  how  I  can 
help  you  ;  and  if  I  can,  I  will.'  ^w  i  can 

'  You  are  very  kind,  and  I  am  very,  very  thankful  to  have 
met  you.      The  first  touch  of  womanly  tenderness  that  I  hid 
heard  from  her  trembled  in  her  voice  as  she  said  the  words 
but  no  tears  glistened  in  those  large,  wistfully-attentive  eves 
of  hers,  which  were  still  fixed  on  me.     '  I  have  only  been' in 

and  I  know  nothing  about  that  side  of  it,  yonder  Can  I 
get  a  fly  or  a  carriage  of  any  kind  ?  Is  it  too  late  ? '  I  don't 
know.  If  you  could  show  me  where  to  get  a  fly-and  if  ySu 
will  only  promise  not  to  interfere  with  me,  and  to  let  me 
leave  you,  when  and  how  I  please-I  have  a  friend  in  London 
who  will  be  gad  to  receive  me-I  want  nothing  else-S 
you  promise  ?  °  " 

She  looked  anxiously  up  and  down  the  road  ;  shifted  her 

wofd'"^' Win  To  ""    '""t^"   ''''    ^^^-'     -Peated    the 
words.     Will  you  promise  :> '  and  looked  hard  in  my  face 

^wth  a  pleading  fear  and  confusion  that  it  troubled  me  to 

What   could    I   do  ?      Here  was  a  stranger  utterlv  and 
helplessly  at  my  inercy-^and  that  stranger  a  forlorn  woman. 


THE   WOMAN   IN   WHITE 

No  house  was  near  ;  no  one  was  passing  whom  I  could 
consult ;  and  no  earthly  right  existed  on  my  part  to  give  me 
a  power  of  control  over  her,  even  if  I  had  known  how  to 
exercise  it.  I  trace  these  lines,  self-distrustfullv,  with  the 
shadows  of  after-events  darkening  the  very  paper 'l  write  on  • 
and  still  I  say,  what  could  I  do  ?  ' 

What  I  did  do,  was  to  try  and  gain  time  by  questioning  her. 

'  Are  you  sure  that  your  friend  in  London  will  receive  you 
at  such  a  late  hour  as  this  .^  '  I  said. 

'  Quite  sure.  Only  say  you  will  let  me  leave  you  when 
and  how  I  please— only  say  you  won't  interfere  with  me. 
Will  you  promise  ?  ' 

As  she  repeated  the  words  for  the  third  time,  she  came 
close  to  me  and  laid  her  hand,  with  a  sudden  gentle 
stealthmess,  on  my  bosom— a  thin  hand  ;  a  cold  hand  (when 
I  removed  it  with  mine),  even  on  that  sultry  night.  Remember 
that  I  was  young  ;  remember  that  the  hand  which  touched 
me  was  a  woman's. 

*  Will  you  promise  ? ' 

•Yes.' 

One  word  !  The  little  familiar  word  that  is  on  every- 
body's  lips,  every  hour  in  the  day.  Oh  me  !  and  I  tremble, 
now,  when  I  write  it. 

We  set  our  faces  towards  London,  and  walked  on  together 
in  the  first  still  hour  of  the  new  day— I,  and  this  woman, 
\yhose  name,  whose  character,  whose  story,  whose  objects  in> 
life,  whose  very  presence  by  my  side,  at  that  moment,  were 
fathomless  mysteries  to  me.  It  was  like  a  dream.  Was  I 
Walter  Hartright  ?  Was  this  the  well-known,  uneventful 
road,  where  holiday  people  strolled  on  Sundays?  Had  I 
really  left,  little  more  than  an  hour  since,  the  quiet,  decent, 
conventionally-domestic  atmosphere  of  my  mother's  cottage  ? 
I  was  too  bewildered— too  conscious  also  of  a  vague  sense*  of 
something  like  self-reproach — to  speak  to  my  strange  com- 
panion for  some  minutes.  It  was  her  voice  again  that  first 
broke  the  silence  between  us. 

'  I  want  to  ask  you  something,'  she  said,  suddenly.  *  Do 
you  know  many  people  in  London  ? ' 

'  Yes,  a  great  many.' 

'  Many  men  of  rank  and  title  ? '  There  was  an  un- 
mistakable tone  of  suspicion  in  the  strange  question.  I  hesi- 
tated about  answering  it. 

'  Some,'  I  said,  after  a  moment's  silence. 

'  Many  '—she  came  to  a  full  stop,  and  looked  me 
searchmgly  in  the  face—'  many  men  of  the  rank  of  Baronet  ?  ' 

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Too  much  astonished  to  reply,  I  questioned  her  in  my  turn. 

*  Why  do  you  ask  ?  ' 

*  Because  I  hope,  for  my  own  sake,  there  is  one  Baronet 
that  you  don't  know.' 

*  Will  you  tell  me  his  name  ?  ' 

'  I  can't — I  daren't — I  forget  myself,  when  I  mention  it.' 
She  spoke  loudly  and  almost  fiercely,  raised  her  clenched  hand 
in  the  air,  and  shook  it  passionately  ;  then,  on  a  sudden,  con- 
trolled herself  again,  and  added,  in  tones  lowered  to  a  whisper  : 
'  Tell  me  which  of  them  you  know.' 

I  could  hardly  refuse  to  humour  her  in  such  a  trifle,  and 
I  mentioned  three  names.  Tv/o,  the  names  of  fathers  of 
families  whose  daughters  I  taught ;  one,  the  nam.e  of  a 
bachelor  who  had  once  taken  me  a  cruise  in  his  yacht,  to 
make  sketches  for  him. 

'  Ah  !  you  don'^  know  him,'  she  said,  with  a  sigh  of  relief. 
*  Are  you  a  man  of  rank  and  title  yourself  ?  ' 

'  Far  from  it.      I  am  only  a  drawing-master.' 

As  the  reply  passed  my  lips — a  little  bitterly,  perhaps — she 
took  my  arm  with  the  abruptness  which  characterised  all  her 
actions. 

'  Not  a  man  of  rank  and  title,'  she  repeated  to  herself. 
'  Thank  God  !   I  may  trust  /n'm.' 

I  had  hitherto  contrived  to  master  my  curiosity  out  of 
consideration  for  my  companion  ;  but  it  got  the  better  of  me, 
now. 

'  I  am  afraid  you  have  serious  reason  to  complain  of  some 
man  of  rank  and  title  ? '  I  said.  '  I  am  afraid  the  Baronet, 
whose  name  you  are  unwilling  to  mention  to  me,  has  done 
you  some  grievous  wTong?  Is  he  the  cause  of  your  being 
out  here  at  this  strange  time  of  night  ?  ' 

'  Don't  ask  me  ;  don't  make  me  talk  of  it,'  she  answered. 
'  I'm  not  fit,  now.  I  have  been  cruelly  used  and  cruelly 
wronged.  You  will  be  kinder  than  ever,  if  you  will  walk  on 
fast,  and  not  speak  to  me.  I  sadly  want  to  quiet  myself,  if  I 
can.' 

We  moved  forward  again  at  a  quick  pace  ;  and  for  half 
an  hour,  at  least,  not  a  word  passed  on  either  side.  From 
time  to  time,  being  forbidden  to  make  any  more  inquiries,  I 
stole  a  look  at  her  face.  It  was  always  the  same  ;  the  lips 
close  shut,  the  brow  frowning,  the  eyes  looking  straight  for- 
ward, eagerly  and  yet  absently.  We  had  reached  the  first 
houses,  and  were  close  on  the  new  Wesleyan  College,  before 
her  set  features  relaxed,  and  she  spoke  once  more. 

*  Do  you  live  in  London  ?  '  she  said. 

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*Yes.'  As  I  answered,  it  struck  me  that  she  might  have 
formed  some  intention  of  appealing-  to  m^e  for  assistance  or 
advice,  and  that  I  ought  to  spare  her  a  possible  disappoint- 
ment by  warning  her  of  my  approaching  absence  from  home. 
So  I  added  :  *  But  to-morrow  I  shall  be  away  from  London 
for  some  time.     I  am  going  into  the  country.' 

'  Where  ?  '  she  asked.     '  North,  or  south  ?  ' 

'North — to  Cumberland.' 

*  Cumberland  ! '  she  repeated  the  word  tenderly.  '  Ah  !  I 
vv'ish  I  was  going  there  too.  I  was  once  happy  in  Cumber- 
land.' 

I  tried  again  to  lift  the  veil  that  hung  between  this 
woman  and  me. 

'  Perhaps  you  were  born,'  I  said,  '  in  the  beautiful  Lake 
country.' 

'  No,'  she  answered.  '  I  was  born  in  Hampshire  ;  but  I 
once^went  to  school  for  a  little  while  in  Cumberland.  Lakes  ? 
I  don't  remember  any  lakes.  It's  Limmeridge  village,  and 
Limmeridge  House,  I  should  like  to  see  again.' 

It  was  my  turn,  now,  to  stop  suddenly.  In  the  excited 
state  of  my  curiosity,  at  that  moment,  the  chance  reference 
to  Mr.  Fairlie's  place  of  residence,  on  the  lips  of  my  strange 
companion,  staggered  me  with  astonishment. 

'  Did  you  hear  anybody  calling  after  us  ?  '  she  asked,  look- 
ing up  and  down  the  road  affrightedly,  the  instant  I  stopped. 

*  No,  no.  I  was  only  struck  by  the  name  of  Limmeridge 
House — I  heard  it  mentioned  by  some  Cumberland  people  a 
few  days  since.' 

*  Ah  !  not  jny  people.  Mrs.  Fairlie  is  dead  ;  and  her  hus- 
band is  dead  ;  and  their  little  girl  may  be  married  and  gone 
away  by  this  time.  I  can't  say  who  lives  at  Limmeridge  now. 
If  any  more  are  left  there  of  that  name,  I  only  know  I  love 
them,  for  Mrs.  Fairlie's  sake.' 

She  seemed  about  to  say  more  ;  but  while  she  was  speak- 
ing, we  came  within  view  of  the  turnpike,  at  the  top  of  tlie 
Avenue-road.  Her  hand  tightened  round  my  arm,  and  she 
looked  anxiously  at  the  gate  before  us. 

'  Is  the  turnpike  man  looking  out  ?  '  she  asked. 

He  was  not  looking  out ;  no  one  else  was  near  the  place 
when  we  passed  through  the  gate.  The  sight  of  the  gas- 
lamps  and  liouses  seem.ed  to  agitate  her,  and  to  make  her  im- 
patient. 

'  This  is  London,'  she  said.  '  Do  you  see  any  carriage  I 
can  get  ?  I  am  tired  and  frightened.  I  want  to  shut  myself 
in,  and  be  driven  away.' 

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I  explained  to  her  that  we  must  walk  a  little  further  to  gfct 
to  a  cabstand,  unless  we  were  fortunate  enoug-h  to  meet  with 
an  empty  vehicle  ;  and  then  tried  to  resume  the  subject  of 
Cumberland.  It  was  useless.  The  idea  of  shutting-  herself 
in,  and  being-  driven  away,  had  now  g-ot  full  possession  of  her 
mind.     She  could  think  and  talk  of  nothing  else. 

W^e  had  hardly  proceeded  a  third  of  the  way  down  the 
Avenue-road,  when  I  saw  a  cab  draw  up  at  a  house  a  few 
doors  below  us,  on  the  opposite  side  of  the  way.  A  g-entle- 
man  got  out  and  let  himself  in  at  the  garden  door.  I  hailed 
the  cab,  as  the  driver  mounted  the  box  again.  When  we 
crossed  the  road,  my  companion's  impatience  increased  to 
such  an  extent  that  she  almost  forced  me  to  run. 

'  It's  so  late,'  she  said.  '  I  am  only  in  a  hurry  because  it's 
so  late.' 

'  I  can't  take  you,  sir,  if  you're  not  going  towards  Totten- 
ham-court-road,' said  the  driver,  civilly,  when  I  opened  the 
cab  door.  *  My  horse  is  dead  beat,  and  I  can't  get  him  no 
further  than  the  stable.' 

'Yes,  yes.  That  will  do  for  me.  I'm  going  that  way — • 
I'm  going  that  way.'  She  spoke  with  breathless  eagerness, 
and  pressed  by  me  into  the  cab. 

I  had  assured  myself  that  the  man  was  sober  i:s  well  as 
civil,  before  I  let  her  enter  the  vehicle.  And  now,  when  she 
was  seated  inside,  I  entreated  her  to  let  me  see  her  set  down 
safely  at  her  destination. 

'  No,  no,  no,'  she  said,  vehemently.  '  I'm  quite  safe,  and 
quite  happy  now.  If  you  are  a  gentleman,  remember  your 
promise.  Let  him  drive  on,  till  I  stop  him.  Thank  you — oh  ! 
thank  you,  thank  you  ! ' 

My  hand  was  on  the  cab  door.  She  caught  it  in  hers, 
kissed  it,  and  pushed  it  away.  The  cab  drove  off  at  the  same 
moment — I  started  into  the  road,  with  some  vague  idea  of 
stopping  it  again,  I  hardly  knew  why — hesitated  from  dread 
of  frightening  and  distressing  her — called,  at  last,  but  not 
loudly  enough  to  attract  the  driver's  attention.  The  sound 
of  the  wheels  grew  fainter  in  the  distance — the  cab  melted 
into  the  black  shadows  on  the  road — the  woman  in  white  was 
gone. 

Ten  minutes,  or  more,  had  passed.  I  was  still  on  the 
same  side  of  the  way  ;  now  mechanically  walking  forward  a 
few  paces  ;  now  stopping  again  absently.  At  one  moment,  I 
found  myself  doubting  the  reality  of  my  own  adventure  ;  at 
another,  I  was  perplexed  and  distressed  by  an  uneasy  sense 

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of  having  done  wrong-,  which  yet  left  me  confusedly  ig-norant 
of  how  I  could  have  done  right.  I  hardly  knew  where  I  was 
going,  or  what  I  meant  to  do  next  ;  I  was  conscious  of 
nothmgr  but  the  confusion  of  my  own  thoughts,  when  I  was 
abruptly  recalled  to  myself— awakened  I  might  almost  say- 
by  the  sound  of  rapidly  approaching  wheels  close  behind  me. 
I  was  on  the  dark  side  of  the  road,  in  the  thick  shadow  of 
some  garden  trees,  when  I  stopped  to  look  round.  On  the 
opposite,  and  lighter  side  of  the  way,  a  short  distance  below 
me,  a  policeman  was  strolling  along  in  the  direction  of  the 
Regent's  Park. 

The  carriage  passed  me— an  open  chaise  driven  by  two 
men.  -^ 

'Stop ! '  cried  one.     '  There's  a  policeman.     Let's  ask  him.' 

The  horse  was  instantly  pulled  up,  a  few  yards  beyond  the 
dark  place  where  I  stood. 

'  Policeman  !  '  cried  the  first  speaker.  '  Have  you  seen  a 
woman  pass  this  way  ?  ' 

'  What  sort  of  woman,  sir  ?  ' 

*  A  woman  in  a  lavender-coloured  gown ' 

'  No,  no,'  interposed  the  second  man.      '  The  clothes  we 
gave  her  were  found  on  her  bed.     She  must  have  gone  away 
in  the   clothes  she  wore  when  she  came  to   us.     In  white 
policeman.     A  woman  in  white.'  ' 

'  I  haven't  seen  her,  sir.' 

*  If  you,  or  any  of  your  men  meet  with  the  woman,  stop 
her,  and  send  her  in  careful  keeping  to  that  address.  I'll  pay 
all  expenses,  and  a  fair  reward  into  the  bargain.' 

The  policeman  looked  at  the  card  that  was  handed  down 
to  him. 

I  Why  are  we  to  stop  her,  sir  ?     What  has  she  done  ?  ' 
'  Done  !     She  has  escaped  from  my  Asylum.     Don't  for- 
get :  a  woman  in  white.     Drive  on.' 


V 

*  She  has  escaped  from  my  Asylum  !  ' 

I  cannot  say  with  truth  that  the  terrible  inference  which 
those  words  suggested  flashed  upon  me  like  a  new  revelation, 
borne  of  the  strange  questions  put  to  me  by  the  woman  in 
white,  after  my  ill-considered  promise  to  leave  her  free  to 
act  as  she  pleased,  had  suggested  the  conclusion  either  that 
she  was  naturally  flighty  and  unsettled,  or  that  some  recent 
shock  of  terror  had  disturbed  the  balance  of  her  faculties. 

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But  the  idea  of  absolute  insanity  which  we  all  associate  with 
the  very  name  of  an  Asylum,  had,  I  can  honestly  declare, 
never  occurred  to  me,  in  connexion  Vvith  her.  I  had  seen 
nothing,  in  her  language  or  her  actions,  to  justify  it  at  the 
time  ;  and,  even  with  the  new  light  thrown  on  her  by  the 
words  which  the  straiiger  had  addressed  to  the  policeman,  I 
could  see  nothing  to  justify  it  now. 

What  had  I  done  ?  Assisted  the  victim  of  the  most 
horrible  of  all  false  imprisonments  to  escape  ;  or  cast  loose 
on  the  wide  world  of  London  an  unfortunate  creature,  whose 
actions  it  was  my  duty,  and  every  man's  duty,  mercifully  to 
control  ?  I  turned  sick  at  heart  when  the  question  occurred 
to  me,  and  when  I  felt  self-reproachfully  that  it  v/as  asked 
too  late. 

In  the  disturbed  state  of  my  mind,  it  was  useless  to  think 
of  going  to  bed,  when  I  at  last  got  back  to  my  chambers 
in  Clement's  Inn.  Before  many  hours  elapsed  it  would  be 
necessary  to  start  on  my  journey  to  Cumberland.  I  sat 
down  and  tried,  first  to  sketch,  then  to  read — but  the 
woman  in  white  got  between  me  and  my  pencil,  between  me 
and  my  book.  Had  the  forlorn  creature  come  to  any  harm  ? 
That  was  my  first  thought,  though  I  shrank  selfishly  from 
confronting  it.  Other  thoughts  followed,  on  which  it  was 
less  harrowing  to  dwell.  Where  had  she  stopped  the  cab  ? 
What  had  become  of  her  now  ?  Had  she  been  traced  and 
captured  by  the  men  in  the  chaise  ?  Or  was  she  still  capable 
of  controlling  her  own  actions  ;  and  were  we  two  following 
our  widely-parted  roads  towards  one  point  in  the  mysterious 
future,  at  which  we  were  to  meet  once  more  ? 

It  was  a  relief  when  the  hour  cam.e  to  lock  my  door,  to 
bid  farewell  to  London  pursuits,  London  pupils,  and  London 
friends,  and  to  be  in  movement  again  towards  new  interests 
and  a  new  life.  Even  the  bustle  and  confusion  at  the  railway 
terminus,  so  wearisome  and  bewildering  at  other  times,  roused 
me  and  did  me  good. 

My  travelling  instructions  directed  me  to  go  to  Carlisle, 
and  then  to  diverge  by  a  branch  railway  which  ran  in  the 
direction  of  the  coast.  As  a  misfortune  to  begin  with,  our 
engine  broke  down  between  Lancaster  and  Carlisle.  The 
delay  occasioned  by  this  accident  caused  me  to  be  too  late 
for  the  branch  train,  by  which  I  was  to  have  gone  on  im- 
mediately. I  had  to  wait  some  hours  ;  and  when  a  later 
train  finally  deposited  me  at  the  nearest  station  to  LImmerldge 
House,  it  was  past  ten,  and  the  night  was  so  dark  that  I 

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could  hardly  see  my  way  to  the  pony-chaise  which  Mr.  Fairlie 
had  ordered  to  be  in  waiting-  for  me. 

The  driver  was  evidently  discomposed  by  the  lateness  of 
my  arrival.  He  was  in  that  state  of  highly-respectful  sulki- 
ness  which  is  peculiar  to  English  servants.  We  drove  away 
slowly  through  the  darkness  in  perfect  silence.  The  roads 
were  bad,  and  the  dense  obscurity  of  the  night  increased 
the  difficulty  of  getting  over  the  ground  quickly.  It  was,  by 
my  watch,  nearly  an  hour  and  a  half  from  the  time  of  our 
leaving  the  station  before  I  heard  the  sound  of  the  sea  in 
the  distance,  and  the  crunch  of  our  wheels  on  a  smooth 
gravel  drive.  We  had  passed  one  gate  before  entering  the 
drive,  and  we  passed  another  before  we  drew  up  at  the  house. 
I  was  received  by  a  solemn  man-servant  out  of  livery,  was 
informed  that  the  family  had  retired  for  the  night,  and  was 
then  led  into  a  large  and  lofty  room  where  my  supper  Vv'as 
awaiting  me,  in  a  forlorn  manner,  at  one  extremity  of  a  lone- 
some mahog-any  wilderness  of  dining-table. 

I  was  too  tired  and  out  of  spirits  to  eat  or  drink  much, 
especially  with  the  solemn  servant  waiting  on  me  as  elabo- 
rately as  if  a  small  dinner-party  had  arrived  at  the  house 
instead  of  a  solitary  man.  In  a  quarter  of  an  hour  I  was 
ready  to  be  taken  up  to  my  bedchamber.  The  solemn  servant 
conducted  me  into  a  prettily  furnished  room— said,  '  Break- 
fast at  nine  o'clock,  sir  ' — looked  all  round  him  to  see  that 
everything  was  in  its  proper  place — -and  noiselessly  withdrev\\ 

'  What  shall  I  see  in  my  dreams  to-night  ?  '  I  thought  to 
myself,  as  I  put  out  the  candle  ;  '  the  woman  in  white  ?  or 
the  unknown  inhabitants  of  this  Cumberland  mansion  ?  '  It 
was  a  strange  sensation  to  be  sleeping  in  the  house,  like  a 
friend  of  the  family,  and  yet  not  to  know  one  of  the  inmates 
even  by  sight  ! 

VI 

When  I  rose  the  next  morning  and  drew  up  my  blind,  the 
sea  opened  before  me  joyously  under  the  broad  August 
sunlight,  and  the  distant  coast  of  Scotland  fringed  the  horizon 
with  its  lines  of  melting  blue. 

The  view  was  such  a  surprise,  and  such  a  change  to  me, 
after  my  weary  London  experience  of  brick  and  mortar 
landscape,  that  I  seemed  to  burst  into  a  new  life  and  a  new 
set  of  thoughts  the  moment  I  looked  at  it.  A  confused 
sensation  of  having  suddenly  lost  my  familiarity  with  the 
past,  without  acquiring  any  additional  clearness  of  idea  i»> 

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reference  to  the  present  or  the  future,  took  possession  of  my 
mind.  Circumstances  that  were  but  a  few  days  old,  faded 
back  in  my  memory,  as  if  they  had  happened  months  and 
months  since.  Pesca's  quaint  announcement  of  the  means 
by  which  he  had  procured  me  my  present  employment ;  the 
farewell  evening-  I  had  passed  with  my  mother  and  sister  ; 
even  my  mysterious  adventure  on  the  way  home  from  Hamp- 
stead — had  all  become  like  events  which  might  have  occurred 
at  some  former  epoch  of  my  existence.  Although  the 
woman  in  white  was  still  in  my  mind,  the  image  of  her 
seemed  to  have  grown  dull  and  faint  already. 

A  little  before  nine  o'clock  I  descended  to  the  ground- 
floor  of  the  house.  The  solemn  man-servant  of  the  night 
before  met  me  wandering-  among  the  passages,  and  com- 
passionately showed  me  the  way  to  the  breakfast-room. 

My  first  glance  round  me,  as  the  man  opened  the  door, 
disclosed  a  well-furnished  breakfast-table,  standing  in  the 
middle  of  a  long  room,  with  many  windows  in  it.  I  looked 
from  the  table  to  the  window  farthest  from  me,  and  saw 
a  lady  standing-  at  it,  with  her  back  turned  towards  me. 
The  instant  my  eyes  rested  on  her,  I  was  struck  by  the  rare 
beauty  of  her  form,  and  by  the  unaffected  grace  of  her 
attitude.  Her  figure  was  tall,  yet  not  too  tall  ;  comely  and 
well-developed,  yet  not  fat  ;  her  head  set  on  her  shoulders 
with  an  easy,  pliant  firmness  ;  her  waist,  perfection  in  the 
eyes  of  a  man,  for  it  occupied  its  natural  place,  it  filled  out 
its  natural  circle,  it  was  visibly  and  delightfully  undeformed 
by  stays.  She  had  not  heard  my  entrance  into  the  room  ; 
and  I  allowed  myself  the  luxury  of  admiring-  her  for  a  few 
moments,  before  I  moved  one  of  the  chairs  near  me,  as  the 
least  embarrassing  means  of  attracting  her  attention.  She 
turned  towards  me  immediately.  The  easy  elegance  of 
every  movement  of  her  limbs  and  body  as  soon  as  she  began 
to  advance  from  the  far  end  of  the  room,  set  me  in  a  flutter 
of  expectation  to  see  her  face  clearly.  She  left  the  window 
— and  I  said  to  myself.  The  lady  is  dark.  She  moved 
forward  a  few  steps — and  I  said  to  myself,  The  lady  is 
young.  She  approached  nearer — and  I  said  to  myself  (with 
a  sense  of  surprise  which  words  fail  me  to  express),  The  lady 
is  ugly  ! 

Never  was  the  old  conventional  maxim,  that  Nature 
cannot  err,  more  flatly  contradicted — never  was  the  fair 
promise  of  a  lovely  figure  more  strangely  and  startlingly  belied 
by  the  face  and  head  that  crowned  it.  The  lady's  complexion 
was   almost   swarthy,  and  the  dark  down  on  her  upper  lip 

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was  almost  a  moustache.  She  had  a  large,  firm,  masculine 
mouth  and  jaw  ;  prominent,  piercing,  resolute  brown  eyes  ; 
and  thick,  coal-black  hair,  growing  unusually  low  down  on 
her  forehead.  Her  expression — bright,  frank,  and  intelligent 
— appeared,  while  she  was  silent,  to  be  altogether  wanting 
in  those  feminine  attractions  of  gentleness  and  pliability, 
without  which  the  beauty  of  the  handsomest  woman  alive  is 
beauty  incomplete.  To  see  such  a  face  as  this  set  on 
shoulders  that  a  sculptor  would  have  longed  to  model — to  be 
charmed  by  the  modest  graces  of  action  through  which  the 
symmetrical  limbs  betrayed  their  beauty  when  they  moved, 
and  then  to  be  almost  repelled  by  the  masculine  form  and 
masculine  look  of  the  features  in  which  the  perfectly  shaped 
figure  ended — was  to  feel  a  sensation  oddly  akin  to  the 
helpless  discomfort  familiar  to  us  all  in  sleep,  when  we 
recognise  yet  cannot  reconcile  the  anomalies  and  contradic- 
tions of  a  dream. 

'  Mr.  Hartright  ?  '  said  the  lady  interrogatively  ;  her  dark 
face  lighting  up  with  a  smile,  and  softening  and  growing 
womanly  the  moment  she  began  to  speak.  *  We  resigned 
all  hope  of  you  last  night,  and  went  to  bed  as  usual.  Accept 
my  apologies  for  our  apparent  want  of  attention  ;  and  allow 
me  to  introduce  myself  as  one  of  your  pupils.  Shall  we 
shake  hands  ?  I  suppose  we  must  come  to  it  sooner  or  later 
— and  why  not  sooner  ?  ' 

These  odd  words  of  welcome  were  spoken  in  a  clear, 
ringing,  pleasant  voice.  The  offered  hand— rather  large, 
but  beautifully  formed — was  given  to  me  with  the  easy, 
unaffected  self-reliance  of  a  highly-bred  woman.  We  sat 
down  together  at  the  breakfast-table  in  as  cordial  and  custom- 
ary a  manner  as  if  we  had  known  each  other  for  years, 
and  had  met  at  Limmeridge  House  to  talk  over  old  times 
by  previous  appointment. 

'  I  hope  you  come  here  good-humouredly  determined  to 
make  the  best  of  your  position,'  continued  the  lady.  '  You 
will  have  to  begin  this  morning  by  putting  up  with  no  other 
company  at  breakfast  than  mine.  My  sister  is  in  her  own 
room,  nursing  that  essentially  feminine  malady,  a  slight 
headache  ;  and  her  old  governess,  Mrs.  Vesey,  is  charitably 
attending  on  her  with  restorative  tea.  My  uncle,  Mr.  Fairlie, 
never  joins  us  at  any  of  our  meals  :  he  is  an  invalid,  and 
keeps  bachelor  state  in  his  own  apartments.  There  is  nobody 
else  in  the  house  but  me.  Two  young  ladies  have  been 
staying  here,  but  they  went  away  yesterday,  in  despair  ;  and 
no  wonder.     All  through  their  visit  (in  consequence  of  Mr. 


THE   WOMAN   IN   WHITE 

Fairlie's  invalid  condition)  we  produced  no  such  convenience 
in  the  house  as  a  flirtable,  danceable,  small-talkable  creature 
of  the  male  sex  ;  and  the  consequence  was,  we  did  nothing 
but  quarrel,  especially  at  dinner-time.  How  can  you  expect 
four  women  to  dine  together  alone  every  day,  and  not  quarrel  ? 
We  are  such  fools,  we  can't  entertain  each  other  at  table. 
You  see  I  don't  think  much  of  my  own  sex,  Mr.  Hartright — 
v.'hich  will  you  have,  tea  or  coffee  ? — no  woman  does  think 
much  of  her  own  sex,  although  few  of  them  confess  it  as 
freely  as  I  do.  Dear  me,  you  look  puzzled.  Why  ?  Are 
you  wondering  what  yovi  will  have  for  breakfast  ?  or  are  you 
surprised  at  my  careless  way  of  talking  ?  In  the  first  case, 
I  advise  you,  as  a  friend,  to  have  nothing  to  do  with  that 
cold  ham  at  your  elbow,  and  to  wait  till  the  omelette  comes 
in.  In  the  second  case,  I  will  give  you  some  tea  to  compose 
your  spirits,  and  do  all  a  woman  can  (which  is  very  little,  by- 
the-by)  to  hold  my  tongue.' 

She  handed  me  my  cup  of  tea,  laughing  gaily.  Her  light 
flow  of  talk,  and  her  lively  familiarity  of  manner  with  a  total 
stranger,  were  accompanied  by  an  unaffected  naturalness  and 
an  easy  inborn  confidence  in  herself  and  her  position,  which 
would  have  secured  her  the  respect  of  the  most  audacious 
man  breathing.  While  it  was  impossible  to  be  formal  and 
reserved  in  her  company,  it  was  more  than  impossible  to  take 
the  faintest  vestige  of  a  liberty  with  her,  even  in  thought. 
I  felt  this  instinctively,  even  while  I  caught  the  infection  of 
her  own  bright  gaiety  of  spirits — even  while  I  did  my  best  to 
answer  her  in  her  ov/n  frank,  lively  way. 

'  Yes,  yes,'  she  said,  when  I  had  suggested  the  only  ex- 
planation I  could  offer,  to  account  for  my  perplexed  looks, 
'  I  understand.  You  are  such  a  perfect  stranger  in  the  house, 
that  you  are  puzzled  by  my  familiar  references  to  the  Vv^orthy 
inhabitants.  Natural  enough  :  I  ought  to  have  thought  of  it 
before.  At  any  rate,  I  can  set  it  right  now.  Suppose  I 
begin  with  myself,  so  as  to  get  done  with  that  part  of  the 
subject  as  soon  as  possible  ?  My  name  is  Marian  Halcombe  ; 
and  I  am  as  inaccurate,  as  women  usually  are,  in  calling  Mr. 
Fairlie  my  uncle,  and  Miss  Fairlie  my  sister.  My  mother 
was  twice  married  :  the  first  time  to  Mr.  Halcombe,  my 
father  ;  the  second  time  to  Mr.  Fairlie,  my  half-sister's  father. 
Except  that  we  are  both  orphans,  we  are  in  every  respect  as 
unlike  each  other  as  possible.  My  father  was  a  poor  man, 
and  Miss  Fairlie's  father  was  a  rich  man.  I  have  got  nothing, 
and  she  has  a  fortune.  I  am  dark  and  ugly,  and  she  is  fair 
and   pretty.     Everybody  thinks  me  crabbed  and  odd  (with 

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perfect  justice)  ;    and   everybody  thinks  her  sweet-tempered 
and  charming'  (with  more  justice  still).     In  short,  she  is  an 

ang-el  ;    and    I  am Try  some  of  that  marmalade,   Mr. 

Hartright,  and  finish  the  sentence,  in  the  name  of  female  pro- 
priety, for  yourself.  What  am  I  to  tell  you  about  Mr. 
Fairlie  ?  Upon  my  honour,  I  hardly  know.  He  is  sure  to 
send  for  you  after  breakfast,  and  you  can  study  him  for  your- 
self. In  the  meantime,  I  may  inform  you,  first,  that  he  is 
the  late  Mr.  Fairlie's  younger  brother  ;  secondly,  that  he  is  a 
single  man  ;  and,  thirdly,  that  he  is  Miss  Fairlie's  guardian. 
I  won't  live  without  her,  and  she  can't  live  without  me  ;  and 
that  is  how  I  come  to  be  at  Limmeridge  House.  My  sister 
and  I  are  honestly  fond  of  each  other  ;  which,  you  will  say, 
is  perfectly  unaccountable,  under  the  circumstances,  and  I 
quite  agree  with  you — but  so  it  is.  You  must  please  both  of 
us,  Mr.  Hartright,  or  please  neither  of  us  :  and,  what  is  still 
more  trying,  you  will  be  throvs^n  entirely  upon  our  society. 
Mrs.  Vesey  is  an  excellent  person,  who  possesses  all  the 
cardinal  virtues,  and  counts  for  nothing  ;  and  Mr.  Fairlie  is 
too  great  an  invalid  to  be  a  companion  for  anybody.  I  don't 
know  what  is  the  matter  vvith  him,  and  the  doctors  don't 
know  what  is  the  matter  with  him,  and  he  doesn't  know 
himself  what  is  the  matter  with  him.  We  all  say  it's  on  the 
nerves,  and  we  none  of  us  know  what  we  mean  when  we  say 
it.  However,  I  advise  you  to  humour  his  little  peculiarities, 
when  you  see  him  to-day.  Admire  his  collection  of  coins, 
prints,  and  water-colour  drawings,  and  you  will  win  his 
heart.  Upon  my  word,  if  you  can  be  contented  with  a  quiet 
country  life,  I  don't  see  why  you  should  not  get  on  very  well 
here.  From  breakfast  to  lunch,  Mr.  Fairlie's  drawings  wijl 
occupy  you.  After  lunch.  Miss  Fairlie  and  I  shoulder  our 
sketch-books,  and  go  out  to  misrepresent  nature,  under  your 
directions.  Drawing  is  her  favourite  whim,  mind,  not  mine. 
Women  can't  draw — their  minds  are  too  flighty,  and  their 
eyes  are  too  inattentive.  No  matter — my  sister  likes  it ;  so 
I  waste  paint  and  spoil  paper,  for  her  sake,  as  composedly  as 
any  woman  in  England.  As  for  the  evenings,  I  think  we  can 
help  you  through  them.  Miss  Fairlie  plays  delightfully.  For 
my  own  poor  part,  I  don't  know  one  note  of  music  from  the 
other  ;  but  I  can  match  you  at  chess,  backgammon,  ^cart6, 
and  (with  the  inevitable  female  drawbacks)  even  at  billiards 
as  well.  What  do  you  think  of  the  programme  ?  Can  you 
reconcile  yourself  to  our  quiet,  regular  life  ?  or  do  you  mean 
to  be  restless,  and  secretly  thirst  for  change  and  adventure, 
in  the  humdrum  atm.osphere  of  Limmeridge  House  ?  ' 

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She  had  run  on  thus  far,  in  her  gracefully  bantering-  way, 
With  no  other  interruptions  on  my  part  than  the  unimportant 
replies  which  politeness  required  of  me.  The  turn  of  the  ex- 
pression, however,  in  her  last  question,  or  rather  the  one 
chance  word,  '  adventure,'  lightly  as  it  fell  from  her  lips, 
recalled  my  thoughts  to  my  meeting  with  the  woman  in  white, 
and  urged  me  to  discover  the  connection  which  the  stranger's 
own  reference  to  Mrs.  Fairlie  informed  me  must  once  have 
existed  between  the  nameless  fugitive  from  the  Asylum,  and 
the  former  mistress  of  Limmeridge  House. 

'  Even  if  I  were  the  most  restless  of  mankind,'  I  said,  '  I 
should  be  in  no  danger  of  thirsting  after  adventures  for  some 
time  to  come.  The  very  night  before  I  arrived  at  this  house, 
I  met  with  an  adventure  ;  and  the  wonder  and  excitement  of 
it,  I  can  assure  you,  Miss  Halcombe,  will  last  me  for  the 
whole  term  of  my  stay  in  Cumberland,  if  not  for  a  much 
longer  period.' 

'  You  don't  say  so,  Mr.  Hartright  !     May  I  hear  it  ? ' 

'  You  have  a  claim  to  hear  it.  The  chief  person  in  the 
adventure  was  a  total  stranger  to  me,  and  may  perhaps  be 
a  total  stranger  to  you  ;  but  she  certainly  mentioned  the  name 
of  the  late  Mrs.  Fairlie  in  terms  of  the  sincerest  g-ratitude  and 
regard.' 

'  Mentioned  my  mother's  name  !  You  interest  me  inde- 
scribably.    Pray  go  on.' 

I  at  once  related  the  circumstances  under  which  I  had  met 
the  woman  in  white,  exactly  as  they  had  occurred  ;  and  I  re- 
peated what  she  had  said  to  me  about  Mrs.  Fairlie  and 
Limmeridge  House,  word  for  word. 

Miss  Halcombe's  bright  resolute  eyes  looked  eagerly  into 
mine,  from  the  beginning  of  the  narrative  to  the  end.  Her 
face  expressed  vivid  interest  and  astonishment,  but  nothing- 
more.  She  was  evidently  as  far  from  knowing  of  any  clue  to 
the  mystery  as  I  was  myself. 

'  Are  you  quite  sure  of  those  words  referring  to  my 
mother  ?  '  she  asked. 

'  Quite  sure,'  I  replied.  '  Whoever  she  may  be,  the 
woman  was  once  at  school  in  the  village  of  Limmeridge,  was 
treated  with  especial  kindness  by  Mrs.  Fairlie,  and,  in  grateful 
remembrance  of  that  kindness,  feels  an  affectionate  interest 
in  all  surviving  members  of  the  family.  She  knew  that  Mrs. 
Fairlie  and  her  husband  were  both  dead  ;  and  she  spoke  of 
Miss  Fairlie  as  if  they  had  known  each  other  when  they  were 
children.' 

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'You  said,    I   Lhink,    that  .-^hc   denied   bcloiiirinf'-  to   this 
place  t  °    ^ 

*  Yes,  she  told  me  she  came  from  Hampshire.' 

*  And  you  entirely  failed  to  find  out  her  name  ?  ' 

*  Entirely.' 

'Yery  strange.  I  think  you  were  quite  justified,  Mr. 
Hartright,  m  giving  the  poor  creature  her  liberty,  for  she 
seems  to  have  done  nothing  in  your  presence  to  show  herself 
unnt  to  enjoy  it.  But  I  wish  you  had  been  a  little  mora 
resolute  about  findmg  out  her  name.  We  must  really  clear 
up  this  mystery,  in  some  way.  You  had  better  not  speak  of 
It  yet  to  Mr.  Fairhe,  or  to  my  sister.  They  are  both  of  them, 
I  am  certain,  quite  as  ignorant  of  who  the  woman  is,  and  of 
what  her  past  history  in  connexion  with  us  can  be,  as  I  am 
myself.  But  they  are  also,  in  widely  different  ways,  rather 
ner\'ous  and  sensitive  ;  and  you  would  onlv  fidget  one  and 
alarm  the  other  to  no  purpose.  As  for  myself,  I  am  all  aflame 
with  curiosity,  and  I  devote  my  whole  energies  to  the  business 
of  discovery  from  this  moment.  When  my  mother  came  here 
after  her  second  marriage,  she  certainly  established  the 
village  school  just  as  it  exists  at  the  present  time.  But  the 
old  teachers  are  all  dead,  or  gone  elsewhere  ;  and  no  enlighten- 
ment is  to  be  hoped  for  from  that  quarter.     The  only  other 

alternative  I  can  think  of ' 

At  this  point  we  were  interrupted  bv  the  entrance  of  the 
servant,  with  a  message  from  Mr.  Fairl'ie,  intimating  that  he 
would  be  glad  to  see  me,  as  soon  as  I  had  done  breakfast. 

*  Wait  in  the  hall,'  said  Miss  Halcombe,  answering  the 
servant  for  me,  in  her  quick,  ready  way.  *  Mr.  Hartright  will 
come  out  directly.  I  was  about  to  say,'  she  went  on,  address- 
ing me  again,  '  that  my  sister  and  I  have  a  large  collection  of 
my  mother's  letters,  addressed  to  my  father  and  to  hers.  In 
the  absence  of  any  other  means  of  getting  information,  I  will 
pass  the  morning  in  looking  over  my  mother's  correspondence 
with  Mr.  Fairlie.  He  was  fond  of  London,  and  was  con- 
stantly  away  from  his  country  home  ;  and  she  v.as  accustomed, 
at  such  times,  to  write  and  report  to  him  how  things  went  on 
at  Limmeridge.  Her  letters  are  full  of  references  to  the 
school  in  which  she  took  so  strong  an  interest  ;  and  I  think 
It  more  than  likely  that  I  may  have  discovered  something 
when  we  meet  again.  The  luncheon  hour  is  two,  Mr.  Hart- 
right.  I  shall  have  the  pleasure  of  introducing  you  to  my 
sister  by  that  time,  and  we  will  occupy  the  afternoon  in  driving 
round  the  neighbourhood  and  showing  you  all  our  pet  points 
of  view.     Till  two  o'clock,  then,  farewell.' 

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She  nodded  to  me  with  the  hvely  grace,  the  delightful  refine- 
ment of  familiarity,  which  characterised  all  that  she  did  and 
all  that  she  said  ;  and  disappeared  by  a  door  at  the  lower  end 
of  the  room.  As  soon  as  she  had  left  me,  I  turned  my  steps 
towards  the  hall,  and  followed  the  servant  on  my  way,  for  the 
first  time,  to  the  presence  of  Mr.  Fairlie. 

VII 

My  conductor  led  me  up-stairs  into  a  passage  which  took  us 
back  to  the  bedchamber  in  which  I  had  slept  during  the  past 
night ;  and  opening  the  door  next  to  it,  begged  me  to  look 
in. 

*  I  have  my  master's  orders  to  show  you  your  own  sitting- 
room,  sir,'  said  the  man,  '  and  to  inquire  if  you  approve  of 
the  situation  and  the  light.' 

I  must  have  been  hard  to  please,  indeed,  if  I  had  not 
approved  of  the  room,  and  of  everything  about  it.  The  bow- 
window  looked  out  on  the  same  lovely  view  which  I  had 
admired,  in  the  morning,  from  my  bedroom.  The  furniture 
was  the  perfection  of  luxury  and  beauty  ;  the  table  in  the 
centre  was  bright  with  gaily  bound  books,  elegant  conveni- 
ences for  writing,  and  beautiful  flowers ;  the  second  table,  near 
the  windov/,  was  covered  with  all  the  necessary  materials  for 
mounting  water-colour  drawings,  and  had  a  little  easel 
attached  to  it,  which  I  could  expand  or  fold  up  at  will  ;  the 
walls  were  hung  with  gaily  tinted  chintz  ;  and  the  floor  was 
spread  with  Indian  matting  in  maize-colour  and  red.  It  was 
the  prettiest  and  most  luxurious  little  sitting-room  I  had  ever 
seen  ;  and  I  admired  it  with  the  warmest  enthusiasm. 

The  solemn  servant  was  far  too  highly  trained  to  betray 
the  slightest  satisfaction.  He  bowed  with  icy  deference  when 
my  terms  of  eulogy  were  all  exhausted,  and  silently  opened 
the  door  for  me  to  go  out  into  the  passage  again. 

We  turned  a  corner,  and  entered  a  long  second  passage, 
ascended  a  short  flight  of  stairs  at  the  end,  crossed  a  small 
circular  upper  hall,  and  stopped  in  front  of  a  door  covered 
u'lth  dark  baize.  The  servant  opened  this  door,  and  led  me 
on  a  few  yards  to  a  second  ;  opened  that  also,  and  disclosed 
two  curtains  of  pale  sea-green  silk  hanging  before  us  ;  raised 
one  of  them  noiselessly  ;  softly  uttered  the  words,  *  Mr.  Hart- 
right,'  and  left  me. 

I  found  myself  in  a  large,  lofty  room,  with  a  magnificent 
carved  ceiling,  and  with  a  carpet  over  the  floor,  so  thick  and 
soft  that  it  felt  like  piles  of  velvet  under  my  feet.     One  side 

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of  the  room  was  occupied  by  a  long-  bookcase  of  some  rare 
inlaid  wood  that  was  quite  new  to  me.  It  was  not  more  than 
six  feet  high,  and  the  top  was  adorned  with  statuettes  in 
marble,  ranged  at  regular  distances  one  from  the  other.  On 
the  opposite  side  stood  two  antique  cabinets  ;  and  between 
them,  and  above  them,  hung  a  picture  of  the  Virgin  and  Child, 
protected  by  glass,  and  bearing  Raphael's  name  on  the  gilt 
tablet  at  the  bottom  of  the  frame.  On  my  right  hand  and  on 
my  left,  as  I  stood  inside  the  door,  were  chiffoniers  and  little 
stands  in  buhl  and  marqueterie,  loaded  with  figures  in  Dres- 
den china,  with  rare  vases,  ivory  ornaments,  and  toys  and 
curiosities  that  sparkled  at  all  points  with  gold,  silver,  and 
precious  stones.  At  the  lower  end  of  the  room,  opposite  to 
mc,  the  windows  were  concealed  and  the  sunlight  was 
tempered  by  large  blinds  of  the  same  pale  sea-green  colour  as 
the  curtains  over  the  door.  The  light  thus  produced  was 
dcliciously  soft,  mysterious,  and  subdued  ;  it  fell  equally  upon 
all  the  objects  in  the  room  ;  it  helped  to  intensify  the  deep 
silence,  and  the  air  of  profound  seclusion  tliat  possessed  the 
place  ;  and  it  surrounded,  with  an  appropriate  halo  of  repose, 
the  solitary  figure  of  the  master  of  the  house,  leaning  back, 
listlessly  composed,  in  a  large  easy-chair,  with  a  reading-easel 
fastened  on  one  of  its  arms,  and  a  little  table  on  the  other. 

If  a  man's  personal  appearance,  when  he  is  out  of  his 
dressing-room,  and  when  he  has  passed  forty,  can  be  accepted 
as  a  safe  guide  to  his  time  of  life — which  is  more  than  doubtful 
— Mr,  Fairlie's  age,  when  I  saw  him,  might  have  been  reason- 
ably computed  at  over  fifty  and  under  sixty  years.  His  beard- 
less face  was  thin,  v.-orn,  and  transparently  pale,  but  not 
wrinkled  ;  his  nose  was  high  and  hooked  ;  his  eyes  were  of  a 
dim  grayish  blue,  large,  prominent,  and  rather  red  round  the 
rims  of  the  eyelids  ;  his  hair  was  scanty,  soft  to  look  at,  and 
of  that  light  sandy  colour  which  is  the  last  to  disclose  its  own 
changes  towards  gray.  He  was  dressed  in  a  dark  frock-coat, 
of  some  substance  much  thinner  than  cloth,  and  in  waistcoat 
and  trousers  of  spotless  white.  His  feet  were  effeminately 
small,  and  were  clad  in  buff-coloured  silk  stockings,  and  little 
womanish  bronze-leather  slippers.  Two  rings  adorned  his 
white  delicate  hands,  the  value  of  which  even  my  inexperienced 
observation  detected  to  be  all  but  priceless.  Upon  the  whole, 
he  had  a  frail,  languidly- fretful,  over-refined  look — something 
singularly  and  unpleasantly  delicate  in  its  association  with  a 
man,  and,  at  the  same  time,  something  which  could  by  no 
possibility  have  looked  natural  and  appropriate  if  it  had  been 
transferred  to  the  personal   appearance  of  a  woman.     My 

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morning's  experience  of  Miss  Halcombe  had  predisposed  me 
to  be  pleased  with  everybody  in  the  house  ;  but  my  sympa- 
thies shut  themselves  up  resolutely  at  the  first  sight  of  Mr. 
Fairlie. 

On  approaching  nearer  to  him,  I  discovered  that  he  was  not 
so  entirely  without  occupation  as  I  had  at  first  supposed. 
Placed  amid  the  other  rare  and  beautiful  objects  on  a  large 
round  table  near  him,  was  a  dwarf  cabinet  in  ebony  and  silver, 
containing  coins  of  all  shapes  and  sizes,  set  out  in  little 
drawers  lined  with  dark  purple  velvet.  One  of  these  drawers 
lay  on  the  small  table  attached  to  his  chair  ;  and  near  it  were 
some  tiny  jewellers'  brushes,  a  washleather  *  stump,'  and 
a  little  bottle  of  liquid,  all  waiting  to  be  used  in  various  ways 
for  the  removal  of  any  accidental  impurities  which  might  be 
discovered  on  the  coins.  His  frail  white  fingers  were  listlessly 
toying  with  something  which  looked,  to  my  uninstructed  eyes, 
like  a  dirty  pewter  medal  with  ragged  edges,  when  I  advanced 
within  a  respectful  distance  of  his  chair,  and  stopped  to  make 
my  bow. 

'  So  glad  to  possess  you  at  Limmeridge,  Mr.  Hartright,' 
he  said  in  a  querulous,  croaking  voice,  which  combined,  in 
anything  but  an  agreeable  manner,  a  discordantly  high  tone 
with  a  drowsily  languid  utterance.  '  Pray  sit  down.  And 
don't  trouble  yourself  to  move  the  chair,  please.  In  the 
wretched  state  of  my  nerv'es,  movement  of  any  kind  is  ex- 
quisitely painful  to  me.  Have  you  seen  your  studio  ?  Will 
it  do  ?  ' 

*  I  have  just  come  from  seeing  the  room,  Mr.  Fairlie  ;  and 
I  assure  you ' 

He  stopped  me  in  the  middle  of  the  sentence,  by  closing  his 
eyes,  and  holding  up  one  of  his  white  hands  imploringly,  I 
paused  in  astonishment  ;  and  the  croaking  voice  honoured  me 
with  this  explanation  : 

'  Pray  excuse  me.  But  could  you  contrive  to  speak  in  a 
lower  key  ?  In  the  wretched  state  of  my  nerves,  loud  sound 
of  any  kind  is  indescribable  torture  to  me.  You  will  pardon 
an  invalid  ?  I  only  say  to  you  what  the  lamentable  state  of 
my  health  obliges  me  to  say  to  everybody.  Yes.  And  you 
really  like  the  room  ?  ' 

'  I  could  wish  for  nothing  prettier  and  nothing  more  com- 
fortable,' I  answered,  dropping  my  voice,  and  beginning  to 
discover  already  that  Mr.  Fairlie's  selfish  aflfectation  and  Mr. 
Fairlie's  wretched  nerves  meant  one  and  the  same  thing. 

'  So  glad.  You  will  find  your  position  here,  Mr.  Hartright, 
properly  recognised.     There   is  none  of  the  horrid   English 


THE   WOMAN   IN   WHITE 

barbarity  of  feeling-  about  the  social  position  of  an  artist,  In 
this  house.  So  much  of  my  early  life  has  been  passed  abroad, 
that  I  have  quite  cast  my  insular  skin  in  that  respect.  I  wish 
I  could  say  the  same  of  the  gentry — detestable  word,  but  I 
suppose  I  must  use  it — of  the  gentry  in  the  neighbourhood. 
They  are  sad  Goths  in  Art,  Mr.  Hartright.  People,  I  do 
assure  you,  who  would  have  opened  their  eyes  in  astonishment, 
if  they  had  seen  Charles  the  Fifth  pick  up  Titian's  brush  for  him. 
Do  you  mind  putting  this  tray  of  coins  back  in  the  cabinet, 
and  giving  me  the  next  one  to  it  ?  In  the  wretched  state  of 
my  nerves,  exertion  of  any  kind  is  unspeakably  disagreeable 
to  me.     Yes.     Thank  you.' 

As  a  practical  commentary  on  the  liberal  social  theory 
which  he  had  just  favoured  me  by  illustrating,  Mr.  Fairlie's 
cool  request  rather  amused  me.  I  put  back  one  drawer  and 
gave  him  the  other,  with  all  possible  politeness.  He  began 
trifling  with  the  new  set  of  coins  and  the  little  brushes  imme- 
diately ;  languidly  looking  at  them  and  admiring  them  all  the 
time  he  was  speaking  to  me. 

'  A  thousand  thanks  and  a  thousand  excuses.  Do  you  like 
coins  ?  Yes  ?  So  glad  we  have  another  taste  in  common 
besides  our  taste  for  Art.  Now,  about  the  pecuniary  arrange- 
ments between  us — do  tell  me — are  they  satisfactory  ?  ' 

'  Most  satisfactory,  Mr.  Fairlie.' 

'  So  glad.  And — what  next  ?  Ah  !  I  remember.  Yes. 
In  reference  to  the  consideration  which  you  are  good  enough 
to  accept  for  giving  me  the  benefit  of  your  accomplishments 
in  art,  my  steward  will  wait  on  you  at  the  end  of  the  first  week, 
to  ascertain  your  wishes.  And — what  next  ?  Curious,  is  it 
not  ?  I  had  a  great  deal  more  to  say  ;  and  I  appear  to  have 
quite  forgotten  it.  Do  you  mind  touching  the  bell  ?  In  that 
corner.     Yes.     Thank  you.' 

I  rang  ;  and  a  new  servant  noiselessly  made  his  appearance 
— a  foreigner,  with  a  set  smile  and  perfectly  brushed  hair — a 
valet  every  inch  of  him. 

'  Louis,'  said  Mr.  Fairlie,  dreamily  dusting  the  tips  of  his 
fingers  with  one  of  the  tiny  brushes  for  the  coins,  *  I  made 
some  entries  in  my  tablettes  this  morning.  Find  my  tablettes. 
A  thousand  pardons,  Mr.  Hartright,  I'm  afraid  I  bore  you.' 

As  he  wearily  closed  his  eyes  again,  before  I  could  answer, 
and  as  he  did  most  assuredly  bore  me,  I  sat  silent,  and  looked 
up  at  the  Madonna  and  Child  by  Raphael.  In  the  m.ean  time, 
the  valet  left  the  room,  and  returned  shortly  with  a  little  ivory 
book.  Mr.  Fairlie,  after  first  relieving  himself  by  a  g-entle 
sigh,  let  the  book  drop  open  with  one  hand,  and  held  up  the 

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tiny  brush  with  the  other,  as  a  sign  to  the  servant  to  wait  for 
further  orders. 

*  Yes.  Just  so  ! '  said  Mr.  Fairlie,  consulting  the  tablettes. 
*  Louis,  take  down  that  portfoHo.'  He  pointed,  as  he  spoke, 
to  several  portfolios  placed  near  the  window,  on  mahogany 
stands.  '  No.  Not  the  one  with  the  green  back — that  con- 
tains my  Rembrandt  etchings,  Mr.  Hartright.  Do  you  like 
etchings  ?  Yes  ?  So  glad  we  have  another  taste  in  common. 
The  portfolio  with  the  red  back,  Louis.  Don't  drop  it !  You 
have  no  idea  of  the  tortures  I  should  suffer,  Mr.  Hartright, 
if  Louis  dropped  that  portfolio.  Is  it  safe  on  the  chair?  Do 
you  think  it  safe,  Mr.  Hartright  ?  Yes  ?  So  glad.  Will 
you  oblige  me  by  looking  at  the  drawings,  if  you  really  think 
they  are  quite  safe.  Louis,  go  away.  What  an  ass  you 
are.  Don't  you  see  me  holding  the  tablettes  ?  Do  you 
suppose  I  want  to  hold  them  ?  Then  why  not  relieve  me  of 
the  tablettes  without  being  told  ?  A  thousand  pardons,  Mr. 
Hartright ;  servants  are  such  asses,  are  they  not  ?  Do  tell 
me — what  do  you  think  of  the  drawings  ?  They  have  come 
from  a  sale  in  a  shocking  state — I  thought  they  smelt  of 
horrid  dealers'  and  brokers'  fingers  when  I  looked  at  them 
last.      Can  you  undertake  them  ? ' 

Although  my  nerves  were  not  delicate  enough  to  detect 
the  odour  of  plebeian  fingers  which  had  offended  Mr.  Fairlie's 
nostrils,  my  taste  was  sufficiently  educated  to  enable  me  to 
appreciate  the  value  of  the  drawings,  while  I  turned  them 
over.  They  were,  for  the  most  part,  really  fine  specimens  of 
English  water-colour  Art  ;  and  they  had  deserved  much 
better  treatment  at  the  hands  of  their  former  possessor  than 
they  appeared  to  have  received. 

'The  drawings,'  I  answered,  'require  careful  straining 
and  mounting ;  and.  In  my  opinion,  they  are  well  worth ' 

'I  beg  your  pardon,'  interposed  Mr.  Fairlie.  'Do  you 
mind  my  closing  my  eyes  while  you  speak  ?  Even  this  light 
is  too  much  for  them.     Yes  ?  ' 

'I  was  about  to  say  that  the  drawings  are  well  worth  all 
the  time  and  trouble ' 

Mr.  Fairlie  suddenly  opened  his  eyes  again,  and  rolled  them 
with  an  expression  of  helpless  alarm  in  the  direction  of  the 
window. 

'  I  entreat  you  to  excuse  me,  Mr.  Hartright,'  he  said  in 
a  feeble  flutter.  '  But  surely  I  hear  some  horrid  children  in 
the  garden — my  private  garden — below  ?  ' 

'  I  can't  say,  Mr.  Fairlie.     I  heard  nothing  myself.' 

*  Oblige  me — you  have  been  so  very  good  in  humouring 

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rrty  poor  nerves — oblige  me  by  lifting-  up  a  corner  of  the  blind. 
Don't  let  the  sun  in  on  me,  Mr.  Hartright !  Have  you  got 
the  blind  up  ?  Yes  ?  Then  will  you  be  so  very  kind  as  to 
look  into  the  garden  and  make  quite  sure  ? ' 

I  complied  with  this  new  request.  The  garden  was  care- 
fully walled  in,  all  round.  Not  a  human  creature,  large  or 
small,  appeared  in  any  part  of  the  sacred  seclusion.  I 
reported  that  gratifying  fact  to  Mr.  Fairlie. 

*  A  thousand  thanks.  My  fancy,  I  suppose.  There  are 
no  children,  thank  Heaven,  in  the  house  ;  but  the  servants 
(persons  born  without  nerves)  will  encourage  the  children 
from  the  village.  Such  brats — oh,  dear  me,  such  brats  ! 
Shall  I  confess  it,  Mr.  Hartright  ? — I  sadly  want  a  reform 
in  the  construction  of  children.  Nature's  only  idea  seems  to 
be  to  make  them  machines  for  the  production  of  incessant 
noise.  Surely  our  delightful  Raffaello's  conception  is  infinitely 
preferable  ?  ' 

He  pointed  to  the  picture  of  the  Madonna,  the  upper  part 
of  which  represented  the  conventional  cherubs  of  Italian  Art, 
celestially  provided  with  sitting  accommodation  for  their  chins, 
on  balloons  of  buff-coloured  cloud. 

*  Quite  a  model  family  ! '  said  Mr.  Fairlie,  leering  at  the 
cherubs.  *  Such  nice  round  faces,  and  such  nice  soft  wings, 
and — nothing  else.  No  dirty  little  legs  to  run  about  on,  and 
no  noisy  little  lungs  to  scream  with.  How  immeasurably 
superior  to  the  existing  construction  !  I  will  close  my  eyes 
again,  if  you  will  allow  me.  And  you  really  can  manage  the 
drawings  ?  So  glad.  Is  there  anything  else  to  settle  ?  if 
there  is,  I  think  I  have  forgotten  it.  Shall  we  ring  for  Louis 
again  ? ' 

Being,  by  this  time,  quite  as  anxious,  on  my  side,  as  Mr. 
Fairlie  evidently  was  on  his,  to  bring  the  interview  to  a 
speedy  conclusion,  I  thought  I  would  try  to  render  the 
summoning  of  the  servant  unnecessary,  by  offering  the 
requisite  suggestion  on  my  own  responsibility. 

*  The  only  point,  Mr.  P'airlie,  that  remains  to  be  discussed,' 
I  said,  *  refers,  I  think,  to  the  instruction  in  sketching  v.hicli 
I  am  engaged  to  communicate  to  the  two  young  ladies.' 

'  Ah  !  just  so,'  said  Mr.  Fairlie.  '  I  wish  I  felt  strong 
enough  to  go  into  that  part  of  the  arrangement — but  I  don't. 
The  ladies,  who  profit  by  your  kind  services,  Mr.  Hartright, 
must  settle,  and  decide  and  so  on,  for  themselves.  My  niece 
is  fond  of  your  charming  art.  She  knows  just  enough  about 
it  to  be  conscious  of  her  own  sad  defects.  Please  take  pains 
with   her.     Yes.     Is  there  anything   else  ?     No.     We  quite 

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understand  each  other — don't  we  ?  I  have  no  right  to  detahi 
you  any  longer  from  your  delightful  pursuit — have  I  ?  So 
pleasant  to  have  settled  everything — such  a  sensible  relief  to 
have  done  business.  Do  you  mind  ringing  for  Louis  to  carry 
the  portfolio  to  your  own  room  ?  ' 

'  I  will  carry  it  there,  myself,  Mr,  Fairlie,  if  you  will  allow 
me.' 

'  Will  you  really  ?  Are  you  strong  enough  ?  How  nice 
to  be  so  strong  !  Are  you  sure  you  won't  drop  it  ?  So  glad 
to  possess  you  at  Limmeridge,  Mr.  Hartright.  I  am  such  a 
sufferer  that  I  hardly  dare  hope  to  enjoy  much  of  your  society. 
Would  you  mind  taking  great  pains  not  to  let  the  doors  bang, 
and  not  to  drop  the  portfolio  ?  Thank  you.  Gently  with  the 
curtains,  please — the  slightest  noise  from  them  goes  through 
me  like  a  knife.     Yes.     Good  morning  !  ' 

When  the  sea-green  curtains  were  closed,  and  when  the 
two  baize  doors  were  shut  behind  me,  I  stopped  for  a  moment 
in  the  little  circular  hall  beyond,  and  drew  a  long,  luxurious 
breath  of  relief.  It  was  like  coming  to  the  surface  of  the 
water  after  deep  diving,  to  find  myself  once  more  on  the  out- 
side of  Mr.  Fairlie's  room. 

As  soon  as  I  was  comfortably  established  for  the  morning 
in  my  pretty  little  studio,  the  first  resolution  at  which  I  arrived 
was  to  turn  my  steps  no  more  in  the  direction  of  the  apart- 
ments occupied  by  the  master  of  the  house,  except  in  the  very 
improbable  event  of  his  honouring  me  with  a  special  invitation 
to  pay  him  another  visit.  Having  settled  this  satisfactory 
plan  of  future  conduct,  ill  reference  to  Mr.  Fairlie,  I  soon 
recovered  the  serenity  of  temper  of  which  my  employer's 
haughty  familiarity  and  impudent  politeness  had,  for  the 
moment,  deprived  me.  The  remaining  hours  of  the  morning 
passed  away  pleasantly  enough,  in  looking  over  the  drawings, 
arranging  them  in  sets,  trimming  their  ragged  edges,  and 
accomplishing  the  other  necessary  preparations  in  anticipation 
of  the  business  of  mounting  them.  I  ought,  perhaps,  to  have 
made  more  progress  than  this  ;  but,  as  the  luncheon  time 
drew  near,  I  grew  restless  and  unsettled,  and  felt  unable  to 
fix  my  attention  on  work,  even  though  that  work  was  only  of 
the  humble  manual  kind. 

At  two  o'clock,  I  descended  again  to  the  breakfast-room, 
a  little  anxiously.  Expectations  of  some  interest  were 
connected  with  my  approaching  reappearance  in  that  part  of 
the  house.  My  introduction  to  Miss  Fairlie  was  now  close  at 
hand  ;  and,  if  Miss  Halcombe's  search  through  her  mother's 

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letters  had  produced  the  result  which  she  anticipated,  the 
time  had  come  for  clearing  up  the  mystery  of  the  woman  in 
white. 

VIII. 

When  *  enterea  the  room,  I  found  Miss  Halcombe  and  an 
elderly  lady  seated  at  the  luncheon-table. 

The  elderly  lady,  when  I  was  presented  to  her,  proved  to 
be  Miss  Fairlie's  former  g-overness,  Mrs.  Vesey,  who  had 
been  briefly  described  to  me  by  my  lively  companion  at  the 
breakfast-table,  as  possessed  of  *  all  the  cardinal  virtues,  and 
counting  for  nothing.'  I  can  do  little  more  than  offer  my 
humble  testimony  to  the  truthfulness  of  Miss  Halcombe's 
sketch  of  the  old  lady's  character.  Mrs.  Vesey  looked  the 
personification  of  human  composure,  and  female  amiability. 
A  calm  enjoyment  of  a  calm  existence  beamed  in  drowsy 
smiles  on  her  plump,  placid  face.  Some  of  us  rush  through 
life,  and  some  of  us  saunter  through  life.  Mrs.  Vesey  sat 
through  life.  Sat  in  the  house,  early  and  late  ;  sat  in  the 
garden  ;  sat  in  unexpected  window-seats  in  passages  ;  sat 
(on  a  camp-stool)  when  her  friends  tried  to  take  her  out  walk- 
ing ;  sat  before  she  looked  at  anything,  before  she  talked  of 
anything,  before  she  answered,  Yes,  or  No,  to  the  commonest 
question — always  with  the  same  serene  smile  on  her  lips,  the 
same  vacantly  attentive  turn  of  her  head,  the  same  snugly- 
comfortable  position  of  her  hands  and  arms,  under  every 
possible  change  of  domestic  circumstances.  A  mild,  a  com- 
pliant, an  unutterably  tranquil  and  harmless  old  lady,  who 
never  by  any  chance  suggested  the  idea  that  she  had  been 
actually  alive  since  the  hour  of  her  birth.  Nature  has  so 
much  to  do  in  this  world,  and  is  engaged  in  generating  such 
a  vast  variety  of  co-existent  productions,  that  she  must  surely 
be  now  and  then  too  flurried  and  confused  to  distinguish 
between  the  different  processes  that  she  is  carrying  on  at  the 
same  time.  Starting  from  this  point  of  view,  it  will  always 
remain  my  private  persuasion  that  Nature  was  absorbed  in 
making  cabbages  when  Mrs.  Vesey  was  born,  and  that  the 
good  lady  suff'ered  the  consequences  of  a  vegetable  preoccu- 
pation in  the  mind  of  the  Mother  of  us  all. 

*  Now,  Mrs.  Vesey,'  said  Miss  Halcombe,  looking  brighter, 
sharper,  and  readier  than  ever,  by  contrast  with  the  undemon- 
strative old  lady  at  her  side,  '  what  will  vou  have  ?  A 
cutlet  ?  ' 

Mrs.  Vesey  crossed  her  dimpled  hands  on  the  edge  of  the 
table  ;  smiled  placidly  ;  and  said,  '  Yes,  dear.' 

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*  What  is  that  opposite  Mr.  Hartright  ?  Boiled  chicken, 
is  it  not  ?  I  thought  you  Hked  boiled  chicken  better  than 
cutlet,  Mrs.  Vesey  ?  ' 

Mrs.  Vesey  took  her  dimpled  hands  off  the  edg-e  of  the 
table  and  crossed  them  on  her  lap  instead  ;  nodded  contem- 
platively at  the  boiled  chicken,  and  said,  '  Yes,  dear.' 

'  Well,  but  which  will  you  have,  to-day  ?  Shall  Mr.  Hart- 
right  give  you  some  chicken  ?  or  shall  I  give  you  some 
cutlet  ?  ' 

Mrs.  Vesey  put  one  of  her  dimpled  hands  back  again  on 
the  edge  of  the  table  ;  hesitated  drowsily  ;  and  said,  '  Which 
you  please,  dear.' 

*  Mercy  on  me  !  it's  a  question  for  your  taste,  my  good 
lady,  not  for  mine.  Suppose  you  have  a  little  of  both  ?  and 
suppose  you  begin  with  the  chicken,  because  Mr.  Hartright 
looks  devoured  by  anxiety  to  carve  for  you.' 

Mrs.  Vesey  put  the  other  dimpled  hand  back  on  the  edge 
of  the  table  ;  brightened  dimly,  one  moment ;  went  out  again, 
the  next  ;  bowed  obediently,  and  said,  '  If  you  please,  sir.' 

Surely  a  mild,  a  compliant,  an  unutterably  tranquil  and 
harmless  old  lady  ?  But  enough,  perhaps,  for  the  present,  of 
Mrs.  Vesey. 

All  this  time,  there  were  no  signs  of  Miss  Fairlie.  We 
finished  our  luncheon  ;  and  still  she  never  appeared.  Miss 
Halcombe,  whose  quick  eye  nothing  escaped,  noticed  the 
looks  that  I  cast,  from  time  to  time,  in  the  direction  of  the 
door. 

'I  understand  you,  Mr.  Hartright,'  she  said;  'you  are 
wondering  what  has  become  of  your  other  pupil.  She  has 
been  down  stairs,  and  has  got  over  her  headache  ;  but  has  not 
sufficiently  recovered  her  appetite  to  join  us  at  lunch.  If  you 
will  put  yourself  under  my  charge,  I  think  I  can  undertake  to 
find  her  somewhere  in  the  garden.' 

She  took  up  a  parasol,  lying  on  a  chair  near  her,  and  led 
the  way  out,  by  a  long  window  at  the  bottom  of  the  room, 
which  opened  on  to  the  lawn.  It  is  almost  unnecessary  to 
say  that  we  left  Mrs.  Vesey  still  seated  at  the  table,  with  her 
dimpled  hands  still  crossed  on  the  edge  of  it  ;  apparently 
settled  in  that  position  for  the  rest  of  the  afternoon. 

As  we  crossed  the  law^n.  Miss  Halcombe  looked  at  me 
significantly,  and  shook  her  head. 

'That  mysterious  adventure  of  yours,'  she  said,  'still 
remains  involved  in  its  own  appropriate  midnight  darkness. 
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and  I  have  made  no  discoveries  yet.  However,  don't  despair, 
Mr.  Hartright.  This  is  a  matter  of  curiosity  ;  and  you  have 
g"0t  a  woman  for  your  ally.  Under  such  conditions  success  is 
certain,  sooner  or  later.  The  letters  are  not  exhausted.  I 
have  three  packets  still  left,  and  you  may  confidently  rely  on 
my  spending  the  whole  evening  over  them.' 

Here,  then,  was  one  of  my  anticipations  of  the  morning  still 
unfulfilled.  I  began  to  wonder,  next,  whether  my  introduction 
to  Miss  Fairlie  would  disappoint  the  expectations  that  I  had 
been  forming  of  her  since  breakfast-time. 

*  And  how  did  3'ou  get  on  with  Mr.  Fairlie  ?  '  inquired  Miss 
Halcombe,  as  we  left  the  lawn  and  turned  into  a  shrubbery. 
'Was  he  particularly  nervous  this  morning?  Never  mind 
considering  about  your  answer,  Mr.  Hartright.  The  mere 
fact  of  )'our  being  obliged  to  consider  is  enough  forme.  I  see 
in  your  face  that  he  7vas  particularly  nervous  ;  and,  as  I  am 
amiably  unwilling  to  throw  you  into  the  same  condition,  I  ask 
no  more.' 

We  turned  off  into  a  winding  path  while  she  was  speaking, 
and  approached  a  pretty  summer-house,  built  of  wood,  in  the 
form  of  a  miniature  Swiss  chalet.  The  one  room  of  the 
summer-house,  as  we  ascended  the  steps  of  the  door,  was 
occupied  by  a  young  lady.  She  was  standing  near  a  rustic 
table,  looking  out  at  the  inland  view  of  moor  and  hill  presented 
by  a  gap  in  the  trees,  and  absently  turning  over  the  leaves  of 
a  little  sketch-book  that  lay  at  her  side.  This  was  Miss 
Fairlie. 

How  can  I  describe  her?  How  can  I  separate  her  from 
my  own  sensations,  and  from  all  that  has  happened  in  the 
later  time  ?  How  can  I  see  her  again  as  she  looked  when  my 
eyes  first  rested  on  her — as  she  should  look,  now,  to  the 
eyes  that  are  about  to  see  her  in  these  pages  ? 

The  water-colour  drawing  that  I  made  of  Laura  Fairlie,  at 
an  after  period,  in  the  place  and  attitude  in  which  I  first  saw 
her,  lies  on  my  desk  while  I  write.  I  look  at  it,  and  there 
dawns  upon  me  brightly,  from  the  dark  greenish-brown 
background  of  the  summer-house,  a  light,  youthful  figure, 
clothed  in  a  simple  muslin  dress,  the  pattern  of  it  formed  by 
broad  alternate  stripes  of  delicate  blue  and  white.  A  scarf 
of  the  same  material  sits  crisply  and  closely  round  her 
shoulders,  and  a  little  straw  hat  of  the  natural  colour,  plainly 
and  sparingly  trimmed  with  ribbon  to  match  the  gown,  covers 
her  head,  and  throws  its  soft  pearly  shadow  over  the  upper 
part  of  her  face.  Her  hair  is  of  so  faint  and  pale  a  brown — not 
flaxen,  and  yet  almost  as  light  ;  not  golden,  and  yet  almost  as 

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glossy — that  it  nearly  melts,  here  and  there,  nito  the  shadow  of 
the  hat.  It  is  plainly  parted  and  drawn  back  over  her  ears,  and 
the  line  of  it  ripples  naturally  as  it  crosses  her  forehead.  The 
eyebrows  are  rather  darker  than  the  hair ;  and  the  eyes  are  of 
that  soft,  limpid,  turquoise  blue,  so  often  sung  by  the  poets,  so 
seldom  seen  in  real  life.  Lovely  eyes  in  colour,  lovely  eyes  in 
form — large  and  tender  and  quietly  thoughtful — but  beautiful 
above  all  things  in  the  clear  truthfulness  of  look  that  dwells  in 
their  inmost  depths,  and  shines  through  all  their  changes  of 
expression  with  the  light  of  a  purer  and  a  better  world.  The 
charm — most  gently  and  yet  most  distinctly  expressed — which 
they  shed  over  the  whole  face,  so  covers  and  transforms  its 
little  natural  human  blemishes  elsewhere,  that  it  is  difficult  to 
estimate  the  relative  merits  and  defects  of  the  other  features. 
It  is  hard  to  see  that  the  lower  part  of  the  face  is  too  delicately 
refined  away  towards  the  cliin  to  be  in  full  and  fair  proportion 
with  the  upper  part ;  that  the  nose,  in  escaping  the  aquiline 
bend  (always  hard  and  cruel  in  a  woman,  no  matter  how 
abstractedly  perfect  it  maj'  be),  has  erred  a  little  in  the  other 
extreme,  and  has  missed  the  ideal  straightness  of  line  ;  and 
that  the  sweet,  sensitive  lips  are  subject  to  a  slight  nervous 
contraction,  when  she  smiles,  which  draws  them  upward  a 
little  at  one  corner,  towards  the  cheek.  It  might  be  possible 
to  note  these  blemishes  in  another  woman's  face,  but  it  is  not 
easy  to  dwell  on  them  in  hers,  so  subtly  are  they  connected 
with  all  that  is  individual  and  characteristic  in  her  expression, 
and  so  closely  does  the  expression  depend  for  its  full  play  and 
life,  in  every  other  feature,  on  the  moving  impulse  of  the  eyes. 
Does  my  poor  portrait  of  her,  my  fond,  patient  labour  of 
long  and  happy  days,  show  me  these  things  ?  Ah,  how  few 
of  them  are  in  the  dim  mechanical  drawing,  and  how  many  in 
the  mind  with  which  I  regard  it !  A  fair,  delicate  girl,  in  a 
pretty  light  dress,  trifling  with  the  leaves  of  a  sketch-book, 
while  she  looks  up  from  it  with  truthful,  innocent  blue  eyes 
— that  is  all  the  drawing  can  say  ;  all,  perhaps,  that  even  the 
deeper  reach  of  thought  and  pen  can  say  in  their  language, 
either.  The  woman  who  first  gives  life,  light,  and  form  to 
our  shadowy  conceptions  of  beauty,  fills  a  void  in  our  spiritual 
nature  that  has  remained  unknown  to  us  till  she  appeared. 
Sympathies  that  lie  too  deep  for  words,  too  deep  almost  for 
thoughts,  are  touched,  at  such  times,  by  other  charms  than 
those  which  the  senses  feel  and  which  the  resources  of  ex- 
pression can  realise.  The  mystery  which  underlies  the  beauty 
of  women  is  never  raised  above  the  reach  of  all  expression 
until  it  has  claimed  kindred  with  the  deeper  mystery  in  our  own 

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souls.  Then,  and  then  only,  has  it  passed  beyond  the  narrow 
region  on  which  light  falls,  in  this  world,  from  the  pencil  and 
the  pen. 

Think  of  her  as  you  thought  of  the  first  woman  who 
quickened  the  pulses  within  you  that  the  rest  of  her  sex  had 
no  art  to  stir.  Let  the  kind,  candid  blue  eyes  meet  yours,  as 
they  met  mine,  with  the  one  matchless  look  which  we  both 
remember  so  well.  Let  her  voice  speak  the  music  that  you 
once  loved  best,  attuned  as  sweetly  to  your  ear  as  to  mine. 
Let  her  footstep,  as  she  comes  and  goes,  in  these  pages,  be 
like  that  other  footstep  to  whose  airy  fall  your  own  heart  once 
beat  time.  Take  her  as  the  visionary  nursling  of  your  own 
fancy  ;  and  she  will  grow  upon  you,  all  the  more  clearly,  as 
the  living  woman  who  dwells  in  mine. 

Among  the  sensations  that  crowded  on  me,  when  my  eyes 
first  looked  upon  her — familiar  sensations  which  we  all  know, 
which  spring  to  life  in  most  of  our  hearts,  die  again  in  so 
many,  and  renew  their  bright  existence  in  so  few — there  was 
one  that  troubled  and  perplexed  me ;  one  that  seemed 
strangely  inconsistent  and  unaccountably  out  of  place  in  Miss 
Fairlie's  presence. 

Mingling  with  the  vivid  impression  produced  by  the  charm 
of  her  fair  face  and  head,  her  sweet  expression,  and  her  win- 
ning simplicity  of  manner,  was  another  impression,  which,  in 
a  shadowy  way,  suggested  to  me  the  idea  of  something 
wanting.  At  one  time  it  seemed  like  something  wanting  in 
her ;  at  another,  like  something  wanting  in  myself,  which 
hindered  me  from  understanding  her  as  I  ought.  The  im- 
pression was  always  strongest,  in  the  most  contradictory 
manner,  when  she  looked  at  me  ;  or,  in  other  words,  when  I 
was  most  conscious  of  the  harmony  and  charm  of  her  face, 
and  yet,  at  the  same  time,  most  troubled  by  the  sense  of  an 
incompleteness  which  it  was  impossible  to  discover.  Some- 
thing wanting,  something  wanting — and  where  it  was,  and 
what  it  was,  I  could  not  say. 

The  effect  of  this  curious  caprice  of  fancy  (as  I  thought  it 
then)  was  not  of  a  nature  to  set  me  at  my  ease,  during  a 
first  interview  with  Miss  Fairlie.  The  few  kind  words  of 
welcome  which  she  spoke  found  me  hardly  self-possessed 
enough  to  thank  her  in  the  customary  phrases  of  reply. 
Observing  my  hesitation,  and  no  doubt  attributing  it,  natu- 
rally enough,  to  some  momentary  shyness  on  my  part,  Miss 
Halcombe  took  the  business  of  talking,  as  easily  and  readily 
as  usual,  into  her  own  hands. 

'  Look   there,  Mr.    Hartright,'  she   said,  pointing  to  the 

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sketch-book  on  the  table,  and  to  the  Httle  delicate  wandering 
hand  that  was  still  trifling  vv'ith  it.  '  Surely  you  will  acknow- 
ledge that  your  model  pupil  is  found  at  last  ?  The  moment  she 
hears  that  you  are  in  the  house,  she  seizes  her  inestimable 
sketch-book,  looks  universal  Nature  straight  in  the  face,  .and 
longs  to  begin  ! ' 

Miss  Fairlie  laughed  with  a  ready  good-humour,  which 
broke  out  as  brightly  as  if  it  had  been  part  of  the  sunshine 
above  us,  over  her  lovely  face. 

'  I  must  not  take  credit  to  myself  where  no  credit  is  due,' 
she  said,  her  clear,  truthful  blue  eyes  looking  alternately  at 
Miss  Halcombe  and  at  me.  '  Fond  as  I  am  of  drawing,  I  am 
so  conscious  of  my  own  ignorance  that  I  am  more  afraid  than 
anxious  to  begin.  Now  I  know  you  are  here,  Mr.  Hartright, 
I  find  myself  looking  over  my  sketches,  as  I  used  to  look  over 
my  lessons  when  I  was  a  little  girl,  and  when  I  was  sadly 
afraid  that  I  should  turn  out  not  fit  to  be  heard.' 

She  made  the  confession  very  prettily  and  simply,  and,  with 
quaint,  childish  earnestness,  drew  the  sketch-book  away  close 
to  her  own  side  of  the  table.  Miss  Halcombe  cut  the  knot  of  the 
little  embarrassment  forthwith,  in  her  resolute,  downright  way. 

'Good,  bad,  or  indifferent,'  she  said,  '  the  pupil's  sketches 
must  pass  through  the  fiery  ordeal  of  the  master's  judgment — ■ 
and  there's  an  end  of  it.  Suppose  we  take  them  with  us  in 
the  carriage,  Laura,  and  let  Mr.  Hartright  see  them,  for 
the  first  time,  under  circumstances  of  perpetual  jolting  and 
interruption  ?  If  we  can  only  confuse  him  all  through  the 
drive,  between  Nature  as  it  is,  when  he  looks  up  at  the  view, 
and  Nature  as  it  is  not,  when  he  looks  down  again  at  our 
sketch-books,  we  shall  drive  him  into  the  last  desperate 
refuge  of  paying  us  compliments,  and  shall  slip  through  his 
professional  fingers  with  our  pet  feathers  of  vanity  all  un- 
ruffled.' 

'  I  hope  Mr.  Hartright  will  pay  me  no  compliments,' 
said  Miss  Fairlie,  as  we  all  left  the  summer-house. 

'  May  I  venture  to  inquire  why  you  express  that  hope  ?  ' 
I  asked. 

'  Because  I  shall  believe  all  that  you  say  to  me,'  she 
answered,  simply.  In  those  few  words  she  unconsciously 
gave  me  the  key  to  her  whole  character ;  to  that  generous 
trust  in  others  which,  in  her  nature,  grew  innocently  out  of 
the  sense  of  her  own  truth.  I  only  knew  it  intuitively  then. 
I  know  it  by  experience  now. 

We  merely  waited  to  rouse  good  Mrs.  Vesey  from  the 
place  which  she  still  occupied  at  the  deserted  luncheon-table, 

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before  we  entered  the  open  carriage  for  our  promised  drive 
The  old  lady  and  Miss  Halcombe  occupied  the  back  seat ; 
and  Miss  Fairlie  and  I  sat  together  in  front,  with  the  sketch- 
book open  between  us,  fairly  exhibited  at  last  to  my  pro- 
fessional eyes.  .All  serious  criticism  on  the  drawings,  even  if 
I  had  been  disposed  to  volunteer  it,  was  rendered  impossible 
by  Miss  Halcombe's  lively  resolution  to  see  nothing  but  the 
ridiculous  side  of  the  Fine  Arts,  as  practised  by  herself,  her 
sister,  and  ladies  in  general.  I  can  remember  the  conversa- 
tion that  passed  far  more  easily  than  the  sketches  that  I 
mechanically  looked  over.  That  part  of  the  talk,  especially, 
in  which  Miss  Fairlie  took  any  share  is  still  as  vividly  impressed 
on  my  memory  as  if  I  had  heard  it  only  a  few  hours  ago. 

Yes  !  let  me  acknowledge  that,  on  this  first  day,  I  let  the 
charm  of  her  presence  lure  me  from  the  recollection  of  myself 
and  my  position.  The  most  trifling  of  the  questions  that  she 
put  to  me,  on  the  subject  of  using  her  pencil  and  mixing  her 
colours  ;  the  slightest  alterations  of  expression  in  the  lovely 
eyes  that  looked  into  mine,  with  such  an  earnest  desire  to 
learn  all  that  I  could  teach,  and  to  discover  all  that  I  could 
show,  attracted  more  of  my  attention  than  the  finest  view  we 
passed  through,  or  the  grandest  changes  of  light  and  shade, 
as  they  flowed  into  each  other  over  the  v/aving  moorland  and 
the  level  beach.  At  any  time,  and  under  any  circumstances 
of  human  interest,  is  it  not  strange  to  see  how  little  real  hold 
the  objects  of  the  natural  world  amid  which  v.e  live  can  gain 
on  our  hearts  and  minds  ?  We  go  to  Nature  for  comfort  in 
trouble,  and  sympathy  in  joy,  only  in  books.  Admiration 
of  those  beauties  of  the  inanimate  world,  which  modern 
poetry  so  largely  and  so  eloquently  describes,  is  not,  even  in 
the  best  of  us,  one  of  the  original  instincts  of  our  nature.  As 
children,  we  none  of  us  possess  it.  No  uninstructed  man  or 
woman  possesses  it.  Those  whose  lives  are  most  exclusively 
passed  amid  the  ever-changing  wonders  of  sea  and  land  are 
also  those  who  are  most  universally  insensible  to  every  aspect 
of  Nature  not  directly  associated  with  the  human  interest  of 
their  calling.  Our  capacity  of  appreciating  the  beauties  of 
the  earth  we  live  on  is,  in  truth,  one  of  the  civilised  accom- 
plishments which  we  all  learn,  as  an  Art ;  and,  more,  that 
very  capacity  is  rarely  practised  by  any  of  us  except  when  our 
minds  are  most  indolent  and  most  unoccupied.  How  much 
share  have  the  attractions  of  Nature  ever  had  in  the  pleasurable 
or  painful  interests  and  emotions  of  ourselves  or  our  friends  ? 
What  space  do  they  ever  occupy  in  the  thousand  little  narra- 
tives of  personal  experience  which  pass  every  day  by  word  of 

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mouth  from  one  of  us  to  the  other?  All  that  our  mhids  can 
compass,  all  that  our  hearts  can  learn,  can  be  accomplished 
with  equal  certainty,  equal  profit,  and  equal  satisfaction  to 
ourselves,  in  the  poorest  as  in  the  richest  prospect  that  the 
face  of  the  earth  can  show.  There  is  surely  a  reason  for  this 
want  of  inborn  sympathy  between  the  creature  and  the  crea- 
tion around  it,  a  reason  which  may  perhaps  be  found  in  the 
widely  differing-  destinies  of  man  and  his  earthly  sphere.  The 
grandest  mountain  prospect  that  the  eye  can  range  over  is 
appointed  to  annihilation.  The  smallest  human  interest  that 
the  pure  heart  can  feel  is  appointed  to  immortality. 

We  had  been  out  nearly  three  hours,  when  the  carnage 
again  passed  through  the  gates  of  Limmeridge  House. 

On  our  way  back,  I  had  let  the  ladies  settle  for  themselves 
the  first  point  of  view  which  they  were  to  sketch,  under  my 
instructions,  on  the  afternoon  of  the  next  day.  When  they 
withdrew  to  dress  for  dinner,  and  when  I  was  alone  again  in 
my  little  sitting-room,  my  spirits  seemed  to  leave  me  on  a 
sudden.  I  felt  ill  at  ease  and  dissatisfied  with  myself,  I 
hardly  knew  why.  Perhaps  I  was  now  conscious,  for  the 
first  time,  of  having  enjoyed  our  drive  too  much  in  the  char- 
acter of  a  guest,  and  too  little  in  the  character  of  a  drawing- 
master.  Perhaps  that  strange  sense  of  something  wanting, 
either  in  Miss  Fairlie  or  in  myself,  which  had  perplexed  me 
when  I  was  first  introduced  to  her,  haunted  me  still.  Any- 
how, it  was  a  relief  to  my  spirits  when  the  dinner-hour  called 
me  out  of  my  solitude,  and  took  me  back  to  the  society  of 
the  ladies  of  the  house. 

I  was  struck,  on  entering  the  drawing-room,  by  the 
curious  contrast,  rather  in  material  than  in  colour,  of  the 
dresses  which  they  now  wore.  While  Mrs.  Vesey  and  Miss 
Halcombe  were  richly  clad  (each  in  the  manner  most  be- 
coming to  her  age),  the  first  in  silver-gray,  and  the  second  in 
that  delicate  primrose-yellow  colour  which  matches  so  well 
with  a  dark  complexion  and  black  hair.  Miss  Fairlie  was 
unpretendingly  and  almost  poorly  dressed  in  plain  w'hite 
muslin.  It  was  spotlessly  pure  :  it  was  beautifully  put  on  ; 
but  still  it  was  the  sort  of  dress  which  the  wife  or  daughter 
of  a  poor  man  might  have  worn  ;  and  it  made  her,  so  far  as 
externals  went,  look  less  affluent  in  circumstances  than  her 
own  governess.  At  a  later  period,  when  I  learnt  to  know 
more  of  Miss  Fairlie's  character,  I  discovered  that  this  curious 
contrast,  on  the  wrong  side,  was  due  to  her  natural  delicacy 
of  feeling  and  natural  intensity  of  aversion  to  the  slightest 
personal  display  of  her  own  wealth.     Neither  Mrs.  Vesey  nor 

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Miss  Halcombe  could  ever  induce  her  to  let  the  advantage  in 
dress  desert  the  two  ladies  who  were  poor,  to  lean  to  the  side 
of  the  one  lady  who  was  rich. 

When  the  dinner  was  over,  we  returned  together  to  the 
drawing-room.  Although  Mr.  Fairlie  (emulating  the  magni- 
ficent condescension  of  the  monarch  who  had  picked  up  Titian's 
brush  for  him)  had  instructed  his  butler  to  consult  my  wishes 
in  relation  to  the  wine  that  I  might  prefer  after  dinner,  I  was 
resolute  enough  to  resist  the  temptation  of  sitting  in  solitary 
grandeur  among  bottles  of  my  own  choosing,  and  sensible 
enough  to  ask  the  ladies'  permission  to  leave  the  table  with 
them  habitually,  on  the  civilised  foreign  plan,  during  the 
period  of  my  residence  at  Limmeridge  House. 

The  drawing-room,  to  which  we  had  now  withdrawn  for 
the  rest  of  the  evening,  was  on  the  ground-floor,  and  was  of 
the  same  shape  and  size  as  the  breakfast-room.  Large  glass 
doors  at  the  lower  end  opened  on  to  a  terrace,  beautifully 
ornamented  along  its  whole  length  with  a  profusion  of  flowers. 
The  soft,  hazy  twilight  was  just  shading  leaf  and  blossom 
alike  into  harmony  with  its  own  sober  hues,  as  we  entered 
the  room  ;  and  the  sweet  evening  scent  of  the  flowers  met  us 
with  its  fragrant  welcome  through  the  open  glass  doors. 
Good  Mrs.  Vesey  (always  the  first  of  the  party  to  sit  down) 
took  possession  of  an  arm-chair  in  a  corner,  and  dozed  off" 
comfortably  to  sleep.  At  my  request.  Miss  Fairlie  placed 
herself  at  the  piano.  As  I  followed  her  to  a  seat  near  the 
instrument,  I  saw  Miss  Halcombe  retire  into  a  recess  of  one 
of  the  side  windows,  to  proceed  with  the  search  through  her 
mother's  letters  by  the  last  quiet  rays  of  the  evening  light. 

How  vividly  that  peaceful  home-picture  of  the  drawing- 
room  comes  back  to  me  while  I  write  !  From  the  place 
where  I  sat  I  could  see  Miss  Halcombe's  graceful  figure,  half 
of  it  in  soft  light,  half  in  mysterious  shadow,  bending  intently 
over  the  letters  in  her  lap  ;  while,  nearer  to  me,  the  fair 
profile  of  the  player  at  the  piano  was  just  delicately  defined 
against  the  faintly  deepening  background  of  the  inner  wall  of 
the  room.  Outside,  on  the  terrace,  the  clustering  flowers  and 
long  grasses  and  creepers  waved  so  gently  in  the  light 
evening  air,  that  the  sound  of  their  rustling  never  reached  us. 
The  sky  was  without  a  cloud  ;  and  the  dawning  mystery  of 
moonlight  began  to  tremble  already  in  the  region  of  the 
eastern  heaven.  The  sense  of  peace  and  seclusion  soothed 
all  thought  and  feeling  into  a  rapt,  unearthly  repose  ;  and  the 
balmy  quiet  that  deepened  ever  with  the  deepening  light, 
seemed  to  hover  over  us  with   a  gentler  influence  still,  when 

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there  stole  upon  it  from  the  piano  the  heavenly  tenderness  of 
the  music  of  Mozart.  It  was  an  evening  of  sights  and  sounds 
never  to  forget. 

We  all  sat  silent  in  the  places  we  had  chosen — Mrs.  Vesey 
still  sleeping,  Miss  Fairlie  still  playing,  Miss  Halcombe  still 
reading — till  the  light  failed  us.  By  this  time  the  moon  had 
stolen  round  to  the  terrace,  and  soft,  mysterious  rays  of  light 
were  slanting  already  across  the  lower  end  of  the  room.  The 
change  from  the  twilight  obscurity  was  so  beautiful,  that  we 
banished  the  lamps,  by  common  consent,  when  the  servant 
brought  them  in  ;  and  kept  the  large  room  unlighted,  except 
by  the  glimmer  of  the  two  candles  at  the  piano. 

For  half  an  hour  more,  the  music  still  went  on.  After 
that,  the  beauty  of  the  moonlight  view  on  the  terrace  tempted 
Miss  Fairlie  out  to  look  at  it,  and  I  followed  her.  When  the 
candles  at  the  piano  had  been  lighted,  Miss  Halcombe  had 
changed  her  place,  so  as  to  continue  her  examination  of  the 
letters  by  their  assistance.  We  left  her,  on  a  low  chair,  at 
one  side  of  the  instrument,  so  absorbed  over  her  reading  that 
she  did  not  seem  to  notice  when  we  moved. 

We  had  been  out  on  the  terrace  together,  just  in  front  of 
the  glass  doors,  hardly  so  long  as  five  minutes,  I  should 
think  ;  and  Miss  Fairlie  was,  by  my  advice,  just  tying  her 
white  handkerchief  over  her  head  as  a  precaution  against  the 
night  air — when  I  heard  Miss  Halcombe's  voice — low,  eager, 
and  altered  from  its  natural  lively  tone — pronounce  my  name. 

*  Mr.  Hartright,'  she  said,  '  will  you  come  here  for  a 
minute  ?     I  want  to  speak  to  you.' 

I  entered  the  room  again  immediately.  The  piano  stood 
about  halfway  down  along  the  inner  wall.  On  the  side  of 
the  instrument  farthest  from  the  terrace.  Miss  Halcombe  was 
sitting  with  the  letters  scattered  on  her  lap,  and  with  one  in 
her  hand  selected  from  them,  and  held  close  to  the  candle. 
On  the  side  nearest  to  the  terrace  there  stood  a  low  ottoman, 
on  which  I  took  my  place.  In  this  position,  I  was  not  far 
from  the  glass  doors  ;  and  I  could  see  Miss  Fairlie  plainly,  as 
she  passed  and  repassed  the  opening  on  to  the  terrace  ;  walk- 
ing slowly  from  end  to  end  of  it  in  the  full  radiance  of  the 
moon. 

*  I  want  you  to  listen  while  I  read  the  concluding  passages 
in  this  letter,'  said  Miss  Halcombe.  'Tell  me  if  you  think 
they  throw  any  light  upon  your  strange  adventure  on  the  road 
to  London.  The  letter  is  addressed  by  my  mother  to  her 
second  husband,  Mr.  Fairlie  ;  and  the  date  refers  to  a  period 
of  between  eleven  and  twelve  years  since.     At  that  time,  Mr. 

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and  Mrs.  Fairlie,  and  my  half-sister  Laura,  had  been  living- 
for  years  in  this  house  ;  and  I  was  away  from  them,  com- 
pleting' my  education  at  a  school  in  Paris.' 

She  looked  and  spoke  earnestly,  and,  as  I  thought,  a  little 
uneasily,  as  well.  At  the  moment  when  she  raised  the  letter 
to  the  candle  before  beginning  to  read  it,  Miss  Fairlie  passed 
us  on  the  terrace,  looked  in  for  a  moment,  and,  seeing  that 
we  were  engaged,  slowly  v.-alked  on. 

Miss  Halcombe  began  to  read,  as  follows  : 

'  '*  You  will  be  tired,  my  dear  Philip,  of  hearing  perpetu- 
ally about  my  schools  and  my  scholars.  Lay  the  blame, 
pray,  on  the  dull  uniformity  of  life  at  Limmeridge,  and  not  on 
me.  Besides,  this  time,  I  have  something  really  interesting 
to  tell  you  about  a  new  scholar. 

'  "  You  know  old  Mrs.  Kempe,  at  the  village  shop.  Well, 
after  years  of  ailing,  the  doctor  has  at  last  given  her  up,  and 
she  is  dying  slowly,  day  by  day.  Her  only  living  relation,  a 
sister,  arrived  last  week  to  take  care  of  her.  This  sister 
comes  all  the  way  from  Hampshire — her  name  is  Mrs. 
Catherick.  Four  days  ago  Mrs.  Catherick  came  here  to  see 
me,  and  brought  her  only  child  v/ith  her,  a  sweet  little  girl 
about  a  year  older  than  our  darling  Laura "  ' 

As  the  last  sentence  fell  from  the  reader's  lips.  Miss  Fairlie 
passed  us  on  the  terrace  once  more.  She  was  softly  singing 
to  herself  one  of  the  melodies  which  she  had  been  playing 
earlier  in  the  evening.  Miss  Halcombe  waited  till  she  had 
passed  out  of  sight  again  ;  and  then  went  on  with  the  letter  : 

***Mrs.  Catherick  is  a  decent,  well-behaved,  respectable 
woman  ;  middle  aged,  and  with  the  remains  of  having  been 
moderately,  only  moderately,  nice-looking.  There  is  some- 
thing in  her  manner  and  in  her  appearance,  however,  which  I 
can't  make  out.  She  is  reserved  about  herself  to  the  point 
of  downright  secrecy  ;  and  there  is  a  look  in  her  face — I  can't 
describe  it — which  suggests  to  me  that  she  has  something  on 
her  mind.  She  is  altogether  what  you  would  call  a  walking 
mystery.  Her  errand  at  Limmeridge  House,  however,  was 
simple  enough.  When  she  left  Hampshire  to  nurse  her  sister, 
Mrs.  Kempe,  through  her  last  illness,  she  had  been  obliged  to 
bring  her  daughter  with  her,  through  having  no  one  at  home 
to  take  care  of  the  little  girl.  Mrs.  Kempe  may  die  in  a 
week's  time,  or  may  linger  on  for  months ;  and  Mrs.  Cathe- 
rick's  object  was  to  ask  me  to  let  her  daughter,  Anne,  have 

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the  benefit  of  attending  my  school ;  subject  to  the  condition 
of  her  being  removed  from  it  to  go  home  again  with  her 
mother,  after  Mrs.  Kempe's  death.  I  consented  at  once,  and 
when  Laura  and  I  v/ent  out  for  our  walk,  we  took  the  little 
girl  (who  is  just  eleven  years  old)  to  the  school,  that  very 
day." ' 

Once  more.  Miss  Fairlie's  figure,  bright  and  soft  in  its 
snowy  muslin  dress — her  face  prettily  framed  by  the  white 
folds  of  the  handkerchief  which  she  had  tied  under  her  chin — 
passed  by  us  in  the  moonlight.  Once  more.  Miss  Halcombe 
waited  till  she  was  out  of  sight ;  and  then  went  on  : 

'  "  I  have  taken  a  violent  fancy,  Philip,  to  my  new  scholar, 
for  a  reason  which  I  mean  to  keep  till  the  last  for  the  sake  of 
surprising  you.  Her  mother  having  told  me  as  little  about 
the  child  as  she  told  me  of  herself,  I  was  left  to  discover 
(which  I  did  on  the  first  day  when  we  tried  her  at  lessons) 
that  the  poor  little  thing's  intellect  is  not  developed  as  it 
ought  to  be  at  her  age.  Seeing  this,  I  had  her  up  to  the 
house  the  next  day,  and  privately  arranged  with  the  doctor 
to  come  and  watch  her  and  question  her,  and  tell  me  what  he 
thought.  His  opinion  is  that  she  will  grow  out  of  it.  But 
he  says  her  careful  bringing-up  at  school  is  a  matter  of  great 
importance  just  now,  because  her  unusual  slowness  in  acquir- 
ing ideas  implies  an  unusual  tenacity  in  keeping  them,  when 
they  are  once  received  into  her  mind.  Now,  my  love,  you 
must  not  imagine,  in  your  off-hand  way,  that  I  have  been 
attaching  myself  to  an  idiot.  This  poor  little  Anne  Catherick 
is  a  sweet,  affectionate,  grateful  girl  ;  and  says  the  quaintest, 
prettiest  things  (as  you  shall  judge  by  an  instance),  in  the 
most  oddly  sudden,  surprised,  half-frightened  way.  Although 
she  is  dressed  very  neatly,  her  clothes  show  a  sad  want  of 
taste  in  colour  and  pattern.  So  I  arranged,  yesterday,  that 
some  of  our  darling  Laura's  old  white  frocks  and  white  hats 
should  be  altered  for  Anne  Catherick  ;  explaining  to  her  that 
little  girls  of  her  complexion  looked  neater  and  better  all  in 
white  than  in  anything  else.  She  hesitated  and  seemed 
puzzled  for  a  minute ;  then  flushed  up,  and  appeared  to 
understand.  Her  little  hand  clasped  mine  suddenly.  She 
kissed  it,  Philip  ;  and  said  (oh,  so  earnestly  !),  '  I  will  always 
wear  white  as  long  as  I  live.  It  will  help  me  to  remember 
you,  ma'am,  and  to  think  that  I  am  pleasing  you  still,  when 
I  go  away  and  see  you  no  more.'  This  is  only  one  specimen 
of  the  quaint  things  she  says  so  prettily.     Poor  little  soul ! 

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She  shall  have  a  stock  of  white  frocks,  made  with  g-ood  deep 
tucks,  to  let  out  for  her  as  she  grows " ' 

Miss  Halcombe  paused,  and  looked  at  me  across  the  piano. 

'  Did  the  forlorn  woman  whom  3-ou  met  in  the  hi^h-road 
seem  young-?'  she  asked.  'Young-  enough  to  be  two  or 
three-and-twenty  ? ' 

*  Yes,  Miss  Halcombe,  as  young  as  that.' 

•  And  she  was  strangely  dressed,  from  head  to  foot,  all  in 
white  ?  ' 

'  All  in  white.' 

\Vhile  the  answer  was  passing-  my  lips.  Miss  Fairlie 
glided  mto  view  on  the  terrace,  for  the  third  time.  Instead 
ot  proceeding^  on  her  walk,  she  stopped,  with  her  back  turned 
towards  us ;  and,  leaning  on  the  balustrade  of  the  terrace, 
looked  down  into  the  garden  bevond.  Mv  eyes  fixed  upon 
the  white  gleam  of  her  muslin  gown  and  'head-dress  in  the 
moonlight,  and  a  sensation,  for  which  I  can  find  no  name— a 
sensation  that  quickened  my  pulse,  and  raised  a  fluttering-  at 
my  heart — beg-an  to  steal  over  me.  '^ 

'  All  in  white  ?  '  Miss  Halcombe  repeated.  '  The  most 
Important  sentences  in  the  letter,  Mr.  Hartright,  are  those  at 
the  end,  which  I  will  read  to  you  immediateV.  But  I  can't 
help  dwelling-  a  little  upon  'the  coincidence  of  the  white 
costume  of  the  woman  you  met,  and  the  white  frocks  which 
produced  that  strange  answer  from  my  mother's  little  scholar. 
The  doctor  may  have  been  wrong  when  he  discovered  the 
child's  defects  of  intellect,  and  predicted  that  she  would 
"grow  out  of  them."  She  may  never  have  g-rown  out  of 
them  ;  and  the  old  grateful  fancy  about  dressing-  in  white, 
which  was  a  serious  feeling-  to  'the  girl,  mav  be  a  serious 
feeling  to  the  woman  still.' 

I  said  a  few  words  in  answer— I  hardly  know  what.  All 
my  attention  was  concentrated  on  the  white  gleam  of  Miss 
Fairlie's  muslin  dress. 

'Listen  to  the  last  sentences  of  the  letter,'  said  Miss 
Halcombe.     *  I  think  they  will  surprise  you.' 

As  she  raised  the  lett'er  to  the  light  of  the  candle,  Miss 
Fairlie  turned  from  the  balustrade,  looked  doubtfully  up  and 
down  the  terrace,  advanced  a  step  towards  the  glass  doors, 
and  then  stopped,  facing  us. 

Meanwhile,  Miss  Halcombe  read  me  the  last  sentences  to 
which  she  had  referred  : 

•  "  And  now,  my  love,  seeing  tliat  I  am  at  the  end  of  my 

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paper,  now  for  the  real  reason,  the  surprising  reason,  for  my 
fondness  for  Httle  Anne  Catherick.  My  dear  Philip,  althoug-h 
she  is  not  half  so  pretty,  she  is  nevertheless,  by  one  of  those 
extraordinary  caprices  of  accidental  resemblance  which  one 
sometimes  sees,  the  living  likeness,  in  her  hair,  her  com- 
plexion, the  colour  of  her  eyes,  and  the  shape  of  her  face "' 

I  started  up  from  the  ottoman,  before  Miss  Halcombe 
could  pronounce  the  next  words.  A  thrill  of  the  same  feeling 
which  ran  through  me  when  the  touch  was  laid  upon  my 
shoulder  on  the  lonely  high-road,  chilled  me  again. 

There  stood  Miss  Fairlie,  a  white  figure,  alone  In  the 
moonlight  ;  in  her  attitude,  in  the  turn  of  her  head,  in  her 
complexion,  in  the  shape  of  her  face,  the  living  image,  at 
that  distance  and  under  those  circumstances,  of  the  woman 
in  white  !  The  doubt  which  had  troubled  my  mind  for  hours 
and  hours  past,  flashed  into  conviction  in  an  instant.  That 
'  something  wanting  '  was  my  own  recognition  of  the  ominous 
likeness  between  the  fugitive  from  the  asylum  and  my  pupil 
at  Limmeridge  House. 

'  You  see  it ! '  said  Miss  Halcombe.  She  dropped  the  use- 
less letter,  and  her  eyes  flashed  as  they  met  mine.  *  Vou  see 
it  now,  as  my  mother  saw  it  eleven  years  since  ! ' 

'  I  see  it — more  unwillingly  than  I  can  say.  To  associate 
that  forlorn,  friendless,  lost  woman,  even  by  an  accidental  like- 
ness only,  with  Miss  Fairlie,  seems  like  casting  a  shadow  on 
the  future  of  the  bright  creature  who  stands  looking  at  us 
now.  Let  me  lose  the  impression  again,  as  soon  as  possible. 
Call  her  in,  out  of  the  dreary  moonlight — pray  call  her  in  ! ' 

'  Mr.  Hartright,  you  surprise  me.  Whatever  women  may 
be,  I  thought  that  men,  in  the  nineteenth  century,  were  above 
superstition.* 

'  Pray  call  her  In  ! ' 

'  Hush,  hush  !  She  Is  coming  of  her  own  accord.  Say 
nothing  in  her  presence.  Let  this  discovery  of  the  likeness 
be  kept  a  secret  between  you  and  me.  Come  in,  Laura  ; 
come  in,  and  wake  Mrs.  Vesey  with  the  piano.  Mr.  Hartright 
is  petitioning  for  some  more  music,  and  he  wants  it,  this  time, 
of  the  lightest  and  liveliest  kind.' 

IX. 

So  ended  my  eventful  first  day  at  Limmeridge  House. 

Miss  Halcombe  and  I  kept  our  secret.  After  the  discovery 
of  the  likeness  no  fresh  light  seemed  destined  to  break  over 
the  mystery  of  the  woman  in  white.     At  the  first  safe  oppor- 


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tunity  Miss  Halcombe  cautiously  led  her  half-sister  to  speak 
of  their  mother,  of  old  times,  and  of  Anne  Catherick.  Miss 
Fairlie's  recollections  of  the  little  scholar  at  Limmeridge  were, 
however,  only  of  the  most  vague  and  general  kind.  She  re- 
membered the  likeness  between  herself  and  her  mother's 
favourite  pupil,  as  something  which  had  been  supposed  to 
exist  in  past  times  ;  but  she  did  not  refer  to  the  gift  of  the 
white  dresses,  or  to  the  singular  form  of  words  in  which  the 
child  had  artlessly  expressed  her  gratitude  for  them.  She 
remembered  that  Anne  had  remained  at  Limmeridge  for  a  few 
months  only,  and  had  then  left  it  to  go  back  to  her  home  in 
Hampshire  ;  but  she  could  not  say  whether  the  mother  and 
daughter  had  ever  returned,  or  had  ever  been  heard  of  after- 
wards. No  further  search,  on  Miss  Halcombe's  part,  through 
the  few  letters  of  Mrs.  Fairlie's  writing  which  she  had  left 
unread,  assisted  in  clearing  up  the  uncertainties  still  left  to 
perplex  us.  We  had  identified  the  unhappy  woman  whom  I 
had  met  in  the  night-time,  with  Anne  Catherick — we  had 
made  some  advance,  at  least,  towards  connecting  the  prob- 
r.bly  defecti\e  condition  of  the  poor  creature's  intellect  with 
the  peculiarity  of  her  being  dressed  all  in  white,  and  with  the 
continuance,  in  her  maturer  years,  of  her  childish  gratitude 
towards  Mrs.  Fairlie — atid  there,  so  far  as  we  knew  at  that 
rime,  our  discoveries  had  ended. 

The  days  passed  on,  the  weeks  passed  on  ;  and  the  track 
of  the  golden  autumn  wound  its  bright  way  visibly  through 
the  green  summer  of  the  trees.  Peaceful,  fast-flowing,  happy 
time !  my  story  glides  by  you  now,  as  swiftly  as  you  once 
glided  by  me.  Of  all  the  treasures  of  enjoyment  that  you 
poured  so  freely  into  my  heart,  how  much  is  left  me  that  has 
purpose  and  value  enough  to  be  written  on  this  page  ? 
Nothing  but  the  saddest  of  all  confessions  that  a  man  can 
make — the  confession  of  his  own  folly. 

The  secret  which  that  confession  discloses  should  be  told 
with  little  effort,  for  it  has  indirectly  escaped  me  already.  The 
poor  weak  words  which  have  failed  to  describe  Miss  Fairlie, 
have  succeeded  in  betraying  the  sensations  she  awakened  in 
me.  It  is  so  with  us  all.  Our  words  are  giants  when  they 
do  us  an  injury,  and  dwarfs  when  they  do  us  a  service. 

I  loved  her. 

Ah  !  how  well  I  know  all  the  sadness  and  all  the  mockery 
that  is  contained  in  those  three  words.  I  can  sigh  over  my 
mournful  confession  with  the  tenderest  woman  who  reads  it 
and  pities  me.     I  can  laugh  at  it  as  bitterly  as  the  hardest 

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man  who  tosses  ir  from  him.  in  contempt.  I  loved  her  !  Feel 
for  me,  or  despise  me,  I  confess  it  with  the  same  immovable 
resolution  to  own  the  truth. 

Was  there  no  excuse  for  me  ?  There  was  some  excuse  to 
be  found,  surely,  in  the  conditions  under  which  my  term  of 
hired  service  was  passed  at  Limmeridge  House. 

My  morning-  hours  succeeded  each  other  calmly  in  tb.e 
quiet  and  seclusion  of  my  own  room.  I  had  just  work  enough 
to  do,  in  mounting  my  employer's  drawings,  to  keep  my  hands 
and  eyes  pleasurably  employed,  while  my  mind  was  left  free 
to  enjoy  the  dangerous  luxury  of  its  own  unbridled  thoughts. 
A  perilous  solitude,  for  it  lasted  long  enough  to  enervate,  not 
long  enough  to  fortify  me.  A  perilous  solitude,  for  it  was  fol- 
lowed by  afternoons  and  evening's  spent,  day  after  day  and  week 
after  week,  alone  in  the  society  of  two  women,  one  of  whom 
possessed  all  the  accomplishments  of  grace,  wit,  and  high- 
breeding,  the  other  all  the  charms  of  beauty,  gentleness,  and 
simple  truth,  that  can  purify  and  subdue  the  heart  of  man. 
Not  a  day  passed,  in  that  dangerous  intimacy  of  teacher  and 
pupil,  in  which  my  hand  v/as  not  close  to  Miss  Fairlie's  ;  my 
cheek,  as  we  bent  together  over  her  sketch-book,  almost 
touching  hers.  The  more  attentively  she  watched  every 
movement  of  my  brush,  the  more  closely  I  was  breathing  the 
perfume  of  her  hair,  and  the  warm  fragrance  of  her  breath. 
It  was  part  of  my  service,  to  live  in  the  very  light  of  her  eyes 
— at  one  time  to  be  bending  over  her,  so  close  to  her  bosom 
as  to  tremble  at  the  thought  of  touching-  it ;  at  another,  to 
feel  her  bending  over  me,  bending  so  close  to  see  what  I  was 
about,  that  her  voice  sank  low  when  she  spoke  to  me,  and 
her  ribbons  brushed  my  cheek  in  the  wind  before  she  could 
draw  them  back. 

The  evenings  which  followed  the  sketching  excursions  of 
the  afternoon,  varied,  rather  than  checked,  these  innocent, 
these  inevitable  familiarities.  My  natural  fondness  for  the 
music  which  she  played  with  such  tender  feeling,  such  delicate 
womanly  taste,  and  her  natural  enjoyment  of  giving  me  back, 
by  the  practice  of  her  art,  the  pleasure  which  I  had  offered  to 
her  by  the  practice  of  mine,  only  wove  another  tie  which  drew 
us  closer  and  closer  to  one  another.  The  accidents  of  con- 
versation ;  the  simple  habits  which  regulated  even  such  a 
little  thing  as  the  position  of  our  places  at  table  ;  the  play 
of  Miss  Halcombe's  ever-ready  raillery,  always  directed 
against  my  anxiety,  as  teacher,  while  it  sparkled  over  her 
enthusiasm  as  pupil ;  the  harmless  expression  of  poor  Mrs. 
Vesey's  drowsy  approval  which  connected  Miss  Fairlie  and 


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me  as  two  model  j-oung  people  who  never  disturbed  her — 
every  one  of  these  trifles,  and  many  more,  combined  to  fold 
us  together  in  the  same  domestic  atmosphere,  and  to  lead  us 
both  insensibly  to  the  same  hopeless  end. 

I  should  have  remembered  my  position,  and  have  put 
myself  secretly  on  my  guard.  I  did  so  ;  but  not  till  it  was 
too  late.  All  the  discretion,  all  the  experience,  which  had 
availed  me  with  other  women,  and  secured  me  against  other 
temptations,  failed  me  with  her.  It  had  been  my  profession, 
for  years  past,  to  be  in  this  close  contact  with  young  girls  of 
all  ages,  and  of  all  orders  of  beauty.  I  had  accepted  the 
position  as  part  of  my  calling  in  life  •,  I  had  trained  myself  to 
leave  all  the  sympathies  natural  to  my  age  in  my  employer's 
outer  hall,  as  coolly  as  I  left  my  umbrella  there  before  I 
went  up-stairs.  I  had  long  since  learnt  to  understand,  com- 
posedly and  as  a  matter  of  course,  that  my  situation  in  life 
was  considered  a  guarantee  against  any  of  my  female  pupils 
feeling  more  than  the  most  ordinary  interest  in  me,  and  that 
I  was  admitted  among  beautiful  and  captivating  women, 
much  as  a  harmless  domestic  animal  is  admitted  among  them. 
This  guardian  experience  I  had  gained  early  ;  this  guardian 
experience  had  sternly  and  strictly  guided  me  straight  along 
my  own  poor  narrow  path,  without  once  letting  me  stray 
aside,  to  the  right  hand  or  to  the  left.  And  now,  I  and  my 
trusty  talisman  were  parted  for  the  first  time.  Yes,  my  hardly- 
earned  self-control  was  as  completely  lost  to  me  as  if  I  had 
never  possessed  it  ;  lost  to  me,  as  it  is  lost  every  day  to  other 
men,  in  other  critical  situations,  where  women  are  concerned.  I 
know,  now,  that  I  should  have  questioned  myself  from  the  first. 
I  should  have  asked  why  any  room  in  the  house  was  better 
than  home  to  me  when  she  entered  it,  and  barren  as  a  desert 
when  she  went  out  again — why  I  always  noticed  and  remem- 
bered the  little  changes  in  her  dress  that  I  had  noticed  and 
remembered  in  no  other  woman's  before — why  I  saw  her, 
heard  her,  and  touched  her  (when  we  shook  hands  at  night 
and  morning)  as  I  had  never  seen,  heard,  and  touched  any 
other  woman  in  my  life  ?  I  should  have  looked  into  my  own 
heart,  and  found  this  new  growth  springing  up  there,  and 
plucked  it  out  while  it  was  young.  W^hy  was  this  easiest, 
simplest  work  of  self-culture  always  too  much  for  me  ?  The 
explanation  has  been  written  already  in  the  three  words  that 
were  many  enough,  and  plain  enough,  for  my  confession.  I 
loved  her. 

The  days  passed,  the  weeks  passed  ;  it  was  approaching 
the  third   month  of  my  stay  in  Cumberland.     The  delicious 

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monotony  of  life  in  our  calm  seclusion,  flowed  on  with  me 
like  a  smooth  stream  -with  a  swimmer  who  glides  down  the 
current.  All  memory  of  the  past,  all  thought  of  the  future, 
all  sense  of  the  falseness  and  hopelessness  of  my  own  position, 
lay  hushed  within  me  into  deceitful  rest.  Lulled  by  the 
Syren-song  that  my  own  heart  sung  to  me,  with  eyes  shut  to 
all  sight,  and  ears  closed  to  all  sound  of  danger,  I  drifted 
nearer  and  nearer  to  the  fatal  rocks.  The  warning  that 
aroused  me  at  last,  and  startled  me  into  sudden,  self-accusing 
consciousness  of  my  own  weakness,  was  the  plainest,  the 
truest,  the  kindest  of  all  warnings,  for  it  came  silently  from  her. 

We  had  parted  one  night,  as  usual.  No  word  had  fallen 
from  my  lips,  at  that  time  or  at  any  time  before  it,  that  could 
betray  me  or  startle  her  into  sudden  knowledge  of  the  truth. 
But,  when  we  met  again  in  the  morning,  a  change  had  come 
over  her — a  change  that  told  me  all. 

I  shrank  then — I  shrink  still — from  invading  the  innermost 
sanctuary  of  her  heart,  and  laying  it  open  to  others,  as  1  have 
laid  open  my  own.  Let  it  be  enough  to  say  that  the  time 
when  she  first  surprised  my  secret,  was,  I  firmly  believe,  the 
time  when  she  first  surprised  her  own,  and  the  time,  also, 
when  she  changed  towards  me  in  the  interval  of  one  night. 
Her  nature,  too  truthful  to  deceive  others,  was  too  noble  to 
deceive  itself.  When  the  doubt  that  I  had  hushed  asleep, 
first  laid  its  weary  weight  on  her  heart,  the  true  face  owned 
all,  and  said,  in  its  own  frank  simple  language — I  am  sorry 
for  him  ;   I  am  sorry  for  myself. 

It  said  this,  and  more,  which  I  could  not  then  interpret. 
I  understood  but  too  well  the  change  in  her  manner,  to 
greater  kindness  and  quicker  readiness  in  interpreting  all  my 
wishes,  before  others — to  constraint  and  sadness,  and  nervous 
anxiety  to  absorb  herself  in  the  first  occupation  she  could  seize 
on,  whenever  we  happened  to  be  left  together  alone.  I  under- 
stood why  the  sweet  sensitive  lips  smiled  so  rarely  and  so 
restrainedly  now  ;  and  why  the  clear  blue  eyes  looked  at  me, 
sometimes  with  the  pity  of  an  angel,  sometimes  with  the 
innocent  perplexity  of  a  child.  But  the  change  meant  more 
than  this.  There  was  a  coldness  in  her  hand,  there  was  an 
unnatural  immobility  in  her  face,  there  was  in  all  her  move- 
ments the  mute  expression  of  constant  fear  and  clinging  self- 
reproach.  The  sensations  that  I  could  trace  to  herself  and  to 
me,  the  unacknowledged  sensations  that  we  were  feeling  in 
common,  were  not  these.  There  were  certain  elements  of  the 
change  in  her  that  Vvere  still  secretly  drawing  us  together, 
and  others  that  were,  as  secretly,  beginning  to  drive  us  apart. 

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In  my  doubt  and  perplexity,  in  my  vague  suspicion  of 
something'  hidden  which  I  was  left  to  find  by  my  ow^n  unaided 
efforts,  I  examined  Miss  Halcombe's  looks  and  manner  for 
enlightenment.  Living  in  such  intimacy  as  ours,  no  serious 
alteration  could  take  place  in  any  one  of  us  which  did  not  sym- 
pathetically affect  the  others.  The  change  in  Miss  Fairlie 
was  reflected  in  her  half-sister.  Although  not  a  word  escaped 
Miss  Halcombe  which  hinted  at  an  altered  state  of  feeling 
towards  myself,  her  penetrating  eyes  had  contracted  a  new 
habit  of  always  watching  me.  Sometimes,  the  look  was  like 
suppressed  anger  ;  sometimes,  like  suppressed  dread  ;  some- 
times, like  neither — like  nothing,  in  short,  which  I  could 
understand.  A  week  elapsed,  weaving  us  all  three  still  in  this 
position  of  secret  constraint  towards  one  another.  My 
situation,  aggravated  by  the  sense  of  my  own  miserable 
weakness  and  forgetfulness  of  myself,  now  too  late  awakened 
in  me,  was  becoming  intolerable.  I  felt  that  I  must  cast  off 
the  oppression  under  which  I  was  living,  at  once  and  for  ever 
— yet  how  to  act  for  the  best,  or  what  to  say  first,  was  more 
than  I  could  tell. 

From  this  position  of  helplessness  and  humiliation,  I  was 
rescued  by  Miss  Halcombe.  Her  lips  told  me  the  bitter,  the 
necessary,  the  unexpected  truth  ;  her  hearty  kindness  sus- 
tained me  under  the  shock  cf  hearing  it ;  her  sensr  and 
courage  turned  to  its  right  use  an  event  which  threatened  the 
worst  that  could  happen,  to  me  and  to  others,  in  Limmeridge 
House. 

X. 

It  was  on  a  Thursday  in  the  week,  and  nearly  at  the  end 
of  the  third  month  of  my  sojourn  in  Cumberland. 

In  the  morning,  when  I  went  down  into  the  breakfast- 
room,  at  the  usual  hour.  Miss  Halcombe,  for  the  first  time 
since  I  had  known  her,  was  absent  from  her  customary  place 
at  the  table. 

Miss  Fairlie  was  out  on  the  lawn.  She  bowed  to  me,  but 
did  not  come  in.  Not  a  word  had  dropped  from  my  lips,  or 
from  hers,  that  could  unsettle  either  of  us — and  yet  the  same 
unacknowledged  sense  of  embarrassment  made  us  shrink 
alike  from  meeting  one  another  alone.  She  waited  on  the 
lawn  ;  and  I  waited  in  the  breakfast-room,  till  Mrs.  Vesey  or 
Miss  Halcombe  came  in.  How  quickly  I  should  have  joined 
her  :  how  readily  we  should  have  shaken  hands,  and  glided 
into  our  customary  talk,  only  a  fortnight  ago, 

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In  a  few  minutes,  Miss  Halcombe  entered.  She  had  a 
preoccupied  look,  and  she  made  her  apologies  for  being  late, 
rather  absently. 

'  I  have  been  detained,'  she  said,  '  by  a  consultation  with 
Mr.  Fairlie  on  a  domestic  matter  which  he  wished  to  speak  to 
me  about.' 

Miss  Fairlie  came  in  from  the  garden  ;  and  the  usual 
morning  greeting  passed  between  us.  Her  hand  struck 
colder  to  mine  than  ever.  She  did  not  look  at  me  ;  and  she 
was  very  pale.  Even  Mrs.  Vesey  noticed  it,  when  she  entered 
the  room  a  moment  after. 

'  I  suppose  it  is  the  change  in  the  wind,'  said  the  old  lady. 
The  winter  is  coming — ah,  my  love,  the  winter  is  coming 
soon  ! ' 

In  her  heart  and  in  mine  it  had  come  already  ! 

Our  morning  meal — once  so  full  of  pleasant  good-humoured 
discussion  of  the  plans  for  the  day — was  short  and  silent. 
Miss  Fairlie  seemed  to  feel  the  oppression  of  the  long  pauses 
in  the  conversation  ;  and  looked  appealingly  to  her  sister  to  fill 
them  up.  Miss  Halcombe,  after  once  or  twice  hesitating  and 
checking  herself,  in  a  most  uncharacteristic  manner,  spoke  at 
last. 

*  I  have  seen  your  uncle  this  morning,  Laura,'  she  said. 
*  He  thinks  the  purple  room  is  the  one  that  ought  to  be  got 
ready  ;  and  he  confirms  what  I  told  you.  Monday  is  the  day — 
not  Tuesday.' 

While  these  words  were  being  spoken.  Miss  Fairlie  looked 
down  at  the  table  beneath  her.  Her  fingers  moved  nervously 
among  the  crumbs  that  were  scattered  on  the  cloth.  The 
paleness  on  her  cheeks  spread  to  her  lips,  and  the  lips  them- 
selves trembled  visibly.  I  was  not  the  only  person  present 
who  noticed  this.  Miss  Halcombe  saw  it,  too  ;  and  at  once 
set  us  the  example  of  rising  from  table 

Mrs.  Vesey  and  Miss  Fairlie  left  the  room  together.  The 
kind  sorrowful  blue  eyes  looked  at  me,  for  a  moment,  with 
the  prescient  sadness  of  a  coming  and  a  long  farewell.  I  felt 
the  answering  pang  in  my  own  heart — the  pang  that  told  me 
I  must  lose  her  soon,  and  love  her  the  more  unchangeably  for 
the  loss. 

I  turned  towards  the  garden,  when  the  door  had  closed  on 
her.  Miss  Halcombe  was  standing  with  her  hat  in  her  hand, 
and  her  shawl  over  her  arm,  by  the  large  window  that  led  out 
to  the  lawn,  and  was  looking  at  me  attentively. 

'  Have  you  any  leisure  time  to  spare,'  she  asked,  '  before 
you  begin  to  work  in  vour  own  room  ?  ' 

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*  Certainly,  Miss  Halcombe.  I  have  always  time  at  your 
service.' 

'  I  want  to  say  a  word  to  you  in  private,  Mr.  Hartright. 
Get  your  hat,  and  come  out  into  the  garden.  We  are  not  likely 
to  be  disturbed  there  at  this  hour  in  the  morning.' 

As  we  stepped  out  on  to  the  lawn,  one  of  the  under-gar- 
deners — a  mere  lad —  passed  us  on  his  way  to  the  house,  with 
a  letter  in  his  hand.     Miss  Halcombe  stopped  him. 

'  Is  that  letter  for  me  ?  '  she  asked. 

'  Nay,  miss  ;  it's  just  said  to  be  for  Miss  Fairlie,'  answered 
the  lad,  holding  out  the  letter  as  he  spoke. 

Miss  Halcombe  took  it  from  him,  and  looked  at  the 
address. 

*  A  strange  handwriting,'  she  said  to  herself  '  Who  can 
Laura's  correspondent  be  ?  Where  did  you  get  this  ?  '  she 
continued,  addressing  the  gardener. 

'  Well,  miss,'  said  the  lad,  '  I  just  got  it  from  a  woman.' 
'  What  woman  ?  ' 

*  A  woman  well  stricken  in  age.' 

'  Oh,  an  old  woman.     Any  one  }Ou  knew  ?  ' 

*  I  canna'  tak'  it  on  m3ser  to  say  that  she  was  other  than 
a  stranger  to  me.' 

*  Which  way  did  she  go  ?  ' 

'That  gate,'  said  the  undcr-gardener,  turning  with  great 
deliberation  towards  the  south,  and  embracing  the  whole  of 
that  part  of  England  with  one  comprehensive  sweep  of  his 
arm. 

'  Curious,'  said  Miss  Halcombe  ;  '  I  suppose  it  must  be  a 
begging-letter.  There,'  she  added,  handing  the  letter  back  to 
the  lad,  *  take  it  to  the  house,  and  give  it  to  one  of  the  servants. 
And  now,  Mr.  Hartright,  if  you  have  no  objection,  let  us  walk 
this  way.' 

She  led  me  across  the  lav/n,  along  the  same  path  by  which 
I  had  followed  her  on  the  day  after  my  arrival  at  Limmeridge. 
At  the  little  summer-house  in  which  Laura  Fairlie  and  I  had 
first  seen  each  other,  she  stopped,  and  broke  the  silence  which 
she  had  steadily  maintained  while  we  were  walking  together. 

'  What  I  have  to  say  to  you,  I  can  say  here.' 

With  those  words,  she  entered  the  summer-house,  took 
one  of  the  chairs  at  the  little  round  table  inside,  and  signed  to 
me  to  take  the  other.  I  suspected  what  was  coming  when 
she  spoke  to  me  in  the  breakfast-room  ;  I  felt  certain  of  it 
now. 

'  Mr.  Hartright,'  she  said,  *  I  am  going  to  begin  by  making 
^  frank  evvowal  to  you.     I  am  going  to  say — without  phrase- 

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making",  which  I  detest ;  or  paying  compliments,  which  I 
heartily  despise — that  I  have  come,  in  the  course  of  your  resi- 
dence with  us,  to  feel  a  strong-  friendly  regard  for  you.  I  was 
predisposed  in  your  favour  when  you  first  told  me  of  your 
conduct  towards  that  unhappy  woman  whom  you  met  under 
such  remarkable  circumstances.  Your  management  of  the 
affair  might  not  have  been  prudent  ;  but  it  showed  the  self- 
control,  the  delicacy,  and  the  compassion  of  a  man  who  was 
naturally  a  gentleman.  It  made  me  expect  good  things  from 
you  ;  and  you  have  not  disappointed  my  expectations.' 

She  paused — but  held  up  her  hand  at  the  same  time,  as  a 
sign  that  she  awaited  no  answer  from  me  before  she  proceeded. 
When  I  entered  the  summer-house,  no  thought  was  in  me  of 
the  woman  in  white.  But,  now.  Miss  Halcombe's  own  words 
had  put  the  memory  of  my  adventure  back  in  my  mind.  It 
remained  there  throughout  the  interview — remained,  and  not 
without  a  result. 

'  As  your  friend,'  she  proceeded,  *  I  am  going  to  tell  you, 
at  once,  in  my  own  plain,  blunt,  downright  language,  that  I 
have  discovered  your  secret — without  help,  or  hint,  mind,  from 
any  one  else.  Mr.  Hartright,  you  have  thoughtlessly  allowed 
yourself  to  form  an  attachment — a  serious  and  devoted  attach- 
ment, I  am  afraid — to  my  sister,  Laura.  I  don't  put  you  to 
the  pain  of  confessing  it,  in  so  many  words,  because  I  see  and 
know  that  you  are  too  honest  to  deny  it.  I  don't  even  blame 
you — I  pity  you  for  opening  your  heart  to  a  hopeless  affection. 
You  have  not  attempted  to  take  any  underhand  advantage— 
you  have  not  spoken  to  my  sister  in  secret.  You  are  guilty 
of  weakness  and  want  of  attention  to  your  own  best  interests, 
but  of  nothing  worse.  If  you  had  acted,  in  any  single  respect, 
less  delicately  and  less  modestly,  I  should  have  told  you  to 
leave  the  house,  without  an  instant's  notice,  or  an  instant's 
consultation  of  anybody.  As  it  is,  I  blame  the  misfortune  of 
your  years  and  your  position — I  don't  blame  you.  Shake 
hands — I  have  given  you  pain  ;  I  am  going  to  give  you  more  ; 
but  there  is  no  help  for  it — shake  hands  with  your  friend, 
Marian  Halcombe,  first.' 

The  sudden  kindness — the  warm,  high-minded,  fearless 
sympathy  which  met  me  on  such  mercifully-equal  terms,  which 
appealed  with  such  delicate  and  generous  abruptness  straight 
to  my  heart,  my  honour,  and  my  courage,  overcame  me  in 
an  instant.  I  tried  to  look  at  her,  when  she  took  my  hand, 
but  my  eyes  were  dim.  I  tried  to  thank  her,  but  my  voice 
failed  me. 

'  Listen  to  me,'  she  said,  considerately  avoiding  all  notice 

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of  my  loss  of  self-control.  *  Listen  to  me,  and  let  us  g^et  it 
over  at  once.  It  is  a  real  true  relief  to  me  that  I  am  not 
obliged,  in  what  I  have  now  to  say,  to  enter  into  the  question — 
the  hard  and  cruel  question  as  I  think  it — of  social  inequalities. 
Circumstances  which  will  try  vo?i  to  the  quick,  spare  jne  the 
ungracious  necessity  of  paining  a  man  who  has  lived  in  friendly 
intimacy  under  the  same  roof  with  myself  by  any  humiliating 
reference  to  matters  of  rank  and  station.  You  must  leave 
Limmeridge  House,  Mr.  Hartrig-ht,  before  more  harm  is  done. 
It  is  my  duty  to  say  that  to  you  ;  and  it  would  be  equally  my 
duty  to  say  it,  under  precisely  the  same  serious  necessity,  if 
you  were  the  representative  of  the  oldest  and  wealthiest 
family  in  England.  You  must  leave  us,  not  because  you  are 
a  teacher  of  drawing ' 

She  waited  a  moment ;  turned  her  face  full  on  me  ;  and, 
reaching  across  the  table,  laid  her  hand  firmly  on  my  arm. 

'  Not  because  you  are  a  teacher  of  drawing,'  she  repeated, 
'  but  because  Laura  Fairlie  is  engaged  to  be  married.' 

The  last  word  went  like  a  bullet  to  my  heart.  My  arm 
lost  all  sensation  of  the  hand  that  grasped  it.  I  never  moved 
and  never  spoke.  The  sharp  autumn  breeze  that  scattered 
the  dead  leaves  at  our  feet,  came  as  cold  to  me,  on  a  sudden, 
as  if  my  own  mad  hopes  were  dead  leaves,  too,  whirled  away  by 
the  wind  like  the  rest.  Hopes  !  Betrothed,  or  not  betrothed, 
she  was  equally  far  from  7fie.  Would  other  men  have  remem- 
bered that  in  my  place?     Not  if  they  had  loved  her  as  I  did. 

The  pang  passed  ;  and  nothing  but  the  dull  numbing  pain 
of  it  remained.  I  felt  Miss  Halcombe's  hand  again,  tightening 
its  hold  on  my  arm — I  raised  my  head,  and  looked  at  her. 
Her  large  black  eyes  were  rooted  on  me,  watching  the  white 
change  on  ray  face,  which  I  felt,  and  which  she  saw. 

'  Crush  it  ! '  she  said.  '  Here,  where  you  first  saw  her, 
crush  it !  Don't  shrink  under  it  like  a  woman.  Tear  it  out  ; 
trample  it  under  foot  like  a  man  ! ' 

The  suppressed  vehemence  with  which  she  spoke ;  the 
strength  which  her  will — concentrated  in  the  look  she  fixed  on 
me,  and  in  the  hold  on  my  arm  that  she  had  not  yet  relin- 
quished— communicated  to  mine,  steadied  me.  We  both 
waited  for  a  minute,  in  silence.  At  the  end  of  that  time,  I  had 
justified  her  generous  faith  in  my  manhood  ;  I  had,  outwardly 
at  least,  recovered  my  self-control. 

'  Are  you  yourself  again  ?  ' 

'  Enough  myself.  Miss  Halcombe,  to  ask  your  pardon  and 
hers.  Enough  myself,  to  be  guided  by  your  advice,  and  to 
prove  my  gratitude  in  that  way,  if  I  can  prove  it  in  no  other.' 

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*You  have  proved  it  already,' she  answered,  *  by  those 
words.  Mr,  Hartright,  concealment  is  at  an  end  between  us. 
I  cannot  affect  to  hide  from  yon,  what  my  sister  has  uncon- 
sciously shown  to  me.  You  must  leave  us  for  her  sake,  as 
well  as  for  your  own.  Your  presence  here,  your  necessary 
intimacy  with  us,  harmless  as  it  has  been,  God  knows,  in  all 
other  respects,  has  unsteadied  her  and  made  her  wretched. 
I,  who  love  her  better  than  my  own  life — I,  who  have 
learnt  to  believe  in  that  pure,  noble  innocent  nature  as  I 
believe  in  my  religion — know  but  too  well  the  secret  misery 
of  self-reproach  that  she  has  been  suffering,  since  the  first 
shadow  of  a  feeling  disloyal  to  her  marriage  engagement  entered 
her  heart  in  spite  of  her.  I  don't  say — it  would  be  useless  to 
attempt  to  say  it,  after  what  has  happened — that  her  engage- 
ment has  ever  had  a  strong  hold  on  her  affections.  It  is  an 
engagement  of  honour,  not  of  love — her  father  sanctioned  it 
on  his  death-bed,  two  years  since — she  herself  neither 
welcomed  it,  nor  shrank  from  it — she  was  content  to  make  it. 
Till  you  came  here,  she  was  in  the  position  of  hundreds  of 
other  women,  who  marry  men  without  being  greatly  attracted 
to  them  or  greatly  repelled  by  them,  and  who  learn  to  love 
them  (when  they  don't  learn  to  hate  !)  after  marriage,  instead 
of  before.  I  hope  more  earnestly  than  words  can  say — and 
you  should  have  the  self-sacrificing  courage  to  hope  too — that 
the  new  thoughts  and  feelings  which  have  disturbed  the  old 
calmness  and  the  old  content,  have  not  taken  root  too  deeply 
to  be  ever  removed.  Your  absence  (if  I  had  less  belief  in  your 
honour,  and  your  courage,  and  your  sense,  I  should  not  trust 
to  them  as  I  am  trusting  now) — your  absence  will  help  my 
efforts  ;  and  time  will  help  us  all  three.  It  is  something  to  know 
that  my  first  confidence  in  you  was  not  all  misplaced.  It  is  some- 
thing to  know  that  you  will  not  be  less  honest,  less  manly,  less 
considerate  towards  the  pupil  whose  relation  to  yourself  you 
have  had  the  misfortune  to  forget,  than  towards  the  stranger 
and  the  outcast  whose  appeal  to  you  was  not  made  in  vain.' 

Again  the  chance  reference  to  the  woman  in  white  !  Was 
there  no  possibility  of  speaking  of  Miss  Fairlie  and  of  me 
without  raising  the  memory  of  Anne  Catherick,  and  setting 
her  between  us  like  a  fatality  that  it  was  hopeless  to  avoid  ? 

'  Tell  me  what  apology  I  can  make  to  Mr.  Fairlie  for  break- 
ing my  engagement,'  I  said.  'Tell  me  when  to  go  after  that 
apology  is  accepted.  I  promise  implicit  obedience  to  you  and 
to  your  advice.' 

'Time  is,  every  way,  of  importance,' she  answered.  'You 
heard  me  refer  this  rnorning  to  Monday  next,  and   to  the 

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necessity  of  setting  the  purple  room  in  order.  The  visitor 
whom  we  expect  on  Monday ' 

I  could  not  wait  for  her  to  be  more  expUcit.  Knowing  what 
I  knew  now,  the  memory  of  Miss  Fairlie's  look  and  manner 
at  the  breakfast-table  told  me  that  the  expected  visitor  at 
Limmeridge  House  was  her  future  husband.  I  tried  to  force 
it  back ;  but  something  rose  within  me  at  that  moment 
stronger  than  my  own  will  ;  and  I  interrupted  Miss 
Halcombe. 

'  Let  me  go  to-dav,'  I  said,  bitterly.  '  The  sooner  the 
better.' 

*  No  ;  not  to-day,'  she  replied.  '  The  only  reason  you  can 
assign  to  Mr.  Fairlle  for  your  departure,  before  the  end  of 
your  engagement,  must  be  that  an  unforeseen  necessity  com- 
pels you  to  ask  his  permission  to  return  at  once  to  London. 
You  must  wait  till  to-morrow  to  tell  him  that,  at  the  time 
v\^hen  the  post  comies  In,  because  he  will  then  understand  the 
sudden  change  In  your  plans,  by  associating  it  with  the  arrival 
of  a  letter  from  London.  It  Is  miserable  and  sickening  to  de- 
scend to  deceit,  even  of  the  most  harmless  kind — but  I  know 
Mr.  Fairlie,  and  if  you  once  excite  his  suspicions  that  you  are 
trifling  with  him,  he  will  refuse  to  release  you.  Speak  to  him 
on  Friday  morning  ;  occupy  yourself  afterwards  {for  the  sake 
of  your  own  interests  with  your  employer),  in  leaving  your 
unfinished  work  In  as  little  confusion  as  possible  ;  and  quit 
this  place  on  Saturday.  It  will  be  time  enough,  then,  Mr. 
Hartright,  for  you,  and  for  all  of  us.' 

Before  I  could  assure  her  that  she  might  depend  on  my 
acting  In  the  strictest  accordance  with  her  wishes,  we  were 
both  startled  by  advancing  footsteps  In  the  shrubbery. 
Some  one  was  coming  from  the  house  to  seek  for  us  !  I  felt 
the  blood  rush  Into  my  cheeks,  and  then  leave  them  again. 
Could  the  third  person  who  was  fast  approaching  us,  at  such 
a  time  and  under  such  circumstances,  be  Miss  Fairlie  ? 

It  was  a  relief — so  sadly,  so  hopelessly  was  my  position 
towards  her  changed  already — It  was  absolutely  a  relief  to 
me,  when  the  person  who  had  disturbed  us  appeared  at  the 
entrance  of  the  summer-house,  and  proved  to  be  only  Miss 
Fairlie's  maid. 

'  Could  I  speak  to  you  for  a  moment,  miss  ?  '  said  the 
girl,  in  rather  a  flurried,  unsettled  manner. 

Miss  Halcombe  descended  the  steps  into  the  shrubbery, 
and  walked  aside  a  few  paces  vvith  the  maid. 

Left  by  myself,  my  mind  reverted,  with  a  sense  of  forlorn 
wretchedness  which  it  is  not  in  any  words  that  I  can  find  to 

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describe,  to  my  approaching  return  to  the  solitude  and  the 
despair  of  my  lonely  London  home.  Thoughts  of  my  kind 
old  mother,  and  of  my  sister,  who  had  rejoiced  with  her  so 
innocently  over  my  prospects  in  Cumberland — thoughts  whose 
long  banishment  from  my  heart  it  was  now  my  shame  and  my 
reproach  to  realise  for  the  first  time — came  back  to  me  with 
the  loving  mournfulness  of  old,  neglected  friends.  My 
mother  and  my  sister,  what  would  they  feel  when  I  returned 
to  them  from  my  broken  engagement,  with  the  confession  of 
my  miserable  secret — they  who  had  parted  from  me  so  hope- 
fully on  that  last  happy  night  in  the  Hampstead  cottage  ! 

Anne  Catherick  again  !  Even  the  memcfry  of  the  farewell 
evening  with  my  mother  and  my  sister  could  not  return  to 
me  now,  unconnected  with  that  Other  memory  of  the  moon- 
light walk  back  to  London.  What  did  it  mean  ?  W^ere  that 
woman  and  I  to  meet  once  more  ?  It  was  possible,  at  the 
least.  Did  she  know  that  I  lived  in  London  ?  Yes  ;  I  had 
told  her  so,  either  before  or  after  that  strange  question  of 
hers,  when  she  had  asked  me  so  distrustfully  if  I  knew  many 
men  of  the  rank  of  Baronet.  Either  before  or  after — my 
mind  was  not  calm  enough,  then,  to  remember  which. 

A  few  minutes  elapsed  before  Miss  Halcombc  dismissed 
the  maid  and  came  back  to  me.  She,  too,  looked  flurried 
and  unsettled,  now. 

'  We  have  arranged  all  that  is  necessary,  Mr.  Hartright,' 
she  said.  *  We  have  understood  each  other,  as  friends 
should  ;  and  we  may  go  back  at  once  to  the  house.  To  tell 
you  the  truth,  I  am  uneasy  about  Laura.  She  has  sent  to 
say  she  wants  to  see  me  directly  ;  and  the  maid  reports 
that  her  mistress  is  apparently  very  much  agitated  by  a  letter 
that  she  has  received  this  morning — the  same  letter,  no  doubt, 
which  I  sent  on  to  the  house  before  we  came  here.' 

We  retraced  our  steps  together  hastily  along  the  shrub- 
bery path.  Although  Miss  Halcombe  had  ended  all  that  she 
thought  it  necessary  to  say,  on  her  side,  I  had  not  ended  all 
that  I  wanted  to  say  on  mine.  From  the  moment  when  I  had 
discovered  that  the  expected  visitor  at  Limmeridge  was  Miss 
Fairlie's  future  husband,  I  had  felt  a  bitter  curiosity,  a  burn- 
ing envious  eagerness,  to  know  who  he  was.  It  was  possible 
that  a  future  opportunity  of  putting  the  question  might  not 
easily  offer  ;  so  I  risked  asking  it  on  our  way  back  to  the 
house. 

'  Now  that  you  are  kind  enough  to  tell  me  we  have  under- 
stood each  other.  Miss  Halcombe,'  I  said  ;  '  nov/  that  you  are 
sure  of  my  gratitude  for  your  forbearance  and  my  obedience 

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to  your  wishes,  may  I  venture  to  ask  who  ' — (I  hesitated  ;  I 
had  forced  myself  to  think  of  him,  but  it  was  harder  still  to 
speak  of  him,  as  her  promised  husband) — '  who  the  gentleman 
engaged  to  Miss  Fairlie,  is?  ' 

Her  mind  was  evidently  occupied  with  the  message  she 
had  received  from  her  sister.  She  answered,  in  a  hasty, 
absent  way  : 

'  A  gentleman  of  large  property,  in  Hampshire.' 

Hampshire  !  Anne  Catherick's  native  place.  Again,  and 
yet  again,  the  woman  in  white.     There  7vas  a  fatality  in  it. 

'  And  his  name  ?  '  I  said,  as  quietly  and  indifferently  as  I 
could. 

'  Sir  Percival  Glyde.' 

Sir — Sir  Percival  !  Anne  Catherick's  question — that  sus- 
picious question  about  the  men  of  the  rank  of  Baronet  whom 
I  might  happen  to  know — had  hardly  been  dismissed  from  my 
mind  by  Miss  Halcohibe's  return  to  me  in  the  summer-house, 
before  it  v/as  recalled  again  by  her  own  answer.  I  stopped 
suddenly,  and  looked  at  her. 

'  Sir  Percival  Glyde,'  she  repeated,  imagining  that  I  had 
not  heard  her  former  reply. 

'  Knight,  or  Baronet  ? '  I  asked  v/ith  an  agitation  that  I 
could  hide  no  longer. 

She  paused  for  a  moment,  and  then  answered,  rather 
coldly  : 

*  Baronet,  of  course.' 

XI. 

Not  a  word  more  was  said,  on  either  side,  as  we  walked 
back  to  the  house.  Miss  Halcombe  hastened  immediately  to 
her  sister's  room  ;  and  I  withdrew  to  my  studio  to  set  in  order 
all  of  Mr.  Fairlie's  drawings  that  I  had  not  yet  mounted  and 
restored  before  I  resigned  them  to  the  care  of  other  hands. 
Thoughts  that  I  had  hitherto  restrained,  thoughts  that  made 
my  position  harder  than  ever  to  -endure,  crowded  on  me  now 
that  I  was  alone. 

She  was  engaged  to  be  married  ;  and  her  future  husband 
was  Sir  Percival  Glyde.  A  man  of  the  rank  of  baronet,  and 
the  owner  of  property  in  Hampshire. 

There  were  hundreds  of  baronets  in  England,  and  dozens 
of  landowners  in  Hampshire.  Judging  by  the  ordinary  rules 
of  evidence,  I  had  not  the  shadow  of  a  reason,  thus  far,  for 
connecting  Sir  Percival  Glyde  with  the  suspicious  v.^ords  of 
inquiry  that  had  been  spoken  to  me  by  the  woman  in  white. 

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And  yet,  I  did  connect  him  with  them.  Was  it  because  he  had 
now  become  associated  in  my  mind  with  Miss  Fairhe  ;  Miss 
Fairlie  being,  in  her  turn,  associated  with  Anne  Catherick, 
since  the  nig-ht  when  I  had  discovered  the  ominous  hkeness 
between  them  ?  Had  the  events  of  the  morning-  so  unnerved 
me  already  that  I  was  at  the  mercy  of  any  dehision  which 
common  chances  and  common  coincidences  might  suggest  to 
my  imagination  ?  Impossible  to  say.  I  could  only  feel  that 
what  had  passed  between  Miss  Halcombe  and  myself,  on  our 
way  from  the  summer-house,  had  affected  me  very  strangely. 
The  foreboding  of  some  undiscoverable  danger  lying  hid  from 
us  all  in  the  darkness  of  the  future,  was  strong  on  me.  The 
doubt  whether  I  was  not  linked  already  to  a  chain  of  events 
which  even  my  approaching  departure  from  Cumberland 
would  be  powerless  to  snap  asunder — the  doubt  whether  we 
any  of  us  saw  the  end  as  the  end  would  really  be — gathered 
more  and  more  darkly  over  my  mind.  Poignant  as  it  was,  the 
sense  of  suffering  caused  by  the  miserable  end  of  my  brief, 
presumptuous  love,  seemed  to  be  blunted  and  deadened  by  the 
still  stronger  sense  of  something  obscurely  impending,  some- 
thing invisibly  threatening,  that  Time  was  holding  over  our 
heads. 

I  had  been  engaged  with  the  drawings  little  more  than 
half  an  hour,  when  there  was  a  knock  at  the  door.  It  opened, 
on  my  answering ;  and,  to  my  surprise,  Miss  Halcombe  entered 
the  room. 

Her  manner  was  angry  and  agitated.  She  caught  up  a 
chair  for  herself  before  I  could  give  her  one  ;  and  sat  down  in 
it,  close  at  my  side. 

*  Mr.  Hartright,'  she  said,  *  I  had  hoped  that  all  painful 
subjects  of  conversation  were  exhausted  between  us,  for  to- 
day at  least.  But  it  is  not  to  be  so.  There  Is  some  imder- 
hand  villainy  at  work  to  frighten  my  sister  about  her  approach- 
ing marriage.  You  saw  me  send  the  gardener  on  to  the 
house,  with  a  letter  addressed,  In  a  strange  handwriting,  to 
Miss  Fairlie  ?  ' 

'  Certainly.* 

'  The  letter  Is  an  anonymous  letter — a  vile  attempt  to 
Injure  Sir  Perclval  Clyde  in  my  sister's  estimation.  It  has  so 
agitated  and  alarmed  her  that  I  have  had  the  greatest  possible 
difficulty  In  composing  her  spirits  sufficiently  to  allow  me  to 
leave  her  room  and  come  here.  I  know  this  is  a  family  matter 
on  which  I  ought  not  to  consult  you,  and  In  which  you  can 
feel  no  concern  or  Interest ' 

'  I  beg  vour  pardon,  Miss  Halcombe.     I  feel  the  strongest, 

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possible  concern  and  interest  in  anything  that  affects  Miss 
Fairlie's  happiness  or  yours.' 

'  I  am  g-lad  to  hear  you  say  so.  You  are  the  only  person 
in  the  house,  or  out  of  it,  who  can  advise  me.  Mr.  Fairlie,  in 
his  state  of  health  and  with  his  horror  of  difficulties  and  mys- 
teries of  all  kinds,  is  not  to  be  thought  of.  The  clergyman  is 
a  good,  weak  man,  who  knows  nothing  out  of  the  routine  of  his 
duties  ;  and  our  neighbours  are  just  the  sort  of  comfortable, 
jog-trot  acquaintances  whom  one  cannot  disturb  in  times  of 
trouble  and  danger.  What  I  want  to  know  is  this  :  ought  I, 
at  once,  to  take  such  steps  as  I  can  to  discover  the  writer  of 
the  letter  ?  or  ought  I  to  wait,  and  apply  to  Mr.  Fairlie's  legal 
adviser  to-morrow  ?  It  is  a  question — perhaps  a  very  im- 
portant one — of  gaining  or  losing  a  day.  Tell  me  what  you 
think,  Mr.  Hartright.  If  necessity  had  not  already  obliged 
me  to  take  you  into  my  confidence  under  very  delicate  circum- 
stances, even  my  helpless  situation  would,  perhaps,  be  no 
excuse  for  me.  But,  as  things  are,  I  cannot  surely  be  wrong, 
after  all  that  has  passed  between  us,  in  forgetting  that  you 
are  a  friend  of  only  three  months'  standing.' 

She  gave  me  the  letter.  It  began  abruptly,  without  any 
preliminary  form  of  address,  as  follows  : 

*  Do  you  believe  in  dreams  ?  I  hope,  for  your  own  sake, 
that  you  do.  See  what  Scripture  says  about  dreams  and 
their  fulfilment  (Genesis  xl.  8,  xli;  25  ;  Daniel  iv.  18-25)  5 
and  take  the  warning  I  send  you  before  it  is  too  late. 

'  Last  night,  I  dreamed  about  you.  Miss  Fairlie.  I 
dreamed  that  I  was  standing  inside  the  communion  rails  of  a 
church  :  I  on  one  side  of  the  altar-table,  and  the  clergyman, 
with  his  surplice  and  his  prayer-book,  on  the  other. 

'  After  a  time,  there  walked  towards  us,  down  the  aisle  of 
the  church,  a  man  and  a  woman,  coming  to  be  married.  You 
were  the  woman.  You  looked  so  pretty  and  innocent  in  your 
beautiful  white  silk  dress,  and  your  long  white  lace  veil,  that 
my  heart  felt  for  you  and  the  tears  came  into  my  eyes. 

'  They  were  tears  of  pity,  young  lady,  that  heaven  blesses ; 
and,  instead  of  falling  from  my  e3-es  like  the  every-day  tears 
that  we  all  of  us  shed,  they  turned  into  two  rays  of  light  which 
slanted  nearer  and  nearer  to  the  man  standing  at  the  altar 
with  you,  till  they  touched  his  breast.  The  two  rays  sprang 
in  arches  like  two  rainbows,  between  me  and  him.  I  looked 
along  them  ;  and  I  saw  down  into  his  inmost  heart. 

'  The  outside  of  the  man  you  were  marrying  was  fair 
enousfh  to  see.     He  was  neither  tall,  nor  short — he  was  a 

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little  below  the  middle  size.  A  light,  active,  high-spirited 
man — about  five-and-forty  years  old,  to  look  at.  He  had  a 
pale  face,  and  was  bald  over  the  forehead,  but  had  dark  hair 
on  the  rest  of  his  head.  His  beard  vvas  shaven  on  his  chin, 
but  was  let  to  grow,  of  a  fine  rich  brown,  on  his  cheeks  and 
his  upper  lip.  His  eyes  were  brown  too,  and  very  bright ; 
his  nose  straight  and  handsome  and  delicate  enough  to  have 
done  for  a  woman's.  His  hands  the  same.  He  was  troubled 
from  time  to  time  with  a  dry  hacking  cough  ;  and  when  he 
put  up  his  white  right  hand  to  his  mouth,  he  showed  the 
red  scar  of  an  old  wound  across  the  back  of  it.  Have  I 
dreamt  of  the  right  man  ?  You  know  best.  Miss  Fairlie  ; 
and  you  can  say  if  I  was  deceived  or  not.  Read  next,  what 
I  saw  beneath  the  outside — I  entreat  you,  read,  and  profit. 

*  I  looked  along  the  two  rays  of  light ;  and  I  saw  down 
into  his  inmost  heart.  It  .was  black  as  night  ;  and  on  it  were 
written,  in  the  red  flaming  letters  which  are  the  handwriting 
of  the  fallen  angel:  "Without  pity  and  without  remorse. 
He  has  strewn  with  misery  the  paths  of  others,  and  he  will 
live  to  strew  with  misery  the  path  of  this  woman  by  his  side." 
I  read  that ;  and  then  the  rays  of  light  shifted  and  pointed 
over  his  shoulder ;  and  there,  behind  him,  stood  a  fiend, 
laughing.  And  the  rays  of  light  shifted  once  more,  and 
pointed  over  your  shoulder  ;  and  there,  behind  you,  stood  an 
angel  weeping.  And  the  rays  of  light  shifted  for  the  third 
time,  and  pointed  straight  between  you  and  that  man.  They 
widened  and  widened,  thrusting  you  both  asunder,  one  from 
the  other.  And  the  clergyman  looked  for  the  marriage-service 
in  vain  :  it  was  gone  out  of  the  book,  and  he  shut  up  the 
leaves,  and  put  it  from  him  in  despair.  And  I  woke  with  my 
eyes  full  of  tears  and  my  heart  beating — for  /  believe  in 
dreams. 

'Believe,  too,  Miss  Fairlie — I  beg  of  you,  for  your  own 
sake,  believe  as  I  do.  Joseph  and  Daniel,  and  others  in 
Scripture,  believed  in  dreams.  Inquire  into  the  past  life  of 
that  man  with  the  scar  on  his  hand,  before  you  say  the  words 
that  make  you  his  miserable  wife.  I  don't  give  you  this 
warning  on  my  account,  but  on  yours.  I  have  an  interest  in 
your  well-being  that  will  live  as  long  as  I  draw  breath.  Your 
mother's  daughter  has  a  tender  place  in  my  heart — for  your 
mother  was  my  first,  my  best,  my  only  friend.' 

There,  the  extraordinary  letter  ended,  without  signature  of 
any  sort. 

The  handwriting  aflforded  no  prospect  of  a  clue.     It  was 

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traced  on  ruled  lines,  in  the  cramped,  conventional,  copybook 
character,  technically  termed  '  small  hand.'  It  was  feeble  and 
faint,  and  defaced  by  blots,  but  had  otherwise  nothing  to 
distinguish  it. 

*  That  is  not  an  illiterate  letter,'  said  Miss  Halcombe,  '  and, 
at  the  same  time,  it  is  surely  too  incoherent  to  be  the  letter 
of  an  educated  person  in  the  higher  ranks  of  life.  The  refer- 
ence to  the  bridal  dress  and  veil,  and  other  little  expressions, 
seem  to  point  to  it  as  the  production  of  some  woman.  What 
do  you  think,  Mr.  Hartright?  ' 

'  I  think  so  too.  It  seems  to  me  to  be  not  only  the  letter 
of  a  woman,  but  of  a  woman  whose  mind  must  be ' 

'  Deranged  ?  '  suggested  Miss  Halcombe.  '  It  struck  me 
in  that  light,  too.' 

I  did  not  answer.  While  I  was  speaking,  my  eyes  rested 
on  the  last  sentence  of  the  letter  :  *  Your  mother's  daughter 
has  a  tender  place  in  my  heart — for  your  mother  was  my  first, 
my  best,  my  only  friend.'  Those  words  and  the  doubt  which 
had  just  escaped  me  as  to  the  sanity  of  the  writer  of  the  letter, 
acting  together  on  my  mind,  suggested  an  idea,  which  I  was 
literally  afraid  to  express  openly,  or  even  to  encourage  secretly. 
I  began  to  doubt  whether  my  own  faculties  were  not  in  danger 
of  losing  their  balance.  It  seemed  almost  like  a  monomania 
to  be  tracing  back  everything  strange  that  happened,  every- 
thing unexpected  that  v>'as  said,  always  to  the  same  hidden 
source  and  the  same  sinister  influence.  I  resolved,  this  time, 
in  defence  of  my  own  courage  and  my  own  sense,  to  come  to 
no  de-cision  that  plain  fact  did  not  warrant,  and  to  turn  my 
back  resolutely  on  everything  that  tempted  me  in  the  shape 
of  surmise. 

'  If  we  have  any  chance  of  tracing  the  person  who  has 
written  this,'  I  said,  returning  the  letter  to  Miss  Halcombe, 
'  there  can  be  no  harm  in  seizing  our  opportunity  the  moment 
it  offers.  I  think  we  ought  to  speak  to  the  gardener  again 
about  the  elderly  v\-oman  who  gave  him  the  letter,  and  then 
to  continue  our  inquiries  in  the  village.  But  first  let  me  ask 
a  question.  You  mentioned  just  now  the  alternative  of  con- 
sulting Mr.  Fairlie's  legal  adviser  to-morrow.  Is  there  no 
possibility  of  communicating  with  him  earlier  ?  Why  not  to- 
day ?  ' 

'  I  can  only  explain,'  replied  Miss  Halcombe,  '  by  entering 
into  certain  particulars,  connected  w-ith  my  sister's  marriage 
engagement,  w'hich  I  did  not  think  it  necessary  or  desirable 
to  mention  to  you  this  morning.  One  of  Sir  Percival  Glyde's 
objects  in  coming  here,  on   Monday,  is  to  fix  the  period  of 

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his  marriage,  which  has  hitherto  been  left  quite  unsettled. 
He  is  anxious  that  the  event  should  take  place  before  the  end 
of  the  year.' 

'  Does  Miss  Fairlie  know  of  that  wish  ?  '  I  asked,  eagerly. 

'  She  has  no  suspicion  of  it  ;  and,  after  what  has 
happened,  I  shall  not  take  the  responsibility  upon  myself  of 
enlightening  her.  Sir  Percival  has  only  mentioned  his  views 
to  Mr.  Fairlie,  who  has  told  me  himself  that  he  is  ready  and 
anxious,  as  Laura's  guardian,  to  forward  them.  He  has 
written  to  London,  to  the  family  solicitor,  Mr.  Gilmore. 
Mr.  Gilmore  happens  to  be  away  in  Glasgow  on  business  ; 
and  he  has  replied  by  proposing  to  stop  at  Limmeridge 
House,  on  his  way  back  to  town.  He  will  arrive  to-morrow, 
and  will  stay  with  us  a  few  days,  so  as  to  allow  Sir  Percival 
time  to  plead  his  own  cause.  If  he  succeeds,  Mr.  Gilmore 
will  then  return  to  London,  taking  with  him  his  instructions 
for  my  sister's  marriage-settlement.  You  understand  now, 
Mr.  Hartright,  why  I  speak  of  waiting  to  take  legal  advice 
until  to-morrow  ?  Mr.  Gilmore  is  the  old  and  tried  friend  of 
two  generations  of  Fairlies  ;  and  wc  can  trust  him,  as  we 
could  trust  no  one  else.' 

The  marriage-settlement  !  The  mere  hearing  of  those 
two  words  stung  me  with  a  jealous  despair  that  was  poison 
to  my  higher  and  better  instincts.  I  began  to  think — it  is 
hard  to  confess  this,  but  I  must  suppress  nothing  from 
beginning  to  end  of  the  terrible  story  that  I  now  stand  com- 
mitted to  reveal— I  began  to  think,  with  a  hateful  eagerness 
of  hope,  of  the  vague  charges  against  Sir  Percival  Glyde 
which  the  anonymous  letter  contained.  What  if  those  wild 
accusations  rested  on  a  foundation  of  truth  ?  What  if  their 
truth  could  be  proved  before  the  fatal  words  of  consent  were 
spoken,  and  the  marriage-settlement  was  drawn  ?  I  have 
tried  to  think,  since,  that  the  feeling  which  then  animated  me 
began  and  ended  in  pure  devotion  to  Miss  Fairlie's  interests. 
But  I  have  never  succeeded  in  deceiving  myself  into  believing 
it ;  and  I  must  not  now  attempt  to  deceive  others.  The 
feeling  began  and  ended  in  reckless,  vindictive,  hopeless 
hatred  of  the  man  who  was  to  marry  her. 

*  If  we  are  to  find  out  anything,'  I  said,  speaking  under 
the  new  influence  which  was  now  directing  me,  '  we  had 
better  not  let  another  minute  slip  by  us  unemployed.  I  can 
only  suggest,  once  more,  the  propriety  of  questioning  the 
gardener  a  second  time,  and  of  inquiring  in  the  village 
immediately  afterwards.' 

'  I  think  I  m.ay  be  of  help  to  vou  in  both  cases,'  said  Miss 

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Halcombe,  rising.      *  Let  us  go,  Mr.  Hartright,  at  once,  and 
do  the  best  we  can  together.' 

I  had  the  door  in  my  hand  to  open  it  for  her — but  I 
stopped,  on  a  sudden,  to  ask  an  important  question  before 
we  set  forth. 

'  One  of  the  paragraphs  of  the  anonymous  letter,'  I  said, 
'  contains  some  sentences  of  minute  personal  description. 
Sir  Percival  Clyde's  name  is  not  mentioned,  I  know — but 
does  that  description  at  all  resemble  him  ? ' 

'  Accurately  ;  even  in  stating  his  age  to  be  forty-five ' 

Forty-five  ;  and  she  was  not  yet  twenty-one  !  Men  of 
his  age  married  wives  of  her  age  every  day  :  and  experience 
had  shown  those  marriages  to  be  often  the  happiest  ones. 
I  knew  that — and  yet  even  the  mention  of  his  age,  when  I 
contrasted  it  with  hers,  added  to  my  blind  hatred  and  dis- 
trust of  him. 

'Accurately,'  Miss  Halcombe  continued,  'even  to  the 
scar  on  his  right  hand,  which  is  the  scar  of  a  wound  that  he 
received  years  since  when  he  was  travelling  in  Italy.  There 
can  be  no  doubt  that  every  peculiarity  of  his  personal 
appearance  is  thoroughly  well  known  to  the  writer  of  the 
letter.' 

'  Even  a  cough  that  he  is  troubled  with  is  mentioned,  if  I 
remember  right  ? ' 

'  Yes,  and  mentioned  correctly.  He  treats  it  lightly  him- 
self, though  it  sometimes  makes  his  friends  anxious  about 
him.' 

'  I  suppose  no  whispers  have  ever  been  heard  against  his 
character  ? ' 

'  Mr.  Hartright !  I  hope  you  are  not  unjust  enough  to 
let  that  infamous  letter  influence  you  ?  ' 

I  felt  the  blood  rush  into  my  cheeks,  for  I  knew  that  it 
had  influenced  me. 

'I  hope  not,'  I  answered,  confusedly.  'Perhaps  I  Lad 
no  right  to  ask  the  question.' 

'  1  am  not  sorry  you  asked  it,'  she  said,  '  for  it  enables  me 
to  do  justice  to  Sir  Percival's  reputation.  Not  a  whisper, 
Mr.  Hartright,  has  ever  reached  me,  or  my  family,  against 
him.  He  has  fought  successfully  two  contested  elections  ; 
and  has  come  out  of  the  ordeal  unscathed.  A  man  who 
can  do  that,  in  England,  is  a  man  whose  character  is  estab- 
lished.' 

I  opened  the  door  for  her  in  silence,  and  followed  her  out. 
She  had  not  convinced  me.  If  the  recording  angel  had  come 
down  from  heaven  to  confirm  her,  and  had  opened  his  book 


THE   WOMAN   IN   WHITE 

to   my  mortal   eyes,   the    recording   angel   would   not   have 
convhiced  me. 

We  found  the  gardener  at  work  as  usual.  No  amount  of 
questioning  could  extract  a  single  answer  of  any  importance 
from  the  lad's  impenetrable  stupidity.  The  woman  who  had 
given  him  the  letter  was  an  elderly  woman  ;  she  had  not 
spoken  a  word  to  him ;  and  she  had  gone  away  towards  the 
south  in  a  great  hurry.  That  was  all  the  gardener  could  tell 
us. 

The  village  lay  southward  of  the  house.  So  to  the  village 
we  went  next. 

XII. 

Our  inquiries  at  Limmeridge  were  patiently  pursued  in  all 
directions,  and  among  all  sorts  and  conditions  of  people. 
But  nothing  came  of  them.  Three  of  the  villagers  did 
certainly  assure  us  that  they  had  seen  the  woman ;  but  as 
they  were  quite  unable  to  describe  her,  and  quite  incapable  of 
agreeing  about  the  exact  direction  in  which  she  was  proceed- 
ing when  they  last  saw  her,  these  three  bright  exceptions  to 
the  general  rule  of  total  ignorance  afforded  no  more  real 
assistance  to  us  than  the  mass  of  their  unhelpful  and  unob- 
servant neighbours. 

The  course  of  our  useless  investigations  brought  us,  in 
time,  to  the  end  of  the  village  at  which  the  schools  established 
by  Mrs.  Fairlie  were  situated.  As  we  passed  the  side  of  the 
building  appropriated  to  the  use  of  the  boys,  I  suggested  the 
propriety  of  making  a  last  inquiry  of  the  schoolmaster,  whom 
we  might  presume  to  be,  in  virtue  of  his  office,  the  most 
intelligent  man  in  the  place. 

'  I  am  afraid  the  schoolmaster  must  have  been  occupied 
with  his  scholars,'  said  Miss  Halcombe,  'just  at  the  time 
when  the  woman  passed  through  the  village,  and  returned 
again.     However  we  can  but  try.' 

We  entered  the  playground  enclosure,  and  walked  by  the 
schoolroom  window,  to  get  round  to  the  door,  which  was 
situated  at  the  back  of  the  building.  I  stopped  for  a  moment 
at  the  window  and  looked  in. 

The  schoolmaster  was  sitting  at  his  high  desk,  with  his 
back  to  me,  apparently  haranguing  the  pupils,  who  were  all 
gathered  together  in  front  of  him,  with  one  exception.  The 
one  exception  was  a  sturdy  white-headed  boy,  standing  apart 
from  all  the  rest  on  a  stool  in  a  corner — a  forlorn  little  Crusoe, 
isolated  in  his  own  desert  island  of  solitary  penal  disgrace. 

The  door,  when  we  got  round  to  it,  was  ajar  ;  and  the 

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schoolmaster's  voice  reached  us  plainly,  as  we  both  stopped 
for  a  minute  under  the  porch. 

'  Now,  boys,'  said  the  voice,  '  mind  what  I  tell  you.  If  I 
hear  another  word  spoken  about  ghosts  in  this  school,  it  will 
be  the  worst  for  all  of  you.  There  are  no  such  things  as 
ghosts ;  and,  therefore,  any  boy  who  believes  in  ghosts 
believes  in  what  can't  possibly  be  ;  and  a  boy  who  belongs  to 
Limmeridge  School,  and  believes  in  what  can't  possibly  be, 
sets  up  his  back  against  reason  and  discipline,  and  must  be 
punished  accordingly.  You  all  see  Jacob  Postlethwaite  stand- 
ing up  on  the  stool  there  in  disgrace.  He  has  been  punished, 
not  because  he  said  he  saw  a  ghost  last  night,  but  because 
he  is  too  impudent  and  too  obstinate  to  listen  to  reason  ;  and 
because  he  persists  in  saying  he  saw  the  ghost  after  I  have 
told  him  that  no  such  thing  can  possibly  be.  If  nothing  else 
w'ill  do,  I  mean  to  cane  the  ghost  out  of  Jacob  Postlethwaite  ; 
and  if  the  thing  spreads  among  any  of  the  rest  of  you,  I  mean 
to  go  a  step  farther,  and  cane  the  ghost  out  of  the  whole 
school.' 

*  We  seem  to  have  chosen  an  awkv/ard  moment  for  our 
visit,'  said  Miss  Halcombe,  pushing  open  the  door,  at  the 
end  of  the  schoolmaster's  address,  and  leading  the  way  in. 

Our  appearance  produced  a  strong  sensation  among  the 
boys.  They  appeared  to  think  that  we  had  arrived  for  the 
express  purpose  of  seeing  Jacob  Postlethwaite  caned. 

'  Go  home  all  of  you  to  dinner,'  said  the  schoolmaster, 
*  except  Jacob.  Jacob  must  stop  where  he  is  ;  and  the  ghost 
may  bring  him  his  dinner,  if  the  ghost  pleases.' 

Jacob's  fortitude  deserted  him  at  the  double  disappearance 
of  his  schoolfellows  and  his  prospect  of  dinner.  He  took_  his 
hands  out  of  his  pockets,  looked  hard  at  his  knuckles,  raised 
them  with  great  deliberation  to  his  eyes,  and,  when  they  got 
there,  ground  them  round  and  round  slowly,  accompanying 
the  action  by  short  spasms  of  sniffing,  which  followed  each 
other  at  regular  intervals — the  nasal  minute  guns  of  juvenile 
distress. 

'  We  came  here  to  ask  you  a  question,  Mr.  Dempster,' 
said  Miss  Halcombe,  addressing  the  schoolmaster  ;  '  and  Ave 
little  expected  to  find  you  occupied  in  exorcising  a  ghost. 
What  does  it  all  mean  ?     What  has  really  happened  ?  ' 

'  That  wicked  boy  has  been  frightening  the  whole  school, 
Miss  Halcombe,  by  declaring  that  he  saw  a  ghost  yesterday 
evening,'  answered  the  master.  '  And  he  still  persists  in  his 
absurd  story,  in  spite  of  all  that  I  can  say  to  him.' 

*  Most  extraordinary,'  said  Miss   Halcombe.     *  I  should 

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not  have  thought  it  possible  that  any  of  the  boys  had  Imagina- 
tion enough  to  see  a  ghost.  This  is  a  new  accession  indeed 
to  the  hard  labour  of  forming  the  youthful  mind  at  Limme- 
ridge — and  I  heartily  wish  you  well  through  it,  Mr.  Dempster. 
In  the  mean  time,  let  me  explain  why  you  see  me  here,  and 
what  it  is  I  want.' 

She  then  put  the  same  question  to  the  schoolmaster,  which 
we  had  asked  already  of  almost  every  one  else  in  the  village. 
It  was  met  by  the  same  discouraging  answer.  Mr.  Dempster 
had  not  set  eyes  on  the  stranger  of  whom  we  were  in  search. 

'  We  may  as  well  return  to  the  house,  Mr.  Hartright,' 
said  Miss  Halcombe  ;  '  the  information  we  want  is  evidently 
not  to  be  found.' 

She  had  bowed  to  Mr.  Dempster,  and  was  about  to  leave 
the  schoolroom,  when  the  forlorn  position  of  Jacob  Postle- 
thwaite,  piteously  sniffing  on  the  stool  of  penitence,  attracted 
her  attention  as  she  passed  him,  and  made  her  stop  good- 
humouredly  to  speak  a  w^ord  to  the  little  prisoner  before  she 
opened  the  door. 

'  You  foolish  boy,'  she  said,  'why  don't  you  beg  Mr. 
Dempster's  pardon,  and  hold  your  tongue  about  the  ghost  ?  ' 

*  Eh  ! — but  I  saw  t'  ghaist,'  persisted  Jacob  Postlethwaite, 
with  a  stare  of  terror  and  a  burst  of  tears. 

'  Stuff  and  nonsense !  You  saw  nothing  of  the  kind. 
Ghost  indeed  !     What  ghost ' 

*  I  beg  your  pardon,  Miss  Halcombe,'  interposed  the 
schoolmaster,  a  little  uneasily — '  but  I  think  you  had  better 
not  question  the  boy.  The  obstinate  folly  of  his  story  is  be- 
yond all  belief ;  and  you  might  lead  him  into  ignorantly — — * 

'  Ignorantl}^,  what?'  inquired  Miss  Halcombe,  sharply. 

'  Ignorantly  shocking  your  feelings,'  said  Mr.  Dempster, 
looking  very  much  discomposed. 

'  Upon  my  word,  Mr.  Dempster,  you  pay  my  feelings  a 
great  compliment  in  thinking  them  weak  enough  to  be 
shocked  by  such  an  urchin  as  that !  '  She  turned  with  an  air 
of  satirical  defiance  to  little  Jacob,  and  began  to  question 
him  directly.  '  Come  !  '  she  said  ;  '  I  mean  to  know  all  about 
this.     You  naughty  boy,  when  did  you  see  the  ghost  ? ' 

'  Yester'een,  at  the  gloaming,'  replied  Jacob. 

'  Oh !  you  saw  it  yesterday  evening,  in  the  twilight  ? 
And  what  was  it  like  ? ' 

'  Arl  in  white — as  a  ghaist  should  be,'  answered  the  ghost- 
seer,  with  a  confidence  beyond  his  years. 

'  And  where  was  it  ?  ' 

*  Away  yander,  in  t'  kirkyard — where  a  ghaist  ought  to  be.* 

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*As  a  "ghaist"  should  be — where  a  "ghaist"  ought  to 
be — why,  you  little  fool,  you  talk  as  If  the  manners  and 
customs  of  ghosts  had  been  familiar  to  you  from  your  infancy  ! 
You  have  got  your  story  at  your  fingers'  ends,  at  any  rate. 
I  suppose  I  shall  hear  next  that  you  can  actually  tell  me 
whose  ghost  it  was  ?  ' 

'  Eh  !  but  I  just  can,'  replied  Jacob,  nodding  his  head  with 
an  air  of  gloomy  triumph. 

Mr.  Dempster  had  already  tried  several  times  to  speak, 
while  Miss  Halcombe  was  examining  his  pupil ;  and  he  now 
interposed  resolutely  enough  to  make  himself  heard. 

'  Excuse  me.  Miss  Halcombe,'  he  said,  '  if  I  venture  to  say 
that  you  are  only  encouraging  the  boy  by  asking  him  these 
questions.' 

'  I  will  merely  ask  one  more,  Mr.  Dempster,  and  then  I 
shall  be  quite  satisfied.  Well,'  she  continued,  turning  to  the 
boy,  *  and  whose  ghost  was  it  ?  ' 

*T'  ghaist  of  Mistress  Falrlie,'  answered  Jacob  in  a 
whisper. 

The  effect  which  this  extraordinary  reply  produced  on 
Miss  Halcombe,  fully  justified  the  anxiety  which  the  school- 
master had  shown  to  prevent  her  from  hearing  it.  Her  face 
crimsoned  with  indignation — she  turned  upon  little  Jacob  with 
an  angry  suddenness  which  terrified  him  into  a  fresh  burst 
of  tears — opened  her  lips  to  speak  to  him — then  controlled 
herself — and  addressed  the  master  instead  of  the  boy. 

'  It  is  useless,'  she  said,  '  to  hold  such  a  child  as  that 
responsible  for  what  he  says.  I  have  little  doubt  that  the 
idea  has  been  put  into  his  head  by  others.  If  there  are 
people  in  this  village,  Mr.  Dempster,  who  have  forgotten 
the  respect  and  gratitude  due  from  every  soul  in  it  to  my 
mother's  memory,  I  will  find  them  out ;  and,  if  I  have  any 
influence  with  Mr.  Fairlie,  they  shall  suffer  for  it.' 

*  I  hope — indeed,  I  am  sure.  Miss  Halcombe — that  you 
are  mistaken,' said  the  schoolmaster.  'The  matter  begins 
and  ends  with  the  boy's  own  perversity  and  folly.  He  saw, 
or  thought  he  saw,  a  woman  in  white,  yesterday  evening,  as 
he  was  passing  the  churchyard ;  and  the  figure,  real  or 
fancied,  was  standing  by  the  marble  cross,  which  he  and 
every  one  else  in  Limmeridge  knows  to  be  the  monument 
over  Mrs.  Fairlie's  grave.  These  two  circumstances  are 
surely  sufficient  to  have  suggested  to  the  boy  himself  the 
answer  which  has  so  naturally  shocked  you  ?  ' 

Although  iSIiss  Halcombe  did  not  seem  to  be  convinced, 
she   evidently  felt  that  the  schoolmaster's   statement  of  the 

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case  was  too  sensible  to  be  openly  combated.  She  merely 
replied  by  thanking  him  for  his  attention,  and  by  promising 
to  see  him  again  when  her  doubts  were  satisfied.  This  said, 
she  bowed,  and  led  the  way  out  of  the  schoolroom. 

Throughout  the  whole  of  this  strange  scene,  I  had  stood 
apart,  listening  attentively,  and  drawing  my  own  conclusions. 
As  soon  as  we  were  alone  again,  Miss  Halcombe  asked  me  if 
I  had  formed  any  opinion  on  what  I  had  heard. 

'  A  very  strong  opinion,'  I  answered  ;  '  the  boy's  storj-,  as 
I  believe,  has  a  foundation  in  fact.  I  confess  I  am  anxious 
to  see  the  monument  over  Mrs.  Fairlie's  grave,  and  to 
examine  the  ground  about  it.' 

'  You  shall  see  the  grave.' 

She  paused  after  making  that  reply,  and  reflected  a  little 
as  we  walked  on.  *  What  has  happened  in  the  schoolroom,' 
she  resumed,  '  has  so  completely  distracted  my  attention  from 
the  subject  of  the  letter,  that  I  feel  a  little  bewildered  when  I 
try  to  return  to  it.  Must  we  give  up  all  idea  of  making  any 
further  inquiries,  and  wait  to  place  the  thing  in  Mr.  Gilmore's 
hands,  to-morrow?  ' 

'  By  no  means,  Miss  Halcombe.  What  has  happened  in 
the  schoolroom  encourages  me  to  persevere  in  the  investiga- 
tion.' 

*  Why  does  it  encourage  you  ? ' 

*  Because  it  strengthens  a  suspicion  I  felt,  when  you  gave 
me  the  letter  to  read.' 

*  I  suppose  you  had  your  reasons,  Mr.  Hartright,  for 
concealing  that  suspicion  from  me  till  this  moment  ?  ' 

'  I  was  afraid  to  encourage  it  in  myself.  I  thought  it  was 
utterly  preposterous — I  distrusted  it  as  the  result  of  some 
perversity  in  my  own  imagination.  But  I  can  do  so  no  longer. 
Not  only  the  boy's  own  answers  to  your  questions,  but  even 
a  chance  expression  that  dropped  from  the  schoolmaster's 
lips  in  explaining  his  story,  have  forced  the  idea  back  into 
my  mind.  Events  may  yet  prove  that  idea  to  be  a  delusion, 
Miss  Halcombe  ;  but  the  belief  is  strong  in  me,  at  this  moment, 
that  t+ie  fancied  ghost  in  the  churchyard,  and  the  writer  of 
the  anonymous  letter,  are  one  and  the  same  person.' 

She  stopped,  turned  pale,  and  looked  me  eagerly  in  the 
face. 

*  What  person  ?  ' 

*  The  schoolmaster  unconsciously  told  you.  When  he 
spoke  of  the  figure  that  the  boy  saw  in  the  churchyard,  he 
called  it  "  a  woman  in  white."  ' 

*  Not  Anne  Catherick  ! ' 

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'  Yes,  Anne  Catherick.' 

She   put   her   hand  throug-h   my   arm,  and   leaned  on  it 
heavily. 

'  I  don't  know  why,'  she  said,  in  low  tones,  '  but  there  is 
something  in  this  suspicion  of  yours  that  seems  to  startle  and 

unnerve  me.     I  feel '     She  stopped,  and  tried  to  laugh  it 

off.  '  Mr.  Hartright,'  she  went  on,  '  I  will  show  you  the 
grave,  and  then  go  back  at  once  to  the  house.  I  had  better 
not  leave  Laura  too  long-  alone.  I  had  better  go  back,  and 
sit  with  her.' 

We  were  close  to  the  churchyard  when  she  spoke.  The 
church,  a  dreary  building  of  gray  stone,  was  situated  in  a 
little  valley,  so  as  to  be  sheltered  from  the  bleak  winds  blow- 
ing- over  the  moorland  all  round  it.  The  burial-ground 
advanced,  from  the  side  of  the  church,  a  little  way  up  the 
slope  of  the  hill.  It  was  surrounded  by  a  rough,  low  stone 
wall,  and  was  bare  and  open  to  the  sky,  except  at  one 
extremity,  where  a  brook  trickled  down  the  stony  hill  side, 
and  a  clump  of  dwarf  trees  threw  their  narrow  shadows 
over  the  short,  meagre  grass.  Just  beyond  the  brook  and 
the  trees,  and  not  far  from  one  of  the  three  stone  stiles  which 
afforded  entrance,  at  various  points,  to  the  churchyard,  rose 
the  white  marble  cross  that  distinguished  Mrs.  Fairlie's  grave 
^from  the  humbler  monuments  scattered  about  it. 

*  I  need  go  no  farther  with  you,'  said  Miss  Halcombe, 
pointing  to  the  grave.  *  You  will  let  me  know  if  you  find 
anything  to  confirm  the  idea  you  have  just  mentioned  to  me. 
Let  us  meet  again  at  the  house.' 

She  left  me.  I  descended  at  once  to  the  churchyard,  and 
crossed  the  stile  which  led  directly  to  Mrs.  Fairlie's  grave. 

The  grass  about  it  was  too  short,  and  the  ground  too 
hard,  to  show  any  marks  of  footsteps.  Disappointed  thus 
far,  I  next  looked  attentively  at  the  cross,  and  at  the  square 
block  of  marble  below  it,  on  which  the  inscription  was  cut. 

The  natural  whiteness  of  the  cross  was  a  little  clouded, 
here  and  there,  by  weather-stains  ;  and  rather  more  than  one 
half  of  the  square  block  beneath  it,  on  the  side  which  bore 
the  inscription,  was  in  the  same  condition.  The  other  half, 
however,  attracted  my  attention  at  once  by  its  singular  free- 
dom from  stain  or  impurity  of  any  kind.  I  looked  closer, 
and  saw  that  it  had  been  cleaned — recently  cleaned,  in  a 
downward  direction  from  top  to  bottom.  The  boundary  line 
between  the  part  that  had  been  cleaned  and  the  part  that  had 
not,  was  traceable  wherever  the  inscription  left  a  blank  space 
of  marble — sharply  traceable  as  a  line  that  had  been  produced 

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by  artificial  means.  Who  had  beg-un  the  cleansing-  of  the 
marble,  and  who  had  left  it  unfinished  ? 

I  looked  about  me,  wondering  how  the  question  was  to 
be  solved.  No  sign  of  a  habitation  could  be  discerned  from 
the  point  at  which  I  was  standing  :  the  burial-ground  was 
left  in  the  lonely  possession  of  the  dead.  I  returned  to  the 
church,  and  walked  round  it  till  I  came  to  the  back  of  the 
building  ;  then  crossed  the  boundary  wall  beyond,  by  another 
of  the  stone  stiles  ;  and  found  myself  at  the  head  of  a  path 
leading  down  into  a  deserted  stone  quarry.  Against  one 
side  of  the  quarry  a  little  two  room  cottage  was  built  ;  and 
just  outside  the  door  an  old  woman  was  engaged  in  washing. 

I  walked  up  to  her,  and  entered  into  conversation  about 
the  church  and  burial-ground.  She  was  ready  enough  to 
talk  ;  and  almost  the  first  words  she  said  informed  me  that 
her  husband  filled  the  two  offices  of  clerk  and  sexton.  I  said 
a  few  words  next  in  praise  of  Mrs.  Fairlie's  monument.  The 
old  woman  shook  her  head,  and  told  me  I  had  not  seen  it  at 
its  best.  It  was  her  husband's  business  to  look  after  it  ;  but 
he  had  been  so  ailing  and  weak,  for  months  and  months  past, 
that  he  had  hardly  been  able  to  crawl  into  church  on  Sundays 
to  do  his  duty  ;  and  the  monument  had  been  neglected  in 
consequence.  He  was  getting  a  little  better  now  ;  and,  in  a 
week  or  ten  days'  time,  he  hoped  to  be  strong  enough  to  set 
to  work  and  clean  it. 

This  information — extracted  from  a  long  rambling  answer, 
in  the  broadest  Cumberland  dialect — told  me  all  that  I  most 
wanted  to  know.  I  gave  the  poor  woman  a  trifle,  and 
returned  at  once  to  Limmeridge  House. 

The  partial  cleansing  of  the  monument  had  evidently  been 
accomplished  by  a  strange  hand.  Connecting  what  I  had 
discovered,  thus  far,  with  what  I  had  suspected  after  hearing 
the  story  of  the  ghost  seen  at  twilight,  I  wanted  nothing 
more  to  confirm  my  resolution  to  watch  Mrs.  Fairlie's  grave, 
in  secret,  that  evening  ;  returning  to  it  at  sunset,  and  wait- 
ing within  sight  of  it  till  the  night  fell.  The  work  of  clean- 
sing the  monument  had  been  left  unfinished  ;  and  the  person 
by  whom  it  had  been  begun  might  return  to  complete  it. 

On  getting  back  to  the  house,  I  informed  Miss  Halcombe 
of  what  I  intended  to  do.  She  looked  surprised  and  uneasy, 
while  I  was  explaining  my  purpose  ;  but  she  made  no  positive 
objection  to  the  execution  of  it.  She  only  said,  '  I  hope  it 
may  end  well.'  Just  as  she  was  leaving  me  again,  I  stopped 
her  to  inquire,  as  calmly  as  I  could,  after  Miss  Fairlie's 
health.     She   was   in   better   spirits ;    and   Miss    Halcombe 

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hoped  she  might  be  induced  to  take  a  little  walking*  exercise 
while  the  afternoon  sun  lasted. 

I  returned  to  my  own  room,  to  resume  setting  the  draw- 
ings in  order.  It  was  necessary  to  do  this,  and  doubly  neces- 
sary to  keep  my  mind  employed  on  anything  that  would  help 
to  distract  my  attention  from  myself,  and  from  the  hopeless 
future  that  lay  before  me.  From  time  to  time,  I  paused  in 
my  work  to  look  out  of  window  and  watch  the  sky  as  the 
sun  sank  nearer  and  nearer  to  the  horizon.  On  one  of  those 
occasions  I  saw  a  figure  on  the  broad  gravel  walk  under  my 
window.     It  was  Miss  Fairlie. 

I  had  not  seen  her  since  the  morning  ;  and  I  had  hardly 
spoken  to  her  then.  Another  day  at  Limmeridge  was  all  that 
remained  to  me  ;  and  after  that  day  my  eyes  might  never 
look  on  her  again.  This  thought  was  enough  to  hold  me  at 
the  window.  I  had  sufficient  consideration  for  her,  to 
arrange  the  blind  so  that  she  might  not  see  me  if  she  looked 
up  ;  but  I  had  no  strength  to  resist  the  temptation  of  letting 
my  eyes,  at  least,  follow  her  as  far  as  they  could  on  her  walk. 

She  was  dressed  in  a  brown  cloak,  with  a  plain  black  silk 
gown  under  it.  On  her  head  was  the  same  simple  straw  hat 
which  she  had  worn  on  the  morning  when  we  first  met.  A 
veil  was  attached  to  it  now,  which  hid  her  face  from  me.  By 
her  side,  trotted  a  little  Italian  greyhound,  the  pet  companion 
of  all  her  walks,  smartly  dressed  in  a  scarlet  cloth  wrapper, 
to  keep  the  sharp  air  from  his  delicate  skin.  She  did  not 
seem  to  notice  the  dog.  She  walked  straight  forward,  with 
her  head  drooping  a  little,  and  her  arms  folded  in  her  cloak. 
The  dead  leaves  which  had  whirled  in  the  wind  before  me, 
v/hen  I  had  heard  of  her  marriage  engagement  in  the  morning, 
whirled  in  the  wind  before  her,  and  rose  and  fell  and  scat- 
tered themselves  at  her  feet,  as  she  walked  en  in  the  pale 
waning  sunlight.  The  dog  shivered  and  trembled,  and 
pressed  against  her  dress  impatiently  for  notice  and  encour- 
agement. But  she  never  heeded  him.  She  walked  on, 
farther  and  farther  away  from  me,  with  the  dead  leaves 
whirling  about  her  on  the  path — walked  on,  till  my  aching 
eyes  could  see  her  no  more,  and  I  was  left  alone  again  with 
my  own  heavy  heart. 

In  another  hour's  time,  I  had  done  my  work,  and  the 
sunset  was  at  hand.  I  got  my  hat  and  coat  in  the  hall,  and 
slipped  out  of  the  house  without  meeting  anyone. 

The  clouds  were  wild  in  the  western  heaven,  and  the  wind 
blew  chill  from  the  sea.  Far  as  the  shore  was,  the  sound  of 
the   surf  swept   over   the   intervening   moorland,    and   beat 

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drearily  in  my  ears,  when  I  entered  the  churchyard.  Not  a 
living  creature  was  in  sight.  The  place  looked  lonelier  than 
ever,  as  I  chose  my  position,  and  waited  and  watched,  with 
my  eyes  on  the  white  cross  that  rose  over  Mrs.  Fairlie's 
grave. 

XIII. 

The  exposed  situation  of  the  churchyard  had  obliged  me  to 
be  cautious  in  choosing  the  position  'that  I  was  to  occupy. 

The  main  entrance  to  the  church  was  on  the  side  next  to 
the  burial-ground  ;  and  the  door  was  screened  by  a  porch 
walled  in  on  either  side.  After  some  little  hesitation,  caused 
by  natural  reluctance  to  conceal  myself,  indispensable  as  that 
concealment  was  to  the  object  in  view,  I  had  resolved  on 
entering  the  porch.  A  loophole  window  was  pierced  in  each 
of  its  side  walls.  Through  one  of  these  windows  I  could  see 
Mrs.  Fairlie's  grave.  The  other  looked  towards  the  stone 
quarry  in  which  the  sexton's  cottage  was  built.  Before  me, 
fronting  the  porch  entrance,  was  a  patch  of  bare  burial- 
ground,  a  line  of  low  stone  wall,  and  a  strip  of  lonely  brown 
hill,  with  the  sunset  clouds  sailing  heavily  over  it  before  the 
strong,  steady  wind.  No  living  creature  was  visible  or 
audible— no  bird  flew  by  me  ;  no  dog  barked  from  the  sexton's 
cottage.  The  pauses  in  the  dull  beating  of  the  surf  were 
filled  up  by  the  dreary  rustling  of  the  dwarf  trees  near  the 
grave,  and  the  cold  faint  bubble  of  the  brook  over  its  stony 
bed.  A  dreary  scene  and  a  dreary  hour.  My  spirits  sank 
fast  as  I  counted  out  the  minutes  of  the  evening  in  my  hidino-- 
place  under  the  church  porch. 

It  was  not  tvvilight  yet— the  light  of  the  setting  sun  still 
lingered  in  the  heavens,  and  little  more  than  the  first  half- 
hour  of  my  solitary  watch  had  elapsed— when  I  heard  foot- 
steps, and  a  voice.  The  footsteps  were  approaching  from 
the  other  side  of  the  church  ;  and  the  voice  was  a  woman's. 

'  Don't  you  fret,  my  dear,  about  the  letter,'  said  the  voice. 
'  I  gave  it  to  the  lad  quite  safe,  and  the  lad  he  took  it  from  me 
without  a  word.  He  vvent  his  way  and  I  went  mine  ;  and 
not  a  living  soul  followed  me,  afterwards— that  I'll  warrant.' 

These  words  strung  up  my  attention  to  a  pitch  of  expectation 
that  was  almost  painful.  There  was  a  pause  of  silence,  but 
the  footsteps  still  advanced.  In  another  moment,  two  persons, 
both  women,  passed  within  my  range  of  view  from  the  porch 
window.  They  were  walking  straight  towards  the  grave  ; 
and  therefore  they  had  their  backs  turned  towards  me. 

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One  of  the  women  was  dressed  in  a  bonnet  and  shawl. 
The  other  wore  a  long  travelling-cloak  of  a  dark-blue  colour, 
with  the  hood  drawn  over  her  head.  A  few  inches  of  her 
gown  were  visible  below  the  cloak.  My  heart  beat  fast  as  I 
noted  the  colour — it  was  white. 

After  advancing  about  halt-vv-ay  between  the  church  and 
the  grave,  they  stopped  ;  and  the  woman  in  the  cloak  turned 
her  head  towards  her  companion.  But  her  side  face,  which 
a  bonnet  might  now  have  allowed  me  to  see,  was  hidden  by 
the  heavy,  projecting  edge  of  the  hood. 

'  Mind  you  keep  that  comfortable  warm  cloak  on,'  said 
the  same  voice  which  I  had  already  heard — the  voice  of  the 
woman  in  the  shawl.  '  Mrs.  Todd  is  right  about  your  look- 
ing too  particular,  yesterday,  all  in  white.  I'll  walk  about 
a  little,  while  you're  here  ;  churchyards  being  not  at  all  in  my 
way,  whatever  they  may  be  in  yours.  Finish  what  you  want 
to  do,  before  I  come  back  ;  and  let  us  be  sure  and  get  home 
again  before  night.' 

W^ith  those  words,  she  turned  about,  and  retracing  her 
steps,  advanced  with  her  face  towards  me.  It  was  the  face 
of  an  elderly  woman,  brown,  rugged,  and  healthy,  with 
nothing  dishonest  or  suspicious  in  the  look  of  it.  Close  to 
the  church,  she  stopped  to  pull  her  shawl  closer  round  her. 

'  Queer,'  she  said  to  herself,  '  always  queer,  with  her 
whims  and  her  ways,  ever  since  I  can  remember  her.  Harm- 
less, though — as  harmless,  poor  soul,  as  a  little  child.' 

She  sighed  ;  looked  about  the  burial-ground  nervously  ; 
shook  her  head  as  if  the  dreary  prospect  by  no  means  pleased 
her  ;  and  disappeared  round  the  corner  of  the  church. 

I  doubted  for  a  moment  whether  I  ought  to  follow  and 
speak  to  her,  or  not.  My  intense  anxiety  to  find  myself  face 
to  face  with  her  companion  helped  me  to  decide  in  the  nega- 
tive. I  could  ensure  seeing  the  woman  in  the  shawl  by 
waiting  near  the  churchyard  until  she  came  back — although 
it  seemed  more  than  doubtful  whether  she  could  give  me  the 
information  of  which  I  was  in  search.  The  person  who  had 
delivered  the  letter  was  of  little  consequence.  The  person 
who  had  written  it  was  the  one  centre  of  interest,  and  the 
one  source  of  information  ;  and  that  person  I  now  felt  con- 
vinced v/as  before  me  in  the  churchyard. 

While  these  ideas  were  passing  through  my  mind,  I  saw 
the  woman  in  the  cloak  approach  close  to  the  grave,  and 
stand  looking  at  it  for  a  little  while.  She  then  glanced  all 
round  her,  and,  taking  a  white  linen  cloth  or  handkerchief 
from  under  her  cloak,  turned  aside  towards  the  brook.     The 

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little  stream  ran  into  the  churchyard  under  a  tiny  archway  in 
the  bottom  of  the  wall,  and  ran  out  again,  after  a  winding 
course  of  a  few  dozen  yards,  under  a  similar  opening.  She 
dipped  the  cloth  in  the  water,  and  returned  to  the  grave.  I 
saw  her  kiss  the  white  cross  ;  then  kneel  down  before  the 
inscription,  and  apply  her  wet  cloth  to  the  cleansing  of  it- 
After  considering  how  I  could  show  myself  with  the  least 
possible  chance  of  frightening  her,  I  resolved  to  cross  the 
wall  before  me,  to  skirt  round  it  outside,  and  to  enter  the 
churchyard  again  by  the  stile  near  the  grave,  in  order  that 
she  might  see  me  as  I  approached.  She  was  so  absorbed 
over  her  employment  that  she  did  not  hear  me  coming  until  I 
had  stepped  over  the  stile.  Then  she  looked  up,  started  to 
her  feet  with  a  faint  cry,  and  stood  facing  me  in  speechless 
and  motionless  terror. 

'  Don't  be  frightened,'  I  said.  *  Surely,  you  remember 
me?' 

I  stopped  while  I  spoke— then  advanced  a  few  steps 
gently — then  stopped  again — and  so  approached  by  little 
and  little,  till  I  was  close  to  her.  If  there  had  been  any 
doubt  still  left  in  my  mind,  it  must  have  been  now  set  at 
rest.  There,  speaking  affrightedly  for  itself — there  was  the 
same  face  confronting  me  over  Mrs.  Fairlie's  grave,  which 
had  first  looked  into  mine  on  the  high-road  by  night. 

'  You  remember  me  ?  '  I  said.  '  We  met  very  late,  and  I 
helped  you  to  find  the  way  to  London.  Surely  you  have  not 
forgotten  that  ? ' 

Her  features  relaxed,  and  she  drew  a  heavy  breath  of 
relief.  I  saw  the  new  life  of  recognition  stirring  slowly 
under  the  deathlike  stillness  which  fear  had  set  on  her  face. 

'  Don't  attempt  to  speak  to  me,  just  3'et,'  I  went  on. 
*  Take  time  to  recover  yourself — take  time  to  feel  quite 
certain  that  I  am  a  friend.' 

'You  are  very  kind  to  me,'  she  murmured.  *  As  kind 
now,  as  you  were  then.' 

She  stopped,  and  I  kept  silence  on  my  side.  I  was  not 
granting  time  for  composure  to  her  only,  I  was  gaining  time 
also  for  myself.  Under  the  wan  wild  evening  light,  that 
woman  and  I  were  met  together  again  ;  a  grave  between  us, 
the  dead  about  us,  the  lonesome  hills  closing  us  round  on 
every  side.  The  time,  the  place,  the  circumstances  under 
which  v.'e  now  stood  face  to  face  in  the  evening  stillness  of 
that  dreary  valley  ;  the  life-long  interests  which  might  hang 
suspended  on  the  next  chance  words  that  passed  between 
us  ;  the  sense  that,  for  aught  I  knew  to  the  contrary,  the 

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whole  future  of  Laura  Fairlie's  life  might  be  determined,  for 
good  or  for  evil,  by  my  winning  or  losing  the  confidence  of 
the  forlorn  creature  who  stood  trembling  by  her  mother's  grave 
— all  threatened  to  shake  the  steadiness  and  the  self-control 
on  which  every  inch  of  the  progress  I  might  yet  make  now 
depended.  I  tried  hard,  as  I  felt  this,  to  possess  myself  of 
all  my  resources  ;  I  did  my  utmost  to  turn  the  few  moments 
for  reflection  to  the  best  account. 

'Are  you  calmer,  now?  '  I  said,  as  soon  as  I  thought  it 
time  to  speak  again.  '  Can  you  talk  to  me,  without  feeling 
frightened,  and  without  forgetting  that  I  am  a  friend  ?  ' 

'  How  did  you  come  here  ?  '  she  asked,  without  noticing 
what  I  had  just  said  to  her. 

'  Don't  you  remember  my  telling  you,  when  we  last  met, 
that  I  was  going  to  Cumberland  ?  I  have  been  in  Cumber- 
land ever  since  ;  I  have  been  staying  all  the  time  at  Lim- 
meridge  House.' 

'  At  Limmeridge  House  ! '  Her  pale  face  brightened  as 
she  repeated  the  words  ;  her  wandering  eyes  fixed  on  me 
with  a  sudden  interest.  '  Ah,  how  happy  you  must  have 
been  !  '  she  said,  looking  at  me  eagerly  without  a  shadow 
of  its  former  distrust  left  in  her  expression. 

I  took  advantage  of  her  newl3-aroused  confidence  in  me, 
to  observe  her  face,  with  an  attention  and  a  curiosity  which 
I  had  hitherto  restrained  myself  from  showing,  for  caution's 
sake.  I  looked  at  her,  with  my  mind  full  of  that  other  lovely 
face  which  had  so  ominously  recalled  her  to  my  memory  on 
the  terrace  by  moonlight.  I  had  seen  Anne  Catherick's 
likeness  in  Miss  Fairlie.  I  now  saw  Miss  Fairlie's  likeness 
in  Anne  Catherick — saw  it  all  the  more  clearly  because  the 
points  of  dissimilarity  between  the  two  were  presented  to  me 
as  well  as  the  points  of  resemblance.  In  the  general  outline 
of  the  countenance  and  general  proportion  of  the  features  ; 
in  the  colour  of  the  hair  and  in  the  little  nervous  uncertainty 
about  the  lips  ;  in  the  height  and  size  of  the  figure,  and  the 
carriage  of  the  head  and  body,  the  likeness  appeared  even 
more  startling  than  I  had  ever  felt  it  to  be  yet.  But  there 
the  resemblance  ended,  and  the  dissimilarity,  in  details,  began. 
The  delicate  beauty  of  Miss  Fairlie's  complexion,  the  trans- 
parent clearness  of  her  eyes,  the  smooth  purity  of  her  skin, 
the  tender  bloom  of  colour  on  her  lips,  w'ere  all  missing  from 
the  worn,  weary  face  that  was  now  turned  towards  mine. 
Although  I  hated  myself  even  for  thinking  such  a  thing,  still, 
while  I  looked  at  the  woman  before  me,  the  idea  would  force 
itself  into  my  mind  that  one  sad  change,  in  the  future,  was 

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all  that  was  wanting  to  make  the  likeness  complete,  which  I 
now  saw  to  be  so  imperfect  in  detail.  If  ever  sorrow  and 
suffering  set  their  profaning  marks  on  the  youth  and  beauty 
of  Miss  Fairlie's  face,  then,  and  then  only,  Anne  Catherick 
and  she  would  be  the  twin-sisters  of  chance  resemblance,  the 
living  reflexions  of  one  another. 

I  shuddered  at  the  thought.  There  was  something 
horrible  in  the  blind  unreasoning  distrust  of  the  future  which 
the  mere  passage  of  it  through  my  mind  seemed  to  imply. 
It  was  a  welcom.e  interruption  to  be  roused  by  feeling  Anne 
Catherick's  hand  laid  on  my  shoulder.  The  touch  was  as 
stealthy  and  as  sudden  as  that  other  touch,  which  had 
petrified  me  from  head  to  foot  on  the  night  when  we  first 
met. 

'  You  are  looking  at  me  ;  and  you  are  thinking  of  some- 
thing,' she  said  with  her  strange,  breathless  rapidity  of 
utterance.     '  What  is  it  ?  ' 

'  Nothing  extraordinary,'  I  answered.  '  I  was  only 
wondering  how  you  came  here.' 

*  I  came  with  a  friend  who  is  very  good  to  me.  I  have 
only  been  here  two  days.' 

*  And  you  found  your  way  to  this  place  yesterday  ?  ' 

*  How  do  you  know  that  ?  ' 
'  I  only  guessed  it.' 

She  turned  from  me,  and  knelt  down  before  the  inscrip- 
tion once  more. 

'  Where  should  I  go,  if  not  here  ?  '  she  said.  '  The  friend 
who  w^as  better  than  a  mother  to  me,  is  the  only  friend  I  have 
to  visit  at  Limmeridge.  Oh,  it  makes  my  heart  ache  to  see  a 
stain  on  her  tomb  !  It  ought  to  be  kept  white  as  snow,  for 
her  sake.  I  was  tempted  to  begin  cleaning  it  yesterday  ;  and 
I  can't  help  coming  back  to  go  on  with  it  to-day.  Is  there 
anything  wrong  in  that  ?  I  hope  not.  Surely  nothing  can 
be  wrong  that  I  do  for  Mrs.  Fairlie's  sake  ?  ' 

The  old  grateful  sense  of  her  benefactress's  kindness  was 
evidently  the  ruling  idea  still  in  the  poor  creature's  mind — the 
narrov/  mind  which  had  but  too  plainly  opened  to  no  other 
lasting  impression  since  that  first  impression  of  her  younger 
and  happier  days.  I  saw  that  my  best  chance  of  winning  her 
confidence  lay  in  encouraging  her  to  proceed  with  the  artless 
employment  which  she  had  come  into  the  burial-ground  to 
pursue.  She  resumed  it  at  once,  on  my  telling  her  she  might 
do  so  ;  touching  the  hard  marble  as  tenderly  as  if  it  had 
been  a  sentient  thing,  and  whispering  the  words  of  the 
inscription  to  herself,  over  and  over  again,  as  if  the  lost  days 

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of  her  g^irlhood  had  returned  and  she  was  patiently  learning- 
her  lesson  once  more  at  Mrs.  Fairlie's  knees. 

'  Should  you  v/onder  very  much,'  I  said,  preparing-  the 
way  as  cautiously  as  I  could  for  the  questions  that  were  to 
come,  *  if  I  owned  that  it  is  a  satisfaction  to  me,  as  well  as  a 
surprise,  to  see  you  here  ?  I  felt  very  uneasy  about  you  after 
you  left  me  in  the  cab.' 

She  looked  up  quickly  and  suspiciously. 

'  Uneasy,'  she  repeated.     *  Why  ?  ' 

'  A  strange  thing  happened.,  after  we  parted,  that  night. 
Two  men  overtook  me  in  a  chaise.  They  did  not  see  where 
I  was  standing  ;  but  they  stopped  near  me,  and  spoke  to  a 
policeman,  on  the  other  side  of  the  way.' 

She  instantly  suspended  her  employment.  The  hand 
holding  the  damp  cloth  with  which  she  had  been  cleaning 
the  inscription,  dropped  to  her  side.  The  other  hand  grasped 
the  marble  cross  at  the  head  of  the  grave.  Her  face  turned 
towards  me  slowly,  with  the  blank  look  of  terror  set  rigidly 
on  it  once  more.  I  went  on  at  all  hazards  ;  it  was  too  late 
now  to  draw  back. 

'  The  two  men  spoke  to  the  policeman,'  I  said,  *  and 
asked  him  if  he  had  seen  you.  He  had  not  seen  you  ;  and 
then  one  of  the  men  spoke  again,  and  said  you  had  escaped 
from  his  Asylum.' 

She  sprang  to  her  feet,  as  if  niy  last  words  had  set  the 
pursuers  on  her  track. 

*  Stop  !  and  hear  the  end,'  I  cried.  *  Stop  !  and  you  shall 
know  hov/  I  befriended  yov..  A  word  from  me  would  have 
told  the  men  which  way  you  had  gone — and  I  never  spoke 
that  word.  I  helped  your  escape — I  made  it  safe  and  certain. 
Think,  try  to  think.     Try  to  understand  what  I  tell  you.' 

My  manner  seemed  to  influence  her  more  than  my  words. 
She  made  an  effort  to  grasp  the  new  idea.  Her  hands  shifted 
the  damp  cloth  hesitatingly  from  one  to  the  other,  exactly  as 
they  had  shifted  the  little  travelling-bag  on  the  night  when  I 
first  saw  her.  Slowly  the  purpose  of  my  words  seemed  to 
force  its  way  through  the  confusion  and  agitation  of  her 
mind.  Slowly,  her  features  relaxed,  and  her  eyes  looked  at 
me  with  their  expression  gaining  in  curiosity  what  it  was 
fast  losing  in  fear. 

'  Vou  don't  think  I  ought  to  be  back  in  the  Asylum,  do 
you  ?  '  she  said. 

'  Certainly  not.  I  am  glad  you  escaped  from  it ;  I  am 
glad  I  helped  you.' 

'Yes,  yes  ;  you  did  help  me  indeed  ;  you  helped    me  at 

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the  hard  part,'  she  went  on,  a  little  vacantly.  '  It  was  easy 
to  escape,  or  I  should  not  have  got  away.  They  never 
suspected  me  as  they  suspected  the  others.  I  was  so  quiet, 
and  so  obedient,  and  so  easily  frightened.  The  finding 
London  was  the  hard  part  ;  and  there  you  helped  me.  Did  I 
thank  you  at  the  time  ?     I  thank  you  now,  very  kindly.' 

'  Was  the  Asylum  far  from  where  )Ou  met  me  ?  Come  ! 
show  that  you  believe  me  to  be  your  friend,  and  tell  me 
where  it  was.' 

She  mentioned  the  place — a  private  Asylum,  as  its 
situation  informed  me  ;  a  private  Asylum  not  very  far  from 
the  spot  where  I  had  seen  her — and  then,  with  evident  sus- 
picion of  the  use  to  which  I  might  put  her  answer, 
anxiously  repeated  her  former  inquiry  :  '  Von  don't  think  I 
ought  to  be  taken  back,  do  you  ?  ' 

*  Once  again,  I  am  glad  you  escaped  ;  I  am  glad  you 
prospered  well,  after  you  left  me,'  I  answered.  '  You  said 
you  had  a  friend  in  London  to  go  to.    Did  you  find  the  friend  ?  ' 

*  Yes.  It  was  very  late  ;  but  there  was  a  girl  up  at 
needlework  in  the  house,  and  she  helped  me  to  rouse  Mrs. 
Clements.  Mrs.  Clements  is  my  friend.  A  good,  kind 
woman,  but  not  like  Mrs.  Fairlie.  Ah,  no,  nobody  is  like 
Mrs.  Fairlie  ! ' 

*  Is  Mrs.  Clements  an  old  friend  of  yours  ?  Have  you 
known  her  a  long  time  ?  ' 

*  Yes  ;  she  was  a  neighbour  of  ours  once,  at  home,  iil 
Hampshire  ;  and  liked  me,  and  took  care  of  me  when  I  was  a 
little  girl.  Years  ago,  when  she  Avent  away  from  us,  she 
wrote  down  in  my  prayer-book  for  me,  where  she  was  going 
to  live  in  London,  and  she  said,  "  If  you  are  ever  in  trouble, 
Anne,  come  to  me.  I  have  no  husband  alive  to  say  me  nay, 
and  no  children  to  look  after  ;  and  I  will  take  care  of  you." 
Kind  words,  were  they  not?  I  suppose  I  remember  them 
because  they  were  kind.  It's  little  enough  I  remember 
besides — little  enough,  little  enough  !  ' 

'  Had  you  no  father  or  mother  to  take  care  of  you  ?  ' 

'  Father  ?  I  never  saw  him  ;  I  never  heard  mother  speak 
of  him.     Father.^     Ah,  dear  !  he  is  dead  I  suppose.' 

'  And  your  mother  ?  ' 

'  I  don't  get  on  well  with  her.  \\'e  are  a  trouble  and  a 
fear  to  each  other.' 

A  trouble  and  a  fear  to  each  other  !  At  those  words,  the 
suspicion  crossed  my  mind,  for  the  first  time,  that  her  mother 
might  be  the  person  who  had  placed  her  under  restraint. 

'  Don't  ask  me  about  mother,'  she  went  on.     '  I'd  rather 

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talk  of  Mrs.  Clements.  Mrs.  Clements  is  like  you,  she 
doesn't  think  that  I  ought  to  be  back  in  the  Asylum  ;  and  she 
is  as  glad  as  you  are  that  I  escaped  from  it.  She  cried  over 
my  misfortune,  and  said  it  must  be  kept  secret  from  every- 
body.' 

Her  *  misfortune.'  In  what  sense  was  she  using  that 
word  ?  In  a  sense  which  might  explain  her  motive  in  writing 
the  anonymous  letter?  In  a  sense  which  might  show  it  to 
be  the  too  common  and  too  customary  motive  that  has  led 
many  a  woman  to  interpose  anonymous  hindrances  to  the 
marriage  of  the  man  who  has  ruined  her  ?  I  resolved  to 
attempt  the  clearing  up  of  this  doubt,  before  more  words 
passed  between  us  on  either  side. 

*  What  misfortune  ?  '  I  asked. 

'  The  misfortune  of  my  being  shut  up,'  she  answered, 
with  every  appearance  of  feeling  surprised  at  my  question. 
*  What  other  misfortune  could  there  be  ?  ' 

I  determined  to  persist,  as  delicately  and  forbearingly  as 
possible.  It  was  of  very  great  importance  that  I  should  be 
absolutely  sure  of  every  step  in  the  investigation  which  I  now 
gained  in  advance. 

'  There  is  another  misfortune,'  I  said,  '  to  which  a  woman 
may  be  liable,  and  by  which  she  may  suffer  life-long  sorrow 
and  shame.' 

'  What  is  it  ?  '  she  asked,  eagerly. 

'  The  misfortune  of  believing  too  innocently  in  her  own 
virtue,  and  in  the  faith  and  honour  of  the  man  she  loves,'  I 
answered. 

She  looked  up  at  me,  with  the  artless  bewilderment  of  a 
child.  Not  the  slightest  confusion  or  change  of  colour  ;  not 
the  faintest  trace  of  any  secret  consciousness  of  shame 
struggling  to  the  surface,  appeared  in  her  face — that  face 
which  betrayed  every  other  emotion  with  such  transparent 
clearness.  No  words  that  ever  were  spoken  could  have 
assured  me,  as  her  look  and  manner  now  assured  me,  that 
the  motive  which  I  had  assigned  for  her  writing  the  letter  and 
sending  it  to  Miss  Fairlie  was  plainly  and  distinctly  the 
wrong  one.  That  doubt,  at  any  rate,  was  now  set  at  rest  ; 
but  the  very  removal  of  it  opened  a  new  prospect  of  un- 
certainty. The  letter,  as  I  knew  from  positive  testimony, 
pointed  at  Sir  Percival  Clyde,  though  it  did  not  name  him. 
She  must  havehadsome  strongmotive,originatinginsomedeep 
sense  of  injury,  for  secretly  denouncing  him  to  Miss  Fairlie, 
in  such  terms  as  she  had  employed — and  that  motive  was 
unquestionably  not  to  be  traced  to  the  loss  of  her  innocence 

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and  her  character.  Whatever  wrong  he  might  have  inflicted 
on  her  was  not  of  that  nature.     Of  what  nature  could  it  be  ? 

'  I  don't  understand  you,'  she  said,  after  evidently  trying- 
hard,  and  trying  in  vain  to  discover  the  meaning  of  the 
words  I  had  last  said  to  her. 

*  Never  mind,'  I  answered.  '  Let  us  go  on  with  what  we 
were  talking  about.  Tell  me  how  long  you  stayed  with  Mrs. 
Clements  in  London,  and  how  you  came  here.' 

'How  long?'  she  repeated.  *I  stayed  with  Mrs. 
Clements  till  we  both  came  to  this  place,  two  days  ago.' 

'  You  are  living  in  the  village,  then  ? '  I  said.  *  It  is 
strange  I  should  not  have  heard  of  you,  though  you  have 
only  been  here  two  days  ' 

'  No,  no  ;  not  in  the  village.  Three  miles  away  at  a  farm. 
Do  you  know  the  farm  ?     They  call  it  Todd's  Corner.' 

I  remembered  the  place  perfectly ;  we  had  often  passed  by 
it  in  our  drives.  It  was  one  of  the  oldest  farms  in  the  neigh- 
bourhood, situated  in  a  solitary,  sheltered  spot,  inland  at  the 
junction  of  two  hills. 

'  They  are  relations  of  Mrs.  Clements  at  Todd's  Corner,' 
she  went  on,  *  and  they  had  often  asked  her  to  go  and  see 
them.  She  said  she  would  go,  and  take  me  with  her,  for  the 
quiet  and  the  fresh  air.  It  was  very  kind,  was  it  not  ?  I 
would  have  gone  anywhere  to  be  quiet,  and  safe,  and  out  of 
the  way.  But  when  I  heard  that  Todd's  Corner  was  near 
Limmeridge — oh  !  I  was  so  happy  I  would  have  Avalked  all 
the  way  barefoot  to  get  there,  and  see  the  schools  and  the 
village  and  Limmeridge  House  again.  They  are  very  good 
people  at  Todd's  Corner.  I  hope  I  shall  stay  there  a  long 
time.  There  is  only  one  thing  I  don't  like  about  them,  and 
don't  like  about  Mrs.  Clements ' 

'  What  is  it  ?  ' 

'  They  will  tease  me  about  dressing  all  in  white — they  say 
it  looks  so  particular.  How  do  they  know?  Mrs.  Fairlie 
knew  best.  Mrs.  Fairlie  would  never  have  made  me  wear 
this  ugly  blue  cloak  !  Ah  !  she  was  fond  of  white  in  her  life- 
time ;  and  here  is  white  stone  about  her  grave — and  I  am 
making  it  whiter  for  her  sake.  She  often  wore  white  herself; 
and  she  always  dressed  her  little  daughter  in  white.  Is  Miss 
Fairlie  well  and  happy  ?  Does  she  wear  white  now,  as  she 
used  when  she  was  a  girl  ?  ' 

Her  voice  sank  when  she  put  the  questions  about  Miss 
Fairlie  ;  and  she  turned  her  head  farther  and  farther  away 
from  me.  I  thought  I  detected,  in  the  alteration  of  her 
manner,  an  uneasy  consciousness  of  the  risk  she  had  run  in 

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sending   the  anonymous  letter ;    and  I  instantly  determined 
so  to  frame  my  answer  as  to  surprise  her  into  owning  it. 

'  Miss  Fairlie  is  not  very  well  or  very  happy  this  morning,' 
I  said. 

She  murmured  a  few  words  ;  but  they  were  spoken  so 
confusedly,  and  in  such  a  low  tone,  that  I  could  not  even 
guess  at  what  they  meant. 

'  Did  you  ask  me  why  J.Iiss  Fairlie  was  neither  well  nor 
happy  this  morning  ?  '  I  continued. 

'  No,'  she  said,  quickly  and  eagerly — '  oh,  no,  I  never 
asked  that.' 

'  I  will  tell  you  without  your  asking,'  I  went  on.  '  Miss 
Fairlie  has  received  your  letter.' 

She  had  been  dov/n  on  her  knees  for  some  little  time  past, 
carefully  removing  the  last  weather-stains  left  about  the 
inscription  while  Vv^e  were  speaking  together.  The  first 
sentence  of  the  words  I  had  just  addressed  to  her  made  her 
pause  in  her  occupation,  and  turn  slowly  without  rising  from 
her  knees,  so  as  to  face  me.  The  second  sentence  literally 
petrified  her.  The  cloth  she  had  been  holding  dropped  from 
her  hands  ;  her  lips  fell  apart ;  all  the  little  colour  that  there 
w^as  naturally  in  her  face  left  it  in  an  instant. 

'  How  do  you  know  ?  '  she  said,  faintly.  '  Who  showed 
it  to  you  ? '  The  blood  rushed  back  into  her  face — rushed 
overwhelmingly,  as  the  sense  rushed  upon  her  mind  that  her 
own  words  had  betrayed  her.  She  struck  her  hands  together 
in  despair.  'I  never  wrote  it,'  she  gasped,  affrightedly  ;  '  I 
know  nothing  about  it  ! ' 

'Yes,'  I  said,  'you  wrote  it,  and  you  know  about  it.  It 
was  wrong  to  send  such  a  letter  ;  it  was  wrong  to  frighten 
Miss  Fairlie.  If  you  had  anything  to  say  that  it  was  right 
and  necessary  for  her  to  hear,  you  should  have  gone  yourself 
to  Limmeridge  House  ;  you  should  have  spoken  to  the  young 
lady  with  your  own  lips.' 

She  crouched  down  over  the  flat  stone  of  the  grave,  till 
her  face  w-as  hidden  on  it ;  and  made  no  reply. 

'  Miss  Fairlie  will  be  as  good  and  kind  to  you  as  her  mother 
was,  if  you  mean  well,'  I  went  on.  'Miss  Fairlie  will  keep 
your  secret,  and  not  let  you  come  to  any  harm.  Will  you  see 
her  to-morrow  at  the  farm  ?  Will  you  meet  her  in  the  garden 
at  Limmeridge  House  ?  ' 

'  Oh,  if  I  could  die,  and  be  hidden  and  at  rest  with  yon!' 
Her  lips  murmured  the  words  close  on  the  grave-stone ; 
murmured  them  in  tones  of  passionate  endearment,  to  the 
dead  remains  beneath.     '  Yoii  know  how  I  love  your  child, 

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for  your  sake  !  Oh,  Mrs,  Fairlie  !  Mrs.  Fairlie  !  tell  me  how 
to  save  her.  Be  my*  darling-  and  my  mother  once  more,  and 
tell  me  what  to  do  for  the  best.' 

I  heard  her  lips  kissing  the  stone :  I  saw  her  hands 
beating-  on  it  passionately.  The  sound  and  the  sight  deeply 
affected  me.  I  stooped  down,  and  took  the  poor  helpless 
hands  tenderly  in  mine,  and  tried  to  soothe  her. 

It  was  useless.  She  snatched  her  hands  from  me,  and 
never  moved  her  face  from  the  stone.  Seeing  the  urgent 
necessity  of  quieting  her  at  any  hazard  and  by  any  means,  I 
appealed  to  the  only  anxiety  that  she  appeared  to  feel,  in  con- 
nexion with  me  and  with  my  opinion  of  her — the  anxiety  to 
convince  me  of  her  fitness  to  be  mistress  of  her  own  actions. 

'  Come,  come,'  I  said,  gently.  '  Try  to  compose  yourself, 
or  you  will  make  me  alter  my  opinion  of  you.  Don't  let  me 
think  that  the  person  who  put  you  in  the  Asylum,  might  have 
had  some  excuse — — ' 

The  next  words  died  away  on  my  lips.  The  instant  I 
risked  that  chance  reference  to  the  person  who  had  put  her 
in  the  Asylum,  she  sprang  up  on  her  knees.  A  most  extra- 
ordinary and  startling  change  passed  over  her.  Her  face,  at 
all  ordinary  times  so  touching  to  look  at,  in  its  nervous 
sensitiveness,  weakness,  and  uncertainty,  became  suddenly 
darkened  by  an  expression  of  maniacally  intense  hatred  and 
fear,  which  communicated  a  wild,  unnatural  force  to  every 
feature.  Her  eyes  dilated  in  the  dim  evening  light,  like  the 
eyes  of  a  wild  animal.  She  caught  up  the  cloth  that  had 
fallen  at  her  side,  as  if  it  had  been  a  living  creature  that  she 
could  kill,  and  crushed  it  in  both  her  hands  with  such  con- 
vulsive strength  that  the  few  drops  of  moisture  left  in  it 
trickled  down  on  the  stone  beneath  her. 

'  Talk  of  something  else,'  she  said,  whispering  through 
her  teeth.     '  I  shall  lose  myself  if  you  talk  of  that.' 

Every  vestige  of  the  gentler  thoughts  which  had  filled  her 
mind  hardly  a  minute  since  seemed  to  be  swept  from  it  now. 
It  was  evident  that  the  impression  left  by  Mrs.  Fairlie's 
kindness  was  not,  as  I  had  supposed,  the  only  strong  impres- 
sion on  her  memor}-.  With  the  grateful  remembrance  of  her 
school-days  at  Limmeridge,  there  existed  the  vindictive 
remembrance  of  the  wrong  inflicted  on  her  by  her  confinement 
in  the  Asylum.  Who  had  done  that  wrong  ?  Could  it  really 
be  her  mother  ? 

It  was  hard  to  give  up  pursuing-  the  inquiry  to  that  final 
point ;  but  I  forced  myself  to  abandon  all  idea  of  continuing 
it.     Seeing  her  as  I  saw  her  now,  it  would  have  been  cruel  to 

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think   of  anything   but   the  necessity  and  the   humanity  of 
restoring-  her  composure. 

'  I  will  talk  of  nothing  to  distress  you,'  I  said,  soothingly. 

'  You  want  something,'  she  answered,  sharply  and  sus- 
piciously. *  Don't  look  at  me  like  that.  Speak  to  me  ;  tell 
me  what  you  want.' 

'  I  only  want  you  to  quiet  yourself,  and,  when  you  are 
calmer,  to  think  over  what  I  have  said.' 

'  Said  ?  '  She  paused  ;  twisted  the  cloth  in  her  hands, 
backwards  and  forwards  ;  and  whispered  to  herself,  '  What 
is  it  he  said  ?  '  She  turned  again  towards  me,  and  shook  her 
head  impatiently.  '  Why  don't  you  help  me  ?  '  she  asked,  with 
angry  suddenness. 

'  Yes,  yes,'  I  said  ;  '  I  will  help  you  ;  and  5'ou  will  soon 
remember.  I  asked  you  to  see  Miss  Fairlie  to-morrow,  and 
to  tell  her  the  truth  about  the  letter.' 

'  Ah  !  Miss  Fairlie — Fairlie — Fairlie ' 

The  mere  utterance  of  the  loved,  familiar  name  seemed  to 
quiet  her.     Her  face  softened  and  grew  like  itself  again. 

'  You  need  have  no  fear  of  Miss  Fairlie,'  I  continued  ; 
'  and  no  fear  of  getting  into  trouble  through  the  letter.  She 
knows  so  much  about  it  already,  that  you  will  have  no 
difficulty  in  telling  her  all.  There  can  be  little  necessity  for 
concealment  where  there  is  hardly  anything  left  to  conceal. 
You  mention  no  names  in  the  letter  ;  but  Miss  Fairlie 
knows  that  the  person  you  write  of  is  Sir  Percival  Glyde ' 

The  instant  I  pronounced  that  name  she  started  to  her 
feet ;  and  a  scream  burst  from  her  that  rang  through  the 
churchyard  and  made  my  heart  leap  in  me  with  the  terror 
of  it.  The  dark  deformity  of  the  expression  which  had 
just  left  her  face,  lowered  on  it  once  more,  with  doubled  and 
trebled  intensity.  The  shriek  at  the  name,  the  reiterated 
look  of  hatred  and  fear  that  instantly  followed,  told  all.  Not 
even  a  last  doubt  now  remained.  Her  mother  was  guiltless 
of  imprisoning  her  in  the  Asylum.  A  man  had  shut  her  up 
— and  that  man  w^as  Sir  Percival  Glyde. 

The  scream  had  reached  other  ears  than  mine.  On  one 
side,  I  heard  the  door  of  the  sexton's  cottage  open  ;  on  the 
other,  I  heard  the  voice  of  her  companion,  the  woman  in  the 
shawl,  the  woman  whom  she  had  spoken  of  as  Mrs. 
Clements. 

'  I'm  coming  !  I'm  coming  !  '  cried  the  voice  from  behind 
the  clump  of  dwarf  trees. 

In  a  moment  more,  Mrs.  Clements  hurried  into  view. 
*  Who  are  you  ?' she  cried,  facing  me  resolutely,  as  she 

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set  her  foot  on  the  stile.      *  How  dare  you  frighten  a  poor 
helpless  woman  like  that  ?  ' 

She  was  at  Anne  CaLherick's  side,  and  had  put  one  arm 
around  her,  before  I  could  answer.  '  What  is  it,  my  dear  ?  ' 
she  said.      '  What  has  he  done  to  you  ?  ' 

*  Nothing,'  the  poor  creature  answered.  '  Nothing.  I'm 
only  frightened.' 

Mrs.  Clements  turned  on  me  with  a  fearless  indignation, 
for  which  I  respected  her. 

*  I  should  be  heartily  ashamed  of  myself  if  I  deserved  that 
angry  look,'  I  said.  'But  I  do  not  deserve  it.  I  have 
unfortunately  startled  her,  without  intending  it.  This  is  not 
the  first  time  she  has  seen  me.  Ask  her  yourself,  and  she 
will  tell  you  that  I  am  incapable  of  willingly  harming  her  or 
any  woman.' 

I  spoke  distinctly,  so  that  Anne  Catherick  might  hear  and 
understand  me  :  and  I  saw  that  the  words  and  their  meaning 
had  reached  her. 

*  Yes,    yes,'    she    said;     *he    was    good    to    me    once; 

he  helped  me '     She  whispered  the  rest  into  her  friend's 

ear. 

'  Strange,  indeed  !  '  said  Mrs.  Clements,  with  a  look  of 
perplexity.  '  It  makes  all  the  difference,  though.  I'm 
sorry  I  spoke  so  rough  to  you,  sir  ;  but  you  must  own  that 
appearances  looked  suspicious  to  a  stranger.  It's  more  my 
fault  than  yours,  for  humouring  her  whims,  and  letting  her 
be  alone  in  such  a  place  as  this.  Come,  my  dear — come 
home  now.' 

I  thought  the  good  woman  looked  a  little  uneasy  at  the 
prospect  of  the  walk  back,  and  I  offered  to  go  with  them 
imtil  they  were  both  within  sight  of  home.  Mrs.  Clements 
thanked  me  civilly,  and  declined.  She  said  they  were  sure  to 
meet  some  of  the  farm-labourers,  as  soon  as  they  got  to  the 
moor. 

'  Try  to  forgive  me,'  I  said,  when  Anne  Catherick  took 
her  friend's  arm  to  go  away.  Innocent  as  I  had  been  of  any 
intention  to  terrify  and  agitate  her,  my  heart  smote  me  as  I 
looked  at  the  poor,  pale,  frightened  face. 

'  I  will  try,'  she  answered.  '  But  )ou  know  too  much  ; 
I'm  afraid  you'll  always  frighten  me  now.' 

Mrs.  Clements  glanced  at  me,  and  shook  her  head 
pityingly. 

'Good  night,  sir,'  she  said.  'You  couldn't  help  it, 
I  know  ;  but  I  wish  it  was  me  you  had  frightened,  and  not 
her.' 

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They  moved  away  a  few  steps.  I  thought  they  had  left 
me  ;  but  Anne  suddenly  stopped,  and  separated  herself  from 
her  friend. 

'  Wait  a  little,'  she  said.     '  I  must  say  good-by.' 

She  returned  to  the  grave,  rested  both  hands  tenderly  on 
the  marble  cross,  and  kissed  it. 

'  I'm  better  now,'  she  sighed,  looking  up  at  me  quietly. 
*  I  forgive  you.' 

She  joined  her  companion  again,  and  they  left  the  burial- 
ground.  I  saw  them  stop  near  the  church,  and  speak  to  the 
sexton's  wife,  who  had  come  from  the  cottage,  and  had 
waited,  watching  us  from  a  distance.  Then  they  went  on 
again  up  the  path  that  led  to  the  moor.  I  looked  after  Anne 
Catherick  as  she  disappeared,  till  all  trace  of  her  had  faded  in 
the  twilight — looked  as  anxiously  and  sorrowfully  as  if  that 
was  the  last  I  was  to  see  in  this  weary  world  of  the  woman 
in  white. 

XIV. 

Half  an  hour  later,  I  was  back  at  the  house,  and  was  inform- 
ing Miss  Halcombe  of  all  that  had  happened. 

She  listened  to  me  from  beginning  to  end,  with  a  steady, 
silent  attention,  which,  in  a  woman  of  her  temperament 
and  disposition,  was  the  strongest  proof  that  could  be  offered 
of  the  serious  manner  in  which  my  narrative  affected  her. 

'  My  mind  misgives  me,'  was  all  she  said  when  I  had 
done.      '  My  mind  misgives  me  sadly  about  the  future.' 

'  The  future  may  depend,'  I  suggested,  '  on  the  use  we 
make  of  the  present.  It  is  not  improbable  that  Anne 
Catherick  may  speak  more  readily  and  unreservedly  to 
a  woman  than  she  has  spoken  to  me.     If  Miss  Fairlie ' 

'  Not  to  be  thought  of  for  a  moment,'  interposed  Miss 
Halcombe,  in  her  most  decided  manner. 

'Let  me  suggest,  then,'  I  continued,  'that  you  should 
see  Anne  Catherick  yourself,  and  do  all  you  can  to  win 
her  confidence.  For  my  own  part,  I  shrink  from  the  idea  of 
alarming  the  poor  creature  a  second  time,  as  I  have  most 
unhappily  alarmed  her  already.  Do  you  see  any  objection  to 
accompanying  me  to  the  farm-house  to-morrow  ?  ' 

'  None  whatever.  I  will  go  anywhere  and  do  anything 
to  serve  Laura's  interests.  What  did  you  say  the  place  was 
called  ? ' 

'  You  must  know  it  well.     It  is  called  Todd's  Corner.' 

*  Certainly.     Todd's  Corner  is  one  of  Mr.   Fairlie's  farms. 

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Our  dairymaid  here  is  the  farmer's  second  daughter.  She 
g-oes  backwards  and  forwards  constantly,  between  this  house 
and  her  father's  farm  ;  and  she  may  have  heard  or  seen 
something-  which  it  may  be  useful  to  us  to  know.  Shall  I 
ascertain,  at  once,  if  the  girl  is  down  stairs  ?  ' 

She  rang  the  bell,  and  sent  the  servant  with  his  message. 
He  returned,  and  announced  that  the  dairymaid  was  then  at 
the  farm.  She  had  not  been  there  for  the  last  three  days  ; 
and  the  housekeeper  had  given  her  leave  to  go  home,  for  an 
hour  or  two,  that  evening. 

'  I  can  speak  to  her  to-morrow,'  said  Miss  Halcombe, 
when  the  servant  had  left  the  room  again.  '  In  the  mean 
time,  let  me  thoroughly  understand  the  object  to  be  gained 
by  my  interview  with  Anne  Catherick.  Is  there  no  doubt  in 
your  mind  that  the  person  who  confined  her  in  the  Asylum 
vv'as  Sir  Percival  Glyde  ?  ' 

'  There  is  not  the  shadow  of  a  doubt.  The  only  mystery 
that  remains,  is  the  mystery  of  his  motive.  Looking  to  the 
great  difference  between  his  station  in  life  and  hers,  which 
seems  to  preclude  all  idea  of  the  most  distant  relationship 
between  them,  it  is  of  the  last  importance — even  assuming 
that  she  really  required  to  be  placed  under  restraint — to  know 
why  he  should  have  been  the  person  to  assume  the  serious 
responsibility  of  shutting  her  up ' 

'  In  a  private  Asylum,  I  think  you  said  ?  ' 

'  Yes,  in  a  private  Asylum,  where  a  sum  of  money  which 
no  poor  person  could  afford  to  give,  must  have  been  paid  for 
her  maintenance  as  a  patient.' 

'  I  see  where  the  doubt  lies,  Mr.  Hartright ;  and  I  promise 
you  that  it  shall  be  set  at  rest,  whether  Anne  Catherick  assists 
us  to-morrow  or  not.  Sir  Percival  Glyde  shall  not  be  long  in 
this  house  without  satisfying  Mr.  Gilmore,  and  satisfying  me. 
M}'  sister's  future  is  my  dearest  care  in  life  ;  and  I  have 
iniiuence  enough  over  her  to  give  me  some  power,  where  her 
marriage  is  concerned,  in  the  disposal  of  it.' 

We  parted  for  the  night. 

After  breakfast,  the  next  mornmg,  an  obstacle,  which  the 
events  of  the  evening  before  had  put  out  of  my  memory, 
interposed  to  prevent  our  proceeding  immediately  to  the 
farm.  This  was  my  last  day  at  Limmeridge  House  ;  and  it 
was  necessary,  as  soon  as  the  post  came  in,  to  follow  Miss 
Halcombe's  advice,  and  to  ask  Mr.  Fairlie's  permission  to 
shorten  my  engagement  by  a  month,  in  consideration  of  an 
unforeseen  necessity  for  my  return  to  London. 

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Fortunately  for  the  probabilit)^  of  this  excuse,  so  far  as 
appearances  were  concerned,  the  post  broug-ht  me  two 
letters  from  London  friends,  that  morning.  I  took  them 
away  at  once  to  my  own  room  ;  and  sent  the  servant  with 
a  message  to  Mr.  Fairlie,  requesting  to  know  when  I  could 
see  him  on  a  matter  of  business. 

I  awaited  the  man's  return,  free  from  the  slightest  feeling 
of  anxiety  about  the  manner  in  which  his  master  might 
receive  my  application.  With  Mr.  Fairlie's  leave  or  without 
it,  I  must  go.  The  consciousness  of  having  now  taken  the 
first  step  on  the  dreary  journey  which  was  henceforth  to 
separate  my  life  from  Miss  Fairlie's  seemed  to  have  blunted 
my  sensibility  to  every  consideration  connected  with  myself. 
I  had  done  with  my  poor  man's  touchy  pride  ;  I  had  done 
with  all  my  little  artist  vanities.  No  insolence  of  Mr.  Fairlie's, 
if  he  chose  to  be  insolent,  could  wound  me  now. 

The  servant  returned  with  a  message  for  which  I  was  not 
unprepared.  Mr.  Fairlie  regretted  that  the  state  of  his 
health,  on  that  particular  morning,  was  such  as  to  preclude 
all  hope  of  his  having  the  pleasure  of  receiving  me.  He 
begged,  therefore,  that  I  would  accept  his  apologies,  and 
kindly  communicate  what  I  had  to  say,  in  the  form  of  a 
letter.  Similar  messages  to  this  had  reached  me,  at  various 
intervals,  during  my  three  months'  residence  in  the  house. 
Throughout  the  whole  of  that  period,  Mr.  Fairlie  had  been 
rejoiced  to  '  possess  '  me,  but  had  never  been  well  enough  to 
see  me  for  a  second  time.  The  servant  took  every  fresh 
batch  of  drawings  that  I  mounted  and  restored,  back  to  his 
master,  with  my  '  respects  ; '  and  returned  empty-handed 
with  Mr.  Fairlie's  '  kind  compliments,'  '  best  thanks,'  and 
*  sincere  regrets  '  that  the  state  of  his  health  still  obliged  him 
to  remain  a  solitary  prisoner  in  his  own  room.  A  more 
satisfactory  arrangement  to  both  sides  could  not  possibly 
have  been  adopted.  It  would  be  hard  to  say  which  of  us, 
under  the  circumstances,  felt  the  most  grateful  sense  of 
obligation  to  Mr.  Fairlie's  accommodating  nerves. 

I  sat  down  at  once  to  write  the  letter,  expressing  myself 
in  it  as  civilly,  as  clearly,  and  as  briefly  as  possible.  Mr. 
Fairlie  did  not  hurry  his  reply.  Nearly  an  hour  elapsed 
before  the  answer  was  placed  in  my  hands.  It  was  written 
vrith  beautiful  regularity  and  neatness  of  character,  in  violet- 
coloured  ink,  on  note-paper  as  smooth  as  ivory  and  almost 
as  thick  as  cardboard  ;  and  it  addressed  me  in  these  terms  : — 

'  Mr.  Fairlie's  compliments  to  Mr.  Ilartright.     Mr.  Fairlie 

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is  more  surprised  and  disappointed  than  he  can  say  (in  the 
present  state  of  his  health)  by  Mr.  Hartright's  application. 
Mr.  Fairlie  is  not  a  man  of  business,  but  he  has  consulted 
his  steward,  who  is,  and  that  person  confirms  Mr.  Fairlie's 
opinion  that  Mr.  Hartrig-ht's  request  to  be  allowed  to  break 
his  engagement  cannot  be  justified  by  any  necessity  whatever, 
excepting  perhaps  a  case  of  life  and  death.  If  the  highly- 
appreciative  feeling  towards  Art  and  its  professors,  which  it 
is  the  consolation  and  happiness  of  Mr.  Fairlie's  suffering 
existence  to  cultivate,  could  be  easily  shaken,  Mr.  Hartright's 
present  proceeding  would  have  shaken  it.  It  has  not  done 
so — except  in  the  instance  of  Mr.  Hartright  himself. 

*  Having  stated  his  opinion — so  far,  that  is  to  say,  as 
acute  nervous  suffering  will  allow  him  to  state  anything — 
Mr.  Fairlie  has  nothing  to  add  but  the  expression  of  his 
decision,  in  reference  to  the  highly  irregular  application  that 
has  been  made  to  him.  Perfect  repose  of  body  and  mind 
being  to  the  last  degree  important  in  his  case,  Mr.  Fairlie 
will  not  suffer  Mr.  Hartright  to  disturb  that  repose  by 
remaining  in  the  house  under  circumstances  of  an  essentially 
irritating  nature  to  both  sides.  Accordingly,  Mr.  Fairlie 
waives  his  right  of  refusal,  pvirely  with  a  view  to  the 
preservation  of  his  own  tranquillity — and  informs  Mr.  Hart- 
right that  he  may  go.' 

I  folded  the  letter  up,  and  put  it  away  with  my  other 
papers.  The  time  had  been  when  I  should  have  resented  it 
as  an  insult  :  I  accepted  it,  now,  as  a  written  release  from 
my  engagement.  It  was  off  my  mind,  it  was  almost  out  of 
my  memory,  when  I  went  down  stairs  to  the  breakfast-room, 
and  informed  Miss  Halcombe  that  I  was  ready  to  walk  with 
her  to  the  farm. 

'  Has  Mr.  Fairlie  given  j'ou  a  satisfactory  answer  ?  '  she 
asked,  as  we  left  the  house. 

'  He  has  allowed  me  to  go.  Miss  Halcombe.' 

She  looked  up  at  me  quickly ;  and  then,  for  the  first 
time  since  I  had  known  her,  took  my  arm  of  her  ov\-n  accord. 
No  vv^ords  could  have  expressed  so  delicately  that  she  under- 
stood how  the  permission  to  leave  my  employment  had  been 
granted,  and  that  she  gave  me  her  sympathy,  not  as  my 
superior,  but  as  my  friend.  I  had  not  felt  the  man's  insolent 
letter  ;  but  I  felt  deeply  the  woman's  atoning  kindness. 

On  our  way  to  the  farm  we  arranged  that  Miss  Halcombe 
was  to  enter  the  house  alone,  and  that  I  was  to  wait  outside, 
within  call.     We  adopted  this  mode  of  proceeding  from  an 

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apprehension  that  my  presence,  after  what  had  happened  in 
the  churchyard  the  evening-  before,  might  have  the  effect  of 
renewing  Anne  Catherick's  nervous  dread,  and  of  rendering 
her  additionally  distrustful  of  the  advances  of  a  lady  who  was 
a  stranger  to  her.  Miss  Halcombe  left  me,  with  the  inten- 
tion of  speaking,  in  the  first  instance,  to  the  farmer's  wife  (of 
v/hose  friendly  readiness  to  help  her  in  any  way  she  w^as  well 
assured),  while  I  waited  for  her  in  the  near  neighbourhood  of 
the  house. 

I  had  fully  expected  to  be  left  alone,  for  some  time.  To 
my  surprise,  however,  little  more  than  five  minutes  had 
elapsed,  before  Miss  Halcombe  returned. 

'  Does  Anne  Catherick  refuse  to  see  you  ? '  I  asked  in 
astonishment. 

*  Anne  Catherick  is  gone,'  replied  Miss  Halcombe. 
'  Gone  ! ' 

*  Gone,  with  Mrs.  Clements.  They  both  left  the  farm  at 
eight  o'clock  this  morning.' 

I  could  say  nothing — I  could  only  feci  that  our  last  chance 
of  discovery  had  gone  with  them. 

*  All  that  Mrs.  Todd  knows  about  her  guests,  I  know,' 
Miss  Halcombe  went  on  ;  '  and  it  leaves  me,  as  it  leaves  her, 
in  the  dark.  They  both  came  back  safe,  last  night,  after 
they  left  you,  and  they  passed  the  first  part  of  the  evening 
with  Mr.  Todd's  family,  as  usual.  Just  before  supper-time, 
however,  Anne  Catherick  startled  them  all  by  being  suddenly 
seized  with  faintness.  She  had  had  a  similar  attack,  of  a  less 
alarming  kind,  on  the  day  she  arrived  at  the  farm  ;  and  Mrs. 
Todd  had  connected  it,  on  that  occasion,  with  something  she 
was  reading  at  the  time  in  our  local  newspaper,  which  lay  on 
the  farm  table,  and  which  she  had  taken  up  only  a  minute  or 
two  before.' 

'  Does  Mrs.  Todd  know  what  particular  passage  in  the 
newspaper  affected  her  in  that  way  ?  '   I  inquired. 

*  No,'  replied  Miss  Halcombe.  *  She  had  looked  it  over, 
and  had  seen  nothing  in  it  to  agitate  any  one.  I  asked  leave, 
hovv-ever,  to  look  it  over  in  my  turn  ;  and  at  the  very  first 
page  I  opened,  I  found  that  the  editor  had  enriched  his  small 
stock  of  news  by  drawing  upon  our  family  affairs,  and  had 
published  my  sister's  marriage  engagement,  among  his  other 
announcements,  copied  from  the  London  papers,  of  Marriages 
in  High  Life.  I  concluded  at  once  that  this  was  the  paragraph 
which  had  so  strangely  affected  Anne  Catherick  ;  and  I 
thought  I  saw  in  it,  also,  the  origin  of  the  letter  v/hich  she 
sent  to  our  house  the  next  day.' 

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'  There  can  be  no  doubt  in  either  case.  But  what  did  you 
hear  about  her  second  attack  of  faintness  yesterday  evening? ' 

'  Nothing-.  The  cause  of  it  is  a  complete  mystery.  There 
was  no  stranger  in  the  room.  The  only  visitor  was  our 
dairymaid,  who,  as  I  told  you,  is  one  of  Mr.  Todd's  daughters; 
and  the  only  conversation  was  the  usual  gossip  about  local 
affairs.  They  heard  her  cry  out,  and  saw  her  turn  deadly 
pale,  without  the  slightest  apparent  reason.  Mrs.  Todd  and 
Mrs.  Clements  took  her  up-stairs  ;  and  Mrs.  Clements  re- 
mained with  her.  They  were  heard  talking  together  until 
long  after  the  usual  bedtime ;  and,  early  this  morning,  Mrs. 
Clements  took  Mrs.  Todd  aside,  and  amazed  her  beyond  all 
power  of  expression,  by  saying  that  they  must  go.  The  only 
explanation  Mrs.  Todd  could  extract  from  her  guest  was, 
that  something  had  happened,  which  was  not  the  fault  of 
any  one  at  the  farm-house,  but  which  was  serious  enough  to 
make  Anne  Catherick  resolve  to  leave  Limmeridge  imme- 
diately. It  was  quite  useless  to  press  Mrs.  Clements  to  be 
more  explicit.  She  only  shook  her  head,  and  said  that,  for 
Anne's  sake,  she  must  beg  and  pray  that  no  one  would  ques- 
tion her.  All  she  could  repeat,  with  every  appearance  of 
being  seriously  agitated  herself,  was  that  Anne  must  go,  that 
she  must  go  with  her,  and  that  the  destination  to  which  they 
might  both  betake  themselves  must  be  kept  a  secret  from 
everybody.  I  spare  you  the  recital  of  Mrs.  Todd's  hospitable 
remonstrances  and  refusals.  It  ended  in  her  driving  them 
both  to  the  nearest  station,  more  than  three  hours  since.  She 
tried  hard,  on  the  way,  to  get  them  to  speak  more  plainly  ; 
but  without  success.  And  she  set  them  down  outside  the 
station-door,  so  hurt  and  offended  by  the  unceremonious 
abruptness  of  their  departure  and  their  unfriendly  reluctance 
to  place  the  least  confidence  in  her,  that  she  drove  away  in 
anger,  without  so  much  as  stopping  to  bid  them  good-by. 
That  is  exactly  what  has  taken  place.  Search  your  own 
memory,  Mr.  Hartright,  and  tell  me  if  anything  happened  in 
the  burial-ground  yesterday  evening  which  can  at  all  account 
for  the  extraordinary  departure  of  those  two  women  this 
morning.' 

*  I  should  like  to  account  first.  Miss  Halcombe,  for  the 
sudden  change  in  Anne  Catherick  which  alarmed  them  at  the 
farm-house,  hours  after  she  and  I  had  parted,  and  when  time 
enough  had  elapsed  to  quiet  any  violent  agitation  that  I  might 
have  been  unfortunate  enough  to  cause.  Did  you  inquire 
particularly  about  the  gossip  which  was  going  on  in  the  room 
when  she  turned  faint  ?  ' 

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/Yes.  But  Mrs.  Todd's  household  affairs  seem  to  have 
divided  her  attention,  that  evening-,  with  the  talk  in  the  farm- 
house parlour.  She  could  only  tell  me  that  it  was  "just  the 
news  "—meaning-,  I  suppose,  that  they  all  talked  as  usual 
about  each  other.' 

'The  dairymaid's  memory  may  be  better  than  her  mother's,' 
I  said.  '  It  may  be  as  well  for  you  to  speak  to  the  g-irl,  Miss 
Halcombe,  as  soon  as  we  get  back.' 

My  suggestion  was  acted  on  the  moment  we  returned  to 
the  house.  Miss  Halcombe  led  me  round  to  the  servant's 
offices,  and  we  found  the  girl  in  the  dairy,  with  her  sleeves 
tucked  up  to  her  shoulders,  cleaning-  a  large  milk-pan,  and 
singing  blithely  over  her  work. 

'  I  have  brought  this  gentleman  to  see  your  dairv, 
Hannah,'  said  Miss  Halcombe.  '  It  is  one  of  the  sights  of 
the  house,  and  it  always  does  you  credit.' 

The  girl  blushed  and  curtseyed,  and  said,  shvly,  that  she 
hoped  she  always  did  her  best  to  keep  things  neat  and  clean. 

\\Ve  have  just  come  from  your  father's,'  Miss  Halcombe 
continued.  '  You  were  there  vesterday  evening,  I  hear  ;  and 
you  found  visitors  at  the  house  ?  ' 

'  Yes,  miss.' 

'  One  of  them  was  taken  faint  and  ill,  I  am  told  ?  I  sup- 
pose nothing  was  said  or  done  to  frighten  her  ?  You  were 
not  talking  of  anything  very  terrible  were  }'ou  ?  ' 

\Ob,  no,  miss  ! '  said  the  girl,  laughing.  «  We  were  only 
talking  of  the  news.' 

'Your  sisters  told  you  the  news  at  Todd's  Corner.  I 
suppose?' 

'  Yes,  miss.* 

I  And  you  told  them  the  news  at  Limmeridge  House  ?  ' 
_   '^Qs,  miss.     And    I'm  quite   sure  nothing   was   said   to 
trighten  the  poor  thing,  for  I  was  talking  when  she  was  taken 
111.     It  gave  me  quite  a  turn,  miss,  to  see  it,  never  having  been 
taken  faint  myself.' 

Before  any  more  questions  could  be  put  to  her,  she  was 
called  away  to  receive  a  basket  of  eggs  at  the  dairy  door. 
As  she  left  us,  I  whispered  to  Miss  Halcombe  : 

'Ask  her  if  she  happened  to  mention,  last  night,  that 
visitors  were  expected  at  Limmeridge  House.' 

Miss  Halcombe  showed  me,  by  a  look,  that  she  undcstocd, 

and  put  the  question  as  scon  as  the  dairymaid  returned  to  us! 

,'^^'  y^^>  ^■"'ss  ;  I  mentioned  that,'  said  the  girl  simplv! 

1  ne  company  coming,  and  the  accident  to  the  brindled  cow, 

was  all  the  news  I  had  to  take  to  the  farm.' 

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*  Did  3-ou  mention  names  ?  Did  3-011  tell  them  that  Sir 
Percival  Glyde  was  expected  on  Monday  ?  ' 

*  Yes,  miss — I  told  them  Sir  Percival  Glyde  was  coming-. 
I  hope  there  was  no  harm  in  it ;  I  hope  I  didn't  do  wrong-.' 

'  Oh  no,  no  harm.  Come,  Mr.  Hartright ;  Hannah  will 
begin  to  think  us  in  the  way,  if  we  interrupt  her  any  longer 
over  her  work.' 

We  stopped  and  looked  at  one  another,  the  moment  wc 
were  alone  again. 

'  Is  there  any  doubt  in  j-our  mind,  fiotv,  Miss  Halcombc  ?  ' 

*  Sir  Percival  Glyde  shall  remove  that  doubt,  Mr.  Hart- 
right — or,  Laura  Fairlic  shall  never  be  his  wife.' 


XV. 

As  we  walked  round  to  the  front  of  the  house,  a  fly  from  the 
railway  approached  us  along  the  drive.  Miss  Halcombe 
waited  on  the  door  steps  until  the  fly  drew  up  ;  and  then 
advanced  to  shake  hands  with  an  old  gentleman,  who  got 
out  briskly  the  moment  the  steps  were  let  down.  Mr. 
Gilmore  had  arrived. 

I  looked  at  him,  when  we  were  introduced  to  each  other, 
with  an  interest  and  a  curiosity  wh.ich  I  could  hardly  conceal. 
This  old  man  was  to  remain  at  Limmeridge  House  after  I 
had  left  it ;  he  was  to  hear  Sir  Percival  Glyde's  explanation, 
and  was  to  give  Miss  Halcombe  the  assistance  of  his  ex- 
perience in  forming  her  judgment ;  he  was  to  wait  until  the 
question  of  the  marriage  was  set  at  rest ;  and  his  hand,  if  that 
question  were  decided  in  the  affirmative,  was  to  draw  the 
settlement  which  bound  Miss  Fairlie  irrevocably  to  her  en- 
g-agement.  Even  then,  when  I  knew  nothing  by  comparison 
with  what  I  know  now,  I  looked  at  the  family  lawyer  with 
an  interest  which  I  had  never  felt  before  in  the  presence  of 
any  man  breathing  who  was  a  total  stranger  to  me. 

In  external  appearance,  Mr.  Gilmore  was  the  exact  oppo- 
site of  the  conventional  idea  of  an  old  lawyer.  His  com- 
plexion was  florid  ;  his  white  hair  was  worn  rather  long  and 
kept  carefully  brushed ;  his  black  coat,  waistcoat,  and 
trousers,  fitted  him  with  perfect  neatness  ;  his  white  cravat 
was  carefully  tied  ;  and  his  lavender-coloured  kid  gloves 
might  have  adorned  the  hands  of  a  fashionable  clergyman, 
without  fear  and  without  reproach.  His  manners  were  plea- 
santly marked  by  the  formal  grace  and  refinement  of  the  old 
school  of  politeness,  quickened  by  the  invigorating  sharpness 

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and  readiness  of  a  man  whose  business  in  life  oblig-es  him 
always  to  keep  his  faculties  in  good  working-  order.  A  san- 
guine constitution  and  fair  prospects  to  begin  with  ;  a  long 
subsequent  career  of  creditable  and  comfortable  prosperity  ; 
a  cheerful,  diligent,  widely-respected  old  age — such  were  the 
general  impressions  I  derived  from  my  introduction  to  Mr. 
Gilmore  ;  and  it  is  but  fair  to  him  to  add,  that  the  know- 
ledge I  gained  by  later  and  better  experience  only  tended  to 
confirm  them. 

I  left  the  old  gentleman  and  Miss  Halcombe  to  enter  the 
house  together,  and  to  talk  of  family  matters  undisturbed  by 
the  restraint  of  a  stranger's  presence.  They  crossed  the  hall 
on  their  way  to  the  drawing-room  ;  and  I  descended  the 
steps  again,  to  wander  about  the  garden  alone. 

My  hours  were  numbered  at  Limmeridge  House  ;  my  de- 
parture the  next  morning  was  irrevocably  settled  ;  my  share 
in  the  investigation  which  the  anonymous  letter  had  rendered 
necessary,  was  at  an  end.  No  harm  could  be  done  to  any  one 
but  myself,  if  I  let  my  heart  loose  again,  for  the  little  time 
that  was  left  me,  from  the  cold  cruelty  of  restraint  v.-hich 
necessity  had  forced  me  to  inflict  upon  it,  and  took  my  fare- 
well of  the  scenes  which  were  associated  with  the  brief  dream- 
timie  of  my  happiness  and  my  love. 

I  turned  instinctively  to  the  walk  beneath  my  study- 
window,  where  I  had  seen  her  the  evening  before  with  her 
little  dog  ;  and  followed  the  path  which  her  dear  feet  had 
trodden  so  often,  till  I  came  to  the  wicket  gate  that  led  into 
her  rose  garden.  The  winter  bareness  spread  drearily  over 
it,  now.  The  flowers  that  she  had  taught  me  to  distinguish 
by  their  names,  the  flowers  that  I  had  taught  her  to  paint 
from,  were  gone  ;  and  the  tiny  white  paths  that  led  between 
the  beds,  were  damp  and  green  already.  I  went  on  to  the 
avenue  of  trees,  where  we  had  breathed  together  the  warm 
fragrance  of  August  evenings ;  where  we  had  admired 
together  the  myriad  combinations  of  shade  and  sunlight  that 
dappled  the  ground  at  our  feet.  The  leaves  fell  about  me 
from  the  groaning  branches,  and  the  earthy  decay  in  the 
atm.osphere  chilled  me  to  the  bones.  A  little  farther  on,  and 
I  was  out  of  the  grounds,  and  following  the  lane  that  wound 
gently  upward  to  the  nearest  hills.  The  old  felled  tree  by  the 
wayside,  on  which  we  had  sat  to  rest,  was  sodden  with  rain  ; 
and  the  tuft  of  ferns  and  grasses  which  I  had  drawn  for  her, 
nestling  under  the  rough  stone  wall  in  front  of  us,  had  turned 
to  a  pool  of  water,  stagnating  round  an  island  of  draggled 
weeds.     I  gained  the  summit  of  the  hill ;  and  looked  at  the 

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view  which  we  had  so  often  admired  in  the  happier  time.  It 
was  cold  and  barren — it  was  no  longer  the  view  that  I  re- 
membered. The  sunshine  of  her  presence  was  far  from  me  ; 
the  charm  of  her  voice  no  longer  murmured  in  my  ear.  She 
had  talked  to  me,  on  the  spot  from  which  I  now  looked  down, 
of  her  father,  who  was  her  last  surviving  parent  ;  had  told 
me  how  fond  of  each  other  they  had  been,  and  how  sadly  she 
missed  him  still,  when  she  entered  certain  rooms  in  the  house, 
and  when  she  took  up  forgotten  occupations  and  amusements 
with  which  he  had  been  associated.  Was  the  view  that  I  had 
seen,  while  listening  to  those  words,  the  view  that  I  saw  now, 
standing  on  the  hill-top  by  myself?  I  turned,  and  left  it ;  I 
wound  my  way  back  again,  over  the  moor,  and  round  the 
sandhills,  down  to  the  beach.  There  was  the  white  rage  of 
the  surf,  and  the  multitudinous  glory  of  the  leaping  waves — 
but  where  was  the  place  on  which  she  had  once  drawn  idle 
figures  with  her  parasol  in  the  sand  ;  the  place  where  we  had 
sat  together,  while  she  talked  to  me  about  myself  and  my 
home,  while  she  asked  me  a  woman's  minutely  observant 
questions  about  my  mother  and  my  sister,  and  innocently 
wondered  whether  I  should  ever  leave  my  lonely  chambers 
and  have  a  wife  and  a  house  of  my  own  ?  Wind  and  wave  had 
long  since  smoothed  out  the  trace  of  her  which  she  had  left 
in  those  marks  on  the  sand.  I  looked  over  the  wide  monotony 
of  the  sea-side  prospect,  and  the  place  in  which  we  two  had 
idled  away  the  sunny  hours,  was  as  lost  to  me  as  if  I  had 
never  known  it,  as  strange  to  me  as  if  I  stood  already  on  a 
foreign  shore. 

The  empty  silence  of  the  beach  struck  cold  to  my  heart. 
I  returned  to  the  house  and  the  garden,  where  traces  were 
left  to  speak  of  her  at  every  turn. 

On  the  west  terrace  walk,  I  met  Mr.  Gilmore.  He  was 
evidently  in  search  of  me,  for  he  quickened  his  pace  when  we 
caught  sight  of  each  other.  The  state  of  my  spirits  little 
fitted  me  for  the  society  of  a  stranger.  But  the  meeting  was 
inevitable  ;  and  I  resigned  myself  to  make  the  best  of  it. 

*  You  are  the  very  person  I  wanted  to  see,'  said  the  old 
gentleman.  '  I  had  two  words  to  say  to  you,  my  dear  sir  ; 
and,  if  you  have  no  objection,  I  will  avail  myself  of  the  present 
opportunity.  To  put  it  plainly,  Miss  Halcombe  and  I  have 
been  talking  over  family  affairs — affairs  which  are  the  cause 
of  my  being  here — and,  in  the  course  of  our  conversation,  she 
was  naturally  led  to  tell  me  of  this  unpleasant  matter  con- 
nected with  the  anonymous  letter,  and  of  the  share  which  you 
have  most  creditably  and  properly  taken  In  the  proceedings 

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so  far.  That  share,  I  quite  understand,  gives  you  an  interest 
which  you  might  not  otherwise  have  felt,  in  knowing  that  the 
future  management  of  the  investigation,  which  you  have 
begun,  will  be  placed  in  safe  hands.  My  dear  sir,  make 
yourself  quite  easy  on  that  point — it  will  be  placed  in  my 
hands.' 

*  You  are,  in  every  way,  Mr.  Gilmore,  much  fitter  to  advise 
and  to  act  in  the  matter  than  I  am.  Is  it  an  indiscretion,  on 
my  part,  to  ask  if  you  have  decided  yet  on  a  course  of  pro- 
ceeding ?  ' 

'  So  far  as  it  is  possible  to  decide,  Mr.  Hartright,  I  have 
decided.  I  mean  to  send  a  copy  of  the  letter,  accompanied 
by  a  statement  of  the  circumstances,  to  Sir  Percival  Clyde's 
solicitor  in  London,  with  whom  I  have  some  acquaintance. 
The  letter  itself,  I  shall  keep  here,  to  show  to  Sir  Percival  as 
soon  as  he  arrives.  The  tracing  of  the  two  women,  I  have 
already  provided  for,  by  sending  one  of  Mr.  Fairlie's  servants 
— a  confidential  person — to  the  station  to  make  inquiries  :  the 
man  has  his  money  and  his  directions,  and  he  will  follow  the 
women  in  the  event  of  his  finding  any  clue.  This  is  all  that 
can  be  done  until  Sir  Percival  comes  on  Monday.  I  have  no 
doubt  myself  that  ev^ery  explanation  which  can  be  expected 
from  a  gentleman  and  a  man  of  honour,  he  will  readily  give. 
Sir  Percival  stands  very  high,  sir — an  eminent  position,  a 
reputation  above  suspicion — I  feel  quite  easy  about  results  ; 
quite  easy,  I  am  rejoiced  to  assure  you.  Things  of  this  sort 
happen  constantly  in  my  experience.  Anonymous  letters — 
unfortunate  woman — sad  state  of  society.  I  don't  deny  that 
there  are  peculiar  complications  in  this  case  ;  but  the  case 
itself  is,  most  unhappily,  common — common.' 

'  I  am  afraid,  Mr.  Gilmore,  I  have  the  misfortune  to  differ 
from  you  in  the  view  I  take  of  the  case.' 

'  Just  so,  my  dear  sir — just  so.  I  am  an  old  man  ;  and  I 
take  the  practical  view.  You  are  a  young  man  ;  and  you 
take  the  romantic  view.  Let  us  not  dispute  about  our  views. 
I  live,  professionally,  in  an  atmosphere  of  disputation,  Mr. 
Hartright  ;  and  I  am  only  too  glad  to  escape  from  it,  as  I  am 
escaping  here.  We  will  wait  for  events — yes,  yes,  yes  ;  we 
will  wait  for  events.  Charming  place,  this.  Cood  shooting? 
Probably  not — none  of  Mr.  Fairlie's  land  is  preserved,  I  think. 
Charming  place,  though  ;  and  delightful  people.  You  draw 
and  paint,  I  hear,  Mr.  Hartright  ?  Enviable  accompHshment. 
What  style  ? ' 

We  dropped  into  general  conversation — or,  rather,  Mr. 
Gilmore  talked,  and  I  listened.     My  attention  was  far  from 

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him,  and  from  the  topics  on  which  he  discoursed  so  fluently. 
The  solitary  walk  of  the  last  two  hours  had  wrought  its  effect 
on  me — it  had  set  the  idea  in  my  mind  of  hastening  my  de- 
parture from  Limmeridg-e  House.  Why  should  I  prolong  the 
hard  trial  of  saying"  farewell  by  one  unnecessary  minute  ? 
What  further  service  was  required  of  me  by  any  one  ?  There 
was  no  useful  purpose  to  be  served  by  my  stay  in  Cumber- 
land ;  there  was  no  restriction  of  time  in  the  permission  to 
leave  which  my  employer  had  granted  to  me.  Why  not  end 
it,  there  and  then  ? 

I  determined  to  end  it.  There  were  some  hours  of  day- 
light still  left — there  was  no  reason  why  my  journey  back  to 
London  should  not  begin  on  that  afternoon.  I  made  the  first 
civil  excuse  that  occurred  to  me  for  leaving  Mr.  Gilmore  ; 
and  returned  at  once  to  the  house. 

On  my  way  up  to  my  own  room,  I  met  Miss  Halcombe 
on  the  stairs.  She  saw,  by  the  hurry  of  my  movements  and 
the  change  in  my  manner,  that  I  had  some  new  purpose  in 
view  ;  and  asked  what  had  happened. 

I  told  her  the  reasons  which  induced  me  to  think  of 
hastening  my  departure,  exactly  as  I  have  told  them  here. 

'  No,  no,'  she  said,  earnestly  and  kindly,  '  leave  us  like  a 
friend ;  break  bread  with  us  once  more.  Stay  here  and 
dine  ;  stay  here  and  help  us  to  spend  our  last  evening  with 
you  as  happily,  as  like  our  first  evenings,  as  we  can.     It  is 

my  invitation  ;  Mrs.  Vesey's  invitation '  she  hesitated  a 

little,  and  then  added,  *  Laura's  invitation  as  well.' 

I  promised  to  remain.  God  knows  I  had  no  wish  to  leave 
even  the  shadow  of  a  sorrowful  impression  with  any  one  of 
them. 

My  own  room  was  the  best  place  for  me  till  the  dinner 
bell  rang.     I  waited  there  till  it  was  time  to  go  down  stairs. 

I  had  not  spoken  to  Miss  Fairlie — I  had  not  even  seen  her 
— all  that  day.  The  first  meeting  with  her,  when  I  entered 
the  drawing-room,  was  a  hard  trial  to  her  self-control  and  to 
mine.  She,  too,  had  done  her  best  to  make  our  last  evening 
renew  the  golden  bygone  time — the  time  that  could  never 
come  again.  She  had  put  on  the  dress  which  I  used  to 
admire  more  than  any  other  that  she  possessed — a  dark  blue 
silk,  trimmed  quaintly  and  prettily  with  old-fashioned  lace  ; 
she  came  forward  to  meet  me  with  her  former  readiness  ;  she 
gave  me  her  hand  with  the  frank,  innocent  good  will  of 
happier  days.  The  cold  fingers  that  trembled  round  mine  ; 
the  pale  cheeks  with  a  bright  red  spot  burning  in  the  midst 
of  them ;  the  faint  smile  that  struggled  to  live  on  her  lips  and 

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died  away  from  them  while  I  looked  at  it,  told  me  at  what 
sacrifice  of  herself  her  outward  composure  was  maintained. 
My  heart  could  take  her  no  closer  to  me,  or  I  should  have 
loved  her  then  as  I  had  never  loved  her  yet. 

Mr.  Gilmore  was  a  great  assistance  to  us.  He  was  in 
high  good  humour,  and  he  led  the  conversation  with  un- 
flagging spirit.  Miss  Halcombe  seconded  him  resolutely ; 
and  I  did  all  I  could  to  follow  her  example.  The  kind  blue  eyes, 
whose  slightest  changes  of  expression  I  had  learnt  to  interpret 
so  well,  looked  at  me  appealingly  when  we  first  sat  down  to 
table.  Help  my  sister — the  sweet  anxious  face  seemed  to 
say — help  my  sister  and  you  will  help  me. 

We  got  through  the  dinner,  to  all  outward  appearance  at 
least,  happily  enough.  When  the  ladies  had  risen  from  table, 
and  Mr.  Gilmore  and  I  were  left  alone  in  the  dining-room,  a 
new  interest  presented  itself  to  occupy  our  attention,  and  to 
give  me  an  opportunity  of  quieting  myself  by  a  few  minutes 
of  needful  and  welcome  silence.  The  servant  who  had  been 
despatched  to  trace  Anne  Catherick  and  Mrs.  Clements,  re- 
turned with  his  report,  and  was  shown  into  the  dining-room 
immediately. 

'  Well,'  said  Mr.  Gilmore,  *  what  have  you  found  out  ?  ' 

'  I  have  found  out,  sir,'  answered  the  man,  '  that  both  the 
women  took  tickets,  at  our  station  here,  for  Carlisle.' 

'  You  went  to  Carlisle,  of  course,  when  you  heard 
that  ?  ' 

'  I  did,  sir  ;  but  I  am  sorry  to  say  I  could  find  no  further 
trace  of  them.' 

'  You  inquired  at  the  railway  ?  ' 

*  Yes,  sir.' 

*  And  at  the  different  inns  ?  ' 
'  Yes,  sir.' 

*  And  you  left  the  statement  I  wrote  for  you,  at  the  police 
station  ?  ' 

«  I  did,  sir.' 

*  Well,  my  friend,  you  have  done  all  you  could,  and  I 
have  done  all  I  could ;  and  there  the  matter  must  rest  till 
further  notice.  We  have  played  our  trump  cards,  Mr.  Hart- 
right,'  continued  the  old  gentleman,  when  the  servant  had 
withdrawn.  '  For  the  present,  at  least,  the  women  have  out- 
manoeuvred us  ;  and  our  only  resource,  now,  is  to  wait  till 
Sir  Percival  Clyde  comes  here  on  Monday  next.  Won't  you 
fill  your  glass  again  ?  Good  bottle  of  port,  that — sound, 
substantial,  old  wine.  I  have  got  better  in  my  own  cellar, 
though.' 

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We  returned  to  the  drawincr-room — the  room  in  which 
the  happiest  evenings  of  my  life  had  been  passed  ;  the  room 
which,  after  this  last  night,  I  was  never  to  see  again.  Its 
aspect  was  altered  since  the  days  had  shortened  and  the 
weather  had  grown  cold.  The  glass  doors  on  the  terrace 
side  were  closed,  and  hidden  by  thick  curtains.  Instead  of 
the  soft  twilight  obscurity,  in  which  we  used  to  sit,  the  bright 
radiant  glow  of  lamplight  now  dazzled  my  eyes.  All  was 
changed — in-doors  and  out,  all  was  changed. 

Miss  Halcombe  and  Mr.  Gilmore  sat  down  together  at 
the  card-table  ;  Mrs.  Vesey  took  her  customary  chair.  There 
v/as  no  restraint  on  the  disposal  of  their  evening  ;  and  I  felt 
the  restraint  on  the  disposal  of  mine  all  the  more  painfully 
from  observing  it.  I  saw  Miss  Fairlie  lingering  near  the 
music  stand.  The  time  had  been  when  I  might  have  joined 
her  there.  I  waited  irresolutely — I  knew  neither  where  to  go 
nor  what  to  do  next.  She  cast  one  quick  glance  at  me,  took 
a  piece  of  music  suddenly  from  the  stand,  and  came  towards 
me  of  her  own  accord. 

'  Shall  I  play  some  of  those  little  melodies  of  Mozart's, 
which  you  used  to  like  so  much  ?  '  she  asked,  opening  the 
music  nervously,  and  looking  down  at  it  while  she  spoke. 

Before  I  could  thank  her,  she  hastened  to  the  piano.  The 
chair  near  it,  which  I  had  always  been  accustomed  to  occupy, 
stood  empty.  She  struck  a  few  chords — then  glanced  round 
at  me — then  looked  back  again  at  her  music. 

'  Won't  you  take  your  old  place  ?  '  she  said,  speaking  very 
abruptly,  and  in  very  low  tones. 

*  I  may  take  it  on  the  last  night,'  I  answered. 

She  did  not  reply  :  she  kept  her  attention  riveted  on  the 
music — music  which  she  knew  by  memory,  which  she  had 
played  over  and  over  again,  in  former  times,  without  the 
book.  I  only  knew  that  she  had  heard  me,  I  only  knew  that 
she  was  aware  of  my  being  close  to  her,  by  seeing  the  red 
spot  on  the  cheek  that  was  nearest  to  me,  fade  out,  and  the 
face  grow  pale  all  over. 

'  I  am  very  sorry  you  are  going,'  she  said,  her  voice 
almost  sinking  to  a  whisper ;  her  eyes  looking  more  and 
more  intently  at  the  music  ;  her  fingers  flying  over  the  keys 
of  the  piano  with  a  strange  feverish  energy  which  I  had  never 
noticed  in  her  before. 

'  I  shall  remember  those  kind  words,  Miss  Fairlie,  long 
after  to-morrow  has  come  and  gone.' 

The  paleness  grew  whiter  on  her  face,  and  she  turned  it 
farther  away  from  me. 

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*  Don't  speak  of  to-morrow,'  she  said.  '  Let  the  music 
speak  to  us  of  to-night,  in  a  happier  language  than 
ours.' 

Her  Hps  trembled — a  faint  sigh  fluttered  from  them, 
which  she  tried  vainly  to  suppress.  Her  fingers  wavered  on 
the  piano  ;  she  struck  a  false  note  ;  confused  herself  in  trying 
to  set  it  right ;  and  dropped  her  hands  angrily  on  her  lap. 
Miss  Halcombe  and  Mr.  Gilmore  looked  up  in  astonishment 
from  the  card-table  at  which  they  were  playing.  Even  Mrs. 
Vesey,  dozing  in  her  chair,  woke  at  the  sudden  cessation  of 
the  music,  and  inquired  what  had  happened. 

*  You  play  at  whist,  Mr.  Hartright  ? '  asked  Miss 
Halcombe,  with  her  eyes  directed  significantly  at  the  place 
I  occupied. 

I  knew  what  she  meant ;  I  knew  she  was  right  ;  and  I 
rose  at  once  to  go  to  the  card-table.  As  I  left  the  piano. 
Miss  Fairlie  turned  a  page  of  the  music,  and  touched  the 
keys  again  with  a  surer  hand. 

'  I  ivill  play  it,'  she  said,  striking  the  notes  almost  passion- 
ately.     *  I  will  play  it  on  the  last  night. ' 

'  Come,  Mrs.  Vesey,'  said  Miss  Halcombe  ;  *  Mr.  Gilmore 
and  I  are  tired  of  ^cart6 — come  and  be  Mr.  Hartright's 
partner  at  whist.' 

The  old  lawyer  smiled  satirically.  His  had  been  the 
winning  hand  ;  and  he  had  just  turned  up  a  king.  He 
evidently  attributed  Miss  Halcombe's  abrupt  change  in  the 
card-table  arrangements  to  a  lady's  inability  to  play  the 
losing  game. 

The  rest  of  the  evening  passed  without  a  word  or  a  look 
from  her.  She  kept  her  place  at  the  piano ;  and  I  kept 
mine  at  the  card-table.  She  played  unlntermittingly — played 
as  if  the  music  was  her  only  refuge  from  herself.  Sometimes, 
her  fingers  touched  the  notes  with  a  lingering  fondness,  a 
soft,  plaintive,  dying  tenderness,  unutterably  beautiful  and 
mournful  to  hear — sometimes,  they  faltered  and  failed  her, 
or  hurried  over  the  instrument  mechanically,  as  if  their  task 
was  a  burden  to  them.  But  still,  change  and  waver  as  they 
might  in  the  expression  they  imparted  to  the  music,  their 
resolution  to  play  never  faltered.  She  only  rose  from  the 
piano  when  we  all  rose  to  say  good  night. 

Mrs.  Vesey  was  the  nearest  to  the  door,  and  the  first  to 
shake  hands  with  me. 

'  I  shall  not  see  you  again,  Mr.  Hartright,'  said  the  old 
lady.  *  I  am  truly  sorry  you  are  going  away.  You  have 
been  very  kind  and  attentive  ;  and  an  old  woman,  like  me, 

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feels  kindness  and  attention.     I  wish  you  happy,  sir — I  wish 
you  a  kind  good-by.' 

Mr.  Gilmore  came  next. 

*  I  hope  we  shall  have  a  future  opportunity  of  bettering^ 
our  acquaintance,  Mr.  Hartright.  You  quite  understand 
about  that  little  matter  of  business  being-  safe  in  my  hands  ? 
Yes,  yes,  of  course.  Bless  me,  how  cold  it  is  !  Don't  let 
me  keep  you  at  the  door.  Bon  voyage,  my  dear  sir — bon 
voyage,  as  the  French  say.' 

Miss  Halcombe  followed. 

*  Half-past  seven  to-morrow  morning,'  she  said  ;  then 
added,  in  a  whisper,  '  I  have  heard  and  seen  more  than  you 
think.  Your  conduct  to-night  has  made  me  your  friend  for 
life.' 

Miss  Fairlie  came  last.  I  could  not  trust  myself  to  look 
at  her,  when  I  took  her  hand,  and  when  I  thought  of  the 
next  morning. 

'  My  departure  must  be  a  very  early  one,'  I  said.  '  I 
shall  be  gone.  Miss  Fairlie,  before  you ' 

'  No,  no,'  she  interposed,  hastily  ;  '  not  before  I  am  out 
of  my  room.,  I  shall  be  down  to  breakfast  with  Marian.  I 
am  not  so  ungrateful,  not  so  forgetful  of  the  past  three 
months ' 

Her  voice  failed  her  ;  her  hand  closed  gently  round  mine — 
then  dropped  it  suddenly.  Before  I  could  say,  '  Good  night,' 
she  was  gone. 

The  end  comes  fast  to  meet  me— comes  inevitably,  as  the 
light  of  the  last  morning  came  at  Limmeridge  House. 

It  was  barely  half-past  seven  when  I  went  down  stairs — 
but  I  found  them  both  at  the  breakfast-table  waiting  for  me. 
In  the  chill  air,  in  the  dim  light,  in  the  gloomy  morning  silence 
of  the  house,  we  three  sat  down  together,  and  tried  to  eat,  tried 
to  talk.  The  struggle  to  preserve  appearances  was  hopeless 
and  useless  ;  and  I  rose  to  end  it. 

As  I  held  out  my  hand,  as  Miss  Halcombe,  who  was 
nearest  to  me,  took  it,  Miss  Fairlie  turned  away  suddenly, 
and  hurried  from  the  room. 

'Better  so,'  said  Miss  Halcombe,  when  the  door  had 
closed — *  better  so,  for  you  and  for  her.' 

I  waited  a  moment  before  I  could  speak — it  was  hard  to 
lose  her,  without  a  parting  word,  or  a  parting  look.  I  con- 
trolled myself;  I  tried  to  take  leave  of  Miss  Halcombe  in 
fitting  terms  ;  but  all  the  farewell  words  I  would  fain  have 
spoken,  dwindled  to  one  sentence. 

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'  Have  r  deserved  that  you  should  write  to  me  ?  '  was  all 
I  could  say. 

*  You  have  nobly  deserved  everything-  that  I  can  do  for 
you,  as  long  as  we  both  live.  Whatever  the  end  is,  you  shall 
know  it.' 

'  And  if  I  can  ever  be  of  help  again,  at  any  future  time, 
long-  after  the  memory  of  my  presumption  and  my  folly  is 
forgotten — — -' 

I  could  add  no  more.  Jdy  voice  faltered,  my  eyes 
moistened,  in  spite  of  me. 

She  caught  me  by  both  hands — she  pressed  them  with  the 
strong,  steady  grasp  of  a  man— her  dark  eyes  glittered — her 
brown  complexion  flushed  deep— the  force  and  energy  of  her 
face  glowed  and  grew  beautiful  with  the  pure  inner  light  of 
her  generosity  and  her  pity. 

'  I  will  trust  you— if  ever  the  time  comes,  I  will  trust  you 
as  my  friend  and  her  friend  ;  as  my  brother  and  her  brother.' 
She  stopped  ;  drew  me  nearer  to  her — the  fearless,  noble 
creature — touched  my  forehead,  sister-like,  with  her  lips  ; 
and  called  me  by  my  Christian  name.  '  God  bless  you, 
Walter  !  '  she  said.  '  W^ait  here  alone,  and  compose  yourself 
— I  had  better  not  stay  for  both  our  sakes  ;  I  had  better  see 
you  go  from  the  balcony  upstairs.' 

She  left  the  room.  I  turned  away  towards  the  window, 
where  nothing  faced  me  but  the  lonely  autumn  landscape — I 
turned  away  to  master  myself,  before  I,  too,  left  the  room  in 
my  turn,  and  left  it  for  ever. 

A  minute  passed — it  could  hardly  have  been  more — when 
I  heard  the  door  open  again  softly  ;  and  the  rustling  of  a 
woman's  dress  on  the  carpet,  moved  towards  me.  My  heart 
beat  violently  as  I  turned  round.  Miss  Fairlie  was  approach- 
ing me  from  the  farther  end  of  the  room. 

She  stopped  and  hesitated,  when  our  eyes  met,  and  when 
she  saw  that  we  were  alone.  Then,  with  that  courage 
which  women  lose  so  often  in  the  small  emergency,  and  so 
seldom  in  the  great,  she  came  on  nearer  to  me,  strangely  pale 
and  strangely  quiet,  drawing  one  hand  after  her  along  the 
table  by  which  she  walked,  and  holding  something  at  her 
side,  in  the  other,  which  was  hidden  by  the  folds  of  her  dress. 
*  I  only  went  into  the  drawing-room,'  she  said,  'to  look 
for  this.  It  may  remind  you  of  your  visit  here,  and  of  the 
friends  you  leave  behind  you.     You  told  me  I  had  improved 

very  much  when  I  did  it — and  I  thought  you  might  like ' 

She  turned  her  head  away,  and  offered  me  a  little  sketch 
drawn  throughout  by  her  ov\'n  pencil,  of  the  summer-house 

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In  which  we  had  first  met.  The  paper  trembled  in  her  hand 
as  she  held  it  out  to  me — trembled  in  mine,  as  I  took  it  from 
her, 

I  was  afraid  to  say  what  I  felt — I  only  answered  :  '  It 
shall  never  leave  me  ;  all  m}'  life  long-  it  shall  be  the  treasure 
that  I  prize  most.  I  am  very  g-rateful  for  it — very  grateful  to 
yoii,  for  not  letting- me  go  away  without  bidding- you  good-by.' 

'  Oh  !  '  she  said,  innocently,  '  how  could  I  let  you  ^o,  after 
we  have  passed  so  many  happy  days  together  ! ' 

*  Those  days  may  never  return,  Miss  Fairlie — my  way  of 
life  and  yours  are  very  far  apart.  But  if  a  time  should  come, 
when  the  devotion  of  my  whole  heart  and  soul  and  strength 
will  give  you  a  moment's  happiness,  or  spare  you  a  moment's 
sorrow,  will  you  try  to  remember  the  poor  drawing-master 
who  has  taught  you  ?  Miss  Halcombe  has  promised  to  trust 
me — will  you  promise,  too  ?  ' 

The  farewell  sadness  in  the  kind  blue  eyes  shone  dimly 
through  her  gathering  tears. 

'  I  promise  it,'  she  said,  in  broken  tones.  '  Oh,  don't  look 
at  me  like  that  !     I  promise  it  with  all  my  heart.' 

I  ventured  a  little  nearer  to  her,  and  held  out  my  hand. 

*  You  have  many  friends  who  love  you,  Miss  Fairlie. 
Your  happy  future  is  the  dear  object  of  many  hopes.  May 
I  say,  at  parting,  that  it  is  the  dear  object  of  my  hopes  too  ? ' 

The  tears  flowed  fast  down  her  checks.  She  rested  one 
trembling  hand  on  the  table  to  steady  herself,  while  she  gave 
me  the  other.  I  took  it  in  mine — I  held  it  fast.  My  head 
drooped  over  it,  my  t^ars  fell  dn  it,  my  lips  pressed  it — not  in 
love  ;  oh,  not  in  love,  at  that  last  moment,  but  in  the  agony 
and  the  self-abandonment  bf  despair. 

'  For  God's  sake,  leave  me  !  '  she  said  faintly. 

The  confession  of  her  heart's  secret  burst  from  her  in  those 
pleading  words.  I  had  no  right  to  hear  them,  no  right  to 
answer  them  :  they  were  the  words  that  banished  me, 
in  the  name  of  her  sacred  weakness,  from  the  room.  It 
was  all  over.  I  dropped  her  hand  ;  I  said  no  more.  The 
blinding  tears  shut  her  out  from  my  eyes,  and  I  dashed 
them  away  to  look  at  her  for  the  last  time.  One  look  as 
she  sank  into  a  chair,  as  her  arms  fell  on  the  table,  as  her 
fair  head  dropped  on  them  wearily.  One  farewell  look  ;  and 
the  door  had  closed  upon  her— the  gre^it  gulf  of  separation  had 
opened  between  us — the  image  of  Laura  Fairlie  was  a  memory 
of  the  past  already 

The  End  of  Hartrighfs  Narrative. 
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The  Story  continued  by  Vincent  Gilmore,  of  Chancery  Lane, 
Solicitor, 

I. 

I  WRITE  these  lines  at  the  request  of  my  friend,  Mr.  Walter 
Hartright.  They  are  intended  to  convey  a  description  of 
certain  events  which  seriously  affected  Miss  Fairlie's  interests, 
and  which  took  place  after  the  period  of  Mr.  Hartright's 
departure  from  Limmeridge  House. 

There  is  no  need  for  me  to  say  whether  my  own  opinion 
does  or  does  not  sanction  the  disclosure  of  the  remarkable 
family  story,  of  which  my  narrative  forms  an  important  com- 
ponent part.  Mr.  Hartright  has  taken  that  responsibility  on 
himself ;  and  circumstances  yet  to  be  related  will  show  that 
he  has  amply  earned  the  right  to  do  so,  if  he  chooses  to 
exercise  it.  The  plan  he  has  adopted  for  presenting  the 
story  to  others,  in  the  most  truthful  and  most  vivid  manner, 
requires  that  it  should  be  told,  at  each  successive  stage  in 
the  march  of  events,  by  the  persons  who  were  directly  con- 
cerned in  those  events  at  the  time  of  their  occurrence.  My 
appearance  here,  as  narrator,  is  the  necessary  consequence  of 
this  arrangement.  I  was  present  during  the  sojourn  of  Sir 
Percival  Glyde  in  Cumberland,  and  was  personally  concerned 
in  one  important  result  of  his  short  residence  under  Mr. 
Fairlie's  roof.  It  is  my  duty,  therefore,  to  add  these  new 
links  to  the  chain  of  events,  and  to  take  up  the  chain  itself  at 
the  point  where,  for  the  present  only,  Mr.  Hartright  has 
dropped  it. 

I  arrived  at  Limmeridge  House,  on  Friday  the  second  of 
November. 

My  object  v/as  to  remain  at  Mr.  Fairlie's  until  the  arrival 
of  Sir  Percival  Glyde.  If  that  event  led  to  the  appointment 
of  any  given  day  for  Sir  Percival's  union  with  Miss  Fairlie,  I 
was  to  take  the  necessary  instructions  back  with  me  to 
London,  and  to  occupy  myself  in  drawing  the  lady's  marriage- 
settlement. 

On  the  Friday  I  was  not  favoured  by  Mr.  Fairlie  with  an 
interview.  He  had  been,  or  had  fancied  himself  to  be,  an 
invalid  for  years  past ;  and  he  was  not  well  enough  to 
receive  m.e.  Miss  Halconibe  was  the  first  member  of  the 
family  whom  I  saw.  She  met  me  at  the  house  door  ;  and 
introduced  me  to  Mr.  Hartright,  who  had  been  staying  at 
Limmeridge  for  some  time  past. 

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I  did  not  see  Miss  Fairlie  until  later  in  the  day,  at  dinner 
time.  Slie  was  not  looking-  well,  and  I  was  sorry  to  observe 
it.  She  is  a  sweet,  lovable  girl,  as  amiable  and  attentive  to 
every  one  about  her  as  her  excellent  mother  used  to  be  — 
though,  personally  speaking,  she  takes  after  her  father. 
Mrs.  Fairlie  had  dark  eyes  and  hair  ;  and  her  elder  daughter, 
Miss  Halcombe,  strongly  reminds  me  of  her.  Miss  Fairlie 
played  to  us  in  the  evening — not  so  well  as  usual,  I  thought. 
We  had  a  rubber  at  whist ;  a  mere  profanation,  so  far  as 
play  was  concerned,  of  that  noble  game.  I  had  been 
favourably  impressed  by  Mr.  Hartright,  on  our  first  intro- 
duction to  one  another  ;  but  I  soon  discovered  that  he  was 
not  free  from  the  social  failings  incidental  to  his  ag^e.  There 
are  three  things  that  none  of  the  young  men  of  the  present 
generation  can  do.  They  can't  sit  over  their  wine  ;  they 
can't  play  at  whist  ;  and  they  can't  pay  a  lady  a  compliment. 
Mr.  Hartright  was  no  exception  to  the  general  rule.  Other- 
wise, even  in  those  early  days  and  on  that  short  acquaintance, 
he  struck  me  as  being  a  modest  and  g-entlemanlike  young 
man. 

So  the  Friday  passed.  I  say  nothing  about  the  more 
serious  matters  which  engaged  my  attention  on  that  day  — 
the  anonymous  letter  to  Miss  Fairlie  ;  the  measures  I  thought 
it  right  to  adopt  when  the  matter  was  mentioned  to  me  ;  and 
the  conviction  I  entertained  that  every  possible  explanation  of 
the  circumstances  would  be  readily  afforded  by  Sir  Percival 
Glyde,  having  all  been  fully  noticed,  as  I  understand,  in  the 
narrative  v.hich  precedes  this. 

On  the  Saturday,  Mr,  Hartright  had  left  before  I  got 
down  to  breakfast.  Miss  Fairlie  kept  her  room  all  day  ;  and 
Miss  Halcombe  appeared  to  me  to  be  out  of  spirits.  The 
house  was  not  what  it  used  to  be  in  the  time  of  Mr.  and  Mrs. 
Philip  Fairlie.  I  took  a  v/alk  by  myself  in  the  forenoon  :  and 
looked  about  at  some  of  the  places  which  I  first  saw  when  I 
was  staying-  at  Limmeridge  to  transact  family  business,  more 
than  thirty  years  since.  They  were  not  what  they  used  to  be 
either. 

At  two  o'clock  Mr.  Fairlie  sent  to  say  he  vras  well  enough 
to  see  me.  He  had  not  altered,  at  any  rate,  since  I  first 
knew  him.  His  talk  was  to  the  same  purpose  as  usual — all 
about  himself  and  his  ailments,  his  wonderful  coins,  and  his 
matchless  Rembrandt  etchings.  The  moment  I  tried  to  spe 
of  the  business  that  had  brought  me  to  his  house,  he  shut  ^'^ 
eyes  and  said  I  '  upset '  him.  I  persisted  in  upsetting  him  by 
returning  again  and  again  to  the  subject.     All  I  could  ascer- 

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tain  was  tliat  he  looked  on  his  niece's  marriagfe  as  a  settled 
thing,  that  her  tather  had  sanctioned  it,  that  he  sanctioned  it 
himself,  that  it  was  a  desirable  marriage,  and  that  he  should 
be  personally  rejoiced  when  the  worry  of  it  was  over.  As  to 
the  settlements,  if  I  would  consult  his  niece,  and  afterwards 
dive  as  deeply  as  I  pleased  into  my  own  knowledge  of  the 
family  affairs,  and  get  everything  ready,  and  limit  his  share 
in  the  business,  as  guardian,  to  saying,  Yes,  at  the  right 
moment — why  of  course  he  would  meet  my  views,  and  every- 
body else's  views,  with  infinite  pleasure.  In  the  mean  time, 
there  I  saw  him,  a  helpless  sufferer,  confined  to  his  room. 
Did  I  think  he  looked  as  if  he  wanted  teasing  ?  No.  Then 
why  tease  him  ? 

I  might,  perhaps,  have  been  a  little  astonished  at  this 
extraordinary  absence  of  all  self-assertion  on  Mr.  Fairlie's 
part,  in  the  character  of  guardian,  if  my  knowledge  of  the 
family  affairs  had  not  been  sufficient  to  remind  me  that  he 
was  a  single  man,  and  that  he  had  nothing  more  than  a.  life- 
interest  in  the  Limmeridge  property.  As  matters  stood, 
therefore,  I  was  neither  surprised  nor  disappointed  at  the 
result  of  the  interview.  Mr.  Fairlie  had  simply  justified  my 
expectations — and  there  was  an  end  of  it. 

Sunday  was  a  dull  day,  out  of  doors  and  in.  A  letter 
arrived  for  me  from  Sir  Percival  Clyde's  solicitor,  acknow- 
ledging the  receipt  of  my  copy  of  the  anonymous  letter,  and 
my  accompanying  statement  of  the  case.  Miss  Fairlie  joined 
us  in  the  afternoon,  looking  pale  and  depressed,  and  alto- 
gether unlike  herself.  I  had  some  talk  with  her,  and  ventured 
on  a  delicate  allusion  to  Sir  Percival.  She  listened,  and  said 
nothing.  All  other  subjects  she  pursued  willingly  ;  but  this 
subject  she  aliovvcd  to  drop.  I  began  to  doubt  whether  she 
might  not  be  repenting  of  her  engagement — ^just  as  young 
ladies  often  do,  when  repentance  comes  too  late. 

On  Monday  Sir  Percival  Glyde  arrived. 

I  found  him  to  be  a  most  prepossessing  man,  so  far  as 
manners  and  appearance  were  concerned.  He  looked  rather 
older  than  I  had  expected  ;  his  head  being  bald  over  the  fore- 
head, and  his  face  somewhat  marked  and  w^orn.  But  his 
movements  were  as  active  and  his  spirits  as  high  as  a  young 
man's.  His  meeting  with  Miss  Halcombe  was  delightfully 
hearty  and  unaffected  ;  and  his  reception  of  me,  upon  my 
being  presented  to  him,  was  so  easy  and  pleasant  that  v/e 
got  on  together  like  old  friends.  Miss  Fairlie  was  not  with 
us  when  he  arrived,  but  she  entered  the  room  about  ten 
minutes  afterwards.      Sir  Percival  rose  and  paid  his  compli- 

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ments  with  perfect  grace.  His  evident  concern  on  seeing  the 
change  for  the  worse  in  the  young  lady's  looks  was  expressed 
with  a  mixture  of  tenderness  and  respect,  with  an  unassuming 
delicacy  of  tone,  voice,  and  manner,  which  did  equal  credit  to 
his  good  breeding  and  his  good  sense.  I  was  rather 
surprised,  under  these  circumstances,  to  see  that  Miss  Fairlie 
continued  to  be  constrained  and  uneasy  in  his  presence,  and 
that  she  took  the  first  opportunity  of  leaving  the  room  again. 
Sir  Percival  neither  noticed  the  restraint  in  her  reception  of 
him,  nor  her  sudden  withdrawal  from  our  society.  He  had 
not  obtruded  his  attentions  on  her  while  she  was  present,  and 
he  did  not  embarrass  Miss  Halcombe  by  any  allusion  to  her 
departure  when  she  was  gone.  His  tact  and  taste  were  never 
at  fault  on  this  or  on  any  other  occasion  while  I  was  in  his 
company  at  Limmeridge  House. 

As  soon  as  Miss  Fairlie  had  left  the  room,  he  spared  us  all 
embarrassment  on  the  subject  of  the  anonymous  letter,  by 
adverting  to  it  of  his  own  accord.  He  had  stopped  in  London 
on  his  way  from  Hampshire  ;  had  seen  his  solicitor  ;  had 
read  the  documents  forwarded  by  me  ;  and  had  travelled  on 
to  Cumberland,  anxious  to  satisfy  our  minds  by  the  speediest 
and  the  fullest  explanation  that  words  could  convey.  On 
hearing  him  express  himself  to  this  effect,  I  offered  him  the 
original  letter  which  I  had  kept  for  his  inspection.  He 
thanked  me,  and  declined  to  look  at  it  ;  saying  that  he  had 
seen  the  copy,  and  that  he  was  quite  willing  to  leave  the 
original  in  our  hands. 

The  statement  itself,  on  which  he  immediately  entered, 
was  as  simple  and  satisfactory  as  I  had  all  along  anticipated 
it  would  be. 

Mrs.  Catherick,  he  informed  us,  had,  in  past  years,  laid 
him  under  some  obligations  for  faithful  services  rendered  to 
his  family  connexions  and  to  himself.  She  had  been  doubly 
unfortunate  in  being  married  to  a  husband  who  had  deserted 
her,  and  in  having  an  only  child  whose  mental  faculties  had 
been  in  a  disturbed  condition  from  a  very  early  age.  Although 
her  marriage  had  removed  her  to  a  part  of  Hampshire  far 
distant  from  the  neighbourhood  in  which  Sir  Percival's 
property  was  situated,  he  had  taken  care  not  to  lose  sight  of 
her  ;  his  friendly  reeling  towards  the  poor  woman,  in  consider- 
ation of  her  past  services,  having  been  greatly  strengthened 
by  his  admiration  of  the  patience  and  courage  with  which  she 
supported  her  calamities.  In  course  of  time,  the  symptoms 
of  mental  affliction  in  her  unhappy  daughter  increased  to  such 
a  serious  extent,  as  to  make  it  a  matter  of  necessity  to  place 

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her  under  proper  medical  care.  Mrs.  Catherick  herself 
recognised  this  necessity  ;  but  she  also  felt  the  prejudice 
common  to  persons  occupying  her  respectable  station,  against 
allowing  her  child  to  be  admitted,  as  a  pauper,  into  a  public 
Asylum.  Sir  Percival  had  respected  this  prejudice,  as  he 
respected  honest  independence  of  feeling  in  any  rank  of  life  ; 
and  had  resolved  to  mark  his  grateful  sense  of  Mrs.  Cather- 
ick's  early  attachment  to  the  interests  of  himself  and  his 
family,  by  defraying  the  expense  of  her  daughter's  mainten- 
ance in  a  trustworthy  private  Asylum.  To  her  mother's 
regret,  and  to  his  own  regret,  the  unfortunate  creature  had 
discovered  the  share  which  circumstances  had  induced  him  to 
take  in  placing  her  under  restraint,  and  had  conceived  the 
most  intense  hatred  and  distrust  of  him  in  consequence.  To 
that  hatred  and  distrust — which  had  expressed  itself  in  various 
ways  in  the  Asylum — the  anonymous  letter,  written  after  her 
escape,  was  plainly  attributable.  If  Miss  Haljombe's  or  Mr. 
Gilmore's  recollection  of  the  document  did  not  confirm  that 
view,  or  if  they  wished  for  any  additional  particulars  about 
the  Asylum  (the  address  of  which  he  mentioned,  as  well  as  the 
names  and  addresses  of  the  two  doctors  on  whose  certificates 
the  patient  was  admitted),  he  was  ready  to  answer  any 
question  and  to  clear  up  any  uncertainty.  He  had  done  his 
duty  to  the  unhappy  young  woman,  by  instructing  his  solici- 
tor to  spare  no  expense  in  tracing  her,  and  in  restoring  her 
once  more  to  medical  care  ;  and  he  was  now  only  anxious  to 
do  his  duty  towards  Miss  Fairlie  and  tovrards  her  family,  in 
the  same  plain,  straightforward  way. 

I  was  the  first  to  speak  in  answer  to  this  appeal.  My  own 
course  was  plain  to  me.  It  is  the  great  beauty  of  the  Law 
that  it  can  dispute  any  human  statement,  made  under  any 
circumstances,  and  reduced  to  any  form.  If  I  had  felt 
professionally  called  upon  to  set  up  a  case  against  Sir  Percival 
Glyde,  on  the  strength  of  his  own  explanation,  I  could  have 
done  so  beyond  all  doubt.  But  my  duty  did  not  lie  in  this 
direction  :  my  function  was  of  the  purely  judicial  kind.  I  was 
to  weigh  the  explanation  we  had  just  heard  ;  to  allow  all  due 
force  to  the  high  reputation  of  the  gentleman  who  ofi^ered  it  ; 
and  to  decide  honestly  whether  the  probabilities,  on  Sir 
Percival's  own  showing,  were  plainly  with  him,  or  plainly 
against  him.  My  own  conviction  was  that  they  were  plainly 
with  him  ;  and  I  accordingly  declared  that  his  explanation 
was,  to  my  mind,  unquestionably  a  satisfactory  one. 

Miss  Halcombe,  after  looking-  at  me  very  earnestly,  said  a 
few  words,  on  her  side,  to  the  same  effect — with  a  certain 

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hesitation  of  manner,  however,  which  the  circumstances  did 
not  seem  to  me  to  warrant.  I  am  unable  to  say,  positively, 
whether  Sir  Percival  noticed  this  or  not.  My  opinion  is  that 
he  did  ;  seeing  that  he  pointedly  resumed  the  subject,  although 
he  might,  now,  with  all  propriety,  have  allowed  it  to  drop. 

'  If  my  plain  statement  of  facts  had  only  been  addressed 
to  Mr.  Gilmore,'  he  said,  '  I  should  consider  any  further 
reference  to  this  unhappy  matter  as  unnecessary.  I  may 
fairly  expect  Mr.  Gilmore,  as  a  gentleman,  to  believe  me  on 
my  word  ;  and  when  he  has  done  me  that  justice,  all  discussion 
of  the  subject  between  us  has  come  to  an  end.  But  my  position 
with  a  lady  is  not  the  same.  I  owe  to  her,  what  I  would 
concede  to  no  man  alive — a  proof  oi  the  truth  of  my  assertion. 
You  cannot  ask  for  that  proof,  Miss  Halcombe  ;  and  it  is 
therefore  my  duty  to  you,  and  still  more  to  Miss  Fairlie,  to 
offer  it.  May  I  beg  that  you  will  write  at  once  to  the  mother 
of  this  unfortunate  woman — to  Mrs.  Catherick — to  ask  for 
ner  testimony  in  support  of  the  explanation  which  I  have 
just  offered  to  you.' 

I  saw  Miss  Halcombe  change  colour,  and  look  a  little  un- 
easy. Sir  Percival's  suggestion,  politely  as  it  was  expressed, 
appeared  to  her,  as  it  appeared  to  me,  to  point,  very  delicately, 
at  the  hesitation  which  her  manner  had  betrayed  a  moment  or 
two  since. 

'  I  hope,  Sir  Percival,  you  don't  do  me  the  injustice  to 
suppose  that  I  distrust  you,'  she  said,  quickly. 

*  Certainly  not.  Miss  Halcombe.  I  make  my  proposal 
purely  as  an  act  of  attention  to  yon.  Will  you  excuse  my 
obstinacy  if  I  still  venture  to  press  it?' 

He  walked  to  the  writing-table,  as  he  spoke  ;  drew  a  chair 
to  it  ;  and  opened  the  paper  case. 

'  Let  me  beg  you  to  write  the  note,'  he  said,  '  as  a  favour 
to  me.  It  need  not  occupy  you  more  than  a  few  minutes. 
You  have  only  to  ask  Mrs.  Catherick  two  questions.  First,  if 
her  daughter  was  placed  in  the  Asylum  with  her  knowledge 
and  approval.  Secondly,  if  the  share  I  took  in  the  matter 
was  such  as  to  merit  the  expression  of  her  gratitude  towards 
myself?  Mr.  Gilmore's  mind  is  at  ease  on  this  unpleasant 
subject ;  and  your  mind  is  at  ease — pray  set  my  mind  at 
ease  also,  by  writing  the  note.' 

*  You  oblige  me  to  grant  your  request,  Sir  Percival,  when 
I  would  much  rather  refuse  it.'  With  those  words  Miss 
Halcombe  rose  from  her  place  and  went  to  the  writing-table. 
Sir  Percival  thanked  her,  handed  her  a  pen,  and  then  v/alked 
away  towards  the  fireplace.     Miss  Fairlie's  little  Italian  grey- 

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hound  was  lying-  on  the  rug.  He  held  out  his  hand,  and 
called  to  the  dog  g^ood-humouredly. 

'  Come,  Nina,'  he  said  ;  *  we  remember  each  other,  don't 
we  ?  ' 

The  little  beast,  cowardly  and  cross-grained  as  pet-dogs 
usually  are,  looked  up  at  him  sharply,  shrank  away  from  his 
outstretched  hand,  whined,  shivered,  and  hid  itself  under  a 
sofa.  It  was  scarcely  possible  that  he  could  have  been  put  out 
by  such  a  trifle  as  a  dog's  reception  of  him — but  I  observed, 
nevertheless,  that  he  walked  away  towards  the  window  very 
suddenly.  Perhaps  his  temper  is  irritable  at  times?  If  so,  I 
can  sympathise  with  him.  My  temper  is  irritable  at  times, 
too. 

Miss  Halcombe  was  not  long  in  writing  the  note.  When 
it  was  done,  she  rose  from  the  writing-table,  and  handed  the 
open  sheet  of  paper  to  Sir  Percival.  He  bowed  ;  took  it 
from  her ;  folded  it  up  immediately,  without  looking  at  the 
contents  ;  sealed  it ;  wrote  the  address  ;  and  handed  it  back 
to  her  in  silence.  I  never  saw  anything-  more  gracefully 
and  more  becomingly  done,  in  my  life. 

'  You  insist  on  my  posting  this  letter,  Sir  Percival  ?  '  said 
Miss  Halcombe. 

'  I  beg  you  will  post  it,'  he  ansv/ered.  *  And  now  that  it 
is  written  and  sealed  up,  allow  me  to  ask  one  or  two  last 
questions  about  the  unhappy  woman  to  whom  it  refers.  I 
have  read  the  communication  which  Mr.  Gilmore  kindly  ad- 
dressed to  my  solicitor,  describing  the  circumstances  under 
which  the  writer  of  the  anonymous  letter  was  identified.  But 
there  are  certain  points  to  which  that  statement  does  not  refer. 
Did  Anne  Catherick  see  Miss  Fairlie?' 

*  Certainly  not,'  replied  Miss  Halcombe. 

*  Did  she  see  you  ?  ' 
'No.' 

'  She  saw  nobody  from  the  house,  then,  except  a  certain 
Mr.  Hartright,  who  accidentally  met  with  her  in  the  church- 
yard here  ?  ' 

'  Nobody  else.' 

'  Mr.  Hartright  was  employed  at  LImmeridge  as  a  draw- 
ing-master, I  believe  ?  Is  he  a  member  of  one  of  the  Water- 
Colour  Societies  ? ' 

'I  believe  he  is,' answered  Miss  Halcombe. 

He  paused  for  a  moment,  as  if  he  was  thinking  over  the 
last  answer,  and  then  added  : 

'  Did  you  find  out  where  Anne  Catherick  was  living,  when 
she  was  in  this  neighbourhood  ?  ' 

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*  Yes.     At  a  farm  on  the  moor,  called  Todd's  Corner.' 

*  It  is  a  duty  we  all  owe  to  the  poor  creature  herself  to  trace 
her,'  continued  Sir  Percival.  '  She  may  have  said  something" 
at  Todd's  Corner  which  may  help  us  to  find  her.  I  will  go 
there,  and  make  inquiries  on  the  chance.  In  the  mean  time, 
as  I  cannot  prevail  on  myself  to  discuss  this  painful  subject 
with  Miss  Fairlie,  may  I  beg,  Miss  Halcombe,  that  you  will 
kindly  undertake  to  give  her  the  necessary  explanation,  de- 
ferring it  of  course  until  you  have  received  the  reply  to  that 
note.' 

Miss  Halcombe  promised  to  comply  with  his  request.  He 
thanked  her — nodded  pleasantly — and  left  us,  to  go  and 
establish  himself  in  his  own  room.  As  he  opened  the  door, 
the  cross-grained  greyhound  poked  out  her  sharp  muzzle  from 
under  the  sofa,  and  barked  and  snapped  at  him. 

*A  good  morning's  work,  Miss  Halcombe,'  I  said,  as 
soon  as  we  were  alone.  '  Here  is  an  anxious  day  well  ended 
already.' 

'Yes,'  she  answered  ;  'no  doubt.  I  am  very  glad  your 
mind  is  satisfied.' 

'  My  mind  !  Surely,  with  that  note  in  your  hand,  your 
mind  is  at  ease,  too  ?  ' 

'  Oh,  yes — how  can  it  be  otherwise  ?  I  know  the  thing 
could  not  be,'  she  went  on,  speaking  more  to  herself  than  to 
me  ;  '  but  I  almost  wish  Walter  Hartright  had  stayed  here 
long  enough  to  be  present  at  the  explanation,  and  to  hear  the 
proposal  to  me  to  wTite  this  note.' 

I  was  a  little  surprised — perhaps  a  little  piqued,  also,  by 
these  last  words. 

'  Events,  it  is  true,  connected  Mr.  Hartright  very  remark- 
ably with  the  affair  of  the  letter,'  I  said  ;  '  and  I  readily  admit 
that  he  conducted  himself,  all  things  considered,  with  great 
delicacy  and  discretion.  But  I  am  quite  at  a  loss  to  under- 
stand what  useful  influence  his  presence  could  have  exercised 
in  relation  to  the  effect  of  Sir  Percival's  statement  on  your  mind 
or  mine.' 

*  It  was  only  a  fancy,'  she  said,  absently.  '  There  is  no 
need  to  discuss  it,  Mr.  Gilmore.  Your  experience  ought  to  be, 
and  is,  the  best  guide  I  can  desire.' 

I  did  not  altogether  like  her  thrusting  the  whole  responsi- 
bility, in  this  marked  manner,  on  my  shoulders.  If  Mr.  Fairlie 
had  done  it,  I  should  not  have  been  surprised.  But  resolute, 
clear-minded  Miss  Halcombe,  was  the  very  last  person  in  the 
world  whom  I  should  have  expected  to  find  shrinking  from  the 
expression  of  an  opinion  of  her  own. 

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'  If  any  doubts  still  trouble  you,'  I  said,  '  why  not  mention 
them  to  me  at  once  ?  Tell  me  plainly,  have  you  any  reason  to 
distrust  Sir  Percival  Clyde  ?  ' 

'None  whatever.' 

*  Do  you  see  anything  improbable,  or  contradictory,  in  his 
explanation  ?  * 

'  How  can  I  say  I  do,  after  the  proof  he  has  offered  me  of 
the  truth  of  it  ?  Can  there  be  better  testimony  in  his  favour, 
Mr.  Gilmore,  than  the  testimony  of  the  woman's  mother  ?  ' 

*  None  better.  If  the  answer  to  your  note  of  inquiry  proves 
to  be  satisfactory,  I,  for  one,  cannot  see  what  more  any  friend 
of  Sir  Percival's  can  possibly  expect  from  him.' 

*  Then  we  will  post  the  note,*  she  said,  rising  to  leave  the 
room,  '  and  dismiss  all  further  reference  to  the  subject,  until 
the  answer  arrives.  Don't  attach  any  weight  to  my  hesitation. 
I  can  give  no  better  reason  for  it  than  that  I  have  been  over- 
anxious about  Laura  lately  ;  and  anxiety,  Mr.  Cilmore,  un- 
settles the  strongest  of  us.' 

She  left  me  abruptly  :  her  naturally  firm  voice  faltering  as 
she  spoke  those  last  words.  A  sensitive,  vehement,  passionate 
nature — a  woman  of  ten  thousand  in  these  trivial,  superficial 
times.  I  had  known  her  from  her  earliest  years  ;  I  had  seen 
her  tested,  as  she  grew  up,  in  more  than  one  trjang  family 
crisis,  and  my  long  experience  made  me  attach  an  importance 
to  her  hesitation  under  the  circumstances  here  detailed,  which 
I  should  certainly  not  have  felt  in  the  case  of  another  woman. 
I  could  see  no  cause  for  any  uneasiness  or  any  doubt ;  but  she 
had  made  me  a  little  uneasy,  and  a  little  doubtful,  nevertheless. 
In  my  youth,  I  should  have  chafed  and  fretted  under  the  irri- 
tation of  my  own  unreasonable  state  of  mind.  In  my  age,  I 
knew  better ;  and  went  out  philosophically  to  walk  it  off. 


II. 

We  all  met  again  at  dinner-time. 

Sir  Percival  was  in  such  boisterous  high  spirits  that  I 
hardly  recognised  him  as  the  same  man  whose  quiet  tact, 
refinement,  and  good  sense  had  impressed  me  so  strongly  at 
the  interview  of  the  morning.  The  only  trace  of  his  former 
self  that  I  could  detect,  reappeared,  every  now  and  then,  in 
his  manner  towards  Miss  Fairlie.  A  look  or  a  word  from  her, 
suspended  his  loudest  laugh,  checked  his  gayest  flow  of  talk, 
and  rendered  him  all  attention  to  her,  and  to  no  one  else  at 
table,  in  an  instant.     Although  he  never  openly  tried  to  draw 

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her  into  the  conversation,  he  never  lost  the  slig-htest  chance 
she  gave  him  of  letting-  her  drift  into  it  by  accident,  and  of 
saying-  the  words  to  her,  under  those  favourable  circumstances, 
v/hich  a  man  with  less  tact  and  delicacy  would  have  pointedly 
addressed  to  her  the  moment  they  occurred  to  him.  Rather  to 
my  surprise,  Miss  Fairlie  appeared  to  be  sensible  of  his  atten- 
tions, without  being  moved  by  them.  She  was  a  little  con- 
fused from  time  to  time,  when  he  lool<ed  at  her,  or  spoke  to 
her  ;  but  she  never  warmed  towards  him.  Rank,  fortune,  good 
breeding,  good  looks,  the  respect  of  a  gentleman,  and  the 
devotion  of  a  lover  were  all  humbly  placed  at  her  feet,  and,  so 
far  as  appearances  went,  were  all  offered  in  vain. 

On  the  next  day,  the  Tuesday,  Sir  Percival  went  in  the 
morning  (taking  one  of  the  servants  with  him  as  a  guide)  to 
Todd's  Corner.  His  inquiries,  as  I  afterwards  heard,  led  to  no 
results.  On  his  return,  he  had  an  interview  with  Mr.  Fairlie  ; 
and  in  the  afternoon  he  and  Miss  Halcombe  rode  out  together. 
Nothing  else  happened  worthy  of  record.  The  evening  passed 
as  usual.  There  was  no  change  in  Sir  Percival,  and  no 
change  in  Miss  Fairlie. 

The  Wednesday's  post  brought  with  it  an  event— the  reply 
from  Mrs.  Catherick.  I  took  a  copy  of  the  document,  which  I 
have  preserved,  and  which  I  may  as  well  present  in  this  place. 
It  ran  as  follows  : — • 

*  Madam, — I  beg  to  acknowledge  the  receipt  of  your  letter, 
inquiring  whether  my  daughter,  Anne,  was  placed  under 
medical  superintendence  with  my  knowledge  and  approval, 
and  whether  the  share  taken  in  the  matter  by  Sir  Percival 
Clyde  was  such  as  to  merit  the  expression  of  my  gratitude 
tov/ards  that  gentleman.  Be  pleased  to  accept  my  answer  in 
the  affirmative  to  both  those  questions,  and  believe  me  to 
remain,  your  obedient  servant, 

'Jane  Anne  Catherick.' 

Short,  sharp,  and  to  the  point  :  in  form,  rather  a  business- 
like letter  for  a  woman  to  write  ;  in  substance,  as  plain  a 
confirmation  as  could  be  desired  of  Sir  Percival  Clyde's  state- 
ment. This  was  my  opinion,  and  with  certain  minor  reserva- 
tions. Miss  Halcombe's  opinion  also.  Sir  Percival,  when  the 
letter  was  shown  to  him,  did  not  appear  to  be  struck  by  the 
sharp,  short  tone  of  it.  He  told  us  that  Mrs.  Catherick  was 
a  woman  of  few  words,  a  clear-headed,  straightforward,  un- 
imaginative person,  who  wrote  briefly  and  plainly,  just  as  she 
spoke. 

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The  next  duty  to  be  accomplished,  now  that  the  answer 
had  been  received,  was  to  acquaint  Miss  Fairlie  with  Sir 
Percival's  explanation.  Miss  Halcombe  had  undertaken  to 
do  this,  and  had  left  the  room  to  g"o  to  her  sister,  when  she 
suddenly  returned  again,  and  sat  down  by  the  easy-chair  in 
which  I  was  reading  the  newspaper.  Sir  Percival  had  gone 
out  a  minute  before,  to  look  at  the  stables,  and  no  one  was  in 
the  room  but  ourselves. 

*  I  suppose  we  have  really  and  truly  done  all  we  can  ? '  she 
said,  turning  and  twisting  Mrs.  Catherick's  letter  in  her 
hand. 

'  If  we  are  friends  of  Sir  Percival's,  who  know  him  and 
trust  him,  we  have  done  all,  and  more  than  all,  that  is  neces- 
sary,' I  answered,  a  little  annoyed  by  this  return  of  her  hesita- 
tion.     '  But  if  we  are  enemies  who  suspect  him ' 

'That  alternative  is  not  even  to  be  thought  of,'  she  inter- 
posed. '  We  are  Sir  Percival's  friends  ;  and,  if  generosity 
and  forbearance  can  add  to  our  regard  for  him,  we  ought  to 
be  Sir  Percival's  admirers  as  well.  You  know  that  he  saw 
Mr.  Fairlie  yesterday,  and  that  he  afterwards  went  out  with 
me  ? ' 

'  Yes.  I  saw  you  riding  away  together.' 
'  We  began  the  ride  by  talking  about  Anne  Catherick,  and 
about  the  singular  manner  in  which  Mr.  Hartright  met  with 
her.  But  we  soon  dropped  that  subject ;  and  Sir  Percival 
spoke  next,  in  the  most  unselfish  terms,  of  his  engagement 
with  Laura.  He  said  he  had  observed  that  she  was  out  of 
spirits,  and  he  was  willing,  if  not  informed  to  the  contrary,  to 
attribute  to  that  cause  the  alteration  in  her  manner  towards 
him  during  his  present  visit.  If,  however,  there  was  any 
more  serious  reason  for  the  change,  he  would  entreat  that  no 
constraint  might  be  placed  on  her  inclinations  either  by  Mr. 
Fairlie  or  by  me.  AH  he  asked,  in  that  case,  was  that  she 
■would  recall  to  mind,  for  the  last  time,  what  the  circumstances 
were  under  which  the  engagement  between  them  was  made, 
and  what  his  conduct  had  been  from  the  beginning  of  the 
courtship  to  the  present  time.  If,  after  due  reflection  on  those 
two  subjects,  she  seriously  desired  that  he  should  withdraw 
his  pretensions  to  the  honour  of  becoming  her  husband — and 
if  she  v/ould  tell  him  so  plainly,  with  her  own  lips— he  would 
sacrifice  himself  by  leaving  her  perfectly  free  to  withdraw  from 
the  engagement.' 

'  No  man  could  say  more  than  that.  Miss  Halcombe.  As 
to  my  experience,  few  men  in  his  situation  would  have  said 
as  much.' 

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She  paused  after  I  had  spoken  those  words,  and  looked  at 
me  with  a  singular  expression  of  perplexity  and  distress. 

'  I  accuse  nobody  and  I  suspect  nothing,'  she  broke  out, 
abruptly.  '  But  I  cannot  and  will  not  accept  the  responsibility 
of  persuading  Laura  to  this  marriage.' 

'  That  is  exactly  the  course  which  Sir  Percival  Glyde  has 
himself  requested  you  to  take,'  I  replied,  in  astonishment. 
'  He  has  begged  you  not  to  force  her  inclinations.' 

'  And  he  indirectly  obliges  me  to  force  them,  if  I  give  her 
his  message.' 

*  How  can  that  possibly  be  ?  ' 

'  Consult  your  own  knowledge  of  Laura,  Mr.  Gilmore. 
If  I  tell  her  to  reflect  on  the  circumstances  of  her  engagement, 
I  at  once  appeal  to  two  of  the  strongest  feelings  in  her  nature 
— to  her  love  for  her  father's  memory,  and  to  her  strict  regard 
for  truth.  You  know  that  she  never  broke  a  promise  in  her 
life  ;  you  know  that  she  entered  on  this  engagement  at  the 
beginning  of  her  father's  fatal  illness,  and  that  he  spoke 
hopefully  and  happily  of  her  marriage  to  Sir  Percival  Glyde  on 
his  death-bed.' 

I  own  that  I  was  a  little  shocked  at  this  view  of  the  case. 

'  Surely,'  I  said,  'you  don't  mean  to  infer  that  when  Sir 
Percival  spoke  to  you  yesterday,  he  speculated  on  such  a  result 
as  you  have  just  mentioned  ?  ' 

Her  frank,  fearless  face  answered  for  her  before  she 
spoke. 

*  Do  you  think  I  would  remain  an  instant  in  the  company 
of  any  man  whom  I  suspected  of  such  baseness  as  that  ?  '  she 
asked,  angrily. 

I  liked  to  feel  her  hearty  indignation  flash  out  on  me  in 
that  way.  We  see  so  much  malice  and  so  little  indignation 
in  my  profession. 

'  In  that  case,'  I  said,  '  excuse  me  if  I  tell  you,  in  our  legal 
phrase,  that  you  are  travelling  out  of  the  record.  Whatever 
the  consequences  may  be.  Sir  Percival  has  a  right  to  expect 
that  your  sister  should  carefully  consider  her  engagement 
from  every  reasonable  point  of  view  before  she  claims  her 
release  from  it.  If  that  unlucky  letter  has  prejudiced  her 
against  him,  go  at  once,  and  tell  her  that  he  has  cleared  him- 
self in  your  eyes  and  in  mine.  What  objection  can  she  urge 
against  him  after  that  ?  What  excuse  can  she  possibly  have 
for  changing  her  mind  about  a  man  whom  she  had  virtually 
accepted  for  her  husband  more  than  two  years  ago  ?  ' 

'  In  the  eyes  of  law  and  reason,  Mr.  Gilmore,  no  excuse,  I 
dare  say.     If  she  still  hesitates,   and  if  I  still  hesitate,  you 

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must  attribute  our  strang-e  conduct,  if  you  like,  to  caprice  in 
both  cases,  and  we  must  bear  the  imputation  as  well  as  we  can.' 

With  those  words,  she  suddenly  rose,  and  left  me.  When 
a  sensible  woman  has  a  serious  question  put  to  her,  and 
evades  it  by  a  flippant  answer,  it  is  a  sure  sign,  in  ninety-nine 
cases  out  of  a  hundred,  that  she  has  something  to  conceal. 
I  returned  to  the  perusal  of  the  newspaper,  strongly  suspect- 
ing that  Miss  Halcombe  and  Miss  Fairlie  had  a  secret  between 
them  which  they  were  keeping  from  Sir  Percival  and  keeping 
from  me.  I  thought  this  hard  on  both  of  us — especially  on 
Sir  Percival. 

My  doubts — or,  to  speak  more  correctly,  my  convictions 
• — were  confirmed  by  Miss  Halcombe's  language  and  manner, 
when  I  saw  her  again  later  in  the  day.  She  was  suspiciously 
brief  and  reserved  in  telling  me  the  result  of  her  interview 
with  her  sister.  Miss  Fairlie,  it  appeared,  had  listened 
quietly  while  the  affair  of  the  letter  was  placed  before  her  in 
the  right  point  of  view  ;  but  when  Miss  Halcombe  next  pro- 
ceeded to  say  that  the  object  of  Sir  Percival's  visit  at  Lim- 
meridge  was  to  prevail  on  her  to  let  a  day  be  fixed  for  the 
marriage,  she  checked  all  further  reference  to  the  subject  by 
begging  for  time.  If  Sir  Percival  would  consent  to  spare  her 
for  the  present,  she  would  undertake  to  give  him  his  final 
answer,  before  the  end  of  the  year.  She  pleaded  for  this 
delay  with  such  anxiety  and  agitation,  that  Miss  Halcombe 
had  promised  to  use  her  influence,  if  necessary,  to  obtain  it  ; 
and  there,  at  Miss  Fairlie's  earnest  entreaty,  all  further  dis- 
cussion of  the  marriage  question  had  ended. 

The  purely  temporary  arrangement  thus  proposed  might 
have  been  convenient  enough  to  the  young  lady ;  but  it 
proved  somewhat  embarrassing  to  the  writer  of  these  lines. 
That  morning's  post  had  brought  a  letter  from  my  partner, 
which  obliged  me  to  return  to  town  the  next  day,  by  the 
afternoon  train.  It  was  extremely  probable  that  I  should 
find  no  second  opportunity  of  presenting  myself  at  Limmeridge 
House  during  the  remainder  of  the  year.  In  that  case,  sup- 
posing Miss  Fairlie  ultimately  decided  on  holding  to  her 
engagement,  my  necessary  personal  communication  with  her, 
before  I  drew  her  settlement,  would  become  something  like  a 
downright  impossibility  ;  and  we  should  be  obliged  to  commit 
to  writing  questions  which  ought  always  to  be  discussed  on  both 
sides  by  word  of  mouth.  I  said  nothing  about  this  difficulty, 
until  Sir  Percival  had  been  consulted  on  the  subject  of  the  de- 
sired delay.  He  was  too  gallant  a  gentleman  not  to  grant  the 
request  immediately.     When  Miss  Halcombe  informed  me  of 


THE   WOMAN    IN   WHITE 

this  I  told  her  that  I  must  absolutely  speak  to  her  sister,  before 
I  left  Limmeridg"e  ;  and  it  was,  therefore,  arranged  that  I 
should  see  Miss  Fairlie  in  her  own  sitting-room,  the  next 
morning.  She  did  not  come  down  to  dinner,  or  join  us  in 
the  evening.  Indisposition  was  the  excuse  ;  and  I  thought 
Sir  Percival  looked,  as  well  he  might,  a  little  annoyed  when 
he  heard  of  it. 

The  next  morning,  as  soon  as  breakfast  was  over,  I  went 
up  to  Miss  Fairlie's  sitting-room.  The  poor  girl  looked  so 
pale  and  sad,  and  came  forward  to  welcome  me  so  readily 
and  prettily,  that  the  resolution  to  lecture  her  on  her  caprice 
and  indecision,  which  I  had  been  forming  all  the  waj'  up- 
stairs, failed  me  on  the  spot.  I  led  her  back  to  the  chair 
from  which  she  had  risen,  and  placed  myself  opposite  to  her. 
Her  cross-grained  pet  greyhound  was  in  the  room,  and  I  fully 
expected  a  barking  and  snapping  reception.  Strange  to  say, 
the  whimsical  little  brute  falsified  my  expectations  by  jumping 
into  my  lap,  and  poking  its  sharp  muzzle  familiarly  into  my 
hand  the  moment  I  sat  down. 

'  You  used  often  to  sit  on  my  knee  when  you.  were  a 
child,  my  dear,'  I  said,  'and  now  your  little  dog  seems 
determined  to  succeed  you  in  the  vacant  throne.  Is  that 
pretty  drawing  your  doing  ?  ' 

I  pointed  to  a  little  album,  Vv^hich  lay  on  the  table  by  her 
side,  and  which  she  had  evidently  been  looking  over  when  I 
came  in.  The  page  that  lay  open  had  a  small  Avater-colour 
landscape  very  neatly  mounted  on  it.  This  was  the  drawing 
which  had  suggested  my  question  :  an  idle  question  enough — 
but  how  could  I  begin  to  talk  of  business  to  her  the  moment 
I  opened  my  lips  ? 

'  No,'  she  said,  looking  away  from  the  drawing  rather  con- 
fusedly ;   '  it  is  not  my  doing.' 

Her  fingers  had  a  restless  habit,  which  I  remembered  in 
her  as  a  child,  of  always  playing  with  the  first  thing  that  came 
to  hand,  whenever  any  one  was  talking  to  her.  On  this 
occasion  they  wandered  to  the  album,  and  toyed  absently 
about  the  margin  of  the  little  water-colour  drawing.  The  ex- 
pression of  melancholy  deepened  on  her  face.  She  did  not 
look  at  the  drawing,  or  look  at  me.  Her  eyes  moved  uneasily 
from  object  to  object  in  the  room  ;  betraying  plainly  that  she 
suspected  what  my  purpose  was  in  coming  to  speak  to  her. 
Seeing  that,  I  thought  it  best  to  get  to  the  purpose  with  as 
little  delay  as  possible. 

'  One  of  the  errands,  my  dear,  which  brings  me  here  is  to 
bid   you  good-by,'  I  began.     *  I  must   get  back  to  London 


THE   WOMAN   IN   WHITEi 

to-day  :  and,  before  I  leave,  I  want  to  have  a  Vv-ord  with  you 
on  the  subject  of  }Our  ov^^i  affairs.' 

'  I  am  very  sorry  you  are  going-,  Mr.  Gihnore,'  she  said, 
looking-  at  me  kindly.  '  It  is  like  the  happy  old  times  to  have 
you  here.' 

*  I  hope  I  may  be  able  to  come  back,  and  recall  those 
pleasant  memories  once  more,'  I  continued  ;  '  but  as  there  is 
some  uncertainty  about  the  future,  I  must  take  my  oppor- 
tunity when  I  can  get  it,  and  speak  to  you  now.  I  am  your 
old  lawyer  and  your  old  friend  ;  and  I  may  remind  you,  I  am 
sure,  without  offence,  of  the  possibility  of  your  marrying-  Sir 
Percival  Clyde.' 

She  took  her  hand  oft"  the  little  album  as  suddenly  as  if  it 
had  turned  hot  and  burnt  her.  Her  fingers  twined  together 
nervously  in  her  lap  ;  her  eyes  looked  down  again  at  the 
floor  ;  and  an  expression  of  constraint  settled  on  her  face 
which  looked  ahnost  like  an  expression  of  pain. 

'  Is  it  absolutely  necessary  to  speak  of  my  marriage 
engagement  ?  '  she  asked,  in  low  tones. 

'  It  is  necessary  to  refer  to  it,'  I  answered  ;  'but  not  to 
dwell  on  it.  Let  us  merely  say  that  you  may  marry,  or  that 
you  may  not  marry.  In  the  first  case,  I  must  be  prepared, 
beforehand,  to  draw  your  settlement  ;  and  I  ought  not  to  do 
that  without,  as  a  matter  of  politeness,  first  consulting  you. 
This  may  be  my  only  chance  of  hearing  what  your  wishes 
are.  Let  us,  therefore,  suppose  the  case  of  your  marrying, 
and  let  me  inform  you,  in  as  few  words  as  possible,  what 
your  position  is  now,  and  what  you  may  make  it,  if  you 
please,  in  the  future.' 

I  explained  to  her  the  object  of  a  marriage-settlement  ; 
and  then  told  her  exactl)^  what  her  prospects  v.'^ere — in  the 
first  place,  on  her  coming  of  age,  and,  in  the  second  place, 
on  the  decease  of  her  uncle — marking  the  distinction  between 
the  property  in  which  she  had  a  life  interest  onlj',  and  the 
property  which  was  left  at  her  own  control.  She  listened 
attentively,  with  the  constrained  expression  still  on  her  face, 
and  her  hands  still  nervously  clasped  together  in  her  lap. 

'And  now,'  I  said,  in  conclusion,  '  tell  me  if  you  can  think 
of  any  condition  which,  in  the  case  we  have  supposed,  you 
would  wish  me  to  make  for  you— subject,  of  course,  to  your 
guardian's  approval,  as  you  are  not  yet  of  age.' 

She  moved  uneasily  in  her  chair — then  looked  in  my  face, 
on  a  sudden  very  earnestly. 

'  If  it  does  happen,'  she  began,  faintly  ;   '  if  I  am 

'  If  you  are  married,'  I  added,  helping  her  out. 

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*  Don't  let  him  part  me  from  Marian,'  she  cried,  with  a 
sudden  outbreak  of  energy.  '  Oh,  Mr.  Gilmore,  pray  make 
it  law  that  Marian  is  to  live  with  me  ! ' 

Under  other  circumstances  I  might  perhaps  have  been 
amused  at  this  essentially  feminine  interpretation  of  my 
question,  and  of  the  long  explanation  which  had  preceded  it. 
But  her  looks  and  tones,  when  she  spoke,  were  of  a  kind  to 
make  me  more  than  serious- — they  distressed  me.  Her 
words,  few  as  they  were,  betrayed  a  desperate  clinging  to 
the  past  which  boded  ill  for  the  future. 

'  Your  having  Marian  Halcombe  to  live  with  you,  can 
easily  be  settled  by  private  arrangement,'  I  said.  '  You 
hardly  understood  my  question,  I  think.  It  referred  to  your 
own  property — to  the  disposal  of  your  money.  Supposing 
you  were  to  make  a  will,  when  you  come  of  age,  who  would 
you  like  the  money  to  go  to  ? ' 

'  Marian  has  been  mother  and  sister  both  to  me,'  said  the 
good,  affectionate  girl,  her  pretty  blue  eyes  glistening  while 
she  spoke.     '  May  I  leave  it  to  Marian,  Mr.  Gilmore?' 

*  Certainly,  my  love,'  I  answered.  *  But  remember  what 
a  large  sum  it  is.  Would  you  like  it  all  to  go  to  Miss 
Halcombe?  ' 

She  hesitated  ;  her  colour  came  and  went ;  and  her  hand 
stole  back  again  to  the  little  album. 

'  Not  all  of  it,'  she  said.  '  There  is  some  one  else,  besides 
Marian ' 

She  stopped  ;  her  colour  heightened  ;  and  the  fingers  of 
the  hand  that  rested  upon  the  album  beat  gently  on  the 
margin  of  the  drawing,  as  if  her  memory  had  set  them 
going  mechanically  with  the  remembrance  of  a  favourite  tune. 

*  You  mean  some  other  member  of  the  family  besides 
Miss  Halcombe  ? '  I  suggested,  seeing  her  at  a  loss  to 
proceed. 

The  heightening  colour  spread  to  her  forehead  and  her 
neck,  and  the  nervous  fingers  suddenly  clasped  themselves 
fast  round  the  edge  of  the  book. 

'There  is  some  one  else,' she  said,  not  noticing  my  last 
words,  though  she  had  evidently  heard  them  ;  '  there  is  some 
one  else  who  might  like  a  little  keepsake,  if — if  I  might  leave 
it.     There  would  be  no  harm,  if  I  should  die  first ' 

She  paused  again.  The  colour  that  had  spread  over  her 
cheeks  suddenly,  as  suddenly  left  them.  The  hand  on  the 
album  resigned  its  hold,  trembled  a  little,  and  moved  the 
book  away  from  her.  She  looked  at  me  for  an  instant — then 
turned  her  head  aside  in  the  chair.     Her  handkerchief  fell  to 

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the  floof  as  she  changed  her  position,  and  she  hurriedly  hid 
her  face  from  me  in  her  hands. 

Sad  !  To  remember  her,  as  I  did,  the  Hvehest,  happiest 
child  that  ever  laughed  the  day  through  ;  and  to  see  her  now, 
in  the  flower  of  her  age  and  her  beauty,  so  broken  and  so 
brought  down  as  this  ! 

In  the  distress  that  she  caused  me,  I  forgot  the  years  that 
had  passed,  and  the  change  they  had  made  in  our  position 
towards  one  another.  I  moved  my  chair  close  to  her,  and 
picked  up  her  handkerchief  from  the  carpet,  and  drew  her 
hands  from  her  face  gently.  '  Don't  cry,  my  love,'  I  said,  and 
dried  the  tears  that  were  gathering  in  her  eyes,  with  my  own 
hand,  as  if  she  had  been  the  little  Laura  Fairlie  of  ten  long 
years  ago. 

It  was  the  best  way  I  could  have  taken  to  compose  her. 
She  laid  her  head  on  my  shoulder,  and  smiled  faintly  through 
her  tears. 

'  I  am  very  sorry  for  forgetting  myself,'  she  said,  artlessly. 
'  I  have  not  been  well — I  have  felt  sadly  weak  and  nervous 
lately  ;  and  I  often  cry  without  reason  when  I  am  alone.  I 
am  better  now  ;  I  can  answer  you  as  I  ought,  Mr.  Gilmore,  I 
can  indeed.' 

'  No,  no,  my  dear,'  I  replied  ;  '  we  will  consider  the  subject 
as  done  with  for  the  present.  You  have  said  enough  to 
sanction  my  taking  the  best  possible  care  of  your  interests  ; 
and  we  can  settle  details  at  another  opportunity.  Let  us  have 
done  with  business,  now,  and  talk  of  something  else.' 

I  led  her  at  once  into  speaking  on  other  topics.  In  ten 
minutes'  time,  she  was  in  better  spirits  ;  and  I  rose  to  take 
my  leave. 

'  Come  here  again,'  she  said  earnestly.  *  I  will  try  to  he 
worthier  of  your  kind  feeling  for  me  and  for  my  interests  if 
you  will  only  come  again.' 

Still  clinging  to  the  past — that  past  which  I  represented 
to  her,  in  my  way,  as  Miss  Halcombe  did  in  hers  !  It  troubled 
me  sorely  to  see  her  looking  back,  at  the  beginning  of  her 
career,  just  as  I  look  back  at  the  end  of  mine. 

*  If  I  do  come  again,  I  hope  I  shall  find  you  better,'  I  said 
— '  better  and  happier.     God  bless  you,  my  dear  ! ' 

She  only  answered  by  putting  up  her  cheek  to  me  to  be 
kissed.  Even  lawyers  have  hearts  ;  and  mine  ached  a  little 
as  I  took  leave  of  her. 

The  whole  interview  between  us  had  hardly  lasted  more 
than  half  an  hour — she  had  not  breathed  a  word,  in  my 
presence,  to  explain  the  mystery  of  her  evident  distress  and 

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dismay  at  the  prospect  of  her  marriage — and  yet  she  had  con- 
trived to  win  me  over  to  her  side  of  the  question,  I  neither 
knew  how  nor  why.  I  had  entered  the  room,  feehng-  that  Sir 
Percival  Glyde  had  fair  reason  to  complain  of  the  m.anner  in 
which  she  was  treating  him.  I  left  it,  secretly  hoping  that 
matters  might  end  in  her  taking  him  at  his  word  and  claim- 
ing her  release.  A  man  of  my  age  and  experience  ought  to 
have  known  better  than  to  vacillate  in  this  unreasonable 
manner.  I  can  make  no  excuse  for  myself ;  I  can  only  tell 
the  truth,  and  say — so  it  was. 

The  hour  for  my  departure  was  now  drawing  near.  I 
sent  to  Mr.  Fairlie  to  say  that  I  would  wait  on  him  to  take 
leave  if  he  liked,  but  that  he  must  excuse  my  being  rather  in 
a  hurry.  He  sent  a  message  back,  written  in  pencil  on  a  slip 
of  paper  :  '  Kind  love  and  best  wishes,  dear  Giimore.  Hurry 
of  any  kind  is  inexpressibly  injurious  to  me.  Pray  take  care 
of  yourself.     Good-by.' 

Just  before  I  left,  I  saw  Miss  Halcombe,  for  a  moment, 
alone. 

'  Have  you  said  all  you  wanted  to  Laura  ? '  she  asked. 

*  Yes,'  I  replied.  *  She  is  very  weak  and  nervous — I  am 
glad  she  has  you  to  take  care  of  her.' 

Miss  Halcombe's  sharp  eyes  studied  my  face  attentively. 

*  You  are  altering  your  opinion  about  Laura,'  she  said. 
'  You  are  readier  to  make  allowances  for  her  than  you  were 
yesterday.' 

No  sensible  man  ever  engages,  unprepared,  in  a  fencing 
match  of  words  with  a  woman.     I  only  answered  : 

'  Let  me  know  what  happens.  I  will  do  nothing  till  I 
hear  from  you.' 

She  still  looked  hard  in  my  face.  *  I  wish  it  was  all  over, 
and  well  over,  Mr.  Giimore — and  so  do  you.'  With  those 
words  she  left  me. 

Sir  Percival  most  politely  insisted  on  seeing  me  to  the 
carriage  door. 

'  If  you  are  ever  in  my  neighbourhood,'  he  said,  '  pray  don't 
forget  that  I  am  sincerely  anxious  to  improve  our  acquaint- 
ance. The  tried  and  trusted  old  friend  of  this  family  will  be 
always  a  welcome  visitor  in  any  house  of  mine.' 

A  really  irresistible  man — courteous,  considerate,  delight- 
fully free  from  pride — a  gentleman,  every  inch  of  him.  As  I 
drove  away  to  the  station,  I  felt  as  if  I  could  cheerfully  do 
anything  to  promote  the  interests  of  Sir  Percival  Gylde — any- 
thing in  the  world,  except  drawing  the  marriage-settlement  of 
his  wife. 

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III. 

A  WEEK  passed,  after  my  return  to  London,  without  the  receipt 
of  any  communication  from  Miss  Halcombe. 

On  the  eighth  day,  a  letter  in  her  handwriting  was  placed 
among  the  other  letters  on  my  table. 

It  announced  that  Sir  Percival  Gylde  had  been  definitely 
accepted,  and  that  the  marriage  was  to  take  place,  as  he  had 
originally  desired,  before  the  end  of  the  year.  In  all  probability 
the  ceremony  would  be  performed  during  the  last  fortnight 
in  December.  Miss  Fairlie's  twenty-first  birthday  was  late 
in  March.  She  would,  therefore,  by  this  arrangement,  become 
Sir  Percival's  wife  about  three  months  before  she  was  of  age. 

I  ought  not  to  hav'e  been  surprised,  I  ought  not  to  have 
been  sorry;  but  I  was  surprised  and  sorry,  nevertheless. 
Some  little  disappointment,  caused  by  the  unsatisfactory 
shortness  of  Miss  Halcombe's  letter,  mingled  itself  with  these 
feelings,  and  contributed  its  share  towards  upsetting  my 
serenity  for  the  da}'.  In  six  lines  my  correspondent  announced 
the  proposed  marriage  ;  in  three  more,  she  told  me  that  Sir 
Percival  had  left  Cumberland  to  return  to  his  house  in 
Hampshire ;  and  in  two  concluding  sentences  she  informed 
me,  first,  that  Laura  was  sadly  in  want  of  change  and  cheer- 
ful society  ;  secondly,  that  she  had  resolved  to  try  the  effect 
of  some  such  change  forthwith,  by  taking  her  sister  away 
with  her  on  a  visit  to  certain  old  friends  in  Yorkshire.  There 
the  letter  ended,  without  a  word  to  explain  what  the  circum- 
stances were  which  had  decided  Miss  Fairlle  to  accept  Sir 
Percival  Glyde  in  one  short  week  from  the  time  when  I  had 
last  seen  her. 

At  a  later  period,  the  cause  of  this  sudden  determination 
was  fully  explained  to  me.  It  is  not  my  business  to  relate 
it  imperfectly,  on  hearsay  evidence.  The  circumstances  came 
within  the  personal  experience  of  Miss  Halcombe  ;  and,  when 
her  narrative  succeeds  mine,  she  will  describe  them  in  every 
particular,  exactly  as  they  happened.  In  the  mean  time,  the 
plain  duty  for  me  to  perform — before  I,  in  my  turn,  lay  down  my 
pen  and  withdraw  from  the  story — is  to  relate  the  one  remain- 
ing event  connected  with  Miss  Fairlie's  proposed  marriage  in 
which  I  was  concerned,  namely,  the  drawing  of  the  settlement. 

It  is  impossible  to  refer  intelligibly  to  this  document,  with- 
out first  entering  into  certain  particulars,  in  relation  to  the 
bride's  pecuniary  affairs.  I  will  try  to  make  my  explanation 
briefly  and  plainly,  and  to  keep  it  free  from  professional  ob- 
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portance.  I  warn  all  readers  of  these  lines  that  Miss  Fairlie's 
inheritance  is  a  very  serious  part  of  Miss  Fairlie's  story ;  and 
that  Mr,  Gilmore's  experience,  in  this  particular,  must  be 
their  experience  also,  if  they  wish  to  understand  the  narratives 
which  are  yet  to  come. 

Miss  Fairlie's  expectations,  then,  were  of  a  twofold  kind  ; 
comprising-  her  possible  inheritance  of  real  property,  or  land, 
when  her  uncle  died,  and  her  absolute  inheritance  of  personal 
property,  or  money,  when  she  came  of  age. 
Let  us  take  the  land  first. 

In  the  time  of  Miss  Fairlie's  paternal  grandfather  (whom 
we  will  call  Mr.  Fairlie,  the  elder)  the  entailed  succession  to 
the  Limmeridge  estate  stood  thus  : 

Mr.  Fairlie,  the  elder,  died  and  left  three  sons,  Philip, 
Frederick,  and  Arthur.  As  eldest  son,  Philip  succeeded  to  the 
estate.  If  he  died  without  leaving  a  son,  the  property  went 
to  the  second  brother,  Frederick.  And  if  Frederick  died  also 
without  leaving  a  son,  the  property  went  to  the  third  brother, 
Arthur. 

As  events  turned  out,  Mr.  Philip  Fairlie  died  leaving  an 
only  daughter,  the  Laura  of  this  story  ;  and  the  estate,  in  con- 
sequence, went,  in  course  of  law,  to  the  second  brother, 
Frederick,  a  single  man.  The  third  brother,  Arthur,  had  died 
many  years  before  the  decease  of  Philip,  leaving  a  son  and  a 
daughter.  The  son,  at  the  age  of  eighteen,  was  drowned  at 
Oxford.  His  death  left  Laura,  the  daughter  of  Mr.  Philip 
Fairlie,  presumptive  heiress  to  the  estate  ;  with  every  chance 
of  succeeding  to  it,  in  the  ordinary  course  of  nature,  on  her 
Uncle  Frederick's  death,  if  the  said  Frederick  died  without 
leaving-  male  issue. 

Except  in  the  event,  then,  of  Mr.  Frederick  Fairlie's 
marrying  and  leaving  an  heir  (the  two  very  last  things  in  the 
world  that  he  was  likely  to  do),  his  niece,  Laura,  would  have 
the  property  on  his  death  ;  possessing,  it  must  be  remembered, 
nothing  more  than  a  life-interest  in  it.  If  she  died  single,  or 
died  childless,  the  estate  would  revert  to  her  cousin  Magdalen, 
the  daughter  of  Mr.  Arthur  Fairlie.  If  she  married,  with  a 
proper  settlement — or,  in  other  words,  with  the  settlement  I 
meant  to  make  for  her — the  income  from  the  estate  (a  good 
three  thousand  a  year)  would,  during  her  lifetime,  be  at  her 
own  disposal.  If  she  died  before  her  husband,  he  would  natur- 
ally expect  to  be  left  in  the  enjoyment  of  the  income,  for  his 
lifetime.  If  she  had  a  son,  that  son  would  be  the  heir,  to  the 
exclusion  of  her  cousin  Magdalen.  Thus,  Sir  Percival's  pros- 
pects in  marrying  Miss  Fairlie  (so  far  as  his  wife's  expectations 

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from  real  property  were  concerned)  promised  him  these  two 
advantages,  on  Mr.  Frederick  Fairlie's  death  :  First,  the  use 
of  three  thousand  a  year  (by  his  wife's  permission,  while  she 
lived,  and,  in  his  own  right,  on  her  death,  if  he  survived 
her) ;  and,  secondly,  the  inheritance  of  Limmeridge  for  his 
son,  if  he  had  one. 

So  much  for  the  landed  property,  and  for  the  disposal  of 
the  income  from  it,  on  the  occasion  of  Miss  Fairlie's  marriage. 
Thus  far,  no  difficulty  or  difference  of  opinion  on  the  lady's 
settlement  was  at  all  likely  to  arise  between  Sir  Percival's 
lawyer  and  myself. 

The  personal  estate,  or,  in  other  words,  the  money  to 
which  Miss  Fairlie  would  become  entitled  on  reaching  the 
age  of  twenty-one  years,  is  the  next  point  to  consider. 

This  part  of  her  inheritance  was,  in  itself,  a  comfortable 
little  fortune.  It  was  derived  under  her  father's  will,  and  it 
amounted  to  the  sum  of  twenty  thousand  pounds.  Besides 
this,  she  had  a  life  interest  in  ten  thousand  pounds  more  ; 
which  latter  amount  was  to  go,  on  her  decease,  to  her 
aunt  Eleanor,  her  father's  only  sister.  It  will  greatly  assist 
in  setting  the  family  affairs  before  the  reader  in  the  clearest 
possible  light,  if  I  stop  here  for  a  moment,  to  explain  why  the 
aunt  had  been  kept  waiting  for  her  legacy  until  the  death  of 
the  niece. 

Mr.  Philip  Fairlie  had  lived  on  excellent  terms  with  his 
sister  Eleanor,  as  long  as  she  remained  a  single  woman. 
But  when  her  marriage  took  place,  somewhat  late  in  life,  and 
when  that  marriage  united  her  to  an  Italian  gentleman, 
named  Fosco — or,  rather,  to  an  Italian  nobleman,  seeing  that 
he  rejoiced  in  the  title  of  Count — Mr.  Fairlie  disapproved  of 
her  conduct  so  strongly  that  he  ceased  to  hold  any  com- 
munication with  her,  and  even  went  the  length  of  striking  her 
name  out  of  his  will.  The  other  members  of  the  family  all 
thought  this  serious  manifestation  of  resentment  at  his 
sister's  marriage  more  or  less  unreasonable.  Count  Fosco, 
though  not  a  rich  man,  was  not  a  penniless  adventurer  either. 
He  had  a  small,  but  sutBcient  income  of  his  own  ;  he  had 
lived  many  years  in  England  ;  and  he  held  an  excellent  position 
in  society.  These  recommendations,  however,  availed  nothing 
with  Mr.  Fairlie.  In  many  of  his  opinions  he  was  an  English- 
man of  the  old  school  ;  and  he  hated  a  foreigner,  simply  and 
solely  because  he  was  a  foreigner.  The  utmost  that  he  could 
be  prevailed  on  to  do,  in  after  years,  mainly  at  Miss  Fairlie's 
intercession,  was  to  restore  his  sister's  name  to  its  former 
place  in  his  will,  but  to  keep  her  waiting  for  her  legacy  by 

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giving  the  income  of  the  money  to  his  daughter  for  life,  and 
the  money  itself,  if  her  aunt  died  before  her,  to  her  cousin 
Magdalen.  Considering  the  relative  ages  of  the  two  ladies, 
the  aunt's  chance,  in  the  ordinary  course  of  nature,  of  receiv- 
ing the  ten  thousand  pounds,  was  thus  rendered  doubtful  in 
the  extreme  ;  and  Madame  Fosco  resented  her  brother's  treat- 
ment of  her  as  unjustly  as  usual  in  such  cases,  by  refusing  to 
see  her  niece,  and  declining  to  believe  that  Miss  Fairlie's 
intercession  had  ever  been  exerted  to  restore  her  name  to  Mr. 
Fairlie's  will. 

Such  was  the  history  of  the  ten  thousand  pounds.  Here 
again  no  difficulty  could  arise  with  Sir  Percival's  legal  adviser. 
The  income  would  be  at  the  wife's  disposal,  and  the  principal 
would  go  to  her  aunt,  or  her  cousin,  on  her  death. 

All  preliminary  explanations  being  now  cleared  out  of  the 
way,  I  come,  at  last,  to  the  real  knot  of  the  case — to  the 
twenty  thousand  pounds. 

This  sum  was  absolutely  Miss  Fairlie's  own,  on  her  com- 
pleting her  twenty-first  year  ;  and  the  whole  future  disposition 
of  it  depended,  in  the  first  instance,  on  the  conditions  I  could 
obtain  for  her  in  her  marriage-settlement.  The  other  clauses 
contained  in  that  document  were  of  a  formal  kind,  and  need 
not  be  recited  here.  But  the  clause  relating  to  the  money  is 
too  important  to  be  passed  over.  A  few  lines  will  be  sufficient 
to  give  the  necessary  abstract  of  it. 

My  stipulation  in  regard  to  the  twenty  thousand  pounds, 
was  simply  this  :  The  whole  amount  was  to  be  settled  so  as 
to  give  the  income  to  the  lady  for  her  life  ;  afterwards  to  Sir 
Percival  for  his  life  ;  and  the  principal  to  the  children  of  the 
marriage.  In  default  of  issue,  the  principal  was  to  be  disposed 
of  as  the  lad)^  might  by  her  will  direct,  for  which  purpose  I 
reserved  to  her  the  right  of  making  a  will.  The  effect  of 
these  conditions  may  be  thus  summed  up.  If  Lady  Glyde 
died  without  leaving  children,  her  half-sister  Miss  Halcombe, 
and  any  other  relatives  or  friends  whom  she  might  be  anxious 
to  benefit,  would,  on  her  husband's  death,  divide  among  them 
such  shares  of  her  money  as  she  desired  them  to  have.  If, 
on  the  other  hand,  she  died,  leaving  children,  then  their 
interest,  naturally  and  necessarily,  superseded  all  other 
interests  whatsoever.  This  was  the  clause  ;  and  no  one  who 
reads  it,  can  fail,  I  think,  to  agree  with  me  that  it  meted  out 
equal  justice  to  all  parties. 

We  shall  see  how  my  proposals  were  met  on  the  husband's 
side. 

At  the  time  when  Miss  Halcombe's  letter  reached  me,  I 

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was  even  more  busily  occupied  than  usual.  But  I  contrived 
to  make  leisure  for  the  settlement.  I  had  drawn  it,  and  had 
sent  it  for  approval  to  Sir  Percival's  solicitor,  in  less  than  a 
week  from  the  time  when  Miss  Halcombe  had  informed  me 
of  the  proposed  marriage. 

After  a  lapse  of  two  days,  the  document  was  returned  to 
me,  with  notes  and  remarks  of  the  baronet's  lawyer.  His 
objections,  in  general,  proved  to  be  of  the  most  trifling  and 
technical  kind,  until  he  came  to  the  clause  relating  to  the 
twenty  thousand  pounds.  Against  this,  there  were  double 
lines  drawn  in  red  ink,  and  the  following  note  was  appended 
to  them  : 

'  Not  admissible.  The  principal  to  go  to  Sir  Percival 
Clyde,  in  the  event  of  his  surviving  Lady  Glyde,  and  there 
being  no  issue.' 

That  is  to  say,  not  one  farthing  of  the  twenty  thousand 
pounds  was  to  go  to  Miss  Halcombe,  or  to  any  other  relative 
or  friend  of  Lady  Glyde's.  The  whole  sum,  if  she  left  no 
children,  was  to  slip  into  the  pockets  of  her  husband. 

The  answer  I  wrote  to  this  audacious  proposal  was  as 
short  and  sharp  as  I  could  make  it.  '  My  dear  sir.  Miss 
Fairlie's  settlement.  I  maintain  the  clause  to  which  you 
object,  exactly  as  it  stands.  Yours  truly.'  The  rejoinder 
came  back  in  a  quarter  of  an  hour.  '  My  dear  sir.  Miss 
Fairlie's  settlement.  I  maintain  the  red  ink  to  which  you 
object,  exactly  as  it  stands.  Yours  truly.'  In  the  detestable 
slang  of  the  day,  we  were  now  both  'at  a  dead-lock,'  and 
nothing  was  left  for  it  but  to  refer  to  our  clients  on  either  side. 

As  matters  stood,  my  client — Miss  Fairlie  not  having  yet 
completed  her  twenty-first  year — Mr.  Frederick  Fairlie,  was 
her  guardian.  I  wrote  by  that  day's  post  and  put  the  case 
before  him  exactly  as  it  stood  ;  not  only  urging  every  argu- 
ment I  could  think  of  to  induce  him  to  maintain  the  clause  as 
I  had  drawn  it,  but  stating  to  him  plainly  the  mercenary  motive 
which  was  at  the  bottom  of  the  opposition  to  my  settlement 
of  the  twenty  thousand  pounds.  The  knowledge  of  Sir 
Percival's  affairs  which  I  had  necessarily  gained  when  the 
provisions  of  the  deed  on  liis  side  were  submitted  in  due 
course  to  my  examination,  had  but  too  plainly  informed  me 
that  the  debts  on  his  estate  were  enormous,  and  thathis  income, 
though  nominally  a  large  one,  was,  virtually,  for  a  man  in  his 
position,  next  to  nothing.  The  want  of  ready  money  was  the 
practical  necessity  of  Sir  Percival's  existence  ;  and  his  lawyer's 
note  on  the  clause  in  the  settlement  was  nothing  but  the 
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Mr.  Fairlie's  answer  reached  me  by  return  of  post,  and 
proved  to  be  wandering-  and  irrelevant  in  the  extreme.  Turned 
into  plain  English,  it  practically  expressed  itself  to  this  effect  : 
'  Would  dear  Gilmore  be  so  very  obliging  as  not  to  worry  his 
friend  and  client  about  such  a  trifle  as  a  remote  contingency  ? 
Was  it  likely  that  a  young  woman  of  twenty-one  would  die 
before  a  man  of  forty-five,  and  die  without  children  ?  On  the 
other  hand,  in  such  a  miserable  world  as  this,  was  it  pos- 
sible to  over-estimate  the  value  of  peace  and  quietness  ?  If 
those  two  heavenly  blessings  were  offered  in  exchange  for 
such  an  earthly  trifle  as  a  remote  chance  of  twenty  thousand 
pounds,  was  it  not  a  fair  bargain  ?  Surely,  yes.  Then  why 
not  make  it?  ' 

I  threw  the  letter  away  in  disgust.  Just  as  it  had  fluttered 
to  the  ground,  there  was  a  knock  at  my  door  ;  and  Sir 
Percival's  solicitor,  Mr.  Merriman,  was  shown  in.  There  are 
many  varieties  of  sharp  practitioners  in  this  world,  but,  I  think, 
the  hardest  of  all  to  deal  with  are  the  men  who  overreach  you 
under  the  disguise  of  inveterate  good  humour.  A  fat,  well-fed, 
smiling,  friendly  man  of  business  is  of  all  parties  to  a  bargain 
the  most  hopeless  to  deal  with.  Mr.  Merriman  was  one  of 
this  class. 

'  And  how  is  good  Mr.  Gilmore  ?  '  he  began,  all  in  a  glow 
with  the  warmth  of  his  own  amiability.  '  Glad  to  see  you, 
sir,  in  such  excellent  health.  I  was  passing  your  door  ;  and 
I  thought  I  would  look  in,  in  case  you  might  have  something 
to  say  to  me.  Do — now  pray  do  let  us  settle  this  little  dif- 
ference of  ours  by  word  of  mouth,  if  we  can  !  Have  you 
heard  from  your  client  yet  ?  ' 

'  Yes.     Have  you  heard  from  yours  ?  ' 

'  My  dear,  good  sir  !  I  wish  I  had  heard  from  him  to  any 
purpose — I  wish,  Vv-ith  all  my  heart,  the  responsibility  was 
off  my  shoulders  ;  but  he  is  obstinate, — or,  let  me  rather  say, 
resolute — and  he  won't  take  it  oft'.  "Merriman,  I  leave  de- 
tails to  you.  Do  what  you  think  right  for  my  interests  ;  and 
consider  me  as  having  personally  withdrawn  from  the  business 
until  it  is  all  over."  Those  were  Sir  Percival's  words  a  fort- 
night ago  ;  and  all  I  can  get  him  to  do  now  is  to  repeat  them. 
I  am  not  a  hard  man,  Mr.  Gilmore,  as  you  know.  Personally 
and  privately,  I  do  assure  you,  I  should  like  to  sponge  out 
that  note  of  mine  at  this  very  moment.  But  if  Sir  Percival 
won't  go  into  the  matter,  if  Sir  Percival  will  blindly  leave  all 
his  interests  in  my  sole  care,  what  course  can  I  possibly  take 
except  the  course  of  asserting  them  ?  My  hands  are  bound — - 
don't  you  see,  my  dear  sir? — my  hands  are  bound.' 

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*  You  maintain  your  note  on  the  clause,  then,  to  the 
letter  ?  '  I  said. 

'  Yes— deuce  take  it  !  I  have  no  other  alternative.'  He 
walked  to  the  fireplace,  and  warmed  himself,  humming-  the 
fag-  end  of  a  tune  in  a  rich  convivial  bass  voice.  '  What  does 
your  side  say  ?  '  he  went  on  ;  '  now  pray  tell  me — what  does 
your  side  say  ?  ' 

I  was  ashamed  to  tell  him.  I  attempted  to  gain  time — nay, 
I  did  v/orse.  My  legal  instincts  got  the  better  of  me  ;  and  I 
even  tried  to  bargain. 

'  Twenty  thousand  pounds  is  rather  a  large  sum  to  be 
given  up  by  the  lady's  friends  at  two  days'  notice,'  I  said. 

'  Very  true,'  replied  Mr.  Merriman,  looking-  down 
thoughtfully  at  his  boots.  '  Properly  put,  sir — most  properly 
put  !"' 

'  A  compromise,  recognising  the  interests  of  the  lady's 
family  as  well  as  the  interests  of  the  husband  might  not, 
perhaps,  have  frightened  my  client  quite  so  much.'  I  went  on. 
'  Come  !  come  !  this  contingency  resolves  itself  into  a  matter 
of  bargaining  after  all.      What  is  the  least  you  will  take  ?  ' 

'  The  least  we  will  take,'  said  Mr.  Merriman,  '  is  nineteen- 
thousand-nine-hundred-and- ninety -nine-pounds-nineteen-shil- 
lings-and-eleven-pence-three-farthings.  Ha  !  ha  !  ha  !  Ex- 
cuse me,  Mr.  Gilrnore.      I  m.ust  have  my  little  joke.' 

'Little  enough!'  I  remarked.  'The  joke  is  just  worth 
the  odd  farthing  it  was  made  for.' 

Mr.  Merriman  was  delighted.  He  laughed  over  my  retort 
till  the  room  rang  again.  I  was  not  half  so  good-humoured, 
on  my  side  ;  I  came  back  to  business,  and  closed  the  inter- 
view. 

'This  is  Friday,'  I  said.  'Give  us  till  Tuesday  next  for 
our  final  answer.' 

'  By  all  means,'  replied  Mr.  Merriman.  '  Longer,  my  dear 
sir,  if  you  like.'  He  took  up  his  hat  to  go;  and  then 
addressed  me  again.  '  By  the  wa)','  he  said,  '  your  clients  in 
Cumberland  have  not  heard  anything-  more  of  the  woman  who 
wrote  the  anonymous  letter,  have  they  ?  ' 

'Nothing  more,'  I  answered.  '  Have  you  found  no  trace 
of  her  ?  ' 

'  Not  yet,'  said  my  legal  friend.  '  But  we  don't  despair. 
Sir  Percival  has  his  suspicions  that  Somebody  is  keeping-  her 
in  hiding  ;  and  we  are  having  that  Somebody  watched.' 

'  You  mean  the  old  woman  who  was  with  her  in  Cumber- 
land,' I  said. 

'  Quite   another    party,    sir,'    answered    Mr.     Merriman, 


THE   WOMAN    IN   WHITE 

*  We  don't  happen  to  have  laid  hands  on  the  old  woman  yet. 
Our  Somebody  is  a  man.  We  have  got  him  close  under  our 
eye  here  in  London  :  and  we  strongly  suspect  he  had  something- 
to  do  with  helping  her  in  the  first  instance  to  escape  from  the 
Asylum.  Sir  Percival  wanted  to  question  him,  at  once,  but  I 
said,  *'  No.  Questioning  him  will  only  put  him  on  his  guard  : 
watch  him,  and  wait."  We  shall  see  what  happens.  A 
dangerous  woman  to  be  at  large,  Mr.  Gilmore  ;  nobody  knows 
what  she  may  do  next.  I  wish  you  good  morning,  sir.  On 
Tuesday  next  I  shall  hope  for  the  pleasure  of  hearing  from 
you.'     He  smiled  amiably  and  went  out. 

My  mind  had  been  rather  absent  during  the  latter  part  of 
the  conversation  v/ith  my  legal  friend.  I  was  so  anxious 
about  the  matter  of  the  settlement,  that  I  had  little  attention 
to  give  to  any  other  subject  ;  and,  the  moment  I  was  left 
alone  again,  I  began  to  think  over  what  my  next  proceeding 
ought  to  be. 

In  the  case  of  any  other  client,  I  should  have  acted  on  my 
instructions,  however  personally  distasteful  to  me,  and  have 
given  up  the  point  about  the  twenty  thousand  pounds  on  the 
spot.  But  I  could  not  act  with  this  business-like  indifference 
towards  Miss  Fairlie.  I  had  an  honest  feeling  of  aflfection 
and  admiration  for  her  ;  I  remembered  gratefully  that  her 
father  had  been  the  kindest  patron  and  friend  to  me  that  ever 
man  had  ;  I  had  felt  towards  her,  while  I  was  drawing  the 
settlement,  as  I  might  have  felt,  if  I  had  not  been  an  old 
bachelor,  towards  a  daughter  of  my  own  ;  and  I  was  determined 
to  spare  no  personal  sacrifice  in  her  service  and  where  her 
interests  were  concerned.  Writing  a  second  time  to  Mr. 
Fairlie  was  not  to  be  thought  of;  it  would  only  be  giving  him 
a  second  opportunity  of  slipping  through  my  fingers.  Seeing 
him  and  personally  remonstrating  with  him,  might  possibly 
be  of  more  use.  The  next  day  was  Saturday,  I  determined  to 
take  a  return  ticket,  and  jolt  my  old  bones  down  to  Cumber- 
land, on  the  chance  of  persuading  him  to  adopt  the  just,  the 
independent,  and  the  honourable  course.  It  wfis  a  poor 
chance  enough,  no  doubt ;  but,  vv^hen  I  had  tried  it,  my  con- 
science would  be  at  ease.  I  should  then  have  done  all  that  a 
man  in  my  position  could  do  to  serve  the  interests  of  my  old 
friend's  only  child. 

The  weather  on  Saturday  was  beautiful,  a  west  Vvind  and 
a  bright  sun.  Having  felt  latterly  a  return  of  that  fulness  and 
oppression  of  the  head,  against  which  my  doctor  warned  me  so 
seriously  more  than  two  years  since,  I  resolved  to  take  the 
opportunity  of  getting  a  little  extra  exercise,  by  sending  my  bag 

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on  before  me,  and  walking  to  the  terminus  in  Euston-square. 
As  I  came  out  into  Holborn,  a  gentleman  walking  by  rapidly, 
stopped  and  spoke  to  me.     It  was  Mr.  Walter  Hartright. 

If  he  had  not  been  the  first  to  greet  me,  I  should  certainly 
have  passed  him..  He  was  so  changed  that  I  hardly  knew  him 
again.  His  face  looked  pale  and  haggard — his  manner  was 
hurried  and  uncertain — and  his  dress,  which  I  remembered  as 
neat  and  gentlemanlike  when  I  saw  him  at  Limmeridge,  was 
so  slovenly  now,  that  I  should  really  have  been  ashamed  of  the 
appearance  of  it  on  one  of  my  own  clerks. 

'  Have  you  been  long  back  from  Cumberland  ?  '  he  asked. 
'  I  heard  from  Miss  Halcombe  lately.  I  am  aware  that  Sir 
Percival  Clyde's  explanation  has  been  considered  satisfactor3\ 
Will  the  marriage  take  place  soon  ?  Do  you  happen  to  know, 
Mr.  Gilmore  ?  ' 

He  spoke  so  fast,  and  crowded  his  questions  together  so 
strangely  and  confusedly  that  I  could  hardly  follow^  himi. 
However  accidentally  intimate  he  might  have  been  with  the 
famiily  at  Limmeridge,  I  could  not  see  that  he  had  any  right 
to  expect  information  on  their  private  affairs  ;  and  I  determined 
to  drop  him,  as  ea.sily  as  might  be,  on  the  subject  of  Miss 
Fairlie's  marriage. 

'  Time  will  show,  Mr.  Hartright,'  I  said — 'time  will  shov/. 
I  dare  say  if  we  look  out  for  the  marriage  in  the  papers  we 
shall  not  be  far  wrong.  Excuse  my  noticing  it — but  I  am  sorry 
to  see  you  not  looking  so  well  as  you  were  wiien  we  last 
met.' 

A  momentary  nervous  contraction  quivered  about  his  lips 
and  eyes,  and  made  me  half  reproach  myself  for  having 
answered  him  in  such  a  sigiiificantly  guarded  manner. 

'  I  had  no  right  to  ask  about  her  marriage,' he  said,  bitterly. 
*  I  must  wait  to  see  it  in  the  newspapers  like  other  people. 
Yes,'  he  went  on,  before  I  could  make  any  apologies,  '  I  have 
not  been  well  lately.  I  am  going  to  another  country,  to  try  a 
change  of  scene  and  occupation.  Miss  Halcombe  has  kindly 
assisted  me  with  her  influence,  and  my  testimonials  have  been 
found  satisfactory.  It  is  a  long  distance  off — but  I  don't  care 
where  I  go,  what  the  climate  is,  or  how  long  I  am  away.'  He 
looked  about  him,  v.-hile  he  said  this,  at  the  throng  of  strangers 
passing  us  by  on  either  side,  in  a  strange,  suspicious  manner, 
as  if  he  thought  that  some  of  them  might  be  v.-atching  us. 

'  I  wish  you  well  through  it,  and  safe  back  again,'  I  said  ; 
and  then  added,  so  as  not  to  keep  him  altogether  at  arm's 
length  on  the  subject  of  the  Fairlies,  '  I  am  going  down  to 
Limm.eridge  to-day  on  business.     Miss  Halcombe  and  Miss 

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Fairlie  are  away  just  now,  on  a  visit  to  some  friends  in 
Yorkshire.' 

His  eyes  brightened,  and  he  seemed  about  to  say  something 
in  answer  ;  but  the  same  momentary  nervous  spasm  crossed  his 
face  again.  He  took  my  hand,  pressed  it  hard,  and  disappeared 
among  the  crowd,  without  saying  another  word.  Though  he 
was  Uttle  more  than  a  stranger  to  me,  I  waited  for  a  moment, 
looking  after  him  almost  with  a  feeling  of  regret.  I  had 
gained,  in  m,y  profession,  sufficient  experience  of  young  men, 
to  know  what  the  outward  signs  and  tokens  were  of  their 
beginning  to  go  wrong ;  and,  when  I  resumed  my  walk  to  the 
railway,  I  am  sorry  to  say  I  felt  more  than  doubtful  about 
Mr.  Hartright's  future. 

IV. 

Leaving  by  an  early  train,  I  got  to  Limmerldge  in  time  for 
dinner.  The  house  was  oppressively  empty  and  dull.  I  had 
expected  that  good  Mrs.  Vesey  would  have  been  company  for 
me  in  the  absence  of  the  young  ladies  ;  but  she  was  confined  to 
her  room  by  a  cold.  The  servants  were  so  surprised  at  seeing 
me  that  they  hurried  and  bustled  absurdly,  and  made  all  sorts 
of  annoying  mistakes.  Even  the  butler,  who  was  old  enough 
to  have  known  better,  brought  me  a  bottle  of  port  that  was 
chilled.  The  reports  of  Mr.  Fairlie's  health  were  just  as  usual ; 
and  when  I  sent  up  a  message  to  announce  my  arrival,  I  was 
told  that  he  would  be  delighted  to  see  me  the  next  morning, 
but  that  the  sudden  news  of  my  appearance  had  prostrated 
him  with  palpitations  for  the  rest  of  the  evening.  The  wind 
howled  dismally  all  night,  and  strange  cracking  and  groaning 
noises  sounded  here,  there,  and  everywhere  in  the  empty  house. 
I  slept  as  wretchedly  as  possible  ;  and  got  up,  in  a  mighty  bad 
humour,  to  breakfast  by  myself  the  next  morning. 

At  ten  o'clock  I  was  conducted  to  Mr.  Fairlie's  apart- 
ments. He  was  in  his  usual  room,  his  usual  chair,  and  his 
usual  aggravating  state  of  mind  and  body.  When  I  went  in, 
his  valet  was  standing  before  him,  holding  up  for  inspection  a 
heavy  volume  of  etchings,  as  long  and  as  broad  as  my  office 
writing-desk.  The  miserable  foreigner  grinned  in  the  most 
abject  manner,  and  looked  ready  to  drop  with  fatigue,  while 
liis  master  composedly  turned  over  the  etchings,  and  brought 
their  hidden  beauties  to  light  with  the  help  of  a  magnifying 
glass. 

*  You  very  best  or  good  old  friends,'  said  Mr.  Fairlie, 
leaning  back  lazily  before  he  could  look  at  me,  '  are  you  qm'ie 

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well  ?  How  nice  of  you  to  come  here  and  see  me  in  my 
solitude.     Dear  Gilmore  ! ' 

I  had  expected  that  the  valet  would  be  dismissed  when  I 
appeared ;  but  nothing  of  the  sort  happened.  There  he 
stood,  in  front  of  his  master's  chair,  trembling  under  the 
weight  of  the  etchings  ;  and  there  Mr.  Fairlie  sat,  serenely 
twirling  the  magnifying  glass  between  his  white  fingers  and 
thumbs. 

'  I  have  come  to  speak  to  you  on  a  very  important  matter,' 
I  said  ;  *  and  you  will  therefore  excuse  me,  if  I  suggest  that  we 
had  better  be  alone.' 

The  unfortunate  valet  looked  at  me  gratefully.  Mr. 
Fairlie  faintly  repeated  my  last  three  words,  '  better  be 
alone,' with  every  appearance  of  the  utmost  possible  astonish- 
ment. 

I  was  in  no  humour  for  trifling  ;  and  I  resolved  to  make 
him  understand  what  I  meant. 

'  Oblige  me  by  giving  that  man  permission  to  withdraw,' 
I  said,  pointing  to  the  valet. 

Mr.  Fairlie  arched  his  e3-ebrows,  and  pursed  up  his  lips, 
in  sarcastic  surprise. 

*  Man  ?  '  he  repeated.  '  You  provoking  old  Gilmore, 
what  can  you  possibly  mean  by  calling  him  a  man  ?  He's 
nothing  of  the  sort.  He  might  have  been  a  man  half  an  hour 
ago,  before  I  wanted  my  etchings  ;  and  he  may  be  a  man 
half  an  hour  hence,  when  I  don't  want  them  any  longer.  At 
present  he  is  simply  a  portfolio  stand.  Why  object,  Gilmore, 
to  a  portfolio  stand  ?  ' 

'  I  do  object.  For  the  third  time,  Mr.  Fairlie,  I  beg  that 
we  may  be  alone.' 

My  tone  and  manner  left  him  no  alternative  but  to  comply 
with  my  request.  He  looked  at  the  servant,  and  pointed 
peevishly  to  a  chair  at  his  side. 

'  Put  down  the  etchings  and  go  away,'  he  said.  *  Don't 
upset  me  by  losing  my  place.  Have  you,  or  have  you  not, 
lost  my  place  ?  Are  you  sure  you  have  not  ?  And  have  you 
put  my  hand-bell  quite  within  my  reach  ?  Yes  ?  Then,  why 
the  devil  don't  you  go  ?  ' 

The  valet  went  out.  Mr.  Fairlie  twisted  himself  round  in 
his  chair,  polished  the  magnifying  glass  with  his  delicate 
cambric  handkerchief,  and  indulged  himself  with  a  sidelong 
inspection  of  the  open  volume  of  etchings.  It  was  not 
easy  to  keep  my  temper  under  these  circumstances  ;  but  I 
did  keep  it. 

'  I  have  come   here  at  great  personal  inconvenience,'   I 

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said,  *  to  serve  the  interests  of  your  niece  and  your  family  ; 
and  I  think  I  have  estabhshed  some  slight  claim  to  be 
favoured  with  your  attention  in  return.' 

'  Don't  bully  me  ! '  exclaimed  Mr.  Fairlie,  falling-  back 
helplessly  in  the  chair,  and  closing  his  eyes.  '  Please  don't 
bully  me.     I'm  not  strong  enough.' 

I  was  determined  not  to  let  him  provoke  me,  for  Laura 
Fairlie's  sake. 

'My  object,'  I  went  on,  'is  to  entreat  you  to  reconsider 
your  letter,  and  not  to  force  me  to  abandon  the  just  rights  of 
your  niece,  and  of  all  who  belong  to  her.  Let  me  state  the 
case  to  you  once  more,  and  for  the  last  time.' 

Mr.  Fairlie  shook  his  head  and  sighed  piteously. 

'  This  is  heartless  of  you,  Gilmore — very  heartless,'  he  said. 
*  Never  mind  ;  g;o  on.' 

I  put  all  the  points  to  him  carefully  ;  I  set  the  matter 
before  him  in  every  conceivable  light.  He  lay  back  in  the 
chair  the  whole  time  I  Vv^as  speaking,  with,  his  eyes  closed. 
W^hen  I  had  done,  he  opened  them  indolently,  took  his  silver 
smelling-bottle  from  the  table,  and  sniffed  at  it  with  an  air  of 
gentle  relish. 

'  Good  Gilmore  ! '  he  said,  between  the  sniffs,  '  how  very 
nice  this  is  of  you  !  Hov/  you  reconcile  one  to  human 
nature  ! ' 

'  Give  me  a  plain  answer  to  a  plain  question,  Mr.  Fairlie. 
I  tell  you  again,  Sir  Percival  Glyde  has  no  shadow  of  a  claim 
to  expect  more  than  the  income  of  the  money.  The  money 
itself,  if  your  niece  has  no  children,  ought  to  be  under  her 
control,  and  to  return  to  her  family.  If  you  stand  firm,  Sir 
Percival  must  give  way — he  must  give  way,  I  tell  you,  or  he 
exposes  himself  to  the  base  imputation  of  marrying  Miss 
Fairlie  entirely  from  mercenary  motives.' 

Mr,  Fairlie  shook  the  silver  smelling-bottle  at  me  pla}-- 
fully. 

'  You  dear  old  Gilmore  ;  how  you  do  hate  rank  and  family, 
don't  you  ?  How  you  detest  Glyde,  because  he  happens  to 
be  a  baronet.  What  a  Radical  you  are — oh,  dear  me,  what 
a  Radical  you  are  ! ' 

A  Radical  !  !  !  I  could  put  up  with  a  good  deal  of  provo- 
cation, but,  after  holding  the  soundest  Conservative  principles 
all  my  life,  I  could  nof  put  up  with  being  called  a  Radical. 
?»iy  blood  boiled  at  it — I  started  out  of  my  chair — I  was 
speechless  with  indignation. 

'  Don't  shake  the  room  !  '  cried  Mr.  Fairlie — '  for  Heaven's 
sake,    don't   shake    the   room  !     Worthiest   of    all   possible 


THE   WOMAN   IN   WHITE 

Gilmores,  I  meant  no  offence.  My  own  views  are  so  ex- 
tremely liberal  that  I  think  I  am  a  Radical  myself.  Yes. 
We  are  a  pair  of  Radicals.  Please  don't  be  angry.  I  can't 
quarrel — I  haven't  stamina  enoug-h.  Shall  we  drop  the  sub- 
ject ?  Yes.  Come  and  look  at  these  sweet  etching's.  Do 
let  me  teach  you  to  understand  the  heavenly  pearliness  ot 
these  lines.     Do,  now,  there's  a  good  Gilmore  ! ' 

While  he  was  maundering-  on  in  this  way  I  was,  for- 
tunately for  my  own  self-respect,  returning  to  my  senses. 
When  I  spoke  again  I  was  composed  enough  to  treat  his 
impertinence  with  the  silent  contempt  that  it  deserved. 

'  You  are  entirely  wrong,  sir,'  I  said,  '  in  supposing  that 
I  speak  from  any  prejudice  against  Sir  Percival  Glyde.  I 
may  regret  that  he  has  so  unreservedly  resigned  himself  in 
this  matter  to  his  lawyer's  direction  as  to  make  any  appeal 
to  himself  impossible  ;  but  I  am  not  prejudiced  against  him. 
What  I  have  said  would  equally  apply  to  any  other  man  in 
his  situation,  high  or  low.  The  principle  I  maintain  is  a 
recognised  principle.  If  you  were  to  apply  at  the  nearest 
town  here,  to  the  first  respectable  solicitor  you  could  find,  he 
would  tell  you,  as  a  stranger,  what  I  tell  you,  as  a  friend. 
He  would  inform  you  that  it  is  against  all  rule  to  abandon  the 
lady's  m.oney  entirely  to  the  man  she  marries.  He  would 
decline,  on  grounds  of  common  legal  caution,  to  give  the 
husband,  under  any  circumstances  whatever,  an  interest  of 
twenty  thousand  pounds  in  his  wife's  death.' 

'Would  he  really,  Gilmore  ?  '  said  Mr.  Fairlie.  *  If  he 
said  anything  half  so  horrid  I  do  assure  you  I  should  tinkle 
my  bell  for  Louis,  and  have  him  sent  out  of  the  house 
immediately.' 

'  You  shall  not  irritate  me,  Mr.  Fairlie-— for  your  niece's 
sake  and  for  her  father's  sake,  you  shall  not  irritate  me. 
You  shall  take  the  whole  responsibility  of  this  discreditable 
settlement  on  your  own  shoulders  before  I  leave  the 
room.' 

*  Don't ! — now  please  don't ! '  said  Mr.  Fairlie.  ^  *  Think 
how  precious  your  time  is,  Gilmore  ;  and  don't  throw  It  av\'ay. 
I  would  dispute  with  you  if  I  could,  but  I  can't — I  haven't 
stamina  enough.  You  want  to  upset  me,  to  upset  yourself, 
to  upset  Glyde,  and  to  upset  Laura  ;  and — oh,  dear  me  '.—all 
for  the  sake  of  the  very  last  thing  in  the  world  that  is  likely 
to  happen.  No,  dear  friend — in  the  interests  of  peace  and 
quietness,  positively  No  ! ' 

'  I  am  to  understand,  then,  that  you  hold  by  the  determina- 
tion expressed  in  your  letter  ?  ' 

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*  Yes,  please.  So  glad  we  understand  each  other  at  last. 
Sit  down  again— do  ! ' 

I  walked  at  once  to  the  door  ;  and  Mr.  Fairlie  resignedly 
'  tinkled '  his  hand-bell.  Before  I  left  the  room  I  turned 
round  and  addressed  him  for  the  last  time. 

'Whatever  happens  in  the  future,  sir,'  I  said,  'remember 
that  my  plain  duty  of  warning  you  has  been  performed.  As 
the  faithful  friend  and  servant  of  your  family,  I  tell  you,  at 
parting,  that  no  daughter  of  mine  should  be  married  to  any 
man  alive  under  such  a  settlement  as  you  are  forcing  me  to 
make  for  Miss  Fairlie.' 

The  door  opened  behind  me,  and  the  valet  stood  waiting 
on  the  threshold. 

'  Louis,'  said  Mr.  Fairlie,  '  show  Mr.  Gilmore  out,  and 
then  come  back  and  hold  up  my  etchings  for  me  again. 
Make  them  give  you  a  good  lunch  down  stairs.  Do,  Gilmore, 
make  my  idle  beasts  of  servants  give  you  a  good  lunch  ! ' 

I  was  too  much  disgusted  to  reply  ;  I  turned  on  my  heel, 
and  left  him  in  silence.  There  was  an  up  train  at  two  o'clock 
in  the  afternoon  ;  and  by  that  train  I  returned  to  London. 

On  the  Tuesday  I  sent  in  the  altered  settlement,  which 
practically  disinherited  the  very  persons  whom  Miss  Fairlie's 
own  lips  had  informed  me  she  was  most  anxious  to  benefit. 
I  had  no  choice.  Another  lawyer  would  have  drawn  up  the 
deed  if  I  had  refused  to  undertake  it. 

My  task  is  done.  My  personal  share  in  the  events  of  the 
family  story  extends  no  farther  than  the  point  which  I  have 
just  reached.  Other  pens  than  mine  will  describe  the  strange 
circumstances  which  are  now  shortly  to  follow.  Seriously 
and  sorrowfully,  I  close  this  brief  record.  Seriously  and 
sorrowfully,  I  repeat  here  the  parting  words  that  I  spoke  at 
Limmeridge  House  : — No  daughter  of  mine  should  have  been 
married  to  any  man  alive  under  such  a  settlement  as  I  was 
compelled  to  make  for  Laura  Fairlie. 

Tlie  End  of  Mi'.  Gilmore' s  Narrative 


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The  Sto>y  continued  by  Mariam  Halcombe,  in  Extracts  from 
lier  Diary. 

I. 

Limmeridge  House,  Nov.  Stli. 
*  *  *•  •*  *  *  ^ 

Tins  morning;  Mr.  Gilmore  left  us. 

Hjs  interview  with  Laura  had  evidently  grieved  and 
surprised  him  more  than  he  liked  to  confess.  ^I  felt  afraid, 
from  his  look  and  manner  when  we  parted,  that  she  mioht 
have  inadvertently  betrayed  to  him  the  real  secret  of  her 
depression  and  my  anxiety.  This  doubt  grew  on  me  so,  after 
he  had  gone,  that  I  declined  riding  out  w'ith  Sir  Percival,  and 
went  up  to  Laura's  room  instead. 

I  have  been  sadly  distrustful  of  myself,  In  this  difficult  and 
lamentable  matter,  ever  since  I  found  out  my  own  ignorance 
of  the  strength  of  Laura's  unhappy  attachment.  I  ought  to 
have  known  that  the  delicacy  and  forbearance  and  sense  of 
honour  which  drew  me  to  poor  Hartright,  and  made  me  so 
smcerely  admire  and  respect  him,  were  just  the  qualities  to 
appeal  most  irresistibly  to  Laura's  natural  sensitiveness  and 
naturaigenerosity  of  nature.  And  yet,  until  she  opened  her 
heart  to  me  of  her  own  accord,  I  had  no  suspicion  that  this 
new  feeling  had  taken  root  so  deeplv.  I  once  thought  time 
and  care  might  remove  it.  I  now  fear  that  it  will  remain  with 
her  and  alter  her  for  life.  The  discovery  that  I  have  com- 
mitted such  an  error  in  judgment  as  this,  makes  me  hesitate 
about  everything  else.  I  hesitate  about  Sir  Percival,  in  the 
face  of  the  plainest  proofs.  I  hesitate  even  in  speaking  to 
Laura.  On  this  very  morning,  I  doubted,  with  my  hand  on 
the  door,  whether  I  should  ask  her  the  questions  I  had  come 
to  put,  or  not. 

When  I  went  into  her  room,  I  found  her  walking  up  and 
down  in  great  impatience.  She  looked  flushed  and  excited  ; 
and  she  came  forv/ard  at  once,  and  spoke  to  me  before  I  could 
open  my  lips. 

'  I  wanted  you,'  she  said.  '  Come  and  sit  down  on  the 
sofa  w^ith  me.  Marian  !  I  can  bear  this  no  longer— I  must 
and  will  end  it.' 

There  vi^as  too  much  colour  in  her  cheeks,  too  much 
energy  in  her  manner,  too  much  firmness  in  her  voice.     The 

t  Tlie  passages  omitted,  here  and  elsewhere,  in  Miss  Halcomb'-'s  Diary 
are  only  those  which  bear  no  reference  to  Miss  Fairlie  or  to  any  of  the  persons 
With  whom  she  is  associated  in  these  pages. 

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little  book  of  Hartrig-ht's  drawings — the  fatal  book  that  she 
will  dream  over  whenever  she  is  alone — was  in  one  of  her 
hands.  I  began  by  gently  and  firmly  taking  it  from  her,  and 
putting  it  out  of  sight  on  a  side-table. 

'  Tell  me  quietly,  my  darling-,  what  you  wish  to  do,'  I  said. 
'  Has  Mr.  Gilmore  been  advising  you  ?  ' 

She  shook  her  head.  '  No,  not  in  what  I  am  thinking  of 
now.  He  was  very  kind  and  good  to  me,  Marian, — and  I  am 
ashamed  to  say  I  distressed  him  by  crying.  I  am  miserably 
helpless  ;  I  can't  control  myself.  For  my  own  sake  and  fof 
all  our  sakes,  I  must  have  courage  enough  to  end  it.' 

'  Do  you  mean  courage  enough  to  claim  your  release  ?  '  I 
asked. 

'  No,'  she  said,  simply,     *  Courage,  dear,  to  tell  the  truth.' 

She  put  her  arms  round  my  neck,  and  rested  her  head 
quietly  on  my  bosom.  On  the  opposite  wall  hung  the  minia- 
ture portrait  of  her  father.  I  bent  over  her,  and  saw  that  she 
was  looking  at  it  while  her  head  lay  on  my  breast. 

'  I  can  never  claim  my  release  from  my  engagement,'  she 
went  on.  '  Whatever  way  it  ends,  it  must  end  wretchedly 
for  ?ne.  All  I  can  do,  Marian,  is  not  to  add  the  remembrance 
that  I  have  broken  my  promise  and  forgotten  my  father's 
dying-  words,  to  make  that  wretchedness  worse.' 

'  W^hat  is  it  you  propose,  then  ?  '  I  asked. 

*  To  tell  Sir  Percival  Glyde  the  truth,  with  my  own  lips,' 
she  ansv.-ered,  '  and  to  lei  him  release  me,  if  he  vv'ill,  not 
because  I  ask  him,  but  because  he  knov.'s  all.' 

'  What  do  you  mean,  Laura,  by  "  all  ?  "  Sir  Percival  Vv-ill 
know  enough  (he  has  told  me  so  himself)  if  he  knows  that  the 
engagement  is  opposed  to  your  own  wishes,' 

'  Can  I  tell  him  that,  when  the  engagement  was  made  for  me 
by  my  father,  with  my  own  consent  ?  I  should  have  kept  my 
promise  ;  not  happily,  I  am  afraid,  but  still  contentedly — ' 
she  stopped,  turned  her  face  to  me,  and  laid  her  cheek 
close  against  mine — '  I  should  have  kept  my  engagement, 
Marian,  if  another  love  had  not  grown  up  in  my  heart,  which 
was  not  there  when  I  first  promised  to  be  Sir  Percival's  v/ife,' 

*  Laura  !  you  will  never  lower  yourself  by  making  a  con- 
fession to  him  ? ' 

'  I  shall  lower  myself,  indeed,  if  I  gain  my  release  by 
hiding-  from  him  what  he  has  a  right  to  know,' 

*  He  has  not  the  shadow  of  a  right  to  know  it ! ' 

'  Wrong,  Marian,  wrong  !  I  ought  to  deceive  no  one — • 
least  of  all  the  man  to  whom  my  father  gave  me,  and  to  whom 
I  g-ave  myself.'     She  put  her  lips  to  mine,   and  kissed  me, 

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*  My  own  love,'  she  said,  softly,  *  you  are  so  much  too  fond 
or"  me  and  so  much  too  proud  of  me,  that  you  forget,  in  my 
case,  what  you  would  remember  in  your  own.  Better  that  Sir 
Percival  should  doubt  my  motives  and  misjudge  my  conduct  if 
he  will,  than  that  I  should  be  first  false  to  him  in  thought, 
and  then  mean  enough  to  serve  my  own  interests  by  hiding 
the  falsehood.' 

I  held  her  away  from  me  in  astonishment.  For  the  first 
tim.e  in  our  lives,  v.-e  had  changed  places  ;  the  resolution  was 
all  on  her  side,  the  hesitation  all  on  mine.  I  looked  into  the 
pale,  quiet,  resigned  young  face  ;  I  saw  the  pure,  innocent 
heart,  in  the  loving  eyes  that  looked  back  at  me — and  the 
poor  worldly  cautions  and  objections  that  rose  to  my  lips, 
dwindled  and  died  away  in  their  own  emptiness.  I  hung  my 
head  in  silence.  In  her  place,  the  despicably  small  pride  which 
makes  so  many  women  deceitful,  would  have  been  my  pride, 
and  would  have  made  me  deceitful,  too. 

'  Don't  be  angry  with  me,  Marian,'  she  said,  mistaking  my 
silence. 

I  only  answered  by  drawing  her  close  to  me  again.  I  was 
afraid  of  crying  if  I  spoke.  My  tears  do  not  flow  so  easily  as 
they  ought — they  come  almost  like  men's  tears,  with  sobs 
ihat  seem  to  tear  me  in  pieces,  and  that  frighten  every  one 
about  me. 

'  I  have  thought  of  this,  love,  for  many  days,'  she  went  on, 
twining  and  twisting  my  hair  with  that  childish  restlessness 
in  her  lingers,  v.-hich  poor  Mrs.  Vesey  still  tries  so  patiently 
and  so  vainly  to  cure  her  of — '  I  have  thought  of  it  very 
seriously,  and  I  can  be  sure  of  my  courage,  when  my  own 
conscience  tells  me  I  am  riglit.  Let  me  speak  to  him  to- 
morrow— in  your  presence,  Marian.  I  will  say  nothing  that 
is  wrong,  nothing  that  you  or  I  need  be  ashamed  of — but,  oh,  it 
will  ease  my  heart  so  to  end  this  miserable  concealment  ! 
Only  let  me  know  and  feel  that  I  have  no  deception  to  answer 
for  on  my  side  ;  and  then,  v.'hen  he  has  heard  what  I  have  to 
say,  let  him  act  towards  me  as  he  will.* 

She  sighed,  and  put  her  head  back  in  its  old  position  on 
my  bosom.  Sad  misgivings  about  what  the  end  would  be, 
v.eighed  upon  my  mind  ;  but,  still  distrusting  myself,  I  told 
her  that  I  would  do  as  she  wished.  She  thanked  me,  and  we 
passed  gradually  into  talking  of  other  things. 

At  dinner  she  joined  us  again,  and  v\-as  more  easy  and 
more  herself  with  Sir  Percival,  than  I  have  seen  her  yet.  In 
the  evening  she  went  to  the  piano,  choosing  new  music  of  the 
dexterous,  tuneless,  florid  kind.     The  lovely  old  melodies  of 

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Mozart,  which  poor  Hartright  was  so  fond  of,  she  has  nevef 
played  since  he  left.  The  book  is  no  longer  in  the  music-stand. 
She  took  the  volume  away  herself,  so  that  nobody  might  find 
it  out  and  ask  her  to  play  from  it. 

I  had  no  opportunity  of  discovering  whether  her  purpose 
of  the  morning  had  changed  or  not,  until  she  wished  Sir 
Percival  good-night — and  then  her  own  words  informed  me 
that  it  was  unaltered.  She  said,  very  quietly,  that  she  wished 
to  speak  to  him,  after  breakfast,  and  that  he  would  find  her 
in  her  sitting-room  with  me.  He  changed  colour  at  those 
words,  and  I  felt  his  hand  trembling  a  little  when  it  came  to 
my  turn  to  take  it.  The  event  of  the  next  morning  would 
decide  his  future  life  ;  and  he  evidently  knew  it. 

I  went  in,  as  usual,  through  the  door  between  our  two 
bed-rooms,  to  bid  Laura  good-night  before  she  went  to  sleep. 
In  stooping  over  her  to  kiss  her,  I  saw  the  little  book  of 
Hartright's  drawings  half  hidden  under  her  pillow,  just  in  the 
place  where  she  used  to  hide  her  favourite  toys  when  she  was 
a  child.  I  could  not  find  it  in  my  heart  to  say  anything  ;  but 
I  pointed  to  the  book  and  shook  my  head.  She  reached  both 
hands  up  to  my  cheeks,  and  drew  my  face  down  to  hers  till 
our  lips  met. 

'  Leave  it  there  to-night,'  she  whispered  ;  '  to-morrow  may 
be  cruel,  and  may  make  me  say  good-by  to  it  for  ever.' 

gth. — The  first  event  of  the  morning  was  not  of  a  kind  to 
raise  my  spirits  ;  a  letter  arrived  for  me,  from  poor  Walter 
Hartright.  It  is  the  answer  to  mine,  describing  the  manner 
in  which  Sir  Percival  cleared  himself  of  the  suspicions  raised 
by  Anne  Catherick's  letter.  He  writes  shortly  and  bitterly 
about  Sir  Percival's  explanations  ;  only  saying  that  he  has  no 
right  to  off"er  an  opinion  on  the  conduct  of  those  who  are  above 
him.  This  is  sad  ;  but  his  occasional  references  to  himself 
grieve  me  still  more.  He  says  that  the  eff"ort  to  return  to  his 
old  habits  and  pursuits,  grows  harder  instead  of  easier  to  him, 
every  day  ;  and  he  implores  me,  if  I  have  any  interest,  to 
exert  it  to  get  him  emplo3'ment  that  will  necessitate  his  ab- 
sence from  England,  and  take  him  among  new  scenes  and 
new  people.  I  have  been  made  all  the  readier  to  comply  with 
this  request,  by  a  passage  at  the  end  of  his  letter,  which 
has  almost  alarmed  me. 

After  mentioning  that  he  has  neither  seen  nor  heard  any- 
thing of  Anne  Catherick,  he  suddenly  breaks  off",  and  hints  in 
the  most  abrupt,  mysterious  manner,  that  he  has  been  per- 
petually watched  and  followed  by  strange  men  ever  since  he 

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eturned  to  London.  He  acknowledges  that  he  cannot  prove 
this  extraordinarj' suspicion  by  fixin-  on  any  particular  ner- 
sons;  but  he  declares  that   the  suspicion  itself  is  pesenrto 

as  It  his  one  fixed  idea  about  Laura  was  becoming  too  much  for 
nis  muid  I  will  write  immediately  to  some  of  my  mother's 
mfluential  old  friends  in  London,  and  press  his  claims  on  their 
notice.  Change  of  scene  and  change  of  occupation  may  really 
be  the  salvation  of  him  at  this  crisis  in  his  life 
.  Greatly  to  my  relief,  Sir  Percival  sent  an  apology  for  not 
joining  us  at  breakfast.     He  had  taken  an  early  cup  of  coffee 

lertPr' °'''?/°r'  """"i  !^','''^.'.  "''"  ""-^-^d  there  in  writing 
letters.     At  eleven  o'clock,  if  that  hour  was  convenient    he 

mI^'s  Hakombe  ^°''°"'  ""^  ''^""'^'"^  """  ^^'^^  ^^''""^  '^"^ 

My  eyes  were  on  Laura's  face  while  the  message  was 
being  delivered.  _  I  had  found  her  unaccountably  quiet  and 
composed  on  going  into  her  room  in  the  morning  f  and  so  she 
remamed  all  through  breakfast.  Even  when  we"  were  sitting 
together  on  the  sofa  in  her  room,  waiting  for  Sir  Percival  she 
still  preserved  her  self-control.  '    ^ 

'  Don't  be  afraid  of  me,  Marian,'  was  all  she  said  :  '  I  may 
forget  mysdf  with  an  old  friend  like  Mr.  Gilmore,  or  with  a 

Percival  Glv^e!' '""  ''   '"'  ^  ""^  ""'  ^°'^^'  "^^^^^^  ^^^^^  Si? 
I    looked   at  her,  and  listened  to  her  in  silent  surprise 
Through  all  the  jears  of  our  close  intimacy,  this  passive  force 

he  sdf  Jmro'"f^"'H'>"  '^^^d-^/--  -e^hidde'n  even  from 
herself,  till   o^e  found  it,  and  suftering  called  it  forth. 

As  the  clock  on  the  mantelpiece  struck  eleven.  Sir  Percival 

knocked  at  the  door,_  and  came  in.     There  was  suppressed 

anxiety  and  agitation  in  every  line  of  his  face.     The  drv  sham 

cough,  which  teases  him  at  most  times,  seemed  to  be  troubline 

him  more  incessantly  than  ever.     He  sat  down  opposite  to  u! 

a     ht  f  boti;  '"'  n  "'"  ^"T""'i  '>•  '"^^     '  looked'attentive" 
at  Lhem  both,  and  he  was  the  paler  of  the  tAvo 

He  said  a  few  unimportant  words,  with  a  visible  effort  to 

preserve  his  customary  ease  of  manner.     But  his  voice  was  no° 

o  be  steadied   and  the  restless  uneasiness  in  his  eyes  was    o 

to    be   concealed.      He  must  have   felt  this  himself;  for  he 

at^f-Sn'^  in^  v"^'^l°^  "  '"^^^-^^^'  ^"d  S^^'^  tip  even  the 
attempt  to  hide  his  embarrassment  any  longer 

addJes7eVh?m.'"'  ""  """""^  ""'  '^"^  ^^^^"^  ^^^^^   Laura 
'  I  v.ish  to  speak  to  you,  Sir  Percival,'  she  said,    'on  a 

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THE   WOMAN   IN   WHITE 

subject  that  is  very  important  to  us  both.  My  sister  is  here, 
because  her  presence  helps  me,  and  gives  me  confidence.  She 
has  not  suggested  one  word  of  what  I  am  going  to  say  :  I 
speak  from  my  own  thoughts,  not  from  hers.  I  am  sure 
you  will  be  kind  enough  to  understand  that,  before  I  go  any 
farther  ?  ' 

Sir  Percival  bowed.  She  had  proceeded  thus  far,  with  per- 
fect outward  tranquillity,  and  perfect  propriety  of  manner.  She 
looked  at  him,  and  he  looked  at  her.  They  seemed,  at  the 
outset  at  least,  resolved  to  understand  one  another  plainly. 

'  I  have  heard  from  Marian,'  she  went  on,  '  that  I  have 
only  to  claim  my  release  from  our  engagement,  to  obtain  that 
release  from  you.  It  was  forbearing  and  generous  on  your 
part,  Sir  Percival,  to  send  me  such  a  message.  It  is  only 
doing  you  justice  to  say  that  I  am  grateful  for  the  offer  ; 
and  I  hope  and  believe  that  it  is  only  doing  myself  justice 
to  tell  you  that  I  decline  to  accept  it.' 

His  attentive  face  relaxed  a  little.  But  I  saw  one  of  his 
feet,  softly,  quietly,  incessantly  beating  on  the  carpet  under 
the  table  ;  and  I  felt  that  he  was  secretly  as  anxious  as 
ever. 

'I  have  not  forgotten,'  she  said,  'that  you  asked  my 
father's  permission  before  you  honoured  me  with  a  proposal  of 
marriage.  Perhaps,  you  have  not  forgotten,  either,  what  I 
said  when  I  consented  to  our  engagement  ?  I  ventured  to  tell 
you  that  my  father's  influence  and  advice  had  mainly  decided 
me  to  give  you  my  promise,  i  was  guided  by  my  father, 
because  I  had  always  found  him  the  truest  of  all  advisers,  the 
best  and  fondest  of  all  protectors  and  friends.  I  have  lost  him 
i\o\v  ;  I  have  only  his  memory  to  love  ;  but  my  faith  in  that 
dear  dead  friend  has  never  been  shaken.  I  believe,  at  this 
moment,  as  truly  as  I  ever  believed,  that  he  knew  what  was 
best,  and  that  his  hopes  and  wishes  ought  to  be  my  hopes  and 
wishes  too.' 

Her  voice  trembled,  for  the  first  time.  Her  restless  fingers 
stole  their  way  into  my  lap,  and  held  fast  by  one  of  my  hands. 
There  was  another  moment  of  silence  ;  and  then  Sir  Percival 
spoke. 

'  May  I  ask,'  he  said,  '  if  I  lia"\'e  ever  proved  myself  un- 
Avorthy  of  the  trust,  which  it  lias  been  hitherto  my  greatest 
honour  and  greatest  happiness  to  possess  ?  ' 

'  I  have  found  nothing  in  your  conduct  to  blame,'  she  an- 
swered. '  You  have  ahvays  treated  me  with  the  same  delicacy 
and  the  same  forbearance.  You  have  deserved  my  trust ;  and, 
what  is  of  far  more  importance  in   my  estimation,  you  have 

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h1:":r4„^^'^„'^ex?us™terf,l  h'^'^''  "'"= »---  V- 

from  our  present  position.  Xe'b re--     n^  of'n^  r"      ''""■'"S' 
....;^t  _be  entire.,  yonr  wish  anS  l:^':^:^::'^^^^ 

..a  J^s  '^§  °L^s  r  t:;;^^"'^  ^'°"-' ' «-  -^^ 

sMe,fo^rwUMra;i:l''i.  '  ^''''^'  --""  --'  "--  be,  on  „,„ 

CO.C?.  "iri^ir:  oriL^si^^'hid^j.iV^o'  ""■'t'"  ^™-"'»' 

alone   ,  beg?t„  to  be  .(JiZtt  '"tfs  To.;:'""  "^^  "^^^ 
'The^''n°c,a:l4'n™7sr;1'rr4''',^ 

colour!  '^He'raisel  tte^arm  fhi"h'^'  ""V  '"^  "P^  '-'  "«- 

I  have  heard,' she  said,  'and  I  believe  if  iwi).    f     ^ 
and   truest  of  all  affections  ]<  tul    %   \^  '^'  ^r?*^  the  fondest 

ought  to  bear  to  ler  husLa"  d      Wh        ''''°"  ''^^^^"^  ^  ^^"^^^a" 
tha^t  affection  Js  mb'L  '^t,    "f  Ycouir.^fd^'"''"' '^^^"' 

^^^3r£?^Si^"---=^^He 

table.     NoJ  a  ,m,scl?  of  h        ^P"'.  ^'^'''^  ^^"  '^'^  ^g-"'"^  '-^t  the 
a  muscle  of  hun  mo^•ed.     The  fingers  of  the  hand 

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which  supported  his  head  were  dented  deep  in  his  hair.  They 
might  have  expressed  hidden  anger,  or  hidden  grief — it  was 
hard  to  say  which — there  was  no  significant  trembUng  in 
them.  There  was  nothing,  absolutely  nothing  to  tell  the 
secret  of  his  thoughts  at  that  moment — the  moment  which 
was  the  crisis  of  his  life  and  the  crisis  of  hers. 

I  was  determined  to  make  him  declare  himself,  for  Laura's 
sake. 

'  Sir  Percival !  '  I  interposed,  sharply,  *  have  you  nothing 
to  say,  when  my  sister  has  said  so  much  ?  More,  in  my 
opinion,'  I  added,  my  unlucky  temper  getting  the  better  of 
me,  '  than  any  man  alive,  in  your  position,  has  a  right  to  hear 
from  her.' 

That  last  rash  sentence  opened  a  way  for  him  by  which  to 
escape  me  if  he  chose  ;  and  he  instantly  took  advantage  of  it. 

'  Pardon  me,  Miss  Halcombe,'  he  said,  still  keeping  his 
hand  over  his  face — '  pardon  me,  if  I  remind  you  that  I  have 
claimed  no  suoh  right.' 

The  few  plain  words  which  would  have  brought  him  back 
to  the  point  from  which  he  had  wandered,  were  just  on  my 
lips,  when  Laura  checked  me  by  speaking  again. 

'  I  hope  I  have  not  made  my  painful  acknowledgment  in 
vain,'  she  continued.  '  I  hope  it  has  secvired  me  your  entire 
confidence  in  what  I  have  still  to  say  ?  ' 

'  Pray  be  assured  of  it.'  He  made  that  brief  repl}',  warmly  ; 
dropping  his  hand  on  the  table,  while  he  spoke,  and  turning 
towards  us  again.  Whatever  outward  change  had  passed 
over  him,  was  gone  now.  His  face  was  eager  and  expectant 
— it  expressed  nothing  but  the  most  intense  anxiety  to  hear 
her  next  words. 

'  I  wish  you  to  understand  that  I  have  not  spoken  from 
any  selfish  motive,'  she  said.  *  If  you  leave  me.  Sir  Percival, 
after  what  you  have  just  heard,  you  do  not  leave  me  to  marry 
another  man — you  only  allow  me  to  remain  a  single  woman 
for  the  rest  of  my  life.  My  fault  towards  you  has  begun  and 
ended  in  my  own   thoughts.     It   can  never  go  any  farther. 

No  word  has  passed She  hesitated,  in  doubt  about  the 

expression  she  should  use  next  ;  hesitated,  in  a  momentary 
confusion  which  it  was  very  sad  and  very  painful  to  see. 
'No  word  has  passed,'  she  patiently  and  resolutely  resumed, 
*  between  myself  and  the  person  to  whom  I  am  now  referring 
for  the  first  and  last  time  in  your  presence  of  my  feelings 
towards  him,  or  of  his  feelings  towards  me— no  word  ever 
can  pass — neither  he  nor  I  are  likely,  in  this  world,  to  meet 
again.     I  earnestly  beg   you  to  spare  me  from  saying  any 

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more,  and  to  believe  me,  on  my  word,  in  what  I  have  just 
told  you.  It  is  the  truth,  Sir  Percival— the  truth  which  / 
think  my  promised  husband  has  a  claim  to  hear,  at  any  sacri- 
fice of  my  own  feelings.  I  trust  to  his  generosity  to  pardon 
me,  and  to  his  honour  to  keep  my  secret.' 

'  Both  those  trusts  are  sacred  to  me,'  he  said,  '  and  both 
shall  be  sacredly  kept.' 

After  answering  in  those  terms,  he  paused,  and  looked  at 
her,  as  if  he  was  waiting  to  hear  more. 

'  I  have  said  all  I  wish  to  say,'  she  added,  quietly — '  I 
have  said  more  than  enough  to  justify  you  hi  withdrawing 
from  your  engagement.' 

'  You  have  said  more  than  enough,'  he  answered,  '  to  make 
it  the  dearest  object  of  my  life  to  keep  the  engagement.' 
With  those  words  he  rose  from  his  chair,  and  advanced  a 
fev.'  steps  towards  the  place  where  she  was  sitting. 

She  started  violently,  and  a  faint  cry  of  surprise  escaped 
her.  Every  word  she  had  spoken  had  innocently  betrayed 
her  purity  and  truth  to  a  man  who  thoroughly  understood  the 
priceless  value  of  a  pure  and  true  woman.  Her  own  noble 
conduct  had  been  the  hidden  enemy,  throughout,  of  all  the 
hopes  she  had  trusted  to  it.  I  had  dreaded  this  from  the? 
first.  I  would  have  prevented  it,  if  she  had  allowed  me  the 
smallest  chance  of  doing  so.  I  even  waited  and  watched, 
now,  when  the  harm  was  done,  for  a  word  from  Sir  Percival 
that  would  give  me  the  opportunity  of  putting  him  in  the 
wrong. 

*  You  have  left  it  to  7ne,  Miss  Fairlie,  to  resign  you,'  he 
continued.  '  I  am  not  heartless  enough  to  resign  a  woman 
who  has  just  shown  herself  to  be  the  noblest  of  her  sex.' 

He  spoke  with  such  warmth  and  feeling,  with  sucH 
passionate  enthusiasm  and  yet  with  such  perfect  delicacy, 
that  she  raised  her  head,  flushed  up  a  little,  and  looked  at 
him  with  sudden  animation  and  spirit. 

'  No  ! '  she  said,  firmly.  '  The  most  wretched  of  her  sex, 
if  she  must  give  herself  in  marriage  when  she  cannot  give 
her  love.' 

•  May  she  not  give  it  in  the  future,'  he  asked,  '  if  the  one 
object  of  her  husband's  life  is  to  deserve  it  ?  ' 

'  Never  ! '  she  answered.  '  If  you  still  persist  in  main- 
taining our  engagement,  I  may  be  your  true  and  faithful 
wife,  Sir  Percival — your  loving  wife,  if  I  know  my  own  heart, 
never ! ' 

She  looked  so  irresistibly  beautiful  as  she  said  those  brave 
words  that  no  man  alive  could  have  steeled  his  heart  against 

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her,  I  tried  hard  to  feel  that  Sir  Percival  was  to  blame,  and 
to  say  so  ;  but  my  womanhood  would  pity  him,  in  spite  of 
myself. 

'  I  gratefully  accept  your  faith  and  truth,'  he  said.  'The 
least  that  you  can  offer  is  more  to  me  than  the  utmost  that  I 
could  hope  for  from  any  other  woman  in  the  world.' 

Her  left  hand  still  held  mine  ;  but  her  right  hand  hung 
listlessly  at  her  side.  He  raised  it  gently  to  his  lips — touched 
it  with  them,  rather  than  kissed  it — bowed  to  me — and  then, 
with  perfect  delicacy  and  discretion,  silently  quitted  the  room. 

She  neither  moved,  nor  said  a  word,  when  he  was  gone 
— she  sat  by  me  cold  and  still,  with  her  eyes  fixed  on  the 
ground.  I  saw  it  was  hopeless  and  useless  to  speak  ;  and  I 
only  put  my  arm  round  her,  and  held  her  to  me  in  silence. 
We  remained  together  so,  for  what  seemed  a  long  and  weary 
time — so  long  and  so  weary,  that  I  gre\v  uneasy  and  spoke 
to  her  softly,  in  the  hope  of  producing  a  change. 

The  sound  of  my  voice  seemed  to  startle  her  into  con- 
sciousness. She  suddenly  drew  herself  away  from  me,  and 
rose  to  her  feet. 

'  I  must  submit,  Marian,  as  well  as  I  can,' she  said.  '  My 
new  life  has  its  hard  duties  ;  and  one  of  them  begins  to-day.' 

As  she  spoke,  she  went  to  a  side-table  near  the  window, 
on  which  her  sketching  materials  were  placed ;  gathered 
them  together  carefully  ;  and  put  them  in  a  drawer  of  her 
cabinet.     She  locked  the  drawer,  and  brought  the  key  to  me. 

'  I  must  part  from  everything  that  reminds  me  of  him,* 
she  said.  '  Keep  the  key  v/herever  you  please — I  shall  never 
want  it  again.' 

Before  I  could  say  a  word,  she  had  turned  away  to  her 
bookcase,  and  had  taken  from  it  the  album  that  contained 
Walter  Hartright's  drawings.  She  hesitated  for  a  moment, 
holding  the  little  volume  fondly  in  her  hands — then  lifted  it  to 
her  lips  and  kissed  it. 

'  Oh,  Laura  !  Laura  !  '  I  said,  not  angrily,  not  reprovingly 
— with  nothing  but  sorrow  in  ni}'  voice,  and  nothing  but 
sorrow  in  my  heart. 

*  It  is  the  last  time,  Marian,'  she  pleaded.  '  I  am  bidding 
it  good-bye  for  ever.' 

She  laid  the  book  on  the  table,  and  drew  out  the  comb 
that  fastened  her  hair.  It  fell,  in  its  matchless  beauty,  over 
her  back  and  shoulders,  and  dropped  round  her,  far  below 
her  waist.  She  separated  one  long,  thin  lock  from  the  rest, 
cut  it  off,  and  pinned  it  carefully,  in  the  form  of  a  circle,  on 
the  first  blank  page  of  the  album.     The  moment  it  was  fas- 

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lened,  she  closed  the  volume  hurriedly,  and  placed  it  in  my 
hands. 

'  You  write  to  him,  and  he  writes  to  you,'  she  said. 
'  While  I  am  alive,  if  he  asks  after  me,  always  tell  him  I  am 
well,  and  never  say  I  am  unhappy.  Don't  distress  him, 
^larian — for  my  sake,  don't  distress  him.  If  I  die  first, 
promise  you  will  give  him  this  little  book  of  his  drawings, 
with  my  hair  in  it.  There  can  be  no  harm,  when  I  am  gone, 
in  telling  him  that  I  put  it  there  with  my  own  hands.  And 
say — oh,  Marian,  say  for  me,  then,  what  I  can  never  say  for 
myself — say  I  loved  him  ! ' 

She  flung  her  arms  round  my  neck,  and  whispered  the 
last  words  in  my  ear  with  a  passionate  delight  in  uttering 
them  which  it  almost  broke  my  heart  to  hear.  All  the  long 
restraint  she  had  imposed  on  herself,  gave  way  in  that  first 
last  outburst  of  tenderness.  She  broke  from  me  with  hysteri- 
cal vehemence,  and  threw  herself  on  the  sofa,  in  a  paroxysm 
of  sobs  and  tears  that  shook  her  from  head  to  foot. 

I  tried  vainly  to  soothe  her  and  reason  with  her ;  she  was 
past  being  soothed,  and  past  being  reasoned  with.  It  was 
the  sad,  sudden  end  for  us  two,  of  this  memorable  day. 
When  the  fit  had  worn  itself  out,  she  was  too  exhausted  to 
speak.  She  slumbered  towards  the  afternoon  ;  and  I  put 
away  the  book  of  drawings  so  that  she  might  not  see  it  when 
she  woke.  My  face  was  calm,  whatever  my  heart  might  be, 
when  she  opened  her  eyes  again  and  looked  at  me.  We 
said  no  more  to  each  other  about  the  distressing  interview  of 
the  morning.  Sir  Percival's  name  was  not  mentioned. 
Walter  Hartright  was  not  alluded  to  again  by  either  of  us 
for  the  remainder  of  the  day. 

loth. — Finding  that  she  was  composed  and  like  herself, 
this  morning,  I  returned  to  the  painful  subject  of  yesterday, 
for  the  sole  purpose  of  imploring  her  to  let  me  speak  to  Sir 
Percival  and  Mr.  Fairlie,  more  plainly  and  strongly  than  she 
could  speak  to  either  of  them  herself,  about  this  lamentable 
marriage.  She  interposed,  gently  but  firmly,  in  the  middle  of 
my  remonstrances. 

'  I  left  yesterday  to  decide,'  she  said  ;  '  and  yesterday  /las 
decided.     It  is  too  late  to  go  back.' 

Sir  Percival  spoke  to  me  this  afternoon,  about  what  had 
passed  in  Laura's  room.  He  assured  me  that  the  un- 
paralleled trust  she  had  placed  in  him  had  awakened  such  an 
answering  conviction  of  her  innocence  and  integrity  in  his 
mind,  that  he  was  guiltless  of  having  felt  even  a  moment's 


THE   WOMAN   IN   WHITE 

unworthy  jealousy,  either  at  the  time  when  he  was  in  her 
presence,  or  afterwards  when  he  had  withdrawn  from  it. 
Deeply  as  he  lamented  the  unfortunate  attachment  which  had 
hindered  the  progress  he  might  otherwise  have  made  in  her 
esteem  and  regard,  he  firmly  believed  that  it  had  remained 
unacknowledged  in  the  past,  and  that  it  would  remain,  under 
all  changes  of  circumstance  which  it  was  possible  to  contem- 
plate, unacknowledged  in  the  future.  This  was  his  absolute 
conviction  ;  and  the  strongest  proof  he  could  give  of  it  was 
the  assurance,  which  he  now  offered,  that  he  felt  no  curiosity 
to  know  whether  the  attachment  was  of  recent  date  or  not, 
or  who  had  been  the  object  of  it.  His  implicit  confidence  in 
Miss  Fairlie  made  him  satisfied  with  what  she  had  thought 
fit  to  say  to  him,  and  he  was  honestly  innocent  of  the  slightest 
feeling  of  anxiety  to  hear  more. 

He  waited,  after  saying  those  words,  and  looked  at  me. 
I  was  so  conscious  of  my  unreasonable  prejudice  against  him 
—  so  conscious  of  an  unworthy  suspicion,  that  he  might  be 
speculating  on  my  impulsively  answering  the  very  questions 
which  he  had  just  described  himself  as  resolved  not  to  ask — 
that  I  evaded  all  reference  to  this  part  of  the  subject  with 
something  like  a  feeling  of  confusion  on  my  own  part.  At 
the  same  time,  I  was  resolved  not  to  lose  even  the  smallest 
opportunity  of  trying  to  plead  Laura's  cause  ;  and  I  told  him 
boldly  that  I  regretted  his  generosity  had  not  carried  him 
one  step  farther,  and  induced  him  to  withdraw  from  the 
engagement  altogether. 

Here,  again,  he  disarmed  me  by  not  attempting  to  defend 
himself.  He  would  merely  beg  me  to  remember  the  difference 
there  was  between  his  allowing  Miss  Fairlie  to  give  him  up, 
which  was  a  matter  of  submission  only,  and  his  forcing 
himself  to  give  up  Miss  Fairlie,  which  was,  in  other  words, 
asking  him  to  be  the  suicide  of  his  own  hopes.  Her  conduct 
of  the  day  before  had  so  strengthened  the  unchangeable  love 
and  admiration  of  two  long  years,  that  all  active  contention 
against  those  feelings,  on  his  part,  was  henceforth  entirely 
out  of  his  power.  I  must  think  him  weak,  selfish,  unfeeling 
towards  the  very  woman  whom  he  idolised,  and  he  must 
bow  to  my  opinion  as  resignedly  as  he  could  ;  only  putting 
it  to  me,  at  the  same  time,  whether  her  future  as  a  single 
woman,  pining  under  an  unhappily  placed  attachment  Avhich 
she  could  never  acknowledge,  could  be  said  to  promise  her  a 
much  brighter  prospect  than  her  future  as  the  wife  of  a  man 
who  worshipped  the  very  ground  she  walked  on  ?  In  the 
last  case  there  was  hope  from  time,  however  slight  it  might 

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be — In  the  first  case,  on  her  own  showing-,  there  was  no  hope 
at  all. 

I  answered  him — more  because  my  tongue  is  a  woman's, 
and  must  answer,  than  because  I  had  anything  convincing  to 
say.  It  was  only  too  plain  that  the  course  Laura  had  adopted 
the  day  before,  had  offered  him  the  advantage  if  he  chose  to 
take  it — and  that  he  liad  chosen  to  take  it.  I  felt  this  at  the 
time,  and  I  feel  it  just  as  strongly  now,  while  I  write  these 
lines,  in  my  own  room.  The  one  hope  left,  is  that  his  motives 
really  spring,  as  he  says  they  do,  from  the  irresistible  strength 
of  his  attachment  to  Laura. 

Before  I  close  my  diary  for  to-night,  I  must  record  that  I 
wrote  to-day  in  poor  Hartright's  interest,  to  two  of  my 
mother's  old  friends  in  London — both  men  of  influence  and 
position.  If  they  can  do  anything  for  him,  I  am  quite  sure 
they  will.  Except  Laura,  I  never  was  more  anxious  about 
any  one  than  I  am  now  about  Walter.  All  that  has  happened 
since  he  left  us  has  only  increased  my  strong  regard  and 
sympathy  for  him.  I  hope  I  am  doing  right  in  trying  to  help 
him  to  employment  abroad — I  hope,  most  earnestly  and 
anxiously,  that  it  will  end  well. 

nth. — Sir  Percival  had  an  interview  with  Mr.  Fairlie  ; 
and  I  was  sent  for  to  join  them. 

I  found  Mr.  Fairlie  greatly  relieved  at  the  prospect  of  the 
'  family  worry '  (as  he  was  pleased  to  describe  his  niece's 
marriage)  being  settled  at  last.  So  far,  I  did  not  feel  called 
on  to  say  anything  to  him  about  my  own  opinion  ;  but  when 
he  proceeded,  in  his  most  aggravatingly  languid  manner,  to 
suggest  that  the  time  for  the  marriage  had  better  be  settled 
next,  in  accordance  with  Sir  Percival's  wishes,  I  enjoyed  the 
satisfaction  of  assailing  Mr.  Fairlie's  nerves  with  as  strong  a 
protest  against  hurrying  Laura's  decision  as  I  could  put  into 
words.  Sir  Percival  immediately  assured  me  that  he  felt  the 
force  of  my  objection,  and  begged  me  to  believe  that  the 
proposal  had  not  been  made  in  consequence  of  any  interference 
on  his  part.  Mr.  Fairlie  leaned  back  in  his  chair,  closed  his 
eyes,  said  we  both  of  us  did  honour  to  human  nature,  and 
then  repeated  his  suggestion,  as  coolly  as  if  neither  Sir  Per- 
cival nor  I  had  said  a  word  in  opposition  to  it.  It  ended  in 
my  flatly  declining  to  mention  the  subject  to  Laura,  unless 
she  first  approached  it  of  her  own  accord.  I  left  the  room  at 
once  after  making  that  declaration.  Sir  Percival  looked 
seriously  embarrassed  and  distressed.  Mr.  Fairlie  stretched 
out  his  lazy  legs  on  his  velvet  footstool ;   and  said,   '  Dear 

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Marian  !  how  I  envy  you  your  robust  nervous  system  !    Don't 
bang-  the  door  !  ' 

On  going  to  Laura's  room,  I  found  that  she  had  asked  for 
me,  and  that  Mrs.  Vesey  had  informed  her  that  I  was  with 
Mr.  Fairlie.  She  inquired  at  once  what  I  had  been  w-anted 
for  ;  and  I  told  her  all  that  had  passed,  without  attempting 
to  conceal  the  vexation  and  annoyance  that  I  really  felt. 
Her  answer  surprised  and  distressed  me  inexpressibly ;  it 
was  the  very  last  reply  that  I  should  have  expected  her  to 
make. 

*  My  uncle  is  right,'  she  said.  '  I  have  caused  trouble 
and  anxiety  enough  to  you,  and  to  all  about  me.  Let  me 
cause  no  more,  Marian — let  Sir  Percival  decide.' 

I  remonstrated  w^armly  :  but  nothing  that  I  could  say 
moved  her. 

*  I  am  held  to  my  engagement,'  she  replied ;  '  I  have 
broken  with  my  old  life.  The  evil  day  will  not  come  the  less 
surely  because  I  put  it  off".  No,  Marian  !  once  again,  my 
uncle  is  right.  I  have  caused  trouble  enough  and  anxiety 
enough  ;  and  I  will  cause  no  more.' 

She  used  to  be  pliability  itself;  but  she  was  now  inflexibly 
passive  in  her  resignation — I  might  almost  say  in  her  despair. 
Dearly  as  I  love  her,  I  should  have  been  less  pained  if  she 
had  been  violently  agitated  ;  it  was  so  shockingly  unlike  her 
natural  character  to  see  her  as  cold  and  insensible  as  I  saw 
her  now. 

1 2th. — Sir  Percival  put  some  questions  to  me,  at  breakfast, 
about  Laura,  which  left  me  no  choice  but  to  tell  him  what 
she  had  said. 

While  we  were  talking,  she  herself  came  down  and  joined 
us.  She  was  just  as  unnaturally  composed  in  Sir  Percival's 
presence  as  she  had  been  in  mine.  When  breakfast  was 
over,  he  had  an  opportunity  of  saying  a  few  words  to  her 
privately,  in  a  recess  of  one  of  the  windows.  They  were  not 
more  than  two  or  three  minutes  together  ;  and,  on  their 
separating,  she  left  the  room  with  Mrs.  Vesey,  while  Sir 
Percival  came  to  me.  He  said  he  had  entreated  her  to 
favour  him  by  maintaining  her  privilege  of  fixing  the  time 
for  the  marriage  at  her  own  will  and  pleasure.  In  reply,  she 
had  merely  expressed  her  acknowledgments,  and  had  desired 
him  to  mention  what  his  washes  were  to  Miss  Halcombe. 

I  have  no  patience  to  write  more.  In  this  instance,  as  in 
every  other,  Sir  Percival  has  carried  his  point,  with  the 
utmost  possible  credit  to  himself,  in  spite  of  everything  that 

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I  can  say  or  do.  His  wishes  are  now,  what  they  were,  ol 
course,  when  he  first  came  here  ;  and  Laura  having  resigned 
herself  to  the  one  inevitable  sacrifice  of  the  marriage,  remains 
as  coldly  hopeless  and  enduring  as  ever.  In  parting  with  the 
little  occupations  and  relics  that  reminded  her  of  Hartright, 
she  seems  to  have  parted  with  all  her  tenderness  and  all  her 
impressibility.  It  is  only  three  o'clock  in  the  afternoon 
while  I  write  these  lines,  and  Sir  Percival  has  left  us  already, 
in  the  happy  hurry  of  a  bridegroom,  to  prepare  for  the  bride's 
reception  at  his  house  in  Hampshire.  Unless  some  extra- 
ordinary event  happens  to  prevent  it,  they  will  be  married 
exactly  at  the  time  when  he  wished  to  be  married — before 
the  end  of  the  year.     My  very  fingers  burn  as  I  write  it  ! 

13th.— A  sleepless  night,  through  uneasiness  about  Laura. 
Towards  the  morning,  I  came  to  a  resolution  to  try  what 
change  of  scene  would  do  to  rouse  her.  She  cannot  surely 
remain  in  her  present  torpor  of  insensibility,  if  I  take  her 
away  from  Limmeridge  and  surround  her  with  the  pleasant 
faces  of  old  friends  ?  After  some  consideration,  I  decided  on 
writing  to  the  Arnolds,  in  Yorkshire.  They  are  simple,  kind- 
h.earted,  hospitable  people  ;  and  she  has  known  them  from 
lier  childhood.  When  I  had  put  the  letter  in  the  post-bag, 
I  told  her  what  I  had  done.  It  would  have  been  a  relief  to 
me  if  she  had  shown  the  spirit  to  resist  and  object.  But  no 
^she  only  said,  *  I  will  go  anywhere  with  you,  Marian.  I 
dare  say  you  are  right — I  dare  say  the  change  will  do  me  good.' 

14th. — I  v.Tote  to  Mr.  Gilmore,  informing  him  that  there 
was  really  a  prospect  of  this  miserable  marriage  taking  place, 
and  also  mentioning  my  idea  of  trying  what  change  of  scene 
would  do  for  Laura.  I  had  no  heart  to  go  into  particulars. 
Time  enough  for  them,  when  we  get  nearer  to  the  end  of  the 
year. 

15th. — Three  letters  for  me.  The  first,  from  the  Arnolds, 
full  of  delight  at  the  prospect  of  seeing  Laura  and  me.  The 
second,  from  one  of  the  gentlemen  to  whom  I  wrote  on 
Walter  Hartrlght's  behalf,  informing  me  that  he  has  been 
fortunate  enough  to  find  an  opportunity  of  complying  with  my 
request.  The  third,  from  Walter  himself,  thanking  me,  poor 
fellov/,  in  the  warmest  terms,  for  giving  him  an  opportunity 
of  leaving  his  home,  his  country,  and  his  friends.  A  private 
expedition  to  make  excavations  among  the  ruined  cities  of 
Central  America  is,  it  seems,  about  to  sail  from  Liverpool 

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The  draughtsman  who  had  been  already  appointed  to  accom- 
pany it,  has  lost  heart,  and  withdrawn  at  the  eleventh  hour  ; 
and  Walter  is  to  fill  his  place.  He  is  to  be  engaged  for  six 
months  certain,  from  the  time  of  the  landing  in  Honduras, 
and  for  a  year  afterwards,  if  the  excavations  are  successful, 
and  if  the  funds  hold  out.  His  letter  ends  with  a  promise  to 
write  me  a  farewell  line,  when  they  are  all  on  board  ship,  and 
when  the  pilot  leaves  them.  I  can  only  hope  and  pray 
earnestly  that  he  and  I  are  both  acting  in  this  matter  for  the 
best.  It  seems  such  a  serious  step  for  him  to  take,  that  the 
mere  contemplation  of  it  startles  me.  And  yet,  in  his  un- 
happy position,  how  can  I  expect  him,  or  wish  him,  to  remain 
at  home  ? 

i6th. — The  carriage  is  at  the  door.  Laura  and  I  set  out 
on  our  visit  to  the  Arnolds  to-day. 

*  *  *  i'  -:;;  * 

Polesdean  Lodge,  Yorkshire. 
23rd. — A  week  in  these  new  scenes  and  among  these  kind- 
hearted  people  has  done  her  some  good,  though  not  so  much 
as  1  had  hoped.  I  have  resolved  to  prolong  our  stay  for 
another  week  at  least.  It  is  useless  to  go  back  to  Limmeridge, 
till  there  is  an  absolute  necessity  for  our  return. 

24th. — Sad  news  by  this  morning's  post.  The  expedition 
to  Central  America  sailed  on  the  twenty-first.  We  have 
parted  with  a  true  man ;  we  have  lost  a  faithful  friend. 
Walter  Hartright  has  left  England. 

25th. — Sad  news  yesterday  ;  ominous  news  to-day.  Sir 
Percival  Glyde  has  written  to  Mr.  Fairlie  ;  and  Mr.  Fairlie 
has  written  to  Laura  and  me,  to  recall  us  to  Limmeridge 
immediately. 

What  can  this  mean  ?  Has  the  day  for  the  marriage  been 
fixed  in  our  absence  ? 


IL 

Limmeridge  House. 

November  27th. — My  forebodings  are  realised.    The  marriage 
is  fixed  for  the  twenty-second  of  December. 

The  day  after  we  left  for  Polesdean  Lodge,  Sir  Percival 
wrote,  it  seems,  to  Mr.  Fairlie,  to  say  that  the  necessary 
repairs   and   alterations   in  his   house  in  Hampshire   would 

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occupy  a  much  long'er  time  in  completion  than  he  had 
orig"inally  anticipated.  The  proper  estimates  were  to  be  sub- 
mitted to  him  as  soon  as  possible  ;  and  it  would  greatly 
facilitate  his  entering-  into  definite  arrang-ements  with  the 
workpeople,  if  he  could  be  informed  of  the  exact  period  at 
which  the  wedding-  ceremony  might  be  expected  to  take  place. 
He  could  then  make  all  his  calculations  in  reference  to  time, 
besides  writing-  the  necessary  apologies  to  friends  who  had 
been  engaged  to  visit  him  that  winter,  and  who  could  not,  of 
course,  be  received  when  the  house  was  in  the  hands  of  the 
workmen. 

To  this  letter  jMr.  Fairlie  had  replied  by  requesting  Sir 
Percival  himself  to  suggest  a  day  for  the  marriage,  subject  to 
Miss  Fairlie's  approval,  which  her  guardian  willingly  under- 
took to  do  his  best  to  obtain.  Sir  Percival  wrote  back  by 
the  next  post,  and  proposed  (in  accordance  with  his  own 
views  and  wishes,  from  the  first)  the  latter  part  of  December 
—perhaps  the  twenty-second,  or  twenty-fourth,  or  any  other 
day  that  the  lady  and  her  guardian  might  prefer.  The  lady  not 
being  at  hand  to  speak  for  herself,  her  guardian  had  decided, 
in  her  absence,  on  the  earliest  day  mentioned — the  twenty- 
second  of  December — and  had  WTitten  to  recall  us  to  Lim- 
meridge  in  consequence. 

After  explaining  these  particulars  to  me  at  a  private 
interview  yesterday  Mr.  Fairlie  suggested,  in  his  most  amiable 
manner,  that  I  should  open  the  necessarj'  negotiations  to-day. 
Feeling  that  resistance  was  useless,  unless  I  could  first 
obtain  Laura's  authority  to  make  it,  I  consented  to  speak  to 
her,  but  declared,  at  the  same  time,  that  I  would  on  no  con- 
sideration undertake  to  gain  her  consent  to  Sir  Percival's 
wishes.  Mr.  Fairlie  complimented  me  on  my  '  excellent 
conscience,'  much  as  he  v.-ould  have  complimented  me,  if  we 
had  been  out  walking,  on  my  '  excellent  constitution,'  and 
seemed  perfectly  satisfied,  so  far,  with  having  simply  shifted 
one  more  family  responsibility  from  his  own  shoulders  to  mine. 

This  morning,  I  spoke  to  Laura  as  I  had  promised.  The 
composure — I  may  almost  say,  the  insensibility — which  she 
has  so  strangely  and  so  resolutely  maintained  ever  since 
Sir  Percival  left  us,  was  not  proof  against  the  shock  of 
the  news  I  had  to  tell  her.  She  turned  pale,  and  trembled 
violently. 

'  Not  so  soon  !  '  she  pleaded.      '  Oh,  Marian,  not  so  soon  ! ' 

The  slightest  hint  she  could  give  was  enough  for  me.  I 
rose  to  leave  the  room,  and  fight  her  battle  for  her  at  once 
with  Mr.  Fairlie. 

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Just  as  my  hand  was  on  the  door,  she  caught  fast  hold  of 
my  dress,  and  stopped  me. 

'  Let  me  go  !  '  I  said.  '  My  tongue  burns  to  tell  your 
uncle  that  he  and  Sir  Percival  are  not  to  have  it  all  their  own 
way.' 

She  sighed  bitterly,  and  still  held  my  dress. 

'  No  !  '  she  said,  faintly.      '  Too  late,  Marian,  too  late  ! ' 

'Not  a  minute  too  late,'  I  retorted.  'The  question  of 
time  is  our  question — and  trust  me,  Laura,  to  take  a  woman's 
full  advantage  of  it.' 

I  unclasped  her  hand  from  my  gown  while  I  spoke  ;  but 
she  slipped  both  her  arms  round  my  waist  at  the  same 
moinent,  and  held  me  more  effectually  than  ever. 

'  It  will  only  involve  us  in  more  trouble  and  more  con- 
fusion,' she  said.  '  It  will  set  you  and  my  uncle  at  variance, 
and  bring  Sir  Percival  here  again  with  fresh  causes  of  com- 
plaint  ' 

'  So  much  the  better  ! '  I  cried  out,  passionately.  '  Who 
cares  for  his  causes  of  complaint  ?  Are  you  to  break  your 
heart  to  set  his  mind  at  ease  ?  No  man  under  heaven 
deserves  these  sacrifices  from  us  women.  Men  !  They  are 
the  enemies  of  our  innocence  and  our  peace— they  drag 
us  away  from  our  parents'  love  and  our  sisters'  friendship — 
they  take  us  body  and  soul  to  themselves,  and  fasten  our 
helpless  lives  to  theirs  as  they  chain  up  a  dog  to  his  kennel. 
And  what  does  the  best  of  them  give  us  in  return  ?  Let  me 
go,  Laura— I'm  mad  when  I  think  of  it !  ' 

The  tears — miserable,  weak,  women's  tears  of  vexation 
and  rage — started  to  my  eyes.  She  smiled  sadly  ;  and  put 
her  handkerchief  over  my  face,  to  hide  for  me  the  betrayal  of 
my  own  weakness — the  weakness  of  all  others  which  she 
knew  that  I  most  despised. 

'  Oh,  Marian  ! '  she  said.  '  You  crying  !  Think  what  you 
would  say  to  me,  if  the  places  were  changed,  and  if  those 
tears  were  mine.  All  your  love  and  courage  and  devotion 
v.'ill  not  alter  what  must  happen,  sooner  or  later.  Let  my 
uncle  have  his  v/ay.  Let  us  have  no  more  troubles  and 
heart-burnings  that  any  sacrifice  of  mine  can  prevent.  Say 
you  will  live  with  me,  Marian,  Vv'hen  I  am  married— and  say 
no  more.' 

But  I  did  say  more.  I  forced  back  the  contemptible  tears 
that  were  no  relief  to  me,  and  that  only  distressed  her ; 
and  reasoned  and  pleaded  as  calmly  as  I  could.  It  was  of  no 
avail.  She  made  me  twice  repeat  the  promise  to  live  with  her 
when  she  was  married,  and  then  suddenlv  asked  a  question 

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which  turned  my  sorrow  and  my  sympathy  for  her  into  a  new 
direction. 

'While  we  were  at  Polesdean,'  she  said,  'you  had  a 
letter,  Marian ' 

Her  altered  tone  ;  the  abrupt  manner  in  which  she  looked 
away  from  me,  and  hid  her  face  on  my  shoulder  ;  the  hesita- 
tion which  silenced  her  before  she  had  completed  her  question, 
all  told  me,  but  too  plainly,  to  whom  the  half-expressed 
inquiry  pointed. 

M  thought,  Laura,  that  you  and  I  were  never  to  refer  to 
him  again,'  I  said,  gently. 

You  had  a  letter  from  him  ?  '  she  persisted. 

*  Yes,'  I  replied,  'if  you  must  know  it.' 

*  Do  you  mean  to  write  to  him  again  ?  ' 

I  hesitated.  I  had  been  afraid  to  tell  her  of  his  absence 
from  England,  or  of  the  manner  in  which  my  exertions  to  serve 
his  new  hopes  and  projects  had  connected  me  with  his  depar- 
ture. What  answer  could  I  make  ?  He  was  gone  where  no 
letters  could  reach  him  for  months,  perhaps  for3ears,  to  come. 

'  Suppose  I  do  mean  to  write  to  him  again,'  I  said,  at  last. 
'  What  then,  Laura  ?  ' 

Her  cheek  grew  burning  hot  against  my  neck  ;  and  her 
arms  trembled  and  tightened  round  me. 

'  Don't  tell  him  about  the  iiveiify-sccond,^  she  whispered. 
*  Promise,  Marian — pray  promise  you  will  not  even  mention 
my  name  to  him  when  you  write  next.' 

I  gave  the  promise.  No  words  can  say  how  sorrowfully  I 
gave  it.  She  instantly  took  her  arm  from  my  waist,  walked 
away  to  the  window,  and  stood  looking  out,  with  her  back  to 
me.  After  a  moment  she  spoke  once  more,  but  without  turn- 
ing round,  without  allowing  me  to  catch  the  smallest  glimpse 
of  her  face. 

'  Are  you  going  to  my  uncle's  room  ? '  she  asked.  '  Will 
you  say  that  I  consent  to  whatever  arrangement  he  may  think 
best  ?  Never  mind  leaving  me,  Marian.  I  shall  be  better 
alone  for  a  little  while.' 

I  went  out.  If,  as  soon  as  I  got  into  the  passage,  I  could 
have  transported  Mr.  Fairlie  and  Sir  Percival  Glj'de  to  the 
uttermost  ends  of  the  earth,  by  lifting  one  of  my  fingers,  that 
finger  would  haA'e  been  raised  without  an  instant's  hesitation. 
For  once  my  un'nappy  temper  now  stood  my  friend.  I  should 
have  broken  down  altogether  and  burst  into  a  violent  fit  of 
crying,  if  my  tears  had  not  been  all  burnt  up  in  the  heat  of  my 
anger.  As  it  was,  I  dashed  into  Mr.  Fairlie's  room— called 
to  him  as  harshly  as  possible,  '  Laura  consents  to  the  twenty- 

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second ' — and  dashed  out  again  without  waiting  for  a  word  of 
answer.  I  banged  the  door  after  me  ;  and  I  hope  I  shattered 
Mr.  Fairlie's  nervous  system  for  the  rest  of  the  day. 

28th. — This  morning,  I  read  poor  Hartright's  farewell  letter 
over  again,  a  doubt  having  crossed  my  mind  since  yesterday, 
whether  I  am  acting  wisely  in  concealing  the  fact  of  his 
departure  from  Laura. 

On  reflection,  I  still  think  I  am  right.  The  allusions  in 
his  letter  to  the  preparations  made  for  the  expedition  to 
Central  America,  all  show  that  the  leaders  of  it  know  it  to  be 
dangerous.  If  the  discovery  of  this  makes  vie  uneasy,  w^hat 
would  it  make  her?  It  is  bad  enough  to  feel  that  his  depar- 
ture has  deprived  us  of  the  friend  of  all  others  to  whose  devo- 
tion we  could  trust,  in  the  hour  of  need,  if  ever  that  hour 
comes  and  finds  us  helpless.  But  it  is  far  worse  to  know  that 
he  has  gone  from  us  to  face  the  perils  of  a  bad  climate,  a  wild 
country,  and  a  disturbed  population.  Surely  it  would  be  a 
cruel  candour  to  tell  Laura  this,  without  a  pressing  and  a 
positive  necessity  for  it  ? 

I  almost  doubt  whether  I  ought  not  to  go  a  step  farther, 
and  burn  the  letter  at  once,  for  fear  of  its  one  day  faUing  into 
v.Tong  hands.  It  not  only  refers  to  Laura  in  terms  which 
ought  to  remain  a  secret  for  ever  between  the  writer  and  me  ; 
but  it  reiterates  his  suspicion — so  obstinate,  so  unaccountable, 
and  so  alarming — that  he  has  been  secretly  watched  since  he 
left  Limmeridge.  He  declares  that  he  saw  the  faces  of  the 
two  strange  men,  who  followed  him  about  the  streets  of 
London,  watching  him  among  the  crowd  which  gathered  at 
Liverpool  to  see  the  expedition  embark  ;  and  he  positively 
asserts  that  he  heard  the  name  of  Anne  Catherick  pronounced 
behind  him,  as  he  got  into  the  boat.  His  own  words  are, 
'  These  events  have  a  meaning,  these  events  must  lead  to  a 
result.  The  mystery  of  Anne  Catherick  is  not  cleared  up  yet. 
She  may  never  cross  my  path  again  ;  but  if  ever  she  crosses 
yours,  make  better  use  of  the  opportunity,  Miss  Halcombe, 
than  I  made  of  it.  I  speak  on  strong  conviction  ;  I  entreat 
you  to  remember  what  I  say.'  These  are  his  own  expressions. 
There  is  no  danger  of  my  forgetting  them — my  memory  is 
only  too  ready  to  dwell  on  any  words  of  Hartright's  that  refer 
to  Anne  Catherick.  But  there  is  danger  in  my  keeping  the 
letter.  The  merest  accident  might  place  it  at  the  mercy  of 
strangers.  I  may  fall  ill  ;  I  may  die.  Better  to  burn  it  at 
once,  and  have  one  anxiety  the  less. 

It  is  burnt !     The  ashes  of  his  farewell  letter — the  last  he 

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may  ever  write  to  me — lie  in  a  few  black  fragm^ents  on  the 
hearth.  Is  this  the  sad  end  to  all  that  sad  story  ?  Oh,  not 
the  end — surely,  surely  not  the  end  already  ! 

29th. — The  preparations  for  the  marriag"e  have  begun. 
The  dressmaker  has  come  to  receive  her  orders.  Laura  is 
perfectly  impassive,  perfectly  careless  about  the  question  of 
all  others  in  which  a  woman's  personal  interests  are  most 
closely  bound  up.  She  has  left  it  all  to  the  dressmaker  and 
to  me.  If  poor  Hartright  had  been  the  baronet,  and  the 
husband  of  her  father's  choice,  how  differently  she  would  have 
behaved  !  How  anxious  and  capricious  she  would  have  been  ; 
and  what  a  hard  task  the  best  of  dressmakers  would  have 
found  it  to  please  her  ! 

30th. — We  hear  every  day  from  Sir  Percival.  The  last 
news  is,  that  the  alterations  in  his  house  will  occupy  from  four 
to  six  months,  before  they  can  be  properly  completed.  If 
painters,  paper-hangers,  and  vipholsterers  could  make  happi- 
ness as  well  as  splendour,  I  should  be  interested  about  their 
proceedings  in  Laura's  future  home.  As  it  is,  the  only  part 
of  Sir  Percival's  last  letter  which  does  not  leave  me  as  it 
found  me,  perfectly  indifferent  to  all  his  plans  and  projects,  is 
the  part  which  refers  to  the  wedding  tour.  He  proposes,  as 
Laura  is  delicate,  and  as  the  winter  threatens  to  be  unusually 
severe,  to  take  her  to  Rome,  and  to  remain  in  Italy  until  the 
early  part  of  next  summer.  If  this  plan  should  not  be 
approved,  he  is  equally  ready,  although  he  has  no  establish- 
ment of  his  own  in  town,  to  spend  ihe  season  in  London,  in 
the  most  suitable  furnished  house  that  can  be  obtained  for  the 
purpose. 

Putting  myself  and  my  own  feelings  entirely  out  of  the 
question  (which  it  is  my  duty  to  do,  and  which  I  have  done), 
I,  for  one,  have  no  doubt  of  the  propriety  of  adopting  the  first 
of  these  proposals.  In  either  case,  a  separation  between  Laura 
and  mc  is  inevitable.  It  will  be  a  longer  separation,  in  the 
event  of  their  going  abroad,  than  it  would  be  in  the  event  of 
their  remaining  in  London — but  we  must  set  against  this 
disadvantage,  the  benefit  to  Laura  on  the  other  side,  of 
passing  the  winter  in  a  mild  climate,  and,  more  than  that,  the 
immense  assistance  in  raising  her  spirits,  and  reconciling  her 
to  her  new  existence,  which  the  mere  wonder  and  excitement 
of  travelling  for  the  first  time  in  her  life  in  the  most  interesting 
country  in  the  world,  must  surely  afford.  She  is  not  of  a 
disposition  to  find  resources  in  the  conventional  gaieties  and 

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excitements  of  London.  They  would  only  make  the  first 
oppression  of  this  lamentable  marriage  fall  the  heavier  on  her. 
I  dread  the  beginning  of  her  new  life  more  than  words  can 
tell ;  but  I  see  some  hope  for  her  if  she  travels— none  if  she 
remains  at  home. 

It  is  strange  to  look  back  at  this  latest  entry  in  my  journal, 
and  to  find  that  I  am  writing  of  the  marriage  and  the  parting 
with  Laura,  as  people  write  of  a  settled  thing.  It  seems  so  cold 
and  so  unfeeling  to  be  looking  at  the  future  already  in  this 
cruelly  composed  way.  But  what  other  way  is  possible,  now 
that  the  time  is  drawing  so  near?  Before  another  month  is 
over  our  heads,  she  will  be  his  Laura  instead  of  mine  !  His 
Laura  !  I  am  as  little  able  to  realise  the  idea  which  those 
two  words  convey — -my  mind  feels  almost  as  dulled  and 
stunned  by  it— as  if  writing  of  her  marriage  were  like  writing 
of  her  death. 

December  ist. — A  sad,  sad  day;  a  day  that  I  have  no 
heart  to  describe  at  any  length.  After  weakly  putting  it  off, 
last  night,  I  was  obliged  to  speak  to  her  this  morning  of  Sir 
Pcrcival's  proposal  about  the  wedding  tour. 

In  the  full  conviction  that  I  should  be  with  her,  Avherever 
she  went,  the  poor  child — for  a  child  she  is  still  in  many 
things — was  almost  happy  at  the  prospect  of  seeing  the 
wonders  of  Florence  and  Rome  and  Naples.  It  nearly  broke 
my  heart  to  dispel  her  delusion,  and  to  bring  her  face  to  face 
with  the  hard  truth.  I  was  obliged  to  tell  her  that  no  man 
tolerates  a  rival — not  even  a  woman  rival— in  his  wife's 
affections,  when  he  first  marries,  whatever  he  may  do  after- 
wards. I  was  obliged  to  warn  her,  that  my  chance  of  living 
v/ith  her  permanently  under  her  own  roof,  depended  entirely 
on  my  not  arousing  Sir  Percival's  jealousy  and  distrust  by 
standing  between  them  at  the  beginning  of  their  marriage,  in 
the  position  of  the  chosen  depositary  of  his  wife's  closest 
secrets.  Drop  by  drop,  I  poured  the  profaning  bitterness  of 
this  world's  wisdom  into  that  pure  heart  and  that  innocent 
mind,  while  every  higher  and  better  feeling  within  me 
recoiled  from  my  miserable  task.  It  is  over  now.  She  has 
learnt  her  hard,  her  inevitable  lesson.  The  simple  illusions  of 
her  girlhood  are  gone  ;  and  my  hand  has  stripped  them  off. 
Better  mine  than  his — that  is  all  my  consolation — better  mine 
than  his. 

So  the  first  proposal  is  the  proposal  accepted.  They  are 
to  go  to  Italy,  and  I  am  to  arrange,  with  Sir  Percival's  per- 
mission, for  meeting  them  and  staying  with  them,  when  they 

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return  to  England.  In  other  words,  I  am  to  ask  a  personal 
favour,  for  the  first  time  in  my  life,  and  to  ask  it  of  the  man 
of  all  others  to  whom  I  least  desire  to  owe  a  serious  obligation 
of  any  kind.  Well !  I  think  I  could  do  even  more  than  that, 
for  Laura's  sake. 

2nd. — On  looking  back,  I  find  myself  always  referring  to 
Sir  Percival  in  disparaging  terms.  In  the  turn  affairs  have 
now  taken,  I  must  and  will  root  out  my  prejudice  against 
him..  I  cannot  think  how  it  first  got  into  my  mind.  It 
certainly  never  existed  in  former  times. 

Is  it  Laura's  reluctance  to  become  his  wife  that  has  set 
me  against  him  ?  Have  Hartright's  perfectly  intelligible 
prejudices  infected  me  without  my  suspecting  their  influence  ? 
Does  that  letter  of  Anne  Catherick's  still  leave  a  lurking 
distrust  in  my  mind,  in  spite  of  Sir  Percival's  explanation, 
and  of  the  proof  in  my  possession  of  the  truth  of  it  ?  I  cannot 
account  for  the  state  of  my  own  feelings  :  the  one  thing  I  am 
certain  of  is,  that  it  is  my  duty— doubly  my  duty,  now— not  to 
wrong  Sir  Percival  by  unjustly  distrusting  him.  If  it  has  got 
to  be  a  habit  with  me  always  to  write  of  him  in  the  same 
unfavourable  manner,  I  must  and  will  break  myself  of  this 
vniworthy  tendency,  even  though  the  effort  should  force  me  to 
close  the  pages  of  my  journal  till  the  marriage  is  over  !  I  am 
seriously  dissatisfied  with  myself — I  will  write  no  more  to-day. 

December  i6th. — A  whole  fortnight  has  passed  ;  and  T 
have  not  once  opened  these  pages.  I  have  been  long  enough 
away  from  my  journal,  to  come  back  to  it,  with  a  healthier  and 
better  mind,  I  hope,  so  far  as  Sir  Percival  is  concerned. 

There  is  not  much  to  record  of  the  past  two  weeks.  The 
dresses  are  almost  all  finished ;  and  the  new  travelling  trunks 
have  been  sent  here  from  London.  Poor  dear  Laura  hardly 
leaves  me  for  a  moment,  all  day  ;  and,  last  night,  when 
neither  of  us  could  sleep,  she  came  and  crept  into  my  bed  to 
talk  to  me  there.  '  I  shall  lose  you  so  soon,  Marian,'  she 
said  ;   '  I  must  make  the  most  of  you  while  I  can.' 

They  are  to  be  married  at  Limmeridge  Church  ;  and, 
thank  Heaven,  not  one  of  the  neighbours  is  to  be  invited  to 
the  ceremony.  The  only  visitor  will  be  our  old  friend,  Mr. 
Arnold,  who  is  to  come  from  Polesdean,  to  give  Laura  away  ; 
her  uncle  being  far  too  delicate  to  trust  himself  outside  the 
door  in  such  inclement  weather  as  we  now  have.  If  I  were 
not  determined,  from  this  day  forth,  to  see  nothing  but  the 
bright  side  of  our  prospects,  the  melancholy  absence  of  any 

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male  relative  of  Laura's,  at  the  most  important  moment  of 
her  life,  would  make  me  very  gloomy  and  very  distrustful  of 
the  future.  But  I  have  done  with  gloom  and  distrust — that  is 
to  say,  I  have  done  with  writing-  about  either  the  one  or  the 
other  in  this  journal. 

Sir  Percival  is  to  arrive  to-morrow.  He  offered,  in  case 
we  wished  to  treat  him  on  terms  of  rigid  etiquette,  to  write 
and  ask  our  clergyman  to  grant  him  the  hospitality  of  the 
rectory,  during  the  short  period  of  his  sojourn  at  Limmeridge, 
before  the  marriage.  Under  the  circumstances,  neither  Mr. 
Fairlie  nor  I  thought  it  at  all  necessary  for  us  to  trouble 
ourselves  about  attending  to  trifling  form.s  and  ceremonies. 
In  our  wild  moorland  country,  and  in  this  great  lonely  house, 
we  may  well  claim  to  be  beyond  the  reach  of  the  trivial 
conventionalities  which  hamper  people  in  other  places.  I 
wrote  to  Sir  Percival  to  thank  him  for  his  polite  offer,  and  to 
beg  that  he  vrould  occupy  his  old  rooms,  just  as  usual,  at 
Limmeridge  House. 

17th. — He  arrived  to-day,  looking,  as  I  thought,  a  little 
worn  and  anxious,  but  still  talking  and  laughing  like  a  man  in 
the  best  possible  spirits.  He  brought  v/ith  him  some  really 
beautiful  presents,  in  jewelry,  which  Laura  received  with  her 
best  grace,  and,  outwardly  at  least,  with  perfect  self-posses- 
sion. The  only  sign  I  can  detect  of  the  struggle  it  must  cost 
her  to  preserve  appearances  at  this  trying  time,  expresses 
itself  in  a  sudden  unwillingness,  on  her  part,  ever  to  be  left 
alone.  Instead  of  retreating  to  her  own  room,  as  usual,  she 
seems  to  dread  going  there.  When  I  went  upstairs  to-day, 
after  lunch,  to  put  on  my  bonnet  for  a  walk,  she  volunteered 
to  join  me  ;  and,  again,  before  dinner,  she  threw  the  door 
open  between  our  two  rooms,  so  that  we  might  talk  to  each 
other  while  we  were  dressing.  '  Keep  me  always  doing 
something,'  she  said;  'keep  me  always  in  company  with 
somebody.  Don't  let  me  think — that  is  all  I  ask  now,  Marian 
— don't  let  me  think.' 

This  sad  change  in  her  only  increases  her  attractions  for 
Sir  Percival.  He  interprets  it,  I  can  see,  to  his  own  advantage. 
There  is  a  feverish  flush  in  her  cheeks,  a  feverish  brightness 
in  her  eyes,  which  he  welcomes  as  the  return  of  her  beauty 
and  the  recovery  of  her  spirits.  She  talked  to-day  at  dinner 
with  a  gaiety  and  carelessness  so  false,  so  shockingly  out  of 
her  character,  that  I  secretly  longed  to  silence  her  and  take 
her  away.  Sir  Percival's  delight  and  surprise  appeared  to  be 
beyond  all  expression.     The  anxiety  which  I  had  noticed  on 

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his  face  when  he  arrived,  totally  disappeared  from  it  ;  and  he 
looked,  even  to  my  eyes,  a  good  ten  3-ears  younger  than  he 
really  is. 

There  can  be  no  doubt — though  some  strange  perversity 
prevents  me  from  seeing  it  myself — there  can  be  no  doubt 
that  Laura's  future  husband  is  a  very  handsome  man. 
Regular  features  form  a  personal  advantage  to  begin  with — ■ 
and  he  has  them.  Bright  brown  eyes,  either  in  man  or 
woman,  are  a  great  attraction — and  he  has  them.  Even 
baldness,  when  it  is  only  baldness  over  the  forehead  (as  in  his 
case),  is  rather  becoming,  than  not,  in  a  man,  for  it  heightens 
the  head  and  adds  to  the  intelligence  of  the  face.  Grace  and 
ease  of  movement  ;  untiring  animation  of  manner  ;  ready, 
pliant,  conversational  powers — all  these  are  unquestionable 
merits,  and  all  these  he  certainly  possesses.  Surely  Mr. 
Gilmore,  ignorant  as  he  is  of  Laura's  secret,  was  not  to  blame 
for  feeling  surprised  that  she  should  repent  of  her  marriage 
engagement  ?  Any  one  else  in  his  place,  would  have  shared 
our  good  old  friend's  opinion.  If  I  were  asked,  at  this  moment, 
to  say  plainly  what  defects  I  have  discovered  in  Sir  Percival, 
I  could  only  point  out  two.  One,  his  incessant  restlessness 
and  excitability — which  may  be  caused,  naturally  enough,  by 
unusual  energy  of  character.  The  other,  his  short,  sharp, 
ill-tempered  manner  of  speaking  to  the  servants — w^hich  may 
be  only  a  bad  habit,  after  all.  No  :  I.  cannot  dispute  it,  and  I 
will  not  dispute  it — Sir  Percival  is  a  very  handsome  and  a 
very  agreeable  man.  There  !  I  have  written  it  down,  at  last, 
and  I  am  glad  it's  over. 

i8th. — Feeling  weary  and  depressed,  this  morning,  I  left 
Laura  with  Mrs.  Vesey,  and  w'ent  out  alone  for  one  of  my 
brisk  mid-day  walks,  which  I  have  discontinued  too  much  of 
late.  I  took  the  dry  airy  road,  over  the  moor,  that  leads  to 
Todd's  Corner.  After  having  been  out  half  an  hour,  I  was 
excessively  surprised  to  see  Sir  Percival  approaching  me  from 
the  direction  of  the  farm.  He  was  walking  rapidly,  swinging 
his  stick  ;  his  head  erect  as  usual,  and  his  shooting  jacket 
flying  open  in  the  wind.  When  we  met,  he  did  not  wait  for 
me  to  ask  any  questions — he  told  me,  at  once,  that  he  had 
been  to  the  farm  to  inquire  if  Mr.  or  Mrs.  Todd  had  received 
any  tidings,  since  his  last  visit  to  Limmeridge,  of  Anne 
Catherick. 

'  You  found,  of  course,  that  they  had  heard  nothing  ?  '  I 
said, 

*  Nothing  whatever,'  he  replied.     '  I  begin  to  be  seriously 

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afraid  that  we  have  lost  her.  Do  you  happen  to  know,'  he 
continued,  looking  me  in  the  face  very  attentively,  *  if  the 
artist — Mr.  Hartright — is  in  a  position  to  give  us  any  farther 
Information  ?  ' 

'  He  has  neither  heard  of  her,  nor  seen  her,  since  lie  left 
Cumberland,'  I  answered. 

'  Very  sad,'  said  Sir  Percival,  speaking  like  a  man  who 
was  disappointed,  and  yet,  oddly  enough,  looking,  at  the 
same  time,  like  a  man  who  was  relieved.  '  It  Is  Impossible  to 
say  what  misfortunes  may  not  have  happened  to  the  miserable 
creature.  I  am  Inexpressibly  annoyed  at  the  failure  of  all  my 
efforts  to  restore  her  to  the  care  and  protection  which  she  so 
urgently  needs.' 

This  time  he  really  looked  annoyed.  I  said  a  few  sym- 
pathising words,  and  we  then  talked  of  other  subjects,  on  our 
way  back  to  the  house.  Surely,  my  chance  meeting  with  him 
on  the  moor  has  disclosed  another  favourable  trait  In  his 
character  ?  Surely,  It  was  singularly  considerate  and  un- 
selfish of  him  to  think  of  Anne  Catherick  on  the  eve  of  his 
marriage,  and  to  go  all  the  way  to  Todd's  Corner  to  make 
Inquiries  about  her,  when  he  might  have  passed  the  time  so 
much  more  agreeably  in  Laura's  society  ?  Considering  that 
he  can  only  have  acted  from  motives  of  pure  charity,  his  con- 
duct, under  the  circumstances,  shows  unusual  good  feeling, 
and  deserves  extraordinary  praise.  Well !  I  give  him  extra- 
ordinary praise — and  there's  an  end  of  It. 

19th. — More  discoveries  In  the  Inexhaustible  mine  of  Sir 
Percival's  virtues. 

To-day,  I  approached  the  subject  of  my  proposed  sojourn 
under  his  wife's  roof,  w^hen  he  brings  her  back  to  England. 
I  had  hardly  dropped  my  first  hint  In  this  direction,  before  he 
caught  me  warml)'  by  the  hand,  and  said  I  had  made  the  very 
off"er  to  him,  which  he  had  been,  on  his  side,  most  anxious  to 
make  to  me.  I  was  the  companion  of  all  others  w'nom  he 
most  sincerely  longed  to  secure  for  his  wife  ;  and  he  begged 
me  to  believe  that  I  had  conferred  a  lasting  favour  on  him  by 
making  the  proposal  to  live  with  Laura  after  her  marriage, 
exactly  as  I  had  always  lived  with  her  before  it. 

When  I  had  thanked  him,  In  her  name  and  mine,  for  his 
considerate  kindness  to  both  of  us,  we  passed  next  to  the 
subject  of  his  wedding  tour,  and  began  to  talk  of  the  English 
society  in  Rome  to  which  Laura  was  to  be  introduced.  He 
ran  over  the  names  of  several  friends  whom  he  expected  to 
meet  abroad  this  winter.     They  were  all  English,  as  well  as  I 

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can  remember,  with  one  exception.     The  one  exception  was 
Count  Fosco. 

The  mention  of  the  Count's  name,  and  the  discovery  that 
he  and  his  wife  are  hkely  to  meet  the  bride  and  bridegroom 
on  the  continent,  puts  Laura's  marriage,  for  the  first  time,  in 
a  distinctly  favourable  hght.  It  is  Hkely  to  be  the  means  of 
healing  a  family  feud.  Hitherto  Madame  Fosco  has  chosen 
to  forget  her  obligations  as  Laura's  aunt,  out  of  sheer  spite 
against  the  late  Mr.  Fairlie  for  his  conduct  in  the  affair  of  the 
legacy.  Now,  however,  she  can  persist  in  this  course  of  con- 
duct no  longer.  Sir  Percival  and  Count  Fosco  are  old  and 
fast  friends,  and  their  wiv^es  will  have  no  choice  but  to  meet 
on  civil  terms.  Madame  Fosco,  in  her  maiden  days,  was  one 
of  the  most  impertinent  women  I  ever  met  with — capricious, 
exacting,  and  vain  to  the  last  degree  of  absurdity.  If  her 
husband  has  succeeded  in  bringing  her  to  her  senses,  he 
deserves  the  gratitude  of  every  member  of  the  family — and 
he  may  have  mine  to  begin  with. 

I  am  becoming  anxious  to  know  the  Count.  He  is  the 
most  intimate  friend  of  Laura's  husband ;  and,  in  that 
capacity,  he  excites  my  strongest  interest.  Neither  Laura 
nor  1  have  ever  seen  him.  All  I  know  of  him  is  that  his  acci- 
dental presence,  years  ago,  on  the  steps  of  the  Trinitj'i  del 
Monte  at  Rome,  assisted  Sir  Percival's  escape  from  robbery 
and  assassination,  at  the  critical  moment  when  he  was 
wounded  in  the  hand,  and  might,  the  next  instant,  have  been 
wounded  in  the  heart.  I  remember  also  that,  at  the  time  of 
the  late  Mr.  Fairlie's  absurd  objections  to  his  sister's 
marriage,  the  Count  wrote  him  a  very  temperate  and  sensible 
letter  on  the  subject,  which,  I  am  ashamed  to  say,  remained  un- 
answered. This  is  all  I  know  of  Sir  Percival's  friend.  I  wonder 
if  he  will  ever  come  to  England  ?    I  wonder  if  I  shall  like  him  ? 

My  pen  is  running  away  into  mere  speculation.  Let  me 
return  to  sober  matter  of  fact.  It  is  certain  that  Sir  Percival's 
reception  of  my  venturesome  proposal  to  live  with  his  wife, 
was  more  than  kind,  it  was  almost  affectionate.  I  am  sure 
Laura's  husband  will  have  no  reason  to  complain  of  me,  if  I 
can  only  go  on  as  I  have  begun.  I  have  already  declared 
him  to  be  handsome,  agreeable,  full  of  good  feeling  towards 
the  unfortunate,  and  full  of  affectionate  kindness  towards  me. 
Really,  I  hardly  know  myself  again,  in  my  new  character  of 
Sir  Percival's  warmest  friend. 

20th. — I  hate  Sir  Percival  !  I  flatly  deny  his  good  looks. 
I  consider  him  to  be  eminently  ill-tempered  and  disagreeable, 

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and  totally  wanting  in  kindness  and  g'ood  feeling.  Last 
night,  the  cards  for  the  married  couple  were  sent  home. 
Laura  opened  the  packet,  and  saw  her  future  name  in  print, 
for  the  first  time.  Sir  Percival  looked  over  her  shoulder 
familiarly  at  the  new  card  which  had  already  transformed 
Miss  Fairlie  into  Lady  Clyde— smiled  with  the  most  odious 
self-complacency — and  whispered  something  in  her  ear.  I 
don't  know  what  it  was — Laura  has  refused  to  tell  me — but  I 
saw  her  face  turn  to  such  a  deadly  whiteness  that  I  thought 
she  would  have  fainted.  He  took  no  notice  of  the  change  : 
he  seemed  to  be  barbarously  unconscious  that  he  had  said 
anything  to  pain  her.  All  my  old  feelings  of  hostility  towards 
liim  revi\ed  on  the  instant  ;  and  all  the  hours  that  have 
passed,  since,  have  done  nothing  to  dissipate  them.  I  am 
more  unreasonable  and  more  unjust  than  ever.  In  three 
words — how  glibly  my  pen  writes  them ! — in  three  words,  I 
hate  him. 

2ist.— Have  the  anxieties  of  this  anxious  time  shaken  me 
a  little,  at  last  ?  I  have  been  writing,  for  the  last  few  days, 
in  a  tone  of  levity  which.  Heaven  knows,  is  far  enough  from 
my  heart,  and  which  it  has  rather  shocked  me  to  discover  on 
looking  back  at  the  entries  in  my  journal. 

Perhaps  I  may  have  caught  the  feverish  excitement  of 
Laura's  spirits,  for  the  last  week.  If  so,  the  fit  has  already 
passed  away  from  me,  and  has  left  me  in  a  very  strange 
state  of  mind.  A  persistent  idea  has  been  forcing  itself  on  my 
attention,  ever  since  last  night,  that  something  will  yet  happen 
to  prevent  the  marriage.  What  has  produced  this  singular 
fancy?  Is  it  the  indirect  result  of  my  apprehensions  for 
Laura's  future  ?  Or  has  it  been  unconsciously  suggested  to 
me  by  the  increasing  restlessness  and  irritability  which  I  have 
certainly  observed  in  Sir  Percival's  manner  as  the  wedding- 
day  draws  nearer  and  nearer  ?  Impossible  to  say.  I  know 
that  I  have  the  idea — surely  the  wildest  idea,  under  the  cir- 
cumstances, that  ever  entered  a  woman's  head  ? — but  try  as 
I  may,  I  cannot  trace  it  back  to  its  source. 

This  last  day  has  been  all  confusion  and  wretchedness. 
How  can  I  write  about  it  ? — and  yet,  I  must  write.  Any- 
thing is  better  than  brooding  over  my  own  gloomy  thoughts. 

Kind  Mrs.  Vesey,  whom  we  have  all  too  much  overlooked 
and  forgotten  of  late,  innocently  caused  us  a  sad  morning  to 
begin  with.  She  has  been,  for  months  past,  secretly  making 
a  warm  Shetland  shawl  for  her  dear  pupil — a  most  beautiful 
and  surprising  piece  of  work  to  be  done  by  a  woman  at  her 

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age  and  with  her  habits.  The  gift  was  presented  this  morn- 
ing ;  and  poor  warm-hearted  Laura  completely  broke  down 
when  the  shawl  was  put  proudly  on  her  shoulders  by  the 
loving  old  friend  and  guardian  of  her  motherless  childhood. 
I  was  hardly  allowed  time  to  quiet  them  both,  or  even  to  dry 
my  own  eyes,  when  I  was  sent  for  by  Mr.  Fairlie,  to  be 
favoured  with  a  long  recital  of  his  arrangements  for  the  pre- 
servation of  his  own  tranquillity  on  the  wedding-day. 

'  Dear  Laura '  was  to  receive  his  present— a  shabby  ring, 
with  her  affectionate  uncle's  hair  for  an  ornament,  instead  of 
a  precious  stone,  and  with  a  heartless  French  inscription, 
inside,  about  congenial  sentiments  and  eternal  friendship — 
'  dear  Laura  '  was  to  receive  this  tender  tribute  from  my  hands 
immediately,  so  that  she  might  have  plenty  of  time  to  recover 
from  the  agitation  produced  by  the  gift,  before  she  appeared 
in  Mr.  Fairlie's  presence.  '  Dear  Laura '  was  to  pay  him  a 
little  visit  that  evening,  and  to  be  kind  enough  not  to  make  a 
scene.  '  Dear  Laura '  was  to  pay  him  another  little  visit  in 
her  wedding-dress,  the  next  morning,  and  to  be  kind  enough, 
again,  not  to  make  a  scene.  '  Dear  Laura '  was  to  look  in 
once  more,  for  the  third  time,  before  going  away,  but  without 
harrowing  his  feelings  by  saying  lohen  she  was  going  away,  and 
without  tears — '  in  the  name  of  pity,  in  the  name  of  everything, 
dear  Marian,  that  is  most  affectionate  and  most  domestic 
and  most  delightfully  and  charmingly  self-composed,  witlwnt 
tears!  '  I  was  so  exasperated  by  this  miserable  selfish  trifling, 
at  such  a  time,  that  I  should  certainly  have  shocked  Mr.  Fair- 
lie  by  some  of  the  hardest  and  rudest  truths  he  has  ever  heard 
in  his  life,  if  the  arrival  of  Mr.  Arnold  from  Polesdean  had 
not  called  me  away  to  new  duties  down  stairs. 

The  rest  of  the  day  is  indescribable.  I  believe  no  one  in 
the  house  really  knew  how  it  passed.  The  confusion  of  small 
events,  all  huddled  together  one  on  the  other,  bewildered 
everybody.  There  were  dresses  sent  home,  that  had  been 
forgotten  ;  there  were  trunks  to  be  packed  and  unpacked  and 
packed  again  ;  there  were  presents  from  friends  far  and  near, 
friends  high  and  low.  We  were  all  needlessly  hurried  ;  all 
nervously  expectant  of  the  morrow.  Sir  Percival,  especially, 
was  too  restless,  now,  to  remain  five  minutes  together  in  the 
same  place.  That  short,  sharp  cough  of  his  troubled  him 
more  than  ever.  He  was  in  and  out  of  doors  all  day  long  : 
and  he  seemed  to  grow  so  inquisitive,  on  a  sudden,  that  he 
questioned  the  very  strangers  who  came  on  small  errands  to 
the  house.  Add  to  all  this,  the  one  perpetual  thought,  in 
Laura's  mind  and  mine,  that  we  were  to  part  the  next  day, 

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and  the  haunting  dread,  unexpressed  by  either  of  us,  and  yet 
ever  present  to  both,  that  this  deplorable  marriage  mig-ht 
prove  to  be  the  one  fatal  error  of  her  life  and  the  one  hope- 
less sorrow  of  mine.  For  the  first  time  in  all  the  years  of  our 
close  and  happy  intercourse  we  almost  avoided  looking-  each 
other  in  the  face  ;  and  we  refrained,  by  common  consent,  from 
speaking-  together  in  private,  through  the  whole  evening.  I 
can  dwell  on  it  no  longer.  Whatever  future  sorrows  may  be 
in  store  for  me,  I  shall  always  look  back  on  this  twenty-first 
of  December  as  the  most  comfortless  and  most  miserable  day 
of  my  life. 

I  am  writing  these  lines  in  the  solitude  of  my  own  room, 
long  after  midnight  ;  having  just  come  back  from  a  stolen 
look  at  Laura  in  her  pretty  little  white  bed — the  bed  she  has 
occupied  since  the  days  of  her  girlhood. 

There  she  lay,  unconscious  that  I  was  looking  at  her — 
quiet,  more  quiet  than  I  had  dared  to  hope,  but  not  sleeping. 
The  glimmer  of  the  night-light  showed  me  that  her  eyes  v/ere 
only  partially  closed  :  the  traces  of  tears  glistened  between 
her  eyelids.  My  little  keepsake — only  a  brooch — lay  on  the 
table  at  her  bedside,  with  her  prayer-book,  and  the  miniature 
portrait  of  her  father  which  she  takes  with  her  wherever  she 
goes.  I  waited  a  moment,  looking  at  her  from  behind  her 
pillow,  as  she  lay  beneath  me,  with  one  arm  and  hand  resting 
on  the  white  coverlid,  so  still,  so  quietly  breathing,  that  the 
frill  on  her  night-dress  never  moved — I  waited,  looking  at 
her,  as  I  have  seen  her  thousands  of  times,  as  I  shall  never 
see  her  again — and  then  stole  back  to  my  room.  My  own 
love  !  with  all  your  wealth,  and  all  your  beauty,  how  friend- 
less you  are  !  The  one  man  who  would  give  his  heart's  life 
to  serve  you,  is  far  away,  tossing,  this  stormy  night,  on  the 
awful  sea.  Who  else  is  left  to  you  ?  No  father,  no  brother 
— no  living  creature  but  the  helpless,  viseless  woman  who 
writes  these  sad  lines,  and  watches  by  you  for  the  morning, 
in  sorrow  that  she  cannot  compose,  in.  doubt  that  she  cannot 
conquer.  Oh,  what  a  trust  is  to  be  placed  in  that  man's 
hands  to-morrow  !  If  ever  he  forgets  it ;  if  ever  he  injures  a 
hair  of  her  head  ! 

The  Twenty-second  of  December.  Seven  o'clock.  A 
wild  unsettled  morning.  She  has  just  risen — better  and 
calmer,  now  that  the  time  has  come,  than  she  was  yesterday. 


Ten  o'clock.     She  is  dressed.     We  have  kissed  each  other  ; 
we  have  promised  each  other  not  to  lose  courage.      I.  am 

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away  for  a  moment  in  my  own  room.  In  the  whirl  and 
confusion  of  my  thoughts,  I  can  detect  that  strange  fancy  of 
some  hindrance  happening  to  stop  the  marriage,  still  hanging 
about  my  mind.  Is  it  hanging  about  his  mind,  too  ?  1  see 
him  from  the  window,  moving  hither  and  thither  uneasily 
among  the  carriages  at  the  door. — How  can  I  write  such 
folly  !  The  marriage  is  a  certainty.  In  less  than  half  an  hour 
we  start  for  the  church. 


Eleven  o'clock.     It  is  all  over.     They  are  married. 


Three  o'clock.     They  are  gone  !     I  am  blind  with  crying 
—I  can  write  no  more 


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THE   SECOND   EPOCH. 


The  Stoy  continued  hy  Marian  IIalcomp.e. 


BLickwater  Park,  Hampshire. 

June  nth,  1850. — Six  months  to  look  back  on  — six  long", 
lonely  months,  since  Laura  and  I  last  saw  each  other  ! 

How  many  days  have  I  still  to  wait  ?  Only  one  !  To- 
morrow, the  twelfth,  the  travellers  return  to  England.  I  can 
hardly  realise  my  own  happiness  ;  I  can  hardly  believe  that 
the  next  four-and-twenty  hours  v.ill  complete  the  last  day  of 
separation  between  Laura  and  me. 

She  and  her  husband  have  been  in  Italy  all  the  winter,  and 
afterwards  in  the  Tyrol.  They  come  back,  accompanied  by 
Count  Fosco  and  his  wife,  who  propose  to  settle  somewhere 
in  the  neighbourhood  of  London,  and  who  have  engaged  to 
stay  at  Blackwater  Park  for  the  summer  months  before 
deciding  on  a  place  of  residence.  So  long  as  Laura  returns, 
no  matter  who  returns  with  her.  Sir  Percival  may  fill  the 
house  from  floor  to  ceiling,  if  he  likes,  on  condition  that  his 
wife  and  I  inhabit  it  together. 

Meanwhile,  here  I  am,  established  at  Blackwater  Park  ; 
*  the  ancient  and  interesting  seat '  (as  the  county  history 
obligingly  informs  me)  'of  Sir  Percival  Clyde,  Bart.' — and 
the  future  abiding-place  (as  I  may  now  venture  to  add  on  my 
account)  of  plain  Marian  Halcombe,  spinster,  now  settled  in 
a  snug  little  sitting-room,  with  a  cup  of  tea  by  her  side,  and 
all  her  earthly  possessions  ranged  round  her  in  three  boxes 
and  a  bag. 

I  left  Limmeridge  yesterday ;  having  received  Laura's 
delightful  letter  from  Paris,  the  day  before.  I  had  been 
previously  uncertain  whether  I  was  to  meet  them  in  London, 

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or  in  Hampshire  ;  but  this  last  letter  informed  me,  that  Sir 
Percival  proposed  to  land  at  Southampton,  and  to  travel 
straight  on  to  his  country-house.  He  has  spent  so  much  money 
abroad,  that  he  has  none  left  to  defray  the  expenses  of  living-  in 
London,  for  the  remainder  of  the  season  ;  and  he  is  economi- 
cally resolved  to  pass  the  summer  and  autumn  quietly  at 
Blackwater.  Laura  has  had  more  than  enough  of  excitement 
and  change  of  scene  ;  and  is  pleased  at  the  prospect  of 
country  tranquillity  and  retirement  which  her  husband's 
prudence  provides  for  her.  As  for  me,  I  am  ready  to  be 
happy  anywhere  in  her  society.  We  are  all,  therefore,  well 
contented  in  our  various  ways,  to  begin  with. 

Last  night,  I  slept  in  London,  and  was  delayed  there  so 
long,  to-day,  by  various  calls  and  commissions,  that  I  did  not 
reach  Blackwater,  this  evening,  till  after  dusk. 

Judging  by  my  vague  impressions  of  the  place,  thus  far, 
it  is  the  exact  opposite  of  Limmeridge. 

The  house  is  situated  on  a  dead  flat,  and  seems  to  be  shut 
in — almost  suffocated,  to  my  north-country  notions,  by  trees. 
I  have  seen  nobody,  but  the  man-servant  who  opened  the  door 
to  me,  and  the  housekeeper,  a  very  civil  person  who  showed 
me  the  way  to  my  own  room,  and  got  me  my  tea.  I  have  a 
nice  little  boudoir  and  bedroom,  at  the  end  of  a  long  passage 
on  the  first  floor.  The  servants'  and  some  of  the  spare  rooms 
are  on  the  second  floor  ;  and  all  the  living  rooms  are  on  the 
ground  floor.  I  have  not  seen  one  of  them  yet,  and  I  know 
nothing  about  the  house,  except  that  one  wing  of  it  is  said 
to  be  five  hundred  years  old,  that  it  had  a  moat  round  it 
once,  and  that  it  gets  its  name  of  Blackwater  from  a  lake  in 
the  park. 

Eleven  o'clock  has  just  struck,  in  a  ghostly  and  solemn 
manner,  from  a  turret  over  the  centre  of  the  house,  which  I 
saw  when  I  came  in.  A  large  dog  has  been  woke,  appa- 
rently by  the  sound  of  the  bell,  and  is  howling  and  yawning 
drearil}-,  somewhere  round  a  corner.  I  hear  echoing  foot- 
steps in  the  passages  below,  and  the  iron  thumping  of  bolls 
and  bars  at  the  house  door.  The  servants  are  evidently  going 
to  bed.     Shall  I  follow  their  example  ? 

No  :  I  am  not  half  sleepy  enough.  Sleepy,  did  I  say  ? 
I  feel  as  if  I  should  never  close  my  eyes  again.  The  bare 
anticipation  of  seeing  that  dear  face  and  hearing  that  well- 
known  voice  to-morrow,  keeps  me  in  a  perpetual  fever  of  ex- 
citement. If  I  only  had  the  privileges  of  a  man,  I  would 
order  out  Sir  Percival's  best  horse  instantly,  and  tear  away 
on  a  night-gallop,  eastward,  to   meet  the  rising  sun— a  long, 

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hard,  heavy,  ceaseless  gallop  of  hours  and  hours,  like  the 
famous  hig-hwayman's  ride  to  York.  Being-,  however,  nothing 
but  a  woman,  condemned  to  patience,  propriety,  and  petticoats, 
for  life,  I  must  respect  the  housekeeper's  opinions,  and  try  to 
compose  myself  in  some  feeble  and  feminine  way. 

Reading  is  out  of  the  question — I  can't  fix  my  attention  on 
books.  Let  me  try  if  I  can  write  myself  into  sleepiness  and 
fatigue.  My  journal  has  been  very  much  neglected  of  late. 
What  can  I  recall — standing,  as  1  now  do,  on  the  threshold 
of  a  new  life — of  persons  and  events,  of  chances  and  changes, 
during  the  past  six  months — the  long,  weary,  empty  interval 
since  Laura's  wedding-day  ? 

Walter  Hartright  is  uppermost  in  my  memory  ;  and  he 
passes  first  in  the  shadowy  procession  of  my  absent  friends. 
I  received  a  few  lines  from  him,  after  the  landing  of  the 
expedition  in  Honduras,  written  more  cheerfully  and  hope- 
fully than  he  has  written  yet.  A  month  or  six  weeks  later,  I 
saw  an  extract  from  an  American  newspaper,  describing  the 
departure  of  the  adventurers  on  their  inland  journey.  They 
were  last  seen  entering  a  wild  primeval  forest,  each  man  witli 
his  rifle  on  his  shoulder  and  his  baggage  at  his  back.  Since 
that  time,  civilisation  has  lost  all  trace  of  them.  Not  a  line 
more  have  I  received  from  Walter  ;  not  a  fragment  of  news 
from  the  expedition  has  appeared  in  any  of  the  public  journals. 

The  same  dense,  disheartening  obscurity  hangs  over  the 
fate  and  fortunes  of  Anne  Catherick,  and  her  companion,  Mrs. 
Clements.  Nothing  whatever  has  been  heard  of  either  of 
them.  Whether  they  are  in  the  country  or  out  of  it,  whether 
they  are  living  or  dead,  no  one  knows.  Even  Sir  Percival's 
solicitor  has  lost  all  hope,  and  has  ordered  the  useless  search 
after  the  fugitives  to  be  finally  given  up. 

Our  good  old  friend  Mr.  Gilmore  has  met  with  a  sad  check 
in  his  active  professional  career.  Early  in  the  spring,  we  were 
alarmed  by  hearing  that  he  had  been  found  insensible  at  his 
desk,  and  that  the  seizure  was  pronounced  to  be  an  apoplec- 
tic fit.  He  had  been  long  complaining  of  fulness  and  oppres- 
sion in  the  head  ;  and  his  doctor  had  warned  him  of  the  con- 
sequences that  would  follow  his  persistency  in  continuing  to 
work,  early  and  late,  as  if  he  v/as  still  a  j-cung  man.  The 
result  now  is  that  he  has  been  positively  ordered  to  keep  out 
of  his  office  for  a  year  to  come,  at  least,  and  to  seek  repose  of 
body  and  relief  of  mind  by  altogether  changing  his  usual 
mode  of  life.  The  business  is  left,  accordingly,  to  be  carried 
on  by  his  partner  ;  and  he  is,  himself,  at  this  moment,  away 

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in  Germany,  visiting-  some  relations  who  are  settled  there  in 
mercantile  pursuits.  Thus,  another  true  friend,  and  trust- 
worthy adviser,  is  lost  to  us — lost,  I  earnestly  hope  and  trust, 
for  a  time  only. 

Poor  Mrs.  Vesey  travelled  with  me,  as  far  as  London.  It 
was  impossible  to  abandon  her  to  solitude  at  Limmeridge, 
after  Laura  and  I  had  both  left  the  house  ;  and  we  have 
arranged  that  she  is  to  live  with  an  unmarried  younger  sister 
of  hers,  who  keeps  a  school  at  Clapham.  She  is  to  come 
here  this  autumn  to  visit  her  pupil — I  might  almost  say  her 
adopted  child.  I  saw  the  good  old  lady  safe  to  her  destina- 
tion ;  and  left  her  in  the  care  of  her  relative,  quietly  happy 
at  the  prospect  of  seeing  Laura  again,  in  a  few  months'  time. 

As  for  Mr.  Fairlie,  I  believe  I  am  guilty  of  no  injustice  if 
I  describe  him  as  being  unutterably  relieved  by  having  the 
house  clear  of  us  women.  The  idea  of  his  missing  his  niece 
is  simply  preposterous — he  used  to  let  months  pass,  in  the 
old  times,  without  attempting  to  see  her — and,  in  my  case 
and  Mrs.  Vesey's,  I  take  leave  to  consider  his  telling  us  both 
that  he  was  half  heart-broken  at  our  departure,  to  be  equiva- 
lent to  a  confession  that  he  was  secretly  rejoiced  to  get  rid  of 
us.  His  last  caprice  has  led  him  to  keep  two  photographers 
incessantly  employed  in  producing  sun-pictures  of  all  the 
treasures  and  curiosities  in  his  possession.  One  complete 
copy  of  the  collection  of  the  photographs  is  to  be  presented  to 
the  Mechanics'  Institution  of  Carlisle,  mounted  on  the  finest 
cardboard,  with  ostentatious  red-letter  inscriptions  under- 
neath. '  Madonna  and  Child,  by  Raphael.  In  the  possession 
of  Frederick  Fairlie,  Esquire.'  '  Copper  coin  of  the  period  of 
Tiglath  Pileser.  In  the  possession  of  Frederick  Fairlie, 
Esquire.'  'Unique  Rembrandt  etching.  Known  all  over 
Europe,  as  The  Sfnudge,  from  a  printer's  blot  in  the  corner 
which  exists  in  no  other  copy.  Valued  at  three  hundred 
guineas.  In  the  possession  of  Frederick  Fairlie,  Esquire.' 
Dozens  of  photographs  of  this  sort,  and  all  inscribed  in  this 
manner,  were  completed  before  I  left  Cumberland  ;  and 
hundreds  more  remain  to  be  done.  With  this  new  interest  to 
occupy  him,  Mr.  Fairlie  will  be  a  happy  man  for  months  and 
months  to  come  ;  and  the  two  unfortunate  photographers  will 
share  the  social  martyrdom  which  he  has  hitherto  inflicted  on 
his  valet  alone. 

So  much  for  the  persons  and  events  which  hold  the  fore- 
most place  in  my  memory.  What,  next,  of  the  one  person 
who  holds  the  foremost  place  in  my  heart  ?  Laura  has  been 
present  to  my  thoughts  all  the  while  I  have  been  writing  these 

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lines.     What  can  I  recall  of  her,  during  the  past  six  months, 
before  I  close  my  journal  for  the  night  ? 

I  have  only  her  letters  to  guide  me  ;  and,  on  the  most 
important  of  all  the  questions  which  our  correspondence  can 
discuss,  every  one  of  those  letters  leaves  me  in  the  dark. 

Does  he  treat  her  kindly  ?  Is  she  happier  now  than  she 
was  when  I  parted  with  her  on  the  wedding-day  ?  All  my 
letters  have  contained  these  two  inquiries,  put  more  or  less 
directly,  now  in  one  form,  and  now  in  another  ;  and  all,  on 
that  point  only,  have  remained  without  reply,  or  have  been 
answered  as  if  my  questions  merely  related  to  the  state 
of  her  health.  She  informs  me,  over  and  over  again,  that  she 
is  perfectly  well  ;  that  travelling  agrees  with  her  ;  that  she  is 
getting  through  the  winter,  for  the  first  time  in  her  life, 
Avithout  catching  cold — but  not  a  word  can  I  find  anywhere 
which  tells  me  plainly  that  she  is  reconciled  to  her  marriage, 
and  that  she  can  now  look  back  to  the  twenty-second  of 
December  without  any  bitter  feelings  of  repentance  and  re- 
gret. The  name  of  her  husband  is  only  mentioned  in  her 
letters,  as  she  might  mention  the  name  of  a  friend  who  was 
travelling  with  them,  and  who  had  undertaken  to  make  all  the 
arrangements  for  the  journey.  '  Sir  Percival '  has  settled  that 
we  leave  on  such  a  day  ;  '  Sir  Percival '  has  decided  that  we 
travel  by  such  a  road.  Sometimes  she  writes,  '  Percival ' 
only,  but  very  seldom — in  nine  cases  out  of  ten,  she  gives  him 
his  title. 

I  cannot  find  that  his  habits  and  opinions  have  changed 
and  coloured  hers  in  any  single  particular.  The  usual  moral 
transformation  which  is  insensibly  wrought  in  a  young,  fresh, 
sensitive  woman  by  her  marriage,  seems  never  to  have  taken 
place  in  Laura.  She  writes  of  her  own  thoughts  and  impres- 
sions, amid  all  the  wonders  she  has  seen,  exactly  as  she  might 
have  written  to  some  one  else,  if  I  had  been  travelling  with 
her  instead  of  her  husband.  I  see  no  betrayal  anywhere,  of 
sympathy  of  any  kind  existing  between  them.  Even  when 
she  wanders  from  the  subject  of  her  travels,  and  occupies  her- 
self with  the  prospects  that  await  her  in  England,  her  specu- 
lations are  busied  with  her  future  as  my  sister,  and  persis- 
tently neglect  to  notice  her  future  as  Sir  Percival's  wife.  In 
all  this,  there  is  no  under-tone  of  complaint,  to  warn  me  that 
she  is  absolutely  unhappy  in  her  married  life.  The  impression 
I  have  derived  from  our  correspondence  does  not,  thank  God, 
lead  me  to  any  such  distressing  conclusion  as  that.  I  only 
see  a  sad  torpor,  an  unchangeable  indifference,  v/hen  I  turn 
my  mind  from  her  in  the  old  character  of  a  sister,  and  look  at 

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ot  a  wife      In  ocher  words,  it  is  always  Laura  Fairlie  who  has 
^een  writing  to  me  for  the  last  six  months,  and  never  Lady 

U.J!"^  u'^^^^  l'^^"''^  '''^''^^'  "^^'^  maintains  on  the  subject  of 
hei    husband's  character   and    conduct,    she   preserves    with 
almost  equal  resolution  in  the  few  references  which  her  later 
Coun?  pCsco"  '"^     '"  "''"''  ""^  ^''  husband's  bosom  friend. 
For   some    unexplained    reason,  the  Count  and    his  wife 
appear  to  have  chang-ed  their  plans  abruptly,  at  the  end  of 
last  autumn    and  to  have  gone  to  Vienna,  i,.st;ad  of  goin  .    o 
Rome,  at  which  latter  place  Sir  Percival  had  expected  to  find 
them  when  he  left  England.     They  only  quitted  Vienna  in   le 
spnng,  and  travelled  as  far  as  the  Tyrol  to  meet  the  brkle  and 
bridegroom  on  their  homeward  journev.      Laura  writes  readHv 
enough  about  the  meeting  with  Madame  Fosco,  and  assures 
me  that   she  has  found  her  aunt  so  much  changed  for    he 
better-so  much  quieter  and  so  much  more  sensibte  as  a  wife 
hanshe  was  as  a  single  woman-that  I  shall  hardly  know 
her  again  when  I  see  her  here.      But,  on  the  subject  of  Com 
<osco  (who  interests  me  infinitely  more  than  his-'wifet  Lau  a 
IS  provokingly  circumspect  and  silent.     She  only  says  that  1  e 

of  hlmis    until  I  T""'  '''  '''?■  "'^^  '^"  "^  ''''^'  '-'■  -P--'Oi 
oMiim  IS,  until  I  have  seen  him,  and  formed  my  own  opinion 

...!^'''''i° ;''-''  ''''"'^'  ^""'"''^  '^^  f^^  the  Count.  Laura  has 
nffth'  /-/p'  "'?T  ^''^'''^y  ^'^^"  "^°st  people  do  in  late? 
and  i^Vnm  ?^-^'  '''''''''■  ^^^"^^-'^-S  a  friend  by  instinct 
and,  ,f  I  am  right  ,n  assuming  that  her  first  impression  of 
Count  Fosco  has  not  been  favourable,  I,  for  one,  L  in  some 
danger  of  doubting  and  distrusting  that  illustrious  foreiTer 
before  I  have  so  much  as  set  eyes  on  him.  But,  patience 
patience ;    this   uncertainty,  and    many   uncertainties   more' 

in  TSr  "'  "7h  -"^^T-     ^r"^-^^-^'--^^  -e  all  my  doXs 
in  a  fair  way  of  being  cleared  up,  sooner  or  later. 

Ivvelve  o'clock  has  struck;  and  I  have  just  come  back  to 
close  these  pages  after  looking  out  at  my  open  window 
few  tL  ;  '  IP\  'moonless  night.  The  stars  are  dull  and 
tew  The  trees  that  shut  out  the  view  on  all  sides  lool- 
dimly  black  and  solid  in  the  distance,  like  a  great  wale;- 
Irhn'  f^fS'  '^'^  "'^f  ^  "-  ^^  ^'""Ss,  faint  and  fafoff ;  and  the 
echoes  of  the  great  clock  hum  in  the  airless  calm,  fon-  aftei- 

viH  fo't  '%k''7  '"''''i-     ^  ^^-^"^^^  how  Black  v^ater  P  H 
^vlll  look  in  the  daytime  ?     I  don't  altogether  like  it  bv  nio-ht 

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I2th. — A  day  of  investigations  and  discoveries — a  more 
Interesting  day,  for  many  reasons,  than  I  had  ventured  to 
anticipate. 

I  began  my  sight-seeing,  of  course,  with  the  house. 

The  main  body  of  the  building  is  of  the  time  of  that  higlily 
over-rated  woman.  Queen  EHzabeth.  On  the  ground  floor, 
there  are  two  hugely  long  galleries,  with  low  ceilings,  lying 
parallel  with  each  other,  and  rendered  additionally  dark  and 
dismal  by  hideous  family  portraits — every  one  of  v»^hich  I 
should  like  to  burn.  The  rooms  on  the  floor  above  the  two  gal- 
leries, are  kept  in  tolerable  repair,  but  are  very  seldom  used. 
The  civil  housekeeper,  who  acted  as  my  guide,  off'ered  to 
show  me  over  them  ;  but  considerately  added  that  she  feared 
I  should  find  them  rather  out  of  order.  My  respect  for  the 
integrity  of  my  own  petticoats  and  stockings,  infinitely  exceeds 
my  respect  for  all  the  Elizabethan  bedrooms  in  the  kingdom  ; 
so  I  positively  declined  exploring  the  upper  regions  of  dust  and 
dirt  at  the  risk  of  soiling  my  nice  clean  clothes.  The  house- 
keeper said,  '  I  am  quite  of  your  opinion,  miss  ; '  and  appeared 
to  think  me  the  most  sensible  woman  she  had  met  with  for  a 
long  time  past. 

So  much,  then,  for  the  main  building.  Two  wings  are 
added,  at  either  end  of  it.  The  half-ruined  wing  on  the  left 
(as  you  approach  the  house)  was  once  a  place  of  residence 
standing  by  itself,  and  was  built  in  the  fourteenth  century. 
One  of  Sir  Percival's  maternal  ancestors — I  don't  remember, 
and  don't  care,  which — tacked  on  the  main  building,  at  right 
angles  to  it,  in  the  aforesaid  Queen  Elizabeth's  tim.e.  The 
housekeeper  told  me  that  the  architecture  of  'the  old  wing,' 
both  outside  and  inside,  was  considered  remarkably  fine  by 
good  judges.  On  further  investigation,  I  discovered  that 
good  judges  could  only  exercise  their  abilities  on  Sir  Percival's 
piece  of  antiquity  by  previously  dismissing  from  their  minds 
all  fear  of  damp,  darkness,  and  rats.  Under  these  circum- 
stances, I  unhesitatingly  acknowledged  myself  to  be  no  judge 
at  all  ;  and  suggested  that  we  should  treat  '  the  old  wing  ' 
precisely  as  we  had  previously  treated  the  Elizabethan  bed- 
rooms. Once  more,  the  housekeeper  said,  '  I  am  quite  of 
your  opinion,  miss  ; '  and  once  more  she  looked  at  me,  with 
undisguised  admiration  of  my  extraordinary  common  sense. 

We  went,  next,  to  the  wing  on  the  right,  which  v/as  built, 
by  way  of  completing  the  wonderful  architectural  jumble  at 
Blackwater  Park,  in  the  time  of  George  the  Second. 

This  is  the  habitable  part  of  the  house,  which  has  been 
repaired  and  redecorated,  inside,   on   Laura's  account.     My 

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two  rooms,  and  all  the  good  bedrooms  besides,  are  on  the 
first  floor  ;  and  the  basement  contains  a  drawing-room,  a 
dining-room,  a  morning-room,  a  library,  and  a  pretty  little 
boudoir  for  Laura — all  very  nicely  ornamented  in  the  bright 
modern  way,  and  all  very  elegantly  furnished  with  the 
delightful  modern  luxuries.  None  of  the  rooms  are  anything 
like  so  large  and  airy  as  our  rooms  at  Limmeridge  ;  but  they 
all  look  pleasant  to  live  in.  I  was  terribly  afraid,  from  what 
I  had  heard  of  Blackwater  Park,  of  fatiguing  antique  chairs, 
and  dismal  stained  glass,  and  musty,  frouzy  hangings,  and  all 
the  barbarous  lumber  which  people  born  without  a  sense  of 
comfort  accumulate  about  them,  in  defiance  of  the  considera- 
tion due  to  the  convenience  of  their  friends.  It  is  an  inex 
pressible  relief  to  find  that  the  nineteenth  century  has  invaded 
this  strange  future  home  of  mine,  and  has  swept  the  dirty 
*  good  old  times  '  out  of  the  way  of  our  daily  life. 

I  dawdled  away  the  morning — part  of  the  time  in  the 
rooms  down  stairs  ;  and  part,  out  of  doors,  in  the  great 
square  which  is  foi'med  by  the  three  sides  of  the  house,  and 
by  the  lofty  iron  railings  and  gates  which  protect  it  in  front. 
A  large  circular  fishpond,  with  stone  sides,  and  an  allegorical 
leaden  monster  in  the  middle,  occupies  the  centre  of  the 
square.  The  pond  itself  is  full  of  gold  and  silver  fish,  and 
is  encircled  by  a  broad  belt  of  the  softest  turf  I  ever  walked 
on.  I  loitered  here,  on  the  shady  side,  pleasantly  enough,  till 
luncheon  time  ;  and,  after  that,  took  my  broad  straw  hat,  and 
wandered  out  alone,  in  the  warm  lovely  sunlight,  to  explore 
the  grounds. 

Daylight  confirmed  the  impression  which  I  had  felt  the 
night  before,  of  there  being  too  many  trees  at  Blackwater. 
The  house  is  stifled  by  them.  They  are,  for  the  most  part, 
young,  and  planted  far  too  thickly.  I  suspect  there  must  have 
been  a  ruinous  cutting  down  of  timber,  all  over  the  estate, 
before  Sir  Percival's  time,  and  an  angry  anxiety,  on  the  part  of 
the  next  possessor,  to  fill  up  all  the  gaps  as  thickly  and  rapidly 
as  possible.  After  looking  about  me,  in  front  of  the  house,  I 
observed  a  flower-garden  on  my  left  hand,  and  walked 
tov.'ards  it,  to  see  what  I  could  discover  in  that  direction. 

On  a  nearer  view,  the  garden  proved  to  be  small  and  poor 
and  ill  kept.  I  left  it  behind  me,  opened  a  little  gate  in  a 
ring  fence,  and  found  myself  in  a  plantation  of  fir-trees. 

A  pretty,  winding  path,  artificially  made,  led  me  on  among 
the  trees  ;  and  my  north-country  experience  soon  informed 
me  that  I  was  approaching  sandy  heathy  ground.  After  a 
walk  of  more  than  half  a  mile,   I  should  think,   among  the 

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firs,  the  path  took  a  sharp  turn  ;  the  trees  abruptly  ceased  to 
appear  on  either  side  of  me  ;  and  I  found  myself  standing 
suddenly  on  the  margin  of  a  vast  open  space,  and  looking 
down  at  the  Blackwater  lake  from  which  the  house  takes  its 
name. 

The  ground,  shelving  away  below  me,  was  all  sand,  with 
a  few  little  heathy  hillocks  to  break  the  monotony  of  it  in 
certain  places.  The  lake  itself  had  evidently  once  flowed  to 
the  spot  on  which  I  stood,  and  had  been  gradually  wasted 
and  dried  up  to  less  than  a  third  of  its  former  size.  I  saw  its 
still,  stagnant  waters,  a  quarter  of  a  mile  away  from  me  in 
the  hollow,  separated  into  pools  and  ponds,  by  twining  reeds 
and  rushes,  and  little  knolls  of  earth.  On  the  farther  bank 
from  me,  the  trees  rose  thickly  again,  and  shut  out  the  view, 
and  cast  their  black  shadows  on  the  sluggish,  shallow  water. 
As  I  walked  down  to  the  lake,  I  saw  that  the  ground  on  its 
farther  side  was  damp  and  marshy,  overgrown  Avith  rank 
grass  and  dismal  willows.  The  water,  which  was  clear 
enough  on  the  open  sandy  side,  where  the  sun  shone,  looked 
black  and  poisonous  opposite  to  me,  where  it  lay  deeper 
under  the  shade  of  the  spongy  banks,  and  the  rank  over- 
hanging thickets  and  tangled  trees.  The  frogs  were  croaking, 
and  the  rats  were  slipping  in  and  out  of  the  shadowy  water, 
like  live  shadows  themselves,  as  I  got  nearer  to  the  marshy 
side  of  the  lake.  I  saw  here,  lying  half  in  and  half  out  of 
the  water,  the  rotten  wreck  of  an  old  overturned  boat,  with  a 
sickly  spot  of  sunlight  glimmering  through  a  gap  in  the  trees 
on  its  dry  surface,  and  a  snake  basking  in  the  midst  of  the 
spot,  fantastically  coiled,  and  treacherously  still.  Far  and 
near,  the  view  suggested  the  same  dreary  impressions  of 
solitude  and  decay ;  and  the  glorious  brightness  of  the 
summer  sky  overhead,  seemed  only  to  deepen  and  harden  the 
gloom  and  barrenness  of  the  wilderness  on  which  it  shone. 
I  turned  and  retraced  my  steps  to  the  high,  heathy  ground  ; 
directing  them  a  little  aside  from  my  former  path,  towards  a 
shabby  old  wooden  shed,  which  stood  on  the  outer  skirt  of 
the  fir  plantation,  and  which  had  hitherto  been  too  un- 
important to  share  my  notice  with  the  wide,  wild  prospect  of 
the  lake. 

On  approaching  the  ihed,  I  found  that  it  had  once  been  a 
boat-house,  and  that  an  attempt  had  apparently  been  made  to 
convert  it  afterwards  into  a  sort  of  rude  arbour,  by  placing 
inside  it  a  firwood  seat,  a  few  stools,  and  a  table.  I  entered 
the  place,  and  sat  down  for  a  little  while,  to  rest  and  get  my 
breath  again. 

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I  had  not  been  in  the  boat-house  more  than  a  minute,  when 
it  struck  me  that  the  sound  of  my  own  quick  breathing-  was 
very  strangely  eclioed  by  something  beneath  me.  I  Hstened 
intently  for  a  moment,  and  heard  a  low,  thick,  sobbing  breath 
that  seemed  to  come  from  the  ground  under  the  seat  which  I 
was  occupying.  My  nerves  are  not  easily  shaken  by  trifles  ; 
but,  on  this  occasion,  I  started  to  my  feet  in  a  fright — called 
out — received  no  answer — summoned  back  my  recreant 
courage — and  looked  under  the  seat. 

There,  crouched  up  in  the  farthest  corner,  lay  the  forlorn 
cause  of  my  terror,  in  the  shape  of  a  poor  little  dog— a  black 
and  white  spaniel.  The  creature  moaned  feebly  when  I 
looked  at  it  and  called  to  it,  but  never  stiri'ed.  I  moved 
av/ay  the  seat  and  looked  closer.  The  poor  little  dog's  eyes 
were  glazing  fast,  and  there  were  spots  of  blood  on  its  glossy- 
white  side.  The  misery  of  a  weak,  helpless,  dumb  creature  is 
surely  one  of  the  saddest  of  all  the  mournful  sights  which 
this  world  can  show.  I  lifted  the  poor  dog  in  my  arms  as 
g'cntly  as  I  could,  and  contrived  a  sort  of  make-shift  hammock 
for  him  to  lie  in,  by  gathering  up  the  front  of  my  dress  all 
round  him.  In  this  way,  I  took  the  creature,  as  painlessly  as 
possible,  and  as  fast  as  possible,  back  to  the  house. 

Finding  no  one  in  the  hall,  I  went  up  at  once  to  my  own 
sitting-room,  made  a  bed  for  the  dog-  with  one  of  my  old 
shawls,  and  rang  the  bell.  The  largest  and  fattest  of  all 
possible  housemaids  answered  it,  in  a  state  of  cheerful 
stupidity  which  would  have  provoked  the  patience  of  a  saint. 
The  girl's  fat,  shapeless  face  actually  stretched  into  a  broad 
grin,  at  the  sight  of  the  wounded  creature  on  the  floor. 

'  What  do  you  see  there  to  laugh  at  ? '  I  asked,  as  angrily 
as  if  she  had  been  a  servant  of  my  ov/n.  '  Do  you  know 
whose  dog  it  is  ?  * 

*  No,  miss,  that  I  certainly  don't.'  She  stopped,  and 
looked  down  at  the  spaniel's  injured  side — brightened 
suddenly  with  the  irradiation  of  a  new  idea — and,  pointing  to 
the  wound  with  a  chuckle  of  satisfaction,  said,  '  That's 
Baxter's  doings,  that  is.' 

I  was  so  exasperated  that  I  could  have  boxed  her  ears. 
'  Baxter  ?  '  I  said.      '  Who  is  the  brute  you  call  Baxter  ?  ' 

The  girl  grinned  again,  more  cheerfully  than  ever.  '  Bless 
you,  miss  !  Baxter's  the  keeper ;  and  when  he  finds  strange 
dogs  hunting  about,  he  takes  and  shoots  'em.  It's  keeper's 
dooty,  miss.  I  think  that  dog  will  die.  Here's  where  he's 
been  shot,  ain't  it?  That's  Baxter's  doings,  that  is. 
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I  was  almost  wicked  enough  to  wish  that  Baxter  had  shot 
the  housemaid  instead  of  the  dog.  Seeing  that  it  was  quite 
useless  to  expect  this  densely  impenetrable  personage  to 
give  me  any  help  in  relieving  the  suffering  creature  at  our 
feet,  I  told  her  to  request  the  housekeeper's  attendance  with 
my  compliments.  She  went  out  exactly  as  she  had  come 
in,  grinning  from  ear  to  ear.  As  the  door  closed  on  her,  she 
said  to  herself,  softly,  '  It's  Baxter's  doings  and  Baxter's 
dooty — that's  what  it  is.' 

The  housekeeper,  a  persoii  of  some  education  and  in- 
telligence, thoughtfully  brought  up-stairs  with  her  some  milk 
and  some  warm  water.  The  instant  she  saw  the  dog  on  the 
floor,  she  started  and  changed  colour. 

*  Why,  Lord  bless  me,'  cried  the  housekeeper,  *  that  must 
be  Mrs.  Catherick's  dog  ! ' 

*  Whose  ?  '  I  asked,  in  the  utmost  astonishment. 

'  Mrs.  Catherick's.  You  seem  to  know  Mrs.  Catherlck, 
Miss  Halcombe  ? ' 

*  Not  personally.  But  I  have  heard  of  her.  Does  she 
live  here  ?     Has  she  had  any  news  of  her  daughter  ?  ' 

'  No,  Miss  Halcombe.     She  came  here  to  ask  for  news.' 
'  When  ?  * 

*  Only  yesterday.  She  said  some  one  had  reported  that  a 
stranger  answering  to  the  description  of  her  daughter  had 
been  seen  in  our  neighbourhood.  No  such  report  has  reached 
us  here  ;  and  no  such  report  was  known  in  the  village,  A\^hen 
I  sent  to  make  inquiries  there  on  Mrs.  Catherick's  account. 
She  certainly  brought  this  poor  little  dog  with  her  vv'hen  she 
came  ;  and  I  saw  it  trot  out  after  her  when  she  went  away. 
I  suppose  the  creature  strayed  into  the  plantations,  and  got 
shot.     Where  did  you  find  it,  Miss  Halcombe  ?  ' 

'  In  the  old  shed  that  looks  out  on  the  lake.' 
'  Ah,  yes,  that  is  the  plantation  side,  and  the  poor  thing 
dragged  itself,  I  suppose,  to  the  nearest  shelter,  as  dogs 
will,  to  die.  If  you  can  moisten  its  lips  with  the  milk,  Miss 
Halcombe,  I  will  w'ash  the  clotted  hair  from  the  wound.  I 
am  very  much  afraid  it  is  too  late  to  do  any  good.  However, 
we  can  but  try.' 

Mrs.  Catherick  !  The  namie  still  rang  in  my  ears,  as  if 
the  housekeeper  had  only  that  moment  surprised  me  by 
uttering  it.  While  we  were  attending  to  the  dog,  the  words 
of  Walter  Hartright's  caution  to  me  returned  to  my  memory. 
*  If  ever  Anne  Catherlck  crosses  your  path,  m.ake  better  use 
of  the  opportunity,  Miss  Halcombe,  than  I  made  of  it,'  The 
finding  of  the  wounded  spaniel  had  led  me  already  to  the 

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discovery  of  Mrs.  Catherlck's  visit  to  Blackwater  Park  ;  and 
that  event  might  lead,  in  its  turn,  to  something-  more.  I 
determined  to  make  the  most  of  the  chance  which  was 
now  offered  to  me,  and  to  gain  as  much  information  as  I 
could. 

*  Did  you  say  that  Mrs.  Catherick  lived  anywhere  in  this 
neighbourhood  ?  '  I  asked. 

*  Oh,  dear,  no,'  said  the  housekeeper.  *  She  lives  at 
\Velmingham,  quite  at  the  other  end  of  the  country — five- 
and-twenty  miles  off  at  least,' 

*  I  suppose  you  have  known  Mrs.  Catherick  for  som.e 
years  ? ' 

'  On  the  contrary,  Miss  Halcombe  :  I  never  saw  her 
before  she  came  here,  yesterda}-.  I  had  heard  of  her,  of 
course,  because  I  had  heard  of  Sir  Percival's  kindness  in 
putting  her  daughter  under  medical  care.  Mrs.  Catherick  is 
rather  a  strange  person  in  her  manners,  but  extremely  re- 
spectable-looking. She  seemed  sorely  put  out,  when  she 
found  that  there  was  no  foundation — none,  at  least,  that  any 
of  HS  could  discover — for  the  report  of  her  daughter  having 
been  seen  in  this  neighbourhood.' 

'  I  am  rather  interested  about  Mrs.  Catherick,'  I  went  on, 
continuing  the  conversation  as  long  as  possible.  '  I  wish  I 
had  arrived  here  soon  enough  to  see  her  yesterday.  Did  she 
stay  for  any  length  of  time  ?  ' 

'  Yes,'  said  the  housekeeper,  '  she  stayed  for  some  time. 
And  I  think  she  would  have  remained  longer,  if  I  had  not 
been  called  away  to  speak  to  a  strange  gentleman — a  gentle- 
man who  came  to  ask  when  Sir  Percival  was  expected  back. 
Mrs.  Catherick  got  up  and  left  at  once,  when  she  heard  the 
maid  tell  me  what  the  visitor's  errand  was.  She  said  to  me, 
at  parting,  that  there  was  no  need  to  tell  Sir  Percival  of  her 
coming  here.  I  thought  that  rather  an  odd  remark  to  make, 
especially  to  a  person  in  my  responsible  situation.' 

I  thought  it  an  odd  remark,  too.  Sir  Percival  had  cer- 
tainly led  me  to  believe,  at  Limmeridge,  that  the  most  perfect 
confidence  existed  between  himself  and  Mrs.  Catherick.  If 
that  was  the  case,  why  should  she  be  anxious  to  have  her 
visit  at  Blackwater  Park  kept  a  secret  from  him  ? 

'  Probably,'  I  said,  seeing  that  the  housekeeper  expected 
me  to  give  my  opinion  on  Mrs.  Catherick's  parting  words  ; 
*  probably,  she  thought  the  announcement  of  her  visit  might 
vex  Sir  Percival  to  no  purpose,  by  reminding  him  that  her 
lost  daughter  was  not  found  yet.  Did  she  talk  much  on 
that  subject  ?  ' 

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'  Very  little,'  replied  the  housekeeper.  *  She  talked  prin- 
cipally of  Sir  Percival,  and  asked  a  great  many  questions 
about  where  he  had  been  travelling',  and  what  sort  of  a  lady 
his  new  wife  was.  She  seemed  to  be  more  soured  and  put 
out  than  distressed,  by  failing  to  find  any  traces  of  her 
daughter  in  these  parts.  "I  give  her  up,"  were  the  last 
words  she  said  that  I  can  remember;  "I  give  her  up, 
ma'am,  for  lost."  And  from  that,  she  passed  at  once  to  her 
questions  about  Lady  Glyde  ;  wanting  to  know  if  she  was  a 
handsome,  amiable  lady,  comely  and  healthy  and  young — ■ 
Ah,  dear !  I  thought  how  it  would  end.  Look,  Miss  Hal- 
combe  !  the  poor  thing  is  out  of  its  misery  at  last  ! ' 

The  dog  was  dead.  It  had  given  a  faint,  sobbing  cry,  it 
had  suffered  an  instant's  convulsion  of  the  limbs,  just  as 
those  last  words,  '  comely  and  healthy  and  young,'  dropped 
from  the  housekeeper's  lips.  The  change  had  happened  with 
startling  suddenness — in  one  moment  the  creature  lay  lifeless 
under  our  hands. 

Eight  o'clock.  I  have  just  returned  from  dining  down 
stairs,  in  solitary  state.  The  sunset  is  burning  redly  on  the 
wilderness  of  trees  that  I  see  from  my  window  ;  and  I  am 
poring  over  my  journal  again,  to  calm  my  impatience  for  the 
return  of  the  travellers.  They  ought  to  have  arrived,  by  my 
calculations,  before  this.  How  still  and  lonely  the  house  is  in 
the  drowsy  evening  quiet  !  Oh,  me  !  how  many  minutes 
more  before  I  hear  the  carriage  wheels  and  run  down  stairs  to 
find  myself  in  Laura's  arms  ? 

The  poor  little  dog  !  I  wish  my  first  day  at  Blackwater 
Park  had  not  been  associated  with  death — though  it  is  only 
the  death  of  a  stray  animal. 

Welmingham — I  see,  on  looking  back  through  these  private 
pages  of  mine,  that  Welmingham  is  the  name  of  the  place 
where  Mrs.  Catherick  lives.  Her  note  is  still  in  my  posses- 
sion, the  note  in  answer  to  that  letter  about  her  unhappy 
daughter  which  Sir  Percival  obliged  me  to  write.  One  of 
these  days,  when  I  can  find  a  safe  opportunity,  I  will  take  the 
note  with  me  by  way  of  introduction,  and  try  what  I  can 
make  of  Mrs.  Catherick  at  a  personal  interview.  I  don't 
understand  her  wishing  to  conceal  her  visit  to  this  place  from 
Sir  Percival's  knowledge  ;  and  I  don't  feel  half  so  sure,  as  the 
housekeeper  seems  to  do,  that  her  daughter  Anne  is  not  in 
the  neighbourhood,  after  all.  What  would  Walter  Hartright 
have  said  in  this  emergency  ?  Poor,  dear  Hartright  !  I  am 
beginning  to  feel  the  want  of  his  honest  advice  and  his  willing 
help,  already. 

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Surely,  I  heard  something^.  Was  It  a  bustle  of  footsteps 
below  stairs  ?  Yes  !  I  hear  the  horses'  feet ;  I  hear  the  rolling- 
wheels 

II. 

June  15th. — The  confusion  of  their  arrival  has  had  time  to 
subside.  Two  days  have  elapsed  since  the  return  of  the 
travellers  ;  and  that  interval  has  sufficed  to  put  the  new 
machinery  of  our  lives  at  Blackwater  Park  in  fair  working 
order.  I  may  now  return  to  my  journal,  with  some  little 
chance  of  being  able  to  continue  the  entries  in  it  as  collectedly 
as  usual. 

I  think  I  must  begin  by  putting  down  an  odd  remark, 
which  has  suggested  itself  to  me  since  Laura  came  back. 

When  two  members  of  a  family,  or  two  intimate  friends,  are 
separated,  and  one  goes  abroad  and  one  remains  at  home,  the 
return  of  the  relative  or  friend  who  has  been  travelling,  always 
seems  to  place  the  relative  or  friend  who  has  been  staying  at 
home  at  a  painful  disadvantage,  when  the  two  first  meet. 
The  sudden  encounter  of  the  new  thoughts  and  new  habits 
eagerly  gained  in  the  one  case,  with  the  old  thoughts  and 
old  habits  passively  preserved  in  the  other,  seems,  at  first,  to 
part  the  sympathies  of  the  most  loving  relatives  and  the 
fondest  friends,  and  to  set  a  sudden  strangeness,  unexpected 
by  both  and  uncontrollable  by  both,  between  them  on  either 
side.  After  the  first  happiness  of  my  meeting  with  Laura  was 
over,  after  we  had  sat  down  together,  hand  in  hand,  to  recover 
breath  enough  and  calmness  enough  to  talk,  I  felt  this  strange- 
ness instantly,  and  I  could  see  that  she  felt  it  too.  It  has 
partially  worn  away,  now  that  we  have  fallen  back  into  most 
of  our  old  habits  ;  and  it  will  probably  disappear  before  long. 
But  it  has  certainly  had  an  influence  over  the  first  impressions 
that  I  have  formed  of  her,  now  that  we  are  living  together 
again — for  which  reason  only  I  have  thought  fit  to  mention 
it  here. 

She  has  found  me  unaltered  ;  but  I  have  found  her 
changed. 

Changed  in  person,  and,  in  one  respect,  changed  in 
character,  I  cannot  absolutely  say  that  she  is  less  beautiful 
than  she  used  to  be  :  I  can  only  say  that  she  is  less  beautiful 

to  77ie. 

Others,  who  do  not  look  at  her  with  my  eyes  and  my 
recollections,  would  probably  think  her  improved.  There  is 
more  colour,  and  more  decision  and  roundness  of  outline  in 
her  face  than  there  u§ed  to  be  ;  and  her  figure  seems  more 


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firmly  set,  and  more  sure  and  easy  in  all  its  movements  than 
it  was  in  her  maiden  days.  But  I  miss  something- v/hen  I  look 
at  her — something-  that  once  belonged  to  the  happy,  innocent 
life  of  Laura  Fairlie,  and  that  I  cannot  find  in  Lady  Glyde. 
There  was,  in  the  old  times,  a  freshness,  a  softness,  an  ever- 
varying  and  yet  ever-remaining-  tenderness  of  beauty  in  her 
face,  the  charm  of  which  it  is  not  possible  to  express  in  words 
— or,  as  poor  Hartright  used  often  to  say,  in  painting,  either. 
This  is  gone.  I  thought  I  saw  the  faint  reflexion  of  it,  for  a 
moment,  when  she  turned  pale  under  the  agitation  of  our 
sudden  meeting,  on  the  evening  of  her  return  ;  but  it  has 
never  reappeared  since.  None  of  her  letters  had  prepared  me 
for  a  personal  change  in  her.  On  the  contrary,  they  had  led 
me  to  expect  that  her  marriage  had  left  her,  in  appearance  at 
least,  quite  unaltered.  Perhaps,  I  read  her  letters  wrongly, 
in  the  past,  and  am  now  reading  her  face  wrongly,  in  the 
present  ?  No  matter  !  Whether  her  beauty  has  gained,  or 
whether  it  has  lost,  in  the  last  six  months,  the  separation, 
either  way,  has  made  her  own  dear  self  more  precious  to  me 
than  ever — and  that  is  one  good  result  of  her  marriage,  at 
any  rate  ! 

The  second  change,  the  change  that  I  have  observed  in  her 
character,  has  not  surprised  me,  because  I  was  prepared  for 
it,  in  this  case,  by  the  tone  of  her  letters.  Now  that  she  is 
at  home  again,  I  find  her  just  as  unwilling  to  enter  into  any 
details  on  the  subject  of  her  married  life,  as  I  had  previously 
found  her,  all  through  the  time  of  our  separation,  when  we 
could  only  communicate  with  each  other  by  writing.  At  the 
first  approach  I  made  to  the  forbidden  topic,  she  put  her  hand 
on  my  lips,  with  a  look  and  gesture  which  touchingly,  almost 
painfully,  recalled  to  my  memory  the  days  of  her  girlhood  and 
the  happy  bygone  time  when  there  were  no  secrets  between  us. 

*  Whenever  you  and  I  are  together,  Marian,'  she  said, 
*  we  shall  both  be  happier  and  easier  with  one  another,  if  we 
accept  my  married  life  for  what  it  is,  and  say  and  think 
as  little  about  it  as  possible.  I  would  tell  j^ou  everything, 
darling-,  about  m.yself,'  she  went  on,  nervously  buckling  and 
unbuckling  the  ribbon  round  my  waist,  '  if  my  confidences 
could  only  end  there.  But  they  could  not — they  would  lead 
me  into  confidences  about  my  husband,  too  ;  and,  now  I  am 
married,  I  think  I  had  better  avoid  them,  for  his  sake,  and 
for  your  sake,  and  for  mine.  I  don't  say  that  they  would 
distress  you,  or  distress  me — I  wouldn't  have  you  think  that 
for  the  world.     But — I  want  to  be  so  happy,  now  I  haye  g-ot 

you  back  again  ;   and  I  want  you  to  be  so  happy  too ' 

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She  broke  off  abruptly,  and  looked  round  the  room,  my  own 
sitting--room,  in  which  we  were  talking-.  '  Ah  ! '  she  cried, 
clapping  her  hands  with  a  bright  smile  of  recognition, 
'  another  old  friend  found  already  !  Your  bookcase,  Marian 
— )-our  dear-little-shabby-old-satin-wood  bookcase — how  glad 
I  am  you  brought  it  with  you  from  Limmeridge  !  And  the 
horrid,  heavy,  man's  umbrella,  that  you  always  would  walk 
out  with  when  it  rained  !  And,  first  and  foremost  of  all,  your 
own  dear,  dark,  clever,  gipsy-face,  looking  at  me  just  as  usual  ! 
It  is  so  like  home  again  to  be  here.  How  can  w^e  make  it 
more  like  home  still  ?  I  will  put  my  father's  portrait  in  your 
room  instead  of  in  mine — and  I  will  keep  all  my  little  treasures 
from  Limmeridge  here— and  we  will  pass  hours  and  hours 
every  day  with  these  four  friendly  walls  round  us.  Oh, 
Marian  ! '  she  said,  suddenly  seating  herself  on  a  footstool  at 
my  knees,  and  looking  up  earnestly  in  my  face,  '  promise  you 
will  never  marry,  and  leave  me.  It  is  selfish  to  say  so,  but 
you  are  so  much  better  off  as  a  single  woman — unless — unless 
you  are  very  fond  of  your  husband — but  you  won't  be  very 
fond  of  anybody  but  me,  will  you  ?  '  She  stopped  again  ; 
crossed  my  hands  on  my  lap ;  and  laid  her  face  on  them. 
'  Have  you  been  writing  many  letters,  and  receiving  many 
letters,  lately?'  she  asked,  in  low,  suddenly-altered  tones.  I 
understood  what  the  question  meant  ;  but  I  thought  it  my 
duty  not  to  encourage  her  by  meeting  her  half  way.  '  Have 
you  heard  from  him  ? '  she  went  on,  coaxing  me  to  forgive 
the  more  direct  appeal  on  which  she  now^  ventured,  by  kissing 
my  hands,  upon  which  her  face  still  rested.  '  Is  he  well  and 
happy,  and  getting  on  in  his  profession  ?  Has  he  recovered 
himself — and  forg'otten  me  ?  ' 

She  should  not  liave  asked  those  questions.  She  should 
have  remembered  her  own  resolution,  on  the  morning  w^hen 
Sir  Percival  held  her  to  her  marriage  engagement,  and  when 
she  resigned  the  book  of  Hartright's  drawings  into  my  hands 
for  ever.  But,  ah  me  !  where  is  the  faultless  human  creature 
who  can  persevere  in  a  good  resolution,  without  sometimes 
failing  and  falling  back  ?  Where  is  the  woman  who  has  ever 
really  torn  from  her  heart  the  image  that  has  been  once  fixed 
in  it  by  a  true  love  ?  Books  tell  us  that  such  unearthly  crea- 
tures have  existed — but  what  does  our  own  experience  say  in 
answer  to  books  ? 

I  made  no  attempt  to  remonstrate  with  her  :  perhaps, 
because  I  sincerely  appreciated  the  fearless  candour  which  let 
me  see,  what  other  women  in  her  position  might  have  had 
reasons    for   concealing   even   from   their  dearest   friends— 

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perhaps,  because  I  felt,  in  my  own  heart  and  conscience,  that, 
in  her  place  I  should  have  asked  the  same  questions  and  had 
the  same  thoughts.  All  I  could  honestly  do  was  to  reply  that 
I  had  not  written  to  him  or  heard  from  him  lately,  and  then 
to  turn  the  conversation  to  less  dangerous  topics. 

There  has  been  much  to  sadden  me  in  our  interview — m}'' 
first  confidential  interview  with  her  since  her  return.  The 
change  w^iich  her  marriage  has  produced  in  our  relations 
tow^ards  each  other,  by  placing  a  forbidden  subject  between 
us,  for  the  first  time  in  our  lives  ;  the  melancholy  conviction 
of  the  dearth  of  all  warmth  of  feeling,  of  all  close  sympathy, 
between  her  husband  and  herself,  which  her  own  unwilling 
words  now  force  on  my  mind  ;  the  distressing  discovery  that 
the  influence  of  that  ill-fated  attachment  still  remains  (no 
matter  how  innocently,  how  harmlessly)  rooted  as  deeply  as 
ever  in  her  heart — all  these  are  disclosures  to  sadden  any 
W'Oman  who  loves  her  as  dearly,  and  feels  for  her  as  acutely, 
as  I  do. 

There  is  only  one  consolation  to  set  against  them — a  con- 
solation that  ought  to  comfort  me,  and  that  does  comfort  me. 
All  the  graces  and  gentlenesses  of  her  character;  all  the  frank 
affection  of  her  nature  ;  all  the  sweet,  simple,  womanly  charms 
which  used  to  make  her  the  darling  and  delight  of  every  one 
who  approached  her,  have  come  back  to  me  with  herself.  Of 
my  other  impressions  I  am  sometimes  a  little  inclined  to 
doubt.  Of  this  last,  best,  happiest  of  all  impressions,  I  grow 
more  and  more  certain,  every  hour  in  the  day. 

Let  me  turn,  now,  from  her  to  her  travelling  companions. 
Her  husband  must  engage  my  attention  first.  What  have  I 
observed  in  Sir  Percival,  since  his  return,  to  improve  my 
opinion  of  him  ? 

I  can  hardly  say.  Small  vexations  and  annoj'ances  seem 
to  have  beset  him  since  he  came  back  :  and  no  man,  under 
those  circumstances,  is  ever  presented  at  his  best.  He  looks, 
as  I  think,  thinner  than  he  was  when  he  left  England.  His 
wearisome  cough  and  his  comfortless  restlessness  have 
certainly  increased.  His  manner — at  least,  his  manner 
towards  me — is  much  more  abrupt  than  it  used  to  be.  He 
greeted  me,  on  the  evening  of  his  return,  with  little  or  no- 
thing of  the  ceremony  and  civility  of  former  times — no  polite 
speeches  of  w^elcome — no  appearance  of  extraordinary  grati- 
fication at  seeing  me — nothing  but  a  short  shake  of  the  hand, 
and  a  sharp  '  How-d'ye-do,  Miss  Halcombe — glad  to  see  you 
again.'  He  seemed  to  accept  me  as  one  of  the  necessary 
fixtures  of  Blackwater  Park  ;    to  be  satisfied  at  finding  me 

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established  in  my  proper  place  ;   and  then  to  pass  me  over 
altogether. 

Most  men  show  something-  of  their  dispositions  in  their 
own  houses,  which  they  have  concealed  elsewhere  ;  and  Sir 
Percival  has  already  displayed  a  mania  for  order  and  regu- 
larity', which  is  quite  a  new  revelation  of  him,  so  far  as  my 
previous  knowledge  of  his  character  is  concerned.  If  I  take 
a  book  from  the  library  and  leave  it  on  the  table,  he  follows 
me,  and  puts  it  back  again.  If  I  rise  from  a  chair,  and  let  it 
remain  where  I  have  been  sitting,  he  carefully  restores  it  to 
its  proper  place  against  the  wall.  He  picks  up  stray  flower- 
blossoms  from  the  carpet,  and  mutters  to  himself  as  discon- 
tentedly as  if  they  were  hot  cinders  burning  holes  in  it ;  and 
he  storms  at  the  servants,  if  there  is  a  crease  in  the  tablecloth, 
or  a  knife  missing  from  its  place  at  the  dinner-table,  as 
fiercely  as  if  the}'  had  personally  insulted  him. 

I  have  already  referred  to  the  small  annoyances  which 
appear  to  have  troubled  him  since  his  return.  Much  of  the 
alteration  for  the  worse  which  I  have  noticed  in  him,  may  be 
due  to  these.  I  try  to  persuade  myself  that  it  is  so,  because 
I  am  anxious  not  to  be  disheartened  already  about  the  future. 
It  is  certainly  trying  to  any  man's  temper  to  be  met  by  a  vexa- 
tion the  moment  he  sets  foot  in  his  own  house  again,  after  a 
long  absence ;  and  this  annoying  circumstance  did  really 
happen  to  Sir  Percival  in  my  presence. 

On  the  evening  of  their  arrival,  the  housekeeper  followed 
me  into  the  hall  to  receive  her  master  and  mistress  and  their 
guests.  The  instant  he  saw  her.  Sir  Percival  asked  if  any  one 
had  called  lately.  The  housekeeper  mentioned  to  him,  in 
reply,  what  she  had  previously  mentioned  to  me,  the  visit  of 
the  strange  gentleman  to  make  inquiries  about  the  time  of  her 
master's  return.  He  asked  immediately  for  the  gentleman's 
name.  No  name  had  been  left.  The  gentleman's  business  ? 
No  business  had  been  mentioned.  What  was  the  gentleman 
like  ?  The  housekeeper  tried  to  describe  him  ;  but  failed  to 
distinguish  the  nameless  visitor  by  any  personal  peculiarity 
which  her  master  could  recognise.  Sir  Percival  frowned, 
stamped  angrily  on  the  floor,  and  walked  on  into  the  house, 
taking  no  notice  of  anybody.  Why  he  should  have  been  so 
discomposed  by  a  trifle  I  cannot  say — but  he  was  seriously 
discomposed,  beyond  all  doubt. 

Upon  the  whole,  it  will  be  best,  perhaps,  if  I  abstain  from 
forming  a  decisive  opinion  of  his  manners,  language,  and  con- 
duct in  his  own  house,  until  time  has  enabled  him  to  shake  oft' 
the  anxieties,  whatever  they  mav  be,  v.-hich  now  evidently 

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trouble  his  mind  in  secret.  I  will  turn  over  to  a  new  page  ; 
and  my  pen  shall  let  Laura's  husband  alone  for  the  present. 

The  two  guests — the  Count  and  Countess  Fosco — come 
next  in  my  catalogue.  I  will  dispose  of  the  Countess  first,  so 
as  to  have  done  with  the  woman  as  soon  as  possible. 

Laura  was  certainly  not  chargeable  with  any  exaggeration, 
in  writing  me  word  that  I  should  hardly  recognise  her  aunt 
again,  when  we  met.  Never  before  have  I  beheld  such  a  change 
produced  in  a  woman  by  her  marriage  as  has  been  produced 
in  Madame  Fosco. 

As  Eleanor  Fairlie  (aged  seven-and-thirty),  she  was  always 
talking  pretentious  nonsense,  and  ahvays  worrying  the  un- 
fortunate men  with  every  small  exaction  which  a  vain  and 
foolish  woman  can  impose  on  long'-sufTering  male  humanity. 
As  Madame  Fosco  (aged  three-and-forty),  she  sits  for  hours 
together  without  saying  a  word,  frozen  up  in  the  strangest 
manner  in  herself.  The  hideously  ridiculous  love-locks  which 
used  to  hang  on  either  side  of  her  face,  are  now  replaced  by 
stiff  little  rows  of  very  short  curls,  of  the  sort  that  one  sees  in 
old-fashioned  wigs.  A  plain,  matronly  cap  covers  her  head, 
and  makes  her  look,  for  the  first  time  in  her  life,  since  I  re- 
member her,  like  a  decent  woman.  Nobody  (putting  her 
husband  out  of  the  question,  of  course)  now  sees  in  her, 
what  everybody  once  saw — I  mean  the  structure  of  the  female 
skeleton,  in  the  upper  regions  of  the  collar-bones  and  the 
shoulder-blades.  Clad  in  quiet  black  or  gray  gowns,  made 
high  round  the  throat — dresses  that  she  would  have  laughed 
at,  or  screamed  at,  as  the  whim  of  the  moment  inclined  her, 
in  her  maiden  days — she  sits  speechless  in  corners  ;  her  dry 
white  hands  (so  dry  that  the  pores  of  her  skin  look  chalky) 
incessantly  engaged,  either  in  monotonous  embroidery  work, 
or  in  rolling  up  endless  little  cigarettes  for  the  Count's  own 
particular  smoking.  On  the  few  occasions  when  her  cold 
blue  eyes  are  off  her  v\'ork,  they  are  generally  turned  on 
her  husband,  with  the  look  of  mute  submissive  inquiry 
which  we  are  all  familiar  with  in  the  eyes  of  a  faithful 
dog.  The  only  approach  to  an  inward  thaw  which  I  have  yet 
detected  under  her  outer  covering  of  icy  constraint,  has  be- 
trayed itself,  once  or  twice,  in  the  form  of  a  suppressed  tigerish 
jealousy  of  any  woman  in  the  house  (the  maids  included)  to 
whom  the  Count  speaks,  or  on  whom  he  looks  with  anything 
approaching  to  special  interest  or  attention.  Except  in  this 
one  particular,  she  is  ahvays,  morning,  noon,  and  night,  in- 
doors and  out,  fair  weather  or  foul,  as  cold  as  a  statue,  and 
as  impenetrable  as  the  stone  out  of  v/hich  it  is  cut.     For  the 

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common  purposes  of  society  tlie  extraordinary  chang-e  thus 
produced  in  her,  is,  beyond  all  doubt,  a  change  for  the  better, 
seeing-  that  it  has  transformed  her  into  a  civil,  silent,  unob- 
trusive woman,  who  is  never  in  the  way.  How  far  she  is 
really  reformed  or  deteriorated  in  her  secret  self,  is  another 
question.  I  have  once  or  twice  seen  sudden  changes  of  ex- 
pression on  her  pinched  lips,  and  heard  sudden  inflexions  of  tone 
in  her  calm  voice,  which  have  led  me  to  suspect  that  her  pre- 
sent state  of  suppression  may  have  sealed  up  something  dan- 
g;erous  in  her  nature,  which  used  to  evaporate  harmlessly  in 
the  freedom  of  her  former  life.  It  is  quite  possible  that  I  may 
be  altogether  wrong  in  this  idea.  My  own  impression,  how- 
ever, is,  that  I  am  right.     Time  will  show. 

And  the  magician  who  has  wrought  this  wonderful  trans- 
formation— the  foreign  husband  who  has  tamed  this  once  way- 
ward Englishwoman  till  her  own  relations  hardly  know  her 
again — the  Count  himself?     What  of  the  Count  ? 

This,  in  two  words  :  He  looks  like  a  man  who  could  tame 
anything.  If  he  had  married  a  tigress,  instead  of  a  woman, 
he  would  have  tamed  the  tigress.  If  he  had  married  7nc,  I 
should  have  made  his  cigarettes  as  his  wife  does — I  should 
have  held  my  tongue  when  he  looked  at  me,  as  she  holds  hers. 

I  am  almost  afraid  to  confess  it,  even  to  these  secret  pages. 
The  man  has  interested  me,  has  attracted  me,  has  forced  me 
to  like  him.  In  two  short  days,  he  has  made  his  way  straight 
into  my  favourable  estimation — and  hov>'  he  has  worked  the 
miracle,  is  more  than  I  can  tell. 

It  absolutely  startles  me,  now  he  is  in  my  mind,  to  find 
how  plainly  I  see  him  ! — hov/  much  more  plainly  than  I  see 
Sir  Percival,  or  Mr.  Fairlie,  or  Walter  Hartright,  or  any  other 
absent  person  of  whom  I  think,  with  the  one  exception  of 
Laura  herself !  I  can  hear  his  voice,  as  if  he  was  speaking  at 
this  moment.  I  know  what  his  conversation  was  yesterday,  as 
well  as  if  I  was  hearing  it  now.  How  am  I  to  describe  him  ? 
There  are  peculiarities  in  his  personal  appearance,  his  habits, 
and  his  amusements,  which  I  should  blame  in  the  boldest 
terms,  or  ridicule  in  the  most  merciless  m.anner,  if  I  had  seen 
them  in  another  man.  Wliat  is  it  that  makes  me  unable  to 
blame  them,  or  to  ridicule  them  in  him  ? 

For  example,  he  is  immensely  fat.  Before  this  time,  I 
have  always  especially  disliked  corpulent  humanity.  I  have 
always  maintained  that  the  popular  notion  of  connecting- 
excessive  grossness  of  size  and  excessive  good-humour  as 
inseparable  allies,  was  equivalent  to  declaring,  ei-ther  that 
no  people  but  amiable  people  ever  get  fat,  or  that  the  acci- 

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dental  addition  of  so  many  pounds  of  flesh  has  a  directly 
favourable  influence  over  the  disposition  of  the  person  on 
whose  body  they  accumulate.  I  have  invariably  combated 
both  these  absurd  assertiens  by  quoting-  examples  of  fat  people 
who  were  as  mean,  vicious,  and  cruel,  as  the  leanest  and  the 
worst  of  their  neighbours.  I  have  asked  whether  Henry  the 
Eighth  was  an  amiable  character  ?  whether  Pope  Alexander 
the  Sixth  was  a  good  man  ?  Whether  Mr.  Murderer  and 
Mrs.  Murderess  Manning  were  not  both  unusually  stout 
people  ?  Whether  hired  nurses,  proverbially  as  cruel  a  set  of 
women  as  are  to  be  found  in  all  England,  were  not,  for  the 
most  part,  also  as  fat  a  set  of  women  as  are  to  be  found  in  all 
England  ? — and  so  on,  through  dozens  of  other  examples, 
modern  and  ancient,  native  and  foreign,  high  and  low. 
Holding  these  strong  opinions  on  the  subject  with  might  and 
main,  as  I  do  at  this  moment,  here,  nevertheless,  is  Count 
Fosco,  as  fat  as  Henry  the  Eighth  himself,  established  in  my 
favour,  at  one  day's  notice,  without  let  or  hindrance  from  his 
own  odious  corpulence.     Marvellous  indeed  ! 

Is  it  his  face  that  has  recommended  him  ? 

It  may  be  his  face.  He  is  a  most  remarkable  likeness,  on 
a  large  scale,  of  the  Great  Napoleon.  His  features  have 
Napoleon's  magnificent  regularity  :  his  expression  recalls  the 
grandly  calm,  immovable  power  of  the  Great  Soldier's  face. 
This  striking  resemblance  certainly  impressed  me,  to  begin 
with  ;  but  there  is  something  in  him  besides  the  resemblance, 
which  has  impressed  me  more.  I  think  the  influence  I  am 
now  trying  to  find,  is  in  his  eyes.  They  are  the  most  un- 
fathomable gray  eyes  I  ever  saw  :  and  they  have  at  times  a 
cold,  clear,  beautiful,  irresistible  glitter  in  them,  which  forces 
me  to  look  at  him,  and  yet  causes  me  sensations,  when  I  do 
look,  which  I  would  rather  not  feel.  Other  parts  of  his  face 
and  head  have  their  strange  peculiarities.  His  complexion, 
for  instance,  has  a  singular  sallow-fairness,  so  much  at  vari- 
ance with  the  dark-brown  colour  of  his  hair,  that  I  suspect 
the  hair  of  being  a  wig  ;  and  his  face,  closely  shaven  all  over,  is 
smoother  and  freer  from  all  marks  and  wrinkles  than  mine, 
though  (according  to  Sir  Percival's  account  of  him)  he  is  close 
on  sixty  years  of  age.  But  these  are  not  the  prominent  per- 
sonal characteristics  which  distinguish  him,  to  my  mind,  from 
all  the  other  men  I  have  ever  seen.  The  marked  peculiarity 
which  singles  him  out  from  the  rank  and  file  of  humanity,  lies 
entirely,  so  far  as  I  can  tell  at  present,  in  the  extraordinary  ex- 
pression and  extraordinary  power  of  his  eyes. 

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have  assisted  him,  in  some  degree,  to  estabhsh  himself  in  my 
good  opinion.  He  has  that  quiet  deference,  that  look  of 
pleased,  attentive  interest,  in  listening  to  a  woman,  and  that 
secret  gentleness  in  his  voice,  in  speaking  to  a  woman,  which, 
say  vv^hat  we  may,  we  can  none  of  us  resist.  Here,  too,  his 
unusual  command  of  the  English  language  necessarily  helps 
him.  I  had  often  heard  of  the  extraordinary  aptitude  which 
many  Italians  show  in  mastering  our  strong,  hard,  Northern 
speech  ;  but,  until  I  saw  Count  Fosco,  I  had  never  supposed 
it  possible  that  any  foreigner  could  have  spoken  English  as  he 
speaks  it.  There  are  timies  when  it  is  almost  impossible  to 
detect,  by  his  accent,  that  he  is  not  a  countryman  of  our  own  ; 
and,  as  for  fluency,  there  are  very  few  born  Englishmen  who 
can  talk  with  as  few  stoppages  and  repetitions  as  the  Count. 
He  may  construct  his  sentences,  more  or  less,  in  the  foreign 
way  ;  but  I  have  never  yet  heard  him  use  a  wrong  expression, 
or  hesitate  for  a  moment  in  his  choice  of  a  word. 

All  the  smallest  characteristics  of  this  strange  man  have 
something  strikingly  original  and  perplexingly  contradictory 
in  them.  Fat  as  he  is,  and  old  as  he  is,  his  movements  are 
astonishingly  light  and  easy.  He  is  as  noiseless  in  a  room 
as  any  of  us  women  ;  and,  more  than  that,  with  all  his  look  of 
unmistakable  mental  firmness  and  power,  he  is  as  nervously 
sensitive  as  the  weakest  of  us.  He  starts  at  chance  noises 
as  inveterately  as  Laura  herself.  He  winced  and  shuddered 
yesterday,  when  Sir  Percival  beat  one  of  the  spaniels,  so  that 
I  felt  ashamed  of  my  own  want  of  tenderness  and  sensibility, 
by  comparison  with  the  Count. 

The  relation  of  this  last  incident  reminds  me  of  one  of  his 
most  curious  peculiarities,  which  I  have  not  yet  mentioned — 
his  extraordinary  fondness  for  pet  animals. 

Some  of  these  he  has  left  on  the  Continent,  but  he  has 
brought  with  him  to  this  house  a  cockatoo,  two  canary-birds, 
and  a  whole  family  of  white  mice.  He  attends  to  all  the 
necessities  of  these  strange  favourites  himself,  and  he  has 
taught  the  creatures  to  be  surprisingly  fond  of  him,  and 
familiar  with  him.  The  cockatoo,  a  most  vicious  and 
treacherous  bird  towards  every  one  else,  absolutely  seems  to 
love  him.  When  he  lets  it  out  of  its  cage,  it  hops  on  to  his 
knee,  and  claws  its  way  up  his  great  big  body,  and  rubs  its 
top-knot  against  his  sallow  double  chin  in  the  most  caressing 
manner  imaginable.  He  has  only  to  set  the  doors  of  the 
canaries'  cages  open,  and  to  call  them  ;  and  the  pretty  little 
cleverly  trained  creatures  perch  fearlessly  on  his  hand,  mount 
his  fat  outstretched  fingers  one  bv  one,  when  he  tells  them  to 

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*  go  up-stairs/  and  sing  together  as  if  they  would  burst  their 
throats  with  dehght,  when  they  get  to  the  top  finger.  His 
white  mice  Hve  in  a  little  pagoda  of  gaily-painted  wirework, 
designed  and  made  by  himself.  They  are  almost  as  tame  as 
the  canaries,  and  they  are  perpetually  let  out,  like  the  canaries. 
They  crawl  all  over  him,  popping  in  and  out  of  his  waistcoat, 
and  sitting  in  couples,  white  as  snow,  on  his  capacious 
shoulders.  He  seems  to  be  even  fonder  of  his  mice  than  of 
his  other  pets,  smiles  at  them,  kisses  them,  and  calls  them  by 
all  sorts  of  endearing  names.  If  it  be  possible  to  suppose  an 
Englishman  with  any  taste  for  such  childish  interests  and 
amusements  as  these,  that  Englishman  would  certainly  feel 
rather  ashamed  of  them,  and  would  be  anxious  to  apologise 
for  them,  in  the  company  of  grown-up  people.  But  the  Count, 
apparently  sees  nothing  ridiculous  in  the  amazing  contrast 
between  his  colossal  self  and  his  frail  little  pets.  He  would 
blandly  kiss  his  white  mice,  and  twitter  to  his  canary-birds, 
amid  an  assembly  of  English  fox-hunters,  and  would  only 
pity  them  as  barbarians  wheii  they  were  all  laughing  their 
loudest  at  him. 

It  seems  hardly  credible,  while  I  am  writing  it  down,  but 
it  is  certainly  true,  that  this  same  man,  who  has  all  the  fond- 
ness of  an  old  maid  for  his  cockatoo,  and  all  the  small  dex- 
terities of  an  organ-boy  in  managing  his  white  mice,  can  talk, 
when  anything  happens  to  rouse  him,^  with  a  daring  indepen- 
dence of  thought,  a  knowledge  of  books  in  every  language, 
and  an  experience  of  society  in  half  the  capitals  of  Europe, 
which  would  make  him  the  prominent  personage  of  any 
assembly  in  the  civilized  world.  This  trainer  of  canary-birds, 
this  architect  of  a  pagoda  for  white  mice,  is  (as  Sir  Percival 
himself  has  told  me)  one  of  the  first  experimental  chemists 
living,  and  has  discovered,  among  other  wonderful  inventions, 
a  means  of  petrifying  the  body  after  death,  so  as  to  preserve 
it,  as  hard  as  marble,  to  the  end  of  time.  This  fat,  indolent, 
elderly  man,  whose  nerves  are  sb'finely  strung  that  he  starts 
at  chance  noises,  and  winces  when  he  sees  a  house-spaniel 
get  a  whipping,  went  into  the  stable-yard  on  the  morning 
after  his  arrival,  and  put  his  hand  on  the  head  of  a  chained 
bloodhound — a  beast  so  savage  that  the  very  groom  v.'ho  feeds 
him  keeps  out  of  his  reach.  His  wife  and  I  were  present,  and 
I  shall  not  forget  the  scene  that  followed,  short  as  it  was. 

'  Mind  that  dog,  sir,' said  the  groom  ;  '  he  flies  at  every- 
body !  '  '  He  does  that,  my  friend,'  replied  the  Count,  quietly, 
'  because  everybody  is  afraid  of  him.  Let  us  see  if  he  flies  at 
me.^     And  he  laid  his  plump,  yellow-white  fingers,  on  which 

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the  canary-birds  had  been  perchnig  ten  mhiutes  before,  upon 
the  formidable  brute's  head  ;  and  looked  him  straight  in  the 
eyes.  *  You  big  dogs  are  all  cowards,'  he  said,  addressing 
the  animal  contemptuously,  with  his  face  and  the  dog's  within 
an  inch  of  each  other.  '  You  would  kill  a  poor  cat,  you 
infernal  coward.  You  would  fly  at  a  starving  beggar,  you 
infernal  coward.  Anything  that  you  can  surprise  unawares — ■ 
anything  that  is  afraid  of  your  big  body,  and  your  wicked 
white  teeth,  and  your  slobbering,  bloodthirsty  mouth,  is  the 
thing  you  like  to  fly  at.  You  could  throttle  me  at  this  moment, 
)-ou  mean,  miserable  bully ;  and  you  daren't  so  much  as  look 
me  in  the  face,  because  I'm  not  afraid  of  you.  Will  you  think 
better  of  it,  and  try  your  teeth  in  my  fat  neck  ?  Bah  !  not  you  !  ' 
He  turned  away,  laughing  at  the  astonishment  of  the  men  in 
the  yard  ;  and  the  dog  crept  back  meekly  to  his  kennel.  '  Ah  ! 
my  nice  waistcoat  !  '  he  said,  pathetically.  '  I  am  sorry  I 
came  here.  Some  of  that  brute's  slobber  has  got  on  my 
pretty  clean  v/aistcoat.'  Those  words  express  another  of  his 
incomprehensible  oddities. ,  He  is  as  fond  of  fine  clothes  as 
the  veriest  fool  in  existence  ;  and  has  appeared  in  four  mag- 
nificent waistcoats,  already — all  of  light  garish  colours,  and 
all  immensely  large  even  for  him — in  the  two  days  of  his 
residence  at  Blackwater  Park. 

His  tact  and  cleverness  in  small  things  are  quite  as  notice- 
able as  the  singular  inconsistencies  in  his  character,  and  the 
childish  triviality  of  his  ordinary  tastes  and  pursuits. 

I  can  see  already  that  he  means  to  live  on  excellent  terms 
with  all  of  us,  during  the  period  of  his  sojourn  in  this  place. 
He  has  evidently  discovered  that  Laura  secretly  dislikes  him 
(she  confessed  as  much  to  me,  when  I  pressed  her  on  the 
subject) — but  he  has  also  found  out  that  she  is  extravagantly 
fond  of  flowers.  Whenever  she  wants  a  nosegay,  he  has  got 
one  to  give  her,  gathered  and  arranged  by  himself;  and, 
greatly  to  my  amusement,  he  is  always  cunningly  provided 
with  a  duplicate,  composedof  exactly  the  same  flowers,  grouped 
in  exactly  the  same  way,  to  appease  his  icily  jealous  wife,  before 
she  can  so  much  as  think  herself  aggrieved.  His  management 
of  the  Countess  (in  public)  is  a  sight  to  see.  He  bow^s  to  her  ; 
he  habitually  addresses  her  as  *  my  angel ; '  he  carries  his 
canaries  to  pay  her  little  visits  on  his  fingers,  and  to  sing  to 
her  ;  he  kisses  her  hand,  when  she  gives  him  his  cigarettes ;  he 
presents  her  with  sugar-plums,  in  return,  which  he  puts  into 
her  mouth  playfully,  from  a  box  in  his  pocket.  The  rod  of  iron 
with  which  he  rules  her  never  appears  in  company — it  is  a 
private  rod,  and  is  always  kept  up-stairs, 

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His  method  of  recommending  himself  to  vie,  is  entirely 
different.  He  flatters  my  vanity,  by  talking-  to  me  as  seriously 
and  sensibly  as  if  I  was  a  man.  Yes  !  I  can  find  him  out 
when  I  am  away  from  him  ;  I  know  he  flatters  my  vanity, 
when  I  think  of  him  up  here,  in  my  ov/n  room — and  yet,  when 
I  go  down  stairs,  and  get  into  his  company  again,  he  will  blind 
me  again,  and  I  shall  be  flattered  again,  just  as  if  I  had  never 
found  him  out  at  all  !  He  can  manage  me,  as  he  manages  his 
wife  and  Laura,  as  he  managed  the  bloodhound  in  the  stable- 
yard,  as  he  manages  Sir  Percival  himself,  every  hour  in  the 
day.  *  My  good  Percival  !  how  I  like  your  rough  English 
humour  ! ' — '  My  good  Percival  !  how  I  enjoy  your  solid 
English  sense  ! '  He  puts  the  rudest  remarks  Sir  Percival  can 
make  on  his  effeminate  tastes  and  amusements,  quietly  away 
from  him  in  that  manner — always  calling  the  baronet  by  his 
Christian  name  ;  smiling  at  him  with  the  calmest  superiority  ; 
patting  him  on  the  shoulder ;  and  bearing  with  him  be- 
nignantly,  as  a  good-humoured  father  bears  with  a  wayward 
son. 

The  interest  which  I  really  cannot  help  feeling  in  this 
strangely  original  man,  has  led  me  to  question  Sir  Percival 
about  his  past  life. 

Sir  Percival  either  knov.'s  little,  or  will  tell  me  little,  about 
it.  He  and  the  Count  first  met  many  years  ago,  at  Rome, 
under  the  dangerous  circumstances  to  which  I  have  alluded 
elsewhere.  Since  that  time,  they  have  been  perpetually 
together  in  London,  in  Paris,  and  in  Vienna — but  never  in 
Italy  again  ;  the  Count  having,  oddly  enough,  not  crossed  the 
frontiers  of  his  native  country  for  years  past.  Perhaps,  he  has 
been  made  the  victim  of  some  political  persecution  ?  At  all 
events,  he  seems  to  be  patriotically  anxious  not  to  lose  sight 
of  any  of  his  own  countrymen  who  may  happen  to  be  in 
England.  On  the  evening  of  his  arrival,  he  asked  how  far  we 
were  from  the  nearest  town,  and  whether  we  knew  of  any 
Italian  gentlemen  who  might  happen  to  be  settled  there.  He 
is  certainly  in  correspondence  with  people  on  the  Continent, 
for  his  letters  have  all  sorts  of  odd  stamps  on  them  ;  and  I 
saw  one  for  him,  this  morning,  waiting  in  his  place  at  the 
breakfast-table,  with  a  huge  ofiicial-looking  seal  on  it.  Per- 
haps he  is  in  correspondence  v^ith  his  government  ?  And  yet, 
that  is  hardly  to  be  reconciled,  either,  with  my  other  idea  that 
he  may  be  a  political  exile. 

How  much  I  seem  to  have  written  about  Count  Fosco  ! 
And  what  does  it  all  amount  to  ? — as  poor,  dear  Mr.  Gilmore 
would  ask,  in  his  impenetrable  business-like  way.     I  can  only 

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repeat  that  I  do  assuredly  feel,  even  on  this  short  acquahitance, 
a  strange,  half-willing,  half-unwilling  liking  for  the  Count. 
He  seems  to  have  established  over  me  the  same  sort  of  as- 
cendancy which  he  has  evidently  gained  over  Sir  Percival. 
Free,  and  even  rude,  as  he  may  occasionally  be  in  his  manner 
towards  his  fat  friend,  Sir  Percival  is  nevertheless  afraid,  as  I 
can  plainly  see,  of  giving  any  serious  offence  to  the  Count.  I 
wonder  whether  I  am  afraid,  too  ?  I  certainly  never  saw  a 
man,  in  all  my  experience,  whom  I  should  be  so  sorry  to  have 
for  an  enemy.  Is  this  because  I  like  him,  or  because  I  am 
afraid  of  him  ?  Cln  sa  ? — as  Count  Fosco  might  say  in  his 
own  language.     Who  knows  ? 

June  i6th. — Something  to  chronicle,  to-day,  besides  my 
own  ideas  and  impressions.  A  visitor  has  arrived — quite  un- 
known to  Laura  and  to  me  ;  and,  apparently,  quite  unexpected 
by  Sir  Percival. 

We  were  all  at  lunch,  in  the  room  with  the  new  French 
windows  that  open  into  the  verandah  ;  and  the  Count  (who 
devours  pastry  as  I  have  never  yet  seen  it  devoured  by  any 
human  beings  but  girls  at  boarding-schools)  had  just  amused 
us  by  asking  gravely  for  his  fourth  tart— when  the  servant 
entered,  to  announce  the  visitor. 

'  Mr.  Merriman  has  just  come,  Sir  Percival,  and  wishes  to 
see  you  immediately.' 

Sir  Percival  started,  and  looked  at  the  man,  with  an  ex- 
pression of  angry  alarm. 

*  Mr.  Merriman  ? '  he  repeated  as  if  he  thought  his  own 
ears  must  have  deceived  him. 

'Yes,  Sir  Percival:  Mr.  Merriman,  from  London.' 
'  Where  is  he  ?  ' 

*  In  the  library.  Sir  Percival.' 

He  left  the  table  the  instant  the  last  answer  was  given  ; 
and  hurried  out  of  the  room  without  saying  a  word  to  any  of 
us. 

*  Who  is  Mr.  Merriman  ? '  asked  Laura,  appealing  to  me. 

*  I  have  not  the  least  idea,'  was  all  I  could  say  in  reply. 
The   Count  had  finished  his  fourth  tart,  and  had  gone  to 

a  side-table  to  look  after  his  vicious  cockatoo.  He  turned 
round  to  us,  uith  the  bird  perched  on  his  shoulder. 

*  Mr.  Merriman  is  Sir  Percival's  solicitor,'  he  said  quietly. 
Sir  Percival's  solicitor.     It  was  a  perfectly  straightforward 

answer  to  Laura's  question  ;  and  yet,  under  the  circumstances, 
it  was  not  satisfactory.  If  Mr.  Merriman  had  been  specially 
sent  for  by  his  client,  there  would  have  been  nothing  very 

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wonderful  in  his  leaving  town  to  obey  the  summons.  But 
when  a  lawyer  travels  from  London  to  Hampshire,  without 
being  sent  for,  and  when  his  arrival  at  a  gentleman's  house 
seriously  startles  the  gentleman  himself,  it  may  be  safely 
taken  for  granted  that  the  legal  visitor  is  the  bearer  of  some 
very  important  and  very  unexpected  news — news  which  m^ay 
be  either  very  good  or  very  bad,  but  which  cannot,  in  either 
case,  be  of  the  common  every-day  kind. 

Laura  and  I  sat  silent  at  the  table,  for  a  quarter  of  an 
hour  or  more,  wondering  uneasily  what  had  happened,  and 
waiting  for  the  chance  of  Sir  Percival's  speedy  return.  There 
were  no  signs  of  his  return  ;  and  we  rose  to  leave  the  room. 

The  Count,  attentive  as  usual,  advanced  from  the  corner 
in  which  he  had  been  feeding  his  cockatoo,  with  the  bird  still 
perched  on  his  shoulder,  and  opened  the  door  for  us.  Laura 
and  Madame  Fosco  v.-ent  out  first.  Just  as  I  was  on  the  point 
of  following  them,  he  made  a  sign  with  his  hand,  and  spoke 
to  me,  before  I  passed  him,  in  the  oddest  manner. 

'Yes,'  he  said  ;  quietly  answering  the  vuiexpressed  idea  at 
that  moment  in  my  mind,  as  if  I  had  plainly  confided  it  to 
him  in  so  many  words — '  yes.  Miss  Halcombe  ;  something  has 
happened.' 

I  was  on  the  point  of  answering,  '  I  never  said  so.'  But 
the  vicious  cockatoo  ruffled  his  clipped  wings,  and  gave  a 
screech  that  set  all  my  nerves  on  edge  in  an  instant,  and  made 
me  only  too  glad  to  get  out  of  the  room. 

I  joined  Laura  at  the  foot  of  the  stairs.  The  thought  in 
her  mind  was  the  same  as  the  thought  in  mine,  which  Count 
Fosco  had  surprised— and,  when  she  spoke,  her  words  were 
almost  the  echo  of  his.  She,  too,  said  to  me,  secretly,  that 
she  was  afraid  something  had  happened. 


III. 

June  i6th. — I   have  a  fev/  lines  more  to  add   to   this   day's 
entry  before  I  ^o  to  bed  to-night. 

About  two  hours  after  Sir  Percival  rose  from  the  luncheon- 
table  to  receive  his  solicitor,  Mr.  Merriman,  in  the  library,  I 
left  my  room,  alone,  to  take  a  walk  in  the  plantations.  Just 
as  I  was  at  the  end  of  the  landing,  the  library  door  opened, 
and  the  two  gentlemen  came  out.  Thinking  it  best  not  to 
disturb  them  by  appearing  on  the  stairs,  I  resolved  to  defer 
going  down  till  they  had  crossed  the  hall.  Although  they 
spoke  to  each  other  in  guarded  tones,  their  words  were  prO' 

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nounced  with  sufiicient  distinctness  cf  utterance  to  reach  my 
cars. 

'  Make  your  mind  easy,  Sir  Pcrcival,'  I  heard  the  lawyer 
say.      '  It  all  rests  with  Lady  Glyde.' 

I  had  turned  to  go  back  to  my  own  room,  for  a  minute  or 
two  ;  but  the  sound  of  Laura's  name,  on  the  lips  of  a  stranger, 
stopped  me  instantly.  I  dare  say  it  was  very  wrong-  and  very 
discreditable  to  listen— but  vv^here  is  the  woman,  in  the  whole 
range  of  our  sex,  who  can  regulate  her  actions  by  the  abstract 
principles  of  honour,  when  those  principles  point  one  way, 
and  when  her  affections,  and  the  interests  which  grow  out  of 
them,  point  the  other  ? 

I  listened ;  and,  under  similar  circumstances,  I  would 
listen  again — yes  !  with  my  ear  at  the  keyhole,  if  I  could  not 
possibly  manage  it  in  any  other  way. 

'  You  quite  understand.  Sir  Percival  ?  '  the  lawyer  went 
on.  '  Lady  Glyde  is  to  sign  her  name  in  the  presence  of  a 
witness — or  of  two  witnesses,  if  you  wish  to  be  particularly 
careful— and  is  then  to  put  her  finger  on  the  seal,  and  say, 
"  I  deliver  this  as  my  act  and  deed."  If  that  is  done  in  a  week's 
time,  the  arrangement  will  be  perfectly  successful,  and  the 
anxiety  will  be  all  over.     If  not ' 

•  W^hat  do  you  mean  by  "if  not.'*"'  asked  Sir  Percival, 
angrily.  '  If  the  thing  ??ins^  be  done,  it  s/ia/l  be  done.  I 
promise  you  that,  Merriman.' 

'  Just  so.  Sir  Percival — just  so  ;  but  there  are  two  alterna- 
tives in  all  transactions  ;  and  we  lawyers  like  to  look  both  of 
them  in  the  face  boldly.  If  through  any  extraordinary  circum- 
stance the  arrangement  should  720/  be  made,  I  think  I  may  be 
able  to  get  the  parties  to  accept  bills  at  three  months.  But 
how  the  money  is  to  be  raised  when  the  bills  fall  due ' 

*  Damn  the  bills  !  The  money  is  only  to  be  got  in  one 
way  ;  and  in  that  way,  I  tell  you  again,  it  s/ia/l  be  got.  Take 
a  glass  of  wine,  Merriman,  before  you  go.^ 

'  Much  obliged,  Sir  Percival ;  I  have  not  a  moment  to  lose 
if  I  am  to  catch  the  up-train.  You  will  let  me  know  as  soon 
as  the  arrangement  is  complete  ?  and  you  will  not  forget  the 
caution  I  recommended ' 

'  Of  course  I  won't.  There's  the  dog-cart  at  the  door  for 
you.  My  groom  will  get  you  to  the  station  in  no  time. 
Benjamin,  drive  like  mad  !  Jump  in.  If  Mr.  Merriman 
misses  the  train,  you  lose  your  place.  Hold  fast,  Merriman, 
and  if  you  are  upset,  trust  to  the  devil  to  save  his  own.' 
With  that  parting  benediction,  the  baronet  turned  about,  and 
walked  back  to  the  library. 

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I  had  not  heard  much  ;  but  the  little  that  had  reached  my 
ears  was  enough  to  make  me  feel  uneasy.  The  '  something- ' 
that  '  had  happened,'  was  but  too  plainly  a  serious  money- 
embarrassment  ;  and  Sir  Percival's  relief  from  it  depended 
upon  Laura.  The  prospect  of  seeing  her  involved  in  her 
husband's  secret  difficulties  filled  me  with  dismay,  exaggerated, 
no  doubt,  by  my  ignorance  of  business  and  my  settled  distrust 
of  Sir  Percival.  Instead  of  going  out,  as  I  proposed,  I  went 
back  immediately  to  Laura's  room  to  tell  her  what  I  had 
heard. 

She  received  my  bad  news  so  composedly  as  to  surprise 
me.  She  evidently  knows  more  of  her  husband's  character 
and  her  husband's  embarrassments  than  I  have  suspected  up 
to  this  time. 

'  I  feared  as  much,'  she  said,  '  when  I  heard  of  that  strange 
gentleman  who  called,  and  declined  to  leave  his  name.' 

'  Who  do  you  think  the  gentleman  was,  then  ?  '  I  asked. 

'Some  person  who  has  heavy  claims  on  Sir  Percival,'  she 
answered  ;  '  and  who  has  been  the  cause  of  Mr.  Merriman's 
visit  here  to-day.' 

'  Do  you  know  anything  about  those  claims  ?  ' 

'  No  ;  I  know  no  particulars.' 

'  You  will  sign  nothing,  Laura,  without  first  looking  at 
it?' 

*  Certainly  not,  Marian.  Whatever  I  can  harmlessly  and 
honestly  do  to  help  him  I  will  do — for  the  sake  of  making  your 
life  and  mine,  love,  as  easy  and  as  happy  as  possible.  But  I 
will  do  nothing,  ignorantly,  which  we  might,  one  day,  have 
reason  to  feel  ashamed  of.  Let  us  say  no  more  about  it,  now. 
You  have  got  your  hat  on — suppose  we  go  and  dream 
away  the  afternoon  in  the  grounds  ?  ' 

On  leaving  the  house  we  directed  our  steps  to  the  nearest 
shade. 

As  we  passed  an  open  space  among  the  trees  in  front  of 
the  house,  there  was  Count  Fosco,  slowly  walking  back- 
wards and  forwards  on  the  grass,  sunning  himself  in  the  full 
blaze  of  the  hot  June  afternoon.  He  had  a  broad  straw 
hat  on,  with  a  violet  coloured  ribbon  round  it.  A  blue  blouse, 
with  profuse  white  fancy-work  over  the  bosom,  covered  his 
prodigious  body,  and  was  girt  about  the  place  where  his  waist 
might  once  have  been,  with  a  broad  scarlet  leather  belt. 
Nankeen  trousers,  displaying  more  white  fancy-work  over  the 
ankles,  and  purple  morocco  slippers,  adorned  his  lower 
extremities.  He  was  singing  Figaro's  famous  song  in  the 
Barber  of  Seville,  with  that  crisply  fluent  vocalisation  which  is 

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never  heard  from  any  other  than  an  ItaHan  throat  ;  accom- 
panying- himself  on  the  concertina,  which  he  played  with 
ecstatic  throwing-s-up  of  his  arms,  and  graceful  twistings  and 
turnings  of  his  head,  like  a  fat  St.  Cecilia  masquerading  in 
male  attire.  '  Figaro  quk  !  Figaro  \k  !  Figaro  su  !  Figaro  giu  ! ' 
sang  the  Count,  jauntily  tossing  up  the  concertina  at  arm's 
length,  and  bowing  to  us,  on  one  side  of  the  instrument,  with 
the  airy  grace  and  elegance  of  Figaro  himself  at  twenty  years 
of  age. 

'  Take  my  word  for  It,  Laura,  that  man  knows  something- 
of  Sir  Percival's  embarrassments,'  I  said,  as  we  returned  the 
Count's  salutation  from  a  safe  distance. 

'  What  makes  you  think  that  ?  '  she  asked. 

'How  should  he  have  known, otherwise,  that  Mr.  Merriman 
was  Sir  Percival's  solicitor  ?  '  I  rejoined.  '  Besides,  when  I 
followed  you  out  of  the  luncheon-room  he  told  me,  without 
a  single  word  of  inquiry  on  my  part,  that  something  had 
happened.     Depend  upon  it,  he  knows  more  than  we  do.' 

'  Don't  ask  him  any  questions,  if  he  does.  Don't  take  him 
into  our  confidence  ! ' 

'  You  seem  to  dislike  him,  Laura,  in  a  very  determined 
manner.     What  has  he  said  or  done  to  justify  you  ?  ' 

'  Nothing,  Marian.  On  the  contrary,  he  was  all  kindness 
and  attention  on  our  journey  home,  and  he  several  times 
checked  Sir  Percival's  outbreaks  of  temper,  in  the  most  con- 
siderate manner  towards  jne.  Perhaps,  I  dislike  him  because 
he  has  so  much  more  power  over  my  husband  than  I  have. 
Perhaps  it  hurts  my  pride  to  be  under  any  obligations  to  his 
interference.     All  I  know  is,  that  I  do  dislike  him.' 

The  rest  of  the  day  and  evening  passed  quietly 
enough.  The  Count  and  I  played  at  chess.  For  the  first  two 
games  he  politely  allowed  me  to  conquer  him  ;  and  then,  when 
he  saw  that  I  had  found  him  out,  begged  my  pardon,  and,  at 
the  third  game,  checkmated  me  in  ten  minutes.  Sir  Percival 
never  once  referred,  all  through  the  evening,  to  the  lawyer's 
visit.  But  either  that  event,  or  something  else,  had  produced 
a  singular  alteration  for  the  better  in  him.  He  was  as  polite 
and  agreeable  to  all  of  us,  as  he  used  to  be  in  the  days  of  his 
probation  at  Limmeridge ;  and  he  was  so  amazingly  atten- 
tive and  kind  to  his  wife,  that  even  icy  Madame  Fosco 
was  roused  into  looking  at  him  with  a  grave  surprise.  What 
does  this  mean  ?  I  think  I  can  guess  ;  I  am  afraid  Laura  can 
guess  ;  and  I  am  sure  Count  Fosco  knows.  I  caught  Sir 
Percival  looking  at  him  for  approval  more  than  once  in  the 
course  of  the  evening. 

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June  lyth. — A  day  of  events.  I  most  fervently  hope  I  may 
not  have  to  add,  a  day  of  disasters  as  well. 

Sir  Percival  was  as  silent  at  breakfast  as  he  had  been  the 
evening- before,  on  the  subject  of  the  mysterious  '  arrangemient' 
(as  the  lawyer  called  it),  which  is  hanging- over  our  heads.  An 
hour  afterwards,  however,  he  suddenly  entered  the  morning- 
room,  where  his  wife  and  I  v.-ere  waiting,  with  our  hats 
on,  for  Madame  Fosco  to  join  us ;  and  inquired  for  the 
Count. 

'  We  expect  to  see  him  here  directly,'  I  said. 

*  The  fact  is,'  Sir  Percival  went  on,  walking  nervousl}' 
about  the  room,  '  I  want  Fosco  and  his  wife  in  the  library,  for 
a  mere  business  formality ;  and  I  want  you  there,  Laura,  for 
a  minute,  too.'  He  stopped,  and  appeared  to  notice,  for 
the  first  time,  that  we  were  in  our  walking  costume.  '  Have 
just  come  in  ?  '  he  asked,  '  or  were  you  just  going  out  ?  ' 

'  We  were  all  thinking  of  going  to  the  lake  this  morning,' 
said  Laura.  '  But  if  you  have  any  other  arrangement  to 
propose- 


'  No,  no,'  he  answered,  hastily.  'My  arrangement  can 
wait.  After  lunch  will  do  as  well  for  it,  as  after  breakfast. 
All  going  to  the  lake,  eh  ?  A  good  idea.  Let's  have  an  idle 
morning  ;  I'll  be  one  of  the  party.' 

There  was  no  mistaking  his  manner,  even  if  it  had  been 
possible  to  mistake  the  uncharacteristic  readiness  which  his 
words  expressed,  to  submit  his  own  plans  and  projects  to 
the  convenience  of  others.  He  was  evidently  relieved  at 
finding  an  excuse  for  delaying  the  business  formality  in  the 
library,  to  which  his  own  words  had  referred.  My  heart  sank 
within  me,  as  I  drew  the  inevitable  inference. 

The  Count  and  his  wife  joined  us,  at  that  moment.  The 
lady  had  her  husband's  embroidered  tobacco-pouch,  and  her 
store  of  paper  in  her  hand,  for  the  manufacture  of  the  eternal 
cigarettes.  The  gentleman,  dressed,  as  visual,  in  his  blouse 
and  straw  hat,  carried  the  gay  little  pagoda-cage,  with  his 
darling  white  mice  in  it,  and  smiled  on  them,  and  on  us,  with 
a  bland  amiability  which  it  was  impossible  to  resist. 

'  With  your  kind  permission,'  said  the  Count,  *  I  Avill  take 
my  small  family  here — my  poor-little-harmless-pretty-Mouseys, 
out  for  an  airing  along  with  us.  There  are  dogs  about  the 
house,  and  shall  I  leave  my  forlorn  white  children  at  the 
mercies  of  the  dogs  ?     Ah,  never  !  ' 

He  chirruped  paternally  at  his  small  white  children 
through  the  bars  of  the  pagoda  ;  and  we  all  left  the  house  for 
the  lake, 

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In  the  plantation,  Sir  Perclval  strayed  away  from  us.  It 
seems  to  be  part  of  his  restless  disposition  always  to  separate 
himself  from  his  companions  on  these  occasions,  and  always 
to  occupy  himself,  when  he  is  alone,  in  cutting  new  walking- 
sticks  for  his  own  use.  The  mere  act  of  cutting- and  lopping, 
at  hazard,  appears  to  please  him.  He  has  filled  the  house 
with  walking-sticks  of  his  own  making,  not  one  of  which  he 
ever  takes  up  for  a  second  time.  When  they  have  been  once 
used,  his  interest  in  them  is  all  exhausted,  and  he  thinks  of 
nothing  but  going  on,  and  making  more. 

At  the  old  boat-house,  he  joined  us  again.  I  will  put 
down  the  conversation  that  ensued,  when  we  were  all  settled 
in  our  places,  exactly  as  it  passed.  It  is  an  important  con- 
versation, so  far  as  I  am  concerned,  for  it  has  seriously  dis- 
posed me  to  distrust  the  influence  which  Count  Fosco  has 
exercised  over  my  thoughts  and  feelings,  and  to  resist  it,  for 
the  future,  as  resolutely  as  I  can. 

The  boat-house  was  large  enough  to  hold  us  all ;  but  Sir 
Percival  remained  outside,  trimming  the  last  new  stick  with 
his  pocket-axe.  We  three  women  found  plenty  of  room  on 
the  large  seat.  Laura  took  her  work,  and  Madame  Fosco 
began  her  cigarettes.  I,  as  usual,  had  nothing  to  do.  My 
hands  always  were,  and  always  will  be,  as  awkward  as  a 
man's.  The  Count  good  humouredly  took  a  stool  many  sizes 
too  small  for  him,  and  balanced  himself  on  it  with  his  back 
against  the  side  of  the  shed,  which  creaked  and  groaned 
under  his  weight.  He  put  the  pagoda-cage  on  his  lap,  and 
let  out  the  mice  to  crawl  over  him  as  usual.  They  are  pretty, 
innocent-looking  little  creatures  ;  but  the  sight  of  them,  creep- 
ing about  a  man's  body  is,  for  some  reason,  not  pleasant  to 
me.  It  excites  a  strange,  responsive  creeping  in  my  own 
nerves  ;  and  suggests  hideous  ideas  of  men  dying  in  prison, 
with  the  crawling  creatures  of  the  dungeon  preying  on  them 
undisturbed. 

The  morning  was  windy  and  cloudy  ;  and  the  rapid  alter- 
nations of  shadow  and  sunlight  over  the  waste  of  the  lake, 
made  the  view  look  doubly  wild,  weird,  and  g'loomy. 

*  Some  people  call  that  picturesque,'  said  Sir  Percival, 
pointing  over  the  wide  prospect  with  his  half-finished  walk- 
ing-stick. '  I  call  it  a  blot  on  a  gentleman's  property.  In 
my  great-grandfather's  time,  the  lake  flowed  to  this  place. 
Look  at  it  now  !  It  is  not  four  feet  deep  anywhere,  and  it  is 
all  puddles  and  pools.  I  wish  I  could  afford  to  drain  it,  and 
plant  it  all  over.  My  bailiff  (a  superstitious  idiot)  says  he  is 
quite   sure   the   lake   has  a  curse  on  it,  like  the  Dead  Sea. 

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What  do  you  think,  Fosco?     It  looks  just  the  place  for  a 
murder,  doesn't  it  ?  ' 

'  My  good  Percival ! '  remonstrated  the  Count.  '  What  is 
your  solid  English  sense  thinking  of  ?  The  water  is  too 
shallow  to  hide  the  body  ;  and  there  is  sand  everywhere  to 
print  off  the  murderer's  footsteps.  It  is,  upon  the  whole, 
the  very  worst  place  for  a  murder  that  I  ever  set  my  eyes 
on.' 

'  Humbug  !  '  said  Sir  Percival,  cutting  away  fiercely  at  his 
stick.  '  You  know  what  I  mean.  The  dreary  scenery — the 
lonely  situation.  If  you  choose  to  understand  me,  you  can — 
if  you  don't  choose,  I  am  not  going  to  trouble  myself  to 
explain  my  meaning.' 

'And  why  not,'  asked  the  Count,  "when  your  meaning 
can  be  explained  by  anybody  in  two  words  ?  If  a  fool  was 
going  to  commit  a  murder,  your  lake  is  the  first  place  he 
would  choose  for  it.  If  a  wise  man  was  going  to  comm.it  a 
murder,  your  lake  is  the  last  place  he  would  choose  for  it.  Is 
that  your  meaning?  If  it  is,  there  is  your  explanation  for 
you,  ready  made.  Take  it,  Percival,  with  your  good  Fosco's 
blessing.' 

Laura  looked  at  the  Count,  with  her  dislike  for  him 
appearing  a  little  too  plainly  in  her  face.  He  was  so  busy 
with  his  mice  that  he  did  not  notice  her. 

'  I  am  sorry  to  hear  the  lake-view  connected  with  anything 
so  horrible  as  the  idea  of  murder,'  she  said.  'And  if  Count 
Fosco  must  divide  murderers  into  classes,  I  think  he  has 
been  very  unfortunate  in  his  choice  of  expressions.  To 
describe  them  as  fools  only,  seems  like  treating  them  with  an 
indulgence  to  which  they  have  no  claim.  And  to  describe 
them  as  wise  men,  sounds  to  me  like  a  downright  contra- 
diction in  terms.  I  have  always  heard  that  truly  wise  men 
are  truly  good  men,  and  have  a  horror  of  crime.' 

'  My  dear  lady,'  said  the  Count,  '  those  are  admirable 
sentiments  ;  and  I  have  seen  them  stated  at  the  tops  of  copy- 
books.' He  lifted  one  of  the  white  mice  in  the  palm  of  his 
hand,  and  spoke  to  it  in  his  whimsical  way.  '  My  pretty 
little  smooth  white  rascal,'  he  said,  'here  is  a  moral  lesson 
for  you.  A  truly  wise  Mouse  is  a  truly  good  Mouse.  Men- 
tion that,  if  you  please,  to  your  companions,  and  never  gnaw 
at  the  bars  of  your  cage  again  as  long  as  you  live.' 

'  It  is  easy  to  turn  everything  into  ridicule,'  said  Laura, 
resolutely  ;  '  but  you  will  not  find  it  quite  so  easy.  Count 
Fosco,  to  give  me  an  instance  of  a  wise  man  who  has  been  a 
great  criminal.' 

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The  Count  shrug-ged  his  huge  shoulders,  and  smiled  on 
Laura  in  the  friendliest  manner. 

'  Most  true  !  '  he  said.  '  The  fool's  crime  is  the  crime  that 
is  found  out ;  and  the  wise  man's  crime  is  the  crime  that  is 
not  found  out.  If  I  could  give  you  an  instance,  it  would  not 
be  the  instance  of  a  wise  man.  Dear  Lady  Glyde,  your  sound 
English  common  sense  has  been  too  much  for  me.  It  is 
checkmate  for  me  this  time,  Miss  Halcombe — ha  ?  ' 

'  Stand  to  your  guns,  Laura,'  sneered  Sir  Percival,  who 
had  been  listening  in  his  place  at  the  door.  '  Tell  him,  next, 
that  crimes  cause  their  own  detection.  There's  another  bit  of 
copy-book  morality  for  you,  Fosco.  Crimes  cause  their  own 
detection.      What  infernal  humbug  !  ' 

'  I  believe  it  to  be  true,'  said  Laura,  quietly. 

Sir  Percival  burst  out  laughing ;  so  violently,  so  out- 
rageously, that  he  quite  startled  us  all — the  Count  more  than 
any  of  us. 

*I  believe  it,  too,'  I  said,  coming  to  Laura's  rescue. 

Sir  Percival,  who  had  been  unaccountably  amused  at  his 
wife's  remark,  was,  just  as  unaccountably,  irritated  by  mine. 
He  struck  the  new  stick  savagely  on  the  sand,  and  walked 
away  from  us. 

'  Poor  dear  Percival  !  '  cried  Count  Fosco,  looking  after 
him  gaily  :  '  he  is  the  victim  of  English  spleen.  But,  my  dear 
Miss  Halcombe,  my  dear  Lady  Glyde,  do  you  really  believe 
that  crimes  cause  their  own  detection  ?  And  you,  my  angel,' 
he  continued,  turning  to  his  wife,  who  had  not  uttered  a 
word  yet,  '  do  you  think  so  too  ?  ' 

'  I  wait  to  be  instructed,'  replied  the  Countess,  in  tones  of 
freezing  reproof,  intended  for  Laura  and  me,  '  before  I  venture 
on  giving  my  opinion  in  the  presence  of  well-informed  men.' 

'  Do  you,  indeed  ? '  I  said.  '  I  remember  the  time, 
Countess,  when  you  advocated  the  Rights  of  Women — and 
freedom  of  female  opinion  was  one  of  them.' 

'  What  is  your  view  of  the  subject.  Count  ? '  asked 
Madame  Fosco,  calmly  proceeding  with  her  cigarettes,  and 
not  taking  the  least  notice  of  me. 

The  Count  stroked  one  of  his  white  mice  reflectively  with 
his  chubby  little  finger  before  he  answered. 

'  It  is  truly  wonderful,'  he  said,  '  how  easily  Society  can 
console  itself  for  the  worst  of  its  shortcomings  with  a  little  bit 
of  clap-trap.  The  machinery  it  has  set  up  for  the  detection 
of  crime  is  miserably  ineffective — and  yet  only  invent  a  moral 
epigram,  saying  that  it  works  well,  and  you  bhnd  everybody 
to  its  blunders,  from  that  moment.     Crimes  cause  their  own 

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detection,  do  they  ?  And  murder  will  out  (another  moral 
epigram),  will  it  ?  Ask  Coroners  who  sit  at  inquests  in  larg'e 
towns  if  that  is  true.  Lady  Glyde.  Ask  secretaries  of  life- 
assurance  companies,  if  that  is  true.  Miss  Halcombe.  Read 
your  own  public  journals.  In  the  few  cases  that  get  into  the 
newspapers,  are  there  not  instances  of  slain  bodies  found,  and 
no  murderers  ever  discovered  ?  Multiply  the  cases  that  are 
reported  by  the  cases  that  are  710^  reported,  and  the  bodies 
that  are  found  by  the  bodies  that  are  iiol  found  ;  and  what 
conclusion  do  you  come  to  ?  This,  That  there  are  foolish 
criminals  who  are  discovered,  and  wise  criminals  who  escape. 
The  hiding-  of  a  crime,  or  the  detection  of  a  crime,  what  is  it  ? 
A  trial  of  skill  between  the  police  on  one  side,  and  the  indi- 
vidual on  the  other.  When  the  criminal  is  a  brutal,  ignorant 
fool,  the  police,  in  nine  cases  out  of  ten,  win.  When  the 
criminal  is  a  resolute,  educated,  hig'hly-intelligent  man,  the 
police,  in  nine  cases  out  of  ten,  lose.  If  the  police  win,  you 
generally  hear  all  about  it.  If  the  police  lose,  you  generally 
hear  nothing.  And  on  this  tottering  foundation  you  build  up 
your  comfortable  moral  maxim  that  Crime  causes  its  own  de- 
tection !  Yes — all  the  crime  j'o it  know  of.  And,  what  of  the 
rest  ? ' 

'  Devilish  true,  and  very  well  put,'  cried  a  voice  at  the 
entrance  of  the  boat-house.  Sir  Percival  had  recovered  his 
equanimity,  and  had  come  back  while  we  were  listening  to  the 
Count. 

'  Some  of  it  may  be  true,'  I  said  ;  *  and  all  of  it  may  be 
very  well  put.  But  I  don't  see  why  Count  Fosco  should 
celebrate  the  victory  of  the  criminal  over  society  with  so  much 
exultation,  or  why  you.  Sir  Percival,  should  applaud  him  so 
loudly  for  doing  it.' 

'  Do  you  hear  that,  Fosco  ?  '  asked  Sir  Percival.  '  Take  my 
advice,  and  make  your  peace  with  your  audience.  Tell  them 
Virtue's  a  fine  thing — they  like  that,  I  can  promise  you.' 

The  Count  laughed,  inwardly  and  silently  ;  and  tv/o  of 
the  white  mice  in  his  waistcoat,  alarmed  by  the  internal  con- 
vulsion going  on  beneath  them,  darted  out  in  a  violent  hurry, 
and  scrambled  into  their  cage  again. 

'The  ladies,  my  good  Percival,  shall  tell  me  about  virtue,' 
he  said.  '  They  are  better  authorities  than  I  am  ;  for  they 
know  what  virtue  is,  and  I  don't.' 

'  You  hear  him  ?  '  said  Sir  Percival.      '  Isn't  it  awful  ?  ' 

'  It  is  true,'  said  the  Count,  quietly.  '  I  am  a  citizen  of  the 
world,  and  I  have  met,  in  my  time,  with  so  many  different 
sorts   of  virtue,  that  I  am  puzzled,  in  my  old  age,  to   say 

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which  is  the  rig-ht  sort  and  which  is  the  wrono-.  Here,  in 
England,  there  is  one  virtue.  And  there,  in  China,  there  is 
another  virtue.  And  John  Enghshman  says  my  virtue  is  the 
genuine  virtue.  And  John  Chinaman  says  my  virtue  is  the 
g:enuine  virtue.  And  I  say  Yes  to  one,  or  No  to  the  other 
and  am  just  as  much  bewildered  about  it  in  the  case  of  John 
with  the  top-boots  as  I  am  in  the  case  of  John  with  the  pio-tail 
Ah,  nice  little  Mousey  !  come,  kiss  me.  What  is  youf'^o wn 
private  notion  of  a  virtuous  man,  my  pret-pret-pretty  ?  A 
man  Avho  keeps  you  warm,  and  gives  vou  plenty  to  eat. 
And  a  g-ood  notion,  too,  for  it  is  intelligible,  at  the  least.' 

'Stay  a  minute.  Count,'  I  interposed.  '  Acceptino-'your 
illustration,  surely  we  have  one  unquestionable  virtue  in 
England,  which  is  wanting-  in  China.  The  Chinese  authorities 
kill  thousands  of  innocent  people,  on  the  most  frivolous  pre- 
texts. We,  in  England,  are  free  from  all  guilt  of  that  kind— 
we  commit  no  such  dreadful  crime— we  abhor  reckless  blood- 
shed, with  all  our  hearts.' 

'  Quite  right,  Marian,'  said  Laura.  '  Well  thought  of,  and 
well  expressed.' 

_  '  Pray  allow  the  Count  to  proceed,'  said  Madame   Fosco 
with   stern  civility.      '  You  will    find,  voung   ladies,  that   he 
never  speaks  without  having  excellent 'reasons  for  all  that  he 
sa3's. 

'Thank  you,  my  angel,'  replied  the  Count.  'Have  a 
bonbon:^'  He  took  out  of  his  pocket  a  prettv  little  inlaid 
box,  and  placed  it  open  on  the  table.  '  Chocolat  a  la  Vanille  ' 
cried  the  impenetrable  man,  cheerfully  rattling  the  sv.-eatmeits 
in  the  box,  and  bowing  all  round.  '  Offered  by  Fosco  as  an 
act  of  homage  to  the  charming  society.' 

_  '  Be  good  enough  to  go  on,  Count,'  said  his  wife,  with  a 
spiteful  reference  to  myself.  '  Oblige  me  by  answering  Miss 
Halcombe.  ^ 

^  'Miss  Halcombe  is  unanswerable,'  replied  the  polite  Italian 
—  that  IS  to  say,  so  far  as  she  goes.  Yes  !  I  agree  with  her. 
John  Bull  does  abhor  the  crimes  of  John  Chinaman  He  is 
the  quickest  old  gentleman  at  finding  out  the  faults  that  are 
his  neighbours',  and  the  slowest  old  gentleman  at  findino-  out 
the  faults  that  are  his  own,  who  exists  on  the  face  of  creation, 
is  he  so  very  nnich_  better  in  his  way,  than  the  people  whom 
he  condemns  in  their  way  ?  English  society,  Miss  Halcombe, 
IS  as  often  the  accomplice,  as  it  is  the  enemy  of  crime.  Yes  ' 
yes  .  Crime  is  in  this  country  what  crime  is  in  other  countries 
—a  good  friend  to  a  man  and  to  those  about  him  as  often  as 
It  IS  an  enemy.    A  great  rascal  provides  for  his  wife  and  family. 

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The  worse  he  is,  the  more  he  makes  them  the  objects  for  youf 
sympathy.      He  often  provides,  also,  for  himself.     A  proflii^ate 
spendthrift  who  is  alway  borrowing  money,  will  get  more  from 
his  friends  than  the  rigidly  honest  man  who  only  borrows  of 
them  once,  under  pressure  of  the  direst  want.     In  the  one  case, 
the  friends  will  not  be  at  all  surprised,  and  they  will  give.     In 
the  other  case,  they  will  be  very  much  surprised,  and  they  will 
hesitate.     Is  the  prison  that  Mr.  Scoundrel  lives  in,  at  the  end 
of  his  career,  a  more  uncomfortable  place  than  the  workhouse 
that  Mr.    Honesty  lives  in,  at  the  end  of  his  career  ?     When 
John-Howard-Philanthropist  wants  to  relieve  misery,  he  goes 
to  find  it  in  prisons,  where  crime  is  wretched — not  in  huts  and 
hovels,  where  virtue  is  wretched  too.     Who  is  the   English 
poet  who  has  won  the  most  universal  sympathy — who  makes 
the  easiest  of  all  subjects  for  pathetic  writing  and  pathetic 
painting?     That  nice  young  person  who  began  life  with  a  for- 
gery, and  ended  it  by  a  suicide — your  dear,  romantic,  inter- 
esting Chatterton.     Which  gets  on  best,  do  you  think,  of  two 
poor  starving  dressmakers — the  woman  who  resists  tempta- 
tion, and  is  honest,  or  the  woman  who  falls  under  temptation, 
and  steals  ?     You  all  know  that  the  stealing  is  the  making  of 
that  second  woman's  fortune — it  advertises  her  from  length  to 
breadth  of  good-humoured,  charitable   England — and  she  is 
relieved,  as  the  breaker  of  a  commandment,  when  she  would 
have  been  left  to  starve,  as  the  keeper  of  it.     Come  here,  my 
jolly  little   Mouse  !     Hey  !  presto  !  pass  !     I  transform  you, 
for  the  time  being,  into  a  respectable  lady.     Stop  there,  in 
the  palm  of  my  great  big  hand,  my  dear,  and  listen.     You 
marry  the  poor  man  whom  you  love.  Mouse  ;  and  one  half 
your  friends  pity,  and  the  other  half  blame  you.     And,  now, 
on  the  contrary,  you  sell  yourself  for  gold  to  a  man  you  don't 
care  for  ;  and  all  your  friends  rejoice  over  you  ;  and  a  minister 
of  public  worship  sanctions  the  base  horror  of  the  vilest  of  all 
human  bargains  ;   and  smiles  and  smirks  afterwards  at  your 
table,  if  you  are  polite  enough  to  ask  him  to  breakfast.      Hey  ! 
presto  !  pass  !     Be  a  mouse  again,  and  squeak.     If  you  con- 
tinue to  be  a  lady  much  longer,  I   shall  have  you  telling  me 
that  Society  abhors  crime — and  then.  Mouse,  I   shall  doubt  if 
your  own  eyes  and  ears  are  really  of  any  use  to  you.     Ah  !  I 
am   a  bad   man,  Lady  Glyde,  am   I  not  ?     I   say  what   other 
people  only  think  ;  and  when   all  the  rest  of  the  world  is  in  a 
conspiracy  to  accept  the  mask  for  the  true  face,  mine  is  the 
rash  hand  that  tears  off  the  plump  pasteboard,  and  shows  the 
bare  bones  beneath.      I  will  get  up  on  my  big  elephant's  legs, 
before  I  do  mvself  any  more  harm  in  your  amiable  estimations 

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THE   WOMAN   IN   WHITE 

-I  will  get  up,  and  take  a  little  airy  walk  of  my  own  Dear 
ladies,  as  your  excellent  Sheridan  said,  I  ^o-Ld  leavJ^^f^ 
character  behind  me.'  ^  ^^^  "^^ 

He  got  up  ;  put  the  cagfe  on  the  table  ;  and  paused    for  n 
moment,  to  count  the  mice  in  it.      '  One    two,  tCe    four 

Heaven'  il'the'fifth'  'th'  ^'  '^^''°^'  '  f'^'^^  "^  thT'nar^f 
am|bTe'o?alf-!mfBU':ir^^^^^^^^^^  -^^--'    ^^^  -st 

be  am'us'ld  ^The  Tn'  ^  ^''^  rl"  ^"^-  ^f^^^^^-^ble  disposition  to 
oe  amused  1  he  Count's  o^hb  cynicism  had  revealed  a  new 
aspect  of  his  nature  from  which  we  both  recoiled  But  It  was 
impossible  to  resist  the  comical  distress  of  so  very  lar  "e  a  nT^n 
at  the  loss  of  so  very  small  a  mouse.  We  lau4ed  fn  sni^^ 
ot  ourselves;  and  when  Madame  Fosco  rose  to  set  'the 
example  of  leaving  the  boat-house  empty,  so  that  her  hus 
r^^^J^lT-"  ''  '^  ^"  -"-^-^  -™-'  we  rosellsS"to 

dis.^ts^t^j^£^t^tusru:^n^^:t^Sat^tj\^^-^ 

occup3-mg:  He  pulled  aside  the  bai::hTfook  tL  1  tttanima] 
up  m  his  hand;  and  then  suddenly  stopped,  on  his  knees' 
lrj:.ealhr'^  ^^  ^  ^'^^^^^"•--  ^'-^  -  ^'^e  ,round"P 
couW  hard^vnut  hI°  ^"'  ^'\^Sfn.,  his  hand  shook  so  that  he 

sfr^PerdV.!  h'  f'^'-'J'  ^  ''^^'''^^''     '  ^^'"^''-^^  •'  ^^^^  here.' 

fh^eTolnt-o^his^titr^  ''-   ^^^^^^-   outi^-airS 

into^rboat-h^u":.""'  "°"-  '  ^"'^^^^^'  J-"^'n^  carelessly 
'Do  you   see  nothing-,  there  ?  '  said  the   Count   catchin- 

roSTo  fh'^''"  '^°"^''  ^^"'-^'^  °"^  '^--^'  and  pdntii^  with 
the  other  to  the  place  near  which  he  had  found  the  mouse 

I  see  plenty  of  dry  sand,'  answered  Sir  Perc  va      '  and  i 
spot  of  dirt  in  the  middle  of  it  '  rercuai ,     and  a 


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THE  WOMAN   IN   WHITE 

Everybody  was  astonished,  and  everybody's  eyes  were 
fixed  on  me  inquiringly. 

'  How  do  you  know  that  ?  '  asked  Sir  Percival,  speaking- 
first. 

'  I  found  the  dog  here,  dying,  on  the  day  when  you  all 
returned  from  abroad,'  I  replied.  'The  poor  creature  had 
strayed  into  the  plantation,  and  had  been  shot  by  your 
keeper.' 

'  Whose  dog  was  it  ?  '  inquired  Sir  Percival.  *  Not  one 
of  mine  ?  ' 

'  Did  you  try  to  save  the  poor  thing  ? '  asked  Laura, 
earnestly.      '  Surely  you  tried  to  save  it,  Marian  ?  ' 

'Yes,'  I  said  ;  'the  housekeeper  and  I  both  did  our  best 
— but  the  dog  was  mortally  wounded,  and  he  died  under  our 
hands.' 

'  Whose  dog  was  it  ?  '  persisted  Sir  Percival,  repeating 
his  question  a  little  irritably.      '  One  of  mine  ?  ' 

'  No  ;  not  one  of  yours.' 

'  Whose  then  ?     Did  the  housekeeper  know  ?  ' 

The  housekeeper's  report  of  Mrs.  Catherick's  desire  to 
conceal  her  visit  to  Blackwater  Park  from  Sir  Percival's 
knowledge,  recurred  to  my  memory  the  moment  he  put  that 
last  question  :  and  I  half  doubted  the  discretion  of  ansv.'ering 
it.  But,  in  my  anxiety  to  quiet  the  general  alarm,  I  had 
thoughtlessly  advanced  too  far  to  draw  back,  except  at  the 
risk  of  exciting  suspicion  which  might  only  make  matters 
Vv'orse.  There  was  nothing  for  it  but  to  answer  at  once, 
without  reference  to  results. 

'Yes,'  I  said.  'The  housekeeper  knevv*.  She  told  me  it 
was  Mrs.  Catherick's  dog.' 

Sir  Percival  had  hitherto  remained  at  the  inner  end  of  the 
boat-house  with  Count  Fosco,  while  I  spoke  to  him  from  the 
door.  But  the  instant  Mrs.  Catherick's  name  passed  my  lips, 
he  pushed  by  the  Count  roughly,  and  placed  himself  face  to 
face  with  me,  under  the  open  daylight. 

'  How  came  the  housekeeper  to  know  it  v.as  Mrs. 
Catherick's  dog  ?  '  he  asked,  fixing  his  eyes  on  mine  with  a 
frowning  interest  and  attention,  which  half  angered,  half 
startled  me. 

'  She  knew  it,'  I  said,  quietly,  '  because  Mrs.  Catherick 
brought  the  dog  with  her  ?  ' 

'  Brought  it  with  her  ?  Where  did  she  bring  it  v.ith 
her?' 

'To  this  house.' 

*  What  the  devil  did  Mrs.  Catherick  want  at  this  house  ?  ' 

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The  manner  in  which  he  put  the  question  was  even  more 
offensive  than  the  lang^uage  in  which  he  expressed  it.  i 
marked  my  sense  of  his  want  of  common  poUteness,  by 
silently  turning  away  from  him. 

Just  as  I  moved,  the  Count's  persuasive  hand  was  laid  on 
his  shoulder,  and  the  Count's  mellifluous  voice  interposed  to 
quiet  him. 

'  My  dear  Percival !— gently — gently.' 

Sir  Percival  looked  round  in  his  angriest  manner.  The 
Count  only  smiled,  and  repeated  the  soothing  application. 

'  Gently,  my  good  friend — gently  !  ' 

Sir  Percival  hesitated— followed  me  a  few  steps — and,  to 
my  great  surprise,  ofl'ered  me  an  apolog)-. 

'  I  beg  your  pardon,  Miss  Halcombe,'  he  said.  '  I  have 
been  out  of  order  lately  ;  and  I  am  afraid  I  am  a  little  irrit- 
able. But  I  should  like  to  know  what  Mrs.  Catherick  could 
possibly  want  here.  When  did  she  come  ?  Was  the  house- 
keeper the  only  person  who  saw  her  ?  ' 

'  The  only  person,'  I  answered,  'so  far  as  I  know.' 

The  Count  interposed  again. 

'In  that  case,  why  not  question  the  housekeeper?'  he 
said.  '  Why  not  go,  Percival,  to  the  fountain-head  of 
information  at  once  ?  ' 

'  Quite  right ! '  said  Sir  Percival.  '  Of  course  the  house- 
keeper is  the  first  person  to  question.  Excessively  stupid  of 
me  not  to  see  it  myself.'  With  those  words,  he  instantly  left 
us  to  return  to  the  house. 

The  motive  of  the  Count's  interference,  which  had  puzzled 
me  at  first,  betrayed  itself  when  Sir  Percival's  back  was 
turned.  He  had  a  host  of  questions  to  put  to  me  about  Mrs. 
Catherick,  and  the  cause  of  her  visit  to  Blackwater  Park, 
which  he  could  scarcely  have  asked  in  his  friend's  presence. 
I  made  my  answers  as  short  as  I  civilly  could — for  I  had 
already  determined  to  check  the  least  approach  to  any  ex- 
changing of  confidences  between  Count  Fosco  and  myself. 
Laura,  however,  unconsciously  helped  him  to  extract  all  my 
information,  by  making  inquiries  herself,  which  left  me  no 
alternative  but  to  reply  to  her,  or  to  appear  in  the  very 
unenviable  and  very  false  character  of  a  depository  of  Sir 
Percival's  secrets.  The  end  of  it  was,  that,  in  about  ten 
minutes'  time,  t'ne  Count  knew  as  much  as  I  know  of  Mrs. 
Catherick,  and  of  the  events  Vv-hich  have  so  strangely  con- 
nected us  with  her  daughter,  Anne,  from  the  time  when  Hart- 
right  met  with  her,  to  this  day. 

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The  effect  of  my  information  on  him  was,  in  one  respect, 
curious  enough. 

Intimately  as  he  knows  Sir  Percival,  and  closely  as  he 
appears  to  be  associated  with  Sir  Percival's  private  affairs  in 
general,  he  is  certainly  as  far  as  I  am  from  knowing  anything 
of  the  true  story  of  Anne  Catherick.  The  unsolved  mystery 
in  connexion  with  this  unhappy  woman  is  now  rendered 
doubly  suspicious,  in  my  eyes,  by  the  absolute  conviction 
which  I  feel,  that  the  clue  to  it  has  been  hidden  by  Sir  Percival 
from  the  most  intimate  friend  he  has  in  the  world.  It  was 
impossible  to  mistake  the  eager  curiosity  of  the  Count's  look 
and  manner  while  he  drank  in  greedily  every  v»'ord  that  fell 
from  my  lips.  There  are  many  kinds  of  curiosity,  I  know — 
but  there  is  no  misinterpreting  the  curiosity  of  blank  surprise  : 
if  I  ever  saw  it  in  my  life,  I  saw  it  in  the  Count's  face. 

While  the  questions  and  answers  were  going  on,  we  had 
all  been  strolling  quietly  back,  through  the  plantation.  As 
soon  as  we  reached  the  house,  the  first  object  that  we  saw  in 
front  of  it  was  Sir  Percival's  dog-cart,  with  the  horse  put  to 
and  the  groom  waiting  by  it  in  his  stable-jacket.  If  these 
unexpected  appearances  were  to  be  trusted,  the  examination 
of  the  housekeeper  had  produced  important  results  alread)-. 

'A  fine  horse,  my  friend,'  said  the  Count,  addressing  the 
groom  with  the  most  engaging  familiarity  of  manner.  '  You 
are  going  to  drive  out  ?  ' 

'  I  am  not  going,  sir,'  replied  the  man,  looking  at  his 
stable-jacket,  and  evidently  v\'ondering  whether  the  foreign 
gentleman  took  it  for  his  livery.  '  My  master  drives  him- 
self.' 

*  Aha  ! '  said  the  Count,  *  does  he  indeed  ?  I  wonder  he 
gives  himself  the  trouble  when  he  has  got  you  to  drive  for 
him.  Is  he  going  to  fatigue  that  nice,  shining,  pretty  horse 
by  taking  him  very  far,  to-day  ?  ' 

'  I  don't  know,  sir,'  answered  the  man.  'The  horse  is  a 
mare,  if  you  please,  sir.  She's  the  highest-couraged  thing 
we've  got  in  the  stables.  Her  name's  Brown  Pvlolly,  sir ;  and 
she'll  go  till  she  drops.  Sir  Percival  usually  takes  Isaac  of 
York  for  the  short  distances.' 

'  And  your  shining  courageous  Brown  Molly  for  the  long  ?  ' 

'  Yes,  sir.' 

'  Logical  inference,  Miss  Halcombe,'  continued  the  Count, 
wheeling  round  briskly,  and  addressing  me  :  '  Sir  Percival  is 
going  a  long  distance  to-day.' 

I  made  no  repl}^  I  had  my  own  inferences  to  draw,  from 
what  I  knew  through  the  housekeeper  and  from  what  I  saw 


THE   WOMAN   IN   WHITE 

before  me  ;  and  I  did  not  choose  to  share  them  with  Count 
Fosco. 

When  Sir  Percival  was  in  Cumberland  (I  thought  to  my- 
self), he  walked  away  a  long  distance,  on  Anne's  account,  to 
question  the  family  at  Todd's  Corner.  Now  he  is  in  Hamp- 
shire, is  he  going  to  drive  away  a  long  distance,  on  Anne's 
account  again,  to  question  Mrs.  Catherick  at  Welmingham  ? 

We  all  entered  the  house.  As  we  crossed  the  hall.  Sir 
Percival  came  out  from  the  library  to  meet  us.  He  looked 
hurried  and  pale  and  anxious — but,  for  all  that,  he  was  in  his 
most  polite  mood,  when  he  spoke  to  us. 

'  I  am  sori-y  to  say,  I  am  obliged  to  leave  you,'  he  began — 
'  a  long  drive — a  matter  that  I  can't  very  vv^ell  put  off.  I  shall 
be  back  in  good  time  to-morrow — but,  before  I  go,  I  should 
like  that  little  business-formality,  which  I  spoke  of  this  morn- 
ing, to  be  settled.  Laura,  will  you  come  into  the  library  ? 
It  vvon't  take  a  minute — a  mere  formality.  Countess,  may  I 
trouble  you  also  ?  I  want  you  and  the  Countess,  Fosco,  to  be 
witnesses  to  a  signature — nothing  more.  Come  in  at  once, 
and  get  it  over.' 

He  held  the  library  door  open  until  they  had  passed  in, 
followed  them,  and  shut  it  softly. 

I  remained,  for  a  moment  afterwards,  standing  alone  in 
the  hall,  with  my  heart  beating  fast,  and  my  mind  misgiving 
me  sadly.  Then,  I  went  on  to  the  staircase,  and  ascended 
slowly  to  my  ov/n  room. 

IV. 

June  17th. — Just  as  my  hand  was  on  the  door  of  my  room,  I 
heard  Sir  Percival's  voice  calling  to  me  from  below. 

'  I  must  beg  you  to  come  down  stairs  again,'  he  said.  *  It 
is  Fosco's  fault.  Miss  Halcombe,  not  mine.  He  has  started 
some  nonsensical  objection  to  his  wife  being  one  of  the 
witnesses,  and  has  obliged  me  to  ask  you  to  join  us  in  the 
library.' 

I  entered  the  room  immediately  with  Sir  Percival.  Laura 
was  waiting  by  the  writing-table,  twisting  and  turning  her 
garden  hat  uneasily  in  her  hands.  Madame  Fosco  sat  near 
her,  in  an  arm-chair,  imperturbably  admiring  her  husband, 
who  stood  by  himself  at  the  other  end  of  the  library,  picking  off 
the  dead  leaves  from  the  flowers  in  the  windov/. 

The  moment  I  appeared,  the  Count  advanced  to  meet  me, 
and  to  offer  his  explanations. 

'A  thousand  pardons,  Miss  Halcombe,'  he  said.     'You 

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know  the  character  which  is  given  to  my  countrymen  by  the 
Eng-lish  ?  We  ItaHans  are  all  wily  and  suspicious  by  nature, 
in  the  estimation  of  the  good  John  Bull.  Set  me  down,  if  you 
please,  as  being-  no  better  than  the  rest  of  my  race.  I  am  a 
wily  Italian  and  a  suspicious  Italian.  You  have  thought  so 
yourself,  dear  lady,  have  you  not  ?  Well !  it  is  part  of  my 
wiliness  and  part  of  my  suspicion  to  object  to  Madame  Fosco 
being  a  witness  to  Lady  Clyde's  signature,  when  I  am  also  a 
witness  myself.' 

*  There  is  not  the  shadow  of  a  reason  for  his  objection,' 
interposed  Sir  Percival.  '  I  have  explained  to  him  that  the 
law  of  England  allows  Madame  Fosco  to  witness  a  signature 
as  well  as  her  husband.' 

'  I  admit  it,'  resumed  the  Count.  '  The  law  of  England 
says,  Yes — but  the  conscience  of  Fosco  says,  No.'  He  spread 
out  his  fat  fingers  on  the  bosom  of  his  blouse,  and  bowed 
solemnly,  as  if  he  wished  to  introduce  his  conscience  to  us  all, 
in  the  character  of  an  illustrious  addition  to  the  society. 
'What  this  document  which  Lady  Clyde  is  about  to  sign, 
may  be,'  he  continued,  '  I  neither  know  nor  desire  to  know.  I 
only  say  this  :  circumstances  may  happen  in  the  future  which 
may  oblige  Percival,  or  his  representatives,  to  appeal  to  the 
two  witnesses  ;  in  which  case  it  is  certainly  desirable  that 
those  witnesses  should  represent  two  opinions  which  are 
perfectly  independent  the  one  of  the  other.  This  cannot 
be  if  my  wife  signs  as  well  as  mj'self,  because  we  have  but 
one  opinion  between  us,  and  that  opinion  is  mine.  I  will 
not  have  it  cast  in  my  teeth,  at  some  future  day,  that  Madame 
Fosco  acted  under  my  coercion,  and  was,  in  plain  fact,  no 
witness  at  all.  I  speak  in  Percival's  interest  when  I  propose 
that  my  name  shall  appear  (as  the  nearest  friend  of  the 
husband),  and  your  name,  Miss  Halcombe  (as  the  nearest 
friend  of  the  wife).  I  am  a  Jesuit,  if  you  please  to  think  so — 
a  splitter  of  straws — a  man  of  trifles  and  crotchets  and 
scruples — but  you  will  humour  me,  I  hope,  in  merciful  con- 
sideration for  my  suspicious  Italian  character,  and  my  uneasy 
Italian  conscience.'  He  bowed  again,  stepped  back  a  few 
paces,  and  withdrew  his  conscience  from  our  society  as 
politely  as  he  had  introduced  it. 

The  Count's  scruples  might  have  been  honourable  and 
reasonable  enough  ;  but  there  was  something  in  his  manner  of 
expressing  them  which  increased  my  unwillingness  to  be 
concerned  in  the  business  of  the  signature.  No  consideration 
of  less  importance  than  my  consideration  for  Laura,  would 
have  induced  me  to  consent  to  be  a  witness  at  all.     One  look, 

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however,  at  her  anxious  face,  decided  me  to  risk  anything" 
rather  than  desert  her. 

'  I  will  readily  remain  in  the  room,'  I  said.  'And  if  I  find 
no  reason  for  starting-  any  small  scruples,  on  my  side,  you 
may  rely  on  me  as  a  witness.' 

Sir  Percival  looked  at  me  sharpl}-,  as  if  he  was  about  to 
say  something.  But,  at  the  same  moment,  Madame  Fosco 
attracted  his  attention  by  rising  from  her  chair.  She  had 
caught  her  husband's  eye,  and  had  evidently  received  her 
orders  to  leave  the  room. 

'  You  needn't  go,'  said  Sir  Percival. 

Madame  Fosco  looked  for  her  orders  again,  g-ot  them 
again,  said  she  would  prefer  leaving-  us  to  our  business,  and 
resolutely  walked  out.  The  Count  lit  a  cigarette,  went  back 
to  the  flowers  in  the  window,  and  puft'ed  little  jets  of  smoke 
at  the  leaves,  in  a  state  of  the  deepest  anxiety  about  killing 
the  insects. 

Meanwhile,  Sir  Percival  unlocked  a  cupboard  beneath  one 
of  the  bookcases,  and  produced  from  it  a  piece  of  parchment 
folded,  long-wise,  many  times  over.  He  placed  it  on  the 
table,  opened  the  last  fold  only,  and  kept  his  hand  on  the 
rest.  The  last  fold  displayed  a  strip  of  blank  parchment  with 
little  wafers  stuck  on  it  at  certain  places.  Every  line  of 
the  writing  was  hidden  in  the  part  v.hich  he  still  held  folded 
up  under  his  hand.  Laura  and  I  looked  at  each  other.  Her 
face  was  pale — but  it  showed  no  indecision  and  no  fear. 

Sir  Percival  dipped  a  pen  in  ink,  and  handed  it  to  his 
wife. 

'  Sign  your  name,  there,'  he  said,  pointing  to  the  place. 
'  You  and  Fosco  are  to  sign  afterwards.  Miss  Halcombe, 
opposite  those  two  wafers.  Come  here,  Fosco  !  witnessing- 
a  signature  is  not  to  be  done  by  mooning  out  of  window  and 
smoking  into  the  flowers.' 

The  Count  threw  away  his  cigarette,  and  joined  us  at  the 
table,  with  his  hands  carelessly  thrust  into  the  scarlet  belt  of 
his  blouse,  and  his  eyes  steadily  fixed  on  Sir  Percival's  face. 
Laura,  who  was  on  the  other  side  of  her  husband,  with  the 
pen  in  her  hand,  looked  at  him,  too.  He  stood  between 
them,  holding  the  folded  parchment  down  firmly  on  the  table, 
and  glancing  across  at  me,  as  I  sat  opposite  to  him,  with  such 
a  sinister  mixture  of  suspicion  and  embarrassment  in  his  face, 
that  he  looked  more  like  a  prisoner  at  the  bar  than  a  gentle- 
man in  his  own  house. 

'  Sign  there,'  he  repeated,  turning  suddenly  on  Laura,  and 
pointing  once  more  to  the  place  on  the  parchment. 


THE   WOMAN   IN   WHITE 

*  What  is  it  I  am  to  sign  ? '  she  asked,  quietly. 

'  I  have  no  time  to  explain,'  he  answered.  'The  dog-cart 
is  at  the  door  ;  and  I  must  go  directly.  Besides,  if  I  had 
time,  you  wouldn't  understand.  It  is  a  purely  formal  docu- 
ment— full  of  legal  technicalities,  and  all  that  sort  of  thing. 
Come  !  come  !  sign  your  name,  and  let  us  have  done  as  soon 
as  possible.' 

'  I  ought  surely  to  know  what  I  am  signing.  Sir  Percival, 
before  I  write  my  name  ?  ' 

'  Nonsense  !  What  have  women  to  do  with  business  ?  I 
tell  you  again,  you  can't  understand  it.' 

'  At  any  rate,  let  me  try  to  understand  it.  Whenever  Mr. 
Gilmore  had  any  business  for  me  to  do,  he  always  explained 
it,  first  ;  and  I  always  understood  him.' 

'  I  dare  say  he  did.  He  was  your  servant,  and  was  obliged 
to  explain.  I  am  your  husband,  and  am  not  obliged.  How 
much  longer  do  you  mean  to  keep  me  here  ?  I  tell  you  again, 
there  is  no  time  for  reading  anything  :  the  dog-cart  is  waiting 
at  the  door.     Once  for  all,  will  you  sign,  or  will  you  not  ?  ' 

She  still  had  the  pen  in  her  hand ;  but  she  made  no 
approach  to  signing  her  name  with  it. 

'  If  my  signature  pledges  me  to  anything,'  she  said, 
*  surely,  I  have  some  claim  to  know  what  that  pledge  is  ?  ' 

He  lifted  up  the  parchment,  and  struck  it  angrily  on  the 
table. 

'  Speak  out  ! '  he  said.  '  You  were  always  famous  for 
telling  the  truth.  Never  mind  Miss  Halcombe,  never  mind 
Fosco — say,  in  plain  terms,  you  distrust  me.' 

The  Count  took  one  of  his  hands  out  of  his  belt,  and  laid 
it  on  Sir  Percival's  shoulder.  Sir  Percival  shook  it  off 
irritably.  The  Count  put  it  on  again  with  unruffled  com- 
posure. 

'  Control  your  unfortunate  temper,  Percival,'  he  said. 
'  Lady  Clyde  is  right.' 

'  Right  !  '  cried  Sir  Percival.  '  A  wife  right  in  distrusting 
her  husband ! ' 

'  It  is  unjust  and  cruel  to  accuse  me  of  distrusting  you,' 
said  Laura.  '  Ask  Marian  if  I  am  not  justified  in  wanting  to 
know  what  this  writing  requires  of  me,  before  I  sign  it?  ' 

'  I  won't  have  any  appeals  made  to  Miss  Halcombe,'  re- 
torted Sir  Percival.  '  Miss  Halcombe  has  nothing  to  do  with 
the  matter.' 

I  had  not  spoken  hitherto,  and  I  would  much  rather  not 
have  spoken  now.  But  the  expression  of  distress  in  Laura's 
face  when  she  turned  it  towards  me,  and  the  insolent  injustice 

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of  her  husband's  conduct,  left  me  no  other  alternative  than  to 
give  my  opinion,  for  her  sake,  as  soon  as  I  was  asked  for  it. 

'  Excuse  me,  Sir  Percival,'  I  said — '  but,  as  one  of  the 
witnesses  to  the  signature,  I  venture  to  think  that  I  have 
something-  to  do  with  the  matter.  Laura's  objection  seems 
to  me  a  perfectly  fair  one  ;  and,  speaking  for  myself  only,  I 
cannot  assume  the  responsibility  of  witnessing  her  signature, 
unless  she  first  understands  what  the  writing  is  which  you 
wish  her  to  sign.' 

'  A  cool  declaration,  upon  my  soul ! '  cried  Sir  Percival. 
'  The  next  time  you  invite  yourself  to  a  man's  house.  Miss 
Halcombe,  I  recommend  you  not  to  repay  his  hospitality  by 
taking  his  wife's  side  against  him  in  a  matter  that  doesn't 
concern  you.' 

I  started  to  my  feet  as  suddenly  as  if  he  had  struck  me. 
If  I  had  been  a  man,  I  would  have  knocked  him  down  on  the 
threshold  of  his  own  door,  and  liave  left  his  house,  never  on 
any  earthly  consideration  to  enter  it  again.  But  I  was  only 
a  woman — and  I  loved  his  wife  so  dearly  ! 

Thank  God,  that  faithful  love  helped  me,  and  I  sat  down 
again,  without  saying  a  word.  She  knew  what  I  had  suf- 
fered and  what  I  had  suppressed.  She  ran  round  to  me,  with 
the  tears  streaming  from  her  eyes.  '  Oh,  Marian  !  '  she 
whispered  softly.  '  If  my  mother  had  been  alive,  she  could 
have  done  no  more  for  me  ! ' 

'  Come  back  and  sign  ! '  cried  Sir  Percival,  froni  the  other 
side  of  the  table. 

'  Shall  I  ? '  she  asked  in  my  ear ;   '  I  will,  if  you  tell  me.' 

'  No,'  I  answered.  '  The  right  and  the  truth  are  with 
you — sign  nothing,  vmless  you  have  read  it  first.' 

'  Come  back  and  sign  ! '  he  reiterated,  in  his  loudest  and 
angriest  tones. 

The  Count,  who  had  watched  Laura  and  me  with  a  close 
and  silent  attention,  interposed  for  the  second  time. 

'  Percival ! '  he  said.  '  /  remember  that  I  am  in  the 
presence  of  ladies.  Be  good  enough,  if  yovi  please,  to  re- 
member it,  too.' 

Sir  Percival  turned  on  him,  speechless  with  passion.  The 
Count's  firm  hand  slowly  tightened  its  grasp  on  his  shoulder, 
and  the  Count's  steady  voice,  quietly  repeated,  '  Be  good 
enough,  if  you  please,  to  remember  it,  too.' 

They  both  looked  at  each  other  :  Sir  Percival  slowly  drew 
his  shoulder  from  under  the  Count's  hand  ;  slowly  turned  his 
face  away  from  the  Count's  eyes  ;  doggedly  looked  down  for 
a  little  while  at  the  parchment  on  the  table  ;  and  then  spoke, 

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with  the  sullen  submission  of  a  tamed  animal,  rather  than  the 
becoming-  resignation  of  a  convinced  nian, 

'  I  don't  want  to  offend  anybody,'  he  said,  '  but  my  wife's 
obstinacy  is  enough  to  try  the  patience  of  a  saint.  I  have 
told  her  this  is  merely  a  formal  document — and  what  more 
can  she  want  ?  You  may  say  vvhat  you  please  ;  but  it  is  no 
part  of  a  woman's  duty  to  set  her  husband  at  defiance.  Once 
more,  Lady  Glyde,  and  for  the  last  time,  will  you  sign  or  v\'ill 
you  not  ? ' 

Laura  returned  to  his  side  of  the  table,  and  took  up  the 
pen  again. 

'  I  will  sign  Vv'ith  pleasure,'  she  said,  '  if  you  will  only  treat 
me  as  a  responsible  being.  I  care  little  what  sacrifice  is 
required  of  me,  if  it  will  aR'ect  no  one  else,  and  lead  to  no  ill 
results ' 

'  Who  talked  of  a  sacrifice  being  required  of  you  ? '  he 
broke  in,  with  a  half-suppressed  return  of  his  former  violence. 

'  I  only  meant,'  she  resumed,  '  that  I  would  refuse  no 
concession  which  I  could  honourably  make.  If  I  have  a 
scruple  about  signing  my  name  to  an  engagement  of  which  I 
know  nothing,  Vv'hy  should  you  visit  it  on  me  so  severely  ? 
It  is  rather  hard,  I  think,  to  treat  Count  Fosco's  scruples  so 
much  more  indulgently  than  you  have  treated  mine.' 

This  unfortunate,  yet  most  natural,  reference  to  the  Count's 
extraordinary  power  over  her  husband,  indirect  as  it  v/as,  set 
Sir  Percival's  smouldering  temper  on  fire  again  in  an  Instant. 

'  Scruples  ! '  he  repeated.  '  Your  scruples  !  It  Is  rather 
late  In  the  day  for  you  to  be  scrupulous.  I  should  have 
thought  you  had  got  over  all  weakness  of  that  sort,  when 
you  made  a  virtue  of  necessity  by  marrying  me.^ 

The  Instant  he  spoke  those  words,  Laura  threvv  down  the 
pen — looked  at  him  with  an  expression  in  her  eyes,  which 
throughout  all  my  experience  of  her,  I  had  never  seen  In  them 
before — and  turned  her  back  on  him  in  dead  silence. 

This  strong  expression  of  the  most  open  and  the  most 
bitter  contempt,  was  so  entirely  unlike  herself,  so  utterly  out 
of  her  character,  that  It  silenced  us  all.  There  was  something 
hidden,  beyond  a  doubt,  under  the  mere  surface-brutality 
of  the  words  which  her  husband  had  just  addressed  to  her. 
There  was  some  lurking  insult  beneath  them,  of  which  I  was 
wholly  ignorant,  but  v.hich  had  left  the  mark  of  Its  profanation 
so  plainly  on  her  face  that  even  a  stranger  might  have  seen  it. 

The  Count,  who  was  no  stranger,  saw  It  as  distinctly  as 
I  did.  When  I  left  my  chair  to  join  Laura,  I  heard  him 
whisper  under  his  breath  to  Sir  Percival  :  '  You  Idiot  ! ' 

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Laura  walked  before  me  to  the  door  as  I  advanced  ;  and, 
at  the  same  time,  her  husband  spoke  to  her  once  more. 

'  You  positively  refuse,  then,  to  give  me  your  signature  ?  ' 
he  said,  in  the  altered  tone  of  a  man  Avho  was  conscious  that 
he  had  let  his  own  licence  of  language  seriously  injure  him. 

'  After  what  you  have  just  said  to  me,'  she  replied,  firmly, 
'  I  refuse  my  signature  until  I  have  read  every  line  in  that 
parchment  from  the  first  word  to  the  last.  Come  away, 
Marian,  we  hav^e  remained  here  long  enough.' 

'  One  moment  ! '  interposed  the  Count,  before  Sir  Percival 
could  speak  again — '  one  moment.  Lady  Clyde,  I  implore 
you ! ' 

Laura  would  have  left  the  room  without  noticing  him  ; 
but  I  stopped  her. 

'  Don't  make  an  enemy  of  the  Count ! '  I  whispered. 
'  Whatever  you  do,  don't  make  an  enemy  of  the  Count !  ' 

She  yielded  to  me.  I  closed  the  door  again  ;  and  we 
stood  near  it,  waiting.  Sir  Percival  sat  down  at  the  table, 
with  his  elbow  on  the  folded  parchment,  and  his  head  resting 
on  his  clenched  fist.  The  Count  stood  between  us — master 
of  the  dreadful  position  in  which  we  were  placed,  as  he  was 
master  of  everything  else. 

'  Lady  Clyde,'  he  said,  with  a  gentleness  which  seemed  to 
address  itself  to  our  forlorn  situation  instead  of  to  ourselves, 
'  pray  pardon  me,  if  I  venture  to  oft'er  one  suggestion  ;  and 
pray  believe  that  I  speak  cut  of  my  profound  respect  and  my 
friendly  regard  for  the  mistress  of  this  house.'  He  turned 
sharply  towards  Sir  Percival.  '  Is  it  absolutely  necessary,' 
he  asked,  '  that  this  thing  here,  under  your  elbow,  should  be 
signed  to-day  ?  ' 

'  It  is  necessary  to  my  plans  and  wishes,'  returned  the 
other,  sulkily.  '  But  that  consideration,  as  you  may  have 
noticed,  has  no  influence  with  Lady  Clyde.' 

'  Answer  my  plain  question,  plainly.  Can  the  business  of 
the  signature  be  put  off  till  to-morrow — Yes  or  No  ?  ' 

'  Yes — if  you  will  have  it  so.' 

'  Then,  what  are  you  wasting  your  time  for,  here  ?  Let  the 
signature  wait  till  to-morrow — let  it  wait  till  you  come  back.' 

Sir  Percival  looked  up  with  a  frown  and  an  oath. 

'You  are  taking  a  tone  with  me  that  I  don't  like,'  he  said. 
'  A  tone  I  won't  bear  from  any  man.' 

'  I  am  advising  you  for  your  good,'  returned  the  Count, 
with  a  smile  of  quiet  contempt.  '  Give  yourself  time  ;  give 
Lady  Clyde  time.  Have  you  forgotten  that  your  dog-cart  is 
waiting  at  the  door  ?     My  tone  surprises  you — ha  ?     I  dare 

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say  it  does — it  is  the  tone  of  a  man  who  can  keep  his  temper. 
How  many  doses  of  good  advice  have  I  given  you  in  my  time  ? 
More  than  you  can  count.  Have  I  ever  been  wrong-  ?  I  defy 
you  to  quote  me  an  instance  of  it.  Go  !  take  }'our  diive. 
The  matter  of  the  signature  can  wait  till  to-morrow.  Let  it 
wait — and  renew  it  when  you  come  back.' 

Sir  Percival  hesitated,  and  looked  at  his  watch.  His 
anxiety  about  the  secret  journey  which  he  was  to  take  that 
day,  revived  by  the  Count's  words,  was  now  evidently  dis- 
puting possession  of  his  mind  with  his  anxiety  to  obtain 
Laura's  signature.  He  considered  for  a  little  Avhile  ;  and 
then  got  up  from  his  chair. 

*  It  is  easy  to  argue  me  down,'  he  said,  '  when  I  have  no 
time  to  answer  you.  I  will  take  your  advice,  Fosco — not 
because  I  want  it,  or  believe  in  it,  but  because  I  can't  stop 
here  any  longer.'  He  paused,  and  looked  round  darkly  at  his 
wife.      '  If  you  don't  give  me  your   signature  when  I  come 

back  to-morrow !  '     The  rest  was  lost  in  the  noise  of  his 

opening  the  book-case  cupboard  again,  and  locking-  up  the 
parchment  once  more.  He  took  his  hat  and  gloves  off  the 
table,  and  made  for  the  door.  Laura  and  I  drew  back  to  let 
him  pass.  '  Rem.ember  to-morrow  !  '  he  said  to  his  wife  ; 
and  w'ent  out. 

We  waited  to  give  him  time  to  cross  the  hall,  and  drive 
away.  The  Count  approached  us  while  we  were  standing 
near  the  door. 

'  You  have  just  seen  Percival  at  his  worst,  Miss  Halcombe,' 
he  said.  'As  his  old  friend,  I  am  sorry  for  him  and  ashamed 
of  him.  As  his  old  friend,  I  promise  you  that  he  shall  not 
break  out  to-morrow  in  the  same  disgraceful  manner  in  which 
he  has  broken  out  to-day.' 

Laura  had  taken  my  arm  while  he  was  speaking,  and  she 
pressed  it  significantly  when  he  had  done.  It  would  have 
been  a  hard  trial  to  any  woman  to  stand  by  and  see  the  office 
of  apologist  for  her  husband's  misconduct  quietly  assumed  by 
his  male  friend  in  her  own  house — and  it  was  a  trial  to  her. 
I  thanked  the  Count  civilly,  and  led  her  out.  Yes  !  I  thanked 
him  :  for  I  felt  already,  with  a  sense  of  inexpressible  helpless- 
ness and  humiliation,  that  it  was  either  his  interest  or  his 
caprice  to  make  sure  of  my  continuing  to  reside  at  Blackwater 
Park;  and  I  knew  after  Sir  Percival 's  conduct  to  me,  that 
without  the  support  of  the  Count's  influence,  I  could  not  hope 
to  remain  there.  His  influence,  the  influence  of  all  others 
that  I  dreaded  most,  was  actually  the  one  tie  which  now 
held  me  to  Laura  in  the  hour  of  her  utmost  need  ! 

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We  heard  the  wheels  of  the  dog-cart  crashing"  on  the 
gravel  of  the  drive  as  we  came  into  the  hall.  Sir  Percival 
had  started  on  his  journey. 

'  Where  is  he  going  to,  Marian  ? '  Laura  whispered. 
*  Every  fresh  thing  he  does,  seems  to  terrify  me  about  the 
future.      Have  you  any  suspicions  ?  ' 

After  what  she  had  undergone  that  morning,  I  was  un- 
willing to  tell  her  my  suspicions. 

'  How  should  I  know  his  secrets,'  I  said,  evasively. 

*  I  wonder  if  the  housekeeper  knows  ?  '  she  persisted. 

'  Certainly  not,'  I  replied.  '  She  must  be  quite  as  ignorant 
as  we  are. ' 

Laura  shook  her  head  doubtfully. 

'  Did  you  not  hear  from  the  housekeeper  that  there  was 
a  report  of  Anne  Catherick  having  been  seen  in  this  neigh- 
bourhood ?  Don't  you  think  he  may  have  gone  away  to  look 
for  her  ?  ' 

'  I  would  rather  compose  myself,  Laura,  by  not  thinking 
about  it,  at  all  ;  and,  after  what  has  happened,  you  had 
better  follow  my  example.  Come  into  my  room,  and  rest 
and  quiet  yourself  a  little.' 

We  sat  down  together  close  to  the  window,  and  let  the 
fragrant  summer  air  breathe  over  our  faces. 

'I  am  ashamed  to  look  at  you,  Marian,'  she  said,  'after 
what  you  submitted  to  down  stairs,  for  my  sake.  Oh,  my 
own  love,  I  am  almost  heartbroken,  when  I  think  of  it  ! 
But  I  will  try  to  make  it  up  to  you — I  will  indeed  !  ' 

'  Hush  !  Hush  ! '  I  replied  ;  '  don't  talk  so.  What  is  the 
trifling  mortification  of  m}^  pride  compared  to  the  dreadful 
sacrifice  of  your  happiness  ?  ' 

'You  heard  what  he  said  to  me?'  she  went  on,  quickly 
and  vehemently.  '  You  heard  the  words — but  you  don't 
know  what  they  meant — you  don't  know  why  I  threw  down 
the  pen  and  turned  my  back  on  him.'  She  rose  in  sudden 
agitation,  and  walked  about  the  room.  '  I  have  kept  many 
things  from  your  knowledge,  Marian,  for  fear  of  distressing 
you,  and  making  you  unhappy  at  the  outset  of  our  new  lives. 
You  don't  know  how  he  has  used  me.  And  yet,  you  ought 
to  know,  for  j-ou  saw  how  he  used  me  to-day.  You  heard 
him  sneer  at  my  presuming  to  be  scrupulous  ;  you  heard  him 
say  I  had  made  a  virtue  of  necessity  in  marrj'ing  him.'  She 
sat  down  again  ;  her  face  flushed  deeply,  and  her  hands 
twisted  and  twined  together  in  her  lap.  '  I  can't  tell  you 
about  it  now,'  she  said  ;  '  I  shall  burst  out  crying  if  I  tell  you 
now — later,   Marian,  when  I  am  more  sure  of  myself.     My 

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poor  head  aches,  darling — aches,  aches,  aches.  Where  is 
your  smelling-bottle  ?  Let  me  talk  to  you  about  yourself. 
I  wish  I  had  given  him  my  signature,  for  your  sake.  Shall  I 
give  it  to  him,  to-mori'ow  ?  I  would  rather  compromise  myself 
than  compromise  you.  After  your  taking  my  part  against 
him,  he  will  lay  all  the  blame  on  you,  if  I  refuse  again. 
What  shall  we  do  ?  Oh,  for  a  friend  to  help  us  and  advise 
us  ! — a  friend  we  could  really  trust  ! ' 

She  sighed  bitterly.  I  saw  in  her  face  that  she  was  think- 
ing of  Hartright — saw  it  the  more  plainly  because  her  last 
words  set  me  thinking  of  him,  too.  In  six  months  only  from 
her  marriage,  we  v^^anted  the  faithful  service  he  had  ofTeredto 
us  in  his  farevvell  words.  How  little  I  once  thought  that 
we  should  ever  want  it  at  all  ! 

'  We  must  do  what  we  can  to  help  ourselves,'  I  said. 
*  Let  us  try  to  talk  it  over  calmly,  Laura — let  us  do  all  in  our 
power  to  decide  for  the  best.' 

Putting  what  she  knew  of  her  husband's  embarrassments, 
and  v.'hat  I  had  heard  of  his  conversation  with  the  lawyer, 
together,  we  arrived  necessarily  at  the  conclusion  that  the 
parchment  in  the  library  had  been  drawn  up  for  the  purpose 
of  borrowing  money,  and  that  Laura's  signature  was  abso- 
lutely necessary  to  fit  it  for  the  attainment  of  Sir  Percival's 
object. 

The  second  question,  concerning  the  nature  of  the  legal 
contract  by  which  the  money  was  to  be  o'otained,  and  the 
degree  of  personal  responsibility  to  which  Laura  might  sub- 
ject herself  if  she  sigmed  it  in  the  dark,  involved  considerations 
which  lay  far  beyond  any  knowledge  and  experience  that 
either  of  us  possessed.  My  own  convictions  led  me  to 
believe  that  the  hidden  contents  of  the  parchment  concealed 
a  transaction  of  the  meanest  and  the  most  fraudulent  kind. 

I  had  not  formed  this  conclusion  in  consequence  of  Sir 
Percival's  refusal  to  show  the  writing,  or  to  explain  it  ;  for 
that  refusal  might  well  have  proceeded  from  his  obstinate 
disposition  and  his  domineering  temper  alone.  My  sole 
motive  for  distrusting  his  honesty,  sprang  from  the  change 
which  I  had  observed  in  his  language  and  his  manners  at 
Blackv/ater  Park,  a  change  which  convinced  me  that  he  had 
been  acting  a  part  throughout  the  whole  period  of  his  proba- 
tion at  Limmeridge  House.  His  elaborate  delicacy ;  his 
ceremonious  politeness,  which  harmonized  so  agreeably  v/ith 
Mr.  Gilmore's  old-fashioned  notions  ;  his  modesty  with 
Laura,  his  candour  with  me,  his  moderation  with  Mr.  Fairlie 
— all  these  were  the  artifices  of  a  mean,  cunning,  and  brutal 

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man,  who  had  dropped  his  disguise  when  his  practised  duplicity 
had  gained  its  end,  and  had  openly  shown  himself  in  the 
Hbrary,  on  that  very  day.  I  say  nothing  of  the  grief  which 
this  discovery  caused  me  on  Laura's  account,  for  it  is  not  to 
be  expressed  by  any  words  of  mine.  I  only  refer  to  it  at  all, 
because  it  decided  me  to  oppose  her  signing  the  parchment, 
whatever  the  consequences  might  be,  unless  she  was  first 
made  acquainted  with  the  contents. 

Under  these  circumstances,  the  one  chance  for  us  when 
to-morrow  came,  was  to  be  provided  with  an  objection  to 
giving  the  signature,  which  might  rest  on  sufficiently  firm 
commercial  or  legal  grounds  to  shake  Sir  Percival's  resolu- 
tion, and  to  make  him  suspect  that  v\'e  two  women  under- 
stood the  laws  and  obligations  of  business  as  well  as  himself. 

After  some  pondering,  I  determined  to  write  to  the  only 
honest  man  within  reach  whom  we  could  trust  to  help  us  dis- 
creetly, in  our  forlorn  situation.  Tha.t  man  was  Mr.  Gilmore's 
partner — Mr.  Kyrle — who  conducted  the  business,  nov»^  that 
our  old  friend  had  been  obliged  to  withdraw  from  it,  and  to 
leave  London  on  account  of  his  health.  I  explained  to  Laura 
that  I  had  Mr.  Gilmore's  ovv-n  authority  for  placing  implicit 
confidence  in  his  partner's  integrity,  discretion,  and  accurate 
knowledge  of  all  her  affairs  ;  and,  with  her  full  approval,  I 
sat  down  at  once  to  write  the  letter. 

I  began  by  stating  our  position  to  Mr.  Kyrle  exactly  as  it 
v\-as  ;  and  then  asked  for  his  advice  in  return,  expressed  in 
plain,  downright  terms,  which  we  could  comprehend  with- 
out any  clanger  of  misinterpretations  and  mistakes.  My 
letter  was  as  short  as  I  could  possibly  make  it,  and  was, 
I  hope,  unencumbered  by  needless  apologies  and  needless 
details. 

Just  as  I  was  about  to  put  the  address  on  the  envelope, 
an  obstacle  was  discovered  by  Laura,  which  in  the  effort  and 
pre-occupation  of  writing,  had  escaped  my  mind  altogether. 

'  How  are  we  to  get  the  answer  in  time  ?  '  she  asked. 
'  Your  letter  will  not  be  delivered  in  London  before  to-morrow 
morning  ;  and  the  post  will  not  bring  the  reply  here  till  the 
morning  after.' 

The  only  way  of  overcoming  this  difficulty  was  to  have 
the  ansv/er  brought  to  us  from  the  lav.-yer's  office  by  a  special 
messenger.  I  wrote  a  postscript  to  that  effect,  begging  that 
the  messenger  might  be  despatched  with  the  reply  by  the 
eleven  o'clock  morning  train,  which  would  bring  him  to  our 
station  at  twenty  minutes  past  one,  and  so  enable  him  to 
reach  Blackwater  Park  by  two  o'clock  at  the  latest.     He  was 

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to  be  directed  to  ask  for  me,  to  answer  no  questions  addressed 
to  him  by  any  one  else,  and  to  deliver  his  letter  into  no  hands 
but  mine. 

*  In  case  Sir  Percival  should  come  back  to-morrow  before 
two  o'clock,'  I  said  to  Laura,  '  the  wisest  plan  for  you  to 
adopt  is  to  be  out  in  the  grounds,  all  the  morning-,  with  your 
book  or  your  work,  and  not  to  appear  at  the  house  till  the 
messenger  has  had  time  to  arrive  with  the  letter.  I  will  wait 
here  for  him,  all  the  morning,  to  guard  against  any  misad- 
ventures or  mistakes.  By  following  this  arrangement  I  hope 
and  believe  we  shall  avoid  being  taken  by  surprise.  Let  us 
go  down  to  the  drawing-room  now.  We  may  excite  suspicion 
if  we  remain  shut  up  together  too  long.' 

'  Suspicion  ? '  she  repeated.  '  Whose  suspicion  can  we 
excite,  now  that  Sir  Percival  has  left  the  house  ?  Do  you 
mean  Count  Fosco  ?  ' 

'Perhaps  I  do,  Laura.' 

*  You  are  beginning  to  dislike  him  as  much  as  I  do, 
Marian.' 

'  No  ;  not  to  dislike  him.  Dislike  is  always,  more  or  less, 
associated  with  contempt — I  can  see  nothing  in  the  Count  to 
despise.' 

*  You  are  not  afraid  of  him,  are  you  ?  ' 

*  Perhaps  I  am — a  little.' 

*  Afraid  of  him,  after  his  interference  in  our  favour  to-day !' 
'  Yes.     I  am  more  afraid  of  his  interference  than  I  am  of 

Sir  Percival's  violence.  Remember  what  I  said  to  you  in  the 
library.  Whatever  you  do,  Laura,  don't  make  an  enemy  of 
the  Count  ! ' 

We  went  down  stairs.  Laura  entered  the  drawing-room  ; 
while  I  proceeded  across  the  hall,  with  my  letter  in  my  hand, 
to  put  it  into  the  post-bag,  which  hung  against  the  wall 
opposite  to  me. 

The  house  door  was  open  ;  and,  as  I  crossed  past  it,  I 
saw  Count  Fosco  and  his  wnt'e  standing  talking  together  on 
the  steps  outside,  with  their  faces  turned  towards  me. 

The  Countess  came  into  the  hall,  rather  hastily,  and  asked 
if  I  had  leisure  enough  for  five  minutes'  private  conversation. 
Feeling  a  little  surprised  by  such  an  appeal  from  such  a 
person,  I  put  my  letter  into  the  bag,  and  replied  that  I  was 
quite  at  her  disposal.  She  took  my  arm  with  unaccustomed 
friendliness  and  familiarity  ;  and  instead  of  leading  me  into 
an  empty  room,  drew  me  out  with  her  to  the  belt  of  turf 
which  surrounded  the  large  fish-pond. 

As   we   passed   the  Count  on  the  steps,  he  bowed   and 

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smiled,  and  then  went  at  once  into  the  house  ;  pushing-  the 
hall-door  to  after  him,  but  not  actually  closing  it. 

The  Countess  walked  me  gently  round  the  fish-pond.  I 
expected  to  be  made  the  depositary  of  some  extraordinary 
confidence ;  and  I  was  astonished  to  find  that  Madame 
Fosco's  communication  for  my  private  ear  was  nothing  more 
than  a  polite  assurance  o(  her  sympathy  for  me,  after  what 
had  happened  in  the  library.  Her  husband  had  told  her  of 
all  that  had  passed,  and  of  the  insolent  manner  in  which  Sir 
Percival  had  spoken  to  me.  This  information  had  so  shocked 
and  distressed  her,  on  my  account  and  on  Laura's,  that  she 
had  made  up  her  mind,  if  anything  of  the  sort  happened 
again,  to  mark  her  sense  of  Sir  Percival's  outrageous  conduct 
by  leaving  the  house.  The  Count  had  approved  of  her  idea, 
and  she  now  hoped  that  I  approved  of  it,  too. 

I  thought  this  a  very  strange  proceeding  on  the  part  of 
such  a  remarkably  reserved  woman  as  Madame  Fosco — 
especially  after  the  interchange  of  sharp  speeches  which  had 
passed  between  us  during  the  conversation  in  the  boat-house, 
on  that  very  morning.  However,  it  was  my  plain  duty  to 
meet  a  polite  and  friendly  advance,  on  the  part  of  one  of  my 
elders,  with  a  polite  and  friendly  reply.  I  answered  the 
Countess,  accordingly,  in  her  own  tone  ;  and  then,  thinking 
we  had  said  all  that  was  necessary  on  either  side,  made  an 
attempt  to  get  back  to  the  house. 

But  Madame  Fosco  seemed  resolved  not  to  part  with  me, 
and,  to  my  unspeakable  amazement,  resolved  also  to  talk. 
Hitherto,  the  most  silent  of  women,  she  now  persecuted  me 
with  fluent  conventionalities  on  the  subject  of  married  life,  on 
the  subject  of  Sir  Percival  and  Laura,  on  the  subject  of  her 
own  happiness,  on  the  subject  of  the  late  Mr.  Fairlie's  conduct 
to  her  in  the  matter  of  her  legacy,  and  on  half  a  dozen  other 
subjects  besides,  until  she  had  detained  me,  walking  round 
and  round  the  fish-pond  for  more  than  half  an  hour,  and  had 
quite  wearied  me  out.  Whether  she  discovered  this,  or  not, 
I  cannot  say,  but  she  stopped  as  a.bruptly  as  she  had  begun — 
looked  towards  the  house  door,  resumed  her  icy  manner  in  a 
moment — and  dropped  my  arm  of  her  own  accord,  before  I 
could  think  of  an  excuse  for  accomplishing  my  own  release 
from  her. 

As  I  pushed  open  the  door,  and  entered  the  hall,  I  found 
myself  suddenly  face  to  face  with  the  Count  again.  He  was 
just  putting  a  letter  into  the  post-bag. 

After  he  had  dropped  it  in,  and  had  closed  the  bag,  he 
asked  me  where  I  had  left  Madame  Fosco.      I  told  him  ;  and 


THE   WOMAN   IN   WHITE 

he  went  out  at  the  hall  door,  immediately,  to  join  his  wife. 
His  manner,  when  he  spoke  to  me,  was  so  unusually  quiet 
and  subdued  that  I  turned  and  looked  after  him,  wonderingf 
if  he  were  ill  or  out  of  spirits. 

Why  my  next  proceeding-  was  to  go  straight  up  to  the 
post-bag,  and  take  out  my  own  letter,  and  look  at  it  again, 
with  a  vague  distrust  on  me  ;  and  why  the  looking  at  it  for 
the  second  time  instantly  suggested  the  idea  to  my  mind  of 
sealing  the  envelope  for  its  greater  security — are  mysteries 
which  are  either  too  deep  or  too  shallow  for  me  to  fathom. 
Women,  as  everybody  knows,  constantly  act  on  impulses 
which  they  cannot  explain  even  to  themselves  ;  and  I  can 
only  suppose  that  one  of  those  impulses  was  the  hidden  cause 
of  my  unaccountable  conduct  on  this  occasion. 

Whatever  influence  animated  me,  I  found  cause  to  con- 
g-ratulate  myself  on  having  obeyed  it,  as  soon  as  I  prepared 
to  seal  the  letter  in  my  own  room.  I  had  originally  closed 
the  envelope,  in  the  usual  way,  by  moistening  the  adhesive 
point  and  pressing  it  on  the  paper  beneath  ;  and,  when  I 
now  tried  it  with  my  finger,  after  a  lapse  of  full  three-quarters 
of  an  hour,  the  envelope  opened  on  the  instant,  without 
sticking  or  tearing.  Perhaps  I  had  fastened  it  insufficiently  ? 
Perhaps  there  might  have  been  some  defect  in  the  adhesive 
gum  ? 

Or,  perhaps No  !  it  is  quite  revolting  enough  to  feel 

that  third  conjecture  stirring  in  my  mind.  I  would  rather 
not  see  it  confronting  me,  in  plain  black  and  white. 

I  almost  dread  to-morrow — so  much  depends  on  my  dis- 
cretion and  self-control.  There  are  two  precautions  at  all 
events,  which  I  am  sure  not  to  forget.  I  must  be  careful  to 
keep  up  friendly  appearances  with  the  Count ;  and  I  must  be 
well  on  my  guard,  when  the  messenger  from  the  office  comes 
here  with  the  answer  to  my  letter. 

V. 

JuxE  17th. — When  the  dinner  hour  brought  us  together 
again,  Count  Fosco  was  in  his  usual  excellent  spirits.  He 
exerted  himself  to  interest  and  amuse  us,  as  if  he  was  deter- 
mined to  efface  from  our  memories  all  recollection  of  what 
had  passed  in  the  library  that  afternoon.  Lively  descriptions 
of  his  adventures  in  travelling  ;  amusing  anecdotes  of  re- 
markable people  whom  he  had  met  with  abroad  ;  quaint 
comparisons  between  the  social  customs  of  various  nations, 
illustrated  by  examples  drawn  from  men  and  women  indis- 

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crimlnately  all  over  Europe  ;  humorous  confessions  of  the 
innocent  follies  of  his  own  early  life,  when  he  ruled  the 
fashions  of  a  second-rate  Italian  town,  and  wrote  prepos- 
terous romances,  on  the  French  model,  for  a  second-rate 
Italian  newspaper — all  flowed  in  succession  so  easily  and  so 
gaily  from  his  lips,  and  all  addressed  our  various  curiosities 
and  various  interests  so  directly  and  so  delicately,  that  Laura 
and  I  listened  to  him  with  as  much  attention,  and,  inconsis- 
tent as  it  may  seem,  with  as  much  admiration  also,  as 
?»Iadame  Fosco  herself.  Women  can  resist  a  man's  love,  a 
man's  fame,  a  man's  personal  appearance,  and  a  man's 
money ;  but  they  cannot  resist  a  man's  tongue,  Vv'hen  he 
knows  how  to  talk  to  them. 

After  dinner,  while  the  favourable  impression  which  he 
had  produced  on  us  was  still  vivid  in  our  minds,  the  Count 
modestly  withdrew  to  read  in  the  library. 

Laura  proposed  a  stroll  in  the  grounds  to  enjoy  the  close 
of  the  long  evening.  It  was  necessary,  in  common  polite- 
ness, to  ask  Madame  Fosco  to  join  us  ;  but,  this  time,  she 
had  apparently  received  her  orders  beforehand,  and  she 
begged  we  would  kindly  excuse  her.  '  The  Count  will 
probably  want  a  fresh  supply  of  cigarettes,'  she  remarked,  by 
way  of  apology  ;  '  and  nobody  can  make  them  to  his  satis- 
faction, but  myself.'  Her  cold  blue  eyes  almost  vv^armed  as 
she  spoke  the  words — she  looked  actually  proud  of  being  the 
officiating  medium  through  which  her  lord  and  master  com- 
posed himself  with  tobacco-smoke  ! 

Laura  and  I  went  out  together  alone. 

It  was  a  misty,  heavy  evening.  There  was  a  sense  of 
blight  in  the  air  ;  the  flowers  were  drooping  in  the  garden, 
and  the  ground  was  parched  and  dewless.  The  western 
heaven,  as  we  saw  it  over  the  quiet  trees,  was  of  a  pale 
yellow  hue,  and  the  sun  was  setting  faintly  in  a  haze. 
Coming  rain  seemed  near  :  it  would  fall  probably  with  the 
fall  of  night. 

'  Which  way  shall  we  go?'  I  asked. 

'Towards  the  lake,  Marian,  if  you  like,'  she  answered. 

'  You  seem  unaccountably  fond,  Laura,  of  that  dismal 
lake.' 

*  No  ;  not  of  the  lake,  but  of  the  scenery  about  it.  The 
sand  and  heath,  and  the  fir-trees,  are  the  only  objects  I  can 
discover,  in  all  this  large  place,  to  remind  m.e  of  Limmeridge. 
But  we  will  walk  in  some  other  direction,  if  you  prefer  it.' 

'  I  have  no  favourite  walks  at  Blackwater  Park,  my  love. 
One  is  the  same  as  another  to  me.     Let  us  go  to  the  lake — 

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we  may  find   it   cooler   in   the   open  space  than   we  find  it 
here.' 

We  walked  through  the  shadowy  plantation  in  silence. 
The  heaviness  in  the  evening  air  oppressed  us  both  ;  and, 
when  we  reached  the  boat-house,  we  were  glad  to  sit  down 
and  rest,  inside. 

A  white  fog  hung  low  over  the  lake.  The  dense  brown 
line  of  the  trees  on  the  opposite  bank,  appeared  above  it,  like  a 
dwarf  forest  floating  in  the  sky.  The  sandy  ground,  shelving 
downward  from  where  we  sat,  was  lost  mysteriously  in  the 
outward  layers  of  the  fog.  The  silence  was  horrible.  No 
rustling  of  the  leaves — no  bird's  note  in  the  wood — no  cry 
of  waterfowl  from  the  pools  of  the  hidden  lake.  Even  the 
croaking  of  the  frogs  had  ceased  to-night. 

'  It  is  very  desolate  and  gloomy,'  said  Laura.  '  But  we 
can  be  more  alone  here  than  anywhere  else.' 

She  spoke  quietly,  and  looked  at  the  wilderness  of  sand 
and  mist  v/ith  steady,  thoughtful  eyes.  I  could  see  that  her 
mind  was  too  much  occupied  to  feel  the  dreary  impressions 
from  without,  which  had  fastened  themselves  already  on  mine. 
'  I  promised,  Marian,  to  tell  you  the  truth  about  my 
married  life,  instead  of  leaving  5'Ou  any  longer  to  guess  it 
for  yourself,'  she  began.  'That  secret  is  the  first  I  have 
ever  had  from  you,  love,  and  I  am  determined  it  shall  be  the 
last.  I  was  silent,  as  you  know,  for  your  sake — and  perhaps 
a  little  for  my  own  sake  as  well.  It  is  very  hard  for  a  woman 
to  confess  that  the  man  to  whom  she  has  given  her  whole 
life,  is  the  man  of  all  others  who  cares  least  for  the  gift.  If 
you  were  married  yourself,  Marian — and  especially  if  you 
were  happily  married — you  would  feel  for  me  as  no  single 
woman  can  feel,  however  kind  and  true  she  may  be.' 

What  answer  could  I  make?  I  could  only  take  her  hand, 
and  look  at  her  with  my  whole  heart  as  well  as  my  eyes 
would  let  me. 

'  How  often,'  she  went  on,  *  I  have  heard  you  laughing 
over  what  you  used  to  call  your  "  poverty  !  "  how  often  you 
have  made  me  mock-speeches  of  congratulation  on  my 
wealth  !  Oh,  ^larian,  never  laugh  again.  Thank  God  for 
your  poverty — it  has  made  }-ou  5-our  own  mistress,  and  has 
saved  you  from  the  lot  that  has  fallen  on  w^.' 

A  sad  beginning  on  the  lips  of  a  young  wife  ! — sad  in 
its  quiet,  plain-spoken  truth.  The  few  days  we  had  all 
passed  together  at  Blackwater  Park,  had  been  many  enough 
to  show  me — to  show  any  one — what  her  husband  had 
married  her  for. 

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'You  shall  not  be  distressed,'  she  said,  'by  hearing'  how 
soon  my  disappointments  and  my  trials  began — or  even  by 
knowing  what  they  were.  It  is  bad  enough  to  have  them  on 
my  memory.  If  I  tell  you  how  he  received  the  first,  and 
last,  attempt  at  remonstrance  that  I  ever  made,  you  will  know 
how  he  has  always  treated  me,  as  well  as  if  I  had  described 
it  in  so  many  words.  It  was  one  day  at  Rome,  when  we 
had  ridden  out  together  to  the  tomb  of  Cecilia  Metella. 
The  sky  v.'as  calm  and  lovely — and  the  grand  old  ruin  looked 
beautiful — and  the  remembrance  that  a  husband's  love  had 
raised  it  in  the  old  time  to  a  wife's  memory,  made  me  feel 
more  tenderly  and  more  anxiously  towards  7ny  husband  than 
I  had  ever  felt  yet.  "  Would  you  build  such  a  tomb  for  /«£■, 
Percival  ?  "  I  asked  him.      ''You  said  you  loved  me  dearly, 

before   we   were  married  ;    and  yet,  since  that  time "   I 

could  get  no  farther.  Marian  !  he  was  not  even  looking  at 
me  !  I  pulled  down  my  veil,  thinking  it  best  not  to  let  him 
see  that  the  tears  were  in  my  eyes.  I  fancied  he  had  not 
paid  any  attention  to  me  ;  but  he  had.  He  said,  "  Come 
away,"  and  laughed  to  himself,  as  he  helped  me  on  to  my 
horse.  He  mounted  his  own  horse  ;  and  laughed  again  as 
We  rode  away.  "If  I  do  build  you  a  tomb,"  he  said,  "it 
will  be  done  with  your  own  money.  I  wonder  whether 
Cecilia  Metella  had  a  fortune,  and  paid  for  hers."  I  made 
no  reply — how  could  I,  when  I  was  crying-  behind  my  veil  ? 
"  Ah,  you  light-complexioned  women  arc  all  sulky,"  he  said. 
"  What  do  you  want  ?  compliments  and  soft  speeches  ?  Well ! 
I'm  in  a  good  humour  this  morning.  Consider  the  compli- 
ments paid,  and  the  speeches  said."  Men  little  know,  when 
they  say  hard  things  to  us,  how  well  we  remember  them,  and 
how  much  harm  they  do  us.  It  would  have  been  better  for 
me  if  I  had  gone  on  crying  ;  but  his  contempt  dried  up  my 
tears,  and  hardened  my  heart.  From  that  time,  Marian,  I 
never  checked  myself  again  in  thinking  of  Walter  Hartright. 
I  let  the  memory  of  those  happy  days,  when  we  were  so  fond 
of  each  other  in  secret,  come  back,  and  comfort  me.  What 
else  had  I  to  look  to  for  consolation  ?  If  we  had  been 
together,  you  would  have  helped  me  to  better  things.  I 
know  it  was  wrong,  darling — but  tell  me  if  I  was  wrong, 
without  any  excuse.' 

I  was  obliged  to  turn  my  face  from  her.  '  Don't  ask  me  !  ' 
I  said.  '  Have  I  suffered  as  you  have  suffered  ?  What  right 
have  I  to  decide  ?  ' 

'  I  used  to  think  of  him,'  she  pursued,  dropping  her  voice, 
and  moving  closer  to  me — '  I  used  to  think  of  him,  when 

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Percival  left  me  alone  at  night,  to  go  among  the  Opera 
people.  I  used  to  fancy  what  I  might  have  been,  if  it  had 
pleased  God  to  bless  me  with  poverty,  and  if  I  had  been  his 
wife.  I  used  to  see  myself  in  my  neat  cheap  gown,  sitting 
at  home  and  waiting  for  him,  while  he  was  earning  our  bread 
— sitting  at  home  and  working  for  him,  and  loving  him  all 
the  better  because  I  had  to  work  for  him — seeing  him  come 
in  tired,  and  taking  off  his  hat  and  coat  for  him — and,  Marian, 
pleasing  him  with  little  dishes  at  dinner  that  I  had  learnt  to 
make  for  his  sake. — Oh  !  I  hope  he  is  never  lonely  enough 
and  sad  enough  to  think  of  me,  and  see  me,  as  I  have  thought 
of  him  and  seen  hitn  !  ' 

As  she  said  those  melancholy  words,  all  the  lost  tenderness 
returned  to  her  voice,  and  all  the  lost  beauty  trembled  back 
into  her  face.  Her  eyes  rested  as  lovingly  on  the  blighted, 
solitary,  ill-omened  view  before  us,  as  if  they  saw  the 
friendly  hills  of  Cumberland  in  the  dim  and  threatening  sky. 

'  Don't  speak  of  Walter  any  more,'  I  said,  as  soon  as  I 
could  control  myself.  *  Oh,  Laura,  spare  us  both  the 
VvTetchedness  of  talking  of  him,  now  !  ' 

She  roused  herself,  and  looked  at  me  tenderly. 

'  I  would  rather  be  silent  about  him  for  ever,'  she 
ansv/ered,  'than  cause  you  a  moment's  pain.' 

'  It  is  in  your  interests,'  I  pleaded  ;  '  it  is  for  your  sake 
that  I  speak.     If  your  husband  heard  you ' 

'  It  would  not  surprise  him,  if  he  did  hear  me.' 

She  made  that  strange  reply  with  a  weary  calmness  and 
coldness.  The  change  in  her  manner,  when  she  gave  the 
answer,  startled  me  almost  as  much  as  the  answer  itself. 

'  Not  surprise  him  ! '  I  repeated.  '  Laura  !  remember 
what  you  are  saying — you  frighten  me  \  * 

'  It  is  true,'  she  said — '  it  is  what  I  wanted  to  tell  you  to- 
day, when  we  were  talking  in  your  room.  My  only  secret 
when  I  opened  my  heart  to  him  at  Limmeridge,  was  a  harm- 
less secret,  Marian — you  said  so  yourself.  The  name  was 
all  I  kept  from  him — and  he  has  discovered  it.' 

I  heard  her  ;  but  I  could  say  nothing.  Her  last  words  had 
killed  the  little  hope  that  still  lived  in  me. 

*  It  happened  at  Rome,'  she  went  on,  as  wearily  calm  and 
cold  as  ever.  '  We  were  at  a  little  party,  given  to  the 
English  by  some  friends  of  Sir  Percival's — Mr.  and  Mrs. 
Markland.  Mrs.  Markland  had  the  reputation  of  sketching 
very  beautifully  ;  and  some  of  the  guests  prevailed  on  her  to 
show  us  her  drawings.  We  all  admired  them, — but  some- 
thing  I    said   attracted   her   attention    particularly    to    me. 

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"  Surely  you  draw  yourself?  "  she  asked.  "  I  used  to  draw  a 
little  once,"  I  answered,  "  but  I  have  given  it  up."  "  If  you 
have  once  drawn,"  she  said,  "you  may  take  to  it  again  one 
of  these  days  ;  and,  if  you  do,  I  wish  you  would  let  me 
recommend  you  a  master."  I  said  nothing — you  know  why, 
Marian — and  tried  to  change  the  conversation.  But  Mrs. 
Markland  persisted.  "  I  have  had  all  sorts  of  teachers,"  she 
went  on  ;  "but  the  best  of  all,  the  most  intelligent  and  the 
most  attentive  was  a  Mr.  Hartright.  If  you  ever  take  up 
your  drawing  again,  do  try  him  as  a  master.  He  is  a  young 
man — modest  and  gentlemanlike — I  am  sure  you  will  like 
him."  Think  of  those  words  being  spoken  to  me  publicly,  in 
the  presence  of  strangers — strangers  who  had  been  invited  to 
meet  the  bride  and  bridegroom  !  I  did  all  I  could  to  control 
myself — I  said  nothing,  and  looked  down  close  at  the 
drawings.  When  I  ventured  to  raise  my  head  again,  my 
eyes  and  my  husband's  eyes  met ;  and  I  knew,  by  his  look, 
that  my  face  had  betrayed  me.  *'  We  will  see  about  Mr. 
Hartright,"  he  said,  looking  at  me  all  the  time,  "  when  we  get 
back  to  England.  I  agree  with  you,  Mrs.  Markland — I  think 
Lady  Glyde  is  sure  to  like  him."  He  laid  an  emphasis  on  the 
last  words  which  made  my  cheeks  burn,  and  set  my  heart 
beating  as  if  it  would  stifle  me.  Nothing  more  was  said — we 
came  away  early.  He  was  silent  in  the  carriage,  driving 
back  to  the  hotel.  He  helped  me  out,  and  followed  me  up- 
stairs as  usual.  But  the  moment  we  were  in  the  drawing- 
room,  he  locked  the  door,  pushed  me  down  into  a  chair,  and 
stood  over  me  with  his  hands  on  my  shoulders.  "  Ever  since 
that  morning  when  you  made  your  audacious  confession  to 
me  at  Limmeridge,"  he  said,  "  I  have  wanted  to  find  out  the 
man  ;  and  I  found  him  in  your  face,  to-night.  Your  drawing- 
master  was  the  man  ;  and  his  name  is  Hartright.  You  shall 
repent  it,  and  he  shall  repent  it,  to  the  last  hour  of  your  lives. 
Now  go  to  bed,  and  dream  of  him,  if  you  like — with  the  marks 
of  my  horsewhip  on  his  shoulders."  Whenever  he  is  angry 
with  me  now,  he  refers  to  what  I  acknowledged  to  him 
in  your  presence,  with  a  sneer  or  a  threat.  I  have  no  power 
to  prevent  him  from  putting  his  own  horrible  construction 
on  the  confidence  I  placed  in  him.  I  have  no  influence  to 
make  him  believe  me,  or  to  keep  him  silent.  You  looked 
surprised,  to-day,  when  you  heard  him  tell  me  that  I  had  made 
a  virtue  of  necessity  in  marrying  him.  You  will  not  be 
surprised  again,  when  you  hear  him  repeat  it,  the  next  time 
he  is  out  of  temper — Oh,  Marian  !  don't  !  don't !  you  hurt 
me!' 

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I  had  caught  her  in  my  arms  ;  and  fhe  sthig-  and  torment 
of  my  remorse  had  closed  them  round  her  Hke  a  vice.  Yes  ! 
my  remorse.  The  white  despair  of  Walter's  face,  when  my 
cruel  words  struck  him  to  the  heart  in  the  summer-house  at 
Limmeridge,  rose  before  me  in  mute,  unendurable  reproach. 
My  hand  had  pointed  the  way  which  led  the  man  my  sister 
loved,  step  by  step,  far  from  his  country  and  his  friends. 
Between  those  two  young-  hearts  I  had  stood,  to  sunder  them 
for  ever,  the  one  from  the  other — and  his  life  and  her  life 
lay  wasted  before  me,  alike,  in  witness  of  the  deed.  I  had 
done  this  ;  and  done  it  for  Sir  Percival  Clyde. 

For  Sir  Percival  Clyde. 

I  heard  her  speaking,  and  I  knew  by  the  tone  of  her  voice 
that  she  was  comforting  me — /,  who  deserved  nothing  but 
the  reproach  of  her  silence  !  How  long  it  was  before  I 
mastered  the  absorbing  misery  of  my  own  thoughts,  I  cannot 
tell.  I  was  first  conscious  that  she  was  kissing  me,  and 
then  my  eyes  seemed  to  wake  on  a  sudden  to  their  sense  of 
outward  things,  and  I  knew  that  I  was  looking  mechanically 
straight  before  me  at  the  prospect  of  the  lake. 

'  It  is  late,'  I  heard  her  whisper.  '  It  will  be  dark  in  the 
plantation.'  She  shook  my  arm,  and  repeated,  *  Marian  !  it 
will  be  dark  in  the  plantation.' 

'  Cive  me  a  minute  longer,'  I  said — 'a  minute,  to  get 
better  in.' 

I  was  afraid  to  trust  myself  to  look  at  her  yet ;  and  I 
kept  my  eyes  fixed  on  the  view. 

It  7oas  late.  The  dense  brown  line  of  trees  in  the  sky 
had  faded  in  the  gathering  darkness,  to  the  faint  resemblance 
of  a  long  wreath  of  smoke.  The  mist  over  the  lake  below 
had  stealthily  enlarged,  and  advanced  on  us.  The  silence 
was  as  breathless  as  ever — but  the  horror  of  it  had  gone,  and 
the  solemn  mystery  of  its  stillness  was  all  that  remained. 

'  We  are  far  from  the  house,'  she  whispered.  '  Let  us  ."-o 
back.' 

She  stopped  suddenly,  and  turned  her  face  from  me 
towards  the  entrance  of  the  boat-house. 

*  Marian  ! '  she  said,  trembling  violently.  '  Do  you  see 
nothing  ?     Look  ! ' 

'  Where  ?  ' 

*  Down  there,  below  us.' 

She  pointed.    My  eyes  followed  her  hand ;  and  I  saw  It,  too. 

A  living  figure  was  moving  over  the  waste  of  heath  in  the 

distance.     It  crossed  our  range  of  view  from  the  boat-house, 

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and  passed  darkly  along  the  outer  edg-e  of  the  mist.  It 
stopped  far  ofY,  in  front  of  us — waited — and  passed  on ; 
moving-  slowly,  with  the  white  cloud  of  mist  behind  it  and 
above  it — slowly,  slowly,  till  it  glided  by  the  edge  of  the 
boat-house,  and  we  saw  it  no  more. 

We  were  both  unnerved  by  what  had  passed  between  us 
that  evening.  Some  minutes  elapsed  before  Laura  would 
venture  into  the  plantation,  and  before  I  could  make  up  my 
mind  to  lead  her  back  to  the  house. 

'  Was  it  a  man,  or  a  woman  ?  '  she  asked,  in  a  whisper, 
as  we  moved  at  last,  into  the  dark  dampness  of  the  outer  air. 

'  I  am  not  certain.' 

'  Which  do  you  think  ?  ' 

'  It  looked  like  a  woman.' 

*  I  was  afraid  it  was  a  man  in  a  long  cloak.' 

'  It  may  be  a  man.  In  this  dim  light  it  is  not  possible  to 
be  certain.' 

'  Wait,  Marian  !  I'm  frightened — I  don't  see  the  path. 
Suppose  the  figure  should  follow  us  ?  ' 

'  Not  at  all  likely,  Laura.  There  is  really  nothing  to  be 
alarmed  about.  The  shores  of  the  lake  are  not  far  from  the 
village,  and  they  are  free  to  any  one  to  walk  on,  by  day  or 
night.  It  is  only  wonderful  we  have  seen  no  living  creature 
there  before.' 

We  were  now  in  the  plantation.  It  was  very  dark — so 
dark,  that  we  found  some  difficulty  in  keeping  the  path.  I 
gave  Laura  my  arm,  and  we  walked  as  fast  as  we  could  on 
our  way  back. 

Before  we  were  half  way  through,  she  stopped,  and 
forced  me  to  stop  with  her.      She  was  listening. 

'  Hush,'  she  whispered.      '  I  hear  something  behind  us.' 

'  Dead  leaves,'  I  said  to  cheer  her,  *  or  a  twig  blown  off 
the  trees.' 

*  It  is  summer  time,  Marian  ;  and  there  is  not  a  breath  of 
wind.     Listen  !  ' 

I  heard  the  sound,  too — a  sound  like  a  light  footstep 
following  us. 

'  No  matter  who  it  is,  or  what  it  is,'  I  said  ;  '  let  us  walk 
on.  In  another  minute,  if  there  is  anything  to  alarm  us,  we 
shall  be  near  enough  to  the  house  to  be  heard.' 

We  went  on  quickly — so  quickly,  that  Laura  was  breath- 
less by  the  time  we  were  nearly  through  the  plantation,  and 
within  sight  of  the  lighted  windows. 

I  waited  a  moment,  to  give  her  breathing-time.  Just  as 
we  were  about  to  proceed,  she  stopped  me  again,  and  signed 

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to  me  with  her  hand  to  listen  once  more.  We  both  heard 
distinctly  a  long,  heavy  sig-h,  behind  us,  in  the  black  depths 
of  the  trees. 

*  Who's  there  ?  '  I  called  out. 

There  was  no  answer. 

'  Who's  there  ?  '  I  repeated. 

An  instant  of  silence  followed  ;  and  then  we  heard  the 
light  fall  of  the  footsteps  again,  fainter  and  fainter — sinking 
away  into  the  darkness — sinking,  sinking,  sinking — till  they 
were  lost  in  the  silence. 

We  hurried  out  from  the  trees  to  the  open  lawn  beyond  ; 
crossed  it  rapidly  ;  and  without  another  word  passing  between 
us,  reached  the  house. 

In  the  light  of  the  hall-lamp,  Laura  looked  at  me,  with 
white  cheeks  and  startled  eyes. 

'  I  am  half  dead  with  fear,'  she  said.  *  Who  could  it 
have  been  ?  ' 

'  We  will  try  to  guess  to-morrow,'  I  replied.  '  In  the 
mean  time,  say  nothing  to  any  one  of  what  we  have  heard 
and  seen.' 

'  Why  not  ?  ' 

'  Because  silence  is  safe — and  we  have  need  of  safety  in 
this  house.' 

I  sent  Laura  upstairs  immediately — waited  a  minute  to 
take  off  my  hat,  and  put  my  hair  smooth — and  then  went  at 
once  to  make  my  first  investigations  in  the  library,  on 
pretence  of  searching  for  a  book. 

There  sat  the  Count,  filling  out  the  largest  easy-chair  in 
the  house  ;  smoking  and  reading  calmly,  with  his  feet  on  an 
ottoman,  his  cravat  across  his  knees,  and  his  shirt  collar 
wide  open.  And  there  sat  Madame  Fosco,  like  a  quiet  child, 
on  a  stool  by  his  side,  making  cigarettes.  Neither  husband 
nor  wife  could,  by  any  possibility,  have  been  out  late  that 
evening,  and  have  just  got  back  to  the  house  in  a  hurry.  I 
felt  that  my  object  in  visiting  the  library  was  ansvv^ered  the 
moment  I  set  eyes  on  them. 

Count  Fosco  rose  in  polite  confusion,  and  tied  his  cravat 
on  when  I  entered  the  room. 

'  Pray  don't  let  me  disturb  you,'  I  said.  *  I  have  only 
come  here  to  get  a  book.' 

'  All  unfortunate  men  of  my  size  suffer  from  the  heat,'  said 
the  Count,  refreshing  himself  gravely  with  a  large  green  fan. 
'  I  wish  I  could  change  places  with  my  excellent  wife.  She 
is  as  cool,  at  this  moment,  as  a  fish  in  the  pond  outside.' 

The  Countess  allowed  herself  to  thaw  under  the  influence 

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of  her  husband's  quaint  comparison.  '  I  am  never  warm, 
Miss  Halcombe,'  she  remarked,  with  the  modest  air  of  a 
woman  who  was  confessing-  to  one  of  her  own  merits. 

'  Have  you  and  Lady  Clyde  been  out  this  evening-?  '  asked 
the  Count,  while  I  was  taking-  a  book  from  the  shelves,  to 
preserve  appearances. 

'  Yes  ;  we  went  out  to  get  a  little  air.' 

*  May  I  ask  in  what  direction  ?  ' 

*  In  the  direction  of  the  lake — as  far  as  the  boat-house.' 
'  Aha  ?     As  far  as  the  boat-house  ?  ' 

Under  other  circumstances,  I  might  have  resented  his 
curiosity.  But,  to-night  I  hailed  it  as  another  proof  that 
neither  he  nor  his  wife  were  connected  with  the  mysterious 
appearance  at  the  lake. 

'No  more  adventures,  I  suppose,  this  evening?'  he  went 
on.  '  No  more  discoveries,  like  your  discovery  of  the 
wounded  dog  ? ' 

He  fixed  his  unfathomable  gray  eyes  on  me,  with  that 
cold,  clear,  irresistible  glitter  in  them,  which  always  forces 
me  to  look  at  him,  and  always  makes  me  uneas}',  while  I  do 
look.  An  unutterable  suspicion  that  his  mind  is  prying  into 
mine,  overcomes  me  at  these  times  ;  and  it  overcame  me 
now. 

'No,'  I  said,  shortly  ;   'no  adventures — no  discoveries.' 

I  tried  to  look  away  from  him,  and  leave  the  room. 
Strange  as  it  seems,  I  hardly  think  I  should  have  succeeded 
in  the  attempt,  if  Madame  Fosco  had  not  helped  me  by 
causing  him  to  move  and  look  away  first. 

'  Count,  you  are  keeping  Miss  Halcombe  standing,'  she 
said. 

The  moment  he  turned  round  to  get  me  a  chair,  I  seized 
my  opportunity — thanked  him — made  my  excuses — and  slipped 
out. 

An  hour  later,  when  Laura's  maid  happened  to  be  in  her 
mistress's  room,  I  took  occasion  to  refer  to  the  closeness  of 
the  night,  with  a  view  to  ascertaining  next  how  the  servants 
had  been  passing  their  time. 

'  Have  you  been  suffering  much  from  the  heat,  down 
stairs  ?  '  I  asked. 

'  No,  miss,'  said  the  girl ;  '  we  have  not  felt  it  to  speak  of.' 

*  You  have  been  out  in  the  woods,  then,  I  suppose?  ' 

'  Some  of  us  thought  of  going,  miss.  But  cook  said  she 
should  take  her  chair  into  the  cool  court-yard,  outside  the 
kitchen  door  ;  and,  on  second  thoughts,  all  the  rest  of  us  took 
our  chairs  out  there,  too.' 

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The  housekeeper  was  now  the  only  person  who  remained 
to  be  accounted  for. 

'  Is  Mrs.  Michelson  gone  to  bed  yet  ? '  I  inquired. 

*  I  should  think  not,  miss,'  said  the  girl,  smiling-.  '  Mrs. 
Michelson  is  more  likely  to  be  getting-  up,  just  now,  than 
going  to  bed.' 

'  Why  ?  What  do  you  mean  ?  Has  Mrs.  Michelson  been 
taking  to  her  bed  in  the  daytime  ?  ' 

'  No,  miss  ;  not  exactly,  but  the  next  thing  to  it.  She's 
been  asleep  all  the  e-vening,  on  the  sofa  in  her  own  room.' 

Putting  together  what  I  observed  for  myself  in  the  library 
and  what  I  have  just  heard  from  Laura's  maid,  one  conclusion 
seems  inevitable.  The  figure  we  saw  at  the  lake  was  not  the 
figure  of  Madame  Fosco,  of  her  husband,  or  of  any  of  the 
servants.  The  footsteps  we  heard  behind  us  were  not  the 
footsteps  of  any  one  belonging  to  the  house. 

Who  could  it  have  been  ? 

It  seems  useless  to  inquire.  I  cannot  even  decide  whether 
the  figure  was  a  man's  or  a  woman's.  I  can  only  say  that  I 
think  it  was  a  woman's. 

VI. 

June  i8th. — The  misery  of  self-reproach  which  I  suffered 
yesterday  evening,  on  hearing  what  Laura  told  me  in  the 
boat-house  returned  in  the  loneliness  of  the  night,  and  kept 
me  waking  and  wretched  for  hours. 

I  lighted  my  candle  at  last,  and  searched  through  my  old 
journals  to  see  what  my  share  in  the  fatal  error  of  her 
marriage  had  really  been,  and  what  I  might  have  once  done 
to  save  her  from  it.  The  result  soothed  me  a  little — for  it 
showed  that,  however  blindly  and  ignorantly  I  acted,  I  acted 
for  the  best.  Crying  generally  does  me  harm  ;  but  it  was 
not  so  last  night — I  think  it  relieved  me.  I  rose  this  morn- 
ing with  a  settled  resolution  and  a  quiet  mind.  Nothing  Sir 
Percival  can  say  or  do  shall  ever  irritate  me  again,  or  make 
me  forget,  for  one  moment,  that  I  am  staying  here,  in  defiance 
of  mortifications,  insults,  and  threats,  for  Laura's  service  and 
for  Laura's  sake. 

The  speculations  In  which  we  might  have  Indulged,  this 
morning,  on  the  subject  of  the  figure  at  the  lake  and  the 
footsteps  in  the  plantation,  have  been  all  suspended  by  a 
trifling  accident  which  has  caused  Laura  great  regret.  She 
has  lost  the  little  brooch  I  gave  her  for  a  keepsake,  on  the 
day  before  her  marriage.     As  she  wore  It  when  we  went  out 

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yesterday  evening  we  can  only  suppose  that  it  must  have 
dropped  from  her  dress,  either  in  the  boat-house,  or  on  our 
way  back.  The  servants  have  been  sent  to  search,  and  have 
returned  unsuccessful.  And  now  Laura  herself  has  gone  to 
look  for  it.  Whether  she  finds  it,  or  not,  the  loss  will  help 
to  excuse  her  absence  from  the  house,  if  Sir  Percival  returns 
before  the  letter  from  Mr.  Gilmore's  partner  is  placed  in  my 
hands. 

One  o'clock  has  just  struck.  I  am  considering  whether  I 
had  better  wait  here  for  the  arrival  of  the  messenger  from 
London,  or  slip  away  quietly,  and  watch  for  him  outside  the 
lodge  gate. 

My  suspicion  of  everybody  and  everj^thing  in  this  house 
inclines  me  to  think  that  the  second  plan  may  be  the  best. 
The  Count  is  safe  in  the  breakfast-room.  I  heard  him, 
through  the  door,  as  I  ran  up-stairs,  ten  minutes  since, 
exercising  his  canary-birds  at  their  tricks  : — '  Come  out  on 
my  little  finger,  my  pret-pret-pretties  !  Come  out,  and  hop 
up-stairs  !  One,  two,  three — and  up  !  Three,  two,  one — 
and  down  I  One,  two,  three — twit-twit-twit-tweet  ! '  The 
birds  burst  into  their  usual  ecstasy  of  singing,  and  the  Count 
chirruped  and  whistled  at  them  in  return,  as  if  he  was  a  bird 
himself.  My  room  door  is  open,  and  I  can  hear  the  shrill 
singing  and  whistling  at  this  very  moment.  If  I  am  really 
to  slip  out,  without  being  observed — now  is  my  time. 

Four  o'clock.  The  three  hours  that  have  past  since  I 
made  my  last  entry,  have  turned  the  whole  march  of  events 
at  Blackwater  Park  in  a  new  direction.  Whether  for  good 
or  for  evil,  I  cannot  and  dare  not  decide. 

Let  me  get  back  first  to  the  place  at  which  I  left  off — or  I 
shall  lose  myself  in  the  confusion  of  my  own  thoughts. 

I  vv'ent  out,  as  I  had  proposed,  to  meet  the  messenger  with 
my  letter  from  London  at  the  lodge  gate.  On  the  stairs 
I  saw  no  one.  In  the  hall  I  heard  the  Count  still  exercising 
his  birds.  But  on  crossing  the  quadrangle  outside,  I  passed 
Madame  Fosco,  walking  b}'  herself  in  her  favourite  circle, 
round  and  round  the  great  fish-pond.  I  at  once  slackened 
my  pace,  so  as  to  avoid  all  appearance  of  being  in  a  hurry  ; 
and  even  went  the  length,  for  caution's  sake,  of  inquiring  if 
she  thought  of  going  out  before  lunch.  She  smiled  at  me  in 
the  friendliest  manner — said  she  preferred  remaining  near  t'ne 
house — nodded  pleasantly — and  re-entered  the  hall.  I  looked 
back,  and  saw  that  she  had  closed  the  door  before  I  had 
opened  the  wicket  by  the  side  of  the  carriage  gates. 

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In  less  than  a  quarter  of  an  hour,  I  reached  the  lodge. 

The  lane  outside  took  a  sudden  turn  to  the  left,  ran  on 
straight  for  a  hundred  yards  or  so,  and  then  took  another 
sharp  turn  to  the  right  to  join  the  high  road.  Between  these 
two  turns,  hidden  from  the  lodge  on  one  side  and  from  the  way 
to  the  station  on  the  other,  I  waited,  walking  backwards  and 
forwards.  High  hedges  were  on  either  side  of  me  ;  and  for 
twenty  minutes,  by  my  watch,  I  neither  saw  nor  heard  any- 
thing. At  the  end  of  that  time,  the  sound  of  a  carriage 
caught  my  ear ;  and  I  was  met,  as  I  advanced,  towards  the 
second  turning,  by  a  fly  from  the  railway.  I  made  a  sign  to 
the  driver  to  stop.  As  he  obeyed  me,  a  respectable-looking 
man  put  his  head  out  of  the  window  to  see  what  was  the 
matter. 

'  I  beg  your  pardon,'  I  said  ;  '  but  am  I  right  in  supposing 
that  you  are  going  to  Blackwater  Park  ?  ' 

'  Yes,  ma'am.' 

*  With  a  letter  for  any  one  ?  ' 

*  With  a  letter  for  Miss  Halcombe,  ma'am.' 

'You  may  give  me  the  letter.     I  am  Miss  Halcombe.' 
The  man  touched  his  hat,  got  out  of  the  fly  immediately, 

and  gave  me  the  letter. 

I  opened  it  at  once,  and  read  these  lines.     I  copy  them 

here,  thinking  it  best  to  destroy  the  original  for  caution's  sake. 

*  Dear  Madam. — Your  letter  received  this  morning,  has 
caused  me  very  great  anxiety.  I  will  reply  to  it  as  briefly 
and  plainly  as  possible. 

'  My  careful  consideration  of  the  statement  made  by 
yourself,  and  my  knowledge  of  Lady  Clyde's  position,  as 
defined  in  the  settlement,  lead  me,  I  regret  to  say,  to  the 
conclusion  that  a  loan  of  the  trust  money  to  Sir  Percival 
(or,  in  other  words,  a  loan  of  some  portion  of  the  twenty 
thousand  pounds  of  Lady  Clyde's  fortune),  is  in  contempla- 
tion, and  that  she  is  made  a  party  to  the  deed,  in  order  to 
secure  her  approval  of  a  flagrant  breach  of  trust,  and  to  have 
her  signature  produced  against  her,  if  she  should  complain 
hereafter.  It  is  impossible,  on  any  other  supposition,  to 
account,  situated  as  she  is,  for  her  execution  to  a  deed  of 
any  kind  being  wanted  at  all. 

'  In  the  event  of  Lady  Clyde's  sig'ning  such  a  document 
as  I  am  compelled  to  suppose  the  deed  in  question  to  be,  her 
trustees  would  be  at  liberty  to  advance  money  to  Sir  Percival 
out  of  her  twenty  thousand  pounds.  If  the  amount  so  lent 
should   not  be   paid  back,  and  if  Lady  Clyde   should  have 

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children,  their  fortune  will  then  be  diminished  by  the  sum, 
large  or  small,  so  advanced.  In  plainer  terms  still,  the 
transaction,  for  anything  that  Lady  Glyde  knows  to  the 
contrary,  may  be  a  fraud  upon  her  unborn  children. 

*  Under  these  serious  circumstances,  I  would  recommend 
Lady  Glyde  to  assign  as  a  reason  for  withholding  her 
signature,  that  she  wishes  the  deed  to  be  first  submitted  to 
myself,  as  her  family  solicitor  (in  the  absence  of  my  partner, 
Mr.  Gilmore).  No  reasonable  objection  can  be  made  to 
taking  this  course — for,  if  the  transaction  is  an  honourable 
one,  there  will  necessarily  be  no  difficulty  in  my  giving  my 
approval. 

*  Sincerely  assuring  you  of  my  readiness  to  afford  any 
additional  help  or  advice  that  may  be  wanted,  I  beg  to  remain. 
Madam,  your  faithful  servant, 

*  William  Kyrle.  ' 

I  read  this  kind  and  sensible  letter  very  thankfully.  It 
supplied  Laura  with  a  reason  for  objecting  to  the  signature 
which  was  unanswerable,  and  which  we  could  both  of  us 
understand.  The  messenger  waited  near  me  while  I  was 
reading,  to  receive  his  directions  when  I  had  done. 

*  Will  you  be  good  enough  to  say  that  I  understand  the 
letter,  and  that  I  am  very  much  obliged  ?  '  I  said.  *  There  is 
no  other  reply  necessary  at  present.' 

Exactly  at  the  moment  when  I  was  speaking  those  words, 
holding  the  letter  open  in  my  hand,  Count  Fosco  turned  the 
corner  of  the  lane  from  the  high  road,  and  stood  before  me  as 
if  he  had  sprung  up  out  of  the  earth. 

The  suddenness  of  his  appearance,  in  the  very  last  place 
under  heaven  in  which  I  should  have  expected  to  see  him, 
took  me  completely  by  surprise.  The  messenger  wished  me 
good  morning,  and  got  into  the  fly  again.  I  could  not  say  a 
word  to  him — I  was  not  even  able  to  return  his  bow.  The 
conviction  that  I  was  discovered — and  by  that  man,  of  all 
others — absolutely  petrified  me. 

'  Are  you  going  back  to  the  house.  Miss  Halcombe  ? '  he 
inquired,  without  showing  the  least  surprise  on  his  side,  and 
without  even  looking  after  the  fly,  which  drove  off  while  he 
was  speaking  to  me. 

I  collected  myself  sufficiently  to  make  a  sign  in  the  affir- 
mative. 

'  I  am  going  back,  too,'  he  said.  '  Pray  allov^^  me  the 
pleasure  of  accompanying  you.  Will  you  take  my  arm  ? 
You  look  surprised  at  seeing  me  ! 

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I  took  his  arm.  The  first  of  my  scattered  senses  that 
came  back,  was  the  sense  that  warned  me  to  sacrifice  anything 
rather  than  make  an  enemy  of  him. 

'  You  look  surprised  at  seeing-  me  ! '  he  repeated,  in  his 
quietly  pertinacious  way. 

'  I  thought,  Count,  I  heard  you  with  your  birds  in  the 
breakfast-room,'  I  answered,  as  quietly  and  firmly  as  I  could. 

*  Surely.  But  my  little  feathered  children,  dear  lady,  are 
only  too  like  other  children.  They  have  their  days  of  per- 
versity ;  and  this  morning  was  one  of  them.  My  wife  came 
in,  as  I  was  putting  them  back  in  their  cage,  and  said  she 
had  left  you  going  out  alone  for  a  walk.  You  told  her  so, 
did  you  not  ?  ' 

'  Certainly.' 

*  Well,  Miss  Halcombe,  the  pleasure  of  accompanying  you 
was  too  great  a  temptation  for  me  to  resist.  At  my  age 
there  is  no  harm  in  confessing  so  much  as  that,  is  there  ?  I 
seized  my  hat,  and  set  off  to  offer  myself  as  your  escort. 
Even  so  fat  an  old  man  as  Fosco  is  surely  better  than  no 
escort  at  all?  I  took  the  wrong  path — I  came  back,  in 
despair — and  here  I  am,  arrived  (may  I  say  it  ?)  at  the  height 
of  my  wishes.' 

He  talked  on,  in  this  complimentary  strain  vvith  a  fluency 
which  left  me  no  exertion  to  make  beyond  the  effort  of  main- 
taining my  composure.  He  never  referred  in  the  most  distant 
manner  to  what  he  had  seen  in  the  lane,  or  to  the  letter 
which  I  still  had  in  my  hand.  This  ominous  discretion  helped 
to  convince  me  that  he  must  have  surprised,  by  the  most 
dishonourable  means,  the  secret  of  my  application  in  Laura's 
interest,  to  the  lawyer  ;  and  that,  having  now  assured  himself 
of  the  private  manner  in  which  I  had  received  the  answer, 
he  had  discovered  enough  to  suit  his  purposes,  and  was  only 
bent  on  trying  to  quiet  the  suspicions  which  he  knew  he  must 
have  aroused  in  my  mind.  I  was  wise  enough,  under  these 
circumstances,  not  to  attempt  to  deceive  him  by  plausible  ex- 
planations— and  woman  enough,  notwithstanding  my  dread 
of  him,  to  feel  as  if  my  hand  was  tainted  by  resting  on  his  arm. 

On  the  drive  in  front  of  the  house  we  m.et  the  dog-cart 
being  taken  round  to  the  stables.  Sir  Percival  had  just 
returned.  He  came  out  to  meet  us  at  the  house-door. 
Whatever  other  results  his  journey  might  have  had,  it  had  not 
ended  in  softening  his  savage  temper. 

'  Oh  !  here  are  two  of  you  come  back,'  he  said,  with  a 
lowering  face.  '  What  is  the  meaning  of  the  house  being 
deserted  in  this  way  ?     Where  is  Lady  Clyde  ?  ' 

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I  told  him  of  the  loss  of  the  brooch,  and  said  that  Laura 
had  gone  into  the  plantation  to  look  for  it. 

'  Brooch  or  no  brooch,'  he  growled  sulkily,  '  I  recommend 
her  not  to  forget  her  appointment  in  the  library,  this  after- 
noon.     I  shall  expect  to  see  her  in  half  an  hour.' 

I  took  my  hand  from  the  Count's  arm,  and  slowly  ascended 
the  steps.  He  honoured  me  with  one  of  his  magnificent 
bows ;  and  then  addressed  himself  gaily  to  the  scowling 
master  of  the  house. 

'Tell  me,  Percival,'  he  said,  'have  you  had  a  pleasant 
drive  ?  And  has  your  pretty  shining  Brown  Molly  come  back 
at  all  tired  ?  ' 

'Brown  Molly  be  hanged — and  the  drive  too  !  I  want  my 
lunch.' 

'And  I  want  five  minutes'  talk  with  you,  Percival,  first,' 
returned  the  Count.  '  Five  minutes'  talk,  my  friend,  here  on 
the  grass.' 

'What  about?' 

'  About  business  that  very  much  concerns  you.' 

I  lingered  long  enough,  in  passing  through  the  hall-door, 
to  hear  this  question  and  answer,  and  to  see  Sir  Percival 
thrust  his  hands  into  his  pockets,  in  sullen  hesitation. 

'  If  you  want  to  badger  me  with  any  more  of  your  infernal 
scruples,'  he  said,  '  I,  for  one,  won't  hear  them.  I  want  my 
lunch  !  * 

*  Come  out  here  and  speak  to  me,'  repeated  the  Count, 
still  perfectly  uninfluenced  by  the  rudest  speech  that  his  friend 
could  make  to  him. 

Sir  Percival  descended  the  steps.  The  Count  took  him  by 
the  arm,  and  walked  him  away  gently.  The  '  business,'  I  was 
sure,  referred  to  the  question  of  the  signature.  They  were 
speaking  of  Laura  and  of  me,  beyond  a  doubt.  I  felt  heart- 
sick and  faint  with  anxiety.  It  might  be  of  the  last  importance 
to  both  of  us  to  know  what  they  were  saying  to  each  other  at 
that  moment — and  not  one  word  of  it  could,  by  any  possibility, 
reach'my  ears. 

I  walked  about  the  house,  from  room  to  room,  with  the 
lawyer's  letter  in  my  bosom  (I  was  afraid,  by  this  time,  even 
to  trust  it  under  lock  and  key),  till  the  oppression  of  my 
suspense  half  maddened  me.  There  were  no  signs  of  Laura's 
return  ;  and  I  thought  of  going  out  to  look  for  her.  But  my 
strength  was  so  exhausted  by  the  trials  and  anxieties  of  the 
morning,  that  the  heat  of  the  day  quite  overpowered  me ; 
and,  after  an  attempt  to  get  to  the  door,  I  was  obliged  to 

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return  to  the  drawingf-room,  and  lie  down  on  the  nearest  sofa 
to  recover. 

I  was  just  composuig-  myself,  when  the  doorcrpened  softly, 
and  the  Count  looked  in. 

'  A  thousand  pardons,  Miss  Halcombe,'  he  said  ;  '  I  only 
venture  to  disturb  you  because  I  am  the  bearer  of  good  news. 
Percival — who  is  capricious  in  everything-,  as  you  know — has 
seen  fit  to  alter  his  mind,  at  the  last  moment ;  and  the 
business  of  the  sig^nature  is  put  off  for  the  present.  A  great 
relief  to  all  of  us,  Miss  Halcombe,  as  I  see  with  pleasure  in  your 
face.  Pray  present  my  best  respects  and  felicitations  when  you 
mention  this  pleasant  chang-e  of  circumstances  to  Lady  Clyde.' 

He  left  me  before  I  had  recovered  my  astonishment. 
There  could  be  no  doubt  that  this  extraordinary  alteration  of 
purpose  in  the  matter  of  the  signature,  v/as  due  to  his 
influence ;  and  that  his  discovery  of  my  application  to 
London  yesterday,  and  of  my  having  received  an  answer  to  it 
to-day,  had  offered  him  the  means  of  interfering  with  certain 
success. 

I  felt  these  impressions  ;  but  my  mind  seemed  to  share 
the  exhaustion  of  my  body,  and  I  was  in  no  condition  to 
dwell  on  them,  with  any  useful  reference  to  the  doubtful 
present,  or  the  threatening  future.  I  tried  a  second  time  to 
run  out,  and  find  Laura  ;  but  my  head  was  giddy,  and  my 
knees  trembled  under  me.  There  was  no  choice  but  to  give 
it  vip  again,  and  return  to  the  sofa,  sorely  against  my  will. 

The  quiet  in  the  house,  and  the  low  murmuring  hum  of 
summer  insects  outside  the  open  window,  soothed  me.  My 
eyes  closed  of  themselves  ;  and  I  passed  gradually  into  a 
strange  condition,  which  was  not  waking — for  I  knew  nothing 
of  what  was  going  on  about  me  ;  and  not  sleeping — for  I 
vv^as  conscious  of  my  ov/n  repose.  In  this  state,  my  fevered 
mind  broke  loose  from  me,  while  my  weary  body  was  at  rest  ; 
and,  in  a  trance,  or  day-dream  of  my  fancy — I  know  not  what 
to  call  it— I  saw  \y alter  Hartright.  I  had  not  thought  of 
him,  since  I  rose  that  morning  ;  Laura  had  not  said  one  word 
to  me  either  directly  or  indirectly  referring-  to  him — and  yet,  I 
saw  him  now,  as  plainly  as  if  the  past  time  had  returned,  and 
we  v/ere  both  together  again  at  Limmeridge  House. 

He  appeared  to  me  as  one  among  many  other  men,  none 
of  whose  faces  I  could  plainly  discern.  They  were  all  lying 
on  the  steps  of  an  immense  ruined  temple.  Colossal  tropical 
trees — with  rank  creepers  twining  endlessly  about  their  trunks, 
and  hideous  stone  idols  glimmering  and  grinning  at  intervals 
behind    leaves    and    stalks   and    branches — surrounded    the 

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temple,  and  shut  out  the  sky,  and  threw  a  dismal  shadow 
over  the  forlorn  band  of  men  on  the  steps.  White  exhala- 
tions twisted  and  curled  up  stealthily  from  the  ground  ; 
approached  the  men  in  wreaths,  like  smoke  ;  touched  them  ; 
and  stretched  them  out  dead,  one  by  one,  in  the  places  where 
they  lay.  An  agony  of  pity  and  fear  for  Walter  loosened  my 
tongue,  and  I  implored  him  to  escape.  '  Come  back  !  come 
back  i  '  I  said.  '  Remember  your  promise  to  her  and  to  me. 
Come  back  to  us,  before  the  Pestilence  reaches  you,  and  lays 
you  dead  like  the  rest ! ' 

He  looked  at  me,  with  an  unearthly  quiet  In  his  face. 
'  Wait,'  he  said,  '  I  shall  come  back.  The  night,  when  I  met 
the  lost  Woman  on  the  highway,  was  the  night  which  set  my 
life  apart  to  be  the  instrument  of  a  Design  that  Is  yet  unseen. 
Here,  lost  in  the  wilderness,  or  there,  welcomed  back  In  the 
land  of  my  birth,  I  am  still  walking  on  the  dark  road  which 
leads  me,  and  you,  and  the  sister  of  your  love  and  mine,  to 
the  unknown  Retribution  and  the  Inevitable  End.  Wait  and 
look.     The  Pestilence  which  touches  the  rest,  will  pass  ?«<?.' 

I  saw  him.  again.  He  was  still  In  the  forest ;  and  the 
numbers  of  his  lost  companions  had  dwindled  to  very  few. 
The  temple  was  gone,  and  the  idols  were  gone — and,  in  their 
place,  the  figures  of  dark,  dwarfish  men  lurked  murderously 
among  the  trees,  with  bows  in  their  hands,  and  arrows  fitted 
to  the  string.  Once  more,  I  feared  for  Walter,  and  cried  out 
to  warn  him.  Once  more,  he  turned  to  me,  with  the  Im- 
movable quiet  In  his  face. 

'Another  step,'  he  said,  'on  the  dark  road.  Wait  and 
look.     The  Arrows  that  strike  the  rest,  will  spare  vie.'' 

I  saw  him  for  the  third  time,  In  a  wrecked  ship,  stranded 
on  a  wild,  sandy  shore.  The  overloaded  boats  were  making 
away  from  him  for  the  land,  and  he  alone  was  left,  to  sink 
v/ith  the  ship.  I  cried  to  him  to  hail  the  hindmost  boat,  and 
to  make  a  last  eff"ort  for  his  life.  The  quiet  face  looked  at 
me  In  return,  and  the  unmoved  voice  gave  me  back  the 
changeless  reply.  '  Another  step  on  the  journey.  Wait  and 
look.     The  Sea  which  drowns  the  rest,  will  spare  me.'' 

I  saw  him  for  the  last  time.  He  was  kneeling  by  a  tomb 
of  white  marble  ;  and  the  shadow  of  a  veiled  woman  rose  out 
of  the  grave  beneath,  and  waited  by  his  side.  The  unearthly 
quiet  of  his  face  had  changed  to  an  unearthly  sorrow.  But 
the  terrible  certainty  of  his  words  remained  the  same. 
'Darker  and  darker,'  he  said;  'farther  and  farther  yet. 
Death  takes  the  good,  the  beautiful,  and  the  young — and 
spares   me.      The   Pestilence  that   wastes,    the   Arrow  that 

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strikes,  the  Sea  that  drowns,  the  Grave  that  closes  over  Love 
and  Hope,  are  steps  of  my  journe}',  and  take  me  nearer  and 
nearer  to  the  End.' 

My  heart  sank  under  a  dread  beyond  words,  under  a  grief 
beyond  tears.  The  darkness  closed  round  the  pilgrim  at  the 
marble  tomb ;  closed  round  the  veiled  woman  from  the 
grave  ;  closed  rovmd  the  dreamer  who  looked  on  them.  I 
saw  and  heard  no  more. 

I  was  aroused  by  a  hand  laid  on  my  shoulder.  It  was 
Laura's. 

She  had  dropped  on  her  knees  by  the  side  of  the  sofa. 
Her  face  was  flushed  and  agitated  ;  and  her  eyes  met  mine  in 
a  wild  bewildered  manner.      I  started  the  instant  I  saw  her. 

'  What  has  happened  ?  '  I  asked.  '  What  has  frightened 
you  ?  ' 

She  looked  round  at  the  half-open  door — put  her  lips  close 
to  my  ear — and  answered  in  a  whisper  : 

'  Marian  ! — the  figure  at  the  lake — the  footsteps  last  night 
— I've  just  seen  her  !     I've  just  spoken  to  her  ! ' 

'  Who,  for  Heaven's  sake  ? ' 

'  Anne  Catherick.' 

I  was  so  startled  by  the  disturbance  in  Laura's  face  and 
manner,  and  so  dismayed  by  the  first  waking  impressions  of 
my  dream,  that  I  was  not  fit  to  bear  the  revelation  which 
burst  upon  me,  when  that  name  passed  her  lips.  I  could 
only  stand  rooted  to  the  floor,  looking  at  her  in  breathless 
silence. 

She  was  too  much  absorbed  by  what  had  happened  to 
notice  the  eff"ect  which  her  reply  had  produced  on  me.  '  I 
have  seen  Anne  Catherick  !  I  have  spoken  to  Anne  Catherick  ! ' 
she  repeated,  as  if  I  had  not  heard  her.  '  Oh,  Marian,  I  haAe 
such  things  to  tell  you  !  Come  away — we  may  be  interrupted 
here — come  at  once  into  my  room.' 

With  those  eager  words,  she  caught  me  by  the  hand,  and 
led  me  through  the  library,  to  the  end  room  on  the  ground 
floor,  which  had  been  fitted  up  for  her  own  especial  use.  No 
third  person,  except  her  maid,  could  have  any  excuse  for 
surprising  us  here.  She  pushed  me  in  before  her,  locked 
the  door,  and  drew  the  chintz  curtains  that  hung  over  the 
inside. 

The  strange,  stunned  feeling  which  had  taken  possession 
of  me  still  remained.  But  a  growing  conviction  that  the 
complications  which  had  long  threatened  to  gather  about  her, 
and  to  gather  about  me,  had  suddenly  closed  fast  round  us 
both,  was  now   beginning  to  penetrate  my  mind.     I  could 

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not  express  It  in  words — I  could  hardly  even  realise  it  dimly 
in  my  own  thoughts.  '  Anne  Catherick  !  '  I  whispered  to 
myself,  with  useless,  helpless  reiteration — '  Anne  Catherick  !  ' 

Laura  drew  me  to  the  nearest  seat,  an  ottoman  in  the 
middle  of  the  room.  '  Look  ! '  she  said  ;  '  look  here  ! ' — and 
pointed  to  the  bosom  of  her  dress. 

I  saw,  for  the  first  time,  that  the  lost  brooch  was  pinned 
in  its  place  again.  There  was  something  real  in  the  sight  of 
it,  something  real  in  the  touching  of  it  afterwards,  which 
seemed  to  steady  the  whirl  and  confusion  in  my  thoughts, 
and  to  help  me  to  compose  myself. 

'  Where  did  you  find  your  brooch  ?  '  The  first  words  I 
could  say  to  her  were  the  words  which  put  that  trivial  question 
at  that  important  moment. 

'  She  found  it,  Marian.' 

'  Where  ?  ' 

'  On  the  floor  of  the  boat-house.  Oh,  how  shall  I  begin — 
how  shall  I  tell  you  about  it  !  She  talked  to  me  so  strangely 
— she  looked  so  fearfully  ill — she  left  me  so  suddenly ! ' 

Her  voice  rose  as  the  tumult  of  her  recollections  pressed 
upon  her  mind.  The  inveterate  distrust  which  weighs,  night 
and  day,  on  my  spirits  in  this  house,  instantly  roused  me  to 
warn  her — ^just  as  the  sight  of  the  brooch  had  roused  me  to 
question  her,  the  moment  before. 

'Speak  low,'  I  said.  'The  window  is  open,  and  the 
garden  path  runs  beneath  it.  Begin  at  the  beginning,  Laura. 
Tell  me,  word  for  word,  what  passed  between  that  woman 
and  you.' 

'  Shall  I  close  the  window  first  ?  ' 

*  No  ;  only  speak  low  :  only  remember  that  Anne  Catherick 
is  a  dangerous  subject  under  your  husband's  roof.  Where 
did  you  first  see  her  ?  ' 

'  At  the  boat-house,  Marian.  I  went  out,  as  you  know,  to 
find  my  brooch  ;  and  I  walked  along  the  path  through  the 
plantation,  looking  down  on  the  ground  carefully  at  every 
step.  In  that  way  I  got  on,  after  a  long  time,  to  the  boat- 
house  ;  and,  as  soon  as  I  was  inside  it,  I  went  on  my  knees 
to  hunt  over  the  floor.  I  was  still  searching,  with  my  back 
to  the  doorway,  when  I  heard  a  soft,  strange  voice,  behind 
me,  say,  "Miss  Fairlie."' 

'  Miss  Fairlie  !  ' 

'Yes— my  old  name— the  dear,  familiar  name  that  I 
thought  I  had  parted  from  for  ever.  I  started  up— not 
frightened,  the  voice  was  too  kind  and  gentle  to  frighten 
jinybody— but  very  much  surprised.     There,   looking  at  me 

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frorrt  the  doorway,  stood  a  woman,  whose  face  I  never  re- 
membered to  have  seen  before ' 

'  How  was  she  dressed  ?  ' 

'She  had  a  neat,  pretty  white  g^own  on,  and  over  it  a  poor 
worn  thin  dark  shawl.  Her  bonnet  was  of  brown  straw,  as 
poor  and  worn  as  the  shawl.  I  was  struck  by  the  difference 
between  her  gown  and  the  rest  of  her  dress,  and  she  saw  that 
1  noticed  it.  "  Don't  look  at  my  bonnet  and  shawl,"  she  said, 
speaking"  in  a  quick,  breathless,  sudden  way;  "if  I  mustn't 
wear  white,  I  don't  care  what  I  wear.  Look  at  my  gown, 
as  much  as  you  please  ;  I'm  not  ashamed  of  that."  Very 
strange,  was  it  not  ?  Before  I  could  say  anything  to  soothe 
her,  she  held  out  one  of  her  hands,  and  I  saw  my  brooch  in 
it.  I  was  so  pleased  and  so  grateful,  that  I  went  quite  close 
to  her  to  say  what  I  really  felt.  *'  Are  you  thankful  enough 
to  do  me  one  little  kindness?"  she  asked.  "  Yes,  indeed,"  I 
answered  ;  "  any  kindness  in  my  power  I  shall  be  glad  to  show 
you."  *'  Then  let  me  pin  your  brooch  on  for  you,  now  I  have 
found  it."  Her  request  was  so  unexpected,  Marian,  and  she 
made  it  with  such  extraordinary  eagerness,  that  I  drew  back 
a  step  or  two,  not  well  knowing  what  to  do.  *'  Ah  !  "  she  said, 
**  your  mother  would  have  let  me  pin  on  the  brooch."  There 
was  something  in  her  voice  and  her  look,  as  well  as  in  her 
mentioning-  my  mother  in  that  reproachful  manner,  which 
made  me  ashamed  of  my  distrust.  I  took  her  hand  with  the 
brooch  in  it,  and  put  it  up  gently  on  the  bosom  of  my  dress. 
"  You  knew  my  mother  ?  "  I  said.  "  Was  it  very  long  ago  ? 
have  I  ever  seen  you  before  ?  "  Her  hands  were  busy  fastening 
the  brooch  :  she  stopped  and  pressed  them  against  my  breast. 
*'  You  don't  remember  a  fine  spring  day  at  Limmeridge,"  she 
said,  "  and  your  mother  walking  down  the  path  that  led  to 
the  school,  with  a  little  girl  on  each  side  of  her  ?  I  have  had 
nothing-  else  to  think  of  since  ;  and  /  remember  it.  You 
were  one  of  the  little  girls,  and  I  was  the  other.  Pretty, 
clever  Miss  Fairlie,  and  poor  dazed  Anne  Catherick  were 
nearer  to  each  other,  then,  than  they  are  now  !  " ' 

'  Did  you  remember  her,  Laura,  when  she  told  you  her 
name  ?  ' 

'  Yes — I  remembered  your  asking  me  about  Anne  Catherick 
at  Limmeridge,  and  your  saying  that  she  had  once  been  con- 
sidered like  me.' 

*  What  reminded  you  of  that,  Laura?' 

*  She  reminded  me.  While  I  was  looking  at  her,  while 
she  was  very  close  to  me,  it  came  over  my  mind  suddenly 
that  we  were  like  each  other  !     Her  face  was  pale  and  thin 

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and  weary— but  the  sight  of  it  startled  me,  as  if  it  had  been 
the  sight  of  my  own  face  in  the  glass  after  a  long  illness. 
The  discovery — I  don't  know  why — gave  me  such  a  shock,  that 
1  was  perfectly  incapable  of  speaking  to  her,  for  the  moment.' 

'  Did  she  seem  hurt  by  your  silence  ?  ' 

'  I  am  afraid  she  was  hurt  by  it.  *' You  have  not  o-ot 
your  mother's  face,"  she  said,  "  or  your  mother's  heart.  Your 
mother's  face  was  dark  ;  and  your  mother's  heart,  Miss 
Fairlie,  was  the  heart  of  an  angel."  ''I  am  sure  I  feel  kindly 
towards  you,"  I  said,  "though  I  may  not  be  able  to  express 

it  as    I    ought.     Why   do   you  call  me    Miss    Fairlie ? " 

"  Because  I  love  the  name  of  Fairlie  and  hate  the  name  of 
Glyde,"  she  broke  out  violently.  I  had  seen  nothing  like 
madness  in  her  before  this  ;  but  I  fancied  I  saw  it  now  in  her 
eyes.  "  I  only  thought  you  might  not  know  I  was  married," 
I  said,  remembering  the  wild  letter  she  wrote  to  me  at 
Limmeridge,  and  trying  to  quiet  her.  She  sighed  bitterly, 
and  turned  away  from  me.  "  Not  know  you  were  married  !  " 
she  repeated.  *'I  am  here  because  you  are  married.  I  am 
here  to  make  atonement  to  you,  before  I  meet  your  mother 
in  the  world  beyond  the  grave. "  She  drew  farther  and  farther 
away  from  me,  till  she  was  out  of  the  boat-house— and,  then, 
she  watched  and  listened  for  a  little  while.  When  she  turned 
round  to  speak  again,  instead  of  coming  back,  she  stopped 
where  she  was,  looking  in  at  me,  with  a  hand  on  each  side  of 
the  entrance.  "  Did  you  see  me  at  the  lake  last  night  ?  "  she 
said.  "  Did  you  hear  me  following  you  in  the  wood  ?  I  have 
been  waiting  for  days  together  to  speak  to  you  alone— I  have 
left  the  only  friend  I  have  in  the  world,  anxious  and  frightened 
about  me— I  have  risked  being  shut  up  again  in  the  mad- 
house—and all  for  your  sake.  Miss  Fairlie,  all  for  your  sake." 
Her  words  alarmed  me,  Marian  ;  and  yet,  there  was  some- 
thing in  the  way  she  spoke,  that  made  me  pity  her  with  all 
my  heart.  I  am  sure  my  pity  must  have  been  sincere,  for  it 
made  me  bold  enough  to  ask  the  poor  creature  to  come  in, 
and  sit  down  in  the  boat-house,  by  my  side.' 

*  Did  she  do  so  ?  ' 

'  No.  She  shook  her  head,  and  told  me  she  must  stop 
where  she  was,  to  watch  and  listen,  and  see  that  no  third 
person  surprised  us.  And  from  first  to  last,  there  she  waited 
at  the  entrance,  with  a  hand  on  each  side  of  it ;  sometimes 
bendmg  m  suddenly  to  speak  to  me  ;  sometimes  drawing  back 
suddenly  to  look  about  her.  "  I  was  here  yesterday,"  she 
said,  "  before  it  came  dark  ;  and  I  heard  you,  and  the  lady 
with  you,  talking  together.     I  heard  you  tell  her  about  your 

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husband.  I  heard  you  say  you  had  no  influence  to  make  him 
believe  you,  and  no  influence  to  keep  him  silent.  Ah  !  I  knew 
what  those  words  meant ;  my  conscience  told  me  while  I  was 
hstening.      Why  did  I  ever  let  you  marry  him  !     Oh,  my  fear, 

• — my  mad,  miserable,  wncked  fear  ! "     She    covered   up 

her  face  in  her  poor  worn  shav/1,  and  moaned  and  murmured 
to  herself  behind  it.  I  began  to  be  afraid  she  might  break 
out  into  some  terrible  despair  which  neither  she  nor  I  could 
master,  "Try  to  quiet  yourself,"  I  said:  "try  to  tell  me 
how  you  might  have  prevented  my  marriage."  She  took  the 
shawl  from  her  face,  and  looked  at  me  vacantly.  "  I  ought  to 
have  had  heart  enough  to  stop  at  Limmeridge,"  she  answered. 
"I  ought  never  to  have  let  the  news  of  his  coming  there 
frighten  me  away.  I  ought  to  have  warned  you  and  saved 
you  before  it  was  too  late.  Why  did  I  only  have  courage 
enough  to  write  you  that  letter  ?  Why  did  I  only  do  harm, 
when  I  wanted  and  meant  to  do  good?  Oh,  my  fear — my 
mad,  miserable,  wicked  fear  !  "  She  repeated  those  words 
again,  and  hid  her  face  again  in  the  end  of  her  poor  worn 
shawl.  It  was  dreadful  to  see  her,  and  dreadful  to  hear  her.' 
'  Surely,  Laura,  you  asked  what  the  fear  was  which  she 
dwelt  on  so  earnestly  ?  ' 

*  Yes  ;   I  asked  that.' 

*  And  what  did  she  say  ?  ' 

*  She  asked  me,  in  return,  if  /  should  not  be  afraid  of  a 
man  who  had  shut  me  up  in  a  madhouse,  and  who  would 
shut  me  up  again,  if  he  could  ?  I  said,  "  Are  you  afraid  still  ? 
Surely  you  would  not  be  here,  if  you  were  afraid  now  ? " 
"No,"  she  said,  "  I  am  not  afraid  now."  I  asked  why  not. 
She  suddenly  bent  forward  into  the  boat-house,  and  said, 
"  Can't  you  guess  why  ?  "  I  shook  my  head.  "Look  at  me," 
she  went  on.  I  told  her  I  Vv-as  grieved  to  see  that  she  looked 
very  sorrowful  and  very  ill.  She  smiled,  for  the  first  time. 
"  111?  "  she  repeated  ;  "  I'm  dying.  You  know  why  I'm  not 
afraid  of  him  now.  Do  you  think  I  shall  meet  your  mother  in 
heaven?  Will  she  forgive  me,  if  I  do  ?  "  I  was  so  shocked, 
and  so  startled,  that  I  could  make  no  reply.  "  I  have  been 
thinking  of  it,"  she  went  on,  "all  the  time  I  have  been  in 
hiding  from  your  husband,  all  the  time  I  lay  ill.  My  thoughts 
have  driven  me  here — I  want  to  make  atonement — I  want  to 
undo  all  I  can  of  the  harm  I  once  did."  I  begged  her  as 
earnestly  as  I  could  to  tell  me  what  she  meant.  She  still 
looked  at  me  with  fixed  vacant  eyes.  "  Shall  I  undo  the 
harm?"  she  said  to  herself,  doubtfully.  "You  have  friends 
to  take  your  part.     U  j'ou  know  his  Secret,  he  will  be  afraid 

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of  you  ;  he  won't  dare  use  you  as  he  used  me.  He  must  treat 
you  mercifully  for  his  own  sake,  if  he  is  afraid  of  you  and  your 
friends.     And  if  he  treats  you  mercifully,  and  if  I  can  say  it 

was  my  doing- "     I  listened  eagerly  for  more  ;    but  she 

stopped  at  those  words.' 

'  You  tried  to  make  her  go  on  ?  ' 

'  I  tried  ;  but  she  only  drew  herself  away  from  me  again, 
and  leaned  her  face  and  arms  against  the  side  of  the  boat- 
house.  "Oh  !"  I  heard  her  say,  with  a  dreadful,  distracted 
tenderness  in  her  voice,  "  oh  !  if  I  could  only  be  buried  with 
your  mother  !  If  I  could  only  wake  at  her  side,  when  the 
angel's  trumpet  sounds,  and  the  graves  give  up  their  dead  at 
the  resurrection  !  " — Marian  !  I  trembled  from  head  to  foot — 
it  was  horrible  to  hear  her.  "  But  there  is  no  hope  of  that," 
she  said,  moving  a  little,  so  as  to  look  at  me  again;  "no 
hope  for  a  poor  stranger  like  me.  /  shall  not  rest  under  the 
marble  cross  that  I  washed  with  my  own  hands,  and  made  so 
white  and  pure  for  her  sake.  Oh  no  !  oh  no  !  God's  mercy, 
not  man's,  will  take  me  to  her,  where  the  wicked  cease  from 
troubling  and  the  weary  are  at  rest."  She  spoke  those  words 
quietly  and  sorrowfully,  with  a  heavy,  hopeless  sigh  ;  and 
then  waited  a  little.  Her  face  was  confused  and  troubled  ; 
she  seemed  to  be  thinking,  or  trying  to  think.  "  What  was 
it  I  said  just  now  ?  "  she  asked,  after  a  while.  "  When  your 
mother  is  in  my  mind,  everything  else  goes  out  of  it.  What 
was  I  saying?  what  was  I  saying?"  I  reminded  the  poor 
creature,  as  kindly  and  delicately  as  I  could.  "  Ah,  yes,  yes," 
she  said,  still  in  a  vacant,  perplexed  manner.  "  You  are 
helpless  with  your  wicked  husband.  Yes.  And  I  must  do 
what  I  have  come  to  do  here — I  must  make  it  up  to  you  for 
having  been  afraid  to  speak  out  at  a  better  time."  "  What  is 
it  you  have  to  tell  me?"  I  asked.  "The  Secret  that  your 
cruel  husband  is  afraid  of,"  she  answered.  "  I  once  threat- 
ened him  with  the  Secret,  and  frightened  him.  You  shall 
threaten  him  with  the  Secret,  and  frighten  him  too."  Her 
face  darkened  ;  and  a  hard,  angry  stare  fixed  itself  in  her 
eyes.  She  began  waving  her  hand  at  me  in  a  vacant,  un- 
meaning manner.  "  My  mother  knows  the  Secret,"  she  said. 
"  My  mother  has  wasted  under  the  Secret  half  her  lifetime. 
One  day,  when  I  was  grown  up,  she  said  something  to  77ie. 
And,  the  next  day,  your  husband " ' 

'Yes!  yes!  Go  on.  What  did  she  tell  you  about  your 
husband  ? ' 

'  She  stopped  again,  Marian,  at  that  point ' 

'  And  said  no  more  ?  ' 

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'And  listened  eagerly.  "Hush!"  she  whispered,  still 
waving  her  hand  at  me.  "Hush!"  She  moved  aside  out 
of  the  doorway,  moved  slowly  and  stealthily,  step  by  step,  till 
I  lost  her  past  the  edge  of  the  boat-house.' 

'  Surely,  you  followed  her  ?  ' 

'  Yes ;  my  anxiety  made  me  bold  enough  to  rise  and 
follow  her.  Just  as  I  reached  the  entrance,  she  appeared 
again,  suddenly,  round  the  side  of  the  boat-house.  "The 
secret,"  I  whispered  to  her — "wait  and  tell  me  the  secret  !  " 
She  caught  hold  of  my  arm,  and  looked  at  me,  with  wild, 
frightened  eyes.  "  Not  now,"  she  said  ;  "  we  are  not  alone 
— we  are  watched.  Come  here  to-morrow  at  this  time — by 
yourself— mind — by  yourself."  She  pushed  me  roughly  into 
the  boat-house  again ;  and  I  saw  her  no  more.' 

'  Oh,  Laura,  Laura,  another  chance  lost  !  If  I  had  only 
been  near  you,  she  should  not  have  escaped  us.  On  which 
side  did  you  lose  sight  of  her  ?  ' 

'  On  the  left  side,  where  the  ground  sinks  and  the  wood  is 
thickest.' 

'  Did  you  run  out  again  ?     Did  you  call  after  her  ?  ' 

'  How  could  I  ?  I  was  too  terrified  to  move  or  speak.' 

*  But  when  you  d/d  move — when  you  came  out ?  ' 

*  I  ran  back  here,  to  tell  you  what  had  happened.' 

'  Did  you  see  any  one,  or  hear  any  one  in  the  plantation  ?  ' 

*  No — it  seemed  to  be  all  still  and  quiet,  when  I  passed 
through  it.' 

I  waited  for  a  moment  to  consider.  Was  this  third 
person,  supposed  to  have  been  secretly  present  at  the  inter- 
view, a  reality,  or  the  creature  of  Anne  Catherick's  excited 
fancy  ?  It  was  impossible  to  determine.  The  one  thing  cer- 
tain was,  that  we  had  failed  again  on  the  very  brink  of  dis- 
covery— failed  utterly  and  irretrievably,  unless  Anne  Cathe- 
rick  kept  her  appointment  at  the  boat-house,  for  the  next 
day. 

'  Are  you  quite  sure  you  have  told  me  everything  that 
passed  ?     Every  word  that  was  said  ?  '  I  inquired. 

'  I  think  so,'  she  answered.  *  My  powers  of  memory, 
Marian,  are  not  like  yours.  But  I  was  so  strongly  impressed, 
so  deeply  interested,  that  nothing  of  any  importance  can 
possibly  have  escaped  me.' 

*  My  dear  Laura,  the  merest  trifles  are  of  importance  where 
Anne  Catherick  is  concerned.  Think  again.  Did  no  chance 
reference  escape  her  as  to  the  place  in  which  she  is  living  at 
the  present  time  ?  ' 

'None  that  I  can  remember.' 

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.Did  she  not  mention  a  companion  and  friend — a  woman 
named  Mrs.  Clements  ?  ' 

*  Oh,  j^es  !  yes  !  I  forgot  that.  She  told  me  Mrs.  Clements 
wanted  sadly  to  go  with  her  to  the  lake  and  take  care  of  her, 
and  begg-ed  and  prayed  that  she  would  not  venture  into  this 
neighbourhood  alone.' 

'  Was  that  all  she  said  about  Mrs.  Clements  ?  ' 

*  Yes,  that  was  all.' 

'  She  told  you  nothing  about  the  place  in  which  she  took 
refuge  after  leaving  Todd's  Corner  ?  ' 
'  Nothing — I  am  quite  sure.' 

*  Nor  where  she  has  lived  since  ?  Nor  what  her  illness 
had  been  ? ' 

*  No,  Marian  ;  not  a  word.  Tell  me,  pray  tell  me,  what 
you  think  about  it.  I  don't  know  what  to  think,  or  what  to 
do  next.' 

'  You  must  do  this,  my  love  :  You  must  carefully  keep 
the  appointment  at  the  boat-house,  to-morrow.  It  is  impos- 
sible to  say  what  interests  may  not  depend  on  your  seeing 
that  woman  again.  You  shall  not  be  left  to  yourself  a  second 
time.  I  will  follow  you,  at  a  safe  distance.  Nobody  shall 
see  me  ;  but  I  will  keep  within  hearing  of  your  voice,  if  any- 
thing happens.  Anne  Catherick  has  escaped  Walter  Hart- 
right,  and  has  escaped  you.  Whatever  happens,  she  shall 
not  escape  7?ie.' 

Laura's  eyes  read  mine  attentively. 

'You  believe,'  she  said,  'in  this  secret  that  my  husband 
is  afraid  of?  Suppose,  Marian,  it  should  only  exist,  after  all, 
in  Anne  Catherick's  fancy  ?  Suppose  she  only  wanted  to 
see  me  and  to  speak  to  me,  for  the  sake  of  old  remembrances  ? 
Her  manner  was  so  strange,  I  almost  doubted  her.  Would 
you  trust  her  in  other  things  ?  ' 

'  I  trust  nothing,  Laura,  but  my  own  observation  of  your 
husband's  conduct.  I  judge  Anne  Catherick's  words  by  his 
actions — and  I  believe  there  is  a  secret.* 

I  said  no  more,  and  got  up  to  leave  the  room.  Thoughts 
were  troubling  me,  which  I  might  have  told  her  if  we  had 
spoken  together  longer,  and  which  it  might  have  been  dan- 
gerous for  her  to  know.  The  influence  of  the  terrible  dream 
from  which  she  had  awakened  me,  hung  darkly  and  heavily 
over  every  fresh  impression  which  the  progress  of  her  narra- 
tive produced  on  my  mind.  I  felt  the  ominous  Future, 
coming  close  ;  chilling  me,  with  an  unutterable  awe  ;  forcing 
on  me  the  conviction  of  an  unseen  Design  in  the  long  series 
of  complications  which  had  now  fastened  round  us.     I  thought 

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of  Hartrlght — as  I  saw  him,  in  the  bod}-,  when  he  said  fare- 
well ;  as  I  saw  him,  in  the  spirit,  in  my  dream — and  I,  too, 
began  to  doubt  now  whether  we  were  not  advancing,  blind- 
fold, to  an  appointed  and  an  inevitable  End. 

Leaving  Laura  to  go  up-stairs  alone,  I  went  out  to  look 
about  me  in  the  walks  near  the  house.  The  circumstances 
under  which  Anne  Catherick  had  parted  from  her,  had  made 
me  secretly  anxious  to  know  how  Count  Fosco  was  passing 
the  afternoon  ;  and  had  rendered  me  secretly  distrustful  of 
the  results  of  that  solitary  journey  from  which  Sir  Percival 
had  returned  but  a  few  hours  since. 

After  looking  for  them  in  every  direction,  and  discovering 
nothing,  I  returned  to  the  house,  and  entered  the  different 
rooms  on  the  ground  floor,  one  after  another.  They  were  all 
empty.  I  came  out  again  into  the  hall,  and  went  up-stairs 
to  return  to  Laura.  Madame  Fosco  opened  her  door  as  I 
passed  it  in  my  way  along  the  passage  ;  and  I  stopped  to  see 
if  she  could  inform  me  of  the  whereabouts  of  her  husband 
and  Sir  Percival.  Yes  ;  she  had  seen  them  both  from  her 
window  more  than  an  hour  since.  The  Count  had  looked  up, 
with  his  customary  kindness,  and  had  mentioned,  with  his 
habitual  attention  to  her  in  the  smallest  trifles,  that  he  and 
his  friend  were  going  out  together  for  a  long  walk. 

For  a  long  walk  !  They  had  never  yet  been  in  each  other's 
company  with  that  object  in  my  experience  of  them.  Sir 
Percival  cared  for  no  exercise  but  riding  :  and  the  Count 
(except  when  he  was  polite  enough  to  be  my  escort)  cared 
for  no  exercise  at  all. 

When  I  joined  Laura  again,  I  found  that  she  had  called 
to  mind,  in  my  absence,  the  impending  question  of  the  signa- 
ture to  the  deed,  which,  in  the  interest  of  discussing  her 
interview  with  Anne  Catherick,  we  had  hitherto  overlooked. 
Her  first  words  when  I  saw  her,  expressed  her  surprise  at  the 
absence  of  the  expected  summons  to  attend  Sir  Percival  in 
the  library. 

'You  may  make  your  mind  easy  on  that  subject,'  I  said. 
*  For  the  present,  at  least,  neither  your  resolution  nor  mine 
will  be  exposed  to  any  further  trial.  Sir  Percival  has  altered 
his  plans  :  the  business  of  the  signature  is  put  off".' 

'Put  off"?'  Laura  repeated,  amazedly.  'Who  told  you 
so  ?  ' 

*  My  authority  is  Count  Fosco.  I  believe  it  is  to  his  in- 
terference that  we  are  indebted  for  your  husband's  sudden 
change  of  purpose.' 

'  It  seems  impossible,  Marian.     If  the  object  of  my  signing 

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was,  as  we  suppose,  to  obtain  money  for  Sir  Percival  that 
he  Lirg-ently  wanted,  how  can  the  matter  be  put  off?  ' 

'  I  think,  Laura,  we  have  the  means  at  hand  of  setting- 
that  doubt  at  rest.  Have  you  forgotten  the  conversation 
that  I  heard  between  Sir  Percival  and  the  lawyer,  as  they 
were  crossing  the  hall  ?  ' 

*  No  ;  but  I  don't  remember * 

'  I  do.  There  were  two  alternatives  proposed.  One,  was 
to  obtain  your  signature  to  the  parchment.  The  other,  was 
to  gain  time  by  giving  bills  at  three  months.  The  last 
resource  is  evidently  the  resource  now  adopted — and  we  may 
fairly  hope  to  be  relieved  from  our  share  in  Sir  Percival's 
embarrassments  for  some  time  to  come.' 

'  Oh,  Marian,  it  sounds  too  good  to  be  true  ! ' 

'  Does  it,  my  love  ?  You  complimented  me  on  my  ready 
memory  not  long  since — but  you  seem  to  doubt  it  now.  I 
will  get  my  journal,  and  you  shall  see  if  I  am  right  or  v/rong.' 

I  went  away  and  got  the  book  at  once. 

On  looking  back  to  the  entry  referring  to  the  lawyer's 
visit,  we  found  that  my  recollection  of  the  two  alternatives 
presented  was  accurately  correct.  It  was  almost  as  great 
a  relief  to  my  mind  as  to  Laura's,  to  find  that  my  memory 
had  served  me,  on  this  occasion,  as  faithfully  as  usual.  In 
the  perilous  uncertainty  of  our  present  situation,  it  is  hard  to 
say  what  future  interests  may  not  depend  upon  the  regularity 
of  the  entries  in  my  journal,  and  upoii  the  reliability  of  my 
recollection  at  the  time  when  I  make  them. 

Laura's  face  and  manner  suggested  to  me  that  this  last 
consideration  had  occurred  to  her  as  well  as  to  myself.  Any 
way,  it  is  only  a  trifling  matter ;  and  I  am  almost  ashamed 
to  put  it  down  here  in  writing — it  seems  to  set  the  forlornness 
of  our  situation  in  such  a  miserably  vivid  light.  We  must 
have  little  indeed  to  depend  on,  when  the  discovery  that 
my  memory  can  still  be  trusted  to  serve  us,  is  hailed  as  if  it 
was  the  discovery  of  a  new  friend  ! 

The  first  bell  for  dinner  separated  us.  Just  as  it  had 
done  ringing.  Sir  Percival  and  the  Count  returned  from  their 
walk.  We  heard  the  master  of  the  house  storming  at  the 
servants  for  being  five  minutes  late  ;  and  the  master's  guest 
interposing,  as  usual,  in  the  interests  of  propriety,  patience, 
and  peace. 

The  evening  had  come  and  gone.  No  extraordinary 
event  has  happened.  But  I  have  noticed  certain  peculiarities 
in  the  conduct  of  Sir  Percival  and  the  Count,  which  have  sent 

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me  to  my  bed,  feeling  very  anxious  and  uneasy  about  Anne 
Catherick,  and  about  the  results  which  to-morrow  may  produce. 

I  know  enough  by  this  time,  to  be  sure  that  the  aspect  of 
Sir  Percival,  which  is  the  most  false,  and  which  therefore 
means  the  worst,  is  his  polite  aspect.  That  long  v/alk  with 
his  friend  had  ended  in  improving  his  manners,  especially 
towards  his  wife.  To  Laura's  secret  surprise  and  to  my 
secret  alarm,  he  called  her  by  her  Christian  name,  asked  if 
she  had  heard  lately  from  her  uncle,  inquired  when  Mrs. 
Vesey  Avas  to  receive  her  invitation  to  Blackwater,  and 
showed  her  so  many  other  little  attentions,  that  he  almost 
recalled  the  days  of  his  hateful  courtship  at  Limmeridge 
House.  This  was  a  bad  sign,  to  begin  with  ;  and  I  thought 
it  more  ominous  still,  that  he  should  pretend,  after  dinner,  to 
fall  asleep  in  the  drawing-room,  and  that  his  eyes  should 
cunningl)^  follow  Laura  and  me,  when  he  thought  we  neither 
of  us  suspected  him.  I  have  never  had  any  doubt  that  his 
sudden  journey  by  himself  took  him  to  Welmingham  to  ques- 
tion Mrs.  Catherick — but  the  experience  of  to-night  has  made 
me  fear  that  the  expedition  was  not  undertaken  in  vain,  and 
that  he  has  got  the  information  which  he  unquestionably  left 
us  to  collect.  If  I  knew  where  Anne  Catherick  was  to  be 
found,  I  would  be  up  to-morrow  with  sunrise  and  warn  her. 

While  the  aspect  under  which  Sir  Percival  presented 
himself,  to-night,  was  unhappily  but  too  familiar  to  me,  the 
aspect  under  which  the  Count  appeared  was,  on  the  other 
hand,  entirely  new  in  my  experience  of  him.  He  permitted 
me,  this  evening,  to  make  his  acquaintance,  for  the  first  time, 
in  the  character  of  a  Man  of  Sentiment — of  sentiment,  as  I 
believe,  really  felt,  not  assumed  for  the  occasion. 

For  instance,  he  was  quiet  and  subdued  ;  his  eyes  and  his 
voice  expressed  a  restrained  sensibility.  He  wore  (as  if  there 
was  some  hidden  connexion  between  his  showiest  finery  and 
his  deepest  feeling)  the  most  magnificent  waistcoat  he  has 
yet  appeared  in — it  was  made  of  pale  sea-green  silk,  and 
delicately  trimmed  with  fine  silver  braid.  His  voice  sank 
into  the  tenderest  inflections,  his  smile  expressed  a  thoughtful, 
fatherly  admiration,  whenever  he  spoke  to  Laura  or  to  me. 
He  pressed  his  wife's  hand  under  the  table,  \%'hen  she  thanked 
him  for  trifling  little  attentions  at  dinner.  He  took  wine  with 
her.  '  Your  health  and  happiness,  my  angel  ! '  he  said,  with 
fond  glistening  eyes.  He  ate  little  or  nothing  ;  and  sighed, 
and  said  '  Good  Percival  !'  when  his  friend  laughed  at  him. 
After  dinner,  he  took  Laura  by  the  hand,  and  asked  her  if 
she  would  be  'so  sweet  as  to  play  to  him.'     She  complied, 

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through  sheer  astonishment.  He  sat  by  the  piano,  with  his 
watch-chain  resting  in  folds,  Hke  a  golden  serpent,  on  the  sea- 
green  protuberance  of  his  waistcoat.  His  immense  head  lay 
languidly  on  one  side  ;  and  he  gently  beat  time  with  two  of 
his  yellow-white  fingers.  He  highly  approved  of  the  music, 
and  tenderly  admired  Laura's  manner  of  playing — not  as  poor 
Hartright  used  to  praise  it,  with  an  innocent  enjoyment  of 
the  sweet  sounds,  but  with  a  clear,  cultivated,  practical 
knowledge  of  the  merits  of  the  composition,  in  the  first  place, 
and  of  the  merits  of  the  player's  touch,  in  the  second.  As 
the  evening  closed  in,  he  begged  that  the  lovely  dying  light 
might  not  be  profaned,  just  yet,  by  the  appearance  of  the 
lamps.  He  came,  with  his  horribly  silent  tread,  to  the 
distant  window  at  which  I  was  standing,  to  be  out  of  his  way 
and  to  avoid  the  very  sight  of  him — he  came  to  ask  me  to 
support  his  protest  against  the  lamps.  If  any  one  of  them 
could  only  have  burnt  him  up,  at  that  moment,  I  would  have 
gone  down  to  the  kitchen,  and  fetched  it  myself. 

'  Surely  you  like  this  modest,  trembling  English  twilight  ?  ' 
he  said  softly.  '  Ah  !  I  love  it.  I  feel  my  inborn  admira- 
tion of  all  that  is  noble  and  great  and  good,  purified  by  the 
breath  of  Heaven,  on  an  evening  like  this.  Nature  has  such 
imperishable  charms,  such  inextinguishable  tendernesses  for 
me  ! — I  am  an  old,  fat  man  :  talk  which  would  become  your 
lips,  Miss  Halcombe,  sounds  like  a  derision  and  a  mockerv 
on  mine.  It  is  hard  to  be  laughed  at  in  my  moments  of 
sentiment,  as  if  my  soul  was  like  mj-self,  old  and  overgrown. 
Observe,  dear  lady,  what  a  light  is  dying  on  the  trees  !  Does 
it  penetrate  3-our  heart,  as  it  penetrates  mine  ? ' 

He  paused — looked  at  me — and  repeated  the  famous  lines 
of  Dante  on  the  Evening-time,  with  a  melody  and  tenderness 
which  added  a  charm  of  their  own  to  the  matchless  beauty  of 
the  poetry  itself. 

'  Bah  !  '  he  cried  suddenly,  as  the  last  cadence  of  those 
noble  Italian  words  died  away  on  his  lips  ;  '  I  make  an  old 
fool  of  myself,  and  only  weary  you  all  !  Let  us  shut  up  the 
window  in  our  bosoms  and  get  back  to  the  matter-of-fact 
world.  Percival  !  I  sanction  the  admission  of  the  lamps.  Lady 
Glyde — Miss  Halcombe — Eleanor,  my  good  wife — which  of 
you  will  indulge  me  with  a  game  at  dominoes  ?  ' 

He  addressed  us  all ;  but  he  looked  especially  at  Laura. 

She  had  learnt  to  feel  my  dread  of  oflTending  him,  and  she 
accepted  his  proposal.  It  was  more  than  I  could  have  done, 
at  that  moment.  I  could  not  have  sat  down  at  the  same  table 
with  him  for  any  consideration.     His  eyes  seemed  to  reach  my 


tHE   WOMAN   IN   WHITE 

Inmost  soul  through  the  thickening-  obscurity  of  the  twiUght. 
His  voice  trembled  along-  every  nerve  in  my  body,  and  turned  me 
hot  and  cold  alternateh'.  The  mystery  and  terror  of  my  dream, 
■which  had  haunted  me,  at  intervals,  all  through  the  evening, 
now  oppressed  my  mind  with  an  unendurable  foreboding  and 
an  unutterable  awe.  I  saw  the  white  tom.b  again,  and  the 
veiled  woman  rising  out  of  it,  by  Hartright's  side.  The 
thought  of  Laura  welled  up  like  a  spring  in  the  depths  of  my 
heart,  and  filled  it  with  waters  of  bitterness,  never,  never 
known  to  it  before.  I  caught  her  by  the  hand,  as  she  passed 
me  on  her  way  to  the  table,  and  kissed  her  as  if  that  night 
was  to  part  us  for  ever.  While  they  were  all  gazing  at  me 
in  astonishment,  I  ran  out  through  the  low  window  which  was 
open  before  me  to  the  ground — ran  out  to  hide  from  them  in 
the  darkness  ;  to  hide  even  from  myself. 

We  separated,  that  evening,  later  than  usual.  Towards 
midnight,  the  summer  silence  was  broken  by  the  shuddering 
of  a  low,  melancholy  wind  among  the  trees.  We  all  felt  the 
sudden  chill  in  the  atmosphere  ;  but  the  Count  was  the  first 
to  notice  the  stealthy  rising-  of  the  wind.  He  stopped  while 
he  was  lighting  my  candle  for  me,  and  held  up  his  hand 
warningly  : 

'  Listen  ! '  he  said.      '  Tb.ere  will  be  a  change  to-morrov.-.' 


VII. 

June  19th. — The  events  of  yesterday  warned  me  to  be  ready, 
sooner  or  later,  to  meet  the  worst.  To-day  is  not  yet  at  an 
end  ;  and  the  worst  has  come. 

Judging  by  the  closest  calculation  of  time  that  Laura  and 
I  could  make,  we  arrived  at  the  conclusion  that  Anne  Catherick 
must  have  appeared  at  the  boat-house  at  half-past  two  o'clock, 
on  the  afternoon  of  yesterday.  I  accordingly  arranged  that 
Laura  should  just  show  herself  at  the  luncheon  table,  to-day, 
and  should  then  slip  out  at  the  first  opportunity  ;  leaving  me 
behind  to  preserve  appearances,  and  to  follow  her  as  soon  as 
I  could  safely  do  so.  This  mode  of  proceeding,  if  no  obstacles 
occurred  to  thwart  us,  would  enable  her  to  be  at  the  boat- 
house  before  half-past  two ;  and  (when  I  left  tlie  table,  in  my 
turn)  would  take  me  to  a  safe  position  in  the  plantation, 
before  three. 

The  change  in  the  weather,  which  last  night's  wind 
warned  us  to  expect,  came  with  the  morning.  It  was  rain- 
ing heavily  when   I  got  up  ;  and  it  continued  to  rain  until 

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twelve  o'clock — when  the  clouds  dispersed,  the  blue  sky 
appeared,  and  the  sun  shone  again  with  the  bright  promise  of 
a  fine  afternoon. 

My  anxiety  to  know  how  Sir  Percival  and  the  Count  would 
occupy  the  early  part  of  the  day,  was  by  no  means  set  at  rest, 
so  far  as  Sir  Percival  was  concerned,  by  his  leaving  us  imme- 
diately after  breakfast,  and  going  out  by  himself,  in  spite  of 
the  rain.  He  neither  told  us  where  he  was  going,  nor  when 
we  might  expect  him  back.  We  saw  him  pass  the  breakfast- 
room  window,  hastily,  with  his  high  boots  and  his  waterproof 
coat  on — and  that  was  all. 

The  Count  passed  the  morning  quietly,  indoors  ;  some 
part  of  it,  in  the  library  ;  some  part,  in  the  drawing-room, 
playing  odds  and  ends  of  music  on  the  piano,  and  humming 
to  himself.  Judging  by  appearances,  the  sentimental  side  of 
his  character  was  persistently  inclined  to  betray  itself  still. 
He  was  silent  and  sensitive,  and  ready  to  sigh  and  languish 
ponderously  (as  only  fat  men  caji  sigh  and  languish),  on  the 
smallest  provocation. 

Luncheon  time  came  ;  and  Sir  Percival  did  not  return. 
The  Count  took  his  friend's  place  at  the  table — plaintively 
devoured  the  greater  part  of  a  fruit  tart,  submerged  under  a 
whole  jugful  of  cream — and  explained  the  full  merit  of  the 
achievement  to  us,  as  soon  as  he  had  done.  '  A  taste  for 
sweets,'  he  said  in  his  softest  tones  and  his  tenderest  manner, 
*  is  the  innocent  taste  of  women  and  children.  I  love  to  share 
it  with  them— it  is  another  bond,  dear  ladies,  between  you 
and  me.' 

Laura  left  the  table  in  ten  minutes'  time.  I  was  sorely 
tempted  to  accompany  her.  But  if  we  had  both  gone  out 
together,  we  must  have  excited  suspicion  ;  and,  worse  still,  if 
we  allowed  Anne  Catherick  to  see  Laura  accompanied  by  a 
second  person  who  was  a  stranger  to  her,  we  should  in  all 
probability  forfeit  her  confidence  from  that  moment,  never  to 
regain  it  again. 

I  waited,  therefore,  as  patiently  as  I  could,  until  the  servant 
came  in  to  clear  the  table.  When  I  quitted  the  room,  there 
were  no  signs,  in  the  house  or  out  of  it,  of  Sir  Percival's 
return.  I  left  the  Count  with  a  piece  of  sugar  between  his 
lips,  and  the  vicious  cockatoo  scrambling  up  his  waistcoat 
to  get  at  it ;  while  Madame  Fosco,  sitting  opposite  to  her 
husband,  watched  the  proceedings  of  his  bird  and  himself,  as 
attentively  as  if  she  had  never  seen  anything  of  the  sort  before 
in  her  life.  On  my  way  to  the  plantation  I  kept  carefully 
beyond  the  range  of  view  from  the  luncheon-room  window. 

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J^obody  saw  me,  and  nobody  followed  me.  It  was  then  a 
quarter  to  three  o'clock  by  my  watch. 

Once  among  the  trees,  I  walked  rapidly,  until  I  had 
advanced  more  than  half  way  through  the  plantation.  At 
that  point,  I  slackened  my  pace,  and  proceeded  cautiously — 
but  I  saw  no  one,  and  heard  no  voices.  By  little  and  little.  I 
came  within  view  of  the  back  of  the  boat-house — stopped  and 
listened — then  went  on,  till  I  was  close  behind  it,  and  m.ust 
have  heard  any  persons  who  were  talking  inside.  Still  the 
silence  was  unbroken  :  still,  far  and  near,  no  sign  of  a  living 
creature  appeared  anywhere. 

After  skirting  round  by  the  back  of  the  building,  first  on 
one  side,  and  then  on  the  other,  and  making  no  discoveries,  I 
ventured  in  front  of  it,  and  fairly  looked  in.  The  place  was 
empty. 

I  called,  *  Laura  ! ' — at  first,  softly — then  louder  and  louder. 
No  one  answered,  and  no  one  appeared.  For  all  that  I  could 
see  and  hear,  the  only  human  creature  in  the  neighbourhood 
of  the  lake  and  the  plantation,  was  myself. 

My  heart  began  to  beat  violently  ;  but  I  kept  my  resolution 
and  searched,  first  the  boat-house,  and  then  the  ground  in 
front  of  it,  for  any  signs  which  might  show  me  whether  Laura 
had  really  reached  the  place  or  not.  No  mark  of  her  presence 
appeared  inside  the  building  ;  but  I  found  traces  of  her  outside 
it,  in  footsteps  on  the  sand. 

I  detected  the  footsteps  of  two  persons — large  footsteps, 
like  a  man's,  and  small  footsteps,  which,  by  putting  my  own 
feet  into  them  and  testing  their  size  in  that  manner,  I  felt 
certain  were  Laura's.  The  ground  was  confusedly  marked  in 
this  way,  just  before  the  boat-house.  Close  against  one  side 
of  it,  under  shelter  of  the  projecting  roof,  I  discovered  a 
little  hole  in  the  sand — a  hole  artificially  made,  beyond  a  doubt. 
I  just  noticed  it,  and  then  turned  away  immediately  to  trace 
the  footsteps  as  far  as  I  could,  and  to  follow  the  direction  in 
which  they  might  lead  me. 

They  led  me,  starting  from  the  left-hand  side  of  the  boat- 
house,  along  the  edge  of  the  trees,  a  distance,  I  should  think, 
of  between  two  and  three  hundred  yards — and  then,  the  sandy 
ground  showed  no  further  trace  of  them.  Feeling  that  the 
persons  whose  course  I  was  tracking  must  necessarily  have 
entered  the  plantation  at  this  point,  I  entered  it  too.  At  first, 
I  could  find  no  path — but  I  discovered  one,  afterwards,  just 
faintly  traced  among  the  trees  ;  and  followed  it.  It  took  me, 
for  some  distance,  in  the  direction  of  the  village,  until  I 
stopped  at  a  point  where  another  foot-track  crossed  it.     The 

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brambles  grew  thickly  on  either  side  of  this  second  path.  I 
stood,  looking-  down  it,  uncertain  which  way  to  take  next  • 
and,  while  I  looked,  I  saw  on  one  thorny  branch,  some 
fragments  of  fringe  from  a  woman's  shawl.  A  closer  exami- 
nation of  the  fringe  satisfied  me  that  it  had  been  torn  from 
a  shawl  of  Laura's;  and  I  instantly  followed  the  second 
path.  It  brought  me  out,  at  last,  to  my  great  relief,  at  the 
back  ^or  the  house.  I  say  to  my  great  relief,  because  I  in- 
terrea  that  Laura  must,  for  some  unknown  reason,  have 
returned  before  me  by  this  roundabout  way.  I  went  in  by 
the  courtyard  and  the  offices.  The  first  person  whom  I  met 
in  crossing  the  servants'  hall,  was  Mrs.  Michelson,  the  house- 
keeper. 

^  '  Do  you  know,'  I  asked,  '  whether  Lady  Clyde  has  come 
in  trom  her  walk  or  not  ?  ' 

'  My  lady  came  in,  a  little  while  ago,  with  Sir  Percival  ' 
answered  the  housekeeper.  'I  am  afraid.  Miss  Halcombe, 
something  very  distressing  has  happened.' 

My  heart  sank  within  me.  *  You  don't  mean  an  accident  ^  ' 
1  said,  faintly. 

/  No,  no— thank  God,  no  accident.     But  my  lady  ran  up- 
-  stairs  to  her  own  room  in  tears  ;  and  Sir  Percival  has  ordered 
me  to  give  Fanny  warning  to  leave  in  an  hour's  time.' 

Fanny  was  Laura's  maid  ;  a  good,  aflfectionate  girl  who 
had  been  with  her  for  years-the  only  person  in  the  house 
whose  fidelity  and  devotion  we  could  both  depend  upon 
'  Where  is  Fanny  ?  '  I  inquired. 
/In  my  room,  Miss  Halcombe.  The  young  woman  Is 
quite  overcome  :  and  I  told  her  to  sit  down,  and  try  to 
recover  herself.'  ^ 

I  went  to  Mrs.  Michelson's  room,  and  found  Fanny  in  a 
corner,  with  her  box  by  her  side,  crying  bitterly. 

She  could  give  me  no  explanation  whatever  of  her  sudden 
dismissal.  Sir  Percival  had  ordered  that  she  should  have  a 
month  s  wages,  in  place  of  a  month's  warning,  and  go.  No 
reason  had  been  assigned  ;  no  objection  had  been  made  to 
her  conduct.  She  had  been  forbidden  to  appeal  to  her 
mistress  forbidden  even  to  see  her  for  a  moment  to  say  good- 
bye.  She  was  to  go  without  explanations  or  farewells— and 
to  go  at  once. 

After  soothing  the  poor  girl  by  a  few  friendly  words,  I 
fh..  K  I'^  'u^  proposed  to  sleep  that  night.  She  replied 
tTA^  rt  th?"^/'.^^^  Somg  to  the  Httle  inn  in  the  villagef  the 
landlady  of  which  was  a  respectable  woman,  known  to  the 
servants  at  Blackwater  Park.     The  next  morning,  by  leaving 

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early,  she  might  get  back  to  her  friends  in  Cumberland  without 
stopping  in  London,  where  she  was  a  total  stranger. 

I  felt  directly  that  Fanny's  departure  offered  us  a  safe 
means  of  communication  with  London  and  with  Limmeridge 
House,  of  which  it  might  be  very  important  to  avail  ourselves. 
Accordingly,  I  told  her  that  she  might  expect  to  hear  from  her 
mistress  or  from  me  in  the  course  of  the  evening,  and  that 
she  might  depend  on  our  both  doing  all  that  lay  in  our  power 
to  help  her,  under  the  trial  of  leaving  us  for  the  present. 
Those  words  said,  I  shook  hands  with  her,  and  went  up- 
stairs. 

The  door  which  led  to  Laura's  room,  was  the  door  of  an 
ante-chamber  opening  on  to  the  passage.  When  I  tried  it,  it 
was  bolted  on  the  inside. 

I  knocked,  and  the  door  was  opened  by  the  same  heavy, 
overgrown  housemaid,  whose  lumpish  insensibility  had  tried 
my  patience  so  severely  on  the  day  when  I  found  the  wounded 
dog.  I  had,  since  that  time,  discovered  that  her  name  was 
Margaret  Porcher,  and  that  she  was  the  most  awkward,  slat- 
ternly, and  obstinate  servant  in  the  house. 

On  opening  the  door,  she  instantly  stepped  out  to  the 
threshold,  and  stood  grinning  at  me  in  stolid  silence. 

*  Why  do  you  stand  there  ?  '  I  said.  '  Don't  you  see  that 
I  want  to  come  in  ? ' 

'  Ah,  but  you  mustn't  come  in,'  was  the  answer,  with  another 
and  a  broader  grin  still. 

'  How  dare  you  talk  to  me  in  that  way  ?  Stand  back 
instantly  !  ' 

She  stretched  out  a  great  red  hand  and  arm  on  each  side 
of  her,  so  as  to  bar  the  doorway,  and  slowly  nodded  her  addle 
head  at  me. 

'  Master's  orders,'  she  said  ;  and  nodded  again. 

I  had  need  of  all  my  self-control  to  warn  me  against  con- 
testing the  matter  with  her,  and  to  remind  me  that  the  next 
words  I  had  to  say  must  be  addressed  to  her  master.  I  turned 
my  back  on  her,  and  instantly  went  down-stairs  to  find  him. 
My  resolution  to  keep  my  temper  under  all  the  irritations  that 
Sir  Percival  could  offer,  was,  by  this  time,  as  completely 
forgotten — I  say  so  to  my  shame — as  if  I  had  never  made  it. 
It  did  me  good — after  all  I  had  suffered  and  suppressed  in 
that  house — it  actually  did  me  good  to  feel  how  angry  I  was. 

The  drawing-room  and  the  breakfast-room  were  both  empty. 
I  went  on  to  the  library  ;  and  there  I  found  Sir  Percival,  the 
Count,  and  Madame  Fosco.  They  were  all  three  standing  up 
close  together,  and  Sir  Percival  had  a  little  slip  of  paper  in  his 

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hand.  As  I  opened  the  door,  I  heard  the  Count  say  to  him, 
'  No — a  thousand  times  over,  no.' 

I  walked  straig^ht  up  to  him,  and  looked  him  fall  in  the 
face. 

^  '  Am  I  to  understand.  Sir  Percival,  that  your  wife's  room 
IS  a  prison,  and  that  your  housemaid  is  the  gaoler  who  keeps 
it  ?  '  I  asked. 

'Yes  ;  that  is  what  you  are  to  understand,'  he  answered. 
'  Take  care  my  gaoler  hasn't  got  double  duty  to  do— take  care 
your  room  is  not  a  prison,  too.' 

'  Take  you  care  how  you  treat  your  wife,  and  how  you 
threaten  7ne;  I  broke  out,  in  the  heat  of  my  anger.  *  There 
are  laws  in  England  to  protect  women  from  cruelty  and  out- 
rage.  If  you  hurt  a  hair  of  Laura's  head,  if  you  dare  to  in- 
terfere with  my  freedom,  come  what  may,  to  those  laws  I  will 
appeal.' 

Instead  of  answering  me,  he  turned  round  to  the  Count. 
'  What  did  I  tell  you  ?  '  he  asked.      '  What  do  vou  sav 
now  ? '  .  '  "^ 

•What  I  said  before,'  replied  the  Count—'  No.' 
Even  in  the  vehemence  of  my  anger,  I  felt  his  calm,  cold, 
gray  eyes  on  my  face.  They  turned  away  from  me,  as  soon 
as  he  had  spoken,  and  looked  significantly  at  his  wife. 
Madame  Fosco  immediately  moved  close  to  my  side,  and,  in 
that  position,  addressed  Sir  Percival  before  either  of  us  could 
speak  again. 

_  '  Favour  me  with  your  attention,  for  one  moment,'  she  said 
in  her  clear  icily-suppressed  tones.  '  I  have  to  thank  you,  Sir 
F'ercival,  for  your  hospitality  ;  and  to  decline  taking  advantage 
ot  It  any  longer.  I  remain  in  no  house  in  which  ladies  are 
treated  as  your  wife  and  Miss  Halcombe  have  been  treated 
here  to-day  !  ' 

Sir  Percival  drew  back  a  step,  and  stared  at  her  in  dead 
silence.  The  declaration  he  had  just  heard— a  declaration 
which  he  well  knew,  as  I  well  knew,  Madame  Fosco  would 
not  have  ventured  to  make  without  her  husband's  permission 
— seenied  to  petrify  him  with  surprise.  The  Count  stood 
by,  and  looked  at  his  wife  with  the  most  enthusiastic  admira- 
tion. 

'  She  is  sublime  !  '  he  said  to  himself.  He  approached  her, 
while  he  spoke,  and  drew  her  hand  through  his  arm.  '  I  am 
at  your  service,  Eleanor,'  he  went  on,  with  aquiet  dignity  that 
I  had  never  noticed  in  him  before.  '  And  at  Miss  Halcombe's 
I  cin'fferteV'  ""^  ^^  accepting  all  the  assistance 

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*  Damn  it  !  what  do  you  mean  ?  '  cried  Sir  Percival,  as  the 
Count  quietly  moved  away,  with  his  wife,  to  the  door. 

'  At  other  times  I  mean  what  I  say  ;  but,  at  this  time,  I 
mean  what  my  wife  says,'  replied  the  impenetrable  Italian. 
'  We  have  changed  places,  Percival,  for  once ;  and  Madame 
Fosco's  opinion  is — mine.' 

Sir  Percival  crumpled  up  the  paper  in  his  hand  ;  and  push- 
ing past  the  Count,  with  another  oath,  stood  between  him  and 
the  door. 

'  Have  your  own  way,'  he  said,  with  baffled  rage  in  his 
low,  half-whispering  tones.  '  Have  your  own  way — and  see 
what  comes  of  it.'     With  those  words,  he  left  the  room. 

Madame  Fosco  glanced  inquiringly  at  her  husband.  '  He 
has  gone  away  very  suddenly,'  she  said.  *  What  does  it 
mean  ?  ' 

'  It  means  that  you  and  I  together  have  brought  the  worst- 
tempered  man  in  all  England  to  his  senses,'  answered  the 
Count.  '  It  means,  Miss  Halcombe,  that  Lady  Glyde  is 
relieved  from  a  gross  indignity,  and  you  from  the  repetition 
of  an  unpardonable  insult.  Suffer  me  to  express  my  ad- 
miration of  your  conduct  and  your  courage  at  a  very  trying 
moment.' 

'  Sincere  admiration,'  suggested  Madame  Fosco. 

'  Sincere  admiration,'  echoed  the  Count. 

I  had  no  longer  the  strength  of  my  first  angry  resistance 
to  outrage  and  injury  to  support  me.  My  heart-sick  anxiety 
to  see  Laura  ;  my  sense  of  my  own  helpless  ignorance  of 
what  had  happened  at  the  boat-house,  pressed  on  me  with 
an  intolerable  weight.  I  tried  to  keep  up  appearances,  by 
speaking  to  the  Count  and  his  wife  in  the  tone  which  they 
had  chosen  to  adopt  in  speaking  to  me.  But  the  words 
failed  on  my  lips — my  breath  came  short  and  thick — my  eyes 
looked  longingly,  in  silence,  at  the  door.  The  Count,  under- 
standing my  anxiety,  opened  it,  went  out,  and  pulled  it  to 
after  him.  At  the  same  time  Sir  Percival's  heavy  step 
descended  the  stairs.  I  heard  them  whispering  together, 
outside,  while  Madame  Fosco  was  assuring  me  in  her  calmest 
and  most  conventional  manner,  that  she  rejoiced  for  all  our 
sakes,  that  Sir  Percival's  conduct  had  not  obliged  her 
husband  and  herself  to  leave  Blackwater  Park.  Before  she 
had  done  speaking,  the  whispering  ceased,  the  door  opened, 
and  the  Count  looked  in. 

'Miss  Halcombe,'  he  said,  'I  am  happy  to  inform  you 
that  Lady  Glyde  is  mistress  again  in  her  own  house.  I 
thought  it  might  be  more  agreeable  to  you  to  hear  of  this 

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chang-e  for  the  better  from  7ne,  than  from  Sir  Percival — and  I 
have  therefore  expressly  returned  to  mention  it.' 

'  Admirable  delicacy  !  '  said  Madame  Fosco,  paying-  back 
her  husband's  tribute  of  admiration,  with  the  Count's  own 
coin,  in  the  Count's  own  manner.  He  smiled  and  bowed  as 
if  he  had  received  a  formal  compliment  from  a  polite  strang-er, 
and  drew  back  to  let  me  pass  out  first. 

Sir  Percival  was  standing-  in  the  hall.  As  I  hurried  to  the 
stairs  I  heard  him  call  impatiently  to  the  Count,  to  come  out 
of  the  library. 

'  What  are  you  waiting  there  for  ?  '  he  said  ;  '  I  want  to 
speak  to  you.' 

'  And  I  want  to  think  a  little  by  myself,'  replied  the  other. 
'  Wait  till  later,  Percival— wait  till  later.' 

Neither  he  nor  his  friend  said  any  more.  I  g-ained  the 
top  of  the  stairs,  and  ran  along-  the  passage.  In  my  haste 
and  my  agitation,  I  left  the  door  of  the  antechamber  open — 
but  I  closed  the  door  of  the  bedroom  the  moment  I  was 
inside  it. 

Laura  was  sitting  alone  at  the  far  end  of  the  room  ;  her 
arms  resting  wearily  on  a  table,  and  her  face  hidden  in  her 
hands.  She  started  up,  with  a  cry  of  delight,  when  she  saw 
me. 

'  How  did  you  get  here  ? '  she  asked.  '  Who  gave  you 
leave  ?     Not  Sir  Percival  ?  ' 

In  my  overpowering  anxiety  to  hear  what  she  had  to  tell 
me,  I  could  not  answer  her — I  could  only  put  questions,  on 
my  side.  Laura's  eagerness  to  know  what  had  passed  down- 
stairs proved,  however,  too  strong  to  be  resisted.  She  per- 
sistently repeated  her  inquiries. 

'  The  Count,  of  course,'  I  answered,  impatiently.  '  Whose 
influence  in  the  house ?' 

She  stopped  me,  with  a  gesture  of  disgust. 

'  Don't  speak  of  him,'  she  cried.  'The  Count  is  the  vilest 
creature  breathing  !     The  Count  is  a  miserable  Spy ! ' 

Before  we  could  either  of  us  say  another  word,  we  were 
alarmed  by  a  soft  knocking  at  the  door  of  the  bedroom. 

I  had  not  yet  sat  down  ;  and  I  went  first  to  see  who  it 
was.  When  I  opened  the  door,  Madame  Fosco  confronted 
me,  with  my  handkerchief  in  her  hand. 

'  You  dropped  this  down-stairs.  Miss  Halcombe,'  she 
said ;  '  and  I  thought  I  could  bring  it  to  you,  as  I  was 
passing  by  to  my  own  room.' 

Her  face,  naturally  pale,  had  turned  to  such  a  ghastly 
whiteness,  that  I  started  at  the  sight  of  it.     Her  hands,  so 

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sure  and  steady  at  all  other  times,  trembled  violently  ;  and 
her  eyes  looked  wolfishly  past  me  through  the  open  door,  and 
fixed  on  Laura. 

She  had  been  listening  before  she  knocked  !  I  saw  it  in 
her  white  face  ;  I  saw  it  in  her  trembling  hands  ;  I  saw  it  in 
her  look  at  Laura. 

After  waiting  an  instant,  she  turned  from  me  in  silence, 
and  slowly  walked  away. 

I  closed  the  door  again.  '  Oh,  Laura  !  Laura  !  We  shall 
both  rue  the  day  when  you  called  the  Count  a  Spy  ! ' 

'  You  would  have  called  him  so  yourself,  Mariarii,  if  you 
had  known  what  I  know.  Anne  Catherick  was  right.  There 
was  a  third  person  watching  us  in  the  plantation,  yesterday  ; 

and  that  third  person ' 

'  Are  you  sure  it  was  the  Count  ?  ' 

'  I  am  absolutely  certain.   He  was  Sir  Percival's  spy — he  was 
Sir  Percival's  informer — he  set  Sir  Percival  watching  and  wait- 
ing, all  the  morning  through,  for  Anne  Catherick  and  for  me.' 
'  Is  Anne  found  ?     Did  you  see  her  at  the  lake  ?  ' 
'  No.     She  has  saved  herself  by  keeping  away  from  the 
place.     When  I  got  to  the  boat-house,  no  one  was  there.' 
'  Yes  ?  yes  ? ' 

*  I  went  in,  and  sat  waiting  for  a  few  minutes.  But  my 
restlessness  made  me  get  up  again,  to  walk  about  a  little. 
As  I  passed  out,  I  saw  some  marks  on  the  sand,  close  under 
the  front  of  the  boat-house.  I  stooped  down  to  examine 
them,  and  discovered  a  word  written  in  large  letters,  on 
the  sand.     The  word  was — look.' 

'  And  you  scraped  away  the  sand,  and  dug  a  hollow  place 
in  it  ? ' 

'  How  do  you  know  that,  Marian  ?  ' 

'  I  saw  the  hollow  place  myself,  when  I  followed  you  to 
the  boat-house.     Go  on — go  on  ! ' 

'  Yes  ;  I  scraped  away  the  sand  on  the  surface  ;  and  in  a 
little  while,  I  came  to  a  strip  of  paper  hidden  beneath,  which 
had   writing   on    it.       The    writing   was   signed   with    Anne 
Catherick's  initials.' 
'Where  is  it?' 

*  Sir  Percival  has  taken  it  from  me.' 

'  Can  you  remember  what  the  writing  was  ?  Do  you 
think  you  can  repeat  it  to  me.' 

'  In  substance  I  can,  Marian.  It  was  very  short.  You 
would  have  remembered  it,  word  for  word.' 

'  Try  to  tell  me  what  the  substance  was,  before  we  go  any 
further.' 

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She  complied.  I  write  the  lines  down  here,  exactly  as 
she  repeated  them  to  me.     They  ran  thus  : 

'  I  was  seen  with  you,  yesterday,  by  a  tall  stout  old  man, 
and  had  to  run  to  save  myself.  He  was  not  quick  enough 
on  his  feet  to  follow  me,  and  he  lost  me  among  the  trees. 
I  dare  not  risk  coming  back  here  to-day,  at  the  same  time. 
I  write  this,  and  hide  it  in  the  sand,  at  six  in  the  morning, 
to  tell  you  so.  When  we  speak  next  of  your  wicked  hus- 
band's Secret  we  must  speak  safely  or  not  at  all.  Try  to 
have  patience.  I  promise  you  shall  see  me  again  ;  and  that 
soon. — A.  C 

The  reference  to  the  *  tall  stout  old  man '  (the  terms  of 
which  Laura  was  certain  that  she  had  repeated  to  me 
correctly),  left  no  doubt  as  to  who  the  intruder  had 
been.  I  called  to  mind  that  I  had  told  Sir  Percival,  in  the 
Count's  presence,  the  day  before,  that  Laura  had  gone  to  the 
boat-house  to  look  for  her  brooch.  In  all  probability  he  had 
followed  her  there,  in  his  officious  way,  to  relieve  her  mind 
about  the  matter  of  the  signature,  immediately  after  he  had 
mentioned  the  change  in  Sir  Percival's  plans  to  me  in  the 
drawing-room.  In  this  case,  he  could  only  have  got  to  the 
neighbourhood  of  the  boat-house,  at  the  very  moment  when 
Anne  Catherick  discovered  him.  The  suspiciously  hurried 
manner  in  which  she  parted  from  Laura,  had  no  doubt 
prompted  his  useless  attempt  to  follow  her.  Of  the  conversa- 
tion which  had  previously  taken  place  between  them,  he  could 
have  heard  nothing.  The  distance  between  the  house  and 
the  lake,  and  the  time  at  which  he  left  me  in  the  drawing- 
room,  as  compared  with  the  time  at  which  Laura  and  Anne 
Catherick  had  been  speaking  together,  proved  that  fact  to  us, 
at  any  rate,  beyond  a  doubt. 

Having  arrived  at  something  like  a  conclusion,  so  far,  my 
next  great  interest  was  to  know  what  discoveries  Sir  Percival 
had  made,  after  Count  Fosco  had  given  him  his  informa- 
tion. 

*  How  came  you  to  lose  possession  of  the  letter  ?  '  I  asked. 
'  What  did  you  do  with  it,  when  j-ou  found  it  in  the  sand  ? ' 

*  After  reading  it  once  through,'  she  replied,  *I  took  it 
into  the  boat-house  with  me,  to  sit  down,  and  look  over  it  a 
second  time.  While  I  was  reading,  a  shadow  fell  across  the 
paper.  I  looked  up  ;  and  saw  Sir  Percival  standing  in  the 
doorway  watching  me.' 

'  Did  you  try  to  hide  the  letter  ? ' 

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'  I  tried — but  he  stopped  me.  "You  needn't  trouble  to 
hide  that,"  he  said.  "  I  happen  to  have  read  it."  I  could  only 
look  at  him,  helplessly — I  could  say  nothing.  "You  under- 
stand ?  "  he  went  on  ;  "I  have  read  it.  I  dug-  it  up  out  of  the 
sand  two  hours  since,  and  buried  it  again,  and  wrote  the 
word  above  it  again,  and  left  it  ready  to  your  hands.  You 
can't  lie  yourself  out  of  the  scrape  now.  You  saw  Anne 
Catherick  in  secret  yesterday  ;  and  you  have  got  her  letter  in 
your  hand  at  this  moment.  I  have  not  caught  her  yet ;  but 
I  have  caught _)'o/<.  Give  me  the  letter."  He  stepped  close  up 
to  me — I  was  alone  with  him,  Marian — what  could  I  do  ? — 
I  gave  him  the  letter.' 

'  What  did  he  say  when  you  gave  it  to  him  ? ' 

*  At  first,  he  said  nothing.  He  took  me  by  the  arm,  and 
led  me  out  of  the  boat-house,  and  looked  about  him,  on  all 
sides,  as  if  he  was  afraid  of  our  being  seen  or  heard.  Then, 
he  clasped  his  hand  fast  round  my  arm,  and  whispered  to  me  : 
"Vv^-iat  did  Anne  Catherick  say  to  you  yesterday? — 1  insist 
on  hearing  every  word,  from  first  to  last."  ' 

'  Did  you  tell  him  ?  ' 

*  I  was  alone  with  him,  Marian — his  cruel  hand  was  bruis- 
ing my  arm — what  could  I  do  ?  ' 

'  Is  the  mark  on  your  arm  still  ?     Let  me  see  it  ?  ' 
'  Why  do  you  want  to  see  it  ?  ' 

*  I  want  to  see  it,  Laura,  because  our  endurance  must  end, 
and  our  resistance  must  begin  to-da)'.  That  mark  is  a  weapon 
to  strike  him  with.  Let  me  see  it  now — I  may  have  to  swear 
to  it,  at  some  future  time.' 

'  Oh,  Marian,  don't  look  so  !  don't  talk  so  !  It  doesn't 
hurt  me  now  ! ' 

'  Let  me  see  it !  ' 

She  showed  me  the  marks.  I  was  past  grieving  over 
them,  past  cr3'ing  over  them,  past  shuddering  over  them. 
They  say  we  are  either  better  than  men,  or  worse.  If  the 
temptation  that  has  fallen  in  some  women's  way,  and  made 

them  worse,  had  fallen   in  mine,  at   that  moment Thank 

God  !  my  face  betrayed  nothing  that  his  wife  could  read. 
The  gentle,  innocent,  affectionate  creature  thought  I  was 
frightened  for  her  and  sorry  for  her — and  thought  no  more. 

'  Don't  think  too  seriously  of  it,  Marian,'  she  said,  simpl}^, 
as  she  pulled  her  sleeve  down  again.  '  It  doesn't  hurt  me, 
now.' 

'  I  will  try  to  think  quietly  of  it,  my  love,  for  your  sake. — 
Well !  well !  And  you  told  him  all  that  Anne  Catherick  had 
said  to  you — all  that  you  told  me  ?  ' 

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*Yes;  all.  He  insisted  on  it — I  was  alone  with  him — 
I  could  conceal  nothing'.' 

'  Did  he  say  anything  when  you  had  done  ? ' 

'  He  looked  at  me,  and  laughed  to  himself,  in  a  mocking", 
bitter  way.  "  I  mean  to  have  the  rest  out  of  you,"  he  said  ; 
"  do  you  hear? — the  rest."  I  declared  to  him  solemnly  that  I 
had  told  him  everything  I  knew.  "  Not  you  !  "  he  answered  ; 
"  you  know  more  than  you  choose  to  tell.  Won't  you  tell  it  ? 
You  shall  !  I'll  wring  it  out  of  you  at  home,  if  I  can't  wring- 
it  out  of  you,  here."  He  led  me  away  by  a  strange  path 
through  the  plantation — a  path  where  there  was  no  hope  of 
our  meeting  you — and  he  spoke  no  more,  till  we  came  within 
sight  of  the  house.  Then  he  stopped  again,  and  said,  "  Will 
you  take  a  second  chance,  if  I  give  it  to  you  ?  Will  you  think 
better  of  it,  and  tell  me  the  rest?"  I  could  only  repeat  the 
same  words  I  had  spoken  before.  He  cursed  my  obstinacy, 
and  went  on,  and  took  me  with  him  to  the  house.  "  You 
can't  deceive  me,"  he  said  ;  "  you  know  more  than  you  choose 
to  tell.  I'll  have  your  secret  out  of  you;  and  I'll  have  it  out 
of  that  sister  of  yours,  as  well.  There  shall  be  no  more 
plotting  and  whispering  between  you.  Neither  you  nor  she 
shall  see  each  other  again  till  you  have  confessed  the  truth. 
I'll  have  you  watched  morning,  noon,  and  night,  till  you 
confess  the  truth."  He  was  deaf  to  everything  I  could  say. 
He  took  me  straight  up-stairs  into  my  own  room.  Fanny 
was  sitting  there,  doing  some  work  for  me  ;  and  he  instantly 
ordered  her  out.  "  I'll  take  good  care  you're  not  mixed  up 
in  the  conspiracy,"  he  said.  "You  shall  leave  this  house 
to-day.  If  your  mistress  wants  a  maid,  she  shall  have  one  of 
my  choosing."  He  pushed  me  into  the  room,  and  locked  the 
door  on  me — he  set  that  senseless  woman  to  watch  me  out- 
side—Marian !  he  looked  and  spoke  like  a  madman.  You 
may  hardly  understand  it — he  did  indeed.' 

'  I  do  understand  it,  Laura.  He  is  mad — mad  with  the 
terrors  of  a  guilty  conscience.  Every  word  you  have  said 
makes  me  positively  certain  that  when  Anne  Catherick  left 
you  yesterday,  you  were  on  the  eve  of  discovering  a  secret, 
which  might  have  been  your  vile  husband's  ruin — and  he 
thinks  you  /lave  discovered  it.  Nothing  you  can  say  or  do, 
will  quiet  that  guilty  distrust,  and  convince  his  false  nature  of 
your  truth.  I  don't  say  this,  my  love,  to  alarm  you.  I  say  it 
to  open  your  eyes  to  your  position,  and  to  convince  you  of  the 
urgent  necessity  of  letting  me  act,  as  I  best  can,  for  your 
protection,  while  the  chance  is  our  own.  Count  Fosco's  inter- 
ference has  secured  me  access  to  you  to-day ;  but  he  may 

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withdraw  that  interference  to-morrow.  Sir  Percival  has 
already  dismissed  Fanny,  because  she  is  a  quick-witted  girl, 
and  devotedly  attached  to  you  ;  and  has  chosen  a  woman  to 
take  her  place,  who  cares  nothing  for  your  interests,  and 
whose  dull  intelligence  lowers  her  to  the  level  of  the  watch- 
dog in  the  yard.  It  is  impossible  to  say  what  violent  mea- 
sures he  may  take  next,  unless  we  make  the  most  of  our 
opportunities  while  we  have  them.' 

'  What  can  we  do,  Marian  ?  Oh,  if  we  could  onl}-  leave 
this  house,  never  to  see  it  again  ! ' 

'  Listen  to  me,  my  love — and  try  to  think  that  you  are  not 
quite  helpless  so  long  as  I  am  here  with  you.' 

*  I  will  think  so — I  do  think  so.  Don't  altogether  forget 
poor  Fanny,  in  thinking  of  me.  She  wants  help  and  comfort, 
too.' 

'  I  will  not  forget  her.  I  saw  her  before  I  came  up  here  ; 
and  I  have  arranged  to  communicate  with  her  to-night. 
Letters  are  not  safe  in  the  post-bag  at  Blackwater  Park — and 
I  shall  have  two  to  write  to-day,  in  your  interests,  which 
must  pass  through  no  hands  but  Fanny's.' 

'  What  letters  ?  ' 

'  I  mean  to  write  first,  Laura,  to  Mr.  Gilmore's  partner, 
who  has  offered  to  help  us  in  any  fresh  emergency.  Little 
as  I  know  of  the  law,  I  am  certain  that  it  can  protect  a 
woman  from  such  treatment  as  that  ruffian  has  mflicted  on 
you  to-day.  I  will  go  into  no  details  about  Anne  Catherick, 
because  I  have  no  certain  information  to  give.  But  the 
lawyer  shall  know  of  those  bruises  on  your  arm,  and  of  the 
violence  offered  to  you  in  this  room — he  shall,  before  I  rest 
to-night  ! ' 

'  But,  think  of  the  exposure,  Marian  ! ' 

'  I  am  calculating  on  the  exposure.  Sir  Percival  has  more 
to  dread  from  it  than  you  have.  The  prospect  of  an  exposure 
may  bring  him  to  terms,  when  nothing  else  will.' 

I  rose  as  I  spoke  ;  but  Laura  entreated  me  not  to  leave 
her. 

'You  will  drive  him  to  desperation,'  she  said,  'and 
increase  our  dangers  tenfold.' 

I  felt  the  truth — the  disheartening  truth — of  those  words. 
But  I  could  not  bring  myself  plainly  to  acknowledge  it  to  her. 
In  our  dreadful  position,  there  was  no  help  and  no  hope  for 
us,  but  in  risking  the  worst.  I  said  so,  in  guarded  terms. 
She  sighed  bitterly — but  did  not  contest  the  matter.  She 
only  asked  about  the  second  letter  that  I  had  proposed 
writing.     To  whom  was  it  to  be  addressed  ? 

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*  To  Mr.  Fairlie,'  I  said.  '  Your  uncle  is  your  nearest 
male  relative,  and  the  head  of  the  family.  He  must  and 
shall  interfere.' 

Laura  shook  her  head  sorrowfully. 

*Yes,  yes,'  I  went  on;  'your  uncle  is  a  weak,  selfish, 
worldly  man,  I  know.  But  he  is  not  Sir  Percival  Clyde  ;  and 
he  has  no  such  friend  about  him  as  Count  Fosco.  I  expect 
nothing  from  his  kindness,  or  his  tenderness  of  feeling  towards 
you,  or  towards  me.  But  he  will  do  anything  to  pamper  his 
own  indolence,  and  to  secure  his  own  quiet.  Let  me  only 
persuade  him  that  his  interference,  at  this  moment,  will  save 
him  inevitable  trouble  and  wretchedness  and  responsibility 
hereafter,  and  he  will  bestir  himself  for  his  own  sake.  I  know 
how  to  deal  with  him,  Laura— I  have  had  some  practice.' 

'  If  you  could  only  prevail  on  him  to  let  me  go  back  to 
Limmeridge  for  a  little  while,  and  stay  there  quietly  with  you, 
Marian,  I  could  be  almost  as  happy  again  as  I  was  before 
I  was  married  ! ' 

Those  words  set  me  thinking  in  a  new  direction.  Would 
it  be  possible  to  place  Sir  Percival  between  the  two  alterna- 
tives of  either  exposing  himself  to  the  scandal  of  legal  inter- 
ference on  his  wife's  behalf,  or  of  allowing  her  to  be  quietly 
separated  from  him  for  a  time,  under  pretext  of  a  visit  to  her 
uncle's  house  ?  And  could  he,  in  that  case,  be  reckoned  on 
as  likely  to  accept  the  last  resource  ?  It  was  doubtful — more 
than  doubtful.  And  yet,  hopeless  as  the  experiment  seemed, 
surely  it  was  worth  trying  ?  I  resolved  to  try  it,  in  sheer 
despair  of  knowing  what  better  to  do. 

'  Your  uncle  shall  know  the  wish  you  have  just  expressed,' 
I  said  ;  *  and  I  will  ask  the  lawyer's  advice  on  the  subject,  as 
well.     Cood  may  come  of  it — and  will  come  of  it,  I  hope.* 

Saying  that,  I  rose  again  ;  and  again  Laura  tried  to  make 
me  resume  my  seat. 

*  Don't  leave  me,'  she  said,  uneasily.  *  My  desk  is  on  that 
table.     You  can  write  here.' 

It  tried  me  to  the  quick  to  refuse  her,  even  in  her  own 
interests.  But  we  had  been  too  long  shut  up  alone  together 
already.  Our  chance  of  seeing  each  other  again  might 
entirely  depend  on  our  not  exciting  any  fresh  suspicions.  It 
was  full  time  to  show  myself,  quietly  and  unconcernedly, 
among  the  wretches  who  were,  at  that  very  moment,  perhaps, 
thinking  of  us,  and  talking  of  us  down-stairs.  I  explained 
the  miserable  necessity  to  Laura  ;  and  prevailed  on  her  to 
recognise  it,  as  I  did. 

*  I  will  come  back  again,  love,  in  an  hour  or  less,'  I   said. 

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*  The  worst  is  over  for  to-day.  Keep  yourself  quiet,  and  fear 
nothing-.' 

'  Is  the  key  in  the  door,  Marian  ?  Can  I  lock  it  on  the 
inside  ?  ' 

'  Yes  ;  here  is  the  key.  Lock  the  door ;  and  open  it  to 
nobod_Y,  until  I  come  upstairs  again.' 

I  kissed  her,  and  left  her.  It  was  a  relief  to  me,  as  I 
walked  away,  to  hear  the  key  turned  in  the  lock,  and  to  know 
that  the  door  was  at  her  own  command. 


VIII. 

June  19th. — I  had  only  got  as  far  as  the  top  of  the  stairs, 
when  the  locking-  of  Laura's  door  suggested  to  me  the  pre- 
caution of  also  locking  my  own  door,  and  keeping'  the  key 
safely  about  me  while  I  was  out  of  the  room.  My  journal 
was  already  secured,  with  other  papers,  in  the  table  drawer, 
but  my  writing  materials  were  left  out.  These  included  a 
seal,  bearing  the  common  device  of  two  doves  drinking  out  of 
the  same  cup  ;  and  some  sheets  of  blotting  paper,  which  had 
the  impression  on  them  of  the  closing  lines  of  my  writing  in 
these  pages,  traced  during  the  past  night.  Distorted  by 
the  suspicion  which  had  now  become  a  part  of  myself, 
even  such  trifles  as  these  looked  too  dangerous  to  be  trusted 
without  a  guard — even  the  locked  table-drawer  seemed  to  be 
not  sufticiently  protected,  in  my  absence,  until  the  means  of 
access  to  it  had  been  carefully  secured  as  well. 

I  found  no  appearance  of  any  one  having-  entered  the  room 
while  I  had  been  talking  with  Laura.  My  writing  materials 
(which  I  had  given  the  servant  instructions  never  to  meddle 
with)  were  scattered  over  the  table  much  as  usual.  The  only 
circumstance  in  connexion  with  them  that  at  all  struck  me 
was,  that  the  seal  lay  tidily  in  the  tray  with  the  pencils  and 
the  wax.  It  was  not  in  my  careless  habits  (I  am  sorry  to  say) 
to  put  it  there  ;  neither  did  I  remember  putting  it  there.  But, 
as  I  could  not  call  to  mind,  on  the  other  hand,  where  else  I 
had  thrown  it  down,  and  as  I  was  also  doubtful  whether  I 
might  not,  for  once,  have  laid  it  mechanically  in  the  right 
place,  I  abstained  from  adding  to  the  perplexity  with  which 
the  day's  events  had  filled  my  mind,  by  troubling  it  afresh 
about  a  trifle.  I  locked  the  door  ;  put  the  key  in  my  pocket ; 
and  went  down  stairs. 

Madame  Fosco  was  alone  in  the  hall,  looking  at  the 
weather-glass. 

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'Still  falling",'  she  said.  'I  am  afraid  we  must  expect 
more  rain.' 

Her  face  was  composed  ag'ain  to  its  customary  expression 
and  its  customary  colour.  But  the  hand  with  which  she 
pointed  to  the  dial  of  the  weather-g-lass  still  trembled. 

Could  she  have  told  her  husband  already,  that  she  had 
overheard  Laura  reviling-  him,  in  my  company,  as  a  '  Spy  '  ? 
My  strong-  suspicion  that  she  must  have  told  him  ;  my  irre- 
sistible dread  (all  the  more  overpowering-  from  its  very  vag-ue- 
ness)  of  the  consequences  which  mig-ht  follow  ;  my  fixed 
conviction,  derived  from  various  little  self-betrayals  which 
women  notice  in  each  other,  that  Madame  Fosco,  in  spite  of 
her  well-assumed  external  civility,  had  not  forg-iven  her  niece 
for  innocently  standing-  between  her  and  the  legacy  of  ten 
thousand  pounds — all  rushed  upon  my  mind  tog-ether  ;  all 
impelled  me  to  speak,  in  the  vain  hope  of  using-  my  own  in- 
fluence and  my  own  powers  of  persuasion  for  the  atonement 
of  Laura's  offence. 

*  May  I  trust  to  your  kindness  to  excuse  me,  Madame 
Fosco,  if  I  venture  to  speak  to  you  on  an  exceedingly  painful 
subject  ?  ' 

She  crossed  her  hands  in  front  of  her,  and  bowed  her  head 
solemnly,  without  uttering  a  word,-  and  without  taking  her 
eyes  oft'  mine  for  a  moment. 

'  When  you  were  so  good  as  to  bring  me  back  my 
handkerchief,'  I  went  on,  '  I  am  very,  very  much  afraid  you 
must  have  accidentally  heard  Laura  say  something  which 
I  am  unwilling  to  repeat,  and  which  I  will  not  attempt 
to  defend.  I  will  only  venture  to  hope  that  you  have  not 
thought  it  of  sufficient  importance  to  be  mentioned  to  the 
Count  ?  ' 

'  I  think  it  of  no  importance  whatever,'  said  Madame  Fosco, 
sharply  and  suddenly.  '  But,'  she  added,  resuming  her  icy 
manner  in  a  moment,  '  I  have  no  secrets  from  my  husband, 
even  in  trifles.  When  he  noticed,  just  now,  that  I  looked 
distressed,  it  was  my  pamful  duty  to  tell  him  why  I  was  dis- 
tressed ;  and  I  frankly  acknowledge  to  you.  Miss  Halcombe, 
that  I  have  told  him.' 

I  was  prepared  to  hear  it,  and  yet  she  turned  me  cold  all 
over  when  she  said  those  words. 

'  Let  me  earnestly  entreat  you,  Madame  Fosco — let  me 
earnestly  entreat  the  Count — to  make  some  allowances  for  the 
sad  position  in  which  my  sister  is  placed.  She  spoke  while 
she  was  smarting  under  the  insult  and  injustice  inflicted  on 
her  by  her  husband — and  she  was  not  herself  when  she  said 

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those  rash  words.  May  I  hope  that  they  will  be  considerately 
and  generously  forgiven  ?  ' 

'  Most  assuredly/  said  the  Count's  quiet  voice,  behind  me. 
He  had  stolen  on  us,  with  his  noiseless  tread,  and  his  book 
in  his  hand,  from  the  library. 

*  When  Lady  Glyde  said  those  hasty  words,'  he  went  on, 
*  she  did  me  an  injustice,  which  I  lament — and  forgive.  Let 
us  never  return  to  the  subject,  Miss  Halcombe  ;  let  us  all 
comfortably  combine  to  forget  it,  from  this  moment.' 

'  You  are  very  kind,'  I  said  ;  '  you  relieve  me  inexpres- 
sibly  ' 

I  tried  to  continue — but  his  eyes  were  on  me  ;  his  deadly 
smile,  that  hides  everything,  was  set,  hard  and  unwavering, 
on  his  broad,  smooth  face.  My  distrust  of  his  unfathomable 
falseness,  my  sense  of  my  own  degradation  in  stooping  to  con- 
ciliate his  wife  and  himself,  so  disturbed  and  confused  me, 
that  the  next  words  failed  on  my  lips,  and  I  stood  there  in 
silence. 

'  I  beg  you  on  my  knees  to  say  no  more,  Miss  Halcombe — 
I  am  truly  shocked  that  you  should  have  thought  it  necessary 
to  say  so  much.'  With  that  polite  speech,  he  took  my  hand — • 
oh,  how  I  despise  myself !  oh,  how  little  comfort  there  is,  even 
in  knowing  that  I  submitted  to  it  for  Laura's  sake  ! — he  took 
my  hand,  and  put  it  to  his  poisonous  lips.  Never  did  I  know 
all  my  horror  of  him  till  then.  That  innocent  familiarity 
turned  my  blood,  as  if  it  had  been  the  vilest  insult  that  a  man 
could  offer  me.  Yet  I  hid  my  disgust  from  him — I  tried  to 
smile — 1,  who  once  mercilessly  despised  deceit  in  other  women, 
was  as  false  as  the  worst  of  them,  as  false  as  the  Judas  whose 
lips  had  touched  my  hand. 

I  could  not  have  maintained  my  degrading  self-control — it 
is  all  that  redeems  me  in  my  own  estimation  to  know  that  I 
could  not— if  he  had  still  continued  to  keep  his  eyes  on  my 
face.  His  wife's  tigerish  jealousy  came  to  my  rescue,  and 
forced  his  attention  away  from  me,  the  moment  he  possessed 
himself  of  my  hand.  Her  cold  blue  eyes  caught  light ;  her 
dull  white  cheeks  flushed  into  bright  colour  ;  she  looked  years 
younger  than  her  age,  in  an  instant. 

'  Count ! '  she  said.  '  Your  foreign  forms  of  politeness  are 
not  understood  by  Englishwomen.' 

'  Pardon  me,  my  angel !  The  best  and  dearest  English- 
woman in  the  world  understands  them.'  With  those  words, 
he  dropped  my  hand,  and  quietly  raised  his  wife's  hand  to  his 
lips,  in  place  of  it. 

I  ran  back  up  the  stairs,  to  take  refuge  in  my  own  room 

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If  there  had  been  time  to  think,  my  thoughts,  when  I  was 
alone  again,  would  have  caused  me  bitter  suffering.  But 
there  was  no  time  to  think.  Happily  for  the  preservation  of 
my  calmness  and  my  courage,  there  was  time  for  nothing  but 
action. 

The  letters  to  the  lawyer  and  to  Mr.  Fairlie  were  still  to 
be  written,  and  I  sat  down  at  once,  without  a  moment's  hesi- 
tation, to  devote  myself  to  them. 

There  was  no  multitude  of  resources  to  perplex  me — there 
was  absolutely  no  one  to  depend  on,  in  the  first  instance,  but 
myself.  Sir  Percival  had  neither  friends  nor  relatives  in  the 
neighbourhood  whose  intercession  I  could  attempt  to  employe 
He  was  on  the  coldest  terms — in  some  cases,  on  the  worst 
terms — with  the  families  of  his  own  rank  and  station  who 
lived  near  him.  We  two  women  had  neither  father,  nor 
brother,  to  come  to  the  house  and  take  our  parts.  There  was 
no  choice,  but  to  write  those  two  doubtful  letters— or  to  put 
Laura  in  the  wrong  and  myself  in  the  wrong,  and  to  make  all 
peaceable  negotiation  in  the  future  impossible,  by  secretly 
escaping  from  Blackwater  Park.  Nothing  but  the  most  im- 
minent personal  peril  could  justify  our  taking  that  second 
course.     The  letters  must  be  tried  first  ;  and  I  wrote  them. 

I  said  nothing  to  the  lawyer  about  Anne  Catherick  ; 
because  (as  I  had  already  hinted  to  Laura)  that  topic  was  con- 
nected with  a  mystery  which  we  could  not  yet  explain,  and 
which  it  would  therefore  be  useless  to  write  about  to  a  pro- 
fessional man.  I  left  my  correspondent  to  attribute  Sir  Per- 
cival's  disgraceful  conduct,  if  he  pleased,  to  fresh  disputes 
about  money  matters  ;  and  simply  consulted  him  on  the 
possibility  of  taking  legal  proceedings  for  Laura's  protection 
in  the  event  of  her  husband's  refusal  to  allow  her  to  leave 
Blackwater  Park  for  a  time  and  return  with  me  to  Limmeridge. 
I  referred  him  to  Mr.  Fairlie  for  the  details  of  this  last  arrange- 
ment— I  assured  him  that  I  wrote  with  Laura's  authority — 
and  I  ended  by  entreating  him  to  act  in  her  name,  to  the 
utmost  extent  of  his  power,  and  with  the  least  possible  loss  of 
time. 

The  letter  to  Mr.  Fairlie  occupied  me  next.  I  appealed 
to  him  on  the  terms  which  I  had  mentioned  to  Laura  as  the 
most  likely  to  make  him  bestir  himself;  I  enclosed  a  copy  of 
my  letter  to  the  lawyer,  to  show  him  how  serious  the  case  was; 
and  I  represented  our  removal  to  Limmeridge  as  the  only 
compromise  which  would  prevent  the  danger  and  distress  of 
Laura's  present  position  from  inevitably  affecting  her  uncle  as 
well  as  herself,  at  no  very  distant  time. 

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When  1  had  done,  and  had  sealed  and  directed  the  two 
envelopes,  I  went  back  with  the  letters  to  Laura's  room,  to 
show  her  that  they  were  written. 

'  Has  anybody  disturbed  you  ? '  I  asked,  when  she  opened 
the  door  to  me. 

*  Nobody  has  knocked,'  she  replied.  *  But  I  heard  some 
one  in  the  outer  room.' 

*  Was  it  a  man  or  a  woman  ?  ' 

*  A  woman.     I  heard  the  rustling  of  her  gown.' 
'  A  rustling  like  silk  ?  ' 

*  Yes  ;  like  silk.' 

Madame  Fosco  had  evidently  been  watching  outside. 
The  mischief  she  might  do  by  herself  was  little  to  be  feared. 
But  the  mischief  she  might  do,  as  a  willing  instrument  in  her 
husband's  hands,  was  too  formidable  to  be  overlooked. 

*  What  became  of  the  rustling  of  the  gown  wiien  you  no 
longer  heard  it  in  the  ante-room  ?  '  I  inquired.  '  Did  you 
hear  it  go  past  your  wall,  along  the  passage  ?  ' 

*  Yes.     I  kept  still,  and  listened  ;  and  just  heard  it.' 

*  Which  v/ay  did  it  go  ?  ' 
'  Towards  your  room.' 

I  considered  again.  The  sound  had  not  caught  my  ears. 
But  I  was  then  deeply  absorbed  in  my  letters  ;  and  I  write  with 
a  heavy  hand,  and  a  quill  pen,  scraping  and  scratching  noisily 
over  the  paper.  It  was  more  likely  that  Madame  Fosco  would 
hear  the  scraping  of  my  pen  than  that  I  should  hear  the 
rustling  of  her  dress.  Another  reason  (if  I  had  wanted  one) 
for  not  trusting  my  letters  to  the  post-bag  in  the  hall. 

Laura  saw  me  thinking.  '  More  difficulties  ! '  she  said, 
wearily  ;   '  more  difficulties  and  more  dangers  !  ' 

*  No  dangers,'  I  replied.  '  Some  little  difficulty,  perhaps. 
I  am  thinking  of  the  safest  way  of  putting  my  two  letters 
into  Fanny's  hands.' 

'  You  have  really  written  them,  then  ?  Oh,  Marian,  run 
no  risks — pray,  pray  run  no  risks  ! ' 

'  No,  no — no  fear,  let  me  see — what  o'clock  is  it  now  ?  ' 

It  was  a  quarter  to  six.  There  would  be  time  for  me 
to  get  to  the  village  inn,  and  to  come  back  again,  before 
dinner.  If  I  waited  till  the  evening,  I  might  find  no  second 
opportunity  of  safely  leaving  the  house. 

'  Keep  the  key  turned  in  the  lock,  Laura,'  I  said,  'and 
don't  be  afraid  about  me.  If  you  hear  any  inquiries  made, 
call  through  the  door  and  say  that  I  am  gone  out  for  a  walk.' 

'  When  shall  you  be  back  ?  ' 

*  Before   dinner,    without   fail.     Courage,    my   love.      By 

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this  time  to-morrow  you  will  have  a  clear-headed,  trustworthy 
man  acting  for  your  good.  Mr.  Gilmore's  partner  is  our  next 
best  friend  to  Mr.  Gilmore  himself.' 

A  moment's  reflection,  as  soon  as  I  was  alone,  convinced 
me  that  I  had  better  not  appear  in  my  walking-dress,  until  I 
had  first  discovered  what  was  going  on  in  the  lower  part  of 
the  house.  I  had  not  ascertained  yet  whether  Sir  Percival 
was  in  doors  or  out. 

The  singing  of  the  canaries  in  the  library,  and  the  sm.ell 
of  toba,cco-smoke  that  came  through  the  door,  whi^li  v.-.-.s 
not  closed,  told  me  at  once  v/here  the  Count  was.  I  looked 
over  my  shoulder  as  I  passed  the  doorway ;  and  saw,  to  my 
surprise,  that  he  was  exhibiting  the  docility  of  the  birds,  in 
his  most  engagingly  polite  manner,  to  the  housekeeper.  He 
must  have  specially  invited  her  to  see  them — for  she  would 
never  have  thought  of  going  into  the  library  of  her  own 
accord.  The  man's  slightest  actions  had  a  purpose  of  some 
kind  at  the  bottom  of  every  one  of  them.  What  could  be 
his  purpose  here  ? 

It  was  no  time  then  to  inquire  into  his  motives.  I  looked 
about  for  Madame  Fosco  next ;  and  found  her  following  her 
favourite  circle,  round  and  round  the  fish-pond. 

I  was  a  little  doubtful  hov.^  she  would  meet  me,  after  the 
outbreak  of  jealousy,  of  vv-hich  I  had  been  the  cause  so  short 
a  time  since.  But  her  husband  had  tamed  her  in  the  inter- 
val ;  and  she  now  spoke  to  me  with  the  same  civility  as 
usual.  My  only  object  in  addressing  myself  to  her  was  to 
ascertain  if  she  knew  what  had  become  of  Sir  Perciv^al.  I 
contrived  to  refer  to  him  indirectly  ;  and,  after  a  little  fencing 
on  either  side,  she  at  last  mentioned  that  he  had  gone  out. 

*  Which  of  the  horses  has  he  taken  ?  '  I  asked  carelessly. 

'  None  of  them,'  slie  replied.  '  He  went  away,  two  hours 
since,  on  foot.  As  I  understood  it,  his  object  was  to  make 
fresh  inquiries  about  the  woman  named  Anne  Catherick.  He 
appears  to  be  unreasonably  anxious  about  tracing  her.  Do 
you  happen  to  know  if  she  is  dangerously  mad,  Miss 
Halcombe  ?  ' 

*  I  do  not.  Countess.' 

*  Are  you  going  in  ?  ' 

*  Yes,  I  think  so.  I  suppose  it  will  soon  be  time  to  dress 
for  dinner.' 

We  entered  the  house  together.  Madame  Fosco  strolled 
into  the  library,  and  closed  the  door.  I  went  at  once  to  fetch 
my  hat  and  shawl.  Every  moment  was  of  importance,  if  I 
was  to  get  to  Fanny  at  the  inn  and  be  back  before  dinner. 

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When  I  crossed  the  hall  again,  no  one  was  there  ;  and  the 
singing-  of  the  birds  in  the  library  had  ceased.  I  could  not 
stop  to  make  any  fresh  investigations.  I  could  only  assure 
myself  that  the  way  was  clear,  and  then  leave  the  house, 
with  the  two  letters  safe  in  my  pocket. 

On  my  way  to  the  village,  I  prepared  myself  for  the  possi- 
bility of  meeting  Sir  Percival.  As  long  as  I  had  him  to  deal 
with  alone,  I  felt  certain  of  not  losing  my  presence  of  mind. 
Any  woman  who  is  sure  of  her  own  wits,  is  a  match,  at  any 
time,  for  a  man  who  is  not  sure  of  his  own  temper.  I  had  no 
such  fear  of  Sir  Percival  as  I  had  of  the  Count.  Instead  of 
fluttering,  it  had  composed  me,  to  hear  of  the  errand  on  which 
he  had  gone  out.  While  the  tracing  of  Anne  Catherick  was 
the  great  anxiety  that  occupied  him,  Laura  and  I  might  hope 
for  some  cessation  of  any  active  persecution  at  his  hands. 
For  our  sakes  now,  as  well  as  for  Anne's,  I  hoped  and  prayed 
fervently  that  she  might  still  escape  him. 

I  walked  on  as  briskly  as  the  heat  would  let  me,  till  I 
reached  the  cross-road  which  led  to  the  village  ;  looking  back 
from  time  to  time,  to  make  sure  that  I  was  not  followed  by 
any  one. 

Nothing  was  behind  me,  all  the  way,  but  an  empty  country 
waggon.  The  noise  made  by  the  lumbering  wheels  annoyed 
me  ;  and  when  I  found  that  the  waggon  took  the  road  to  the 
village,  as  well  as  myself,  I  stopped  to  let  it  go  by,  and  pass 
out  of  hearing.  As  I  looked  towards  it,  more  attentively  than 
before,  I  thought  I  detected,  at  intervals,  the  feet  of  a  man 
walking  close  behind  it  ;  the  carter  being  in  front  by  the 
side  of  his  horses.  The  part  of  the  cross-road  which  I  had 
just  passed  over  was  so  narrow,  that  the  waggon  coming 
after  me  brushed  the  trees  and  thickets  on  either  side  ;  and  I 
had  to  wait  until  it  went  by,  before  I  could  test  the  correctness 
of  my  impression.  Apparently,  that  impression  was  wrong, 
for  when  the  waggon  had  passed  me,  the  road  behind  it  was 
quite  clear. 

I  reached  the  inn  without  meeting  Sir  Percival,  and  with- 
out noticing  anything  more  ;  and  was  glad  to  find  that  the 
landlady  had  received  Fanny  with  all  possible  kindness.  The 
girl  had  a  little  parlour  to  sit  in,  away  from  the  noise  of  the 
tap-room,  and  a  clean  bed-chamber  at  the  top  of  the  house. 
She  began  crying  again,  at  the  sight  of  me  ;  and  said,  poor 
soul,  truly  enough,  that  it  was  dreadful  to  feel  herself  turned 
out  into  the  world,  as  if  she  had  committed  some  unpardonable 
fault,  when  no  blame  could  be  laid  at  her  door  by  anybody — 
not  even  by  her  master  who  had  sent  her  away, 

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•  Try  to  make  the  best  of  it,  Fanny,'  I  said.  '  Your  mis- 
tress and  I  will  stand  your  friends,  and  will  take  care  that 
your  character  shall  not  suffer.  Now,  listen  to  me.  I  have  very 
little  time  to  spare,  and  I  am  going-  to  put  a  great  trust  in 
your  hands.  I  wish  you  to  take  care  of  these  two  letters.  The 
one  with  the  stamp  on  it  you  are  to  put  into  the  post,  when 
you  reach  London  to-morrow.  The  other,  directed  to  Mr. 
Fairlie,  you  are  to  deliver  to  him  yourself,  as  soon  as  you  get 
home.  Keep  both  the  letters  about  you,  and  give  them  up  to 
no  one.  They  are  of  the  last  importance  to  your  mistress's 
interests.' 

Fanny  put  the  letters  into  the  bosom  of  her  dress.  '  There 
they  shall  stop,  miss,'  she  said,  '  till  I  have  done  what  you  tell 
me. ' 

'  Mind  you  are  at  the  station  in  good  time  to-morrow 
morning,'  I  continued.  '  And,  when  you  see  the  housekeeper 
at  Limmeridge,  give  her  my  compliments,  and  say  that  you 
are  in  my  service  until  Lady  Glyde  is  able  to  take  you  back. 
We  may  meet  again  sooner  than  you  think.  So  keep  a  good 
heart,  and  don't  miss  the  seven  o'clock  train.' 

'  Thank  you,  miss — thank  you  kindly.  It  gives  one  courage 
to  hear  your  voice  again.  Please  to  offer  my  duty  to  my 
lady  ;  and  say  I  left  all  the  things  as  tidy  as  I  could  in  the 
time.  Oh,  dear  !  dear  !  who  will  dress  her  for  dinner  to-day  ? 
It  really  breaks  my  heart,  miss,  to  think  of  it.' 

When  I  got  back  to  the  house,  I  had  only  a  quarter  of  an 
hour  to  spare,  to  put  myself  in  order  for  dinner,  and  to  say 
two  words  to  Laura  before  I  went  down-stairs. 

*  The  letters  are  in  Fanny's  hands,'  I  whispered  to  her,  at 
the  door.      '  Do  you  mean  to  join  us  at  dinner  ?  ' 

'  Oh,  no,  no — not  for  the  world  !  ' 
Has     anything    happened  ?         Has     anyone     disturbed 


you 


9' 


Yes — ^just  now — Sir  Percival ' 

'  Did  he  come  in  ?  ' 

*  No  ;  he  frightened  me  by  a  thump  on  the  door,  outside. 
I  said,  "  Who's  there  ?  "  ''You  know,"  he  answered.  "  Will 
you  alter  your  mind,  and  tell  me  the  rest  ?  You  shall  ! 
Sooner  or  later,  I'll  wring  it  out  of  you.  You  know  where 
Anne  Catherick  is,  at  this  moment  !  "  *'  Indeed,  indeed,"  I 
said,  "  I  don't."  "  You  do  !"  he  called  back.  '*  I'll  crush  your 
obstinacy — mind  that  ! — I'll  wring  it  out  of  you  !  "  He  went 
away,  with  those  words — went  away,  Marian,  hardly  five 
minutes  ago.' 

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He  had  not  found  Anne  !  We  were  safe  for  that  night — 
he  had  not  found  her  yet. 

*  You  are  going  down-stairs,  Marian  ?  Come  up  again  in 
the  evening.' 

*  Yes,  yes.  Don't  be  uneasy,  if  I  am  a  Httle  late — I  must 
be  careful  not  to  give  offence  by  leaving  them  too  soon.' 

The  dinner-bell  rang  ;  and  I  hastened  away. 

Sir  Percival  took  Madame  Fosco  into  the  dining-room  ; 
and  the  Count  gave  me  his  arm.  He  was  hot  and  flushed, 
and  was  not  dressed  with  his  customary  care  and  completeness. 
Had  he,  too,  been  out  before  dinner,  and  been  late  in  getting 
back  ?  or  was  he  only  suffering  from  the  heat  a  little  more 
severely  than  usual  ? 

However  this  might  be,  he  was  unquestionably  troubled 
by  some  secret  annoyance  or  anxiety,  which,  with  all  his 
powers  of  deception,  he  was  not  able  entirely  to  conceal. 
Through  the  whole  of  dinner,  he  was  almost  as  silent  as  Sir 
Percival  himself;  and  he,  every  now  and  then,  looked  at  his 
wife  with  an  expression  of  furtive  uneasiness,  which  was 
quite  new  in  my  experience  of  him.  The  one  social  obligation 
which  he  seemed  to  be  self-possessed  enough  to  perform  as 
carefully  as  ever,  was  the  obligation  of  being  persistently  civil 
and  attentive  to  me.  What  vile  object  he  has  in  view,  I  can- 
not still  discover  ;  but,  be  the  design  what  it  may,  invariable 
politeness  towards  myself,  invariable  humility  towards  Laura, 
and  invariable  suppression  (at  any  cost)  of  Sir  Percival's 
clumsy  violence,  have  been  the  means  he  has  resolutely  and 
impenetrably  used  to  g"et  to  his  end,  ever  since  he  set  foot  in 
this  house.  I  suspected  it,  when  he  first  interfered  in  our 
favour,  on  the  day  v/hen  the  deed  was  produced  in  the  library, 
and  I  feel  certain  of  it,  now. 

When  Madame  Fosco  and  I  rose  to  leave  the  table,  the 
Count  rose  also  to  accompany  us  back  to  the  drawing-room. 

'What  are  you  going  away  for?'  asked  Sir  Percival — '  I 
meanj)'(9?/,  Fosco.' 

'  I  am  going  away,  because  I  have  had  dinner  enough,  and 
wine  enough,'  answered  the  Count.  '  Be  so  kind,  Percival, 
as  to  make  allowances  for  my  foreign  habit  of  going  out  with 
the  ladies,  as  well  as  coming  in  with  them.' 

*  Nonsense  !  Another  glass  of  claret  won't  hurt  you. 
Sit  down  again  like  an  Englishman.  I  want  half  an  hour's 
quiet  talk  with  you  over  our  wine.' 

'  A  quiet  talk,  Percival,  with  all  my  heart,  but  not  now, 
and  not  over  the  wine.  Later  in  the  evening  if  you  please—" 
later  in  the  evening.' 

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'  Civil !  '  said  Sir  Percival,  savagely.  '  Civil  behaviour, 
upon  my  soul,  to  a  man  in  his  own  house  !  ' 

I  had  more  than  once  seen  him  look  at  the  Count  uneasily 
during  dinner-time,  and  had  observed  that  the  Count  care- 
fully abstained  from  looking  at  him  in  return.  This  circum- 
stance, coupled  with  the  host's  anxiety  for  a  little  quiet  talk 
over  the  wine,  and  the  guest's  obstinate  resolution  not  to  sit 
down  again  at  the  table,  revived  in  my  memory  the  request 
which  Sir  Percival  had  vainly  addressed  to  his  friend,  earlier 
in  the  day,  to  come  out  of  the  library  and  speak  to  him. 
The  Count  had  deferred  granting  that  private  interview,  when 
it  Vv^as  first  asked  for  in  the  afternoon,  and  had  again  deferred 
granting  it,  when  it  was  a  second  time  asked  for  at  the 
dinner-table.  Whatever  the  coming  subject  of  discussion 
between  them  might  be,  it  was  clearly  an  important  subject 
in  Sir  Percival's  estimation — and  perhaps  (judging  from  his 
evident  reluctance  to  approach  it)  a  dangerous  subject  as  well, 
in  the  estimation  of  the  Count. 

These  considerations  occurred  to  me  while  we  were  pass- 
ing from  the  dining-room  to  the  dravv'ing-room.  Sir  Percival's 
angry  commentary  on  his  friend's  desertion  of  him  had  not 
produced  the  slightest  effect.  The  Count  obstinately  accom- 
panied us  to  the  tea-table — waited  a  minute  or  two  in  the 
room — went  out  into  the  hall — and  returned  with  the  post- 
bag  in  his  hands.  It  was  then  eight  o'clock — the  hour  at 
which  the  letters  were  always  despatched  from  Blackwater 
Park. 

'  Have  you  any  letter  for  the  post,  Miss  Halcombe  ? '  he 
asked,  approaching  me,  with  the  bag. 

I  saw  Madame  Fosco,  who  was  making  the  tea, 
pause,  with  the  sugar-tongs  in  her  hand,  to  listen  for  my 
answer. 

*  No,  Count,  thank  you.     No  letters  to-day.' 

He  gave  the  bag  to  the  servant,  who  was  then  in  the 
room  ;  sat  down  at  the  piano  ;  and  played  the  air  of  the 
lively  Neapolitan  street-song,  '  La  mia  Carolina,'  twice  over. 
His  wife,  who  was  usually  the  most  deliberate  of  women  in 
all  her  movements,  made  the  tea  as  quickly  as  I  could  have 
made  it  myself — finished  her  own  cup  in  two  minutes — and 
quietly  glided  out  of  the  room. 

I  rose  to  follow  her  example — partly  because  I  suspected 
her  of  attempting  some  treachery  up-stairs  with  Laura  ; 
partly,  because  I  was  resolved  not  to  remain  alone  in  the 
same  room  with  her  husband. 

Before  I  could  get  to  the  door,  the  Count  stopped  me,  by 

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a  request  for  a  cup  of  tea.  I  gave  him  the  cup  of  tea  ;  and 
tried  a  second  time  to  get  away.  He  stopped  me  again — 
this  time,  by  going  back  to  the  piano,  and  suddenly  appealing 
to  me  on  a  musical  question  in  which  he  declared  that  the 
honour  of  his  country  was  concerned. 

I  vainly  pleaded  my  own  total  ignorance  of  music,  and 
total  vi^ant  of  taste  in  that  direction.  He  only  appealed  to 
me  again  with  a  vehemence  which  set  all  further  protest  on 
my  part  at  defiance.  '  The  English  and  the  Germans  '  (he 
indignantly  declared)  '  were  always  reviling  the  Italians  for 
their  inability  to  cultivate  the  higher  kinds  of  music.  We 
were  perpetually  talking  of  our  Oratorios  ;  and  they  were 
perpetually  talking  of  their  Symphonies.  Did  we  forget  and 
did  they  forget  his  immortal  friend  and  countryman,  Rossini  ? 
What  was  "  Moses  in  Egypt,"  but  a  sublime  oratorio,  which 
was  acted  on  the  stage,  instead  of  being  coldly  sung  in  a 
concert-room  ?  What  was  the  overture  to  "  Guillaume  Tell," 
but  a  symphony  under  another  name?  Had  I  heard  "  Moses 
in  Egypt"?  Would  I  listen  to  this,  and  this,  and  this,  and 
say  if  anything  more  sublimely  sacred  and  grand  had  ever 
been  composed  by  mortal  man  ?' — And,  without  waiting  for 
a  word  of  assent  or  dissent  on  my  part,  looking  me  hard  in 
the  face  all  the  time,  he  began  thundering  on  the  piano,  and 
singing  to  it  with  loud  and  lofty  enthusiasm  ;  only  interrupt- 
ing himself,  at  intervals,  to  announce  to  me  fiercely  the  titles 
of  the  different  pieces  of  music  :  *  Chorus  of  Egyptians,  in 
the  Plague  of  Darkness,  Miss  Halcombe  !  ' — *  Recitativo  of 
Moses,  with  the  tables  of  the  Law.' — '  Prayer  of  Israelites,  at 
the  passage  of  the  Red  Sea  Aha  !  Aha  !  Is  that  sacred  ? 
is  that  sublime  ? '  The  piano  trembled  under  his  powerful 
hands  ;  and  the  teacups  on  the  table  rattled,  as  his  big  bass 
voice  thundered  out  the  notes,  and  his  heavy  foot  beat  time 
on  the  floor. 

There  was  something  horrible — something  fierce  and 
devilish,  in  the  outburst  of  his  delight  at  his  own  singing  and 
playing,  and  in  the  triumph  with  which  he  watched  its  effect 
upon  me,  as  I  shrank  nearer  and  nearer  to  the  door.  I  was 
released,  at  last,  not  by  my  own  efforts,  but  by  Sir  Percival's 
interposition.  He  opened  the  dining-room  door,  and  called 
out  angrily  to  know  what  '  that  infernal  noise  '  meant.  The 
Count  instantly  got  up  from  the  piano.  *  Ah  !  if  Percival  is 
coming,'  he  said,  'harmony  and  melody  are  both  at  an  end. 
The  Muse  of  Music,  Miss  Halcombe,  deserts  us  in  dismay  ; 
and  I,  the  fat  old  minstrel,  exhale  the  rest  of  my  enthusiasm 
in  the  open  air  ! '     He  stalked  out  into  the  verandah,  put  his 

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hands  in  his  pockets,  and  resumed  the  '  Recitative  of  Moses,' 
sotto  voce,  in  the  garden. 

I  heard  Sir  Percival  call  after  him  from  the  dining-room 
window.  But  he  took  no  notice  :  he  seeined  determined  not 
to  hear.  That  long-deferred  quiet  talk  between  them  was 
still  to  be  put  off,  was  still  to  wait  for  the  Count's  absolute 
will  and  pleasure. 

He  had  detained  me  in  the  drawing-room  nearly  half  an 
hour  from  the  time  when  his  wife  left  us.  W^here  had  she 
been,  and  what  had  she  been  doing  in  that  interval  ? 

I  went  up-stairs  to  ascertain,  but  I  made  no  discoveries  ; 
and  when  I  questioned  Laura,  I  found  that  she  had  not  heard 
anything.  Nobody  had  disturbed  her — no  faint  rustling  of 
the  silk  dress  had  been  audible,  either  in  the  ante-room  or  in 
the  passage. 

It  was  then  twenty  minutes  to  nine.  After  going  to  my 
room  to  get  my  journal,  I  returned,  and  sat  with  Laura  ; 
sometimes  writing,  sometimes  stopping  to  talk  with  her. 
Nobody  came  near  us,  and  nothing  happened.  We  remained 
together  till  ten  o'clock.  I  then  rose,  said  my  last  cheering 
words,  and  wished  her  good  night.  She  locked  her  door 
again,  after  we  had  arranged  that  I  should  come  in  and  see 
her  the  first  thing  in  the  morning. 

I  had  a  few  sentences  more  to  add  to  my  diary  before 
going  to  bed  myself;  and,  as  I  went  down  again  to  the 
drawing-room  after  leaving  Laura,  for  the  last  time  that 
weary  day,  I  resolved  merely  to  show  myself  there,  to  make 
my  excuses,  and  then  to  retire  an  hour  earlier  than  usual,  for 
the  night. 

Sir  Percival,  and  the  Count  and  his  wife,  were  sitting 
together.  Sir  Percival  was  yawning  in  an  easy-chair  ;  the 
Count  was  reading  ;  Madame  Fosco  was  fanning  herself. 
Strange  to  say,  her  face  was  flushed,  now.  She,  who  never 
suffered  from  the  heat,  was  most  undoubtedly  suffering  from 
it  to-night. 

*  I  am  afraid,  Countess,  you  are  not  quite  so  well  as 
usual  ?  '  I  said. 

'The  very  remark  I  was  about  to  make  to  yoiiy  she 
replied.     '  You  are  looking  pale,  my  dear.' 

My  dear !  It  was  the  first  time  she  had  ever  addressed 
me  with  that  familiarity  !  There  was  an  insolent  smile,  too, 
on  her  face,  when  she  said  the  words. 

'  I  am  suffering  from  one  of  my  bad  headaches,'  I 
answered,  coldly. 

*  Ah,   indeed  ?     Want  of  exercise,   I  suppose  ?     A   walk 

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before  dinner  would  have  been  just  the  thing  for  you.'  She 
referred  to  the  '  walk '  with  a  strange  emphasis.  Had  she 
seen  me  go  out?  No  matter  if  she  had.  The  letters  were 
safe  now,  in  Fanny's  hands. 

'  Come,  and  have  a  smoke,  Fosco,'  said  Sir  Percival, 
rising,  with  another  uneasy  look  at  his  friend. 

*  VVith  pleasure,  Percival,  when  the  ladies  have  gone  to 
bed,'  replied  the  Count. 

'  Excuse  me.  Countess,  if  I  set  you  the  example  of  re- 
tiring,' I  said.  'The  only  remedy  for  such  a  headache  as 
mine  is  going  to  bed.' 

I  took  my  leave.  There  was  the  same  insolent  smile  on 
the  woman's  face  Vv'hen  I  shook  hands  with  her.  Sir  Percival 
paid  no  attention  to  me.  He  was  looking  impatiently  at 
Madame  Fosco,  who  showed  no  signs  of  leaving  the  room 
with  me.  The  Count  smiled  to  himself  behind  his  book. 
There  was  yet  another  delay  to  that  quiet  talk  with  Sir 
Percival — and  the  Countess  v.^as  the  impediment  this  time. 

IX. 

June  19th. — Once  safely  shut  into  my  ov/n  room,  I  opened 
these  pages,  and  prepared  to  go  on  with  that  part  of  the  day's 
record  which  was  still  left  to  write. 

For  ten  minutes  or  more  I  sat  idle,  with  the  pen  in  my 
hand,  thinking  over  the  events  of  the  last  twelve  hours. 
When  I  at  last  addressed  myself  to  my  task,  I  found  a  diffi- 
culty in  proceeding  with  it  which  I  had  never  experienced 
before.  In  spite  of  my  efforts  to  fix  my  thoughts  on  the 
matter  in  hand,  they  wandered  av\^ay,  with  the  strangest 
persistency,  in  the  one  direction  of  Sir  Percival  and  the  Count ; 
and  all  the  interest  which  I  tried  to  concentrate  on  my  journal, 
centred,  instead,  in  that  private  interview  between  them, 
which  had  been  put  off  all  through  the  day,  and  which  was 
now  to  take  place  in  the  silence  and  solitude  of  the  night. 

In  this  perverse  state  of  my  mind,  the  recollection  of  what 
had  passed  since  the  morning  would  not  come  back  to  me  ; 
and  there  was  no  resource  but  to  close  my  journal  and  to  get 
away  from  it  for  a  little  while. 

I  opened  the  door  which  led  from  my  bedroom  into  my 
sitting-room,  and,  having  passed  through,  pulled  it  to  again, 
to  prevent  any  accident,  in  case  of  draught,  with  the  candle 
left  on  the  dressing-table.  My  sitting-room  window  was 
wide  open ;  and  I  leaned  out,  listlessly,  to  look  at  the 
night. 

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It  was  dark  and  quiet.  Neither  moon  nor  stars  were 
visible.  There  was  a  smell  like  rain  in  the  still,  heavy  air ; 
and  I  put  my  hand  out  of  window.  No.  The  rain  was  only 
threatening  ;  it  had  not  come  yet. 

I  remained  leaning  on  the  window-sill  for  nearly  a  quarter 
of  an  hour,  looking-  out  absently  into  the  black  darkness,  and 
hearing  nothing,  except,  now  and  then,  the  voices  of  the  ser- 
vants, or  the  distant  sound  of  a  closing  door,  in  the  lower 
part  of  the  house. 

Just  as  I  was  turning-  aw^ay  wearily  from  the  window,  to 
go  back  to  the  bedroom,  and  make  a  second  attempt  to  com- 
plete the  unfinished  entry  in  my  journal,  I  smelt  the  odour  of 
tobacco-smoke,  stealing  towards  me  on  the  heavy  night  air. 
The  next  moment  I  saw  a  tiny  red  spark  advancing  from  the 
farther  end  of  the  house  in  the  pitch  darkness.  I  heard  no 
footsteps,  and  I  could  see  nothing  but  the  spark.  It  travelled 
along  in  the  night ;  passed  the  window  at  which  I  was  stand- 
ing ;  and  stopped  opposite  my  bedroom  window,  inside  which 
I  had  left  the  light  burning  on  the  dressing-table. 

The  spark  remained  stationary,  for  a  moment,  then  moved 
back  again  in  the  direction  from  which  it  had  advanced.  As 
I  followed  its  progress,  I  saw  a  second  red  spark,  larger  than 
the  first,  approaching  from  the  distance.  The  two  met  to- 
gether in  the  darkness.  Remembering  who  smoked  cigarettes, 
and  who  smoked  cigars,  I  inferred,  immediately,  that  the 
Count  had  come  out  first  to  look  and  listen,  under  my  window, 
and  that  Sir  Percival  had  afterwards  joined  him.  They 
must  both  have  been  walking  on  the  lawn — or  I  should  cer- 
tainly have  heard  Sir  Percival's  heavy  footfall,  though  the 
Count's  soft  step  might  have  escaped  me,  even  on  the  gravel 
walk. 

I  waited  quietly  at  the  window,  certain  that  they  could 
neither  of  them  see  me,  in  the  darkness  of  the  room. 

*  What's  the  matter  ? '  I  heard  Sir  Percival  say,  in  a  low 
voice.     '  Why  don't  you  come  in  and  sit  down  ?  ' 

'  I  want  to  see  the  light  out  of  that  window,'  replied  the 
Count,  softly. 

*  What  harm  does  the  light  do  ?  ' 

*  It  shows  she  is  not  in  bed  yet.  She  is  sharp  enough  to 
suspect  something,  and  bold  enough  to  come  down-stairs 
and  listen,  if  she  can  get  the  chance.  Patience,  Percival — 
patience.' 

'  Humbug  !     You're  always  talking  of  patience.' 
'  I  shall  talk  of  something  else  presently.     My  good  friend, 
you  are  on  the  edge  of  your  domestic  precipice  ;  and  if  I  let 

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you  give  the  women  one  other  chance,  on  my  sacred  word  of 
honour  they  will  push  you  over  it.' 

'  What  the  devil  do  you  mean  ?  ' 

'  We  will  come  to  our  explanations,  Percival,  when  the 
light  is  out  of  that  window,  and  when  I  have  had  one  little 
look  at  the  rooms  on  each  side  of  the  library,  and  a  peep  at 
the  staircase  as  well.' 

They  slowly  moved  away  ;  and  the  rest  of  the  conversa- 
tion between  them  (which  had  been  conducted,  throughout, 
in  the  same  low  tones)  ceased  to  be  audible.  It  was  no 
matter.  I  had  heard  enough  to  determine  me  on  justifying 
the  Count's  opinion  of  my  sharpness  and  my  courage.  Before 
the  red  sparks  were  out  of  sight  in  the  darkness,  I  had  made 
up  my  mind  that  there  should  be  a  listener  when  those  two 
men  sat  down  to  their  talk — and  that  the  listener,  in  spite  of 
all  the  Count's  precautions  to  the  contrary,  should  be  myself. 
I  wanted  but  one  motive  to  sanction  the  act  to  my  own  con- 
science, and  to  give  me  courage  enough  for  performing  it ; 
and  that  motive  I  had.  Laura's  honour,  Laura's  happiness — 
Laura's  life  itself — might  depend  on  my  quick  ears,  and  my 
faithful  memory,  to-night. 

I  had  heart  the  Count  say  that  he  meant  to  examine  the 
rooms  on  each  side  of  the  library,  and  the  staircase  as  well, 
before  he  entered  on  any  explanation  with  Sir  Percival.  This 
expression  of  his  intentions  was  necessarily  sufficient  to  in- 
form me  that  the  library  was  the  room  in  which  he  proposed 
that  the  conversation  should  take  place.  The  one  moment  of 
time  which  was  long  enough  to  bring  me  to  that  conclusion, 
was  also  the  moment  which  showed  me  a  means  of  baffling 
his  precautions — or,  in  otlier  words,  of  hearing  what  he  and 
Sir  Percival  said  to  each  other,  without  the  risk  of  descending 
at  all  into  the  lower  regions  of  the  house. 

In  speaking  of  the  rooms  on  the  ground  floor,  I  have 
mentioned  incidentally  the  verandah  outside  them,  on  which 
they  all  opened  by  means  of  French  windows,  extending  from 
the  cornice  to  the  floor.  The  top  of  this  verandah  was  flat ; 
the  rain-water  being  carried  off  from  it,  by  pipes,  into  tanks 
which  helped  to  supply  the  house.  On  the  narrow  leaden 
roof,  which  ran  along  past  the  bedrooms,  and  which  was 
rather  less,  I  should  think,  than  three  feet  below  the  sills  of 
the  windows,  a  row  of  flower-pots  was  ranged,  with  wide 
intervals  between  each  pot ;  the  whole  being  protected  from 
falling,  in  high  winds,  by  an  ornamental  iron  railing  along  the 
edge  of  the  roof. 

The  plan  which  had  now  occurred  to  me  was  to  get  out 

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at  my  sitting-room  window,  onto  this  roof;  to  creep  along 
noiselessly,  till  I  reached  that  part  of  it  which  was  immediately 
over  the  library  window  ;  and  to  crouch  down  between  the 
flower-pots,  with  my  ear  against  the  outer  railing.  If  Sir 
Percival  and  the  Count  sat  and  smoked  to-night,  as  I  had 
seen  them  sitting  and  smoking  many  nights  before,  with  their 
chairs  close  at  the  open  window,  and  their  feet  stretched  on 
the  zinc  garden  seats  which  were  placed  under  the  verandah, 
every  word  they  said  to  each  other  above  a  whisper  (and  no 
long  conversation,  as  we  all  know  by  experience,  can  be 
carried  on  in  a  whisper)  must  inevitably  reach  my  ears.  If, 
on  the  other  hand,  they  chose,  to-night,  to  sit  far  back  inside 
the  room,  then  the  chances  were  that  I  should  hear  little  oi 
nothing ;  and,  in  that  case,  I  must  run  the  far  more  serious 
risk  of  trying  to  outwit  them  down-stairs. 

Strongly  as  I  was  fortified  in  my  resolution  by  the  desperate 
nature  of  our  situation,  I  hoped  most  fervently  that  I  might 
escape  this  last  emergency.  My  courage  was  only  a  woman's 
courage,  after  all ;  and  it  was  very  near  to  failing  me,  when 
I  thought  of  trusting  myself,  on  the  ground  floor,  at  the  dead 
of  night,  within  reach  of  Sir  Percival  and  the  Count. 

I  went  softly  back  to  my  bedroom,  to  try  the  safer  experi- 
ment of  the  verandah  roof,  first. 

A  complete  change  in  my  dress  was  imperatively  necessary, 
for  many  reasons.  I  took  off  my  silk  gown  to  begin  with, 
because  the  slightest  noise  from  it,  on  that  still  night,  might 
have  betrayed  me.  I  next  removed  the  white  and  cumbersome 
parts  of  my  underclothing,  and  replaced  them  by  a  petticoat 
of  dark  flannel.  Over  this,  I  put  my  black  travelling  cloak, 
and  pulled  the  hood  on  to  my  head.  In  my  ordinary  evening 
costume  I  took  up  the  room  of  three  men  at  least.  In  my 
present  dress,  when  it  was  held  close  about  me,  no  man  could 
have  passed  through  the  narrowest  spaces  more  easily  than  I. 
The  little  breadth  left  on  the  roof  of  the  verandah,  between  the 
flower-pots  on  one  side  and  the  wall  and  the  windows  of  the 
house  on  the  other,  made  this  a  serious  consideration.  If  I 
knocked  anything  down,  if  I  made  the  least  noise,  who  could 
say  what  the  consequences  might  be  ? 

I  only  waited  to  put  the  matches  near  the  candle  before  I 
extinguished  it,  and  groped  my  way  back  into  the  sittmg-room. 
I  locked  that  door,  as  I  had  locked  my  bedroom  door — then 
quietly  got  out  of  the  window,  and  cautiously  set  my  feet  on 
the  leaden  roof  of  the  verandah. 

My  two  rooms  were  at  the  inner  extremity  of  the  new  wing 
of  the  house  in  which  we  all  lived  ;  and  I  had  five  windows  to 

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pass  before  I  could  reach  the  position  it  was  necessary  to  take 
up  immediately  over  the  library.  The  first  window  belonged 
to  a  spare  room,  which  was  empty.  The  second  and  third 
Avindows  belonged  to  Laura's  room.  The  fourth  window 
belonged  to  Sir  Percival's  room.  The  fifth  belonged  to  the 
Countess's  room.  The  others,  by  which  it  was  not  necessary 
for  me  to  pass,  were  the  windows  of  the  Count's  dressing-room, 
of  the  bath-room,  and  of  the  second  empty  spare  room. 

No  sound  reached  my  ears — the  black  blinding  darkness'  of 
the  night  was  all  round  me  when  I  first  stood  on  the  verandah, 
except  at  that  part  of  it  which  Madame  Fosco's  v\'indow  over- 
looked. There,  at  the  very  place  above  the  library,  to  which 
my  course  was  directed — there,  I  sav/  a  gleam  of  light !  The 
Countess  was  not  yet  in  bed. 

It  was  too  late  to  draw  back  ;  it  was  no  time  to  wait.  I  deter- 
mined to  go  on  at  all  hazards,  and  trust  for  security  to  my  own 
caution  and  to  the  darkness  of  the  night.  *  For  Laura's  sake  ! ' 
I  thought  to  myself,  as  I  took  the  first  step  forward  on  the 
roof,  with  one  hand  holding  my  cloak  close  round  me,  and 
the  other  groping  against  the  wall  of  the  house.  It  was  better 
to  brush  close  by  the  wall  than  to  risk  striking  my  feet  against 
the  flower-pots,  v.-ithin  a  few  inches  of  me,  on  the  other  side. 

I  passed  the  dark  window  of  the  spare  room,  trying  the 
leaden  roof,  at  each  step,  with  my  foot,  before  I  risked  resting 
my  weight  on  it.  I  passed  the  dark  v/indows  of  Laura's  room 
('  God  bless  her  and  keep  her  to-night ! ').  I  passed  the  dark 
window  of  Sir  Percival's  room.  Then,  I  waited  a  moment, 
knelt  down,  vv'ith  my  hands  to  support  me  ;  and  so  crept  to 
my  position,  under  the  protection  of  the  low  wall  between  the 
bottom  of  tl":e  lighted  window  and  the  verandah  roof. 

When  I  ventured  to  look  up  at  the  windov/  itself,  I  found 
that  the  top  of  it  only  was  open,  and  that  the  blind  inside  was 
drawn  dov.'n.  While  I  v.'as  looking  I  saw  the  shadow  of 
Madame  Fosco  pass  across  the  white  field  of  the  blind — then 
pass  slov.'ly  back  again.  Thus  far,  she  could  not  have  heard 
me — or  the  shadow  would  surely  have  stopped  at  the  blind, 
even  if  she  had  v/anted  courage  enough  to  open  the  window, 
and  look  out. 

I  placed  myself  sidewa3-s  against  the  railing  of  the  veran- 
dah ;  first  ascertaining,  by  touching  them,  the  position  of 
the  flower-pots  on  either  side  of  me.  There  was  room  enough 
for  me  to  sit  between  them,  and  no  more.  The  sweet-scented 
leaves  of  the  flower  on  my  left  hand  just  brushed  my  cheek  as 
I  lightly  rested  my  head  against  the  railing. 

The  first  sounds  that  reached  me  from  below  were  caused 

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by  the  opening  or  closing  (most  probably  the  latter)  of  three 
doors  in  succession — the  doors,  no  doubt,  leading  into  the  hall 
and  into  the  rooms  on  each  side  of  the  library,  which  the 
Count  had  pledged  himself  to  examine.  The  first  object  that 
I  saw  was  the  red  spark  again  travelling  out  into  the  night, 
from  under  the  verandah  ;  moving  away  towards  my  window  ; 
waiting  a  moment ;  and  then  returning  to  the  place  from 
which  it  had  set  out. 

'  The  devil  take  your  restlessness  !  When  do  you  mean  to 
sit  down  ?  '  growled  Sir  Percival's  voice  beneath  me. 

*  Ouf !  how  hot  it  is  !  '  said  the  Count,  sighing  and  puffing 
wearily. 

His  exclamation  was  followed  by  the  scraping  ol'  the 
garden  chairs  on  the  tiled  pavement  under  the  verandah — the 
welcome  sound  which  told  me  they  were  going  to  sit  close 
at  the  \vindow  as  usual.  So  far,  the  chance  was  mine.  The 
clock  in  the  turret  struck  the  quarter  to  tv.-elve  as  they  settled 
themselves  in  their  chairs.  I  heard  Madame  Fosco  through 
the  open  window,  yawning  ;  and  saw  her  shadow  pass  once 
more  across  the  white  field  of  the  blind. 

Meanwhile,  Sir  Percival  and  the  Count  began  talking 
together  belovv^,  now  and  then  dropping  their  voices  a  little 
lower  than  usual,  but  never  sinking  them  to  a  whisper.  The 
strangeness  and  peril  of  my  situation,  the  dread,  which  I  could 
not  master,  of  Madame  Fosco's  lighted  window,  made  it  diffi- 
cult, almost  impossible,  for  me,  at  first,  to  keep  my  presence 
of  mind,  and  to  fix  my  attention  solely  on  the  conversation 
beneath.  For  some  minutes  I  could  only  succeed  in  gather- 
ing the  general  substance  of  it.  I  understood  the  Count  to 
say  that  the  one  v.nndow  alight  was  his  wife's  ;  that  the  ground 
floor  of  the  house  was  quite  clear  ;  and  that  they  might 
novv^  L^peak  to  each  other,  without  fear  of  accidents.  Sir 
Percival  merely  answered  by  upbraiding  his  friend  with 
having  unjustifiably  slighted  his  wishes  and  neglected  his 
interests  all  through  the  day.  The  Count  thereupon  defended 
himself  by  declaring  that  he  had  been  beset  by  certain  troubles 
and  anxieties  which  had  absorbed  all  his  attention,  and  that 
the  only  safe  time  to  come  to  an  explanation  was  a  time  when 
they  could  feel  certain  of  being  neither  interrupted  nor  over- 
heard. '  We  are  at  a  serious  crisis  in  our  affairs,  Percival,' 
he  said ;  '  and  if  we  are  to  decide  on  the  future  at  all  we  must 
decide  secretly  to-night.' 

That  sentence  of  the  Count's  was  the  first  which  my  atten- 
tion was  ready  enough  to  master,  exactly  as  it  was  spoken. 
From  this  point,   with  certain  breaks   and   interruptions,  my 

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whole  interest  fixed  breathlessly  on  the  conversation  ;  and   I 
followed  it  word  for  word. 

'  Crisis  ?  '  repeated  Sir  Percival.  *  It's  a  worse  crisis  than 
you  think  for,  I  can  tell  you.' 

*  So  I  should  suppose,  from  your  behaviour  for  the  last 
day  or  two,'  returned  the  other,  coolly.  '  But  wait  a  little. 
Before  we  advance  to  what  I  do  not  know,  let  us  be  quite  cer- 
tain of  what  I  do  know.  Let  us  first  see  if  I  am  right  about 
the  time  that  is  past,  before  I  make  any  proposal  to  you  for 
the  time  that  is  to  come.' 

*  Stop  till  I  get  the  brandy  and  water.  Have  some  your- 
self.' 

'  Thank  you,  Percival.  The  cold  water  with  pleasure, 
a  spoon,  and  the  basin  of  sugar.  Eau  sucr^e,  my  friend- 
nothing  more.' 

'  Sugar  and  water,  for  a  man  of  your  age  ! — There  !  mix 
your  sickly  mess.     You  foreigners  are  all  alike.' 

'  Now,  listen,  Percival.  I  will  put  our  position  plainly  be- 
fore you,  as  I  understand  it ;  and  you  shall  say  if  I  am  right 
or  wrong.  You  and  I  both  came  back  to  this  house  from  the 
Continent,  with  our  affairs  very  seriously  embarrassed ' 

*  Cut  it  short !  I  wanted  some  thousands,  and  you  some 
hundreds — and,  without  the  money,  we  were  both  in  a  fair 
way  to  go  to  the  dogs  together.  There's  the  situation. 
Make  what  you  can  of  it.     Go  on.' 

'  Well,  Percival,  in  your  own  solid  English  words,  you 
wanted  some  thousands  and  I  wanted  some  hundreds  ;  and 
the  only  way  of  getting  them  was  for  you  to  raise  the  money 
for  your  own  necessity  (with  a  small  margin,  beyond,  for  my 
poor  little  hundreds),  by  the  help  of  your  wife.  What  did  I 
tell  you  about  your  wife  on  our  way  to  England  ?  and  what 
did  I  tell  you  again,  when  we  had  come  here,  and  when  I  had 
seen  for  myself  the  sort  of  woman  Miss  Halcombe  was  ?  ' 

*  How  should  I  know  ?  You  talked  nineteen  to  the  dozen, 
I  suppose,  just  as  usual.' 

'  I  said  this  :  Human  ingenuity,  my  friend,  has  hitherto 
only  discovered  two  ways  in  which  a  man  can  manage  a  woman. 
One  way  is  to  knock  her  down — a  method  largely  adopted  by 
the  brutal  lower  orders  of  the  people,  but  utterly  abhorrent  to 
the  refined  and  educated  classes  above  them.  The  other  way 
(much  longer,  much  more  difficult,  but,  in  the  end,  not  less 
certain)  is  never  to  accept  a  provocation  a.t  a  woman's  hands. 
It  holds  with  animals,  it  holds  with  children,  and  it  holds  with 
women,  who  are  nothing  but  children  grown  up.  Quiet  reso- 
lution is  the  one  quality  the  animals,   the  children,  and  the 

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house       Every  provocation  that  your  wife  and  her  sister  could 
offer  to  you,  you  instantly  accepted  from  them      Vmn-T  ^ 

time—'    ^'^^'^^"^be    wntmg^    to    the    lawyer   for   the    firsi 

I  First  time  ?     Has  she  written  again  ?  ' 
Ves  ;  she  has  written  ag^ain  to-day  ' 

wll'"  low  hi'fl'hT^'  '%^  ^'r"  ">■  l^«-3    to^FZy 
wnen  i  told  hmi  I  had  none  for  the  post-bao- p     Even   if  ;V 

was  so,  how  could  he  have  examined  the  let^S/s    when  thev 

had  ^g^one  straight  from  my  hand  to  the  bosol^^o^'^u: gt?s 

ml"'' WitlAl!  f '  '^^  *'/  '^^^^'^^^^  ^"^  '^^  res;f;?ion"of'a 
man  .      With  that  woman  for  my  friend,   I  would  snan  these 

cnfmv    1°  wr^ll''  'l'    "^^^'•.    ^^'-^'^^^-^  wom:r?or  n.y 
cnem),  1,  with  all  my  brains  and  experience— I,  Fosco    cun 

nmg  as   the  devil  himself,  as  you  have  told  i^e  a  hunSred' 

t.mes-I  walk,  in  your  English  phrase,  upon  egg-sheHs"  And 

his  grand    creature-I    drink    her    health  in  my  suo-a^  ^nd 

water-  his  grand  creature,  who  stands  in  the  st^en^fh  of  her 

love  and  her  courage,  firm  as  a  rock  between  us  t^-^"  anS  t   at 

poor   flimsy  pretty  blende  wife    of    yours-this    n^^^i  ifijinf 

woman,  whom  I  admire  with  all  m/ soul,  though  f  oppose 

her  m  your  mterests  and  in  mine,  vou  driv;  to  extremities  as 

as  If  she  was  no  sharper  and  no  bolder  than  the  rest  if 'her 


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sex.  Percival !  Percival !  you  deserve  to  fail,  and  you  have 
failed.' 

There  was  a  pause.  I  write  the  villain's  words  about 
myself,  because  1  mean  to  remember  them  ;  because  I  hope 
yet  for  the  day  when  I  may  speak  out  once  for  all  in  his 
presence,  and  cast  them  back,  one  by  one,  in  his  teeth. 

Sir  Percival  was  the  first  to  break  the  silence  again. 

*  Yes,  yes  ;  bully  and  bluster  as  much  as  you  like,'  he 
said,  sulkily  ;  *  the  difficulty  about  the  money  is  not  the  only 
difficulty.  You  would  be  for  taking  strong  measures  with 
the  women,  yourself — if  you  knew  as  much  as  I  do.' 

*  We  will  come  to  that  second  difficulty,  all  in  good  time,' 
rejoined  the  Count.  '  You  may  confuse  yourself,  Percival, 
as  much  as  you  please,  but  you  shall  not  confuse  me.  Let 
the  question  of  the  money  be  settled  first.  Have  I  con- 
vinced your  obstinacy  ?  have  I  shown  you  that  your  temper 
will  not  let  you  help  yourself?  Or  must  I  go  back,  and  (as 
you  put  it  in  your  dear  straightforward  English)  bully  and 
bluster  a  little  more  ?  ' 

'  Pooh  !  It's  easy  enough  to  grumble  at  mc.  Say  what 
is  to  be  done — that's  a  little  harder.' 

'Is  it  ?  Bah  !  This  is  what  is  to  be  done  :  You  give 
up  all  direction  in  the  business  from  to-night  ;  you  leave  it 
for  the  future  in  my  hands  only.  I  am  talking  to  a  Prac- 
tical British  man — ha?  Well,  Practical,  will  that  do  for 
you  ? ' 

*  What  do  you  propose,  if  I  leave  it  all  to  you  ? ' 

*  Answer  me  first.     Is  it  to  be  in  my  hands  or  not  ?  ' 
'  Say  it  is  in  your  hands — what  then  ?  ' 

*  A  few  questions,  Percival,  to  begin  with.  I  must  wait  a 
little,  yet,  to  let  circumstances  guide  me ;  and  I  must  know, 
in  every  possible  way,  what  those  circumstances  are  likely  to 
be.  There  is  no  time  to  lose.  I  have  told  you  already  that 
Miss  Halcombe  has  written  to  the  lavv-yer  to-day,  for  the 
second  time.' 

*  How  did  you  find  it  out  ?     What  did  she  say  ?  ' 

'  If  I  told  you,  Percival,  we  should  only  come  back  at  the 
end  to  where  we  are  now.  Enough  that  I  have  found  it  out 
— and  the  finding  has  caused  that  trouble  and  anxiety  which 
made  me  so  inaccessible  to  you  all  through  to-day.  Now,  to 
refresh  my  memory  about  your  affairs— it  is  some  time  since 
I  talked  them  over  with  you.  The  money  has  been  raised, 
in  the  absence  of  your  wife's  signature,  by  means  of  bills  at 
three  months — raised  at  a  cost  that  makes  my  poverty-stricken 
foreign  hair  stand  on  end  to  think  of  it  !     When  the  bills  are 

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due,  is  there  really  and  truly  no  earthly  wav  or  mvin.,  ft, 
but  by  the  help  of  your  wife  ^  '  ^     ^       ^  ""^'"^  ^^^"^ 

'None.' 

'  r'?''^  'u  ^'""y  ^""^'^  ""^  "'^"^y  ^t  the  bankers  ?  ' 

^  A  few  hundreds   when  I  want  as  many  thousands.' 

'  Not  l^shred°  °         ^^^urity  to  borrow  upon  ?  ' 

preseniH^^""   ^^^"^"^^  ^°^   ^^''^^   ^^^   -f^'    at   the 
-b;J|^S-;i---y^^::^  -usand  pounds 
,  What  do  you  expect  from  vour  wife  ?  ' 
^  1  hree  thousand  a  year,  when  her  uncle  dies.' 

uncle  ?  'oidt' '"'  '''"'•'^'^'-     '''''^'  -'-^  «f  -  "-"  i-^  this 
'  No— neither  old  nor  }ounp-  ♦ 

I  thinlc  my  wiW^M''^'  ^'''^y-^^^^S  man  ?     Married  ?     No- 
Lmmc  my  une  told  me,  not  married.' 

n  ^  ,!;'^  "°^-     ^^  ^'^  '''""^  married,  and  had  a  son    Ladv 

wh:ft'  h"  i  '  "He's '  "'^^  'r  ^°  ^'^^  P^^P-^>  I'll  "ell^'ot 
bores  eyer  Ldv  IL  ''''''''^^^"'  ^Y^^^^'"-  ''^^'^  f«°^  and 
heakh  '      ^        '  ''''"'^'  "^^'  ^'^"^  ^^°"t  the  state   of  his 

voie;ui;VhL^';L^rast^:^^^^^^^  !r  i^d-^'-f-'  -^^^^^  "^^'- 

[S^dt  ^°^  '-^^^  f -:?/ th^^ihrL'tToLSld  /yeart 

*  Absolutely  nothing-.^  ' 

'  Ahr/"nl^i.''°'^'"^7.'''''P^  '"  '^ase  of  her  death.' 
Aha  !   m  the  case  of  her  death  !  ' 

verZdah  to^'thT'''^"'"  r"".'     ^^'   ^^"'^^  "^^^'^d  from   the 

^^^Lj^^h^S,^^  -  S-  -weS 

Ihe  Count  went  back  under  the  yerandah-I  heard  the> 

ri  ^  .    i'   P^'"'^!^^''    he    said;    'and,    in    the   case  of   T  nH^ 
Clyde's  death,  what  do  you  -et  then  ?  '  ^''^^ 

'^  If  she  leayes  no  children ' 

*  Which  she  is  likely  to  do  ?  ' 

;  ^s'?'^  ^^^  '^  "°^  '"  ^''^  '^^^*  ^'^®'y  *°  '^o ' 

*  Why,  then  I  get  her  twenty  thousand  pounds  ' 

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'  Paid  down  ?  ' 

'  Paid  down.' 

They  were  silent  once  more.  As  their  voices  ceased, 
Madame  Fosco's  shadow  darkened  the  blind  ag-ain.  Instead 
of  passing-  this  time,  it  remained,  for  a  moment,  quite  still. 
I  saw  her  fingers  steal  round  the  corner  of  the  blind,  and 
draw  it  on  one  side.  The  dim  white  outline  of  her  face,  look 
ing  out  straight  over  me,  appeared  behind  the  window.  I 
kept  still,  shrouded  from  head  to  foot  in  my  black  cloak. 
The  rain,  which  was  fast  wetting  me,  dripped  over  the  glass, 
blurred  it,  and  prevented  her  from  seeing  anything.  '  More 
rain  ! '  I  heard  her  say  to  herself.  She  dropped  the  blind — 
and  I  breathed  again  freely. 

The  talk  went  on  below  rne  ;  the  Count  resuming  it,  this 
time. 

'  Percival !  do  )'Ou  care  about  your  wile?  ' 

*  Fosco  !  that's  rather  a  downright  question. 
'  I  am  a  downright  man  ;  and  I  repeat  it.' 

'  Why  the  devil  do  you  look  at  me  in  that  way  ?  ' 

'  You   won't  answer   me  ?     Well,  then  ;    let  us  say  your 

wife  dies  before  the  summer  is  out ' 

'  Drop  it,  Fosco  !  ' 

'  Let  us  say  your  wife  dies ' 

•  Drop  it,  I  tell  you  ! ' 

'  In  that  case,  you  would  gain  twenty  thousand  pounds  ; 
and  you  would  lose ' 

'  I  should  lose  the  chance  of  three  thousand  a  year.' 

'  The  remote  chance,  Percival — the  remote  chance  only. 
And  you  want  money  at  once.  In  your  position,  the  gain  is 
certain — the  loss  doubtful.' 

'  Speak  for  yourself  as  well  as  for  me.  Some  of  the 
money  I  want  has  been  borrowed  for  yoii.  And  if  you  come 
to  gain,  my  wife's  death  would  be  ten  thousand  pounds  in 
your  wife's  pocket.  Sharp  as  you  are,  you  seem  to  have 
conveniently  forgotten  Madame  Fosco's  legacy.  Don't  look 
at  me  in  that  way  !  I  won't  have  it !  What  with  your  looks 
and  your  questions,  upon  my  soul,  you  make  my  flesh  creep  ! ' 

'  Your  flesh  ?  Does  flesh  mean  conscience  in  English  ? 
I  speak  of  your  wife's  death,  as  I  speak  of  a  possibility. 
Why  not  ?  The  respectable  lawyers  who  scribble-scrabble 
your  deeds  and  your  wills,  look  the  deaths  of  living  people  in 
the  face.  Do  lawyers  make  your  flesh  creep  ?  Why  should 
I  ?  It  is  my  business  to-night,  to  clear  up  your  position 
beyond  the  possibility  of  mistake — and  I  have  now  done  it. 
Here  is  your  position.      If  your  wife  lives,  you  pay  those  bills 

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with  her  signature  to  the  parchment.  If  your  wife  dies,  you 
pay  them  with  her  death.' 

As  he  spoke,  the  light  in  Madame  Fosco's  room  was 
extinguished  ;  and  the  whole  second  floor  of  the  house  was 
now  sunk  in  darkness. 

'  Talk  !  talk  ! '  grumbled  Sir  Percival.  '  One  would  think, 
to  hear  you,  that  my  wife's  signature  to  the  deed  was  got 
already.' 

'  You  have  left  the  matter  in  my  hands,'  retorted  the 
Count  ;  '  and  I  have  more  than  tvvo  months  before  me  to  turn 
round  in.  Say  no  more  about  it,  if  you  please,  for  the  present. 
W^hen  the  bills  are  due,  you  will  see  for  yourself  if  my  "  talk  ! 
talk  !  "  is  worth  something,  or  if  it  is  not.  And  now,  Percival, 
having  done  with  the  money-matters  for  to-night,  I  can  place 
my  attention  at  your  disposal,  if  you  wish  to  consult  me  on  that 
second  difficulty  which  has  mixed  itself  up  with  our  little 
embarrassments,  and  which  has  so  altered  you  for  the  worse, 
that  I  hardly  know  you  again.  Speak,  my  friend — and 
pardon  me  if  I  shock  your  fiery  national  tastes  by  mixing 
myself  a  second  glass  of  sugar  and  water.' 

'  It's  very  well  to  say  speak,'  replied  Sir  Percival,  in  a  far 
more  quiet  and  more  polite  tone  than  he  had  yet  adopted  ; 
'  but  it's  not  so  easy  to  know  how  to  begin.' 

'  Shall  I  help  you  ?  '  suggested  the  Count.  '  Shall  I  give 
this  private  difficulty  of  yours  a  name  ?  What,  if  I  call  it — 
Anne  Catherick  ?  ' 

'  Look  here,  Fosco,  you  and  I  have  known  each  other  for 
a  long  time  ;  and,  if  you  have  helped  me  out  of  one  or  two 
scrapes  before  this,  I  have  done  the  best  I  could  to  help  you 
in  return,  as  far  as  money  would  go.  We  have  made  as 
many  friendly  sacrifices,  on  both  sides,  as  men  could  ;  but  we 
have  had  our  secrets  from  each  other,  of  course — haven't 
we  ?  ' 

*  You  have  had  a  secret  from  rnc,  Percival.  There  is  a 
skeleton  in  your  cupboard  here  at  Blackwater  Park  that  has 
peeped  out,  in  these  last  few  days,  at  other  people  besides 
yourself.' 

'  Well,  suppose  it  has.  If  it  doesn't  concern  you,  you 
needn't  be  curious  about  it,  need  you  ? ' 

'  Do  I  look  curious  about  it  ? ' 

'  Yes,  you  do.' 

'  So  !  so  !  my  face  speaks  the  truth,  then  ?  What  an 
immense  foundation  of  good  there  must  be  in  the  nature  of  a 
man  who  arrives  at  my  age,  and  whose  face  has  not  yet  lost 
the  habit   of  speaking  the  truth  ! — Come,  Clyde  !  let  us  be 

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candid  one  with  the  other.  This  secret  of  yours  has  sought 
me  :  I  have  not  sought  it.  Let  us  say  I  am  curious — do  you 
ask  me,  as  your  old  friend,  to  respect  your  secret,  and  to 
leave  it,  once  for  all,  in  your  own  keeping  ? ' 

'  Yes — that's  just  what  I  do  ask.' 

'Then  my  curiosity  is  at  an  end.  It  dies  in  me,  from  this 
moment.' 

'  Do  you  really  mean  that  ?  ' 

'  What  makes  you  doubt  me  ?  ' 

*  I  have  had  some  experience,  Fosco,  of  your  roundabout 
ways  ;  and  I  am  not  so  sure  that  you  won't  worm  it  out  of 
me  after  all.' 

The  chair  below  suddenly  creaked  again — I  felt  the  trellis- 
work  pillar  under  me  shake  from  top  to  bottom.  The  Count 
had  started  to  his  feet  and  had  struck  it  with  his  hand,  in 
indignation. 

*  Percival  !  Percival !  '  he  cried,  passionately,  *  do  you 
know  me  no  better  than  that?  Has  all  your  experience 
shown  you  nothing  of  my  character  yet  ?  I  am  a  man  of  the 
antique  type  !  I  am  capable  of  the  most  exalted  acts  of 
virtue — when  I  have  the  chance  of  performing  them.  It  has 
been  the  misfortune  of  my  life  that  I  have  had  few  chances. 
My  conception  of  friendship  is  sublime  !  Is  it  my  fault  that 
your  skeleton  has  peeped  out  at  me  ?  Why  do  I  confess  my 
curiosity  ?  You  poor  superficial  Englishman,  it  is  to  magnify 
my  own  self-control.  I  could  draw  your  secret  out  of  you, 
if  I  liked,  as  I  draw  this  finger  out  of  the  palm  of  my  hand — 
you  know  I  could  !  But  you  have  appealed  to  my  friendship  ; 
and  the  duties  of  friendship  are  sacred  to  me.  See  !  I  trample 
my  base  curiosity  under  my  feet.  My  exalted  sentiments 
lift  me  above  it.  Recognise  them.  Percival  !  imitate  them, 
Percival !     Shake  hands — I  forgive  you.' 

His  voice  faltered  over  the  last  words — faltered,  as  if  he 
was  actually  shedding  tears  ! 

Sir  Percival  confusedly  attempted  to  excuse  himself.  But 
the  Count  was  too  magnanimous  to  listen  to  him. 

'  No  ! '  he  said.  '  When  my  friend  has  wounded  me,  I 
can  pardon  him  without  apologies.  Tell  me,  in  plain  words, 
do  you  v/ant  my  help  ?  ' 

'Yes,  badly  enough.' 

*  And  you  can  ask  for  it  without  compromising    ourself?' 
'  I  can  try,  at  any  rate.' 

'Try,  then.* 

'  Well,  this  is  how  it  stands  :—  I  told  you,  to-day,  that  I 
had  done  my  best  to  find  Anne  Catherick,  and  failed.' 

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*  Yes  ;  you  did.' 

'  Fosco  !  I'm  a  lost  man  if  I  don't  find  her.' 

'  Ha  !     Is  it  so  serious  as  that  ?  ' 

A  little  stream  of  light  travelled  out  under  the  verandah, 
and  fell  over  the  gravel-walk.  The  Count  had  taken  the 
lamp  from  the  inner  part  of  the  room,  to  see  his  friend  clearly 
by  the  light  of  it. 

'  Yes  ! '  he  said.  *  Your  face  speaks  the  truth  this  time. 
Serious  indeed— as  serious  as  the  money  m.atters  them- 
selves.' 

'  More  serious.     As  true  as  I  sit  here,  more  serious  !  ' 

The  light  disappeared  again,  and  the  talk  went  on. 

'  I  showed  you  the  letter  to  my  wife  that  Anne  Catherick 
hid  in  the  sand,'  Sir  Percival  continued.  '  There's  no  boast- 
ing* in  that  letter,  Fosco — she  does  know  the  Secret. ' 

'  Say  as  little  as  possible,  Percival,  in  my  presence,  of  the 
Secret.     Does  she  know  if  from  you  ?  ' 

'  No  ;  from  her  mother.' 

*  Two  women  in  possession  of  your  private  mind — bad, 
bad,  bad,  my  friend  !  One  question  here,  before  v^-e  g-o  any 
farther.  The  motive  of  your  shutting  up  the  daughter  in  the 
asylum,  is  now  plain  enough  to  me — but  the  manner  of  her 
escape  is  not  quite  so  clear.  Do  you  suspect  the  people  in 
charge  of  her  of  closing  their  eyes  purposely,  at  the  instance 
of  some  enemy  who  could  afford  to  make  it  Vv^orth  their 
while  ? ' 

'  No  ;  she  was  the  best-behaved  patient  they  had — and, 
like  fools,  they  trusted  her.  She's  just  mad  enough  to  be 
shut  up,  and  just  sane  enough  to  ruin  me  when  she's  at  large 
■ — if  you  understand  that  ?  ' 

'  I  do  understand  it.  Now,  Percival,  come  at  once  to  the 
point  ;  and  then  I  shall  know  what  to  do.  Where  is  the 
danger  of  your  position  at  the  present  moment  ?  ' 

'  Anne  Catherick  is  in  this  neighbourhood,  and  in  com- 
munication with  Lady  Clyde — there's  the  danger,  plain 
enough.  Who  can  read  the  letter  she  hid  in  the  sand,  and 
not  see  that  my  wife  is  in  possession  of  the  Secret,  deny  it  as 
she  may  ?  ' 

'  One  moment,  Percival.  If  Lady  Clyde  does  know  the 
Secret,  she  must  know  also  that  it  is  a  compromising  secret 
ior  you.     As  your  wife,  surely  it  is  her  interest  to  keep  it  ?  ' 

'  Is  it?  I'm  coming  to  that.  It  might  be  her  interest  if 
she  cared  two  straws  about  me.  But  I  happen  to  be  an 
encumbrance  in  the  way  of  another  man.  She  was  in  love 
with  him,  before  she  married  me — she's  in  love  with  him  now 

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— an  Infernal  vagabond  of  a  drawing-master,  named   Hart- 
right.' 

*  My  dear  friend  !  what  is  there  extraordinary  in  that  ? 
They  are  all  in  love  with  some  other  man.  Who  gets  the 
first  of  a  woman's  heart  ?  In  all  my  experience  I  have  never 
yet  met  with  the  man  who  was  Number  One.  Number  Two, 
sometimes.  Number  Three,  Four,  Five,  often.  Number 
One,  never  !  He  exists,  of  course — but  I  have  not  met  with 
him.' 

'  Wait !  I  haven't  done  yet.  Who  do  you  think  helped 
Anne  Catherick  to  get  the  start,  when  the  people  from  the  mad- 
house were  after  her  ?  Hartright.  Who  do  you  think  saw 
her  again  in  Cumberland  ?  Hartright.  Both  times,  he  spoke 
to  her  alone.  Stop  !  don't  interrupt  me.  The  scoundrel's  as 
sweet  on  my  wife  as  she  is  on  him.  He  knows  the  Secret, 
and  she  knows  the  Secret.  Once  let  them  both  get  together 
again,  and  it's  her  interest  and  his  interest  to  turn  their  infor- 
mation against  me.' 

'  Gently,  Percival — gently  !  Are  you  insensible  to  the 
virtue  of  Lady  Glyde  ?  ' 

'  That  for  the  virtue  of  Lady  Glyde  !  I  believe  in  nothing 
about  her  but  her  money.  Don't  you  see  how  the  case 
stands  ?  She  might  be  harmless  enough  by  herself ;  but  if 
she  and  that  vagabond  Hartright ' 

*  Yes,  yes,  I  see.     Where  is  Mr.  Hartright?' 

'  Out  of  the  country.     If  he  means  to  keep  a  whole  skin 
on  his  bones,  I  recommend  him  not  to  come  back  in  a  hurry.' 
'  Are  you  sure  he  is  out  of  the  country  ?  ' 

*  Certain.  I  had  him  watched  from  the  time  he  left  Cum- 
berland to  the  time  he  sailed.  Oh,  I've  been  careful,  I  can 
tell  you  !  Anne  Catherick  lived  with  some  people  at  a  farm- 
house near  Limmeridge.  I  went  there,  myself,  after  she  had 
given  me  the  slip,  and  made  sure  that  they  knew  nothing.  I 
gave  her  mother  a  form  of  letter  to  write  to  Miss  Halcombe, 
exonerating  me  from  any  bad  motive  in  putting  her  under 
restraint.  I've  spent,  I'm  afraid  to  say  hovv^  muchj  in  trying 
to  trace  her.  And,  in  spite  of  it  all,  she  turns  up  here,  and 
escapes  me  on  my  own  property  !  How  do  I  know  who  else 
may  see  her,  who  else  may  speak  to  her  ?  That  prying 
scoundrel,  Hartright,  may  come  back  without  my  knowing 
it,  and  may  make  use  of  her  to-morrow ' 

'  Not  he,  Percival !  While  I  am  on  the  spot,  and  while 
that  woman  is  in  the  neighbourhood,  I  will  answer  for  our 
laying  hands  on  her,  before  Mr.  Hartright — even  if  he  does 
come  back.     I   see  !  yes,   yes,  I   sec  !     The  finding  of  Anne 

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Catherick  is  the  first  necessity  :  make  your  mind  easy  about 
the  rest.  Your  wife  is  here,  under  your  thumb  ;  Miss 
Halcombe  is  inseparable  from  her,  and  is,  therefore,  under 
your  thumb  also  ;  and  Mr.  Hartright  is  out  of  the  country. 
This  invisible  Anne  of  yours,  is  all  we  have  to  think  of  for  the 
present.     You  have  made  your  inquiries  ? ' 

'  Yes.  I  have  been  to  her  mother  ;  I  have  ransacked  the 
village — and  all  to  no  purpose.' 

*  Is  her  mother  to  be  depended  on  ?  ' 
'Yes.' 

'  She  has  told  your  secret  once  ?  ' 

*  She  won't  tell  it  again.' 

*  Why  not  ?  Are  her  own  interests  concerned  in  keeping 
it,  as  well  as  yours  ?  ' 

'  Yes — deeply  concerned.' 

*  I  am  glad  to  hear  it,  Percival,  for  your  sake.  Don't  be 
discouraged,  m}'^  friend.  Our  money  matters,  as  I  told  you, 
leave  me  plenty  of  time  to  turn  round  in  ;  and  /  may  search 
for  Anne  Catherick  to-morrow  to  better  purpose  than  you. 
One  last  question,  before  we  go  to  bed.' 

'  What  is  it  ?  ' 

'  It  is  this.  When  I  went  to  the.  boat-house  to  tell  Lady 
Clyde  that  the  little  difficulty  of  her  signature  was  put  ofi^, 
accident  took  me  there  in  time  to  see  a  strange  woman 
parting  in  a  very  suspicious  manner  from  your  wife.  But 
accident  did  not  bring  me  near  enough  to  see  this  same 
woman's  face  plainly.  I  must  know  how  to  recognise  our 
invisible  Anne.     What  is  she  like  ?  ' 

'  Like  ?  Come  !  I'll  tell  you  in  two  words.  She's  a  sickly 
likeness  of  my  wife.' 

The  chair  creaked,  and  the  pillar  shook  once  more.  The 
Count  was  on  his  feet  again — this  time  in  astonishment. 

'  W^hat  !   !   !  '  he  exclaimed  eagerly. 

'  Fancy  my  wife,  after  a  bad  illness,  with  a  touch  of  some- 
thing wrong  in  her  head— and  there  is  Anne  Catherick  for 
you,'  answered  Sir  Percival. 

'  Are  they  related  to  each  other  ?  ' 

'Not  a  bit  of  it.' 

'  And  yet,  so  like  ?  ' 

'  Yes,  so  like.     What  are  you  laughing  about  ?  * 

There  was  no  answer,  and  no  sound  of  any  kind.  The 
Count  was  laughing  in  his  smooth  silent  internal  way. 

'  What  are  you  laughing  about  ? '  reiterated  Sir  Percival. 

'  Perhaps,  at  rtiy  own  fancies,  my  good  friend.  Allow 
me   my  ItaUan   humour — do    I    not   come  of  the  illustrious 

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nation  which  invented  the  exiiibition  of  Punch?  Well,  well, 
well,  I  shall  know  Anne  Catherick  when  I  see  her — and  so 
enough  for  to-night.  Make  your  mind  easy,  Percival.  Sleep, 
my  son,  the  sleep  of  the  just ;  and  see  what  I  will  do  for  you, 
when  daylight  comes  to  help  us  both.  I  have  my  projects 
and  my  plans,  here  in  my  big  head.  You  shall  pay  those 
bills  and  find  Anne  Catherick — my  sacred  word  of  honour  on 
it,  but  you  shall !  Am  I  a  friend  to  be  treasured  in  the  best 
corner  of  your  heart,  or  am  I  not  ?  Am  I  worth  those  loans 
of  money  which  you  so  delicately  reminded  me  of  a  little 
while  since  ?  Whatever  you  do,  never  wound  me  in  my 
sentiments  any  more.  Recognise  them,  Percival  !  imitate 
them,  Percival !  I  forgive  you  again  ;  I  shake  hands  again. 
Good-night  ! ' 

Not  another  word  was  spoken.  I  heard  the  Count  close 
the  library  door.  I  heard  Sir  Percival  barring  up  the  window- 
shutters.  It  had  been  raining,  raining  all  the  time.  I  was 
cramped  by  my  position,  and  chilled  to  the  bones.  When 
I  first  tried  to  move,  the  effort  was  so  painful  to  me,  that  I 
was  obliged  to  desist.  I  tried  a  second  time,  and  succeeded 
in  rising  to  my  knees  on  the  wet  roof. 

As  I  crept  to  the  wall,  and  raised  myself  against  it,  I 
looked  back,  and  saw  the  window  of  the  Count's  drassing- 
room  gleam  into  light.  My  sinking  courage  flickered  up  in 
me  again,  and  kept  my  eyes  fixed  on  his  window,  as  I  stole 
my  way  back,  step  by  step,  past  the  w'all  of  the  liouse. 

The  clock  struck  the  quarter  after  one,  when  I  laid  my 
hands  on  the  window-sill  of  my  ov/n  room.  I  had  seen 
nothing  and  heard  nothing  which  could  lead  me  to  suppose 
that  my  retreat  had  been  discovered. 

X. 


June  20th. — Eight  o'clock.  The  sun  is  shining  in  a  clear 
sky.  I  have  not  been  near  my  bed — I  have  not  once  closed  my 
weary,  wakeful  eyes.  From  the  same  window  at  which  I 
looked  out  into  the  darkness  of  last  night,  I  look  out,  now,  at 
the  bright  stillness  of  the  morning. 

I  count  the  hours  that  have  passed  since  I  escaped  to  the 
shelter  of  this  room,  by  my  own  sensations— and  those  hours 
seem  like  weeks. 

How  short  a  time,  and  yet  how  long  to  me — since  I  sank 
down  in  the  darkness,  here,  on  the  floor ;   drenched  to  the 

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skin,  cramped  in  every  limb,  cold  to  the  bones,  a  useless, 
helpless,  panic-stricken  creature. 

I  hardly  know  when  I  roused  myself.  I  hardly  know 
when  I  g-roped  my  way  back  to  the  bedroom,  and  lig-hted  the 
candle,  and  searched  (with  a  strange  ignorance,  at  first,  of 
where  to  look  for  them)  for  dry  clothes  to  warm  me.  The 
doing  of  these  things  is  in  my  mind,  but  not  the  time  when 
they  were  done. 

Can  I  even  remember  when  the  chilled,  cramped  feeling' 
left  me,  and  the  throbbing'  heat  came  in  its  place  ? 

Surely  it  was  before  the  sun  rose  ?  Yes  ;  I  heard  the 
clock  strike  three.  I  remember  the  time  by  the  sudden 
brightness  and  clearness,  the  feverish  strain  and  excitement 
of  all  my  faculties  which  came  with  it.  I  remember  my  reso- 
lution to  control  myself,  to  wait  patiently  hour  after  hour, 
till  the  chance  offered  of  removing  Laura  from  this  horrible 
place,  without  the  dang"er  of  immediate  discovery  and  pursuit. 
I  remember  the  persuasion  settling  itself  in  my  mind  that  the 
words  those  two  men  had  said  to  each  other,  would  furnish 
us,  not  only  with  our  justification  for  leaving  the  house,  but 
with  our  weapons  of  defence  against  them  as  well.  I  recall 
the  impulse  that  awakened  in  me  to  preserve  those  words 
in  writing,  exactly  as  they  were  spoken,  while  the  time  was 
my  own,  and  while  my  memory  vividly  retained  them.  All 
this  I  remember  plainly  :  there  is  no  confusion  in  my  head 
yet.  The  coming  in  here  from  the  bedroom,  with  my  pen 
and  ink  and  paper,  before  sunrise — the  sitting  down  at  the 
widely  opened  window  to  get  all  the  air  I  could  to  cool  me — 
the  ceaseless  writing,  faster  and  faster,  hotter  and  hotter, 
driving  on  more  and  more  wakefully,  all  through  the  dreadful 
interval  before  the  house  was  astir  again — how  clearly  I  recall 
it,  from  the  beginning  by  candlelight,  to  the  end  on  the  page 
before  this,  in  the  sunshine  of  the  new  day  ! 

Why  do  I  sit  here  still  ?  Why  do  I  weary  my  hot  eyes 
and  my  burning  head  by  writing  more  ?  Why  not  lie  down 
and  rest  myself,  and  try  to  quench  the  fever  that  consumes 
me,  in  sleep  ? 

I  dare  not  attempt  it.  A  fear  beyond  all  other  fears  has 
g'ot  possession  of  me.  I  am  afraid  of  this  heat  that  parches 
my  skin.  I  am  afraid  of  the  creeping  and  throbbing-  that 
I  feel  in  my  head.  If  I  lie  down  now,  how  do  I  know  that 
I  may  have  the  sense  and  the  strength  to  rise  again  ? 

Oh,  the  rain,  the  rain — the  cruel  rain  that  chilled  me  last 

night ! 

*  *  *  •;:-  * 

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Nine  o'clock.  Was  it  nine  struck,  or  eight  ?  Nine, 
surely  ?  I  am  shivering-  again — shivering,  from  head  to  foot, 
in  the  summer  air.  Have  I  been  sitting  here  asleep  ?  I  don't 
know  what  I  have  been  doing. 

Oh,  my  God  !  am  I  going  to  be  ill  ? 

Ill,  at  such  a  time  as  this  ! 

My  head — I  am  sadly  afraid  of  my  head.  I  can  write, 
but  the  lines  all  run  together.  I  see  the  words.  Laura— I 
can  write  Laura,  and  see  I  vv'rite  it.  Eight  or  nine — which 
was  it  ? 

So  cold,  so  cold — oh,  that  rain  last  night  ! — and  the 
strokes  of  the  clock,  the  strokes  I  can't  count,  keep  striking 
in  my  head 


NOTE. 

[At  this  place  the  entry  in  the  Diary  ceases  to  be  legible. 
The  two  or  three  lines  which  follovv^  contain  fragments  of 
words  only,  mingled  with  blots  and  scratches  of  the  pen. 
The  last  marks  on  the  paper  bear  some  resemblance  to 
the  first  two  letters  (L  and  A)  of  the  name  of  Lady  Clyde. 

On  the  next  page  of  the  Diary,  another  entry  appears.  It 
is  in  a  man's  handwriting,  large,  bold,  and  firmly  regular  ; 
and  the  date  is  'June  the  21st.'     It  contains  these  lines  :] 

POSTSCRIPT    BY    A    SINCERE    FRIEND. 

The  illness  of  our  excellent  Miss  Halcombe  has  afforded 
me  the  opportunity  of  enjoying  an  unexpected  intellectual 
pleasure. 

I  refer  to  the  perusal  (which  I  have  just  completed)  of  this 
interesting  Diary. 

There  are  many  hundred  pages  here.  I  can  lay  my  hand 
on  my  heart,  and  declare  that  every  page  has  charmed,  re- 
freshed, delighted  me. 

To  a  man  of  my  sentiments,  it  is  unspeakably  gratifying  to 
be  able  to  say  this. 

Admirable  woman  ! 

I  allude  to  Miss  Halcombe. 

Stupendous  effort  ! 

I  refer  to  the  Diary. 

Yes  !  these  pages  are  amazing.  The  tact  which  I  find 
here,  the  discretion,  the  rare  courage,  the  wonderful  power  of 

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memory,  the  accurate  observation  of  character,  the  easy  grace 
of  style,  the  charming-  outbursts  of  womanly  feeling-,  have  all 
inexpressibly  increased  my  admiration  of  this  sublime  creature, 
of  this  magnificent  Marian.  The  presentation  of  my  own 
character  is  masterly  in  the  extreme.  I  certify,  with  my 
whole  heart,  to  the  fidelity  of  the  portrait.  I  feel  how  vivid 
an  impression  I  must  have  produced  to  have  been  painted  in 
such  strong-,  such  rich,  such  massive  colours  as  these.  I 
lament  afresh  the  cruel  necessity  which  sets  our  interests  at 
variance,  and  opposes  us  to  each  other.  Under  happier 
circumstances  how  worthy  I  should  have  been  of  Miss  Hal- 
combe— how  worthy  Miss  Halcombe  would  have  been  of  me. 

The  sentiments  which  animate  my  heart  assure  me  that 
the  lines  I  have  just  written  express  a  Profound  Truth. 

Those  sentiments  exalt  me  above  all  merely  personal 
considerations.  I  bear  witness,  in  the  most  disinterested 
manner,  to  the  excellence  of  the  stratagem  by  which  this 
unparalleled  woman  surprised  the  private  interview  between 
Percival  and  myself.  Also  to  the  marvellous  accuracy  of  her 
report  of  the  whole  conversation  from  its  beginning  to  its 
end. 

Those  sentiments  have  induced  me  to  offer  to  the  unim- 
pressionable doctor  who  attends  on  her,  my  vast  knowledge 
of  chemistry,  and  my  luminous  experience  of  the  more  subtle 
resources  which  medical  and  magnetic  science  have  placed  at 
the  disposal  of  mankind.  He  has  hitherto  declined  to  avail 
himself  of  my  assistance.      Miserable  man  ! 

Finally,  those  sentiments  dictate  the  lines — grateful,  sym- 
pathetic, paternal  lines — which  appear  in  this  place.  I  close 
the  book.  My  strict  sense  of  propriety  restores  it  (by  the 
hands  of  my  wife)  to  its  place  on  the  writer's  table.  Events 
are  hurrying  me  away.  Circumstances  are  guiding  me  to 
serious  issues.  Vast  perspectives  of  success  unroll  themselves 
before  my  eyes.  I  accomplish  my  destiny  with  a  calmness 
which  is  terrible  to  myself.  Nothing  but  the  homage  of  my 
admiration  is  m.y  own.  I  deposit  it,  with  respectful  tender- 
ness, at  the  feet  of  Miss  Halcombe. 

I  breathe  my  wishes  for  her  recovery. 

I  condole  with  her  on  the  inevitable  failure  of  every  plan 
that  she  has  formed  for  her  sister's  benefit.  At  the  same 
time,  I  entreat  her  to  believe  that  the  information  which  I 
have  derived  from  her  diary  will  in  no  respect  help  me  to 
contribute  to  that  failure.  It  simply  confirms  the  plan  of 
conduct  which  I   had  previously  arranged.     I  have  to  thank 

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these  pages  for  awakening  the  finest  sensibilities  in  my  nature 
— nothing  more. 

To  a  person   of  similar  sensibility,  this  simple  assertion 
will  explain  and  excuse  everything. 

Miss  Halcombe  is  a  person  of  similar  sensibility. 

In  that  persuasion,  I  sign  myself, 

Fosco 


The  Story  continued  by  FREDERICK  Fairlie,  Esq., 
of  Limmeridge  House.* 

It  is  the  grand  misfortune  of  my  life  that  nobody  will  let  me 
alone. 

Why — I  ask  everybody — why  worry  me  ?  Nobody  answers 
that  question  ;  and  nobody  lets  me  alone.  Relatives,  friends, 
and  strangers  all  combine  to  annoy  me.  What  have  I 
done  ?  I  ask  myself,  I  ask  my  servant,  Louis,  fifty  times  a 
day — what  have  I  done  ?  Neither  of  us  can  tell.  Most 
extraordinary  ! 

The  last  annoyance  that  has  assailed  me  is  the  annoyance 
of  being  called  upon  to  write  this  Narrative.  Is  a  man  in  my 
state  of  nervous  wretchedness  capable  of  writing  narratives  ? 
When  I  put  this  extremely  reasonable  objection,  I  am  told 
that  certain  very  serious  events,  relating  to  my  niece,  have 
happened  within  my  experience  ;  and  that  I  am  the  fit  person 
to  describe  them  on  that  account.  I  am  threatened,  if  I  fail 
to  exert  myself  in  the  manner  required,  with  consequences 
which  I  cannot  so  much  as  think  of,  without  perfect  prostra- 
tion. There  is  really  no  need  to  threaten  me.  Shattered  by 
my  miserable  health  and  my  family  troubles,  I  am  incapable 
of  resistance.  If  you  insist,  you  take  your  unjust  advan- 
tage of  me  ;  and  I  give  way  immediately.  I  will  endeavour 
to  remember  what  I  can  (under  protest),  and  to  wTite  what 
I  can  (also  under  protest) ;  and  what  I  can't  rem.embcr  and 
can't  write,  Louis  must  remember,  and  write  for  me.  He  is 
an  ass,  and  I  am  an  invalid  :  and  we  are  likely  to  make  all 
sorts  of  mistakes  betv.-een  us.      How  humiliating  ! 

I  am  told  to  remember  dates.  Good  Heavens  !  I  never 
did  such  a  thing  in  my  life— how  am  I  to  begin  novv'  ? 

I  have  asked  Louis.  He  is  not  quite  such  an  ass  as  I  have 
hitherto  supposed.  He  remembers  the  date  of  the  event, 
within  a  week   or  two — and  I  remember   the   name   of  the 

*  The  manner  in  which  Mr.  Fairlie's  Narrative,  and  other  Narratives  that 
are  shortly  to  follow  it,  were  originally  obtained,  forms  the  subject  of  an 
explanation  which  will  appear  at  a  later  period. 

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person.  The  date  was  towards  the  end  of  June,  or  the 
begninuig  of  July  ;  and  the  name  (in  my  opinion  a  remarkably 
vulgar  one)  was  Fanny. 

At  the  end  of  June,  or  the  beginning-  of  July,  then,  I  was 
reclining,  in  my  customary  state,  surrounded  by  the  various 
objects  of  Art  which  I  have  collected  about  me  to  improve 
the  taste  of  the  barbarous  people  in  my  neighbourhood. 
That  is  to  say,  I  had  the  photographs  of  my  pictures,  and 
prints  and  coins,  and  so  forth,  all  about  me,  which  I  intend, 
one  of  these  days,  to  present  (the  photographs,  I  mean,  if 
the  clumsy  English  language  will  let  me  mean  anything) — to 
present  to  the  Institution  at  Carlisle  (horrid  place  !),  with  a 
view  to  improving  the  tastes  of  the  Members  (Goths  and 
Vandals  to  a  man).  It  might  be  supposed  that  a  gentleman 
who  was  in  course  of  conferring  a  great  national  benefit  on 
his  countrymen,  was  the  last  gentleman  in  the  world  to  be 
unfeelingly  worried  about  private  difficulties  and  family  aff'airs. 
Quite  a  mistake,  I  assure  you,  in  my  case. 

However,  there  I  was,  reclining,  with  my  art-treasures 
about  me,  and  wanting  a  quiet  morning.  Because  I  wanted 
a  quiet  morning,  of  course,  Louis  came  in.  It  was  perfectly 
natural  that  I  should  inquire  what  the  deuce  he  meant  by 
making  his  appearance,  v/hen  I  had  not  rung  my  bell.  I 
seldom  swear — it  is  such  an  ungentlemanlike  habit — but  when 
Louis  answered  by  a  grin,  1  think  it  was  also  perfectly 
natural  that  I  should  damn  him  for  grinning.  At  any  rate, 
I  did. 

This  rigorous  mode  of  treatment,  I  have  observed,  invari- 
ably brings  persons  in  the  lower  class  of  life  to  their  senses. 
It  brought  Louis  to  his  senses.  He  was  so  obliging  as  to 
leave  off  grinning,  and  inform  me  that  a  Young  Person  v/as 
outside,  wanting  to  see  me.  He  added  (with  the  odious 
talkativeness  of  servants^  that  her  name  was  Fanny. 

'  Who  is  Fanny  ?  '       ' 

*  Lady  Clyde's  maid,  sir.' 

*  What  does  Lady  Clyde's  maid  want  with  ine  ?  ' 
■•  A  letter,  sir — ' 

*  Take  it.' 

'  She  refuses  to  give  it  to  anybody  but  you,  sir.' 

'  Who  sends  the  letter  ?  ' 

'  Miss  Halcombe,  sir.' 

The  moment  I  heard  Miss  Halcombe's  name,  I  gave  up. 
It  is  a  habit  of  mine  always  to  give  up  to  Miss  Halcombe. 
I  find,  by  experience,  that  it  saves  noise.  I  gave  up  on  this 
occasion.     Dear  Marian  ! 

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*  Let  Lady  Glyde's  maid  come  in,  Louis.  Stop  !  Do  her 
shoes  creak  ?  ' 

I  was  oblig-ed  to  ask  the  question.  Creaking  shoes 
invariably  upset  me  for  the  day.  I  was  resigned  to  see  the 
Young  Person,  but  I  was  not  resigned  to  let  the  Young 
Person's  shoes  upset  me.  There  is  a  limit  even  to  my  en- 
durance. 

Louis  affirmed  distinctly  that  her  shoes  were  to  be  depended 
upon.  I  waved  my  hand.  He  introduced  her.  Is  it  neces- 
sary to  say  that  she  expressed  her  sense  of  embarrassment  by 
shutting  up  her  mouth  and  breathing  through  her  nose  ?  To 
the  student  of  female  human  nature  in  the  lower  orders,  surely 
not. 

Let  me  do  the  girl  justice.  Her  shoes  did  wo/ creak.  But 
why  do  Young  Persons  in  service  all  perspire  at  the  hands? 
Why  have  they  all  got  fat  noses  and  hard  cheeks  ?  And  why 
are  their  faces  so  sadly  unfinished,  especiall}'  about  the  corners 
of  the  eyelids  ?  I  am  not  strong  enough  to  think  deeply  myself, 
on  any  subject  ;  but  I  appeal  to  professional  men  who  are. 
Why  have  we  no  variety  in  our  breed  of  Young  Persons  ? 

'  You  have  a  letter  for  me,  from  Miss  Halcombe  ?  Put  it 
down  on  the  table,  please  ;  and  don't  upset  anything.  How 
is  Miss  Halcombe  ?  ' 

'  Very  well,  thank  you,  sir.' 

'  And  Lady  Clyde  ?  ' 

I  received  no  answer.  The  Young  Person's  face  became 
more  unfinished  than  ever  ;  and,  I  think  she  began  to  cry. 
I  certainl}^  saw  something  moist  about  her  eyes.  Tears  or 
perspiration  ?  Louis  (whom  I  have  just  consulted)  is  inclined 
to  think,  tears.  He  is  in  her  class  of  life  ;  and  he  ought  to 
know  best.     Let  us  say,  tears. 

Except  when  the  refining  process  of  Art  judiciously  re- 
moves from  them  all  resemblance  to  Nature,  I  distinctly 
object  to  tears.  Tears  are  scientifically  described  as  a  Secre- 
tion. I  can  understand  that  a  secretion  may  be  healthy  or 
unhealthy,  but  I  cannot  see  the  interest  of  a  secretion  from  a 
sentimental  point  of  view.  Perhaps  my  own  secretions  being 
all  wrong  together,  I  am  a  little  prejudiced  on  the  subject. 
No  matter.  I  behaved,  on  this  occasion,  with  all  possible 
propriety  and  feeling.      I  closed  my  eyes,  and  said  to  Louis, 

'  Endeavour  to  ascertain  what  she  means.' 

Louis  endeavoured,  and  the  Young  Person  endeavoured. 
They  succeeded  in  confusing  each  other  to  such  an  extent 
that  I  am  bound  in  common  gratitude  to  say,  they  really 
amused  me.     I  think  I  shall  send  for  them  again  when  I  am  in 

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low  spirits.    I  have  just  mentioned  this  idea  to  Louis.    Strange 
to  say,  It  seems  to  make  him  uncomfortable.     Poor  devil  ' 
plaradon  oJh""  f""^  expected  to  repeat  my  niece's  maid's'ex- 
litfl    %?     Z  ^^^'^'  ""^terpreted  in  the  English  of  my  Swiss 
valet?     The  thmg  ,s  manifestly  impossible^    I  can  give  my 

Esfs^T  Yesf  "'  ^''""^"  P"'"P'-     ^^^"  '^"'  '^^  ^^"^"  ^ 

My  idea  is  that  she  began  by  telling  me  (throu-h  Louis^ 

Obser'^eTh'''"  Y  '"?"^^^'  ''^^  f-m  her  mlstres^s  ser^rce 

&?   'wr^-f  °''';  "r  f'""^"  irrelevancy  of  the  Young 

1  erson.  _  \\  as  it  my  f^tult  that  she  had  lost  her  place  >)     On 

he  tntf'  '''  ';"'  ^""  ^°  ''''  •""  ^«  ^'-P-  ('  don'  kee^ 
even  M  Vr  '^  VZ  '''' '^  ^''''''''  six  o'clock  and 
.>even  I\Iiss  Halcombe  had  come  to  say  good-by,  and  had 
giv-en  her  two  letters,  one  for  me,  and  one  for  a  gentleman  in 
London  (/  am  not  a  gentleman  in  London-hang  the  oentle" 
man  m  London  !)  She  had  carefully  put  the  two  "letters  nto 
her  bosom  (what  have  I  to  do  with  her  bosom  ^)  she  had 
been  very  unhappy,  when  Miss  Halcombe  ha" 'i^ne  aw^y 
hf'lbs  t  n  i^'  "'^^  '-^the  heart  to  put  bit  or  dro^p  betw^^^ 
hex  hps  t  11  It  was  near  bedtime  ;  and  then,  when  it  was  close 
on  nine  o  clock,  she  had  thought  she  should  like  a  cup  of  tea 

beSn  with^nnh"     ^-'^'^"^^^  '^.'''  ^'^'8-^'"  fluctuations  which 
begin  with  unhappiness  and  end  with  tea  ?)      Just  as  she  was 
wan,nn^  tke  pot  (I  giv^  the  words  on  the  iuthor  ty  of  Loui' 
but  rriV-'"""  -hat. they  mean,  and  wishes  to  expla i 
^o     th.^         "'  on  pnnciple)-just  as  she  was  warming  the 
pot,  the  door  opened    and  she  was  sh-uck  of  a  heap  (her  own 
Ts  vellTto'  '"^  ?n '^'l^'  """^telligible,  this  time,  \o  LouS 
her  Inlj-     T^}'^^^^  ^^  '^'^  appearance,  in  the  inn  parlour,  of 
tinn  o/     ^P'    .'  Countess._    I  giye  my  niece's  maid's  desc  ip- 
tion  of  my  sister's  tit  e  with  a  sense  of  the  highest  relish. 
My  poor  dear  sister    is    a    tiresome    woman  who  married  a 
toieigner.     To  resume  :  the  door  opened  ;  her  ladyship,  the 
Countess,  appeared  in  the  parlour,  and  the  Young  Person  was 
struck  of  a  heap.     Most  remarkable  !  rson\\as 

I  must  really  rest  a  little  before  I  can  get  on  any  farther 
When  I  have  reclined  for  a  few  minutes,  wfth  my  eyJs  closed; 
and  when  Louis  has  refreshed  my  poor  aching  temples  wi?h  a 
little  eau-de-Cologne,  I  may  be  able  to  proceed.       ^ 

Her  ladyship,  the  Countess 

and^di'ctal''"'  f  n'"  \^'''''^f>  bu^  not  to  sit  up.  I  will  recline 
and  dictate.  Louis  has  a  horrid  accent;  but  he  knows  the 
language,  and  can  write.     How  very  convenient  ! 

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Her  ladyship,  the  Countess,  explained  her  unexpected  ap- 
pearance at  the  inn  by  telling  Fanny  that  she  had  come  to 
bring  one  or  two  little  messages  which  Miss  Halcombe,  in  her 
hurry,  had  forgotten.  The  Young  Person  thereupon  waited 
anxiously  to  hear  what  the  messages  were  ;  but  the  Countess 
seemed  disinclined  to  mention  them  (so  like  my  sister's  tire- 
some way  !),  vmtil  Fanny  had  had  her  tea.  Her  ladyship  was 
surprisingly  kind  and  thoughtful  about  it  (extremely  unlike 
my  sister),  and  said,  *  I  am  sure,  my  poor  girl,  you  must  want 
your  tea.  We  can  let  the  messages  wait  till  afterwards. 
Come,  come,  if  nothing  else  will  put  you  at  your  ease,  I'll 
make  the  tea,  and  have  a  cup  with  j^ou.'  I  think  those  were 
the  words,  as  reported  excitably,  in  my  presence,  by  the  Young 
Person.  At  any  rate,  the  Countess  insisted  on  making"  the 
tea,  and  carried  her  ridiculous  ostentation  of  humility  so  far 
as  to  take  one  cup  herself,  and  to  insist  on  the  girl's  taking 
the  other.  The  girl  drank  the  tea  ;  and,  according  to  her  own 
account,  solemnised  the  extraordinary  occasion,  five  minutes 
afterwards,  by  fainting  dead  away,  for  the  first  time  in  her  life. 
Here  again,  I  use  her  own  words.  Louis  thinks  they  were 
accompanied  by  an  increased  secretion  of  tears.  I  can't  say, 
myself.  The  effort  of  listening  being  quite  as  much  as  I  could 
manage,  my  eyes  were  closed. 

Where  did  I  leave  off?  Ah,  yes — she  fainted,  after  drink- 
ing a  cup  of  tea  with  the  Countess  :  a  proceeding  which  might 
have  interested  me,  if  I  had  been  her  medical  man  ;  but,  being 
nothing  of  the  sort,  I  felt  bored  by  hearing  of  it,  nothing  more. 
When  she  came  to  herself,  in  half  an  hour's  time,  she  was  on 
the  sofa,  and  nobody  was  with  her  but  the  landlady.  The 
Countess,  finding  it  too  late  to  remain  any  longer  at  the  inn, 
had  gone  away  as  soon  as  the  girl  showed  signs  of  recovering  ; 
and  the  landlady  had  been  good  enough  to  help  her  up-stairs 
to  bed. 

Left  by  herself,  she  had  felt  in  her  bosom  (I  regret  the 
necessity  of  referring  to  this  part  of  the  subject  a  second  time), 
and  had  found  the  two  letters  there,  quite  safe,  but  strangely 
crumpled.  She  had  been  giddy  in  the  night  ;  but  had  got  up 
well  enough  to  travel  in  the  morning.  She  had  put  the  letter 
addressed  to  that  obtrusive  stranger,  the  gentleman  in  London, 
into  the  post  ;  and  had  now  delivered  the  other  letter  into  my 
hands,  as  she  was  told.  This  was  the  plain  truth  ;  and,  though 
she  could  not  blame  herself  for  any  intentional  neglect,  she  was 
sadly  troubled  in  her  mind,  and  sadly  in  want  of  a  word  of 
advice.  At  this  point,  Louis  thinks  the  secretions  appeared 
again.      Perhaps   they    did;    but  it   is   of  infinitely  greater 

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importance   to   mention   that,  at  this   nolnt  ;,!.,.     T  1     . 

patience,  opened  my  eyes,  and  interfered  ""'   ^  ^^'^  "^^ 

VVhat  IS  the  purport  of  all  this  ?  '  I  inquired 

^Jh    nieces   irrelevant    maid   stared,    Sndl^ood  speech- 

me,'£utsr""^"  '^P^'^^"'' '  '^'^  '^  ->■  --ant.     «  Translate 

desc'^rJrdTmrdTatd;  -no  f b t'^',-  ^" -^^'^^^ --^^^' h^ 

and  the  YounrPerZ  fo  low.d^  "'?''  ^''  ^^  confusion; 
know  when  I  h1,ve  been  so  Lmused  "l  iXl"  ^  T"^'  ^°^'^ 
of  the  pit,  as  long-  as  hey  Ze  ted  me  WhT  "\u'  ^'^"""^ 
to  divert  me,  I  exerted  mv^ TnV.n-  .^'^  ^^^y  ^^^ased 

again.  "'^  "itelligence,  and  pulled  them  up 

her  mistress's  in^erest^H^H  been  of  great  importance  to 
her  from  .o^'^SLl^.f ^pf  ;;^  ^f-^^^^^^ 

about  them  ;  and  Miss  Halcon.be's  mv^  direction,  t  i"^""'" 
no  account  to  miss  the  tnin   Jn  tL  '^V'^"\ons  to  her,  on 

l.er  from  waiting  ,'. If  ^"  he  'eS°da7'  sf  '""^^"'^'' 
anxious  that  the  niisfnrf,,,,.  „f  ne>.t  daJ^  She  was  most 
to  the  second  m  I  or?;   e  of  n^^,';:-  ""l'"^-"5  ^ho"W  "Ot  lead 

w^u^r^'^i^nef  t£|f "  "^  f "  ^^^^^^ 

?J1^ef-o-^tvSH^S-H 
take  more  interest  in  what  my  niecS  ma?d  t  i'rl  T  ""^""i^y 
occasion,  than  in  wlvit  T  «-.;,/f  "      ,      "^  ^°  ^^^^  '"-his 

,  I.1IC111  lu  wnac  1  said  to  mv  niece  s;  mn.vi       a 
perversity  !  ■'  "^^^^  ^  maid.     Amusing- 

kindly  trr'm/thirr  Tad'  heH^i '?  ^■°"'  '•'■•  'f  y-  -°"W 

Person.  belter  do,' remarlred  the   Young 

to  my  HsEe;"ef^'/']„Tarirbi:?e;'/H?"''''  ""^P''"""  "^  '-'S-ge 
Is  that  all  ?  •  "iranaWy  let  thmgs  stop  as  they  are.    Yes. 

'  If  you  think  it  would  be^a  liberty  in  me,  sir.  to  write,  of 


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course  I  wouldn't  venture  to  do  so.  But  I  am  so  very  anxious 
to  do  all  I  can  to  serve  my  mistress  faithfully ' 

People  in  the  lower  class  of  life  never  know  when  or  how 
to  go  out  of  a  room.  They  invariably  require  to  be  helped 
out  by  their  betters.  I  thought  it  high  time  to  help  the  Young 
Person  out.     I  did  it  with  two  judicious  words  : 

'  Good  morning  ! ' 

Something,  outside  or  inside  this  singular  girl,  suddenly 
creaked.  Louis,  who  was  looking  at  her  (which  I  was  not), 
says  she  creaked  when  she  curtseyed.  Curious.  Was  it  her 
shoes,  her  stays,  or  her  bones  ?  Louis  thinks  it  was  her  stays. 
Most  extraordinary  ! 

As  soon  as  I  was  left  by  myself,  I  had  a  little  nap — I  really 
wanted  it.  When  I  awoke  again,  I  noticed  dear  Marian's 
letter.  If  I  had  had  the  least  idea  of  what  it  contained,  I 
should  certainly  not  have  attempted  to  open  it.  Being,  unfor- 
tunately for  myself,  quite  innocent  of  all  suspicion,  I  read  the 
letter.     It  immediately  upset  me  for  the  day. 

I  am,  by  nature,  one  of  the  most  easy-tempered  creatures 
that  ever  lived— I  make  allow-ances  for  everybody,  and  I  take 
offence  at  nothing.  But,  as  I  have  before  remarked,  there  are 
limits  to  my  endurance.  I  laid  down  Marian's  letter,  and  felt 
myself — justly  felt  myself— an  injured  man. 

I  am  about  to  make  a  remark.  It  is,  of  course,  applicable 
to  the  very  serious  matter  now  under  notice— or  I  should  not 
allow  it  to  appear  in  this  place. 

Nothing,  in  my  opinion,  sets  the  odious  selfishness  of  man- 
kind in  such  a  repulsively  vivid  light,  as  the  treatment,  in  all 
classes  of  society,  which  the  Single  people  receive  at  the  hands 
of  the  Married  people.  When  you  have  once  shown  yourself 
too  considerate  and  self-denying  to  add  a  family  of  your  own 
to  an  already  overcrowded  population,  you  are  vindictively 
marked  out  by  your  married  friends,  who  have  no  similar 
consideration  and  no  similar  self-denial,  as  the  recipient  of 
half  their  conjugal  troubles,  and  the  born  friend  of  all  their 
children.  Husbands  and  wives  ^alk  of  the  cares  of  matrimony  ; 
and  bachelors  and  spinsters  dear  them.  Take  my  own  case. 
I  considerately  remain  single  ;  and  my  poor  dear  brother, 
Philip,  inconsiderately  marries.  What  does  he  do  when  he 
dies  ?  He  leaves  his  daughter  to  ?ne.  She  is  a  sweet  girl. 
She  is  also  a  dreadful  responsibility.  Why  lay  her  on  my 
shoulders  ?  Because  I  am  bound,  in  the  harmless  character 
of  a  single  man,  to  relieve  my  married  connexions  of  all  their 
own  troubles.     I  do  my  best  with  my  brother's  responsibility  ; 

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I  marry  my  niece,  with  infinite  fuss  and  difficulty,  to  the  man 
her  father  wanted  her  to  marry.  She  and  her  husband  dis- 
agree, and  unpleasant  consequences  follow.  What  does  she 
do  with  those  consequences  ?  She  transfers  them  to  me. 
Why  transfer  them  to  me  ?  Because  I  am  bound,  in  the  harm- 
less character  of  a  single  man,  to  relieve  my  married  con- 
nexions of  all  their  own  troubles.  Poor  single  people  !  Poor 
human  nature  ! 

It  is  quite  unnecessary  to  say  that  Marian's  letter  threat- 
ened me.  Everybody  threatens  me.  All  sorts  of  horrors 
were  to  fall  on  my  devoted  head,  if  I  hesitated  to  turn  Lim- 
meridge  House  into  an  asylum  for  my  niece  and  her  misfor- 
tunes.     I  did  hesitate,  nevertheless. 

I  have  mentioned  that  my  usual  course,  hitherto,  had  been 
to  submit  to  dear  Marian,  and  save  noise.  But,  on  this  oc- 
casion, the  consequences  involved  in  her  extremely  incon- 
siderate proposal,  were  of  a  nature  to  make  me  pause.  If  I 
opened  Limmeridge  House  as  an  asylum  to  Lady  Glyde,  what 
security  had  I  against  Sir  Percival  Glyde's  following  her  here, 
in  a  state  of  violent  resentment  against  me  for  harbouring  his 
wife  ?  I  saw  such  a  perfect  labyrinth  of  troubles  involved  in 
this  proceeding,  that  I  determined  to  feel  my  ground,  as  it 
were.  I  wrote,  therefore,  to  dear  Marian,  to  beg  (as  she  had 
no  husband  to  lay  claim  to  her)  that  she  would  come  here  by 
herself,  first,  and  talk  the  matter  over  with  me.  If  she  could 
answer  my  objections  to  my  own  perfect  satisfaction,  then  I 
assured  her  that  I  would  receive  our  sweet  Laura  with  the 
greatest  pleasure— but  not  otherwise. 

I  felt  of  course,  at  the  time,  that  this  temporising,  on  my 
part,  would  probably  end  in  bringing  Marian  here  in  a  state 
of  virtuous  indignation,  banging  doors.  But,  then,  the  other 
course  of  proceeding  might  end  in  bringing  Sir  Percival  here 
in  a  state  of  virtuous  indignation,  banging  doors  also  ;  and,  of 
the  two  indignations  and  hangings,  I  preferred  Marian's — 
because  I  was  used  to  her.  Accordingly,  I  despatched  the 
letter  by  return  of  post.  It  gained  me  time,  at  all  events — • 
and,  oh  dear  me  !  what  a  point  that  was  to  begin  with. 

When  I  am  totally  prostrated  (did  I  mention  that  I  was 
totally  prostrated  by  Marian's  letter?),  it  always  takes  me 
three  days  to  get  up  again.  I  was  very  unreasonable — I 
expected  three  days  of  quiet.      Of  course  I  didn't  get  them. 

The  third  day's  post  brought  me  a  most  impertinent  letter 
from  a  person  with  whom  I  was  totally  unacquainted.  He 
described  himself  as  the  acting  partner  of  our  man  of  business 
—our  dear  pig-headed  old  Gilmore — and  he  informed  me  that 

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he  had  lately  received,  by  the  post,  a  letter  addressed  to  him 
in  Miss  Halcombe's  handwriting".  On  opening  the  envelope, 
he  had  discovered,  to  his  astonishment,  that  it  contained 
nothing  but  a  blank  sheet  of  note  paper.  This  circumstance 
appeared  to  him  so  suspicious  (as  suggesting  to  his  restless 
legal  mind  that  the  letter  had  been  tampered  with)  that  he 
had  at  once  written  to  Miss  Halcombe,  and  had  received  no 
answer  by  return  of  post.  In  this  difficulty,  instead  of  acting 
like  a  sensible  man  and  letting  things  take  their  proper  course  ; 
his  next  absurd  proceeding,  on  his  own  showing,  Avas  to  pester 
me,  by  writing  to  inquire  if  I  knew  anything  about  it.  What 
the  deuce  should  I  know  about  it  ?  Why  alarm  me  as  well 
as  himself?  I  wrote  back  to  that  effect.  It  was  one  of  my 
keenest  letters.  I  have  produced  nothing  with  a  sharper 
epistolary  edge  to  it,  since  I  tendered  his  dismissal  in  writing 
to  that  extremely  troublesome  person,  Mr.  Walter  Hart- 
right. 

My  letter  produced  its  effect.  I  heard  nothing  more  from 
the  lawyer. 

This  perhaps  was  not  altogether  surprising.  But  it  was 
certainly  a  remarkable  circumstance  that  no  second  letter 
reached  me  from  Marian,  and  that  no  warning  signs  appeared 
of  her  arrival.  Her  unexpected  absence  did  me  amazing 
good.  It  was  so  very  soothing  and  pleasant  to  infer  (as  I 
did  of  course)  that  my  married  connexions  had  made  it  up 
again.  Five  daj's  of  undisturbed  tranquillity,  of  delicious 
single  blessedness,  quite  restored  me.  On  the  sixth  day,  I 
felt  strong  enough  to  send  for  my  photographer,  and  to  set 
him  at  work  again  on  the  presentation  copies  of  my  art- 
treasures,  with  a  view,  as  I  have  already  mentioned,  to  the 
improvement  of  taste  in  this  barbarous  neighbourhood.  I 
had  just  dismissed  him  to  his  workshop,  and  had  just  begun 
coquetting  with  my  coins,  when  Louis  suddenly  made  his 
appearance  with  a  card  in  his  hand. 

'  Another  Young  Person  ?  '  I  said.  '  I  won't  see  her.  In 
my  state  of  health,  Young  Persons  disagree  with  me.  Not 
at  home.' 

'  It  is  a  gentleman  this  time,  sir.' 

A  gentleman  of  course  made  a  difference.  I  looked  at  the 
card. 

Gracious  Heaven  !  my  tiresome  sister's  foreign  husband. 
Count  Fosco. 

Is  it  necessary  to  say  what  my  first  impression  was,  when 
I  looked  at  my  visitor's  card  ?     Surely  not  ?     My  sister  having 

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married  a  foreigner,  there  was  but  one  impression  that  any 
man  in  his  senses  could  possibly  feel.  Of  course  the  Count 
had  come  to  borrow  money  of  me. 

*  Louis,'  I  said,  *  do  you  think  he  would  go  away,  if  you 
gave  him  five  shillings  ?  ' 

Louis  looked  quite  shocked.  He  surprised  me  inexpres- 
sibly, by  declaring  that  my  sister's  foreign  husband  was 
dressed  superbly,  and  looked  the  picture  of  prosperity.  Under 
these  circumstances,  my  first  impression  altered  to  a  certain 
extent.  I  now  took  it  for  granted,  that  the  Count  had 
matrimonial  difficulties  of  his  own  to  contend  with,  and  that 
he  had  come,  like  the  rest  of  the  family,  to  cast  them  all  on 
my  shoulders. 

'  Did  he  mention  his  business  ?  '  I  asked. 

'  Count  Fosco  said  he  had  come  here,  sir,  because  Miss 
Halcombe  was  unable  to  leave  Blackwater  Park.' 

Fresh  troubles,  apparently.  Not  exactly  his  own,  as  I  had 
supposed,  but  dear  Marian's.  Troubles,  any  wav.  Oh 
dear  !  ' 

'  Show  him  in,'  I  said,  resignedly. 

The  Count's  first  appearance  really  startled  me.  He  was 
such  an  alarmingly  large  person,  that  I  quite  trembled.  I 
felt  certain  that  he  would  shake  the  floor,  and  knock  down 
my  art-treasures.  He  did  neither  the  one  nor  the  other.  He 
was  refreshingly  dressed  in  sumnier  costume ;  his  manner 
was  delightfully  self-possessed  and  quiet — he  had  a  charming 
smile.  My  first  impression  of  him  was  highly  favourable.  It 
is  not  creditable  to  my  penetration — as  the  sequel  will  show — 
to  acknowledge  this  ;  but  I  am  a  naturally  candid  man,  and 
I  do  acknowledge  it,  notwithstanding. 

'Allow  me  to  present  myself,  Mr.  Fairlie,'  he  said.  *I 
come  from  Blackwater  Park,  and  I  have  the  honour  and  the 
happiness  of  being  Madame  Fosco's  husband.  Let  me  take 
my  first,  and  last,  advantage  of  that  circumstance,  by  entreat- 
ing you  not  to  make  a  stranger  of  me.  I  beg  you  will  not 
disturb  yourself — I  beg  you  will  not  move.' 

*  You  are  very  good,'  I  replied.  '  I  wish  I  was  strong 
enough  to  get  up.  Charmed  to  see  you  at  Limmeridge. 
Please  take  a  chair.' 

*  I  am  afraid  you  are  suffering  to-day,'  said  the  Count. 

'  As  usual,'  I  said.  '  I  am  nothing  but  a  bundle  of  nerves 
dressed  up  to  look  like  a  man.' 

*  I  have  studied  many  subjects  in  my  time,'  remarked  this 
sympathetic  person.  '  Among  others  the  inexhaustible  sub- 
ject  of  nerves.        May   I  make    a    suggestion,  at  once  the 

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simplest  and  the  most  profound  ?  Will  you  let  me  alter  the 
light  in  your  room  ?  ' 

'  Certainly — if  you  will  be  so  very  kind  as  not  to  let  any  of 
it  in  on  me.' 

He  walked  to  the  window.  Such  a  contrast  to  dear 
Marian  !  so  extremely  considerate  in  all  his  movements  ! 

'  Light,'  he  said,  in  that  delig-htfully  confidential  tone 
which  is  so  soothing  to  an  invalid,  *  is  the  first  essential. 
Light  stimulates,  nourishes,  preserves.  You  can  no  more  do 
without  it,  Mr.  Fairlie,  than  if  you  were  a  flower.  Observe. 
Here,  where  you  sit,  I  close  the  shutters,  to  compose  you. 
There,  where  you  do  not  sit,  I  draw  up  the  blind  and  let  in 
the  invigorating  sun.  Admit  the  light  into  your  room,  if  you 
cannot  bear  it  on  yourself.  Light,  sir,  is  the  grand  decree  of 
Providence.  You  accept  Providence  with  your  own  re- 
strictions.    Accept  light — on  the  same  terms.' 

I  thought  this  very  convincing  and  attentive.  He  had 
taken  me  in — up  to  that  point  about  the  light,  he  had  cer- 
tainly taken  me  in. 

*  You  see  me  confused,'  he  said,  returning  to  his  place — • 
*  on  my  word  of  honour,  Mr.  Fairlie,  you  see  me  confused  in 
your  presence.' 

'  Shocked  to  hear  it,  I  am  sure.  May  I  inquire  why  ?  ' 
'  Sir,  can  I  enter  this  room  (where  you  sit  a  sufferer),  and 
see  you  surrounded  by  these  admirable  objects  of  Art,  without 
discovering  that  you  are  a  man  whose  feelings  are  acutely 
impressionable,  whose  sympathies  are  perpetually  alive  ? 
Tell  me  can  I  do  this  ?  ' 

If  I  had  been  strong  enough  to  sit  up  in  my  chair,  I  should 
of  course  have  bowed.  Not  being  strong  enough,  I  smiled 
my  acknowledgments  instead.  It  did  just  as  well,  we  both 
understood  one  another. 

*  Pray  follow  my  train  of  thought,'  continued  the  Count. 
'  I  sit  here,  a  man  of  refined  sympathies  myself,  in  the  presence 
of  another  man  of  refined  sympathies  also.  I  am  conscious 
of  a  terrible  necessity  for  lacerating  those  sympathies  by 
referring  to  domestic  events  of  a  very  melancholy  kind. 
What  is  the  inevitable  consequence  ?  I  have  done  myself 
the  honovir  of  pointing  it  out  to  you,  already.  I  sit  con- 
fused.' 

Was  it  at  this  point  that  I  began  to  suspect  he  was  going 
to  bore  me  ?     I  rather  think  it  was. 

*  Is  it  absolutely  necessary  to  refer  to  these  unpleasant 
matters  ? '  I  inquired.  *  In  our  homely  English  phrase, 
Count  Fosco,  won't  they  keep  ?  ' 


THE   WOMAN    IN   WHITE 

The  Count,  with  the  most  alarming  solemnity,  sighed  and 
shook  his  head. 

'  Must  I  really  hear  them  ?  ' 

He  shrugged  his  shoulders  (it  was  the  first  foreign  thing 
he  had  done,  since  he  had  been  in  the  room) ;  and  looked  at 
me  in  an  unpleasantly  penetrating  manner.  My  instincts  told 
me  that  I  had  better  close  my  eyes.     I  obeyed  my  instincts. 

'  Please  break  it  gently,'  I  pleaded.      '  Anybody  dead  ?  ' 

'  Dead  ! '  cried  the  Count,  with  unnecessary  foreign  fierce- 
ness. '  Mr.  Fairlie  !  your  national  composure  terrifies  me. 
In  the  name  of  Heaven,  what  have  I  said,  or  done,  to  make 
you  think  me  the  messenger  of  death  ?  ' 

'  Pray  accept  my  apologies,'  I  answered.  '  You  have  said 
and  done  nothing.  I  make  it  a  rule,  in  these  distressing 
cases,  always  to  anticipate  the  worst.  It  breaks  the  blow, 
by  meeting  it  halfway,  and  so  on.  Inexpressibly  relieved,  I 
am  sure,  to  hear  that  nobody  is  dead.     Anybody  ill  ?  ' 

I  opened  my  eyes,  and  looked  at  him.  Was  he  very 
yellow,  when  he  came  in  ?  or  had  he  turned  very  yellow,  in 
the  last  minute  or  two  ?  I  really  can't  say  ;  and  I  can't  ask 
Louis,  because  he  was  not  in  the  room  at  the  time. 

'  Anybody  ill  ?  '  I  repeated  ;  observing  that  my  national 
composure  still  appeared  to  affect  him. 

'  That  is  part  of  my  bad  news,  Mr.  Fairlie.  Yes.  Some- 
body is  ill.' 

'  Grieved,  I  am  sure.     Which  of  them  is  it  ?  ' 

*  To  my  profound  sorrow.  Miss  Halcombe.  Perhaps  you 
were  in  some  degree  prepared  to  hear  this  ?  Perhaps,  when 
you  found  that  ^Iiss  Halcombe  did  not  come  here  by  herself, 
as  you  proposed,  and  did  not  write  a  second  time,  your  affec- 
tionate anxiety  may  have  made  you  fear  that  she  was  ill  ? ' 

I  have  no  doubt  my  affectionate  anxiety  had  led  to  that 
melancholy  apprehension,  at  some  time  or  other  ;  but,  at  the 
moment,  my  wretched  memory  entirely  failed  to  remind  me 
of  the  circumstance.  However,  I  said.  Yes,  in  justice  to  my- 
self. I  was  much  shocked.  It  was  so  very  uncharacteristic 
of  such  a  robust  person  as  dear  Marian  to  be  ill,  that  I  could 
only  suppose  she  had  met  with  an  accident.  A  horse,  or  a 
false  step  on  the  stairs,  or  something  of  that  sort. 

*  Is  it  serious  ?  '  I  asked. 

'  Serious — beyond  a  doubt,'  he  replied.  '  Dangerous — I 
hope  and  trust  not.  Miss  Halcombe  unhappily  exposed  her- 
self to  be  wetted  through  by  a  heavy  rain.  The  cold  that 
followed  was  of  an  aggravated  kind  ;  and  it  has  now  brought 
with  it  the  worst  consequence — Fever.' 

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When  I  heard  the  word,  Fever,  and  when  I  remem- 
bered, at  the  same  moment,  that  the  unscrupulous  person 
who  was  now  addressing  me  had  just  come  from  Black- 
water  Park,  I  thought  I  should  have  fainted  on  the  spot. 

'  Good  God  !  '  I  said.      '  Is  it  infectious  ?  ' 

'  Not  at  present,'  he  ansvv^ered,  with  detestable  compo- 
sure. '  It  may  turn  to  infection — but  no  such  deplorable 
complication  had  taken  place  when  I  left  Blackwater  Park. 
I  have  felt  the  deepest  interest  in  the  case,  Mr.  Fairlie — I 
have  endeavoured  to  assist  the  regular  medical  attendant  in 
watching  it — accept  my  personal  assurances  of  the  uninfectious 
nature  of  the  fever,  when  I  last  saw  it.' 

Accept  his  ass-urances  !  I  never  was  farther  from  accept- 
ing anything  in  my  life.  I  would  not  have  believed  him  on 
his  oath.  He  was  too  yellow  to  be  believed.  He  looked 
like  a  walking-West-Indian-epidemic.  He  was  big  enough 
to  carry  typhus  by  the  ton,  and  to  dye  the  very  carpet  he 
walked  on  with  scarlet  fever.  In  certain  emergencies,  my 
mind  is  remarkably  soon  made  up.  I  instantly  determined 
to  get  rid  of  him. 

*  You  will  kindly  excuse  an  invalid,'  I  said — '  but  long 
conferences  of  any  kind  invariably  upset  me.  May  I  beg  to 
know  exactly  what  the  object  is  to  which  I  am  indebted  for 
the  honour  of  your  visit  ?  ' 

I  fervently  hoped  that  this  remarkably  broad  hint  would 
throw  him  off  his  balance — confuse  him — reduce  him  to  polite 
apologies — in  short,  get  him  out  of  the  room.  On  the  con- 
trary, it  only  settled  him  in  his  chair.  He  became  additionally 
solemn  and  dignified  and  confidential.  He  held  up  two  of 
his  horrid  fingers,  and  gave  me  another  of  his  unpleasantly 
penetrating  looks.  What  was  I  to  do?  I  was  not  strong 
enough  to  quarrel  with  him.  Conceive  my  situation,  if  you 
please.     Is  language  adequate  to  describe  it?     I  think  not. 

'The  objects  of  my  visit,'  he  went  on,  quite  irrepressibly, 
'  are  numbered  on  my  fingers.  They  are  two.  First,  I  come 
to  bear  my  testimony,  with  profound  sorrow,  to  the  lament- 
able disagreements  between  Sir  Percival  and  Lady  Glyde.  I 
am  Sir  Percival's  oldest  friend  ;  I  am  related  to  Lady  Glyde 
by  marriage  ;  I  am  an  eye-witness  of  all  that  has  happened 
at  Blackwater  Park.  In  those  three  capacities  I  speak  with 
authority,  with  confidence,  with  honourable  regret.  Sir  !  I 
inform  you,  as  the  head  of  Lady  Glyde's  family,  that  Miss 
Halcombe  has  exaggerated  nothing  in  the  letter  which  she 
wrote  to  your  address.  I  affirm  that  the  remedy  which  that 
admirable  lady  has  proposed,   is  the  only  remedy  that  will 

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spare  you  the  horrors  of  public  scandal.  A  temporary 
separation  between  husband  and  wife  is  the  one  peaceable  solu- 
tion of  this  difficulty.  Part  them  for  the  present ;  and  when 
all  causes  of  irritation  are  removed,  I,  who  have  now  the 
honour  of  addressing-  j'ou — I  will  undertake  to  bring-  Sir 
Percival  to  reason.  Lady  Clyde  is  innocent,  Lady  Clyde  is 
injured  ;  but — follow  my  thought  here  ! — she  is,  on  that  very 
account  (I  say  it  with  shame),  the  cause  of  irritation  while 
she  remains  under  her  husband's  roof.  No  other  house  can 
receive  her  with  proprietv,  but  yours.  I  invite  you  to  open 
it!' 

Cool.  Here  was  a  matrimonial  hailstorm  pouring  in  the 
South  of  England  ;  and  I  was  invited,  by  a  man  with  fever  in 
every  fold  of  his  coat,  to  come  out  from  the  North  of 
England,  and  take  my  share  of  the  pelting-.  I  tried  to  put 
tlie  point  forcibly,  just  as  I  have  put  it  here.  The  Count 
deliberately  lowered  one  of  his  horrid  fingers  ;  kept  the  other 
up  ;  and  went  on — rode  over  me,  as  it  were,  without  even 
the  common  coachmanlike  attention  of  crying  '  Hi  !  '  before 
he  knocked  me  down. 

'Follow  my  thought  once  more,  if  you  please,'  he  re- 
sumed. '  My  first  object  you  have,  heard.  My  second  object 
in  coming  to  this  house  is  to  do  what  Miss  Halcombe's 
illness  has  prevented  her  from  doing  for  herself.  My  large 
experience  is  consulted  on  all  difficult  matters  at  Blackwater 
Park  ;  and  my  friendly  advice  was  requested  on  the  interest- 
ing subject  of  your  letter  to  Miss  Halcombe.  I  understood 
at  once — for  my  sympathies  are  your  sympathies — why  you 
wished  to  see  her  here,  before  you  pledged  yourself  to  inviting 
Lady  Clyde.  You  are  most  right,  sir,  in  hesitating  to  receive 
the  wife,  until  you  are  quite  certain  that  the  husband  will  not 
exert  his  authority  to  reclaim  her.  I  agree  to  that.  I  also 
agree  that  such  delicate  explanations  as  this  difficulty  involves, 
are  not  explanations  which  can  be  properly  disposed  of  by 
writing  only.  My  presence  here  (to  my  own  great  inconveni- 
ence) is  the  proof  that  I  speak  sincerely.  As  for  the  explana- 
tions themselves,  I — Fosco  — I  who  know  Sir  Percival  much 
better  than  Miss  Halcombe  knows  him,  affirm  to  you,  on  my 
honour  and  my  word,  that  he  will  not  come  near  this  house, 
or  attempt  to  communicate  with  this  house,  while  his  wife  is 
living  in  it.  His  affairs  are  embarrassed.  Offer  him  his 
freedom,  by  means  of  the  absence  of  Lady  Clyde.  I  promise 
you  he  will  take  his  freedom,  and  go  back  to  the  Continent, 
at  the  earliest  moment  when  he  can  get  away.  Is  this  clear 
to   you   as   crystal  ?     Yes,    it   is.       Have   you   questions   to 

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address  to  me  ?     Be  it  so  ;  I  am  here  to  answer.     Ask,  Mr. 
Fairlie — oblige  me  by  asking,  to  your  heart's  content.' 

He  had  said  so  much  already  in  spite  of  me ;  and  he 
looked  so  dreadfully  capable  of  saying  a  great  deal  more, 
also  in  spite  of  me,  that  I  declined  his  amiable  invitation,  in 
pure  self-defence. 

'  Many  thanks,'  I  replied.  '  I  am  sinking  fast.  In  my 
state  of  health,  I  must  take  things  for  granted.  Allow  me 
to  do  so  on  this  occasion.  We  quite  understand  each  other. 
Yes.  Much  obliged,  I  am  sure,  for  your  kind  interference. 
If  I  ever  get  better,  and  ever  have  a  second  opportunity  of 
improving  our  acquaintance ' 

He  got  up.  I  thought  he  was  going.  No.  More  talk  ; 
more  time  for  the  development  of  infectious  influences — in 
viy  room,  too  ;  remember  that,  in  my  room  ! 

'One  moment,  yet,'  he  said  ;  *  one  moment  before  I  take 
my  leave.  I  ask  permission,  at  parting,  to  impress  on  you 
an  urgent  necessity.  It  is  this,  sir  !  You  must  not  think  of 
waiting  till  Miss  Halcombe  recovers,  before  you  receive  Lady 
Glyde.  Miss  Halcombe  has  the  attendance  of  the  doctor,  of 
the  housekeeper  at  Blackwater  Park,  and  of  an  experienced 
nurse  as  well — three  persons  for  whose  capacity  and  devotion 
I  answer  with  my  life.  I  tell  you  that.  I  tell  you,  also, 
that  the  anxiety  and  alarm  of  her  sister's  illness  has  already 
aff"ected  the  health  and  spirits  of  Lady  Glyde,  and  has  made 
her  totally  unfit  to  be  of  use  in  the  sick-room.  Her  position 
with  her  husband  grows  more  and  more  deplorable  and 
dangerous,  every  day.  If  you  leave  her  any  longer  at  Black- 
water  Park,  you  do  nothing  whatever  to  hasten  her  sister's 
recovery,  and,  at  the  same  time,  you  risk  the  public  scandal, 
which  you,  and  I,  and  all  of  us,  are  bound,  in  the  sacred 
interests  of  the  Family,  to  avoid.  With  all  my  soul,  I  advise 
you  to  remove  the  serious  responsibility  of  delay  from  }^our 
own  shoulders,  by  writing  to  Lady  Glyde,  to  come  here  at 
once.  Do  your  aff"ectionate,  your  honourable,  your  inevitable 
duty  ;  and,  whatever  happens  in  the  future,  no  one  can  lay 
the  blame  on  yoti.  I  speak  from  my  large  experience  ;  I  offer 
my  friendly  advice.      Is  it  accepted — Yes,  or  No  ?  ' 

I  looked  at  him — merely  looked  at  him — with  my  sense  of 
his  amazing  assurance,  and  my  dawning  resolution  to  ring 
for  Louis,  and  have  him  shown  out  of  the  room,  expressed 
in  every  line  of  my  face.  It  is  perfectly  incredible,  but  quite 
true,  that  my  face  did  not  appear  to  produce  the  slightest 
impression  on  him.  Born  without  nerves — evidently,  born 
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;  You  hesitate  ?  '  he  said.     '  Mr.  Fairlie  !  I  understand  that 
hesitation      You  object— see,  sir,  how  my  sj-mpathies  look 
straight  down  into   your  thoughts  .'—you   object  that   Lady 
(alyde  IS  not  in   health   and   not   in   spirits  to    take   th'-  lono- 
journey,  from  Hampshire  to  this  place,  by  herself.     Her  own 
maid  is^  removed  from  her,  as  )-ou  know  ;   and,  of  other   ser- 
vants ht  to  travel  with  her,   from  one  end    of   England   to 
another,  there  are  none  at  Blackwater  Park.     You  object 
ag-ain,  that  she  cannot  comfortably  stop  and  rest  in  London,  on 
her  way  here    because  she  cannot  comfortably  go  alone  to  a 
pubhc  hotel  where  she  is  a  total  stranger.    In  one  breath,  I  grant 
both  objections~in  another  breath,  I  remove  them.      Follow 
me,  If  you  please,  for  the  last  time.     It  was  my  intention,  when 
1  returned  to  England  with   Sir  Percival,  to  settle  myself  in 
the  neighbourhood  of  London.     That  purpose  has  just  been 
nappi ly  accomplished.     I  have  taken,  for  six  months,  a  little 
turnished  house,  in  the  quarter  called  St.  John's  Wood      Be 
so  obliging  as  to  keep  this  fact  in   your  mind  ;  and  observe 
the   programme    I    now    propose.       Lady    Glvde    travels   to 
London  (a  short  journey)— I  myself  meet  her  at  the  station— 
1  take  her  to  rest  and  sleep  at  my  house,  which  is  also  the 
house  of  her  aunt— when  she  is  restored,  I  escort  her  to  the 
station  again— she  travels  to  this  place,  and  her  own  maid 
(who  is  now  under  your  roof)   receives  her  at   the  carriage- 
door.  _    Here  IS  comfort  consulted  ;   here  are   the   interests  of 
propriety  consulted  ;  here  is  your  own   duty— duty  of  hos- 
pita  ity,  sympathy,  protection,  to  an  unhappy  lady  in  need  of 
all  three-smoothed  and  made  easy,  from  the  beginning  to 
the  end.      I  cordially  invite  you,   sir,  to  second   my  effort^   in 
the  sacred  interests  of  the  Family.      I  seriously  advise  you  to 
write,   by  my  hands,   offering  the  hospitality  of  your  house 
(and  heart)    and  the  hospitality  of  my  house  (and  heart),  to 
that  injured  and  unfortunate   lady  whose  cause  I  plead  to- 
day. ^ 

He  waved  his  horrid  hand  at  me  ;  he  struck  his  infectious 
breast ;  he  addressed  me  oratorically— as  if  I  was  laid  up  in 
the  House  of  Commons.     It  was  high  time  to  take  a  desperate 
course  of  some  sort.      It  was  also  high  time  to  send  for  Louis 
and  adopt  the  precaution  of  fumigating  the  room. 

In  thistrying  emergency,  an  idea  occurred  to' me— an  in- 
estimable idea  which,  so  to  speak,  killed  two  intrusive  birds 
with  one  stone.  I  detemiined  to  get  rid  of  the  Count's  tire- 
some eloquence,  and  of  Lady  Clyde's  tiresome  troubles,  by 
complying  with  this  odious  foreigner's  request,  and  wridng 
the  letter  at  once.     There  was  not  the  least  danger  of  the 

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invitation  being  accepted,  for  there  was  not  the  least  chance 
that  Laura  would  consent  to  leave  Blackwater  Park,  while 
Marian  was  lying  there  ill.  How  this  charmingly  convenient 
obstacle  could  have  escaped  the  officious  penetration  of  the 
Count,  it  was  impossible  to  conceive — but  it  /lad escaped  him. 
My  dread  that  he  might  yet  discover  it,  if  I  allowed  him  any 
more  time  to  think,  stimulated  me  to  such  an  amazing  degree, 
that  I  struggled  into  a  sitting  position  ;  seized,  reall}'  seized 
the  writing  materials  by  my  side  ;  and  produced  the  letter  as 
rapidly  as  if  I  had  been  a  common  clerk  in  an  office.  '  Dearest 
Laura,  Please  come,  whenever  you  like.  Break  the  journey 
by  sleeping  in  London  at  your  aunt's  house.  Grieved  to  hear 
of  dear  Marian's  illness.  Ever  affectionately  yours.'  I  handed 
these  lines,  at  arm's  length,  to  the  Count — I  sank  back  in  my 
chair — I  said,  '  Excuse  me  ;  I  am  entirely  prostrated  ;  I  can 
do  no  more.  Will  you  rest  and  lunch  down  stairs  ?  Love  to 
all,  and  sympathy,  and  so  on.      Good  morning.' 

He  made  another  speech — the  man  was  absolutely  in- 
exhaustible. I  closed  my  eyes  ;  I  endeavoured  to  hear  as 
little  as  possible.  In  spite  of  my  endeavours,  I  was  obliged 
to  hear  a  great  deal.  My  sister's  endless  husband  congratu- 
lated himself  and  congratulated  me,  on  the  result  of  oui 
interview  ;  he  mentioned  a  great  deal  more  about  his  sym- 
pathies and  mine  ;  he  deplored  my  miserable  health ;  he 
offered  to  write  me  a  prescription  ;  he  impressed  on  me  the 
necessity  of  not  forgetting  what  he  had  said  about  the  im- 
portance of  lig'ht ;  he  accepted  my  obliging  invitation  to  rest 
and  lunch ;  he  recommended  me  to  expect  Lady  Glyde  in  two 
or  three  days'  time  ;  he  begged  my  permission  to  look  forward 
to  our  next  meeting,  instead  of  paining  himself  and  paining 
me,  by  saying  farewell ;  he  added  a  great  deal  more,  which, 
I  rejoice  to  think,  I  did  not  attend  to  at  the  time,  and  do  not 
remember  now.  I  heard  his  sympathetic  voice  travelling- 
away  from  me  by  degrees — but,  large  as  he  was,  I  never 
heard  kim.  He  had  the  negative  merit  of  being  absolutely 
noiseless.  I  don't  know  when  he  opened  the  door,  or  when 
he  shut  it.  I  ventured  to  make  use  of  my  eyes  again,  after 
an  interval  of  silence — and  he  was  gone. 

I  rang  for  Louis,  and  retired  to  my  bath-room.  Tepid 
water,  strengthened  with  aromatic  vinegar,  for  myself,  and 
copious  fumigation,  for  my  study,  were  the  obvious  precau- 
tions to  take  ;  and  of  course  I  adopted  them.  I  rejoice  to 
say,  they  proved  successful.  I  enjoyed  my  customary  siesta. 
I  awoke  moist  and  cool. 

My  first  inquiries  were  for  the  Count.     Had  we  really  got 

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rid  of  him  ?  Yes — he  had  gone  away  by  the  afternoon  train. 
Had  he  lunched  ;  and,  if  so,  upon  what  ?  Entirely  upon 
fruit-tart  and  cream.     What  a  man  !     What  a  digestion  ! 

Am  I  expected  to  say  anything  more  ?  I  believe  not.  I 
believe  I  have  reached  the  limits  assigned  to  me.  The  shock- 
ing' circumstances  which  happened  at  a  later  period,  did  not, 
I  am  thankful  to  say,  happen  in  my  presence.  I  do  beg  and 
entreat  that  nobody  will  be  so  very  unfeeling  as  to  lay  any 
part  of  the  blame  of  those  circumstances  on  me.  I  did  every- 
thing for  the  best.  I  am  not  answerable  for  a  deplorable 
calamity,  which  it  was  quite  impossible  to  foresee.  I  am 
shattered  by  it ;  I  have  suffered  under  it,  as  nobody  else  has 
suffered.  My  servant,  Louis  (who  is  really  attached  to  me  in 
his  unintelligent  way),  thinks  I  shall  never  get  over  it.  He 
sees  me  dictating  as  this  moment,  with  my  handkerchief  to 
my  eyes.  I  wish  to  mention,  in  justice  to  myself,  that  it  was 
not  my  fault,  and  that  I  am  quite  exhausted  and  heartbroken. 
Need  I  say  more  ? 


The  Story  continued  by  Eliza  Michelson,  Housekeeper  at  Blackwato  Park. 

I. 

I  AM  asked  to  state  plainly  what  I  know  of  the  progress 
of  Miss  Halcombe's  illness,  and  of  the  circumstances  under 
which  Lady  Glyde  left  Blackwater  Park  for  London. 

The  reason  given  for  making  this  demand  on  me  is,  that 
my  testimony  is  v/anted  in  the  interests  of  truth.  As  the 
widow  of  a  clergyman  of  the  Church  of  England  (reduced  by 
misfortune  to  the  necessity  of  accepting  a  situation),  I  have 
been  taught  to  place  the  claims  of  truth  above  all  other 
considerations,  I  therefore  comply  with  a  request  which  I 
might  otherwise,  through  reluctance  to  connect  myself  w^ith 
distressing  family  affairs,  have  hesitated  to  grant. 

I  made  no  memorandum  at  the  time,  and  I  cannot  there- 
fore be  sure  to  a  day,  of  the  date  ;  but  I  believe  I  am  correct 
in  stating  that  Miss  Halcombe's  serious  illness  began  during' 
the  last  fortnight  or  ten  days  in  June.  The  breakfast  hour 
was  late  at  Blackwater  Park — sometimes  as  late  as  ten,  never 
earlier  than  half-past  nine.  On  the  morningf  to  which  I  am 
now  referring.  Miss  Halcombe  (who  was  usually  the  first  to 
come  down)  did  not  make  her  appearance  at  the  table.  After 
the  family  had  waited  a  quarter  of  an  hour,  the  upper  house- 
maid was  sent  to  see  after  her,  and  came  running  out  of  the 


THE   WOMAN    IN   WHITE 

room  dreadfully  frightened.  I  met  the  servant  on  the  stairs, 
and  went  at  once  to  Miss  Halcombe  to  see  what  was  the 
matter.  The  poor  lady  was  incapable  of  telling-  me.  She 
was  walking  about  her  room  with  a  pen  in  her  hand,  quite 
light-headed,  in  a  state  of  burning  fever. 

Lady  Clyde  (being  no  longer  in  Sir  Percival's  service,  I 
may,  without  impropriety,  mention  my  former  mistress  by 
her  name,  instead  of  calling  her  My  Lady)  was  the  first  to 
come  in,  fromi  her  own  bedroom.  She  was  so  dreadfully 
alarmed  and  distressed,  that  she  was  quite  useless.  The 
Count  Fosco,  and  his  lady,  who  came  up-stairs  immediately 
afterwards,  were  both  most  serviceable  and  kind.  Her  lady- 
ship assisted  me  to  get  Miss  Halcombe  to  her  bed.  His 
lordship  the  Count,  remained  in  the  sitting-room,  and,  having 
sent  for  my  medicine-chest,  made  a  mixture  for  Miss  Hal- 
combe, and  a  cooling  lotion  to  be  applied  to  her  head,  so  as 
to  lose  no  time  before  the  doctor  came.  We  applied  the 
lotion  ;  but  we  could  not  get  her  to  take  the  mixture.  Sir 
Percival  undertook  to  send  for  the  doctor.  He  despatched  a 
groom,  on  horseback,  for  the  nearest  medical  man,  Mr. 
Dawson,  of  Oak  Lodge. 

Mr.  Dawson  arrived  in  less  than  an  hour's  time.  He  was 
a  respectable  elderly  man,  well  known,  all  round  the  country ; 
and  we  were  much  alarmed  when  we  found  that  he  considered 
the  case  to  be  a  very  serious  one. 

His  lordship  the  Count,  affably  entered  into  conversation 
with  Mr.  Dawson,  and  gave  his  opinions  with  a  judicious 
freedom.  Mr.  Dawson,  not  over-courteously,  inquired  if  his 
lordship's  advice  was  the  advice  of  a  doctor  ;  and  being  in- 
formed that  it  was  the  advice  of  one  v.'ho  had  studied  medicine, 
unprofessionally,  replied  that  he  was  not  accustomed  to  con- 
sult with  amateur-physicians.  The  Count,  with  truly  Christian 
meekness  of  temper,  smiled,  and  left  the  room.  Before  he 
went  out,  he  told  me  that  he  might  be  found,  in  case  he  was 
wanted  in  the  course  of  the  day,  at  the  boat-house  on  the 
banks  of  the  lake.  Why  he  should  have  gone  there,  I  cannot 
say.  But  he  did  go  ;  remaining  away  the  whole  day  till  seven 
o'clock,  which  was  dinner-time.  Perhaps,  he  wished  to  set 
the  example  of  keeping  the  liouse  as  quiet  as  possible.  It 
was  entirely  in  his  character  to  do  so.  He  was  a  most  con- 
siderate nobleman. 

Miss  Halcombe  passed  a  very  bad  night ;  the  fever  coming 
and  going,  and  getting  worse  towards  the  morning,  instead 
of  better.  No  nurse  fit  to  wait  on  her  being  at  hand  in  the 
neighbourhood,  her  ladyship  the  Countess,  and  myself,  under- 

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took  the  duty,  relieving-  each  other.  Lady  Clyde,  most 
unwisely,  insisted  on  sitting  up  with  us.  She  was  much  too 
nervous  and  too  delicate  in  health  to  bear  the  anxiety  of 
Miss  Halcombe  s  illness  calmly.  She  only  did  herself  harm, 
without  bein-  of  the  least  real  assistance.  A  more  o-entle 
and  affectionate  lady  never  lived  ;  but  she  cried,  and  sh^e  was 
tri-htened— two  weaknesses  which  made  her  entirely  unfit  to 
be  present  in  a  sick-room. 

Sir  Percival  and  the  Count  came  in  the  mornino-  to  make 
their  inquiries.  '=' 

r.n^'nr^/'flv  ^^'o'',  ^'^tj?^'^'  ^  P^'esume,  at  his  lady's  afflic 
tion,  and  at  Miss  Halcombe's  illness)  appeared  much  confused 
and  unsettled  in  his  mind.  His  lordship  testified,  on  the 
contrary,  a  becoming-  composure  and  interest.  He  had  his 
straw  hat  in  one  hand,  and  his  book  in  the  other;  and  he 
mentioned  to  Sir  Percival,  in  my  hearin-,  that  he  would  g-o 
out  again  and  study  at  the  lake.      'Let  us  keep  the  house 

When    f  T^  ''t     •■,     ^  ''".-^  >'°"^"  ^^■^>''  ^-^"d  I  ^^'"  SO  mine. 
Michelson/  ^  ^''         ^^'  '"^   ""'  ''°"'-     ^^^^   "^°™'"-    ^rs. 
,      Sir  Percival  was  not  civil  enough-perhaps,  I  ought,  in 
justice  to  say,  not  composed  enough-to  take  leave  of  me 
with   the   same   polite   attention.     The   onlv   person   in    the 
house,  indeed,  who  treated  me,  at  that  time  or  at  any  other 
on    he  footing- of  a  lady  in  distressed  circumstances,  Ws  the 
.r  A      ^^  .^"^  ^^^  manners  of  a  true  nobleman  ;  he  was 
considerate   towards   every   one.       Even   the   young   person 
(Fanny  by  name    who   attended   on    Lady   Clyde     was   nnt 
beneath  his  notice.     When  she  was  sent  a4y  b'ySi'r  Pe'  ci^^' 
his  lordship  (showing  me  his  sweet  little  birds  at  the  time 
was  most  kindly  anxious  to  know  what  had  become  of  her 
where  shewas  to  go  the  day  she  left  Blackwater  Park,  and  so 
on.     It  IS  in  such  httle  delicate  attentions  that  the  adv^nta-es 
of  aristocratic   birth   always   show  themselves.     I  make  no 
apology  for  introducing  these  particulars  ;  they  are  brouo-ht 
forward  in  justice  to  his   lordship,  whose  character,   I  have 
reason  to  know   is  viewed  rather  harshly  in  certain  quarters! 
A   nobleman  who   can  respect   a   lady  in  distressed  circum: 
stances,  and  can  take  a  fatherly  interest  in  the  fortunes  of  an 
humble    servant    girl,   shows  principles   and    feelings    of  too 
high  an  order  to  be  lightly  called  in  question.      I  advance  no 
opinions-I   offer  facts  only.     My  endeavour  through  Se  is 

luJu^?   T''  '^'''  ^   ^'   "°'  j"^-^^-     One   of  my  beloved 
husband  s  finest  sermons  was  on  that  text.     I  read  it  con 


I  read  it  con- 
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THE   WOMAN   IN   WHITE 

stantly — in  my  own  copy  of  the  edition  printed  by  subscrip- 
tion, in  the  first  days  of  my  widowhood— and,  at  every 
fresh  perusal,  I  derive  an  increase  of  spiritual  benefit  and 
edification. 

There  was  no  improvement  in  Miss  Halcombe  ;  and  the 
second  night  was  even  worse  than  the  first.  Mr.  Dawson 
was  constant  in  his  attendance.  The  practical  duties  of 
nursing-  were  still  divided  between  the  Countess  and  myself; 
Lady  Glyde  persisting  in  sitting  up  with  us,  though  we  both 
entreated  her  to  take  some  rest.  '  My  place  is  by  Marian's 
bedside,'  was  her  only  answer.  '  Whether  I  am  ill,  or  well, 
nothing  will  induce  me  to  lose  sight  of  her.' 

Towards  mid-day,  I  went  down  stairs  to  attend  to  some 
of  my  regular  duties.  An  hour  afterwards,  on  my  v/ay  back 
to  the  sick-room,  I  saw  the  Count  (who  had  gone  out  again 
early,  for  the  third  time),  entering  the  hall,  to  all  appearance 
in  the  highest  good  spirits.  Sir  Percival,  at  the  same 
moment,  put  his  head  out  of  the  library-door,  and  addressed 
his  noble  friend,  with  extreme  eagerness,  in  these  words  : 

*  Have  you  found  her  ?  ' 

His  lordship's  large  face  became  dimpled  all  over  with 
placid  smiles  ;  but  he  made  no  reply  in  words.  At  the  same 
time.  Sir  Percival  turned  his  head,  observed  that  I  was 
approaching  the  stairs,  and  looked  at  me  in  the  most  rudely 
angry  manner  possible. 

'  Come  in  here  and  tell  me  about  it,'  he  said,  to  the  Count. 
'  Whenever  there  are  women  in  a  house,  they're  always  sure 
to  be  going  up  or  dov\^n  stairs.' 

'  My  dear  Percival,'  observed  his  lordship,  kindly,  *  Mrs. 
Michelson  has  duties.  Pray  recognise  her  admirable  perfor- 
mance of  them  as  sincerely  as  I  do  !  How  is  the  sufferer, 
Mrs.  Michelson  ? ' 

'  No  better,  my  lord,  I  regret  to  say.' 

*  Sad — most  sad  !  '  remarked  the  Count.  *  You  look 
fatigued,  Mrs.  Michelson,  It  is  certainly  time  you  and  my 
wife  had  some  help  in  nursing.  I  think  I  may  be  the  means 
of  offering  you  that  help.  Circumstances  have  happened 
which  will  oblige  Madame  Fosco  to  travel  to  London  either 
to-morrow  or  the  day  after.  She  will  go  away  in  the  morn- 
ing, and  return  at  night ;  and  she  will  bring  back  with  her, 
to  relieve  you,  a  nurse  of  excellent  conduct  and  capacity,  who 
is  now  disengaged.  The  woman  is  known  to  my  wife  as  a 
person  to  be  trusted.  Before  she  comes  here,  say  nothing 
about  her,  if  you  please,  to  the  doctor,  because  he  will  look 
with  an  evil  eye  on  any  nurse  of  my  providing.     When  she 

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excuse  for  not  emplovfnl  her     Ladv  Hvf   'n^'   '^^^^  ^^  "° 
P-   present    .,    b;st%especj;t,^^>^-^^^^^^ 

calling  to  his  noble  fr  end  (usuST        '"'  '^'"^  ^^^^^  ^^ 

expression)  to  come  iTottuhk'T"/''^^ 

waiting- there  any  long-er  "'  """"^  "°^  ^°  keep  him 

I  proceeded  upstairs      Wt^ 
however  well  established  ^  tn'r^f^"' ^■"''.^ '''^^^'''^^  '  and 
cannot  always  keep  on  her  cuar^^"  '  -P'^^^T''"  "^^>'  b^'  ^^e 
exercise  an  idle  curLiuff  am  ash^''H^'^^  temptation  to 
curiosity,  on  this  occaii^n    ^oT  ^h^Ttf  '°  '/^  ^^^^  ^"  idle 
and  made  me  unduh    inn 'if^Hv-K'- ""^ '''-''  P^^^^^^Ples, 
SirPercival  had  addresse^d    o  m!  n   u?V -^^  ^"^^^^°"  ^^hich 
door.     Who  was  the  Count  expect°ed/T^'  ''  '^'  ^^''^^' 
of  his  studious  mornin/rLbles  it  bLl     '/"    o^  '°"''" 
^^•cman,    it    was  to  be  presumed     f    ^^^^^water  Park  ?     A 
Percival's  inquiry.      I  did  no^     '       °"?    ^'^^    ^^^n^^    of  Sir 
propriety-l\ne^v  his    Ira    27""\  '^'  ^^""^  ^^  "'^Y  -^' 
question  I  asked  mysdf  "rlHr/hffounS  T""     ^^^  ^^^^ 

To   resume.     The   nio-hf   ^?e      >  "^^  ^ 

ducing-  any  change  for  ttie  bette?^  ^"m"^"?!'  ^^'^^hout  pro- 
next  day  she  seemed  to  im^ro  e  .  liltle  Th'' H '^""^-  ^^- 
her  ladyship  the  Countess   ..^tL.  •  ^^^  day  after  that, 

her  journe/to  an^  o  ^  in^v  L  ^'"''°"'"§^  the  object  of 
-ornino-  train  to  Yondo";  h'er  nobTe^'b^T^!?^^  ^^^  *'- 
customary  attention,  accomnanvin  J  l       .  husband,    with    his 

I  was  now  left  in   snl^^T-^^  ^'^  t""  ^^^  station, 
every  apparent  ctanc^Tn^^'^S^Z/./^V".''^^^'^"^'^^'  ^^^^ 
lution  not  to  leave  the  bedside   of  k-       t  ^Y  ^'^^^''^  '^^o- 
to  nurse  next.  'seaside,  of  having-  Lady  Clyde  herself 

m  tIe\otLt;re^S;v\?fsThVo"^°^^^"^^  ''^'  ^-PP-ed 

into  Miss  Halc'oX's"  ,"  •  ;"io'rto  maf ''^^;°"'-  ^'^^^^'  "P 
went  out  from  the  bedroom  t^c  ?  ^^?  ^'^  inquiries.  I 
and  Lady  Glvde  beL^  boTh  with  1  '°  ^  "^ '  ^^^-  Dawson 
The  Count  asked  me  manv  nn.cV  ^f  P^*'^"*  ^t  the  time, 
the  symptoms.  I  info™eVh;mTa?  tuT  ''''  ^^^^^"^^^^  -d 
kind  described  as  '  saline  ;'  and  that  ^f  ^''^'"'  '''^'  ^^  ^^e 

the  attacks  of  fever,  were  certarnK  those%TTnP/°"''  '^'"""^ 

^    "i>  cnose  ot  increasing  weak- 


THE  WOMAN   IN  WHITE 

u       ^-  ^      Tiwt  as  I  was  mentioning  these  last 
nfess  and  exhaustion.     J^f^f/  '  ^  f.on,  the  bedroom, 
particulars,  Mr.Da.jon  came  out  from        ^^^^^.^^  ^ 

'  Good  mornmg,  sir,   saiu  i.  .    '    .j      doctor,  witn  a 

in  the  most  urbane  "l-^^^^' •^"'^to  re^s^  t,^  'I  greatly  fk.r  you 
>.;o-h  bred  resolution  impossible  to  resist,         ^^        ^ 

Si'olm^rovement  in  the  symptom^  U^^^^^^^^^^ 

^^^r^L^t  i!^  thf  tl^lt^^S^ich  is  justified  by  my  own 
profesLnal  experience,'  said  ^r-  Da^^^on  ^^^ 

^     '  Permit  me  to  put  one  ^^f  ^^^^^  ,'°  >  °'c^"„t     ^  i  presume 
of  professional  experience  'observed  ^^^    Cou.t^^  a^^inquiry 

to  offer  no  more  ^dv^'^f-I  °"  ^  from^he  gigantic  centres  of 
You  live  at  some  distance   sir,  ^rom  tn        ,  ^^^^  ^^^^^^ 

scientific  -t-ity-London  a^^^^^^^^^^  .^^^^^.^^,^ 

of  the  wasting  effects  ot  te^  er  dci  g  j     brandv,  wine, 

repaired  by  fortifying  the  exhaus  ed  patient  ^^  ^i^.-^ighest 

ammonia,  and  quinine  ?     "^.^I^'^'  "fe^rs-Yes,  or  No  ?  ' 

^cufsarjrr:ie^Sf=rrtooaL.„>„.,M. 

Dawson.'  ,i   Uarl   h^pn  so  fortunate  as  to 

.„o^  Hf.  t^^rnow  M^"  -  '  "-  --  --'^  '-' 
esteemed  each  other  ! 

Her  ladyship  the  Countess  -turned  by  the  last  train  that 
night,  and  'brought  uith  her  "jf  ""■■^^/^.'-"rX,  e-     Her 
inltructed  that  th.s  P^«°".^'""!,Xt  English,  «hen  she 
personal  appearance,  and  her  ■mPertect  ^  » 
Lpoke,  informed  me  that  she  was  a  fore.gnen^  ^^^  ^^^^^^^ 

1  have  always  cuUivated  a  '"''"»  ,.,,„;.„s  ^nd  advan- 
for  foreigners,     rhey  do  not  po^se^  up  in  the 

S^L?^:^^;:^       Ithasalso^a^^^^ 

and  practice,  as^it  was  my  dear  husban^^^^^^^  ^^^,^ 

before  -V^'rist'^A  rto  So  -^wouW  be'done  by.  On 
Samuel  Michelson,  ^\-^-.);/°  ,°  ^^  .u„t  Mj-s.  Rubelle  struck 
both  these  accounts,  1  will  not  say  that  Mrs.  xv 

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me  as  being  a  small,  wiry,  sly  person,  of  fifty  or  thereabouts, 
with  a  dark  brown  or  Creole  complexion,  and  watchful  light 
gray  eyes.  Nor  will  I  mention,  for  the  reasons  just  alleged, 
that  I  thought  her  dress,  though  it  was  of  the  plainest  black 
silk,  inappropriately  costly  in  texture  and  unnecessarily  refined 
in  trimming  and  finish,  for  a  person  in  her  position  in  life.  I 
should  not  like  these  things  to  be  said  of  me,  and  therefore  it 
is  my  duty  not  to  say  them  of  Mrs.  Rubelle.  I  will  merely 
mention  that  her  manners  were — not  perhaps  unpleasantly 
reserved — but  only  remarkably  quiet  and  retiring ;  that  she 
looked  about  her  a  great  deal,  and  said  very  little,  which 
might  have  arisen  quite  as  much  from  her  own  modesty,  as 
from  distrust  of  her  position  at  Blackwater  Park  ;  and  that 
she  declined  to  partake  of  supper  (which  was  curious,  perhaps, 
but  surely  not  suspicious  ?),  although  I  myself  politely  invited 
her  to  that  meal,  in  my  own  room. 

At  the  Count's  particular  suggestion  (so  like  his  lordship's 
forgiving  kindness  !),  it  was  arranged  that  Mrs.  Rubelle 
should  not  enter  on  her  duties,  until  she  had  been  seen  and 
approved  by  the  doctor  the  next  morning.  I  sat  up  that  night. 
Lady  Glyde  appeared  to  be  very  unwilling  that  the  new  nurse 
should  be  employed  to  attend  on  Miss  Halcombe.  Such  want 
of  liberality  towards  a  foreigner  on  th&  part  of  a  lady  of  her 
education  and  refinement  surprised  me.  I  ventured  to  say, 
'  My  lady,  we  must  all  remember  not  to  be  hasty  in  our  judg- 
ments on  our  inferiors — especially  when  they  come  from 
foreign  parts.'  Lady  Glyde  did  not  appear  to  attend  to  me. 
She  only  sighed,  and  kissed  Miss  Halcombe's  hand  as  it  lay 
on  the  counterpane.  Scarcely  a  judicious  proceeding  in  a 
sick-room,  with  a  patient  whom  it  was  highly  desirable  not  to 
excite.  But  poor  Lady  Glyde  knew  nothing  of  nursing — • 
nothing  whatever,  I  am  sorry  to  say. 

The  next  morning,  Mrs.  Rubelle  was  sent  to  the  sitting- 
room,  to  be  approved  by  the  doctor,  on  his  way  through  to 
the  bedroom. 

I  left  Lady  Glyde  with  Miss  Halcombe,  who  was  slumber- 
ing at  the  time,  and  joined  Mrs.  Rubelle,  with  the  object  of 
kindly  preventing  her  from  feeling  strange  and  nervous  in 
consequence  of  the  uncertainty  of  her  situation.  She  did  not 
appear  to  see  it  in  that  light.  She  seemed  to  be  quite  satisfied, 
beforehand,  that  Mr.  Dawson  would  approve  of  her  ;  and  she 
sat  calmly  looking  out  of  window,  with  every  appearance  of 
enjoying  the  country  air.  Some  people  might  have  thought 
such  conduct  suggestive  of  brazen  assurance.  I  beg  to  say  that 
I  more  liberally  set  it  down  to  extraordinary  strength  of  mind. 

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THE  WOMAN   IN  WHITE 

Instead  of  the  doctor  coming  up  to  us,  I  was  sent  for  to 
see  the  doctor.  I  thought  this  change  of  affairs  rather  odd, 
but  Mrs.  Rubelle  did  not  appear  to  be  affected  by  it  in  any 
way.  I  left  her  still  calmly  looking  out  of  the  window,  and 
still  silently  enjoying  the  country  air. 

Mr.  Dawson  was  waiting  for  me,  by  himself,  In  the  break- 
fast-room. 

'  About  this  new  nurse,  Mrs.  Michelson,'  said  the  doctor. 

*  Yes,  sir  ?  ' 

'  I  find  that  she  has  been  brought  here  from  London  by 
the  wife  of  that  fat  old  foreigner,  who  is  always  trying  to 
interfere  with  me.  Mrs.  Michelson,  the  fat  old  foreigner  is  a 
Quack.' 

This  was  very  rude.     I  was  naturally  shocked  at  it. 

'  Are  you  aware,  sir,'  I  said,  'that  you  are  talking  of  a 
nobleman  ? ' 

'  Pooh  !  He  isn't  the  first  Quack  with  a  handle  to  his 
name.     They're  all  Counts — hang  'em  ! ' 

*  He  would  not  be  a  friend  of  Sir  Percival  Clyde's,  sir,  if 
he  was  not  a  member  of  the  highest  aristocracy — excepting 
the  English  aristocrac)',  of  course.' 

*  Very  well,  Mrs.  Michelson,  call  him  what  you  like;  and  let 
us  get  back  to  the  nurse.    I  have  been  objecting  to  her  already.' 

'  Without  having  seen  her,  sir  ?  ' 

'  Yes  ;  without  having  seen  her.  She  may  be  the  best 
nurse  in  existence  ;  but  she  is  not  a  nurse  of  my  providing. 
I  have  put  that  objection  to  Sir  Percival,  as  the  master  of  the 
house.  He  doesn't  support  me.  He  says  a  nurse  of  my 
providing  would  have  been  a  stranger  from  London  also  ; 
and  he  thinks  the  woman  ought  to  have  a  trial,  after  his 
wife's  aunt  has  taken  the  trouble  to  fetch  her  from  London. 
There  is  some  justice  in  that ;  and  I  can't  decently  say  No. 
But  I  have  made  it  a  condition  that  she  is  to  go  at  once,  if  I 
find  reason  to  complain  of  her.  This  proposal  being  one 
which  I  have  some  right  to  make,  as  medical  attendant.  Sir 
Percival  has  consented  to  it.  Now,  Mrs.  Michelson,  I  know 
I  can  depend  on  you  ;  and  I  want  you  to  keep  a  sharp  eye  on 
the  nurse,  for  the  first  day  or  two,  and  to  see  that  she  gives 
Miss  Halcombe  no  medicines  but  mine.  This  foreign  noble- 
man of  yours  is  dying  to  try  his  quack  remedies  (mesmerism 
included)  on  my  patient  ;  and  a  nurse  who  is  brought  here  by 
his  wife  may  be  a  little  too  willing  to  help  him.  You  under- 
stand ?  Very  well,  then,  we  may  go  upstairs.  Is  the  nurse 
there  ?  I'll  say  a  word  to  her,  before  she  goes  into  the  sick- 
room.' 

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We  found  Mrs.  Rubelle  still  enjoying  herself  at  the 
window.  When  I  introduced  her  to  Mr.  Dawson,  neither 
the  doctor's  doubtful  looks  nor  the  doctor's  searching-  ques- 
tions appeared  to  confuse  her  in  the  least.  She  answered 
him  quietly  in  her  broken  English  ;  and,  though  he  tried 
hard  to  puzzle  her,  she  never  betrayed  the  least  ignorance, 
so  far,  about  any  part  of  her  duties.  This  was  doubtless  the 
result  of  strength  of  mind,  as  I  said  before,  and  not  of  brazen 
assurance,  by  any  means. 

We  all  went  into  the  bedroom. 

Mrs.  Rubelle  looked,  very  attentively,  at  the  patient  ; 
curtseyed  to  Lady  Glyde  ;  set  one  or  two  little  things  right  in 
the  room  ;  and  sat  down  quietly  in  a  corner  to  wait  until  she 
was  wanted.  Her  ladyship  seemed  startled  and  annoyed  by 
the  appearance  of  the  strange  nurse.  No  one  said  anything, 
for  fear  of  rousing  Miss  Halcombe,  who  was  still  slumbering 
— except  the  doctor,  who  whispered  a  question  about  the 
night.  I  softly  answered,  '  Much  as  usual ; '  and  then  Mr. 
Dawson  went  out.  Lady  Glyde  followed  him,  I  suppose  to 
speak  about  Mrs.  Rubelle.  For  my  own  part,  I  had  made 
up  my  mind  already  that  this  quiet  foreign  person  would 
keep  her  situation.  She  had  all  her  wits  about  her  ;  and  she 
certainly  understood  her  business.  So  far,  I  could  hardly 
have  done  much  better  by  the  bedside,  myself. 

Remembering  Mr.  Dawson's  caution  to  me,  I  subjected 
Mrs.  Rubelle  to  a  severe  scrutiny,  at  certain  intervals,  for  the 
next  three  or  four  days.  I  over  and  over  again  entered  the 
room  softly  and  suddenl}'-,  but  I  never  found  her  out  in  any 
suspicious  action.  Lady  Glyde,  who  watched  her  as  atten- 
tively as  I  did,  discovered  nothing  either.  I  never  detected  a 
sign  of  the  medicine  bottles  being  tampered  with;  I  never 
saw  Mrs.  Rubelle  say  a  word  to  the  Count,  or  the  Count  to 
her.  She  managed  Miss  Halcombe  with  unquestionable  care 
and  discretion.  The  poor  lady  wavered  backwards  and  for- 
wards between  a  sort  of  sleepy  exhaustion  which  was  half 
faintness  and  half  slumbering,  and  attacks  of  fever  which 
brought  with  them  more  or  less  of  wandering  in  her  mind. 
Mrs.  Rubelle  never  disturbed  her  in  the  first  case,  and  never 
startled  her  in  the  second,  by  appearing  too  suddenly  at  the 
bedside  in  the  character  of  a  stranger.  Honour  to  whom 
honour  is  due  (whether  foreign  or  English) — and  I  give  her 
privilege  impartially  to  Mrs.  Rubelle.  She  was  remarkably 
uncommunicative  about  herself,  and  she  was  too  quietly 
independent  of  all  advice  from  experienced  persons  who  un- 
derstood the  duties  of  a  sick-room — but,  with  these  draw- 

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backs,  she  was  a  good  nurse  ;  and  she  never  gave  either 
Lady  Glyde  or  Mr.  Dawson  the  shadow  of  a  reason  for 
complaining  of  her. 

The  next  circumstance  of  importance  that  occurred  in  the 
house  was  the  temporary  absence  of  the  Count,  occasioned 
by  business  which  took  him  to  London.  He  went  away  (I 
think)  on  the  morning  of  the  fourth  day  after  the  arrival  of 
Mrs.  Rubelle  ;  and,  at  parting,  he  spoke  to  Lady  Glyde,  very 
seriously,  in  my  presence,  on  the  subject  of  Miss  Halcombe. 

'Trust  Mr.  Dawson,'  he  said,  'for  a  few  davs  more,  if 
you  please.  But,  if  there  is  not  some  change  for  the  better, 
in  that  time,  send  for  advice  from  London,  which  this  mule 
of  a  doctor  must  accept  in  spite  of  himself  Offend  Mr. 
Dawson,  and  save  Miss  Halcombe.  I  say  this  seriously,  on 
my  word  of  honour  and  from  the  bottom  of  my  heart. ' 

His  lordship  spoke  with  extreme  feeling  and  kindness. 
But  poor  Lady  Clyde's  nerves  were  so  completely  broken 
down  that  she  seemed  quite  frightened  at  him.  She  trembled 
from  head  to  foot ;  and  allowed  him  to  take  his  leave,  with- 
out uttering  a  word  on  her  side.  She  turned  to  me,  when  he 
had  gone,  and  said,  '  Oh,  Mrs.  Michelson,  I  am  heart-broken 
about  my  sister,  and  I  have  no  friend  to  advise  me  !  T)o  yon 
think  Mr.  Dawson  is  wrong?  He  told  me  himself  this 
morning,  that  there  was  no  fear,  and  no  need  to  send  for 
another  doctor.' 

'  With  all  respect  to  Mr.  Dawson,'  I  answered,  *  in  your 
ladyship's  place  I  should  remember  the  Count's  advice.' 

Lady  Glyde  turned  away  from  me  suddenly,  with  an  ap- 
pearance of  despair,  for  which  I  was  quite  unable  to  account 

'  I/is  advice  ! '  she  said  to  herself.  '  God  help  us — /ii's 
advice  ! ' 

The  Count  was  away  from  Blackwater  Park,  as  nearly  as 
I  remember,  a  week. 

Sir  Percival  seemed  to  feel  the  loss  of  his  lordship  in  various 
ways,  and  appeared  also,  I  thought,  much  depressed  and 
altered  by  the  sickness  and  sorrow  in  the  house.  Occasion- 
ally, he  was  so  very  restless,  that  I  could  not  help  noticing 
it ;  coming  and  going,  and  wandering  here  and  there  and 
everywhere  in  the  grounds.  His  inquiries  about  Miss  Hal- 
combe, and  about  his  lady  (whose  failing  health  seemed  to 
cause  him  sincere  anxiety)  were  most  attentive.  I  think  his 
heart  was  much  softened.  If  some  kind  clerical  friend — some 
such  friend  as  he  might  have  found  in  my  late  excellent  hus- 
band—had been  near  him  at  this  time,  cheering  moral  progress 

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might  have  been  made  with  Sir  Percival.  I  seldom  find 
myself  mistaken  on  a  point  of  this  sort ;  having-  had  expe- 
rience to  guide  me  in  my  happy  married  days. 

Her  ladyship  the  Countess,  who  was  now  the  only  com- 
pany for  Sir  Percival  down  stairs,  rather  neglected  him,  as  I 
considered.  Or,  perhaps,  it  might  have  been  that  he  neglected 
her.  A  stranger  might  almost  have  supposed  that  they  were 
bent,  now  they  were  left  together  alone,  on  actually  avoiding 
one  another.  This,  of  course,  could  not  be.  But  it  did  so 
happen,  nevertheless,  that  the  Countess  made  her  dinner  at 
luncheon-time,  and  that  she  always  came  up-stairs  towards 
evening,  although  Mrs.  Rubelle  had  taken  the  nursing  duties 
entirely  off  her  hands.  Sir  Percival  dined  by  himself;  and 
William  (the  man  out  of  livery)  made  the  remark,  in  my 
hearing,  that  his  master  had  put  himself  on  half  rations 
of  food  and  on  a  double  allowance  of  drink.  I  attach 
no  importance  to  such  an  insolent  observation  as  this,  on 
the  part  of  a  servant.  I  reprobated  it  at  the  time,  and  I 
wish  to  be  understood  as  reprobating  it  once  more  on  this 
occasion. 

In  the  course  of  the  next  few  days,  Miss  Halcombe  did 
certainly  seem  to  all  of  us  to  be  mending  a  little.  Our  faith 
in  Mr.  Dawson  revived.  He  appeared  to  be  very  confident 
about  the  case ;  and  he  assured  Lady  Clyde,  when  she  spoke 
to  him  on  the  subject,  that  he  would  himself  propose  to  send 
for  a  physician  the  moment  he  felt  so  much  as  the  shadow  of 
a  doubt  crossing  his  own  mind. 

The  only  person  among  us  who  did  not  appear  to  be 
relieved  by  these  words,  was  the  Countess.  She  said  to  me 
privately,  that  she  could  not  feel  easy  about  Miss  Halcombe, 
on  Mr.  Dawson's  authority,  and  that  she  should  wait  anxi- 
ously for  her  husband's  opinion,  on  his  return.  That  return, 
his  letters  informed  her,  would  take  place  in  three  days'  time. 
The  Count  and  Countess  corresponded  regularly  every  morn- 
ing, during  his  lordship's  absence.  They  were,  in  that  respect, 
as  in  all  others,  a  pattern  to  married  people. 

On  the  evening  of  the  third  day,  I  noticed  a  change  in 
Miss  Halcombe,  which  caused  me  serious  apprehension.  Mrs. 
Rubelle  noticed  it  too.  We  said  nothing  on  the  subject  to 
Lady  Glyde,  who  was  then  lying  asleep,  completely  over- 
powered by  exhaustion,  on  the  sofa  in  the  sitting-room. 

Mr.  Dawson  did  not  pay  his  evening  visit  till  later  than 
usual.  As  soon  as  he  set  eyes  on  his  patient,  I  saw  his  face 
alter.  He  tried  to  hide  it;  but  he  looked  both  confused  and 
alarmed,     A  messenger  was   sent  to   his  residence   for  his 

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medicine-chest,  disinfecting  preparations  were  used  in  the 
room,  and  a  bed  was  made  up  for  him  in  the  house  by  his 
own  directions.  '  Has  the  fever  turned  to  infection  ? '  I 
whispered  to  him.  'I  am  afraid  it  has,'  he  answered;  *  we 
shall  know  better  to-morrow  morning.' 

By  Mr.  Dawson's  own  directions  Lady  Glyde  was  kept  in 
Ignorance  of  this  change  for  the  worse.  He  himself  absolutely 
forbade  her,  on  account  of  her  health,  to  join  us  in  the  bed- 
room that  night.  She  tried  to  resist — there  was  a  sad  scene — 
but  he  had  his  medical  authority  to  support  him  ;  and  he 
carried  his  point. 

The  next  morning,  one  of  the  men-servants  was  sent  to 
London,  at  eleven  o'clock,  with  a  letter  to  a  physician  in  town, 
and  with  orders  to  bring  the  new  doctor  back  with  him  by 
the  earliest  possible  train.  Half  an  hour  after  the  messenger 
had  gone,  the  Count  returned  to  Blackwater  Park. 

The  Countess,  on  her  own  responsibility,  immediately 
brought  him  in  to  see  the  patient.  There  was  no  impropriety 
that  I  could  discover  in  her  taking  this  course.  His  lordship 
was  a  married  man  ;  he  was  old  enough  to  be  Miss  Hal- 
combe's  father ;  and  he  saw  her  in  the  presence  of  a  female 
relative,  Lady  Clyde's  aunt.  Mr.  Dawson  nevertheless  pro- 
tested against  his  presence  in  the  room ;  but,  I  could  plainly 
remark,  the  doctor  was  too  much  alarmed  to  make  any  serious 
resistance  on  this  occasion. 

The  poor  suffering  lady  was  past  knowing  any  one  about 
her.  She  seemed  to  take  her  friends  for  enemies.  When  the 
Count  approached  her  bedside,  her  eyes,  which  had  been  wan- 
dering incessantly  round  and  round  the  room  before,  settled 
on  his  face,  with  a  dreadful  stare  of  terror,  which  I  shall 
remember  to  my  dying  day.  The  Count  sat  down  by  her; 
felt  her  pulse,  and  her  temples;  looked  at  her  very  attentively; 
and  then  turned  round  upon  the  doctor  with  such  an  expres- 
sion of  indignation  and  contempt  in  his  face,  that  the  words 
failed  on  Mr.  Dawson's  lips,  and  he  stood,  for  a  moment, 
pale  with  anger  and  alarm — pale  and  perfectly  speechless. 

His  lordship  looked  next  at  me. 

'  When  did  the  change  happen  ?  '  he  tisked. 

I  told  him  the  time. 

'  Has  Lady  Glyde  been  in  the  room  since  ? ' 

I  replied  that  she  had  not.  The  doctor  had  absolutely 
forbidden  her  to  come  into  the  room,  on  the  evening  before, 
and  had  repeated  the  order  again  in  the  morning, 

'  Have  you  and  Mrs.  Rubelle  been  made  aware  of  the  full 
extent  of  the  mischief?' — was  his  next  question. 

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We  were  aware,  I  answered,  that  the  malady  was  con- 
sidered infectious.  He  stopped  me,  before  I  could  add  any- 
thing" more. 

'  It  is  Typlius  Fever,'  he  said. 

In  the  minute  that  passed,  wliile  these  questions  and 
answers  were  going  on,  Mr.  Dawson  recovered  himself,  and 
addressed  the  Count  v^^ith  his  customary  firmness. 

'  It  is  not  typhus  fever,'  he  remarked  sharply.  *  I  protest 
against  this  intrusion,  sir.  No  one  has  a  right  to  put 
questions  here,  but  me.  I  have  done  my  duty  to  the  best  of 
my  ability ' 

The  Count  interrupted  him — not  by  words,  but  only  by 
pointing'  to  the  bed.  Mr.  Dawson  seemed  to  feel  that  silent 
contradiction  to  his  assertion  of  his  own  ability,  and  to  grow 
only  the  more  angry  under  it. 

'  I  say  I  have  done  my  duty,'  he  reiterated.  '  A  physician 
has  been  sent  for  from  London.  I  will  consult  on  the  nature 
of  the  fever  with  him,  and  with  no  one  else.  I  insist  on  your 
leaving  the  room.' 

'  I  entered  this  room,  sir,  in  the  sacred  interests  of 
humanity,'  said  the  Count.  *  And  in  the  same  interests,  if 
the  coming  of  the  physician  is  delayed,  I  will  enter  it  again. 
I  warn  you  once  more  that  the  fever  has  turned  to  typhus, 
and  that  5'our  treatment  is  responsible  for  this  lamentable 
change.  If  that  unhappy  lady  dies,  I  will  give  my  testimony 
in  a  court  of  justice  that  your  ignorance  and  obstinacy  have 
been  the  cause  of  her  death.' 

Before  Mr.  Dawson  could  answer,  before  the  Count  could 
leave  us,  the  door  was  opened  from  the  sitting-room,  and  we 
saw  Lady  Clyde  on  the  threshold. 

'  I  7mLst,  and  'will  come  in,'  she  said,  with  extraordinary 
firmness. 

Instead  of  stopping  her,  the  Count  moved  into  the  sitting- 
room,  and  made  way  for  her  to  ^o  in.  On  all  other  occa- 
sions, he  was  the  last  man  in  the  world  to  forget  anvthing ; 
but,  in  the  surprise  of  the  moment,  he  apparently  forgot  the 
danger  of  infection  from  typhus,  and  the  urgent  necessity  of 
forcing  Lady  Clyde  to  take  proper  care  of  herself. 

To  my  astonishment,  Mr.  Dav^^son  showed  more  presence 
of  mind.  He  stopped  her  ladyship  at  the  first  step  she  took 
towards  the  bedside.  '  I  am  sincerely  sorry,  I  am  sincerely 
grieved,'  he  said.  'The  fever"  may,  I  fear,  be  infectious^ 
Until  I  am  certain  that  it  is  not,  I  entreat  you  to  keep  out  of 
the  room.' 

She  struggled  for  a  moment ;  then  suddenly  dropped  her 


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arms,  and  sank  forward.  She  had  tainted.  The  Countess 
and  I  took  her  from  the  doctor,  and  carried  her  into  her  own 
room.  The  Count  preceded  us,  and  waited  in  the  passage, 
till  I  came  out,  and  told  him  that  we  had  recovered  her  from 
the  swoon. 

I  went  back  to  the  doctor  to  tell  him,  by  Lady  Clyde's 
desire,  that  she  insisted  on  speaking-  to  him  immediately. 
He  withdrew  at  once  to  quiet  her  ladyship's  agitation,  and 
to  assure  her  of  the  physician's  arrival  in  the  course  of  a  few 
hours.  Those  hours  passed  very  slowly.  Sir  Percival  and 
the  Count  were  together  down  stairs,  and  sent  up,  from  time 
to  time,  to  make  their  inquiries.  At  last,  between  five  and 
six  o'clock,  to  our  great  relief,  the  physician  came. 

He  was  a  younger  man  than  Mr.  Dawson  ;  very  serious, 
and  very  decided.  What  he  thought  of  the  previous  treat- 
ment, I  cannot  say ;  but  it  struck  me  as  curious  that  he  put 
many  more  questions  to  myself  and  to  Mrs.  Rubelle  than  he 
put  to  the  doctor,  and  that  he  did  not  appear  to  listen  with 
much  interest  to  what  Mr.  Dawson  said,  while  he  was  ex- 
amining Mr.  Dawson's  patient.  I  began  to  suspect,  from 
what  I  observed  in  this  way,  that  the  Count  had  been  right 
about  the  illness  all  the  way  through  ;  and  I  was  naturally 
confirmed  in  that  idea,  when  Mr.  Dawson,  after  some  little 
delay,  asked  the  one  important  question  which  the  London 
doctor  had  been  sent  for  to  set  at  rest. 

'  What  is  your  opinion  of  the  fever  ?  '  he  inquired. 

'Typhus,' replied  the  physician.  'Typhus  fever  beyond 
all  doubt.' 

That  quiet  foreign  person,  Mrs.  Rubelle,  crossed  her  thin, 
brown  hands  in  front  of  her,  and  looked  at  me  with  a  very 
significant  smile.  The  Count  himself  could  hardly  have 
appeared  more  gratified,  if  he  had  been  present  in  the  room, 
and  had  heard  the  confirmation  of  his  own  opinion. 

After  giving  us  some  useful  directions  about  the  manage- 
ment of  the  patient,  and  mentioning  that  he  would  come 
again  in  five  days'  time,  the  physician  withdrew  to  consult  in 
private  with  Mr.  Dawson.  He  would  offer  no  opinion  on 
Miss  Halcombe's  chances  of  recovery  :  he  said  it  was  im- 
possible at  that  stage  of  the  illness  to  pronounce,  one  way  or 
the  other. 

The  five  days  passed  anxiously. 

Countess  Fosco  and  myself  took  it  by  turns  to  relieve 
Mrs.  Rubelle ;  Miss  Halcombe's  condition  growing  worse 
and  worse,  and  requiring  our  utmost  care  and  attention.     It 

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was  a  terribly  trying-  time.  Lady  Clyde  (supported,  as  Mr. 
Dawson  said,  by  the  constant  strain  of  her  suspense  on  her 
sister's  account)  rallied  in  the  most  extraordinary  manner, 
and  showed  a  firmness  and  determination  for  which  I  should 
myself  never  have  g-iven  her  credit.  She  insisted  on  coming 
into  the  sick-room,  two  or  three  times  every  day,  to  look  at 
Miss  Halcombe  with  her  own  eyes  ;  promising-  not  to  go  too 
close  to  the  bed,  if  the  doctor  would  consent  to  her  wishes, 
so  far.  Mr.  Dawson  very  unwillingly  made  the  concession 
required  of  him  :  I  think  he  saw  that  it  was  hopeless  to  dis- 
pute with  her.  She  came  in  every  day ;  and  she  self- 
denyingly  kept  her  promise.  I  felt  it  personally  so  distressing 
(as  reminding-  me  of  my  own  affliction  during  my  husband's 
last  illness)  to  see  how  she  suffered  under  these  circum- 
stances, that  I  must  beg  not  to  dwell  on  this  part  of  the 
subject  any  longer.  It  is  more  agreeable  to  me  to  mention 
that  no  fresh  disputes  took  place  between  Mr.  Dawson  and 
the  Count.  His  lordship  made  all  his  inquiries  by  deputy  ; 
and  remained  continually  in  company  with  Sir  Percival, 
down  stairs. 

On  the  fifth  day,  the  physician  came  again,  and  gave  us 
a  little  hope.  He  said  the  tenth  day  from  the  first  appearance 
of  the  typhus  would  probably  decide  the  result  of  the  illness, 
and  he  arranged  for  his  third  visit  to  take  place  on  that  date. 
The  interval  passed  as  before — except  that  the  Count  went 
to  London  again,  one  morning,  and  returned  at  night. 

On  the  tenth  day  it  pleased  a  merciful  Providence  to 
relieve  our  household  from  all  further  anxiety  and  alarm. 
The  physician  positively  assured  us  that  Miss  Halcombe  was 
out  of  danger.  '  She  wants  no  doctor,  now — all  she  requires 
is  careful  watching  and  nursing,  for  some  time  to  come  ;  and 
that  I  see  she  has.'  Those  were  his  own  words.  That 
evening  I  read  my  husband's  touching  sermon  on  Recovery 
from  Sickness,  with  more  happiness  and  advantage  (in  a 
spiritual  point  of  view)  than  I  evev  remember  to  have  derived 
from  it  before. 

The  effect  of  the  g-ood  news  on  poor  Lady  Clyde  was,  I 
grieve  to  say,  quite  overpowering.  She  was  too  weak  to 
bear  the  violent  reaction  ;  and  in  another  day  or  two,  she 
sank  into  a  state  of  debility  and  depression,  which  obliged 
her  to  keep  her  room.  Rest  and  quiet,  and  change  of  air 
afterwards,  were  the  best  remedies  which  Mr.  Dawson  could 
suggest  for  her  benefit.  It  was  fortunate  that  matters  were 
no  worse,  for,  on  the  very  day  after  she  took  to  her  room, 
the  Count  and  the  doctor  had  another  disagreement ;  and, 

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this  time,  the  dispute  between  them  was  of  so  serious  a 
nature,  that  Mr.  Dawson  left  the  house. 

I  was  not  present  at  the  time ;  but  I  understood  that  the 
subject  of  dispute  was  the  amount  of  nourishment  which 
it  was  necessary  to  give  to  assist  Miss  Halcombe's  conval- 
escence, after  the  exhaustion  of  the  fever.  Mr.  Dawson, 
now  that  his  patient  was  safe,  was  less  inclined  than  ever  to 
submit  to  unprofessional  interference  ;  and  the  Count  (I  can- 
not imagine  why)  lost  all  the  self-control  which  he  had  so 
judiciously  preserved  on  former  occasions,  and  taunted  the 
doctor,  over  and  over  again,  with  his  mistake  about  the  fever, 
when  it  changed  to  typhus.  The  unfortunate  affair  ended  in 
Mr.  Dawson's  appealing  to  Sir  Percival,  and  threatening 
(now  that  he  could  leave  without  absolute  danger  to  Miss 
Halcombe)  to  withdrav/  from  his  attendance  at  Blackwater 
Park,  if  the  Count's  interference  was  not  peremptorily  sup- 
pressed from  that  moment.  Sir  Percival's  reply  (though  not 
designedly  uncivil)  had  only  resulted  in  making  matters 
worse ;  and  Mr.  Dawson  had  thereupon  withdrawn  from  the 
house,  in  a  state  of  extreme  indignation  at  Count  Fosco's 
usage  of  him,  and  had  sent  in  his  bill  the  next  morning. 

We  were  now,  therefore,  left  without  the  attendance  of  a 
medical  man.  Although  there  was  no  actual  necessity  for 
another  doctor — nursing  and  watching  being,  as  the  physician 
had  observed,  all  that  Miss  Halcombe  required — I  should 
still,  if  my  authority  had  been  consulted,  have  obtained  pro- 
fessional assistance,  from  some  other  quarter,  for  form's 
sake. 

The  matter  did  not  seem  to  strike  Sir  Percival  in  that 
light.  He  said  it  would  be  time  enough  to  send  for  another 
doctor,  if  Miss  Halcombe  showed  any  signs  of  a  relapse.  In 
the  mean  while,  we  had  the  Count  to  consult  in  any  minor 
difficulty  ;  and  we  need  not  unnecessarily  disturb  our  patient, 
in  her  present  weak  and  nervous  condition,  by  the  presence 
of  a  stranger  at  her  bedside.  There  was  much  that  was 
reasonable,  no  doubt,  in  these  considerations  ;  but  they  left 
me  a  little  anxious,  nevertheless.  Nor  was  I  quite  satisfied, 
in  my  own  mind,  of  the  propriety  of  our  concealing  the 
doctor's  absence,  as  we  did,  from  Lady  Clyde.  It  was  a 
merciful  deception,  I  admit — for  she  was  in  no  state  to  bear 
any  fresh  anxieties.  But  still  it  was  a  deception  ;  and,  as 
such,  to  a  person  of  my  principles,  at  best  a  doubtful 
proceeding. 

A  second  perplexing  circumstance  which  happened  on  the 

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same  day,  and  which  took  me  completely  by  surprise,  added 
greatly  to  the  sense  of  uneasiness  that  was  now  weighing  on 
my  mind. 

I  was  sent  for  to  see  Sir  Percival  in  the  Hbrary.  The 
Count,  who  was  with  him  when  I  went  in,  immediately  rose 
and  left  us  alone  together.  Sir  Percival  civilly  asked  me  to 
take  a  seat ;  and  then,  to  my  great  astonishment,  addressed 
me  in  these  terms  : 

'  I  want  to  speak  to  you,  Mrs.  Michelson,  about  a  matter 
which  I  decided  on  some  time  ago,  and  which  I  should  have 
mentioned  before,  but  for  the  sickness  and  trouble  in  the 
house.  In  plain  words,  I  have  reasons  for  wishing  to  break 
up  my  establishment  immediately  at  this  place — leaving  j^ou 
in  charge,  of  course,  as  usual.  As  soon  as  Lady  Clyde  and 
Miss  Halcombe  can  travel,  they  must  both  have  change  of 
air.  My  friends.  Count  Fosco  and  the  Countess,  will  leave 
us,  before  that  time,  to  live  in  the  neighbourhood  of  London. 
And  I  have  reasons  for  not  opening  the  house  to  any  more 
company,  with  a  view  to  economising  as  carefully  as  I  can. 
I  don't  blame  you — but  my  expenses  here  are  a  great  deal  too 
heavy.  In  short,  I  shall  sell  the  horses,  and  get  rid  of  all 
the  servants,  at  once.  I  never  do.  things  by  halves,  as  you 
know  ;  and  I  mean  to  have  the  house  clear  of  a  pack  of  use- 
less people  by  this  time  to-morrow.' 

I  listened  to  him,  perfectly  aghast  with  astonishment. 

'  Do  you  mean,  Sir  Percival,  that  I  am  to  dismiss  the  in- 
door servants,  under  my  charge,  without  the  usual  month's 
warning  ?  '  I  asked. 

*  Certainly,  I  do.  We  may  all  be  out  of  the  house  before 
another  month  ;  and  I  am  not  going  to  leave  the  servants 
here  in  idleness,  with  no  master  to  wait  on.' 

'  Who  is  to  do  the  cooking,  Sir  Percival,  while  you  are 
still  staying  here  ? ' 

'  Margaret  Porcher  can  roast  and  boil — keep  her.  What 
do  I  want  with  a  cook,  if  I  don't  mean  to  give  any  dinner- 
parties ? ' 

'  The  servant  you  have  mentioned  is  the  most  unintelligent 
servant  in  the  house,  Sir  Percival ' 

'  Keep  her,  I  tell  you  ;  and  have  a  woman  in  from  the 
village  to  do  the  cleaning,  and  go  away  again.  My  weekly 
expenses  must  and  shall  be  lowered  immediately.  I  don't 
send  for  you  to  make  objections,  Mrs.  Michelson — I  send  for 
you  to  carry  out  my  plans  of  economy.  Dismiss  the  whole 
lazy  pack  of  in-door  servants  to-morrow,  except  Porcher.  She 
is  as  strong  as  a  horse — and  Vv-e'll  make  her  work  like  a  horse.' 

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*  You  will  excuse  me  for  reminding  you,  Sir  Percival,  that  If 
the  servants  go  to-morrow,  they  must  have  a  month's  wages 
in  lieu  of  a  month's  warning.' 

'  Let  them  !  A  month's  wages  saves  a  month's  waste  and 
gluttony  in  the  servants'-hall.' 

This  last  remark  conveyed  an  aspersion  of  the  most 
offensive  kind  on  my  management.  1  had  too  much  self- 
respect  to  defend  myself  under  so  gross  an  imputation. 
Christian  consideration  for  the  helpless  position  of  Miss 
Halcombe  and  Lady  Clyde,  and  for  the  serious  inconvenience 
which  my  sudden  absence  might  inflict  on  them,  alone  pre- 
vented me  from  resigning  my  situation  on  the  spot.  I  rose 
immediately.  It  would  have  lowered  me  in  my  own  estima- 
tion to  have  permitted  the  interview  to  continue  a  moment 
longer. 

'  After  that  last  rem.ark,  Sir  Percival,  I  have  nothing  more 
to  say.  Your  directions  shall  be  attended  to.'  Pronouncing 
those'  words,  I  bowed  my  head  with  the  most  distant  respect, 
and  went  out  of  the  room. 

The  next  day,  the  servants  left  in  a  body.  Sir  Percival 
himself  dismissed  the  grooms  and  stablemen  ;  sending  them, 
W'ith  all  the  horses  but  one,  to  London.  Of  the  whole 
domestic  establishment,  in-doors  and  out,  there  now  remained 
only  myself,  Margaret  Porcher,  and  the  gardener  ;  this  last 
living  in  his  own  cottage,  and  being  wanted  to  take  care  of 
the  one  horse  that  remained  in  the  stables. 

With  the  house  left  in  this  strange  and  lonely  condition  ; 
with  the  mistress  of  it  ill  in  her  room  ;  with  Miss  Halcombe 
still  as  helpless  as  a  child  ;  and  with  the  doctor's  attendance 
withdrawn  from  us  in  enmity — it  was  surely  not  unnatural 
that  my  spirits  should  sink,  and  my  customary  composure  be 
very  hard  to  maintain.  My  mind  was  ill  at  ease.  I  wished 
the  poor  ladies  both  well  again  ;  and  I  wished  myself  away 
from  Blackwater  Park. 


U. 

The  next  event  that  occurred  was  of  so  singular  a  nature, 
that  it  might  have  caused  me  a  feeling  of  superstitious  surprise, 
if  my  mind  had  not  been  fortified  by  principle  against  any 
pagan  weakness  of  that  sort.  The  uneasy  sense  of  some- 
thing wrong  in  the  family  which  had  made  me  wish  myself 
away  from  Blackwater  Park,  was  actually  followed,  strange 
to  say,  by  my  departure  from  the  house.     It  is  true  that  my 


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absence  was  for  a  temporary  period  only  :  but  the  coincidence 
was,  in  my  opinion,  not  the  less  remarkable  on  that  account. 

My  departure  took  place  under  the  following-  circum- 
stances : 

A  day  or  two  after  the  servants  all  left,  I  was  again  sent 
for  to  see  Sir  Percival,  The  undeserved  slur  which  he  had 
cast  on  my  management  of  the  household,  did  not,  I  am 
happy  to  say,  prevent  me  from  returning  good  for  evil  to  the 
best  of  my  abilit}',  by  complying  with  his  request  as  readily 
and  respectfully  as  ever.  It  cost  me  a  struggle  with  that 
fallen  nature  which  we  all  share  in  common,  before  I  could 
suppress  my  feelings.  Being  accustomed  to  self-discipline,  I 
accomplished  the  sacrifice. 

I  found  Sir  Percival  and  Count  Fosco  sitting  together, 
again.  On  this  occasion  his  lordship  remained  present  at  the 
interview,  and  assisted  in  the  development  of  Sir  Percival's 
views. 

The  subject  to  which  they  now  requested  my  attention, 
related  to  the  healthy  change  of  air  by  which  we  all  hoped 
that  Miss  Halcombe  and  Lady  Glyde  might  soon  be  enabled 
to  profit.  Sir  Percival  mentioned  that  both  the  ladies  would 
probably  pass  the  autumn  (by  invitation  of  Frederick  Fairlie, 
Esquire)  at  Limmeridge  House,  Cumberland.  But  before 
they  went  there,  it  was  his  opinion,  confirmed  by  Count  Fosco 
(who  here  took  up  the  conversation  and  continued  it  to  the 
end),  that  they  would  benefit  by  a  short  residence  first  in  the 
genial  clim.ate  of  Torquay.  The  great  object,  therefore,  was 
to  engage  lodgings  at  that  place,  affording  all  the  comforts 
and  advantages  of  which  they  stood  in  need  ;  and  the  great 
difficulty  was  to  find  an  experienced  person  capable  of 
choosing  the  sort  of  residence  which  they  wanted.  In  this 
emergency,  the  Count  begged  to  inquire,  on  Sir  Percival's 
behalf,  whether  I  would  object  to  give  the  ladies  the  benefit 
of  my  assistance,  by  proceeding  myself  to  Torquay  in  their 
interests. 

It  was  impossible  for  a  person  in  my  situation,  to  meet 
any  proposal,  made  in  these  terms,  with  a  positive  ob- 
jection. 

I  could  only  venture  to  represent  the  serious  inconvenience 
of  my  leaving  Blackwater  Park,  in  the  extraordinary  absence 
of  all  the  in-door  servants  with  the  one  exception  of  Margaret 
Porcher.  But  Sir  Percival  and  his  lordship  declared  that  they 
were  both  willing  to  put  up  with  inconvenience  for  the  sake 
of  the  invalids.  I  next  respectfully  suggested  writing  to  an 
agent  at  Torquay  ;  but  I  was  met  here  by  being  reminded  of 

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the  imprudence  of  taking  lodgings  without  first  seeing  them. 
I  was  also  informed  that  the  Countess  (who  would  otherwise 
have  gone  to  Devonshire  herself)  could  not,  in  Lady  Clyde's 
present  condition,  leave  her  niece  ;  and  that  Sir  Percival  and 
the  Count  had  business  to  transact  together,  vrhich  would 
oblige  them  to  remain  at  Blackwater  Park.  In  short,  it  was 
clearly  shown  me,  that  if  I  did  not  undertake  the  errand,  no 
one  else  could  be  trusted  with  it.  Under  these  circumstances, 
I  could  only  inform  Sir  Percival  that  my  services  were  at  the 
disposal  of  Miss  Halcombe  and  Lady  Clyde. 

It  was  thereupon  arranged  that  I  should  leave  the  next 
morning  ;  that  I  should  occupy  one  or  two  days  in  examining 
all  the  most  convenient  houses  in  Torquay  ;  and  that  I  should 
return,  with  my  report,  as  soon  as  I  conveniently  could.  A 
memorandum  was  written  for  me  by  his  lordship,  stating  the 
requisites  which  the  place  I  v/as  sent  to  take  must  be  found  to 
possess  ;  and  a  note  of  the  pecuniary  limit  assigned  to  me,  was 
added  by  Sir  Percival. 

My  own  idea,  on  reading  over  these  instructions,  was,  that 
no  such  residence  as  I  saw  described  could  be  found  at  any 
watering-place  in  England ;  and  that,  even  if  it  could  by 
chance  be  discovered,  it  would  certainly  not  be  parted  with 
for  any  period,  on  such  terms  as  I  was  permitted  to  offer.  I 
hinted  at  these  difficulties  to  both  the  gentlemen  ;  but  Sir 
Percival  (who  undertook  to  answer  me)  did  not  appear  to  feel 
them.  It  was  not  for  me  to  dispute  the  question.  I  said  no 
more  ;  but  I  felt  a  very  strong  conviction  that  the  business 
on  which  I  was  sent  away  was  so  beset  by  difficulties  that 
my  errand  was  almost  hopeless  at  starting. 

Before  I  left,  I  took  care  to  satisfy  myself  that  Miss  Hal- 
combe was  going  on  favourably. 

There  was  a  painful  expression  of  anxiety  in  her  face, 
which  made  me  fear  that  her  mind,  on  first  recovering  itself, 
was  not  at  ease.  But  she  was  certainly  strengthening  more 
rapidly  than  I  could  have  ventured  to  anticipate  ;  and  she  was 
able  to  send  kind  messages  to  Lady  Clyde,  saying  that  she 
was  fast  getting  well,  and  entreating  her  ladyship  not  to 
exert  herself  again  too  soon.  I  left  her  in  charge  of  Mrs. 
Rubelle,  who  was  still  as  quietly  independent  of  every  one 
else  in  the  house  as  ever.  When  I  knocked  at  Lady  Clyde's 
door,  before  going  away,  I  was  told  that  she  was  still  sadly 
weak  and  depressed  ;  my  informant  being  the  Countess,  who 
was  then  keeping  her  company  in  her  room.  Sir  Percival  and 
the  Count  were  walking  on  the  road  to  the  lodge,  as  I  was 
driven  by  in  the  chaise.     I  bov.-ed  to  them,  and  quitted  the 


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house,  with  not  a  livhig  soul  left  in  the  servants'  offices  but 
Margaret  Porcher. 

Every  one  must  feel,  what  I  have  felt  myself  since  that 
tiir.e,  that  these  circumstances  were  more  than  unusual — they 
were  almost  suspicious.  Let  me,  however,  say  again,  that  it 
was  impossible  for  me,  in  my  dependent  position,  to  act 
otherwise  than  I  did. 

The  result  of  my  errand  at  Torquay  was  exactly  what  I 
had  foreseen.  No  such  lodgings  as  I  was  instructed  to  take 
could  be  found  in  the  whole  place  ;  and  the  terms  I  was  per- 
mitted to  give  were  much  too  low  for  the  purpose,  even  if  I 
had  been  able  to  discover  what  I  wanted.  I  accordingly  re- 
turned to  Blackwater  Park  ;  and  informed  Sir  Percival,  who 
met  me  at  the  door,  that  my  journey  had  been  taken  in  vain. 
He  seemed  too  much  occupied  with  some  other  subject  to 
care  about  the  failure  of  my  errand,  and  his  first  words  in- 
formed me  that  even  in  the  short  time  of  my  absence,  another 
remarkable  change  had  taken  place  in  the  house. 

The  Count  and  Countess  Fosco  had  left  Blackwater  Park 
for  their  new  residence  in  St.  John's  Wood. 

I  was  not  made  aware  of  the  motive  for  this  sudden 
departure — I  was  only  told  that  the  Count  had  been  very  par- 
ticular in  leaving  his  kind  compliments  to  me.  When  I  ven- 
tured on  asking  Sir  Percival  whether  Lady  Clyde  had  any  one 
to  attend  to  her  comforts  in  the  absence  of  the  Countess,  he 
replied  that  she  had  Margaret  Porcher  to  wait  on  her  ;  and 
he  added  that  a  woman  from  the  village  had  been  sent  for  to 
do  the  work  down  stairs. 

The  answer  really  shocked  me — there  was  such  a  glaring 
impropriety  in  permitting  an  under-housemaid  to  fill  the  place 
of  confidential  attendant  on  Lady  Clyde.  I  went  up-stairs  at 
once,  and  met  Margaret  on  the  bedroom-landing-.  Her  ser- 
vices had  not  been  required  (naturally  enough)  ;  her  mistress 
having  sufficiently  recovered,  that  morning,  to  be  able  to 
leave  her  bed.  I  asked,  next,  after  Miss  Halcombe  ;  but  I 
was  answered  in  a  slouching,  sulky  w^ay,  which  left  me  no 
wiser  than  I  was  before.  I  did  not  choose  to  repeat  the  ques- 
tion, and  perhaps  provoke  an  impertinent  reply.  It  was  in 
every  respect  more  becoming,  to  a  person  in  my  position,  to 
present  myself  immediately  in  Lady  Clyde's  room. 

I  found  that  her  ladyship  had  certainly  gained  in  health 
during  the  last  few  days.  Although  still  sadly  weak  and  ner- 
vous, she  was  able  to  get  up  without  assistance,  and  to  walk 
slov.ly  about  her  room,  feeling  no  worse  effect  from  the  exertion 
than  a  slight  sensation  of  fatigue.    She  had  been  made  a  little 

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anxious  that  morning  about  Miss  Halcombe,  through  having 
received  no  news  of  her  from  any  one.  I  thought  this  seemed 
to  imply  a  blamable  want  of  attention  on  the  part  of  Mrs. 
Rubelle  ;  but  I  said  nothing,  and  remained  with  Lady  Glyde, 
to  assist  her  to  dress.  When  she  was  ready,  we  both  left  the 
room  together  to  go  to  Miss  Halcombe. 

We  were  stopped  in  the  passage  by  the  appearance  of  Sir 
Percival.  He  looked  as  if  he  had  been  purposely  waiting 
there  to  see  us. 

'  Where  are  you  going  ?  '  he  said  to  Lady  Glydc. 

'To  Marian's  room,'  she  answered. 

'  It  may  spare  you  a  disappointment,'  remarked  Sir 
Percival,  '  if  I  tell  you  at  once  that  you  will  not  find  her 
there.' 

'  Not  find  her  there  ! ' 

'  No.  She  left  the  house  yesterday  morning  with  Fosco 
and  his  wife.' 

Lady  Glyde  was  not  strong  enough  to  bear  the  surprise  of 
this  extraordinary  statement.  She  turned  fearfully  pale  ;  and 
leaned  back  against  the  wall,  looking-  at  her  husband  in  dead 
silence. 

I  was  so  astonished  myself,  that  I  hardly  knew  what  to 
say.  I  asked  Sir  Percival  if  he  really  meant  that  Miss 
Halcombe  had  left  Blackwater  Park. 

*  I  certainly  mean  it,'  he  answered. 

'  In  her  state.  Sir  Percival !  Without  mentioning  her 
intentions  to  Lady  Glyde  ! ' 

Before  he  could  reply,  her  ladyship  recovered  herself 
a  little,  and  spoke. 

'  Impossible  ! '  she  cried  out,  in  a  loud,  frightened  manner  ; 
taking  a  step  or  two  forward  from  the  wall.  '  Where  was 
the  doctor  ?  where  was  Mr.  Dawson  when  Marian  went 
away  ? ' 

'Mr.  Dawson  wasn't  wanted,  and  wasn't  here,'  said  Sir 
Percival.  '  He  left  of  his  own  accord,  which  is  enough  of 
itself  to  show  that  she  was  strong  enough  to  travel.  How 
you  stare  !  If  you  don't  believe  she  has  gone,  look  for  yoiu^- 
self.  Open  her  room  door,  and  all  the  other  room  doors,  if 
you  like.' 

She  took  him  at  his  word,  and  I  followed  her.  There 
was  no  one  in  Miss  Halcombe's  room  but  Margaret  Porcher, 
who  was  busy  setting  it  to  rights.  There  w^as  no  one  in  the 
spare  rooms,  or  the  dressing-rooms,  when  we  looked  into 
them  afterwards.  Sir  Percival  still  waited  for  us  in  the 
passage.     As  we  were  leaving  the  last  room  that  we  had 

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examined,  Lady  Clyde  whispered,  '  Don't  go,  Mrs.  Michelson  ! 
don't  leave  me,  for  God's  sake ! '  Before  I  could  say  anything- 
in  return,  she  was  out  again  in  the  passag'e,  speaking  to  her 
husband. 

*  W^hat  does  it  mean,  Sir  Percival  ?  I  insist — I  beg  and 
pray  you  will  tell  me  what  it  means  !  ' 

'  It  means,'  he  answered,  '  that  Miss  Halcombe  was  strongs 
enough  yesterday  morning  to  sit  up,  and  be  dressed  ;  and 
that  she  insisted  on  taking  advantage  of  Fosco's  going  to 
London,  to  go  there  too.' 

'  To  London  !  ' 

'  Yes — on  her  way  to  Limmeridge.' 

Lady  Glyde  turned,  and  appealed  to  me. 

'You  saw  Miss  Halcombe  last,'  she  said.  'Tell  me 
plainly,  Mrs.  Michelson,  did  you  think  she  looked  fit  to 
travel'?  ' 

'  Not  in  niy  opinion,  your  ladyship.' 

Sir  Percival,  on  his  side,  instantly  turned,  and  appealed 
to  me  also. 

'Before  you  went  away,'  he  said,  'did  you,  or  did  you 
not,  tell  the  nurse  that  Miss  Halcombe  looked  much  stronger 
and  better  ?  ' 

'  I  certainly  made  the  remark.  Sir  Percival.' 

He  addressed  her  ladyship  again,  the  moment  I  offered 
that  reply. 

'  Set  one  of  Mrs.  Michelson's  opinions  fairly  against  the 
other,'  he  said,  '  and  try  to  be  reasonable  about  a  perfectly 
plain  matter.  If  she  had  not  been  well  enough  to  be  moved, 
do  you  think  we  should  any  of  us  have  risked  letting  her  g-o  ? 
She  has  got  three  competent  people  to  look  after  her — Fosco 
and  your  aunt,  and  Mrs.  Rubelle,  who  went  away  with  them 
expressly  for  that  purpose.  They  took  a  whole  carriage 
yesterday,  and  made  a  bed  for  her  on  the  seat,  in  case  she 
felt  tired.  To-day,  Fosco  and  Mrs.  Rubelle  go  on  with  her 
themselves  to  Cumberland ' 

'  Why  does  Marian  go  to  Limmeridge,  and  leave  me  here 
by  myself?  '  said  her  ladyship,  interrupting  Sir  Percival. 

'  Because  your  uncle  won't  receive  you  till  he  has  seen 
your  sister  first,'  he  replied.  '  Have  you  forgotten  the  letter 
he  wrote  to  her,  at  the  beginning  of  her  illness  ?  It  was 
shown  to  you;  you  read  it  yourself;  and  you  ought  to 
remember  it.' 

'  I  do  remember  it.' 

'  If  you  do,  why  should  you  be  surprised  at  her  leaving- 
you  ?     You  want  to  be  back  at   Limmeridge ;  and  she  has 

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gone  there  to  get  your  uncle's  leave  for  you,  on  his  own 
terms.' 

Poor  Lady  Glyde's  eyes  filled  with  tears. 

'  Marian  never  left  me  before,'  she  said,  'without  bidding 
me  good-by.' 

'  She  would  have  bid  you  good-by  this  time,'  returned 
Sir  Percival,  '  if  she  had  not  been  afraid  of  herself  and  of  you. 
She  knew  you  would  try  to  stop  her  ;  she  knew  you  would 
distress  her  by  crying.  Do  you  want  to  make  any  more 
objections  ?  If  you  do,  you  must  come  down  stairs  and  ask 
questions  in  the  dining-room.  These  worries  upset  me.  I 
Vv'ant  a  glass  of  wine.' 

He  left  us  suddenly. 

His  manner  all  through  this  strange  conversation  had 
been  very  unlike  what  it  usually  was.  He  seemed  to  be 
almost  as  nervous  and  fluttered,  every  now  and  then,  as  his 
lady  herself.  I  should  never  have  supposed  that  his  health 
h:id  been  so  delicate,  or  his  composure  so  easy  to  upset. 

I  tried  to  prevail  on  Lady  Glyde  to  go  back  to  her  room  ; 
but  it  was  useless.  She  stopped  in  the  passage,  with  the 
look  of  a  woman  whose  mind  was  panic-stricken  : 

'  Something  has  happened  to  my  sister  !  '  she  said. 

'  Remember,  my  lady,  what  surprising  energy  there  is  in 
Miss  Halcombe,'  I  suggested.  'She  might  well  make  an 
effort  which  other  ladies,  in  her  situation,  would  be  unfit  for. 
I  hope  and  believe  there  is  nothing  wrong — I  do  indeed.' 

'  I  must  follow  Marian  ! '  said  her  ladyship,  with  the  same 
panic-stricken  look.  '  I  must  go  where  she  has  gone  ;  1 
must  see  that  she  is  alive  and  well  with  my  own  eyes.  Come  ! 
come  down  with  me  to  Sir  Percival.' 

I  hesitated  ;  fearing  that  my  presence  might  be  considered 
an  intrusion.  I  attempted  to  represent  this  to  her  ladyship  ; 
but  she  was  deaf  to  me.  She  held  my  arm  fast  enough  to 
force  me  to  go  down  stairs  with  her  ;  and  she  still  clung  to 
me  with  all  the  little  strength  she  had,  at  the  moment  when 
I  opened  the  dining-room  door. 

Sir  Percival  was  sitting  at  the  table  with  a  decanter  of 
wine  before  him.  He  raised  the  glass  to  his  lips,  as  w^e  went 
in,  and  drained  it  at  a  draught.  Seeing  that  he  looked  at  me 
angrily  when  he  put  it  down  again,  I  attempted  to  make 
some  apology  for  my  accidental  presence  in  the  room. 

'  Do  you  suppose  there  are  any  secrets  going  on 
here  ? '  he  broke  out,  suddenly  ;  '  there  are  none — there  is 
nothing  underhand  ;  nothing  kept  from  you  or  from  an}'^  one.' 
After  speaking  those  strange  words,  loudly  and  sternly,  he 

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filled  himself  another  glass  of  whie,  and  asked  Lady  Glyde 
what  she  wanted  of  him. 

'  If  my  sister  is  fit  to  travel,  I  am  fit  to  travel,'  said  her 
ladyship,  with  more  firmness  than  she  had  yet  shown.  '  I 
come  to  beg  you  will  make  allowances  for  my  anxiety  about 
Marian,  and  let  me  follow  her  at  once,  by  the  afternoon 
train.'  '■ 

'  You  must  wait  till  to-morrow,'  replied  Sir  Percival ;  '  and 
then,  if  you  don't  hear  to  the  contrary,  you  can  go.  I  don't 
suppose  you  are  at  all  likely  to  hear  to  the  contrary — so  I 
shall  write  to  Fosco  by  to-night's  post.' 

He  said  those  last  words,  holding  his  glass  up  to  the  light, 
and  looking  at  the  wine  in  it,  instead  of  at  Lady  Glyde.  In- 
deed, he  never  once  looked  at  her  throughout  the  conversa- 
tion. Such  a  singular  want  of  good  breeding  in  a  gentleman 
of  his  rank,  impressed  me,  I  own,  very  painfully. 

'  Why  should  you  write  to  Count  Fosco  ?  *  she  asked,  in 
extreme  surprise. 

'  To  tell  him  to  expect  you  by  the  mid-day  train,'  said 
Sir  Percival.  '  He  will  meet  you  at  the  station,  when  you 
get  to  London,  and  take  you  on  to  sleep  at  your  aunt's,  in 
St.  John's  Wood.' 

Lady  Clyde's  hand  began  to  tremble  violently  round  my 
arm — why  I  could  not  imagine. 

'  There  is  no  necessity  for  Count  Fosco  to  meet  me,'  she 
said.      '  I  would  rather  not  stay  in  London  to  sleep.' 

*  You  must.  You  can't  take  the  whole  journey  to  Cumber- 
land in  one  day.  You  must  rest  a  night  in  London — and  I 
don't  choose  you  to  go  by  yourself  to  an  hotel.  Fosco  made 
the  off"er  to  your  uncle  to  give  you  house-room  on  the  way 
down  ;  and  your  uncle  has  accepted  it.  Here  !  here  is  a 
letter  from  him,  addressed  to  yourself.  I  ought  to  have  sent 
it  up  this  morning  ;  but  I  forgot.  Read  it,  and  see  what  Mr. 
Fairlie  himself  says  to  you.' 

Lady  Glyde  looked  at  the  letter  for  a  moment  ;  and  then 
placed  it  in  my  hands. 

*  Read  it,'  she  said,  faintly.  'I  don't  know  what  is  the 
matter  with  me.     I  can't  read  it,  myself.' 

It  was  a  note  of  only  four  lines — so  short  and  so  careless, 
that  it  quite  struck  me.  If  I  remember  correctly,  it  contained 
no  more  than  these  words  : 

'  Dearest  Laura,  Please  come,  whenever  you  like.  Break 
the  journey  by  sleeping  at  your  aunt's  house.  Grieved  to 
hear  of  dear  Marian's  illness.  Affectionately  yours,  Frederick 
Fairlie.' 

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'  I  would  rather  not  go  there — I  would  rather  not  stay  a 
night  in  London,'  said  her  ladyship,  breaking  out  eagerly 
with  those  words,  before  I  had  quite  done  reading  the  note, 
short  as  it  was.  *  Don't  write  to  Count  Fosco  !  Pray,  pray 
don't  write  to  him  !  ' 

Sir  Percival  filled  another  glass  from  the  decanter,  so  awk- 
wardly that  he  upset  it,  and  spilt  all  the  wine  over  the  table. 

*  My  sight  seems  to  be  failing  me,'  he  muttered  to  himself,  in 
an  odd,  muffled  voice.  He  slowly  set  the  glass  up  again, 
refilled  it,  and  drained  it  once  more  at  a  draught.  I  began 
to  fear,  from  his  look  and  manner,  that  the  wine  was  getting 
into  his  head. 

'  Pray  don't  write  to  Count  Fosco  !  '  persisted  Lady 
Clyde,  more  earnestly  than  ever. 

*  Why  not,  I  should  like  to  know  ?  '  cried  Sir  Percival, 
with  a  sudden  burst  of  anger  that  startled  us  both.  '  Where 
can  you  stay  more  properly  in  London  than  at  the  place  your 
uncle  himself  chooses  for  you — at  your  aunt's  house  ?  Ask 
Mrs.  Michelson.' 

The  arrangement  proposed  was  so  unquestionably  the 
right  and  the  proper  one,  that  I  could  make  no  possible 
objection  to  it.  Much  as  I  S3'mpathized  with  Lady  Clyde  ir- 
other  respects,  I  could  not  sympathize  with  her  in  her  unjust 
prejudices  against  Count  Fosco.  I  never  before  met  with 
any  lady,  of  her  rank  and  station,  who  was  so  lamentably 
narrow-minded  on  the  subject  of  foreigners.  Neither  her 
uncle's  note,  nor  Sir  Percival's  increasing  impatience,  seemed 
to  have  the  least  eff"ect  on  her.  She  still  objected  to  staying 
a  night  in  London  ;  she  still  implored  her  husband  not  to 
write  to  the  Count. 

'  Drop  It  ! '  said  Sir  Percival,  rudely  turning  his  back  on 
us.  '  If  you  haven't  sense  enough  to  know  what  is  best  for 
yourself,  other  people  must  know  for  you.  The  arrangement 
IS  made  ;  and  there  is  an  end  of  it.  You  are  only  wanted  to 
do  what  Miss  Halcombe  has  done  before  you •' 

'  Marian  ?  '  repeated  her  ladyship,  in  a  bewildered  manner  ; 

*  Marian  sleeping  in  Count  Fosco's  house  ! ' 

'  Yes,  in  Count  Fosco's  house.  She  slept  there,  last  night, 
to  break  the  journey.  And  you  are  to  follow  her  example, 
and  do  what  your  uncle  tells  you.  You  are  to  sleep  at  Fosco's, 
to-morrow  night,  as  your  sister  did,  to  break  the  journey. 
Don't  throw  too  many  obstacles  in  my  way  !  don't  make  me 
repent  of  letting  you  go  at  all  ! ' 

He  started  to  his  feet  ;  and  suddenly  walked  out  Into  the 
verandah,  through  the  open  glass  doors. 

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*  Will  your  ladyship  excuse  me,'  I  whispered,  *  if  I  sug-g-est 
that  we  had  better  not  wait  here  till  Sir  Percival  comes  back  ? 
I  am  very  much  afraid  he  is  over-excited  with  wine.' 

She  consented  to  leave  the  room,  in  a  weary,  absent 
manner. 

As  soon  as  we  were  safe  up-stairs  again,  I  did  all  I  could 
to  compose  her  ladyship's  spirits.  I  reminded  her  that  Mr. 
Fairlie's  letters  to  Miss  Halcombe  and  to  herself  did  certainly 
sanction,  and  even  render  necessary,  sooner  or  later,  the 
course  that  had  been  taken.  She  agreed  to  this,  and  even 
admitted,  of  her  own  accord,  that  both  letters  were  strictly  in 
character  with  her  uncle's  peculiar  disposition — but  her  fears 
about  Miss  Halcombe,  and  her  unaccountable  dread  of  sleeping 
at  the  Count's  house  in  London,  still  remained  unshaken  in 
spite  of  every  consideration  that  I  could  urge.  I  thought  it 
my  duty  to  protest  against  Lady  Clyde's  unfavourable  opinion 
of  his  lordship,  and  I  did  so,  with  becoming  forbearance  and 
respect. 

*  Your  ladyship  will  pardon  my  freedom,'  I  remarked,  in 
conclusion,  'but  it  is  said,  "  by  their  fruits  ye  shall  know 
them."  I  am  sure  the  Count's  constant  kindness  and  constant 
attention  from  the  very  beginning  of  Miss  Halcombe's  illness, 
merit  our  best  confidence  and  esteem.  Even  his  lordship's 
serious  misunderstanding  with  Mr.  Dawson  was  entirely 
attributable  to  his  anxiety  on  Miss  Halcombe's  account.' 

'  What  misunderstanding  ?  '  inquired  her  ladyship,  Vvith  a 
look  of  sudden  interest. 

I  related  the  unhappy  circumstances  under  which  Mr. 
Dawson  had  withdrawn  his  attendance — mentioning  them  all 
the  more  readily,  because  I  disapproved  of  Sir  Percival's  con- 
tinuing to  conceal  what  had  happened  (as  he  had  done  in  my 
presence)  from  the  knowledg-e  of  Lady  Clyde. 

Her  ladyship  started  up,  with  every  appearance  of  being- 
additionally  agitated  and  alarmed  b}-  what  I  had  told  her. 

'  Worse  !  worse  than  I  thought  ! '  she  said,  walking  about 
the  room,  in  a  bewildered  manner.  '  The  Count  knew  Mr. 
Dawson  would  never  consent  to  Marian's  taking  a  journey — 
he  purposely  insulted  the  doctor  to  get  him  out  of  the  house.' 

'  Oh,  my  lady  !  my  lady  ! '   I  remonstrated. 

*  Mrs.  Michelson  ! '  she  went  on,  vehemently  ;  '  no  words 
that  ever  were  spoken  will  persuade  me  that  my  sister  is  in 
that  man's  power  and  in  that  man's  house,  with  her  own  con- 
sent. My  horror  of  him  is  such,  that  nothing  Sir  Percival 
could  say,  and  no  letters  my  uncle  could  write,  would  induce 
me,  if  I  had  only  my  own  feelings  to  consult,  to  eat,  drink,  or 

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sleep  under  his  roof.  But  my  misery  of  suspense  about 
Marian  gives  me  the  courag'e  to  follow  her  anywhere — to 
follow  her  even  into  Count  Fosco's  house.' 

I  thought  it  right,  at  this  point,  to  mention  that  Miss 
Halcombe  had  already  gone  on  to  Cumberland,  according  to 
Sir  Percival's  account  of  the  matter. 

'  I  am  afraid  to  believe  it ! '  answered  her  ladyship,  '  I  am 
afraid  she  is  still  in  that  man's  house.  If  I  am  wrong — if  she 
has  really  gone  on  to  Limm.eridge— I  am  resolved  I  will  not 
sleep  to-morrow  night  under  Count  Fosco's  roof.  My  dearest 
friend  in  the  world,  next  to  my  sister,  lives  near  London.  You 
have  heard  me,  you  have  heard  Miss  Halcombe,  speak  of 
Mrs.  Vesey  ?  I  mean  to  write,  and  propose  to  sleep  at  her 
house.  I  don't  know  how  I  shall  get  there — I  don't  know 
how  I  shall  avoid  the  Count — but  to  that  refuge  I  will  escape 
in  some  way,  if  my  sister  has  gone  to  Cumberland.  All  I 
ask  of  you  to  do,  is  to  see  yourself  that  my  letter  to  Mrs. 
Vesey  goes  to  London  to-night,  as  certainly  as  Sir  Percival's 
letter  goes  to  Count  Fosco.  I  have  reasons  for  not  trusting 
the  post-bag  down  stairs.  Will  you  keep  my  secret,  and  help 
me  in  this  ?  it  is  the  last  favour,  perhaps,  that  I  shall  ever 
ask  of  you.' 

I  hesitated — I  thought  it  all  very  strange — I  almost  feared 
that  her  ladyship's  mind  had  been  a  little  affected  by  recent 
anxiety  and  suffering-.  At  my  ovvu  risk,  however,  I  ended  by 
giving  my  consent.  If  the  letter  had  been  addressed  to  a 
stranger,  or  to  anyone  but  a  lady  so  well  known  to  me  by 
report  as  Mrs.  Vesey,  I  might  have  refused.  I  thank  God — • 
looking  to  what  happened  afterwards— I  thank  God  I  never 
thwarted  that  v\-ish,  or  any  other,  which  Lady  Glyde  expressed 
to  me,  on  the  last  day  of  her  residence  at  Blackwater  Park. 

The  letter  was  written,  and  given  into  my  hands.  I  myself 
put  it  into  the  post-box  in  the  village,  that  evening. 

We  saw  nothing  more  of  Sir  Percival  for  the  rest  of  the  day. 

I  slept,  by  Lady  Clyde's  own  desire,  in  the  next  room  to 
hers,  with  the  door  open  between  us.  There  was  something 
so  strange  and  dreadful  in  the  loneliness  and  emptiness  of  the 
house,  that  I  was  glad,  on  my  side,  to  have  a  companion  near 
me.  Her  ladyship  sat  up  late,  reading  letters  and  burning 
them,  and  emptying  her  drawers  and  cabinets  of  little  things 
she  prized,  as  if  she  never  expected  to  return  to  Blackwater 
Park.  Her  sleep  was  sadly  disturbed  when  she  at  last  went 
to  bed  ;  she  cried  out  in  it,  several  times — once,  so  loud  that 
she  woke  herself.  Whatever  her  dreams  were,  she  did  not 
think  fit  to  communicate  them  to  me.     Perhaps,  in  my  situa- 

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tion,   I   had  no  right  to  expect  that  she  should  do  so. 
matters   Httle,    now.     I    was    sorry   for   her — I    was    indeed 
heartily  sorry  for  her  all  the  same. 

The  next  day  was  fine  and  sunny.  Sir  Percival  came  up, 
after  breakfast,  to  tell  us  that  the  chaise  would  be  at  the  door 
at  a  quarter  to  twelve ;  the  train  to  London  stopping-  at  our 
station,  at  twenty  minutes  after.  He  informed  Lady  Glyde 
that  he  was  oblig'ed  to  go  out,  but  added  that  he  hoped  to  be 
back  before  she  left.  If  any  unforeseen  accident  delayed  him, 
I  was  to  accompany  her  to  the  station,  and  to  take  special 
care  that  she  was  in  time  for  the  train.  Sir  Percival  com- 
municated these  directions  very  hastily  ;  walking  here  and 
there  about  the  room  all  the  time.  Her  ladyship  looked 
attentively  after  him,  wherever  he  went.  He  never  once 
looked  at  her  in  return. 

She  only  spoke  when  he  had  done ;  and  then  she  stopped 
him  as  he  approached  the  door,  by  holdings  out  her  hand. 

*  I  shall  see  you  no  more,'  she  said,  in  a  very  marked 
manner.  '  This  is  our  parting — our  parting,  it  may  be  for 
ever.  Will  you  try  to  forgive  me,  Percival,  as  heartily  as  I 
forgive ^ou? ' 

His  face  turned  of  an  av^rful  whiteness  all  over;  and  great 
beads  of  perspiration  broke  out  on  his  bald  forehead.  '  I 
shall  come  back,'  he  said — and  made  for  the  door,  as  hastily 
as  if  his  wife's  farewell  words  had  frightened  him  out  of  the 
room. 

I  had  never  liked  Sir  Percival — but  the  manner  in  which 
he  left  Lady  Glyde  made  me  feel  ashamed  of  having  eaten 
his  bread  and  lived  in  his  service.  I  thought  of  saying  a  few 
comforting  and  Christian  words  to  the  poor  lady ;  but  there 
was  something  in  her  face,  as  she  looked  after  her  husband 
when  the  door  closed  on  him,  that  made  me  alter  my  mind 
and  keep  silence. 

At  the  time  named,  the  chaise  drevv  up  at  the  gates.  Her 
ladyship  was  right — Sir  Percival  never  came  back.  I  waited 
for  him  till  the  last  moment — and  waited  in  vain. 

No  positive  responsibility  lay  on  my  shoulders ;  and  yet,  I 
did  not  feel  easy  in  my  mind.  '  It  is  of  your  own  free  will,' 
I  said,  as  the  chaise  drove  throvigh  the  lodge-gates,  '  that 
your  ladyship  goes  to  London  ?  ' 

'  I  will  go  anywhere,'  she  answered,  'to  end  the  dreadful 
suspense  that  I  am  suffering  at  this  moment.' 

She  had  made  me  feel  almost  as  anxious  and  as  uncertain 
about  Miss  Halcombe  as  she  felt  herself.  I  presumed  to  ask 
her  to  write  me  a  line,   if  all  went  well  in  London.      She 

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answered,  'Most  willingly,  Mrs.  Michelson.'  'We  all  have 
our  crosses  to  bear,  my  lady,'  I  said,  seeing  her  silent  and 
thoughtful,  after  she  had  promised  to  write.  She  made  no 
reply  :  she  seemed  to  be  too  much  wrapped  up  in  her  own 
thoughts  to  attend  to  me.  '  I  fear  your  ladyship  rested  badly 
last  night,'  I  remarked  after  waiting  a  little.  'Yes,'  she 
said;  'I  was  terribly  disturbed  by  dreams.'  'Indeed,  my 
lady  ?  '  I  thought  she  was  going  to  tell  me  her  dreams  ;  but 
no,  when  she  spoke  next  it  was  only  to  ask  a  question.  '  You 
posted  the  letter  to  Mrs.  Vesey  with  your  own  hands  ? ' 
'  Yes,  my  lady.' 

'  Did  Sir  Percival  say,  yesterday,  that  Count  Fosco  was 
to  meet  me  at  the  terminus  in  London?'  'He  did,  my 
lady.' 

She  sighed  heavily  when  I  answered  that  last  question, 
and  said  no  more. 

We  arrived  at  the  station,  with  hardly  two  minutes  to 
spare.  The  gardener  (who  had  driven  us)  managed  about 
the  luggage,  while  I  took  the  ticket.  The  whistle  of  the 
train  was  sounding  when  I  joined  her  ladyship  on  the  plat- 
form. She  looked  very  strangely,  and  pressed  her  hand  over 
her  heart,  as  if  some  sudden  pain  or  fright  had  overcome  her 
at  that  moment. 

'  I  wish  you  were  going  with  me  ! '  she  said,  catching 
eagerly  at  my  arm,  when  I  gave  her  the  ticket. 

If  there  had  been  time;  if  I  had  felt  the  day  before,  as  I 
felt  then,  I  would  have  made  my  arrangements  to  accompany 
her — even  though  the  doing  so  had  obliged  me  to  give  Sir 
Percival  warning  on  the  spot.  As  it  was,  her  wishes  expressed 
at  the  last  moment  only,  were  expressed  too  late  for  me  to 
comply  with  them.  She  seemed  to  understand  this  herself 
before  I  could  explain  it,  and  did  not  repeat  her  desire  to  have 
me  for  a  travelling  companion.  The  train  drew  up  at  the 
platform.  She  gave  the  gardener  a  present  for  his  children, 
and  took  my  hand  in  her  simple,  hearty  manner,  before  she 
got  into  the  carriage. 

'  You  have  been  very  kind  to  me  and  to  my  sister,'  she 
said — '  kind  when  we  were  both  friendless.  I  shall  remember 
you  gratefully,  as  long  as  I  live  to  remem.ber  any  one.  Good- 
by — and  God  bless  you  ! ' 

She  spoke  those  words  with  a  tone  and  a  look  which 
brought  the  tears  into  my  eyes — she  spoke  them  as  if  she  was 
bidding  me  farewell  for  ever. 

'  Good-by,  my  lady,'  I  said,  putting  Jier  into  the  carriage, 
and  trying   to   cheer  her ;   '  good-bv,  for   the  present  only ; 

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gfood-by,    with    my   best    and    kindest   wishes    for    happier 
times  ! ' 

She  shook  her  head,  and  shuddered  as  she  settled  herself 
in  the  carriaofe.  The  g"uard  closed  the  door.  *  Do  you  believe 
in  dreams  ?  '  she  whispered  to  me,  at  the  window.  '  Jl/y 
dreams,  last  night,  were  dreams  I  have  never  had  before. 
The  terror  of  them  is  hanging-  over  me  still.'  The  whistle 
sounded  before  I  could  answer,  and  the  train  moved.  Her 
pale  quiet  face  looked  at  me,  for  the  last  time  ;  looked  sorrow- 
fully and  solemnly  from  the  window.  She  waved  her  hand — 
and  I  saw  her  no  more. 

Towards  five  o'clock  on  the  afternoon  of  that  same  day, 
having  a  little  time  to  myself  in  the  midst  of  the  household 
duties  which  now  pressed  upon  me,  I  sat  down  alone  in  my 
own  room,  to  try  and  compose  my  mind  with  the  volume  of 
my  husband's  Sermons.  For  the  first  time  in  my  life,  I  found 
my  attention  wandering  over  those  pious  and  cheering  words. 
Concluding  that  Lady  Glyde's  departure  must  have  disturbed 
me  far  more  seriously  than  I  had  myself  supposed,  I  put  the 
book  aside,  and  went  out  to  take  a  turn  in  the  garden.  Sir 
Percival  had  not  j-et  returned,  to  my  knowledge,  so  I  could 
feel  no  hesitation  about  showing  myself  in  the  grounds. 

On  turning  the  corner  of  the  house,  and  gaining  a  view  of 
the  garden,  I  was  startled  by  seeing  a  stranger  walking  in  it. 
The  stranger  was  a  woman — she  was  lounging  along  the 
path,  with  her  back  to  me,  and  was  gathering  the  flowers. 

As  I  approached,  she  heard  me,  and  turned  round. 

My  blood  curdled  in  my  veins.  The  strange  woman  in 
the  garden  was  Mrs.  Rubelle  ! 

I  could  neither  move,  nor  speak.  She  came  up  to  me,  as 
composedly  as  ever,  with  her  flowers  in  her  hand. 

'  What  is  the  matter,  ma'am  ?  '  she  said,  quietly. 

'  i'ou  here  ! '  I  gasped  out.  '  Not  gone  to  London  !  Not 
gone  to  Cumberland  ! ' 

I'.Irs.  Rubellc  smelt  at  her  flowers  with  a  smile  of  malicious 
pity. 

'  Certainly  not,'  she  said.  *  I  hav-e  never  left  Blackwater 
Park.' 

I  summoned  breath  enough  and  courage  enough  for 
another  question. 

'Where  is  Miss  Halcombe?' 

Mrs.  Rubelle  fairly  laughed  at  me,  this  time  ;  and  replied 
in  these  words  : 

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*  Miss  Halcombc,  ma'am,  has  not  left  Blackwater  Park, 
either.' 

When  I  heard  that  astounding  answer,  all  my  thoughts 
were  startled  back  on  the  instant  to  my  parting  with  Lady 
Glyde.  I  can  hardly  say  I  reproached  myself — but,  at  that 
moment,  I  think  I  would  have  given  many  a  year's  hard 
savings  to  have  known  four  hours  earlier  what  I  knew  now. 

Mrs.  Rubelle  waited,  quietly  arranging  her  nosegay,  as  if 
she  expected  me  to  say  something. 

I  could  say  nothing.  I  thought  of  Lady  Glyde's  worn- 
out  energies  and  weakly  health  ;  and  I  trembled  for  the  time 
when  the  shock  of  the  discovery  that  I  had  made  would  fall 
on  her.  For  a  minute,  or  more,  my  fears  for  the  poor  ladies 
silenced  me.  At  the  end  of  that  time,  Mrs.  Rubelle  looked 
up  sideways  from  her  flowers,  and  said,  '  Here  is  Sir  Percival, 
ma'am,  returned  from  his  ride.' 

I  saw  him  as  soon  as  she  did.  He  came  towards  us, 
slashing  viciously  at  the  flowers  with  his  riding-whip.  When 
he  was  near  enough  to  see  my  face,  he  stopped,  struck  at  his 
boot  with  the  whip,  and  burst  out  laughing,  so  harshly  and 
so  violently,  that  the  birds  flew  away,  startled,  from  the  tree 
by  which  he  stood. 

'Well,  Mrs.  Michelson,'  he  said  ;  'you  have  found  it  out 
at  last — have  you  ?  ' 

I  made  no  reply.     He  turned  to  Mrs.  Rubelle. 

'  When  did  you  show  yourself  in  the  garden  ?  ' 

'  I  showed  myself  about  half  an  hour  ago,  sir.  You  said 
I  might  take  my  liberty  again,  as  soon  as  Lady  Glyde  had 
gone  away  to  London.' 

'  Quite  right.  I  don't  blame  you — I  only  asked  the  ques- 
tion.' He  waited  a  moment,  and  then  addressed  himself 
once  more  to  me.  '  You  can't  believe  it,  can  you  ?  '  he  said, 
mockingly.     'Here!  come  along  and  see  for  yourself.' 

He  led  the  way  round  to  the  front  of  the  house.  I  fol- 
lowed him  ;  and  Mrs.  Rubelle  followed  me.  After  passing 
through  the  iron  gates,  he  stopped,  and  pointed  with  his 
whip  to  the  disused  middle  wing  of  the  building. 

'  There  ! '  he  said.  '  Look  up  at  the  first  floor.  You 
know  the  old  Elizabethan  bedrooms  ?  Miss  Halcombe  is 
snug  and  safe  in  one  of  the  best  of  them,  at  this  moment. 
Take  her  in,  Mrs.  Rubelle  (you  have  got  your  key  ? )  ;  take 
Mrs.  Michelson  in,  and  let  her  own  eyes  satisfy  her  that  there 
is  no  deception,  this  time.' 

The  tone  in  which  he  spoke  to  me,  and  the  minute  or  two 

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that  had  passed  since  we  left  the  garden,  helped  me  to  re- 
cover my  spirits  a  little.  What  I  might  have  done,  at  this 
critical  moment,  if  all  my  life  had  been  pasced  in  service,  I 
cannot  say.  As  it  was,  possessing- the  feelings,  the  principles, 
and  the  bringing-up  of  a  lady,  I  could  not  hesitate  about  the 
right  course  to  pursue.  My  duty  to  myself,  and  my  duty  to 
Lady  Glyde,  alike  forbade  me  to  remain  in  the  employment 
of  a  man  who  had  shamefully  deceived  us  both  by  a  series  of 
atrocious  falsehoods. 

'  I  must  beg  permission.  Sir  Percival,  to  speak  a  few 
words  to  you  in  private,'  I  said.  '  Having  done  so,  I  shall 
be  ready  to  proceed  with  this  person  to  Miss  Halcombe's 
room.' 

Mrs.  Rubelle,  whom  I  had  indicated  by  a  slight  turn  of 
my  head,  insolently  sniffed  at  her  nosegay,  and  walked  away, 
W'ith  great  deliberation,  towards  the  house  door. 

'  Well,'  said  Sir  Percival,  sharply  ;   '  v.-hat  is  it  now  ?  ' 

'  I  wish  to  mention,  sir,  that  I  am  desirous  of  resigning 
the  situation  I  now  hold  at  Blackwater  Park.'  That  was 
literally  how  I  put  it.  I  was  resolved  that  the  first  words 
spoken  in  his  presence  should  be  words  which  expressed  my 
intention  to  leave  his  service. 

He  eyed  me  with  one  of  his  blackest  looks,  and  thrust  his 
hands  savagely  into  the  pockets  of  his  riding-coat. 

'  Why  ?  '  he  said  ;   '  why,  I  should  like  to  knov^'-  ?  ' 

'  It  is  not  for  me.  Sir  Percival,  to  express  an  opinion  on 
what  has  taken  place  in  this  house.  I  desire  to  give  no 
offence.  I  merely  wish  to  say  that  I  do  not  feel  it  consistent 
with  my  duty  to  Lady  Glyde  and  to  myself  to  remain  any 
longer  in  your  service.' 

'  Is  it  consistent  with  your  duty  to  me  to  stand  there, 
casting  suspicion  on  me  to  my  face  ? '  he  broke  out,  in  his 
most  violent  manner.  '  I  see  what  you're  driving  at.  You 
have  taken  your  own  mean,  underhand  view  of  an  innocent 
deception  practised  on  Lady  Glyde,  for  her  own  good.  It 
was  essential  to  her  health  that  she  should  have  a  change  of 
air  immediately — and,  you  know  as  vvell  as  I  do,  she  v.'ould 
never  have  gone  away,  if  she  had  been  told  Miss  Halcombe 
was  still  left  here.  She  has  been  deceived  in  her  own  in- 
terests— and  I  don't  care  who  knows  it.  Go,  if  you  like- 
there  are  plenty  of  housekeepers  as  good  as  you,  to  be  had 
for  the  asking.  Go,  when  you  please — but  take  care  how  you 
spread  scandals  about  me  and  my  affairs,  when  you're  out  of 
my  service.  Tell  the  truth,  and  nothing  but  the  truth,  or  it 
will  be  the  worse  for  you  !     See  Miss  Halcombe  for  yourself; 

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see  if  she  hasn't  been  as  well  taken  care  of  in  one  part  of  the 
house  as  in  the  other.  Remember  the  doctor's  own  orders 
that  Lady  Glyde  was  to  have  a  change  of  air  at  the  earliest 
possible  opportunity.  Bear  all  that  well  in  mind — and  then 
say  anything  against  me  and  my  proceedings  if  you  dare  ! ' 

He  poured  out  these  words  fiercely,  all  in  a  breath,  walk- 
ing backwards  and  forwards,  and  striking  about  him  in  the 
air  with  his  whip. 

Nothing  that  he  said  or  did  shook  my  opinion  of  the  dis- 
graceful series  of  falsehoods  that  he  had  told,  in  my  presence, 
the  day  before,  or  of  the  cruel  deception  by  which  he  ha^ 
separated  Lady  Glyde  from  her  sister,  and  had  sent  het 
uselessly  to  London,  when  she  was  half  dirtracted  with 
anxiety  on  Miss  Halcombe's  account.  I  naturally  kept  these 
thoughts  to  myself,  and  said  nothing  more  to  irritate  him  ; 
but  I  was  not  the  less  resolved  to  persist  in  my  purpose.  A 
soft  answer  turneth  away  wrath  ;  and  I  suppressed  my  own 
feelings,  accordingly,  when  it  was  my  turn  to  reply. 

'  While  I  am  in  your  service.  Sir  Percival,'  I  said,  '  I  hope  I 
know  my  duty  well  enough  not  to  inquire  into  your  motives. 
When  I  am  out  of  your  service,  I  hope  I  know  my  own  place 
well  enough  not  to  speak  of  matters  which  don't  concern 
me ' 

'  When  do  you  want  to  go  ? '  he  asked,  interrupting  me 
without  ceremony.  '  Don't  suppose  I  am  anxious  to  keep 
you — don't  suppose  I  care  about  your  leaving  the  house.  I 
am  perfectly  fair  and  open  in  this  matter,  from  first  to  last. 
When  do  you  want  to  go  ?  ' 

'  I  should  wish  to  leave  at  your  earliest  convenience,  Sir 
Percival.' 

'  My  convenience  has  nothing  to  do  with  it.  I  shall  be 
out  of  the  house,  for  good  and  all,  to-morrow  morning  ;  and 
I  can  settle  your  accounts  to-night.  If  you  want  to  stuc^ 
anybody's  convenience,  it  had  better  be  ^.liss  Halcombe's. 
Mrs.  Rubelle's  time  is  up  to-day  ;  and  she  has  reasons  for 
wishing  to  be  in  London  to-night.  If  you  go  at  once,  Miss 
Halcombe  won't  have  a  soul  left  here  to  look  after  her.' 

I  hope  it  is  unnecessary  for  me  to  say  that  I  was  quite 
incapable  of  deserting  Miss  Halcombe  in  such  an  emergency 
as  had  now  befallen  Lady  Glyde  and  herself.  After  first  dis- 
tinctly ascertaining  from  Sir  Percival  that  Mrs.  Rubelle  was 
certain  to  leave  at  once  if  I  took  her  place,  and  after  also 
obtaining  permission  to  arrange  for  Mr.  Dawson's  resuming 
his  attendance  on  his  patient,  I  willingly  consented  to  remain 
at  Blackwater  Park  until  Miss  Halcombe  no  longer  required 

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my  services.  It  was  settled  that  I  should  give  Sir  Percival's 
soHcitor  a  week's  notice  before  I  left  :  and  that  he  was  to 
undertake  the  necessary  arrangements  for  appointing-  my  suc- 
cessor. The  matter  was  discussed  in  very  few  words.  At  its 
conclusion,  Sir  Percival  abruptly  turned  on  his  heel,  and  left 
me  free  to  join  Mrs.  Rubelle.  That  singular  foreign  person 
had  been  sitting  composedly  on  the  door-step,  all  this  time, 
waiting  till  I  could  follow  her  to  Miss  Halcombe's  room. 

I  had  hardly  walked  half  way  towards  the  house,  when 
Sir  Percival,  who  had  withdrawn  in  the  opposite  direction, 
suddenly  stopped,  and  called  me  back. 

'  Why  are  you  leaving  my  service  ?  '  he  asked. 

The  question  was  so  extraordinary,  after  what  had  just 
passed  between  us,  that  I  hardly  knew  what  to  say  in  answer 
to  it. 

'  Mind  !  /  don't  know  why  you  are  going,'  he  went  on. 
*  You  must  give  a  reason  for  leaving  me,  I  suppose,  when 
you  get  another  situation.  What  reason  ?  The  breaking  up 
of  the  family  ?     Is  that  it  ?  ' 

'  There  can  be  no  positive  objection,  Sir  Percival,  to  that 
reason ' 

'  Very  well !  That's  all  I  want  to  know.  If  people  apply 
for  your  character,  that's  your  reason,  stated  by  yourself. 
You  go  in  consequence  of  the  breaking  up  of  the  family.' 

He  turned  away  again,  before  I  could  say  another  word, 
and  walked  out  rapidly  into  the  grounds.  His  manner  was 
as  strange  as  his  language.     I  acknowledge  he  alarmed  me. 

Even  the  patience  of  Mrs.  Rubelle  was  getting  exhausted, 
when  I  joined  her  at  the  house  door. 

'  At  last !  '  she  said,  with  a  shrug  of  her  lean  foreign 
shoulders.  She  led  the  way  into  the  inhabited  side  of  the 
house,  ascended  the  stairs,  and  opened  with  her  key  the  door 
at  the  end  of  the  passage,  which  communicated  with  the  old 
Elizabethan  rooms — a  door  never  previously  used,  in  my  time, 
at  Blackwater  Park.  The  rooms  themselves  I  knew  well, 
having  entered  them  myself,  on  various  occasions,  from  the 
other  side  of  the  house.  Mrs.  Rubelle  stopped  at  the  third 
door  along  the  old  gciUery,  handed  me  the  key  of  it,  with  the 
key  of  the  door  of  communication,  and  told  me  I  should  find 
Miss  Halcombe  in  that  room.  Before  I  went  in,  I  thought 
it  desirable  to  make  her  understand  that  her  attendance  had 
ceased.  Accordingly,  I  told  her  in  plain  words  that  the 
charge  of  the  sick  lady  henceforth  devolved  entirely  on  myself. 
*  I  am  glad  to  hear  it,  ma'am,'  said  Mrs.  Rubelle.  '  I 
want  to  go  very  much.' 


THE  WOMAN   IN   WHITE 

see  if  she  hasn't  been  as  well  taken  care  of  in  one  part  of  the 
house  as  in  the  other.  Remember  the  doctor's  own  orders 
that  Lady  Glyde  was  to  have  a  change  of  air  at  the  earliest 
possible  opportunity.  Bear  all  that  well  in  mind — and  then 
say  anything-  against  me  and  my  proceedings  if  you  dare  ! ' 

He  poured  out  these  words  fiercely,  all  in  a  breath,  walk- 
ing backwards  and  forwards,  and  striking  about  him  in  the 
air  with  his  whip. 

Nothing  that  he  said  or  did  shook  my  opinion  of  the  dis- 
graceful series  of  falsehoods  that  he  had  told,  in  my  presence, 
the  day  before,  or  of  the  cruel  deception  by  which  he  hai/ 
separated  Lady  Glyde  from  her  sister,  and  had  sent  her 
uselessly  to  London,  when  she  was  half  dirtracted  with 
anxiety  on  Miss  Halcombe's  account.  I  naturally  kept  these 
thoughts  to  myself,  and  said  nothing  more  to  irritate  him  ; 
but  I  was  not  the  less  resolved  to  persist  in  my  purpose.  A 
soft  answer  turneth  away  wrath  ;  and  I  suppressed  my  own 
feelings,  accordingly,  when  it  was  my  turn  to  reply. 

'  While  I  am  in  your  service,  Sir  Percival,'  I  said,  '  I  hope  I 
know  my  duty  well  enough  not  to  inquire  into  your  motives. 
When  I  am  out  of  your  service,  I  hope  I  know  my  own  place 
well  enough  not  to  speak  of  matters  which  don't  concern 
me ' 

'  When  do  you  want  to  go  ? '  he  asked,  interrupting  me 
without  ceremony.  '  Don't  suppose  I  am  anxious  to  keep 
you — don't  suppose  I  care  about  your  leaving  the  house.  I 
am  perfectly  fair  and  open  in  this  matter,  from  first  to  last. 
When  do  you  want  to  go  ?  ' 

'  I  should  wish  to  leave  at  your  earliest  convenience,  Sir 
Percival.' 

*  My  convenience  has  nothing  to  do  with  it.  I  shall  be 
out  of  the  house,  for  good  and  all,  to-morrow  morning  ;  and 
I  can  settle  your  accounts  to-night.  If  you  want  to  stuc^ 
anybody's  convenience,  it  had  better  be  Miss  Halcombe's. 
Mrs.  Rubelle's  time  is  up  to-day  ;  and  she  has  reasons  for 
wishing  to  be  in  London  to-night.  If  you  go  at  once.  Miss 
Halcombe  won't  have  a  soul  left  here  to  look  after  her.' 

I  hope  it  is  unnecessary  for  me  to  say  that  I  was  quite 
incapable  of  deserting  Miss  Halcombe  in  such  an  emergency 
as  had  now  befallen  Lady  Glyde  and  herself.  After  first  dis- 
tinctly ascertaining  from  Sir  Percival  that  Mrs.  Rubelle  was 
certain  to  leave  at  once  if  I  took  her  place,  and  after  also 
obtaining  permission  to  arrange  for  Mr.  Dawson's  resuming 
his  attendance  on  his  patient,  I  willingly  consented  to  remain 
at  Blackwater  Park  until  Miss  Halcombe  no  longer  required 

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my  services.  It  was  settled  that  I  should  give  Sir  Percival's 
solicitor  a  week's  notice  before  I  left  :  and  that  he  was  to 
undertake  the  necessary  arrangements  for  appointing  my  suc- 
cessor. The  matter  was  discussed  in  very  few  words.  At  its 
conclusion,  Sir  Percival  abruptly  turned  on  his  heel,  and  left 
me  free  to  join  Mrs.  Rubelle.  That  singular  foreign  person 
had  been  sitting  composedly  on  the  door-step,  all  this  time, 
waiting  till  I  could  follow  her  to  Miss  Halcombe's  room. 

1  had  hardl)'  walked  half  way  towards  the  house,  when 
Sir  Percival,  who  had  withdrawn  in  the  opposite  direction, 
suddenly  stopped,  and  called  me  back. 

'  Why  are  you  leaving  my  service  ?  '  he  asked. 
The  question  was  so  extraordinary,  after  what  had  just 
passed  between  us,  that  I  hardly  knew  what  to  say  in  answer 
to  it. 

'  Mind  !  /  don't  know  why  you  are  going,'  he  went  on. 
*  You  must  give  a  reason  for  leaving  me,  I  suppose,  when 
you  get  another  situation.  What  reason  ?  The  breaking  up 
of  the  family  ?     Is  that  it  ?  ' 

'  There  can  be  no  positive  objection,  Sir  Percival,  to  that 

reason ' 

'  Very  well !  That's  all  I  want  to  know.  If  people  apply 
for  your  character,  that's  your  reason,  stated  by  yourself. 
You  go  in  consequence  of  the  breaking  up  of  the  family.' 

He  turned  away  again,  before  I  could  say  another  word, 
and  walked  out  rapidly  into  the  grounds.  His  manner  was 
as  strange  as  his  language.     I  acknowledge  he  alarmed  me. 

Even  the  patience  of  Mrs.  Rubelle  was  getting  exhausted, 
when  I  joined  her  at  the  house  door. 

'  At  last !  '  she  said,  with  a  shrug-  of  her  lean  foreign 
shoulders.  She  led  the  way  into  the  inhabited  side  of  the 
house,  ascended  the  stairs,  and  opened  with  her  key  the  door 
at  the  end  of  the  passage,  which  communicated  with  the  old 
Elizabethan  rooms — a  door  never  previously  used,  in  my  time, 
at  Blackwater  Park.  The  rooms  themselves  I  knew  well, 
having  entered  them  myself,  on  various  occasions,  from  the 
other  side  of  the  house.  Mrs.  Rubelle  stopped  at  the  third 
door  along  the  old  gallery,  handed  me  the  key  of  it,  with  the 
key  of  the  door  of  communication,  and  told  me  I  should  find 
Miss  Halcombe  in  that  room.  Before  I  went  in,  I  thought 
it  desirable  to  make  her  understand  that  her  attendance  had 
ceased.  Accordingly,  I  told  her  in  plain  words  that  the 
charge  of  the  sick  lady  henceforth  devolved  entirely  on  myself. 
'  I  am  glad  to  hear  it,  ma'am,'  said  Mrs.  Rubelle.  '  I 
want  to  go  very  much.' 


THE  WOMAN   IN   WHITE 

My  own  part  of  this  sad  family  story  is  now  drawing  to 
an  end. 

I  have  been  informed  that  the  particulars  of  Miss 
Halcombe's  waking,  and  of  what  passed  between  us  when 
she  found  me  sitting-  by  her  bedside,  are  not  material  to  the 
purpose  which  is  to  be  answered  by  the  present  narrative.  It 
will  be  sufficient  for  me  to  say,  in  this  place,  that  she  was 
not  herself  conscious  of  the  means  adopted  to  remove  her 
from  the  inhabited  to  the  uninhabited  part  of  the  house.  She 
was  in  a  deep  sleep  at  the  time,  whether  naturally  or  artifici- 
ally produced  she  could  not  say.  In  my  absence  at  Torquay, 
and  in  the  absence  of  all  the  resident  servants,  except 
Margaret  Porcher  (who  was  perpetually  eating,  drinking,  or 
sleeping,  when  she  was  not  at  work),  the  secret  transfer  of 
Miss  Halcombe  from  one  part  of  the  house  to  the  other  was 
no  doubt  easily  performed.  Mrs.  Rubelle  (as  I  discovered 
for  myself,  in  looking  about  the  room)  had  provisions,  and  all 
other  necessaries,  together  with  the  means  of  heating  water, 
broth,  and  so  on,  without  kindling  a  fire,  placed  at  her  dis- 
posal during  the  few  days  of  her  imprisonment  with  the  sick 
lady.  She  had  declined  to  answer  the  questions  which  Miss 
Halcombe  naturally  put  ;  but  had  not,  in  other  respects, 
treated  her  with  unkindness  or  neglect.  The  disgrace  of 
lending  herself  to  a  vile  deception  is  the  only  disgrace  with 
which  I  can  conscientiously  charge  Mrs.  Rubelle. 

I  need  write  no  particulars  (and  I  am  relieved  to  know  it) 
of  the  effect  produced  on  Miss  Halcombe  by  the  news  of  Lady 
Clyde's  departure,  or  by  the  far  more  melancholy  tidings  which 
reached  us  only  too  soon  afterwards  at  Blackwater  Park.  In 
both  cases  I  prepared  her  mind  beforehand  as  gently  and  as 
carefully  as  possible  ;  having  the  doctor's  advice  to  guide 
me,  in  the  last  case  only,  through  Mr.  Dawson's  being  too 
unwell  to  come  to  the  house  for  some  days  after  I  had  sent 
for  him.  It  was  a  sad  time,  a  time  which  it  afflicts  me  to 
think  of,  or  to  write  of,  now.  The  precious  blessings  of 
religious  consolation  which  I  endeavoured  to  convey,  were 
long  in  reaching  Miss  Halcombe's  heart ;  but  I  hope  and 
believe  they  came  home  to  her  at  last.  I  never  left  her  till 
her  strength  was  restored.  The  train  which  took  me  away 
from  that  miserable  house,  was  the  train  which  took  her  away 
also.  We  parted  very  mournfully  in  London.  I  remained 
with  a  relative  at  Islington  ;  and  she  went  on  to  Mr.  Fairlie's 
house  in  Cumberland. 

I  have  only  a  few  lines  more  to  write,  before  I  close  this 
painful  statement.     They  are  dictated  by  a  sense  of  duty. 


THE   WOMAN    IN   WHITE 

In  the  first  place,  I  wish  to  record  my  own  personal  con- 
viction that  no  blame  whatever,  in  connexion  with  the  events 
which  I  have  now  related,  attaches  to  Count  Fosco.  I  am 
informed  that  a  dreadful  suspicion  has  been  raised,  and  that 
some  very  serious  constructions  are  placed  upon  his  lordship's 
conduct.  My  persuasion  of  the  Count's  innocence  remains, 
however,  quite  unshaken.  If  he  assisted  Sir  Percival  in 
sending-  me  to  Torquay,  he  assisted  under  a  delusion,  for 
which,  as  a  foreig-ner  and  a  stranger,  he  was  not  to  blame.  If 
he  was  concerned  in  bring-ing  Mrs.  Rubelle  to  Blackwater 
Park,  it  was  his  misfortune  and  not  his  fault,  when  that 
foreign  person  was  base  enough  to  assist  a  deception  planned 
and  carried  out  by  the  master  of  the  house.  I  protest,  in  the 
interests  of  morality,  against  blame  being  gratuitously  and 
wantonly  attached  to  the  proceedings  of  the  Count. 

In  the  second  place,  I  desire  to  express  my  regret  at  my 
own  inability  to  remember  the  precise  day  on  which  Lady 
Glyde  left  Blackwater  Park  for  London.  I  am  told  that  it  is 
of  the  last  importance  to  ascertain  the  exact  date  of  that 
lamentable  journey  ;  and  I  have  anxiously  taxed  my  memory 
to  recall  it.  The  effort  has  been  in  vain.  I  can  only  re- 
member now  that  it  was  towards  the  latter  part  of  July.  We 
all  know  the  difficulty,  after  a  lapse  of  time,  of  fixing  pre- 
cisely on  a  past  date,  unless  it  has  been  previously  written 
down.  That  difficulty  is  greatly  increased,  in  my  case,  by 
the  alarming  and  confusing-  events  which  took  place  about 
the  period  of  Lad}-  Clyde's  departure.  I  heartily  wish  I  had 
made  a  memorandum  at  the  time.  I  heartily  wish  my  memory 
of  the  date  was  as  vivid  as  my  memory  of  that  poor  lady's 
face,  when  it  looked  at  me  sorrowfully  for  the  last  time  from 
the  carriaere  window. 


The  Story  continued  in  several  Narratives. 

I.   The  Narrative  of  Hester  Pinhorn,   Cook  in  the  Service  of 
Count  Fosco. 

[Taken  do'vn  from  her  oxvn  statement.] 

I  AM  sorrv  to  say  that  I  have  never  learnt  to  read  or  write. 
I  have  been  a  hard-working  woman  all  my  life,  and  have  kept 
a  good  character.  I  know  that  it  is  a  sin  and  wickedness  to 
say  the  thing  which  is  not  ;  and  I  will  truly  beware  of  doing- 
so  on  this  occasion.  All  that  I  know,  I  will  tell  ;  and  I 
humbly  beg  the  gentleman  who  takes  this   down   to   put  my 

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langfuage  right  as  he  goes  en,  and  to  make  allowances  for 
my  being  no  scholar. 

In  this  last  summer,  I  happened  to  be  out  of  place  (through 
no  fault  of  my  own)  ;  and  I  heard  of  a  situation,  as  plain 
cook,  at  Number  Five,  Forest-road,  St.  John's  Wood.  I 
took  the  place,  on  trial.  My  master's  name  was  Fosco.  My 
mistress  was  an  English  lady.  He  was  Count  and  she  was 
Countess.  There  was  a  girl  to  do  housemaid's  work,  when 
I  got  there.  She  was  not  over  clean  or  tidy — but  there  was  no 
harm  in  her.     I  and  she  were  the  only  servants  in  the  house. 

Our  master  and  mistress  came  after  we  got  in.  And,  as 
soon  as  they  did  come,  we  were  told,  down  stairs,  that  com- 
pany was  expected  from  the  country. 

The  company  was  my  mistress's  niece,  and  the  back  bed- 
room on  the  first  floor  was  got  ready  for  her.  My  mistress 
mentioned  to  me  that  Lady  Glyde  (that  was  her  name)  was 
in  poor  health,  and  that  I  must  be  particular  in  my  cooking 
accordingly.  She  was  to  come  that  day,  as  well  as  I  can 
remember — but  whatever  you  do,  don't  trust  7ny  memory  in 
the  matter.  I  am  sorry  to  say  it's  no  use  asking  me  about 
days  of  the  month,  and  such-like.  Except  Sundays,  half  my 
time  I  take  no  heed  of  them  ;  being  a  hard-working  woman 
and  no  scholar.  All  I  know  is.  Lady  Glyde  came  ;  and,  w^hen 
she  did  come,  a  fine  fright  she  gave  us  all,  surely.  I  don't 
know  how  master  brought  her  to  the  house,  being  hard  at 
work  at  the  time.  But  he  did  bring  her,  in  the  afternoon,  1 
think  ;  and  the  housemaid  opened  the  door  to  them,  and 
showed  them  into  the  parlour.  Before  she  had  been  long 
down  in  the  kitchen  again  with  me,  we  heard  a  hurry-skurry, 
upstairs,  and  the  parlour  bell  ringing  like  mad,  and  my 
mistress's  voice  calling  out  for  help. 

We  both  ran  up  ;  and  there  we  saw  the  lady  laid  on  the 
sofa,  with  her  face  ghastly  white,  and  her  hands  fast  clenched, 
and  her  head  drawn  down  to  one  side.  She  had  been  taken 
with  a  sudden  fright,  my  mistress  said  ;  and  master  he  told 
us  she  was  in  a  fit  of  convulsions.  I  ran  out,  knowing  the 
neighbourhood  a  little  better  than  the  rest  of  them,  to  fetch 
the  nearest  doctor's  help.  The  nearest  help  was  at  Good- 
ricke's  and  Garth's,  who  worked  together  as  partners,  and 
had  a  good  name  and  connexion,  as  I  have  heard,  all  round 
St.  John's  Wood.  Mr.  Goodricke  was  in ;  and  he  came 
back  with  me  directly. 

It  was  some  time  before  he  could  make  himself  of  much 
use.  The  poor  unfortunate  lady  fell  out  of  one  fit  into 
another — and  went  on  so,  till  she  was  quite  wearied  out,  and 

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as  helpless  as  a  new-born  babe.  We  then  got  her  to  bed. 
Mr.  Goodrlcke  v/ent  away  to  his  house  for  medicine,  and 
came  back  again  in  a  quarter  of  an  hour  or  less.  Besides 
the  medicine  he  brought  a  bit  of  hollow  mahogany  wood 
with  him,  shaped  like  a  kind  of  trumpet ;  and,  after  waiting 
a  little  while,  he  put  one  end  over  the  lady's  heart  and  the 
other  to  his  ear,  and  listened  carefully. 

When  he  had  done,  he  says  to  my  mistress,  who  was  in 
the  room,  'This  is  a  very  serious  case,'  he  says  ;  '  I  recom- 
mend you  to  write  to  Lady  Clyde's  friends  directly.'  My 
mistress  says  to  him,  '  Is  it  heart-disease  ? '  And  he  says, 
'Yes;  heart-disease  of  a  most  dangerous  kind.'  He  told 
her  exactly  what  he  thought  was  the  matter,  which  I  was 
not  clever  enough  to  understand.  But  I  know  this,  he  ended 
by  saying  that  he  was  afraid  neither  his  help  nor  any  other 
doctor's  help  was  likely  to  be  of  much  service. 

My  mistress  took  this  ill  news  more  quietly  than  my 
master.  He  was  a  big,  fat,  odd  sort  of  elderly  man,  who 
kept  birds  and  white  mice,  and  spoke  to  them  as  if  they  were 
so  many  Christian  children.  He  seemed  terribly  cut  up  by 
what  had  happened.  '  Ah  !  poor  Lady  Clyde  !  poor  dear 
Lady  Clyde  ! '  he  says — and  went  stalking  about,  wringing 
his  fat  hands  more  like  a  play-actor  than  a  gentleman.  For 
one  question  my  mistress  asked  the  doctor  about  the  lady's 
chances  of  getting  round,  he  asked  a  good  fifty  at  least.  I 
declare  he  quite  tormented  us  all — and,  when  he  was  quiet  at 
last,  out  he  went  into  the  bit  of  back  garden,  picking  trumpery 
little  nosegays,  and  asking  me  to  take  them  up-stairs  and 
make  the  sick-room  look  pretty  with  them.  As  if  that  did 
any  good.  I  think  he  must  have  been,  at  times,  a  little  soft 
in  his  head.  But  he  was  not  a  bad  master :  he  had  a 
monstrous  civil  tongue  of  his  own  ;  and  a  jolly,  easy,  coaxing 
way  with  him.  I  liked  him  a  deal  better  than  my  mistress. 
She  was  a  hard  one,  if  ever  there  was  a  hard  one  yet. 

Towards  night-time,  the  lady  roused  up  a  little.  She  had 
been  so  wearied  out,  before  that,  by  the  convulsions,  that 
she  never  stirred  hand  or  foot,  or  spoke  a  word  to  anybody. 
She  moved  in  the  bed  now ;  and  stared  about  her  at  the  room 
and  us  in  it.  She  must  have  been  a  nice-looking  lady,  when 
well,  v\'ith  light  hair,  and  blue  eyes,  and  all  that.  Her  rest 
was  troubled  at  night — at  least  so  I  heard  from  my  mistress, 
who  sat  up  alone  with  her.  I  only  went  in  once  before  going 
to  bed,  to  see  if  I  could  be  of  any  use  ;  and  then  she  was 
talking  to  herself,  in  a  confused,  rambling  manner.  She 
seemed  to  want  sadly  to  speak  to  somebody,  who  was  absent 

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.from  her  somewhere.  I  couldn't  catch  the  name,  the  first 
time  ;  and  the  second  time  master  knocked  at  the  door,  with 
his  regular  mouthful  of  questions,  and  another  of  his  trumpery 
nosegays. 

When  I  went  in,  early  the  next  morning,  the  lady  was 
clean  worn  out  again,  and  lay  in  a  kind  of  faint  sleep.  Mr. 
Goodricke  brought  his  partner,  Mr.  Garth,  with  him  to  advise. 
They  said  she  must  not  be  disturbed  out  of  her  rest,  on  any 
account.  They  asked  my  mistress  a  many  questions,  at  the 
other  end  of  the  room,  about  what  the  lady's  health  had  been 
in  past  times,  and  who  had  attended  her,  and  whether  she 
had  ever  suffered  much  and  long  together  under  distress  of 
mind.  I  remember  my  mistress  said,  'Yes,'  to  that  last 
question.  And  Mr.  Goodricke  looked  at  Mr.  Garth,  and 
shook  his  head ;  and  Mr.  Garth  looked  at  Mr.  Goodricke, 
and  shook  his  head.  They  seemed  to  think  that  the  distress 
might  have  something  to  do  with  the  mischief  at  the  lady's 
heart.  She  was  but  a  frail  thing  to  look  at,  poor  creature  ! 
Very  little  strength,  at  any  time,  I  should  say — very  little 
strength. 

Later  on  the  same  morning,  when  she  \voke,  the  lady 
took  a  sudden  turn,  and  got  seemingly  a  great  deal  better. 
I  was  not  let  in  again  to  see  her,  no  more  was  the  housemaid, 
for  the  reason  that  she  was  not  to  be  disturbed  by  strangers. 
What  I  heard  of  her  being  better  was  through  my  master. 
He  was  in  wonderful  good  spirits  about  the  change,  and 
looked  in  at  the  kitchen  windovv'  from  the  garden,  with  his 
great  big  curly-brimmed  v.hite  hat  on,  to  go  out. 

'  Good  Mrs.  Cook,'  says  he,  '  Lady  Glyde  is  better.  My 
mind  is  more  easy  than  it  was  ;  and  I  am  going  out  to 
stretch  my  big  legs  with  a  sunny  little  summer  walk.  Shall 
I  order  for  }'ou,  shall  I  market  for  you,  Mrs.  Cook  ?  What 
are  you  making  there  ?  A  nice  tart  for  dinner  ?  Much  crust, 
if  you  please — much  crisp  crust,  my  dear,  that  melts  and 
crumbles  delicious  in  the  mouth.'  That  was  his  wa}'.  He 
was  past  sixty,  and  fond  of  pastry.     Just  think  of  that  ! 

The  doctor  came  again  in  the  forenoon,  and  saw  for 
himself  that  Lady  Glyde  had  woke  up  better.  He  forbid  us 
to  talk  to  her,  or  to  let  her  talk  to  us,  in  case  she  Avas  that 
way  disposed  ;  saying  she  must  be  kept  quiet  before  all  things, 
and  encouraged  to  sleep  as  much  as  possible.  She  did  not 
seem  to  want  to  talk  whenever  I  saw  her — except  overnight, 
when  I  couldn't  make  out  what  she  was  saying — she  seemed 
too  much  worn  down.  Mr.  Goodricke  was  not  nearly  in  such 
good  spirits  about  her  as  master.     He  said  nothing  when  lie 

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came  down-stairs,  except  that  he  would  call  again  at  five 
o'clock. 

About  that  time  (which  was  before  master  came  home 
again),  the  bell  rang  hard  from  the  bedroom,  and  my  mistress 
ran  out  into  the  landing,  and  called  for  me  to  go  for  Mr. 
Goodricke,  and  tell  him  the  lady  had  fainted.  I  got  on  my 
bonnet  and  shawl,  when,  as  good  luck  would  have  it,  the 
doctor  himself  came  to  the  house  for  his  promised  visit. 

I  let  him  in,  and  went  up-stairs  along  with  him.  '  Lady 
Glyde  was  just  as  usual,'  says  my  mistress  to  him  at  the 
door  ;  '  she  was  awake,  and  looking  about  her,  in  a  strange, 
forlorn  manner,  when  I  heard  her  give  a  sort  of  half  cry,  and 
she  fainted  in  a  moment.'  The  doctor  went  up  to  the  bed, 
and  stooped  down  over  the  sick  lady.  He  looked  very 
serious,  all  on  a  sudden,  at  the  sight  of  her ;  and  put  his 
hand  on  her  heart. 

My  mistress  stared  hard  in  Mr.  Goodricke's  face.  '  Not 
dead  !  '  says  she,  whispering,  ai>d  turning  all  of  a  tremble 
from  head  to  foot. 

'Yes,'  says  the  doctor,  very  quiet  and  grave.  'Dead. 
I  was  afraid  it  would  happen  suddenly,  v\-hen  I  examined  her 
heart  yesterday.'  My  mistress  stepped  back  from  the  bedside, 
while  he  was  speaking,  and  trembled  and  trembled  again. 
'  Dead  ! '  she  whispers  to  herself ;  '  dead  so  suddenly  !  dead 
so  soon  !  What  will  the  Count  say  ? '  Mr.  Goodricke 
advised  her  to  go  down-stairs,  and  quiet  herself  a  little. 
*  You  have  been  sitting  up  all  night,'  says  he;  'and  your 
nerves  are  shaken.  This  person,'  says  he,  meaning  me,  'this 
person  will  stay  in  the  room,  till  I  can  send  for  the  necessary 
assistance.'  My  mistress  did  as  he  told  her.  '  I  must  prepare 
the  Count,'  she  says.  'I  must  carefully  prepare  the  Count.' 
And  so  she  left  us,  shaking  from  head  to  foot,  and  went  out. 

'  Your  master  is  a  foreigner,'  says  Mr.  Goodricke,  when 
my  mistress  had  left  us.  '  Does  he  understand  about  regis- 
tering the  death?'  '  I  can't  rightly  tell,  sir,'  says  I  ;  '  but  I 
should  think  not.'  The  doctor  considered  a  minute  ;  and 
then,  says  he,  '  I  don't  usually  do  such  things,'  says  he,  '  but 
it  may  save  the  family  trouble  in  this  case,  if  I  register  the 
death  myself.  I  shall  pass  the  district  office  in  half  an  hour's 
time  ;  and  I  can  easily  look  in.  Mention,  if  you  please,  that 
I  will  do  so.'  '  Yes,  sir,'  says  I,  '  with  thanks,  I'm  sure,  for 
your  kindness  in  thinking  of  it.'  '  You  don't  mind  staying 
here,  till  I  can  send  you  the  proper  perser..  ? '  says  he.  '  No, 
sir,'  says  I  ;  '  I'll  stay  with  the  poor  lady,  till  then.  I  suppose 
nothing  more  could  be  done,  sir,  than  was  done  ?  '  savs  I, 

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*  No,'  says  he  ;  *  nothing ;  she  must  have  suffered  sadly 
before  ever  I  saw  her  :  tlic  case  was  hopeless  when  I  was 
called  in.'  '  Ah,  dear  me  !  we  all  come  to  it,  sooner  or  later, 
don't  we,  sir?'  says  I.  He  gave  no  answer  to  that;  he 
didn't  seem  to  care  about  talking.  He  said,  '  Good  day,' 
and  went  out. 

I  stopped  by  the  bedside  from  that  time,  till  the  time  when 
Mr.  Goodricke  sent  the  person  in,  as  he  had  promised.  She 
was,  by  name,  Jane  Gould.  I  considered  her  to  be  a  respect- 
able-looking woman.  She  made  no  remark,  except  to  say 
that  she  understood  what  was  wanted  of  her,  and  that  she 
had  winded  a  many  of  them  in  her  time. 

How  master  bore  the  news,  when  he  first  heard  It,  is  more 
than  I  can  tell ;  not  having  been  present.  When  I  did  see 
him,  he  looked  awfully  overcome  by  it,  to  be  sure.  He  sat 
quiet  in  a  corner,  with  his  fat  hands  hanging  over  his  thick 
knees,  and  his  head  down,  and  his  eyes  looking  at  nothing. 
He  seemed  not  so  much  sorry,  as  scared  and  dazed  like,  by 
what  had  happened.  My  mistress  managed  all  that  was  to 
be  done  about  the  funeral.  It  must  have  cost  a  sight  of 
money  :  the  coffin,  in  particular,  being  most  beautiful.  The 
dead  lady's  husband  was  away,  as  we  heard,  in  foreign  parts. 
But  my  mistress  (being  her  aunt)  settled  it  with  her  friends  in 
the  country  (Cumberland,  I  think)  that  she  should  be  buried 
there,  in  the  same  grave  along  with  her  mother.  Everything 
was  done  handsomely,  in  respect  of  the  funeral,  I  say  again  ; 
and  master  went  down  to  attend  the  burying  in  the  country 
himself.  He  looked  grand  in  his  deep  mourning,  with  his  big 
solemn  face,  and  his  slow  walk,  and  his  broad  hatband — that 
he  did  ! 

In  conclusion,  I  have  to  say,  in  answer  to  questions  put 
to  me. 

(i)  That  neither  I  nor  my  fellow-servant  ever  saw  my 
master  give  Lady  Glyde  any  medicine  himself. 

(2)  That  he  was  never,  to  my  knowledge  and  belief,  left 
alone  in  the  room  with  Lady  Glyde. 

(3)  That  I  am  not  able  to  say  what  caused  the  sudden 
fright,  which  my  mistress  informed  me  had  seized  the  lady 
on  her  first  coming  into  the  house.  The  cause  was  never 
explained,  either  to  me  or  to  my  fellow-servant. 

The  above  statement  has  been  read  over  In  my  presence. 
I  have  nothing  to  add  to  it,  or  to  take  away  from  it.  I  say, 
on  my  oath  as  a  Christian  woman,  This  is  the  truth. 

(Signed)  Hester  Pinhorn,  Her  +  Mark. 

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2.    The  Narrative  of  the  Dcctcr. 

To  the  Registrar  of  the  Sub-District  in  which  the  under-men- 
tioned Death  took  place. — I  hereby  certify  that  I  attended 
Lady  Glyde,  aged  Twenty-One  last  Birthday  ;  that  I  last  saw 
her,  on  Thursday,  the  25th  of  Jul}-,  1850  ;  that  she  died  on 
the  same  day  at  No.  5,  Forest-road,  St.  John's  Wood  ;  and 
that  the  cause  of  her  death  was.  Aneurism.  Duration  of 
Disease,  not  known. 

(Signed)  Alfred  Goodricke. 

ProP.  Title.     M.R.C.S.  Eng.  L.S.A. 
Address.      12,  Croydon  Gardens,  St.  John's  IVood. 

3.  7 he  N'arrative  of  Jane  Gould. 

I  WAS  the  person  sent  in  by  Mr.  Goodricke,  to  do  what  was 
right  and  needful  by  the  remains  of  a  lady,  who  had  died  at 
the  house  named  in  the  certificate  which  precedes  this.  I 
found  the  body  in  charge  of  the  servant,  Hester  Pinhorn.  I 
remained  with  it,  and  prepared  it,  at  the  proper  time,  for  the 
grave.  It  was  laid  in  the  coffin,  in  my  presence  ;  and  I  after- 
wards saw  the  coffin  screwed  down,  previous  to  its  removal. 
When  that  had  been  done,  and  not  before,  I  received  what 
was  due  to  me,  and  left  the  house.  I  refer  persons  who  may 
wish  to  investigate  my  character  to  Mr.  Goodricke.  He  will 
bear  witness  that  I  can  be  trusted  to  tell  the  truth. 

(Signed)  Jane  Gould. 

4.  The  Narrative  of  the  Tombstone. 

Sacred  to  the  Memory  of  Laura,  Lady  Glyde,  wife  of  Sir 
Percival  Glyde,  Bart.,  of  Blackwater  Park,  Hampshire  ;  and 
daughter  of  the  late  Philip  Fairlie,  Esq.,  of  Limnneridge 
House,  in  this  parish.  Born,  March  27th,  1829;  married, 
December  22nd,  1849  ;  died  July  25th,  1850. 

5.   The  Narrative  of  Walter  Hartright. 

Early  in  the  summer  of  1850, 1,  and  my  survivingcompanions, 
left  the  wilds  and  forests  of  Central  America  for  home. 
Arrived  at  the  coast,  we  took  ship  there  for  England.  The 
vessel  was  wrecked  in  the  Gulf  of  Mexico  ;  I  was  among 
the  few  saved  from  the  sea.  It  was  my  third  escape  from 
peril  of  death.  Death  by  disease,  death  by  the  Indians, 
death  by  drowning — all  three  had  approached  me ;  all  three 
had  passed  me  by. 

The  survivors  of  the  wreck  were  rescued  by  an  American 
vessel,  bound  for  Liverpool.     The  ship  reached  her  port  on 

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the  thirteenth  day  of  October,  1S50.  We  landed  late  in  the 
afternoon  ;  and  I  arrived  in  London  the  same  night. 

These  pages  are  not  the  record  of  my  wanderings  and  my 
dangers  away  from  home.  The  motives  which  led  me  from 
my  country  and  my  friends  to  a  new  world  of  adventure  and 
peril  are  known.  From  that  self-imposed  exile  I  came  back, 
as  I  hoped,  prayed,  believed  I  should  come  back — a  changed 
man.  In  the  waters  of  a  new  life  I  had  tempered  my  nature 
afresh.  In  the  stern  school  of  extremity  and  danger  my  will 
had  learnt  to  be  strong,  my  heart  to  be  resolute,  my  mind  to 
rely  on  itself.  I  had  gone  out  to  fly  from  my  own  future.  I 
came  back  to  face  it,  as  a  man  should. 

To  face  it  with  that  inevitable  suppression  of  myself,  which 
I  knew  it  would  demand  from  me.  I  had  parted  with  the 
worst  bitterness  of  the  past,  but  not  with  my  heart's  remem- 
brance of  the  sorrow  and  the  tenderness  of  that  memorable 
time.  I  had  not  ceased  to  feel  the  one  irreparable  disappoint- 
ment of  my  life — I  had  only  learnt  to  bear  it.  Laura  Fairlie 
was  in  all  my  thoughts  when  the  ship  bore  me  away,  and  I 
looked  my  last  at  England.  Laura  Fairlie  was  in  all  my 
thoughts  when  the  ship  brought  me  back,  and  the  morning 
light  showed  the  friendly  shore  in  view. 

My  pen  traces  the  old  letters  as  my  heart  goes  back  to 
the  old  love.  I  write  of  her  as  Laura  Fairlie  still.  It  is  hard 
to  think  of  her,  it  is  hard  to  speak  of  her,  by  her  husband's 
name. 

There  are  no  more  words  of  explanation  to  add,  on  my 
appearing  for  the  second  time  in  these  pages.  This  narrative, 
if  I  have  the  strength  and  the  courage  to  write  it,  may  now 
go  on. 

My  first  anxieties  and  first  hopes,  when  the  morning  came, 
centred  in  my  mother  and  my  sister.  I  felt  the  necessity  of 
preparing  them  for  the  joy  and  surprise  of  my  return,  after  an 
absence,  during  which  it  had  been  impossible  for  them  to  re- 
ceive any  tidings  of  me  for  months  past.  Early  in  the  morn- 
ing, I  sent  a  letter  to  the  Hampstead  Cottage  ;  and  followed 
it  myself  in  an  hour's  time. 

When  the  first  meeting  was  over,  when  our  quiet  and 
composure  of  other  days  began  gradually  to  return  to  us,  I 
saw  something  in  my  mother's  face  which  told  me  that  a 
secret  oppression  lay  heavy  on  her  heart.  There  was  more 
than  love — there  was  sorrow  in  the  anxious  eyes  that  looked 
on  me  so  tenderly  ;  there  was  pity  in  the  kind  hand  that 
slowly  and  fondly  strengthened  its  hold  on  mine.     We  had 

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no  concealmenls  from  each  other.  She  knew  how  the  hope 
of  my  Hfe  had  been  wrecked — she  knew  why  I  had  left  her. 
It  was  on  my  lips  to  ask  as  composedly  as  I  could,  if  any 
letter  had  come  for  me  from  Miss  Halcombe — if  there  was 
any  news  of  her  sister  that  I  might  hear.  But,  when  I  looked 
in  my  mother's  face,  I  lost  courage  to  put  the  question  even 
in  that  guarded  form.  I  could  only  say,  doubtingly  and  re- 
strainedly, 

'  You  have  something  to  tell  me.' 

My  sister,  who  had  been  sitting  opposite  to  us,  rose 
suddenly,  without  a  word  of  explanation — rose,  and  left  the 
room. 

My  mother  moved  closer  to  me  on  the  sofa  and  put  her 
arms  round  my  neck.  Those  fond  arms  trembled  ;  the  tears 
flowed  fast  over  the  faithful  loving  face. 

'  Walter  ! '  she  whispered — '  my  own  darling  !  my  heart  is 
heavy  for  you.  Oh,  my  son  !  my  son  !  try  to  remember  that 
I  am  still  left ! ' 

My  head  sank  on  her  bosom.  She  had  said  all,  in  saying 
those  words. 


It  was  the  morning  of  the  third  day  since  my  return — the 
morning  of  the  sixteenth  of  October. 

I  had  remained  with  them  at  the  Cottage  ;  I  had  tried 
hard  not  to  embitter  the  happiness  of  my  return,  to  tliem,  as 
it  was  embittered  to  me.  I  had  done  all  man  could  to  rise 
after  the  shock,  and  accept  my  life  resignedly — to  let  my 
great  sorrow  come  in  tenderness  to  my  heart,  and  not  in 
despair.  It  was  useless  and  hopeless.  No  tears  soothed  my 
aching  eyes  ;  no  relief  came  to  me  from  my  sister's  sympathy 
or  my  mother's  love. 

On  that  third  morning,  I  opened  my  heart  to  them.  At 
last  the  words  passed  my  lips  which  I  had  longed  to  speak 
on  the  day  when  my  mother  told  me  of  her  death. 

'  Let  me  go  away  alone,  for  a  little  while,'  I  said.  '  I 
shall  bear  it  better  when  I  have  looked  once  more  at  the 
place  where  I  first  saw  her — when  I  have  knelt  and  prayed 
by  the  grave  where  they  have  laid  her  to  rest.' 

I  departed  on  my  journey — my  journey  to  the  grave  of 
Laura  Fairlie. 

It  was  a  quiet  autumn  afternoon,  when  I  stopped  at  tne 
solitary  station,  and  set  forth  alone,  on  foot,  by  the  well- 
remembered  road.  The  waning  sun  was  shining  faintly 
through  thin  white  clouds ;  the  air  was  v.-arm  and  still ;  the 

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peacefulness  of  the  lonely  country  was  over-shadowed  and 
saddened  by  the  influence  of  the  falling'  year. 

I  reached  the  moor  ;  I  stood  again  on  the  brow  of  the  hill ; 
I  looked  on,  along  the  path — and  there  were  the  familiar 
g-arden  trees  in  the  distance,  the  clear  sweeping  semicircle  of 
the  drive,  the  high  white  walls  of  Limmeridge  House.  The 
chances  and  changes,  the  wanderings  and  dangers  of  months 
and  months  past,  all  shrank  and  shrivelled  to  nothing  in  my 
mind.  It  was  like  yesterday,  since  my  feet  had  last  trodden 
the  fragrant  heathy  ground  !  I  thought  I  should  see  her 
coming-  to  meet  me,  with  her  little  straw  hat  shading  her 
face,  her  simple  dress  fluttering  in  the  air,  and  her  well-filled 
sketch-book  ready  in  her  hand. 

Oh,  Death,  thou  hast  thy  sting  !  oh,  Grave,  thou  hast  thy 
victory  ! 

I  turned  aside  ;  and  there  below  me,  in  the  glen,  was  the 
lonesome  gray  church  ;  the  porch  where  I  had  waited  for  the 
coming  of  the  woman  in  white  ;  the  hills  encircling  the  quiet 
burial-ground  ;  the  brook  bubbling  cold  over  its  stony  bed. 
There  was  the  marble  cross,  fair  and  white,  at  the  head  of 
the  tomb — the  tomb  that  now  rose  over  mother  and  daughter 
alike. 

I  approached  the  grave.  I  crossed  once  more  the  low 
stone  stile,  and  bared  my  head  as  I  touched  the  sacred 
ground.  Sacred  to  gentleness  and  goodness  ;  sacred  to 
reverence  and  grief. 

I  stopped  before  the  pedestal  from  which  the  cross  rose. 
On  one  side  of  it,  on  the  side  nearest  to  me,  the  nev/ly-cut 
inscription  met  my  eyes — the  hard,  clear,  cruel  black  letters 
which  told  the  story  of  her  life  and  death.  I  tried  to  read 
them.      I   did    read,   as  far  as  the  name.      *  Sacred   to   the 

Memory  of  Laura '     The  kind  blue  eyes  dim  with  tears  ; 

the  fair  head  drooping  wearily  ;  the  innocent,  parting  words 
which  implored  me  to  leave  her — oh,  for  a  happier  last 
memory  of  her  than  this  ;  the  memory  I  took  away  with  me, 
the  memory  I  bring  back  with  me  to  her  grave  ! 

A  second  time  I  tried  to  read  the  inscription.  I  saw,  at 
the  end,  the  date  of  her  death  ;  and  above  it 

Above  it,  there  were  lines  on  the  marble,  there  was  a 
name  among  them,  which  disturbed  my  thoughts  of  her.  I 
went  round  to  the  other  side  of  the  grave,  where  there  v/as 
nothing  to  read — nothing  of  earthly  vileness  to  force  its  v.-ay 
between  her  spirit  and  mine. 

I  knelt  down  by  the  tomb.  I  laid  my  hands,  I  laid  my 
head,  on  the  broad  white  stone,  and  closed  my  weary  eyes  on 

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the  earth  around,  on  the  hght  above.  I  let  her  come  back  to 
me.  Oh,  my  love  !  my  love  !  my  heart  may  speak  to  you 
now/  It  is  yesterday  again,  since  we  parted — yesterday, 
since  your  dear  hand  lay  in  mine — yesterday,  since  my  eves 
looked  their  last  on  you.     My  love  !  my  love  ! 

*  *  *  *  * 

Time  had  flowed  on  ;  and  Silence  had  fellen,  like  thick 
night,  over  its  course. 

The  first  sound  that  came,  after  the  heavenly  peace, 
rustled  faintly,  like  a  passing  breath  of  air,  over  the  grass  of 
the  burial-ground.  I  heard  it  nearing  me  slowly,  \mtil  it 
came  changed  to  my  ear— came  like  footsteps  moving  on- 
ward— then  stopped. 

I  looked  up. 

The  sunset  was  near  at  hand.  The  clouds  had  parted  ; 
the  slanting  light  fell  mellow  over  the  hills.  The  last  of  the 
day  was  cold  and  clear  and  still  in  the  quiet  valley  of  the 
dead. 

Beyond  me,  in  the  burial-ground,  standing  together  In  the 
cold  clearness  of  the  lower  light,  I  saw  two  women.  They 
were  lookmg  towards  the  tomb  ;  looking  towards  me. 

Two. 

They  came  a  little  on  ;  and  stopped  again.  Their  veils 
were  down,  and  hid  their  faces  from  me.  When  they 
stopped,  one  of  them  raised  her  veil.  In  the  still  evenino- 
light,  I  saw  the  face  of  Marian  Halcombe.  "^ 

Changed,  changed  as  if  years  had  passed  over  it !  The 
eyes  large  and  wild,  and  looking  at  me  with  a  strange  terror 
in  them.  The  face  worn  and  wasted  piteously.  Pain  and 
fear  and  grief  written  on  her  as  with  a  brand. 

I  took  one  step  towards  her  from  the  grave.  She  never 
moved— she  never  spoke.  The  veiled  woman  with  her  cried 
out  faintly.  I  stopped.  The  springs  of  my  life  fell  low  ;  and 
the  shuddering  of  an  unutterable  dread  crept  over  me  from 
head  to  foot. 

The  woman  with  the  veiled  face  moved  away  from  her 
companion,  and  came  towards  me  slowly.  Left  by  herself 
standing  by  herself,  Marian  Halcombe  spoke.  It  was  the 
voice  that  I  remembered— the  voice  not  changed,  like  the 
frightened  eyes  and  the  wasted  face. 

'My  dream  !  my  dream  ! '  I  heard  her  say  those  words 
sottly,  in  the  awful  silence.  She  sank  on  her  knees,  and 
raised  her  clasped  hands  to  the  heaven.  '  Father  !  strengthen 
him.     Father  !  help  him,  in  his  hour  of  need.' 

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The  woman  came  on  ;  slowly  and  silently  came  on.  I 
looked  at  her — at  her,  and  at  none  other,  from  that  moment. 

The  voice  that  was  praying-  for  me,  faltered  and  sank  low 
— then  rose  on  a  sudden,  and  called  affrig-htedly,  called 
despairingly  to  me  to  come  away. 

But  the  veiled  woman  had  possession  of  me,  body  and 
soul.  She  stopped  on  one  side  of  the  grave.  We  stood  face 
to  face,  with  the  tombstone  between  us.  She  was  close  to 
the  inscription  on  the  side  of  the  pedestal.  Her  gown  touched 
the  black  letters. 

The  voice  came  nearer,  and  rose  and  rose  more  passionately 
still.  '  Hide  your  face  !  don't  look  at  her  !  Oh,  for  God's 
sake  spare  him  ! ' 

The  woman  lifted  her  veil. 

*  Sacred  to  the  Memory  of  Laura,  Lady  Clyde ' 


Laura,  Lady  Clyde,  was  standing  by  the  inscription,  and 
was  looking-  at  me  over  the  grave. 


[The  Second  Epocli  ofUic  Slo>'y  closes /icre.\ 


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THE  THIRD  EPOCH. 


The  Story  continued  by  Walter  Hautright. 


I  OFEN  a  new  pa-c.     I  advance  m.v  narrative  by  one  week. 

The  history  of  the  interval  which  I  thus  pass  over  must 
remain  unrecorded.  My  heart  turns  faint,  my  mind  sinks  in 
darkness  and  contusion  when  I  think  of  it.  '  This  must  not 
be  If  I,  who  write,  am  to  guide,  as  I  ought,  you  who  read. 
This  must  not  be  it  the  clue  that  leads  through  the  windin-.; 
h  indr     ^°''^'  '^  ^°  remain,  from  end  to  end,  untangled  in  my 

_  A  life  suddenly  changed— its  whole  purpose  created  afresh  • 
Its  hopes  and  fears,  its  struggles,  its  interests,  and  its  sacril 
rices,  all  turned  at  once  and  forever  into  a  new  direction— this 
IS  the  prospect  which  now  opens  before  me  like  the  burst  of 
view  from  a  mountain's  top.  I  left  my  narrative  in  the  quiet 
shadow  of  Limmeridge  church  :  I  resume  it,  one  week  later 
in  the  stir  and  turmoil  of  a  London  street.  ' 

The  street  is  in  a  populous  and  a  poor  neighbourhood. 
1  he  ground  floor  of  one  of  the  houses  in  it  is  occupied  by  a 
sma  1  newsvendor's  shop  ;  and  the  first  floor  and  the  second 
are  let  as  furnished  lodgings  of  the  humblest  kind. 

I  have  taken  those  two  floors  in  an  assumed  name  Oa 
the  upper  floor  I  live,  with  a  room  to  work  in,  a  room  to 
sleep  m.  On  the  lower  floor,  under  the  same  assumed  name 
two  women  live,  who  are  described  as  my  sisters.  I  get  my 
bread  by  drawing  and  engraving  on  wood  for  the  cheap 
periodicals.  My  sisters  are  supposed  to  help  me  bv  takin- 
in  a  little  needlework.  Our  poor  place  of  abode,  our'  humble 
calling,   our  assumed  relationship,   and  our  assumed  name, 

3^  B  B 


THE  WOMAN   IN  WHITE 

are  all  used  alike  as  a  means  of  hiding  us  in  the  house-forest 
of  London.  We  are  numbered  no  longer  with  the  people 
whose  lives  are  open  and  known.  I  am  an  obscure,  unnoticed 
man,  without  patron  or  friend  to  help  me.  Marian  Halcombe 
is  nothing-  now,  but  my  eldest  sister,  who  provides  for  our 
household  wants  by  the  toil  of  her  own  hands.  We  two,  in 
the  estimation  of  others,  are  at  once  the  dupes  and  the  agents 
of  a  daring  imposture.  We  are  supposed  to  be  the  accom- 
plices of  mad  Anne  Catherick,  who  claims  the  name,  the 
place,  and  the  living  personality  of  dead  Lady  Glyde. 

That  is  our  situation.  That  is  the  changed  aspect  in 
which  we  three  must  appear,  henceforth,  in  this  narrative, 
for  many  and  many  a  page  to  come. 

In  the  eye  of  reason  and  of  law,  in  the  estimation  o( 
relatives  and  friends,  according  to  every  received  formality 
of  civilised  society,  *  Laura,  Lady  Glyde,'  lay  buried  with  her 
mother  in  Limmeridge  churchyard.  Torn  in  her  own  lifetime 
from  the  list  of  the  living,  the  daughter  of  Philip  Fairlie  and 
the  wife  of  Percival  Glyde  might  still  exist  for  her  sister, 
might  still  exist  for  me,  but  to  all  the  world  besides  she  was 
dead.  Dead  to  her  uncle  who  had  renounced  her  ;  dead  to 
the  servants  of  the  house  who  had  failed  to  recognise  her  ; 
dead  to  the  persons  in  authority  who  had  transmitted  her 
fortune  to  her  husband  and  her  aunt ;  dead  to  m.y  mother  and 
my  sister,  who  believed  me  to  be  the  dupe  of  an  adventuress 
and  the  victim  of  a  fraud  ;  socially,  morally,  legally — dead. 

And  yet  alive  !  Alive  in  poverty  and  in  hiding.  Alive, 
with  the  poor  drawing-master  to  fight  her  battle,  and  to  win 
the  way  back  for  her  to  her  place  in  the  world  of  living 
beings. 

Did  no  suspicion,  excited  by  my  own  knowledge  of  Anne 
Catherick's  resemblance  to  her,  cross  my  mind,  when  her  face 
was  first  revealed  to  me?  Not  the  shadow  of  a  suspicion, 
from  the  moment  when  she  lifted  her  veil  by  the  side  of  the 
inscription  which  recorded  her  death. 

Before  the  sun  of  that  day  had  set,  before  the  last  glimpse 
of  the  home  which  was  closed  against  her  had  passed  from 
our  view,  the  farewell  words  I  spoke  when  we  parted  at 
Limmeridge  House  had  been  recalled  by  both  of  us  ;  repeated 
by  me,  recognised  by  her.  '  If  ever  the  time  conies  when  the 
devotion  of  my  whole  heart  and  soul  and  strength  v/ill  give 
you  a  moment's  happiness,  or  spare  you  a  moment's  sorrow, 
will  you  try  to  remember  the  poor  drawing-master  who  has 
taught  you  ? '  She,  who  now  remembered  so  little  of  the 
trouble  and  terror  of  a  later  time,  remembered  those  words, 

370 


THE   WOMAN   IN   WHITE 

:?l.!fn,LT.!',^°^;six^';;t^"''r:t:f '- «-  boson, 

she  called  me  by  my  name,    vl™  she  said    " Vr'l'"''  '"'^''", 

u^:^:z  /^i^^^:  1?-  ^- 1  -e,r 

by  my  side,  throuo-h  neril  of  ri^nfi,  "''y'^t^^^  ^'^an  1  had  fallen 
escaped,  the  Ha  d  tClv^  thnce  renewed,  and  thrice 

futur^e,  had1e?me  to  mee  that"?;';;  °  V^!  "^""'^  '"^^^  '^  ^he 
sorely  tried  and  sad^v  rh.  ^  T""'  J'''^'''^  ^n^  disowned, 
cloucfed  robbed  of  her  .?^.''  !^^^beauty  faded,  her  mind 
amono-  ivn^  creatures  ft  T  ^"  ^^^^T^"^^'  ^^  ^er  place 
devotfon  o  ^w  whl  heTr'  ^  ,nd '°'7"  ^.  '^''^^  Promised;  the 
laid  blamelessly  tt  ftto^f,:^'^:^  In'hf  r"  ^hf  Vh'^ 

Sf^itr-Sd^SSS^^ 


II. 

The 


I    shall   re]^tt   h^,u  ^    -    ^''''''''  "'^^*  '^ome  next. 

interrupred;:|?ir,  in  '  aSr^'^l^f^^^rr '"he"'  "f"^  'f '" 
selves,  but  in  the  words  of  th^  k  r^  ?  •  ^  ^P^'^^kers  them- 
abstract  which  I  commit^L  .  •!  '  ^'f "'  studiously  simple 
and  for  the  SuLTeTf^l::;'^^^^^^^^^^^ 
web  wd,  be  most  speedily  an'd  molt  bte%ibly  unrolled  "^^'' 
HoJI^e5:?;^^SSle^t^^^-^^^  --"  the 

fact'^f  "Jhll  dSLt'and"?h''""  '^^  ^"^^^"^'^  ^----  the 
circumstances  uSerwhicS  it  had ';:r""7  ''''''^'^'  °^  the 
cated  to  Miss  Halcon^be  bv  th.  h  f  P^""""'  '""^'^  communi- 
some  days  aftenvarrrhow  n!.  ^^^^^^^^P^r.  It  was  not  till 
in  the  aLenc^of  anv  wrl?^''"^''^^''"^^'^tly,Mrs.  Michelson, 
sence  ot  any  written  memorandum  on  the  subject 


THE   WOiMAN    IN   WHITE 

could  not  undertake  to  say)  that  a  letter  ari-ived  from  Madame 
Fosco  announcing-  Lady  Clyde's  sudden  death  in  Count 
Fosco's  house.  The  letter  avoided  mentioning-  dates,  and 
left  it  to  Mrs.  Michelson's  discretion  to  break  the  news  at 
once  to  Miss  Halcombe,  or  to  defer  doing  so  until  that  lady's 
health  should  be  more  firmly  established. 

Havingconsulted  Mr.  Dawson  (who  had  been  himself  delayed 
by  ill  health  in  resuming  his  attendance  at  Blackwater  Park), 
Mrs.  Michelson,  by  the  doctor's  advice,  and  in  the  doctor's 
presence,  communicated  the  news,  either  on  the  day  when 
the  letter  was  received,  or  on  the  day  after.  It  is  not  neces- 
sary to  dwell  here  upon  the  effect  which  the  intelligence  of 
Lady  Gl3'de's  sudden  death  produced  on  her  sister.  It  is 
only  useful  to  the  present  purpose  to  say  that  she  was  not 
able  to  travel  for  more  than  three  weeks  afterwards.  At  the 
end  of  that  time  she  proceeded  to  London,  accompanied  by 
the  housekeeper.  They  parted  there  ;  Mrs.  Michelson  pre- 
viously informing  Miss  Halcombe  of  her  address,  in  case  they 
might  wish  to  communicate  at  a  future  period. 

On  parting  with  the  housekeeper,  Miss  Halcombe  went  at 
once  to  the  office  of  Messrs.  Cilmore  and  Kyrle,  to  consult 
with  the  latter  gentleman,  in  Mr.  Cilmore's  absence.  She 
mentioned  to  Mr.  Kyrle,  what  she  had  thought  it  desirable  to 
conceal  from  every  one  else  (Mrs.  ISIichelson  included) — her 
suspicion  of  the  circumstances  under  which  Lady  Clyde  was 
said  to  have  met  her  death.  Mr.  Kyrle,  who  had  previously 
given  friendly  proof  of  his  anxiety  to  serve  Miss  Halcombe,  at 
once  vmdertook  to  make  such  inquiries  as  the  delicate  and 
dangerous  nature  of  the  investigation  proposed  to  him  would 
permit. 

To  exhaust  this  part  of  the  subject  before  going  farther, 
it  may  be  here  mentioned  that  Count  Fosco  offered  every 
facility  to  Mr.  Kyrle,  on  that  gentleman  stating  that  he  was 
sent  by  Miss  Halcombe  to  collect  such  particulars  as  had  not 
yet  reached  her  of  Lady  Clyde's  decease.  Mr.  Kyrle  was 
placed  in  communication  with  the  medical  man,  Mr.  Cood- 
ricke,  and  with  the  two  servants.  In  the  absence  of  any 
means  of  ascertaining  the  exact  date  of  Lady  Clyde's  depar- 
ture from  Blackwater  Park,  the  result  of  the  doctor's  and  the 
servants'  evidence,  and  of  the  volunteered  statements  of  Count 
Fosco  and  his  wife,  was  conclusive  to  the  mind  of  Mr.  Kyrle. 
He  could  only  assume  that  the  intensity  of  Miss  Halcombe's 
suffering  under  the  loss  of  her  sister,  had  misled  her  judg- 
ment in  a  most  deplorable  manner  ;  and  he  wrote  her  word 
that  the  shocking  suspicion  to  which  she  had  alluded  in  his 

372 


THE   WOMAN   IN   WHITE 

presence,  was,  in  his  opinion,  destitute  of  the  smallest  fragf- 
ment  of  foundation  in  truth.  Thus  the  investigation  by  Mr. 
Gilmore's  partner  began  and  ended. 

Meanwhile,  Miss  Halcombe  had  returned  to  Limmeridge 
House  :  and  had  there  collected  all  the  additional  information 
which  she  was  able  to  obtain. 

Mr.  Fairlie  had  received  his  first  intimation  of  his  niece's 
death  from  his  sister,  Madame  Fosco  ;  this  letter  also  not 
containing  any  exact  reference  to  dates.  He  had  sanctioned 
his  sister's  proposal  that  the  deceased  lady  should  be  laid  in 
her  mother's  grave  in  Limmeridge  churchyard.  Count  Fosco 
had  accompanied  the  remains  to  Cumberland,  and  had  at- 
tended the  funeral  at  Limmeridge,  which  took  place  on  the 
30th  of  July.  It  was  followed,  as  a  mark  of  respect,  by  all 
the  inhabitants  of  the  village  and  the  neighbourhood.  On  the 
next  day,  the  inscription  (originally  drawn  out,  it  was  said, 
by  the  aunt  of  the  deceased  lady,  and  submitted  for  approval 
to  her  brother,  Mr,  Fairlie)  was  engraved  on  one  side  of  the 
monument  over  the  tomb. 

On  the  day  of  the  funeral  and  for  one  day  after  it  Count 
Fosco  had  been  received  as  a  guest  at  Limmeridge  House ; 
but  no  interview  had  taken  place  between  Mr.  Fairlie  and 
himself,  by  the  former  gentleman's  desire.  They  had  com- 
municated by  writing ;  and,  through  this  medium.  Count 
Fosco  had  made  Mr.  Fairlie  acquainted  with  the  details  of 
his  niece's  last  illness  and  death.  The  letter  presenting  this 
information  added  no  new  facts  to  the  facts  already  known  ; 
but  one  very  remarkable  paragraph  was  contained  in  the 
postscript.      It  referred  to  Anne  Catherick. 

The  substance  of  the  paragraph  in  question  was  as 
follows  : 

It  first  informed  Mr.  Fairlie  that  Anne  Catherick  (of  whom 
he  might  hear  full  particulars  from  Miss  Halcombe  when  she 
reached  Limmeridge)  had  been  traced  and  recovered  in  the 
neighbourhood  of  Blackwater  Park,  and  had  been,  for  the 
second  time,  placed  under  the  charge  of  the  medical  men 
from  whose  custody  she  had  once  escaped. 

This  was  the  first  part  of  the  postscript.  The  second  part 
warned  Mr.  Fairlie  that  Anne  Catherick's  mental  malady  had 
been  aggravated  by  her  long  freedom  from  control  ;  and  that 
the  insane  hatred  and  distrust  of  Sir  Percival  Glyde,  which 
had  been  one  of  her  most  marked  delusions  in  former  times, 
still  existed,  under  a  newly-acquired  form.  The  unfortunate 
woman's  last  idea  in  connexion  with  Sir  Percival,  was  the 
idea  of  annoying  and  distressing  him,  and  of  elevating  her- 

373 


THE   WOMAN    IN   WHITE 

could  not  undertake  to  say)  that  a  letter  arrived  fi-oni  Madame 
Fosco  announcing  Lady  Clyde's  sudden  death  ni  Count 
Fosco's  house.  The  letter  avoided  mentionmg  dates,  ancl 
left  it  to  Mrs.  Michelson's  discretion  to  break  the  news  at 
once  to  Miss  Halcombe,  or  to  defer  doing  so  until  that  lady  s 
health  should  be  more  firmly  established. 

HavingconsultedMr.Dawson(Avhohadbeenhimselfdelayed 

by  ill  health  in  resuming  his  attendance  at  Blackwater  Park;, 
Mrs.  Michelson,  by  the  doctor's  advice,  and  in  the  doctor  s 
presence,  communicated  the  news,  either  on  the  day  when 
the  letter  was  received,  or  on  the  day  after.  It  is  not  neces- 
sary to  dwell  here  upon  the  effect  which  the  intelligence  ot 
Lady  Clyde's  sudden  death  produced  on  her  sister.  It  is 
only  useful  to  the  present  purpose  to  say  that  she  was  not 
able  to  travel  for  more  than  three  weeks  afterwards.  At  the 
end  of  that  time  she  proceeded  to  London,  accompanied  by 
the  housekeeper.  They  parted  there  ;  Mrs.  Michelson  pre- 
viously informing  Miss  Halcombe  of  her  address,  in  case  they 
mig-ht  wish  to  communicate  at  a  future  period. 

On  parting  with  the  housekeeper.  Miss  Halcombe  went  at 
once  to  the  office  of  Messrs.  Gilmore  and  Kyrle,  to  consult 
with  the  latter  gentleman,  in  Mr.  Cilmore's  absence,  bhe 
mentioned  to  Mr.  Kyrle,  what  she  had  thoughts  desirable  to 
conceal  from  every  one  else  (Mrs.  ?.Iichelson  inckided)-her 
suspicion  of  the  circumstances  under  which  Lady  Glyde  was 
said  to  have  met  her  death.  Mr.  Kyrle,  who  had  previously 
o-iven  friendly  proof  of  his  anxiety  to  serve  Miss  Halcombe,  at 
Snce  undertook  to  make  such  inquiries  as  the  delicate  and 
dangerous  nature  of  the  investigation  proposed  to  him  would 

permit.  •        r    .1 

To  exhaust  this  part  of  the  subject  before  going  farther, 
it  may  be  here  mentioned  that  Count  Fosco  offered  every 
facility  to  Mr.  Kvrle,  on  that  gentleman  stating  that  he  was 
sent  by  Miss  Halcombe  to  collect  such  particulars  as  had  not 
yet  reached  her  of  Lady  Clyde's  decease.  Mr.  Kyrle  was 
placed  in  communication  with  the  medical  man,  Mr.  Good- 
ricke,  and  with  the  two  servants.  In  the  absence  of  any 
means  of  ascertaining  the  exact  date  of  Lady  Clyde  s  depar- 
ture from  Blackwater  Park,  the  result  of  the  doctor's  and  the 
servants'  evidence,  and  of  the  volunteered  statements  of  Count 
Fosco  and  his  wife,  was  conclusive  to  the  mind  of  Mr.  Kyrle. 
He  could  only  assume  that  the  intensity  of  Miss  Halcombe  s 
suffering  under  the  loss  of  her  sister,  had  misled  her  judg- 
ment in  a  most  deplorable  manner  ;  and  he  wrote  herword 
that  the  shocking  suspicion  to  which  she  had  alluded  in  his 

372 


THE   WOMAN   IN   WHITE 

presence,  was,  in  his  opinion,  destitute  of  the  smallest  fragf- 
ment  of  foundation  in  truth.  Thus  the  investigation  by  Mr. 
Gilmore's  partner  began  and  ended. 

Meanwhile,  Miss  Halcombe  had  returned  to  Limmeridge 
House  :  and  had  there  collected  all  the  additional  information 
which  she  was  able  to  obtain, 

Mr.  Fairlie  had  received  his  first  intimation  of  his  niece's 
death  from  his  sister,  Madame  Fosco  ;  this  letter  also  not 
containing  any  exact  reference  to  dates.  He  had  sanctioned 
his  sister's  proposal  that  the  deceased  lady  should  be  laid  in 
her  mother's  grave  in  Limmeridge  churchyard.  Count  Fosco 
had  accompanied  the  remains  to  Cumberland,  and  had  at- 
tended the  funeral  at  Limmeridge,  which  took  place  on  the 
30th  of  July.  It  was  followed,  as  a  mark  of  respect,  by  all 
the  inhabitants  of  the  village  and  the  neighbourhood.  On  the 
next  day,  the  inscription  (originally  drawn  out,  it  was  said, 
by  the  aunt  of  the  deceased  lady,  and  submitted  for  approval 
to  her  brother,  Mr.  Fairlie)  was  engraved  on  one  side  of  the 
monument  over  the  tomb. 

On  the  day  of  the  funeral  and  for  one  day  after  it  Count 
Fosco  had  been  received  as  a  guest  at  Limmeridge  House ; 
but  no  interview  had  taken  place  between  Mr.  Fairlie  and 
himself,  by  the  former  gentleman's  desire.  They  had  com- 
municated by  writing ;  and,  through  this  medium.  Count 
Fosco  had  made  Mr.  Fairlie  acquainted  with  the  details  of 
his  niece's  last  illness  and  death.  The  letter  presenting  this 
information  added  no  new  facts  to  the  facts  already  known  ; 
but  one  very  remarkable  paragraph  was  contained  in  the 
postscript.      It  referred  to  Anne  Catherick. 

The  substance  of  the  paragraph  in  question  was  as 
follows  : 

It  first  informed  Mr.  Fairlie  that  Anne  Catherick  (of  whom 
he  might  hear  full  particulars  from  Miss  Halcombe  when  she 
reached  Limmeridge)  had  been  traced  and  recovered  in  the 
neighbourhood  of  Blackwater  Park,  and  had  been,  for  the 
second  time,  placed  under  the  charge  of  the  medical  men 
from  whose  custody  she  had  once  escaped. 

This  was  the  first  part  of  the  postscript.  The  second  part 
warned  Mr.  Fairlie  that  Anne  Catherick's  mental  malady  had 
been  aggravated  by  her  long  freedom  from  control  ;  and  that 
the  insane  hatred  and  distrust  of  Sir  Percival  Glyde,  which 
had  been  one  of  her  most  marked  delusions  in  former  times, 
still  existed,  under  a  newly-acquired  form.  The  unfortunate 
woman's  last  idea  in  connexion  with  Sir  Percival,  was  the 
idea  of  annoying  and  distressing  him,  and  of  elevating  her- 

373 


THE   WOMAN    IN   WHITE 

could  not  undertake  to  say)  that  a  letter  arrived  from  Madame 
Fosco  announcing  Lady  Clyde's  sudden  death  in  Count 
Fosco's  house.  The  letter  avoided  mentioning  dates,  and 
left  it  to  Mrs.  Michelson's  discretion  to  break  the  news  at 
once  to  Miss  Halcombe,  or  to  defer  doing  so  until  that  lady's 
health  should  be  more  firmly  established. 

Having  consulted  Mr.  Dawson  (who  had  been  himself  delayed 
by  ill  health  in  resuming  his  attendance  at  Blackwater  Park), 
Mrs.  Michelson,  by  the  doctor's  advice,  and  in  the  doctor's 
presence,  communicated  the  news,  either  on  the  day  when 
the  letter  was  received,  or  on  the  day  after.  It  is  not  neces- 
sary to  dwell  here  upon  the  effect  which  the  intelligence  of 
Lady  Clyde's  sudden  death  produced  on  her  sister.  It  is 
only  useful  to  the  present  purpose  to  say  that  she  was  not 
able  to  travel  for  more  than  three  weeks  afterw^ards.  At  the 
end  of  that  time  she  proceeded  to  London,  accompanied  by 
the  housekeeper.  They  parted  there  ;  Mrs.  Michelson  pre- 
viously informing  Miss  Halcombe  of  her  address,  in  case  they 
might  wish  to  communicate  at  a  future  period. 

On  parting  with  the  housekeeper,  Miss  Halcombe  went  at 
once  to  the  office  of  Messrs.  Cilmore  and  Kyrle,  to  consult 
with  the  latter  gentleman,  in  Mr.  Cilmore's  absence.  She 
mentioned  to  Mr.  Kyrle,  what  she  had  thought  it  desirable  to 
conceal  from  every  one  else  (Mrs.  Michelson  included) — her 
suspicion  of  the  circumstances  under  which  Lady  Clyde  was 
said  to  have  met  her  death.  Mr.  Kyrle,  who  had  previously 
given  friendly  proof  of  his  anxiety  to  serve  Miss  Halcombe,  at 
once  undertook  to  make  such  inquiries  as  the  delicate  and 
dangerous  nature  of  the  investigation  proposed  to  him  would 
permit. 

To  exhaust  this  part  of  the  subject  before  going  farther, 
it  may  be  here  mentioned  that  Count  Fosco  offered  every 
facility  to  Mr.  Kyrle,  on  that  gentleman  stating  that  he  was 
sent  by  Miss  Halcombe  to  collect  such  particulars  as  had  not 
yet  reached  her  of  Lady  Clyde's  decease.  Mr.  Kyrle  was 
placed  in  communication  with  the  medical  man,  Mr.  Cood- 
ricke,  and  with  the  two  servants.  In  the  absence  of  any 
means  of  ascertaining  the  exact  date  of  Lady  Clyde's  depar- 
ture from  Blackwater  Park,  the  result  of  the  doctor's  and  the 
servants'  evidence,  and  of  the  volunteered  statements  of  Count 
Fosco  and  his  wife,  was  conclusive  to  the  mind  of  Mr.  Kyrle. 
He  could  only  assume  that  the  intensity  of  Miss  Halcombe's 
suffering  under  the  loss  of  her  sister,  had  misled  her  judg- 
ment in  a  most  deplorable  manner  ;  and  he  wrote  her  word 
that  the  shocking  suspicion  to  which  she  had  alluded  in  his 

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presence,  was,  in  his  opinion,  destitute  of  the  smallest  frag"- 
ment  of  foundation  in  truth.  Thus  the  investigation  by  Mr. 
Gilmore's  partner  began  and  ended. 

Meanvv-hile,  Miss  Halcombe  had  returned  to  Limmeridge 
House  :  and  had  there  collected  all  the  additional  information 
which  she  was  able  to  obtain. 

Mr.  Fairlie  had  received  his  first  intimation  of  his  niece's 
death  from  his  sister,  Madame  Fosco  ;  this  letter  also  not 
containing  any  exact  reference  to  dates.  He  had  sanctioned 
his  sister's  proposal  that  the  deceased  lady  should  be  laid  in 
her  mother's  grave  in  Limmeridge  churchyard.  Count  Fosco 
had  accompanied  the  remains  to  Cumberland,  and  had  at- 
tended the  funeral  at  Limmeridge,  which  took  place  on  the 
30th  of  July.  It  was  followed,  as  a  mark  of  respect,  by  all 
the  inhabitants  of  the  village  and  the  neighbourhood.  On  the 
next  day,  the  inscription  (originally  drawn  out,  it  was  said, 
by  the  aunt  of  the  deceased  lady,  and  submitted  for  approval 
to  her  brother,  Mr.  Fairlie)  was  engraved  on  one  side  of  the 
monument  over  the  tomb. 

On  the  day  of  the  funeral  and  for  one  day  after  it  Count 
Fosco  had  been  received  as  a  guest  at  Limmeridge  House ; 
but  no  interviev/  had  taken  place  between  ^Ir.  Fairlie  and 
himself,  by  the  former  gentleman's  desire.  They  had  com- 
municated by  writing ;  and,  through  this  medium.  Count 
Fosco  had  made  Mr.  Fairlie  acquainted  with  the  details  of 
his  niece's  last  illness  and  death.  The  letter  presenting  this 
information  added  no  new  facts  to  the  facts  already  known  ; 
but  one  very  remarkable  paragraph  was  contained  in  the 
postscript.      It  referred  to  Anne  Catherick. 

The  substance  of  the  paragraph  in  question  v/as  as 
follows  : 

It  first  informed  Mr.  Fairlie  that  Anne  Catherick  (of  whom 
he  might  hear  full  particulars  from  Miss  Halcombe  when  she 
reached  Limmeridge)  had  been  traced  and  recovered  in  the 
neighbourhood  of  Blackwater  Park,  and  had  been,  for  the 
second  time,  placed  under  the  charge  of  the  medical  men 
from  whose  custody  she  had  once  escaped. 

This  was  the  first  part  of  the  postscript.  The  second  part 
warned  Mr.  Fairlie  that  Anne  Catherick's  mental  malady  had 
been  aggravated  by  her  long  freedom  from  control  ;  and  that 
the  insane  hatred  and  distrust  of  Sir  Percival  Glyde,  which 
had  been  one  of  her  most  marked  delusions  in  former  times, 
still  existed,  under  a  newly-acquired  form.  The  unfortunate 
woman's  last  idea  in  connexion  with  Sir  Percival,  was  the 
idea  of  annoying  and  distressing  him,  and  of  elevating  her- 

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some  questions  which  she  was  too  much  agitated  to  ask  at 
that  moment,  and  that  she  had  no  intention  of  misleading- 
the  nurse  into  any  dereUction  of  duty,  the  woman  took  the 
money,  and  proposed  three  o'clock  on  the  next  day  as 
the  time  for  the  interview.  She  might  then  slip  out  for  half 
an  hour,  after  the  patients  had  dined  ;  and  she  would  meet 
the  lady  in  a  retired  place,  outside  the  high  nortti  wall  which 
screened  the  grounds  of  the  house.  Miss  Halcombe  had 
only  time  to  assent,  and  to  whisper  to  her  sister  that  she 
should  hear  from  her  on  the  next  day,  when  the  proprietor  of 
the  Asylum  joined  them.  He  noticed  his  visitor's  agitation, 
which  Miss  Halcombe  accounted  for  by  saying  that  her  inter- 
view with  Anne  Catherick  had  a  little  startled  her,  at  first. 
She  took  her  leave  as  soon  after  as  possible — that  is  to  say, 
as  soon  as  she  could  summon  courage  to  force  herself  from 
the  presence  of  her  unfortunate  sister. 

A  very  little  reflection,  when  the  capacity  to  reflect  re- 
turned, convinced  her  that  any  attempt  to  identify  Lady 
Clyde  and  to  rescue  her  by  legal  means,  would,  even  if  suc- 
cessful, involve  a  delay  that  might  be  fatal  to  her  sister's 
intellects,  which  were  shaken  already  by  the  horror  of  the 
situation  to  which  she  had  been  consigned.  By  the  time 
Miss  Halcombe  had  got  back  to  London,  she  had  determined 
to  eff'ect  Lady  Clyde's  escape  privatel)',  by  means  of  the 
nurse. 

She  went  at  once  to  her  stockbroker  ;  and  sold  out  of  the 
funds  all  the  little  property  she  possessed,  amounting  to 
rather  less  than  seven  hundred  pounds.  Determined,  if 
necessary,  to  pay  the  price  of  her  sister's  liberty  with  every 
farthing  she  had  in  the  world,  she  repaired  the  next  day, 
having  the  whole  sum  about  her,  \n  bank-notes,  to  her 
appointment  outside  the  Asylum  wall. 

The  nurse  was  there.  Miss  Halcombe  approached  the 
subject  cautiously  by  many  preliminary  questions.  She  dis- 
covered, among  other  particulars,  that  the  nurse  who  had, 
in  former  times,  attended  on  the  true  Anne  Catherick,  had 
been  held  responsible  (although  she  was  not  to  blame  for  It) 
for  the  patient's  escape,  and  had  lost  her  place  in  conse- 
quence. The  same  penalty,  it  was  added,  would  attach  to  the 
person  then  speaking  to  her,  if  the  supposed  Anne  Catherick 
was  missing  a  second  time  ;  and,  moreover,  the  nurse,  in  this 
case,  had  an  especial  interest  in  keeping  her  place.  She  was 
engaged  to  be  married  ;  and  she  and  her  future  husband  were 
waiting  till  they  could  save,  together,  between  two  and  three 
hundred  pounds  to  start  in  business.     The  nurse's  wages  were 

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good;  and  she  might  succeed,  by  strict  economy,  in  contributing 
her  small  share  towards  the  sum  required  in  two  years'  time. 

On  this  hint,  Miss  Halcombe  spoke.  She  declared  that 
the  supposed  Anne  Catherick  was  nearly  related  to  her  ;  that 
she  had  been  placed  in  the  Asylum  under  a  fatal  mistake  ;  and 
that  the  nurse  Vvould  be  doing  a  good  and  a  Christian  action 
in  being  the  means  of  restoring  them  to  one  another.  Before 
there  was  time  to  start  a  single  objection,  Miss  Halcombe 
took  four  bank-notes  of  a  hundred  pounds  each  from  her 
pocket-book,  and  offered  them  to  the  woman,  as  a  compensa- 
tion for  the  risk  she  was  to  run,  and  for  the  loss  of  her  place. 

The  nurse  hesitated,  through  sheer  incredulity  and  sur- 
prise.    Miss  Halcombe  pressed  the  point  on  her  firml}-. 

'You  will  be  doing  a  good  action,' she  repeated;  'you 
will  be  helping  the  most  injured  and  unhappy  woman  alive. 
There  is  your  marriage-portion  for  a  reward.  Bring  her  safely 
to  me,  here  ;  and  I  will  put  these  four  bank-notes  into  your 
hand,  before  I  claim  her.' 

'  Will  you  give  me  a  letter  saying  those  words,  which  I 
can  show  to  my  sweetheart,  when  he  asks  how  I  got  the 
money  ?  '  inquired  the  woman. 

'  I  will  bring  the  letter  with  me,  ready  written  and  signed,' 
answered  Miss  Halcombe. 

*  Then  I'll  risk  it,'  said  the  nurse. 

*  When  ? ' 

*  To-morrow.' 

It  was  hastily  agreed  between  them  that  Miss  Halcombe 
should  return  early  the  next  morning,  and  wait  out  of  sight, 
among  the  trees— always,  however,  keeping  near  the  quiet 
spot  of  ground  under  the  north  wall.  The  nurse  could  fix  no 
time  for  her  appearance  ;  caution  requiring  that  she  should 
wait,  and  be  guided  by  circumstances.  On  that  understand- 
ing they  separated. 

Miss  Halcombe  was  at  her  place,  with  the  promised  letter, 
and  the  promised  bank-notes,  before  ten  the  next  morning. 
She  waited  more  than  an  hour  and  a  half.  At  the  end  of  that 
time,  the  nurse  came  quickly  round  the  corner  of  the  wall, 
holding  Lady  Clyde  by  the  arm.     The  moment  thev  met.  Miss 

Halcombe  put  the  bank-notes  and  the  letter  into  her  hand 

and  the  sisters  were  united  again. 

The  nurse  had  dressed  Lady  Clyde,  with  excellent  fore- 
thought, in  a  bonnet,  veil,  and  shawl  of  her  own.  Miss  Hal- 
combe only  detained  her  to  suggest  a  means  of  turning  the 
pursuit  in  a  false  direction,  when  the  escape  was  discovered 
at  the  Asylum.    She  was  to  go  back  to  the  house ;  to  mention 

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ill  the  hearing  of  the  other  nurses  that  Anne  Catherick  had 
been  inquiring  latterly,  about  the  distance  from  London  to 
Hampshire  ;  to  wait  till  the  last  moment,  before  discovery 
was  inevitable  ;  and  then  to  give  the  alarm  that  Anne  was 
missing.  The  supposed  inquiries  about  Hampshire,  when 
communicated  to  the  owner  of  the  Asylum,  would  lead  him 
to  imagine  that  his  patient  had  returned  to  Blackwater  Park, 
under  the  influence  of  the  delusion  which  made  her  persist 
in  asserting  herself  to  be  Lady  Glyde  ;  and  the  first  pursuit 
would,  in  all  probabilit}-,  be  turned  in  that  direction. 

The  nurse  consented  to  follow  these  suggestions — the 
more  readily,  as  they  off'ered  her  the  means  of  securing  her- 
self against  any  worse  consequences  than  the  loss  of  her  place, 
by  remaining  in  the  Asylum,  and  so  maintaining  the  appear- 
ance of  innocence,  at  least.  She  at  once  returned  to  the 
house  ;  and  Miss  Halcombe  lost  no  time  in  taking  her  sister 
back  with  her  to  London.  They  caught  the  afternoon  train 
to  Carlisle  the  same  afternoon,  and  arrived  at  Limmeridge, 
without  accident  or  difficulty  of  any  kind,  that  night. 

During  the  latter  part  of  their  journey,  they  were  alone  in 
the  carriage,  and  Miss  Halcombe  was  able  to  collect  such 
remembrances  of  the  past  as  her  sister's  confused  and  weak- 
ened memory  was  able  to  recall.  The  terrible  story  of  the 
conspiracy  so  obtained,  was  presented  in  fragments,  sadly 
incoherent  in  themselves,  and  widely  detached  from  each 
other.  Imperfect  as  the  revelation  was,  it  must  nevertheless 
be  recorded  here  before  this  explanatory  narrative  closes  with 
the  events  of  the  next  day  at  Limmeridge  House. 

Lady  Clyde's  recollection  of  the  events  which  followed  her 
departure  from  Blackwater  Park  began  with  her  arrival  at 
the  London  terminus  of  the  South  Western  Railway.  She 
had  omitted  to  make  a  memorandum  beforehand  of  the  day 
on  which  she  took  the  journey.  All  hope  of  fixing  that  im- 
portant date,  by  any  evidence  of  hers,  or  of  Mrs.  Michelson's, 
must  be  given  up  for  lost. 

On  the  arrival  of  the  train  at  the  platform.  Lady  Clyde 
found  Count  Fosco  waiting  for  her.  He  was  at  the  carriage 
door  as  soon  as  the  porter  could  open  it.  The  train  was  un- 
usually crowded,  and  there  v/as  great  confusion  in  getting 
the  luggage.  Some  person  whom  Count  Fosco  brought  with 
him  procured  the  luggage  which  belonged  to  Lady  Glyde.  It 
was  marked  with  her  name.  She  drove  away  alone  with  the 
Count,  in  a  vehicle  which  she  did  not  particularly  notioe  at 
the  time. 

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Her  first  question,  on  leavint^^  the  terminus,  referred  to 
Miss  Halcombe.  The  Count  informed  her  that  Miss  Hal- 
combe  had  net  yet  ^one  to  Cumberland  ;  after-consideration 
having-  caused  him  to  doubt  the  prudence  of  her  taking-  so 
long-  a  journey  without  some  days'  previous  rest. 

Lady  Clyde  next  inquired  whether  her  sister  was  then  stay- 
ing in  the  Count's  house.  Her  recollection  of  the  answer 
was  confused,  her  only  distinct  impression  in  relation  to  it 
being  that  the  Count  declared  he  was  then  taking-  her  to  see 
Miss  Halcombe.  Lady  Clyde's  experience  of  London  was  so 
limited,  that  she  could  not  tell,  at  the  time,  through  what 
streets  they  were  driving.  But  they  never  left  the  streets, 
and  they  never  passed  any  gardens  or  trees.  When  the  car- 
riage stopped,  it  stopped  in  a  small  street,  behind  a  square — 
a  square  in  which  there  were  shops,  and  public  buildings, 
and  many  people.  From  these  recollections  (of  which  Lady 
Clyde  was  certain)  it  seems  quite  clear  that  Count  Fosco  did 
not  take  her  to  his  own  residence  in  the  suburb  of  St.  John's 
Wood. 

They  entered  the  house,  and  went  up-stairs  to  a  back 
room,  either  on  the  first  or  second  floor.  The  luggage  was 
carefully  brought  in.  A  female  seryant  opened  the  door;  and 
a  man  with  a  dark  beard,  apparently  a  foreigner,  met  them 
in  the  hall,  and  with  great  politeness  showed  them  the  way 
up-stairs.  In  answer  to  Lady  Clyde's  inquiries,  the  Count 
assured  her  that  Miss  Halcombe  was  in  the  house,  and  that 
she  should  be  immediately  informed  of  her  sister's  arrival. 
He  and  the  foreigner  then  went  away  and  left  her  by  herself 
in  the  room.  It  was  poorly  furnished  as  a  sitting-room,  and 
it  looked  out  on  the  backs  of  houses. 

The  place  was  remarkably  quiet  ;  no  footsteps  \%ent  up 
or  down  the  stairs — she  only  heard  in  the  room  beneath  her 
a  dull,  rumbling  sound  of  men's  voices  talking.  Before  she 
had  been  long  left  alone,  the  Count  returned,  to  explain  that 
Miss  Hal-combe  was  then  taking  rest,  and  could  not  be  dis- 
turbed for  a  little  while.  He  was  accompanied  into  the  room 
by  a  gentleman  (an  Englishman)  whom  he  begged  to  present 
as  a  friend  of  his. 

After  this  singular  introduction  — in  the  course  of  which 
no  names,  to  the  best  of  Lady  Clyde's  recollection,  had  been 
mentioned — she  was  left  alone  with  the  stranger.  He  was 
perfectly  civil ;  but  he  startled  and  confused  her  by  some  odd 
questions  about  herself,  and  by  looking  at  her,  while  he  asked 
them,  in  a  strange  manner.  After  remaining  a  short  time, 
he   went   out ;  and    a   minute  or  two   afterwards   a   second. 

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THE   WOMAN    IN   WHITE 

stranger — also  an  Eng-lishman — came  in.  This  person  in- 
troduced himself  as  another  friend  of  Count  Fosco's  ;  and  he, 
in  his  turn,  looked  at  her  very  oddly,  and  asked  some  curious 
questions — never,  as  well  as  she  could  remember,  addressing 
her  by  name  ;  and  going  out  again,  after  a  little  while,  like 
the  first  man.  By  this  time,  she  v/as  so  frightened  about 
herself,  and  so  uneasy  about  her  sister,  that  she  had  thoughts 
of  venturing  down-stairs  again,  and  claiming  the  protection 
and  assistance  of  the  only  woman  she  had  seen  in  the  house 
—the  servant  who  answered  the  door. 

Just  as  she  had  risen  from  her  chair,  the  Count  came  back 
into  the  room. 

The  moment  he  appeared,  she  asked  anxiously  how  long 
the  meeting  between  her  sister  and  herself  was  to  be  still 
delayed.  At  first,  he  returned  an  evasive  answer ;  but,  on 
being  pressed,  he  acknowledged,  with  great  apparent  reluc- 
tance, that  Miss  Halcombc  was  by  no  means  so  well  as  he 
had  hitherto  represented  her  to  be.  His  tone  and  manner,  in 
making  this  reply,  so  alarmed  Lady  Clyde,  or  rather  so  pain- 
fully increased  the  uneasiness  which  she  had  felt  in  the  com- 
pany of  the  two  strangers,  that  a  sudden  faintness  overcame 
her,  and  she  was  obliged  to  ask  for  a  glass  of  Avater.  The 
Count  called  from  the  door  for  water,  and  for  a  bottle  of 
smelling-salts.  Both  were  brought  in  by  the  foreign-looking 
man  with  the  beard.  The  water,  when  Lady  Clyde  attempted 
to  drink  it,  had  so  strange  a  taste  that  it  increased  her  faint- 
ness ;  and  she  hastily  took  the  bottle  of  salts  from  Count 
Fosco,  and  smelt  at  it.  Her  head  became  giddy  on  the 
instant.  The  Count  caught  the  bottle  as  it  dropped  out  of 
her  hand  ;  and  the  last  impression  of  which  she  was  conscious 
was  that  he  held  it  to  her  nostrils  again. 

From  this  point,  her  recollections  were  found  to  be  con- 
fused, fragmentary,  and  difficult  to  reconcile  with  any  reason- 
able probability. 

Her  own  impression  was  that  she  recovered  her  senses 
later  in  the  evening  ;  that  she  then  left  the  house ;  that  she 
went  (as  she  had  previously  arranged  to  go,  at  Blackwater 
Park)  to  Mrs.  Vesey's  ;  that  she  drank  tea  there  ;  and  that 
she  passed  the  night  under  Mrs.  Vesey's  roof.  She  was 
totally  unable  to  say  how,  or  when,  or  in  what  company,  she 
left  the  house  to  which  Count  Fosco  had  brought  her.  But 
she  persisted  in  asserting  that  she  had  been  to  Mrs.  Vesey's ; 
and,  still  more  extraordinary,  that  she  had  been  helped  to 
undress  and  get  to  bed  by  Mrs.  Rubelle  !  She  could  not  re- 
member what  the  conversation  was  at  Mrs.  Vesey's,  or  whom 

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THE   WOMAN   IN   WHITE 

she  saw  there  besides  that  ladv,  or  whv  Mrs.  Rubelle  should 
have  been  present  in  the  house  to  help 'her. 

Her  recollection  of  what  happened  to  her  the  next  morning'- 
was  still  more  vag-ue  and  unreliable.  ^ 

She  had  some  dim  idea  of  driving-  out  (at  what  hour  she 
could  not  say)  with  Count  Fosco— and  with  Mrs.  Rubelle, 
again,  for  a  female  attendant.  But  when,  and  why,  she  left 
Mrs.  Vesey  she  could  not  tell ;  neither  did  she  know  what 
direction  the  carriage  drove  in,  or  where  it  set  her  down,  or 
whether  the  Count  and  Mrs.  Rubelle  did  or  did  not  remain 
with  her  all  the  time  she  was  out.  At  this  point  in  her  sad 
story  there  was  a  total  blank.  She  had  no  impressions  of  the 
taintest  kind  to  communicate— no  idea  whether  one  dav,  or 
more  than  one  day,  had  passed— until  she  came  to  he'rself 
suddenly  in  a  strange  place,  surrounded  bv  women  who  were 
all  unknown  to  her. 

This  was  the  Asylum.  Here  she  first  heard  herself  called 
by  Anne  Catherick's  name  ;  and  here,  as  a  last  remarkable  cir- 
cumstance in  the  story  of  the  conspiracv,  her  own  eyes  in- 
formed her  that  she  had  Anne  Catherick's  clothes  on.  The 
nurse,  on  the  first  night  in  the  Asylum,  had  shown  her  the 
marks  on  each  article  of  her  underclothine  as  it  was  taken 
off,  and  had  said,  not  at  all  irritably  or  unkindly,  '  Look  at 
your  own  name  on  your  own  clothes,  and  don't  Worry  us  all 
any  more  about  being  Lady  Clyde.  She's  dead  and  buried  • 
and  you're  alive  and  hearty.  Do  look  at  your  clothes  now  ! 
There  it  is,  in  good  marking  ink ;  and  there  you  will  find  it 
on  all  your  old  things,  which  we  have  kept  in  the  house- 
Anne  Cathenck,  as  plain  as  print  ! '  And  there  it  was,  vvhen 
Miss  Halcombe  examined  the  linen  her  sister  wore,  on  the 
night  ot  their  arrival  at  Limmeridge  House. 

These  were  the  only  recollections— all  of  them  uncertain, 
and  some  of  them  contradictory— which  could  be  extracted 
from  Lady  Clyde,  by  careful  questioning,  on  the  journey  to 
Cumberland.  Miss  Halcombe  abstained  from  pressing' her 
with  any  inquiries  relating  to  events  in  the  Asylum  f  her 
mind  being  but  too  evidently  unfit  to  bear  the  trial  of  revert- 
ing to  them.  It  was  known,  by  the  voluntary  admission  of 
the  owner  of  the  mxadhouse,  that  she  was  received  there  on 
the  twenty-seventh  of  July.  From  that  date,  until  the  fif- 
teenth of  October  (the  day  of  her  rescue),  she  had  been  under 
restraint;  her  identity  with  Anne  Catherick  systematically 
asserted,  and  her  sanity,  from  first  to  last,  practically  denied. 
Faculties  less  delicately  balanced,  constitutions  less  tenderly 

383 


THE   WOMAN    IN   WHITE 

organised,  must  have  suftercd  under  such  an  ordeal  as  this. 
No  man  could  have  gone  through  it,  and  come  out  of  it  un- 
changed. 

Arriving  at  Limmeridge  late  on  the*5vening  of  the  fifteenth, 
Miss  Halcombe  wisely  resolved  not  to  attempt  the  assertion 
of  Lady  Clyde's  identity,  until  the  next  day. 

The  first  thing  in  the  morning,  she  went  to  Mr.  Fairlie's 
room ;  and,  using  all  possible  cautions  and  preparations 
beforehand,  at  last  told  him,  in  so  many  words,  what  had 
happened.  As  soon  as  his  first  astonishment  and  alarm  had 
subsided,  he  angrily  declared  that  Miss  Halcombe  had  allowed 
herself  to  be  duped  by  Anne  Catherick.  He  referred  her  to 
Count  Fosco's  letter,  and  to  what  she  had  herself  told  him 
of  the  personal  resemblance  between  Anne  and  his  deceased 
niece  ;  and  he  positively  declined  to  admit  to  his  presence 
even  for  one  minute  only,  a  madwoman  whom  it  was  an 
insult  and  an  outrage  to  have  brought  into  his  house  at  all. 

Miss  Halcombe  left  the  room  ;  waited  till  the  first  heat  of 
her  indignation  had  passed  away  ;  decided,  on  reflection,  that 
Mr.  Fairlie  should  see  his  niece  in  the  interests  of  common 
humanity,  before  he  closed  his  doors  on  her  as  a  stranger  ; 
and  thereupon,  without  a  word  of  previous  warning,  took 
Lady  Glyde  with  her  to  his  room.  The  servant  was  posted 
at  the  door  to  prevent  their  entrance  ;  but  Miss  Halcombe 
insisted  on  passing  him,  and  made  her  way  into  Mr.  Fairlie's 
presence,  leading  her  sister  by  the  hand. 

The  scene  that  followed,  though  it  only  lasted  for  a  few 
minutes,  was  too  painful  to  be  described — Miss  Halcombe 
herself  shrank  from  referring  to  it.  Let  it  be  enough  to  say 
that  Mr.  Fairlie  declared,  in  the  most  positive  terms,  that  he 
did  not  recognise  the  woman  who  had  been  brought  into  his 
room  ;  that  he  saw  nothing  in  her  face  and  manner  to  make 
him  doubt  for  a  moment  that  his  niece  lay  buried  in  Lim- 
meridge churchyard  ;  and  that  he  would  call  on  the  law  to 
protect  him  if  before  the  day  was  over  she  v/as  not  removed 
from  the  house. 

Taking  the  very  worst  view  of  Mr.  Fairlie's  selfishness, 
indolence,  and  habitual  want  of  feeling,  it  was  manifestly 
impossible  to  suppose  that  he  was  capable  of  such  infamy  as 
secretly  recognising  and  openly  disowning  his  brother's  child. 
Miss  Halcombe  humanely  and  sensibly  allowed  all  due  force 
to  the  influence  of  prejudice  and  alarm  in  preventing  him 
from  fairly  exercising  his  perceptions  ;  and  accounted  fcr 
what  had  happened,  in  that  way.  But  Avhen  she  next  put 
the  servants  to  the  test,  and  found  that  they  too  were,   in 

384 


THE   WOlNlAN    IN   WHITE 

every  case,  uncertain,  to  say  the  least  of  it,  whether  the 
lady  presented  to  them  was  their  young  mistress,  or  Anne 
Catherick,  of  whose  resemblance  to  her  they  had  all  heard, 
the  sad  conclusion  was  inevitable,  that  the  change  produced 
in  Lady  Clyde's  face  and  manner  by  her  imprisonment  in  the 
Asylum,  was  far  more  serious  than  Miss  Halcombe  had  at 
first  supposed.  The  vile  deception  which  had  asserted  her 
death,  defied  exposure  even  in  the  house  where  she  was  born, 
and  among  the  people  with  whom  she  had  lived. 

In  a  less  critical  situation,  the  effort  need  not  have  been 
given  up  as  hopeless,  even  yet. 

For  example,  the  maid,  Fanny,  who  happened  to  be  then 
absent  from  Limmeridge,  was  expected  back  in  two  days  ; 
and  there  would  be  a  chance  of  gaining  her  recognition  to 
start  with,  seeing  that  she  had  been  in  much  more  constant 
communication  with  her  mistress,  and  had  been  much  more 
heartily  attached  to  her  than  the  other  servants.  Again, 
Lady  Glj'de  might  have  been  privately  kept  in  the  house,  or 
in  the  village,  to  wait  until  her  health  was  a  little  recovered, 
and  her  mind  was  a  little  steadied  again.  When  her  memory 
could  be  once  more  trusted  to  serve  her,  she  would  naturally 
refer  to  persons  and  events,  in  the  past,  with  a  certainty  and 
a  familiarity  which  no  impostor  could  simulate  ;  and  so  the 
fact  of  her  identity,  which  her  own  appearance  had  failed  to 
establish,  might  subsequently  be  proved,  with  time  to  help 
her,  by  the  surer  test  of  her  own  words. 

But  the  circumstances  under  which  she  had  regained  her 
freedom,  rendered  all  recourse  to  such  means  as  these  simply 
impracticable.  The  pursuit  from  the  Asylum,  diverted  to 
Hampshire  for  the  time  only,  would  infallibly  next  take  the 
direction  of  Cumberland.  The  persons  appointed  to  seek 
the  fugitive,  might  arrive  at  Limmeridge  House  at  a  few 
hours'  notice  ;  and  in  Mr.  Fairlie's  present  temper  of  mind, 
they  might  count  on  the  immediate  exertion  of  his  local 
influence  and  authority  to  assist  them.  The  commonest  con- 
sideration for  Lady  Clyde's  safety,  forced  on  Miss  Halcombe 
the  necessity  of  resigning  the  struggle  to  do  her  justice,  and 
of  removing  her  at  once  from  the  place  of  all  others  that  was 
now  most  dangerous  to  her— the  neighbourhood  of  her  own 
home. 

An  immediate  return  to  London  was  the  first  and  wisest 
measure  of  security  which  suggested  itself.  In  the  great 
city  all  traces  of  them  might  be  most  speedily  and  most  surely 
effaced.  There  were  no  preparations  to  make — no  farewell 
words  of  kindness  to  exchange  with  any  one.     On  the  after- 

385  '  c  c 


THE  WOMAN   IN   WHITE 

noon  of  that  memorable  day  of  the  sixteenth,  Miss  Halcombe 
roused  her  sister  to  a  last  exertion  of  courage  ;  and,  without 
a  living  soul  to  wish  them  well  at  parting,  the  two  took  their 
way  into  the  world  alone,  and  turned  their  backs  for  ever  on 
Limmeridge  House. 

They  had  passed  the  hill  above  the  churchyard,  when  Lady 
Glyde  insisted  on  turning  back  to  look  her  last  at  her  mother's 
grave.  Miss  Halcombe  tried  to  shake  her  resolution  ;  but, 
in  this  one  instance,  tried  in  vain.  She  was  immovable. 
Her  dim  eyes  lit  with  a  sudden  fire,  and  flashed  through  the 
veil  that  hung  over  them  ;  her  wasted  fingers  strengthened, 
moment  by  moment,  round  the  friendly  arm  by  which  they 
had  held  so  listlessly  till  this  time.  I  believe  in  my  soul  that 
the  Hand  of  God  was  pointing  their  way  back  to  them  ;  and 
that  the  most  innocent  and  the  most  afflicted  of  His  creatures 
was  chosen,  in  that  dread  moment,  to  see  it. 

They  retraced  their  steps  to  the  burial-ground ;  and  by 
that  act  sealed  the  future  of  our  three  lives. 

III. 

This  was  the  story  of  the  past — the  story,  so  far  as  we  knew 
it  then. 

Two  obvious  conclusions  presented  themselves  to  my  mind, 
after  hearing  it.  In  the  first  place,  I  saw  darkly  what  the  nature 
of  the  conspiracy  had  been  ;  how  chances  had  been  watched, 
and  how  circumstances  had  been  handled  to  ensure  impunity 
to  a  daring  and  an  intricate  crime.  While  all  details  were  still 
a  mystery  to  me,  the  vile  manner  in  which  the  personal  re- 
semblance between  the  woman  in  white  and  Lady  Glyde  had 
been  turned  to  account,  was  clear  beyond  a  doubt.  It  was 
plain  that  Anne  Catherick  had  been  introduced  into  Count 
Fosco's  house  as  Lady  Glyde  ;  it  was  plain  that  Lady  Glyde 
had  taken  the  dead  woman's  place  in  the  Asylum — the  substi- 
tution having  been  so  managed  as  to  make  innocent  people 
(the  doctor  and  the  two  servants  certainly ;  and  the  owner  of 
the  madhouse  in  all  probability)  accomplices  in  the  crime. 

The  second  conclusion  came  as  the  necessary  consequence 
of  the  first.  We  three  had  no  mercy  to  expect  from  Count 
Fosco  and  Sir  Percival  Glyde.  The  success  of  the  conspiracy 
had  brought  with  it  a  clear  gain  to  those  two  men  of  thirty 
thousand  pounds — twenty  thousand  to  one  :  ten  thousand 
to  the  other,  through  his  wife.  They  had  that  interest,  as 
well  as  other  interests,  in  ensuring  their  impunity  from  expo- 
sure ;  and  they  would  leave  no  stone  unturned,  no  sacrifice 

r.8G 


THE  WOMAN   IN  WHITE 

unattempted,  no  treachery  untried,  to  discover  the  place  In 
which  their  victim  was  concealed,  and  to  part  her  from  the  only 
friends  she  had  in  the  world — Marian  Halcombe  and  myself. 

The  sense  of  this  serious  peril — a  peril  which  every  day 
and  every  hour  might  bring  nearer  and  nearer  to  us — was  the 
one  influence  that  guided  me  in  fixing  the  place  of  our  retreat. 
I  chose  it  in  the  far  East  of  London,  where  there  were  fewest 
idle  people  to  lounge  and  look  about  them  in  the  streets.  I 
chose  it  in  a  poor  and  a  populous  neighbourhood — because 
the  harder  the  struggle  for  existence  among  the  men  and 
women  about  us,  the  less  the  risk  of  their  having  the  time  or 
taking  the  pains  to  notice  chance  strangers  who  came  among 
them.  These  were  the  great  advantages  I  looked  to  ;  but 
our  locality  was  a  gain  to  us  also,  in  another  and  a  hardly  less 
important  respect.  We  could  live  cheaply  by  the  daily  work 
of  my  hands  ;  and  could  save  every  farthing  we  possessed  to 
forward  the  purpose — the  righteous  purpose  of  redressing  an 
infamous  wrong- — which,  from  first  to  last,  I  now  kept  steadily 
in  view. 

In  a  week's  time,  Marian  Halcombe  and  I  had  settled  how 
the  course  of  our  new  lives  should  be  directed. 

There  were  no  other  lodgers  in  the  house  ;  and  we  had  the 
means  of  going  in  and  out  without  passing  through  the  shop. 
I  arranged,  for  the  present  at  least,  that  neither  Marian  nor 
Laura  should  stir  outside  the  door  without  my  being  with 
them  ;  and  that,  in  my  absence  from  home,  they  should  let 
no  one  into  their  rooms  on  any  pretence  whatever.  This  rule 
established,  I  went  to  a  friend  whom  I  had  known  in  former 
days — a  wood  engraver,  in  large  practice — to  seek  for  em- 
ployment ;  telling  him,  at  the  same  time,  that  I  had  reasons 
for  wishing  to  remain  unknown. 

He  at  once  concluded  that  I  was  in  debt ;  expressed  his 
regret  in  the  usual  forms ;  and  then  promised  to  do  what  he 
could  to  assist  me.  I  left  his  false  impression  undisturbed  ; 
and  accepted  the  work  he  had  to  give.  He  knew  that  he 
could  trust  my  experience  and  my  industry.  I  had,  what  he 
Wanted,  steadiness  and  facility  ;  and  though  my  earnings 
were  but  small,  they  sufficed  for  our  necessities.  As  soon  as 
we  could  feel  certain  of  this,  Marian  Halcombe  and  I  put 
together  what  we  possessed.  She  had  between  two  and  three 
hundred  pounds  left  of  her  own  property  ;  and  I  had  nearly 
as  much  remaining  from  the  purchase-money  obtained  by 
the  sale  of  my  drawing-master's  practice  before  I  left  England. 
Together  we  made  up  between  us  more  than  four  hundred 
pounds.     I  deposited  this  little  fortune  in  a  bank,  to  be  kept 

387  c  c  2 


THE  WOiMAN   IN   WHITE 

for  the  expense  of  those  secret  inquiries  and  investigations 
which  I  was  determined  to  set  on  foot,  and  to  carry  on  by 
myself  if  I  could  find  no  one  to  help  me.  We  calculated  our 
weekly  expenditure  to  the  last  farthing- ;  and  we  never  touched 
our  little  fund,  except  in  Laura's  interests  and  for  Laura's  sake. 

The  house-work,  which,  if  we  had  dared  trust  a  stranger 
near  us,  would  have  been  done  by  a  servant,  was  taken  on 
the  first  day,  taken  as  her  own  right,  by  Marian  Halcombe. 
'  What  a  woman's  hands  are  fit  for,'  she  said,  '  early  and  late, 
these  hands  of  mine  shall  do.'  They  trembled  as  she  held 
them  out.  The  wasted  arms  told  their  sad  story  of  the  past, 
as  she  turned  up  the  sleeves  of  the  poor  plain  dress  that 
she  wore  for  safety's  sake  ;  but  the  unquenchable  spirit  of 
the  woman  burnt  bright  in  her  even  yet.  I  saw  the  big 
tears  rise  thick  in  her  eyes,  and  fall  slowly  over  her  cheeks  as 
she  looked  at  me.  She  dashed  them  away  with  a  touch  of 
her  old  energy,  and  smiled  with  a  faint  reflection  of  her  old 
good  spirits.  '  Don't  doubt  my  courage,  Walter,'  she  pleaded, 
'  it's  my  weakness  that  cries,  not  me.  The  house-work  shall 
conquer  it,  if  /  can't.'  And  she  kept  her  word — the  victory 
was  won  when  we  met  in  the  evening,  and  she  sat  down  to  rest. 
Her  large  steady  black  eyes  looked  at  me  with  a  flash  of  their 
bright  firmness  of  bygone  days.  '  I  am  not  quite  broken 
down  yet,'  she  said  ;  '  I  am  worth  trusting  with  my  share  of 
the  work.'  Before  I  could  answer,  she  added  in  a  whisper, 
'  And  worth  trusting  with  my  share  in  the  risk  and  the  danger 
too.     Remember  that,  if  the  time  comes  ! ' 

I  did  remember  it,  when  the  time  came. 

As  early  as  the  end  of  October,  the  daily  course  or  our 
lives  had  assumed  its  settled  direction  ;  and  we  three  were  as 
completely  isolated  in  our  place  of  concealment,  as  if  the  house 
we  lived  in  had  been  a  desert  island,  and  the  great  network 
of  streets  and  the  thousands  of  our  fellow  creatures  all  round 
us  the  waters  of  an  illimitable  sea.  I  could  now  reckon  on 
some  leisure  time  for  considering  what  my  future  plan  of 
action  should  be,  and  how  I  might  arm  myself  most  securely, 
at  the  outset,  for  the  coming  struggle  with  Sir  Percival  and 
the  Count. 

I  gave  up  all  hope  of  appealing  to  my  recognition  of  Laura, 
or  to  Marian's  recognition  of  her,  in  proof  of  her  identity.  If 
we  had  loved  her  less  dearly,  if  the  instinct  implanted  in  us 
by  that  love  had  not  been  far  m^ore  certain  than  any  exercise 
of  reasoning,  far  keener  than  any  process  of  observation, 
even  we  might  have  hesitated,  on  first  seeing  her. 

-.88 


THE   WOMAN    IN   WHITE 

The  outward  changes  wrought  by  the  sufferhig  and  the 
terror  of  the  past  had  fearfully,  almost  hopelessly,  strengthened 
the  fatal  resemblance  between  Anne  Catherick  and  herself. 
In  my  narrative  of  events  at  the  time  of  my  residence  in 
Limmeridge  House,  I  have  recorded,  from  my  own  observation 
of  the  two,  how  the  likeness,  striking  as  it  was  when  viewed 
general!}',  failed  in  many  important  points  of  similarity  when 
tested  in  detail.  In  those  former  days,  if  they  had  both  been 
seen  together,  side  by  side,  no  person  could  for  a  moment 
have  mistaken  them  one  for  the  other — as  has  happened  often 
in  the  instances  of  twins.  I  could  not  say  this  now.  The 
sorrow  and  suffering  which  I  had  once  blamed  myself  for 
associating  even  by  a  passing  thought  with  the  future  of 
Laura  Fairlie,  had  set  their  profaning  marks  on  the  youth 
and  beauty  of  her  face ;  and  the  fatal  resemblance  which  I 
had  once  seen  and  shuddered  at  seeing,  in  idea  only,  was  now 
a  real  and  living  resemblance  which  asserted  itself  before  my 
own  eyes.  Strangers,  acquaintances,  friends  even  who  could 
not  look  at  her  as  we  looked,  if  she  had  been  shown  to  them 
in  the  first  days  of  her  rescue  from  the  Asylum,  might  have 
doubted  if  she  were  the  Laura  Fairlie  they  had  once  seen,  and 
doubted  without  blame. 

The  one  remaining  chance,  which  I  had  at  first  thought 
might  be  trusted  to  serve  us — the  chance  of  appealing  to  her 
recollection  of  persons  and  events  with  which  no  impostor 
could  be  familiar,  was  proved,  by  the  sad  test  of  our  later 
experience,  to  be  hopeless.  Every  little  caution  that  Marian 
and  I  practised  towards  her ;  every  little  remedy  we  tried,  to 
strengthen  and  steady  slowly  the  weakened,  shaken  faculties, 
was  a  fresh  protest  in  itself  against  the  risk  of  turning  her 
mind  back  on  the  troubled  and  the  terrible  past. 

The  only  events  of  former  days  which  we  ventured  on 
encouraging  her  to  recall,  were  the  little  trivial  domestic 
events  of  that  happy  time  at  Limmeridge,  when  I  first  went 
there,  and  taught  her  to  draw.  The  day  when  I  roused  those 
remembrances  by  showing  her  the  sketch  of  the  summer- 
house  which  she  had  given  me  on  the  morning  of  our  farewell, 
and  which  had  never  been  separated  from  me  since,  was  the 
birthday  of  our  first  hope.  Tenderly  and  gradually,  the 
memory  of  the  old  walks  and  drives  dawned  upon  her  ;  and 
the  poor  weary  pining  eyes,  looked  at  Marian  and  at  me  with 
a  new  interest,  with  a  faltering  thoughtfulness  in  them,  which, 
from  that  moment,  we  cherished  and  kept  alive.  I  bought 
her  a  little  box  of  colours,  and  a  sketch-book  like  the  old 
sketch-book  which  I  had  seen  in  her  hands  on  the  morning 

389 


THE   WOMAN    IN   WHITE 

when  we  first  met.  Once  again — oh  me,  once  again  ! — at 
spare  hours  saved  from  my  work,  in  the  dull  London  light,  in 
the  poor  London  room,  I  sat  by  her  side,  to  guide  the  falter- 
ing touch,  to  help  the  feeble  hand.  Day  by  day,  I  raised  and 
raised  the  new  interest  till  its  place  in  the  blank  of  her 
existence  was  at  last  assured — till  she  could  think  of  her 
drawing,  and  talk  of  it,  and  patiently  practise  it  by  herself, 
with  some  faint  reflection  of  the  innocent  pleasure  in  my 
encouragement,  the  growing  enjoyment  in  her  own  progress, 
which  belonged  to  the  lost  life  and  the  lost  happiness  of  past 
days. 

We  helped  her  mind  slowly  by  this  simple  means  ;  we 
took  her  out  between  us  to  walk,  on  fine  days,  in  a  quiet  old 
City  square,  near  at  hand,  where  there  was  nothing  to  confuse 
or  alarm  her ;  we  spared  a  few  pounds  from  the  fund  at  the 
banker's  to  get  her  wine,  and  the  delicate  strengthening  food 
that  she  required ;  we  amused  her  in  the  evenings  with 
children's  games  at  cards,  with  scrap-books  full  of  prints 
which  I  borrowed  from  the  engraver  who  employed  me — by 
these,  and  other  trifling  attentions  like  them,  we  composed 
her  and  steadied  her,  and  hoped  all  things,  as  cheerfully  as  we 
could,  from  time  and  care,  and  love  that  never  neglected  and 
never  despaired  of  her.  But  to  take  her  mercilessly  from 
seclusion  and  repose  ;  to  confront  her  with  strangers,  or  with 
acquaintances  who  were  little  better  than  strangers  ;  to  rouse 
the  painful  impressions  of  her  past  life  which  we  had  so  care- 
fully hushed  to  rest — this,  even  in  her  own  interests,  we 
dared  not  do.  Whatever  sacrifices  it  cost,  whatever  long, 
weary,  heart-breaking  delays  it  involved,  the  wrong  that  had 
been  inflicted  on  her,  if  mortal  means  could  grapple  it,  must 
be  redressed  without  her  knowledge  and  without  her  help. 

This  resolution  settled,  it  was  next  necessary  to  decide 
how  the  first  risk  should  be  ventured,  and  what  the  first  pro- 
ceedings should  be. 

After  consulting  with  Marian,  I  resolved  to  begin  by 
gathering  together  as  many  facts  as  could  be  collected — 
then,  to  ask  the  advice  of  Mr.  Kyrle  (whom  we  knew  we 
could  trust)  ;  and  to  ascertain  from  him,  in  the  first  instance, 
if  the  legal  remedy  lay  fairly  within  our  reach.  I  owed  it  to 
Laura's  interests  not  to  stake  her  whole  future  on  my  own 
unaided  exertions,  so  long  as  there  was  the  faintest  prospect 
of  strengthening  our  position  by  obtaining  reliable  assistance 
of  any  kind. 

The  first  source  of  information  to  which  I  applied,  was 
the  journal  kept  at  Blackwater  Park  by  Marian  Halcombe. 

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There  were  passag"es  in  this  diary,  relating-  to  myself,  which 
she  thoug-ht  it  best  that  I  should  not  see.  Accordingly,  she 
read  to  me  from  the  manuscript,  and  I  took  the  notes  I 
wanted  as  she  went  on.  We  could  only  find  time  to  pursue 
this  occupation  by  sitting  up  late  at  night.  Three  nights 
were  devoted  to  the  purpose,  and  were  enough  to  put  me  in 
possession  of  all  that  Marian  could  tell. 

My  next  proceeding  was  to  gain  as  much  additional 
evidence  as  I  could  procure  from  other  people,  without  ex- 
citing suspicion.  I  went  myself  to  Mrs.  Vesey  to  ascertain  if 
Laura's  impression  of  having  slept  there,  was  correct  or  not. 
In  this  case,  from  consideration  for  Mrs.  Vesey's  age  and 
infirmity,  and  in  all  subsequent  cases  of  the  same  kind  from 
considerations  of  caution,  I  kept  our  real  position  a  secret, 
and  was  always  careful  to  speak  of  Laura  as  '  the  late  Lady 
Clyde.' 

Mrs.  Vesey's  answer  to  my  inquiries  only  confirmed  the 
apprehensions  which  I  had  previously  felt.  Laura  had  cer- 
tainly WTitten  to  say  she  would  pass  the  night  under  the  roof 
of  her  old  friend — but  she  had  never  been  near  the  house. 

Her  mind  in  this  instance,  and,  as  I  feared,  in  other 
instances  besides,  confusedly  presented  to  her  something- 
which  she  had  only  intended  to  do  in  the  false  light  of  some- 
thing which  she  had  really  done.  The  unconscious  contra- 
diction of  herself  was  easy  to  account  for  in  this  wa}^ — but  it 
was  likely  to  lead  to  serious  results.  It  was  a  stumble  on 
the  threshold  at  starting ;  it  was  a  flaw  in  the  evidence  which 
told  fatally  against  us. 

When  I  next  asked  for  the  letter  which  Laura  had  written 
to  Mrs.  Vesey  from  Blackwater  Park,  it  was  given  to  me 
without  the  envelope,  which  had  been  thrown  into  the  waste- 
paper  basket,  and  long  since  destroyed.  In  the  letter  itself, 
no  date  was  mentioned — not  even  the  day  of  the  week.  It 
only  contained  these  lines  : — '  Dearest  Mrs.  Vesey,  I  am  in 
sad  distress  and  anxiety,  and  I  may  come  to  your  house  to- 
morrow night,  and  ask  for  a  bed.  I  can't  tell  )-ou  what  is 
the  matter  in  this  letter — I  write  it  in  such  fear  of  being  found 
out  that  I  can  fix  my  mind  on  nothing-.  Pray  be  at  home  to 
see  me.  I  will  give  you  a  thousand  kisses,  and  tell  j'ou 
everything.  Your  affectionate  Laura.'  What  help  was  there 
in  those  lines  ?     None. 

On  returning  from  Mrs.  Vesey's,  I  instructed  Marian  to 
write  (observing  the  same  caution  vv'hich  I  practised  myself) 
to  Mrs.  Michelson.  She  was  to  express,  if  she  pleased,  some 
general  suspicion  of  Count  Fosco's  conduct ;  and  she  was  to 

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ask  the  housekeeper  to  supply  us  with  a  plain  statement  of 
events,  in  the  interests  of  truth.  While  we  were  waiting-  for 
the  answer,  which  reached  us  in  a  week's  time,  I  went  to  the 
doctor  in  St.  John's  Wood  ;  introducing  myself  as  sent  by 
Miss  Halcombe,  to  collect,  if  possible,  more  particulars  of 
her  sister's  last  illness  than  Mr.  Kyrle  had  found  the  time  to 
procure.  By  Mr.  Goodricke's  assistance,  I  obtained  a  copy 
of  the  certificate  of  death,  and  an  interview  with  the  woman 
(Jane  Gould)  who  had  been  employed  to  prepare  the  body  for 
the  gfrave.  Through  this  person,  I  also  discovered  a  means  of 
communicating  with  the  servant,  Hester  Pinhorn.  She  had 
recently  left  her  place,  in  consequence  of  a  disagreement  with 
her  mistress  ;  and  she  was  lodging  with  some  people  in  the 
neighbourhood  whom  Mrs.  Gould  knew.  In  the  manner 
here  indicated,  I  obtained  the  Narratives  of  the  housekeeper, 
of  the  doctor,  of  Jane  Gould,  and  of  Hester  Pinhorn,  exactly 
as  they  are  presented  in  these  pages. 

Furnished  with  such  additional  evidence  as  these  docu- 
ments afforded,  I  considered  myself  to  be  suflBciently  pre- 
pared for  a  consultation  with  Mr.  Kyrle  ;  and  Marian  wrote 
accordingly  to  mention  my  name  to  him,  and  to  specify  the 
day  and  hour  at  which  I  requested  to  see  him  on  private 
business. 

There  was  time  enough,  in  the  morning,  for  me  to  take 
Laura  out  for  her  walk  as  usual,  and  to  see  her  quietly  settled 
at  her  drawing  afterwards.  She  looked  up  at  me  with  a  new 
anxiety  in  her  face,  as  I  rose  to  leave  the  room  ;  and  her 
fingers  began  to  toy  doubtfully,  in  the  old  way,  with  the 
brushes  and  pencils  on  the  table. 

'  You  are  not  tired  of  me  yet  ?  '  she  said.  '  You  are  not 
going  away  because  you  are  tired  of  me  ?  I  will  try  to  do 
better — I  will  try  to  get  well.  Are  you  as  fond  of  me,  Walter, 
as  you  used  to  be,  now  I  am  so  pale  and  thin,  and  so  slow  in 
learning  to  draw  ?  ' 

She  spoke  as  a  child  might  have  spoken  ;  she  showed  me 
her  thoughts  as  a  child  might  have  shown  them.  I  waited  a 
few  minutes  longer — waited  to  tell  her  that  she  was  dearer  to 
me  now  than  she  had  ever  been  in  the  past  times.  '  Try  to 
get  well  again,'  I  said,  encouraging  the  new  hope  in  the 
future  which  I  saw  dawning  in  her  mind  ;  '  try  to  get  well 
again,  for  Marian's  sake  and  for  mine.' 

'Yes,'  she  said  to  herself,  returning  to  her  drawing.  '  I 
must  try  because  they  are  both  so  fond  of  me.'  She  suddenly 
looked  up  again.  '  Don't  be  gone  long  !  I  can't  get  on  with 
my  drawing,  Walter,  Avhen  you  are  not  here  to  help  me.' 

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'  I  shall  soon  be  back,  my  darling — soon  be  back  to  see 
how  you  are  getting  on.' 

My  voice  faltered  a  little  in  spite  of  me.  I  forced  myself  from 
the  room.  It  was  no  time,  then,  for  parting  with  the  self-control 
which  might  yet  serve  me  in  my  need  before  the  day  was  out. 

As  I  opened  the  door,  I  beckoned  to  Marian  to  follow  me 
to  the  stairs.  It  was  necessary  to  prepare  her  for  a  result 
vrhich  I  felt  might  sooner  or  later  follow  my  showing  myself 
openly  in  the  streets. 

'  I  shall,  in  all  probability,  be  back  in  a  few  hours,'  I  said; 
'and  you  will  take  care,  as  usual,  to  let  no  one  inside  the 
doors  in  my  absence.     But  if  anything  happens ' 

'  What  can  happen  ?  '  she  interposed,  quickly.  *  Tell  me 
plainly,  Walter,  if  there  is  any  danger— and  I  shall  know  how 
to  meet  it.' 

'The  only  danger,'  I  replied,  'is  that  Sir  Percival  Glyde 
may  have  been  recalled  to  London  by  the  news  of  Laura's 
escape.  You  are  aware  that  he  had  me  watched  before  I  left 
England ;  and  that  he  probably  knows  me  by  sight,  although 
I  don't  know  him  ?  ' 

She  laid  her  hand  on  my  shoulder,  and  looked  at  me  in 
anxious  silence.  I  saw  she  understood  the  serious  risk  that 
threatened  us. 

'  It  is  not  likely,'  I  said,  'that  I  shall  be  seen  in  London 
again  so  soon,  either  by  Sir  Percival  himself  or  by  the  persons 
in  his  employ.  But  it  is  barely  possible  that  an  accident  may 
happen.  In  that  case,  you  will  not  be  alarmed  if  I  fail  to 
return  to-night ;  and  yoy  will  satisfy  any  inquiry  of  Laura's  with 
the  best  excuse  that  you  can  make  for  me  ?  If  I  find  the  least 
reason  to  suspect  that  I  am  watched,  I  will  take  good  care 
that  no  spy  follows  me  back  to  this  house.  Don't  doubt  my 
return,  Marian,  however  it  may  be  delayed— and  fear  nothing.' 

'  Nothing  ! '  she  answered,  firmly.  '  You  shall  not  regret, 
Walter,  that  you  have  only  a  woman  to  help  you.'  She 
paused,  and  detained  me  for  a  moment  longer.  '  Take  care ! ' 
she  said,  pressing  my  hand  anxiously — '  take  care  ! ' 

I  left  her  ;  and  set  forth  to  pave  the  way  for  discovery — 
the  dark  and  doubtful  way,  which  began  at  the  lawyer's  door. 

IV. 

No  circumstance  of  the  slightest  importance  happened  on  my 
way  to  the  offices  of  Messrs.  Gilmore  and  Kyrle,  in  Chancery 
Lane. 

While  my  cartd  was  being  taken  in  to  Mr.  Kyrle,  a  considera- 

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tion  occurred  to  me  which  I  deeply  regretted  not  having-  thoug^ht 
of  before.  The  information  derived  from  Marian's  diary  made 
it  a  matter  of  certainty  that  Count  Fosco  had  opened  her  first 
letter  from  Blackwater  Park  to  Mr.  Kyrle,  and  had,  by  means 
of  his  wife,  intercepted  the  second.  He  was  therefore  well 
aware  of  the  address  of  the  office ;  and  he  would  naturally 
infer  that  if  Marian  wanted  advice  and  assistance,  after 
Laura's  escape  from  the  Asylum,  she  would  apply  once  more 
to  the  experience  of  Mr.  Kyrle.  In  this  case,  the  office  in 
Chancery  Lane  was  the  very  first  place  which  he  and  Sir 
Percival  would  cause  to  be  watched  ;  and,  if  the  same  persons 
were  chosen  for  the  purpose  who  had  been  employed  to  follow 
me,  before  my  departure  from  England,  the  fact  of  my  return 
would  in  all  probability  be  ascertained  on  that  very  day.  I 
had  thought,  generally,  of  the  chances  of  my  being  recognised 
in  the  streets ;  but  the  special  risk  connected  with  the  office 
had  never  occurred  to  me  until  the  present  moment.  It  was 
too  late  now  to  repair  this  unfortunate  error  in  judgment — ■ 
too  late  to  wish  that  I  had  made  arrangements  for  meeting 
the  lawyer  in  some  place  privately  appointed  beforehand.  I 
could  only  resolve  to  be  cautious  on  leaving  Chancery  Lane, 
and  not  to  go  straight  home  again  under  any  circumstances 
whatever. 

After  waiting  a  fevv'  minutes,  I  was  shown  into  Mr.  Kyrle's 
private  room.  He  was  a  pale,  thin,  quiet,  self-possessed 
man,  with  a  very  attentive  eye,  a  very  low  voice,  and  a  very 
undemonstrative  manner ;  not  (as  I  judged)  ready  with  his 
sympathy,  where  strangers  were  concerned ;  and  not  at  all 
easy  to  disturb  in  his  professional  composure.  A  better  man 
for  my  purpose  could  hardly  have  been  found.  If  he  com- 
mitted himself  to  a  decision  at  all,  and  if  the  decision  was 
favourable,  the  strength  of  our  case  was  as  good  as  proved 
from  that  moment. 

'  Before  I  enter  on  the  business  which  brings  me  here,'  I 
said,  '  I  ought  to  warn  you,  Mr.  Kyrle,  that  the  shortest 
statement  I  can  make  of  it  may  occupy  some  little  time.' 

*  My  time  is  at  Miss  Halcombe's  disposal,'  he  replied. 
*  Where  any  interests  of  hers  are  concerned,  I  represent  my 
partner  personally,  as  well  as  professionally.  It  was  his 
request  that  I  should  do  so,  when  he  ceased  to  take  an  active 
part  in  business.' 

'  May  I  inquire  whether  Mr.  Gilmore  is  in  England  ? ' 

*  He  is  not  :  he  is  living  with  his  relatives  in  German)% 
His  health  has  improved,  but  the  period  of  his  return  is  still 
uncertain.' 

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While  we  were  exchang-ing-  these  few  prehminary  words, 
he  had  been  searchhig-  among  the  papers  before  him,  and  he 
now  produced  from  them  a  sealed  letter.  I  thoug-ht  he  was 
about  to  hand  the  letter  to  me ;  but,  apparently  changing  his 
mind,  he  placed  it  by  itself  on  the  table,  settled  himself  in  his 
chair,  and  silently  waited  to  hear  what  I  had  to  say. 

Without  wasting  a  moment  in  prefatory  words  of  any 
sort,  I  entered  on  my  narrative,  and  put  him  in  full  possession 
of  the  events  which  have  already  been  related  in  these  pages. 

Lawyer  as  he  was  to  the  very  marrow  of  his  bones,  I 
startled  him  out  of  his  professional  composure.  Expressions 
of  incredulity  and  surprise,  which  he  could  not  repress,  inter- 
rupted me  several  times,  before  I  had  done.  I  persevered, 
however,  to  the  end,  and,  as  soon  as  I  reached  it,  boldly 
asked  the  one  important  question  : 

'  What  is  your  opinion,  Mr.  Kyrle  ?  ' 

He  was  too  cautious  to  commit  himself  to  an  answer, 
without  taking  time  to  recover  his  self-possession  first. 

'  Before  I  give  my  opinion,'  he  said,  '  I  must  beg  per- 
mission to  clear  the  ground  by  a  few  questions.' 

He  put  the  questions — sharp,  suspicious,  unbelieving 
questions,  which  clearly  showed  me,  as  they  proceeded,  that 
he  thought  I  was  the  victim  of  a  delusion  ;  and  that  he  might 
even  have  doubted,  but  for  my  introduction  to  him  by  Miss 
Halcombe,  whether  I  was  not  attempting  the  perpetration  of 
a  cunningly-designed  fraud. 

*  Do  you  believe  that  I  have  spoken  the  truth,  Mr.  Kyrle?' 
I  asked,  when  he  had  done  examining  me. 

*  So  far  as  your  own  convictions  are  concerned,  I  am 
certain  you  have  spoken  the  truth,'  he  replied.  '  I  have  the 
highest  esteem  for  Miss  Halcombe,  and  I  have  therefore 
every  reason  to  respect  a  gentleman  whose  mediation  she 
trusts  in  a  matter  of  this  kind.  I  will  even  go  farther,  if  you 
like,  and  admit,  for  courtesy's  sake  and  for  argument's  sake, 
that  the  identity  of  Lady  Clyde,  as  a  living  person,  is  a 
proved  fact  to  Miss  Halcombe  and  yourself.  But  you  come 
to  me  for  a  legal  opinion.  As  a  lawyer,  and  as  a  lawyer  only, 
it  is  my  duty  to  tell  you,  Mr.  Hartright,  that  you  have  not 
the  shadow  of  a  case.' 

'  You  put  it  strongly,  Mr.  Kyrle.' 

'  I  will  try  to  put  it  plainly  as  well.  The  evidence  of 
Lady  Clyde's  death  is,  on  the  face  of  it,  clear  and  satis- 
factory. There  is  her  aunt's  testimony  to  prove  that  she 
came  to  Count  Fosco's  house,  that  she  fell  ill,  and  that  she 
died.     There  is  the  testimony  of  the  medical  certificate  to 

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prove  the  death,  and  to  show  that  it  took  place  under  natural 
circumstances.     There  is  the  fact  of  the  funeral  at  Limme- 
ridge,  and  there  is  the  assertion  of  the  inscription  on  the 
tomb.     That   is   the   case   you   want   to    overthrow.     What 
evidence  have  you  to  support  the  declaration  on  your  side 
that   the   person  who  died  and  was   buried  was  not    Lady 
Glyde  ?     Let  us  run  through  the  main  points  of  your  state- 
ment and  see  what  they  are  worth.     Miss  Halcombe  goes  to 
a  certain  private  Asylum,  and  there   sees  a  certain  female 
patient.     It  is  known  that  a  woman  named  Anne  Catherick, 
and  bearing  an  extraordinary  personal  resemblance  to  Lady 
Glyde,  escaped  from  the  Asylum  ;  it  is  known  that  the  person 
received  there   last  July,  was   received  as   Anne    Catherick 
brought  back  ;  it  is  known  that  the  gentleman  who  brought 
her  back  warned  Mr.  Fairlie  that  it  was  part  of  her  insanity 
to  be  bent  on  personating  his  dead  niece  ;   and  it  is  known 
that  she  did  repeatedly  declare  herself,  in  the  Asylum  (where 
no  one  believed  her),  to  be  Lady  Glyde.     These  are  all  facts. 
What   have  you   to   set   against   them  ?      Miss  Halcombe's 
recognition   of  the   woman,  which   recognition   after-events 
invahdate  or  contradict.     Does   Miss  Halcombe  assert  her 
supposed  sister's  identity  to  the  OAvner  of  the  Asylum,  and 
take  legal  means  for  rescuing  her?     No  :  she  secretly  bribes 
a  nurse  to  let  her  escape.     When  the  patient  has  been  re- 
leased in  this  doubtful  manner,  and  is  taken  to  Mr.  Fairlie, 
does  he  recognise  her  ?    is  he  staggered  for  one  instant  in  his 
belief  of  his  niece's  death  ?     No.     Do  the  servants  recognise 
her  ?     No.     Is  she  kept  in  the  neighbourhood  to  assert  her 
own  identity,  and  to  stand  the  test  of  further  proceedings? 
No  :  she  is  privately  taken  to  London.     In  the  mean  time, 
you  have  recognised  her  also — but  you  are  not  a  relative  ; 
you  are  not  even  an  old  friend  of  the  family.     The  servants 
contradict  you  ;  and  Mr.  Fairlie  contradicts  Miss  Halcombe  ; 
and    the   supposed    Lady   Glyde   contradicts   herself.       She 
declares  she  passed  the  night  in  London  at  a  certain  house. 
Your  own  evidence  shows  that  she  has  never  been  near  that 
house  ;    and  your  own  admission  is,  that  her  condition   of 
mind  prevents  you  from  producing  her  anywhere  to  submit 
to  investigation,  and  to  speak  for  herself.     I  pass  over  minor 
points  of  evidence,  on  both  sides,  to  save  time  ;  and  I  ask 
you,  if  this  case  were  to  go  now  into  a  court  of  law — to  go 
before  a  jury,  bound  to  take  facts  as  they  reasonably  appear — 
where  are  your  proofs  ?  ' 

I  was  obliged  to  wait  and  collect  myself  before  I  could 
answer  him.     It  was  the  first  time  the  story  of  Laura  and  the 

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story  of  Marian  had  been  presented  to  me  from  a  stranger's 
point  of  view — the  first  time  the  terrible  obstacles  that  lay 
across  our  path  had  been  made  to  show  themselves  in  their 
true  character. 

'There  can  be  no  doubt,'  I  said,  'that  the  facts,  as  you 
have  stated  them,  appear  to  tell  ag^ainst  us ;  but ' 

'  But  you  think,  those  facts  can  be  explained  away,'  inter^ 
posed  Mr.  Kyrle.  '  Let  me  tell  you  the  result  of  my  expe- 
rience on  that  point.  When  an  English  jury  has  to  choose 
between  a  plain  fact,  on  the  surface,  and  a  long-  explanation 
under  the  surface,  it  always  takes  the  fact,  in  preference  to 
the  explanation.  For  example.  Lady  Glyde  (I  call  the  lady 
you  represent  by  that  name  for  argument's  sake)  declares  she 
has  slept  at  a  certain  house,  and  it  is  proved  that  she  has 
not  slept  at  that  house.  You  explain  this  circumstance  by 
entering  into  the  state  of  her  mind,  and  deducing  from  it  a 
metaphysical  conclusion.  I  don't  say  the  conclusion  is 
wrong — I  only  say  that  the  jury  will  take  the  fact  of  her 
contradicting  herself,  in  preference  to  any  reason  for  the 
contradiction  that  you  can  offer.' 

'  But  is  it  not  possible,'  I  urged,  *  by  dint  of  patience  and 
exertion,  to  discover  additional  evidence  ?  Miss  Halcombe 
and  I  have  a  few  hundred  pounds ' 

He  looked  at  me  with  a  half-suppressed  pitv,  and  shook 
his  head. 

'  Consider  the  subject,  Mr.  Hartright,  from  your  own 
point  of  view,'  he  said.  '  If  you  are  right  about  Sir  Percival 
Glyde  and  Count  Fosco  (which  I  don't  admit,  mind),  every 
imaginable  difficulty  would  be  thrown  in  the  way  of  your 
getting  fresh  evidence.  Every  obstacle  of  litigation  would 
be  raised  ;  every  point  in  the  case  would  be  systematically 
contested — and  by  the  time  we  had  spent  our  thousands, 
instead  of  our  hundreds,  the  final  result  would,  in  all  proba- 
bility, be  against  us.  Questions  of  identity,  where  instances 
of  personal  resemblance  are  concerned,  are,  in  themselves, 
the  hardest  of  all  questions  to  settle — the  hardest,  even  when 
they  are  free  from  the  complications  which  beset  the  case  we 
are  now  discussing.  I  really  see  no  prospect  of  throwing 
any  light  whatever  on  this  extraordinary  affair.  Even  if  the 
person  buried  in  Limmeridge  churchyard  be  not  Lady  Glyde, 
she  was,  in  life,  on  your  own  showing,  so  like  her,  that  we 
should  gain  nothing,  if  we  applied  for  the  necessary  authority 
to  have  the  body  exhumed.  In  short,  there  is  no  case,  Mr. 
Hartright — there  is  really  no  case.' 

I  was  determined  to  believe  that  there  ims  a  case ;  and,  in 

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that  determination,  shifted  my  ground,  and  appealed  to  him 
once  more. 

'  Are  there  not  other  proofs  that  we  might  produce, 
besides  the  proof  of  identity  ?  '  I  asked. 

'  Not  as  you  are  situated,'  he  reph'ed.  '  The  simplest  and 
surest  of  all  proofs,  the  proof  by  comparison  of  dates,  is,  as  I 
understand,  altogether  out  of  your  reach.  If  you  could  show 
a  discrepancy  between  the  date  of  the  doctor's  certificate 
and  the  date  of  Lady  Clyde's  journey  to  London,  the  matter 
would  wear  a  totally  different  aspect ;  and  I  should  be  the 
first  to  say,  Let  us  go  on.' 

'  That  date  may  yet  be  recovered,  Mr.  Kyrle.' 

*  On  the  day  when  it  is  recovered,  Mr.  Hartright,  you  will 
have  a  case.  If  you  have  any  prospect,  at  this  moment,  of 
getting  at  it — tell  me,  and  Vv^e  shall  see  if  I  can  advise  you.' 

I  considered.  The  housekeeper  could  not  help  us  ;  Laura 
could  not  help  us  ;  Marian  could  not  help  us.  In  all  proba- 
bility, the  only  persons  in  existence  who  knew  the  date  were 
Sir  Percival  and  the  Count. 

'  I  can  think  of  no  means  of  ascertaining  the  date  at 
present,'  I  said,  'because  I  can  think  of  no  persons  who  are 
sure  to  know  it,  but  Count  Fosco  and  Sir  Percival  Clyde.' 

Mr.  Kyrle's  calmly  attentive  face  relaxed,  for  the  first 
time,  into  a  smile. 

'  With  your  opinion  of  the  conduct  of  those  two  gentle- 
men,' he  said,  'you  don't  expect  help  in  that  quarter,  I 
presume  ?  If  they  have  combined  to  gain  large  sums  of 
money  by  a  conspiracy,  they  are  not  likely  to  confess  it,  at 
any  rate.' 

'  They  may  be  forced  to  confess  it,  Mr.  Kyrle.' 

'  By  whom  ?  ' 

'By  me.' 

We  both  rose.  He  looked  me  attentively  in  the  face 
with  more  appearance  of  interest  than  he  had  shown  yet.  I 
could  see  that  I  had  perplexed  him  a  little. 

'  You  are  very  determined,'  he  said.  'You  have,  no  doubt, 
a  personal  motive  for  proceeding,  into  which  it  is  not  my 
business  to  inquire.  If  a  case  can  be  produced  in  the  future, 
I  can  only  say,  my  best  assistance  is  at  your  service.  At  the 
same  time,  I  must  warn  you,  as  the  money  question  always 
enters  into  the  law  question,  that  I  see  little  hope,  even  if  you 
ultimately  established  the  fact  of  Lady  Clyde's  being  alive,  of 
recovering  her  fortune.  The  foreigner  would  probably  leave 
the  country,  before  proceedings  were  commenced  ;  and  Sir 
Percival's  embarrassments  are  numerous  enough  and  pressing 

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enough  to  transfer  almost  any  sum  of  money  he  may  possess 
from  hnnself  to  his  creditors.     You  are,  of  course,  aware ' 

I  stopped  him  at  that  point. 

*  Let  me  beg  that  we  may  not  discuss  Lady  Clyde's  aftairs,' 
I  said.  '  I  have  never  known  anything  about  them,  in  former 
times ;  and  I  know  nothing  of  them  now — except  that  her 
fortune  is  lost.  You  are  right  in  assuming  that  I  have 
personal  motives  for  stirring  in  this  matter.  I  wish  those 
motives  to  be  always  as  disinterested  as  they  are  at  the  present 
moment ' 

He  tried  to  interpose  and  explain.  I  was  a  little  heated, 
I  suppose,  by  feeling  that  he  had  doubted  me ;  and  I  went  on 
bluntly,  without  waiting  to  hear  him. 

'  There  shall  be  no  money-motive,'  I  said,  *  no  idea  of 
personal  advantage,  in  the  service  I  mean  to  render  to  Lady 
Clyde.  She  has  been  cast  out  as  a  stranger  from  the  house 
in  which  she  was  born — a  lie  which  records  her  death  has 
been  written  on  her  mother's  tomb — and  there  are  two  men, 
alive  and  unpunished,  who  are  responsible  for  it.  That 
house  shall  open  again  to  receive  her,  in  the  presence  of  every 
soul  who  followed  the  false  funeral  to  the  grave  ;  that  lie 
shall  be  publicly  erased  from  the  tombstone,  by  the  authority 
of  the  head  of  the  family  ;  and  those  two  men  shall  answer 
for  their  crime  to  jie,  though  the  justice  that  sits  in  tribunals 
is  powerless  to  pursue  them.  I  have  given  my  life  to  that 
purpose  ;  and,  alone  as  I  stand,  if  Cod  spares  me,  I  will 
accomplish  it.' 

He  drew  back  towards  his  table,  and  said  nothing.  His 
face  showed  plainly  that  he  thought  my  delusion  had  got  the 
better  of  my  reason,  and  that  he  considered  it  totally  useless 
to  give  me  any  more  advice. 

'We  each  keep  our  opinion,  Mr.  Kyrle,'  I  said;  'and  we 
must  wait  till  the  events  of  the  future  decide  between  us.  In 
the  mean  time,  I  am  much  obliged  to  you  for  the  attention 
you  have  given  to  my  statement.  You  have  shown  me  that 
the  legal  remedy  lies,  in  every  sense  of  the  word,  beyond  our 
means.  We  cannot  produce  the  law-proof;  and  we  are  not 
rich  enough  to  pay  the  law-expenses.  It  is  something  gained 
to  know  that.' 

I  bowed,  and  walked  to  the  door.  He  called  me  back, 
and  gave  me  the  letter  which  I  had  seen  him  place  on  the 
table  by  itself  at  the  beginning  of  our  interview. 

'This  came  by  post,  a  few  days  ago,'  he  said.  'Perhaps 
you  will  not  mind  delivering  it  ?  Pray  tell  Miss  Halcombe, 
at  the   same  tin-ie,  that  I    sincerely  regret  being,  thus   far, 

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unable  to  help  her — except  by  advice,  which  will  not  be  more 
welcome,  I  am  afraid,  to  her  than  to  you.' 

I  looked  at  the  letter  while  he  was  speaking.  It  was 
addressed  to  '  Miss  Halcombe.  Care  of  Messrs.  Gilmore 
and  Kyrle,  Chancery  Lane.'  The  handwriting  was  quite 
unknown  to  me. 

On  leaving  the  room,  I  asked  one  last  question. 

'  Do  you  happen  to  know,'  I  said,  '  if  Sir  Percival  Clyde 
is  still  in  Paris  ?  ' 

'  He  has  returned  to  London,'  replied  Mr.  Kyrle.  '  At 
least  I  heard  so  from  his  solicitor,  whom  I  met  yesterday.' 

After  that  answer  I  went  out. 

On  leaving  the  office,  the  first  precaution  to  be  observed 
was  to  abstain  from  attracting  attention  by  stopping  to  look 
about  me.  I  walked  towards  one  of  the  quietest  of  the 
large  squares  on  the  north  of  Holborn — then  suddenly 
stopped,  and  turned  round  at  a  place  where  a  long  stretch 
of  pavement  was  left  behind  me. 

There  were  two  men  at  the  corner  of  the  square  who  had 
stopped  also,  and  who  were  standing  talking  together.  After 
a  moment's  reflection,  I  turned  back  so  as  to  pass  them. 
One  moved,  as  I  came  near,  and  turned  the  corner  leading 
from  the  square  into  the  street.  The  other  remained  sta- 
tionary. I  looked  at  him  as  I  passed,  and  instantly  recog- 
nised one  of  the  men  who  had  watched  me  before  I  left 
England. 

If  I  had  been  free  to  follow  my  own  instincts,  I  should 
probably  have  begun  by  speaking  to  the  man,  and  have  ended 
by  knocking  him  down.  But  I  was  bound  to  consider  conse- 
quences. If  I  once  placed  myself  publicly  in  the  wrong,  I 
put  the  weapons  at  once  into  Sir  Percival's  hands.  There 
was  no  choice  but  to  oppose  cunning  by  cunning.  I  turned 
into  the  street  down  which  the  second  man  had  disappeared, 
and  passed  him,  waiting  in  a  doorway.  He  was  a  stranger 
to  me  ;  and  I  was  glad  to  make  sure  of  his  personal  appear- 
ance, in  case  of  future  annoyance.  Having  done  this,  I 
again  walked  northward,  till  I  reached  the  New  Road.  There, 
I  turned  aside  to  the  west  (having  the  men  behind  me  all  the 
time),  and  waited  at  a  point  where  I  knew  myself  to  be  at 
some  distance  from  a  cabstand,  until  a  fast  two-wheel  cab, 
empty,  should  happen  to  pass  me.  One  passed  in  a  few 
minutes.  I  jumped  in,  and  told  the  man  to  drive  rapidly 
towards  Hyde  Park.  There  was  no  second  fast  cab  for  the 
spies  behind  me.  I  saw  them  dart  across  to  the  other  side 
of  the  road,  to  follow  me  by  running,  until  a  cab  or  cabstand, 

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came  in  their  way.  But  I  had  the  start  of  them  ;  and  when 
I  stopped  the  driver,  and  got  out,  they  were  nowhere  in 
sight.  I  crossed  Hyde  Park,  and  made  sure,  on  the  open 
ground,  that  I  was  free.  When  I  at  last  turned  my  steps 
homewards,  it  was  not  till  many  hours  later — not  till  after 
dark. 

I  found  Marian  waiting  for  me,  alone  in  the  little  sitting- 
room.  She  had  persuaded  Laura  to  go  to  rest,  after  first 
promising  to  show  me  her  drawing,  the  moment  I  came  in. 
The  poor  little  dim  faint  sketch — so  trifling  in  itself,  so 
touching  in  its  associations — was  propped  up  carefully  on  the 
table  with  two  books,  and  was  placed  where  the  faint  light 
of  the  one  candle  we  allowed  ourselves  might  fall  on  it  to  the 
best  advantage.  I  sat  down  to  look  at  the  drawing,  and  to 
tell  Marian,  in  whispers,  what  had  happened.  The  partition 
which  divided  us  from  the  next  room  was  so  thin  that  we 
could  almost  hear  Laura's  breathing,  and  we  might  have  dis- 
turbed her  if  we  had  spoken  aloud. 

Marian  preserved  her  composure  while  I  described  my 
intervievv^  with  Mr.  Kyrle.  But  her  face  became  troubled 
when  I  spoke  next  of  the  men  who' had  followed  me  from  the 
lawyer's  office,  and  when  I  told  her  of  the  discovery  of  Sir 
Pcrcival's  return. 

'  Bad  news,  Walter,'  she  said  ;  '  the  worst  news  30U  could 
bring.     Have  you  nothing  more  to  tell  me  ?  ' 

'  I  have  something  to  give  you,'  I  replied,  handing  her  the 
note  which  Mr.  Kyrle  had  confided  to  my  care. 

She  looked  at  the  address,  and  recognised  the  handwriting 
instantly. 

'  You  know  your  correspondent  ?  '  I  said. 

'Too  well,'  she  answered.  '  r>Iy  correspondent  is  Count 
Fosco.' 

With  that  reply  she  opened  the  note.  Her  face  flushed 
deeply  vv-hile  she  read  it — her  eyes  brightened  with  anger,  as 
she  handed  it  to  me  to  read  in  my  turn. 

The  note  contained  these  lines  : 

'  Impelled  by  honourable  admiration — honourable  to  my- 
self, honourable  to  you — I  v.rite,  magnificent  Marian,  in  the 
interests  of  your  tranquillity,  to  say  two  consoling  words  : 

'  Fear  nothing  ! 

'  Exercise  your  fine  natural  sense,  and  remain  in  retire- 
ment. Dear  and  admirable  woman,  invite  no  dangerous 
publicity.     Resignation  is  sublime — adopt  it.      The  modest 

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repose  of  home  is  eternally  fresh — enjoy  it.  The  storms  of 
life  pass  harmless  over  the  valley  of  Seclusion—  dwell,  dear 
lady,  in  the  valley. 

'  Do  this  ;  and  I  authorise  you  to  fear  nothing.  No  new 
calamity  shall  lacerate  your  sensibilities— sensibilities  precious 
to  me  as  my  own.  You  shall  not  be  molested  ;  the  fair 
companion  of  your  retreat  shall  not  be  pursued.  She  has 
found  a  new  asylum,  in  your  heart.  Priceless  asylum  ! — I 
envy  her,  and  leave  her  there. 

'  One  last  word  of  affectionate  warning-,  of  paternal  caution 
— and  I  tear  myself  from  the  charm  of  addressing  you  ;  I 
close  these  fervent  lines. 

'  Advance  no  further  than  you  have  gone  already  ;  com- 
promise no  serious  interests  ;  threaten  nobody.  Do  not,  I 
implore  you,  force  me  into  action— Me,  the  Man  of  Action — 
when  it  is  the  cherished  object  of  my  ambition  to  be  passive, 
to  restrict  the  vast  reach  of  my  energies  and  my  combinations, 
for  your  sake.  If  you  have  rash  friends,  moderate  their 
deplorable  ardour.  If  Mr.  Hartright  returns  to  England, 
hold  no  communication  with  him.  I  walk  on  a  path  of  my 
own  ;  and  Percival  follovv^s  at  my  heels.  On  the  day  when 
Mr.  Hartright  crosses  that  path,  he  is  a  lost  man.' 

The  only  signature  to  these  lines  was  the  initial  letter  F, 
surrounded  by  a  circle  of  intricate  flourishes.  I  threw  the 
letter  on  the  table,  with  all  the  contempt  that  I  felt  for  it. 

'  He  is  trying  to  frighten  you — a  sure  sign  that  he  is 
frightened  himself,'  I  said. 

She  was  too  genuine  a  woman  to  treat  the  letter  as  I 
treated  it.  The  insolent  familiarity  of  the  language  was  too 
much  for  her  self-control.  As  she  looked  at  me  across  the 
table,  her  hands  clenched  themselves  in  her  lap,  and  the  old 
quick  fiery  temper  flamed  out  again,  brightly,  in  her  cheeks 
and  her  eyes. 

*  Walter  !  '  she  said,  *  if  ever  those  two  men  are  at  your 
mercy,  and  if  you  are  obliged  to  spare  one  of  them — don't  let 
it  be  the  Count.' 

'  I  v,-ill  keep  his  letter,  Marian,  to  help  my  memory  when 
the  time  comes.' 

She  looked  at  me  attentively  as  I  put  the  letter  away  in 
my  pocket-book. 

'  When  the  time  comes  ?  '  she  repeated.  '  Can  you  speak 
of  the  future  as  if  you  were  certain  of  it  ? — certain  after  what 
you  have  heard  in  Mr.  Kyrle's  office,  after  what  has  happened 
to  you  to-day  ? ' 

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*  I  don't  count  the  time  from  to-day,  Marian.  All  I  have 
done  to-day,  is  to  ask  another  man  to  act  for  me.  I  count 
from  to-morrow ' 

'  Why  from  to-morrow  ?  ' 

*  Because  to-morrow  I  mean  to  act  for  myself.' 
'How?' 

*  I  shall  go  to  Blackwater  by  the  first  train ;  and  return,  I 
hope,  at  nig-ht.' 

'  To  Blackwater  ! ' 

*  Yes.  I  have  had  time  to  think,  since  I  left  Mr.  Kyrle. 
His  opinion  on  one  point,  confirms  my  own.  We  must  persist, 
to  the  last,  in  hunting-  down  the  date  of  Laura's  journey. 
The  one  weak  point  in  the  conspiracy,  and  probably  the  one 
chance  of  proving-  that  she  is  a  living-  woman,  centre  in  the 
discovery  of  that  date.' 

'You  mean,'  said  Marian,  '  the  discovery  that  Laura  did 
not  leave  Blackwater  Park  till  after  the  date  of  her  death  on 
the  doctor's  certificate  ?  ' 

'  Certainly.' 

'  What  makes  you  think  it  might  have  been  after?  Laura 
can  tell  us  nothing  of  the  time  she  was  in  London.' 

'  But  the  owner  of  the  Asylum  told  5^ou  that  she  was 
received  there  on  the  twenty-seventh  of  July.  I  doubt  Count 
Fosco's  ability  to  keep  her  in  London,  and  to  keep  her 
insensible  to  all  that  was  passing  around  her,  more  than  one 
night.  In  that  case,  she  must  have  started  on  the  twenty- 
sixth,  and  must  have  come  to  London  one  day  after  the 
date  of  her  own  death  on  the  doctor's  certificate.  If  we  can 
prove  that  date,  we  prove  our  case  against  Sir  Percival  and 
the  Count.' 

'  Yes,  yes — I  see  !     But  how  is  the  proof  to  be  obtained  ?  ' 

'  Mrs.  Michelson's  narrative  has  suggested  to  me  two 
ways  of  trying  to  obtain  it.  One  of  them  is  to  question  the 
doctor,  Mr.  Dawson — who  must  know  when  he  resumed  his 
attendance  at  Blackwater  Park,  after  Laura  left  the  house. 
The  other  is,  to  make  inquiries  at  the  inn  to  which  Sir  Percival 
drove  away  by  himself,  at  night.  We  know  that  his  departure 
followed  Laura's,  after  the  lapse  of  a  few  hours  ;  and  we  may 
get  at  the  date  in  that  way.  The  attempt  is  at  least  worth 
making — and,  to-morrow,  I  am  determined  it  shall  be  made.' 

'  And  suppose  it  fails — I  look  at  the  worst,  now,  Walter  ; 
but  I  will  lock  at  the  best,  if  disappointments  come  to  try  us 
— suppose  no  one  can  help  you  at  Blackwater  ?  ' 

'  There  are  two  men  who  can  help  me,  and  shall  help  me, 
in    London — Sir   Percival  and  the  Count.     Innocent  people 

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may  well  forg-et  the  date  ;  but  they  are  guilty,  and  they  know 
it.  If  I  fail  everywhere  else,  I  mean  to  force  a  confession  out 
of  one  or  both  of  them,  on  my  own  terms.' 

All  the  woman  flushed  up  in  Marian's  face  as  I  spoke. 

*  Begin  with  the  Count !  '  she  whispered  eagerly.  *  For 
my  sake,  begin  with  the  Count.' 

*  We  must  begin,  for  Laura's  sake,  v/here  there  is  the 
best  chance  of  success,'  I  replied. 

The  colour  faded  from  her  face  again,  and  she  shook  her 
head  sadly. 

'  Yes,'  she  said,  *  3"0U  are  right — it  was  mean  and  miserable 
of  me  to  say  that.  I  try  to  be  patient,  Walter,  and  succeed 
better  now  than  I  did  in  happier  times.  But  I  have  a  little 
of  my  old  temper  still  left — and  it  ivill  get  the  better  of  me 
when  I  think  of  the  Count ! ' 

'  His  turn  will  come,'  I  said.  '  But,  remember,  there  is 
no  weak  place  in  his  life  that  we  know  of,  yet.'  I  waited  a 
little  to  let  her  recover  her  self-possession  ;  and  then  spoke 
the  decisive  words  : 

'  Marian  !  There  is  a  weak  place  we  both  know  of  in  Sir 
Percival's  life ' 

'  You  mean  the  secret  ! ' 

'  Yes  :  the  Secret.  It  is  our  only  sure  hold  on  him.  I 
can  force  him  from  his  position  of  security,  I  can  drag  him 
and  his  villany  into  the  face  of  day,  by  no  other  means. 
Whatever  the  Count  may  have  done,  Sir  Percival  has  con- 
sented to  the  conspiracy  against  Laura  from  another  motive 
besides  the  motive  of  gain.  You  heard  him  tell  the  Count 
that  he  believed  his  wife  knew  enough  to  ruin  him  ?  You 
heard  him  say  that  he  was  a  lost  man  if  the  secret  of  Anne 
Catlierick  was  known  ?  ' 

'Yes!  yes!     I  did.' 

'  Well,  Marian,  when  our  other  resources  have  failed  us,  I 
mean  to  know  the  secret.  My  old  superstition  clings  to  me, 
even  yet.  I  say  again  the  womiui  in  Vvhite  is  a  living  influence 
in  our  three  lives.  The  En.d  is  appointed  ;  the  End  is  draw- 
ing us  on — and  Aune  Catherick,  dead  in  her  grave,  points  the 
way  to  it  still ! ' 

V. 

The  story  of  my  first  inquiries  in  Hampshire  is  soon  told. 

My  early  departure  from  London  enabled  me  to  reach  Mr. 
Dawson's  house  in  the  forenoon.  Our  interview,  so  far  as 
the  object  of  my  visit  was  concerned,  led  to  no  satisfactory 
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Mi*.  Dawson's  books  certainly  showed  when  he  had 
resumed  his  attendance  on  Miss  Halcombe,  at  Blackwater 
Park,  but  it  was  not  possible  to  calculate  back  from  this  date 
with  any  exactness,  without  such  help  from  Mrs.  Michelson 
as  I  knew  she  was  unable  to  afford.  She  could  not  say 
from  memory  (who,  in  similar  cases,  ever  can  ?)  how  many 
days  had  elapsed  between  the  renewal  of  the  doctor's  attend- 
ance on  his  patient  and  the  previous  departure  of  Lady 
Clyde.  She  was  almost  certain  of  having  mentioned  the 
circumstance  of  the  departure  to  Miss  Halcombe,  on  the  day 
after  it  happened — but  then  she  was  no  more  able  to  fix  the 
date  of  the  day  on  which  this  disclosure  took  place,  than  to 
fix  the  date  of  the  day  before,  when  Lady  Clyde  had  left  for 
London.  Neither  could  she  calculate,  with  any  nearer 
approach  to  exactness,  the  time  that  had  passed  from  the 
departure  of  her  mistress,  to  the  period  when  the  undated 
letter  from  Madame  Fosco  arrived.  Lastly,  as  if  to  complete 
the  series  of  difficulties,  the  doctor  himself,  having-  been  ill  at 
the  time,  had  omitted  to  make  his  usual  entry  of  the  day  of  the 
week  and  month  when  the  gardener  from  Blackwater  Park 
had  called  on  him  to  deliver  Mrs.  Michelson's  message. 

Hopeless  of  obtaining  assistance  from  Mr.  Dawson,  I 
resolved  to  try  next  if  I  could  establish  the  date  of  Sir  Perci- 
val's  arrival  at  Knowlesbury. 

It  seemed  like  a  fatality  !  When  I  reached  Knowlesbury 
the  inn  was  shut  up  ;  and  bills  were  posted  on  the  walls.  The 
speculation  had  been  a  bad  one,  as  I  was  informed,  ever  since 
the  time  of  the  railway.  The  new  hotel  at  the  station  had 
gradually  absorbed  the  business  ;  and  the  old  inn  (which  we 
knev/  to  be  the  inn  at  which  Sir  Percival  had  put  up)  had 
been  closed  about  two  months  since.  The  proprietor  had  left 
the  town  with  all  his  goods  and  chattels,  and  where  he  had 
gone,  I  could  not  positively  ascertain  from  any  one.  The 
four  people  of  whom  I  inquired  gave  me  four  different 
accounts  of  his  plans  and  projects  when  he  left  Knowlesbury. 

There  were  still  some  hours  to  spare  before  the  last  train 
left  for  London  ;  and  I  drove  back  again,  in  a  fly  from  the 
Knowlesbury  station,  to  Blackwater  Park,  vvith  the  purpose 
of  questioning  the  gardener  and  the  person  v/ho  kept  the 
lodge.  If  they,  too,  proved  unable  to  assist  me,  my 
resources,  for  the  present,  were  at  an  end,  and  I  might 
return  to  town. 

I  dismissed  the  fly  a  mile  distant  from  the  park  ;  and, 
getting  my  directions  from  the  driver,  proceeded  by  myself  to 
the  house. 

405 


THE  WOMAN   IN  WHITE 

As  I  turned  into  the  lane  from  the  high  road,  I  saw  a 
man,  with  a  carpet-bag,  walking  before  me  rapidly  on  the 
way  to  the  lodge.  He  was  a  little  man,  dressed  in  shabby 
black,  and  wearing  a  remarkably  large  hat.  I  set  him  down 
(as  well  as  it  was  possible  to  judge)  for  a  lawyer's  clerk  ;  and 
stopped  at  once  to  widen  the  distance  between  us.  He  had 
not  heard  me  ;  and  he  walked  on  out  of  sight,  without  look- 
ing back.  When  I  passed  through  the  gates  myself,  a  little 
while  afterwards,  he  was  not  visible — he  had  evidently  gone  on 
to  the  house. 

There  were  two  women  in  the  lodge.  One  of  them  was 
old  ;  the  other,  I  knew  at  once,  by  Marian's  description  of 
her,  to  be  Margaret  Porcher. 

I  asked  first  if  Sir  Percival  was  at  the  park  ;  and,  receiv- 
ing a  reply  in  the  negative,  inquired  next  when  he  had  left  it. 
Neither  of  the  women  could  tell  me  more  than  that  he  had 
gone  away  in  the  summer.  I  could  extract  nothing  from 
Margaret  Porcher  but  vacant  smiles  and  shakings  of  the  head. 
The  old  woman  was  a  little  more  intelligent ;  and  I  managed 
to  lead  her  into  speaking  of  the  manner  of  Sir  Percival's 
departure,  and  of  the  alarm  that  it  caused  her.  She  remem- 
bered her  master  calling  her  out  of  bed,  and  remembered  his 
frightening  her  by  swearing — but  the  date  at  which  the  occur- 
rence happened  was,  as  she  honestly  acknowledged,  *  quite 
beyond  her.' 

On  leaving  the  lodge,  I  saw  the  gardener  at  work  not  far 
off.  When  I  first  addressed  him,  he  looked  at  me  rather 
distrustfully  ;  but,  on  my  using  Mrs.  Michelson's  name,  with 
a  civil  reference  to  himself,  he  entered  into  conversation  readily 
enough.  There  is  no  need  to  describe  what  passed  between 
us  :  it  ended,  as  all  my  other  attempts  to  discover  the  date 
had  ended.  The  gardener  knew  that  his  master  had  driven 
away,  at  night,  '  some  time  in  July,  the  last  fortnight  or  the 
last  ten  days  in  the  month ' — and  knew  no  more. 

While  we  were  speaking  together,  I  saw  the  man  in  black, 
with  the  large  hat,  come  out  from  the  house,  and  stand  at 
some  little  distance  observing  us. 

Certain  suspicions  of  his  errand  at  Blackwater  Park  had 
already  crossed  my  mind.  They  were  now  increased  by  the 
g^ardener's  inability  (or  unwillingness)  to  tell  me  who  the  man 
was  ;  and  I  determined  to  clear  the  way  before  me,  if  possible, 
by  speaking  to  him.  The  plainest  question  I  could  put,  as  a 
stranger,  would  be  to  inquire  if  the  house  was  allowed  to  be 
shown  to  visitors.  I  walked  up  to  the  man  at  once,  and 
accosted  him  in  those  words. 

406 


THE   WOMAN   IN   WHITE 

His  look  and  manner  unmistakably  betrayed  that  he  knew 
who  I  was,  and  that  he  wanted  to  irritate  me  into  quarrelling 
with  him.  His  reply  was  insolent  enough  to  have  answered 
the  purpose,  if  I  had  been  less  determined  to  control  myself. 
As  it  was,  I  met  him  with  the  most  resolute  politeness ; 
apologised  for  my  involuntary  intrusion  (which  he  called  a 
*  trespass '),  and  left  the  grounds.  It  was  exactly  as  I 
suspected.  The  recognition  of  me,  when  I  left  Mr.  Kyrle's 
office,  had  been  evidently  communicated  to  Sir  Percival  Clyde  ; 
and  the  man  in  black  had  been  sent  to  the  park,  in 
anticipation  of  my  making  inquiries  at  the  house,  or  in  the 
neighbourhood.  If  I  had  given  him  the  least  chance  of 
lodging  any  sort  of  legal  complaint  against  me,  the  inter- 
ference of  the  local  magistrate  would  no  doubt  have  been 
turned  to  account,  as  a  clog  on  my  proceedings,  and  a  means 
of  separating  me  from  Marian  and  Laura  for  some  days  at 
least. 

I  was  prepared  to  be  watched  on  the  way  from  Blackwater 
Park  to  the  station,  exactly  as  I  had  been  watched,  in  London, 
the  day  before.  But  I  could  not  discover,  at  the  time,  whether 
I  was  really  followed  on  this  occasion  or  not.  The  man  in 
black  might  have  had  means  of  tracking  me  at  his  disposal  of 
which  I  was  not  aware — but  I  certainly  saw  nothing  of  him, 
in  his  own  person,  either  on  the  way  to  the  station,  or  after- 
wards on  my  arrival  at  the  London  terminus,  in  the  evening. 
I  reached  home,  on  foot ;  taking  the  precaution,  before  I 
approached  our  own  door,  of  walking  round  by  the  loneliest 
street  in  the  neighbourhood,  and  there  stopping  and  looking 
back  more  than  once  over  the  open  space  behind  me.  I  had 
first  learnt  to  use  this  stratagem  against  suspected  treachery 
in  the  wilds  of  Central  America — and  now  I  was  practising  it 
again,  with  the  same  purpose  and  with  even  greater  caution, 
in  the  heart  of  civilized  London  ! 

Nothing  had  happened  to  alarm  Marian  during  my  absence. 
She  asked  eagerly  what  success  I  had  met  with.  When  I 
told  her,  she  could  not  conceal  her  surprise  at  the  indifference 
with  which  I  spoke  of  the  failure  of  my  investigations  thus 
far. 

The  truth  was,  that  the  ill-success  of  my  inquiries  had  in 
no  sense  daunted  me.  I  had  pursued  them  as  a  matter  of 
duty,  and  I  had  expected  nothing  from  them.  In  the  state  of 
my  mind,  at  that  time,  it  v/as  almost  a  relief  to  me  to  know 
that  the  struggle  was  now  narrowed  to  a  trial  of  strength 
between  myself  and  Sir  Percival  Clyde.  The  vindictive  motive 
had  mingled  itself,  all  along,  with  my  other  and  better  motives  ; 

407 


THE   WOMAN    IN   WHITE 

and  I  confess  it  was  a  satisfaction  to  me  to  feel  that  the 
surest  way — the  only  way  left — of  serving  Laura's  cause,  was 
to  fasten  my  hold  firmly  on  the  villain  who  had  married  her. 

While  I  acknowledge  that  I  was  not  strong  enough  to  keep 
my  motives  above  the  reach  of  this  instinct  of  revenge,  I  can 
honestly  say  something  in  my  own  favour,  on  the  other  side. 
No  base  speculation  on  the  future  relations  of  Laura  and 
myself,  and  on  the  private  and  personal  concessions  which  I 
might  force  from  Sir  Percival  if  I  once  had  him  at  my  mercy, 
ever  entered  my  mind.  I  never  said  to  myself,  '  If  I  do 
succeed,  it  shall  be  one  result  of  my  success  that  I  put  it  out 
of  her  husband's  power  to  take  her  from  me  again.'  I  could 
not  look  at  her  and  think  of  the  future  with  such  thoughts  as 
those.  The  sad  sight  of  the  change  in  her  from  her  former 
self,  made  the  one  interest  of  my  love  an  interest  of  tenderness 
and  compassion,  which  her  father  or  her  brother  might  have 
felt,  and  which  I  felt,  God  knows,  in  my  inmost  heart.  All 
my  hopes  looked  no  farther  on,  now,  than  to  the  day  of  her 
recovery.  There,  till  she  was  strong  ag'ain  and  happy  again 
— there,  till  she  could  look  at  me  as  she  had  once  looked,  and 
speak  to  me  as  she  had  once  spoken — the  future  of  my  happiest 
thoughts  and  my  dearest  wishes  ended. 

These  words  are  written  under  no  prompting  of  idle  self- 
contemplation.  Passages  in  this  narrative  are  soon  to  com.e, 
which  will  set  the  minds  of  others  in  judgment  on  my  conduct. 
It  is  right  that  the  best  and  the  worst  of  me  should  be 
fairly  balanced,  before  that  time. 

On  the  morning  after  my  return  from  Hampshire,  I  took 
Marian  up-stairs  into  my  working-room  ;  and  there  laid  before 
her  the  plan  that  I  had  matured,  thus  far,  for  mastering  the 
one  assailable  point  in  the  life  of  Sir  Percival  Glyde. 

The  way  to  the  Secret  lay  through  the  mystery,  hitherto 
impenetrable  to  all  of  us,  of  the  woman  in  white.  The  approach 
to  that,  in  its  turn,  might  be  gained  by  obtaining  the 
assistance  of  Anne  Catherick's  mother  ;  and  the  only  ascertain- 
able means  of  prevailing  on  Mrs.  Catherick  to  act  or  to  speak 
in  the  matter,  depended  on  the  chance  of  my  discovering  local 
particulars  and  family  particulars,  first  of  all,  from  Mrs. 
Clements.  After  thinking  the  subject  over  carefull)',  I  felt 
certain  that  I  could  only  begin  the  new  inquiries  by  placing  my- 
self in  communication  with  the  faithful  friend  and  protectress 
of  Anne  Catherick. 

The  first  difficulty,  then,  was  to  find  Mrs.  Clements. 

I  was  indebted  to  Marian's  quick  perception  for  meeting 

408 


THE   WOMAN   IN   WHITE 

this  necessity  at  once  by  the  best  and  simplest  means.  She 
proposed  to  write  to  the  farm  near  Limmeridge  (Todd's  Corner), 
to  inquire  whether  Mrs.  Clements  had  communicated  with 
Mrs.  Todd  during-  the  past  few  months.  How  Mrs.  Clements 
had  been  separated  from  Anne,  it  was  impossible  for  us  to 
say  ;  but  that  separation  once  effected,  it  would  certainly  occur 
to  Mrs.  Clements  to  inquire  after  the  missing  woman  in  the 
neighbourhood  of  all  others  to  which  she  was  known  to  be 
most  attached — the  neighbourhood  of  Limmeridge.  I  saw 
directly  that  Marian's  proposal  offered  us  a  prospect  of 
success  ;  and  she  wrote  to  Mrs.  Todd  accordingly  by  that 
day's  post. 

While  we  were  waiting  for  tlie  reply,  I  made  myself  master 
of  all  the  information  Marian  could  afford  on  the  subject  of 
Sir  Percival's  family,  and  of  his  early  life.  She  could  only 
speak  on  these  topics  from  hearsay  ;  but  she  was  reasonably 
certain  of  the  truth  of  what  little  she  had  to  tell. 

Sir  Percival  was  an  only  child.  His  father.  Sir  Felix  Glyde, 
had  suffered,  from  his  birth,  under  a  painful  and  incurable 
deformity,  and  had  shunned  all  society  from  his  earliest  years. 
His  sole  happiness  was  in  the  enjoyment  of  music  ;  and  he  had 
married  a  lady  with  tastes  similar  to  his  own,  who  was  said  to 
be  a  most  accomplished  musician.  He  inherited  the  Black- 
water  property  while  still  a  young  man.  Neither  he  nor  his 
wife,  after  taking  possession,  made  advances  of  any  sort 
towards  the  society  of  the  neighbourhood  ;  and  no  one  en- 
deavoured to  tempt  them  into  abandoning  their  reserve,  with 
the  one  disastrous  exception  of  the  rector  of  the  parish. 

The  rector  was  the  worst  of  all  innocent  mischief-makers 
— an  over-zealous  man.  He  had  heard  that  Sir  Felix  had  left 
College  with  the  character  ot  being  little  better  than  a  revolu- 
tionist in  politics  and  an  infidel  in  religion  ;  and  he  arrived 
conscientiously  at  the  conclusion  that  it  was  his  bounden  duty 
to  summon  the  lord  of  the  manor  to  hear  sound  views  enun- 
ciated in  the  parish  church.  Sir  Felix  fiercely  resented  the 
clergyman's  well-meant  but  ill-directed  interference  ;  insulting 
him  so  grossly  and  so  publicly,  that  the  families  in  the  neigh- 
bourhood sent  letters  of  indignant  remonstrance  to  the  park  ; 
and  even  the  tenants  on  the  Blackwater  property  expressed 
their  opinion  as  strongly  as  they  dared.  The  baronet,  who  had 
no  country  tastes  of  any  kind,  and  no  attachment  to  the  estate, 
or  to  any  one  living  on  it,  declared  that  society  at  Blackwater 
should  never  have  a  second  chance  of  annoying  him  ;  and  left 
the  place  from  that  moment. 

After  a  short  residence  in  London,  he  and  his  wife  departed 

409 


THE   WOMAN   IN   WHITE 

for  the  Continent ;  and  never  returned  to  England  again. 
They  lived  part  of  the  time  in  France,  and  part  in  Germany — ■ 
always  keeping  themselves  in  the  strict  retirement  which  the 
morbid  sense  of  his  own  personal  deformity  had  made  a  neces- 
sity to  Sir  Felix.  Their  son,  Percival,  had  been  born  abroad, 
and  had  been  educated  there  by  private  tutors.  His  mother 
was  the  first  of  his  parents  whom  he  lost.  His  father  had  died 
a  few  years  after  her,  either  in  1825  or  1826.  Sir  Percival  had 
been  in  England,  as  a  young  man,  once  or  twice  before  that 
period  ;  but  his  acquaintance  with  the  late  Mi:  Fairlie  did  not 
begin  till  after  the  time  of  his  father's  death.  They  soon 
became  very  intimate,  although  Sir  Percival  was  seldom,  or 
never,  at  Limmeridge  House  in  those  days.  Mr,  Frederick 
Fairlie  might  have  met  him  once  or  twice  in  Mr.  Philip  Fairlie's 
company  ;  but  he  could  have  known  little  of  him  at  that  or 
at  any  other  time.  Sir  Percival's  only  intimate  friend  in  the 
Fairlie  family  had  been  Laura's  father. 

These  were  all  the  particulars  that  I  could  gain  from  Marian. 
They  suggested  nothing  which  was  useful  to  my  present  pur- 
pose, but  I  noted  them  down  carefully,  in  the  event  of  their 
proving  to  be  of  importance  at  any  future  period. 

Mrs.  Todd's  reply  (addressed,  by  our  own  wish,  to  a  post- 
office  at  some  distance  from  us)  had  arrived  at  its  destination 
when  I  went  to  apply  for  it.  The  chances,  which  had  been  all 
against  us,  hitherto,  turned,  from  this  moment,  in  our  favour. 
Mrs.  Todd's  letter  contained  the  first  item  of  information  of 
which  we  were  in  search. 

Mrs.  Clements,  it  appeared,  had  (as  we  had  conjectured) 
written  to  Todd's  Corner  ;  asking  pardon,  in  the  first  place, 
for  the  abrupt  manner  in  which  she  and  Anne  had  left  their 
friends  at  the  farm-house  (on  the  morning  after  I  had  met  the 
woman  in  white  in  Limmeridge  churchyard)  ;  and  then  in- 
forming Mrs.  Todd  of  Anne's  disappearance,  and  entreating 
that  she  would  cause  inquiries  to  be  made  in  the  neighbourhood, 
on  the  chance  that  the  lost  woman  might  have  stra3fed  back 
to  Limmeridge.  In  making  this  request,  Mrs.  Clements  had 
been  careful  to  add  to  it  the  address  at  which  she  might  always 
be  heard  of;  and  that  address  Mrs.  Todd  now  transmitted  to 
Marian.  It  was  in  London ;  and  within  half  an  hour's  walk 
of  our  own  lodging. 

In  the  words  of  the  proverb,  I  was  resolved  not  to  let  the 
grass  grow  under  my  feet.  The  next  morning,  I  set  forth  to 
seek  an  interview  with  Mrs.  Clements.  This  was  my  first 
step  forward  in  the  investigation.  The  story  of  the  desperate 
attempt  to  which  I  now  stood  committed,  begins  here. 

410 


THE  WOiMAN    IN   WHITE 


VI. 


The  address  communicated  by  Mrs.  Todd  took  me  to  a 
lodging--house  situated  in  a  respectable  street  near  the  Gray's 
Inn  Road. 

When  I  knocked,  the  door  was  opened  by  Mrs.  Clements 
herself.  She  did  not  appear  to  remember  me  ;  and  asked  what 
my  business  was.  I  recalled  to  her  our  meeting  in  Limmeridge 
churchyard,  at  the  close  of  my  interview  there  with  tlie  woman 
in  white  ;  taking  special  care  to  remind  her  that  I  was  the 
person  who  assisted  Anne  Catherick  (as  Anne  had  herself  de- 
clared) to  escape  the  pursuit  from  the  Asylum.  This  was  my 
only  claim  to  the  confidence  of  Mrs.  Clements.  She  remem- 
bered the  circumstance  the  moment  I  spoke  of  it  ;  and  asked 
me  into  the  parlour,  in  the  greatest  anxiety  to  know  if  I  had 
brought  her  any  news  of  Anne. 

It  was  impossible  for  me  to  tell  her  the  whole  truth, 
without,  at  the  same  time,  entering  into  particulars  on  the 
subject  of  the  conspiracy,  which  it  would  have  been  dangerous 
to  confide  to  a  stranger.  I  could  only  abstain  most  carefully 
from  raising  any  false  hopes,  and  then  explain  that  the  object 
of  my  visit  was  to  discover  the  persons  who  were  really 
responsible  for  Anne's  disappearance.  I  even  added,  so  as 
to  exonerate  myself  from  any  after-reproach  of  my  own 
conscience,  that  I  entertained  not  the  least  hope  of  being  able 
to  trace  her  ;  that  I  believed  vve  should  never  see  her  alive 
again  ;  and  that  my  main  interest  in  the  affair  was  to  bring 
to  punishment  two  men  whom  I  suspected  to  be  concerned  in 
luring  her  away,  and  at  whose  hands  I  and  some  dear  friends 
of  mine  had  suffered  a  grievous  wrong.  With  this  explana- 
tion, I  left  it  to  Mrs.  Clements  to  say  whether  our  interest  in 
the  matter  (whatever  difference  there  might  be  in  the  motives 
which  actuated  us)  was  not  the  samiC  ;  and  whether  she  felt 
any  reluctance  to  forward  my  object  by  giving  me  such 
information  on  the  subject  of  my  inquiries  as  she  happened 
to  possess. 

The  poor  woman  was,  at  first,  too  much  confused  and 
agitated  to  understand  thoroughly  what  I  said  to  her.  She 
could  only  reply  that  I  was  welcome  to  anything  she  could  tell 
me  in  return  for  the  kindness  I  had  shown  to  Anne.  But  as 
she  was  not  very  quick  and  ready,  at  the  best  of  times,  in 
talking  to  strangers,  she  would  beg  me  to  put  her  in  the 
right  way,  and  to  say  where  I  wished  her  to  begin. 

Knowing  by  experience  that  the  plainest  narrative  attain- 

411 


THE   WOMAN    IN   WHITE 

able  from  persons  who  are  not  accustomed  to  arrange  their 
ideas,  is  the  narrative  which  goes  far  enough  back  at  the 
beginning  to  avoid  all  impediments  of  retrospection  in  its 
course,  I  asked  Mrs.  Clements  to  tell  me,  first,  what  had 
happened  after  she  had  left  Limmeridge  ;  and  so,  by  watchful 
questioning,  carried  her  on  from  point  to  point  till  we  reached 
the  period  of  Anne's  disappearance. 

The  substance  of  the  information  which  I  thus  obtained, 
was  as  follows  : 

On  leaving  the  farm  at  Todd's  Corner,  Mrs.  Clements  and 
Anne  had  travelled,  that  day,  as  far  as  Derby ;  and  had 
remained  there  a  week,  on  Anne's  account.  They  had  then 
gone  on  to  London,  and  had  lived  in  the  lodging  occupied 
by  Mrs.  Clements,  at  that  time,  for  a  month  or  more,  when 
circumstances  connected  with  the  house  and  the  landlord  had 
obliged  them  to  change  their  quarters.  Anne's  terror  of 
being  discovered  in  London  or  its  neighbourhood,  whenever 
they  ventured  to  walk  out,  had  gradually  communicated  itself 
to  Mrs.  Clements  ;  and  she  had  determined  on  removing  to 
one  of  the  most  out-of-the-way  places  in  England — to  the  town 
of  Grimsby  in  Lincolnshire,  where  her  deceased  husband  had 
passed  all  his  early  life.  His  relatives  were  respectable  people 
settled  in  the  town  ;  they  had  always  treated  Mrs.  Clements 
with  great  kindness  ;  and  she  thought  it  impossible  to  do 
better  than  go  there,  and  take  the  advice  of  her  husband's 
friends.  Anne  would  not  hear  of  returning  to  her  mother  at 
Welmingham,  because  she  had  been  removed  to  the  Asylum 
from  that  place,  and  because  Sir  Percival  would  be  certain  to 
go  back  there  and  find  her  again.  There  was  serious  weight 
in  this  objection,  and  Mrs.  Clements  felt  that  it  was  not  to  be 
easily  removed. 

At  Grimsby  the  first  serious  symptoms  of  illness  had 
shown  themselves  in  Anne.  They  appeared  soon  after  the 
news  of  Lady  Clyde's  marriage  had  been  made  public  in  the 
newspapers,  and  had  reached  her  through  that  medium. 

The  medical  man  who  was  sent  for  to  attend  the  sick  woman, 
discovered  at  once  that  she  was  suffering  from  a  serious  affec- 
tion of  the  heart.  The  illness  lasted  long,  left  her  very  weak, 
and  returned,  at  intervals,  though  with  mitigated  severity, 
again  and  again.  They  remained  at  Grimsby,  in  consequence, 
during  the  first  half  of  the  nev/  year  ;  and  there  they  might 
probably  have  stayed  much  longer,  but  for  the  sudden 
resolution  which  Anne  took,  at  this  time,  to  venture  back  to 
Hampshire,  for  the  purpose  of  obtaining  a  private  interview 
with  Lady  Glyde. 

412 


the:  woman  in  white 

Mrs.  Clements  did  all  in  her  power  to  oppose  the  execution 
of  this  hazardous  and  unaccountable  project.  No  explanation 
of  her  motives  was  offered  by  Anne,  except  that  she  believed 
the  day  of  her  death  was  not  far  off,  and  that  she  had  some- 
thing- on  her  mind  which  must  be  communicated  to  Lady 
Glyde,  at  any  risk,  in  secret.  Her  resolution  to  accomplish 
this  purpose  was  so  firmly  settled,  that  she  declared  her 
intention  of  going-  to  Hampshire  by  herself,  if  Mrs.  Clements 
felt  any  unwillingness  to  go  with  her.  The  doctor,  on  being 
consulted,  was  of  opinion  that  serious  opposition  to  her  wishes 
would,  in  all  probability,  produce  another  and  perhaps  a  fatal 
fit  of  illness  ;  and  Mrs.  Clements,  under  this  advice,  yielded 
to  necessity,  and  once  more,  with  sad  forebodings  of  trouble 
and  danger  to  come,  allowed  Anne  Catherick  to  have  her  own 
way. 

On  the  journey  from  London  to  Hampshire,  Mrs. 
Clements  discovered  that  one  of  their  fellow-passengers  was 
well  acquainted  with  the  neighbourhood  of  Blackwater,  and 
could  give  her  all  the  information  she  needed  on  the  subject 
of  localities.  In  this  way,  she  found  out  that  the  only  place 
they  could  go  to  which  was  not  dangerously  near  to  Sir 
Percival's  residence,  was  a  large  village,  called  Sandon.  The 
distance,  here,  from  Blackwater  Park  was  between  three  and 
four  miles — and  that  distance,  and  back  again,  Anne  had 
walked,  on  each  occasion  when  she  had  appeared  in  the 
neighbourhood  of  the  lake. 

For  the  few  days,  during  which  they  were  at  Sandon 
without  being  discovered,  they  had  lived  a  little  w-ay  from 
the  village,  in  the  cottage  of  a  decent  widow-woman,  who 
had  a  bedroom  to  let,  and  whose  discreet  silence  Mrs. 
Clements  had  done  her  best  to  secure,  for  the  first  week  at 
least.  She  had  also  tried  hard  to  induce  Anne  to  be  content 
with  writing  to  Lady  Glyde,  in  the  first  instance.  But  the 
failure  of  the  warning  contained  in  the  anonymous  letter  sent 
to  Limmcridgc  had  made  Anne  resolute  to  speak  this  time, 
and  obstinate  in  the  determination  to  go  on  her  errand 
alone. 

Mrs.  Clements,  nevertheless,  followed  her  privately  on 
each  occasion  when  she  went  to  the  lake — without,  however, 
venturing  near  enough  to  the  boat-house  to  be  witness  of 
what  took  place  there.  When  A.nne  returned  for  the  last 
time  from  the  dangerous  neighbourhood,  the  fatigue  of 
walking,  day  after  day,  distances  which  were  far  too  great 
for  her  strength,  added  to  the  exhausting  effect  of  the  agita- 
tion from  which  she  had  suffered,  produced  the  result  which 


THE  WOMAN    IN   WHITE 

Mrs.  Clements  had  dreaded  all  along-.  The  old  pain  over  the 
heart  and  the  other  symptoms  of  the  illness  at  Grimsby  re- 
turned ;  and  Anne  was  confined  to  her  bed  in  the  cottage. 

In  this  emergency,  the  first  necessity,  as  Mrs.  Clements 
knew  by  experience,  was  to  endeavour  to  quiet  Anne's  anxiety 
of  mind  ;  and,  for  this  purpose,  the  -qrood  woman  went  her- 
self the  next  day  to  the  lake,  to  try  if  she  could  find  Lady 
Clyde  (who  would  be  sure,  as  Anne  said,  to  take  her  daily 
walk  to  the  boat-house),  and  prevail  on  her  to  come  back 
privately  to  the  cottage  near  Sandon.  On  reaching  the  out- 
skirts of  the  plantation,  Mrs.  Clements  encountered,  not 
Lady  Clyde,  but  a  tall,  stout,  elderly  gentleman  with  a  book 
in  his  hand — in  other  words.  Count  Fosco. 

The  Count,  after  looking  at  her  very  attentively  for  a 
moment,  asked  if  she  expected  to  see  any  one  in  that  place  ; 
and  added,  before  she  could  repl}^,  that  he  was  waiting  there 
with  a  message  from  Lady  Clyde,  but  that  he  was  not  quite 
certain  whether  the  person  then  before  him  answered  the 
description  of  the  pers-on  with  whom  he  was  desired  to  com- 
municate. 

Upon  this,  Mrs.  Clements  at  once  confided  her  errand  to 
him,  and  entreated  that  he  would  help  to  allay  Anne's  anxiety 
by  trusting  his  message  to  her.  The  Count  most  readily  and 
kindly  complied  with  her  request.  The  message,  he  said, 
was  a  very  important  one.  Lady  Clyde  entreated  Anne  and 
her  good  friend  to  return  immediately  to  London,  as  she  felt 
certain  that  Sir  Percival  v/ould  discover  them,  if  they  remained 
any  longer  in  the  neighbourhood  of  Blackwater.  .She  was 
herself  going  to  London  in  a  short  time  ;  and  if  Mrs.  Clements 
and  Anne  would  go  there  first,  and  would  let  her  know  what 
their  address  was,  they  should  hear  from  her  and  see  her,  in 
a  fortnight  or  less.  The  Count  added,  that  he  had  already 
attempted  to  give  a  friendly  warning  to  Anne  herself,  but 
that  she  had  been  too  much  startled  by  seeing  that  he  was  a 
stranger,  to  let  him  approach  and  speak  to  her. 

To  this,  Mrs.  Clements  replied,  in  the  greatest  alarm  and 
distress,  that  she  asked  nothing  better  than  to  take  Anne 
safely  to  London  ;  but  that  there  was  no  present  hope  of 
removing  her  from  the  dangerous  neighbourhood,  as  she  lay 
ill  in  her  bed  at  that  mom.ent.  The  Count  inquired  if  Mrs. 
Clements  had  sent  for  medical  advice  ;  and  hearing  that  she 
had  hitherto  hesitated  to  do  so,  from  the  fear  of  making  their 
position  publicly  known  in  the  village,  informed  her  that  he 
was  himself  a  medical  inan,  and  that  he  would  go  back  with 
her  if  she  pleased,  and  see  what  could  be  done  for  Anne. 

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THE   WOMAN    IN   WHITE 

r»Irs.  Clements  (feeling'  a  natural  confidence  in  the  Count,  as 
a  person  trusted  with  a  secret  message  from  Lady  Glyde) 
gratefully  accepted  the  offer ;  and  they  went  back  together  to 
the  cottage. 

Anne  was  asleep  when  they  got  there.  The  Count  started 
at  the  sight  of  her  (evidently  from  astonishment  at  her 
resemblance  to  Lady  Glyde).  Poor  Mrs.  Clements  supposed 
that  he  was  only  shocked  to  see  how  ill  she  was.  He  would 
not  allow  her  to  be  awakened  ;  he  was  contented  with  putting 
questions  to  Mrs.  Clements  about  her  symptoms,  with  look- 
ing at  her,  and  with  lightly  touching  her  pulse.  Sandon  was 
a  large  enough  place  to  have  a  grocer's  and  druggist's  shop 
in  it ;  and  thither  the  Count  went,  to  write  his  prescription, 
and  to  get  the  medicine  made  up.  He  brought  it  back  him- 
self :  and  told  Mrs.  Clements  that  the  medicine  was  a  power- 
ful stimulant,  and  that  it  would  certainly  give  Anne  strength 
to  get  up  and  bear  the  fatigue  of  a  journey  to  London  of  only 
a  few  hours.  The  remedy  was  to  be  administered  at  stated 
times,  on  that  day,  and  on  the  day  after.  On  the  third  day 
she  would  be  well  enough  to  travel ;  and  he  arranged  to  meet 
Mrs.  Clements  at  the  Blackwater  station,  and  to  see  them 
off  by  the  midday  train.  If  they- did  not  appear,  he  would 
assume  that  Anne  was  worse,  and  would  proceed  at  once  to 
the  cottage. 

As  events  turned  out,  no  such  emergency  as  this  occurred. 
The  medicine  had  an  extraordinary  effect  on  Anne,  and 
the  good  results  of  it  were  helped  by  the  assurance  Mrs. 
Clements  could  now  give  her  that  she  would  soon  see  Lady 
Glyde  in  London.  .  At  the  appointed  day  and  time  (when  they 
had  not  been  quite  so  long  as  a  week  in  Hampshire,  alto- 
gether), they  arrived  at  the  station.  The  Count  was  waiting 
there  for  them,  and  v/as  talking  to  an  elderly  lady,  who 
appeared  to  be  going  to  travel  by  the  train  to  London  also. 
He  most  kindly  assisted  them,  and  put  them  into  the  carriage 
himself;  begging  Mrs.  Clements  not  to  forget  to  send  her 
address  to  Lady  Glyde.  The  elderly  lady  did  not  travel  in 
the  same  compartment ;  and  they  did  not  notice  v/hat  became 
of  her  on  reaching  the  London  terminus.  Mrs.  Clements 
secured  respectable  lodgings  in  a  quiet  neighbourhood  ;  and 
then  wrote,  as  she  had  engaged  to  do,  to  inform  Lady  Glyde 
of  the  address. 

A   little   more   than  a  fortnight   passed,  and   no   answer 
came. 

At  the  end  of  that  time,  a  lady  (the   same   elderly  lady 
whom  they  had  seen  at  the  station)  called  in  a  cab,  and  said 

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THE   WOMAN    IN   WHITE 

that  she  came  from  Lady  Glyde,  who  was  then  at  an  hotel 
in  London,  and  who  wished  to  see  Mrs.  Clements  for  the 
purpose  of  arrang-ing-  a  future  interview  with  Anne.  Mrs. 
Clements  expressed  her  wihingness  (Anne  being  present  at 
the  time  and  entreating  her  to  do  so)  to  forward  the  object  in 
view,  especially  as  she  was  not  required  to  be  away  from  the 
house  for  more  than  half  an  hour  at  the  most.  She  and  the 
elderly  lady  (clearly  Madame  Fosco)  then  left  in  the  cab. 
The  lady  stopped  the  cab,  after  it  had  driven  some  distance, 
at  a  shop,  before  they  got  to  the  hotel ;  and  begged  Mrs. 
Clements  to  wait  for  her  for  a  few  minutes,  While  she  made  a 
purchase  that  had  been  forgotten.     She  never  appeared  again. 

After  waiting  some  time,  Mrs.  Clements  became  alarmed, 
and  ordered  the  cabman  to  drive  back  to  her  lodgings. 
When  she  got  there,  after  an  absence  of  rather  more  than 
half  an  hour,  Anne  was  gone. 

The  only  information  to  be  obtained  from  the  people  of 
the  house,  was  derived  from  the  servant  who  waited  on  the 
lodgers.  She  had  opened  the  door  to  a  boy  from  the  street, 
who  had  left  a  letter  for  '  the  young  woman  who  lived  on  the 
second  floor'  (the  part  of  the  house  which  Mrs.  Clements 
occupied).  The  servant  had  delivered  the  letter  ;  had  then 
gone  down-stairs  ;  and,  five  minutes  afterwards,  had  observed 
Anne  open  the  front  door,  and  go  out,  dressed  in  her  bonnet 
and  shawl.  She  had  probably  taken  the  letter  with  her ;  for 
it  was  not  to  be  found,  and  it  was  therefore  impossible  to  tell 
what  inducement  had  been  offered  to  make  her  leave  the 
house.  It  must  have  been  a  strong  one — for  she  would  never 
stir  out  alone  in  London  of  her  own  accord.  If  Mrs. 
Clements  had  not  known  this  by  experience,  nothing  would 
have  induced  her  to  go  away  in  the  cab,  even  for  so  short  a 
time  as  half  an  hour  only. 

As  soon  as  she  could  collect  her  thoughts,  the  first  idea 
that  naturally  occurred  to  Mrs.  Clements,  was  to  go  and 
maJce  inquiries  at  the  Asylum,  to  which  she  dreaded  that 
Anne  had  been  taken  back. 

She  went  there  the  next  day — having  been  informed  of 
the  locality  in  which  the  house  was  situated  by  Anne  herself. 
The  answer  she  received  (her  application  having,  in  ail  proba- 
bility, been  made  a  day  or  two  before  the  false  Anne  Cathe- 
rick  had  really  been  consigned  to  safe  keeping  in  the  A.sylum) 
was,  that  no  such  person  had  been  brought  back  there.  She 
had  then  written  to  Mrs.  Catherick,  at  Welmingham,  to  knov%7 
if  she  had  seen  or  heard  anything  of  her  daughter  ;  and  had 
received   an  answer  in   the   negative.     After  that  reply  had 

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THE   WOMAN    IN   WHITE 

reached  her,  she  was  at  Ihe  end  of  her  resourceSj  and  perfectly 
ig-norant  where  else  to  inquire,  or  what  else  to  do.  From 
that  time  to  this,  she  had  remained  in  total  ignorance  of  the 
cause  of  Anne's  disappearance,  and  of  the  end  of  Anne's 
story. 

VII. 

Thus  far,  the  information  which  I  had  received  from  Mrs. 
Clements — though  it  established  facts  oF  which  I  had  not 
previously  been  aware — was  of  a  preliminary  character  only. 

It  was  clear  that  the  series  of  deceptions  which  had  removed 
Anne  Catherick  to  London  and  separated  her  from  Mrs. 
Clements,  had  been  accomplished  solely  by  Count  Fosco  and 
the  Countess  ;  and  the  question  whether  any  part  of  the  conduct 
of  husband  or  wife  had  been  of  a  kind  to  place  either  of  them 
within  reach  of  the  law,  might  be  well  worthy  of  future  con- 
sideration. But  the  purpose  I  had  now  in  view  led  me  in 
another  direction  than  "this.  The  immediate  object  of  my 
visit  to  Mrs.  Clements  was  to  make  some  approach  at  least 
to  the  discovery  of  Sir  Percival's  secret ;  and  she  had  said 
nothing,  as  yet,  which  advanced  me  on  my  way  to  that  im- 
portant end.  I  felt  the  necessity  of  trying  to  awaken  her 
recollections  of  other  times,  persons,  and  events,  than  those 
on  which  her  memory  had  hitherto  been  employed  ;  and, 
when  I  next  spoke,  I  spoke  with  that  object  indirectly  in 
view. 

'  I  wish  I  could  be  of  any  help  to  you  in  this  sad  calamity,' 
I  said.  '  All  I  can  do  is  to  feel  heartily  for  your  distress.  If 
Anne  had  been  your  own  child,  Mrs.  Clements,  you  could 
have  shown  her  no  truer  kindness — you  could  have  made  no 
readier  sacrifices  for  her  sake.' 

'  There's  no  great  merit  in  that,  sir,'  said  Mrs.  Clements, 
simply.  '  The  poor  thing  was  as  good  as  my  own  child  to 
me.  I  nursed  her  from  a  baby,  sir  ;  bringing  her  up  by 
hand — and  a  hard  job  it  was  to  rear  her.  It  wouldn't  go  to 
my  heart  so  to  lose  her,  if  I  hadn't  made  her  first  shortclothes, 
and  taught  her  to  walk.  I  always  said  she  was  sent  to  con- 
sole me  for  never  having  chick  or  child  of  my  own.  And 
now  she's  lost,  the  old  times  keep  coming  back  to  my  mind ; 
and,  even  at  my  age,  I  can't  help  crying  about  her — I  can't 
indeed,  sir  ! ' 

I  x^'aited  a  little  to  give  I^Irs.  Clements  time  to  compose 
herself.  Was  the  light  that  I  had  been  looking  for  so  long, 
glimmering  on  me — far  off,  as  yet — in  the  good  woman's 
recollections  of  Anne's  early  life  ? 

417  E  E 


THE   WOMAN    IN   WHITE 

*  Did  you  know  Mrs.  Catherick  before  Anne  was  born  ?  '  I 
asked. 

'  Not  very  long,  sir — not  above  four  months.  We  saw  a 
great  deal  of  each  other  in  that  time,  but  Vv"e  were  never  very 
friendly  together.' 

Her  voice  was  steadier  as  she  made  that  reply.  Painful 
as  many  of  her  recollections  might  be,  I  observed  that  it  was, 
unconsciously,  a  relief  to  her  mind  to  revert  to  the  dimly-seen 
troubles  of  the  past,  after  dwelling  so  long  on  the  vivid 
sorrows  of  the  present. 

'  Were  you  and  Mrs.  Catherick  neighbours  ?  '  I  inquired, 
leading  her  memory  on,  as  encouragingly  as  I  could. 

'  Yes,  sir — neighbours  at  Old  Welmingham.' 

'  Old  Welmingham  ?  There  are  two  places  of  that  name, 
then,  in  Hampshire  ?  ' 

'  Well,  sir,  there  used  to  be  in  those  days — better  than  three- 
and-twenty  years  ago.  They  built  a  new  town  about  two  miles 
off,  convenient  to  the  river — and  Old  Welmingham,  which 
was  never  much  more  than  a  village,  got  in  time  to  be  deserted. 
The  new  town  is  the  place  they  call  Welmingham,  now — but 
the  old  parish  church  is  the  parish  church  still.  It  stands  by 
itself,  with  the  houses  pulled  dovv'n,  or  gone  to  ruin  all  round 
it.  I've  lived  to  see  sad  changes.  It  was  a  pleasant,  pretty 
place  in  my  time.' 

'  Did  you  live  there  before  your  marriage,  Mrs.  Clements  ?  ' 

'  No,  sir — I'm  a  Norfolk  woman.  It  wasn't  the  place  my 
husband  belonged  to,  either.  He  was  from  Grimsby,  as  I 
told  you  ;  and  he  served  his  apprenticeship  there.  But  having 
friends  down  south,  and  hearing  of  an  opening,  he  got  into 
business  at  Southampton.  It  was  in  a  small  way,  but  he  made 
enough  for  a  plain  man  to  retire  on,  and  settled  at  Old  Wel- 
mingham. I  went  there  with  him,  when  he  married  me.  We 
were  neither  of  us  young ;  but  v.'e  lived  very  happy  together 
— happier  than  our  neighbour,  Mr.  Catherick,  lived  along  w^ith 
his  wife,  when  they  came  to  Old  Welmingham,  a  year  or  two 
afterwards.' 

'  Was  your  husband  acquainted  with  them,  before  that?  ' 

*  With  Catherick,  sir — not  with  his  wife.  She  was  a 
stranger  to  both  of  us.  Some  gentleman  had  made  interest 
for  Catherick  ;  and  he  got  the  situation  of  clei-k  at  Welming- 
ham church,  which  was  the  reason  of  his  coming  to  settle  in 
our  neighbourhood.  He  brought  his  newly-married  wife  along 
with  him  ;  and  we  heard,  in  course  of  time,  she  had  been 
lady's  maid  in  a  family  that  lived  at  Varneck  Hall,  near 
Southampton.    Catherick  had  found  it  a  hard  matter  to  get  her 

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THE   WOMAN   IN   WHITE 

to  marry  him — in  consequence  of  her  holding  herself  uncom- 
monly high.  He  had  asked  and  asked,  and  given  the  thing 
up  at  last,  seeing  she  was  so  contrary  about  it.  When  he 
had  given  it  up,  she  turned  contrary,  just  the  other  way,  and 
came  to  him  of  her  own  accord,  without  rhyme  or  i-eason 
seemingly.  My  poor  husband  always  said  that  was  the  time 
to  have  given  her  a  lesson.  But  Catherick  was  too  fond  of 
her  to  do  anything  of  the  sort ;  he  never  checked  her,  either 
before  they  were  married  or  after.  He  was  a  quick  man  in 
liis  feelings,  letting  them  carry  him  a  deal  too  far,  now  in  one 
way,  and  now  in  another ;  and  he  would  have  spoilt  a  better 
wife  than  Mrs.  Catherick,  if  a  better  had  married  him.  I 
don't  like  to  speak  ill  of  any  one,  sir — but  she  was  a  heartless 
woman,  with  a  terrible  will  of  her  own  ;  fond  of  foolish  admira- 
tion and  fine  clothes,  and  not  caring  to  show  so  much  as 
decent  outward  respect  to  Catherick,  kindly  as  he  always 
treated  her.  My  husband  said  he  thought  things  would  turn 
out  badly,  when  they  first  came  to  live  near  us  ;  and  his  words 
proved  true.  Before  they  had  been  quite  four  months  in  our 
neighbourhood,  there  was  a  dreadful  scandal  and  a  miserable 
break-up  in  their  household.  Both  of  them  were  in  fault — I 
am  afraid  both  of  them  were  equally  in  fault.' 
'  You  mean  both  husband  and  wife  ?  ' 

*  Oh,  no,  sir  !  I  don't  mean  Catherick — he  was  only  to  be 
pitied.     I  meant  his  wife,  and  the  person ' 

'  And  the  person  who  caused  tlie  scandal  ?  ' 

*  Yes,  sir.  A  gentleman  born  and  brought  up,  who  ought 
to  have  set  a  better  example.  You  know  him,  sir — and  my 
poor  dear  Anne  knew  him,  only  too  well.' 

*  Sir  Percival  Clyde  ?  ' 
'Yes.     Sir  Percival  Clyde.' 

My  heart  beat  fast — I  thought  I  had  my  hand  o\\  the  clue. 
How  little  I  knew,  then,  of  the  windings  of  the  labyrinth  which 
were  still  to  mislead  me  ! 

*  Did  Sir  Percival  live  in  your  neighbourhood  at  that 
time  ?  '  I  asked. 

'  No,  sir.  He  came  among  us  as  a  stranger.  His  father 
had  died,  not  long  before,  in  foreign  parts.  I  remember  he 
was  in  mourning.  He  put  up  at  the  litlie  inn  on  the  river 
(they  have  pulled  it  down  since  that  time)  where  gentlemen 
used  to  ^o  to  fish.  He  v.'asn't  much  noticed  vvhen  he  first 
came — it  was  a  common  thing  enough  for  gentlemen  to  travel, 
from  all  parts  of  England,  to  fish  in  our  river.' 

'  Did  he  make  his  appearance  in  the  village  before  Anne 
was  born  ? ' 

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*  Yes,  sir.  Anne  was  bom  in  the  June  month  of  eighteen 
hundred  and  twenty-seven — and  I  think  he  came  at  the  end  of 
April,  or  the  beginning-  of  May.' 

*  Came  as  a  stranger  to  all  of  you  ?  A  stranger  to  Mrs. 
Catherick,  as  well  as  to  the  rest  of  the  neighbours  ?  ' 

'  So  we  thought  at  first,  sir.  But  when  the  scandal  broke 
out,  nobody  believed  they  were  strangers.  I  remember  how 
it  happened,  as  well  as  if  it  was  yesterday.  Catherick  came 
into  our  garden  one  night,  and  woke  us  by  throwing  up  a 
handful  of  gravel  from  the  walk,  at  our  window.  I  heard 
him  beg  my  husband,  for  the  Lord's  sake,  to  come  down  and 
speak  to  him.  They  were  a  long  time  together  talking  in  the 
porch.  When  my  husband  came  back  up-stairs,  he  was  all 
of  a  tremble.  He  sat  down  on  the  side  of  the  bed,  and  he 
says  to  me,  "  Lizzie  !  I  always  told  you  that  woman  was  a  bad 
one  ;  I  always  said  she  would  end  ill^and  I'm  afraid,  in  my 
own  mind,  that  the  end  has  come  already.  Catherick  has 
found  a  lot  of  lace  handkerchiefs,  and  two  fine  rings,  and  a 
new  gold  watch  and  chain,  hid  away  in  his  wife's  drawer — 
things  that  nobody  but  a  born  lady  ought  ever  to  have — and 
his  wife  won't  say  how  she  came  by  them."  "  Does  he  think 
she  stole  them?  "  says  I.  *'  No,"  says  he,  "  stealing  would 
be  bad  enough.  But  it's  worse  than  that — she's  had  no  chance 
of  stealing  such  things  as  those,  and  she's  not  a  woman  to  take 
them  if  she  had.  They're  gifts,  Lizzie—  there's  her  own  initials 
engraved  inside  the  watch — and  Catherick  has  seen  her,  talking 
privately,  and  carrying  on  as  no  married  woman  should,  with 
that  gentleman  in  mourning — Sir  Percival  Glyde.  Don't  you 
say  anything  about  it — I've  quieted  Catherick  for  to-night. 
I've  told  him  to  keep  his  tongue  to  himself,  and  his  eyes  and 
his  ears  open,  and  to  wait  a  day  or  two,  till  he  can  be  quite 
certain."  "  I  believe  you  are  both  of  you  wrong,"  says  I. 
"  It's  not  in  nature,  comfortable  and  respectable  as  she  is  here, 
that  Mrs.  Catherick  should  take  up  with  a  chance  stranger 
like  Sir  Percival  Glyde."  "  Ay,  but  is  he  a  stranger  to  her  ?  " 
says  my  husband.  "  You  forget  how  Catherick's  wife  came 
to  marry  him.  She  went  to  him  of  her  own  accord,  after 
saying,  No,  over  and  over  again  when  he  asked  her.  There 
have  been  wicked  women,  before  her  time,  Lizzie,  who  have 
used  honest  men  who  loved  them  as  a  means  of  saving  their 
characters — and  I'm  sorely  afraid  this  Mrs.  Catherick  is  as 
wicked  as  the  worst  of  them.  We  shall  see,"  says  my  husband, 
"  VvC  shall  soon  see."  And  only  two  days  afterwards,  we  did 
see.' 

Mrs.  Clements  waited  for  a  moment,  before  she  went  on. 
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Even  in  that  moment,  I  began  to  doubt  whether  the  ckie  that 
1  thoug-ht  I  had  found  was  really  leading-  me  to  the  central 
mystery  of  the  labyrinth,  after  all.  Was  this  common,  too 
common,  story  of  a  man's  treachery  and  a  woman's  frailty 
the  key  to  a  secret  which  had  been  the  life-long  terror  of  Sir 
Percival  Glyde  ? 

'  Well,  sir,  Catherick  took  my  husband's  advice,  and 
waited,'  Mrs.  Clements  continued.  '  And,  as  I  told  you,  he 
hadn't  long-  to  wait.  On  the  second  day,  he  found  his  wife 
and  Sir  Percival  whispering  together  quite  familiar,  close 
under  the  vestry  of  the  church.  I  suppose  they  thought  the 
neighbourhood  of  the  vestry  was  the  last  place  in  the  world 
where  anybody  would  think  of  looking  after  them — but, 
however  that  may  be,  there  they  were.  Sir  Percival,  being 
seemingly  surprised  and  confounded,  defended  himself  in  such 
a  guilty  way  that  poor  Catherick  (whose  quick  temper  I  have 
told  you  of  already)  fell  into  a  kind  of  frenzy  at  his  own 
disgrace,  and  struck  Sir  Percival.  He  was  no  match  (and  I 
am  sorry  to  say  it)  for  the  man  who  had  wronged  him — and 
he  was  beaten  in  the  crudest  manner,  before  the  neighbours 
who  had  come  to  the  place  on  hearing  the  disturbance,  could 
run  in  to  part  them.  All  this  happened  towards  evening  ;  and 
before  nightfall,  when  my  husband  went  to  Catherick's  house, 
he  was  gone,  nobody  knew  where.  No  living  soul  in  the 
village  ever  saw  him  again.  He  knew  too  well,  by  that 
time,  what  his  wife's  vile  reason  had  been  for  marrying  him  ; 
and  he  felt  his  misery  and  disgrace — especially  after  what  had 
happened  to  him  with  Sir  Percival — too  keenly.  The  clergy, 
man  of  the  parish  put  an  advertisement  in  the  paper,  begging 
him  to  come  back,  and  saying  that  he  should  not  lose  his 
situation  or  his  friends.  But  Catherick  had  too  much  pride 
and  spirit,  as  some  people  said — too  much  feeling,  as  I  think, 
sir — to  face  his  neighbours  again,  and  try  to  live  down  the 
memory  of  his  disgrace.  My  husband  heard  from  him,  when 
he  had  left  England  ;  and  heard  a  second  time,  when  he  was 
settled,  and  doing  well,  in  America.  He  is  alive  there  now, 
as  far  as  I  know  ;  but  none  of  us  in  the  old  country — his 
wicked  wife  least  of  all — are  ever  likely  to  set  eyes  on  him 
again.' 

'  What  became  of  Sir  Percival  ?  '  I  Inquired.  '  Did  he 
stay  in  the  neighbourhood  ? ' 

*  Not  he,  sir.  The  place  was  too  hot  to  hold  him.  He 
was  heard  at  high  words  with  Mrs.  Catherick,  the  same 
night  when  the  scandal  broke  out — and  the  next  morning  he 
took  himself  off.' 

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*  And  Mrs.  Catherick  ?  Surely  she  never  remained  in  the 
villag-e,  among'  the  people  who  knew  of  her  disg-race  ?  * 

'  She  did,  sir.  She  was  hard  enoug^h  and  heartless  enough 
to  set  the  opinions  of  all  her  neighbours  at  flat  defiance.  She 
declared  to  ever3'body,  from  the  clerg}^man  downwards,  that 
she  was  the  victim  of  a  dreadful  mistake,  and  that  all  the 
scandal-mongers  in  the  place  should  not  drive  her  out  of  it  as 
if  she  was  a  guilty  woman.  All  through  my  time,  she  lived 
at  Old  W^elrningham  ;  and,  after  my  time,  when  the  new 
town  was  building,  and  the  respectable  neighbours  began 
moving  to  it,  she  moved  too,  as  if  she  was  determined  to  live 
among  them  and  scandalise  them  to  the  very  last.  There  she 
is  now,  and  there  she  will  stop,  in  defiance  of  the  best  of  them, 
to  her  dying  day.' 

'  But  how  has  she  lived,  through  all  these  years  ?  '  I  asked. 
Was  her  husband  able  and  willing  to  help  her  ?  ' 

'  Both  able  and  willing,  sir,'  said  Mrs,  Clements.  '  In  the 
second  letter  he  wrote  to  my  good  man,  he  said  she  had 
borne  his  name,  and  lived  in  his  home,  and,  wicked  as  she 
was,  she  must  not  starve  like  a  beggar  in  the  street.  He 
could  afford  to  make  her  som.e  small  allov/ance,  and  she 
might  draw  for  it  quarterly,  at  a  place  in  London.' 

'  Did  she  accept  the  allowance  ?  ' 

'  Not  a  farthing  of  it,  sir.  She  said  she  would  never  be 
beholden  to  Catherick  for  bit  or  drop,  if  she  lived  to  be  a  hun- 
dred. And  she  has  kept  her  word  ever  since.  When  my  poor 
dear  husband  died,  and  left  all  to  me,  Catherick's  letter  was 
put  in  my  possession  with  the  other  things — and  I  told  her  to 
let  me  know  if  she  was  ever  in  want.  "  I'll  let  all  England 
know  I'm  in  want,"  she  said,  "before  I  tell  Catherick,  or  any 
friend  of  Catherick's.  Take  that  for  your  answer — and  give 
it  to  him  for  an  answer  if  he  ever  writes  again."  ' 

'  Do  you  suppose  that  she  had  money  of  her  own  ?  ' 

*  Ver}'  little,  if  any,  sir.  It  v.-as  said,  and  said  truly,  I  am 
afraid,  that  her  means  of  living  came  privately  from  Sir 
Percival  Clyde.' 

After  that  last  reply,  I  waited  a  little,  to  reconsider  what  I 
had  heard.  If  I  unreservedly  accepted  the  story  so  far,  it  vvas 
now  plain  that  no  approach,  direct  or  indirect,  to  the  Secret 
had  yet  been  revealed  to  me,  and  that  the  pursuit  of  my  object 
had  ended  again  in  leaving  me  face  to  face  with  the  most 
palpable  and  the  most  disheartening  failure. 

But  there  was  one  point  in  the  narrative  which  made 
me   doubt   the   propriety    of  accepting  it  unreservedly,    and 

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THE   WOMAN   IN   WHITE 

which  suggested  the  idea  of  something  hidden  below  the  sur- 
face. 

I  could  not  account  to  myself  for  the  circumstance  of  the 
clerk's  guilty  wife  voluntarily  living  out  all  her  after-existence 
on  the  scene  of  her  disgrace.  The  woman's  own  reported 
statement  that  she  had  taken  this  strange  course  as  a  practical 
assertion  of  her  innocence,  did  not  satisfy  me.  It  seemed,  to 
my  mind,  more  natural  and  more  probable  to  assume  that  she 
was  not  so  completely  a  free  agent  in  this  matter  as  she  had 
herself  asserted.  In  that  case,  v\'ho  was  the  likeliest  person 
to  possess  the  power  of  compelling  her  to  remain  at  Welming- 
ham  ?  The  person  unquestionably  from  whom  she  derived 
the  means  of  living.  She  had  refused  assistance  from  her 
husband,  she  had  no  adequate  resources  of  her  own,  she  was 
a  friendless,  degraded  woman  :  from  v.'hat  source  should  she 
derive  help,  but  from  the  source  at  which  report  pointed — Sir 
Percival  Gl3-de  ? 

Reasoning  on  these  assumptions,  and  always  bearing  in 
mind  the  one  certain  fact  to  guide  me,  that  Mrs.  Catherick  was 
in  possession  of  the  Secret,  I  easily  understood  that  it  was 
Sir  Percival's  interest  to  keep  her  at  Welmingham,  because 
her  character  in  that  place  was  cei^tain  to  isolate  her  from  all 
communication  with  female  neighbours,  and  to  allow  her  no 
opportunities  of  talking  incautiously,  in  moments  of  free  inter- 
course with  inquisitive  bosom  friends.  But  what  was  the 
mystery  to  be  concealed  ?  Not  Sir  Percival's  infamous  con- 
nexion with  Mrs.  Catherick's  disgrace — for  the  neighbours 
were  the  very  people  who  knew  of  it.  Not  the  suspicion  that 
he  was  Anne's  father — for  Welmingham  was  the  place  in 
which  that  suspicion  must  inevitably  exist.  If  I  accepted  the 
guilty  appearances  described  to  me,  as  unreservedly  as  others 
had  accepted  them  ;  if  I  drew  from  them  the  same  superficial 
conclusion  Vv^hich  Mr.  Catherick  and  all  his  neighbours  had 
drawn — where  was  the  suggestion,  in  all  that  I  had  heard,  of 
a  dangerous  secret  between  Sir  Percival  and  Mrs.  Catherick, 
which  had  been  kept  hidden  from  that  time  to  this  ? 

And  yet,  in  those  stolen  meetings,  in  those  familiar  whis- 
perings between  the  clerk's  wife  and  '  the  gentleman  in  mourn- 
ing,' the  clue  to  discovery  existed  beyond  a  doubt. 

Was  it  possible  that  appearances,  in  this  case,  had  pointed 
one  way  while  the  truth  lay,  all  the  while,  unsuspected,  in 
another  direction  ?  Could  Mrs.  Catherick's  assertion  that  she 
was  the  victim  of  a  dreadful  mistake,  by  any  possibility  be 
true?  Or,  assuming  it  to  be  false,  could  the  conclusion  which 
associated  Sir  Percival  with  her  guilt,  have  been  founded  in 

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some  inconceivable  error  ?  Had  Sir  Percival,  by  any  chance, 
courted  the  suspicion  that  was  wrong,  for  the  sake  of  divert- 
ing from  himseh'  some  other  suspicion  that  was  right  ?  Here, 
if  I  could  find  it — here  was  the  approach  to  the  Secret,  hidden 
deep  under  the  surface  of  the  apparently  unpromising  story 
which  I  had  just  heard. 

My  next  questions  were  now  directed  to  the  one  object  of 
ascertaining  whether  Mr.  Catherick  had,  or  had  not,  arrived 
truly  at  the  conviction  of  his  wife's  misconduct.  The  answers 
I  received  from  Mrs.  Clements,  left  me  in  no  doubt  whatever 
on  that  point.  Mrs.  Catherick  had,  on  the  clearest  evidence, 
compromised  her  reputation,  while  a  single  woman,  with  some 
person  unknown  ;  and  had  married  to  save  her  character.  It 
had  been  positively  ascertained,  by  calculations  of  time  and 
place  into  which  I  need  not  enter  particularly,  that  the 
daughter  who  bore  her  husband's  name  was  not  her  husband's 
child. 

The  next  object  of  inquiry,  whether  it  was  equally  certain 
that  Sir  Percival  must  have  been  the  father  of  Anne,  was 
beset  by  far  greater  difficulties.  I  was  in  no  position  to  try 
the  probabilities  on  one  side  or  on  the  other,  in  this  instance, 
by  any  better  test  than  the  test  of  personal  resemblance. 

*  I  suppose  you  often  saw  Sir  Percival,  when  he  was  in 
yOur  village  ?  '  I  said. 

'  Yes,  sir — very  often,'  replied  Mrs.  Clements. 

*  Did  you  ever  observe  that  Anne  was  like  him  ?  * 
'  She  was  not  at  all  like  him,  sir.' 

*  Was  she  like  her  mother,  then  ?  ' 

*  Not  like  her  mother,  either,  sir.  Mrs.  Catherick  was 
dark,  and  full  in  the  face.' 

Not  like  her  mother,  and  not  like  her  (supposed)  father. 
I  knew  that  the  test  by  personal  resemblance  was  not  to  be 
implicitly  trusted — but,  on  the  other  hand,  it  was  not  to  be 
altogether  rejected  on  that  account.  Was  it  possible  to 
strengthen  the  evidence,  by  discovering  any  conclusive  facts 
in  relation  to  the  lives  of  Mrs.  Catherick  and  Sir  Percival, 
before  they  either  of  them  appeared  at  Old  Welmingham  ? 
When  I  asked  my  next  questions,  I  put  them  with  this  view. 

*  When  Sir  Percival  first  arrived  in  your  neighbourhood,' 
I  said,  *  did  you  hear  where  he  had  come  from  last  ?  ' 

'  No,  sir.  Some  said  from  Blackwater  Park,  and  some 
said  from  Scotland — but  nobody  knew.' 

'  Was  Mrs.  Catherick  living  in  service  at  Varneck  Hall, 
immediately  before  her  marriage  ?  ' 

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'Yes,  sir.' 

'  And  had  she  been  long  in  her  phice  ?  ' 

'  Three  or  four  years,  sir  ;   I  am  not  quite  certain  which.' 

'  Did  you  ever  hear  the  name  of  the  g-entleman  to  whom 
Varneck  Hall  belonged  at  that  time  ?  ' 

'Yes,  sir.      His  name  was  Major  Donthorne.' 

*  Did  Mr.  Catherlck,  or  did  any  one  else  you  knew,  ever 
hear  that  Sir  Percival  was  a  friend  of  Major  Donthorne's,  or 
ever  see  Sir  Percival  in  the  neighbourhood  of  Varneck  Hall  ?  ' 

'  Catherick  never  did,  sir,  that  I  can  remember— nor  any 
one  else,  either,  that  I  know  of.' 

I  noted  down  Major  Donthorne's  name  and  address,  on 
the  chance  that  he  might  still  be  alive,  and  that  it  might  be 
useful,  at  some  future  time,  to  apply  to  him.  Meanwhile, 
the  impression  on  my  mind  was  now  decidedly  adverse  to  the 
opinion  that  Sir  Percival  was  Anne's  father,  and  decidedly 
favourable  to  the  conclusion  that  the  secret  of  his  stolen  inter- 
views with  Mrs.  Catherick  was  entirely  unconnected  with  the 
disgrace  which  the  woman  had  inflicted  on  her  husband's 
good  name.  I  could  think  of  no  further  inquiries  which  1 
might  make  to  strengthen  this  impression — I  could  only 
encourage  Mrs.  Clements  to  speak  next  of  Anne's  early  days, 
and  watch  for  any  chance-suggestion  which  might  in  this  way 
offer  itself  to  me. 

'  I  have  not  heard  yet,'  I  said,  'how  the  poor  child,  borii 
in  all  this  sin  and  misery,  came  to  be  trusted,  Mrs.  Clements, 
to  your  care.' 

'  There  was  nobody  else,  sir,  to  take  the  little  helpless 
creature  in  hand,'  replied  Mrs.  Clements.  '  The  wicked 
mother  seemed  to  hate  it — as  if  the  poor  baby  was  in  fault  ! 
— from  the  day  it  was  born.  My  heart  was  heavy  for  the  child  ; 
and  I  made  the  ofter  to  bring  it  up  as  tenderly  as  if  it  was  my 
own.' 

'  Did  Anne  remain  entirely  under  your  care,  from  that 
time  ? ' 

'  Not  quite  entirely,  sir.  Mrs.  Catherick  had  her  whims 
and  fancies  about  it,  at  times  ;  and  used  now  and  then  to  lay 
claim  to  the  child,  as  if  she  wanted  to  spite  me  for  bringing  it 
up.  But  these  fits  of  hers  never  lasted  for  long.  Poor  little 
Anne  was  always  returned  to  me,  and  was  always  glad  to  get 
back — though  she  led  but  a  gloomy  life  in  my  house,  having 
no  playmates,  like  other  children,  to  brighten  her  up.  Our 
longest  separation  was  when  her  mother  took  her  to  Lim- 
meridge.  Just  at  that  time,  I  lost  my  husband  ;  and  I  felt  it 
was  as  well,  in  that  miserable  affliction,  that  Anne  should  not 

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be  in  the  house.  She  was  between  ten  and  eleven  years  old, 
then  ;  slow  at  her  lessons,  poor  soul,  and  not  so  cheerful  as 
other  children— but  as  pretty  a  little  g-irl  to  look  at  as  you 
would  wish  to  see.  I  waited  at  home  till  her  mother  brought 
her  back ;  and  then  I  made  the  offer  to  take  her  with  me  to 
London — the  truth  being,  sir,  that  I  could  not  find  it  in  my 
heart  to  stop  at  Old  Welmingham,  after  my  husband's  death, 
the  place  was  so  changed  and  so  dismal  to  me.' 

*  And  did  Mrs.  Catherick  consent  to  your  proposal  ?  ' 

*  No,  sir.  She  came  back  from  the  north,  harder  and 
bitterer  than  ever.  Folks  did  say  that  she  had  been  obliged 
to  ask  Sir  Percival's  leave  to  go,  to  begin  with  ;  and  that  she 
only  went  to  nurse  her  dying  sister  at  Limmeridge  because 
the  poor  woman  was  reported  to  have  saved  money — the 
truth  being  that  she  hardly  left  enough  to  bury  her.  These 
things  may  have  soured  Mrs.  Catherick,  likely  enough — but, 
however  that  may  be,  she  wouldn't  hear  of  my  taking  the 
child  away.  She  seemed  to  like  distressing  us  both  by  part- 
ing us.  AH  I  could  do  was  to  give  Anne  my  direction,  and 
totell  her,  privately,  if  she  was  ever  in  trouble,  to  come  to 
me.  But  years  passed  before  she  was  free  to  come.  I  never 
saw  her  again,  poor  soul,  till  the  night  she  escaped  from  the 
madhouse.' 

'  You  know,  Mrs.  Clements,  why  Sir  Percival  Clyde  shut 
her  up  ? ' 

'  I  only  know  what  Anne  herself  told  me,  sir.  The  poor 
thing  used  to  ramble  and  wander  about  it,  sadl}^  She  said 
her  mother  had  got  some  secret  of  Sir  Percival's  to  keep,  and 
had  let  it  out  to  her,  long  after  I  left  Hampshire — and  when 
Sir  Percival  found  she  knew  it,  he  shut  her  up.  But  she 
never  could  say  what  it  was,  when  I  asked  her.  All  she 
could  tell  me  was  that  her  mother  might  be  the  ruin  and 
destruction  of  Sir  Percival,  if  she  chose.  Mrs.  Catherick  may 
have  let  out  just  as  much  as  that,  and  no  more.  I'm  next  to 
certain  I  should  have  heard  the  v/hole  truth  from  Anne,  if  she 
had  really  known  it,  as  she  pretended  to  do — and  as  she  very 
likely  fancied  she  did,  poor  soul.' 

This  idea  had  more  than  once  occurred  to  my  own  mind. 
I  had  already  told  Marian  that  I  doubted  whether  Laura  was 
really  on  the  point  of  making  any  important  discovery  when 
she  and  Anne  Catherick  were  disturbed  by  Count  Fosco  at 
the  boat-house.  It  was  perfectly  in  character  with  Anne's 
mental  affliction  that  she  should  assume  an  absolute  know- 
ledge of  the  Secret  on  no  better  grounds  than  vague  suspicion, 
derived  from  hints  which  her  mother  had  incautiously  let  drop 

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in  her  presence.  Sir  Percival's  g^uilty  distrust  would,  in  that 
case,  infallibly  inspire  him  with  the  false  idea  that  Anne  knew 
all  from  her  mother,  just  as  it  had  afterwards  fixed  in  his 
mind  the  equally  false  suspicion  that  his  wife  knew  all  from 
Anne. 

The  time  was  passing- ;  the  morning-  was  wearing-  away. 
It  was  doubtful,  if  I  stayed  long-er,  whether  I  should  hear 
anything-  more  from  Mrs.  Clements  that  would  be  at  all  useful 
to  my  purpose.  I  had  already  discovered  those  local  and 
family  particulars,  in  relation  to  Mrs.  Catherick,  of  which  I 
had  been  in  search,  and  I  had  arrived  at  certain  conclusions, 
entirely  new  to  me,  which  mig-ht  immensely  assist  in  directing- 
the  course  of  my  future  proceedings.  I  rose  to  take  my  leave, 
and  to  thank  Mrs.  Clements  for  the  friendly  readiness  she 
had  shown  in  affording-  me  information. 

"  I  am  afraid  you  must  have  thought  me  very  inquisitive,' 
I  said.  '  I  have  troubled  you  with  more  questions  than  many 
people  would  have  cared  to  answer.' 

'  You  are  heartily  welcome,  sir,  to  anything- 1  can  tell  you,' 
answered  Mrs.  Clements.  She  stopped,  and  looked  at  nie 
wistfully.  '  But  I  do  wish,'  said  the  poor  woman,  '  you  could 
have  told  me  a  little  more  about  Anne,  sir.  I  thought  I  saw 
something  in  your  face,  when  you  came  in,  which  looked  as 
if  you  could.  You  can't  think  how  hard  it  is,  not  even  to 
know  whether  she  is  living  or  dead.  I  could  bear  it  better  if 
I  was  only  certain.  You  said  you  never  expected  we  should 
see  her  alive  again.  Do  you  know,  sir — do  you  know  for 
truth — that  it  has  pleased  God  to  take  her  ?  ' 

I  was  not  proof  against  this  appeal ;  it  would  have  been 
vuispeakably  mean  and  cruel  of  me  if  I  had  resisted  it. 

'  I  am  afraid  there  is  no  doubt  of  the  truth,'  I  answered, 
gently  :  '  I  have  the  certainty,  in  my  own  mind,  that  her 
troubles  in  this  world  are  over.' 

The  poor  woman  dropped  into  her  chair,  and  hid  her  face 
from  me.  '  Oh,  sir,'  she  said,  'how  do  you  know  it?  Who 
can  have  told  you  ?  ' 

'  No  one  has  told  me,  Mrs.  Clements.  But  I  have  reasons 
for  feeling  sure  of  it — reasons  which  I  promise  you  shall 
know,  as  soon  as  I  can  safely  explain  them.  I  am  certain 
she  was  not  neglected  in  her  last  moments  ;  I  am  certain  the 
heart-complaint,  from  which  she  suffered  so  sadly,  was  the 
true  cause  of  her  death.  You  shall  feel  as  sure  of  this  as  I 
do,  soon — you  shall  know,  before  long,  that  she  is  burled  in 
a  quiet  country  churc'nyard  ;  in  a  pretty,  peaceful  place,  which 
you  might  have  chosen  for  her  3'ourself.' 

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'  Dead  ! '  said  Mrs.  Clements  ;  *  dead  so  youngf — and  I 
am  left  to  hear  it !  I  made  her  first  short  frocks.  I  taught 
her  to  walk.  The  first  time  she  ever  said,  Mother,  she  said 
it  to  w^— and,  now,  I  am  left,  and  Anne  is  taken  !  Did  you 
say,  sir,'  said  the  poor  woman,  removing-  the  handkerchief 
from  her  face,  and  looking  up  at  me  for  the  first  time  —  '  did 
you  say  that  she  had  been  nicely  buried  ?  Was  it  the  sort  of 
funeral  she  might  have  had,  if  she  had  really  been  my  own 
child  ? '  _ 

I  assured  her  that  it  was.  She  seemed  to  take  an  inex- 
plicable pride  in  my  answer — to  find  a  comfort  in  it,  which  no 
other  and  higher  considerations  could  afford.  '  It  would 
have  broken  my  heart,'  she  said,  simply,  'if  Anne  had  not 
been  nicely  buried — but,  how  do  you  know  it,  sir?  who  told 
you  ? '  I  once  more  entreated  her  to  wait  until  I  could  speak 
to  her  unreservedly.  'You  are  sure  to  see  me  again,'  I  said; 
'  for  I  have  a  favour  to  ask,  when  you  are  a  little  more  com- 
posed— perhaps  in  a  day  or  two.' 

*  Don't  keep  it  waiting,  sir,  on  my  account,'  said  Mrs. 
Clements.  '  Never  mind  my  crying,  if  I  can  be  of  use.  If 
you  have  anything  on  your  mind  to  say  to  me,  sir — please  to 
say  it  now.' 

'  I  only  wish  to  ask  you  one  last  question,'  I  said.  '  I  only 
want  to  know  Mrs.  Catherick's  address  at  W^elmingham.' 

My  request  so  startled  Mrs.  Clements,  that,  for  the 
moment,  even  the  tidings  of  Anne's  death  seemed  to  be  driven 
from  her  mind.  Her  tears  suddenly  ceased  to  flow,  and  she 
sat  looking  at  me  in  blank  amazement. 

'  For  the  Lord's  sake,  sir  !  '  she  said,  '  what  do  you  want 
with  Mrs.  Catherick  ?  ' 

'  I  want  this,  Mrs.  Clements,'  I  replied  :  '  I  want  to  know 
the  secret  of  those  private  meetings  of  hers  with  Sir  Percival 
Clyde.  There  is  something  more,  in  what  you  have  told  me 
of  that  woman's  past  conduct  and  of  that  man's  past  relations 
with  her,  than  you,  or  any  of  your  neighbours,  ever  suspected. 
There  is  a  Secret  we  none  of  us  know  of  between  those  two 
— and  I  am  going  to  Mrs.  Catherick,  with  the  resolution  to 
find  it  out.' 

'  Think  twice  about  it,  sir  !  '  said  Mrs.  Clements,  rising, 
in  her  earnestness,  and  laying  her  hand  on  my  arm.  '  She's 
an  awful  woman — you  don't  know  her  as  I  do.  Think  twice 
about  it.' 

'  I  am  sure  your  warning  is  kindly  meant,  Mrs.  Clements. 
But  I  am  determined  to  see  the  woman,  whatever  comes 
of  it.' 

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Mrs.  Clements  looked  me  anxiously  in  the  face. 

*  I  see  your  mind  is  made  up,  sir,'  she  said.  '  I  will  give 
you  the  address.' 

I  wrote  it  down  in  my  pocket-book  ;  and  then  took  het 
hand,  to  say  farewell. 

'  You  shall  hear  from  me,  soon,'  I  said  ;  '  you  shall  know 
all  that  I  have  promised  to  tell  you.' 

Mrs.  Clements  sighed,  and  shook  her  head  doubtfulh'. 

'An  old  woman's  advice  is  sometimes  worth  taking-,  sir,' 
she  said.     '  Think  twice  before  you  go  to  Welmingham.' 

VHI. 

W^HEN  I  reached  home  again,  after  my  interview  with  Mrs. 
Clements,  I  was  struck  by  the  appearance  of  a  change  in 
Laura. 

The  unvarying  gentleness  and  patience  which  long  mis- 
fortune had  tried  so  cruelly  and  had  never  conquered  yet, 
seemed  now  to  have  suddenly  failed  her.  Insensible  to  all 
Marian's  attempts  to  soothe  and  amuse  her,  she  sat,  with  her 
neglected  drawing  pushed  away  on  the  table  ;  her  eyes 
resolutely  cast  down,  her  fingers  twining  and  untwining 
themselves  restlessly  in  her  lap.  Marian  rose  when  I  came  in, 
with  a  silent  distress  in  her  face  ;  waited  for  a  moment,  to 
see  if  Laura  would  look  up  at  my  approach  ;  whispered  to 
me,  'Try  \i you  can  rouse  her  ; '  and  left  the  room. 

I  sat  down  in  the  vacant  chair ;  gently  unclasped  the  poor, 
worn,  restless  fingers  ;  and  took  both  her  hands  in  mine. 

'  What  are  you  thinking  of,  Laura  ?  Tell  me,  my  darling 
— try  and  tell  me  what  it  is.' 

She  struggled  with  herself,   and  raised  her  eyes  to  mine. 

'  I  can't  feel  happy,'  she  said  ;  '  I  can't  help  thinking '  She 

stopped,  bent  forward  a  little,  and  laid  her  head  on  my 
shoulder,  with  a  terrible  mute  helplessness  that  struck  me  to 
the  heart. 

'Try  to  tell  me,'  I  repeated,  gently  ;  'try  to  tell  me  why 
you  are  not  happy.' 

'  I  am  so  useless — I  am  such  a  burden  on  both  of  you,'  she 
answered,  with  a  weary,  hopeless  sigh.  '  You  work  and  get 
money,  Walter  ;  and  Marian  helps  you.  Why  is  there  nothing 
I  can  do  ?  You  will  end  in  liking  Marian  better  than  5'ou  like 
nie — you  will,  because  I  am  so  helpless  !  Oh,  don't,  don't, 
don't  treat  me  like  a  child  ! ' 

I  raised  her  head,  and  smoothed  away  the  tangled  hair 
that  fell  over  her  face,  and  kissed  her — my  poor,  faded  flower  ! 

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THE   WOMAN   IN   WHITE 

my  lost,  afflicted  sister!  'You  shall  help  us,  Laura,'  I  said  ; 
'  you  shall  begin,  my  darling,  to-day.' 

She  looked  at  me  with  a  feverish  eagerness,  with  a  breath- 
less interest,  that  made  me  tremble  for  the  new  life  of  hope 
which  I  had  called  into  being  by  those  few  words. 

I  rose,  and  set  her  drawing  materials  in  order,  and  placed 
them  near  her  again. 

'  You  know  that  I  work  and  get  money  by  drawing,'  I  said. 
*  Now  you  have  taken  such  pains,  now  you  are  so  much  im- 
proved, you  shall  begin  to  work  and  get  money,  too.  Try  to 
finish  this  little  sketch  as  nicely  and  prettily  as  you  can. 
When  it  is  done,  I  will  take  it  away  with  me  ;  and  the  same 
person  will  buy  it  who  buys  all  that  I  do.  You  shall  keep  your 
own  earnings  in  your  own  purse  ;  and  Marian  shall  come  to  you 
to  help  US;  as  often  as  she  comes  to  me.  Think  how  useful 
you  are  going  to  make  yourself  to  both  of  us,  and  you  will 
soon  be  as  happy,  Laura,  as  the  day  is  long,' 

Her  face  grew  eager,  and  brightened  into  a  smile.  In  the 
moment  while  it  lasted,  in  the  moment  when  she  again  took 
up  the  pencils  that  had  been  laid  aside,  she  almost  looked  like 
the  Laura  of  past  days. 

I  had  rightly  interpreted  the  first  signs  of  a  new  grov.lh 
and  strength  in  her  mind,  unconsciously  expressing  them- 
selves in  the  notice  she  had  taken  of  the  occupations  which 
filled  her  sister's  life  and  mine.  Marian  (when  I  told  her  what 
had  passed)  saw,  as  I  saw,  that  she  was  longing  to  assume 
lier  own  little  position  of  importance,  to  raise  herself  in  her 
own  estimation  and  in  ours— and,  from  that  day,  we  tenderly 
helped  the  new  ambition  vv^hich  gave  promise  of  the  hopeful, 
happier  future,  that  might  now  not  be  far  off.  Her  drawings, 
as  she  finished  them,  or  tried  to  finish  them,  were  placed  in 
my  hands  ;  Marian  took  them  from  me  and  hid  them  carefully, 
and  I  set  aside  a  little  weekly  tribute  from  my  earnings,  to  be 
offered  to  her  as  the  price  paid  by  strangers  for  the  poor, 
faint,  valueless  sketches,  of  which  I  was  the  only  purchaser. 
It  was  hard  sometimes  to  maintain  our  innocent  deception, 
when  she  proudly  brought  out  her  purse  to  contribute  her 
share  towards  the  expenses,  and  wondered,  with  serious 
interest,  whether  I  or  she  had  earned  the  most  that  week. 
I  have  all  those  hidden  drawings  in  my  possession  still :  they 
are  my  treasures  beyond  price — the  dear  remembrances  that  I 
love  to  keep  alive — the  friends,  in  past  adversity,  that  my 
heart  will  never  part  from,  my  tenderness  never  forget. 

Am  I  trifling,  here,  with  the  necessities  of  my  task  ?  am  I 
looking   forvv^ard   to    the    happier   time   which   my   narrative 

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THE   WOMAN    IN   WHITE 

has  not  j'et  reached  ?  Yes.  Back  ag'ain — back  to  the  days  of 
doubt  and  dread,  Vvhen  the  spirit  within  me  struggled  hard 
for  its  hfe,  in  the  icy  stilhiess  of  perpetual  suspense.  I  have 
paused  and  rested  for  a  while  on  my  forward  course.  It  is 
not,  perhaps,  time  wasted,  if  the  friends  who  read  these  pages 
have  paused  and  rested  too. 

I  took  the  first  opportunity  I  could  find  of  speaking  to 
Marian  in  private,  and  of  communicating  to  her  the  result  of 
the  inquiries  which  I  had  made  that  morning.  She  seemed 
to  share  the  opinion  on  the  svibject  of  my  proposed  journey 
to  Welmingham,  v.-hich  Mrs.  Clements  had  already  expressed 
to  me. 

'Surely,  Walter,'  she  said,  'you  hardly  know  enough  j-et 
to  give  you  any  hope  of  claiming  Mrs.  Catherick's  confidence  ? 
Is  it  wise  to  proceed  to  these  extremities,  before  you  have  really 
exhausted  all  safer  and  simpler  means  of  attaining  your  object  ? 
When  you  told  me  that  Sir  Percival  and  the  Count  were  the 
only  two  people  in  existence  who  knew  the  exact  date 
of  Laura's  journey,  you  forgot,  and  I  forgot,  that  there  was  a 
third  person  who  must  surely  know  it — I  mean  Mrs.  Rubella. 
Would  it  not  be  far  easier,  and  far  less  dangerous,  to  insist  on 
a  confession  from  her,  than  to  force  it  from  Sir  Percival  ? ' 

*  It  might  be  easier,'  I  replied  ;  '  but  we  are  not  aware  of 
the  full  extent  of  Mrs.  Rubelle's  connivance  and  interest  in  the 
conspiracy  ;  and  we  are  therefore  not  certain  that  the  date  has 
been  impressed  on  her  mind,  as  it  has  been  assuredly  im- 
pressed on  the  minds  of  Sir  Percival  and  the  Count.  It  is  too 
late,  now,  to  waste  the  time  on  Mrs.  Rubelle,  which  may  be 
all  important  to  the  discovery  of  the  one  assailable  point  in 
Sir  Percival's  life.  Are  you  thinking  a  little  too  seriously, 
Marian,  of  the  risk  I  may  run  in  returning  to  Hampshire  ? 
Are  you  beginning  to  doubt  whether  Sir  Percival  Clyde  may 
not,  in  the  end,  be  more  than  a  match  for  me?  ' 

'  He  will  not  be  more  than  your  match,'  she  replied  de- 
cidedly, '  because  he  will  not  be  helped  in  resisting  you  by  the 
impenetrable  wickedness  of  the  Count.' 

'  What  has  led  you  to  that  conclusion  ? '  I  asked,  in  some 
surprise. 

'  My  own  knowledge  of  Sir  Percival's  obstinacy  and  im- 
patience of  the  Count's  control,'  she  answered.  '  I  believe  he 
will  insist  on  meeting  you  single-handed — ^just  as  he  insisted, 
at  first,  on  acting  for  himself  at  Blackwater  Park.  The  tim.e 
for  suspecting  the  Count's  interference,  will  be  the  titne  w^hen 
you  have  Sir  Percival  at  j-our  mercy.     His  ovs^i  interests  will 

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then  be  directly  threatened — and  he  will  act,  Walter,  to  terrible 
purpose,  in  his  own  defence.' 

'  We  may  deprive  him  of  his  weapons,  beforehand,'  I  said. 
*  Some  of  the  particulars  I  have  heard  from  Mrs.  Clements 
may  yet  be  turned  to  account  against  him  ;  and  other  means 
of  strengthening  the  case  may  be  at  our  disposal.  There  are 
passages  in  Mrs.  Michelson's  narrative  which  show  that  the 
Count  found  it  necessary  to  place  himself  in  communication 
with  Mr.  Fairlie  ;  and  there  may  be  circumstances  which  com- 
promise him  in  that  proceeding.  While  I  am  away,  Marian, 
write  to  Mr.  Fairlie,  and  say  that  you  want  an  answer  describ- 
ing exactly  what  passed  between  the  Count  and  himself,  and 
informing  you  also  of  any  particulars  that  may  have  come  to 
his  knowledge  at  the  same  time,  in  connexion  with  his  niece. 
Tell  him  that  the  statement  you  request  will,  sooner  or  later, 
be  insisted  on,  if  he  shows  any  reluctance  to  furnish  you  with 
it  of  his  own  accord.' 

'  The  letter  shall  be  written,  Walter.  But  are  you  really 
determined  to  go  to  W^elmingham  ?  ' 

'  Absolutely  determined.  I  will  devote  the  next  tvv-o  days 
to  earning  what  we  want  for  the  week  to  come  ;  and,  on  the 
third  day,  I  go  to  Hampshire.' 

When  the  third  day  came,  I  was  ready  for  my  journey. 

As  it  was  possible  that  I  might  be  absent  for  some  little 
time,  I  arranged  with  Marian  that  we  were  to  correspond  every 
day  ;  of  course  addressing  each  other  by  assumed  names,  for 
caution's  sake.  As  long  as  I  heard  from  her  regularly,  I  should 
assume  that  nothing  was  wrong.  But  if  the  morning  came 
and  brought  me  no  letter,  my  return  to  London  would  take 
place,  as  a  matter  of  course,  by  the  first  train.  I  contrived  to 
reconcile  Laura  to  my  departure  by  telling  her  that  I  was 
going  to  the  country  to  find  new  purchasers  for  her  drawings 
and  for  mine  ;  and  I  left  her  occupied  and  happy.  Marian 
followed  me  down-stairs  to  the  street  door. 

'  Remember  what  anxious  hearts  you  leave  here,'  slie 
whispered,  as  we  stood  together  in  the  passage  ;  '  remember 
all  the  hopes  that  hang  on  your  safe  return.  If  strange  things 
happen  to  you  on  this  journey ;  if  you  and  Sir  Percival  meet 

'  What  makes  you  think  we  shall  meet  ?  '  I  asked. 

'  I  don't  know — I  have  fears  and  fancies  that  I  can't  account 
for.  Laugh  at  them,  Walter,  if  you  like — but,  for  God's  sake, 
keep  your  tem.per,  if  you  come  in  contact  with  that  man  !  ' 

'  Never  fear,  Marian  !     I  answer  for  my  self-control.' 

With  those  words  we  parted. 

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I  walked  briskly  to  the  station.  There  was  a  glow  of  hope 
in  me  ;  there  was  a  growing-  conviction  in  my  mind  that  my 
journey,  this  time,  would  not  be  taken  in  vain.  It  was  a  fine, 
clear,  cold  morning ;  my  nerves  were  firmly  strung,  and  I  felt 
all  the  strength  of  my  resolution  stirring  in  me  vigorously  from 
head  to  foot. 

As  I  crossed  the  railway  platform,  and  looked  right  and 
left  among-  the  people  congregated  on  it,  to  search  for  any 
faces  among  them  that  I  knew,  the  doubt  occurred  to  me 
whether  it  might  not  have  been  to  my  advantage  if  I  had 
adopted  a  disguise,  before  setting  out  for  Hampshire.  But 
there  was  something  so  repellent  to  me  in  the  idea — something 
so  meanly  like  the  common  herd  of  spies  and  informers  in  the 
mere  act  of  adopting  a  disguise  — that  I  dismissed  the  question 
from  consideration,  almost  as  soon  as  it  had  risen  in  my  mind. 
Even  as  a  mere  matter  of  expediency  the  proceeding  was  doubt- 
ful in  the  extreme.  If  I  tried  the  experiment  at  home,  the  land- 
lord of  the  house  would,  sooner  or  later,  discover  me,  and  would 
have  his  suspicions  aroused  immediately.  If  I  tried  it  away 
from  home,  the  same  persons  might  see  me,  by  the  commonest 
accident,  with  the  disguise  and  without  it ;  and  I  should,  in 
that  v.'ay,  be  inviting  the  notice  and  distrust  which  it  was  my 
most  pressing  interest  to  avoid.  In  my  own  character  I  had 
acted  thus  far — and  in  my  own  character  I  was  resolved  to 
continue  to  the  end. 

The  train  left  me  at  Welmingham,  early  in  the  afternoon. 

Is  there  any  wilderness  of  sand  in  the  deserts  of  Arabia,  is 
there  any  prospect  of  desolation  among  the  ruins  of  Palestine, 
which  can  rival  the  repelling  effect  on  the  eye,  and  the  de- 
pressing influence  on  the  mind,  of  an  English  country  town, 
in  the  first  stage  of  its  existence,  and  in  the  transition  state  of 
its  prosperity  ?  I  asked  myself  that  question,  as  I  passed 
through  the  clean  desolation,  the  neat  ugliness,  the  prim  tor- 
por of  the  streets  of  Welmingham.  And  the  tradesmen  who 
stared  after  me  from  their  lonely  shops  ;  the  trees  that  drooped 
helpless  in  their  arid  exile  of  unfinished  crescents  and  squares  ; 
the  dead  house-carcases  that  waited  in  vain  for  the  vivifying 
human  element  to  animate  them  with  the  breath  of  life  ;  every 
creature  that  I  saw  ;  every  object  that  I  passed — seemed  to 
answer  with  one  accord  :  The  deserts  of  Arabia  are  innocent 
of  our  civilised  desolation  ;  the  ruins  of  Palestine  are  incapable 
of  our  modern  gloom  ! 

I  inquired  my  way  to  the  quarter  of  the  town  in  which  Mrs. 
Catherick  lived  ;  and  on  reaching  it  found  mvself  in  a  square 

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of  small  houses,  one  story  high.  There  was  a  bare  little  plot 
of  grass  in  the  middle,  protected  by  a  cheap  wire  fence.  An 
elderly  nursemaid  and  two  children  v.ere  standing  in  a  corner 
of  the  enclosure,  looking-  at  a  lean  goat  tethered  to  the  grass. 
Two  foot-passengers  were  talking  together  on  one  side  of  the 
pavement  before  the  houses,  and  an  idle  little  boy  was  leading 
an  idle  little  dog  along  by  a  string,  on  the  other.  I  heard  the 
dull  tinkling  of  a  piano  at  a  distance,  accompanied  by  the  in- 
termittent knocking  of  a  hammer  nearer  at  hand.  These  were 
all  the  sights  and  sounds  of  life  that  encountered  me  when  I 
entered  the  square. 

I  walked  at  once  to  the  door  of  Number  Thirteen — the 
number  of  Mrs.  Catherick's  house — and  knocked,  without 
waiting  to  consider  beforehand  how  I  might  best  present  myself 
when  I  got  in.  The  first  necessity  was  to  see  Mrs.  Catherick. 
I  could  then  judge,  from  my  own  observation,  of  the  safest 
and  easiest  manner  of  approaching  the  object  of  my  visit. 

The  door  was  opened  by  a  melancholy  middle-aged  woman 
servant.  I  gave  her  my  card,  and  asked  if  I  could  see 
Mrs.  Catherick.  The  card  was  taken  into  the  front  parlour ; 
and  the  servant  returned  with  a  message  requesting  me  to 
mention  what  my  business  was. 

'  Say,  if  you  please,  that  my  business  relates  to  Mrs.  Cathe- 
rick's daughter,'  I  replied.  This  was  the  best  pretext  I  could 
think  of,  on  the  spur  of  the  moment,  to  account  for  my  visit. 

The  servant  again  retired  to  the  parlour  ;  again  returned  ; 
and,  this  time,  begged  me,  with  a  look  of  gloomy  amazement, 
to  walk  in. 

I  entered  a  little  room,  wit'n  a  flaring  paper,  of  the  largest 
pattern,  on  the  walls.  Chairs,  tables,  cheffonier,  and  sofa,  all 
gleamed  with  the  glutinous  brightness  of  cheap  upholstery. 
On  the  largest  table,  in  the  middle  of  the  room,  stood  a  smart 
Bible,  placed  exactly  in  the  centre,  on  a  red  and  yellow 
woollen  mat ;  and  at  the  side  of  the  table  nearest  to  the 
window,  with  a  little  knitting-basket  on  her  lap,  and  a 
wheezing,  blear-eyed  old  spaniel  crouched  at  her  feet,  there 
sat  an  elderly  woman,  vvearing  a  black  net  cap  and  a  black 
silk  gov\'n,  and  having  slate-coloured  mittens  on  her  hands. 
Her  iron-gray  hair  hung  in  heavy  bands  on  either  side  of  her 
face  ;  her  dark  eyes  looked  straight  forward,  with  a  hard, 
defiant,  implacable  stare.  She  had  full  square  cheeks  ;  along, 
firm  chin ;  and  thick,  sensual,  colourless  lips.  Her  figure 
was  stout  and  sturdy,  and  her  manner  aggressively  self- 
possessed.     This  was  Mrs.  Catherick. 

*  You  have  come  to  speak  to  me  about  my  daughter,'  she 

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said,  before  I  could  utter  a  word  on  my  side.  '  Be  so  good  as 
to  mention  what  you  have  to  say.' 

The  tone  of  her  voice  was  as  hard,  as  defiant,  as  implacable 
as  the  expression  of  her  eyes.  She  pointed  to  a  chair,  and 
looked  me  all  over  attentively,  from  head  to  foot,  as  I  sat 
down  in  it.  I  saw  that  my  only  chance  with  this  woman  was 
to  speak  to  her  in  her  own  tone,  and  to  meet  her,  at  the  outset 
of  our  interview,  on  her  own  ground. 

'  You  are  aware,'  I  said,  '  that  your  daughter  has  been 
lost  ? ' 

*  I  am  perfectly  aware  of  it.' 

'  Have  you  felt  any  apprehension  that  the  misfortune  of 
her  loss  might  be  followed  Ly  the  misfortune  of  her  death  ?  ' 
'  Yes.     Have  you  come  here  to  tell  me  she  is  dead? ' 

*  I  have.' 

*  Why  ? ' 

She  put  that  extraordinary  question  without  the  slightest 
change  in  her  voice,  her  face,  or  her  manner.  She  could  not 
have  appeared  more  perfectly  unconcerned  if  I  had  told  her  of 
the  death  of  the  goat  in  the  enclosure  outside. 

'  Why  ?  '  I  repeated.  '  Do  you.  ask  why  I  come  here  to 
tell  you  of  your  daughter's  death  ?  ' 

'  Yes.  What  interest  have  you  in  me,  or  In  her  ?  How 
do  you  come  to  know  anything  about  my  daughter  ? ' 

'  In  this  way.  I  met  her  on  the  night  when  she  escaped 
from  the  Asylum ;  and  I  assisted  her  in  reaching  a  place  of 
safety.' 

'  You  did  very  wrong.' 

'  I  am  sorry  to  hear  her  mother  say  so.' 

*  Her  mother  does  say  so.  How  do  you  know  she  Is  dead  ?  ' 
'  I  am  not  at  liberty  to  say  how  I  know  it — but  I  do  knov/  it.' 
'Are    you   at  liberty   to   say   how    you    found    out    my 

address  ?  ' 

'  Certainly.     I  got  your  address  from  Mrs.  Clements.' 
'  Mrs.  Clements  Is  a  foolish  woman.     Did  she  tell  you  to 

come  here  ? ' 

*  She  did  not.* 

'Then,  I  ask  you  again,  why  did  you  come  ?  ' 
As  she  was  determined  to  have  her  answer,  I  gave  it  to 
her  in  the  plainest  possible  form. 

*  I  came,'  I  said,  '  because  I  thought  Anne  Catherick's 
mother  miight  have  some  natural  Interest  in  knowing  whether 
she  was  alive  or  dead.' 

'  Just  so,'  said  Mrs.  Catherick,  with  additional  self-posses- 
sion.    *  Had  you  no  other  motive  ?  ' 

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THE  WOMAN   IN   WHITE' 

1  hesitated.  The  right  answer  to  that  question  was  not 
easy  to  find,  at  a  moment's  notice. 

'  If  you  have  no  other  motive,'  she  went  on,  dehberately 
taking  off  her  slate-coloured  mittens,  and  rolling  them  up,  *  I 
have  only  to  thank  you  for  your  visit ;  and  to  say  that  I  will 
not  detain  you  here  any  longer.  Your  information  would 
be  more  satisfactory  if  you  were  willing  to  explain  how  you 
became  possessed  of  it.  However,  it  justifies  me,  I  svippose, 
in  going  into  mourning.  There  is  not  much  alteration  neces- 
sary in  my  dress,  as  you  see.  When  I  have  changed  my 
mittens,  I  shall  be  all  in  black.' 

She  searched  in  the  pocket  of  her  gown  ;  drew  out  a  pair 
of  black  lace  mittens  ;  put  them  on  with  the  stoniest  and 
steadiest  composure  ;  and  then  quietly  crossed  her  hands  in 
her  lap. 

'  I  wish  you  good  morning,'  she  said. 

The  cool  contempt  of  her  manner  irritated  me  into  directly 
avowing  that  the  purpose  of  my  visit  had  not  been  answered 

'  I  /lavc  another  motive  in  coming  here,'  I  said. 
'Ah  !  I  thought  so,'  remarked  Mrs.  Catherick. 

*  Your  daughter's  death ' 

'What  did  she  die  of?' 

*  Of  disease  of  the  heart.' 

*  Yes.     Go  on.' 

'  Your  daughter's  death  has  been  made  the  pretext  for 
Inflicting  serious  injury  on  a  person  who  is  very  dear  to 
me.  Two  men  have  been  concerned,  to  my  certain  know- 
ledge, in  doing  that  wrong.  One  of  them  is  Sir  Percival 
Clyde.' 

' Indeed  ! ' 

I  looked  attentively  to  see  if  she  flinched  at  the  sudden 
mention  of  that  name.  Not  a  muscle  of  her  stirred — the  hard, 
defiant,  implacable  stare  in  her  eyes  never  wavered  for  an 
instant. 

'  You  may  wonder,'  I  went  on,  '  how  the  event  of  your 
daughter's  death  can  have  been  made  the  means  of  inflicting 
injury  on  another  person.' 

'  No,'  said  Mrs.  Catherick  ;  '  I  don't  wonder  at  all.  This 
appears  to  be  your  affair.  You  are  interested  in  my  affairs, 
I  am  not  interested  in  yours.' 

'You  may  ask,  then,'  I  persisted,  'why  I  mention  the 
matter,  in  your  presence.' 

'  Yes  :  I  do  ask  that. ' 

'  I    mention   it   because    I    am   determined   to   bring    Sir 

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Percival  Clyde  to  account  for  the  wickedness  he  has  com- 
mitted.' 

'  What  have  I  to  do  with  your  determination  ?  ' 
'  You  shall  hear.     There  are  certain  events  in  Sir  Percival's 
past  life  which  it  is  necessary  to   my   purpose   to    be   fully 
acquainted   with.      Vou  knov\^  them — and  for  that  reason,   I 
come  tojj'o?^' 

*  What  events  do  you  mean  ?  ' 

'  Events  that  occurred  at  Old  Welmingham,  when  your 
husband  was  parish-clerk  at  that  place,  and  before  the  time 
when  your  daughter  was  b®rn.' 

I  had  reached  the  woman  at  last,  through  the  barrier  of 
impenetrable  reserve  that  she  had  tried  to  set  up  between  us. 
I  saw  her  temper  smouldering  in  her  eyes — as  plainly  as  I 
saw  her  hands  grow  restless,  then  unclasp  themselves,  and 
begin  mechanically  smoothing  her  dress  over  her  knees. 

'  What  do  you  know  of  those  events  ?  '  she  asked. 

*  All  that  INIrs.  Clements  covdd  tell  me,'  I  answered. 
There  was  a  momentary  flush  on  her  firm,  square  face,  a 

momentary  stillness  in  her  restless  hands,  which  seemed  to 
betoken  a  coming  outburst  of  anger  that  might  throw  her  off 
her  guard.  But,  no— she  mastered  the  rising  irritation  ; 
leaned  back  in  her  chair ;  crossed  her  arms  on  her  broad 
bosom  ;  and,  with  a  smile  of  grim  sarcasm  on  her  thick  lips, 
looked  at  me  as  steadily  as  ever. 

'Ah!  I  begin  to  understand  it  all,  now,'  she  said;  her 
tamed  and  disciplined  anger  only  expressing  itself  in  the 
elaborate  mockery  of  her  tone  and  manner.  '  You  have  got 
a  grudge  of  your  own  against  Sir  Percival  Clyde — and  I  must 
help  you  to  wreak  it.  I  must  tell  you  this,  that,  and  the  other 
about  Sir  Percival  and  myself,  must  I  ?  Yes,  indeed  ?  You 
have  been  prying  into  my  private  affairs.  You  think  you 
have  found  a  lost  woman  to  deal  with,  who  lives  here  on 
sufferance  ;  and  who  will  do  anything  you  ask,  for  fear  you 
may  injure  her  in  the  opinions  of  the  townspeople.  I  see 
through  you  and  your  precious  speculation — I  do  !  and  it 
amuses  me.     Ha  !  ha  ! ' 

She  stopped  for  a  moment :  her  arms  tightened  over  her 
bosom,  and  she  laughed  to  herself — a  hard,  harsh,  angry 
laugh. 

'You  don't  know  how  I  have  lived  in  this  place,  and 
what  I  have  done  in  this  place,  Mr.  What's-your-name,'  she 
went  on.  '  I'll  tell  you,  before  I  ring  the  bell  and  have  you 
shown  out.  I  came  here  a  wronged  woman.  I  came  here 
robbed  of  mv  character  and  determined  to  claim  it  back.    I've 


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been  years  and  years  about  It — and  I  have  claimed  it  back. 
I  have  matched  the  respectable  people  fairly  and  openly,  on 
their  own  ground.  If  they  say  anything  against  me,  now, 
they  must  say  it  in  secret  :  they  can't  say  it,  they  daren't 
say  it,  openly.  I  stand  high  enough  in  this  town  to  be  out 
of  your  reach.  The  clergymian  bows  to  me.  Aha  !  you  didn't 
bargain  for  that,  when  you  came  here.  Go  to  the  church, 
and  inquire  about  me — you  will  find  Mrs.  Catherick  has  her 
sitting,  like  the  rest  of  them,  and  pays  the  rent  on  the  day  it's 
due.  Go  to  the  town-hall.  There's  a  petition  lying  there ; 
a  petition  of  the  respectable  inhabitants  against  allowing  a 
Circus  to  come  and  perform  here  and  corrupt  our  morals  : 
yes  !  OUR  morals.  I  signed  that  petition  this  morning.  Go 
to  the  bookseller's  shop.  The  clergyman's  Wednesday  even- 
ing Lectures  on  Justification  by  Faith  are  publishing  there  by 
subscription — I'm  down  on  the  list.  The  doctor's  wife  only 
put  a  shilling  in  the  plate  at  our  last  charity  sermon — I  put 
half  a  crown.  Mr.  Churchwarden  Soward  held  the  plate, 
and  bowed  to  me.  Ten  years  ago  he  told  Pigrum,  the 
chemist,  I  ought  to  be  whipped  out  of  the  town,  at  the  cart's 
tail.  Is  your  mother  alive  ?  Has  she  got  a  better  Bible  on 
her  table  than  I  have  got  on  mine  ?  Does  she  stand  better 
with  her  tradespeople  than  I  do  wit'n  mine  ?  Has  she  ahvays 
lived  within  her  income  ?  I  have  always  lived  within  mine. — 
Ah  !  there  ts  the  clergyman  coming  along  the  square.  Look, 
Mr.  What's-your-name — look,  if  you  please  ! ' 

She  started  up,  with  the  activity  of  a  young  woman  ; 
went  to  the  window  ;  waited  till  the  clergyman  passed  ;  and 
bowed  to  him  solemnly.  The  clergyman  ceremoniously  raised 
his  hat,  and  walked  on.  Mrs.  Catherick  returned  to  her 
chair,  and  looked  at  me  with  a  grimmer  sarcasm  than  ever. 

*  There  !  '  she  said.  *  What  do  you  think  of  that  for  a 
woman  with  a  lost  character  ?  How  does  your  speculation 
look  now  ? ' 

The  singular  manner  in  which  she  had  chosen  to  assert 
herself,  the  extraordinary  practical  vindication  of  her  position 
in  the  town  which  she  had  just  offered,  had  so  perplexed  me, 
that  I  listened  to  her  in  silent  surprise.  I  was  not  the  less 
resolved,  however,  to  make  another  effort  to  throw  her  off 
her  guard.  If  the  woman's  fierce  temper  once  got  beyond 
her  control,  and  once  flamed  out  on  me,  she  might  yet  say 
the  words  which  would  put  the  clue  in  my  hands. 

'  How  does  your  speculation  look  now?  '  she  repeated. 

'  Exactly  as  it  looked  when  I  first  came  in,'  I  answered. 
*  I  don't  doubt  the  position  you  have  gained  in  the  town ; 

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.and  I  don't  wish  to  assail  it,  even  if  I  could.  I  came  here 
because  Sir  Percival  Glyde  is,  to  my  certain  knowledg-e,  your 
enemy,  as  well  as  mine.  If  I  have  a  grudge  against  him, 
you  have  a  grudge  against  him  too.  You  may  deny  it,  if  you 
like  ;  you  may  distrust  me  as  much  as  you  please  ;  you  may 
be  as  angry  as  you  will — but,  of  all  the  women  in  England, 
you,  if  you  have  any  sense  of  injury,  are  the  woman  who 
ought  to  help  me  to  crush  that  man.' 

'  Crush  him  for  yourself,'  she  said — '  then  come  back  here, 
and  see  what  I  say  to  you.' 

She  spoke  those  words,  as  she  had  not  spoken  yet — ■ 
quickly,  fiercely,  vindictively.  I  had  stirred  in  its  lair  the 
serpent-hatred  of  years — but  only  for  a  moment.  Like  a 
lurking  reptile,  it  leapt  up  at  me — as  she  eagerly  bent 
forward  towards  the  place  in  which  I  was  sitting.  Like  a 
lurking  reptile,  it  dropped  out  of  sight  again — as  she  instantly 
resumed  her  former  position  in  the  chair. 

'  You  won't  trust  m.e  ?  '  I  said. 

'No.' 

'  You  are  afraid  ?  ' 

'  Do  I  look  as  if  I  was  ?  ' 

'  You  are  afraid  of  Sir  Percivar  Glyde.' 

'Am  I?' 

Her  colour  was  rising,  and  her  hands  were  at  work 
again,  smoothing  her  gown.  I  pressed  the  point  farther  and 
farther  home — I  went  on,  without  allowing  her  a  moment  of 
delay. 

'  Sir  Percival  has  a  high  position  in  the  world,'  I  said  ;  '  it 
would  be  no  wonder  if  you  were  afraid  of  him.  Sir  Percival 
is  a  powerful  man — a  baronet — the  possessor  of  a  fine  estate 
— the  descendant  of  a  great  family ' 

She  amazed  me  beyond  expression  by  suddenly  bursting 
out  laughing. 

'  Yes,'  she  repeated,  in  tones  of  the  bitterest,  steadiest 
contempt.  '  A  baronet — the  possessor  of  a  fine  estate — the 
descendant  of  a  great  family.  Yes,  indeed  !  A  great  family 
— especially  by  the  mother's  side.' 

There  was  no  time  to  reflect  on  the  words  that  had  just 
escaped  her  ;  there  was  only  time  to  feel  that  they  were  well 
worth  thinking  over  the  moment  I  left  the  house. 

'  I  am  not  here  to  dispute  with  you  about  family 
questions,'  I  said.  *  I  know  nothing  of  Sir  Percival's 
mother ' 

'And  you  know  as  little  of  Sir  Percival  himself,'  she 
interposed,  sharply. 

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*  I  advise  you  not  to  be  too  sure  of  that,'  I  rejoined.  *  I 
know  some  things  about  him — and  I  suspect  many  more.' 

*  What  do  you  suspect  ?  ' 

*  I'll  tell  you  what  I  dont  suspect.  I  doiit  suspect  him  of 
being  Anne's  father.' 

She  started  to  her  feet,  and  came  close  up  to  me  with  a 
look  of  fury. 

*  How  dare  you  talk  to  me  about  Anne's  father  !  How 
dare  you  say  who  was  her  father,  or  who  wasn't ! '  she  broke 
out,  her  face  quivering,  her  voice  trembling  with  passion. 

'  The  secret  between  you  and  Sir  Percival  is  not  that 
secret,'  I  persisted.  '  The  mystery  which  darkens  Sir 
Percival's  life  was  not  born  with  your  daughter's  birth,  and 
has  not  died  with  your  daughter's  death.' 

She  drew  back  a  step.  '  Go  !  '  she  said,  and  pointed 
sternly  to  the  door. 

'  There  was  no  thought  of  the  child  in  your  heart  or  in 
his,'  I  went  on,  determined  to  press  her  back  to  her  last 
defences.  '  There  was  no  bond  of  guilty  love  between  you 
and  him,  when  you  held  those  stolen  meetings — when  your 
husband  found  you  whispering  together  under  the  vestry  of 
the  church.' 

Her  pointing  hand  instantly  dropped  to  her  side,  and  the 
deep  flus'n  of  anger  faded  from  her  face  while  I  spoke.  I  saw 
the  change  pass  over  her  ;  I  saw  that  hard,  firm,  fearless, 
self-possessed  woman  quail  under  a  terror  which  her  utmost 
resolution  was  not  strong  enough  to  resist — when  I  said 
those  last  five  words,  'the  vestry  of  the  church.' 

For  a  minute,  or  more,  we  stood  looking  at  each  other  in 
silence.     I  spoke  first. 

'  Do  you  still  refuse  to  trust  me  ? '  I  asked. 

She  could  not  call  the  colour  that  had  left  it  back  to  her 
face — but  she  had  steadied  her  voice,  she  had  recovered  the 
defiant  self-possession  of  her  manner  when  she  answered  me. 

'  I  do  refuse,'  she  said. 

*  Do  you  still  tell  me  to  go  ?  ' 

*  Yes.     Go — and  never  come  back.' 

I  walked  to  the  door,  waited  a  moment  before  I  opened  it, 
and  turned  round  to  look  at  her  again. 

*  I  may  have  news  to  bring  you  of  Sir  Percival  which  you 
don't  expect,'  I  said  ;  '  and  in  that  case,  I  shall  come  back.' 

*  There  is  no  news  of  Sir  Percival  that  I  don't  expect, 
except ' 

She  stopped  ;  her  pale  face  darkened  ;  and  she  stole  back, 
with  a  quiet,  stealthy,  cat-like  step  to  her  chair. 

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'Except  the  news  of  his  death,' she  said,  sitting  down 
again,  with  the  mockery  of  a  smile  just  hovering-  on  her  cruel 
lips,  and  the  furtive  hght  of  hatred  lurking  deep  in  her  steady 
eyes. 

As  I  opened  the  door  of  the  room  to  go  out,  she  looked 
round  at  me  quickly.  The  cruel  smile  slowly  widened  her 
lips — she  eyed  me  with  a  strange,  stealthy  interest,  from  head 
to  foot — an  unutterable  expectation  showed  itself  wickedly 
all  over  her  face.  Was  she  speculating,  in  the  secrecy  of  her 
own  heart,  on  my  youth  and  strength,  on  the  force  of  my 
sense  of  injury  and  the  limits  of  my  self-control ;  and  was  she 
considering  the  lengths  to  which  the}-  might  carry  me,  if  Sir 
Percival  and  I  ever  chanced  to  meet  ?  The  bare  doubt  that 
it  might  be  so,  drove  me  from  her  presence,  and  silenced  even 
the  common  forms  of  farewell  on  my  lips.  Without  a  word 
more,  on  my  side  or  on  hers,  I  left  the  room. 

As  I  opened  the  outer  door,  I  saw  the  same  clergyman 
who  had  already  passed  the  house  once,  about  to  pass  it 
again,  on  his  way  back  through  the  square.  I  waited  on  the 
door-step  to  let  him  go  by,  and  looked  round,  as  I  did  so,  at 
the  parlour  window. 

Mrs.  Catherick  had  heard  his  footsteps  approaching,  in 
the  silence  of  that  lonely  place  ;  arid  she  was  on  her  feet  at 
the  window  again,  waiting  for  him.  Not  all  the  strength  of 
all  the  terrible  passions  I  had  roused  in  that  woman's  heart, 
could  loosen  her  desperate  hold  on  the  one  fragment  of  social 
consideration  which  years  of  resolute  effort  had  just  dragged 
within  her  grasp.  There  she  was  again,  not  a  minute  after  I 
had  left  her,  placed  purposely  in  a  position  which  made  it  a 
matter  of  common  courtesy  on  the  part  of  the  clergyman  to 
bow  to  her  for  a  second  time.  He  raised  his  hat,  once  more. 
I  saw  the  hard  ghastly  face  behind  the  window,  soften,  and 
light  up  with  gratified  pride  ;  I  saw  the  head  with  the  grim 
black  cap  bend  ceremoniously  in  return.  The  clergyman  had 
bowed  to  her — and  in  my  presence — twice  in  one  day  ! 

IX. 

I  LEFT  the  house,  feeling  that  Mrs.  Catherick  had  helped  mc 
a  step  forward,  in  spite  of  herself.  Before  1  had  reached  the 
turning  which  led  out  of  the  square,  my  attention  was  sud- 
denly aroused  by  the  sound  of  a  closing  door  behind  me. 

I  looked  round,  and  sa.y^r  an  undersized  man  in  black,  on 
the  door-step  of  a  house,  which,  as  well  as  I  could  judge, 
stood  next  to  Mrs.  Catherick's  place  of  abode — next  to  it,  on 

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the  side  nearest  to  me.  The  man  did  not  hesitate  a  moment 
about  the  direction  he  should  take.  He  advanced  rapidly 
towards  the  turning  at  which  I  had  stopped.  I  recognised 
him  as  the  lawyer's  clerk  who  had  preceded  me  in  my  visit  to 
Blackwater  Park,  and  who  had  tried  to  pick  a  quarrel  with 
me,  when  I  asked  him  if  I  could  see  the  house. 

I  waited  where  I  was,  to  ascertain  whether  his  object  was 
to  come  to  close  quarters  and  speak,  on  this  occasion.  To 
my  surprise,  he  passed  on  rapidly,  without  saying  a  word, 
without  even  looking  up  in  my  face  as  he  went  by.  This  was 
such  a  complete  inversion  of  the  course  of  proceeding  which 
I  had  every  reason  to  expect  on  his  part,  that  my  curiosity, 
or  rather  my  suspicion,  was  aroused,  and  I  determined,  on 
my  side,  to  keep  him  cautiously  in  view,  and  to  discover  what 
the  business  might  be  on  which  he  was  now  employed. 
Without  caring  whether  he  saw  me  or  not,  I  w^alked  after 
him.  He  never  looked  back  ;  and  he  led  me  straight  through 
the  streets  to  the  railway  station. 

The  train  was  on  the  point  of  starting,  and  two  or  three 
passengers  who  were  late  were  clustering  round  the  small 
opening  through  which  the  tickets  were  issued.  I  joined 
them,  and  distinctly  heard  the  lawyer's  clerk  demand  a  ticket 
for  the  Blackwater  station.  I  satisfied  myself  that  he  had 
actually  left  by  the  train,  before  I  came  away. 

There  was  only  one  interpretation  that  I  could  place  on  what 
I  had  just  seen  and  heard.  I  had  unquestionably  observed 
the  man  leaving  a  house  which  closely  adjoined  Mrs. 
Catherick's  residence.  He  had  been  probably  placed  there, 
by  Sir  Percival's  directions,  as  a  lodger,  in  anticipation  of  my 
inquiries  leading  me,  sooner  or  later,  to  communicate  with 
Mrs.  Catherick.  He  had  doubtless  seen  me  go  in  and  come 
out ;  and  he  had  hurried  away  by  the  first  train  to  make  his 
report  at  Blackwater  Park — to  which  place  Sir  Percival  would 
naturally  betake  himself  (knowing  what  he  evidently  knew 
of  my  movements),  in  order  to  be  ready  on  the  spot,  if  I 
returned  to  Hampshire.  Before  many  days  Avere  over, 
there  seemed  every  likelihood,  now,  that  he  and  I  might 
meet. 

Whatever  result  events  might  be  destined  to  produce,  I 
resolved  to  pursue  my  own  course,  straight  to  the  end  in  view, 
without  stopping  or  turning  aside,  for  Sir  Percival  or  for  any 
one.  The  great  responsibilit}^  which  weighed  on  me  heavily  in 
London — the  responsibility  of  so  guiding  my  slightest  actions 
as  to  prevent  them  from  leading  accidentally  to  the  discovery 
of  Laura's  place  of  refuge — was  removed,  now  that  I  was  in 

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Hampshire.  I  could  go  and  come  as  I  pleased,  at  Welming"- 
ham  ;  and  if  I  chanced  to  fail  in  observing  any  necessary 
precautions,  the  immediate  results,  at  least,  would  affect  no 
one  but  myself. 

When  I  left  the  station,  the  winter  evening  was  beginning 
to  close  in.  There  was  little  hope  of  continuing  my  inquiries 
after  dark  to  any  useful  purpose,  in  a  neighbourhood  that 
was  strange  to  me.  Accordingly,  I  made  my  way  to  the 
nearest  hotel,  and  ordered  my  dinner  and  my  bed.  This 
done,  I  wrote  to  Marian,  to  tell  her  that  I  was  safe  and  well, 
and  that  I  had  fair  prospects  of  success.  I  had  directed  her, 
on  leaving  home,  to  address  the  first  letter  she  wrote  to  me 
(the  letter  I  expected  to  receive  the  next  morning)  to  '  The 
Post  Office,  Welmingham  ; '  and  I  now  begged  her  to  send 
her  second  day's  letter  to  the  same  address.  I  could  easily 
receive  it,  by  writing  to  the  postmaster,  if  I  happened  to  be 
away  from  the  town  when  it  arrived. 

The  coffee-room  of  the  hotel,  as  it  grew  late  in  the  evening, 
became  a  perfect  solitude.  I  was  left  to  reflect  on  what  I 
had  accomplished  that  afternoon,  as  uninterruptedly  as  if  the 
house  had  been  my  own.  Before  I  retired  to  rest,  I  had 
attentively  thought  over  my  extraordinary  interview  with 
Mrs.  Catherick,  from  beginning  to  end  ;  and  had  verified,  at 
my  leisure,  the  conclusions  which  I  had  hastily  drawn  in  the 
earlier  part  of  the  day. 

The  vestry  of  Old  Welmingham  church  was  the  starting- 
point  from  which  my  mind  slowly  worked  its  way  back 
through  all  that  I  had  heard  Mrs.  Catherick  say,  and  through 
all  I  had  seen  Mrs.  Catherick  do. 

At  the  time  when  the  neighbourhood  of  the  vestry  was 
first  referred  to  in  my  presence  by  Mrs.  Clements,  I  had 
thought  it  the  strangest  and  most  unaccountable  of  all  places 
for  Sir  Percival  to  select  for  a  clandestine  meeting  with  the 
clerk's  wife.  Influenced  by  this  impression,  and  by  no  other, 
I  had  mentioned  '  the  vestry  of  the  church,'  before  Mrs. 
Catherick,  on  pure  speculation — it  represented  one  of  the 
minor  peculiarities  of  the  story,  which  occurred  to  me  while 
I  was  speaking.  I  was  prepared  for  her  answering  me  con- 
fusedly, or  angrily ;  but  the  blank  terror  that  seized  her, 
when  I  said  the  words,  took  me  completeh'  by  surprise.  I 
had,  long  before,  associated  Sir  Percival's  Secret  with  the 
concealment  of  a  serious  crime,  which  Mrs.  Catherick  knew 
of — but  I  had  gone  no  farther  than  this.  Now,  the  woman's 
paroxysm  of  terror  associated  the  crime,  either  directly  or 
indirectly,  with  the  vestry,  and  convinced  me  that  she  had 

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been  more  than  the  mere  witness  of  it — she  was  also  the 
accomplice,  beyond  a  doubt. 

What  had  been  the  nature  of  the  crime?  Surely  there 
was  a  contemptible  side  to  it,  as  well  as  a  dangerous  side 
— or  Mrs.  Catherick  would  not  have  repeated  my  own 
words,  referring  to  Sir  Percival's  rank  and  power,  with  such 
marked  disdain  as  she  had  certainly  displayed.  It  was  a 
contemptible  crime,  then,  and  a  dangerous  crime  ;  and  she 
had  shared  in  it,  and  it  was  associated  with  the  vestry  of  the 
church. 

The  next  consideration  to  be  disposed  of  led  me  a  step 
farther  from  this  point. 

Mrs.  Catherick's  undisguised  contempt  for  Sir  Percival 
plainly  extended  to  his  mother  as  well.  She  had  referred, 
with  the  bitterest  sarcasm,  to  the  great  family  he  had 
descended  from — 'especially  by  the  mother's  side.'  What 
did  this  mean  ?  There  appeared  to  be  only  two  explanations 
of  it.  Either  his  mother's  birth  had  been  low  ?  or  his 
mother's  reputation  was  damaged  by  some  hidden  flaw  with 
which  Mrs.  Catherick  and  Sir  Percival  were  both  privately 
acquainted  ?  I  could  only  put  the  first  explanation  to  the 
test  by  looking  at  the  register  of  her  marriage,  and  so  ascer- 
taining her  maiden  name  and  her  parentage,  as  a  preliminary 
to  further  inquiries. 

On  the  other  hand,  if  the  second  case  supposed  were  the 
true  one,  what  had  been  the  flaw  in  her  reputation  ? 
Remembering  the  account  which  Marian  had  given  me  of 
Sir  Percival's  father  and  mother,  and  of  the  suspiciousl)'^ 
unsocial  secluded  life  they  had  both  led,  I  now  asked  myself, 
whether  it  might  not  be  possible  that  his  mother  had  never 
been  married  at  all.  Here,  again,  the  register  might,  by 
oflfering  written  evidence  of  the  marriage,  prove  to  me,  at 
any  rate,  that  this  doubt  had  no  foundation  in  truth.  But 
where  was  the  register  to  be  found  ?  At  this  point,  I  took 
up  the  conclusions  which  I  had  previously  formed  ;  and  the 
same  mental  process  which  had  discovered  the  locality  of  the 
concealed  crime,  now  lodged  the  register,  also,  in  the  vestry 
of  Old  Welmingham  church. 

These  were  the  results  of  my  interview  with  Mrs.  Cathe- 
rick— these  were  the  various  considerations,  all  steadily 
converging  to  one  point,  which  decided  the  course  of  my 
proceedings  on  the  next  day. 

The  morning  was  cloudy  and  lowering,  but  no  rain  fell. 
I   left  my  bag  at  the  hotel,  to  wait  there  till  I   called  for  it ; 

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and,  after  inquiring-  the  way,  set  forth  on  foot  for  Old  Wel- 
mingham  church. 

It  was  a  walk  of  rather  more  than  two  miles,  the  ground 
rising-  slowly  all  the  way. 

On  the  highest  point  stood  the  church — an  ancient, 
weather-beaten  building,  with  heavy  buttresses  at  its  sides, 
and  a  clumsy  square  tower  in  front.  The  vestry,  at  the  back, 
was  built  out  from  the  church,  and  seemed  to  be  of  the  same 
age.  Round  the  building,  at  intervals,  appeared  the  remains 
of  the  village  which  Mrs.  Clements  had  described  to  me  as 
her  husband's  place  of  abode  in  former  years,  and  which  the 
principal  inhabitants  had  long  since  deserted  for  the  new 
town.  Some  of  the  empty  houses  had  been  dismantled  to 
their  outer  walls  ;  some  had  been  left  to  decay  with  time  ;  and 
some  were  still  inhabited  by  persons  evidently  of  the  poorest 
class.  It  was  a  dreary  scene — and  yet,  in  the  worst  aspect 
of  its  ruin,  not  so  drear}'  as  the  modern  town  that  I  had  just 
left.  Here,  there  was  the  brown,  breezy  sweep  of  surround- 
ing fields  for  the  eye  to  repose  on  ;  here  the  trees,  leafless  as 
they  were,  still  varied  the  monotony  of  the  prospect,  and 
helped  the  mind  to  look  forward  to  summer-time  and  shade. 

As  I  moved  away  from  the  back  of  the  church,  and  passed 
some  of  the  dismantled  cottages  in  search  of  a  person  who 
might  direct  me  to  the  clerk,  I  saw  two  men  saunter  out 
after  me,  from  behind  a  wall.  The  tallest  of  the  two — a 
stout  muscular  man  in  the  dress  of  a  gamekeeper — was  a 
stranger  to  me.  The  other  was  one  of  the  men  who  had 
followed  me  in  London,  on  the  day  when  I  left  Mr.  Kyrlc's 
office.  I  had  taken  particular  notice  of  him  at  the  time  ;  and 
I  felt  sure  that  I  was  not  mistaken  in  identifying  the  fellow 
on  this  occasion. 

Neither  he  nor  his  companion  attempted  to  speak  to  me, 
and  both  kept  themselves  at  a  respectful  distance — but  the 
motive  of  their  presence  in  the  neighbourhood  of  the  church 
was  plainly  apparent.  It  was  exactly  as  I  had  supposed — 
Sir  Percival  was  already  prepared  for  me.  My  visit  to 
Mrs.  Catherick  had  been  reported  to  him  the  evening  before  ; 
and  those  two  men  had  been  placed  on  the  look-out,  near 
the  church,  in  anticipation  of  my  appearance  at  Old 
Welmingham.  If  I  had  wanted  any  further  proof  that  my 
investigations  had  taken  the  right  direction  at  last,  the  plan 
now  adopted  for  watching  me  would  have  supplied  it. 

I  walked  on,  away  from  the  church,  till  I  reached  one  of 
the  inhabited  houses,  with  a  patch  of  kitchen  garden  attached 
to  it,  on  which  a  labourer  was  at  work.     He  directed  me  to 

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the  clerk's  abode — a  cottage,  at  some  little  distance  off, 
standing  by  itself  on  the  outskirts  of  the  forsaken  viliage. 
The  clerk  was  in-doors,  and  was  just  putting-  on  his  great- 
coat. He  was  a  cheerful,  familiar,  loudly-talkative  old  man, 
with  a  very  poor  opinion  (as  I  soon  discovered)  of  the  place 
in  which  he  lived,  and  a  happy  sense  of  superiority  to  his 
neighbours  in  virtue  of  the  great  personal  distinction  of 
having  once  been  in  London. 

'  It's  well  you  came  so  early,  sir,'  said  the  old  man,  when 
I  had  mentioned  the  object  of  my  visit.  '  I  should  have  been 
away  in  ten  minutes  more.  Parish  business,  sir — and  a 
goodish  long  trot  before  it's  all  done,  for  a  man  at  my  age. 
But,  bless  you,  I'm  strong-  on  my  legs,  still !  As  long  as  a 
man  don't  give  at  his  legs,  there's  a  deal  of  work  left  in  him. 
Don't  you  think  so,  yourself,  sir  ?  ' 

He  took  his  keys  down,  while  he  was  talking,  from  a 
hook  behind  the  fireplace,  and  locked  his  cottage  door  be- 
hind us. 

'  Nobody  at  home  to  keep  house  for  me,'  said  the  clerk, 
with  a  cheerful  sense  of  perfect  freedom  from  all  family 
encumbrances.  '  My  wife's  in  the  churchyard,  there ;  and 
my  children  are  all  married.  A  wretched  place  this,  isn't  it, 
sir  ?  But  the  parish  is  a  large  one — every  man  couldn't  get 
through  the  business  as  I  do.  It's  learning  does  it ;  and 
I've  had  my  share,  and  a  little  more.  I  can  talk  the  Queen's 
English  (God  bless  the  Queen  !) — and  that's  more  than  most 
of  the  people  about  here  can  do.  You're  from  London,  I 
suppose,  sir  ?  I've  been  in  London,  a  matter  of  five-and- 
twenty  year  ago.  Wliat's  the  news  there,  now,  if  you 
please?  ' 

Chattering  on  in  this  way,  he  led  me  back  to  the  vestry. 
I  looked  about,  to  see  if  the  two  spies  were  still  in  sight. 
They  were  not  visible  anywhere.  After  having  discovered 
my  application  to  the  clerk,  they  had  probably  concealed 
themselves  where  they  could  watch  my  next  proceedings  in 
perfect  freedom. 

The  vestry  door  was  of  stout  old  oak,  studded  with  strong 
nails  ;  and  the  clerk  put  his  large  heavy  key  into  the  lock, 
with  the  air  of  a  man  v/ho  knew  that  he  had  a  difficulty  to 
encounter,  and  who  was  not  quite  certain  of  creditably 
conquering  it. 

'  I'm  obliged  to  bring  you  this  way,  sir,'  he  said,  '  because 
the  door  from  the  vestry  to  the  church  is  bolted  on  the  vestry 
side.  We  might  have  got  in  through  the  church,  otherwise. 
This  is  a  perverse  lock,  if  ever  there  was  one  yet.     It's  big 

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enough  for  a  prison-door  ;  it's  been  hampered  over  and  over 
again  ;  and  it  ought  to  be  changed  for  a  new  one.  I've 
mentioned  that  to  the  churchwarden  fifty  times  over  at  least  ; 
he's  always  saying  "I'll  see  about  it  " — and  he  never  does 
see.  Ah,  it's  a  sort  of  lost  corner,  this  place.  Not  like 
London — is  it,  sir?  Bless  you,  we  are  all  asleep  here  !  JVe 
don't  march  with  the  times.' 

After  some  twisting  and  turning  of  the  key,  the  heavy 
lock  yielded  ;  and  he  opened  the  door. 

The  vestry  was  larger  than  I  should  have  supposed  it  to 
be,  judging  from  the  outside  only.  It  was  a  dim,  mouldy, 
melancholy  old  room,  with  a  low,  raftered  ceiling.  Round 
two  sides  of  it,  the  sides  nearest  to  the  interior  of  the  church, 
ran  heavy  wooden  presses,  worm-eaten  and  gaping  with 
age.  Hooked  to  the  inner  corner  of.  one  of  these  presses 
hung  several  surplices,  all  bulging  out  at  their  lower  ends 
in  an  irreverent-looking  bundle  of  limp  drapery.  Below  the 
surplices,  on  the  floor,  stood  three  packing-cases,  with  the 
lids  half  off,  half  on,  and  the  straw  profusely  bursting  out  of 
their  cracks  and  crevices  in  every  direction.  Behind  them, 
in  a  corner,  was  a  litter  of  dusty  papers,  some  large  and 
rolled  up,  like  architects'  plans  ;  some  loosely  strung  together 
on  files,  like  bills  or  letters.  The  room  had  once  been  lighted 
by  a  small  side  window  ;  but  this  had  been  bricked  up,  and 
a  lantern  skylight  was  now  substituted  for  it.  The  atmo- 
sphere of  the  place  was  heavy  and  mouldy  ;  being  rendered 
additionally  oppressive  by  the  closing  of  the  door  which  led 
into  the  church.  This  door  also  was  composed  of  solid  oak, 
and  was  bolted,  at  top  and  bottom,  on  the  vestry  side. 

'  We  might  be  tidier,  mightn't  v.-e,  sir  ?  '  said  the  cheerful 
clerk.  '  But  when  you're  in  a  lost  corner  of  a  place  like  this, 
what  are  you  to  do  ?  Why,  look  here,  now — ^just  look  at 
these  packing  cases.  There  they've  been,  for  a  year  or  more, 
ready  to  go  down  to  London — there  they  are,  littering  the 
place — and  there  they'll  stop  as  long  as  the  nails  hold  them 
together.  I'll  tell  you  what,  sir,  as  I  said  before,  this  is  not 
London.  We  are  all  asleep  here.  Bless  you,  we  don't  march 
with  the  times  ! ' 

'  What  is  there  in  the  packing-cases  ?  '  I  asked. 

'  Bits  of  old  wood  carvings  from  the  pulpit,  and  panels 
from  the  chancel,  and  images  from  the  organ-loft,'  said  the 
clerk.  '  Portraits  of  the  twelve  apostles  in  wood — and  not  a 
whole  nose  among  'em.  All  broken,  and  worm-eaten,  and 
crumbling  to  dust  at  the  edges — as  brittle  as  crockery,  sir, 
and  as  old  as  the  church,  if  not  older.' 

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'  And  why  were  they  gonig  to  London  ?  To  be  repaired?' 
'  That's  it,  sir.  To  be  repaired  ;  and  where  they  were 
past  repair,  to  be  copied  in  sound  wood.  But,  bless  you,  the 
money  fell  short— and  there  they  are,  waiting-  for  new  sub- 
scriptions, and  nobody  to  subscribe.  It  was  all  done  a  year 
ao-o,  sir.  Six  gentlemen  dined  together  about  it,  at  the  hotel 
in  the  new  town.  They  made  speeches,  and  passed  resolu- 
tions, and  put  their  names  down,  and  printed  off  thousands 
of  prospectuses.  Beautiful  prospectuses,  sir,  all  flourished 
over  with  Gothic  devices  in  red  ink,  saying  it  w^as  a  disgrace 
not  to  restore  the  church  and  repair  the  famous  carvings,  and 
so  on.  There  are  the  prospectuses  that  couldn't  be  distri- 
buted, and  the  architect's  plans  and  estimates,  and  the  whole 
correspondence  which  set  everybody  at  loggerheads  and 
ended  in  a  dispute,  all  down  together  in  that  corner,  behind 
the  packing-cases.  The  money  dribbled  in  a  little  at  first — 
but  what  ca?i  you  expect  out  of  London  ?  There  w^as  just 
enough,  you  know,  to  pack  the  broken  carvings,  and  get  the 
estimates,  and  pay  the  printer's  bill— and  after  that,  there 
wasn't  a  halfpenny  left.  There  the  things  are,  as  I  said 
before.  We  have  nowhere  else  to  put  them — nobody  in  the 
new  town  cares  about  accommodating  iis — w-e're  in  a  lost 
corner — and  this  is  an  untidy  vestry — and  who's  to  help  it? — 
that's  what  I  want  to  know.' 

My  anxiety  to  examine  the  register  did  not  dispose  me  to 
offer  much  encouragement  to  the  old  man's  talkativeness.  I 
agreed  with  him  that  nobody  could  help  the  untidiness  of  the 
vestry — and  then  suggested  that  we  should  proceed  to  our 
business  without  more  delay. 

'  Ay,  ay,  the  marriage  register,  to  be  sure,'  said  the  clerk, 
taking  a  little  bunch  of  keys  from  his  pocket.  '  How  far  do 
you  w^ant  to  look  back,  sir  ?  ' 

Marian  had  informed  me  of  Sir  Percival's  age,  at  the  time 
when  W'e  had  spoken  together  of  his  marriage  engagement 
with  Laura.  She  had  then  described  him  as  being  forty-five 
years  old.  Calculating  back  from  this,  and  making  due 
allowance  for  the  year  that  had  passed  since  I  had  gained  my 
information,  I  found  that  he  must  have  been  born  in  eighteen 
hundred  and  four,  and  that  I  might  safely  start  on  my  search 
through  the  register  from  that  date. 

'  I  want  to  begin  with  the  year  eighteen  hundred  and 
four,'  I  said. 

'  Which  way  after  that,  sir?'  asked  the  clerk.  'Forwards 
to  our  time,  or  backwards  away  from  us.' 

*  Backwards  from  eighteen  hundred  and  four.' 
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He  opened  the  door  of  one  of  the  presses — the  press  from 
the  side  of  which  the  surplices  were  hanging — and  produced 
a  large  volume  bound  in  greasy  brown  leather.  I  was  struck 
by  the  insecurity  of  the  place  in  which  the  register  was  kept. 
The  door  of  the  press  was  warped  and  cracked  with  age  ; 
and  the  lock  was  of  the  smallest  and  commonest  kind.  I 
could  have  forced  it  easily  with  the  walking-stick  I  carried  in 
my  hand. 

'  Is  that  considered  a  sufficiently  secure  place  for  the 
register  ?  '  I  inquired.  *  Surely,  a  book  of  such  importance 
as  this  ought  to  be  protected  by  a  better  lock,  and  kept  care- 
fully in  an  iron  safe  ?  ' 

'  Well,  now,  that's  curious  !  '  said  the  clerk,  shutting  up 
the  book  again,  just  after  he  had  opened  it,  and  smacking  his 
hand  cheerfully  on  the  cover.  '  Those  were  the  very  words 
my  old  master  was  always  saying  years  and  years  ago,  when 
I  was  a  lad.  "  Why  isn't  the  register  "  (meaning  this  register 
here,  under  my  hand) — "why  isn't  it  kept  in  an  iron  safe  ?  " 
If  I've  heard  him  say  that  once,  I've  heard  him  say  it  a 
hundred  times.  He  was  the  solicitor,  in  those  days,  sir,  who 
had  the  appointment  of  vestry-clerl-c  to  this  church.  A  fine 
hearty  old  gentleman — and  the  most  particular  man  breath- 
ing. As  long  as  he  lived,  he  kept  a  copy  of  this  book,  in  his 
office  at  Knowlesbury,  and  had  it  posted  up  regular,  from 
time  to  time,  to  correspond  with  the  fresh  entries  here.  You 
would  hardly  think  it,  but  he  had  his  own  appointed  days, 
once  or  twice,  in  every  quarter,  for  riding  over  to  this  church 
on  his  old  white  pony  to  check  the  copy,  by  the  register,  with 
his  own  eyes  and  hands.  "How  do  I  know"  (he  used  to 
say) — "  how  do  I  know  that  the  register  in  this  vestry  may 
not  be  stolen  or  destroyed  ?  Why  isn't  it  kept  in  an  iron 
safe  ?  Why  can't  I  make  other  people  as  careful  as  I  am 
myself  ?  Some  of  these  days  there  will  be  an  accident 
happen — and  when  the  register's  lost,  then  the  parish  will 
find  out  the  value  of  my  copy."  He  used  to  take  his  pinch 
of  snuff  after  that,  and  look  about  him  as  bold  as  a  lord. 
Ah  !  the  like  of  him  for  doing  business  isn't  easy  to  find  now. 
You  may  go  to  London,  and  not  match  him,  even  there. 
Which  year  did  you  say,  sir  ?  Eighteen  hundred  and 
what  ?  ' 

'  Eighteen  hundred  and  four,'  I  replied  ;  mentally  re« 
solving  to  give  the  old  man  no  more  opportunities  of  talking, 
until  my  examination  of  the  register  was  over. 

The  clerk  put  on  his  spectacles,  and  turned  over  the 
leaves  of  the  register,  carefully  wetting  his  finger  and  thumb 

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at  every  third  page.  '  There  it  is,  sir,'  he  said,  with  another 
cheerful  smack  on  the  open  v  okuiie.  '  There's  the  year  you 
want.' 

As  I  was  ignorant  of  the  month  in  which  Sir  Percival  was 
born,  I  began  my  backward  search  with  the  early  part  of  the 
year.  The  register-book  was  of  the  old-fashioned  kind  ;  the 
entries  being  all  made  on  blank  pages,  in  manuscript,  and  the 
divisions  which  separated  them  being  indicated  by  ink  lines 
drawn  across  the  page,  at  the  close  of  each  entry. 

I  reached  the  beginning  of  the  year  eighteen  hundred  and 
four,  without  encountering  the  marriage  ;  and  then  travelled 
back  through  December,  eighteen  hundred  and  three  ; 
through  November,  and  October  ;  through 

No  !  not  through  September  also.  Under  the  heading  of 
that  month  in  the  year,  I  found  the  marriage. 

I  looked  carefully  at  the  entry.  It  was  at  the  bottom  of 
a  page,  and  was,  for  want  of  room,  compressed  into  a 
smaller  space  than  that  occupied  by  the  marriages  above. 
The  marriage  immediately  before  it  was  impressed  on  my 
attention  by  the  circumstance  of  the  bridegroom's  Christian 
name  being  the  same  as  my  own.  The  entry  immediately 
following  it  (on  the  top  of  the  next  page)  was  noticeable,  in 
another  way,  from  the  large  space  it  occupied  ;  the  record, 
in  this  case,  registering  the  marriages  of  two  brothers  at  the 
same  time.  The  register  of  the  marriage  of  Sir  Felix  Glyde 
was  in  no  respect  remarkable,  except  for  the  narrowness  of 
the  space  into  which  it  was  compressed  at  the  bottom  of  the 
page.  The  information  about  his  wife,  was  the  usual  infor- 
mation given  in  such  cases.  She  was  described  as  '  Cecilia 
Jane  Elster,  of  Park  View  Cottages,  Knowlesbury  ;  only 
daughter  of  the  late  Patrick  Elster,  Esq.,  formerly  of  Bath.' 

I  noted  down  these  particulars  in  my  pocket-book,  feeling, 
as  I  did  so,  both  doubtful  and  disheartened  about  my  next 
proceedings.  The  Secret,  which  I  had  believed,  until  this 
moment,  to  be  within  my  grasp,  seemed  now  farther  from 
my  reach  than  ever. 

What  suggestions  of  any  mystery  unexplained  had  arisen 
out  of  my  visit  to  the  vestry  ?  I  saw  no  suggestions  any- 
where. What  progress  had  I  made  towards  discovering  the 
suspected  stain  on  the  reputation  of  Sir  Percival's  mother  ? 
The  one  fact  I  had  ascertained,  vindicated  her  reputation. 
Fresh  doubts,  fresh  difficulties,  fresh  delays,  began  to  open 
before  me  in  interminable  prospect.  What  was  I  to  do  next  ? 
The  one  immediate  resource  left  to  me,  appeared  to  be  this. 
I  might  institute  inquiries  about  *  Miss  Elster,  of  Knowles- 

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bury,'  on  the_  chance  of  advancing  towards  the  main  obiecl 
ot  my  mvestigation,  by  first  discovering  the  secret  of  Mrc 
Cathenck  s  contempt  for  Sir  Percival's  mother. 

'  Have  you  found  what  you  wanted,  sir?  '  said  the  cleric 
as  I  closed  the  register-book. 

'  Yes,'  I  repHed  ;  '  but  I  have  some  inquiries  still  to  make 
I   suppose   the   clergyman  who   officiated   here   in    the  vear 
eighteen  hundred  and  three  is  no  longer  alive  ?  ' 

'No,  no,  sir;  he  was  dead  three  or  four'years  before  I 
ttZl  ^^-fd  that  was  as  long  ago  as  the  year  twenty- 
seven.  I  got  this  place,  sir,'  persisted  my  talkative  old 
friend,  'through  the  clerk  before  me  leaving  it.  They  sav 
he;vvas  driven  out  of  house  and  home  by  his  wife-and  she's 
hving  still    down  in  the  new  town  there.     I  don't  know  the 

M^wJ  h"  ''°?'  "^"•'^^.'   ""  '  '^"^^^  '^'  ^  ^°t  the  place 
Mr   Wansborough  got  it  for  me-the  son  of  my  old  master 
that  I  was  telling  you  of.     He's  a  free  pleasant  gentleman  as 
ever  hv^d  ,•  rides  to  the  hounds,  keeps  his  pointers,  and  all 
him  '  ^  vestry-clerk  here  now,  as  his  father  was  before 

'  Did  you  not  tell  me  your  former  master  lived  at  Knowlec 
bury  ?  I  asked,  calling  to  mind  the  long  story  about  the  pre- 
cise gentleman  of  the  old  school,  with  which  my  talka?ive 
friend  had  weaned  me  before  he  opened  the  register-book 

\  es    to  be  sure,  sir,'  replied  the  clerk.     '  Old  Mr  Wans 
Ih-erthereTol)'''*  Knowlesbury  ;  and  young  Mr.  Wansborough 
i,.f'^'T-  ^''^'^  J'^^t  "o^^  l^e  was  vestry-clerk,  like  his  father 
clerk  is  ''""■         '''''  "°^  "^""'^^  ^''"'  ^^""^  ^  ^'"°'"  '"'^'^t  ^  "'es^O'- 

inn\^°/^  ^'°''  -"u^^"^'  ^,'^'-and  you  come  from  I  ondon, 
too  !  Every  parish  church,  you  know,  has  a  vestry-clerk  and 
a  parish-clerk.  The  parish-clerk  is  a  man  like  me  (exce  t 
lu  ul  F\  ^  ^^^^  "'°^^  learning  than  most  of  them— 
though  I  don  t  boast  of  it).  The  vestry-clerk  is  a  sort  of 
an  appointment  that  the  lawyers  get ;  and  if  there's  any  busi- 
ness to  be  done  for  the  vestry,  why  there  they  are  to' do  it 
It  s  just  the  same  in  London.  Every  parish  church  there  has 
got  Its  vestry-clerk-and,  you  may  take  my  word  for  it,  he's 
sure  to  be  a  lawyer.'  ,  »ic  :> 

;  Then,  young  Mr.  Wansborough  is  a  lawyer,  I  suppose  ?  ' 

burv  th^'u  y '  "''  V-^V'^'  ^"  "'^^  Street,  Knowles- 
burj-the  old  offices  that  his  father  had  before  him  The 
number  of  times  I've  swept  those  offices  out,  and  seen  the 
old   gentleman   come   trotting  in   to   business  on  his  white 


THE   WOMAN   IN   WHITE 

pony,  looking  right  and  left  all  down  the  street,  and  nodding 
to  everybody  !  Bless  you,  he  was  a  popular  character  ! — 
he'd  have  done  in  London  !  ' 

*  How  far  is  it  to  Knowlesbur}'  from  this  place  ? ' 

*  A  long  stretch,  sir,'  said  the  clerk,  with  that  exaggerated 
idea  of  distances  and  that  vivid  perception  of  difficulties  in 
getting  from  place  to  place,  which  is  peculiar  to  all  country 
people.     '  Nigh  on  five  mile,  I  can  tell  you  !  ' 

It  was  still  early  in  the  forenoon.  There  was  plenty  of 
time  for  a  walk  to  Knowlesbury,  and  back  again  to  Welming- 
ham  ;  and  there  was  no  person  probably  in  the  town  who  was 
fitter  to  assist  my  inquiries  about  the  character  and  position 
of  Sir  Percival's  mother,  before  her  marriage,  than  the  local 
solicitor.  Resolving  to  go  at  once  to  Knowlesbury  on  foot, 
I  led  the  way  out  of  the  vestry. 

*  Thank  you  kindly,  sir,'  said  the  clerk,  as  I  slipped  my 
little  present  into  his  hand.  '  Are  you  really  going  to  walk 
all  the  way  to  Knowlesbury  and  back  ?  Well  !  you're  strong 
on  your  legs,  too — and  what  a  blessing  that  is,  isn't  it  ? 
There's  the  road;  you  can't  miss  it.  I  wish  I  was  going 
your  way — it's  pleasant  to  meet  with  gentlemen  from 
London,  in  a  lost  corner  like  this.  One  hears  the  news. 
Wish  you  good  morning,  sir — and  thank  you  kindly  once 
more.' 

We  parted.  As  I  left  the  church  behind  me,  I  looked 
back — and  there  were  the  two  men  again,  on  the  road 
below,  with  a  third  in  their  company  ;  that  third  person 
being  the  short  man  in  black,  whom  I  had  traced  to  the 
railway  the  evening  before. 

The  three  stood  talking  together  for  a  little  while — then 
separated.  The  man  in  black  went  away  by  himself  towards 
Welmingham  ;  the  other  two  remained  together,  evidently 
waiting  to  follow  me,  as  soon  as  I  walked  on. 

I  proceeded  on  my  way,  without  letting  the  fellows  see 
that  I  took  any  special  notice  of  them.  They  caused  me  no 
conscious  irritation  of  feeling  at  that  moment — on  the  con- 
trary, they  rather  revived  my  sinking  hopes.  In  the  surprise 
of  discovering  the  evidence  of  the  marriage,  I  had  forgotten 
the  inference  I  had  drawn,  on  first  perceiving  the  men  in  the 
neighbourhood  of  the  vestry.  Their  reappearance  reminded 
me  that  Sir  Percival  had  anticipated  my  visit  to  Old  Wel- 
mingham church,  as  the  next  result  of  my  interview  with 
Mrs.  Catheriok — otherwise,  he  would  never  have  placed  his 
spies  there  to  wait  for  me.     Smoothly  and  fairly  as  appear- 

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ances  looked  in  the  vestry,  there  was  somethhig  wrong 
beneath  them — there  was  something  in  the  register-book,  for 
aught  I  knew,  that  I  had  not  discovered  yet. 

X. 

Once  out  of  sight  of  the  church,  I  pressed  forward  briskly  on 
my  Avay  to  Knowlesbury. 

The  road  was,  for  the  most  part,  straight  and  level. 
Whenever  I  looked  back  over  it,  I  saw  the  two  spies,  steadily 
following  me.  For  the  greater  part  of  the  way,  they  kept  at 
a  safe  distance  behind.  But,  once  or  twice,  they  quickened 
their  pace,  as  if  with  the  purpose  of  overtaking  me — then 
stopped — consulted  together — and  fell  back  again  to  their 
former  position.  They  had  some  special  object  evidently  in 
view  ;  and  they  seemed  to  be  hesitating,  or  differing,  about 
the  best  means  of  accomplishing  it.  I  could  not  guess 
exactly  what  their  design  might  be  ;  but  I  felt  serious  doubts 
of  reaching  Knowlesbury  without  some  mischance  happening 
to  me  on  the  way.     Those  doubts  were  realized. 

I  had  just  entered  on  a  lonely  part  of  the  road,  with  a 
sharp  turn  at  some  distance  ahead,  and  had  just  concluded 
(calculating  by  time)  that  I  must  be  getting  near  to  the  town, 
when  I  suddenly  heard  the  steps  of  the  men  close  behind  me. 

Before  I  could  look  round,  one  of  them  (the  man  by 
whom  I  had  been  followed  in  London)  passed  rapidly  on  my 
left  side,  and  hustled  me  with  his  shoulder.  I  had  been 
more  irritated  by  the  manner  in  which  he  and  his  companion 
had  dogged  my  steps  all  the  way  from  Old  Welmingham 
than  I  was  myself  aware  of ;  and  I  unfortunately  pushed  the 
fellow  away  smartly  with  my  open  hand.  He  instantly 
shouted  for  help.  His  companion,  the  tall  man  in  the  game- 
keeper's clothes,  sprang  to  my  right  side — and  the  next 
moment  the  two  scoundrels  held  me  pinioned  between  them 
in  the  middle  of  the  road. 

The  conviction  that  a  trap  had  been  laid  for  me,  and  the 
vexation  of  knowing  that  I  had  fallen  into  it,  fortunately 
restrained  me  from  making  my  position  still  worse  by  an 
unavailing  struggle  with  two  men — one  of  whom  would 
in  all  probability  have  been  more  than  a  match  for  me,  single 
handed.  I  repressed  the  first  natural  movement  by  which  I 
had  attempted  to  shake  them  off,  and  looked  about  to  see  if 
there  was  any  person  near  to  whom  I  could  appeal. 

A  labourer  was  at  work  in  an  adjoining  field,  who  must 

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have  witnessed  all  that  had  passed  :  I  called  to  him  to  follow 
us  to  the  town.  He  shook  his  head  with  stolid  obstinacy, 
and  walked  away,  in  the  direction  of  a  cottage  which  stood 
back  from  the  high  road.  At  the  same  time  the  men  who 
held  me  between  them  declared  their  intention  of  charging 
me  with  an  assault.  I  was  cool  enough  and  wise  enough, 
now,  to  m.ake  no  opposition.  '  Drop  your  hold  of  my  arms,' 
I  said,  '  and  I  will  go  with  you  to  the  town.'  The  man  in 
the  gamekeeper's  dress  roughly  refused.  But  the  shorter 
man  was  sharp  enough  to  look  to  consequences,  and  not  to 
let  his  companion  commit  himself  by  unnecessary  violence. 
He  made  a  sign  to  the  other,  and  I  walked  on  between  them, 
with  my  arms  free. 

We  reached  the  turning  in  the  road  ;  and  there,  close 
before  us,  were  the  suburbs  of  Knowlesbury.  One  of  the 
local  policemen  was  walking  along  the  path  by  the  roadside. 
The  men  at  once  appealed  to  him.  He  replied  that  the 
magistrate  was  then  sitting  at  the  town-hall ;  and  recom- 
mended that  we  should  appear  before  him  immediately. 

We  went  on  to  the  town-hall.  The  clerk  made  out  a 
formal  sum.mons  ;  and  the  charge  vv-as  preferred  against  me, 
with  the  customar}-  exaggeration  and  the  customary  perver- 
sion of  the  truth,  on  such  occasions.  The  magistrate  (an 
ill-tempered  man,  with  a  sour  enjoyment  in  the  exercise  of 
his  own  power)  inquired  if  any  one  on,  or  near,  the  road  had 
Avitnessed  the  assault ;  and,  greatly  to  my  surprise,  the  com- 
plainant admitted  the  presence  of  the  labourer  in  the  field. 
I  was  enlightened,  however,  as  to  the  object  of  the  admission, 
by  the  magistrate's  next  words.  He  remanded  me,  at  once, 
for  the  production  of  the  witness  ;  expressing,  at  the  same 
time,  his  willingness  to  take  bail  for  my  reappearance,  if  I 
could  produce  one  responsible  surety  to  offer  it.  If  I  had 
been  known  in  the  town,  he  vvould  have  liberated  me  on  my 
own  recognisances  ;  but,  as  I  was  a  total  stranger,  it  was 
necessary  that  I  should  find  responsible  bail. 

The  whole  object  of  the  stratagem  was  nov/  disclosed  to 
me.  It  had  been  so  managed  as  to  make  a  remand  necessary 
in  a  town  where  I  was  a  perfect  stranger,  and  where  I  could 
not  hope  to  get  my  liberty  on  bail.  The  remand  merely  ex- 
tended over  three  days,  until  the  next  sitting  of  the  magistrate. 
But,  in  that  time,  while  I  was  in  confinement.  Sir  Percival 
might  use  any  means  he  pleased  to  embarrass  my  future  pro- 
ceedings— perhaps  to  screen  himself  from  detection  altogether 
— without  the  slightest  fear  of  any  hindrance  on  my  part.  At 
the  end  of  the  three  days,  the  charge  would,  no  doubt,  be 

•151 


THE   WOMAN    IN   WHITE 

withdrawn  ;  and  the  attendance  of  the  witness  would  be 
perfectly  useless. 

My  indignation,  I  may  almost  say,  my  despair,  at  this 
mischievous  check  to  all  further  progress — so  base  and  trifling 
in  itself,  and  yet  so  disheartening  and  so  serious  in  its  probable 
results — quite  unfitted  me,  at  first,  to  reflect  on  the  best  means 
of  extricating  myself  from  the  dilemma  in  which  I  now  stood. 
I  had  the  folly  to  call  for  writing  materials,  and  to  think  of 
privately  communicating  my  real  position  to  the  magistrate. 
The  hopelessness  and  the  imprudence  of  this  proceeding  failed 
to  strike  me  before  I  had  actually  written  the  opening  lines  of 
the  letter.  It  was  not  till  I  had  pushed  the  paper  away — 
not  till,  I  am  ashamed  to  say,  I  had  almost  allowed  the  vexa- 
tion of  my  helpless  position  to  conquer  me — that  a  course  of 
action  suddenly  occurred  to  my  mind,  which  Sir  Percival  had 
probably  not  anticipated,  and  which  might  set  me  free  again 
in  a  few  hours.  I  determined  to  communicate  the  situation 
in  which  I  was  placed  to  Mr.  Dawson,  of  Oak  Lodge. 

I  had  visited  this  gentleman's  house,  it  may  be  remem- 
bered, at  the  time  of  my  first  inquiries  in  the  Blackwater 
Park  neighbourhood  ;  and  I  had  presented  to  him  a  letter  of 
introduction  from  Miss  Halcombe,  in  which  she  recommended 
me  to  his  friendly  attention  in  the  strongest  terms.  I  now 
wrote,  referring  to  this  letter,  and  to  what  I  had  previously 
told  Mr.  Dawson  of  the  delicate  and  dangerous  nature  of  my 
inquiries.  I  had  not  revealed  to  him  the  truth  about  Laura; 
having  merely  described  my  errand  as  being  of  the  utmost 
importance  to  private  family  interests  with  which  Miss  Hal- 
combe was  concerned.  Using  the  same  caution  still,  I  now 
accounted  for  my  presence  at  Knowlesbury  in  the  same 
manner — and  I  put  it  to  the  doctor  to  say  whether  the  trust 
reposed  in  me  by.  a  lady  whom  he  well  knew,  and  the  hospi- 
tality I  had  myself  received  in  his  house,  justified  me  or  not 
in  asking  him  to  come  to  my  assistance  in  a  place  where  I 
was  quite  friendless. 

I  obtained  permission  to  hire  a  messenger  to  drive  away 
at  once  with  my  letter,  in  a  conveyance  which  might  be  used 
to  bring  the  doctor  back  immediately.  Oak  Lodge  was  on 
the  Knowlesbury  side  of  Blackwater.  The  man  declared  he 
could  driA'e  there  in  forty  minutes,  and  could  bring  Mr. 
Dawson  back  in  forty  more.  I  directed  him  to  follow  the 
doctor  wherever  he  might  happen  to  be,  if  he  was  not  at 
home — and  then  sat  down  to  wait  for  the  result  with  all  the 
patience  and  all  the  hope  that  I  could  summon  to  help  me. 

It  was  not  quite  half-past  one  when  the  messenger  departed. 

455 


THE  WOMAN   IN   WHITE 

Before  half-past  three,  he  returned,  and  brought  the  doctor 
with  him.  Mr.  Dawson's  kindness,  and  the  delicacy  with 
which  he  treated  his  prompt  assistance  quite  as  a  matter  of 
course,  almost  overpowered  me.  The  bail  required  was 
offered,  and  accepted  immediately.  Before  four  o'clock,  on 
that  afternoon,  I  was  shaking  hands  warmly  with  the  good 
old  doctor — a  free  man  again — in  the  streets  of  Knowles- 
bury. 

Mr.  Dawson  hospitably  invited  me  to  go  back  with  him  to 
Oak  Lodge,  and  take  up  my  quarters  there  for  the  night.  I 
could  only  reply  that  my  time  was  not  my  own  ;  and  I  could 
only  ask  him  to  let  me  pay  my  visit  in  a  few  days,  when  I 
might  repeat  my  thanks,  and  offer  to  him  all  the  explanations 
which  I  felt  to  be  only  his  due,  but  which  I  was  not  then  in  a 
position  to  make.  We  parted  with  friendly  assurances  on 
both  sides  ;  and  I  turned  my  steps  at  once  to  Mr.  Wans- 
borough's  office  in  the  High  Street. 

Time  was  now  of  the  last  importance. 

The  news  of  my  being  free  on  bail  would  reach  Sir  Percival, 
to  an  absolute  certainty,  before  night.  If  the  next  few  hours 
did  not  put  me  in  a  position  to  justify  his  worst  fears,  and  to 
hold  him  helpless  at  my  mercy,  I  might  lose  every  inch  of  the 
ground  I  had  gained,  never  to  recover  it  again.  The  unscru- 
pulous nature  of  the  man,  the  local  influence  he  possessed, 
the  desperate  peril  of  exposure  with  which  my  blindfold  in- 
quiries threatened  him — all  warned  me  to  press  on  to  positive 
discovery,  without  the  useless  waste  of  a  single  minute.  I 
had  found  time  to  think,  while  I  was  waiting  for  Mr.  Dawson's 
arrival ;  and  I  had  well  employed  it.  Certain  portions  of  the 
conversation  of  the  talkative  old  clerk,  which  had  wearied  me 
at  the  time,  now  recurred  to  my  memory  with  a  new  signifi- 
cance ;  and  a  suspicion  crossed  my  mind  darkly,  which  had 
not  occurred  to  me  while  I  was  in  the  vestry.  On  my  way  to 
Knowlesbury,  I  had  only  proposed  to  apply  to  Mr.  Wans- 
borough  for  information  on  the  subject  of  Sir  Percival's 
mother.  My  object,  now,  was  to  examine  the  duplicate 
register  of  Old  Welmingham  church. 

Mr.  Wansborough  was  in  his  office  when  I  inquired  for 
him. 

He  was  a  jovial,  red-faced,  easy-looking  man — more  like  a 
country  squire  than  a  lawyer — and  he  seemed  to  be  both  sur- 
prised and  amused  by  my  application.  He  had  heard  of  his 
father's  copy  of  the  register  ;  but  had  not  even  seen  it  himself. 
It  had  never  been  inquired  after — and  it  was  no  doubt  in  the 
Strong  room,  among  other  papers  that  had  not  been  disturbed 

4$6 


THE   WOMAN   IN   WHITE 

since  his  father's  death.  It  was  a  pity  (Mr.  Wansborougli 
said)  that  the  old  g-entleman  was  not  ahve  to  hear  his  precious 
copy  asked  for  at  last.  He  would  have  ridden  his  favourite 
hobby  harder  than  ever,  now.  How  had  I  come  to  hear  of 
the  copy  ?  was  it  through  anybody  in  the  town  ? 

I  parried  the  question  as  well  as  I  could.  It  was  impos- 
sible at  this  stage  of  the  investigation  to  be  too  cautious  ;  an-d 
it  was  just  as  well  not  to  let  Mr.  Wansborough  know  prema- 
turely that  I  had  already  examined  the  original  register.  I 
described  myself,  therefore,  as  pursuing  a  family  inquiry,  to 
the  object  of  which  every  possible  saving  of  time  was  of  great 
importance.  I  was  anxious  to  send  certain  particulars  to 
London  by  that  day's  post ;  and  one  look  at  the  duplicate 
register  (paying,  of  course,  the  necessary  fees)  might  supply 
what  I  required,  and  save  me  a  further  journey  to  Old  Wel- 
mingham.  I  added  that,  in  the  event  of  my  subsequently 
requiring  a  copy  of  the  original  register,  I  should  make  ap- 
plication to  Mr.  Wansborough's  office  to  furnish  me  with  the 
document. 

After  this  explanation,  no  objection  was  made  to  pro- 
ducing the  copy.  A  clerk  was  sent  to  the  strong  room, 
and,  after  some  delay,  returned  with  the  volume.  It  was  of 
exactly  the  same  size  as  the  v^olume  in  the  vestry,  the  only 
difference  being  that  the  copy  was  more  smartly  bound.  I 
took  it  v.dth  me  to  an  unoccupied  desk.  My  hands  were 
trembling — my  head  was  burning  hot — I  felt  the  necessity 
of  concealing  my  agitation  as  well  as  I  could  from  the  per- 
sons about  me  in  the  room,  before  I  ventured  on  opening  the 
book. 

On  the  blank  page  at  the  beginning,  to  which  I  first 
turned,  were  traced  some  lines,  in  faded  ink.  They  contained 
these  words  : 

'  Copy  of  the  Marriage  Register  of  Welmingham  Parish 
Church.  Executed  under  my  orders  ;  and  afterwards  com- 
pared, entry  by  entr}-,  with  the  original,  by  myself.  (Signed) 
Robert  Wansborough,  vestry-clerk.'  Below  this  note,  there 
was  a  line  added,  in  another  handwriting,  as  follows  :  '  Ex- 
tending from  the  first  of  January,  1800,  to  the  thirtieth  of 
June,  1815.' 

I  turned  to  the  month  of  September,  eighteen  hundred  and 
three.  I  found  the  marriage  of  the  man  whose  Christian 
name  was  the  same  as  my  own.  I  found  the  double  register 
of  the  marriages  of  the  two  brothers.  And  between  these 
entries,  at  the  bottom  of  the  page ? 

Nothing  !     Not  a  vestige  of  the  entry  which  recorded  the 

457 


THE  WOMAN   IN   WHITE 

marriagfe  of  Sir  Felix  Glyde  and  Cecilia  Jane  Elster,  in  the 
register  of  the  church  ! 

My  heart  gave  a  great  bound,  and  throbbed  as  if  it  would 
stifle  me.  I  looked  again— I  was  afraid  to  believe  the  evi- 
dence of  my  own  eyes.  No  !  not  a  doubt.  The  marriage 
was  not  there.  The  entries  on  the  copy  occupied  exactly  the 
same  places  on  the  page  as  the  entries  in  the  original.  The 
last  entry  on  one  page  recorded  the  marriage  of  the  man  with 
my  Christian  name.  Below  it,  there  was  a  blank  space — a 
space  evidently  left  because  it  was  too  narrow  to  contain  the 
entry  of  the  marriages  of  the  two  brothers,  which  in  the  copy, 
as  in  the  original,  occupied  the  top  of  the  next  page.  That 
space  told  the  whole  story  !  There  it  must  have  remained, 
in  the  church  register,  from  eighteen  hundred  and  three  (when 
the  marriages  had  been  solemnised  and  the  copy  had  been 
made)  to  eighteen  hundred  and  twenty-seven,  when  Sir  Per- 
cival  appeared  at  Old  Welmingham.  Here,  at  Knowlesbury, 
was  the  chance  of  committing  the  forgery,  shown  to  me  in 
the  copy — and  there,  at  Old  Welmingham,  was  the  forgery 
committed,  in  the  register  of  the  church. 

My  head  turned  giddy  ;  I  held  by  the  desk  to  keep  myself 
from  falling.  Of  all  the  suspicions  which  had  struck  me  in 
relation  to  that  desperate  man,  not  one  had  been  near  the 
truth.  The  idea  that  he  was  not  Sir  Percival  Glyde  at  all, 
that  he  had  no  more  claim  to  the  baronetcy  and  to  Black- 
water  Park  than  the  poorest  labourer  who  worked  on  the 
estate,  had  never  once  occurred  to  my  mind.  At  one  time  I 
had  thought  he  might  be  Anne  Catherick's  father  ;  at  another 
time  1  had  thought  he  might  have  been  Anne  Catherick's 
husband — the  offence  of  which  he  was  really  guilty  had  been, 
from  first  to  last,  beyond  the  widest  reach  of  my  imagination. 

The  paltry  means  by  which  the  fraud  had  been  effected, 
the  magnitude  and  daring  of  the  crime  that  it  represented, 
the  horror  of  the  consequences  involved  in  its  discover}-,  over- 
whelmed me.  Who  could  wonder  now  at  the  brute-restless- 
ness of  the  wretch's  life;  at  his  desperate  alternations  between 
abject  duplicity  and  reckless  violence  ;  at  the  madness  of 
guilty  distrust  which  had  made  him  imprison  Anne  Catherick 
in  the  Asylum,  and  had  given  him  over  to  the  vile  conspiracy 
against  his  wife,  on  the  bare  suspicion  that  the  one  and  the 
other  knew  his  terrible  secret  ?  The  disclosure  of  that  secret 
might,  in  past  years,  have  hanged  him — might  now  transport 
him  for  life.  The  disclosure  of  that  secret,  even  if  the  sufferers 
by  his  deception  spared  him  the  penalties  of  the  law,  would 
deprive  him,  at  one  blow,  of  the  name,  the  rank,  the  estate, 

458 


THE   WOMAN    IN   WHITE 

the  whole  social  existence  that  he  had  usurped.  This  was 
the  Secret,  and  it  was  mine  !  A  word  from  me  ;  and  house, 
lands,  baronetcy,  were  gone  from  him  for  ever— a  word 
from  me,  and  he  was  driven  out  into  the  world,  a  nameless, 
penniless,  friendless  outcast  !  The  man's  whole  future 
hung-  on  my  lips — and  he  knew  it  by  this  time  as  certainly  as 
I  did  ! 

That  last  thought  steadied  me.  Interests  far  more  pre- 
cious than  my  own,  depended  on  the  caution  which  must  now 
guide  my  slightest  actions.  There  was  no  possible  treachery 
which  Sir  Percival  might  not  attempt  against  me.  In  the 
danger  and  desperation  of  his  position,  he  would  be  stagg"ered 
by  no  risks,  he  would  recoil  at  no  crime — he  would,  literally, 
hesitate  at  nothing  to  save  himself. 

I  considered  for  a  minute.  My  first  necessity  was  to 
secure  positive  evidence,  in  writing,  of  the  discovery  that  I 
had  just  made,  and,  in  the  event  of  any  personal  misadventure 
happening  to  me,  to  place  that  evidence  beyond  Sir  Percival's 
reach.  The  copy  of  the  register  was  sure  to  be  safe  in  Mr. 
Wansborough's  strong  room.  But  the  position  of  the  original, 
in  the  vestry,  was,  as  I  had  seen  with  my  own  eyes,  anything 
but  secure. 

In  this  emergency,  I  resolved  to  return  to  the  church,  to 
apply  again  to  the  clerk,  and  to  take  the  necessary  extract 
from  the  register,  before  I  slept  that  night.  I  was  not  then 
aware  that  a  legally-certified  copy  was  necessary,  and  that  no 
document  merely  drawn  out  by  myself  could  claim  the  proper 
importance,  as  a  proof.  I  was  not  aware  of  this  ;  and  my  de- 
termination to  keep  my  present  proceedings  a  secret,  prevented 
me  from  asking  any  questions  which  might  have  procured  the 
necessary  information.  My  one  anxiety  was  the  anxiety  to 
get  back  to  Old  Welmingham.  I  made  the  best  excuses  I 
could  for  the  discomposure  in  my  face  and  manner,  which 
IMr.  Wansborough  had  already  noticed  ;  laid  the  necessary 
fee  on  his  table  ;  arranged  that  I  should  write  to  him  in  a  day 
or  two  ;  and  left  the  office  with  my  head  in  a  whirl,  and  my 
blood  throbbing  through  my  veins  at  fever  heat. 

It  was  just  getting  dark.  The  idea  occurred  to  me  that  I 
might  be  followed  again,  and  attacked  on  the  high  road. 

My  walking-stick  was  a  light  one,  of  little  or  no  use  for 
purposes  of  defence.  I  stopped,  before  lea\-ing  Knowlesbury, 
and  bought  a  stout  country  cudgel,  short,  and  heav}'  at  the 
liead.  With  this  homely  weapon,  if  any  one  man  tried  to 
stop  me,  I  was  a  match  for  him.  If  more  than  one  attacked 
me,  I  could  trust  to  my  heels.     In  my  school-days,  I  had  been 

459 


THE   WOMAN   IN   WHITE 

a  noted  runner — and  I  had  not  wanted  for  practice  since,  in 
the  later  time  of  my  experience  in  Central  America. 

I  started  from  the  town  at  a  brisk  pace,  and  kept  the 
middle  of  the  road. 

A  small  misty  rain  was  falling- ;  and  it  was  impossible,  for 
the  first  half  of  the  way,  to  make  sure  whether  I  was  followed 
or  not.  But  at  the  last  half  of  my  journey,  when  I  supposed 
myself  to  be  about  two  miles  from  the  church,  I  saw  a  man 
run  by  me  in  the  rain — and  then  heard  the  gate  of  a  field  by 
the  roadside,  shut  to  sharply.  I  kept  straight  on,  with  my 
cudgel  ready  in  my  hand,  my  ears  on  the  alert,  and  my  eyes 
straining  to  see  through  the  mist  and  the  darkness.  Before 
I  had  advanced  a  hundred  yards,  there  was  a  rustling  in  the 
hedge  on  my  right,  and  three  men  sprang  out  into  the  road. 

I  drew  aside  on  the  instant  to  the  footpath.  The  two 
foremost  men  were  carried  beyond  me,  before  they  could 
check  themselves.  The  third  was  as  quick  as  lightning.  He 
stopped — half  turned — and  struck  at  me  with  his  stick.  The 
blow  was  aimed  at  hazard,  and  was  not  a  severe  one.  It  fell 
on  my  left  shoulder.  I  returned  it  heavily  on  his  head.  He 
staggered  back,  and  jostled  his  two  companions,  just  as  they 
were  both  rushing  at  me.  This  circumstance  gave  me  a 
moment's  start.  I  slipped  by  them,  and  took  to  the  middle  of 
the  road  again,  at  the  top  of  my  speed. 

The  two  unhurt  men  pursued  me.  They  were  both  good 
runners  ;  the  road  was  smooth  and  level  ;  and,  for  the  first 
five  minutes  or  more,  I  was  conscious  that  I  did  not  gain  on 
them.  It  was  perilous  work  to  run  for  long  in  the  darkness. 
I  could  barely  see  the  dim  black  line  of  the  hedges  on  either 
side  ;  and  any  chance  obstacle  in  the  road  would  have  thrown 
me  down  to  a  certainty.  Ere  long,  I  felt  the  ground  chang- 
ing :  it  descended  from  the  level,  at  a  turn,  and  then  rose 
again  beyond.  Down-hill  the  men  rather  gained  on  me,  but 
up-hill  I  began  to  distance  them.  The  rapid,  regular  thump 
of  their  feet  grew  fainter  on  my  ear ;  and  I  calculated  by  the 
sound  that  I  was  far  enough  in  advance  to  take  to  the  fields, 
with  a  good  chance  of  their  passing  me  in  the  darkness. 
Diverging  to  the  footpath,  I  made  for  the  first  break  that  I 
could  guess  at,  rather  than  see,  in  the  hedge-  It  proved  to 
be  a  closed  gate.  I  vaulted  over,  and  finding  myself  in  a 
field,  kept  across  it  steadily,  with  my  back  to  the  road.  I 
heard  the  men  pass  the  gate,  still  running — then,  in  a  minute 
more,  heard  one  of  them  call  to  the  other  to  come  back.  It 
was  no  matter  what  they  did,  now  ;  I  was  out  of  their  sight 
and  out  of  their  hearing.     I  kept  straight  across  the  field, 

460 


THE   WOMAN    IN   WHITE 

and,  when  I  had  reached  the  further  extremity  of  it,  waited 
there  for  a  minute  to  recover  my  breath. 

It  was  impossible  to  venture  back  to  the  road  ;  but  I  was 
determined,  nevertheless,  to  get  to  Old  Welmingham  that 
evening-. 

Neither  moon  nor  stars  appeared  to  guide  me.  I  only 
knew  that  I  had  kept  the  wind  and  rain  at  my  back  on  leaving 
Knowlesbury — and  if  I  now  kept  them  at  my  back  still,  I 
might  at  least  be  certain  of  not  advancing  altogether  in  the 
wrong  direction. 

Proceeding  on  this  plan,  I  crossed  the  country — meeting 
with  no  worse  obstacles  than  hedges,  ditches,  and  thickets, 
which  every  now  and  then  obliged  me  to  alter  my  course  for 
a  little  while — until  I  found  myself  on  a  hill-side,  with  the 
ground  sloping  away  steeply  before  me.  I  descended  to  the 
bottom  of  the  hollow,  squeezed  my  way  through  a  hedge, 
and  got  out  into  a  lane.  Having  turned  to  the  right  on 
leaving  the  road,  I  now  turned  to  the  left,  on  the  chance  of 
regaining  the  line  from  which  I  had  wandered.  After  follow- 
ing the  muddy  windings  of  the  lane  for  ten  minutes  or  more, 
I  saw  a  cottage  with  a  light  in  one  of  the  windows.  The 
garden  gate  was  open  to  the  lane  ;  and  I  went  in  at  once  to 
inquire  my  way. 

Before  I  could  knock  at  the  door,  it  was  suddenly  opened, 
and  a  man  came  running  out  with  a  lighted  lantern  in  his 
hand.  He  stopped  and  held  it  up  at  the  sight  of  me.  We 
both  started  as  we  saw  each  other.  My  wanderings  had  led 
me  round  the  outskirts  of  the  village,  and  had  brought  me 
out  at  the  lower  end  of  it.  I  was  back  at  Old  Welmingham  ; 
and  the  man  with  the  lantern  was  no  other  than  my  acquaint- 
ance of  the  morning,  the  parish  clerk. 

His  manner  appeared  to  have  altered  strangely,  in  the 
interval  since  I  had  last  seen  him.  He  looked  suspicious 
and  confused  ;  his  ruddy  cheeks  were  deeply  flushed  ;  and  his 
first  words,  when  he  spoke,  were  quite  unintelligible  to  me. 

'  W^here  are  the  keys  ?  '  he  asked.  '  Have  you  taken 
them  ? ' 

'  W  hat  keys  ?  '  I  repeated.  *  I  have  this  moment  come 
from  Knowlesbury.      What  keys  do  you  mean  ?  ' 

'  The  keys  of  the  vestry.  Lord  save  us  and  help  us  ! 
what  shall  I  do  ?  The  keys  are  gone  !  Do  you  hear  ?  '  cried 
the  old  man,  shaking  the  lantern  at  me  in  his  agitation  ;  '  the 
keys  are  gone  ! ' 

*  How  ?     When  ?     Who  can  have  taken  them  ?  ' 

'  I  don't  know,'  said  the  clerk,  staring  about  him  wildly 

461 


THE  WOMAN    IN  WHITE 

in  the  darkness.  *  I've  only  just  gfot  back.  I  told  you  I 
had  a  long  day's  work  this  mornuig' — I  locked  the  door,  and 
shut  the  window  down — it's  open  now,  the  window's  open. 
Look  !  somebody  has  got  in  there,  and  taken  the  keys.' 

He  turned  to  the  casement  window  to  show  me  that  it 
was  wide  open.  The  door  of  the  lantern  came  loose  from  its 
fastening  as  he  swayed  it  round ;  and  the  wind  blew  the 
candle  out  instantly. 

'Get  another  light,'  I  said;  'and  let  us  both  go  to  th.e 
vestry  together.      Quick  !  quick  ! ' 

I  hurried  him  into  the  house.  The  treachery  that  I  had 
every  reason  to  expect,  the  treachery  that  might  deprive  me 
of  every  advantage  I  had  gained,  was,  at  that  moment, 
perhaps,  in  process  of  accomplishment.  My  impatience  to 
reach  the  church  was  so  great,  that  I  could  not  remain  inactive 
in  the  cottage  while  the  clerk  lit  the  lantern  again.  I  walked 
out,  down  the  garden  path,  into  the  lane. 

Before  I  had  advanced  ten  paces,  a  man  approached  me 
from  the  direction  leading  to  the  church.  He  spoke  respect- 
fully as  we  met.  I  could  not  see  his  face  ;  but,  judging  by 
his  voice  only,  he  was  a  perfect  stranger  to  me. 

*  I  beg  your  pardon,  Sir  Percival '  he  began. 

I  stopped  him  before  he  could  say  more. 

'  The  darkness  misleads  you, '  I  said.   '  1  am  not  Sir  Percival.  * 

The  man  drew  back  directly. 

'  I  thought  it  was  my  master,'  he  muttered,  in  a  confused, 
doubtful  way. 

'  You  expected  to  meet  your  master  here  ?  ' 

'  I  was  told  to  wait  in  the  lane.' 

With  that  answer,  he  retraced  his  steps.  I  looked  back 
at  the  cottage,  and  saw  the  clerk  coming  out,  with  the  lantern 
lighted  once  more.  I  took  the  old  man's  arm  to  help  him  on 
the  more  quickly.  We  hastened  along  the  lane,  and  passed 
the  person  who  had  accosted  me.  As  well  as  I  could  see  by 
the  light  of  the  lantern,  he  was  a  servant  out  of  livery. 

'  Who's  that  ?  '  whispered  the  clerk.  *  Does  he  know 
anything  about  the  keys  ?  ' 

'  We  won't  wait  to  ask  him,'  I  replied.  '  We  will  go  on 
to  the  vestry  first.' 

The  church  was  not  visible,  even  by  day-time,  until  the 
end  of  the  lane  was  reached.  As  we  mounted  the  rising 
ground  which  led  to  the  building  from  that  point,  one  of  the 
village  children — a  boy — came  close  up  to  us  attracted  by  the 
light  we  carried,  and  recognised  the  clerk. 

'  I  say,  measter,'  said  the  boy,  pulling  officiously  at  the 

462 


THE   WOMAN   IN   WHITE 

clerk's  coat,  '  there  be  summun  up  yander  in  the  church.  I 
heard  un  lock  the  door  on  hisself— I  heerd  un  strike  a  loight 
wi'  a  match. ' 

The  clerk  trembled,  and  leaned  against  me  heavily. 

'  Come  !  come  ! '  I  said,  encouragingly.  '  We  are  not  too 
late.  We  will  catch  the  man,  whoever  he  is.  Keep  the 
lantern,  and  follow  me  as  fast  as  you  can.' 

I  mounted  the  hill  rapidly.  The  dark  mass  of  the  church- 
tower  was  the  first  object  I  discerned  dimly  against  the  night 
sky.  As  I  turned  aside  to  get  round  to  the  vestry,  I  heard 
heavy  footsteps  close  to  me.  The  servant  had  ascended  to 
the  church  after  us.  '  I  don't  mean  any  harm,'  he  said,  when 
I  turned  round  on  him;  'I'm  only  looking  for  my  master.' 
The  tones  in  which  he  spoke  betrayed  unmistakable  fear.  I 
took  no  notice  of  him,  and  went  on. 

The  instant  I  turned  the  corner,  and  came  in  view  of  the 
vestry,  I  saw  the  lantern-skylight  on  the  roof  brilliantly  lit  up 
from  within.  It  shone  out  with  dazzling  brightness  against 
the  murky,  starless  sky. 

I  hurried  through  the  churchyard  to  the  door. 

As  I  got  near  there  w^as  a  strange  smell  stealing  out  on 
the  damp  night  air.  I  heard  a  snapping  noise  inside — I  saw 
the  light  above  grow  brighter  and  brighter — a  pane  of  the 
glass  cracked — I  ran  to  the  door,  and  put  my  hand  on  it. 
The  vestry  was  on  fire  ! 

Before  I  could  move,  before  I  could  draw  my  breath  after 
that  discovery,  I  was  horror-struck  by  a  heavy  thump  against 
the  door,  from  the  inside.  I  heard  the  key  worked  violently 
in  the  lock — I  heard  a  man's  voice,  behind  the  door,  raised  to 
a  dreadful  shrillness,  screaming  for  help. 

The  servant,  who  had  followed  me,  staggered  back 
shuddering,  and  dropped  to  his  knees.  '  Oh,  my  God  ! '  he 
said  ;   '  it's  Sir  Perclval !  ' 

As  the  words  passed  his  lips,  the  clerk  joined  us — and,  at 
the  same  moment,  there  was  another,  and  a  last,  grating 
turn  of  the  key  in  the  lock. 

'  The  Lord  have  mercy  on  his  soul !  '  said  the  old  man. 
*  He  is  doomed  and  dead.     He  has  hampered  the  lock.' 

I  rushed  to  the  door.  The  one  absorbing  purpose  that 
had  filled  all  my  thou- hts,  that  had  controlled  all  my  actions, 
for  weeks  and  weeks  past,  vanished  in  an  instant  from  my 
mind.  All  remembrance  of  the  heartless  injury  the  man's 
crimes  had  inflicted  ;  of  the  love,  the  innocence,  the  happiness 
he  had  pitilessly  laid  waste  ;  of  the  oath  I  had  sworn  in  my 
own  heart  to  summon  him  to  the  terrible  reckoning  that  he 

463 


THE  WOMAN    IN   WHITE 

deserved — passed  from  my  memory  like  a  dream.  I  remem- 
bered nothing-  but  the  horror  of  his  situation.  I  felt  nothing  but 
the  natural  human  impulse  to  save  him  from  a  frightful  death. 

'  Try  the  other  door  ! '  I  shouted.  '  Try  the  door  into  the 
church  !  The  lock's  hampered.  You're  a  dead  man  if  you 
waste  another  moment  on  it  !  ' 

There  had  been  no  renewed  cry  for  help,  vi^hen  the  key 
was  turned  for  the  last  time.  There  was  no  sound,  now,  of 
any  kind,  to  give  token  that  he  was  still  alive.  I  heard 
nothing  but  the  quickening  crackle  of  the  flames,  and  the 
sharp  snap  of  the  glass  in  the  skylight  above. 

I  looked  round  at  my  two  companions.  The  servant  had 
risen  to  his  feet :  he  had  taken  the  lantern,  and  was  holdings 
it  up  vacantly  at  the  door.  Terror  seemed  to  have  struck 
him  with  downright  idiocy — he  waited  at  my  heels,  he  fol- 
lowed me  about  v/hen  I  moved,  like  a  dog.  The  clerk  sat 
crouched  up  on  one  of  the  tombstones,  shivering,  and  moan- 
ing- to  himself.  The  one  moment  in  which  I  looked  at  them 
was  enough  to  show  me  that  they  were  both  helpless. 

Hardly  knowing  what  I  did,  acting  desperately  on  the 
first  impulse  that  occurred  to  me,  I  seized  the  servant  and 
pushed  him  against  the  vestry  wall.  '  Stoop  !  '  I  said,  '  and 
hold  by  the  stones.  I  am  going  to  climb  over  you  to  the  roof 
— I  am  going  to  break  the  skylight,  and  give  him  some  air  ! ' 

The  man  trembled  from  head  to  foot,  but  he  held  firm.  I 
got  on  his  back,  with  my  cudgel  in  my  mouth  ;  seized  the 
parapet  with  both  hands ;  and  was  instantly  on  the  roof.  In 
the  frantic  hurry  and  agitation  of  the  moment,  it  never  struck 
me  that  I  might  let  out  the  flame  instead  of  letting  in  the  air. 
I  struck  at  the  skylight,  and  battered  in  the  cracked,  loosened 
glass  at  a  blow.  The  fire  leaped  out  like  a  wild  beast  from 
its  lair.  If  the  wind  had  not  chanced,  in  the  position  I  occu- 
pied, to  set  it  away  from  me,  my  exertions  might  have  ended 
then  and  there.  I  crouched  on  the  roof  as  the  smoke  poured 
out  above  me,  with  the  flame.  The  gleams  and  flashes  of  the 
light  showed  me  the  servant's  face  staring  up  vacantly  under 
the  wall ;  the  clerk  risen  to  his  feet  on  the  tombstone,  wring- 
ing his  hands  in  despair;  and  the  scanty  population  of  the 
village,  haggard  men  and  terrified  women,  clustered  beyond 
in  the  churchyard — all  appearing  and  disappearing,  in  the  red 
of  the  dreadful  glare,  in  the  black  of  the  choking  smoke. 
And  the  man  beneath  my  feet! — the  man,  suff"ocating,  burn- 
ing, dying  so  near  us  all,  so  utterly  beyond  our  reach  ! 

The  thought  half  maddened  me.  I  lowered  myself  from 
the  roof,  by  my  hands,  and  dropped  to  the  ground. 

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THE   WOMAN   IN   WHITE 
mus7trv  it'fhnf  '^'  "^"'"'^  • '  ^  ^^^°"t^^  to  the  clerk.      <  We 

key'  alTd  'S  Testry tev'tV^'  'Th"  '  ""^  ^?°P^  ''  ^'^  ^^urch 
there!  Oh!  sir  he's  L^°"  '^'  same  ring-both  inside 
this  time  !  '  '  ^^^^  savmg--he's  dust  and  ashes  by 

am^S'/hT  m^.  thind^  me°"  ^l^""' '  ''^'  '^  ^^^^  ^-- 
They'll  save  the  church  '  ^'''  '  "^  '"-me  u.  the  town. 

an  hour  at  least  bcforo  f  h  A  •  ^  '''''"''^  ^^  ^'^  quarter  of 

horror  of  remaLh  ^i.a  \14  ^Jui^Mlm^"''  ''''''  ""  .  ^^^ 
could   face.      In   dffi{  S   of'  ,tv  '  ''^''^  "'^''^  t^^"  I 

mvself  Lhat  the  do  .med  nn.l  ?^\  ''  T^^'^"'  '  P^^'-suaded 
still  be  lying  s^nseles  on     he°fln '"'■'' -'^"^  '^^  ^'^^^''^  '^^^^^ 

irwe  broLVn  the  doo'"  n  igh'tTe' s^if  H.^^^  '?  'k^^'  ^.f 
strenMh    of  the    hpa,-„  i^„i    »,  ■■  "'^ '•i^':  l''m  ■'     1  knew  the 

nailed  oak-IkLw?hr,n'r  '^""'^^ '^^  thickness  of  the 
the  other  by  ordinary  means      Slff  °^  T"^'"^  "'''  °"^  ^"^ 

^■-  saw,  and  a  bit  of  rope?''  Yes^  y^s  '  ves  i  J  ""'^  ^"'' 
among  the  villagers,  wi'th  the  lanter'n  i^  ^m? 'hand""  •  pl've 
^t  'Tf^  a-J'ThVrrd?'  "^:"'  '^'^^  ■"=  '  Thty  s.  JtTd 
poverty-the  hunir^'fo,  Il^t/l^red  tS^in^'T^  f. 
™u  Tavir^  ?  "¥r 'of     '  ^™  ?'  >-  fo^e", anter 

The  J^  a'r  me^riind'the  beam  .""  tT"  ^"''  '"^  '""'^ ' 
shrill  starveling  voiees    hev  eheered      Jhey  cheered-with 

children  fled  ba°k  on  e  tl  er^ide  "we  r.^h'L^'^l!'  .f '"I  ""^ 
the  churchyard  nafh  tr.  ,ul  l    I  '"shed  m  a  bodvdown 

The  servant  was  still  at  mvheek-  h;V  .fv  u  ,  ,  church, 
stricken  face  ivas  close  mer  ,?v  J  i7  ^^'  ^^^P^^^^^,  panic 
the  cottage.     There  xi^e/n^r/     r^"^"',^' '^^  P"^'^^^  ^"to 

465  H  H 


THE   WOMAN    IN   WHITE 

our  arms  and  our  pickaxes  — a  beam  fast  at  each  end  in  the 
ruined  wall,  with  ceiling  and  flooring  all  ripped  away,  and  a 
great  gap  in  the  roof  above,  open  to  the  sky.     We  attacked 
the  beam  at  both  ends  at  once.     God !  how  it  held— how  the 
brick  and  mortar  of  the  wall  resisted  us !     We  struck,  and 
tugged,  and  tore.    The  beam  gave  at  one  end — it  came  down 
with  a  lump  of  brickwork  after  it.     There  was  a  scream  from 
the  women,   all   huddled  in  the  doorway  to  look  at  us— a 
shout   from   the   men — two   of    them    down,    but   not   hurt. 
Another  tug  all  together — and  the  beam  was  loose  at  both 
ends.    We  raised  it,  and  gave  the  word  to  clear  the  doorway. 
Now  for  the  work  !  now  for  the  rush  at  the  door  !      1  here  is 
the  fire  streaming  into  the  sky,  streaming  brighter  than  ever 
to   light   us  !     Steady,    along   the   churchyard   path—  steady 
with  the  beam,  for  a  rush  at  the  door.     One,  two,  three— and 
off.     Out  rings  the  cheering  again,  irrepressibly.     We  have 
shaken  it  already ;  the  hinges  must  give,  if  the  lock  won't. 
Another  run  with  the  beam  !     One,  two,  three— and  off.     It's 
loose  !  the  stealthy  fire  darts  at  us  through  the  crevice  all 
round  it.     Another,  and  a  last  rush  !     The  door  falls  in  with 
a  crash.    A  great  hush  of  av/e,  a  stillness  of  breathless  expec- 
tation, possesses  every  living  soul  of  us.     We  look  for  the 
body.     The  scorching  heat  on  our  faces  drives  us  back  :  we 
see  Clothing- above,   below,   all  through  the  room,   we  see 
nothing  but  a  sheet  of  living  fire. 

'  Where  is  he  ? '  whispered  the  servant,  staring  vacantly  at 
the  flames. 

'  He's  dust  and  ashes,'  said  the  clerk.  '  And  the  books  are 
dust  and  ashes— and  oh,  sirs  !  the  church  will  be  dust  and 
ashes  soon.' 

Those  were  the  only  two  Avho  spoke.  When  they  were 
silent  again,  nothing  stirred  in  the  stillness  but  the  bubble  and 
the  crackle  of  the  flames. 

Hark  ! 

A  harsh  rattling  sound  in  the  distance — then,  the  hollow 
beat  of  horses'  hoofs  at  full  gallop— then,  the  low  roar,  the 
all-predominant  tumult  of  hundreds  of  human  voices  clamour- 
ing and  shouting  together.     The  engine  at  last  ! 

The  people  "about  me  all  turned  from  the  fire,  and  ran 
eagerly  to  the  brow  of  the  hill.  The  old  clerk  tried  to  go  with 
the  rest ;  but  his  strength  was  exhausted.  I  saw  him  holding 
by  one  of  the  tombstones.  '  Save  the  church  ! '  he  cried  out, 
faintly,  as  if  the  firemen  could  hear  him  already.  '  Save  the 
church ! ' 

466 


THE   WOMAN   IN  WHITE 

The  only  man  who  never  moved  was  the  servant.  There 
he  stood,  his  eyes  still  fastened  on  the  flames  in  a  changeless, 
vacant  stare.  I  spoke  to  him,  I  shook  him  by  the  arm.  He 
was  past  rousing.  He  only  whispered  once  more,  '  Where  is 
he  ?  ' 

In  ten  minutes,  the  engine  was  in  position  ;  the  well  at 
the  back  of  the  church  was  feeding  it  ;  and  the  hose  was 
carried  to  the  doorway  of  the  vestry.  If  help  had  been  wanted 
from  me,  I  could  not  have  afforded  it  now.  My  energy  of  will 
was  gone — my  strength  was  exhausted — the  turmoil  of  my 
thoughts  was  fearfully  and  suddenly  stilled,  now  I  knew  that 
he  was  dead.  I  stood  useless  and  helpless — looking,  looking, 
looking  into  the  burning  room. 

I  saw  the  fire  slowly  conquered.  The  brightness  of  the 
glare  faded — the  steam  rose  in  white  clouds,  and  the  smoulder- 
ing heaps  of  embers  showed  red  and  black  through  it  on  the 
floor.  There  was  a  pause — then,  an  advance  altogether  of  the 
firemen  and  the  police,  which  blocked  up  the  doorway — then  a 
consultation  in  low  voices — and  then,  two  men  were  detached 
from  the  rest,  and  sent  out  of  the  churchyard  through  the 
crowd.  The  crowd  drew  back  on.  either  side,  in  dead  silence, 
to  let  them  pass. 

After  a  while,  a  great  shudder  ran  through  the  people  ;  and 
the  living  lane  widened  slowly.  The  men  came  back  along  it, 
with  a  door  from  one  of  the  empty  houses.  They  carried  it 
to  the  vestry,  and  went  in.  The  police  closed  again  round  the 
doorwa}-  ;  and  men  stole  out  from  among  the  crowd  by  twos 
and  threes,  and  stood  behind  them,  to  be  the  first  to  see. 
Others  waited  near,  to  be  the  first  to  hear.  Women  and 
children  were  among  these  last. 

The  tidings  from  the  vestry  began  to  flow  out  among  the 
crowd — they  dropped  slowly  from  mouth  to  mouth,  till  they 
reached  the  place  where  I  was  standing.  I  heard  the  ques- 
tions and  answers  repeated  again  and  again,  in  low,  eager 
tones,  all  round  me. 

'  Have  they  found  him  ?  '  '  Yes.' — '  Where  ?  '  '  Against 
the  door;  on  his  face.' — 'Which  door?'  'The  door  that 
goes  into  the  church.  His  head  v/as  against  it  ;  he  was  down 
on  his  face.' — '  Is  his  face  burnt  ?  '  '  No.'  '  Yes,  it  is.'  '  No  ; 
scorched,  not  burnt ;  he  lay  on  his  face,  I  tell  you.' — 'Who 
was  he  ?  A  lord,  they  say. '  '  No,  not  a  lord.  Sir  Some- 
thing ;  Sir  means  Knight.'  'And  Baronight,  too.'  'No.' 
'  Yes,  it  does.' — '  What  did  he  want  in  there  ?  '  *  No  good, 
you  may  depend  on  it.' — '  Did  he  do  it  on  purpose  ?  ' — '  Burn 
himself  on  purpose!' — 'I  don't  mean  himself;  I  mean  the 

467  H  H  2 


THE   WOMAN    IN   WHITE 

vestry.'— '  Is  he  dreadful  to  look  at?'  *  Dreadful. '—' Not 
about  the  face,  though  ?  '  '  No,  no  ;  not  so  much  about  the 
face.' — '  Don't  anybody  know  him  ?  '  '  There's  a  man  says  he 
does.' — 'Who?'  'A  servant,  they  say.  But  he's  struck 
stupid-like,  and  the  police  don't  believe  him.' — '  Don't  any- 
body else  know  who  it  is  ?  '      '  Hush — !  ' 

The  loud,  clear  voice  of  a  man  in  authority  silenced  the  low 
hum  of  talking  all  round  me,  in  an  instant. 

'  Where  is  the  gentleman  who  tried  to  save  him  ?  '  said 
the  voice. 

'  Here,  sir — here  he  is  ! '  Dozens  of  eager  faces  pressed 
about  me — dozens  of  eager  arms  parted  the  crowd.  The 
man  in  authority  came  up  to  me  with  a  lantern  in  his  hand. 

'This  way,  sir,  if  you  please,'  he  said,  quietly. 

I  was  unable  to  speak  to  him  ;  I  was  unable  to  resist  him, 
when  he  took  my  arm.  I  tried  to  say  that  I  had  never  seen 
the  dead  man,  in  his  lifetime — that  there  was  no  hope  of 
identifying  him  by  means  of  a  stranger  like  me.  But  the 
words  failed  on  my  lips.      I  was  faint  and  silent  and  helpless. 

'  Do  you  know  him,  sir  ?  ' 

I  w'as  standing  inside  a  circle  of  men.  Three  of  them, 
opposite  to  me,  were  holding  lanterns  low  down  to  the  ground. 
Their  eyes,  and  the  eyes  of  all  the  rest,  were  fixed  silently 
and  expectantly  on  my  face.  I  knew^  what  was  at  my  feet — 
I  knew  why  they  were  holding  the  lanterns  so  low  to  the 
ground. 

'  Can  you  identify  him,  sir  ?  ' 

My  eyes  dropped  slowly.  At  first,  I  saw  nothing  under 
them  but  a  coarse  canvas  cloth.  The  dripping  of  the  rain  on 
it  was  audible  in  the  dreadful  silence.  I  looked  up,  along  the 
cloth  ;  and  there  at  the  end,  stark  and  grim  and  black,  in  the 
yellow  light — there,  was  his  dead  face. 

So,  for  the  first  and  last  time,  I  saw  him.  So  the  Visita- 
tion of  God  ruled  it  that  he  and  I  should  meet. 

XI. 

The  Inquest  was  hurried  for  certain  local  reasons  which 
weighed  with  the  coroner  and  the  town  authorities.  It  was 
held  on  the  afternoon  of  the  next  day.  I  was,  necessarily, 
one  among  the  witnesses  summoned  to  assist  the  objects  of 
the  investigation. 

My  first  proceeding,  in  the  morning,  was  to  go  to  the  post- 
office,  and  inquire  for  the  letter  which  I  expected  from  INIarian. 
No  change  of  circumstances,  however  extraordinary,  could 

468 


THE   WOMAN    IN   WHITE 

affect  the  one  great  anxiety  which  weighed  on  my  mind  while 
I  was  away  from  London.  The  morning's  letter,  which  was 
the  only  assurance  I  could  receive  that  no  misfortune  had 
happened  in  my  absence,  was  still  the  absorbing  interest  with 
which  my  day  began. 

To  my  relief,  the  letter  from  Marian  was  at  the  oftice 
waiting  for  me. 

Nothing  had  happened — they  were  both  as  safe  and  as  well 
as  when  I  had  left  them.  Laura  sent  her  love,  and  begged 
that  I  would  let  her  know  of  my  return  a  day  beforehand. 
Her  sister  added,  in  explanation  of  this  message,  that  she  had 
saved  '  nearly  a  sovereign '  out  of  her  own  private  purse,  and 
that  she  had  claimed  the  privilege  of  ordering  the  dinner  and 
giving  the  dinner  which  was  to  celebrate  the  day  of  my  return. 
I  read  these  little  domestic  confidences,  in  the  bright  morning, 
with  the  terrible  recollection  of  what  had  happened  the  even- 
ing before,  vivid  in  my  memory.  The  necessity  of  sparing 
Laura  any  sudden  knowledge  of  the  truth  was  the  first  con- 
sideration which  the  letter  suggested  to  me.  I  wrote  at  once 
to  Marian,  to  tell  her  what  I  have  told  in  these  pages  ;  pre- 
senting the  tidings  as  gradually  and  gently  as  I  could,  and 
warning  her  not  to  let  any  such  thiiig  as  a.  newspaper  fall  in 
Laura's  way  while  I  was  absent.  In  the  case  of  any  other 
woman,  less  courageous  and  less  reliable,  I  might  have  hesi- 
tated before  I  ventured  on  unreservedly  disclosing  the  whole 
truth.  But  I  owed  it  to  Marian  to  be  faithful  to  my  past 
experience  of  her,  and  to  trust  her  as  I  trusted  myself 

My  letter  was  necessarily  a  long  one.  It  occupied  me 
until  the  time  came  for  proceeding  to  the  Inquest. 

The  objects  of  the  legal  inquiry  were  necessarily  beset  by 
peculiar  complications  and  difficulties.  Besides  the  investi- 
gation into  the  manner  in  which  the  deceased  had  met  his 
death,  there  were  serious  questions  to  be  settled  relating  to 
the  cause  of  the  fire,  to  the  abstraction  of  the  keys,  and  to 
the  presence  of  a  stranger  in  the  vestry  at  the  time  when  the 
flames  broke  out.  Even  the  identification  of  the  dead  man 
had  not  yet  been  accomplished.  The  helpless  condition  of  the 
servant  had  made  the  police  distrustful  of  his  asserted  recog- 
nition of  his  master.  They  had  sent  to  Knowlesbury  over- 
night to  secure  the  attendance  of  witnesses  who  were  well 
acquainted  with  the  personal  appearance  of  Sir  Percival  Glyde, 
and  they  had  communicated,  the  first  thing  in  the  morning,  with 
Blackwater  Park.  These  precautions  enabled  the  coroner 
and  jury  to  settle  the  question  of  identity,  and  to  confirm  the 
correctness  of  the  servant's  assertion  ;  the  evidence  offered 

469 


THE   WOMAN    IN   WHITE 

by  competent  witnesses,  and  by  the  discovery  of  certain  facts, 
being-  subsequently  strengthened  by  an  examination  of  the 
dead  man's  watch.  The  crest  and  the  name  of  Sir  Percival 
Glyde  were  engraved  inside  it. 

The  next  inquiries  related  to  the  fire. 

The  servant  and  I,  and  the  boy  who  had  heard  the  light 
struck  in  the  vestry,  were  the  first  witnesses  called.  The  boy 
gave  his  evidence  clearly  enough  ;  but  the  servant's  mind  had 
not  yet  recovered  the  shock  inflicted  on  it — he  was  plainly 
incapable  of  assisting  the  objects  of  the  inquiry,  and  he  was 
desired  to  stand  down. 

To  my  own  relief,  niy  examination  was  not  a  long  one.  I 
had  not  known  the  deceased  ;  I  had  never  seen  him  ;  I  was 
not  aware  of  his  presence  at  Old  Welmingham  ;  and  I  had 
not  been  in  the  vestry  at  the  finding  of  the  body.  All  I  could 
prove  was  that  I  had  stopped  at  the  clerk's  cottage  to  ask  my 
way  ;  that  I  had  heard  from  him  of  the  loss  of  the  keys  ;  that 
I  had  accompanied  him  to  the  church  to  render  what  help  I 
could  ;  that  I  had  seen  the  fire  ;  that  I  had  heard  some  person 
unknown,  inside  the  vestry,  trying  vainly  to  unlock  the  door  ; 
and  that  I  had  done  what  I  could,  from  motives  of  humanity, 
to  save  the  man.  Other  witnesses,  who  had  been  acquainted 
with  the  deceased,  were  asked  if  they  could  explain  the 
mystery  of  his  presumed  abstraction  of  the  keys,  and  his 
presence  in  the  burning  room.  But  the  coroner  seemed  to 
take  it  for  granted,  naturally  enough,  that  I,  as  a  total  stranger 
in  the  neighbourhood,  and  a  total  stranger  to  Sir  Percival 
Glyde,  could  not  be  in  a  position  to  off"er  any  evidence  on 
these  two  points. 

The  course  that  I  was  myself  bound  to  take,  when  my 
formal  examination  had  closed,  seemed  clear  to  me.  I  did 
not  feel  called  on  to  volunteer  any  statement  of  my  own 
private  convictions  ;  in  the  first  place,  because  my  doing  so 
could  serve  no  practical  purpose,  now  that  all  proof  in  sup- 
port of  any  surmises  of  mine  was  burnt  with  the  burnt  regis- 
ter ;  in  the  second  place,  because  I  could  not  have  intelligibly 
stated  my  opinion — my  unsupported  opinion — without  dis- 
closing the  whole  story  of  the  conspiracy,  and  producing, 
beyond  a  doubt,  the  same  unsatisfactory  eff"ect  on  the  mind 
of  the  coroner  and  the  jury  which  I  had  already  produced  on 
the  mind  of  Mr.  Kyrle. 

In  these  pages,  however,  and  after  the  time  that  has  now 
elapsed,  no  such  cautions  and  restraints  as  are  here  described, 
need  fetter  the  free  expression  of  my  opinion.  I  will  state 
briefly,  before  my  pen  occupies  itself  with  other  events,  how 

470 


THE   WOMAN    IN   WHITE 

my  own  convictions  lead  me  to  account  for  the  abstraction  of 
the  keys,  for  the  outbreak  of  the  fire,  and  for  the  death  of  the 
man. 

The  news  of  my  being  free  on  bail  drove  Sir  Percival,  as 
I  believe,  to  his  last  resources.  The  attempted  attack  on  the 
road  was  one  of  those  resources  ;  and  the  suppression  of  all 
practical  proof  of  his  crime,  by  destroying  the  page  of  the 
register  on  which  the  forgery  had  been  committed,  v.-as  the 
other,  and  the  surest  of  the  two.  If  I  could  produce  no  ex- 
tract from  the  original  book,  to  compare  v.-ith  the  certified 
copy  at  Knowlesbury,  I  could  produce  no  positive  evidence, 
and  could  threaten  him  with  no  fatal  exposure.  All  that  was 
necessary  to  the  attainment  of  his  end  was,  that  he  should 
get  into  the  vestry  unperceived,  that  he  should  tear  out  the 
page  in  the  register,  and  that  he  should  leave  the  vestry  again 
as  privately  as  he  had  entered  it. 

On  this  supposition,  it  is  easy  to  understand  why  he  v.'aited 
until  nightfall  before  he  made  the  attempt,  and  why  he  took 
advantage  of  the  clerk's  absence  to  possess  himself  of  the 
keys.  Necessity  would  oblige  him  to  strike  a  light  to  find 
his  Vi'ay  to  the  right  register  ;  and  common  caution  would 
suggest  his  locking  the  door  on  the  inside  in  case  of  intrusion 
on  the  part  of  any  inquisitive  stranger,  or  on  my  part,  if  I 
happened  to  be  in  the  neighbourhood  at  the  time. 

I  cannot  believe  that  ic  V\'as  any  part  of  his  intention  to 
make  the  destruction  of  the  register  appear  to  be  the  result 
of  accident,  by  purposely  setting  the  vestry  on  fire.  The  bare 
chance  that  prompt  assistance  might  arrive,  and  that  the 
books  might,  by  the  remotest  possibility,  be  saved,  would 
have  been  enough,  on  a  moment's  consideration,  to  dismiss 
any  idea  of  this  sort  from  his  mind.  Remembering  the 
quantity  of  combustible  objects  in  the  vestry — the  straw, 
the  papers,  the  packing-cases,  the  dry  wood,  the  old  worm- 
eaten  presses — all  the  probabilities,  in  my  estimation,  point  to 
the  fire  as  the  result  of  an  accident  with  his  matches  or  his 
light. 

His  first  impulse,  under  these  circumstances,  v\-as  doubt- 
less to  try  to  extinguish  the  flames — and,  failing  in  that,  his 
second  impulse  (ignorant  as  he  was  of  the  state  of  the  lock) 
had  been  to  attempt  to  escape  by  the  door  which  had  given 
him  entrance.  When  I  had  called  to  him,  the  flames  must 
have  reached  across  the  door  leading  into  the  church,  on 
either  side  of  which  the  presses  extended,  and  close  to  which 
the  other  combustible  objects  were  placed.  In  all  probability, 
the  smoke  and  flame  (confined  as  they  were  to  the  room)  had 

471 


THE   WOMAN    IN   WHITE 

been  too  much  for  him,  when  he  tried  to  escape  by  the  inner 
door.  He  must  have  dropped  in  his  death-swoon — he  must 
have  sunk  in  the  place  where  he  was  found — just  as  I  got  on 
the  roof  to  break  the  skyHght-window.  Even  if  we  had  been 
able,  afterwards,  to  get  into  the  church,  and  to  burst  open 
the  door  from  that  side,  the  delay  must  have  been  fatal.  He 
would  have  been  past  saving,  long  past  saving,  by  that  time. 
We  should  only  have  given  the  flames  free  ingress  into  the 
church  :  the  church,  which  was  now  preserved,  but  which,  in 
that  event,  would  have  shared  the  fate  of  the  vestry.  There 
is  no  doubt  in  my  mind — there  can  be  no  doubt  in  the  mind 
of  any  one — that  he  was  a  dead  man  before  ever  we  got  to 
the  empty  cottage,  and  worked  with  might  and  main  to  tear 
down  the  beam. 

This  is  the  nearest  approach  that  any  theory  of  mine  can 
make  towards  accounting  for  a  result  which  was  visible  matter 
of  fact.  As  I  have  described  them,  so  events  passed  to  us 
outside.     As  I  have  related  it,  so  his  body  was  found. 

The  Inquest  was  adjourned  over  one  day  ;  no  explanation 
that  the  eye  of  the  law  could  recognise  having  been  dis- 
covered, thus  far,  to  account  for  the  mysterious  circumstances 
of  the  case. 

It  was  arranged  that  more  witnesses  should  be  summoned, 
and  that  the  London  solicitor  of  the  deceased  should  be  in- 
vited to  attend.  A  medical  man  was  also  charged  with  the 
duty  of  reporting  on  the  mental  condition  of  the  servant, 
which  appeared  at  present  to  debar  him  from  giving  any  evi- 
dence of  the  least  importance.  He  could  only  declare,  in  a 
dazed  way,  that  he  had  been  ordered,  on  the  night  of  the  fire, 
to  wait  in  the  lane,  and  that  he  knew  nothing  else,  except  that 
the  deceased  was  certainly  his  master. 

My  own  impression  was,  that  he  had  been  first  used  (with- 
out any  guilty  knowledge  on  his  own  part)  to  ascertain  the 
fact  of  the  clerk's  absence  from  home  on  the  previous  day  ; 
and  that  he  had  been  afterwards  ordered  to  wait  near  the 
church  (but  out  of  sight  of  the  vestry)  to  assist  his  master, 
in  the  event  of  my  escaping  the  attack  on  the  road,  and  of  a 
collision  occurring  between  Sir  Percival  and  myself.  It  is 
necessary  to  add,  that  the  man's  own  testimony  was  never 
obtained  to  confirm  this  view.  The  medical  report  of  him 
declared  that  what  little  mental  faculty  he  possessed  was 
seriously  shaken  ;  nothing  satisfactory  was  extracted  from 
him  at  the  adjourned  Inquest  ;  and,  for  aught  I  know  to  the 
contrary,  he  may  never  have  recovered  to  this  day. 

472 


THE   WOMAN    IN   WHITE 

I  returned  to  the  hotel  at  Welmhig-ham,  so  jaded  in  body 
and  mind,  so  weakened  and  depressed  by  all  that  I  had  gone 
through,  as  to  be  quite  unfit  to  endure  the  local  gossip  about 
the  Inquest,  and  to  answer  the  trivial  questions  that  the 
talkers  addressed  to  me  in  the  coffee-room.  I  withdrew  from 
my  scanty  dinner  to  my  cheap  garret-chamber,  to  secure 
myself  a  little  quiet,  and  to  think,  undisturbed,  of  Laura  and 
Marian. 

If  I  had  been  a  richer  man,  I  would  have  gone  back  to 
London,  and  would  have  comforted  myself  with  a  sight  of  the 
two  dear  faces  again,  that  night.  But,  I  was  bound  to 
appear,  if  called  on,  at  the  adjourned  Inquest,  and  doubly 
bound  to  answer  my  bail  before  the  magistrate  at  Knowles- 
bury.  Our  slender  resources  had  suffered  already  ;  and  the 
doubtful  future — more  doubtful  than  ever  now — made  me 
dread  decreasing  our  means  unnecessarily,  by  allowing  myself 
an  indulgence,  even  at  the  small  cost  of  a  double  railway 
journey,  in  the  carriages  of  the  second  class. 

The  next  day— the  day  immediately  following  the  Inquest 
— was  left  at  my  own  disposal.  I  began  the  morning  by 
again  applying  at  the  post-office  for  my  regular  report  from 
Marian.  It  was  waiting  for  me,  as  -before,  and  it  was  written, 
throughout,  in  good  spirits.  I  read  the  letter  thankfully  ; 
and  then  set  forth,  with  my  mind  at  ease  for  the  day,  to  go  to 
Old  Welmingham,  and  to  view  the  scene  of  the  fire  by  the 
morning  light. 

What  changes  met  me  when  I  got  there  ! 

Through  all  the  ways  of  our  unintelligible  world,  the 
trivial  and  the  terrible  walk  hand  in  hand  together.  The 
irony  of  circumstances  holds  no  mortal  catastrophe  in  respect. 
When  I  reached  the  church,  the  trampled  condition  of  the 
burial-ground  was  the  only  serious  trace  left  to  tell  of  the  fire 
and  the  death.  A  rough  hoarding  of  boards  had  been 
knocked  up  before  the  vestry  doorway.  Rude  caricatures 
were  scrawled  on  it  already ;  and  the  village  children  were 
fighting  and  shouting  for  the  possession  of  the  best  peep-hole 
to  see  through.  On  the  spot  where  I  had  heard  the  cry  for 
help  from  the  burning  room,  on  the  spot  where  the  panic- 
stricken  servant  had  dropped  on  his  knees,  a  fussy  flock  of 
poultry  was  now  scrambling  for  the  first  choice  of  worms 
after  the  rain — and  on  the  ground  at  my  feet,  where  the  door 
and  its  dreadful  burden  had  been  laid,  a  workman's  dinner 
was  waiting  for  him,  tied  up  in  a  yellow  basin,  and  his  faithful 
cur  in  charge  was  yelping  at  me  for  coming-  near  the  food. 
The  old  clerk,  looking  idly  at  the  slow  commencement  of  the 

473 


THE   WOMAN    IN   WHITE 

repairs,  had  only  one  interest  that  he  could  talk  about,  now — 
the  interest  of  escaping-  all  blame,  for  his  own  part,  on  account 
of  the  accident  that  had  happened.  One  of  the  village  women, 
whose  white  wild  face  I  remembered,  the  picture  of  terror, 
when  we  pulled  down  the  beam,  was  gig'gling'  with  another 
woman,  the  picture  of  inanity,  over  an  old  washing--tub. 
There  is  nothing-  serious  in  mortality  !  Solomon  in  all  his 
g'lory,  was  Solomon  with  the  elements  of  the  contemptible 
lurking  in  every  fold  of  his  robes  and  in  every  corner  of  his 
palace. 

As  I  left  the  place,  my  thoughts  turned,  not  for  the  first 
time,  to  the  complete  overthrow  that  all  present  hope  of 
establishing  Laura's  identity  had  now  suffered,  through  Sir 
Percival's  death.  He  was  gone — and,  with  him,  the  chance 
was  gone  which  had  been  the  one  object  of  all  my  labours 
and  all  my  hopes. 

Could  I  look  at  my  failure  from  no  truer  point  of  vievv' 
than  this  ? 

Suppose  he  had  lived — would  that  change  of  circumstance 
have  altered  the  result  ?  Could  I  have  made  my  discovery 
a  marketable  commodity,  even  for  Laura's  sake,  after  I  had 
found  out  that  robbery  of  the  rights  of  others  was  the 
essence  of  Sir  Percival's  crime  ?  Could  I  have  offered  the 
price  of  my  silence  for  his  confession  of  the  conspiracy,  when 
the  effect  of  that  silence  must  have  been  to  keep  the  right 
heir  from  the  estates,  and  the  right  owner  from  the  name  ? 
Impossible  !  If  Sir  Percival  had  lived,  the  discovery,  from 
which  (in  my  ignorance  of  the  true  nature  of  the  Secret)  I  had 
hoped  so  much,  could  not  have  been  mine  to  suppress,  or  to 
make  public,  as  I  thought  best,  for  the  vindication  of  Laura's 
rights.  In  common  honesty  and  common  honour  I  must  have 
gone  at  once  to  the  stranger  whose  birthright  had  been 
usurped — I  must  have  renounced  the  victory  at  the  moment 
when  it  was  mine,  by  placing  my  discovery  unreservedly  in 
that  stranger's  hands — and  I  must  have  faced  afresh  all  the 
difficulties  which  stood  between  me  and  the  one  object  of  my 
life,  exactly  as  I  was  resolved,  in  my  heart  of  hearts,  to  face 
them  now  ! 

I  returned  to  Welmingham  with  my  mind  composed ; 
feeling  more  sure  of  myself  and  my  resolution  than  I  had  felt 
yet. 

On  my  way  to  the  hotel,  I  passed  the  end  of  the  square  in 
v.'hich  Mrs.  Catherick  lived.  Should  I  go  back  to  the  house, 
and  make  another  attempt  to  see  her?  No.  That  news  of 
Sir    Percival's    death,    which   was   the   last   news    she    ever 

474 


TiiE   WOMAN    IN   WHITE 

expected  to  hear,  must  have  reached  her,  hours  since.  All 
the  proceedings  at  the  Inquest  had  been  reported  in  the  local 
paper  that  morning  :  there  was  nothing  I  could  tell  her  which 
she  did  not  know  already.  My  interest  in  making  her  speak 
had  slackened.  I  remembered  the  furtive  hatred  in  her  face, 
when  she  said,  '  There  is  no  news  of  Sir  Percival  that  I  don't 
expect — except  the  news  of  his  death.'  I  remembered  the 
stealthy  interest  in  her  eyes  when  they  settled  on  me  at 
parting,  after  she  had  spoken  those  words.  Some  instinct, 
deep  in  my  heart,  which  I  felt  to  be  a  true  one,  made  the 
prospect  of  again  entering  her  presence  repulsive  to  me — I 
turned  avv^ay  from  the  square,  and  went  straight  back  to  the 
hotel. 

Some  hours  later,  while  I  was  resting  in  the  coffee-room, 
a  letter  was  placed  in  my  hands  by  the  waiter.  It  was 
addressed  to  m.e,  b}^  name  ;  and  I  found  on  inquiry,  that  it 
had  been  left  at  the  bar  by  a  woman,  just  as  it  was  near  dusk, 
and  just  before  the  gas  was  lighted.  She  had  said  nothing  ; 
and  she  had  gone  away  again  before  there  was  time  to  speak 
to  her,  or  even  to  notice  v.-ho  she  was. 

I  opened  the  letter.  It  was  neither  dated,  nor  signed  ; 
and  the  handwriting  was  palpably  disguised.  Before  I  had 
read  the  first  sentence,  however,  I  knew  who  my  corre- 
spondent was.     Mrs.  Catherick. 

The  letter  ran  as  follows — I  copy  it  exactly,  word  for 
word  : 

The  Story  contiijued  by  Mrs.  Catherick. 

Sir, 

You  have  not  come  back,  as  you  said  you  would.  No 
matter  ;  I  knov>f  the  news,  and  I  write  to  tell  you  so.  Did 
you  s>ee  anything  particular  in  my  face  when  you  left  me  ? 
I  was  wondering,  in  my  own  mind,  whether  the  day  of  his 
downfall  had  come  at  last,  and  v.-hether  you  were  the  chosen 
instrument  for  working  it.  You  were — and  you  have 
worked  it. 

You  were  weak  enough,  as  I  have  heard,  to  try  and  save 
his  life.  If  you  had  succeeded,  I  should  have  looked  upon 
you  as  my  enemy.  Now  you  have  failed,  I  hold  you  as  my 
friend.  Your  inquiries  frightened  him  into  the  vestry  by 
night  ;  your  inquiries,  without  your  privity  and  against  your 
will,  have  served  the  hatred  and  wreaked  the  vengeance  of 
three-and-twenty  years.     Thank  you,  sir,  in  spite  of  yourself. 

I  owe   something  to  the  man  who  has  done  this.     How 

475 


THE   WOMAN    IN   Vv^HITE 

can  I  pay  my  debt  ?  If  I  was  a  young  woman  still,  I  might 
say,  '  Come  !  put  your  arm  round  my  waist,  and  kiss  me,  if 
you  like.'  I  should  have  been  fond  enough  of  you,  even  to 
go  that  length  ;  and  you  would  have  accepted  my  invitation — 
you  would,  sir,  twenty  years  ago  !  But  I  am  an  old  woman, 
now.  Well  !  I  can  satisfy  your  curiosity,  and  pay  my  debt 
in  that  way.  You  had  a  great  curiosity  to  know  certain 
private  affairs  of  mine,  when  you  came  to  see  me — private 
affairs  which  all  your  sharpness  could  not  look  into  with- 
out my  help — private  affairs  which  you  have  not  discovered, 
even  now.  You  shall  discover  them  ;  your  curiosity  shall  be 
satisfied.  I  will  take  any  trouble  to  please  you,  my  estimable 
young  friend  ! 

You  were  a  little  boy,  I  suppose,  in  the  year  twenty- 
seven  ?  I  was  a  handsome  young  woman,  at  that  time, 
living  at  Old  Welmingham.  I  had  a  contemptible  fool  for  a 
husband.  I  had  also  the  honour  of  being  acquainted  (never 
mind  hov>^)  with  a  certain  gentleman  (never  mind  whom).  I 
shall  not  call  him  by  his  name.  Why  should  I  ?  It  was  not 
his  own.  He  never  had  a  name  :  you  know  that,  by  this 
time,  as  w^ell  as  I  do. 

It  W'ill  be  more  to  the  purpose  to  tell  you  how  he  worked 
himself  into  my  good  graces.  I  was  born  with  the  tastes  of 
a  lady  ;  and  he  gratified  them.  In  other  words,  he  admired 
me,  and  he  made  me  presents.  No  woman  can  resist 
admiration  and  presents — especially  presents,  provided  they 
happen  to  be  just  the  things  she  wants.  He  was  sharp 
enough  to  know  that — most  men  are.  Naturally,  he  wanted 
something  in  return — all  men  do.  And  what  do  you  think 
was  the  something?  The  merest  trifle.  Nothing  but  the 
key  of  the  vestry,  and  the  key  of  the  press  inside  it,  when  my 
husband's  back  was  turned.  Of  course  he  lied  when  I  asked 
him  why  he  wished  me  to  get  him  the  keys,  in  that  private 
way.  He  might  have  saved  himself  the  trouble — I  didn't 
believe  him.  But  I  liked  my  presents,  and  I  wanted  more. 
So  I  got  him  the  keys,  without  my  husband's  knowledge ; 
and  I  watched  him,  without  his  own  knowledge.  Once, 
twice,  four  times,  I  watched  him — and  the  fourth  time  I 
found  him  out. 

I  was  never  over-scrupulous  where  other  people's  affairs 
were  concerned  ;  and  I  was  not  over-scrupulous  about  his 
adding  one  to  the  marriages  in  the  register,  on  his  own 
account. 

Of  course,  I  knew  it  was  wrong  ;  but  it  did  no  harm  to 
me — which  was  one  good  reason  for  not  making  a  fuss  about 

476 


THE  WOMAN   IN   WHITE 

it.  And  I  had  not  g"ot  a  gold  watch  and  chain — which  was 
another,  still  better.  And  he  had  promised  me  one  from 
London,  only  the  day  before — which  was  a  third,  best  of  all. 
If  I  had  known  what  the  law  considered  the  crime  to  be,  and 
how  the  law  punished  it,  I  should  have  taken  proper  care  of 
myself,  and  have  exposed  him  then  and  there.  But  I  knew 
nothing- — and  I  longed  for  the  gold  watch.  All  the  conditions 
I  insisted  on  were  that  he  should  take  me  into  his  confidence 
and  tell  me  everything.  I  was  as  curious  about  his  afi"airs 
then,  as  you  are  about  mine  now.  He  granted  my  conditions 
— why,  you  will  see  presently. 

This,  put  in  short,  is  what  I  heard  from  him.  He  did  not 
willingly  tell  me  all  that  I  tell  you  here.  I  drew  some  of  it 
from  him  by  persuasion  and  some  of  it  by  questions.  I  was 
determined  to  have  all  the  truth — and  I  believe  I  got  it. 

He  knew  no  more  than  any  one  else  of  what  the  state  of 
things  really  was  between  his  father  and  mother,  till  after 
his  mother's  death.  Then,  his  father  confessed  it,  and 
promised  to  do  what  he  could  for  his  son.  He  died  having 
done  nothing — not  having  even  made  a  will.  The  son  (who 
can  blame  him  ?)  wisely  provided  for  himself.  He  came  to 
England  at  once,  and  took  possession  of  the  property. 
There  was  no  one  to  suspect  him,  and  no  one  to  say  him  nay. 
His  father  and  mother  had  always  lived  as  man  and  wife — 
none  of  the  few  people  who  v\-ere  acquainted  with  them  ever 
supposed  them  to  be  anything  else.  The  right  person  to 
claim  the  property  (if  the  truth  had  been  known)  was  a 
distant  relation,  who  had  no  idea  of  ever  getting  it,  and  who 
was  away  at  sea  when  his  father  died.  He  had  no  difficulty, 
so  far — he  took  possession,  as  a  matter  of  course.  But  he 
could  not  borrow  money  on  the  property  as  a  matter  of 
course.  There  were  two  things  wanted  of  him,  before  he 
could  do  this.  One  was  a  certificate  of  his  birth,  and  the 
other  was  a  certificate  of  his  parents'  marriage.  The  certifi- 
cate of  his  birth  was  easily  got — he  was  born  abroad,  and  the 
certificate  was  there  in  due  form.  The  other  matter  was  a 
difficulty — and  that  difficulty  brought  him  to  Old  Wel- 
mingham. 

But  for  one  consideration,  he  might  have  gone  to  Knowles- 
bury  instead. 

His  mother  had  been  living  there  just  before  she  met  with 
his  father — living  under  her  maiden  name  ;  the  truth  being 
that  she  was  really  a  married  woman  ;  married  in  Ireland, 
whei'e  her  husband  had  ill-used  her  and  had  afterwards  gone 
off"  with  some  other  person.     I  give  you  this  fact  on  good 

477 


THE  WOMAN    IN   WHITE 

authority  :  Sir  Felix  mentioned  it  to  his  son,  as  the  reason 
\vhy  he  had  not  married.  You  may  wonder  why  the  son, 
knowing  that  his  parents  had  met  each  other  at  Knowlesbury, 
did  not  play  his  first  tricks  with  the  register  of  that  church, 
where  it  might  have  been  fairly  presumed  his  father  and 
mother  were  married.  The  reason  was,  that  the  clergyman 
who  did  duty  at  Knowlesbury  church,  in  the  year  eighteen 
hundred  and  three  (when,  according  to  his  birth-certificate, 
his  father  and  mother  ought  to  have  been  married),  was  alive 
still,  when  he  took  possession  of  the  property  in  the  New 
Year  of  eighteen  hundred  and  twenty-seven.  This  awkward 
circumstance  forced  him  to  extend  his  inquiries  to  our  neigh- 
bourhood. There,  no  such  danger  existed :  the  former 
clergyman  at  our  church  having  been  dead  for  some  years. 

Old  Welmingham  suited  his  purpose  as  well  as  Knowles- 
bury. His  father  had  removed  his  mother  from  Knov/lesbury, 
and  had  lived  with  her  at  a  cottage  on  the  river,  a  little 
distance  from  our  village.  People  who  had  known  his  soli- 
tary ways  when  he  was  single,  did  not  wonder  at  his  solitary 
vi^ays  when  he  was  supposed  to  be  married.  If  he  had  not 
been  a  hideous  creature  to  look  at,  his  retired  life  with  the 
lady  might  have  raised  suspicions  :  but,  as  things  were,  his 
hiding  his  ugliness  and  his  deformity  in  the  strictest  privacy 
surprised  nobody.  He  lived  in  our  neighbourhood  till  he  came 
in  possession  of  the  Park.  After  three  or  four  and  twenty 
years  had  passed,  who  was  to  say  (the  clergyman  being 
dead)  that  his  marriage  had  not  been  as  private  as  the  rest  of 
his  life,  and  that  it  had  not  taken  pla,ce  at  Old  Welmingham 
church  ? 

So,  as  I  told  you,  the  son  found  our  neighbourhood  the 
surest  place  he  could  choose,  to  set  things  right  secretly  in 
his  own  interests.  It  may  surprise  you  to  hear  that  what  he 
really  did  to  the  marriage-register  was  done  on  the  spur  of 
the  moment — done  on  second  thoughts. 

His  first  notion  was  only  to  tear  the  leaf  out  (in  the  right 
year  and  month),  to  destroy  it  privately,  to  go  back  to  Lon- 
don, and  to  tell  the  lawyers  to  get  him  the  necessary  certifi- 
cate of  his  father's  marriage,  innocently  referring  them  of 
course  to  the  date  on  the  leaf  that  was  gone.  Nobody  could 
say  his  father  and  mother  had  -not  been  married  after  that — 
and  whether,  under  the  circumstances,  they  would  stretch  a 
point  or  not  about  lending  him  the  money  (he  thought  they 
would),  he  had  his  answer  ready  at  all  events,  if  a 
question  was  ever  raised  about  his  right  to  the  name  and  the 
estate. 

478 


THE   WOMAN    IN   WHITE 

But  when  he  came  to  look  privately  at  the  register  for 
himself,  he  found  at  the  bottom  of  one  of  the  pages  for  the 
year  eighteen  hundred  and  three,  a  blank  space  left,  seemingly 
through  there  being  no  room  to  make  a  long  entry  there, 
which  was  made  instead  at  the  top  of  the  next  page.  The 
sight  of  this  chance  altered  all  his  plans.  It  was  an  opportu- 
nity he  had  never  hoped  for,  or  thought  of — and  he  took  it, 
you  know  how.  The  blank  space,  to  have  exactly  tallied 
with  his  birth-certificate,  ought  to  have  occurred  in  the  July 
part  of  the  register.  It  occurred  in  the  September  part 
instead.  However,  in  this  case,  if  suspicious  questions  were 
asked,  the  answer  was  not  hard  to  find.  He  had  only  to 
describe  himself  as  a  seven  months'  child. 

I  was  fool  enough,  when  he  told  me  his  story,  to  feel  some 
interest  and  some  pity  for  him — which  was  just  what  he  calcu- 
lated on,  as  you  will  see.  I  thought  him  hardly  used.  It 
was  not  his  fault  that  his  father  and  mother  were  not  married; 
and  it  was  not  his  father's  and  mother's  fault  either.  A  more 
scrupulous  woman  than  I  w^as — a  woman  who  had  not  set  her 
heart  on  a  gold  watch  and  chain — would  have  found  some 
excuses  for  him.  At  all  events,  I  held  my  tongue,  and  helped 
to  screen  what  he  was  about. 

He  was  some  time  getting  the  ink  the  right  colour  (mixing 
it  over  and  over  again  in  pots  and  bottles  of  mine),  and  some 
time,  afterwards,  in  practising  the  handwriting.  But  he 
succeeded  in  the  end — and  made  an  honest  woman  of  his 
mother,  after  she  was  dead  in  her  grave  !  So  far,  I  don't 
deny  that  he  behaved  honourably  enough  to  myself.  He  gave 
me  my  watch  and  chain,  and  spared  no  expense  in  buying 
them  ;  both  were  of  superior  workmanship,  and  very  expen- 
sive.     I  have  got  them  still — the  watch  goes  beautifullv. 

You  said,  the  other  day,  that  Mrs.  Clements  had  told  you 
everything  she  knew.  In  that  case,  there  is  no  need  for  me 
to  write  about  the  trumpery  scandal  by  which  I  was  the 
sufferer — the  innocent  sufferer,  I  positively  assert.  You  must 
know  as  well  as  I  do  what  the  notion  was  which  my  husband 
took  into  his  head,  when  he  found  me  and  my  fine-gentleman 
acquaintance  meeting  each  other  privately,  and  talking  secrets 
together.  But  what  you  don't  know,  is  how  it  ended  between 
that  same  gentleman  and  myself.  You  shall  read,  and  see 
how  he  behaved  to  me. 

The  first  words  I  said  to  him,  when  I  saw  the  turn  things 
had  taken,  were,  '  Do  me  justice — clear  my  character  of  a 
stain  on  it  which  you  know  I  don't  deserve.  I  don't  want 
you  to  make  a  clean   breast  of  it  to  my  husband — only  tell 

479 


THE   WOMAN    IN    WHITE 

him,  on  your  word  of  honour  as  a  gentleman,  that  he  is 
wrong,  and  that  I  am  not  to  blame  in  the  way  he  thinks  I 
am.  Do  me  that  justice,  at  least,  after  all  I  have  done  for 
you.'  He  flatly  refused,  in  so  many  words.  He  told  me, 
plainly,  that  it  was  his  interest  to  let  my  husband  and  all  my 
neighbours  believe  the  falsehood — because,  as  long  as  they 
did  so,  they  were  quite  certain  never  to  suspect  the  truth.  I 
had  a  spirit  of  my  own  ;  and  I  told  him  they  should  know  the 
truth  from  my  lips.  His  reply  was  short,  and  to  the  point. 
If  I  spoke,  I  was  a  lost  woman,  as  certainly  as  he  was  a  lost 
man. 

Yes  !  it  had  come  to  that.  He  had  deceived  me  about  the 
risk  I  ran  in  helping  him.  He  had  practised  on  my  ignorance  ; 
he  had  tempted  me  with  his  gifts  ;  he  had  interested  me  with 
his  story — and  the  result  of  it  was  that  he  made  me  his 
accomplice.  He  owned  this  coolly  ;  and  he  ended  by  telling 
me,  for  the  first  time,  what  the  frightful  punishment  really 
was  for  his  offence,  and  for  any  one  who  helped  him  to  commit 
it.  In  those  days,  the  law  was  not  so  tender-hearted  as  I  hear 
it  is  now.  Murderers  were  not  the  only  people  liable  to  be 
hanged  ;  and  women  convicts  Avere  not  treated  like  ladies  in 
undeserved  distress.  I  confess  he  frightened  me — the  mean 
impostor  !  the  cowardly  blackguard  !  Do  you  understand, 
now,  how  I  hated  him  ?  Do  you  understand  why  I  am  taking 
all  this  trouble — thankfully  taking  it — to  gratify  the  curiosity 
of  the  meritorious  young  gentleman  who  hunted  him  down  ? 

Well,  to  go  on.  He  was  hardly  fool  enough  to  drive  me 
to  downright  desperation.  I  was  not  the  sort  of  vv^oman  whom 
it  was  quite  safe  to  hunt  into  a  corner — he  knew  that,  and 
wisely  quieted  me  with  proposals  for  the  future. 

I  deserved  some  reward  (he  was  kind  enough  to  say)  for 
the  service  I  had  done  him,  and  some  compensation  (he  was 
so  obliging  as  to  add)  for  what  I  had  suffered.  He  was  quite 
willing — generous  scoundrel  ! — to  make  me  a  handsome  yearly 
allowance,  payable  quarterly,  on  two  conditions.  First,  I  was 
to  hold  my  tongue — in  my  own  interests  as  well  as  in  his. 
Secondly,  I  was  not  to  stir  away  from  Wehningham,  without 
first  letting  him  know,  and  waiting  till  I  had  obtained  his 
permission.  In  my  own  neighbourhood,  no  virtuous  female 
friends  would  tempt  me  into  dangerous  gossiping  at  the  tea- 
table.  In  my  own  neighbourhood,  he  would  always  know 
where  to  find  me.  A  hard  condition,  that  second  one — but  I 
accepted  it. 

What  else  was  I  to  do  ?  I  was  left  helpless,  with  the  pro- 
spect of  a  coming  incumbrance  in  the  shape  of  a  child.     What 

480 


THE   WOMAN    IN   WHITE 

else  was  I  to  do  ?  Cast  myself  on  the  mercy  of  my  runaway 
idiot  of  a  husband  who  had  raised  the  scandal  against  me  ? 
I  would  have  died  first.  Besides,  the  allowance  was  a  handsome 
one.  I  had  a  better  income,  a  better  house  over  my  head, 
better  carpets  on  my  floors,  than  half  the  women  who  turned 
up  the  whites  of  their  eyes  at  the  sight  of  me.  The  dress  of 
Virtue,  in  our  parts,  was  cotton  print.      I  had  silk. 

So,  I  accepted  the  conditions  he  offered  me,  and  made  the 
best  of  them,  and  fought  my  battle  vv^ith  my  respectable  neigh- 
bours on  their  own  ground,  and  won  it  in  course  of  time — 
as  you  saw  yourself.  How  I  kept  his  Secret  (and  mine) 
through  all  the  years  that  have  passed  from  that  time  to 
this  ;  and  whether  my  late  daughter,  Anne,  ever  really  crept 
into  my  confidence,  and  got  the  keeping  of  the  Secret  too 
— are  questions,  I  dare  say,  to  which  you  are  curious  to 
find  an  answer.  Well  !  my  gratitude  refuses  you  nothing. 
I  will  turn  to  a  fresh  page,  and  give  you  the  answer,  imme- 
diately. But  you  must  excuse  one  thing— you  must  excvise 
my  beginning,  Mr.  Hartright,  with  an  expression  of  surprise 
at  the  interest  which  you  appear  to  have  felt  in  my  late 
daughter.  It  is  quite  unaccountable  to  me.  If  that  interest 
makes  you  anxious  for  any  particulars  of  her  early  life,  I 
must  refer  you  to  Mrs.  Clements,  who  knows  more  of  the 
subject  than  I  do.  Pray  understand  that  I  do  not  profess 
to  have  been  at  all  over-fond  of  my  late  daughter. 

She  was  a  worry  to  me  from  first  to  last,  with  the 
additional  disadvantage  of  being  always  weak  in  the  head. 
You  like  candour,  and  I  hope  this  satisfies  you. 

There  is  no  need  to  trouble  you  with  many  personal  par- 
ticulars relating  to  those  past  times.  It  will  be  enough  to  say 
that  I  observed  the  terms  of  the  bargain  on  my  side,  and  that 
I  enjoyed  my  comfortable  income,  in  return,  paid  quarterly. 

Now  and  then  I  got  away,  and  changed  the  scene  for  a 
short  time  ;  always  asking  leave  of  my  lord  and  master  first, 
and  generally  getting  it.  He  was  not,  as  I  have  already  told 
you,  fool  enough  to  drive  me  too  hard  ;  and  he  could  reason- 
ably rely  on  my  holding  my  tongue,  for  my  own  sake,  if  not 
for  his.  One  of  my  longest  trips  away  from  home  was  the 
trip  I  took  to  Limmeridge,  to  nurse  a  half-sister  there,  who 
was  dying.  She  was  reported  to  have  saved  money  ;  and  I 
thought  it  as  well  (in  case  any  accident  happened  to  stop  my 
allowance)  to  look  after  my  own  interests  in  that  direction. 
As  things  turned  out,  however,  my  pains  were  all  thrown 
away  ;  and  I  got  nothing,  because  nothing  was  to  be  had. 

I  had  taken  Anne  to  the  north  with  me  ;  having  my  whims 

481  I  I 


THE   WOMAN    IN   WHITE 

and  fancies,  occasionally,  about  my  child,  and  getting,  at  such 
times,  jealous  of  Mrs.  Clements's  influence  over  her.  I  never 
liked  Mrs.  Clements.  She  was  a  poor  empty-headed  spiritless 
woman — what  you  call  a  born  drudge — and  I  was,  now  and 
then,  not  averse  to  plaguing  her  by  taking  Anne  away.  Not 
knowing  what  else  to  do  with  my  girl,  while  I  was  nursing 
in  Cumberland,  I  put  her  to  school  at  Limmeridge.  The 
lady  of  the  manor,  Mrs.  Fairlie  (a  remarkably  plain-looking 
woman,  who  had  entrapped  one  of  the  handsomest  men  in 
England  into  marrying  her),  amused  me  wonderfully,  by 
taking  a  violent  fancy  to  m.y  girl.  The  consequence  was, 
she  learnt  nothing  at  school,  and  was  petted  and  spoilt  at 
Limmeridge  House.  Among  other  whims  and  fancies  which 
they  taught  her  there,  they  put  some  nonsense  into  her  head 
about  always  wearing  white.  Hating  white  and  liking  colours 
myself,  I  determined  to  take  the  nonsense  out  of  her  head  as 
soon  as  we  got  home  again. 

Strange  to  say,  my  daughter  resolutely  resisted  m.e. 
When  she  had  got  a  notion  once  fixed  in  her  mind  she  was, 
like  other  half-witted  people,  as  obstinate  as  a  mule  in  keeping 
it.  We  quarrelled  finely ;  and  Mrs.  Clements,  not  liking  to 
see  it  I  suppose,  offered  to  take  Anne  away  to  live  in  London 
with  her.  I  should  have  said  Yes,  if  Mrs.  Clements  had  not 
sided  with  my  daughter  about  her  dressing  herself  in  white. 
But,  being  determined  she  should  not  dress  herself  in  white, 
and  disliking  Mrs.  Clements  more  than  ever  for  taking  part 
against  me,  I  said  No,  and  meant  No,  and  stuck  to  No.  The 
consequence  was,  my  daughter  remained  with  me  ;  and  the 
consequence  of  that,  in  its  turn,  was  the  first  serious  quarrel 
that  happened  about  the  Secret. 

The  circumstance  took  place  long  after  the  time  I  have 
just  been  writing  of.  I  had  been  settled  for  years  in  the  nev/ 
town  ;  and  w^as  steadily  living  down  my  bad  character,  and 
slowly  gaining  ground  among  the  respectable  inhabitants. 
It  helped  me  forward  greatly  towards  this  object,  to  have  my 
daughter  with  me.  Her  harmlessness,  and  licr  fancy  for 
dressing  in  white,  excited  a  certain  amount  of  sympathy.  I 
left  off  opposing  her  favourite  whim,  on  that  account,  because 
some  of  the  sympathy  was  sure,  in  course  of  time,  to  fall  to 
my  share.  Some  of  it  did  fall.  I  date  my  getting  a  choice 
of  the  two  best  sittings  to  let  in  the  church,  from  that  time  ; 
and  I  date  the  clergyman's  first  bow  from  my  getting  the 
sittings. 

Well,  being  settled  in  this  way,  I  received  a  letter  one 
morning  from  that  highly  born  gentleman  (now  deceased),  in 

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answer  to  one  of  mine,  warning  him,  according  to  agreement, 
of  my  wishing  to  leave  the  town,  for  a  little  change  of  air 
and  scene. 

The  ruffianly  side  of  him  must  have  been  uppermost,  I 
suppose,  when  he  got  my  letter— for  he  wrote  back,  refusing 
me  in  such  abominably  insolent  language,  that  I  lost  all  com- 
mand over  myself ;  and  abused  him,  in  my  daughter's  pre- 
sence, as,  '  a  low  impostor  whom  I  could  ruin  for  life,  if  I  chose 
to  open  my  lips  and  let  out  his  secret.'  I  said  no  more 
about  him  than  that ;  being  brought  to  my  senses,  as  soon  as 
those  words  had  escaped  me,  by  the  sight  of  my  daughter's 
face,  looking  eagerly  and  curiously  at  mine.  I  instantly 
ordered  her  out  of  the  room,  until  I  had  composed  myself 
again. 

My  sensations  were  not  pleasant,  I  can  tell  you,  when  I 
came  to  reflect  on  my  own  folly.  Anne  had  been  more  than 
usually  crazy  and  queer,  that  3'ear  ;  and  wlien  I  thought  of 
the  chance  there  might  be  of  her  repeating  my  words  in  the 
town,  and  mentioning  his  name  in  connexion  with  them,  if 
inquisitive  people  got  hold  of  her,  I  was  finely  terrified  at  the 
possible  consequences.  My  worst  fears  for  myself,  my  worst 
dread  of  vv^hat  he  might  do,  led  me  no  farther  than  this.  I  was 
quite  unprepared  for  what  really  did  happen,  only  the  next  day. 

On  that  next  day,  v.ithout  any  vvarning  to  me  to  expect 
liim,  he  came  to  the  house. 

"His  first  words,  and  the  tone  in  which  he  spoke  them, 
surly  as  it  v/as,  showed  me  plainly  enough  that  he  had  repented 
already  of  his  insolent  answer  to  my  application,  and  that  he 
had  come,  in  a  mighty  bad  temper,  to  try  and  set  matters 
right  again,  before  it  was  too  late.  Seeing  my  daughter  in 
the  room  with  me  (I  had  been  afraid  to  let  her  out  of  my  sight, 
after  what  had  happened  the  day  before),  he  ordered  her  away. 
They  neither  of  them  liked  each  other  ;  and  he  vented  the  ill- 
temper  on  her,  which  he  was  afraid  to  show  to  me. 

'  Leave  us,'  he  said,  looking  at  her  over  his  shoulder.  She 
looked  back  over  her  shoulder,  and  waited,  as  if  she  didn't 
care  to  go.  '  Do  you  hear  ?  '  he  roared  out  ;  '  leave  the  room.' 
'  Speak  to  me  civilly,'  says  she,  getting  red  in  the  face.  '  Turn 
the  idiot  out,'  says  he,  looking  my  way.  She  had  ahvays  had 
crazy  notions  of  her  own  about  her  dignity  ;  and  that  word 
*  idiot '  upset  her  in  a  moment.  Before  I  could  interfere,  she 
stepped  up  to  him,  in  a  fine  passion.  *  Beg  my  pardon, 
directly,'  says  she,  '  or  I'll  make  it  the  worse  for  you.  I'll  let 
out  your  Secret.  I  can  ruin  you  for  life,  if  I  choose  to  open 
my  lips.'     My  own  words  ! — repeated  exactly  from  what  I  had 

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said  the  day  before— repeated,  in  his  presence,  as  if  they  had 
come  from  herself.  He  sat  speechless,  as  white  as  the  paper 
I  am  writing  on,  while  I  pushed  her  out  of  the  room.     When 

he  recovered  himself 

No  !  I  am  too  respectable  a  woman  to  mention  what 
he  said  when  he  recovered  himself.  My  pen  is  the  pen  of  a 
member  of  the  rector's  congregation,  and  a  subscriber  to  the 
'  Wednesday  Lectures  on  Justification  by  Faith  ' — how  can 
you  expect  me  to  employ  it  in  writing  bad  language  ?  Sup- 
pose, for  yourself,  the  raging,  swearing  frenzy  of  the  lowest 
ruffian  in  England  ;  and  let  us  get  on  together,  as  fast  as  may 
be,  to  the  way  in  which  it  all  ended. 

It  ended,  as  you  probably  guess,  by  this  time,  in  his  in- 
sisting on  securing  his  own  safety  by  shutting  her  up. 

I  tried  to  set  things  right.  I  told  him  that  she  had  merely 
repeated,  like  a  parrot,  the  words  she  had  heard  me  say,  and 
that  she  knew  no  particulars  whatever,  because  I  had  men- 
tioned none.  I  explained  that  she  had  affected,  out  of  crazy 
spite  against  him,  to  know  what  she  really  did  not  know  ;  that 
she  only  wanted  to  threaten  him  and  aggravate  him,  for 
speaking  to  her  as  he  had  just  spoken  ;  and  that  my  unlucky 
words  gave  her  just  the  chance  of  doing  mischief  of  which  she 
was  in  search.  I  referred  him  to  other  queer  ways  of  hers, 
and  to  his  own  experience  of  the  vagaries  of  half-witted  people 
— it  was  all  to  no  purpose — he  would  not  believe  me  on  my  oath 
— he  was  absolutely  certain  I  had  betrayed  the  whole  Secret. 
In  short,  he  would  hear  of  nothing  but  shutting  her  up. 

Under  these  circumstances,  I  did  my  duty  as  a  mother. 
'  No  pauper  Asylum,'  I  said  ;  '  I  won't  have  her  put  in  a  pauper 
Asylum.  A  Private  Establishment,  \i yoji,  please.  I  have  my 
feelings  as  a  mother,  and  my  character  to  preserve  in  the  town  ; 
and  I  will  submit  to  nothing  but  a  Private  Establishment,  of 
the  sort  which  my  genteel  neighbours  would  choose  for  afflicted 
relatives  of  their  own.'  Those  were  my  words.  It  is  grati- 
fying to  me  to  reflect  that  I  did  my  duty.  Though  never 
over-fond  of  my  late  daughter,  I  had  a  proper  pride  about  her. 
No  pauper  stain — thanks  to  my  firmness  and  resolution — ever 
rested  on  my  child. 

Having  carried  my  point  (which  I  did  the  more  easily,  in 
consequence  of  the  facilities  offered  by  private  Asylums),  I 
could  not  refuse  to  admit  that  there  were  certain  advantages 
gained  by  shutting  her  up.  In  the  first  place,  she  was  taken 
excellent  care  of — being  treated  (as  I  took  care  to  mention  in 
the  town)  on  the  footing  of  a  Lady.  In  the  second  place,  she 
was  kept  away  from  Welmingham,  where  she  might  have 

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set  people  suspecting  and  inquiring,  by  repeating  my  own 
incautious  words. 

The  only  drawback  of  putting  her  under  restraint  was  a 
very  slight  one.  We  merely  turned  her  empty  boast  about 
knowing  the  Secret,  into  a  fixed  delusion.  Having  first  spoken 
in  sheer  crazy  spitefulness  against  the  man  who  had  offended 
her,  she  was  cunning  enough  to  see  that  she  had  seriously 
frightened  him,  and  sharp  enough  afterwards  to  discover  that //<? 
was  concerned  in  shutting  her  up.  The  consequence  was  she 
flamed  out  into  a  perfect  frenzy  of  passion  against  him,  going 
to  the  Asylum  ;  and  the  first  words  she  said  to  the  nurses, 
after  they  had  quieted  her,  were,  that  she  was  put  in  confine- 
ment for  knowing  his  secret,  and  that  she  meant  to  open  her 
lips  and  ruin  him,  when  the  right  time  came. 

She  may  have  said  the  same  thing  to  you,  when  you 
thoughtlessly  assisted  her  escape.  She  certainly  said  it  (as  I 
heard  last  summer)  to  the  unfortunate  woman  who  married 
our  sweet-tempered,  nameless  gentleman,  lately  deceased. 
If  either  you,  or  that  unlucky  lady,  had  questioned  my 
daughter  closely,  and  had  insisted  on  her  explaining  what  she 
really  meant,  you  would  have  found  her  lose  all  her  self- 
importance  suddenly,  and  get  vacant,  and  restless,  and  con- 
fused—vou  would  have  discovered  that  I  am  writing  nothing 
here  but  the  plain  truth.  She  knew  that  there  was  a  Secret — 
she  knew  who  was  connected  with  it — she  knew  who  would 
suff"er  by  its  being  known — and,  beyond  that,  whatever  airs 
of  importance  she  may  have  given  herself,  whatever  crazy 
boasting  she  may  have  indulged  in  with  strangers,  she  never 
to  her  dying  day  knew  moi^e. 

Have  I  satisfied  your  curiosity  ?  I  have  taken  pains  enough 
to  satisfy  it  at  any  rate.  There  is  really  nothing  else  I  have 
to  tell  you  about  myself,  or  my  daughter.  My  worst  responsi- 
bilities, so  far  as  she  was  concerned,  were  all  over  when  she 
was  secured  in  the  Asylum.  I  had  a  form  of  letter  relating  to 
the  circumstances  under  which  she  was  shut  up,  given  me  to 
write,  in  answer  to  one  Miss  Halcombe,  who  was  curious  in 
the  matter,  and  who  must  have  heard  plenty  of  lies  about  me 
from  a  certain  tongue  well  accustomed  to  the  telling  of  the 
same.  And  I  did  w^hat  I  could  afterv/ards  to  trace  my  runaway 
daughter,  and  prevent  her  from  doing  mischief,  by  making 
inquiries,  myself,  in  the  neighbourhood  where  she  was  falsely 
reported  to  have  been  seen.  But  these  and  other  trifles  like 
them,  are  of  little  or  no  interest  to  you  after  what  you  have 
heard  already. 

So  far,  I  have  written  in  the  friendliest  possible  spirit.    But 

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I  cannot  close  this  letter  without  adding  a  word  here  of  serious 
remonstrance  and  reproof,  addressed  to  yourself. 

In  the  course  of  your  personal  interview  with  me,  you 
audaciously  referred  to  my  late  daughter's  parentage,  on  the 
father's  side,  as  if  that  parentage  was  a  matter  of  doubt. 
This  was  highly  improper  and  very  ungentlemanlike  on  yovu* 
part !  If  we  see  each  other  again,  remember,  if  you  please, 
that  I  W'ill  allow  no  liberties  to  be  taken  v.ith  my  reputation, 
and  that  the  moral  atmosphere  of  Welmingham  (to  use  a 
favourite  expression  of  my  friend  the  rector's)  must  not  be 
tainted  by  loose  conversation  of  any  kind.  If  you  allow  your- 
self to  doubt  that  my  husband  was  Anne's  father,  you  person- 
ally insult  m.e  in  the  grossest  manner.  If  you  have  felt,  and 
if  you  still  continue  to  feel,  an  unhallowed  curiosity  on  this 
subject,  I  recommend  you,  in  your  own  interests,  to  check  it 
at  once  and  for  ever.  On  this  side  of  the  grave,  Mr.  Hartright, 
whatever  may  happen  on  the  other,  that  curiosity  will  never 
be  gratified. 

Perhaps,  after  what  I  have  just  said,  you  will  see  the 
necessity  of  WTiting  me  an  apology.  Do  so  ;  and  I  will 
willingly  receive  it.  I  will,  afterwards,  if  your  wishes  point 
to  a  second  interview  with  me,  go  a  step  farther,  and  receive 
yoii.  My  circumstances  only  enable  me  to  invite  you  to  tea — 
not  that  they  are  at  all  altered  for  the  worse  by  what  has 
happened.  I  have  always  lived,  as  I  think  I  told  you,  well 
within  my  income  ;  and  I  have  saved  enough,  in  the  last  twenty 
years,  to  make  me  quite  comfortable  for  the  rest  of  my  life.  It 
is  not  my  intention  to  leave  Welmingham.  There  are  one  or 
two  little  advantages  which  I  have  still  to  gain  in  the  town. 
The  clergyman  bows  to  me — as  you  saw\  He  is  married  ;  and 
his  wife  is  not  quite  so  civil.  I  propose  to  join  the  Dorcas 
Society  ;  and  I  mean  to  make  the  clergyman's  wife  bow  to  me 
next. 

If  you  favour  me  with  )our  company,  pray  understand  that 
the  conversation  must  be  entirely  on  general  subjects.  Any 
attempted  reference  to  this  letter  will  be  quite  useless — I  am 
determined  not  to  acknowledge  having  written  it.  The 
evidence  has  been  destroyed  in  the  fire,  I  know  ;  but  I  think 
it  desirable  to  err  on  the  side  of  caution,  nevertheless. 

On  this  account,  no  names  are  mentioned  here,  nor  is  any 
signature  attached  to  these  lines  :  the  handwriting  is  disguised 
throughout,  and  I  mean  to  deliver  the  letter  myself,  under 
circumstances  which  will  prevent  all  fear  of  its  being  traced 
to  my  house.  You  can  have  no  possible  cause  to  complain  of 
these  precautions  ;  seeing  that  they  do  not  affect  the  informa- 

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lion  I  here  CGmmunicate,  in  consideralion  of  the  special 
indulgence  which  you  have  deserved  at  my  hands.  My  hour 
for  tea  is  half-past  five,  and  my  buttered  toast  waits  for  nobody. 


Hie  Story  co;itinued by  Walter  Hartright. 

I. 

My  first  im.pulse,  after  reading-  Mrs.  Catherick's  extraordinary 
narrative,  was  to  destroy  it.  The  hardened,  shameless  de- 
pravity of  the  whole  composition,  from  beginning  to  end — 
the  atrocious  perversity  of  mind  which  persistently  associated 
me  v.ith  a  calamity  for  which  I  was  in  no  sense  answerable, 
and  with  a  death  which  I  had  risked  my  life  in  tr3-ing  to  avert 
■ — so  disgusted  me,  that  I  was  on  the  point  of  tearing  the 
letter,  when  a  consideration  suggested  itself,  which  warned 
me  to  Vv'ait  a  little  before  I  destroyed  it. 

This  consideration  was  entirely  unconnected  with  Sir 
Percival.  The  information  communicated  to  me,  so  far  as  it 
concerned  him,  did  little  more  than  confirm  the  conclusions  at 
v.'hich  I  had  already  arrived. 

He  had  committed  his  oflfence  as  I  had  supposed  him  to 
have  committed  it ;  and  the  absence  of  all  reference,  on  Mrs. 
Catherick's  part,  to  the  duplicate  register  at  Knowlesbury, 
strengthened  my  previous  conviction  that  the  existence  of 
the  book,  and  the  risk  of  detection  which  it  implied,  must 
have  been  necessarily  unknown  to  Sir  Percival.  My  interest 
in  the  question  of  the  forgery  was  novv'  at  an  end  ;  and  my 
only  object  in  keeping  the  letter  was  to  make  it  of  some  future 
service,  in  clearing  up  the  last  mystery  that  still  remained  to 
baffle  me — the  parentage  of  Anne  Catherick,  on  the  father's 
side.  There  were  one  or  two  sentences  dropped  in  her  mother's 
narrative,  which  it  might  be  useful  to  refer  to  again,  when 
matters  of  more  immediate  importance  allovv'ed  me  leisure  to 
search  for  the  missing  evidence.  I  did  not  despair  of  still 
finding  that  evidence  ;  and  I  had  lost  none  of  my  anxiety  to 
discover  it,  for  I  had  lost  none  of  my  interest  in  tracing  the 
father  of  the  poor  creature  who  now  lay  at  rest  in  Mrs.  Fairlie's 
grave. 

Accordingly,  I  sealed  up  the  letter,  and  put  it  away  care- 
fully in  my  pocket-book  to  be  referred  to  again  when  the  time 
came. 

The  next  day  was  my  last  in  Hampshire.  When  I  had 
appeared  again  before  the  magistrate  at  Knowlesbury,  and 
when  I  had  attended  at  the  adjourned  Inquest,  I  should  be 

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free  to  return  to  London  by  the  afternoon  or  the  eveningf 
train. 

My  first  errand  hi  the  morning  was,  as  usual,  to  the  post- 
office.  The  letter  from  Marian  was  there,  but  I  thought, 
when  it  was  handed  to  me,  that  it  felt  unusually  light.  I 
anxiously  opened  the  envelope.  There  was  nothing  inside 
but  a  small  strip  of  paper,  folded  in  two.  The  few  blotted, 
hurriedly-written  lines  which  were  traced  on  it  contained  these- 
words  : 

'  Come  back  as  soon  as  you  can.  I  have  been  obliged  to 
move.  Come  to  Gower's  Walk,  Fulham  (number  five).  I 
will  be  on  the  look-out  for  you.  Don't  be  alarmed  about  us  ; 
we  are  both  safe  and  well.     But  come  back. — Marian.' 

The  news  which  those  lines  contained — news  v/hich  I 
instantly  associated  with  some  attempted  treachery  on  the 
part  of  Count  Fosco — fairly  overwhelmed  me.  I  stood  breath- 
less, with  the  paper  crumpled  up  in  my  hand.  What  had 
happened?  What  subtle  wickedness  had  the  Count  planned 
and  executed  in  my  absence  ?  A  night  had  passed  since 
Marian's  note  was  written — hours  must  elapse  still,  before  I 
could  get  back  to  them — some  new  disaster  might  have  hap- 
pened already,  of  which  I  was  ignorant.  And  here,  miles  and 
miles  away  from  them,  here  I  must  remain — held  doubly  held, 
at  the  disposal  of  the  law  ! 

I  hardly  know  to  what  forgetfulness  of  my  obligations 
anxiety  and  alarm  might  not  have  tempted  me,  but  for  the 
quieting  influence  of  my  faith  in  Marian.  ]\Iy  absolute 
reliance  on  her  was  the  one  earthly  consideration  which 
helped  me  to  restrain  myself,  and  gave  me  courage  to  wait. 
The  Inquest  was  the  first  of  the  impediments  In  the  way  of  my 
freedom  of  action.  I  attended  it  at  the  appointed  time  ;  the 
legal  formalities  requiring  my  presence  in  the  room,  but,  as 
it  turned  out,  not  calling  on  me  to  repeat  my  evidence.  This 
useless  delay  was  a  hard  trial,  although  I  did  my  best  to  quiet 
my  impatience  by  following  the  course  of  the  proceedings  as 
closely  as  I  could. 

The  London  solicitor  of  the  deceased  (Mr.  Merriman)  was 
among  the  persons  present.  But  he  was  quite  unable  to 
assist  the  objects  of  the  inquir}^  He  could  only  say  that  he 
was  inexpressibly  shocked  and  astonished,  and  that  he  could 
throw  no  light  whatever  on  the  mysterious  circumstances  of 
the  case.  At  intervals  during  the  adjourned  investigation,  he 
suggested  questions,  which  the  Coroner  put,  but  which  led  to 
no  results.  After  a  patient  inquiry,  which  lasted  nearly  three 
hours,  and  which  exhausted  every  available  source  of  infor- 

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mation,  thejury  pronounced  the  customary  verdict  in  cases  of 
sudden  death  by  accident.  They  added  to  the  formal  decision 
a  statement  that  there  had  been  no  evidence  to  show  how  the 
keys  had  been  abstracted,  hou^  the  fire  had  been  caused,  or 
what  the  purpose  was  for  which  the  deceased  had  entered 
the  vestry.  This  act  closed  the  proceedings.  The  legal 
representative  of  the  dead  man  was  left  to  provide  for  the 
necessities  of  the  interment ;  and  the  witnesses  were  free 
to  retire. 

Resolved  not  to  lose  a  minute  in  getting  to  Knowlesbury, 
I  paid  my  bill  at  the  hotel,  and  hired  a  fly  to  take  me  to  the 
town.  A  gentleman  who  heard  me  give  the  order,  and  who 
saw  that  i  was  going  alone,  informed  me  that  he  lived  in  the 
neighbourhood  of  Knowlesbury,  and  asked  if  I  would  have 
any  objection  to  his  getting  home  by  sharing  the  fly  with  me. 
I  accepted  his  proposal  as  a  matter  of  course. 

Our  conversation  during  the  drive  was  naturally  occupied 
by  the  one  absorbing  subject  of  local  interest. 

My  new  acquaintance  had  some  knowledge  of  the  late  Sir 
Percival's  solicitor;  and  he  and  Mr.  Merriman  had  been 
discussing  the  state  of  the  deceased  gentleman's  afi^airs  and 
the  succession  to  the  property.  Sir  Percival's  embarrassments 
were  so  well  known  all  over  the  county  that  his  solicitor  could 
only  make  a  virtue  of  necessity  and  plainly  acknowledge 
them.  He  had  died  without  leaving  a  will,  and  he  had  no 
personal  property  to  bequeath,  even  if  he  had  made  one  ;  the 
whole  fortune  which  he  had  derived  from  his  wife  having 
been  swallowed  up  by  his  creditors.  The  heir  to  the  estate 
(Sir  Percival  having  left  no  issue)  was  a  son  of  Sir  Felix 
Clyde's  first  cousin- — an  oflScer  in  command  of  an  East  India- 
man.  He  would  find  his  unexpected  inheritance  sadly 
encumbered  ;  but  the  property  would  recover  with  time,  and, 
if  '  the  captain  '  was  careful,  he  might  be  a  rich  man  yet, 
before  he  died. 

Absorbed  as  I  was  in  the  one  idea  of  getting  to  London, 
this  information  (which  events  proved  to  be  perfectly  correct) 
had  an  interest  of  its  own  to  attract  my  attention.  I  thought 
it  justified  me  in  keeping  secret  my  discovery  of  Sir  Percival's 
fraud.  The  heir  whose  rights  he  had  usurped  was  the  heir 
who  would  now  have  the  estate.  The  income  from  it,  for  the 
last  three-and-tv.-enty  years,  which  should  properly  have  been 
his,  and  which  the  dead  man  had  squandered  to  the  last  farthing, 
was  gone  beyond  recall.  If  I  spoke,  my  speaking  would  confer 
advantage  on  no  one.  If  I  kept  the  secret,  my  silence  con- 
cealed the  character  of  the  man  who  had  cheated  Laura  into 

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THE   WOMAN    IN   WHITE 

marrying'  him.  For  her  sake,  I  wished  to  conceal  it — for  her 
sake,  still,  I  tell  this  story  under  feigned  names. 

I  parted  with  my  chance  companion  at  Knowlesbury  ;  and 
went  at  once  to  the  town-hall.  As  I  had  anticipated,  no  one 
was  present  to  prosecute  the  case  against  rne — the  necessary 
formalities  were  observed — and  I  was  discharged.  On  leaving 
the  court,  a  letter  from  Mr,  Dawson  was  put  into  my  hand. 
It  informed  me  that  he  was  absent  on  professional  duty,  and 
it  reiterated  the  offer  I  had  already  received  from,  him  of  any 
assistance  which  I  might  require  at  his  hands.  I  wrote  back, 
warmly  acknowledging  my  obligations  to  his  kindnes:^,  and 
apologising  for  not  expressing  my  thanks  personally,  in 
consequence  of  my  immediate  recall,  on  pressing  business,  to 
town. 

Half  an  hour  later  I  was  speeding  back  to  London  by  the 
express  train. 

11. 

It  v/as  between  nine  and  ten  o'clock  before  I  reached  Fulham, 
and  found  my  way  to  Gower's  Walk. 

Both  Laura  and  Marian  came  to  the  door  to  let  me  in.  I 
think  we  had  hardly  known  how  close  the  tie  was  which 
bound  us  three  together,  until  the  evening  came  which  united 
us  again.  We  met  as  if  we  had  been  parted  for  months, 
instead  of  for  a  few  days  only.  Marian's  face  was  sadly  worn 
and  anxious.  I  saw  who  had  known  all  the  danger,  and 
borne  all  the  trouble,  in  my  absence,  the  moment  I  looked  at 
her.  Laura's  brighter  looks  and  better  spirits  told  me  how 
carefully  she  had  been  spared  all  knowledge  of  the  dreadful 
death  at  Welmingham,  and  of  the  true  reason  for  our  change 
of  abode. 

The  stir  of  the  removal  seemed  to  have  cheered  and 
interested  her.  She  only  spoke  of  it  as  a  happy  thought  of 
Marian's  to  surprise  me,  on  my  return,  with  a  change  from 
the  close,  noisy  street,  to  the  pleasant  neighbourhood  of  trees 
and  fields  and  the  river.  She  was  full  of  projects  for  the 
future — of  the  drawings  she  was  to  finish  ;  of  the  purchasers 
I  had  found  in  the  country,  who  were  to  buy  them  ;  of  the 
shillings  and  sixpences  she  had  saved,  till  her  purse  was  so 
heavy  that  she  proudly  asked  me  to  weigh  it  in  my  own  hand. 
The  change  for  the  better  which  had  been  wrought  in  her, 
during  the  few  days  of  my  absence,  was  a  surprise  to  me  for 
which  I  was  quite  unprepared— and  for  all  the  unspeakable 
happiness  of  seeing  it,  I  was  indebted  to  Marian's  courage 
and  to  Marian's  love. 

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THE   WOMAN    IN   WHITE 

When  Laura  had  left  us,  and  when  we  could  speak  to  one 
another  without  restrauit,  I  tried  to  g'ive  some  expression  to 
the  gratitude  and  the  admiration  which  filled  my  heart.  But 
the  generous  creature  would  not  wait  to  hear  me.  That 
sublim.e  self-forgetfulness  of  women,  which  yields  so  much 
and  asks  so  little,  turned  all  her  thoughts  from  herself  to  me. 

*  I  had  only  a  moment  left  before  post-time/  she  said,  *  or 
I  should  have  written  less  abruptly.  You  look  v/orn  and 
wear}',  Walter — I  am  afraid  my  letter  must  have  seriously 
alarmed  you  ?  ' 

'  Only  at  first,'  I  replied.  '  My  mind  was  quieted,  Marian, 
by  my  trust  in  you.  Was  I  right  in  attributing  this  sudden 
change  of  place  to  some  threatened  annoyance  on  the  part  of 
Count  Fosco  ?  ' 

'  Perfectly  right,'  she  said.  *  I  saw  him  yesterday  ;  and, 
worse  than  that,  Walter — I  spoke  to  him.' 

'  Spoke  to  him  ?  Did  he  know  where  we  lived  ?  Did  he 
come  to  the  house  ?  ' 

'  He  did.  To  the  house — but  not  up-stairs.  Laura  never 
saw  him ;  Laura  suspects  nothing.  I  will  tell  you  how  it 
happened :  the  danger,  I  believe  and  hope,  is  over  now. 
Yesterday,  I  was  in  the  sitting-room,  at  our  old  lodgings. 
Laura  was  drawing  at  the  table  ;  and  I  was  walking  about 
and  setting  things  to  rights.  I  passed  the  window,  and,  as  I 
passed  it,  looked  out  into  the  street.  There,  on  the  opposite 
side  of  the  way,  I  saw  the  Count,  with  a  man  talking  to 
him ' 

'  Did  he  notice  you  at  the  window  ?  ' 

'  No — at  least,  I  thought  not.  I  was  too  violently  startled 
to  be  quite  sure.' 

'  Who  was  the  other  man  ?     A  stranger  ?  ' 

'  Not  a  stranger,  Walter.  As  soon  as  I  could  draw  my 
breath  again,  I  recognised  him.  He  was  the  owner  of  the 
Lunatic  Asylum.' 

'  Was  tile  Count  pointing  out  the  house  to  him  ?  ' 

*  No  ;  they  were  talking  together  as  if  they  had  accidentally 
met  in  the  street.  I  remained  at  the  window  looking  at  them 
from  behind  the  curtain.     If  I  had  turned  round,  and  if  Laura 

had  seen  my  face  at  that  moment Thank  God,  she  was 

absorbed  over  her  drawing  !  They  soon  parted.  The  man 
from  the  Asylum  went  one  way,  and  the  Count  the  other.  I 
began  to  hope  they  were  in  the  street  by  chance,  till  I  saw 
the  Count  come  back,  stop  opposite  to  us  again,  take  out  his 
card-case  and  pencil,  write  something,  and  then  cross  the 
road  to  the  shop  belovv^  us.     I  ran  past  Laura  before  she  could 

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THE  WOMAN   IN  WHITE 

see  me,  and  said  I  had  forgotten  something  up-stairs.  As 
soon  as  I  was  out  of  the  room,  I  went  down  to  the  first  land- 
ing, and  waited — I  was  determined  to  stop  him  if  he  tried  to 
come  up-stairs.  He  made  no  such  attempt.  The  girl  from 
the  shop  came  through  the  door  into  the  passage,  with  his 
card  in  her  hand — a  large  gilt  card,  with  his  name,  and  a 
coronet  above  it,  and  these  lines  underneath  in  pencil  :  **  Dear 
lady  "  (yes  !  the  villain  could  address  me  in  that  way  still) — 
"dear  lady,  one  word,  I  implore  you,  on  a  m.atter  serious  to 
us  both."  If  one  can  think  at  all,  in  serious  difficulties,  one 
thinks  quick.  I  felt  directly  that  it  might  be  a  fatal  mistake 
to  leave  myself  and  to  leave  you  in  the  dark,  where  such  a 
man  as  the  Count  was  concerned.  I  felt  that  the  doubt  o{ 
what  he  might  do,  in  your  absence,  would  be  ten  times  more 
trying  to  me  if  I  declined  to  nee  him  than  if  I  consented. 
"Ask  the  gentleman  to  wait  in  the  shop,"  I  said.  "  I  will  be 
with  him  in  a  moment."  I  ran  up-stairs  for  my  bonnet, 
being  determined  not  to  let  him  speak  to  me  in-doors.  I 
knew  his  deep  ringing  voice  ;  and  I  was  afraid  Laura  might 
hear  it,  even  in  the  shop.  In  less  than  a  minute  I  was  down 
again  in  the  passage,  and  had  opened  the  door  into  the  street. 
He  came  round  to  meet  me  from  the  shop.  There  he  was, 
in  deep  mourning,  with  his  smooth  bow  and  his  deadly  smile, 
and  some  idle  boys  and  women  near  him,  staring  at  his  great 
size,  his  fine  black  clothes,  and  his  large  cane  with  the  gold 
knob  to  it.  All  the  horrible  time  at  Blackwater  came  back 
to  me  the  moment  I  set  eyes  on  him.  All  the  old  loathing 
crept  and  crawled  through  me,  when  he  took  off  his  hat  with 
a  flourish,  and  spoke  to  me,  as  if  we  had  parted  on  the 
friendliest  terms  hardly  a  day  since.' 

*  You  remember  what  he  said  ?  ' 

'  I  can't  repeat  it,  Walter.  You  shall  know  directly  what 
he  said  about  yozi — but  I  can't  repeat  what  he  said  to  7ne.  It 
was  worse  than  the  polite  insolence  of  his  letter.  My  hands 
tingled  to  strike  him,  as  if  I  had  been  a  man  !  I  only  kept 
them  quiet  by  tearing  his  card  to  pieces  under  my  shawl. 
Without  saying  a  word  on  my  side,  I  walked  away  from  the 
house  (for  fear  of  Laura  seeing  us)  ;  and  he  followed,  protest- 
ing softly  all  the  way.  In  the  first  by-street  I  turned,  and 
asked  him  what  he  wanted  with  me.  He  wanted  two  things. 
First,  if  I  had  no  objection,  to  express  his  sentiments.  I 
declined  to  hear  them.  Secondly,  to  repeat  the  warning  in 
his  letter.  I  asked,  what  occasion  there  was  for  repeating  it. 
He  bowed  and  smiled,  and  said  he  would  explain.  The 
explanation    exactly  confirmed  the  fears  I  expressed  before 

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THE   WOMAN    IN   WHITE 

you  left  us.  I  told  you,  if  you  remember,  that  Sir  Percival 
would  be  too  headstrong  to  take  his  friend's  advice  where 
you  were  concerned  ;  and  that  there  was  no  danger  to  be 
dreaded  from  the  Count  till  his  own  interests  were  threatened, 
and  he  was  roused  into  acting  for  himself? ' 

'  I  recollect,  Marian.' 

'  Well ;  so  it  has  really  turned  out.  The  Count  offered 
his  advice  ;  but  it  was  refused.  Sir  Percival  would  only  take 
counsel  of  his  own  violence,  his  own  obstinacy,  and  his  own 
hatred  of  you.  The  Count  let  him  have  his  way ;  first 
privately  ascertaining,  in  case  of  his  own  interests  being 
threatened  next,  where  we  lived.  You  were  followed,  Walter, 
on  returning  here,  after  your  first  journey  to  Hampshire — by 
the  lawyer's  men  for  some  distance  from  the  railway,  and  by 
the  Count  himself  to  the  door  of  the  house.  How  he  con- 
trived to  escape  being  seen  by  you,  he  did  not  tell  me,  but  he 
found  us  out  on  that  occasion,  and  in  that  way.  Having  made 
the  discovery,  he  took  no  advantage  of  it  till  the  news  reached 
him  of  Sir  Percival's  death — and  then,  as  I  told  you,  he  acted 
for  himself,  because  he  believed  you  would  next  proceed 
against  the  dead  man's  partner  in  the  conspiracy.  He  at 
once  made  his  arrangements  to  meet  the  owner  of  the  Asylum 
in  London,  and  to  take  him  to  the  place  where  his  runaway 
patient  was  hidden  ;  believing  that  the  results,  whichever  way 
they  ended,  would  be  to  involve  you  in  interminable  legal 
disputes  and  difficulties,  and  to  tie  your  hands  for  all  purposes 
of  offence,  so  far  as  he  was  concerned.  That  was  his  purpose, 
on  his  own  confession  to  me.  The  only  consideration  which 
made  him  hesitate,  at  the  last  moment ' 

'  Yes  ?  ' 

'  It  is  hard  to  acknowledge  it,  Walter — and  yet  I  must. 
/  was  the  only  consideration.  No  words  can  say  how  de- 
graded I  feel  in  my  own  estimation  when  I  think  of  it — but 
the  one  weak  point  in  that  man's  iron  character  is  the  horrible 
admiration  he  feels  for  me.  I  have  tried,  for  the  sake  of  my 
own  self-respect,  to  disbelieve  it  as  long  as  I  could  ;  but  his 
looks,  his  actions,  force  on  me  the  shameful  conviction  of  the 
truth.  The  eyes  of  that  monster  of  wickedness  moistened 
while  he  was  speaking  to  me — they  did,  Walter  !  He  declared, 
that  at  the  moment  of  pointing  out  the  house  to  the  doctor, 
he  thought  of  my  misery  if  I  was  separated  from  Laura,  of 
my  responsibility  if  I  was  called  on  to  answer  for  eff"ecting 
her  escape — and  he  risked  the  worst  that  you  could  do  to  him, 
the  second  time,  for  7ny  sake.  All  he  asked  was  that  I  would 
remember  the  sacrifice,  and  restrain  your  rashness,  in  my  own 

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THE   WOMAN    IN   WHITE 

interests — interests  which  he  might  never  be  able  to  consult 
again.  I  made  no  such  bargain  with  him  ;  I  would  have  died 
first.  But  believe  him,  or  not — whether  it  is  true  or  false  that 
he  sent  the  doctor  away  with  an  excuse — one  thing  is  certain, 
I  saw  the  man  leave  him,  without  so  much  as  a  glance  at  our 
window,  or  even  at  our  side  of  the  way.' 

'  I  believe  it,  Marian.  The  best  men  are  not  consistent  in 
good — why  should  the  worst  men  be  consistent  in  evil  ?  At 
the  same  time,  I  suspect  him  of  merely  attempting  to  frighten 
you,  by  threatening  v/hat  he  cannot  really  do.  I  doubt  his 
power  of  annoying  us,  by  means  of  the  owner  of  the  Asylum, 
now  that  Sir  Percival  is  dSad,  and  Mrs.  Catherickis  free  from 
all  control.  But  let  me  hear  more.  What  did  the  Count  say 
of  me  ? ' 

'  He  spoke  last  of  you.  His  eyes  brightened  and  hardened, 
and  his  manner  changed  to  what  I  remember  it,  in  past  times 
— to  that  mixture  of  pitiless  resolution  and  mountebank 
mockery  which  makes  it  so  impossible  to  fathom  him.  "  Warn 
Mr.  Hartright !  "  he  said,  in  his  loftiest  manner.  "  He  has  a 
man  of  brains  to  deal  with,  a  man  w^ho  snaps  his  big  fingers 
at  the  laws  and  conventions  of  society,  when  he  measures 
himself  with  me.  If  my  lamented  friend  had  taken  my  advice, 
the  business  of  the  Inquest  would  have  been  with  the  body  of 
Mr.  Hartright.  But  my  lamented  friend  was  obstinate. 
See  !  I  mourn  his  loss — inwardly  in  my  soul  ;  outwardly  on 
my  hat.  This  trivial  crape  expresses  sensibilities  which  I- 
summon  Mr.  Hartright  to  respect.  They  may  be  transformed 
to  immeasurable  enmities,  if  he-  ventures  to  disturb  them. 
Let  him  be  content  with  what  he  has  got — with  what  I  leave 
unmolested,  for  your  sake,  to  him  and  to  you.  Say  to  him 
(with  my  compliments),  if  he  stirs  me,  he  has  Fosco  to  deal 
with.  In  the  English  of  the  Popular  Tongue,  I  inform  him 
— Fosco  sticks  at  nothing!  Dear  lady,  good  morning." 
His  cold  grey  eyes  settled  on  my  face — he  took  off"  i.is  hat 
solemnly — bowed,  bareheaded — and  left  me.' 

'  Without  returning  ?  without  saying  more  last  words  ?  ' 

'  He  turned  at  the  corner  of  the  street,  and  waved  his 
hand,  and  then  struck  it  theatrically  on  his  breast.  I  lost 
sight  of  him,  after  that.  He  disappeared  in  the  opposite 
direction  to  our  house  ;  and  I  ran  back  to  Laura.  Before  I 
was  in-doors  again,  I  had  made  up  my  mind  that  we  must 
go.  The  house  (especially  in  your  absence)  was  a  place  of 
danger  instead  of  a  place  of  safety,  now  that  the  Count  had 
discovered  it.  If  I  could  have  felt  certain  of  your  return,  I 
should  have  risked  waiting  till  you  came  back.     But  I  was 

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certain  of  nothing,  and  I  acted  at  once  on  my  own  impulse. 
You  had  spoken,  before  leaving  us,  of  moving  into  a  quieter 
neighbourhood  and  purer  air,  for  the  sake  of  Laura's  health. 
I  had  only  to  remind  her  of  that,  and  to  suggest  surprising 
you  and  saving  you  trouble  by  managing  the  move  in  your 
absence,  to  make  her  quite  as  anxious  for  the  change  as  I 
was.  She  helped  me  to  pack  up  your  things — and  she 
has  arranged  them  all  for  you  in  your  new  working-room 
here.' 

'  What  made  }'ou  think  of  coming  to  this  place  ?  ' 

'  My  ignorance  of  other  localities  in  the  neighbourhood  of 
London.  I  felt  the  necessity  of  getting  as  far  away  as 
possible  from  our  old  lodgings  ;  and  I  knew  something  of 
Fulham  because  I  had  once  been  at  school  there.  I  despatched 
a  messenger  v/ith  a  note,  on  the  chance  that  the  school  might 
still  be  in  existence.  It  was  in  existence  ;  the  daughters  of 
my  old  mistress  were  carrying  it  on  for  her  ;  and  they  engaged 
this  place  from  the  instructions  I  had  sent.  It  was  just  post- 
time  when  the  messenger  returned  to  me  with  the  address  of 
the  house.  We  moved  after  dark— we  came  here  quite  un- 
observed. Have  I  done  right,  Walter  ?  Have  I  justified 
your  trust  in  me  ?  ' 

I  answered  her  warmly  and  gratefully,  as  I  really  felt. 
But  the  anxious  look  still  remained  on  her  face  while  I  was 
speaking  ;  and  the  first  question  she  asked,  Avhen  I  had  done, 
related  to  Count  Fosco. 

I  saw  that  she  was  thinking  of  him  now  with  a  changed 
mind.  No  fresh  outbreak  of  anger  against  him,  no  new  appeal 
to  me  to  hasten  the  day  of  reckoning,  escaped  her.  Her 
conviction  that  the  man's  hateful  admiration  of  herself  was 
really  sincere,  seemed  to  have  increased  a  hundredfold  her 
distrust  of  his  unfathomable  cunning,  her  inborn  dread  of  the 
wicked  energy  and  vigilance  of  all  his  faculties.  Her  voice 
fell  low,  her  manner  was  hesitating,  her  eyes  searched  into 
mine  with  an  eager  fear  when  she  asked  me  v/hat  I  thought 
of  his  message,  and  what  I  meant  to  do  next,  after  hearing  it. 

'  Not  many  weeks  have  passed,  Marian,'  I  answered,  '  since 
my  interview  with  Mr.  Kyrle.  When  he  and  I  parted,  the 
last  words  I  said  to  him  about  Laura  were  these:  "Her 
uncle's  house  shall  open  to  receive  her,  in  the  presence  of 
every  soul  who  followed  the  false  funeral  to  the  grave  ;  the 
lie  that  records  her  death  shall  be  publicly  erased  from  the 
tombstone  by  the  authority  of  the  head  of  the  family  ;  and  the 
tv.'o  m.en  who  have  wronged  her  shall  answer  for  their  crime 
to  ME,  though  the  justice  that  sits  in  tribunals  is  powerless  to 

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THE    WOMAN   IN   WHITE 

pursue   them."     One  of  those  men  is  beyond  mortal  reach. 
The  other  remains — and  my  resolution  remains.' 

Her  eyes  lit  up  ;  her  colour  rose.  She  said  nothing  ;  but 
I  saw  all  her  sympathies  g-athering  to  mine,  in  her  face. 

'  I  don't  disguise  from  myself,  or  from  you,'  I  went  on, 
'  that  the  prospect  before  us  is  more  than  doubtful.  The  risks 
we  have  run  already  are,  it  may  be,  trifles,  compared  with 
the  risks  that  threaten  us  in  the  future — but  the  venture  shall 
be  tried,  Marian,  for  all  that.  I  am  not  rash  enough  to 
measure  myself  against  such  a  man  as  the  Count,  before  I  am 
well  prepared  for  him.  I  have  learnt  patience  ;  I  can  wait 
my  time.  Let  him  believe  that  his  message  has  produced  its 
effect  ;  let  him  know  nothing  of  us,  and  hear  nothing  of  us  ; 
let  us  give  him  full  time  to  feel  secure — his  own  boastful 
nature,  unless  I  seriously  mistake  him,  will  hasten  that  result. 
This  is  one  reason  for  waiting ;  but  there  is  another  more 
important  still.  My  position,  Marian,  towards  you  and  towards 
Laura,  ought  to  be  a  stronger  one  than  it  is  now,  before  I 
try  our  last  chance.' 

She  leaned  near  to  me,  with  a  look  of  surprise. 

'  How  can  it  be  stronger  ?  '  she  asked. 

*  I  will  tell  you,'  I  replied,  '  when  the  time  comes.  It  has 
not  come  yet  :  it  may  never  come  at  all.  I  may  be  silent 
about  it  to  Laura  for  ever — I  must  be  silent,  now,  even  toyou, 
till  I  see  for  myself  that  I  can  harmlessly  and  honourably 
speak.  Let  us  leave  that  subject.  There  is  another  which 
has  more  pressing  claims  on  our  attention.  You  have  kept 
Laura,  mercifully  kept  her,  in  ignorance  of  her  husband's 
death ' 

'  Oh,  Walter,  surelv  it  must  be  long  yet,  before  we  tell  her 
of  it?' 

'  No,  Marian.  Better  that  you  should  reveal  it  to  her 
now,  than  that  accident  which  no  one  can  guard  against, 
should  reveal  it  to  her  at  some  future  time.  Spare  her  all  the 
details — break  it  to  her  very  tenderly — but  tell  her  that  he  is 
dead.' 

'  You  have  a  reason,  Walter,  for  wishing  her  to  know  of 
her  husband's  death,  besides  the  reason  you  have  just 
mentioned  ?  ' 

'  I  have.' 

*  A  reason  connected  with  that  subject  which  must  not  be 
mentioned  between  us  yet  ? — which  may  never  be  mentioned 
to  Laura  at  all  ?  ' 

She  dwelt  on  the  last  words,  meaningly.  When  I 
answered  her,  in  the  affirmative,  I  dwelt  on  them  too. 

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THE   WOMAN    IN   WHITE 

Her  face  grew  pale.  For  a  while,  she  looked  at  me  with 
a  sad,  hesitating  interest.  An  unaccustomed  tenderness 
trembled  in  her  dark  eyes  and  softened  her  firm  lips,  as  she 
glanced  aside  at  the  empty  chair  in  which  the  dear  companion 
of  all  our  joys  and  sorrows  had  been  sitting. 

'  I  think  I  understand,'  she  said.  '  I  think  I  owe  it  to  her 
and  to  you.  Walter,  to  tell  her  of  her  husband's  death.' 

She  sighed,  and  held  my  hand  fast  for  a  moment — then 
dropped  it  abruptly,  and  left  the  room.  On  the  next  day, 
Laura  knew  that  his  death  had  released  her,  and  that  the 
error  and  the  calamity  of  her  life  lay  buried  in  his  tomb. 

His  name  was  mentioned  among  us  no  more.  Thencefor- 
ward, we  shrank  from  the  slightest  approach  to  the  subject 
of  his  death  ;  and,  in  the  same  scrupulous  manner,  Marian  and 
I  avoided  all  further  reference  to  that  other  subject,  which,  by 
her  consent  and  mine,  was  not  to  be  mentioned  between  us 
yet.  It  was  not  the  less  present  to  our  minds — it  was  rather 
kept  alive  in  them  by  the  restraint  which  we  had  imposed  en 
ourselves.  We  both  watched  Laura  more  anxiously  than 
ever ;  sometimes  waiting  and  hoping,  sometimes  waiting  and 
fearing,  till  the  time  came. 

By  degrees,  we  returned  to  our  accustomed  way  of  life. 
I  resumed  the  daily  work,  which  had  been  suspended  during 
my  absence  in  Hampshire.  Our  new  lodgings  cost  us  more 
than  the  smaller  and  less  convenient  rooms  which  we  had  left  ; 
and  the  claim  thus  implied  on  my  increased  exertions  was 
strengthened  by  the  doubtfulness  of  our  future  prospects. 
Emergencies  might  yet  happen  which  would  exhaust  our  little 
fund  at  the  banker's  ;  and  the  work  of  my  hands  might  be, 
ultimately,  all  we  had  to  look  to  for  support.  More  perma- 
nent and  more  lucrative  employment  than  had  yet  been 
offered  to  me  was  a  necessity  of  our  position — a  necessity  for 
which  I  now  diligently  set  myself  to  provide. 

It  must  not  be  supposed  that  the  interval  of  rest  and 
seclusion  of  which  I  am  now  writing,  entirely  suspended,  on 
my  part,  all  pursuit  of  the  one  absorbing  purpose  with  which 
my  thoughts  and  actions  are  associated,  in  these  pages. 
That  purpose  was,  for  months  and  months  yet,  never  to  relax 
its  claims  on  me.  The  slow  ripening  of  it  still  left  me  a 
measure  of  precaution  to  take,  an  obligation  of  gratitude  to 
perform,  and  a  doubtful  question  to  solve. 

The  measure  of  precaution  related,  necessarily,  to  the 
Count.  It  was  of  the  last  importance  to  ascertain,  if  possible, 
whether  his  plans  committed  him  to  remaining  in  England — 

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THE   WOMAN    IN   WHITE 

or,  In  other  words,  to  remainingf  within  my  reach.  I  con- 
trived to  set  this  doubt  at  rest  by  very  simple  means.  His 
address  in  St.  John's  Wood  being  known  to  me,  I  inquired  in 
the  neighbourhood  ;  and  having  found  out  the  agent  who  had 
the  disposal  of  the  furnished  house  in  which  he  lived,  I  asked 
if  number  five.  Forest  Road,  was  likely  to  be  let  within  a 
reasonable  time.  The  reply  was  in  the  negative.  I  was  in- 
formed that  the  foreign  gentleman  then  residing  in  the  house 
had  renewed  his  term  of  occupation  for  another  six  months, 
and  would  remain  in  possession  until  the  end  of  June  in  the 
following  year.  We  were  then  at  the  beginning  of  December 
only.  I  left  the  agent  with  my  mind  relieved  from  all  present 
fear  of  the  Count's  escaping  me. 

The  obligation  I  had  to  perform,  took  me  once  more  into 
the  presence  of  Mrs.  Clements.  I  had  promised  to  return, 
and  to  confide  to  her  those  particulars  relating  to  the  death 
and  burial  of  Anne  Catherick,  which  I  had  been  obliged  to 
withhold  at  our  first  Interview.  Changed  as  circumstances 
nov/  were,  there  was  no  hindrance  to  my  trusting  the  good 
woman  with  as  much  of  the  story  of  the  conspiracy  as  it  was 
necessary  to  tell.  I  had  every  reason  that  sympathy  and 
friendly  feeling  could  suggest  to  urge  on  me  the  speedy  per- 
formance of  my  promise — and  I  did  conscientiously  and 
carefully  perform  It.  There  is  no  need  to  burden  these  pages 
with  any  statement  of  what  passed  at  the  interview.  It  will 
be  more  to  the  purpose  to  say  that  the  interview  Itself 
necessarily  brought  to  my  mind  the  one  doubtful  question  still 
remaining  to  be  solved— the  question  of  Anne  Catherlck's 
parentage  on  the  father's  side. 

A  multitude  of  small  considerations  In  connexion  with 
this  subject — trifiing  enough  in  themselves,  but  strikingly 
important,  when  massed  together— had  latterly  led  my  mind 
to  a  conclusion  which  I  resolved  to  verify.  I  obtained 
Marian's  permission  to  write  to  Major  Donthorne,  of  Varneck 
Hall  (where  Mrs.  Catherick  had  lived  in  service  for  some 
years  previous  to  her  marriage),  to  ask  him  certain  questions. 
I  made  the  inquiries  in  Marian's  name,  and  described  them 
as  relating  to  matters  of  personal  Interest  in  her  family,  which 
might  explain  and  excuse  my  application.  When  I  wrote  the 
letter,  I  had  no  certain  knowledge  that  Major  Donthorne  was 
still  alive  ;  I  despatched  it  on  the  chance  that  he  might  be 
living,  and  able  and  willing  to  reply. 

After  a  lapse  of  two  days,  proof  came,  in  the  shape  of  a 
letter,  that  the  Major  was  living,  and  that  he  was  ready  to 
help  us. 

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THE   WOMAN    IN   WHITE 

The  idea  in  my  mind  when  I  wrote  to  him,  and  the  nature 
of  my  inquiries,  will  be  easily  inferred  from  his  reply.  His 
letter  answered  my  questions,  by  communicating-  these  im- 
portant facts  : 

In  the  first  place,  '  the  late  Sir  Percival  Clyde,  of  Black- 
water  Park,'  had  never  set  foot  in  Varneck  Hall.  The 
deceased  gentleman  was  a  total  stranger  to  Major  Donthorne, 
and  to  all  his  family. 

In  the  second  place,  *  the  late  Mr.  Philip  Fairlie,  of  Lim- 
meridge  House,'  had  been,  in  his  younger  days,  the  intimate 
friend  and  constant  guest  of  Major  Donthorne.  Having- 
refreshed  his  memory  by  looking  back  to  old  letters  and  other 
papers,  the  Major  was  in  a  position  to  say  positively,  that  Mr. 
Philip  Fairlie  was  staying  at  Varneck  Hall  in  the  month  of 
August,  eighteen  hundred  and  twenty-six,  and  that  he 
remained  there,  for  the  shooting,  during-  the  month  of 
September  and  part  of  October  following.  He  then  left,  to 
the  best  of  the  Major's  belief,  for  Scotland,  and  did  not 
return  to  Varneck  Hall  till  after  a  lapse  of  time,  when  he  re- 
appeared in  the  character  of  a  newly-married  man. 

Taken  by  itself,  this  statement  was,  perhaps,  of  little 
positive  value— but,  taken  in  connexion  with  certain  facts, 
every  one  of  which  either  Marian  or  I  knew  to  be  true,  it 
suggested  one  plain  conclusion  that  was,  to  our  minds,  irre- 
sistible. 

Knowing,  now,  that  Mr.  Philip  Fairlie  had  been  at 
Varneck  Hall  in  the  autumn  of  eighteen  hundred  and  twenty- 
six,  and  that  Mrs.  Catherick  had  been  living  there  in  service 
at  the  same  time,  we  knew  also  : — first,  that  Anne  had  been 
born  in  June,  eighteen  hundred  and  twenty-seven  ;  secondly, 
that  she  had  always  presented  an  extraordinary  personal 
resemblance  to  Laura ;  and,  thirdly,  that  Laura  herself  was 
strikingly  like  her  father.  Mr.  Philip  Fairlie  had  been  one 
of  the  notoriously  handsome  men  of  his  time.  In  disposition 
entirely  unlike  his  brother  Frederick,  he  was  the  spoilt  darling 
of  society,  especially  of  the  women — an  easy,  light-hearted, 
impulsive,  affectionate  man  ;  generous  to  a  fault ;  constitu- 
tionally lax  in  his  principles,  and  notoriously  thoughtless  of 
moral  obligations  where  women  were  concerned.  Such  were 
the  facts  we  knew ;  such  was  the  character  of  the  man. 
Surely,  the  plain  inference  that  follows  needs  no  pointing  out  ? 

Read  by  the  new  light  which  had  now  broken  upon  me, 
even  Mrs.  Catherick's  letter,  in  despite  of  herself,  rendered  its 
mite  of  assistance  towards  strengthening  the  conclusion  at 
which   I   had   arrived.     She   had   described    Mrs.   Fairlie  (in 

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THE   WOMAN    IN   WHITE 

writing-  to  me)  as  '  plain-looking,'  and  as  having-  '  entrapped 
the  handsomest  man  in  Eng-land  into  marrying  her.'  Both 
assertions  were  gratuitously  made,  and  both  were  false. 
Jealous  dislike  (which,  in  such  a  woman  as  Mrs.  Catherick, 
would  express  itself  in  petty  inalice  rather  than  not  express 
itself  at  all)  appeared  to  me  to  be  the  only  assignable  cause 
for  the  peculiar  insolence  of  her  reference  to  Mrs.  Fairlie, 
under  circumstances  which  did  not  necessitate  any  reference 
at  all. 

The  mention  here  of  Mrs.  Fairlie's  name  naturally  suggests 
one  other  question.  Did  she  ever  suspect  whose  child  the 
little  girl  brought  to  her  at  Limmeridge  might  be  ? 

Marian's  testimony  was  positive  on  this  point.  Mrs. 
Fairlie's  letter  to  her  husband,  which  had  been  read  to  me  in 
former  days— the  letter  describing  Anne's  resemblance  to 
Laura,  and  acknowledging  her  affectionate  interest  in  the 
little  stranger — had  been  written,  beyond  all  question,  in 
perfect  Innocence  of  heart.  It  even  seemed  doubtful,  on  con- 
sideration, whether  Mr.  Philip  Fairlie  himiself  had  been  nearer 
than  his  wife  to  any  suspicion  of  the  truth.  The  disgracefully 
deceitful  circumstances  under  which  Mrs.  Catherick  had 
married,  the  purpose  of  concealment  which  the  marriage  was 
intended  to  answer,  might  well  keep  her  silent  for  caution's 
sake,  perhaps  for  her  own  pride's  sake  also — even  assuming 
that  she  had  the  means,  in  his  absence,  of  communicating  with 
the  father  of  her  unborn  child. 

As  this  surmise  floated  through  my  mind,  there  rose  on 
my  memory  the  remembrance  of  the  Scripture  denunciation 
which  we  have  all  thought  of.  In  our  time,  with  wonder  and 
with  awe  :  '  The  sins  of  the  fathers  shall  be  visited  on  the 
children.'  But  for  the  fatal  resemblance  between  the  two 
daughters  of  one  father,  the  conspiracy  of  which  Anne  had 
been  the  innocent  Instrument  and  Laura  the  innocent  victim, 
could  never  have  been  planned.  With  what  unerring  and 
terrible  directness  the  long  chain  of  circumstances  led  down 
from  the  thoughtless  wrong  committed  by  the  father  to  the 
heartless  Injury  Inflicted  on  the  child  ! 

These  thoughts  came  to  me,  and  others  with  them,  which 
drew  my  mind  away  to  the  little  Cumberland  churchyard  where 
Anne  Catherick  now  lay  buried.  I  thought  of  the  bygone 
days  when  I  had  met  her  by  Mrs.  Fairlie's  grave,  and  met 
her  for  the  last  time.  I  thought  of  her  poor  helpless  hands 
beating  on  the  tombstone,  and  her  weary,  yearning  words, 
murmured  to  the  dead  remains  of  her  protectress  and  her 
friend.     *  Oh,  if  I  could  die,  and  be  hidden  and  at   rest  with 

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THE   WOMAN    IN   WHITE 

yoti ! '  Little  more  than  a  year  had  passed  since  she  breathed 
that  wish  ;  and  how  inscrutably,  how  awfully,  it  had  been 
fulfilled  !  The  words  she  had  spoken  to  Laura  by  the  shores 
of  the  lake,  the  very  words  had  now  come  true.  '  Oh,  if 
I  could  only  be  buried  with  your  mother  !  If  I  could  only 
wake  at  her  side  when  the  ang-el's  trumpet  sounds,  and  the 
graves  give  up  their  dead  at  the  resurrection  !  '  Through 
what  mortal  crime  and  horror,  through  what  darkest  windings 
of  the  way  down  to  Death,  the  lost  creature  had  wandered  in 
God's  leading  to  the  last  home  that,  living,  she  never  hoped  to 
reach  !  In  that  sacred  rest,  I  leave  her — in  that  dread  com- 
panionship, let  her  remain  undisturbed. 

So  the  ghostly  figure  which  has  haunted  these  pages  as  it 
haunted  my  life,  goes  down  into  the  impenetrable  Gloom. 
Like  a  Shadow  she  first  came  to  me,  in  the  loneliness  of  the 
night.  Like  a  Shadow  she  passes  away,  in  the  loneliness  of 
the  dead. 


III. 

Four  months  elapsed.  April  came— the  month  of  Spring; 
the  month  of  change. 

The  course  of  Time  had  flowed  through  the  interval  since 
the  winter,  peacefully  and  happily  in  our  new  home.  I  had 
turned  my  long  leisure  to  good  account ;  had  largely  increased 
my  sources  of  employment  ;  and  had  placed  our  means  of 
subsistence  on  surer  grounds.  Freed  from  the  suspense  and 
the  anxiety  which  had  tried  her  so  sorely,  and  hung  over  her 
so  long,  Marian's  spirits  rallied  ;  and  her  natural  energy  of 
character  began  to  assert  itself  again,  with  something,  if 
not  all,  of  the  freedom  and  the  vigour  of  former  times. 

More  pliable  under  change  than  her  sister,  Laura  showed 
more  plainly  the  progress  made  by  the  healing  influences  of 
her  new  life.  The  worn  and  wasted  look  which  had  prema- 
turely aged  her  face,  was  fast  leaving  it  ;  and  the  expression 
which  had  been  the  first  of  its  charms  in  past  days,  was 
the  first  of  its  beauties  that  now  returned.  My  closest 
observation  of  her  detected  but  one  serious  result  of  the  con- 
spiracy which  had  once  threatened  her  reason  and  her  life. 
Her  memory  of  events,  from  the  period  of  her  leaving  Black- 
water  Park  to  the  period  of  our  meeting  in  the  burial-ground 
of  Limmeridge  church,  was  lost  beyond  all  hope  of  recovery. 
At  the  slightest  reference  to  that  time,  she  changed  and 
trembled  still ;  her  words    became    confused ;  her    memory 

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THE   WOMAN    IN   WHITE 

wandered  and  lost  itself  as  helplessly  as  ever.    Here,  and  here 
only,  the  traces  of  the  past  lay  deep— too  deep  to  be  effaced. 

In  all  else,  she  was  now  so  far  on  the  way  to  recovery, 
that,  on  her  best  and  brightest  days,  she  sometimes  looked 
and  spoke  like  the  Laura  of  old  times.  The  happy  change 
wrought  its  natural  result  in  us  both.  From  their  long 
slumber,  on  her  side  and  on  mine,  those  imperishable 
memories  of  our  past  life  in  Cumberland  nov/  awoke,  which 
were  one  and  all  alike,  the  memories  of  our  love. 

Gradually  and  insensibly,  our  daily  relations  towards  each 
other  became  constrained.  The  fond  words  which  I  had 
spoken  to  her  so  naturally,  in  the  days  of  her  sorrow  and 
her  suffering,  faltered  strangely  on  my  lips.  In  the  time 
when  my  dread  of  losing  her  was  most  present  to  my 
mind,  I  had  always  kissed  her  when  she  left  me  at  night  and 
when  she  met  m.e  in  the  morning.  The  kiss  seemed  now 
to  have  dropped  between  us — to  be  lost  out  of  our  lives.  Our 
hands  began  to  tremble  again  when  they  met.  We  hardly 
ever  looked  long  at  one  another  out  of  Marian's  presence. 
The  talk  often  flagged  between  us  when  we  v/ere  alone. 
When  I  touched  her  by  accident,  I  felt  my  heart  beating  fast, 
as  it  used  to  beat  at  Limmeridge  House — I  saw  the  lovely 
answering  flush  glowing  again  in  her  cheeks,  as  if  we  were 
back  among  the  Cumberland  Hills,  in  our  past  characters 
of  master  and  pupil  once  more.  She  had  long  intervals  of 
silence  and  thoughtfulness  ;  and  denied  she  had  been  think- 
ing, when  Marian  asked  her  the  question.  I  surprised 
myself,  one  clay,  neglecting  my  work,  to  dream  over  the 
little  water-colour  portrait  of  her  which  I  had  taken  in  the 
summer-house  where  we  first  met — just  as  I  used  to  neglect 
Mr.  Fairlie's  drawings,  to  dream  over  the  same  likeness, 
when  it  was  newly  finished  in  the  bygone  time.  Changed 
as  all  the  circumstances  now  were,  our  position  towards  each 
other  in  the  golden  days  of  our  first  companionship,  seemed 
to  be  revived  with  the  revival  of  our  love.  It  was  as  if  Time 
had  drifted  us  back  on  the  v/rcck  of  our  early  hopes,  to 
the  old  familiar  shore  ! 

To  any  other  woman,  I  could  have  spoken  the  decisive 
words  which  I  still  hesitated  to  speak  to  her.  The  utter 
helplessness  of  her  position  ;  her  friendless  dependence  on  all 
the  forbearing  gentleness  that  I  could  show  her  ;  my  fear  of 
touching  too  soon  some  secret  sensitiveness  in  her,  which 
my  instinct,  as  a  man,  might  not  have  been  fine  enough  to 
discover — these  considerations,  and  others  like  them,  kept 
me  self-distrustfully  silent.     And  yet,  I  knew  that  the  restraint 

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THE   WOMAN    IN   WHITE 

on  both  sides  must  be  ended  ;  that  the  relations  in  which  wc 
stood  towards  one  another  must  be  altered,  in  some  settled 
manner,  for  the  future  ;  and  that  it  rested  with  me,  in  the 
first  instance,  to  recognise  the  necessity  for  a  chang-e. 

The  more  I  thought  of  our  position,  the  harder  the  attempt 
to  alter  it  appeared,  while  the  domestic  conditions  on  which 
we  three  had  been  living  together  since  the  winter,  remained 
undisturbed.  I  cannot  account  for  the  capricious  state  of 
mind  in  which  this  feeling  originated — but  the  idea  nevertheless 
possessed  me,  that  some  previous  change  of  place  and  circum- 
stances, some  sudden  break  in  the  quiet  monotony  of  our 
lives,  so  managed  as  to  vary  the  home  aspect  under  which 
v,"e  had  been  accustomed  to  see  each  other,  might  prepare  the 
way  for  me  to  speak,  and  might  make  it  easier  and  less  em- 
barrassing for  Laura  and  Marian  to  hear. 

With  this  purpose  in  view,  I  said,  one  morning,  that  I 
thought  we  had  all  earned  a  little  holiday  and  a  change  of 
scene.  After  some  consideration,  it  was  decided  that  we 
should  go  for  a  fortnight  to  the  sea-side. 

On  the  next  day,  we  left  Fulham  for  a  quiet  town  on  the 
south  coast.  At  that  early  season  of  the  year,  we  were  the 
only  visitors  in  the  place.  The  cliffs,  the  beach,  and  the  walks 
inland,  were  all  in  the  solitary  condition  which  was  most  wel- 
come to  us.  The  air  was  mild  ;  tin  prospects  over  hill  and 
wood  and  down  were  beautifully  varied  by  the  shifting  April 
light  and  shade ;  and  the  restless  sea  leapt  under  our 
windows,  as  if  it  felt,  like  the  land,  the  glow  and  freshness  of 
spring. 

I  owed  it  to  Marian  to  consult  her  before  I  spoke  to  Laura, 
and  to  be  guided  afterwards  by  her  advice. 

On  the  third  day  from  our  arrival,  I  found  a  fit  oppor- 
tunity of  speaking  to  her  alone.  The  moment  we  looked  at 
one  another,  her  quick  instinct  detected  the  thought  in  my 
mind  before  I  could  give  it  expression.  With  her  customary 
energy  and  directness,  she  spoke  at  once,  and  spoke  first. 

'  You  are  thinking  of  that  subject  which  was  mentioned 
between  us  on  the  evening  of  your  return  from  Hampshire,' 
she  said.  '  I  have  been  expecting  you  to  allude  to  it,  for 
some  time  past.  There  must  be  a  change  in  our  little  house- 
hold, Walter  ;  we  cannot  go  on  much  longer  as  we  are  now. 
I  see  it  as  plainly  as  you  do — as  plainly  as  Laura  sees  it, 
though  she  says  nothing.  How  strangely  the  old  times  in 
Cumberland  seem  to  have  come  back !  You  and  I  are 
together  again  ;  and  the  one  subject  of  interest  between  us  is 
Laura  once  more.     I  could  almost  fancy  that  this  room  is  the 

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THE   WOMAN    IN   WHITE 

summer-house  at  Limmeridge,  and  that  those  waves  beyond 
us  are  beating  on  our  sea-shore.' 

'  I  was  guided  by  your  advice  in  those  past  days,'  I  said; 
'  and  now,  Marian,  with  reliance  tenfold  greater,  I  will  be 
guided  by  it  again.' 

She  answered  by  pressing  my  hand.  I  saw  that  she  was 
deeply  touched  by  my  reference  to  the  past.  We  sat  together 
near  the  window ;  and,  while  I  spoke  and  she  listened,  we  looked 
at  the  glory  of  the  sunlight  shining  on  the  majesty  of  the  sea. 

'  Whatever  comes  of  this  confidence  between  us,'  I  said, 
*  whether  it  ends  happily  or  sorrowfully  for  me,  Laura's 
interests  will  still  be  the  interests  of  my  life.  When  we  leave 
this  place,  on  whatever  terms  we  leave  it,  my  determination 
to  wrest  from  Count  Fosco  the  confession  which  I  failed  to 
obtain  from  his  accomplice,  goes  back  with  me  to  London,  as 
certainly  as  I  go  back  myself.  Neither  you  nor  I  can  tell  how 
that  man  may  turn  on  me,  if  I  bring  him  to  bay  ;  we  only 
know  by  his  own  words  and  actions,  that  he  is  capable  of 
striking  at  me,  through  Laura,  without  a  moment's  hesitation, 
or  a  moment's  remorse.  In  our  present  position,  I  have  no 
claim  on  her,  which  society  sanctions,  which  the  law  allows, 
to  strengthen  me  in  resisting  him,  and  in  protecting  her. 
This  places  me  at  a  serious  disadvantage.  If  I  am  to  fight 
our  cause  with  the  Count,  strong  in  the  consciousness  of 
Laura's  safety,  I  must  fight  it  for  my  Wife.  Do  you  agree 
to  that  Marian,  so  far  ?  ' 

'  To  every  word  of  it,'  she  answered. 

'  I  will  not  plead  out  of  my  own  heart,'  I  went  on  ;  *  I  will 
not  appeal  to  the  love  which  has  survived  all  changes  and  all 
shocks — I  will  rest  my  only  vindication  of  myself  for  thinking 
of  her  and  speaking  of  her  as  my  wife,  on  what  I  have  just 
said.  If  the  chance  of  forcing  a  confession  from  the  Count, 
is,  as  I  believe  it  to  be,  the  last  chance  left  of  publicly  esta- 
blishing the  fact  of  Laura's  existence,  the  least  selfish  reason 
that  I  can  advance  for  our  marriage  is  recognised  by  us  both. 
But  I  may  be  wrong  in  my  conviction ;  other  means  of 
achieving  our  purpose  may  be  in  our  power,  which  are  less 
uncertain  and  less  dangerous.  I  have  searched  anxiously,  in 
my  own  mind,  for  those  means — and  I  have  not  found  them. 
Have  you  ?  ' 

'  No.     I  have  thought  about  it  too,  and  thought  in  vain.' 

'  In  all  likelihood,'  I  continued,  '  the  same  questions  have 
occurred  to  you,  in  considering  this  difficult  subject,  which 
have  occurred  to  me.  Ought  we  to  return  with  her  to  Lim- 
meridge, now  that  she  is  like  herself  again,  and  trust  to  the 

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THE   WOMAN    IN   WHITE 

recognition  of  her  by  the  people  of  the  village,  or  by  the 
children  at  the  school  ?  Ought  we  to  appeal  to  the  practical 
test  of  her  handwriting?  Suppose  we  did  so.  Suppose  the 
recognition  of  her  obtained,  and  the  identity  of  the  hand- 
writing established.  Would  success  in  both  those  cases  do 
more  than  supply  an  excellent  foundation  for  a  trial  in  a  court 
of  law  ?  Would  the  recognition  and  the  handwriting  prove 
her  identity  to  Mr.  Fairlie  and  take  her  back  to  Limmeridge 
House,  against  the  evidence  of  her  aunt,  against  the  evidence 
of  the  medical  certificate,  against  the  fact  of  the  funeral  and 
the  fact  of  the  inscription  on  the  tomb  ?  No  !  We  could 
only  hope  to  succeed  in  throwing  a  serious  doubt  on  the 
assertion  of  her  death — a  doubt  which  nothing  short  of  a  legal 
inquiry  can  settle.  I  will  assume  that  we  possess  (what  we 
have  certainly  not  got)  money  enough  to  carry  this  inquiry 
on  through  all  its  stages.  I  will  assume  that  Mr.  Fairlie's 
prejudices  might  be  reasoned  away  ;  that  the  false  testimony 
of  the  Count  and  his  wife,  and  all  the  rest  of  the  false  testi- 
mony, might  be  confuted  ;  that  the  recognition  could  not 
possibly  be  ascribed  to  a  mistake  between  Laura  and  Anne 
Catherick,  or  the  handwriting  be  declared  by  our  enemies  to 
be  a  clever  fraud — all  these  are  assumptions  which,  more  or 
less,  set  plain  probabilities  at  defiance,  but  let  them  pass — 
and  let  us  ask  ourselves  what  would  be  the  first  consequence 
of  the  first  questions  put  to  Laura  herself  on  the  subject  of 
the  conspiracy.  We  know  only  too  well  what  the  consequence 
would  be — for  we  know  that  she  has  never  recovered  her 
memory  of  what  happened  to  her  in  London.  Examine  her 
privately,  or  examine  her  publicly,  she  is  utterly  incapable  of 
assisting  the  assertion  of  her  own  case.  If  you  don't  see 
this,  Marian,  as  plainly  as  I  see  it,  we  will  go  to  Limmeridge 
and  try  the  experiment,  to-morrow.' 

'  I  do  see  it,  Walter.  Even  if  we  had  the  means  of  paying 
all  the  law  expenses,  even  if  we  succeeded  in  the  end,  the 
delay.s  would  be  unendurable  ;  the  perpetual  suspense,  after 
what  we  have  suffered  already,  would  be  heart-breaking. 
You  are  right  about  the  hopelessness  of  going  to  Limmeridge. 
I  wish  I  could  feel  sure  that  you  are  right  also  in  determining 
to  try  that  last  chance  with  the  Count.     Is  it  a  chance  at  all  ?  ' 

'  Beyond  a  doubt,  Yes.  It  is  the  chance  of  recovering  the 
lost  date  of  Laura's  journey  to  London.  Without  returning 
to  the  reasons  I  gave  you  some  time  since,  I  am  still  as 
firmly  persuaded  as  ever,  that  there  is  a  discrepancy  between 
the  date  of  that  journey  and  the  date  on  the  certificate  of 
death.     There  lies  the  weak  point  of  the  whole  conspiracy — 

505 


THE   WOMAN    IN   WHITE 

it  crumbles  to  pieces  if  we  attack  it  in  that  way  ;  and  the 
means  of  attacking  it  are  in  possession  of  the  Count.  If  I 
succeed  in  wresting  them  from  him,  the  object  of  your  life 
and  mine  is  fulfilled.  If  I  fail,  the  wrong  that  Laura  has 
suffered  will,  in  this  world,  never  be  redressed.' 

'  Do  you  fear  failure,  yourself,  Walter  ?  ' 

*  I  dare  not  anticipate  success  ;  and,  for  that  very  reason, 
Marian,  I  speak  openly  and  plainly,  as  I  have  spoken  now. 
In  my  heart  and  my  conscience,  I  can  say  it — Laura's  hopes 
for  the  future  are  at  their  lowest  ebb.  I  know  that  her  fortune 
is  gone  ;  I  know  that  the  last  chance  of  restoring  her  to  her 
place  in  the  world  lies  at  the  mercy  of  her  worst  enemy,  of  a 
man  who  is  now  absolutely  unassailable,  and  who  may  remain 
unassailable  to  the  end.  With  every  worldl}^  advantage  gone 
from  her  ;  with  all  prospect  of  recovering  her  rank  and 
station  more  than  doubtful  ;  with  no  clearer  future  before  her 
than  the  future  which  her  husband  can  provide — the  poor 
drawing-master  may  harmlessly  open  his  heart  at  last.  In 
the  days  of  her  prosperity,  Marian,  I  was  only  the  teacher 
Avho  guided  her  hand — I  ask  for  it,  in  her  adversity,  as  the 
hand  of  my  wife  ! ' 

Marian's  eyes  met  mine  affectionately — I  could  say  no 
more.  My  heart  was  full,  my  lips  were  trembling.  In  spite 
of  myself,  I  was  in  danger  of  appealing  to  her  pity.  I  got  up 
to  leave  the  room.  She  rose  at  the  same  moment,  laid  her 
hand  gently  on  my  shoulder,  and  stopped  me. 

'  Walter  !  '  she  said,  '  I  once  parted  you  both,  for  your 
good  and  for  hers.  Wait  here,  my  Brother  ! — v/ait,  my 
dearest,  best  friend,  till  Laura  comes,  and  tells  you  what  I 
have  done  now  ! ' 

For  the  first  time  since  the  farewell  morning  at  Limme- 
ridge,  she  touched  my  forehead  with  her  lips.  A  tear  dropped 
on  my  face,  as  she  kissed  me.  She  turned  quickly,  pointed 
to  the  chair  from  which  I  had  risen,  and  left  the  room. 

I  sat  down  alone  at  the  window,  to  wait  through  the  crisis 
of  my  life.  My  mind,  in  that  breathless  interval,  felt  like  a 
total  blank.  I  was  conscious  of  nothing  but  a  painful  inten- 
sity of  all  familiar  perceptions.  The  sun  grew  blinding 
bright ;  the  white  sea  birds  chasing-  each  other  far  beyond 
me,  seemed  to  be  flitting  before  my  face  ;  the  mellow  murmur 
of  the  waves  on  the  beach  was  like  thunder  in  my  ears. 

The  door  opened  ;  and  Laura  came  in  alone.  So  she  had 
entered  the  breakfast-room  at  Limmeridge  House,  on  the 
morning  when  we  parted.  Slowly  and  falteringly,  in  sorrow 
and  in  hesitation,  she  had  once  approached  me.     Now,  she 

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THE  WOMAN    IN   WHITE 

came  with  the  haste  of  happiness  in  her  feet,  with  the  light  of 
happiness  radiant  in  her  face.  Of  their  own  accord,  those 
dear  arms  clasped  themselves  round  me  ;  of  their  own  accord, 
the  sweet  lips  came  to  meet  mine.  '  My  darling  !  '  she 
whispered,  '  we  may  own  we  love  each  other,  now  ? '  Her 
head  nestled  with  a  tender  contentedness  on  my  bosom. 
'  Oh,'  she  said,  innocently,  '  I  am  so  happy  at  last  !  ' 

Ten  days  later,  we  were  happier  still.     We  were  married. 

IV. 

The  course  of  this  narrative,  steadily  flowing-  on,  bears  me 
away  from  the  morning-time  of  our  married  life,  and  carries 
me  forward  to  the  end. 

In  a  fortnight  more  we  three  were  back  in  London  ;  and 
the  shadow  was  stealing  over  us  of  the  struggle  to  come. 

Marian  and  I  were  careful  to  keep  Laura  in  ignorance  of 
the  cause  that  had  hurried  us  back — the  necessity  of  making 
sure  of  the  Count.  It  was  now  the  beginning  of  May,  and 
his  term  of  occupation  at  the  house  in  Forest  Road  expired 
in  June.  If  he  renewed  it  (and  I  had  reasons,  shortly  to  be 
mentioned,  for  anticipating  that  he  would),  I  might  be  certain 
of  his  not  escaping  me.  But,  if  by  any  chance  he  disappointed 
my  expectations,  and  left  the  country — then,  I  had  no  time  to 
lose  in  arming  myself  to  meet  him  as  best  I  might. 

In  the  first  fulness  of  my  new  happiness,  there  had  been 
moments  when  m_y  resolution  faltered — moments,  when  I  was 
tempted  to  be  safely  content,  now  that  the  dearest  aspiration 
of  my  life  was  fvilfiUed  in  the  possession  of  Laura's  love.  For 
the  first  time,  I  thought  faint-heartedly  of  the  greatness  of  the 
risk  ;  of  the  adverse  chances  arrayed  against  me  :  of  the  fair 
promise  of  our  new  lives,  and  of  the  peril  in  which  I  might 
place  the  happiness  which  we  had  so  hardly  earned.  Yes  ! 
let  me  own  it  honestly.  For  a  brief  time,  I  wandered,  in  the 
sweet  guiding  of  love,  far  from  the  purpose  to  which  I  had 
been  true,  under  sterner  discipline  and  in  darker  days.  Inno- 
cently, Laura  had  tem.pted  me  aside  from  the  hard  path — 
innocentl}',  she  was  destined  to  lead  me  back  again. 

At  times,  dreams  of  the  terrible  past  still  disconnectedly 
recalled  to  her,  in  the  mystery  of  sleep,  the  events  of  which 
her  waking  memory  had  lost  all  trace.  One  night  (barely 
two  weeks  after  our  marriage),  when  I  was  watching  her  at 
rest,  I  saw  the  tears  come  slowly  through  her  closed  eyelids, 
I  heard  the  faint  murmuring  words  escape  her  which  told  me 


THE   WOMAN    IN   WHITE 

that  her  spirit  was  back  again  on  the  fatal  journey  from 
Blackwater  Park.  That  unconscious  appeal,  so  touching 
and  so  awful  in  the  sacredness  of  her  sleep,  ran  through  me 
like  fire.  The  next  day  was  the  day  we  came  back  to  London 
— the  day  when  my  resolution  returned  to  me  with  tenfold 
strength. 

The  first  necessity  was  to  know  something  of  the  man. 
Thus  far,  the  true  story  of  his  life  was  an  impenetrable  mystery 
to  me. 

I  began  with  such  scanty  sources  of  information  as  were 
at  my  own  disposal.  The  important  narrative  written  by 
Mr.  Frederick  Fairlie  (which  Marian  had  obtained  by  follow- 
ing the  directions  I  had  given  to  her  in  the  winter)  proved  to 
be  of  no  service  to  the  special  object  with  which  I  now  looked 
at  it.  While  reading  it,  I  reconsidered  the  disclosure  revealed 
to  me  by  Mrs.  Clements,  of  the  series  of  deceptions  which  had 
brought  Anne  Catherick  to  London,  and  which  had  there 
devoted  her  to  the  interests  of  the  conspiracy.  Here,  again, 
the  Count  had  not  openly  committed  himself ;  here,  again,  he 
was,  to  all  practical  purpose,  out  of  my  reach. 

I  next  returned  to  Marian's  journal  at  Blackwater  Park. 
At  my  request  she  read  to  me  again  a  passage  which  referred 
to  her  past  curiosity  about  the  Count,  and  to  the  few  particu- 
lars which  she  had  discovered  relating  to  him. 

The  passage  to  which  I  allude  occurs  in  that  part  of  her 
journal  which  delineates  his  character  and  his  personal  appear- 
ance. She  describes  him  as  *  not  having  crossed  the  frontiers 
of  his  native  country  for  years  past ' — as  '  anxious  to  know  if 
any  Italian  gentlemen  were  settled  in  the  nearest  town  to 
Blackwater  Park  ' — as  '  receiving  letters  with  all  sorts  of  odd 
stamps  on  them,  and  one  with  a  large,  official-looking  seal  on 
it.'  She  is  inclined  to  consider  that  his  long  absence  from  his 
native  country  may  be  accounted  for  by  assuming  that  he  is 
a  political  exile.  But  she  is,  on  the  other  hand,  unable  to 
reconcile  this  idea  with  the  reception  of  the  letter  from  abroad, 
bearing  '  the  large  official-looking  seal  '■ — letters  from  the 
Continent  addressed  to  political  exiles  being  usually  the  last 
to  court  attention  from  foreign  post-offices  in  that  way. 

The  considerations  thus  presented  to  me  in  the  diary, 
joined  to  certain  surmises  of  my  own  that  grew  out  of  them, 
suggested  a  conclusion  which  I  wondered  I  had  not  arrived 
at  before.  I  now  said  to  myself — what  Laura  had  once  said 
to  Marian  at  Blackwater  Park  ;  what  Madame  Fosco  had 
overheard  by  listening  at  the  door — the  Count  is  a  Spy  ! 

Laura  had  applied  the  word  to  him  at  hazard,  in  natural 

508 


THE   WOiMAN    IN   WHITE 

anger  at  his  proceeding's  towards  herself.  /  applied  it  to 
him,  with  the  deliberate  conviction  that  his  vocation  in  life 
was  the  vocation  of  a  Spy.  On  this  assumption  the  reason 
for  his  extraordinary  stay  in  England,  so  long  after  the 
objects  of  the  conspiracy  had  been  gained,  became,  to  my 
mind,  quite  intelligible. 

The  year  of  which  I  am  now  writing,  was  the  year  of  the 
famous  Crystal  Palace  Exhibition  in  Hyde  Park.  Foreigners, 
in  unusually  large  numbers,  had  arrived  already,  and  were 
still  arriving  in  England.  Men  were  among  us,  by  hundreds, 
whom  the  ceaseless  distrustfulness  of  their  governments  had 
followed  privately,  by  means  of  appointed  agents,  to  our 
shores.  My  surmises  did  not  for  a  moment  class  a  man  of 
the  Count's  abilities  and  social  position  with  the  ordinary 
rank  and  file  of  foreign  spies.  I  suspected  him  of  holding  a 
position  of  authority,  of  being  entrusted  by  the  government 
which  he  secretly  served,  with  the  organisation  and  manage- 
ment of  agents  specially  employed  in  this  country,  both  men 
and  women  ;  and  I  believed  Mrs.  Rubelle,  who  had  been  so 
opportunely  found  to  act  as  nurse  at  Blackwater  Park,  to  be, 
in  all  probability,  one  of  the  number. 

Assuming  that  this  idea  of  mine  had  a  foundation  in  truth, 
the  position  of  the  Count  might  prove  to  be  more  assailable 
than  I  had  hitherto  ventured  to  hope.  To  whom  could  I 
apply  to  know  something  more  of  the  man's  history,  and  of 
the  man  himself,  than  I  knew  now. 

In  this  emergency,  it  naturally  occurred  to  my  mind  that 
a  countryman  of  his  own,  on  whom  I  could  rely,  might  be  the 
fittest  person  to  help  me.  The  first  man  whom  I  thought  of, 
under  these  circumstances,  was  also  the  only  Italian  with 
whom  I  was  intimately^  acquainted — my  quaint  little  friend, 
Professor  Pesca. 

The  professor  has  been  so  long  absent  from  these  pages, 
that  he  has  run  some  risk  of  being  forgotten  altogether. 

It  is  the  necessary  law  of  such  a  story  as  mine,  that  the 
persons  concerned  in  it  only  appear  when  the  course  of  events 
takes  them  up — they  come  and  go,  not  by  favour  of  my  per- 
sonal partiality,  but  by  right  of  their  direct  connexion  with 
the  circumstances  to  be  detailed.  For  this  reason,  not  Pesca 
only,  but  my  mother  and  sister  as  well,  have  been  left  far  in 
the  background  of  the  narrative.  My  visits  to  the  Hampstead 
cottage  ;  my  mother's  belief  in  the  denial  of  Laura's  identity 
which  the  conspiracy  had  accomplished  ;  my  vain  efforts  to 
overcome  the  prejudice,  on  her  part  and  on  my  sister's,  to 

509 


THE   WOMAN    IN   WHITE 

which,  in  their  jealous  affection  for  me,  they  both  continued  to 
adhere  ;  the  painful  necessity  which  that  prejudice  imposed 
on  me  of  concealing  my  marriage  from  them  till  they  had 
learned  to  do  justice  to  my  wife — all  these  little  domestic 
occurrences  have  been  left  unrecorded,  because  they  were  not 
essential  to  the  main  interest  of  the  story.  It  is  nothing  that 
they  added  to  my  anxieties  and  embittered  my  disappoint- 
ments— the  steady  march  of  events  has  inexorably  passed 
them  by. 

For  the  same  reason,  I  have  said  nothing,  here,  of  the 
consolation  that  I  found  in  Pesca's  brotherly  affection  for  me, 
when  I  saw  him  again  after  the  sudden  cessation  of  my  resi- 
dence at  Limmeridge  House.  I  have  not  recorded  the  fidelity 
with  which  my  warm-hearted  little  friend  followed  me  to  the 
place  of  embarkation,  when  I  sailed  for  Central  America, 
or  the  noisy  transport  of  joy  with  which  he  received  me  when 
we  next  met  in  London.  If  I  had  felt  justified  in  accepting 
the  offers  of  service  which  he  made  to  me,  on  my  return,  he 
would  have  appeared  again,  long  ere  this.  But,  though  1 
knew  that  his  honour  and  his  courage  were  to  be  implicitly 
relied  on,  I  was  not  so  sure  that  his  discretion  was  to  be 
trusted  ;  and,  for  that  reason  only,  I  followed  the  course  of  all 
my  inquiries  alone.  It  will  now  be  sufficiently  understood  that 
Pesca  was  not  separated  from  all  connexion  with  me  and  my 
interests,  although  he  has  hitherto  been  separated  from  all  con- 
nexion with  the  progress  of  this  narrative.  He  was  as  true  and 
as  ready  a  friend  of  mine  still,  as  ever  he  had  been  in  his  life. 

Before  I  summoned  Pesca  to  my  assistance,  it  was  neces- 
sary to  see  for  myself  what  sort  of  man  I  had  to  deal  with. 
Up  to  this  time,  I  had  never  once  set  eyes  on  Count  Fosco. 

Three  days  after  my  return  with  Laura  and  Marian  to 
London,  I  set  forth  alone  for  Forest  Road,  St.  John's 
Wood,  between  ten  and  eleven  o'clock  in  the  morning.  It 
was  a  fine  day — I  had  some  hours  to  spare — and  I  thought  it 
likely,  if  I  waited  a  little  for  him,  that  the  Count  might  be 
tempted  out.  I  had  no  great  reason  to  fear  the  chance  of  his 
recognising  me  in  the  day-time,  for  the  only  occasion  when  I 
had  been  seen  by  him  was  the  occasion  on  w^hich  he  had 
followed  me  home  at  night. 

No  one  appeared  at  the  windows  in  the  front  of  the  house. 
I  walked  down  a  turning  which  ran  past  the  side  of  it,  and 
looked  over  the  low  garden  wall.  One  of  the  back  windows 
on  the  lower  floor  was  thrown  up,  and  a  net  was  stretched 
across  the  opening.   I  saw  nobody ;  but  I  heard,  in  the  room, 

510 


THE   WOMAN   IN   WHITE 

first  a  shrill  whistling  and  singing  of  birds — then,  the  deep 
ringing  voice  which  Marian's  description  had  made  familiar 
to  me.  '  Come  out  on  my  little  finger,  my  pret-pret-pret- 
ties  !  '  cried  the  voice.  '  Come  out,  and  hop  up-stairs  !  One, 
two,  three — and  up  ?  Three,  two,  one — and  down  !  One, 
two,  three— twit-twit-twit-tweet  ! '  The  Count  was  exer- 
cising his  canaries,  as  he  used  to  exercise  them  in  Marian's 
time,  at  Blackwater  Park. 

I  waited  a  little  while,  and  the  singing  and  the  whistling 
ceased.  '  Come,  kiss  me,  my  pretties  !  '  said  the  deep  voice. 
There  was  a  responsive  twittering  and  chirping — a  low,  oily 
laugh — a  silence  of  a  minute  or  so — and  then  I  heard  the 
opening  of  the  house  door.  I  turned,  and  retraced  my  steps. 
The  magnificent  melody  of  the  Prayer  in  Rossini's  '  Moses,' 
sung  in  a  sonorous  bass  voice,  rose  grandly  through  the 
suburban  silence  of  the  place.  The  front  garden  gate  opened 
and  closed.     The  Count  had  come  out. 

He  crossed  the  road,  and  walked  towards  the  western 
boundary  of  the  Regent's  Park.  I  kept  on  my  own  side  of 
the  way,  a  little  behind  him,  and  walked  in  that  direction  also. 

Marian  had  prepared  me  for  his  high  stature,  his  monstrous 
corpulence,  and  his  ostentatious  mourning  garments — but  not 
for  the  horrible  freshness  and  cheerfulness  and  vitality  of  the 
man.  He  carried  his  sixty  years  as  if  they  had  been  fewer 
than  forty.  He  sauntered  along,  wearing  his  hat  a  little  on 
one  side,  with  a  light  jaunty  step  ;  swinging  his  big  stick  ; 
humming  to  himself ;  looking  up,  from  time  to  time,  at  the 
houses  and  gardens  on  either  side  of  him,  with  superb, 
smiling  patronage.  If  a  stranger  had  been  told  that  the 
whole  neighbourhood  belonged  to  him,  that  stranger  would 
not  have  been  surprised  to  hear  it.  He  never  looked  back  : 
he  paid  no  apparent  attention  to  me,  no  apparent  attention  to 
any  one  who  passed  him  on  his  own  side  of  the  road — except, 
now  and  then,  when  he  smiled  and  smirked,  with  an  easy, 
paternal  good  humour,  at  the  nursery  maids  and  the  children 
whom  he  met.  In  this  way,  he  led  me  on,  till  we  reached  a 
colony  of  shops  outside  the  western  terraces  of  the  Park. 

Here,  he  stopped  at  a  pastrycook's,  went  in  (probably  to 
give  an  order),  and  came  out  again  imm.ediately  with  a  tart 
in  his  hand.  An  Italian  was  grinding  an  organ  before  the 
shop,  and  a  miserable  little  shrivelled  monkey  was  sitting  on 
the  instrument.  The  Count  stopped  ;  bit  a  piece  for  himself 
out  of  the  tart ;  and  gravely  handed  the  rest  to  the  monkey. 
'  My  poor  little  man  ! '  he  said,  with  grotesque  tenderness  ; 
'  you  look  hungry.     In  the  sacred  name  of  humanity,  I  offer 

5" 


THE   WOMAN   IN   WHITE 

you  some  lunch  ! '  The  organ-grinder  piteously  put  hi  his 
claim  to  a  penny  from  the  benevolent  stranger.  The  Count 
shrugged  his  shoulders  contemptuously — and  passed  on. 

We  reached  the  streets  and  the  better  class  of  shops, 
between  the  New  Road  and  Oxford  Street.  The  Count 
stopped  again,  and  entered  a  small  optician's  shop,  with  an 
inscription  in  the  window,  announcing  that  repairs  were 
neatly  executed  inside.  He  came  out  again,  with  an  opera- 
glass  in  his  hand  ;  walked  a  few  paces  on  ;  and  stopped  to 
look  at  a  bill  of  the  Opera,  placed  outside  a  music-seller's 
shop.  He  read  the  bill  attentively,  considered  a  moment, 
and  then  hailed  an  empty  cab  as  it  passed  him,  '  Opera-box- 
office,'  he  said  to  the  man — and  was  driven  away. 

I  crossed  the  road,  and  looked  at  the  bill  in  my  turn. 
The  performance  announced  was  '  Lucrezia  Borgia,'  and  it 
was  to  take  place  that  evening.  The  opera-glass  in  the 
Count's  hand,  his  careful  reading  of  the  bill,  and  his  direction 
to  the  cabman,  all  suggested  that  he  proposed  making  one  of 
the  audience.  I  had  the  means  of  getting  an  admission  for 
myself  and  a  friend,  to  the  pit,  by  applying  to  one  of  the 
scene-painters  attached  to  the  theatre,  with  whom  I  had  been 
well  acquainted  in  past  times.  There  Vv'as  a  chance,  at  least, 
that  the  Count  might  be  easily  visible  among  the  audience, 
to  mo,  and  to  any  one  with  me  ;  and,  in  this  case,  I  had  the 
means  of  ascertaining  whether  Pesca  knew  his  countryman, 
or  not,  that  very  night. 

This  consideration  at  once  decided  the  disposal  of  my 
evening.  I  procured  the  tickets,  leaving  a  note  at  the  Pro- 
fessor's lodgings  on  the  way.  At  a  quarter  to  eight,  I 
called  to  take  him  with  me  to  the  theatre.  My  little  friend 
was  in  a  state  of  the  highest  excitement,  with  a  festive  flower 
in  his  button-hole,  and  the  largest  opera-glass  I  ever  saw 
hugged  up  under  his  arm. 

'  Are  you  ready  ?  '   I  asked. 

*  Right-all-right,'  said  Pesca. 

We  started  for  the  theatre. 

V. 

The  last  notes  of  the  introduction  to  the  opera  were  being 
played,  and  the  seats  in  the  pit  were  all  filled,  when  Pesca  and 
I  reached  the  theatre. 

There  was  plenty  of  room,  however,  in  the  passage  that 
ran  round  the  pit — precisely  the  position  best  calculated  to 
answer   the   purpose   for   which    I    was    attending   the   per- 


THE   WOMAN   IN   WHITE 

formance.  I  went  first  to  the  barrier  separating-  us  from  the 
stalls  ;  and  looked  for  the  Count  in  that  part  of  the  theatre. 
He  was  not  there.  Returning  along  the  passage,  on  the  left- 
hand  side  from  the  stage,  and  looking  about  me  attentively, 
I  discovered  him  in  the  pit.  He  occupied  an  excellent  place, 
some  twelve  or  fourteen  seats  from  the  end  of  a  bench, 
within  three  rows  of  the  stalls.  I  placed  myself  exactly  on  a 
line  with  him  ;  Pesca  standing  by  my  side.  The  Professor 
was  not  yet  aware  of  the  purpose  for  which  I  had  brought 
him  to  the  theatre,  and  he  vvas  rather  surprised  that  we  did 
not  move  nearer  to  the  stage. 

The  curtain  rose,  and  the  opera  began. 

Throughout  the  vv'hole  of  the  first  act,  we  remained  in  our 
position  ;  the  Count,  absorbed  by  the  orchestra  and  the 
stage,  never  casting  so  much  as  a  chance  glance  at  us.  Not 
a  note  of  Donizetti's  delicious  music  was  lost  on  him.  There  he 
sat,  high  above  his  neighbours,  smiling,  and  nodding  his  great 
head  enjoyingly,  from  time  to  time.  When  the  people  near  him 
applauded  the  close  of  an  air  (as  an  English  audience  in  such 
circumstances  always  iinll  applaud),  without  the  least  con- 
sideration for  the  orchestral  movement  which  immediately 
followed  it,  he  looked  round  at  them  with  an  expression  of 
compassionate  remonstrance,  and  held  up  one  hand  with  a 
gesture  of  polite  entreaty.  At  the  more  refined  passages  of 
the  singing,  at  the  more  delicate  phrases  of  the  music,  which 
passed  unapplauded  by  others,  his  fat  hands  adorned  vvith 
perfectly-fitting  black  kid  gloves,  softly  patted  each  other,  in 
token  of  the  cultivated  appreciation  of  a  musical  man.  At 
such  times,  his  oily  murmur  of  approval,  '  Bravo  !  Bra-a-a-a  ! ' 
hummed  through  the  silence,  like  the  purring  of  a  great  cat. 
His  immediate  neighbours  on  either  side — heart)-,  ruddy- 
faced  people  from  the  country,  basking  amazedly  in  the 
sunshine  of  fashionable  London — seeing  and  hearing-  him, 
began  to  follow  his  lead.  Many  a  burst  of  applause  from  tl-e 
pit,  that  night,  started  from  the  soft,  comfortable  patting  of 
the  black-gloved  hands.  The  man's  voracious  vanity  de- 
voured this  implied  tribute  to  his  local  and  critical  supremacy, 
with  an  appearance  of  the  highest  relish.  Sm.iles  rippled 
continuously  over  his  fat  face.  He  looked  about  him,  at  the 
pauses  in  the  music,  serenely  satisfied  with  himself  and  his 
fellow-creatures.  *  Yes  !  Yes !  these  barbarous  English 
people  are  learning  something  from  me.  Here,  there,  and 
everywhere,  I — Fosco — am  an  Influence  that  is  felt,  a  Man 
who  sits  supreme  ! '  If  ever  face  spoke,  his  face  spoke  then 
— and  that  was  his  language. 

513  LL 


THE   WOMAN   IN  WHITE 

The  curtain  fell  on  the  first  act ;  and  the  audience  rose  to 
look  about  them.  This  was  the  time  I  had  waited  for— the 
time  to  try  if  Pesca  knew  him. 

He  rose  with  the  rest,  and  surveyed  the  occupants  ot  the 
boxes  grandly  with  his  opera-glass.  At  first,  his  back  was 
towards  us  ;  but  he  turned  round  in  time,  to  our  side  of  the 
theatre,  and  looked  at  the  boxes  above  us  ;  usmg  his  glass 
for  a  few  minutes— then  removing  it,  but  still  continuing  to 
look  up.  This  was  the  moment  I  chose,  when  his  full  tace 
was  in  view,  for  directing  Pesca's  attention  to  him. 

'  Do  you  know  that  man  ?  '   I  asked. 

*  Which  man,  my  friend  ?  ' 

'  The  tall,  fat  man,  standing  there,  with  his  face  towards 

us.'  f~, 

Pesca  raised  himself  on  tiptoe,  and  looked  at  the  Count. 

'  No,'  said  the  Professor.  '  The  big  fat  man  is  a  stranger 
to  me.   '  Is  he  famous  ?     Why  do  you  point  him  out  ?  ' 

'  Because  I  have  particular  reasons  for  wishing  to  know 
something  of  him.  He  is  a  countryman  of  yours  ;  his  name 
is  Count  Fosco.     Do  you  know  that  name  ?  ' 

'  Not  I,  Walter.     Neither  the  name  nor  the  man  is  known 

to  me.'  ,  •       1  •     Q     T      I 

'Are  you  quite  sure  you  don't  recognise  him.-'  Look 
again  ;  look  carefully.  I  will  tell  you  why  I  am  so  anxious 
about  it,  when  we  leave  the  theatre.  Stop  !  let  me  help  you 
up  here,  where  you  can  see  him  better.' 

I  helped  the  little  man  to  perch  himself  on  the  edge  ot 
the  raised  dais  upon  which  the  pit-seats  were  all  placed. 
Here,  his  small  stature  was  no  hindrance  to  him  ;  here,  lie 
could  see  over  the  heads  of  the  ladies  who  were  seated  near 
the  outermost  part  of  the  bench.  t  i     i 

A  slim,  light-haired  man,  standing  by  us,  whom  1  had 
not  noticed  before— a  man  with  a  scar  on  his  left  cheek- 
looked  attentivelv  at  Pesca  as  I  helped  him  up,  and  then 
looked  still  more  attentively,  following  the  direction  ot 
Pesca's  eyes,  at  the  Count.  Our  conversation  might  have 
reached  his  ears,  and  might,  as  it  struck  me,  have  roused  his 

curiositv.  ,  .l     u       ^ 

Mea'nAvhile,  Pesca  fixed  his  e3-es  earnestly  on  the  broad, 
full,  smiling  face  turned  a  little  upward,  exactly  opposite  to 


hmi. 


'No,'  he  said  ;  '  I  have  never  set  my  two  eyes  on  that  big 
fat  man  before,  in  all  my  life.' 

As  he  spoke,  the  Count  looked  downwards  towards  the 
boxes  behind  us  on  the  pit  tier. 


THE   WOMAN    IN   WHITE 

The  eyes  of  the  two  Italians  met. 

The  instant  before,  I  had  been  perfectly  satisfied,  from 
his  own  reiterated  assertion,  that  Pesca  did  not  know  the 
Count.  The  instant  afterwards,  I  was  equally  certain  that 
the  Count  knew  Pesca. 

Knew  him  ;  and — more  surprising  still— /eared  him  as 
well !  There  was  no  mistaking  the  change  that  passed  over 
the  villain's  face.  The  leaden  hue  that  altered  his  yellow 
complexion  in  a  moment,  the  sudden  rigidity  of  all  his 
features,  the  furtive  scrutiny  of  his  cold  grey  eyes,  the 
motionless  stillness  of  him  from  head  to  foot,  told  their  own 
tale.  A  mortal  dread  had  mastered  him,  body  and  soul — and 
his  own  recognition  of  Pesca  was  the  cause  of  it ! 

The  slim  man,  with  the  scar  on  his  cheek,  was  still  close 
by  us.  He  had  apparently  drawn  his  inference  from  the 
effect  produced  on  the  Count  by  the  sight  of  Pesca,  as  I  had 
drawn  mine.  He  was  a  mild  gentlemanlike  man,  looking 
like  a  foreigner  ;  and  his  interest  in  our  proceedings  was  not 
expressed  in  anything  approaching  to  an  offensive  manner. 

For  my  own  part,  I  was  so  startled  by  the  change  in  the 
Count's  face,  so  astounded  at  the  entirely  unexpected  turn 
which  events  had  taken,  that  I  knew  neither  what  to  say  or 
do  next.  Pesca  roused  me  by  stepping  back  to  his  former 
place  at  my  side,  and  speaking  first. 

'  How  the  fat  man  stares  ! '  he  exclaimed.  *  Is  it  at  me  ? 
Am  /  famous  ?  How  can  he  know  me,  when  I  don't  know 
him?' 

I  kept  my  eye  still  on  the  Count.  I  saw  him  move  for 
the  first  time  when  Pesca  moved,  so  as  not  to  lose  sight  of 
the  little  man,  in  the  lower  position  in  which  he  now  stood. 
I  was  curious  to  see  what  would  happen  if  Pesca's  attention, 
under  these  circumstances,  was  withdrawn  from  him,  and  I 
accordingly  asked  the  Professor  if  he  recognised  any  of  his 
pupils,  that  evening,  among  the  ladies  in  the  boxes.  Pesca 
immediately  raised  the  large  opera-glass  to  his  eyes,  and 
moved  it  slowly  all  round  the  upper  part  of  the  theatre, 
searching  for  his  pupils  with  the  most  conscientious  scrutiny. 

The  moment  he  showed  himself  to  be  thus  engaged,  the 
Count  turned  round  ;  slipped  past  the  persons  who  occupied 
seats  on  the  farther  side  of  him  from  where  we  stood  ;  and 
disappeared  in  the  middle  passage  down  the  centre  of  the 
pit.  I  caught  Pesca  by  the  arm  ;  and,  to  his  inexpressible 
astonishment,  hurried  him  round  with  me  to  the  back  of  the 
pit,  to  intercept  the  Count  before  he  could  get  to  the  door. 
Somewhat  to  my  surprise,  the  slim  man  hastened  out  before 

?IS  L  L  2 


THE  WOMAN   IN   V/HITE 

us,  avoiding  a  stoppage  caused  by  some  people  on  our  side 
of  the  pit  leaving  their  places,  by  which  Pesca  and  myself 
were  delayed.  When  we  reached  the  lobby  the  Count  had 
disappeared — and  the  foreigner  with  the  scar  was  gone  too. 

'Come  home,'  I  said;  'come  home,  Pesca,  to  your 
lodgings.  I  must  speak  to  you  in  private — I  must  speak 
directly.' 

'  My-soul-bless-my-soul  !  '  cried  the  Professor,  in  a  state 
of  the  extremest  bewilderment.  '  What  on  earth  is  the 
matter  ?  ' 

I  walked  on  rapidly,  without  answering.  The  circum- 
stances under  which  the  Count  had  left  the  theatre  suggested 
to  me  that  his  extraordinary  anxiety  to  escape  Pesca  might 
carry  him  to  further  extremities  still.  He  might  escape  me, 
too,  by  leaving  London.  I  doubted  the  future,  if  I  allowed 
him  so  much  as  a  day's  freedom  to  act  as  he  pleased.  And  I 
doubted  that  foreign  stranger  who  had  got  the  start  of  us, 
and  whom  I  suspected  of  intentionally  following  him  out. 

With  this  double  distrust  in  my  mind,  I  was  not  long  in 
making  Pesca  understand  what  I  wanted.  As  soon  as  we 
two  were  alone  in  his  room,  I  increased  his  confusion  and 
amazement  a  hundredfold  by  telling  him  what  my  purpose 
was,  as  plainly  and  unreservedly  as  I  have  acknowledged  it 
he-re. 

'  My  friend,  what  can  I  do  ?  '  cried  the  Professor,  piteously 
appealing  to  me  with  both  hands.  '  Deuce-what-the-deuce  ! 
how  can  I  help  you,  Walter,  when  I  don't  know  the  man  ? ' 

*  He  knows  you — he  is  afraid  of  you — he  has  left  the 
theatre  to  escape  you.  Pesca  !  there  must  be  a  reason  for 
this.  Look  back  into  your  own  life,  before  you  came  to 
England.  You  left  Italy,  as  you  have  told  me  yourself,  for 
political  reasons.  You  have  never  mentioned  those  reasons 
to  me  ;  and  I  don't  inquire  into  them,  now.  I  only  ask  you 
to  consult  your  own  recollections,  and  to  say  if  they  suggest 
no  past  cause  for  the  terror  which  the  first  sight  of  you 
produced  in  that  man. 

To  my  unutterable  surprise,  these  words,  harmless  as  they 
appeared  to  me,  produced  the  same  astounding  effect  on 
Pesca  which  the  sight  of  Pesca  had  produced  on  the  Count. 
The  rosy  face  of  my  little  friend  whitened  in  an  instant ;  and 
he  drew  back  from  me  slowly,  trembling  from  head  to  foot. 

*  Walter  !  '  he  said.      '  You  don't  knovv^  what  you  ask.' 
He  spoke  in   a   whisper — he   looked   at  me  as  if  I  had 

suddenly  revealed  to  him  some  hidden  danger  to  both  of  us. 
In  less  than  one  minute  of  time,  b-;  was  so  altered  from  the 

516 


THE   WOMAN   IN   WHITE 

easy,  lively,  quaint  little  man  of  all  my  past  experience,  that 
if  I  had  met  him  in  the  street,  changed  as  I  saw  him  now,  I 
should  most  certainly  not  have  known  him  again. 

'  Forgive  me,  if  I  have  unintentionally  pained  and  shocked 
you,'  I  replied.  *  Remember  the  cruel  wrong  my  wife  has 
suffered  at  Count  Fosco's  hands.  Remember  that  the  wrong" 
can  never  be  redressed,  unless  the  means  are  in  my  power  of 
forcing  him  to  do  her  justice.  I  spoke  in  her  interests,  Pesca 
— I  ask  you  again  to  forgive  me — I  can  say  no  more.' 

I  rose  to  go.     He  stopped  me  before  I  reached  the  acow 

'  Wait,'  he  said.  '  You  have  shaken  me  from  head  to  foot. 
You  don't  know  how  I  left  my  country,  and  why  I  left  my 
country.     Let  me  compose  myself — let  me  think,  if  I  can.' 

I  returned  to  my  chair.  He  walked  up  and  down  the 
room,  talking  to  himself  incoherently  in  his  own  language. 
After  several  turns  backwards  and  forwards,  he  suddenly 
came  up  to  me,  and  laid  his  little  hands  with  a  strange 
tenderness  and  solemnity  on  my  breast. 

'On  your  heart  and  soul,  Walter,'  he  said,  'is  there  no 
other  way  to  get  to  that  man  but  the  chance-way  through 
w^? ' 

'There  is  no  other  way,'  I  answered. 

He  left  me  again  :  opened  the  door  of  the  room  and  looked 
out  cautiously  into  the  passage ;  closed  it  once  more  ;  and 
came  back. 

*  You  won  your  right  over  me,  Walter,'  he  said,  *on  the 
day  when  you  saved  my  life.  It  was  yours  from  that  moment, 
when  you  pleased  to  take  it.  Take  it  now.  Yes  !  I  mean 
what  I  say.  My  next  words,  as  true  as  the  good  God  is 
above  us,  will  put  my  life  into  your  hands.' 

The  trembling  earnestness  with  which  he  uttered  this 
extraordinary  warning,  carried  with  it  to  my  mind  the  con- 
viction that  he  spoke  the  truth. 

'  Mind  this  !  '  he  went  on,  shaking  his  hands  at  me  in  the 
vehemence  of  his  agitation.  '  I  hold  no  thread,  in  my  own 
mind,  between  that  man,  Fosco,  and  the  past  time  which  I 
call  back  to  me,  for  your  sake.  If  yoit  find  the  thread,  keep 
it  to  yourself — tell  me  nothing — on  my  knees,  I  beg  and  pray, 
let  me  be  ignorant,  let  me  be  innocent,  let  me  be  blind  to  all 
the  future,  as  I  am  now  ! ' 

He  said  a  few  words  more,  hesitatingly  and  disconnectedly 
— then  stopped  again. 

I  saw  that  the  effort  of  expressing  himself  in  English,  on 
an  occasion  too  serious  to  permit  him  the  use  of  the  quaint 
turns  and  phrases  of  his  ordinary  vocabulary,  was  painfully 


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increasing  the  difficulty  he  had  felt  from  the  first  in  speaking 
to  me  at  all.  Having  learnt  to  read  and  understand  his 
native  language  (though  not  to  speak  it),  in  the  earlier  days 
of  our  intimate  companionship,  I  now  suggested  to  him  that 
he  should  express  himself  in  Italian,  while  I  used  English  in 
putting  any  questions  which  might  be  necessary  to  my  en- 
lightenment. He  accepted  the  proposal.  In  his  smooth- 
flowing  language — spoken  with  a  vehement  agitation  which 
betrayed  itself  in  the  perpetual  working  of  his  features,  in  the 
wildness  and  the  suddenness  of  his  foreign  gesticulations, 
but  never  in  the  raising  of  his  voice — I  now  heard  the  words 
which  armed  me  to  meet  the  last  struggle  that  is  left  for  this 
story  to  record.* 

'You  know  nothing  of  my  motive  for  leaving  Ital)',*  he 
began,  *  except  that  it  was  for  political  reasons.  If  I  had 
been  driven  to  this  country  by  the  persecution  of  my  govern- 
ment, I  should  not  have  kept  those  reasons  a  secret  from  you 
or  from  any  one.  I  have  concealed  them  because  no  govern- 
ment authority  has  pronounced  the  sentence  of  my  exile. 
You  have  heard,  Walter,  of  the  political  Societies  that  are 
hidden  in  every  great  city  on  the  continent  of  Europe  ?  To 
one  of  those  Societies  I  belonged  in  Italy — and  belong  still,  in 
England.  When  I  came  to  this  country,  I  came  by  the 
direction  of  my  Chief.  I  was  over-zealous,  in  my  younger 
time ;  I  ran  the  risk  of  compromising  myself  and  others. 
For  those  reasons,  I  was  ordered  to  emigrate  to  England, 
and  to  wait.  I  emigrated — I  have  waited — I  wait,  still.  To- 
morrow, I  may  be  called  away  :  ten  years  hence,  I  may  be 
called  away.  It  is  all  one  to  me — I  am  here,  I  support  my- 
self by  teaching,  and  I  wait.  I  violate  no  oath  (you  shall 
hear  why  presently)  in  making  my  confidence  complete  by 
telling  you  the  name  of  the  Society  to  which  I  belong.  All  I 
do  is  to  put  my  life  in  your  hands.  If  what  I  say  to  you 
now  is  ever  known  by  others  to  have  passed  my  lips,  as 
certainly  as  we  two  sit  here,  I  am  a  dead  man.' 

He  whispered  the  next  words  in  my  ear.  I  keep  the 
secret  which  he  thus  communicated.  The  Society  to  which 
he  belonged  will  be  sufficiently  individualised  for  the  purpose 
of  these  pages  if  I  call  it   'The  Brotherhood,'  on  the  few 

*  It  is  only  right  to  mention  here,  that  I  repeat  Pesca's  statement  to  me, 
with  the  careful  suppressions  and  alterations  which  the  serious  nature  of  the 
subject  and  my  own  sense  of  duty  to  my  friend  demand.  My  first  and  last 
concealments  from  the  reader  are  those  which  caution  renders  absolutely 
necessary  in  this  portion  of  the  narrative. 


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occasions  when  any  reference  to  the  subject  will  be  needed  in 
this  place. 

'The  object  of  the  Brotherhood,'  Pesca  went  on,  'is, 
briefly,  the  object  of  other  political  societies  of  the  same  sort 
— the  destruction  of  tyranny,  and  the  assertion  of  the  rights 
of  the  people.  The  principles  of  the  Brotherhood  are  two. 
So  long  as  a  man's  life  is  useful,  or  even  harmless  only,  he 
has  the  right  to  enjoy  it.  But,  if  his  life  inflicts  injury  on  the 
well-being  of  his  fellow-m_en,  from  that  moment  he  forfeits 
the  right,  and  it  is  not  only  no  crime  but  a  positive  merit  to 
deprive  him  of  it.  It  is  not  for  me  to  say  in  what  frightful 
circumstances  of  oppression  and  suff"ering  this  Society  took  its 
rise.  It  is  not  for  you  to  say — you  Englishmen,  who  have  con- 
quered your  freedom  so  long  ago,  that  you  have  conveniently 
forgotten  what  blood  you  shed,  and  what  extremities  you 
proceeded  to,  in  the  conquering — it  is  not  for  you  to  say  how 
far  the  worst  of  all  exasperations  may,  or  may  not,  carry  the 
maddened  men  of  an  enslaved  nation.  The  iron  that  has 
entered  into  our  souls  has  gone  too  deep  for  you  to  find  it. 
Leave  the  refugee  alone  !  Laugh  at  him,  distrust  him,  open 
your  eyes  in  wonder  at  that  secret  self  Vvhich  smoulders  in 
him,  sometimes  under  the  every-day  respectability  and  tran- 
quillity of  a  man  like  me  ;  sometimes  under  the  grinding 
poverty,  the  fierce  squalor,  of  men  less  lucky,  less  pliable, 
less  patient  than  I  am — but  judge  us  not !  In  the  time  of 
your  first  Charles  you  might  have  done  us  justice  ;  the  long 
luxury  of  your  own  freedom  has  made  you  incapable  of  doing 
us  justice  now.' 

All  the  deepest  feelings  of  his  nature  seemed  to  force  them- 
selves to  the  surface  in  those  words  ;  all  his  heart  was  poured 
out  to  me,  for  the  first  time  in  our  lives — but  still,  his  voice 
never  rose  ;  still  his  dread  of  the  terrible  revelation  he  was 
making  to  me,  never  left  him. 

'So  far,'  he  resumed,  'you  think  the  Society  like  other 
Societies.  Its  object  (in  your  English  opinion)  is  anarchy  and 
revolution.  It  takes  the  life  of  a  bad  King  or  a  bad  Minister, 
as  if  the  one  and  the  other  were  dangerous  wild  beasts  to  be 
shot  at  the  first  opportunity.  I  grant  you  this.  But  the  laws 
of  the  Brotherhood  are  the  laws  of  no  other  political  society 
on  the  face  of  the  earth.  The  members  are  not  known  to  one 
another.  There  is  a  President  in  Italy  ;  there  are  Presidents 
abroad.  Each  of  these  has  his  Secretary.  The  Presidents 
and  the  Secretaries  know  the  members,  but  the  members, 
among  themselves,  are  all  strangers,  until  their  Chiefs  see 
fit,  in  the  political  necessity  of  the  time,  or  in  the  private 

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necessity  of  the  Society,  to  make  them  known  to  each  other. 
With  such  a  safeguard  as  this,  there  is  no  oath  among-  us  on 
admittance.  We  are  identified  with  the  Brotherhood  by  a 
secret  mark,  which  we  all  bear,  which  lasts  while  our  lives 
last.  We  are  told  to  go  about  our  ordinary  business,  and  to 
report  ourselves  to  the  President,  or  the  Secretary,  four  times 
a  year,  in  the  event  of  our  services  being  required.  We  are 
warned,  if  we  betray  the  Brotherhood,  or  if  we  injure  it  by 
serving  other  interests,  that  we  die  by  the  principles  of  the 
Brotherhood — die  by  the  hand  of  a  stranger  who  may  be  sent 
from  the  other  end  of  the  world  to  strike  the  blow— or  by  the 
hand  of  our  own  bosom-friend  who  may  have  been  a  member 
unknown  to  us  through  all  the  years  of  our  intimacy.  Some- 
times, the  death  is  delayed  ;  sometimes,  it  follows  close  on 
the  treachery.  It  is  our  first  business  to  know  how  to  wait — 
our  second  business  to  know  hov\^  to  obey  v/hen  the  word  is 
spoken.  Some  of  us  may  wait  our  lives  through,  and  may 
not  be  wanted.  Some  of  us  maj-  be  called  to  the  work,  or  to 
the  preparation  for  the  work,  the  very  day  of  our  admission. 
I  myself — the  little,  easy,  cheerful  man  you  know,  v,"ho,  of  his 
own  accord,  vrould  hardly  lift  up  his  handkerchief  to  strike 
down  the  fly  that  buzzes  about  his  face — I,  in  my  younger 
time,  under  provocation  so  dreadful  that  I  v/ill  not  tell  you  of 
it,  entered  the  Brotherhood  by  an  impulse,  as  I  might  have 
killed  myself  by  an  impulse.  I  must  rem.ain  in  it,  now — it  has 
got  m.e,  whatever  I  may  think  of  it  in  my  better  circumstances 
and  my  cooler  manhood,  to  my  dying  day.  While  I  was  still 
in  Italy,  I  v^^as  chosen  Secretary  ;  and  all  the  members  of  that 
time,  who  v*  ere  brought  face  to  face  with  my  President,  were 
brought  face  to  face  also  with  me.'' 

I  began  to  understand  him  ;  I  saw  the  end  towards  which 
his  extraordinary  disclosure  v/as  now  tending.  He  waited  a 
moment,  watching  me  earnestly — watching,  till  he  had  evidently 
guessed  what  was  passing  in  my  mind,  before  he  resumed. 

*  You  have  drawn  your  own  conclusion  already,'  he  said. 
*  I  see  it  in  your  face.  Tell  me  nothing  ;  keep  me  out  of  the 
secret  of  your  thoughts.  Let  me  make  my  one  last  sacrifice 
of  myself,  for  your  sake — and  then  have  done  with  this  subject, 
never  to  return  to  it  again. 

He  signed  to  me  not  to  answer  him — rose — removed  his 
coat — and  rolled  up  the  shirt-sleeve  on  his  left  arm. 

'  I  promised  you  that  this  confidence  should  be  complete,' 
he  whispered,  speaking  close  at  my  ear,  with  his  eyes  looking 
watchfully  at  the  door.  '  Whatever  comes  of  it,  you  shall  not 
reproach  me  with  having  hidden  anything  from  you  which  it 

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was  necessary  to  your  interests  to  know.  I  have  said  that  the 
Brotherhood  identifies  its  members  by  a  mark  that  lasts  for 
life.     See  the  place,  and  the  mark  on  it  for  yourself.' 

He  raised  his  bare  arm,  and  showed  me,  high  on  the  upper 
part  of  it  and  on  the  inner  side,  a  brand  deepl}^  burnt  in  the 
flesh  and  stained  of  a  bright  blood-red  colour.  I  abstain 
from  describing-  the  device  which  the  brand  represented.  It 
will  be  sufficient  to  say  that  it  was  circular  in  form,  and  so 
small  that  it  would  have  been  completely  covered  by  a  shilling 
coin. 

'  A  man  v.'ho  has  this  mark,  branded  in  this  place,'  he  said, 
covering  his  arm  again,  '  is  a  member  of  the  Brotherhood.  A 
man  who  has  been  false  to  the  Brotherhood  is  discovered 
sooner  or  later,  by  the  Chiefs  who  know  him — Presidents  or 
Secretaries,  as  the  case  may  be.  And  a  man  discovered  by 
the  Chiefs  is  dead.  No  human  laivs  can  protect  him.  Remem- 
ber what  you  have  seen  and  heard  ;  draw  what  conclusions  you 
like  ;  act  as  you  please.  But,  in  the  nam.e  of  God,  whatever 
you  discover,  whatever  you  do,  tell  me  nothing !  Let  me 
remain  free  from  a  responsibility  which  it  horrifies  me  to  think 
of — which  I  know,  in  my  conscience,  is  not  my  responsibility, 
now.  For  the  last  time,  I  say  it — on  my  honour  as  a  gentle- 
man, on  my  oath  as  a  Christian,  if  the  man  you  pointed  out 
at  the  Opera  knows  me,  he  is  so  altered,  or  so  disguised,  that 
I  do  not  know  him.  I  am  ignorant  of  his  proceedings  or  his 
purposes  in  England — I  never  saw  him,  I  never  heard  the  name 
he  goes  by,  to  my  knowledge,  before  to-night.  I  say  no  more. 
Leave  me  a  little,  Walter  :  I  am  overpowered  by  what  has 
happened  ;  I  am  shaken  by  what  I  have  said.  Let  me  try  to 
be  like  myself  again,  vvhen  we  meet  next.' 

He  dropped  into  a  chair  ;  and,  turning  away  from  me,  hid 
his  face  in  his  hands.  I  gently  opened  the  door,  so  as  not  to 
disturb  him^and  spoke  my  fev/  parting  vvcrds  in  low  tones, 
which  he  might  hear  or  not,  as  he  pleased. 

'  I  will  keep  the  memory  of  to-night  in  my  heart  of  hearts,' 
I  said.  '  You  shall  never  repent  the  trust  you  have  reposed 
in  me.  May  I  come  to  you  to-morroAV  ?  May  I  come  as  early 
as  nine  o'clock  ?  ' 

'Yes,  Walter,'  he  replied,  looking  up  at  me  kindly,  and 
speaking  in  English  once  more,  as  if  his  one  anxiety,  now, 
v.-as  to  get  back  to  our  former  relations  towards  each  other. 
'  Come  to  my  little  bit  of  breakfast  before  I  go  my  ways 
among  the  pupils  that  I  teach.' 

'  Good  night,  Pesca.' 

'  Good  night,  my  friend.' 

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VI. 


My  first  conviction,  as  soon  as  I  found  myself  outside  the 
house,  was  that  no  alternative  was  left  me  but  to  act  at  once 
on  the  information  I  had  received— to  make  sure  of  the  Count, 
that  night,  or  to  risk  the  loss,  if  I  only  delayed  till  the  morn- 
ing, of  Laura's  last  chance.  I  looked  at  my  watch  :  it  was 
ten  o'clock. 

Not  the  shadow  of  a  doubt  crossed  my  mind  of  the  purpose 
for  which  the  Count  had  left  the  theatre.  His  escape  from 
us,  that  evening,  was  beyond  all  question,  the  preliminary 
only  to  his  escape  from  London.  The  mark  of  the  Brother- 
hood was  on  his  arm — I  felt  as  certain  of  it  as  if  he  had  shown 
me  the  brand — and  the  betrayal  of  the  Brotherhood  was  on 
his  conscience — I  had  seen  it  in  his  recognition  of  Pesca. 

It  was  easy  to  understand  why  that  recognition  had  not 
been  mutual.  A  man  of  the  Count's  character  would  never 
risk  the  terrible  consequences  of  turning  spy  without  looking 
to  his  personal  security  quite  as  carefully  as  he  looked  to  his 
golden  reward.  The  shaven  face,  which  I  had  pointed  out  at 
the  Opera,  might  have  been  covered  by  a  beard  in  Pesca's 
time ;  his  dark  brown  hair  might  be  a  wig  ;  his  name  was 
evidently  a  false  one.  The  accident  of  time  might  have  helped 
him  as  well — his  immense  corpulence  might  have  come  with 
his  later  years.  There  was  every  reason  why  Pesca  should 
not  have  known  him  again — every  reason,  also,  why  he  should 
have  known  Pesca,  whose  singular  personal  appearance  made 
a  marked  man  of  him,  go  where  he  might. 

I  have  said  that  I  felt  certain  of  the  purpose  in  the  Count's 
mind  when  he  escaped  us  at  the  theatre.  How  could  I  doubt 
it,  when  I  saw,  with  my  own  eyes,  that  he  believed  himself, 
in  spite  of  the  change  in  his  appearance,  to  have  been  recog- 
nised by  Pesca,  and  to  be  therefore  in  danger  of  his  life  ?  If 
I  could  get  speech  of  him  that  night,  if  I  could  show  him  that 
I,  too,  knew  of  the  mortal  peril  in  which  he  stood,  what 
result  would  follow  ?  Plainly  this.  One  of  us  must  be  master 
of  the  situation — one  of  us  must  inevitably  be  at  the  mercy  of 
the  other. 

I  owed  it  to  myself  to  consider  the  chances  against  me, 
before  I  confronted  them.  I  owed  it  to  my  wife  to  do  all  that 
lay  in  my  power  to  lessen  the  risk. 

The  chances  against  me  wanted  no  reckoning  up  :  they 
were  all  merged  in  one.  If  the  Count  discovered,  by  my  own 
avowal,  that  the  direct  way  to  his  safety  lay  through  my  life, 
he  was  probably  the  last  man  in  existence  who  would  shrink 

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from  throwing  me  off  my  guard  and  taking  that  way,  when 
he  had  me  alone  within  his  reach.  The  only  means  of  defence 
against  him  on  which  I  could  at  all  rely  to  lessen  the  risk, 
presented  themselves,  after  a  little  careful  thinking,  clearly 
enough.  Before  I  made  any  personal  acknowledgment  of  my 
discovery  in  his  presence,  I  must  place  the  discovery  itself 
where  it  would  be  ready  for  instant  use  against  him,  and  safe 
from  any  attempt  at  suppression  on  his  part.  If  I  laid  the 
mine  under  his  feet  before  I  approached  him,  and  if  I  left 
instructions  with  a  third  person  to  fire  it,  on  the  expiration  of 
a  certain  time,  unless  directions  to  the  contrary  were  previously 
received  under  my  own  hand,  or  from  my  own  lips — in  that 
event,  the  Count's  security  was  absolutely  dependent  upon 
mine,  and  I  might  hold  the  vantage  ground  over  him  securely, 
even  in  his  own  house. 

This  idea  occurred  to  me  when  I  was  close  to  the  new 
lodgings  which  we  had  taken  on  returning  from  the  sea-side. 
I  went  in,  without  disturbing  any  one,  by  the  help  of  my  key. 
A  light  was  in  the  hall ;  and  I  stole  up  with  it  to  my  work- 
room, to  make  my  preparations,  and  absolutely  to  commit 
myself  to  an  interview  with  the  Count,  before  either  Laura  or 
Marian  could  have  the  slightest  suspicion  of  what  I  intended 
to  do. 

A  letter  addressed  to  Pesca  represented  the  surest  measure 
of  precaution  which  it  was  now  possible  for  me  to  take.  I 
wrote  as  follows  : 

'  The  man  whom  I  pointed  out  to  you  at  the  Opera,  is  a 
member  of  the  Brotherhood,  and  has  been  false  to  his  trust. 
Put  both  these  assertions  to  the  test,  instantly.  You  know 
the  name  he  goes  by  in  England.  His  address  is  No.  5, 
Forest  Road,  St.  John's  Wood.  On  the  love  you  once  bore 
me,  use  the  power  entrusted  to  you  without  mercy  and  with- 
out delay,  against  that  man.  I  have  risked  all  and  lost  all — - 
and  the  forfeit  of  my  failure  has  been  paid  with  my  life.' 

I  signed  and  dated  these  lines,  enclosed  them  in  an  envelope, 
and  sealed  it  up.  On  the  outside,  I  wrote  this  direction  : 
'  Keep  the  enclosure  unopened,  until  nine  o'clock  to-morrow 
morning.  If  you  do  not  hear  from  me,  or  see  me,  before  that 
time,  break  the  seal  when  the  clock  strikes,  and  read  the 
contents.'  I  added  my  initials ;  and  protected  the  whole  by 
enclosing  it  in  a  second  sealed  envelope,  addressed  to  Pesca 
at  his  lodgings. 

Nothing  remained  to  be  done  after  this  but  to  find  the 
means  of  sending  my  letter  to  its  destination  immediately.  I 
should  then  have  accomplished  all  that  lay  in  my  power..    If 

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anything  happened  to  me  in  the  Count's  house,  I  had  nov/ 
provided  for  his  answering  it  with  his  Hfe. 

That  the  means  of  preventing  his  escape  under  any  cir- 
cumstances whatever,  were  at  Pesca's  disposal,  if  he  chose  to 
exert  them,  I  did  not  for  an  instant  doubt.  The  extraordinary 
anxiety  which  he  had  expressed  to  remain  unenhghtened  as 
to  the  Count's  identity — or,  in  other  words,  to  be  left  un- 
certain enough  about  facts  to  justify  him  to  his  own  con- 
science in  remaining  passive — betrayed  plainly  that  the  means 
of  exercising  the  terrible  justice  of  the  Brotherhood  were 
ready  to  his  hand,  although,  as  a  naturally  humane  man,  he 
had  shrunk  from  plainly  saying  as  much  in  my  presence. 
The  deadly  certainty  with  which  the  vengeance  of  foreign 
political  societies  can  hunt  down  a  traitor  to  the  cause,  hide 
himself  where  he  may,  had  been  too  often  exemplified,  even 
in  my  superficial  experience,  to  allov/  of  any  doubt.  Con- 
sidering the  subject  only  as  a  reader  of  newspapers,  cases 
recurred  to  my  memory,  both  in  London  and  in  Paris,  of 
foreigners  found  stabbed  in  the  streets,  whose  assassins 
could  never  be  traced — of  bodies  and  parts  of  bodies,  thrown 
into  the  Thames  and  the  Seine,  by  hands  that  could  never  be 
discovered — of  deaths  by  secret  violence  which  could  only  be 
accounted  for  in  one  way.  I  have  disguised  nothing  relating 
to  myself  in  these  pages — and  I  do  not  disguise  here,  that  I 
believed  I  had  wTitten  Count  Fosco's  death-warrant,  if  the 
fatal  emergency  happened  which  authorised  Pesca  to  open  my 
enclosure. 

I  left  my  room  to  go  down  to  the  ground  floor  of  the 
house,  and  speak  to  the  landlord  about  finding  me  a  mes- 
senger. He  happened  to  be  ascending  the  stairs  at  the  time, 
and  we  met  on  the  landing.  His  son,  a  quick  lad,  was  the 
messenger  he  proposed  to  me,  on  hearing  what  I  wanted. 
We  had  the  boy  upstairs  ;  and  I  gave  him  his  directions.  He 
was  to  take  the  letter  in  a  cab,  to  put  it  into  Professor  Pesca's 
own  hands,  and  to  bring  me  back  a  line  of  acknowledgment 
from  that  gentleman  ;  returning  in  the  cab,  and  keeping  it  at 
the  door  for  my  use.  It  was  then  nearly  half-past  ten.  I  cal- 
culated that  the  boy  might  be  back  in  twenty  minutes  ;  and 
that  I  might  drive  to  St.  John's  Wood,  on  his  return,  in  twenty 
minutes  more. 

When  the  lad  had  departed  on  his  errand,  I  returned  to  my 
own  room  for  a  little  while,  to  put  certain  papers  in  order,  so 
that  they  might  easily  be  found,  in  case  of  the  worst.  The  key 
of  the  old-fashioned  bureau  in  which  the  papers  were  kept,  I 
sealed  up,  and  left  it  on  my  table,  with  Marian's  name  written 

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on  the  outside  of  the  Httle  packet.  This  done,  I  went  down- 
stairs to  the  sitting-room,  in  which  I  expected  to  find  Laura 
and  Marian  awaiting  my  return  from  the  Opera.  I  felt  my 
hand  trembling  for  the  first  time,  when  I  laid  it  on  the  lock  of 
the  door.' 

No  one  \vas  in  the  room  but  Marian.  She  v/as  reading  ; 
and  she  looked  at  her  watch,  in  surprise,  when  I  came  in. 

'  How  early  you  are  back  !  '  she  said.  '  You  must  have 
come  away  before  the  opera  was  over. 

*  Yes,'  I  replied  ;   '  neither  Pesca  nor  I  waited  for  the  end.' 

*  Where  Is  Laura  ?  ' 

'  She  had  one  of  her  bad  headaches  this  evening  ;  and  I 
advised  her  to  go  to  bed,  when  we  had  done  tea.' 

I  left  the  room  again,  on  the  pretext  of  v/ishing  to  see 
whether  Laura  was  asleep.  Marian's  quick  eyes  v/ere  begin- 
ning to  look  inquiringly  at  my  face  ;  Marian's  quick  instinct 
was  beginning  to  discover  that  I  had  something  weighing 
on  my  mind. 

When  I  entered  the  bed-chamber,  and  softly  approached 
the  bedside  by  the  dim  flicker  of  the  night-lamp,  my  Vv'ife  was 
asleep. 

We  had  not  been  married  quite  a  month  yet.  If  my  heart 
was  heavy,  if  my  resolution  for  a  moment  faltered  again,  when 
I  looked  at  her  face  turned  faithfully  to  my  pillow  in  her  sleep 
— when  I  saw  her  hand  resting  open  on  the  coverlid,  as  if  it  was 
waiting  unconsciously  for  mine— surely  there  was  som.e  excuse 
for  me  ?  I  only  allowed  myself  a  few  minutes  to  kneel  down  at 
the  bedside,  and  to  look  close  at  her — so  close  that  her  breath, 
as  It  came  and  went,  fluttered  on  my  face.  I  only  touched 
her  hand  and  her  cheek  with  my  lips,  at  parting.  She  stirred 
in  her  sleep  and  murmured  my  name — but  without  waking. 
I  lingered  for  an  instant  at  the  door  to  look  at  her  again. 

'  God  bless  and  keep  3'ou,  my  darling  ! '  I  whispered — and 
left  her. 

Marian  was  at  the  stair-head  waiting  for  me.  She  had  a 
folded  slip  of  paper  in  her  hand. 

'  The  landlord's  son  has  brought  this  for  you,'  she  said. 

*  He  has  got  a  cab  at  the  door — he  says  you  ordered  him 
to  keep  it  at  your  disposal.' 

'  Quite  right,  Marian.  I  want  the  cab  ;  I  am  going  out 
again.' 

I  descended  the  stairs  as  I  spoke,  and  looked  into  the  sitting- 
room  to  read  the  slip  of  paper  by  the  light  on  the  table.  It 
contained  these  two  sentences,  in  Pesca's  handwriting  : — 

'  Your  letter  is  received.     If  I  don't  see  you  before  the 

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time  you  mention,  I  will  break  the  seal  when  the  clock 
strikes.' 

I  placed  the  paper  in  my  pocket-book,  and  made  for  the 
door.  Marian  met  me  on  the  threshold,  and  pushed  me 
back  into  the  room  where  the  candlelight  fell  full  on  my  face. 
She  held  me  by  both  hands,  and  her  eyes  fastened  searchingly 
on  mine. 

'I  see!'  she  said,  in  a  low  eager  whisper.  'You  are 
trying  the  last  chance  to-night.' 

'  Yes — the  last  chance  and  the  best,'  I  whispered  back. 

*  Not  alone  !  Oh,  Walter,  for  God's  sake  not  alone  ! 
Let  me  go  with  you.  Don't  refuse  me  because  I'm  only  a 
woman.  I  must  go  !  I  will  go  !  I'll  wait  outside  in  the 
cab  ! ' 

It  was  my  turn  now  to  hold  Jicr.  She  tried  to  break  away 
from  me,  and  get  down  first  to  the  door. 

'  If  you  want  to  help  me,'  I  said,  '  stop  here,  and  sleep  in 
my  wife's  room  to-night.  Only  let  me  go  away,  with  my 
mind  easy  about  Laura,  and  I  answer  for  everything  else. 
Come,  Marian,  give  me  a  kiss,  and  show  that  you  have 
the  courage  to  wait  till  I  come  back.' 

I  dared  not  allow  her  time  to  say  a  word  more.  She 
tried  to  hold  me  again.  I  unclasped  her  hands — and  was 
out  of  the  room  in  a  moment.  The  boy  below  heard  me  on 
the  stairs,  and  opened  the  hall-door.  I  jumped  into  the  cab, 
before  the  driver  could  get  off  the  box.  '  Forest  Road,  St. 
John's  Wood,'  I  called  to  him  through  the  front  window. 
'  Double  fare,  if  you  get  there  in  a  quarter  of  an  hour.'  *  I'll 
do  it,  sir.'  I  looked  at  my  watch.  Eleven  o'clock — not  a 
minute  to  lose. 

The  rapid  motion  of  the  cab,  the  sense  that  every  instant 
now  was  bringing  me  nearer  to  the  Count,  the  conviction 
that  I  was  embarked  at  last,  without  let  or  hindrance,  on  my 
hazardous  enterprise,  heated  me  into  such  a  fever  of  excite- 
ment that  I  shouted  to  the  man  to  go  faster  and  faster.  As 
we  left  the  streets,  and  crossed  St.  John's  Wood  Road,  my 
impatience  so  completely  overpowered  me  that  I  stood  up  in 
the  cab  and  stretched  my  head  out  of  the  window,  to  see  the 
end  of  the  journey  before  we  reached  it.  Just  as  a  church 
clock  in  the  distance  struck  the  quarter  past,  we  turned  into 
the  Forest  Road.  I  stopped  the  driver  a  little  way  from  the 
Count's  house — paid  and  dismissed  him — and  walked  on  to 
the  door. 

As  I  approached  the  garden  gate,  I  saw  another  person 
advancing  towards  it  also,  from   the   direction   opposite  to 

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mine.  We  met  under  the  gas  lamp  in  the  road,  and  looked 
at  each  other.  I  instantly  recognised  the  light-haired 
foreigner,  with  the  scar  on  his  cheek  ;  and  I  thought  he 
recognised  inc.  He  said  nothing  ;  and,  instead  of  stopping 
at  the  house,  as  I  did,  he  slowly  walked  on.  Was  he  in  the 
Forest  Road  by  accident  ?  Or  had  he  followed  the  Count 
home  from  the  Opera  ? 

I  did  not  pursue  those  questions.  After  waiting  a  little, 
till  the  foreigner  had  slowly  passed  out  of  sight,  I  rang  the 
gate  bell.  It  was  then  twenty  minutes  past  eleven — late 
enough  to  make  it  quite  easy  for  the  Count  to  get  rid  of  me 
by  the  excuse  that  he  was  in  bed. 

The  only  way  of  providing  against  this  contingency  was 
to  send  in  my  name,  without  asking  any  preliminary  questions, 
and  to  let  him  know,  at  the  same  time,  that  I  had  a  serious 
motive  for  wishing  to  see  him  at  that  late  hour.  Accordingly, 
while  I  was  waiting,  I  took  out  my  card,  and  wrote  under 
my  name,  '  On  important  business.'  The  maid-servant 
answered  the  door  while  I  was  writing  the  last  word  in 
pencil  ;  and  asked  me  distrustfully  what  I  'pleased  to  want.' 

*  Be  so  good  as  to  take  that  tp  your  master,'  I  replied, 
giving  her  the  card. 

I  saw,  by  the  girl's  hesitation  of  manner,  that  if  I  had 
asked  for  the  Count  in  the  first  instance,  she  would  only 
have  followed  her  instructions  by  telling  me  he  was  not  at 
home.  She  was  staggered  by  the  confidence  with  which  I 
gave  her  the  card.  After  staring  at  me  in  great  perturba- 
tion, she  went  back  into  the  house  with  my  message,  closing 
the  door,  and  leaving  me  to  wait  in  the  garden. 

In  a  minute  or  so,  she  reappeared.  '  Her  master's  com- 
pliments, and  would  I  be  so  obliging  as  to  say  what  my 
business  was?'  'Take  my  compliments  back,'  I  replied; 
*  and  say  that  the  business  cannot  be  mentioned  to  any  one 
but  your  master.'  She  left  me  again — again  returned — and, 
this  time,  asked  me  to  walk  in. 

I  followed  her  at  once.  In  another  moment,  I  was  inside 
the  Count's  house. 

VII. 

There  was  no  lamp  in  the  hall ;  but  by  the  dim  light  of 
the  kitchen  candle  which  the  girl  had  brought  up-stairs  with 
her,  I  saw  an  elderly  lady  steal  noiselessly  out  of  a  back 
room  on  the  ground  floor.  She  cast  one  viperish  look  at  me 
as  I  entered  the  hall,  but   said   nothing,  and  went   slowly 

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up-stairs,  without  returning-  my  bow.  My  familiarity  with 
Marian's  journal  sufficiently  assured  me  that  the  elderly  lady 
was  Madame  Fosco. 

The  servant  led  me  to  the  room  which  the  Countess  had 
just  left.  I  entered  it  ;  and  found  myself  face  to  face  with 
the  Count. 

He  was  still  in  his  evening  dress,  except  his  coat,  which 
he  had  thrown  across  the  chair.  His  shirt-sleeves  were 
turned  up  at  the  wrists — but  no  higher.  A  carpet-bag  v.^as 
on  one  side  of  him,  and  a  box  on  the  other.  Books,  papers, 
and  articles  of  vvearing  apparel  were  scattered  about  the 
room.  On  a  table,  at  one  side  of  the  door,  stood  the  cage, 
so  Vv-ell  known  to  me  by  description,  v/hich  contained  his 
white  mice.  The  canaries  and  the  cockatoo  were  probably 
in  some  other  room.  He  v/as  seated  before  the  box,  packing 
it,  when  I  went  in,  and  rose  Vv'ith  some  papers  in  his  hand  to 
receive  me.  His  face  still  betrayed  plain  traces  of  the  shock 
that  had  overwhelmed  him  at  the  Opera.  His  fat  cheeks 
hung-  loose  ;  his  cold  grey  e3es  v/ere  furtively  vigilant  ;  his 
voice,  look,  and  manner  were  all  sharply  suspicious  alike,  as 
he  advanced  a  step  to  meet  m.e,  and  requested,  with  distant 
civility,  that  I  v.'ould  take  a  chair. 

*  You  come  here  on  business,  sir  ?  '  he  said.  '  I  am  at  a 
loss  to  know  what  that  business  can  possibly  be.' 

The  unconcealed  curiosity  vvith  which  he  looked  hard  in 
my  face  v.-hile  he  spoke,  convinced  me  that  I  had  passed 
unnoticed  by  him  at  the  Opera.  He  had  seen  Pesca  first  ; 
and  from  that  m.oment,  till  he  left  the  theatre,  he  had  evi- 
dently seen  nothing  else.  My  name  vv'ould  necessarily  suggest 
to  him  that  I  had  not  come  into  his  house  with  other  than  a 
hostile  purpose  towards  himself — but  he  appeared  to  be  utterly 
ignorant,  thus  far,  of  the  real  nature  of  my  errand. 

'I  am  fortunate  in  finding  you  here  to-night,'  I  said. 
*  You  seem  to  be  on  the  point  of  taking  a  journey  ?  ' 

*  Is  j-our  business  connected  with  my  journey  ?  ' 

*  In  some  degree.' 

'  In  what  degree  ?     Do  you  know  where  I  am  going  to  ?  ' 

*  No.      I  only  know  why  you  are  leaving  London.' 

He  slipped  by  me  with  the  quickness  of  thought  ;  locked 
the  door  of  the  room  ;  and  put  the  ke}'  in  his  pocket. 

'You  and  I,  Mr.  Hartright,  are  excellently  well  acquainted 
v/ith  one  another  by  reputation,'  he  said.  'Did  it,  by  any 
chance,  occur  to  j-ou  when  you  came  to  this  house  that  I  was 
not  the  sort  of  man  you  could  trifle  with  ?  ' 

*  It  did  occur  to  me,'  I  replied.     '  And  I  have  not  come  to 

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trifie  with  you.  I  am  here  on  a  matter  of  life  and  death — and 
if  that  door  which  you  have  locked  was  open  at  this  moment, 
nothing  you  could  say  or  do  would  induce  me  to  pass  through 
it.' 

I  walked  farther  into  the  room  and  stood  opposite  to  him, 
on  the  rug  before  the  fireplace.  He  drew  a  chair  in  front  of 
the  door,  and  sat  down  on  it,  with  his  left  arm  resting  on  the 
table.  The  cage  with  the  white  mice  was  close  to  him  ;  and 
the  little  creatures  scampered  out  of  their  sleeping-place,  as 
his  heavy  arm  shook  the  table,  and  peered  at  him  through  the 
gaps  in  the  smartly  painted  wires. 

'  On  a  matter  of  life  and  death  ?  '  he  repeated  to  himself. 
'  Those  words  are  more  serious,  perhaps,  than  you  think. 
What  do  you  mean  ?  ' 

'  What  I  say.' 

The  perspiration  broke  out  thickly  on  his  broad  forehead. 
His  left  hand  stole  over  the  edge  of  the  table.  There  was  a 
drawer  in  it,  with  a  lock,  and  the  key  was  in  the  lock.  His 
finger  and  thumb  closed  over  the  key  but  did  not  turn  it. 

'  So  you  know  why  I  am  leaving  London  ?  '  he  went  on. 
'Tell  me  the  reason,  if  you  please.'  He  turned  the  key,  and 
unlocked  the  drawer  as  he  spoke. 

'  I  can  do  better  than  that,'  I  replied  ;  *  I  can  show  you  the 
reason,  if  you  like.' 

*  How  can  you  show  it  ?  ' 

'  You  have  got  your  coat  off,'  I  said.  '  Roll  up  the  shirt- 
sleeve on  your  left  arm— and  you  will  see  it  there.' 

The  same  livid,  leaden  change  passed  over  his  face,  which 
I  had  seen  pass  over  it  at  the  theatre.  The  deadly  glitter  in 
his  eyes  shone  steady  and  straight  into  mine.  He  said 
nothing.  But  his  left  hand  slowly  opened  the  table  drawer, 
and  softly  slipped  into  it.  The  harsh  grating  noise  of  some- 
thing heavy  that  he  was  moving,  unseen  to  me,  sounded  for 
a  moment — then  ceased.  The  silence  that  followed  was  so 
intense,  that  the  faint  ticking  nibble  of  the  white  mice  at  their 
wires  was  distinctly  audible  where  I  stood. 

My  life  hung  by  a  thread — and  I  knew  it.  At  that  final 
moment,  I  thought  with  his  mind  ;  I  felt  with  his  fingers — I 
was  as  certain,  as  if  I  had  seen  it,  of  what  he  kept  hidden 
from  me  in  the  drawer. 

'  Wait  a  little,'  I  said.  '  You  have  got  the  door  locked — 
you  see  I  don't  move — you  see  my  hands  are  empty.  Wait  a 
little.     I  have  something  more  to  say.' 

'You  have  said  enough,'  he  replied,  with  a  sudden  com- 
posure,  so  unnatural  and  so  ghastly  that  it  tried  my  nerves  as 

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no  outbreak  of  violence  could  have  tried  them.  '  I  want  one 
moment  for  my  own  thoug^hts,  if  you  please.  Do  you  guess 
what  I  am  thinking-  about  ? ' 

'  Perhaps  I  do.' 

'I  am  thinking,'  he  remarked  quietly,  'whether  I  shall 
add  to  the  disorder  in  this  room,  by  scattering  your  brains 
about  the  fireplace.' 

If  I  had  moved  at  that  moment,  I  saw  in  his  face  that  he 
would  have  done  it. 

*  I  advise  you  to  read  two  lines  of  writing  which  I  have 
about  me,'  I  rejoined,  '  before  you  finally  decide  that  question.' 

The  proposal  appeared  to  excite  his  curiosity.  He  nodded 
his  head.  I  took  Pesca's  acknowledgment  of  the  receipt  of 
my  letter  out  of  mj'  pocket-book  ;  handed  it  to  him  at  arm's 
length  ;  and  returned  to  my  former  position  in  front  of  the 
fireplace. 

He  read  the  lines  aloud  :  '  "  Your  letter  is  received.  If  I 
don't  hear  from  you  before  the  time  you  mention,  I  will  break 
the  seal  when  the  clock  strikes."  ' 

Another  man,  in  his  position,  would  have  needed  some 
explanation  of  those  words — the  Count  felt  no  such  necessity. 
One  reading  of  the  note  showed  him  the  precaution  that  I 
had  taken,  as  plainly  as  if  he  had  been  present  at  the  time 
when  I  adopted  it.  The  expression  of  his  face  changed  on 
the  instant  ;  and  his  hand  came  out  of  the  drawer,  empty. 

*  I  don't  lock  up  my  drawer,  Mr.  Hartright,'  he  said  ; 
*  and  I  don't  say  that  I  may  not  scatter  your  brains  about 
the  fireplace,  yet.  But  I  am  a  just  man,  even  to  my  enemy — 
and  I  will  acknowledge,  beforehand,  that  they  are  cleverer 
brains  than  I  thought  them.  Come  to  the  point,  sir  !  You 
want  something  of  me  ?  ' 

'  I  do — and  I  mean  to  have  it.* 

*  On  conditions  ?  ' 

'  On  no  conditions.' 

His  hand  dropped  into  the  drawer  again. 

'  Bah  !  we  are  travelling  in  a  circle,'  he  said  ;  *  and  those 
clever  brains  of  yours  are  in  danger  again.  Your  tone  is 
deplorably  imprudent,  sir — moderate  it  on  the  spot !  The 
risk  of  shooting-  you  on  the  place  where  you  stand,  is  less  to 
■me,  than  the  risk  of  letting  you  out  of  this  house,  except  on 
conditions  that  I  dictate  and  approve.  You  have  not  got  my 
lamented  friend  to  deal  with,  now — you  are  face  to  face  with 
Fosco !  If  the  lives  of  twenty  Mr.  Hartrights  were  the 
stepping--stones  to  my  safety,  over  all  those  stones  I  would 
go,    sustained  by  my  sublime  indifference,  self-balanced  by 

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my  impenetrable  calm.  Respect  me,  if  you  love  your  own 
life  !  I  summon  you  to  answer  three  questions,  before  you 
open  your  lips  again.  Hear  them — they  are  necessary  to 
this  interview.  Answer  them — they  are  necessary  to  me.' 
He  held  up  one  finger  of  his  right  hand.  *  First  question  !  ' 
he  said.  '  You  come  here  possessed  of  information,  which 
may  be  true,  or  may  be  false — where  did  you  get  it  ? ' 

*  I  decline  to  tell  you.' 

*  No  matter  :  I  shall  find  out.  If  that  information  is  true 
— mind  I  say,  with  the  whole  force  of  my  resolution,  if- — you 
are  making  your  market  of  it  here,  by  treachery  of  your  own, 
or  by  treachery  of  some  other  man.  I  note  that  circumstance, 
for  future  use,  in  my  memory  which  forgets  nothing,  and 
proceed.'  He  held  up  another  finger.  *  Second  question  ! 
Those  lines  you  invited  me  to  read,  are  without  signature. 
Who  wrote  them  ?  ' 

'  A  man  whom  /  have  every  reason  to  depend  on  ;  and 
\\\\ovcl yoii  have  every  reason  to  fear.' 

My  answer  reached  him  to  some  purpose.  His  left  hand 
trembled  audibly  in  the  drawer. 

'How  long  do  you  give  me,'  he  asked,  putting  his  third 
question  in  a  quieter  tone,  '  before  the  clock  strikes  and  the 
seal  is  broken  ?  ' 

'Time  enough  for  you  to  come  to  my  terms,'  I  replied. 

'  Give  me  a  plainer  answer,  Mr.  Hartright.  What  hour  is 
the  clock  to  strike  ?  ' 

'  Nine,  to-morrow  morning.' 

*  Nine,  to-morrow  morning  ?  Yes,  yes — your  trap  is  laid 
for  me,  before  I  can  get  my  passport  regulated,  and  leave 
London.  It  is  not  earlier,  I  suppose  ?  We  will  see  about 
that,  presently — I  can  keep  you  hostage  here,  and  bargain 
with  you  to  send  for  your  letter  before  I  let  you  go.  In  the 
mean  time,  be  so  good,  next,  as  to  mention  your  terms.' 

*  You  shall  hear  them.  They  are  simple,  and  soon 
stated.  You  know  whose  interests  I  represent  in  coming 
here  ? ' 

He  smiled  with  the  most  supreme  composure  ;  and  care- 
lessly waved  his  right  hand. 

*I  consent  to  hazard  a  guess,' he  said,  jeeringly.  *A 
lady's  interests,  of  course  !  ' 

'  My  Wife's  interests.' 

He  looked  at  me  with  the  first  honest  expression  that  had 
crossed  his  face  in  my  presence — an  expression  of  blank 
amazement.  I  could  see  that  I  sank  in  his  estimation,  as  a 
dangerous  man,  from  that  moment.     He  shut  up  the  drawer 

CXI  M  M  2 


THE   WOMAN    IN   WHITE 

at  once,  folded  his  arms  over  his  breast,  and  listened  to  me 
with  a  smile  of  satirical  attention. 

'  You  are  well  enough  aware,'  I  went  on,  'of  the  course 
which  my  inquiries  have  taken  for  many  months  past,  to 
know  that  any  attempted  denial  of  plain  facts  will  be  quite 
useless  in  my  presence.  You  are  guilty  of  an  infamous  con- 
spiracy. And  the  gain  of  a  fortune  of  ten  thousand  pounds 
Vv'as  your  motive  for  it.' 

He  said  nothing.  But  his  face  became  overclouded 
suddenly  by  a  lowering  anxiety. 

'  Keep  your  gain,'  I  said.  (His  face  lightened  again 
immediately,  and  his  eyes  opened  on  me  in  wider  and  wider 
astonishment.)  '  I  am  not  here  to  disgrace  myself  by  bar- 
gaining for  money  which  has  passed  through  your  hands,  and 
which  has  been  the  price  of  a  vile  crime ' 

'  Gently,  Mr.  Hartright.  Your  moral  clap-traps  have  an 
excellent  effect  in  England — keep  them  for  yourself  and  your 
own  countrymen,  if  you  please.  The  ten  thousand  pounds 
was  a  legacy  left  to  my  excellent  wife  by  the  late  Mr.  Fairlie. 
Place  the  affair  on  those  grounds ;  and  I  will  discuss  it  if  you 
like.  To  a  man  of  my  sentiments,  however,  the  subject  is 
deplorably  sordid.  I  prefer  to  pass  it  over.  I  invite  you  to 
resume  the  discussion  of  your  terms.     What  do  you  demand  ?  ' 

'  In  the  first  place,  I  demand  a  full  confession  of  the  con- 
spiracy, written  and  signed  in  my  presence,  by  yourself.' 

He  raised  his  finger  again.  '  One  ! '  he  said,  checking  me 
off  with  the  steady  attention  of  a  practical  man. 

'  In  the  second  place,  I  demand  a  plain  proof,  which  does 
not  depend  on  your  personal  asseveration,  of  the  date  at 
which  my  wife  left  Blackwater  Park,  and  travelled  to 
London.' 

'  So  !  so  !  you  can  lay  your  finger,  I  see,  on  the  weak 
place,'  he  remarked,  composedly.      'Any  more?' 

'At  present,  no  more.' 

'  Good  !  you  have  mentioned  your  terms  ;  now  listen  to 
mine.  The  responsibility  to  myself  of  admitting,  what  you  are 
pleased  to  call  the  "conspiracy,"  is  less,  perhaps,  upon  the 
whole,  than  the  responsibility  of  laying  you  dead  on  that 
hearth-rug.  Let  us  say  that  I  meet  your  proposal — on  my 
own  conditions.  The  statement  you  demand  of  me  shall  be 
written,  and  the  plain  proof  shall  be  produced.  You  call  a 
letter  from  my  late  lamented  friend,  informing  me  of  the  day 
and  hour  of  his  wife's  arrival  in  London,  written,  signed,  and 
dated  by  himself,  a  proof,  I  suppose  ?  I  can  give  you  this. 
I  can  also  send  you  to  the  man  of  whom  I  hired  the  carriage 

532 


THE   WOMAN   IN   WHITE 

to  fetch  my  visitor  from  the  railway,  on  the  day  when  she 
a;nved-his  order-book  may  help  you  to  your  datreven  if 
h,s  coachman  who  drove  me  proves  to  be  of  no  use  These 
thmgs  I  can  do   and  will  do,  on  conditions.     I  recite  them 

^:::i'!TL^^''"''  .FC.SCO  and  I  leave  ?hif  hot"; 
niien  and  ..ow   we  please,  without  interference  of  anv  kind 

pa.nX;';  fr""'  '°"'^^'""  •  ^— it  here?  Scorn: 
Sv  ti!  •  .u  '  ^°  .^^"^  "">'  ^^§'^"t,  who  is  comin-  at  seven 
o  Clock  m  the  mornmg-  to  regulate  my  affairs.  You  o-ive  mv 
agent  a  written  order  to  the  man  who  has  got  your  sea^^ 
letter  to  resign  his  possession  of  it.  You  wait  her"  tHl  mv 
agent  places  that  letter  unopened  in  my  hands  ;  and  you  hel^ 
allow  me  one  clear  half-hour  to  leave  the  hous;-afte^r  which 
you  resume  your  own  freedom  of  action,  and  go  where  you 

Sntlem  J  /"^  '°"^^-^°"  '  ■  ^^^-^  ^'''^  "^^  ^he  satisfaction  of  a 
gen  leman,  for  your  intrusion  into  my  private  affairs,  and  for 

conterence.     The  time  and  place,   abroad,   to   be  fixed  in  a 

that  letter  to  contam  a  strip  of  paper  m.easuring  accurately 
the  length  of  my  sword.  Those  are  my  terms.  Inform  me 
ifyouacceptthem— Yes,  or  No.'  xmoim  me 

The  extraordinary  mixture  of  prompt  decision,  far-sighted 
cunning,  and  mountebank  bravado  in  this  speech,  stao-^ered 
me  for  a  moment-and  only  for  a  moment.     The  one  question 

ng  myself  of    he  means  of  establishing  Laura's  identity,  at 
the  cost  of  allowing  the  scoundrel  who  had  robbed  her  of  it 
to    escape   me   with    impunity.     I  knew   that  the  motive  of 
securing  the  jus^t  recognition  of  my  wife  in  the  birthplace  from 
which  she  had  been  driven  out  as  an  impostor,  and  of  publiclv 
erasing  the  he  that  still  profaned  her  mother's  tombstone 
was  far  purer,  in  its  freedom  from  all  taint  of  evil  passion! 
than  the  vindictive  motive  which  had  mingled  itself  vvith  mv 
purpose  from  the  first.     And  yet  I  cannot  honestly  say  that 
my  own  moral  convictions  were  strong  enough  to  decide  the 
struggle  in  me    by  themselves.     They  were   helped  by  mv 
remembrance  of  Sir  Percival's  death.     How  awfully,  at  the 
last  nioment,  had  the  working  of  the  retribution,  ^Aere,  been 
snatched  from  my  feeble  hands  !     What  right  had  I  to  decide 
m  my  poor  mortal  ignorance  of  the  future,  that  this  man,  too' 
must   escape   with   impunity,    because   he    escaped   me^      I 
thought    of    these    things-perhaps,    ^vith    the   superstition 
inherent  in  my  nature  ;  perhaps,  with  a  sense  worthier  of  me 

533 


THE   WOMAN    IN    WHITE 

than  superstition.  It  was  hard,  when  I  had  fastened  my  hold 
on  him,  at  last,  to  loosen  it  again  of  my  own  accord — but  I 
forced  myself  to  make  the  sacrifice.  In  plainer  words,  I 
determined  to  be  guided  by  the  one  higher  motive  of  which  I 
was  certain,  the  motive  of  serving  the  cause  of  Laura  and  the 
cause  of  Truth. 

'  I  accept  your  conditions,'  I  said.  *  With  one  reservation, 
on  my  part.' 

*  What  reservation  may  that  be  ?  '  he  asked. 

*  It  refers  to  the  sealed  letter,'  I  answered.  'I  require 
you  to  destroy  it,  unopened,  in  my  presence,  as  soon  as  it  is 
placed  in  your  hands. 

My  object  in  making  this  stipulation  was  simply  to 
prevent  him  from  carrying  away  written  evidence  of  the  nature 
of  my  communication  with  Pesca.  The /ac^  of  my  communi- 
cation he  would  necessarily  discover,  when  I  gave  the 
address  to  his  agent,  in  the  morning.  But  he  could  make 
no  use  of  it,  on  his  own  unsupported  testimony — even  if  he 
really  ventured  to  try  the  experiment — which  need  excite  in 
me  the  slightest  apprehension  on  Pesca's  account. 

'  I  grant  your  reservation,'  he  replied,  after  considering 
the  question  gravely  for  a  minute  or  two.  *  It  is  not  worth 
dispute — the  letter  shall  be  destroyed  when  it  comes  into  my 
hands.' 

He  rose,  as  he  spoke,  from  the  chair  in  which  he  had  been 
sitting  opposite  to  me,  up  to  this  time.  With  one  effort,  he 
appeared  to  free  his  mind  from  the  whole  pressure  on  it  of 
the  interview  between  us,  thus  far.  '  Ouf ! '  he  cried,  stretch- 
ing his  arms  luxuriously  ;  *  the  skirmish  was  hot  while  it 
lasted.  Take  a  seat,  Mr.  Hartright.  We  meet  as  mortal 
enemies  hereafter — let  us,  like  gallant  gentlemen,  exchange 
polite  attentions  in  the  mean  time.  Permit  me  to  take  the 
liberty  of  calling  for  my  wife.' 

He  unlocked  and  opened  the  door.  *  Eleanor  ! '  he  called 
out,  in  his  deep  voice.  The  lady  of  the  viperish  face  came  in. 
'  Madame  Fosco — Mr.  Hartright,'  said  the  Count,  introducing 
us  with  easy  dignity.  'My  angel,'  he  went  on,  addressing 
his  wife  ;  '  will  your  labours  of  packing-up  allow  you  time 
to  make  me  some  nice  strong  coffee  ?  I  have  writing- 
business  to  transact  with  Mr.  Hartright — and  I  require  the 
full  possession  of  my  intelligence  to  do  justice  to  myself.' 

Madame  Fosco  bowed  her  head  twice — once  sternly  to  me ; 
once  submissively  to  her  husband — and  glided  out  of  the 
room. 
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THE   WOMAN    IN   WHITE 

The  Count  walked  to  a  writingf-table  near  the  window ; 
opened  his  desk,  and  took  from  it  several  quires  of  paper  and 
a  bundle  of  quill  pens.  He  scattered  the  pens  about  the 
table,  so  that  they  might  lie  ready  in  all  directions  to  be  taken 
up  when  wanted,  and  then  cut  the  paper  into  a  heap  of 
narrow  slips,  of  the  form  used  by  professional  writers  for  the 
press.  '  I  shall  make  this  a  remarkable  document,'  he  said, 
looking  at  me  over  his  shoulder.  '  Habits  of  literary  com- 
position are  perfectly  familiar  to  me.  One  of  the  rarest  of  all 
the  intellectual  accomplishments  that  a  man  can  possess,  is 
the  grand  faculty  of  arranging  his  ideas.  Immense  privilege! 
I  possess  it.     Do  you  ?  ' 

He  marched  backwards  and  forwards  in  the  room,  until 
the  coffee  appeared,  humming  to  himself,  and  marking  the 
places  at  which  obstacles  occurred  in  the  arrangement  of  his 
ideas,  by  striking  his  forehead,  from  time  to  time,  with  the 
palm  of  his  hand.  The  enormous  audacity  with  which  he 
seized  on  the  situation  in  which  I  had  placed  him,  and  made 
it  the  pedestal  on  which  his  vanity  mounted  for  the  one 
cherished  purpose  of  self-display,  mastered  my  astonishment 
by  main  force.  Sincerely  as  I  loathed  the  man,  the  prodigious 
strength  of  his  character,  even  in  its  most  trivial  aspects,  im- 
pressed me  in  spite  of  myself. 

The  coffee  was  brought  in  by  Madame  Fosco.  He  kissed 
her  hand,  in  grateful  acknowledgment,  and  escorted  her  to 
the  door  ;  returned,  poured  out  a  cup  of  coffee  for  himself, 
and  took  it  to  the  writing-table. 

*  May  I  offer  you  some  coffee,  Mr.  Hartright  ?  '  he  said, 
before  he  sat  down. 

I  declined. 

'  What !  you  think  I  shall  poison  you  ? '  he  said,  gaily. 
*  The  English  intellect  is  sound,  so  far  as  it  goes,'  he  continued, 
seating  himself  at  the  table  ;  '  but  it  has  one  grave  defect — it 
is  always  cautious  in  the  wrong  place.' 

He  dipped  his  pen  in  the  ink  ;  placed  the  first  slip  of  paper 
before  him,  with  a  thump  of  his  hand  on  the  desk  ;  cleared 
his  throat  ;  and  began.  He  wrote  with  great  noise  and 
rapidity,  in  so  large  and  bold  a  hand,  and  with  such  wide 
spaces  between  the  lines,  that  he  reached  the  bottom  of  the 
slip  in  not  more  than  two  minutes  certainly  from  the  time 
when  he  started  at  the  top.  Each  slip  as  he  finished  it,  was 
paged,  and  tossed  over  his  shoulder,  out  of  his  way,  on  the 
floor.  When  his  first  pen  was  worn  out,  that  went  over  his 
shoulder  too  ;  and  he  pounced  on  a  second  from  the  supply 
scattered  about  the  table.     Slip  after  slip,  by  dozens,  by  fifties, 

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THE   Vv^OMAN    IN   WHITE 

by  hundreds,  flew  over  his  shoulders  on  either  side  of  him,  till 
he  had  snowed  himself  up  in  paper  all  round  his  chair.  Hour 
after  hour  passed — and  there  I  sat  watching ;  there  he  sat, 
writing-.  He  never  stopped,  except  to  sip  his  coffee  ;  and  when 
thatw'as  exhausted,  to  smack  his  forehead,  from  time  to  time. 
One  o'clock  struck,  two,  three,  four — and  still  the  slips  flew 
about  all  round  him  ;  still  the  untiring  pen  scraped  its  way 
ceaselessly  from  top  to  bottom  of  the  page  ;  still  the  white 
chaos  of  paper  rose  higher  and  higher  all  round  his  chair.  At 
four  o'clock,  I  heard  a  sudden  splutter  of  the  pen,  indicative 
of  the  flourish  with  which  he  signed  his  name.  '  Bravo  ! '  he 
cried — springing  to  his  feet  with  the  activity  of  a  young  man, 
and  looking  me  straight  in  the  face  with  a  smile  of  superb 
triumph. 

'  Done,  Mr.  Hartright  !  '  he  announced,  with  a  self- 
renovating  thump  of  his  fist  on  his  broad  breast.  '  Done,  to 
my  own  profound  satisfaction — to jvo/^r  profound  astonishment, 
when  you  read  what  I  have  written.  The  subject  is  exhausted  : 
the  man — Fosco — is  not.  I  proceed  to  the  arrangement  of 
my  slips,  to  the  revision  of  my  slips,  to  the  reading  of  my  slips 
— addressed,  emphatically,  to  your  private  car.  Four  o'clock 
has  just  struck.  Good  !  Arrangement,  revision,  reading, 
from  four  to  five.  Short  snooze  of  restoration  for  myself, 
from  five  to  six.  Final  preparations,  from  six  to  seven. 
Affair  of  agent  and  sealed  letter,  from  seven  to  eight.  At  eight, 
en  route.     Behold  the  programme  !  ' 

He  sat  down  cross-legged  on  the  floor,  among  his  papers  ; 
strung  them  together  with  a  bodkin  and  a  piece  of  string ; 
revised  them  ;  wrote  all  the  titles  and  honours  by  which  he 
was  personally  distinguished,  at  the  head  of  the  first  page ; 
and  then  read  the  manuscript  to  me,  with  loud  theatrical 
emphasis  and  profuse  theatrical  gesticulation.  The  reader  will 
have  an  opportunity,  ere  long,  of  forming  his  own  opinion  of 
the  document.  It  will  be  sufficient  to  mention  here  that  it 
answered  my  purpose. 

He  next  wrote  me  the  address  of  the  person  from  whom  he 
had  hired  the  fl}^,  and  handed  me  Sir  Percival's  letter.  It  was 
dated  from  Hampshire  on  the  25th  of  July  ;  and  it  announced 
the  journey  of  *  Lady  Glyde  '  to  London,  on  the  26th.  Thus, 
on  the  very  day  (the  25th),  when  the  doctor's  certificate  de- 
clared that  she  had  died  in  St.  John's  Wood,  she  was  alive, 
by  Sir  Percival's  own  showing,  at  Blackwater — and,  on  the 
day  after,  she  was  to  take  a  journey  !  When  the  proof  of 
that  journey  was  obtained  from  the  flyman,  the  evidence 
would  be  complete. 

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THE  WOMAN    IN   WHITE 

'  A  quarter  past  five,'  said  the  Count,  looking  at  his  watch. 
*  Time  for  my  restorative  snooze.  I  personally  resemble 
Napoleon  the  Great,  as  you  may  have  remarked,  Mr.  Hart- 
right — I  also  resemble  that  immortal  man  in  my  power  of 
commanding  sleep  at  will.  Excuse  me,  one  moment.  I  will 
summon  Madame  Fosco,  to  keep  you  from  feeling  dull.' 

Knowing  as  well  as  he  did,  that  he  was  summoning 
Madame  Fosco,  to  ensure  my  not  leaving  the  house  while  he 
was  asleep,  I  made  no  reply,  and  occupied  myself  in  tying  up 
the  papers  which  he  had  placed  in  my  possession. 

The  lady  came  in,  cool,  pale,  and  venomous  as  ever. 
'Amuse  Mr.  Hartright,  my  angel,'  said  the  Count.  He 
placed  a  chair  for  her,  kissed  her  hand  for  the  second  time, 
withdrew  to  a  sofa,  and,  in  three  minutes,  was  as  peacefully 
and  happily  asleep  as  the  most  virtuous  man  in  existence. 

Madame  Fosco  took  a  book  from  the  table — sat  down — 
and  looked  at  me,  with  the  steady,  vindictive  malice  of  a 
woman  who  never  forgot  and  never  forgave. 

*  I  have  been  listening  to  5-our  conversation  with  my  hus- 
band,' she  said.  'If  I  had  been  in  his  place — /would  have 
laid  you  dead  on  the  hearth-rug.' 

With  those  words,  she  opened  her  book  ;  and  never  looked 
at  me,  or  spoke  to  me,  from  that  time  till  the  time  when  her 
husband  woke. 

He  opened  his  eyes  and  rose  from  the  sofa,  accurately  to 
an  hour  from  the  time  when  he  had  gone  to  sleep. 

'  I  feel  infinitely  refreshed,'  he  remarked.  '  Eleanor,  my 
good  wife,  are  you  all  ready,  up-stairs  ?  That  is  well.  My 
little  packing  here  can  be  completed  in  ten  minutes — my 
travelling-dress  assumed  in  ten  minutes  more.  What  remains, 
before  the  agent  comes  ?  '  He  looked  about  the  room,  and 
noticed  the  cage  with  his  white  mice  in  it.  '  Ah  !  '  he  cried 
piteously  ;  '  a  last  laceration  of  my  sympathies  still  remains. 
My  innocent  pets  !  my  little  cherished  children  !  what  am  I  to 
do  with  them  ?  For  the  present,  we  are  settled  nowhere  ;  for 
the  present,  we  travel  incessantly — the  less  baggage  we  carry, 
the  better  for  ourselves.  My  cockatoo,  my  canaries,  and  my 
little  mice — who  will  cherish  them,  when  their  good  Papa  is 
gone  ? ' 

He  walked  about  the  room,  deep  in  thought.  He  had  not 
been  at  all  troubled  about  writing  his  confession,  but  he  was 
visibly  perplexed  and  distressed  about  the  far  more  important 
question  of  the  disposal  of  his  pets.  After  long  consideration, 
he  suddenly  sat  down  again  at  the  writing-table. 

'  An  idea  ! '  he  exclaimed.  '  I  will  offer  my  canaries  and 
537 


THE   WOMAN    IN   WHITE 

my  cockatoo  to  this  vast  Metropolis — my  agent  shall  present 
them,  in  my  name,  to  the  Zoological  Gardens  of  London. 
The  Document  that  describes  them  shall  be  drawn  out  on  the 
spot.' 

He  began  to  write,  repeating  the  words  as  they  flowed 
from  his  pen. 

'  Number  One.  Cockatoo  of  transcendent  plumage  : 
attraction,  of  himself,  to  all  visitors  of  taste.  Number  Two. 
Canaries  of  unrivalled  vivacity  and  intelligence  :  worthy  of  the 
garden  of  Eden,  worthy  also  of  the  garden  in  the  Regent's 
Park.     Homage  to  British  Zoology.     Offered  by  Fosco.' 

The  pen  spluttered  again  ;  and  the  flourish  was  attached 
to  his  signature. 

'Count!  you  have  not  included  the  mice,'  said  Madame 
Fosco. 

He  left  the  table,  took  her  hand,  and  placed  it  on  his 
heart. 

*  All  human  resolution,  Eleanor,' he  said,  solemnly,  'has 
its  limits.  My  limits  are  inscribed  on  that  Document.  I  cannot 
part  with  my  white  mice.  Bear  with  me,  my  angel,  and 
remove  them  to  their  travelling-cage  up-stairs.' 

*  Admirable  tenderness  !  '  said  Madame  Fosco,  admiring 
her  husband,  with  a  last  viperish  look  in  my  direction.  She 
took  up  the  cage  carefully  ;  and  left  the  room. 

The  Count  looked  at  his  watch.  In  spite  of  his  resolute 
assumption  of  composure,  he  was  getting  anxious  for  the 
agent's  arrival.  The  candles  had  long  since  been  extinguished  ; 
and  the  sunlight  of  the  new  morning  poured  into  the  room. 
It  was  not  till  five  minutes  past  seven  that  the  gate  bell  rang, 
and  the  agent  made  his  appearance.  He  was  a  foreigner  with 
a  dark  beard. 

*  Mr.  Hartright — Monsieur  Rubelle,'  said  the  Count,  intro- 
ducing us.  He  took  the  agent  (a  foreign  spy,  in  every  line  of 
his  face,  if  ever  there  was  one  yet)  into  a  corner  of  the  room ; 
whispered  some  directions  to  him  ;  and  then  left  us  together. 
'  Monsieur  Rubelle,'  as  soon  as  we  were  alone,  suggested,  with 
great  politeness,  that  I  should  favour  him  with  his  instructions. 
I  wrote  two  lines  to  Pesca,  authorising  him  to  deliver  my 
sealed  letter  '  to  the  Bearer ;  '  directed  the  note  ;  and  handed 
it  to  Monsieur  Rubelle. 

The  agent  waited  with  me  till  his  employer  returned, 
equipped  in  travelling  costume.  The  Count  examined  the 
address  of  my  letter  before  he  dismissed  the  agent.  *  I  thought 
so  ! '  he  said,  turning  on  me  with  a  dark  look,  and  altering 
again  in  his  manner  from  that  moment. 

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THE   WOMAN    IN   WHITE 

He  completed  his  packing- ;  and  then  sat  consulting"  a 
travelling  map,  making  entries  in  his  pocket-book,  and  looking-, 
every  now  and  then,  impatiently  at  his  watch.  Not  another 
Vvord,  addressed  to  myself,  passed  his  lips.  The  near  approach 
of  the  hour  for  his  departure,  and  the  proof  he  had  seen  of  the 
comm.unication  established  between  Pesca  and  myself,  had 
plainly  recalled  his  whole  attention  to  the  measures  that  were 
necessary  for  securing  his  escape. 

A  little  before  eight  o'clock.  Monsieur  Rubelle  came  back 
with  my  unopened  letter  in  his  hand.  The  Count  looked 
carefully  at  the  superscription  and  the  seal — lit  a  candle — and 
burnt  the  letter.  '  I  perform  my  promise,'  he  said  ;  '  but  this 
matter,  Mr,  Hartright,  shall  not  end  here.' 

The  agent  had  kept  at  the  door  the  cab  in  which  he  had 
returned.  He  and  the  maid-servant  now  busied  themselv^es 
in  removing  the  luggage.  Madame  Fosco  came  down-stairs, 
thickly  veiled,  with  the  travelling-cage  of  the  white  mice  in 
her  hand.  She  neither  spoke  to  me,  nor  looked  towards  me. 
Her  husband  escorted  her  to  the  cab.  '  Follow  me,  as  far  as 
the  passage,'  he  whispered  in  my  ear  ;  *  I  may  want  to  speak 
to  you  at  the  last  moment.' 

I  went  out  to  the  door  ;  the  agent  standing  below  me  in 
the  front  garden.  The  Count  came  back  alone,  and  drew  me 
a  few  steps  inside  the  passage. 

'  Remember  the  Third  condition  ! '  he  whispered.  *  You 
shall  hear  from  me,  Mr.  Hartright — I  may  claim  from  you 
the  satisfaction  of  a  gentleman  sooner  than  you  think  for.' 
He  caught  my  hand,  before  I  was  aware  of  him,  and  wrung 
it  hard — then  turned  to  the  door,  stopped,  and  came  back  to 
me  again. 

'One  word  more,'  he  said,  confidentially.  'When  I  last 
saw  Miss  Halcombe,  she  looked  thin  and  ill.  I  am  anxious 
about  that  admirable  woman.  Take  care  of  her,  sir  !  With 
my  hand  on  my  heart,  I  solemnly  implore  you — take  care  of 
Miss  Halcombe  ! ' 

Those  were  the  last  words  he  said  to  me  before  he 
squeezed  his  huge  body  into  the  cab,  and  drove  off. 

The  agent  and  I  waited  at  the  door  a  few  moments,  looking 
after  him.  While  we  were  standing  together,  a  second  cab 
appeared  from  a  turning  a  little  way  down  the  road.  It 
followed  the  direction  previously  taken  by  the  Count's  cab  ; 
and,  as  it  passed  the  house  and  the  open  garden  gate,  a 
person  inside  looked  at  us  out  of  the  window.  The  stranger 
at  the  Opera  again  ! — the  foreigner  with  the  scar  on  his  left 
cheek. 

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THE   WOMAN    IN   Vv^HITE 

*  You  wait  here  with  me,  sir,  for  half  an  hour  more  ! '  said 
Monsieur  Rubelle. 

« I  do.* 

We  returned  to  the  sitting-room.  I  was  in  no  humour  to 
speak  to  the  agent,  or  to  allow  him  to  speak  to  me.  I  took 
out  the  papers  which  the  Count  had  placed  in  my  hands  ;  and 
read  the  terrible  story  of  the  conspiracy  told  by  the  man  who 
had  planned  and  perpetrated  it. 

The  Story  coniiinica  by  IsiDOR  Ottavio  Baldassare  Fosco  ;  Count  of  the 
Holy  Roman  E7npire  ;  Knight  Grand  Cross  of  the  Order  of  the  Brazen 
Crowti  ;  Perpetual  Arch- Master  of  the  Rosicnician  Masons  of  Alesopotaniia  ; 
Attached  (?n  Honorary  Capacities)  to  Societies  Musical,  Societies  Medical, 
Societies  Philosophical,  and  Societies  General  Benevolent,  throughout  Europe  ; 

The  Count's  Nan-ative. 

In  the  summer  of  eighteen  hvmdred  and  fifty,  I  arrived  in  Eng- 
land, charged  with  a  delicate  political  mission  from  abroad. 
Confidential  persons  were  semi-ofiicially  connected  with  me, 
whose  exertions  I  was  authorized  to  direct— Monsieur  and 
Madame  Rubelle  being  among  the  number.  Some  weeks  of 
spare  time  were  at  my  disposal,  before  I  entered  on  my 
functions  by  establishing  myself  in  the  suburbs  of  London. 
Curiosity  may  stop  here,  to  ask  for  some  explanation  of  those 
functions  on  my  part.  I  entirely  sympathize  with  the  request. 
I  also  regret  that  diplomatic  reserve  forbids  me  to  comply 
with  it. 

I  arranged  to  pass  the  preliminary  period  of  repose,  to 
which  I  have  just  referred,  in  the  superb  mansion  of  my  late 
lamented  friend.  Sir  Percival  Clyde.  He  arrived  from  tfie 
Continent  with  liis  wife.  /  arrived  from  the  Continent  with 
mine.  England  is  the  land  of  domestic  happiness — how 
appropriately  we  entered  it  under  these  domestic  circum- 
stances ! 

The  bond  of  friendship  which  united  Percival  and  myself, 
was  strengthened,  on  this  occasion,  by  a  touching  similarity 
in  the  pecuniary  position,  on  his  side  and  on  mine.  We  both 
wanted  money.  Immense  necessity  !  Universal  want !  Is 
there  a  civilized  human  being  who  does  not  feel  for  us  ? 
How  insensible  must  that  man  be  !     Or  how  rich  ! 

I  enter  into  no  sordid  particulars,  in  discussing  this  part 
of  the  subject.  My  mind  recoils  from  them.  With  a  Roman 
austerity,  I  show  my  empty  purse  and  Percival's  to  the 
shrinking  public  gaze.  Let  us  allow  the  deplorable  fact  to 
assert  itself,  once  for  all,  in  that  manner — and  pass  on. 

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THE   WOMAN    IN   WHITE 

We  were  received  at  the  mansion  by  the  magnificent 
creature  who  is  inscribed  on  my  heart  as  '  Marian  '• — who  is 
known  in  the  colder  atmosphere  of  Society,  as  '  Miss  Hal- 
combe.' 

Just  Heaven  !  with  what  inconceivable  rapidity  I  learnt  to 
adore  that  woman.  At  sixty,  I  worshipped  her  with  the 
volcanic  ardour  of  eighteen.  All  the  gold  of  my  rich  nature 
was  poured  hopelessly  at  her  feet.  My  wife — poor  angel ! — 
my  wife  who  adores  me,  got  nothing  but  the  shillings  and 
the  pennies.  Such  is  the  World  ;  such  Man  ;  such  Love. 
What  are  we  (I  ask)  but  puppets  in  a  show-box?  Oh, 
omnipotent  Destiny,  pull  our  strings  gently !  Dance  us 
mercifully  off  our  miserable  little  stage  ! 

The  preceding  lines,  rightly  understood,  express  an 
entire  system  of  philosophy.     It  is  Mine. 

I  resume. 

The  domestic  position  at  the  commencement  of  our 
residence  at  Blackwater  Park  has  been  drawn  with  amazing 
accuracy,  with  profound  mental  insight,  by  the  hand  of  Marian 
herself.  (Pass  me  the  intoxicating  familiarity  of  mentioning 
this  sublime  creature  by  her  Christian  name.)  Accurate 
knowledge  of  the  contents  of  her  journal — to  which  I  obtained 
access  by  clandestine  means,  unspeakably  precious  to  me  in 
the  remembrance — warns  my  eager  pen  from  topics  which 
this  essentially  exhaustive  woman  has  already  made  her  own. 

The  interests — interests,  breathless  and  immense  ! — with 
which  I  am  here  concerned,  begin  with  the  deplorable  calamity 
of  Marian's  illness. 

The  situation,  at  this  period,  was  emphatically  a  serious 
one.  Large  sums  of  money,  due  at  a  certain  time,  were 
wanted  by  Percival  (I  say  nothing  of  the  modicum  equally 
necessary  to  myself)  ;  and  the  one  source  to  look  to  for 
supplying  them  was  the  fortune  of  his  wife,  of  which  not  one 
farthing  was  at  his  disposal  until  her  death.  Bad,  so  far  ; 
and  worse  still  farther  on.  My  lamented  friend  had  private 
troubles  of  his  own,  into  which  the  delicacy  of  my  disinterested 
attachment  to  him  forbade  me  from  inquiring  too  curiously. 
I  knew  nothing  but  that  a  woman,  named  Anne  Catherick, 
was  hidden  in  the  neighbourhood  ;  that  she  was  in  communi- 
cation with  Lady  Clyde  ;  and  that  the  disclosure  of  a  secret, 
which  would  be  the  certain  ruin  of  Percival,  might  be  the 
result.  He  had  told  me  himself  that  he  was  a  lost  man,  unless 
his  wife  was  silenced,  and  unless  Anne  Catherick  was  found. 
If  he  was  a  lost  man,  what  would  become  of  our  pecuniary 

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interests?  Courageous  as  I  am  by  nature,  I  absolutely 
trembled  at  the  idea  ! 

The  whole  force  of  my  intelligence  was  now  directed  to  the 
finding  of  Anne  Catherick.  Our  money  affairs,  important  as 
they  were,  admitted  of  delay — but  the  necessity  of  discovering 
the  woman  admitted  of  none.  I  only  knew  her,  by  descrip- 
tion, as  presenting  an  extraordinary  personal  resemblance  to 
Lady  Glyde.  The  statement  of  this  curious  fact — intended 
merely  to  assist  me  in  identifying  the  person  of  whom  we  were 
in  search — when  coupled  with  the  additional  information  that 
Anne  Catherick  had  escaped  from  a  madhouse,  started  the 
first  immense  conception  in  my  mind,  which  subsequently  led 
to  such  amazing  results.  That  conception  involved  nothing 
less  than  the  complete  transformation  of  two  separate  identities. 
Lady  Glyde  and  Anne  Catherick  were  to  change  names,  places, 
and  destinies,  the  one  with  the  other — the  prodigious  conse- 
quences contemplated  by  the  change,  being  the  gain  of  thirty 
thousand  pounds,  and  the  eternal  preservation  of  Sir  Percival's 
secret. 

My  instincts  (which  seldom  err)  suggested  to  me,  on  review- 
ing the  circumstances,  that  our  invisible  Anne  would,  sooner 
or  later,  return  to  the  boat-house  at  the  Blackwater  lake. 
There  I  posted  myself;  previously  mentioning  to  Mrs.  Michel- 
son,  the  housekeeper,  that  I  might  be  found  when  wanted, 
immersed  in  study,  in  that  solitary  place.  It  is  my  rule  never 
to  make  unnecessary  mysteries,  and  never  to  set  people  sus- 
pecting me  for  want  of  a  little  seasonable  candour,  on  my 
part.  Mrs.  Michelson  believed  in  me  from  first  to  last.  This 
ladylike  person  (widow  of  a  Protestant  Priest)  overflowed 
with  faith.  Touched  by  such  superfluity  of  simple  confidence, 
in  a  woman  of  her  mature  years,  I  opened  the  ample  reservoirs 
of  my  nature,  and  absorbed  it  all. 

I  was  rewarded  for  posting  myself  sentinel  at  the  lake,  by 
the  appearance — not  of  Anne  Catherick  herself,  but  of  the 
person  in  charge  of  her.  This  individual  also  overflowed  with 
simple  faith,  which  I  absorbed  in  myself,  as  in  the  case  already 
mentioned.  I  leave  her  to  describe  the  circumstances  (if  she 
has  not  done  so  already)  under  which  she  introduced  me  to 
the  object  of  her  maternal  care.  When  I  first  saw  Anne 
Catherick,  she  was  asleep.  I  was  electrified  by  the  likeness 
between  this  unhappy  woman  and  Lady  Glyde.  The  details 
of  the  grand  scheme,  which  had  suggested  themselves  in  out- 
line only,  up  to  that  period,  occurred  to  me,  in  all  their 
masterly  combination,  at  the  sight  of  the  sleeping  face.  At 
the  same  time,  my  heart,  always  accessible  to  tender  influences, 

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THE  WOMAN   IN   WHITE 

dissolved  in  tears  at  the  spectacle  of  suffering  before  me.  I 
instantly  set  myself  to  impart  relief.  In  other  words,  I  pro- 
vided the  necessary  stimulant  for  strengthening  Anne  Cathe- 
rick  to  perform  the  journey  to  London. 

At  this  point,  I  enter  a  necessary  protest,  and  correct  a 
lamentable  error. 

'  The  best  years  of  my  life  have  been  passed  in  the  ardent 
study  of  medical  and  chemical  science.  Chemistry,  especially, 
has  always  had  irresistible  attractions  for  me,  from  the 
enormous,  the  illimitable  power  which  the  knowledge  of  it 
confers.  Chemists,  I  assert  it  emphatically,  might  sway,  if 
they  pleased,  the  destinies  of  humanity.  Let  me  explain  this 
before  I  go  further. 

Mind,  they  say,  rules  the  world.  But  what  rules  the  mind  ? 
The  body.  The  body  (follow  me  closely  here)  lies  at  the 
mercy  of  the  most  omnipotent  of  all  potentates — the  Chemist. 
Give  me — Fosco — chemistry  ;  and  when  Shakespeare  has  con- 
ceived Hamlet,  and  sits  down  to  execute  the  conception — 
with  a  few  grains  of  powder  dropped  into  his  daily  food,  I  will 
reduce  his  mind,  by  the  action  of  his  body,  till  his  pen  pours 
out  the  most  abject  drivel  that  has  ever  degraded  paper. 
Under  similar  circumstances,  revive  me  the  illustrious  Newton. 
I  guarantee  that,  when  he  sees  the  apple  fall,  he  shall  eat  it, 
instead  of  discovering  the  principle  of  gravitation.  Nero's 
dinner  shall  transform  Nero  into  the  mildest  of  men,  before 
he  has  done  digesting  it ;  and  the  morning  draught  of  Alex- 
ander the  Great  shall  make  Alexander  run  for  his  life,  at  the 
first  sight  of  the  enemy,  the  same  afternoon.  On  my  sacred 
word  of  honour,  it  is  lucky  for  society  that  modern  chemists 
are,  by  incomprehensible  good  fortune,  the  most  harmless  of 
mankind.  The  mass  are  worthy  fathers  of  families,  who  keep 
shops.  The  few  are  philosophers  besotted  with  admiration 
for  the  sound  of  their  own  lecturing  voices  ;  visionaries  who 
waste  their  lives  on  fantastic  impossibilities  ;  or  quacks  whose 
ambition  soars  no  higher  than  our  corns.  Thus  Society 
escapes  ;  and  the  illimitable  power  of  Chemistry  remains  the 
slave  of  the  most  superficial  and  the  most  insignificant  ends. 

Why  this  outburst  ?     Why  this  withering  eloquence  ? 

Because  my  conduct  has  been  misrepresented  ;  because  my 
motives  have  been  misunderstood.  It  has  been  assumed  that 
I  used  my  vast  chemical  resources  against  Anne  Catherick ; 
and  that  I  would  have  used  them,  if  I  could,  against  the  mag- 
nificent Marian  herself.  Odious  insinuations  both  !  All  my 
interests  were  concerned  (as  will  be  seen   presently)  in  the 

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preservation  of  Anne  Catherick's  life.  All  my  anxieties  were 
concentrated  on  Marian's  rescue  from  the  hands  of  the  licensed 
Imbecile  who  attended  her,  and  who  found  my  advice  con- 
firmed, from  first  to  last,  by  the  physician  from  London.  On 
tVv'O  occasions  only — both  equally  harmless  to  the  individual 
on  whom  I  practised — did  I  summon  to  myself  the  assistance 
of  chemical  knowledge.  On  the  first  of  the  two,  after  follow- 
ing Marian  to  the  inn  at  Blackwater  (studying,  behind  a  con- 
venient waggon  which  hid  me  from  her,  the  poetry  of  motion, 
as  embodied  in  her  walk),  I  availed  myself  of  the  services  of 
my  invaluable  wife,  to  copy  one  and  to  intercept  the  other  of 
two  letters  which  my  adored  enemy  had  entrusted  to  a  dis- 
carded maid.  In  this  case,  the  letters  being  in  the  bosom  of 
the  girl's  dress,  Madame  Fosco  could  only  open  them,  read 
them,  perform  her  instructions,  seal  them,  and  put  them  back 
again,  by  scientific  assistance — which  assistance  I  rendered 
in  a  half-ounce  bottle.  The  second  occasion  when  the  same 
means  were  employed,  was  the  occasion  (to  which  I  shall  soon 
refer)  of  Lady  Clyde's  arrival  in  London.  Never,  at  any 
other  time,  was  I  indebted  to  my  Art,  as  distinguished  from 
myself.  To  all  other  emergencies  and  complications  my 
natural  capacity  for  grappling,  single-handed,  with  circum- 
stances, was  invariably  equal.  I  affirm  the  all-pervading 
intelligence  of  that  capacity.  At  the  expense  of  the  Chemist, 
I  vindicate  the  Man. 

Respect  this  outburst  of  generous  indignation.  It  has 
inexpressibly  relieved  me.     En  route  !     Let  us  proceed. 

Having  suggested  to  Mrs.  Clement  (or  Clements,  I  am 
not  sure  which)  that  the  best  method  of  keeping  Anne  out  of 
Percival's  reach  was  to  remove  her  to  London  ;  having  found 
that  my  proposal  was  eagerly  received  ;  and  having  appointed 
a  day  to  meet  the  travellers  at  the  station,  and  to  see  them 
leave  it — I  was  at  liberty  to  return  to  the  house,  and  to  con- 
front the  difficulties  which  still  remained  to  be  met. 

My  first  proceeding  was  to  avail  myself  of  the  sublime 
devotion  of  my  wife.  I  had  arranged  with  Mrs.  Clements 
that  she  should  communicate  her  London  address,  in  Anne's 
interests,  to  Lady  Clyde.  But  this  was  not  enough.  Design- 
ing persons,  in  my  absence,  might  shake  the  simple  confi- 
dence of  Mrs.  Clements,  and  she  might  not  write,  after  all. 
Who  could  I  find  capable  of  travelling  to  London  by  the  train 
she  travelled  by,  and  of  privately  seeing  her  home  ?  I  asked 
myself  this  question.  The  conjugal  part  of  me  immediately 
answered — Madame  Fosco. 

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thp;\^h'/,-''''''^'"^tf "  ?7  "^'^^'^  "^'""^^^  to  London,  I  arranged 
that  the  journey  should  serve  a  double  purpose.     A  nurse  for 

mvs'lf  w"^  Manan,equallydovoted  to  the  patient  and  to 
m>self,  was  a  necessity  of  my  position.  One  of  the  mns^ 
eminently  confidential  and  capable  women  in  exitenceTas 
by  good  fortune  at  my  disposal.  I  refer  to  that  resnectrWe 
matron  Madame  Rubelle-to  whom  I  addressed  a  letter  at 
her  residence  in  London,  by  the  hands  of  my  wife  ' 

On  the  appointed  day  Mrs.  Clements  and  Anne  Catherick 
met  me  at  the  station.  I  politely  saw  them  off  Ipolitelv 
saw  Madame  Fosco  off  by  the  same  train.  The  bst  thh  f  at 
night,  my  wite  returned  to  Blackvvater,  having  Sllowed  her 
.Instructions  with  the  most  unimpeachable  accurac  She 
was  accompanied  by  Madame  Rubelle  ;  and  she  S^ht  me 
he  London  address  or  Mrs.  Clements.  After-events  proved 
this  last  precaution  to  have  been  unnecessary.      Mrs   Clements 

Twa  vti'"%"r'  '^"'>-  ^'>'^^  of  herplaclof  abode      v"th 
a  war>  e>e  on  future  emerg-encies,  I  kept  the  letter. 

The  same  day,  I  had  a  brief  interview  with  the  doctor   at 
which  I  protested  in  the  sacred  interests  of  humanitralains 
his   treatment   of  Marian's    case.     He   was   insolen;    fs    .^ 
Ignorant  people  are.     I  showed  no  resentiJi^t-T  deferred 
^urpTse."^  "^^'  '""   ^^"  ''  ^^'^^  — -y  'o  qua;rel  to  tme 

My  next  proceeding  was  to  leave  Blackwater  mvself  I 
event?  Yh'S"  T"'?^?  'l  '"•^^'  ^"  -^^icipation  o?  oming 
trant.  wi^h^M^^  Frederic  rSe^^  fl^:^^'^'  ^5 
wanted,  in  St.  John's  Wood.^  ^  found  Mn' Fat  i'/  a't^^Um' 
meridg-e,  Cumberland.  '  "" 

My  own   private  familiarity   with   the  nature  of  Marian's 

wruSftolT;  jj^^  P----'y  iniormed  me  that  flTlla 
wiitten  to  Ml.  Fairlie,  proposmg-  as  a  relief  to  Lady  Clyde's 
matrimonial   embarrassments,  to  take   her  on   a   vis^t  to  her 

"h  Its  de"r"'r"'-   .^'r  ''''''  '  ^-'^   wisely  allowed  to 
reach  its  destination  ;  feeling-,  at   the   time,  that  it   could  do 

Mr'Sii:lo"s'^''  '?ir'-  > '  '^^^^  p^^^^"*-'  -v-if  bei': 

Mr    ^airl  e,  to  support  Marian's  own  proposal— with  certain 
modifications  which,    happily  for  the  success   of  ml   plans 
were  rendered  really  inevitable  by  her  illness.      It  ^^Tas  neces^ 
ary    hat  Lady  Clyde  should   leave   Blackwater  alone    by  her 
uncles  invitation,  and  that  she  should  rest  a  nio-ht' on  fhe 

Wood?  by   rer'""''l  '^"^^  ^^'^   ^°^^^   '  ^^^  ^"   ^f  John' 
^suits' and   fn     ""    ''  express  advice.     To   achieve   these 
results,  and  to  secure  a  note  of  invitation  which   could  be 


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THE   V/OMAN    IN   WHITE 

shown  to  Lady  Glyde,  were  the  objects  of  my  visit  to  Mr. 
Fairlie.  When  I  have  mentioned  that  this  gentleman  was 
equally  feeble  in  mind  and  body,  and  that  I  let  loose  the 
whole  force  of  my  character  on  him,  I  have  said  enough.  I 
came,  saw,  and  conquered  Fairlie. 

On  my  return  to  Blackwater  Park  (with  the  letter  of  invi- 
tation) I  found  that  the  doctor's  imbecile  treatment  of  Marian's 
case  had  led  to  the  most  alarming  results.  The  fever  had 
turned  to  Typhus.  Lady  Glyde,  on  the  day  of  my  return, 
tried  to  force  herself  into  the  room  to  nurse  her  sister.  She 
and  I  had  no  affinities  of  sympathy  ;  she  had  committed  the 
unpardonable  outrage  on  my  sensibilities  of  calling  me  a  Spy; 
she  was  a  stumbling-block  in  my  way  and  in  Percival's — but, 
for  all  that,  my  magnanimity  forbade  me  to  put  her  in  danger 
of  infection  with  my  own  hand.  At  the  same  time,  I  offered 
no  hindrance  to  her  putting  herself  in  danger.  If  she  had 
succeeded  in  doing  so,  the  intricate  knot  which  I  was  slowly 
and  patiently  operating  on,  might  perhaps  have  been  cut,  by 
circumstances.  As  it  was,  the  doctor  interfered,  and  she  was 
kept  out  of  the  room. 

I  had  myself  previously  recommended  sending  for  advice 
to  London.  This  course  had  been  now  taken.  The  physician, 
on  his  arrival,  confirmed  my  view  of  the  case.  The  crisis  was 
serious.  But  we  had  hope  of  our  charming  patient  on  the  fifth 
day  from  the  appearance  of  the  Typhus.  I  was  only  once 
absent  from  Blackwater  at  this  time — when  I  went  to  London 
by  the  morning  train,  to  make  the  final  arrangements  at  my 
house  in  St.  John's  Wood ;  to  assure  myself,  by  private 
inquiry,  that  Mrs.  Clements  had  not  moved  ;  and  to  settle 
one  or  two  little  preliminary  matters  with  the  husband  of 
Madame  Rubelle.  I  returned  at  night.  Five  days  afterwards, 
the  physician  pronounced  our  interesting  Marian  to  be  out  of 
all  danger,  and  to  be  in  need  of  nothing  but  careful  nursing. 
This  was  the  time  I  had  waited  for.  Now  that  medical 
attendance  was  no  longer  indispensable,  I  played  the  first 
move  in  the  game  by  asserting  myself  against  the  doctor. 
He  was  one  among  many  witnesses  in  my  way,  whom  it  was 
necessary  to  remove.  A  lively  altercation  between  us  (in 
which  Percival,  previously  instructed  by  me,  refused  to  inter- 
fere) served  the  purpose  in  view.  I  descended  on  the  miser- 
able man  in  an  irresistible  avalanche  of  indignation— and 
swept  him  from  the  house. 

The  servants  were  the  next  encumbrances  to  get  rid  of. 
Again  I  instructed  Percival  (whose  moral  courage  required 
perpetual  stimulants),  and  Mrs.   Michelson  was  amazed,  one 

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day,  by  hearing  irom  her  master  that  the  establishment  was 
to  be  broken  up.  We  cleared  the  house  of  all  the  servants 
but  one,  who  was  kept  for  domestic  purposes,  and  whose 
lumpish  stupidity  we  could  trust  to  make  no  embarrassing 
discoveries.  When  they  were  gone,  nothing  remained  but  to 
reheve  ourselves  of  Mrs.  Michelson— a  result  which  was 
easily  achieved  by  sending  this  amiable  lady  to  find  lodgings 
for  her  mistress  at  the  sea-side. 

The  circumstances  were  now— exactly  what  they  were 
required  to  be.  Lady  Clyde  was  confined  to  her  room  by 
nervous  illness  ;  and  the  lumpish  housemaid  (I  forget  her 
name)  was  shut  up  there,  at  night,  in  attendance  *'on  her 
mistress.  Marian,  though  fast  recovering,  still  kept  her  bed, 
with  Mrs.  Rubelle  for  nurse.  No  other  living  creatures  but 
my  wife,  myself,  and  Percival,  were  in  the  house.  With  all 
the  chances  thus  in  our  favour,  I  confronted  the  next  emer- 
gency, and  played  the  second  move  in  the  game. 

The  object  of  the  second  move  was  to  induce  Lady  Clyde 
to  leave  Blackwater,  unaccompanied  by  her  sister.  Unless 
we  could  persuade  her  that  Marian  had  gone  on  to  Cumber- 
land first,  there  was  no  chance  of  removing  her,  of  her  own 
free  will,  from  the  house.  To  produce  this  necessary  opera- 
tion in  her  mind,  we  concealed  our  interesting  invalid  in  one 
of  the  uninhabited  bedrooms  at  Blackwater.  At  the  dead  of 
night,  Madame  Fosco,  Madame  Rubelle,  and  myself  (Percival 
not  being  cool  enough  to  be  trusted),  accomplished  the 
concealment.  The  scene  was  picturesque,  mysterious,  dra- 
matic, in  the  highest  degree.  By  my  directions,  the  bed  had 
been  made,  in  the  morning,  on  a  strong  movable  framework 
of  wood.  We  had  only  to  lift  the  framework  gently  at  the 
head  and  foot,  and  to  transport  our  patient  where  we  pleased, 
without  disturbing  herself  or  her  bed.  No  chemical  assistance 
was_  needed,  or  used,  in  this  case.  Our  interesting  Marian 
lay  in  the  deep  repose  of  convalescence.  We  placed  the 
candles  and  opened  the  doors,  beforehand.  I,  in  right  of  my 
great  personal  strength,  took  the  head  of  the  framework— my 
wife  and  Madame  Rubelle  took  the  foot.  I  bore  my  share  of 
that  inestimably  precious  burden  with  a  manly  tenderness, 
with  a  fatherly  care.  Where  is  the  modern  Rembrandt  who 
could  depict  our  midnight  procession  ?  Alas  for  the  Arts  ! 
alas  for  this  most  pictorial  of  subjects  !  the  modern  Rembrandt 
is  nowhere  to  be  found. 

The  next  morning,  my  wife  and  I  started  for  London- 
leaving  Marian  secluded,  in  the  uninhabited  middle  of  the 
house,  under  care  of  Madame  Rubelle  ;  who  kindly  consented 

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THE  WOMAN   IN  WHITE 

to  imprison  herself  with  her  patient  for  two  or  three  days. 
Before  taking  our  departure,  I  gave  Percival  Mr.  Fairlie's 
letter  of  invitation  to  his  niece  (instructing  her  to  sleep  on  the 
journey  to  Cumberland  at  her  aunt's  house),  with  directions 
to  show  it  to  Lady  Clyde  on  hearing  from  me.  I  also  obtained 
from  him  the  address  of  the  Asylum  in  which  Anne  Catherick 
had  been  confined,  and  a  letter  to  the  proprietor,  announcing 
to  that  gentleman  the  return  of  his  runaway  patient  to 
medical  care. 

I  had  arranged,  at  my  last  visit  to  the  metropolis,  to  have 
our  modest  domestic  establishment  ready  to  receive  us  when 
we  arrived  in  London  by  the  early  train.  In  consequence  of 
this  wise  precaution,  we  were  enabled  that  same  day  to  play 
the  third  move  in  the  game — the  getting  possession  of  Anne 
Catherick. 

Dates  are  of  importance  here.  I  combine  in  myself  the 
opposite  characteristics  of  a  Man  of  Sentiment  and  a  Man  of 
Business.     I  have  all  the  dates  at  my  fingers'  ends. 

On  Wednesday,  the  24th  of  July,  1850,  I  sent  my  wife,  in 
a  cab,  to  clear  Mrs.  Clements  out  of  the  way,  in  the  first  place. 
A  supposed  message  from  Lady  Clyde  in  London,  was  sufficient 
to  obtain  this  result.  Mrs.  Clements  was  taken  away  in  the 
cab,  and  was  left  in  the  cab,  while  my  wife  (on  pretence  of 
purchasing  something  at  a  shop)  gave  her  the  slip,  and  returned 
to  receive  her  expected  visitor  at  our  house  in  St.  John's 
Wood.  It  is  hardly  necessary  to  add  that  the  visitor  had 
been  described  to  the  servants  as  '  Lady  Clyde.' 

In  the  m.eanwhile  I  had  followed  in  another  cab,  with  a 
note  for  Anne  Catherick,  merely  mentioning  that  Lady  Clyde 
intended  to  keep  Mrs.  Clements  to  spend  the  day  with  her, 
and  that  she  was  to  join  them,  under  care  of  the  good 
gentleman  waiting  outside,  who  had  already  saved  her  from 
discovery  in  Hampshire  by  Sir  Percival.  The  '  good  gentle- 
man '  sent  in  this  note  by  a  street  boy,  and  paused  for  results, 
a  door  or  two  farther  on.  At  the  moment  when  Anne  appeared 
at  the  house-door  and  closed  It,  this  excellent  man  had  the 
cab-door  open  ready  for  her — absorbed  her  into  the  vehicle — 
and  drove  off. 

(Pass  me,  here,  one  exclamation  in  parenthesis.  How 
interesting  this  is  !) 

On  the  way  to  Forest  Road,  my  companion  showed  no  fear. 
I  can  be  paternal — no  man  more  so — when  I  please  ;  and  I 
was  intensely  paternal  on  this  occasion.  What  titles  I  had  to 
her  confidence  !  I  had  compounded  the  medicine  which  had 
done  her  good;  I  had  warned  her  of  her  danger  from  Sir 

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Percival.  Perhaps,  I  trusted  too  implicitly  to  these  titles  ; 
perhaps,  I  underrated  the  keenness  of  the  lower  instincts  in 
persons  of  weak  intellect — it  is  certain  that  I  neglected  to 
prepare  her  sufficiently  for  a  disappointment  on  entering  my 
house.  When  I  took  her  into  the  drawing-room — when  she 
saw  no  one  present  but  Madame  Fosco,  who  was  a  stranger 
to  her — she  exhibited  the  most  violent  agitation  :  if  she  had 
scented  danger  in  the  air,  as  a  dog  scents  the  presence  of  som.e 
creature  unseen,  her  alarm  could  not  have  displayed  itself 
more  suddenly  and  m.ore  causelessly.  I  interposed  in  vain. 
The  fear  from  v/hich  she  was  suffering,  I  might  have  soothed 
— but  the  serious  heart  disease,  under  which  she  laboured,  was 
beyond  the  reach  of  all  moral  palliatives.  To  my  unspeakable 
horror,  she  was  seized  with  convulsions — a  shock  to  the  sys- 
tem, in  her  condition,  which  might  have  laid  her  dead  at  any 
moment,  at  our  feet. 

The  nearest  doctor  was  sent  for,  and  was  told  that  '  Lady 
Glyde  '  required  his  immediate  services.  To  my  infinite  relief, 
he  was  a  capable  man.  I  represented  my  visitor  to  him  as  a 
person  of  weak  intellect,  and  subject  to  delusions  ;  and  I 
arranged  that  no  nurse  but  my  wife  should  watch  in  the  sick- 
room. The  unhappy  woman  was  too  ill,  however,  to  cause 
any  anxiety  about  what  she  might  say.  The  one  dread  which 
now  oppressed  me,  was  the  dread  that  the  false  Lady  Glyde 
might  die,  before  the  true  Lady  Glyde  arrived  in  London. 

I  had  written  a  note  in  the  morning  to  Madame  Rubelle, 
telling  her  to  join  me,  at  her  husband's  house,  on  the  evening 
of  Friday,  the  26th  ;  v/ith  another  note  to  Percival,  warning 
him  to  show  his  wife  her  uncle's  letter  of  invitation,  to  assert 
that  Marian  had  gone  on  before  her,  and  to  despatch  her  to 
town,  by  the  mid-day  train,  on  the  26th,  also.  On  reflection, 
I  had  felt  the  necessity,  in  Anne  Catherick's  state  of  health,  of 
precipitating  events,  and  of  having  Lady  Glyde  at  my  disposal 
earlier  than  I  had  originally  contemplated.  What  fresh  direc- 
tions, in  the  terrible  uncertainty  of  my  position,  could  I  now 
issue  ?  I  could  do  nothing  but  trust  to  chance  and  the  doctor. 
My  emotions  expressed  themselves  in  pathetic  apostrophes — 
which  I  was  just  self-possessed  enough  to  couple,  in  the 
hearing  of  other  people,  with  the  name  of  '  Lady  Glyde.'  In 
all  other  respects,  Fosco,  on  that  memorable  day,  was  Fosco 
shrouded  in  total  eclipse. 

She  passed  a  bad  night — she  awoke  worn  out — but,  later 
in  the  day,  she  revived  amazingly.  My  elastic  spirits  revived 
with  her.  I  could  receive  no  answers  from  Percival  and 
Madame  Rubelle  till  the  morning  of  the  next  day — the  26th. 

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In  anticipation  of  their  following  my  directions,  which,  acci- 
dent apart,  I  knew  they  would  do,  I  went  to  secure  a  fly  to 
fetch  Lady  Glyde  from  the  railway  ;  directing  it  to  be  at  my 
house  on  the  26th,  at  two  o'clock.  After  seeing  the  order 
entered  in  the  book,  I  went  on  to  arrange  matters  with 
Monsieur  Rubelle.  I  also  procured  the  services  of  two  gentle- 
men, who  could  furnish  me  with  the  necessary  certificates  of 
lunacy.  One  of  them  I  knew  personally  :  the  other  was  known 
to  Monsieur  Rubelle.  Both  were  men  whose  vigorous  minds 
soared  superior  to  narrow  scruples— both  were  labouring  under 
temporary  embarrassments — both  believed  in  me. 

It  was  past  five  o'clock  in  the  afternoon  before  I  returned 
from  the  performance  of  these  duties.  When  I  got  back,  Anne 
Catherick  was  dead.  Dead  on  the  25th  ;  and  Lady  Glyde  was 
not  to  arrive  in  London  till  the  26th  ! 

I  was  stunned.     Meditate  on  that.     Fosco  stunned  ! 

It  was  too  late  to  retrace  our  steps.  Before  my  return, 
the  doctor  had  officiously  undertaken  to  save  me  all  trouble, 
by  registering  the  death  on  the  date  when  it  happened,  with 
his  own  hand.  My  grand  scheme,  unassailable  hitherto,  had 
its  weak  place  now — no  efforts,  on  my  part,  could  alter  the 
fatal  event  of  the  25th.  I  turned  manfully  to  the  future. 
Percival's  interests  and  mine  being  still  at  stake,  nothing  was 
left  but  to  play  the  game  through  to  the  end.  I  recalled  my 
impenetrable  calm — and  played  it. 

On  the  morning  of  the  26th,  Percival's  letter  reached  me, 
announcing  his  wife's  arrival  by  the  mid-day  train.  Madame 
Rubelle  also  wrote  to  say  she  would  follow  in  the  evening.  I 
started  in  the  fly,  leaving  the  false  Lady  Glyde  dead  in  the 
house,  to  receive  the  true  Lady  Glyde,  on  her  arrival  by  the 
railway  at  three  o'clock.  Hidden  under  the  seat  of  the  car- 
riage, I  carried  with  me  all  the  clothes  Anne  Catherick  had 
worn  on  coming  into  my  house — they  were  destined  to  assist 
the  resurrection  of  the  woman  who  was  dead  in  the  person  of 
the  woman  who  was  living.  What  a  situation  !  I  suggest  it 
to  the  rising  romance  writers  of  England.  I  offer  it,  as  totally 
new,  to  the  worn-out  dramatists  of  France. 

Lady  Glyde  was  at  the  station.  There  was  great  crowd- 
ing and  confusion,  and  more  delay  than  I  liked  (in  case  any  of 
her  friends  had  happened  to  be  on  the  spot),  in  reclaiming 
her  luggage.  Her  first  questions,  as  we  drove  off,  implored 
me  to  tell  her  news  of  her  sister.  I  invented  news  of  the 
most  pacifying  kind  ;  assuring  her  that  she  was  about  to  see 
her  sister  at  my  house.  My  house,  on  this  occasion  only, 
was  in  the  neighbourhood  of  Leicester  Square,  and  was  in 

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the  occupation  of  Monsieur  Rubelle,  who  received  us  in  the 
hall. 

I  took  my  visitor  upstairs  into  a  back  room  ;  the  two 
medical  gentlemen  being  there  in  waiting  on  the  floor  beneath, 
to  see  the  patient,  and  to  give  me  their  certificates.  After 
quieting  Lady  Glyde  by  the  necessary  assurances  about  her 
sister,  I  introduced  my  friends,  separately,  to  her  presence. 
They  performed  the  formalities  of  the  occasion,  briefly, 
intelligently,  conscientiously.  I  entered  the  room  again,  as 
soon  as  they  had  left  it ;  and  at  once  precipitated  events  by 
a  reference,  of  the  alarming  kind,  to  'Miss  Halcombe's* 
state  of  health. 

Results  followed  as  I  had  anticipated.  Lady  Glyde 
became  frightened,  and  turned  faint.  For  the  second  time, 
and  the  last,  I  called  Science  to  my  assistance.  A  medicated 
glass  of  water,  and  a  medicated  bottle  of  smelling-salts, 
relieved  her  of  all  further  embarrassment  and  alarm.  Addi- 
tional applications,  later  in  the  evening,  procured  her  the 
inestimable  blessing  of  a  good  night's  rest.  Madame  Rubelle 
arrived  in  time  to  preside  at  Lady  Clyde's  toilet.  Her  own 
clothes  were  taken  away  from  her  at  night,  and  Anne 
Catherick's  were  put  on  her  in  the  morning,  with  the  strictest 
regard  to  propriety,  by  the  matronly  hands  of  the  good 
Rubelle.  Throughout  the  day,  I  kept  our  patient  in  a  state  of 
partially-suspended  consciousness,  until  the  dexterous  assist- 
ance of  my  medical  friends  enabled  me  to  procure  the  neces- 
sary order,  rather  earlier  than  I  had  ventured  to  hope.  That 
evening  (the  evening  of  the  27th)  Madame  Rubelle  and  I  took 
our  revived  '  Anne  Catherick '  to  the  Asylum.  She  was  received, 
with  great  surprise — but  without  suspicion  ;  thanks  to  the 
order  and  certificates,  to  Percival's  letter,  to  the  likeness,  to 
the  clothes,  and  to  the  patient's  own  confused  mental  con- 
dition at  the  time.  I  returned  at  once  to  assist  Madame 
Fosco  in  the  preparations  for  the  burial  of  the  false  '  Lady 
Glyde,'  having  the  clothes  and  luggage  of  the  true  '  Lady 
Glyde '  in  my  possession.  They  were  afterwards  sent  to 
Cumberland  by  the  conveyance  which  was  used  for  the 
funeral.  I  attended  the  funeral,  with  becoming  dignity, 
attired  in  the  deepest  movirning. 

My  narrative  of  these  remarkable  events,  written  under 
equally  remarkable  circumstances,  closes  here.  The  minor 
precautions  which  I  observed  in  communicating  with  Lim- 
meridge  House,  are  already  known — so  is  the  magnificent 
success  of  my  enterprise — so  are  the  solid  pecuniary  results 

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which  followed  it.  I  have  to  assert,  with  the  whole  force  of 
my  conviction,  that  the  one  weak  place  in  my  scheme  would 
never  have  been  found  out,  if  the  one  weak  place  in  my  heart 
had  not  been  discovered  first.  Nothing  but  my  fatal  admira- 
tion for  Marian  restrained  me  from  stepping  in  to  my  own 
rescue,  when  she  effected  her  sister's  escape.  I  ran  the  risk, 
and  trusted  in  the  complete  destruction  of  Lady  Clyde's 
identity.  If  either  Marian  or  Mr.  Hartright  attempted  to 
assert  that  identity,  they  would  publicly  expose  themselves  to 
the  imputation  of  sustaining  a  rank  deception  ;  they  would 
be  distrusted  and  discredited  accordingly  ;  and  they  would, 
therefore,  be  powerless  to  place  my  interests,  or  Percival's 
secret,  in  jeopardy.  I  committed  one  error  in  trusting  my- 
self to  such  a  blindfold  calculation  of  chances  as  this.  I 
committed  another  when  Percival  had  paid  the  penalty  of  his 
own  obstinacy  and  violence,  by  granting  Lady  Clyde  a  second 
reprieve  from  the  madhouse,  and  allowing  Mr.  Hartright  a 
second  chance  of  escaping  me.  In  brief,  Fosco,  at  this 
serious  crisis,  was  untrue  to  himself.  Deplorable  and  un- 
characteristic fault  !  Behold  the  cause,  in  my  Heart — 
behold,  in  the  image  of  Marian  Halcombe,  the  first  and  last 
weakness  of  Fosco's  life  ! 

At  the  ripe  age  of  sixty,  I  make  this  unparalleled  con- 
fession. Youths !  I  invoke  your  sympathy.  Maidens !  I 
claim  your  tears. 

A  word  more — and  the  attention  of  the  reader  (concen- 
trated breathlessly  on  myself)  shall  be  released. 

My  own  mental  insight  informs  me  that  three  inevitable 
questions  will  be  asked,  here,  by  persons  of  inquiring  minds. 
They  shall  be  stated  :  they  shall  be  answered. 

First  question.  What  is  the  secret  of  Madame  Fosco's 
unhesitating  devotion  of  herself  to  the  fulfilment  of  my 
boldest  wishes,  to  the  furtherance  of  my  deepest  plans?  I 
might  answer  this,  by  simply  referring  to  my  own  character, 
and  by  asking,  in  my  turn  : — Where,  in  the  history  of  the 
world,  has  a  man  of  my  order  ever  been  found  without  a 
woman  in  the  background,  self-immolated  on  the  altar  of  his 
life  ?  But,  I  remember  that  I  am  writing  in  England ;  I 
remember  that  I  was  married  in  England — and  I  ask,  if  a 
woman's  marriage  obligations,  in  this  country,  provide  for 
her  private  opinion  of  her  husband's  principles  ?  No  !  They 
charge  her  unreservedly  to  love,  honour,  and  obey  him. 
That  is  exactly  what  my  wife  has  done.  I  stand,  here,  on  a 
supreme  moral  elevation  ;  and  I  loftily  assert  her  accurate 

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performance  of  her  conjugal  duties.  Silence,  Calumny  !  Your 
sympathy,  Wives  of  England,  for  Madame  Fosco  ! 

Second  question.  If  Anne  Catherick  had  not  died  when 
she  did,  what  should  I  have  done  ?  I  should,  in  that  case, 
have  assisted  worn-out  Nature  in  finding  permanent  repose. 
I  should  have  opened  the  doors  of  the  Prison  of  Life,  and 
have  extended  to  the  captive  (incurably  afflicted  in  mind  and 
body  both)  a  happy  release. 

Third  question.  On  a  calm  revision  of  all  the  circum- 
stances—Is my  conduct  worthy  of  any  serious  blame  ?  Most 
emphatically,  No  !  Have  I  not  carefully  avoided  exposing 
myself  to  the  odium  of  committing  unnecessary  crime  ?  With 
m.y  vast  resources  in  chemistry,  I  might  have  taken  Lady 
Clyde's  life.  At  immense  personal  sacrifice,  I  followed  the 
dictates  of  my  own  ingenuity,  my  own  humanity,  my  own 
caution — and  took  her  identity,  instead.  Judge  me  by  what 
I  might  have  done.  How  comparatively  innocent !  how 
indirectly  virtuous  I  appear,  in  what  I  really  did  ! 

I  announced,  on  beginning  it,  that  this  narrative  would 
be  a  remarkable  document.  It  has  entirely  answered  my 
expectations.  Receive  these  fervid  lines — my  last  legacy  to 
the  country  I  leave  for  ever.  They  are  worthy  of  the  occasion, 
and  worthy  of 

FOSCO. 

The  Story  concluded hy\NM.-VEK  Hartright. 

I. 

When  I  closed  the  last  leaf  of  the  Count's  manuscript, 
the  half-hour  during  which  I  had  engaged  to  remain  at 
Forest  Road  had  expired.  Monsieur  Rubelle  looked  at  his 
watch,  and  bowed.  I  rose  immediately,  and  left  the  agent  in 
possession  of  the  empty  house.  I  never  saw  him  again  ;  I 
never  heard  more  of  him  or  of  his  wife.  Out  of  the  dark 
byways  of  villany  and  deceit,  they  had  crawled  across  our 
path — into  the  same  byways  they  crawled  back  secretly  and 
were  lost. 

In  a  quarter  of  an  hour  after  leaving  Forest  Road,  I  was  at 
home  again. 

But  few  words  sufficed  to  tell  Laura  and  Marian  how  my 
desperate  venture  had  ended,  and  what  the  next  event  in 
our  lives  was  likely  to  be.  I  left  all  details  to  be  described 
later  in  the  day  ;  and  hastened  back  to  St.  John's  Wood,  to 
see  the  person  of  whom  Count  Fosco  had  ordered  the  fly  when 
he  went  to  meet  Laura  at  the  station. 

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The  address  in  my  possession  led  me  to  some  '  livery 
stables,'  about  a  quarter  of  a  mile  distant  from  Forest  Road. 
The  proprietor  proved  to  be  a  civil  and  respectable  man. 
When  I  explained  that  an  important  family  matter  obliged 
me  to  ask  him  to  refer  to  his  books,  for  the  purpose  of 
ascertaining  a  date  with  which  the  record  of  his  business  trans- 
actions might  supply  me,  he  offered  no  objection  to  granting  my 
request.  The  book  was  produced  ;  and  there,  under  the  date 
of  'July  26th,  1850,'  the  order  was  entered,  in  these  words  : 

'  Brougham  to  Count  Fosco,  5,  Forest  Road.  Two  o'clock. 
(John  Owen.)' 

I  found,  on  inquiry,  that  the  name  of  'John  Owen,' 
attached  to  the  entry,  referred  to  the  man  who  had  been  em- 
ployed to  drive  the  fly.  He  was  then  at  work  in  the  stable- 
yard,  and  was  sent  for  to  see  me,  at  my  request. 

'  Do  you  remember  driving  a  gentleman,  in  the  month  of 
July  last,'  from  Number  Five,  Forest  Road,  to  the  Waterloo 
Bridge  station  ?  '  I  asked. 

'  Well,  sir,'  said  the  man  ;   '  I  can't  exactly  say  I  do.' 

'  Perhaps  you  remember  the  gentleman  himself?  Can  you 
call  to  mind  driving  a  foreigner,  last  summer — a  tall  gentleman, 
and  remarkably  fat  ?  ' 

The  man's  face  brightened  directly.  '  I  remember  him, 
sir  !  The  fattest  gentleman  as  ever  I  see — and  the  heaviest 
customer  as  ever  I  drove.  Yes,  yes— I  call  him  to  mind,  sir. 
We  did  go  to  the  station,  and  it  was  from  Forest  Road. 
There  was  a  parrot,  or  summat  like  it,  screeching  in  the 
window.  The  gentleman  was  in  a  mortal  hurry  about  the 
lady's  luggage  ;  and  he  give  me  a  handsome  present  for 
looking  sharp  and  getting  the  boxes.' 

Getting  the  boxes!  I  recollected  immediately  that  Laura's 
own  account  of  herself,  on  her  arrival  in  London,  described 
her  luggage  as  being  collected  for  her  by  some  person  whom 
Count  Fosco  brought  with  him  to  the  station.  This  was  the 
man. 

'  Did  you  see  the  lady  ?  '  I  asked.  '  What  did  she  look 
like  ?     Was  she  young  or  old  ?  ' 

'  Well,  sir,  what  with  the  hurry  and  the  crowd  of  people 
pushing  about,  I  can't  rightly  say  what  the  lady  looked  like. 
I  can't  call  nothing  to  mind  about  her  that  I  know  of — 
excepting  her  name.' 

'  You  remember  her  name  !  ' 

'  Yes,  sir.     Her  name  was  Lady  Glyde.' 

'  How  do  you  come  to  remember  that,  when  you  have 
forgotten  what  she  looked  like  ?  ' 

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The  man  smiled,  and  shifted  his  feet  in  some  little  em- 
barrassment. 

'  Why,  to  tell  you  the  truth,  sir,'  he  said,  '  I  hadn't  been 
long  married  at  that  time ;  and  my  wife's  name,  before  she 
changed  it  for  mine,  was  the  same  as  the  lady's — meaning  the 
name  of  Glyde,  sir.  The  lady  mentioned  it  herself.  "  Is  your 
name  on  your  boxes,  ma'am?"  says  I.  "Yes,"  says  she, 
**  my  name  is  on  my  luggage — it  is  Lady  Glyde."  **  Come  !  " 
I  says  to  myself,  "I've  a  bad  head  for  gentlefolks'  names  in 
general — but  this  one  comes  like  an  old  friend,  at  any  rate." 
I  can't  say  nothing  about  the  time,  sir  :  it  might  be  nigh  on  a 
year  ago,  or  it  mightn't.  But  I  can  swear  to  the  stout  gentle- 
man, and  swear  to  the  lady's  name.' 

There  was  no  need  that  he  should  remember  the  time  ;  the 
date  was  positively  established  by  his  master's  order-book. 
I  felt  at  once  that  the  means  were  now  in  my  power  of 
striking  down  the  whole  conspiracy  at  a  blow  with  the  irre- 
sistible weapon  of  plain  fact.  Without  a  moment's  hesitation, 
I  took  the  proprietor  of  the  livery  stables  aside,  and  told  him 
what  the  real  importance  was  of  the  evidence  of  his  order-book 
and  the  evidence  of  his  driver.  An  arrangement  to  compen- 
sate him  for  the  temporary  loss  of  the  man's  services  was 
easily  made  ;  and  a  copy  of  the  entry  in  the  book  was  taken 
by  myself,  and  certified  as  true  by  the  master's  own  signature. 
I  left  the  livery  stables,  having  settled  that  John  Owen  was  to 
hold  himself  at  my  disposal  for  the  next  three  days,  or  for  a 
longer  period,  if  necessity  required  it. 

I  now  had  in  my  possession  all  the  papers  that  I  wanted  ; 
the  district  registrar's  own  copy  of  the  certificate  of  death, 
and  Sir  Percival's  dated  letter  to  the  Count,  being  safe  in  my 
pocket-book. 

With  this  written  evidence  about  me,  and  with  the  coach- 
man's answers  fresh  in  my  memory,  I  next  turned  my  steps, 
for  the  first  time  since  the  beginning  of  all  my  inquiries,  in 
the  direction  of  Mr.  Kyrle's  office.  One  of  my  objects,  in 
paying  him  this  second  visit,  was,  necessarily,  to  tell  him 
what  I  had  done.  The  other,  was  to  warn  him  of  my  resolu- 
tion to  take  my  wife  to  Limmeridge  the  next  morning,  and  to 
have  her  publicly  received  and  recognised  in  her  uncle's  house. 
I  left  it  to  Mr.  Kyrle  to  decide,  under  these  circumstances, 
and  in  Mr.  Gilmore's  absence,  whether  he  was  or  was  not 
bound,  as  the  family  solicitor,  to  be  present,  on  that  occa- 
sion, in  the  family  interests. 

I  will  say  nothing  of  Mr.  Kyrle's  amazement,  or  of  the 
terms  in  which  he  expressed  his  opinion  of  my  conduct,  from 

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the  first  stage  of  the  investigation  to  the  last.  It  15>  only 
necessary  to  mention  that  he  at  once  decided  on  accompany- 
ing us  to  Cumberland. 

We  started  the  next  morning,  by  the  early  train.  Laura, 
Marian,  Mr.  Kyrle,  and  myself  in  one  carriage  ;  and  John 
Owen,  with  a  clerk  from  Mr.  Kyrle's  office,  occupying  places 
in  another.  On  reaching  the  Limmeridge  station,  we  went 
first  to  the  farm-house  at  Todd's  Corner.  It  was  my  firm 
determination  that  Laura  should  not  enter  her  uncle's  house 
till  she  appeared  there  publicly  recognised  as  his  niece.  I 
left  Marian  to  settle  the  question  of  accommodation  with  Mrs. 
Todd,  as  soon  as  the  good  woman  had  recovered  from  the 
bewilderment  of  hearing  what  our  errand  was  in  Cumberland  ; 
and  I  arranged  with  her  husband  that  John  Owen  was  to  be 
committed  to  the  ready  hospitality  of  the  farm-servants. 
These  preliminaries  completed,  Mr.  Kyrle  and  I  set  forth 
together  for  Limmeridge  House. 

I  cannot  write  at  any  length  of  our  interview  with  Mr. 
Fairlie,  for  I  cannot  recall  it  to  mind,  without  feelings  of 
impatience  and  contempt,  which  make  the  scene,  even  in  re- 
membrance only,  utterly  repulsive  to  me.  I  prefer  to  record 
simply  that  I  carried  my  point.  Mr.  Fairlie  attempted  to 
tr  at  us  on  his  customary  plan.  We  passed  without  notice 
hi3  polite  insolence  at  the  outset  of  the  interview.  We  heard 
without  sympathy  the  protestations  with  which  he  tried  next 
to  persuade  us  that  the  disclosure  of  the  conspiracy  had  over- 
whelmed him.  He  absolutely  whined  and  whimpered,  at 
last,  like  a  fretful  child.  '  How  was  he  to  know  that  his 
niece  was  alive,  when  he  was  told  that  she  was  dead  ?  He 
would  welcome  dear  Laura,  with  pleasure,  if  we  would  only 
allow  him  time  to  recover.  Did  we  think  he  looked  as  if  he 
wanted  hurrying  into  his  grave  ?  TJo.  Then,  why  hurry 
him  ?  '  He  reiterated  these  remonstrances  at  every  available 
opportunity,  until  I  checked  them  once  for  all,  by  placing 
him  firmly  between  two  inevitable  alternatives.  I  gave  him 
his  choice  between  doing  his  niece  justice,  on  my  terms — of 
facing  the  consequences  of  a  public  assertion  of  her  existence 
in  a  court  of  law.  Mr.  Kyrle,  to  whom  he  turned  for  help, 
told  him  plainly  that  he  must  decide  the  question,  then  and 
there.  Characteristically  choosing  the  alternative  which 
promised  soonest  to  release  him  from  all  personal  anxiety,  he 
announced,  with  a  sudden  outburst  of  energy,  that  he  was 
not  strong  enough  to  bear  any  more  bullying,  and  that  we 
might  do  as  we  pleased. 

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Mr.  Kyrle  and  I  at  once  went  down-stairs,  and  agreed 
upon  a  form  of  letter  which  was  to  be  sent  round  to  the 
tenants  who  had  attended  the  false  funeral,  summoning  them, 
in  Mr.  Fairlie's  name,  to  assemble  in  Limmeridge  House,  on 
the  next  day  but  one.  An  order,  referring  to  the  same 
date,  was  also  written,  directing  a  statuary  in  Carlisle  to 
send  a  man  to  Limmeridge  churchyard,  for  the  purpose 
of  erasing  an  inscription — Mr.  Kyrle,  who  had  arranged  to 
sleep  in  the  house,  undertaking  that  Mr.  Fairlie  should  hear 
these  letters  read  to  him,  and  should  sign  them  with  his  own 
hand. 

I  occupied  the  interval  day,  at  the  farm,  in  writing  a  plain 
narrative  of  the  conspiracy,  and  in  adding  to  it  a  statement 
of  the  practical  contradiction  which  facts  offered  to  the  asser- 
tion of  Laura's  death.  This  I  submitted  to  Mr.  Kyrle,  before 
I  read  it,  the  next  day,  to  the  assembled  tenants.  We  also 
arranged  the  form  in  v.'hich  the  evidence  should  be  presented  at 
the  close  of  the  reading.  After  these  matters  were  settled,  Mr. 
Kyrle  endeavoured  to  turn  the  conversation,  next,  to  Laura's 
affairs.  Knowing,  and  desiring  to  know,  nothing  of  those 
affairs  ;  and  doubting  whether  he  would  approve,  as  a  man 
of  business,  of  my  conduct  in  relation  to  my  wife's  life- 
interest  in  the  legacy  left  to  Madame  Fosco,  I  begged  Mr. 
Kyrle  to  excuse  me  if  I  abstained  from  discussing  the  subject. 
It  was  connected,  as  I  could  truly  tell  him,  with  those  sorrows 
and  troubles  of  the  past,  which  we  never  referred  to  among 
ourselves,  and  which  we  instinctively  shrank  from  discussing 
with  others. 

My  last  labour,  as  the  evening  approached,  was  to  obtain 
'The  Narrative  of  the  Tombstone,'  by  taking  a  copy  of  the 
false  inscription  on  the  grave,  before  it  was  erased. 

The  day  came — the  day  when  Laura  once  more  entered 
the  familiar  breakfast-room  at  Limmeridge  House.  All  the 
persons  assembled  rose  from  their  seats  as  Marian  and  I  led 
her  in.  A  perceptible  shock  of  surprise,  an  audible  murmur 
of  interest,  ran  through  them,  at  the  sight  of  her  face.  Mr. 
Fairlie  was  present  (by  my  express  stipulation),  with  Mr. 
Kyrle  by  his  side.  His  valet  stood  behind  him  with  a  smell- 
ing-bottle ready  in  one  hand,  and  a  white  handkerchief, 
saturated  with  eau-de-Cologne,  in  the  other. 

I  opened  the  proceedings  by  publicly  appealing  to  Mr. 
Fairlie  to  say  whether  I  appeared  there  with  his  authority  and 
under  his  express  sanction.     He  extended  an  arm,  on  either 

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side,  to  Mr.  Kyrle  and  to  his  valet ;  was  by  them  assisted  to 
stand  on  his  legs  ;  and  then  expressed  himself  in  these  terms  : 
'Allow  me  to  present  Mr.  Hartright.  I  am  as  great  an 
invalid  as  ever  ;  and  he  is  so  very  obliging  as  to  speak  for  me. 
The  subject  is  dreadfully  embarrassing.  Please  hear  him — 
and  don't  make  a  noise  !  '  With  those  words,  he  slowly  sank 
back  again  into  the  chair,  and  took  refuge  in  his  scented 
pocket-handkerchief. 

The  disclosure  of  the  conspiracy  followed — after  I  had 
offered  my  preliminary  explanation,  first  of  all,  in  the  fewest 
and  the  plainest  words.  I  was  there  present  (1  informed  my 
hearers)  to  declare  first,  that  my  wife,  then  sitting  by  me,  was 
the  daughter  of  the  late  Mr.  Philip  Fairlie  ;  secondly,  to  prove 
by  positive  facts,  that  the  funeral  which  they  had  attended  in 
Limmeridge  churchyard,  was  the  funeral  of  another  woman  ; 
thirdly,  to  give  them  a  plain  account  of  how  it  had  all  hap- 
pened. Without  further  preface,  I  at  once  read  the  narrative 
of  the  conspiracy,  describing  it  in  clear  outline,  and  dwelling 
only  upon  the  pecuniary  motive  for  it,  in  order  to  avoid  com- 
plicating my  statement  by  unnecessary  reference  to  Sir 
Percival's  secret.  This  done,  I  reminded  my  audience  of  the 
date  on  the  inscription  in  the  churchyard  (the  25th),  and  con- 
firmed its  correctness  by  producing  the  certificate  of  death. 
I  then  read  them  Sir  Percival's  letter  of  the  25th,  announcing 
his  wife's  intended  journey  from  Hampshire  to  London  on  the 
26th.  I  next  showed  that  she  had  taken  that  journey,  by  the 
personal  testimony  of  the  driver  of  the  fly  ;  and  I  proved  that 
she  had  p>erformed  it  on  the  appointed  day,  by  the  order-book 
at  the  livery  stables.  Marian  then  added  her  own  statement 
of  the  meeting  between  Laura  and  herself  at  the  madhouse, 
and  of  her  sister's  escape.  After  which  I  closed  the  proceed- 
ings by  informing  the  persons  present  of  Sir  Percival's  death, 
and  of  ray  marriage. 

Mr.  Kyrle  rose,  when  I  resumed  my  seat,  and  declared,  as 
the  legal  adviser  of  the  family,  that  my  case  was  proved  by 
the  plainest  evidence  he  had  ever  heard  in  his  life.  As  he 
spoke  those  words,  I  put  my  arm  round  Laura,  and  raised 
her  so  that  she  was  plainly  visible  to  every  one  in  the  room. 
'  Are  you  all  of  the  same  opinion  ?  '  I  asked,  advancing  towards 
them  a  few  steps,  and  pointing  to  my  wife. 

The  effect  of  the  question  was  electrical.  Far  down  at  the 
lower  end  of  the  room,  one  of  the  oldest  tenants  on  the  estate 
started  to  his  feet,  and  led  the  rest  with  him  in  an  instant.  I 
see  the  man  now,  with  his  honest  brown  face  and  his  iron- 
grey  hair,  mounted  on  the  window  seat,  waving  his  heavy 

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riding-whip  over  his  head,  and  leading-  the  cheers.  '  There 
she  is  aUve  and  hearty — God  bless  her  !  Gi'  it  tongue,  lads  ! 
Gi'  it  tongue  ! '  The  shout  that  answered  him,  reiterated 
again  and  again,  was  the  sweetest  music  I  ever  heard.  The 
labourers  in  the  village  and  the  boys  from  the  school,  assem- 
bled on  the  lawn,  caught  up  the  cheering  and  echoed  it  back 
on  us.  The  farmers'  wives  clustered  round  Laura,  and  strug- 
gled which  should  be  first  to  shake  hands  with  her,  and  to 
implore  her,  with  the  tears  pouring  over  their  own  cheeks,  to 
bear  up  bravely  and  not  to  cry.  She  was  so  completely  over- 
whelmed, that  I  was  obliged  to  take  her  from  them,  and  carry 
her  to  the  door.  There  I  gave  her  into  Marian's  care — 
Marian,  who  had  never  failed  us  yet,  whose  courageous  self- 
control  did  not  fail  us  now.  Left  by  myself  at  the  door,  I 
invited  all  the  persons  present  (after  thanking  them  in  Laura's 
name  and  mine)  to  follow  me  to  the  churchyard,  and  see  the 
false  inscription  struck  off  the  tombstone  with  their  own 
eyes. 

They  all  left  the  house,  and  all  joined  the  throng  of  vil- 
lagers collected  round  the  grave,  where  the  statuary's  man 
was  waiting  for  us.  In  a  breathless  silence,  the  first  sharp 
stroke  of  the  steel  sounded  on  the  marble.  Not  a  voice  was 
heard  ;  not  a  soul  moved,  till  those  three  words,  '  Laura, 
Lady  Glyde,'  had  vanished  from  sight.  Then,  there  was  a 
great  heave  of  relief  among  the  crowd,  as  if  they  felt  that  the 
last  fetters  of  the  conspiracy  had  been  struck  off  Laura  herself 
— and  the  assembly  slowly  withdrev.'.  It  was  late  in  the  day 
before  the  whole  inscription  was  erased.  One  line  only  was 
afterwards  engraved  in  its  place  :  '  Anne  Catherick,  July  25th, 
1850.' 

I  returned  to  Limmeridge  House  early  enough  in  the 
evening  to  take  leave  of  Mr.  Kyrle.  He,  and  his  clerk,  and 
the  driver  of  the  fly,  went  back  to  London  by  the  night  train. 
On  their  departure,  an  insolent  message  was  delivered  to  me 
from  Mr.  Fairlie — who  had  been  carried  from  the  room  in  a 
shattered  condition,  when  the  first  outbreak  of  cheering 
answered  my  appeal  to  the  tenantry.  The  message  conveyed 
to  us  '  Mr.  Fairlie's  best  congratulations,'  and  requested  to 
know  whether  '  we  contemplated  stopping  in  the  house.'  I 
sent  back  word  that  the  only  object  for  which  we  had  entered 
his  doors  was  accomplished  ;  that  I  contemplated  stopping 
in  no  man's  house  but  my  own  ;  and  that  Mr.  Fairlie  need 
not  entertain  the  slightest  apprehension  of  ever  seeing  us,  or 
hearing  from  us  again.  W^e  went  back  to  our  friends  at  the 
farm,  to  rest  that  night  ;  and  the  next  morning — escorted  to 

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the  station,  with  the  heartiest  enthusiasm  and  good  v.-ill,  by 
the  whole  village  and  by  all  the  farmers  in  the  neighbourhood 
— we  returned  to  London. 

As  our  view  of  the  Cumberland  hills  faded  in  the  distance, 
I  thought  of  the  first  disheartening  circumstances  under  which 
the  long  struggle  that  was  now  past  and  over  had  been  pur- 
sued. It  was  strange  to  look  back  and  to  see,  now,  that  the 
poverty  which  had  denied  us  all  hope  of  assistance,  had  been 
the  indirect  means  of  our  success,  by  forcing  me  to  act  for 
myself.  If  we  had  been  rich  enough  to  find  legal  help,  v.-hat 
would  have  been  the  result  ?  The  gain  (on  Mr.  Kyrle's  own 
showing)  would  have  been  more  than  doubtful  ;  the  loss — 
judging  by  the  plain  test  of  events  as  they  had  really  happened 
— certain.  The  Law  would  never  have  obtained  me  my  inter- 
view with  Mrs.  Catherick.  The  Law  would  never  have  made 
Pesca  the  means  of  forcing  a  confession  from  the  Count. 

II. 

Two  more  events  remain  to  be  added  to  the  chain,  before  it 
reaches  fairly  from  the  outset  of  the  story  to  the  close. 

While  our  new  sense  of  freedom  from  the  long  oppres- 
sion of  the  past  was  still  strange  to  us,  I  was  sent  for  by  the 
friend  who  had  given  me  my  first  employment  in  wood 
engraving,  to  receive  from  him  a  fresh  testimony  of  his  regard 
for  my  welfare.  He  had  been  commissioned  by  his  employers 
to  go  to  Paris,  and  to  examine  for  them  a  French  discovery 
in  the  practical  application  of  his  Art,  the  merits  of  which 
they  were  anxious  to  ascertain.  His  own  engagements 
had  not  allowed  him  leisure  time  to  undertake  the  errand  ; 
and  he  had  most  kindly  suggested  that  it  should  be  trans- 
ferred to  me.  I  could  have  no  hesitation  in  thankfully 
accepting  the  offer  ;  for  if  I  acquitted  myself  of  my  commis- 
sion as  I  hoped  I  should,  the  result  would  be  a  permanent 
engagement  on  the  illustrated  newspaper,  to  which  I  was  now 
only  occasionally  attached. 

I  received  my  instructions  and  packed  up  for  the  journey 
the  next  day.  On  leaving  Laura  once  more  (under  what 
changed  circumstances  !)  in  her  sister's  care,  a  serious  con- 
sideration recurred  to  me,  which  had  more  than  once  crossed 
my  wife's  mind,  as  well  as  my  own,  already — I  mean  the 
consideration  of  Marian's  future.  Had  we  any  right  to  let 
our  selfish  affection  accept  the  devotion  of  all  that  generous 
life  ?  Was  it  not  our  duty,  our  best  expression  of  gratitude, 
to  forget  ourselves,  and  to  think  only  of  her  ?     I  tried  to  say 

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th)j,  when  we  were  alone  for  a  moment,  before  I  went  away. 
She  took  my  hand,  and  silenced  me  at  the  first  words. 

After  all  that  we  three  have  suffered  together,'  she  said, 
'  there  can  be  no  parting:  between  us,  till  the  last  parting  of 
all.  My  heart  and  my  happiness,  Walter,  are  with  Laura 
and  you.  Wait  a  little  till  there  are  children's  voices  at  vour 
fireside.  I  v/ill  teach  them  to  speak  for  me,  in  ///r/V' lan- 
guage ;  and  the  first  lesson  they  say  to  their  father  and  mother 
shall  be — We  can't  spare  our  aunt  !  ' 

My  journey  to  Paris  was  not  undertaken  alone.  At  the 
eleventh  hour,  Pesca  decided  that  he  would  accompany  me. 
He  had  not  recovered  his  customary  cheerfulness  since  the 
night  at  the  Opera  ;  and  he  determined  to  try  what  a  week's 
holiday  would  do  to  raise  his  spirits. 

I  performed  the  errand  entrusted  to  me,  and  drew  out  the 
necessary  report,  on  the  fourth  day  from  our  arrival  in  Paris. 
The  fifth  day,  I  arranged  to  devote  to  sight-seeing  and 
amusements  in  Pesca's  company. 

Our  hotel  had  been  too  full  to  accommodate  us  both  on 
the  same  floor.  My  room  was  on  the  second  story,  and 
Pesca  s  was  above  me,  on  the  third.  On  the  morning  of  the 
fifth  day,  I  went  up-stairs  to  see  if  the  Professor  was  ready  to 
go  out.  Just  before  I  reached  the  landing,  I  saw  his  door 
opened  from  the  inside  ;  a  long,  delicate,  nervous  hand  (not 
my  friend's  hand  certainly)  held  it  ajar.  At  the  same  time  I 
heard  Pesca's  voice  saying  eagerlv,  in  low  tones,  and  in  his 
own  language  :  '  I  remember  the  name,  but  I  don't  know  the 
man.  \ou  saw  at  the  Opera,  he  was  so  changed  that  I 
could  not  recognise  him.  I  will  forward  the  report— I  can  do 
no  more.'  'No  more  need  be  done,'  answered  a  second  voice. 
The  door  opened  wide  ;  and  the  light-haired  man  with  the 
scar  on  his  cheek— the  man  I  had  seen  following  Count 
Fosco's  cab  a  week  before— came  out.  He  bowed,  as  I  drew 
aside  to  let  him  pass— his  face  was  fearfully  pale— and  he 
held  fast  by  the  banisters,  as  he  descended  the"  stairs. 

I  pushed  open  the  door,  and  entered  Pesca's  room.  He 
was  crouched  up,  in  the  strangest  manner,  in  a  corner  of  the 
sofa.  He  seemed  to  shrink  from  me,  when  I  approached 
him. 

'  Am  I  disturbing  you  ?  '  I  asked.  '  I  did  not  know  you 
had  a  friend  with  you  till  I  saw  him  come  out. ' 

*  No  friend,'  said  Pesca,  eagerly.  '  I  see  him  to-day  for 
tne  first  time,  and  the  last.' 

'  I  am  afraid  he  has  brought  you  bad  news  ? ' 

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*  Horrible  news,  Walter  !  Let  us  go  back  to  London — I 
don't  want  to  stop  here — I  am  sorry  I  ever  came.  The  mis- 
fortunes of  my  youth  are  very  hard  upon  me,'  he  said,  turning 
his  face  to  the  wall ;  '  very  hard  upon  me,  in  my  later  time. 
I  try  to  forget  them — and  they  will  not  forget  mc  ! 

'We  can't  return,  I  am  afraid,  before  the  afternoon,'  I 
replied.  '  Would  you  like  to  come  out  with  me,  in  the  mean 
time  ?  • 

*  No,  my  friend  ;  I  will  wait  here.  But  let  us  go  back  to- 
day— pray  let  us  go  back.' 

'  I  left  him  with  the  assurance  that  he  should  leave  Paris 
that  afternoon.  We  had  arranged,  the  evening  before,  to 
ascend  the  Cathedral  of  Notre-Dame,  with  Victor  Hugo's 
noble  romance  for  our  guide.  There  was  nothing  in  the 
French  capital  that  I  was  more  anxious  to  see — and  I  de- 
parted by  myself  for  the  church. 

Approaching  Notre-Dame  by  the  river-side,  I  passed,  on 
my  way,  the  terrible  dead-house  of  Paris — the  Morgue.  A 
great  crowd  clamoured  and  heaved  round  the  door.  There 
was  evidently  something  inside  which  excited  the  popular 
curiosity,  and  fed  the  popular  appetite  for  horror. 

I  should  have  walked  on  to  the  church,  if  the  conversation 
of  two  men  and  a  woman  on  the  outskirts  of  the  crowd  had 
not  caught  my  ear.  They  had  just  come  out  from  seeing  the 
sight  in  the  Morgue  ;  and  the  account  they  were  giving  of  the 
dead  body  to  their  neighbours,  described  it  as  the  corpse  of  a 
man — a  man  of  immense  size,  with  a  strange  mark  on  his  left 
arm. 

The  moment  those  words  reached  me,  I  stopped,  and  took 
my  place  with  the  crowd  going  in.  Some  dim  foreshadowing 
of  the  truth  had  crossed  my  mind,  when  I  heard  Pesca's  voice 
through  the  open  door,  and  when  I  saw  the  stranger's  face  as 
he  passed  me  on  the  stairs  of  the  hotel.  Now,  the  truth  itself 
was  revealed  to  me — revealed,  in  the  chance  words  that  had 
just  reached  my  ears.  Other  vengeance  than  mine  had 
followed  that  fated  man  from  the  theatre  to  his  own  door  ; 
from  his  own  door  to  his  refuge  in  Paris.  Other  vengeance 
than  mine  had  called  him  to  the  day  of  reckoning,  and  had 
exacted  from  him  the  penalty  of  his  life.  The  moment  when 
I  had  pointed  him  out  to  Pesca  at  the  theatre,  in  the  hearing 
of  that  stranger  by  our  side,  who  was  looking  for  him  too — • 
was  the  moment  that  sealed  his  doom.  I  remembered  the 
struggle  in  my  own  heart,  when  he  and  I  stood  face  to  face — 
the  struggle  before  I  could  let  him  escape  me — and  shuddered 
as  I  recalled  it. 

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Slowly,  inch  by  inch,  I  pressed  in  with  the  crowd,  movino- 
nearer  and  nearer  to  the  gfreat  glass  screen  that  parts  the 
dead  from  the  living  at  the  Morgue— nearer  and  nearer,  till 
1  was  close  behind  the  front  row  of  spectators,  and  could 
look  in. 

There  he  lay,  unowned,  unknown  ;  exposed  to  the  flippant 
curiosity  of  a  French  mob  !  There  was  the  dreadful  end  of 
that  long  life  of  degraded  ability  and  heartless  crime  !  Hushed 
in  tne  sublime  repose  of  death,  the  broad,  firm,  massive  face 
and  head  fronted  us  so  grandly,  that  the  chattering  French- 
u-omen  about  me  lifted  their  hands  in  admiration,  and  cried 
in  shri  chorus,  '  Ah,  what  a  handsome  man  !  The  wound  that 
had  killed  him  had  been  struck  with  a  knife  or  dagger  exactlv 
over  his  heart.  No  other  traces  of  violence  appeared  about 
the  body,  except  on  the  left  arm  ;  and  there,  exactlv  in  the 
place  where  I  had  seen  the  brand  on  Pesca's  arm,  were  two 
deep  cuts  in  the  shape  of  the  letter  T,  which  entirely  oblite- 
rated the  mark  of  the  Brotherhood.  His  clothes,  hung  above 
him,  showed  that  he  had  been  himself  conscious  of  his  dano-er 
—they  were  clothes  that  had  disguised  him  as  a  French 
artisan.  For  a  few  moments,  but  not  for  longer,  I  forced  my- 
selt  to  see  these  things  through  the  glass  screen.  I  can  write 
ot  them  at  no  greater  length,  for  I  saw  no  more. 

The  few  facts  in  connexion  with  his  death  which  I  subse- 
quently ascertained  (partly  from  Pesca  and  partlv  from  other 
sources),  may  be  stated  here,  before  the  subject  'is  dismissed 
rrom  these  pages. 

His  body  was  taken  out  of  the  Seine,  in  the  disguise  which 
1  have  described,  nothing  being  found  on  him  which  revealed 
his  name,  his  rank,  or  his  place  of  abode.  The  hand  that 
struck  him  was  never  traced,  and  the  circumstances  under 
which  hewas  killed  were  never  discovered.  I  leave  others  to 
draw  their  own  conclusions,  in  reference  to  the  secret  of  the 
assassination,  as  I  have  drawn  mine.  When  I  have  intimated 
that  the  foreigner  with  the  scar  was  a  Member  of  the  Brother- 
hood (admitted  in  Italy,  after  Pesca's  departure  from  his  native 
country),  and  when  I  have  further  added  that  the  two  cuts 
in  the  form  of  a  T,  on  the  left  arm  of  the  dead  man,  signified 
the  Italian  word,  '  Traditore,'  and  showed  that  justice  had 
been  done  by  the  Brotherhood  on  a  traitor,  I  have  contributed 
all  that  I  know  towards  elucidating  the  mystery  of  Count 
I'osco's  death. 

The  body  was  identified,  the  day  after  I  had  seen  it,   by 
means  of  an  anonymous  letter  addressed  to  his  wife.     He  was 

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buried,  by  Madame  Fosco,  In  the  cemetery  of  P^re-Lachaise. 
Fresh  funeral  wreaths  continue,  to  this  day,  to  be  hung- 
on  the  ornamental  bronze  railings  round  the  tomb,  by  the 
Countess's  own  hand.  She  lives,  in  the  strictest  retirement, 
at  Versailles.  Not  long-  since,  she  published  a  Biography 
of  her  deceased  husband.  The  work  throws  no  light  what- 
ever on  the  name  that  was  really  his  own,  or  on  the  secret 
history  of  his  life  :  it  is  almost  entirely  devoted  to  the  praise  of 
his  domestic  virtues,  the  assertion  of  his  rare  abilities,  and  the 
enumeration  of  the  honours  conferred  on  him.  The  clrcum.- 
stances  attending  his  death  are  very  briefly  noticed  ;  and  are 
summed  up,  on  the  last  page,  in  this  sentence  : — '  His  life  was 
one  long  assertion  of  the  rights  of  the  aristocracy  and  the 
sacred  principles  of  Order — and  he  died  a  r>Iartyr  to  his 
cause.' 

III. 

The  summer  and  autumn  passed,  after  my  return  from  Paris, 
and  brought  no  changes  with  them  which  need  be  noticed 
here.  We  lived  so  simply  and  quietly,  that  the  income  which 
I  was  now  steadily  earning  sufticed  for  all  our  wants. 

In  the  February  of  the  new  year,  our  first  child  was  born 
— a  son.  My  mother  and  sister  and  Mrs.  Vesey  were  our 
guests  at  the  little  christening  party  ;  and  Mrs.  Clements  was 
present,  to  assist  my  wife,  on  the  same  occasion.  Marian 
was  our  boy's  godmother  ;  and  Pesca  and  Mr.  Gilmore  (the 
latter  acting  by  proxy)  were  his  godfathers.  I  may  add  here, 
that  when  Mr.  Gilmore  returned  to  us,  a  year  later,  he 
assisted  the  design  of  these  pages,  at  my  request,  by  writing 
the  Narrative  which  appears  early  in  the  story  under  his  name, 
and  which,  though  first  in  order  of  precedence,  was  thus,  in 
order  of  time,  the  last  that  I  received. 

The  only  event  in  our  lives  which  now  remains  to  be 
recorded,  occurred  when  our  little  Walter  was  six  months 
old. 

At  that  time,  I  was  sent  to  Ireland,  to  make  sketches  for 
certain  forthcoming  illustrations  in  the  newspaper  to  which  I 
was  attached.  I  was  away  for  nearly  a  fortnight,  corre- 
sponding regularly  with  my  wife  and  Marian,  except  during 
the  last  three  days  of  my  absence,  when  my  movements  were 
too  uncertain  to  enable  me  to  receive  letters.  I  performed 
the  latter  part  of  m}'  journey  back,  at  night  ;  and  when  I 
reached  home  in  the  morning,  to  my  utter  astonishment, 
there  was  no  one  to  receive  me.  Laura  and  Marian  and  the 
child  had  left  the  house  on  the  day  before  my  return. 

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A  note  from  my  wife,  which  was  given  to  me  by  the  servant, 
only  increased  my  surprise,  by  informing-  me  that  they  had 
gone  to  Limmeridge  House.  Marian  had  prohibited  any 
attempt  at  written  explanations — I  was  entreated  to  follow 
them  the  moment  I  came  back — complete  enlightenment 
awaited  me  on  my  arrival  in  Cumberland — and  I  was  forbidden 
to  feel  the  slightest  anxiety,  in  the  mean  time.  There  the 
note  ended. 

It  was  still  early  enough  to  catch  the  morning  train.  I 
reached  Limmeridge  House  the  same  afternoon. 

My  wife  and  Marian  were  both  up-stairs.  They  had 
established  themselves  (by  way  of  completing  my  amazement) 
in  the  little  room  which  had  been  once  assigned  to  me  for  a 
studio,  when  I  was  employed  on  Mr.  Fairlie's  drawings.  On 
the  very  chair  which  I  used  to  occupy  when  I  was  at  work, 
Marian  was  sitting  now,  with  the  child  industriously  sucking 
his  coral  upon  her  lap — while  Laura  was  standing  by  the  well- 
remembered  drawing-table  which  I  had  so  often  used,  with 
the  little  album  that  I  had  filled  for  her,  in  past  times,  open 
under  her  hand. 

'  What  in  the  name  of  Heaven  has  brought  you  here  ?  '  I 
asked.     *  Does  Mr.  Fairlie  know ?  ' 

Marian  suspended  the  question  on  my  lips,  by  telling  me 
that  Mr.  Fairlie  was  dead.  He  had  been  struck  by  paralysis, 
and  had  never  rallied  after  the  shock.  Mr.  Kyrle  had  informed 
them  of  his  death,  and  had  advised  them  to  proceed  im- 
mediately to  Limmeridge  House. 

Some  dim  perception  of  a  great  change  dawned  on  my 
mind.  Laura  spoke  before  I  had  quite  realised  it.  She  stole 
close  to  me,  to  enjoy  the  surprise  which  was  still  expressed  in 
my  face. 

'My  darling  Walter,"  she  said,  'must  we  really  account 
for  our  boldness  in  coming  here  ?  I  am  afraid,  love,  I  can 
only  explain  it  by  breaking  through  our  rule,  and  referring  to 
the  past.' 

'  There  is  not  the  least  necessity  for  doing  anything  of  the 
kind,'  said  Marian.  'We  can  be  just  as  expHcit,  and  much 
more  interesting,  by  referring  to  the  future.'  She  rose  ;  and 
held  up  the  child,  kicking  and  crowing  in  her  arms.  '  Do  you 
know  who  this  is,  Walter  ?  '  she  asked,  with  bright  tears  of 
happiness  gathering  in  her  eyes. 

'  Even  my  bewilderment  has  its  limits,'  I  replied.  '  I  think 
I  can  still  answer  for  knowing  my  own  child.' 

*  Child  ! '  she  exclaimed,  with  all  her  easy  gaiety  of  old 
times.     '  Do  you  talk  in  that  familiar  manner  of  one  of  the 

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landed  gentry  of  England  ?  Are  you  aware,  when  I  present j 
this  illustrious  baby  to  your  notice,  in  whose  presence  you 
stand  ?  Evidently  not  !  Let  me  make  two  eminent  person- 
ages known  to  one  another  :  Mr.  Walter  Hartright — the  Heir 
of  Lirnmeridge.^ 

So  she  spoke.  In  writing  those  last  words,  I  have  written 
all.  The  pen  falters  in  my  hand  ;  the  long,  happy  labour  of 
many  months  is  over  !  Marian  was  the  good  angel  of  our  lives ' 
■ — let  Marian  end  our  Story. 


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