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ZOE. 

BY THE AUTHOR OF Miss TQOSEY S MISSION. 



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MISS TOOSEY S MISSION, AND 
LADDIE. 

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OUR LITTLE ANN. 
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ZOE. 

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MISS TOOSEY S MISSION^IADDIE, TIP-CAT, OUR LITTLE 

ANN, PEN, AND LIL. 




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ZOE. 



CHAPTER I. 

" HATH this child been already bap 
tized, or no ? " 

"No, she aint; leastwise we don t 
know as how she ve been or no, so 
we thought as we d best have her 
done." 

The clergyman who was taking Mr. 
Clifford s duty at Downside for that 
Sunday thought that this might be 
the usual undecided way of answer 
ing among the natives, and proceeded 
with the service. There were two 

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6 ZOE. 

71* *~* * / * r 

Other ; bat>iee .also-, brought that after 
noon, one of which was crying lus 
tily, so that it was not easy to hear 
what the sponsors answered ; and, 
moreover, the officiating clergyman 
was a young man, and the prospect 
of holding that screaming, red-faced, 
little object made him too nervous 
and anxious to get done with it to 
stop and make further inquiries. 

The woman who returned this un 
decided answer was an elderly woman, 
with a kind, sunburnt, honest face, 
very much heated just now, and em 
barrassed too ; for the baby in her 
arms prevented her getting at her 
pocket handkerchief to wipe the per 
spiration from her brow and pulling 



ZOE. 7 

her bonnet on to its proper position 
on her head. The man beside her 
was also greatly embarrassed, and 
kept shuffling his large hob-nailed 
shoes together, and turning his hat 
round and round in his fingers. I 
think that really that hat was the 
chief cause of his discomfort, for he 
was so accustomed to have it on his 
head that he could not feel quite 
himself without it ; and, indeed, his 
wife could hardly recognize him, as 
she had been accustomed to see him 
wearing it indoors and out during 
the twenty years of their married 
life, pushed back for meals or smok 
ing, but always on his head, except 
in bed ; and even there, report says, 



8 ZOE. 

on cold winter nights, he had re 
course to it to keep off the draught 
from that cracked pane in the win 
dow. His face, like his wife s, was 
weather-beaten, and of the same broad, 
flat type as hers, with small, surprised, 
dazzled-looking, pale blue eyes, and 
a tangle of grizzled light hair under 
his chin. He was noticeable for the 
green smock-frock he wore, a gar 
ment which is so rapidly disappear 
ing before the march of civilization, 
and giving place to the ill-cut, ill- 
made coat of shoddy cloth, which 
is fondly thought to resemble the 
squire s. 

The christening party was com 
pleted by a hobbledehoy lad of about 



ZOE. y 

sixteen, who tried to cover his invin 
cible shyness by a grin, and to keep 
his foolish eyes from the row of farm 
boys in the aisle, whose critical glances 
he felt in every pore. He was so like 
both father and mother, that there 
was no mistaking his parentage ; but 
when Mrs. Gray took off the shep- 
herd s-plaid shawl in which the baby 
was wrapped, such a little dark head 
and swarthy face were exposed to 
view as might have made intelligent 
spectators (if there were any in Down 
side church that afternoon, which I 
doubt) reflect on the laws of heredity 
and reversion to original types. 

" Name this child ! " 

The clergyman had got successfully 



10 ZOE. 

through his business with the roaring 
George Augustus and the whimper 
ing Alberta Florence, and had now 
the little, quiet, brown-faced baby in 
his arms. Even a young and unmar 
ried man was fain to confess that it 
was an unusually pretty little face that 
lay against his surplice, with a pointed 
chin, and more eyebrows and lashes 
than most young babies possess, and 
with dark eyes that looked up at 
him with a certain intelligence, , re 
cognizable even to an unprejudiced 
observer. 

" Name this child ! " 

Mrs. Gray had taken advantage of 
this opportunity to mop her forehead 
with her blue and white pocket hand- 



ZOE. 11 

kerchief, and wrestle with her bon 
net s unconquerable tendency to slip 
off behind, and the clergyman passed 
the question on to her husband, 
who fixed his eye on a bluebottle 
buzzing in one of the windows, 
and jerked out what sounded like 
"Joe." 

" I thought it was a girl," whis 
pered the clergyman. " Joe, did you 
say ? " 

" No, it aint that zactly. Here, 
Liza, can t you tell the gentleman ? 
You knows best what it be." 

The next attempt sounded like 
" Sue," and the clergyman suggested 
Susan as the name, but that would 
not do. 



12 ZOE. 

\ 

" Zola " seemed to him, though not 
a reader of French novels, unsuit 
able, and " Zero/ too, he could not 
quite appreciate. 

" Dashun ! if I can make it out, an 
outlandish sorter name ! " said Gray, 
with a terrible inclination to put on 
his hat in the excitement of the mo 
ment, only checked by a timely 
nudge from his wife s elbow ; " here, 
aint you got it wrote down some- 
wheres ? Can t you show it up ? " 

And after a lengthened rummage 
in a voluminous pocket, and the pro 
duction of several articles irrelevant 
to the occasion, a thimble, a bit of 
ginger, and part of a tract, Mrs. 
Gray brought to light a piece of 



ZOE. 13 

paper, on which was written the 
name " Zoe." 

" Zoe, I baptize thee " 
A sudden crash on the organ- 
pedals followed these words. Mr. 
Robins, the organist, had, perhaps, 
been asleep and let his foot slip on 
to the pedals, or, perhaps, he had 
thought there was no wind in the 
instrument and that he could put 
his foot down with impunity. He 
was plainly very much ashamed of 
himself for what had happened, and 
it was only right, that he should be, 
for of course it made all the school 
children giggle and a good many of 
their elders too, who should have 
known better. 



14 ZOE. 

The boy \vlio blew the organ de 
clared that he turned quite red and 
bent his head over the keys as if he 
were examining something on them, 
and he was evidently nervous and 
upset, for he made ever so many mis 
takes in the concluding parts of the 
service, and to the great surprise and 
to the satisfaction of the blower, cut 
the voluntary at the end unusually 
short, ending it in an abrupt and 
discordant way, which, I am sorry to 
say, the blower described as "a owl/* 
though any shock that the boy s mus 
ical taste sustained was compensated 
for by the feeling that he would be 
at home at least ten minutes earlier 
than usual to tea. 



ZOE. 15 

Now it so happened that Mr. Robins 
was in the vestry when the christen 
ing party came in to give the partic 
ulars about the babies to be entered 
in the register. He had come to 
fetch a music-book, which, however, 
it appeared after all had been left at 
home ; but the clergyman was glad 
of his help in making out the story 
of the little Zoe who had just been 
baptized. 

I have spoken before of intelligent 
observers noticing and drawing argu 
ments from the entire want of likeness 
between Zoe and her parents; but all 
the observers on this occasion whether 
intelligent or not, with the exception 
of the officiating clergyman, were 



16 ZOE. 

quite aware that Zoe was not the Grays 
baby, but was a foundling child picked 
up one night by Gray in his garden. 

Of her antecedents nothing was 
known, and, of course, any sensible 
people would have sent her to the 
workhouse, everyone agreed on this 
point and told the Grays so ; and yet, 
I think, half the women who were so 
positive and severe on Mrs. Gray s 
folly would have done just the same. 

We do not half of us know how 
kind-hearted we are till we are tried, 
or perhaps it is our foolishness that 
we do not realize. 

Gray was only a laborer with twelve 
shillings a week and a couple of 
pounds more at harvest, and, of course, 



ZOE. 17 

in bad weather there was no work and 
no wages, which is the rule among the 
agricultural laborers about Downside, 
as in many other parts, so did not 
present itself as a grievance to Gray s 
mind, though, to be sure, in winter or 
wet seasons it was a hard matter to 
get along. But it was neighbors fare, 
and none of them felt hardly used, for 
Farmer Benson, what with bad sea 
sons and cattle plague, was not much 
better off than they were, and the men 
knew it. 

But out of these wages it was hardly 
to be expected of the most provident 
of people that anything could be laid 
by for old age or a rainy day ; indeed, 
there seemed so many rainy days in 
2 



18 ZOE. 

the present that it was not easy to 
give much thought to those in the 
future. Of course too the local provi 
dent club had come to utter and hope 
less grief. Is there any country place 
where this has not been the case? 
Gray had paid into it regularly for 
years and had gone every Whitmon- 
day to its dinner, his one voluntary 
holiday during the year, on which 
occasion he took too much beer as a 
sort of solemn duty connected with his 
membership. When it collapsed he 
was too old to join another club, and 
so was left stranded. He bore it very 
philosophically ; indeed, I think it was 
only on Whitmonday that he felt it at 
all, as it seemed strange and unnatural 



ZOE. 19 

to go to bed quite sober on that day 
as he did on all other days of the year. 

On all other occasions he was a 
thoroughly sober man, perhaps, how 
ever, more from necessity than choice, 
as the beer supplied by Farmer Ben 
son in the hayfield was of a quality on 
which as the men said you got " no 
forrarder " if you drank a hogshead, 
and Gray had no money to spare from 
the necessaries of life to spend on 
luxury, even the luxury of getting 
drunk. 

He was in one way better off than 
his neighbors from a worldly point of 
view, in that he had not a large family, 
as most of them were blessed with ; 
for children are a blessing, a gift and 



20 ZOE. 

heritage that coineth of the Lord, even 
when they cluster round a cold hearth 
and a scanty board. But Gray had 
only two sons, the elder of whom, 
Tom, we have seen at Zoe s christen 
ing, and who had been at work four 
years, having managed at twelve to 
scramble into the fifth standard, and 
at once left school triumphantly, and 
now can neither read nor write, 
having clean forgotten everything 
drummed into his head, but earns 
three shillings and sixpence a week 
going along with Farmer Benson s 
horses, from five o clock in the 
morning till six in the evening, the 
long w r et furrows and heavy ploughed 
land having made havoc of his 



ZOE. 21 

legs, as such work does with most 
plough-boys. 

The younger boy, Bill, is six years 
younger and still at school, and having 
been a delicate child, or as his mother 
puts it. " enjoying bad health," is not 
promising for farm-work ; and, being 
fond of his book and a favorite at 
school, his mother cherishes hopes 
of his becoming a school-teacher in 
days to come. 

But such is the perversity of human 
nature that though many a Downside 
mother with a family of little steps 
envied Mrs. Gray her compact family 
and the small amount of washing at 
tached to it, that ungrateful woman 
yearned after an occupant for the old 



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wooden cradle, and treasured up the 
bits of baby things that had belonged 
to Tom and Bill, and nursed up any 
young thing that came to hand and 
wanted care, bringing up a mother 
less blind kitten with assiduous care 
and patience, as if the supply of that 
commodity was not always largely in 
excess of the demand, and lavishing 
more care on a sick lamb or a super 
fluous young pig than most of the 
neighbors* babies received. 

So when one evening in May Gray 
came in holding a bundle in his arms 
and poked it into her lap as she sat 
darning the holes in Tom s stockings 
(she was not good at needlework, but 
she managed, as she said, to* " goblify " 



ZOE. 23 

the holes), he knew pretty well that 
it was into no unwilling arms that he 
gave the baby. 

" And a mercy it was as the darning- 
needle didn t run right into the little 
angel," Mrs. Gray always said in re 
counting the story. 

lie had been down to the village 
to fetch some tobacco, for the Grays 
cottage was right away from the vil 
lage, up a lane leading on to the hill 
side, and there were no other cottages 
near. Tom was in bed, though it was 
not eight yet, but he was generally 
ready for bed when he had had his 
tea; and Bill was up on the hill, a 
favorite resort of his, and especially 
when it was growing dark and the 



24 



ZOE. 



great indigo sky spread over him, with 
the glory of* the stars coming out. 

" He never were like other lads," his 
mother used to say with a mixture of 
pride and irritation ; " always moon 
ing about by himself on them old 
hills." 

The cottage door stood open as it 
always did, and Mrs. Gray sat there, 
plainly to be seen from the lane, with 
Tom s gray stocking and her eyes and 
the tallow candle as near together as 
possible. She did not hear a sound, 
though she was listening for Bill s 
return, and even though Tom s snores 
penetrated the numerous crevices in 
the floor above, they were hardly 
enough to drown other sounds. 



ZOE. 25 

So there was no knowing when the 
bundle was laid just inside the cottage 
gate, not quite in the middle of the 
brick path, but on one side against 
the box edging-, where a clump of 
daffodils nodded their graceful heads 
over the dark velvet polyanthus in 
the border. Gray nearly stepped 
upon the bundle, having large feet 
and the way of walking which cov 
ers a good deal of ground to right 
and left, a way which plough driv 
ing teaches. 

Mrs. Gray heard an exclamation. 

" Dashun! " was, I think, Gray s fav 
orite ejaculation, which I am afraid is 
an imprecation, but of a mild order, 
and may perhaps be allowed to pass, 



26 ZOE. 

as expletives of some kind seem a 
necessity to human nature. 

And then Gray came in, and, as 
1 have said, did his best to impale the 
bundle, baby and all, on the top of his 
wife s darning-needle. 



CHAPTER II. 

THE organist of Downside, Mr. 
Robins, lived in a little house close 
to the church. 

Mr. Clifford the vicar was accounted 
very lucky by the neighboring clergy 
for having such a man, and not being 
exposed to all the vagaries of a young 
schoolmaster, or, perhaps still worse, 
schoolmistress, with all the latest mus 
ical fancies of the training colleges. 
Neither had he to grapple with the 
tyranny of the leading bass nor the 
conceit and touchiness that seems in 
separable from the tenor voice, since 



28 



ZOE. 



Mr. Robins kept a firm and sensible 
hand on the reins, and drove that gen 
erally unmanageable team, a village 
choir, with the greatest discretion. 

But when Mr. Clifford was compli 
mented by his friends on the posses 
sion of such a treasure, he accepted 
their remarks a little doubtfully, be 
ing sometimes inclined to think that 
he would almost rather have had a 
less excellent choir and have had some 
slight voice in the matter himself. 

Mr. Robins imported a certain sol 
emnity into the musical matters of 
Downside, which of course was very 
desirable as far as the church services 
were concerned ; but when it came to 
penny-readings and village concerts, 



ZOE. 29 

Mr. Clifford and some of the parish 
ioners were disposed to envy the 
pleasant ease of such festivities in 
other parishes, where, though the 
music was very inferior, the enjoy 
ment of both performers and audi 
ence was far greater. 

Mr. Robins, for one thing, set his 
face steadily against comic songs; and 
Mr. Clifford in his inmost heart had 
an ungratified ambition to sing a cer 
tain song, called " The Three Little 
Pigs," with which Mr. Wilson in the 
next parish simply brought down the 
house on several occasions ; though 
Mr. Clifford felt he by no means did 
full justice to it, especially in the 
part where the old mother "waddled 



30 



about, saying Urn ph! Umph! Umph! 
while the little ones said wee! wee! * 
To be sure Mr. Wilson suffered for 
months after these performances from 
outbursts of grunting among his youth 
ful parishioners at sight of him, and 
even at the Sunday-school one auda 
cious boy had given vent on one 
occasion to an " Umph ! " very true 
indeed to nature, but not conducive 
to good behavior in his class. But Mr. 
Clifford did not know the after effects 
of Mr. Wilson s vocal success. 

Likewise Mr. Robins selected very 
simple music, and yet exacted an 
amount of practising unheard of at 
Bilton or Stokeley, where, after one 
or two attempts, they felt competent 



ZOE. 31 

to face a crowded school-room, and 
yell or growl out such choruses as 
"The Heavens are telling" or "The 
Hallelujah Chorus/ with a lofty in 
difference to tune or time, and with 
their respective schoolmasters banging 
away at the accompaniment within a 
bar or two of the singers, all feeling 
quite satisfied if they finished up all 
together on the concluding chord or 
thereabouts, flushed and triumphant, 
with perspiration standing on their 
foreheads, and an expression of hon 
est pride on their faces, as much as 
to say, " There s for you. What do 
you think of that ? " 

If success is to be measured by 
applause, there is no doubt these per- 



32 ZOE. 

formances were most successful, far 
more so than the accurately rendered 
" Hardy Norseman " or " Men of Har- 
lech" at Downside, in which lights 
and shades, pianos and fortes were 
carefully observed, and any attempt 
on any one s part, even the tenors, 
to distinguish themselves above the 
others was instantly suppressed. The 
result, from a musical point of view, 
was no doubt satisfactory ; but the 
applause was of a very moderate 
character, and never accompanied by 
those vociferous " angcores " which are 
so truly gratifying to the soul of mus 
ical artistes. 

Mr. Robins was a middle-aged man, 
looking older than he really was, as 



ZOE. 



33 



his hair was quite white. He had 
some small independent means of his 
own, which he supplemented hy his 
small salary as organist, and by giv 
ing a few music lessons in the neigh 
borhood. He had been in his earlier 
years a vicar-choral at one of the 
cathedrals, and had come to Down 
side twenty years ago, after the death 
of his wife, bringing with him his 
little girl, in whom he was entirely 
wrapt up. 

He spoilt her so persistently, and 
his housekeeper, Mrs. Sands, was so 
gentle and meek-spirited, that the 
effect on a naturally self-willed child 
can easily be imagined ; and as she 
grew up, she became more and more 
3 



34 ZOE. 

uncontrollable. She was a pretty, 
gypsy-looking girl, inheriting her 
sweet looks from her mother and 
her voice and musical taste from her 
father. There was more than one 
young farmer in the neighborhood 
who cast admiring glances towards 
the corner of the church near the 
organ where the organist s pretty 
daughter sat, and slackened the pace 
of his horse as he passed the clipped 
yew-hedge by the church, to catch 
a glimpse of her in the bright little 
patch of garden, or to hear her clear 
sweet voice singing over her work. 

But people said Mr. Eobins thought 
no one good enough for her, and 
though he himself had come of hum- 



ZOE. 35 

ble parentage, and in no way re 
garded himself nor expected to be 
regarded as a gentleman, it was gen 
erally understood that no suitor ex 
cept a gentleman would be acceptable 
for Edith. 

And so it took every one by sur 
prise, and no one more so than her 
father, when the girl took up with 
Martin Blake, the son of the black 
smith in the next village, who might 
be seen most days with a smutty face 
and leathern apron hammering away 
at the glowing red metal on the an 
vil. It would have been well for him 
if he had only been seen thus, with 
the marks of honest toil about him ; 
but Martin Blake was too often to 



36 ZOE. 

be seen at the " Crown/ and often in 
a state that any one who loved him 
would have grieved to see ; and he was 
always to be found at any race meet 
ing s and steeplechases and fairs in the 
neighborhood, and report said was by 
no means choice in his company. 

To be sure he was good-looking and 
pleasant-mannered, and had a sort of 
rollicking, light-hearted way with him 
which was very attractive ; but still it 
seemed little short of infatuation on the 
part of Edith Robins to take up with 
a man whose character was so well- 
known, and who was in every way her 
inferior in position and education. 

No doubt Mr. Robins was very in 
judicious in his treatment of her when 



ZOE. 37 

he found out what was going on, and 
as this was the first time in her life 
that Edith s wishes had been crossed, 
it was not likely that she would yield 
without a struggle. The mere fact 
of opposition seemed to deepen what 
was at first merely an ordinary liking 
into an absorbing passion. It was 
perfectly useless to reason with her ; 
she disbelieved all the stories to his 
discredit, which were abundant, and 
treated those who repeated them as 
prejudiced and ill-natured. 

It was in vain that Mr. Kobins by 
turns entreated and commanded her 
to give him up, her father s distress 
or anger alike seemed indifferent to 
her ; and when he forbade Martin to 



38 ZOE. 

come near the place and kept her as 
much as possible under his eye to 
prevent meetings between them, it 
only roused in her a more obstinate 
determination to have her own way 
in spite of him. She was missing 
one morning from the little bedroom 
which Mrs. Sands loved to keep as 
dainty and pretty as a lady s, and 
from the garden where the roses and 
geraniums did such credit to her 
care, and from her place in the little 
church where her prayer-book still 
lay on the desk as she had left it 
the day before. 

She had gone off with Martin Blake 
to London, without a word of sorrow 
or farewell to the father who had been 



ZOE. 39 

so foolishly fond of her, or to the 
home where her happy petted child 
hood had passed. It nearly broke her 
father s heart ; it made an old man of 
him and turned his hair white, and it 
seemed to freeze or petrify all his 
kindliness and human sympathy. 

He was a proud, reserved man, and 
could not bear the pity that every one 
felt for him, or endure the well-meant 
but injudicious condolences, mixed 
with " I told you so," and " I ve thought 
for a long time," which the neighbors 
were so liberal with. Even Mr. Clif 
ford s attempts at consolation he could 
hardly bring himself to listen to cour 
teously, and Jane Sands tearful eyes 
and quivering voice irritated him be- 



40 ZOE. 

yond all endurance. If there had 
been any one to whom he could have 
talked unrestrainedly and let out 
all the pent-up disappointment and 
wounded love and tortured pride that 
surged and boiled within him, he 
might have got through it better, or 
rather it might have raised him, as 
rightly borne troubles do, above his 
poor, little, pitiful self, and nearer to 
God ; but this was just what he could 
not do. 

He came nearest it sometimes in 
those long evenings of organ playing, 
of the length of which poor little Jack 
Davis, the blower, so bitterly com 
plained, when the long sad notes 
wailed and sobbed through the little 



ZOE. 41 

church like the voice of a weary, sick 
soul making its complaint. But even 
so he could not tell it all to God, 
though he had been given that power 
of expression in music which must 
make it easier to those so gifted to cry 
unto the Lord. 

But the music wailed itself into 
silence, and Jack in his corner by the 
bellows waited terror-struck at the 
" unked " sounds and the darkening 
church, till he ventured at last to ask : 
" Be I to blow, Mister ? I m kinder 
skeered like." 

So the organist s trouble turned him 
bitter and hard, and changed his love 
for his daughter into cold resentment ; 
he would not have her name men- 



42 ZOE. 

tioned in his presence, and he refused 
to open a letter she sent him a few 
weeks after her marriage, and bid 
Jane Sands send it back if she knew 
the address of the person who sent it. 
On her side, Edith was quite as 
obstinate and resentful. She had no 
idea of humbling herself and asking 
pardon. She thought she had quite a 
right to do as she liked, and she be 
lieved her father would be too un 
happy without her to bear the separa 
tion long. She very soon found out 
the mistake she had made, indeed, 
even in the midst of her infatuation 
about Martin Blake, I think there 
lurked a certain distrust of him, and 
they had not been married many weeks 



ZOE. 43 

I might almost say days before 
this distrust was more than realized. 

His feelings towards her, too, had 
been more flattered vanity at being 
preferred by such a superior sort of 
girl than any deeper feeling, and 
vanity is not a sufficiently lasting 
foundation for married happiness, es 
pecially when the cold winds of poverty 
blow on the edifice, and when the 
superior sort of girl has not been 
brought up to anything useful, and 
cannot cook the dinner, or iron a shirt, 
or keep the house tidy. 

When his father, the old blacksmith 
at Bilton, died six months after they 
were married, Martin wished to come 
back and take up the work there, more 



44 ZOE. 

especially as work was hard to get in 
London and living dear; but Edith 
would not hear of it, and opposed it so 
violently that she got her way, though 
Martin afterwards maintained that this 
decision was the ruin of him, occasion 
ally dating his ruin six months earlier, 
from his wedding. Perhaps he was 
right, and he might have settled down 
steadily in the old home and among 
the old neighbors in spite of his fine- 
lady wife ; but when he said so, Edith 
was quick to remember and cast up at 
him the stories which she had disbe 
lieved and ignored before, to prove in 
their constant wranglings that place 
and neighborhood had nothing to do 
with his idleness and unsteadiness. 



ZOE. 45 

No one ever heard much of these five 
years in London, for Edith wrote no 
more after that letter was returned. 
Those five years made little differ 
ence at Downside, except in Mr. 
Robins white hair and set, lined face ; 
the little house behind the yew-hedge 
looked just the same, and Jane Sands 
kind, placid face was still as kind and 
placid. Some of the girls had left 
school and gone to service ; some of 
the lads had developed into hobblede 
hoys and came to church with walking- 
sticks and well-oiled hair ; one or two 
of the old folks had died ; one or 
two more white-headed babies crawled 
about the cottage floors ; but other 
wise Downside was just the same as it 



46 ZOE. 

had been five years before, when, one 
June morning, a self-willed girl had 
softly opened the door under the 
honeysuckle porch and stepped out 
into the dewy garden, where the birds 
were calling such a glad good-morning 
as she passed to join her lover in the 
lane. 

But the flame of life burns quicker 
and fiercer in London than at Down 
side, for that same girl, coming back 
after only five years in London, was so 
changed and aged and altered that 
though, to be sure, she came in the 
dusk and was muffled up in a big 
shawl no one recognized her, or 
thought for a moment of pretty, co 
quettish, well-dressed Edith Robins, 



ZOE. 47 

when the weary, shabby-looking 
woman passed them by. She had 
lingered a minute or two by the 
churchyard gate, though tramps, for 
such her worn-out boots and muddy 
skirts proclaimed her, do not as a rule 
care for such music as sounded out 
from the church-door, where Mr. 
Kobins was consoling himself for the 
irritation of choir-practice by ten 
minutes playing. It was soon over, 
and Jack Davis, still blower, and not 
much taller than he was five years 
before, charged out in the rebound 
from the tension of long blowing, and 
nearly knocked over the woman stand 
ing by the churchyard gate in the 
shadow of the yew-tree, and made the 



48 ZOE. 

baby she held in her arms give a 
feeble cry. 

" Now then, put of the way ! " he 
shouted in that unnecessarily loud 
voice boys assume after church, per 
haps to try if their lungs are still 
capable of producing such a noise 
after enforced silence. 

The woman made no answer, but 
after the boy had run off, went in and 
waited in the porch till the sound of 
turning keys announced that the or 
ganist was closing the organ and 
church for the night. But as his foot 
steps drew near on the stone pavement 
she started and trembled as if she had 
been afraid, and when he came out 
into the porch she shrank away into 



ZOE. 49 

the shadow as if she wished to be un 
observed. He might easily have 
passed her, for it was nearly dark from 
the yew-tree and the row of elms that 
shut out the western sky, where the 
sunset was just dying away. His 
mind, too, was occupied with other 
things, and he was humming over the 
verse of a hymn the boys had been 
singing, " Far from my heavenly 
home." There was no drilling into 
them the proper rendering of the last 
pathetic words 

" O guide me through the desert here, 
And bring me home at last." 

He quite started when a hand 
was laid upon his arm, and a voice, 
4 



50 ZOE. 

changed indeed and weak, but still 
the voice that in old days not 
so very old either was the one 
voice for him in all the world, said, 
"Father!" 

I think just for one minute his im 
pulse was to take her in his arms and 
forget the ingratitude and desertion 
and deceit, like the father in the para 
ble whose heart went out to the poor 
prodigal while he was yet a long way 
off; but the next moment the cold, 
bitter, resentful feelings quenched the 
gentler impulse, and he drew away 
his arm from her detaining hold, and 
passed on along the flagged path as if 
he were unconscious of her presence, 
and this on the very threshold of 



ZOE. 51 

His house who so pitifully forgives 
the debts of His servants, forasmuch 
as they have not to pay. 

But he had not reached the church 
yard gate before she was at his side 
again. 

" Stop/ she said ; " you must hear 
me. It s not for my own sake, it s 
the child. It s a little girl ; the 
others were boys, and I didn t mind 
so much ; if they d grown up, they 
might have got on somehow, but 
there ! they re safe anyhow both 
of them in one week," wailed the 
mother s voice, protesting against her 
own words that she did not mind 
about them. " But this is a girl, and 
not a bit like him. She s like me, 



52 ZOE. 

and you used to say I was like mother. 
She s like mother, I in sure she is. 
There, just look at her. It s so dark, 
but you can see even by this light that 
she s not like the Blakes." She was 
fumbling to draw back the shawl from 
the baby s head with her disengaged 
hand, while with the other she still 
held a grip on his arm that was almost 
painful in its pressure ; but he stood 
doggedly with his head turned away, 
and gave no sign of hearing what she 
said. 

" He left me six months ago," she 
went on, " and I ve struggled along 
somehow. I don t want ever to see 
him again. They say he s gone to 
America, but I don t care. I don t 



ZOE. 53 

mind starving myself, but it s the 
little girl. Oh ! I ve not come to ask 
you to take me in, though it would n t 
be for long," and a wretched, hollow 
cough that had interrupted her words 
once or twice before broke in now as 
if to confirm what she said ; " if you d 
just take the child. She s a dear lit 
tle thing, and not old enough at two 
months to have learnt any harm, and 
Jane Sands would be good to her, I 
know she would, for the sake of old 
times. And I 11 go away and never 
come near to trouble you again I 11 
promise it. Oh ! just look at her ! If 
it was n t so dark you d see she was 
like mother. Why, you can feel the 
likeness if you just put your hand on 



54 ZOE. 

her little face; often in the night I ve 
felt it, and I never did with the boys. 
She s very good, and she s too little 
to fret after me, bless her ! and 
she 11 never know anything about me, 
and need n t even know she has a 
father, and he s not ever likely to 
trouble himself about her." 

Her voice grew more and more 
pleading and entreating as she went 
on, for there was not the slightest re 
sponse or movement in the still figure 
before her, less movement even than 
in the old yew-tree behind, whose 
smaller branches, black against the 
sky where the orange of the sunset 
was darkening into dull crimson, 
stirred a little in the evening air. 



ZOE. 55 

" Oh ! you can t refuse to take her ! 
See, I 11 carry her as far as the door so 
that Jane can take her, and then I 11 
go clear away, and never come near 
her again. You 11 have her chris 
tened, won t you ? I ve been think 
ing all the weary way what she 
should be called, and I thought, un 
less you had a fancy for any other 
name " (a little stifled sigh at the 
thought of how dear one name used 
to be to him), " I should like her to 
be Zoe. Just when she was born, 
and I was thinking, thinking of you 
and home and everything, that song 
of yours kept ringing in my head, 
Maid of Athens/ and the last line 
of every verse beginning with Zoe. 



56 ZOE. 

I can t remember the other words, 
but I know you said they meant 
* My life, I love you ; and Zoe was 
life, and I thought when I m gone 
my little girl would live my life over 
again, my happy old life with you, 
and make up to you for all the 
trouble her mother s been to you." 

She stopped for want of breath and 
for the cough that shook her from 
head to foot, and at last he turned ; 
but even in that dim light she could 
see his face plainly enough to know 
that there was no favorable answer 
coining from those hard-set lips and 
from those cold, steady eyes, and her 
hand dropped from his arm even be 
fore he spoke. 



ZOE. 57 

" You should have thought of this 
five years ago," he said. " I do not 
see that I am called upon to support 
Martin Blake s family. I must trouble 
you to let me pass/ 

She fell back against the trunk of 
the yew-tree as if he had struck her, 
and the movement caused the baby 
to wake and cry, and the sound of 
its little wailing voice followed him 
as he walked down the path and out 
into the road ; and he could hear it 
still when he reached his own garden- 
gate, where through the open door 
the light shone out from the lamp 
that Jane Sands was just carrying 
into his room, where his supper was 
spread and his arm-chair and slippers 
awaited him. 



58 ZOE. 

In after days, remembering that 
evening, he fancied he had heard 
" Father " once more mingling with 
the baby s cry ; but he went in and 
shut the door and drew the bolt, 
and went into the cheerful, pleasant 
room, leaving outside the night and 
the child s cry and the black shadow 
of the church and the yew-tree. 

It w r as only the beginning of the 
annoyance, he told himself; he must 
expect a continued course of persecu 
tion, and he listened, while he made 
a pretence of eating his supper, for 
the steps outside and the knock at 
the door which would surely renew 
the unwarrantable attempt to saddle 
him with the charge of the child. 
He listened, too, as he sat after sup- 



ZOE. 59 

per, holding up the newspaper in 
front of his unobservant eyes; and 
he listened most of the night as he 
tossed on his sleepless pillow lis 
tened to the wind that had risen and 
moaned and sobbed round the house 
like a living thing in pain, listened to 
the pitiless rain that followed, pelt 
ing down on the ivy outside and on 
the tiles above his head as if bent 
on finding its way into the warm, 
comfortable bed where he lay. 



CHAPTER 

BUT the annoyance for which Mr. 
Robins had been preparing himself 
was not repeated ; the persecution, 
if such had been intended, was not 
continued. As the days passed by 
he began to leave off listening and 
lying awake ; he came out from his 
house or from the church without 
furtive glances of expectation to the 
right and left ; he lost that constant 
feeling of apprehension and the ne 
cessity to nerve himself for resistance. 
He had never been one to gossip or 
concern himself with other people s 



ZOE. 61 

matters, and Jane Sands had never 
brought the news of the place to 
amuse her master as many in her 
place would have done, so now he 
had no way of knowing if his daugh 
ter s return had been known in the 
place or what comments the neigh 
bors passed on it. 

He fancied that Jane looked a little 
more anxious than usual ; but then 
her sister was lying ill at Stokeley 
and she was often there with her, so 
that accounted for her anxiety. It 
accounted, too, for her being away 
one evening a fortnight later, when 
Mr. Robins, coming in in the dusk, 
found something laid on his doorstep. 
His thoughts had been otherwise oc- 



62 ZOE. 

cupied, but the moment his eyes fell 
on the shepherd s-plaid shawl wrap 
ping the bundle at his feet, he knew 
what it was, and recognized a renewed 
attempt to coerce him into doing what 
he had vowed he would not. He saw 
it all in a minute, and understood 
that now Jane Sands was in the plot 
against him, and she had devised this 
way of putting the child in his path 
because she was afraid to come to 
him openly and say what she wanted. 
Perhaps even now she was watching, 
expecting to see him fall into the 
trap they had set for him; but they 
should find they were very much 
mistaken. 

His first resolution was to fetch the 



ZOE. 63 

police constable and get him to take 
the child right off to the workhouse, 
but on second thoughts he altered his 
purpose. Such a step would set all 
the tongues in the place wagging, and 
little as he cared for public opinion, 
it would not be pleasant for every one 
to be telling how he had sent his 
grandchild to the workhouse. Grand 
child ? pshaw ! it was Martin Blake s 
brat. 

The child was sleeping soundly, 
everything was quiet, the dusk was 
gathering thick and fast. Why should 
he not put the child outside some 
other cottage, and throw the respon 
sibility of disposing of it on some one 
else, and be clear of it himself alto- 



64 ZOE. 

gether? The idea shaped itself with 
lightning rapidity in his brain, and 
he passed quickly in review the dif 
ferent cottages in the place and their 
inmates, and, in spite of his indiffer 
ence to Martin Blake s brat, he se 
lected one where he knew a kindly 
reception, at any rate for the night, 
\vould be given. He knew more about 
the Grays than of most of the village 
people. Bill was a favorite of his, 
and had been with him that after 
noon after school to fetch a book Mr. 
Robins had promised to lend him. 
He was a bright, intelligent boy and 
had a sweet voice, and the organist 
found him a more apt pupil than any 
of the others, and had taken some 



ZOE. 65 

pains with him, and when he was ill 
the winter before had been to see 
him, and so had come to know his 
mother and her liking for anything 
young and weak and tender. 

Their cottage was at some distance, 
to be sure, and Mr. Robins had not had 
much to do with babies of late years 
and was a little distrustful of his ability 
to carry one so far without rousing it 
and so proclaiming its presence ; but 
there was a path across the fields but 
little frequented, by which he could 
convey the child without much risk 
of being met and observed. 

And now the great thing to aim at 
was to carry out his plan as quickly as 
possible, before any one was aware of 
5 



66 ZOE. 

the child being at his house, and he 
gathered up the little warm bundle as 
gingerly as he knew how, and was on 
his way to the gate when the sound of 
approaching steps along the road made 
him draw back, and unlocking the 
door, carry the child in. The steps 
stopped at the gate and turned in, 
and one of the choirmen came to 
the door. 

There were little movements and 
soft grumblings inside the shawl in the 
organist s arms, and he turned quite 
cold with apprehension. 

" Any one at home ? " sounded Mil 
let s jovial voice at the open door. 
" Evening, Mr. Robins are you 
there? All in the dark, eh? I 



ZOE. G7 

wanted a couple of words with you 
about that song." 

"I ll come directly," sounded the 
organist s voice, with a curious jogging 
effect in it, such as Millet was used to 
sometimes in his conversations with 
his wife at the children s bed-time. 
And then Millet heard him go upstairs, 
and it was some minutes before he 
came down again, and then in such a 
queer absent condition that if it had 
been any other man in the parish than 
Mr. Robins, whose sobriety was unim 
peachable, Millet would have said that 
he had had a drop too much. 

He did not ask him in or strike a 
light, but stood at the door answering 
quite at haphazard, and showing such 



68 ZOE. 

indifference on the vital question of 
a certain song suiting Millet s voice 
that that usually good-natured man 
was almost offended. 

" Well, I 11 wish you good-evening," 
he said at last (it seemed to Robins 
that he had been hours at the door) ; 
" perhaps you 11 just think it over and 
let me know. Hullo ! is that a cat 
you have up there ? I thought I 
heard something squeal out just then." 

Mr. Robins was not generally given 
to shaking hands, indeed, some of 
the choir thought he was too much 
stuck up to do so ; but just then he 
seized Millet s hand and shook it quite 
boisterously, at the same time advanc 
ing with the apparent intention of 



ZOE. 69 

accompanying him in a friendly man 
ner to the gate, a movement which 
compelled Millet to back in the same 
direction, and cut short his farewell 
remarks, which frequently lasted for 
ten minutes or more. And all the 
way to the gate Eobins was talking 
much quicker and louder than was his 
usual custom, and he ended by almost 
pushing Millet out at the gate, all the 
time expressing great pleasure at hav 
ing seen him and pressing him to 
come in again any evening he could 
spare the time and have a pipe and a 
bit of supper with him, such unheard- 
of hospitality that Millet went home 
quite persuaded that the old man was, 
as he expressed it to his wife, "going 



70 ZOE. 

off his chump ; " so that it was quite 
a relief to meet him two days later 
at the choir practice as formal and 
distant in his manners as ever. 

Meanwhile Mr. Robins had hastened 
back to his bedroom where the baby 
lay asleep on his bed, for it had been 
really Jane Sands cat whose voice 
Millet heard and not, as Mr. Robins 
believed, the waking child s. 

It was quite dark up there, and he 
could only feel the warm, little heap 
on his bed, but he struck a match to 
look at it. The shawl had fallen 
away, showing its little dark head 
and round sleeping face, with one lit 
tle fist doubled up against its cheek 
and half-open mouth and the other 



ZOE. 71 

arm thrown back, the tiny hand lying 
with the little moist, creased palm 
turned up, 

" She s like mother, I m sure she 
is." He remembered the words and 
scanned the small sleeping face. Well, 
perhaps there was a likeness, the eye 
lashes and the gypsy tint of the com 
plexion ; but just then the match went 
out and the organist remembered there 
was no time to be wasted in trying to 
see likenesses in Martin Blake s brat. 
But just as he was lifting the baby 
cautiously from his bed, a sudden 
thought struck him. Zoe was to be 
her name ; well, it should be so, 
though he had no concern in her 
name or anything else ; so he groped 



72 



ZOE. 



about for pencil and paper and wrote 
the name in big printing letters to 
disguise his hand and make it as dis 
tinct as possible, though even so, as 
we have seen already, the name 
caused considerable perplexity to the 
sponsors. And then he pinned the 
paper on to the shawl, and taking 
the child in his arms set out across 
the field path to the Grays cottage. 
There was a cold air, though it was 
a May night, but the child lay warm 
against him, and he remembered how 
its mother had said she could feel the 
likeness even in the dark, and he 
could not resist laying his cold finger 
on the warm little cheek under the 
shawl; and then, angry with himself 



ZOE. 73 

for the throb that the touch sent to 
his heart, hastened his steps, and had 
soon reached the Grays cottage and 
deposited his burden just inside the 
gate, where a few minutes after Gray 
found it. 

He could see Mrs. Gray plainly as 
she sat at her work, a pleasant, 
motherly face ; but he did not linger 
to look at it, but turned away and re 
traced his steps along the field path 
home. He found himself shivering as 
he went ; the air seemed to have 
grown more chilly and penetrating 
without that warm burden against his 
heart, and the unaccustomed weight 
had made his arms tremble. 

Somehow the house looked dull and 



74 ZOE. 

uncomfortable, though Jane Sands had 
come in and lighted the lamp, and was 
laying his supper. Upstairs there was 
a hollow on his bed where something 
had lain, and by the side of the bed he 
found a baby s woollen shoe, which 
might have betrayed him to Jane if 
she had gone upstairs. But though 
he put it out of sight directly, he felt 
sure that the whole matter was no 
secret from Jane, and that she had 
been an accomplice in the trick that 
had been played on him, and he 
smiled to himself at the thought of 
how he had outwitted her, and of how 
puzzled she must be to know what 
had become of the baby. 

He did his best to appear as tran- 



ZOE. 75 

quil and composed as usual, as if 
nothing had happened to disturb the 
ordinary current of his life, and he 
forced himself to make a few remarks 
on indifferent subjects when she came 
into the room. 

She had evidently been crying, and 
was altogether in a nervous and upset 
condition. She forgot half the things 
he wanted at supper, and her hand 
trembled so that she nearly overturned 
the lamp. More than once she 
stopped and looked at him as if she 
were nerving herself to speak, and he 
knew quite well the .question that was 
trembling on her lips. " Where is the 
child? Master, where is the child?" 
But he would not help her in any way, 



76 ZOE. 

and he quite ignored the agitation 
that was only too evident ; and even 
when he went into the kitchen to 
fetch his pipe, and found her with her 
face buried in her arms on the kitchen 
table, shaking with irrepressible sobs, 
he retreated softly into the passage 
and called to her to bring the pipe, 
and when after a long delay she 
brought it in, he was apparently ab 
sorbed in his paper, and took no notice 
of her tear-stained face and quivering 
lips. 

He heard her stirring far into the 
night, and once she went into the 
little room next his that used to be 
his daughter s and which no one had 
used since she left, and in the silence 



ZOE. 77 

of the night again he could hear heart 
breaking sobs half-stifled. 

" Poor soul ! poor soul ! " he said to 
himself. " She s a good creature is 
Jane, and no doubt she s bitterly dis 
appointed. I 11 make it up to her 
somehow. She s a faithful, good 
soul ! " 

He was restless and uncomfortable 
himself, and he told himself he had 
taken cold and was a bit feverish. 
It was feverish fancy, no doubt, that 
made him think the hollow where 
the child s light weight had rested 
was still perceptible, but this fancy 
outlasted the fever of that night and 
the cold that caused it, for there was 
hardly a night afterwards when Mr. 



78 ZOE. 

Robins did not detect its presence, 
even with all Jane Sands thorough 
shaking of the feather-bed and care 
ful spreading of sheets and blankets. 
If he dropped asleep for a minute 
that night the child was in his arms 
again, heavy as lead, weighing him 
down, down, down, into some un 
fathomable gulf, or he was feeling 
for it in the dark, and its face was 
cold as death ; and more than once 
he woke with a start, feeling certain 
that a child s cry had sounded close 
to his bed. 



CHAPTER IV. 

THERE is certainly a penalty paid 
by people who keep entirely clear of 
gossip, though it is not by any means 
in proportion to the advantages they 
gain. The penalty is that when they 
particularly want to hear any piece of 
news, they are not likely to hear it 
naturally like other people, but must 
go out of their way to make inquiries 
and evince a curiosity which at once 
makes them remarkable. 

Now every one in the village except 
Mr. Robins heard of the baby found 
in the Grays garden, and discussed 



80 ZOE. 

how it came there, hut it was only 
by overhearing a casual word here 
and there that the organist gathered 
even so much as that the Grays had 
resolved to keep the child, and were 
not going- to send it to the work 
house. Even Bill Gray knew the 
organist s ways too well to trouble 
him with the story, though he was 
too full of it himself to give his usual 
attention at the next choir practice, 
and at every available pause between 
chant and hymn his head and that 
of the boy next him were close to 
gether in deep discourse. 

It had occurred to Mr. Robins mind, 
in the waking moments of that rest 
less night, that there might have been, 



ZOE. 81 

nay, most probably was, some mark 
on the child s clothes which would 
lead to its identification, and for the 
next few days, every glance in his 
direction, or for the matter of that, 
in any other direction, was interpreted 
by him as having some covert allu 
sion to this foundling grandchild of 
his ; but the conversation of some 
men outside his yew-hedge, which he 
accidentally overheard one day, set 
his anxiety at rest. 

From this he gathered that it was 
generally supposed to be a child be 
longing to a gypsy caravan that had 
passed through the village that day. 

" And I says," said one of the men 
with that slow, emphatic delivery in 



82 ZOE. 

which the most ordinary sentiments 
are given forth as if they were wis 
dom unheard and undreamt of be 
fore ; "and I don t mind who hears 
me, as Gray did oughter set the per- 
lice on to un to find the heartless 
jade as did un." 

"Ay, sure! so he did oughter; 
but he aint no gumption, Gray 
aint; never had neither, as have 
known him man and boy these fifty 
year." 

" My missus says," went on the 
first speaker, " as she seed a gypsy 
gal with just such a brat as this on 
her arm. She come round to par 
son s back door my Liza s kitchen 
gal there and telled her mother. She 



ZOE. 83 

were one of them dressed-up baggages 
with long earrings and a yeller hand- 
kercher round her head, a-telling for 
tunes ; coming round the poor, silly 
gals with her long tongue and sly 
ways. She went in here, too." Mr. 
Robins guessed, though he could not 
see, the jerk of the thumb in his direc 
tion. " Mrs. Sands told me so her 
self;" the organist s listening was 
quickened to yet sharper attention 
" she says she had quite a job to get 
rid of her, and thought she were after 
the spoons belike. But she says as 
she d know the gal again anywheres, 
and my missus says she d pretty near 
take her davy to the child, though as 
I says, one brat s pretty much like an- 



84 ZOE. 

other haw, haw! though the women 
don t think it." 

And the two men parted, laughing 
over this excellent joke. 

It was most curious how that little 
out-of-the-way house of the Grays and 
its unremarkable inmates had suddenly 
become conspicuous; the very cottage 
was visible from all directions, from 
the churchyard gate, from the organ 
ist s garden, from various points along 
the Stokeley road ; but perhaps this 
may have been because Mr. Robins had 
never cared to identify one thatched 
roof from another hitherto. As for 
the Grays, they seemed to be every 
where; that man hoeing in the turnip- 
field was Gray ; that boy at the head 



ZOE. 85 

of the team in the big, yellow wagon 
was Torn, and Bill seemed to be all 
over the place, whistling along the 
road or running round the corner, or 
waiting to change his book at the 
organist s gate. If Mr. Clifford spoke 
to Mr. Kobins it was about something 
to do with the Grays, and even Mr. 
Wilson of Stokeley stopped him in 
the road to ask if some people called 
Gray lived at Downside. It was most 
extraordinary how these people, so in 
significant a week ago, were now 
brought into prominence. 

Even before Mr. Robins had over 
heard that conversation he had had 
a fidgety sort of wish to go up to the 
Grays cottage, and now he made a 



86 ZOE. 

pretext of asking for a book he had 
lent Bill, but went before the school 
came out, so that only Mrs. Gray was 
at home as he opened the gate and 
went up the path. 

It was a beautiful, sunny afternoon, 
and Mrs. Gray was sitting outside the 
door, making, plain as she was, a 
pretty picture with the shadows of the 
young vine-leaves over the door dap 
pling her print gown and apron and 
the baby s little dark head and pink 
pinafore, a garment that had once 
been Bill s, who had been of a more 
robust build than this baby, and more 
over had worn the pinafore at a more 
advanced age, so that the fit left a 
good deal to be desired, and the color 



ZOE. 87 

had suffered in constant visits to the 
wash-tub, and was not so bright as it 
had been originally. 

But altogether the faded pinafore 
and the vine-leaf shadows, and the 
love in the woman s face, made a har 
monious whole, and the song she was 
singing, without a note of sweetness 
or tune in it, did not jar on the organ 
ist s ear, as you might have supposed, 
knowing his critical and refined taste. 

" Good afternoon, Mrs. Gray," he 
said ; " I came for the book I lent 
your son the other day. Why, is this 
your baby ? " he added, with unneces 
sarily elaborate dissimulation. " I did 
not know you had any so young." 

" Mine ? Lor bless you, no. Aint 



88 ZOE. 

you heard? Why, I thought it was 
all over the place. Gray, he found it 
in the garden just there where you be 
standing, a week ago come to-morrow. 
Aint she a pretty dear, bless her ! and 
takes such notice too, as is wonderful. 
Why, she s looking at }^ou now as if 
she d aknown you all her life. Just 
look at her ! if she aint smiling at 
you, a little puss! " 

" Where did she come from ? " 
" Well, sure, who s to know ? There 
was some gypsy folks through the 
place, and there Ve been a lot of 
tramps about along of Milton Fair, 
and there was one of em, they say, 
a week or two ago with just such a 
baby as this un. My master he Ve 



ZOE. 89 

made a few enquirements ; but there ! 
for my part I don t care if we don t 
hear no more of her folks, and Gray s 
much of the same mind, having took a 
terrible fancy to the child. And it s 
plain as she aint got no mother worth 
the name, as would leave her like that, 
and neglected, too, shameful. As there 
aint no excuse, to my way of thinking 
for a baby being dirty, let folks be as 
poor as they may." 

Somewhere deep down in Mr. 
Robins mind, unacknowledged to 
himself, there was a twinge of resent 
ment at this reflection on the mother s 
treatment of the baby. 

" She s as sweet as a blossom now," 
went on Mrs. Gray, tossing the baby 



90 ZOE. 

up, who laughed and crowed and 
stretched its arms. Yes, he could see 
the likeness, he was sure of it ; and it 
brought back to his mind with sudden 
vividness a young mother s look of 
pride and love as she held up her lit 
tle girl for the father s admiration. 
Mother and child had then been won 
derfully alike, and in this baby he 
could trace a likeness to both. 

Mrs. Gray went maundering on, as 
her manner was, interspersing her 
narrative with baby nonsense and en 
dearments, and Mr. Robins forgot his 
errand, which was after all only a 
pretext, and stood half-listening and 
more than half back in the old days of 
memory ; and once he so far forgot 



ZOE. 91 

himself as to snap his fingers at the 
child, and touch one of its warm, little 
hands, which immediately closed round 
his finger with a baby s soft, tenacious 
grasp, from which it required a certain 
gentle effort to escape. 

" A pleasant, chatty sort of man the 
organist," Mrs. Gray said, having 
talked nearly all the time herself, with 
only a word or two from him now and 
then as reply ; " and not a bit of pride 
about him, let folks say what they 
like. Why, he stopped ever so long 
and had a deal to say ; and there, Bill, 
you just run down with the book, as 
he went off after all without it." 

Mr. Robins went home slowly across 
the fields in a curiously softened frame 



92 ZOE. 

of mind. Perhaps it was the soft west 
wind, fragrant with sweet spring 
scents of cowslips and cherry blossom, 
or the full glad sunshine on all the 
varied green of tree and hedge, a 
thousand tints of that " shower of 
greennesses " poured down so lavishly 
by the Giver of all good things ; per 
haps it was the larks springing up 
from the clover in such an ecstasy of 
song ; or perhaps it was the clasp of a 
baby s hand on his finger. He noticed 
the spring beauty round him as he 
had not noticed such things for many 
a day, stooping to pick a big, tasselled, 
gold-freckled cowslip, and stopping to 
let a newly-fledged, awkward young 
bird hop clumsily out of the way, 



ZOE. 93 

with a sort of tenderness and consid 
eration for young things unusual to 
him. 

His mind was more at rest than it 
had been for the last three weeks. 
The baby s crowing laughter seemed 
to drive out of his memory the wail 
ing cry and the hollow cough and the 
sad, beseeching- voice saying " Father," 
and then the pitiless beating rain, 
which had been haunting him for the 
last three weeks. The sight of the 
baby, loved and cared for, had taken 
away a misgiving, which he had 
hardly been conscious of himself. 
After all, he had not done badly by 
the child. Mrs. Gray was a kind, 
motherly sort of body, and used to 



94 ZOE. 

babies, which Jane Sands was not, and 
she would do well by the child, and 
he himself could see, without any one 
being the wiser, that the child did not 
want for anything, though he would 
not be held responsible in any way 
for it. 



CHAPTER V. 

THERE was one thing that puzzled Mr. 
Robins extremely, and this was Jane 
Sands behavior. He was convinced 
that she had been a party to the 
trick that had been played off on 
him, and she was evidently full of 
some secret trouble and anxiety, for 
which he could only account by at 
tributing it to her disappointment 
about the baby, and perhaps distrust 
of the care that would be taken of 
it by others. 

Mr. Robins often discovered her in 
tears, and she was constantly going 



96 ZOE. 

out for hours at a time, having al 
ways hitherto been almost too much 
of a stay-at-home. He suspected that 
these lengthened absences meant visits 
to the Grays cottage and that baby- 
worship that women find so delight 
ful ; but he found out accidentally 
that she had never been near the 
cottage since the baby s arrival, and 
when he made an excuse of sending 
a book by her to Bill to get her to 
go there, she met the boy at the 
bottom of the lane and did not go 
on to the cottage. 

As to what he had overheard the 
men saying about the gypsy girl, he 
felt sure that Jane had only said this 
to put people on the wrong scent. 



ZOE. 97 

though, certainly, deception of any 
sort was very unlike her. Once he 
found her sitting up late at night at 
work on some small frocks and pina 
fores, and he thought that at last 
the subject was coming to the sur 
face, and especially as she colored 
up and tried to hide the work when 
he came in. 

" Busy ? " he said. " You seem very 
hard at work. Who are you working 

/ o 

for ? " 

" A baby," she stammered, " a 
baby that my sister s taking care 
of." 

She was so red and confused that 
he felt sure she was saving what was 

./ o 

not true, but he forgave her for the 

7 



98 ZOE. 

sake of the baby for whom he firmly 
believed the work was being done, 
and who, to be sure, when he saw it 
in Mrs. Gray s arms, looked badly in 
want of clothes more fitted to its size 
than Bill s old pinafores. 

He stood for a minute fingering 
the pink, spotted print of infantile 
simplicity of pattern, and listening to 
the quick click, click, of her needle 
as it flew in and out ; but it was not 
till he had turned away and was half 
out of the kitchen that she began a 
request that had been on the tip of 
her tongue all the time, but which 
she had not ventured to bring out 
while he stood at the table. 

" I was going to ask, if you d no 



ZOE. 99 

objection, seeing that they re no good 
to any one " 

Now it was coming out, and he 
turned with an encouraging smile. 

" Well, what is it ? " 

" There are some old baby-clothes 
put away in a drawer upstairs. 
They re rough dried, and I ve kept 
an eye on them, and took them out 
now and then to see as the moth 
didn t get in them " 

u Yes ? " 

" Well, sir, this baby that I ? rn work 
ing for is terrible short of clothes, and 
I thought I might take a few of them 
f or her" 

She did not look at him once as 
she spoke, or she might have been 



100 ZOE. 

encouraged by the look on his face, 
which softened into a very benignant, 
kindly expression. 

" To be sure ! to be sure ! " he 
said. " 1 ve no objection to your 
taking some of them for the baby 
at your sister s." He spoke the last 
words with some meaning, and she 
looked quickly up at him and dropped 
her work as if tumultuous words were 
pressing to be spoken, but stopped 
them with an effort and went on with 
her work, only with heightened color 
and trembling fingers. 

o o 

She was not slow to avail herself 
of his permission, for that very night 
before she went to bed he heard her 
in the next room turning out the 



ZOE. 101 



drawer where the old 
had been stored away :: eve J f ,3hie J it-: 
tie Edith had discarded them for 
clothes of a larger size. And next 
morning she was up betimes, starch 
ing and ironing and goffering dainty 
little frills with such a look of love 
and satisfaction on her face, that he 
had not the heart to hint that she 
had availed herself somewhat liber 
ally of his permission, and that less 
dainty care and crispness might do 
equally well for the baby, bundled 
up in Mrs. Gray s kind but crump 
ling arms, to take the place of Bill s 
faded pinafore. 

That afternoon he purposely took 
his way home over the hillside and 



102 ZOE. 

down- the lane by the Grays cottage, 
witlt\a.,epn,v.ictioi i that he should see 
the baby tricked out in some of those 
frilled and tucked little garments over 
which Jane Sands had lavished so much 
time and attention that morning. But 
to his surprise he saw her in much the 
same costume as before, only the pina 
fore this time was washed-out laven 
der instead of pink, and as she was in 
Bill s arms, and he, as the youngest 
of the family, being inexperienced in 
nursing, a more crumpled effect was 
produced than his mother had done. 
He could only conclude that Jane 
had not found time yet to take the 
things, or that Mrs. Gray was reserv 
ing them for a more showy occasion. 



ZOE. 103 

But he found Jane just returning 
as he came up to his house, and she 
looked far more hot and dusty than 
the short walk up the lane to the 
Grays accounted for, but with a beam 
ing look on her kind face that had 
not been there for many a day. 

" Well," he said, " Jane, have you 
been to Stokeley ? " 

"Yes," she said; " and I took the 
things you were good enough to say 
the baby might have. They were 
pleased." 

She, too, spoke with a curious 
meaning in her voice and manner 
which somehow faded when she saw 
the want of response in his face. In 
deed there was a very distinct feel- 



104 ZOE. 

ing of disappointment and irritation 
in his feelings. For after all those 
clothes had actually gone to some 
other baby. Well ! well ! it is a self 
ish world after all, and each of us 
has his own interests which take him 
up and engross him. No doubt this 
little common child at Stokeley was 
all in all to Jane Sands, and she was 
glad enough of a chance to pick all 
the best out of those baby-clothes up 
stairs that he remembered his young 
wife preparing so lovingly for her 
baby and his. It gave him quite a 
pang to think of some little Sands 
or Jenkins adorned with these tucks 
he had seen run so carefully and 
frills sewn so daintily. He had evi- 



ZOE. 105 

dently given Jane credit for a great 
deal more unselfishness and devotion 
to him and his than she really felt, 
for she had all the time been busy 
working and providing for her own 
people when he had thought she was 
full of consideration for Edith s child. 
Pshaw ! he had to pull himself to 
gether and take himself to task; for 
even in these few days he had grown 
to think of that little brown-faced, 
dark-eyed baby as his grandchild, in 
stead of Martin Blake s brat. Insen 
sibly and naturally, too, the child had 
brought back the memory of its mother, 
first as baby, then as sweet and win 
some little child; then as bright, wil 
ful, coaxing girl, and, lastly, unless he 



106 ZOE. 

kept his thoughts well in check, there 
followed on these brighter memories 
the shadow of a white, worn woman 
under the yew-tree in the churchyard, 
and of a voice that said " Father." 

That uninteresting child at Stokeley 
apparently required a great supply of 
clothes, for Jane Sands was hard at 
work again that evening, and when 
he came in from the choir practice, 
he heard her singing over her work 
as she used to do in old days, and 
when he went in for his pipe she 
looked up with a smile that seemed 
to expect a sympathetic response, and 
made no effort to conceal the work as 
she had done the day before. 

He stood morosely by the fireplace 



XOE. 107 

for a minute, shaking the ashes out of 
his pipe. 

" You re very much taken up with 
that baby," he said crossly ; and she 
looked up quickly, thinking that per 
haps he had a hole in his stocking or 
a button off his shirt to complain of, 
as a consequence of her being en 
grossed in other work. But he went 
on without looking at her, and appar 
ently deeply absorbed in getting an 
obstinate bit of ash out of the pipe 
bowl. 

" There s a child at Mrs. Gray s 
they say is very short of clothes. 
That baby, you know " 

" That baby that was found in the 
garden/ Jane said, in such a curiously 



108 ZOE. 

uninterested tone of voice that he 
could not resist glancing round at her ; 
but she was just then engaged in that 
mysterious process of " stroking the 
gathers," which the intelligent femi 
nine reader will understand requires a 
certain attention. If this indifference 
were assumed, Jane Sands was a much 
better actor and a more deceptive char 
acter than he had believed possible ; 
if she were too entirely absorbed in 
her own people to give even a thought 
to her young mistress s baby, she was 
not the Jane Sands he thought he had 
known for the last twenty years. The 
only alternative was that she knew 
nothing about the baby having been 
left on his door-step, nor of the meet- 



ZOE. 109 

ing with his daughter in the church 
yard which had preceded it. 

What followed convinced him that 
this was the case, though it also a lit 
tle favored the other hypothesis of her 
selfish absorption in her own people. 

"Perhaps," he said, "you could 
look out some of those baby things 
upstairs if there are any left." 

" What ? I beg your pardon, sir. 
What did you say ? " 

" Those baby -clothes upstairs that 
you gave to your sister s baby." 

" Those ! " she said, with a strange 
light of indignation in her eyes, more 
even than you would have expected 
in the most grasping and greedy per 
son on a proposal that something 



HO . ZOE. 

should be snatched from her hungry 
maw and given to another. " Those ! 
Little Miss Edith s things! that her 
own mother made and that I ve kept 
so careful all these years in case Miss 
Edith s own should need them ! " 

You see she forgot in the excite 
ment of the moment that these were 
the very things she had been giving 
away so freely to that common little 
child at Stokeley; but women are so 
inconsistent. 

"Well?" he said, as her breath 
failed her in this unusual torrent of 
remonstrance. " Why not ? " 

" For a little gypsy child ! a found 
ling that nobody knows anything 
about! Don t do it, master, don t! 



ZOE. Ill 

I could n t abear to see it. Here, let 
me get a bit of print and flannel and 
run together a few things for the 
child. I d rather do it a hundred 
times than that those things should be 
given away, and just now too ! " 

It was very plain to Mr. Robins 
that she did not know; but all the 
same he was half inclined to point out 
that it was not a much more outrage 
ous thing to bestow these cherished 
garments on a foundling than on her 
sister s baby ; but she was evidently so 
unconscious of her inconsistency in 
the matter that he did not know how 
to suggest it to her. 

" I m going into Stokeley to 
morrow," she went on, " and if you 



112 ZOE. 

liked I could get some print and make 
it a few frocks. I saw some very neat 
at fourpence three-farthings that would 
wash beautiful, and a good stout flan 
nel at elevenpence. Oh ! not like 
that," she said, as he laid a finger on 
some soft Saxony flannel with a pink 
edge which lay on the table ; " some 
thing more serviceable for a poor 
person s child." 

Well, perhaps it was better that 
Jane should not know who the baby 
was of whom she spoke so contemptu 
ously. A baby was none the better or 
healthier for being dressed up in frills 
and lace ; and Mrs. Gray was a 
thoroughly clean, motherly woman, 
and would do well by the child. 



ZOE. 113 

All the same, when Jane came back 
from Stokeley next day and unfolded 
the parcel she had brought from the 
draper s there, he could not help feel 
ing that that somewhat dingy laven 
der, though it might wash like a rag, 
was, to say the least, uninteresting, 
and the texture of the flannel, even to 
his uncliscriminating eye, was a trifle 
rough and coarse for baby limbs. 

He knew nothing (how should he ? ) 
of the cut and make of baby-clothes, 
but somehow, these, under Jane s 
scissors and needle, did not take such 
attractive proportions as those she had 
prepared for the other baby; nor did 
the stitches appear so careful and 
minute, though Jane s worst enemy, if 

8 



114 ZOE. 

she had any, could not have accused 
her of putting bad work even into the 
hem of a duster, let alone a baby s 
frock. He also noticed that, industri 
ously as she worked at the lavender 
print, her ardor was not sufficient to 
last beyond bedtime, and that when 
the clock struck ten, her work was 
put away without any apparent re 
luctance, even when, to all appear 
ances, it was so near completion that 
any one would have given the requis 
ite ten minutes just from the mere 
lust of finishing. 

That Sunday afternoon when the 
curious name Zoe, sounding across the 
church in the strange clergyman s 
voice, startled the organist, who had 



ZOE. 115 

not expected the christening to take 
place that day, one of the distracting 
thoughts which made him make so 
many mistakes in the music was won 
dering what Jane Sands would think 
of the name, and whether it would 
rouse any suspicion in her mind and 
enlighten her a little as to who the 
baby at Mrs. Gray s really was. The 
name was full of memories and associ 
ations to him ; surely it must be also a 
little to Jane Sands. 

But of all Sunday afternoons in the 
year, she had chosen this to go over 
to Stokeley church. Why, parson and 
clerk were hardly more regular in 
their attendance than Jane Sands as a 
rule ; it was almost an unheard-of 



116 ZOE. 

thing for her seat to be empty. But 
to-day it was so, and the row of little 
boys whom her gentle presence gener 
ally awed into tolerable behavior in- 

/ 

dulged unchecked in all the ingenious 
naughtiness that infant mind and 
body are capable of in church. 

She came in rather late with his 
tea, apologizing for having kept him 
waiting. 

"It was christening Sunday," she 
said, and then she looked at him 
rather wistfully. 

Perhaps she has heard, he thought ; 
perhaps the neighbors have told her 
the name, and she is beginning to 
guess. 

" And the baby has been called - 



ZOE. 117 

she hesitated and glanced timidly at 
him. 

" Well ? " he said encouragingly? 
" what is the name ? " 

"Edith/* she answered, "was one 
name. 

Pshaw ! it was the baby at her 
sister s she was talking of all the time ! 
He turned irritably away. 

" He can t bear to hear the name, 
even now ; or, perhaps, he s cross at 
being kept waiting for tea," thought 
Jane Sands. 



CHAPTER VI. 

As spring glided into summer, and 
June s long, bright, hay-scented days 
passed by, followed by July, with its 
hot sun pouring down on the ripen 
ing wheat and shaven hay fields, and 
on the trees, which had settled down 
into the monotonous green of sum 
mer, the little, brown-faced baby at 
the Grays throve and flourished, and 
entwined itself round the hearts of the 
kindly people in whose care Provi 
dence, by the hands of the organist, 
had placed it. It grew close to them 
like the branches of the Virginia 



ZOE. 119 

creeper against a battered, ugly, old 
wall, putting out those dainty little 
hands and fingers that cling so close 
not even the roughest wind or driv 
ing rain can tear them apart. Gray, 
coming in dirty and tired in the eve 
ning, after a long day s work in the 
hayfield or carting manure, was never 
too tired, nor for the matter of that 
too dirty, to take the baby, and let 
it dab its fat hands on his face, or claw 
at his grizzled whiskers, or slobber 
open-mouthed kisses on his cheeks. 

Tom who had bought a blue tie 
and begun taking Mary Jane, dairy 
maid at the farm, out walking on a 
Sunday evening, for at the age of 
sixteen, and on three-and-sixpence a 



120 



ZOE. 



week, it is natural and usual to think 
of matrimony - - Tom, I say, let Zoe 
keep him from his siren and scrabble 
at that vivid neckjtie, and pull the bit 
of southernwood out of his button 
hole and rumple his well-oiled locks 
out of all symmetry ; while Bill ex 
pended boundless ingenuity and time 
in cutting whistles and fashioning 
whirligigs, which were summarily dis 
posed of directly they got into the 
baby s hands. 

As for Mrs. Gray, it is unnecessary 
to say that she was the most complete 
slave of all Zoe s abject subjects, and 
the neighbors all agreed that she was 
downright silly like over that little, 
brown-faced brat as was no better 



ZOE. 121 

no, nor nothing to hold a candle to 
my Johnnie, or Dolly, or Bobby, as 
the case might be. 

An unprejudiced observer might 
have thought that Mrs. Gray had 
some reason for her high opinion of 
Zoe, for she was certainly a very 
much prettier baby than the majority 
in Downside, who were generally of 
the dumpling type, with two currants 
for eyes. And she was also a very 
good baby. " And easy enough too 
for any one to be good ! " would be 
the comment of any listening Down 
side mother, " when they always gets 
their own way ; " which, however, 
is not so obvious a truth as regards 
babies under a year as it is of older 



122 ZOE. 

people. Certainly to be put to bed 
awake and smiling at seven o clock, 
and thereupon to go to sleep and 
sleep soundly till seven o clock next 
morning, shows an amount of virtue 
in a baby which is unhappily rare, 
though captious readers may attri 
bute it rather to good health and 
digestion, which may also be cred 
ited, perhaps, with much virtue in 
older people. 

"And I do say," Mrs. Gray was 
never tired of repeating to any one 
who had patience to listen, " as noth 
ing would n t upset that blessed little 
angel, as it makes me quite uneasy 
thinking as how she s too good to live, 
as is only natural to mortal babies to 



ZOE. 123 

have the tantrums now and then, if 
it s only from stomach-ache." 

The only person who seemed to 
sympathize in the Grays admiration 
for the baby was the organist. It 
was really wonderful, Mrs. Gray said, 
the fancy he had taken to the child. 
" Ay, and the child to him, too, 
perking up and looking quite peart 
like, as soon as ever his step come 
along the path." The wonder was 
mostly in the baby taking to him, 
in Mrs. Gray s opinion, as there was 
nothing to be surprised at in any one 
taking to the baby ; but " he, with 
no chick nor child of his own, and 
with that quiet kind of way with 
him as aint general what children 



124 XOE. 

like, though don t never go for to 
tell me as Mr. Robins is proud and 
stuck up, as I knows better." 

There was a sort of fascination about 
the child to the organist, and when 
he found that no one seemed to have 
the slightest suspicion as to who the 
baby really was, or why he should be 
interested in it, he gave way more 
and more to the inclination to go to 
the Grays cottage, and watch the lit 
tle thing, and trace the likeness that 
seemed every day to grow more and 
more strong to his dead wife and to 
her baby girl. 

Perhaps any one sharper and less 
simple than Mrs. Gray might have 
grown suspicious of some other reason 



ZOE. 125 

than pure, disinterested admiration for 
little Zoe as the cause which brought 
the organist so often to her house ; 
and perhaps if the cottage had stood 
in the village street, it might have 
occasioned remarks among the neigh 
bors ; but he had always, of late 
years, been so reserved and solitary 
a man that no notice was taken of 
his coinings and goings, and if his 
way took him frequently over the 
hillside and down the lane w r hy ! 
it was a very nice walk, and there 
was nothing to be surprised at. 

The only person who might have 
noticed where he went, and how long 
he sometimes lingered, was Jane Sands, 
and I cannot help thinking that in old 



126 ZOE. 

days she would have done so ; but 
then, as we have seen, she was not 
quite the same Jane Sands she used 
to be, or at any rate not quite what 
we used to fancy her, devoted above 
all things to her master and his in 
terests, but much absorbed in her 
own matters and in those Stokeley 
friends of hers. She had asked for a 
rise in her wages, too, which Mr. 
Robins assented to, but without that 
cordiality he might have done a few 
months before; and he strongly sus 
pected that when quarter-day came 
the wages went the same w r ay as 
those baby-clothes, for there was cer 
tainly no outlay on her own attire, 
which, though always scrupulously 



ZOE. 127 

neat, seemed to him more plain and 
a shade more shabby than it used 
to be. 

As the summer waxed and waned, 
the love for little Zoe grew and 
strengthened in the organist s heart. 
It seemed a kind of possession, as if 
a spell had been cast on him ; in old 
times it might have been set down 
to witchcraft ; and, indeed, it seemed 
something of the sort to himself, as if 
a power he could not resist compelled 
him to seek out the child, to think 
of it, to dream of it, to have it so 
constantly in his mind and thoughts 
that from there it found its way into 
his heart. To us who know his 
secret, it may be explained as the tie 



128 ZOE. 

of blood, the drawing of a man, in 
spite of himself, towards his own kith 
and kin. Blood is thicker than water, 
and the organist could not reject this 
baby grandchild from his natural feel 
ings, though he might from his house. 
And beyond and above this explana 
tion, we may account for it, as we 
may for most otherwise unaccount 
able things, as being the leading of 
a wise Providence working out a 
divine purpose. 

Perhaps the punishment that was to 
come to the organist by the hands of 
little Zoe those faf, dimpled, brown 
hands, that flourished about in the air 
so joyously when he whistled a tune 
to her began from the very first, 



ZOE. 129 

for it was impossible to think of the 
child without thinking of the mother, 
for to look at Zoe without seeing the 
likeness that his fond fancy made far 
plainer than it really was; and to 
think of the mother and to see her 
likeness was to remember that meet 
ing in the churchyard and the sad, 
pleading voice and hollow cough, and 
the cold denial he had given, and the 
beating rain and howling wind of that 

O o 

dreary night. He grew by degrees 
to excuse himself to himself and to 
plead that he was taken unawares, 
and that, if she had not taken his 
answer as final, but had followed him 
to the house, he should certainly have 
relented. 



130 ZOE. 

And then he went a step further. 
I think it was one July day, when the 
baby had been more than usually gra 
cious to him, and he had ventured, in 
Mrs. Gray s absence, to lift her out of 
the cradle and carry her down the 
garden path, finding her a heavier 
weight than when he had first taken 
her to the Grays cottage. She had 
clapped her hands at a great, velvet- 
bodied humble bee, she had nestled 
her curly head into his neck, and with 
the feeling of her soft breath on his 
cheek he had said to himself: " If 
Edith were to cotne back now I would 
forgive her for the baby s sake, for 
Zoe s sake." He forgot that he had 
need to be forgiven too. " She will 



ZOE. 131 

come back/ he told himself, " she will 
come back to see the child. She 
could not be content to hear nothing 
more of her baby and never to see 
her, in spite of what she said. And 
when she comes it shall be different, 
for Zoe s sake." 

He wondered if Jane Sands knew 
where Edith was, or ever heard from 
her. He sometimes fancied that she 
did, and yet, if she knew nothing of 
the baby, it was hardly likely that she 
had any correspondence with the 
mother. He was puzzled, and more 
than once he felt inclined to let 
her into the secret, or at least drop 
some hint that might lead to its 
discovery. 



132 ZOE. 

It pleased him to imagine her de 
light over Edith s child, her pride in 
and devotion to it ; she would never 
rest till she had it under her care, and 
ousted Mrs. Gray from all share in lit 
tle Zoe. And yet, whenever he had 
got so far in his inclination to tell 
Jane, some proof of her absorption in 
that baby at Stokeley, for whom he 
had a sort of jealous dislike, threw 
him back upon himself and made him 
doubt her affection for her young mis 
tress and resolve to keep the secret to 
himself, at any rate for the present. 

He came the nearest telling her one 
day in August, when, as he was water 
ing his flowers in the evening, Mrs. 
Gray passed the gate with that very 



ZOE. 133 

little Zoe, who was so constantly in 
his thoughts. 

She had a little white sun bonnet 
on, which Jane Sands had actually be 
stowed upon her, rather grudgingly, 
it is true, and only because there was 
some defect about it which made it 
unworthy of the pampered child at 
Stokeley. Zoe saw the organist, or 
at least Mrs. Gray imagined that she 
did, for the cry she gave might equally 
well have been intended as a greeting 
to a pig down in the ditch. 

" Well a-never, who d a thought i 
she see you ever so far off, bless her ! 
and give such a jump as pretty near 
took her out of my arms. Why, there ! 
Mr. Robins don t want you, Miss 



134 ZOE. 

Saucy, no one don t want such rub- 
biclge ; a naughty, tiresome gal ! as 
won t go to sleep, but keeps jumping 
and kicking and looking about till my 
arm s fit to drop with aching." 

Jane Sands was sitting at work just 
outside the kitchen door at the side of 
the house. He had seen her there 
a minute ago when he filled the 
watering-can at the pump, and a sud 
den impulse came into his mind to 
show her the child. 

He did not quite decide what he 
should say, or what he should do, 
when the recognition, which he felt 
sure was unavoidable, followed the 
sight of the child ; but he just yielded 
to the impulse and took the child from 



ZOE. 135 

Mrs. Gray s arms and carried her 
round to the back door. The recog 
nition was even more instantaneous 
than he had expected. As he came 
round the corner of the house with 
the little white-bonneted girl in his 
arms, Jane sprang up with a cry of 
glad surprise and delight, such as 
swept away in a moment all his doubt 
of her loyalty to him and his, and all 
his remembrance of her absorption in 
that little common child at Stokeley. 
She made a step forward and then 
stood perfectly still, and the light and 
gladness faded out of her face, and 
her hands, that had been stretched 
out in delighted greeting, fell dull and 
lifeless to her sides. 



136 ZOE. 

He said nothing, but held the child 
towards her; it was only natural that 
she should doubt, being so unprepared, 
but a second glance would convince 
her. 

"I thought," she said, looking the 
baby over, with what in a less kind, 
gentle face might have been quite a 
hard, critical manner, " I thought for 
a minute " 

" Well ? " 

" I was mistaken," she said ; " of 
course I was mistaken." And then 
she added to herself more than to 
him, "It is not a bit like- 

" Look again," he said, " look again, 
don t you see a likeness? " 

" Likeness ? Oh, I suppose it s the 



ZOE. 137 

gypsy child up at Mrs. Gray s, and 
you mean the likeness to the woman 
who came here that day she was left ; 
but I don t remember enough of her 
to say. It s plain the child s a gypsy. 
What a swarthy skin, to be sure ! " 

Why, where were her eyes ? To 
Mr. Robins it was little Edith over 
again. He wondered that all the vil 
lage did not see it and cry out on him. 

Bat it was not likely that after this 
his confidence should go further, and 
just then the child began a little 
grumble, and he took her back hastily 
to Mrs. Gray with a disappointed, 
crest-fallen feeling. 

Jane Sands was conscious that her 
reception of the baby had not been 



138 ZOE. 

satisfactory, and she tried to make 
amends by little complimentary re 
marks, which annoyed him more than 
her indifference. 

" A fine, strong child, and does Mrs. 
Gray great credit." 

" It s a nice, bright little thing, and 
I dare say will improve as it grows 
older." 

She could not imagine why the or 
ganist grunted in such a surly way in 
reply to these remarks, for what on 
earth could it matter to him what any 
one thought of a foundling, gypsy 
child? 



CHAPTER VII. 

IT was near the end of September 
that John Gray broke his leg. They 
were thrashing out a wheat-rick at 
Farmer Benson s, and somehow he 
tumbled from the top of the rick and 
fell with his leg bent under him, and 
found that he could not stand when 
he tried to struggle up to his feet. 

They ran to tell " his missus/ who 
came straight off from the wash tub 
with the soapsuds still about her 
skinny, red elbows, catching up Zoe 
from the cradle as she passed, at 
sight of whom Gray, in spite of the 



140 ZOE. 

pain and the deadly faintness that 
was dimming his eyes and clutching 
his breath, made an effort to chirrup 
and snap his fingers at the little 
one. 

" It s his innerds as is hurted," 
explained one of the bystanders, with 
that wonderful openness and way of 
making the worst of everything that 
is found in that class. 

" The spine of his back most like," 
said another, " like poor Johnson over 
to Stokeley, as never walked another 
step arter his fall." 

" Ay, he do look mortal bad ! Tis 
a terrible bad job ! " 

u Cut off like a flower ! " sighed one 
of the women. " There, bear up, my 



ZOE. 141 

dear, 5 to Mrs. Gray, with whom she 
had not been on speaking terms for 
some weeks, owing to a few words 
about her cat s thieving propensities. 
" Don t ee take on ! I knows well 
enough what you feels, as is only 
three weeks since Father was took 
with his fit." 

" Don t be skeered, old gal," sounded 
Gray s voice, odd and unnatural to the 
ears of the hearers, and far away and 
independent to himself, " I aint so 
bad as that comes to " 

And then mercifully he became un 
conscious, for to go six miles with a 
broken leg in a cart without springs 
on the way to the hospital is not a 
joke, and the neighbors kindly at- 



142 ZOE. 

tempts to bring him round were hap 
pily unsuccessful. The worst part of 
that drive fell to the share of his 
wife, who sat holding his head on 
her lap as they jolted along, trying 
to keep the jars and bumps from 
jerking his leg, though all the time 
she firmly believed he was dead, and 
was already in her dulled mind mak 
ing pitiful little arrangements about 
mourning and the funeral, and con 
templating, with dreary equanimity, 
a widowed existence with three-and- 
sixpence a week for her and Tom and 
Bill and Zoe to live upon. She never 
left Zoe out of the calculation, even 
when it became most difficult to ad 
just the number of mouths to be fed 



ZOE. 143 

with the amount of food to be put 
into them, and over this dark future 
fell the darker shadow of the work 
house, which closes the vista of life 
to most of the poor. No wonder 
they live entirely in the present, and 
shut their eyes persistently to the 
future ! 

There was not much going back 
into the past when she was a girl 
and the " master a lad, and they 
went courting of a Sunday afternoon 
along the green lanes. Life had been 
too matter-of-fact and full of hard 
work to leave much sentiment even 
in memory. 

Mr. Robins heard of the accident 
in the evening, and went up to the 



144 ZOE. 

cottage, where he found Bill taking 
care of Zoe, who was having a fine 
time of it, having soon discovered 
that she had only to cry for any 
thing that evening to get it, and that 
it was an occasion for displaying a 
will of her own in the matter of go 
ing to bed and being preternatnrnlly 
wide awake and inclined for a game, 
when on other nights she was quite 
content to be laid down in the wooden 
cradle, which was rapidly becoming 
too small for her increasing size. 

Poor Bill had been at school when 
the accident happened, and of course 
the neighbors had made the very worst 
of the matter, so the poor boy hardly 
knew what part of his father had not 



ZOE. 145 

been crushed or injured, or if he had 
been killed on the spot, or had been 
taken barely alive to the hospital. 
The baby had been pushed into his 
arms, so that he could not go up to 
the farm, nor find Tom to learn the 
rights of the matter, so that when 
Mr. Robins came into the cottage he 
found both Bill and the baby crying 
together, the fire out, and the kettle 
upset into the fender. 

" Give me the child," the organist 
said. And Bill obeyed, as he did at 
the choir practice when he was told 
to pass a hymn-book, too miserable 
to wonder much at this new aspect 
of his master, and at seeing him 
take the baby as if he knew all 
10 



146 ZOE. 

about it, and sit down in Father s 
arm-chair. 

" See if you can t make the fire 
burn up," he went on; "the child s 
cold." 

Zoe seemed well content with her 
new nurse and left off crying, and 
sat blinking gravely at the fire, which 
Bill, much relieved at having some 
thing definite to do, soon roused up 
to a sparkling, crackling blaze with 
some dry sticks, while Mr. Robins 
warmed her small, pink feet. 

Bill would certainly have been sur 
prised if he could have seen what was 
passing in the organist s mind, a pro 
posal ripening into a firm resolve that 
he would take the child home that 



ZOE. 147 

very night and tell Jane who she was. 
Let the village talk as it might, he 
did not mind; let them say what they 
pleased. 

He knew enough of village reports 
to guess that Gray was not as badly 
hurt as every one declared ; but still, 
even a trifling accident meant, at any 
rate, a week or two of very short 
commons at the cottage, perhaps less 
milk for the baby or economy over 
fuel, and the September days were 
growing cold and raw, and there had 
been more than one frost in the morn 
ings, and the babv s little toes were 

O t/ 

cold to his warm hand. Mrs. Gray, 
too, would be occupied and taken up 
with her husband, and little Zoe would 



148 ZOE. 

be pushed about from one to another ; 
and he had heard that there was scar 
latina about, and the relieving officer 
had been telling him that very morn- 
ing how careless the people were about 
infection. 

The cottage looked quite different 
in the blazing firelight, and Bill, en 
couraged by the organist s presence, 
tidied up the place, where the wash- 
tub stood just as Mrs. Gray had left 
it ; and he set the kettle on to boil, 
so that when Mrs. Gray and Tom 
came in it presented quite a comfort 
able appearance. Mrs. Gray came in 
tired and tearful, but decidedly hope 
ful, having left Gray comfortably in 
bed with his leg set, and having re- 



ZOE. 149 

ceived reassuring opinions from nurse 
and doctor ; and the first alarm and 
apprehension being removed, there 
was a certain feeling of importance 
in her position as wife of the injured 
man, and excitement at a visit to the 
country town, both ways in a cart, 
which does not happen often in a 
lifetime. 

The baby, thanks to the warmth 
and Mr. Robins nursing, had fallen 
asleep in his arms. Mrs. Gray was 
so much confused and bewildered by 
the events of the day that she would 
hardly have been surprised to see the 
Queen with the crown on her head 
sitting there in the master s arm 
chair, quite at home like, and hold- 



150 ZOE. 

ing the baby on one arm and the 
sceptre on the other; and Tom was 
of too phlegmatic a disposition to be 
surprised at anything. So they made 
no remark, and Mr. Robins laid the 
baby, still asleep, in Bill s arms, and 
went away. 

Such a beautiful, quiet September 
night, with great soft stars overhead, 
and the scent of fallen leaves in the 
air ! the path beneath his feet was soft 
with them, and as he passed under the 
elms which by daylight were a blaze 
of sunny gold, some leaves dropped 
gently on his head. 

" To-morrow," he said, " I will bring 
little Zoe home, and I will let her 
mother, I will let Edith know that the 



ZOE. 151 

child is with me, and that if she 
likes- "It needed but a word he 
felt sure to bring the mother to the 
baby, the daughter to her father. 

He stood for a moment by the 
churchyard gate, close to the spot 
where that bitter, cruel parting had 
been, and fancied what the meeting 
would be. After all, what was his 
feeling for little Zoe and his imagina 
tion of what his little grandchild 
would be to him in the future to the 
delight of having Edith s arms round 
his neck and holding her to his heart 
once more ? 

" Edith," he whispered softly, as he 
turned away ; " Edith, come home ! " 

" I wonder," he said to Jane Sands 



152 



ZOE. 



that night ; " I wonder if you could 
find out an address for me ? " 

She was folding up the tablecloth, 
and she stopped with a puzzled look. 

"An address? Whose?" 

" Well," he said, without looking at 
her, " I fancy there are still some of 
the Blakes " (the word came out with a 
certain effort) " living at Bilton, and 
perhaps you could find out from them 
the address I want; or, perhaps," he 
added quickly, for she understood 
now, and eager words were on her 
lips, perhaps you know. There ! 
never mind now ; if you know, you can 
tell me to-morrow." 



CHAPTER VIII. 

MORNING very often brings other 
counsels, but this was not the case 
with Mr. Robins, for when he got up 
next day he was more than ever re 
solved to carry out his intention of 
bringing little Zoe home, and letting 
her mother know that a welcome 
awaited her in her old home. 

He had not slept very much during 
the night, for his mind had been too 
full of the change that was coming in 
his life, and of the difference that the 
presence of Edith and little Zoe would 
make in the dull, old house. Sad and 



154 ZOE. 

worn and altered was she ! Ah ! that 
would soon pass away with kindness 
and care and happiness, and the cough 
that had sounded so hollow and omin 
ous should be nursed away, and Edith 
should be a girl again, a girl as 
she ought to be yet by right of her 
years ; and those five years of suf 
fering and estrangement should be 
altogether forgotten as if they had 
never been. 

He went into the bedroom next his, 
that had been Edith s, that was to 
be Edith s again, and looking round 
it, noticed with satisfaction that Jane 
had kept it just as it had been in the 
old days ; and he pushed the bed a 
little to one side to make room for 



ZOE. 155 

a cot to stand beside it, a cot which 
he remembered in the night as having 
stood for years in the lumber-room up 
in the roof, and which he now with 
much difficulty dragged out from be 
hind some heavy boxes, and fitted 
together, wishing there had been time 
to give it a coat of paint, and yet glad 
with a tremulous sort of gladness that 
there was not, seeing that it would be 
wanted that very night. 

And just then Jane Sands came up 
to call him to breakfast, and stood 
looking from the cot to her master s 
dusty coat, with such a look of de 
lighted comprehension on her face 
that the organist felt that no words 
were needed to prepare her for what 
was going to happen. 



156 ZOE. 

"I thought," he said, "it had 
better be brought down." 

" Where shall it go ? " she asked. 

" In Miss in the room next mine," 
he said, " and it will want a good 



airing." 



"Shall I make up the bed too?" 
she asked. 

" Yes, you may as well." 

" Oh, master," she said, the tears 
shaking- in her voice and shining in 
her eyes ; " will they be wanted 
soon? Will they, maybe, be wanted 
to-night ? " 

His own voice felt suspiciously 
shaky ; his own eyes could not see the 
old cot, nor Jane s beaming face quite 
plainly, so he only gave a gruff assent 
and turned away. 



ZOE. 157 

" What a good, kind creature she 
is," he thought. " What a welcome 
she will give Edith and Edith s little 
Zoe ! " 

During the morning he heard her 
up in the room sweeping and scrub 
bing, as if for these five years it had 
been left a prey to dust and dirt, 
and when he went out after dinner 
to give a lesson at Bilton, she was 
still at it with an energy worthy of a 
woman half her age. 

That stupid little girl at Bilton, who 
generally found her music-lesson such 
an intolerable weariness to the flesh, 
and was conscious that it was no less 
so to her teacher, found the half-hour 
to-day quite pleasant. Mr. Robins 



158 ZOE. 

had never been so kind and cheerful, 
quite amusing, laughing at her mis 
takes, and allowing her to play just 
the things she knew best, and to get 
up in the middle of the lesson to go to 
the window and see a long procession 
of gypsy vans going by to Smithurst 
Fair. 

It was such a very beautiful day ; 
perhaps it was this that produced such 
a good effect on the organist s temper. 
There had been a frost that morning, 
but it was not enough to strip the 
trees, but only to turn the elms a 
richer gold and the beeches a warmer 
red and the oaks a ruddier brown, 
while in the hedges the purple dog 
wood and hawthorn and bramble 



ZOE. 159 

leaves made a wonderful variety of 
rich tints in the full bright sunshine, 
which set the birds twittering with a 
momentary delusion that it might 
be spring. 

He did not come back over the 
hill, and past the Grays cottage, for 
he was going to fetch the child that 
evening ; but he came home by the 
road, meeting many more of those 
gypsy vans which had distracted his 
pupil s attention, and looking with 
kindliness on the swarthy men and 
bronze dark-eyed women, for the sake 
of little Zoe, who had been so often 
called the gypsy baby. 

When he reached home he found 
the room prepared with all the care 



160 ZOE. 

Jane Sands could lavish. He had 
thought when he went in that morn 
ing that it was just as Edith had left 
it, and all in the most perfect order; 
but now the room was a bower of 
daintiness and cleanliness, and all 
Edith s old treasures had been set out 
in the very order she used to arrange 
them. Why ! even her brush and 
comb were laid ready on the dressing 
table and a pair of slippers by the 
bedside, and a small bunch of autumn 
anemones and Czar violets was placed 
in a little glass beside her books. He 
smiled, but with tears in his eyes, as 
he saw all these loving preparations. 

" Edith can hardly be here to 
night," he said to himself; " but Zoe 



ZOE. 161 

will," and he smoothed the pillow of 
the cot close to the bedside, and drew 
the curtain more closely over its 
head. 

He found his tea set ready for him 
when he came down, but Jane Sands 
had gone out, and he was rather glad 
of it, as she had watched him that 
morning with an eager, expectant eye, 
and he did not know what to say to 
her. It would be easier when he 
brought the baby and actually put it 
into her arms. 

The sun had set when he had 
finished tea, a blaze of splendor set 
tling down into dull purple and dead 
orange, leaving a stripe of pale-green 
sky over the horizon, flecked with a 
11 



162 ZOE. 

few soft brown clouds tinged with 
red. 

But envious night hastened to cover 
lip and deaden the colors of the sky 
and the almost equally gorgeous tints 
of tree and hedge ; and by the time 
Mr. Robins reached the Grays cot 
tage, darkness had settled down as 
deep as on that evening four months 
ago, when he carried the baby and 
left it there. 

Now, as then, the cottage door was 
open, and Mrs. Gray sat at work with 
the candle close to her elbow, every 
now and then giving a long sniff or a 
sigh, that made the tallow candle 
flicker and tremble. He had almost 
forgotten her husband s accident in 



ZOE. 163 

his absorption in the baby ; but these 
sniffs recalled it to his mind, and he 
thought he would give them a helping 
hand while Gray was in the hospital. 

" She has been kind to my little 
Zoe," he thought, " and I will not for 
get it in a hurry. She shall come and 
see the child whenever she likes ; and 
Edith will be good to her, for she has 
been like a mother to the baby all 
these months." 

Close by where Mrs. Gray sat he 
could see the foot of the old cradle 
and the rocker within reach of the 
woman s foot ; but Zoe must be asleep, 
for there was no rocking necessary, 
and Mrs. Gray did not turn from her 
work to look at the child, though she 



1G4 ZOE. 

stopped from time to time to wipe her 
eyes on her apron. 

" She is taken up with her hus 
band," he said to himself; " it is as well 
that I am going to take the child 
away, as she will have no thought to 
give her now." 

And then he went into the cottage, 
with a tap on the open door to 
announce his presence. 

" Good evening, Mrs. Gray," he 
said in a subdued voice, so as not to 
wake the baby. But he might have 
spared himself this precaution, for the 
next glance showed him that the 
cradle was empty. 

" Lord bless you, Mr. Robins," the 
woman said, " you give me quite a 



ZOE. 165 

start, coming in so quiet like. But, 
there ! I m all of a tremble ; the 
leastest thing do terrify me. You 
might knock me down with a feather. 
First one thing and then another! 
The master yesterday and the baby 
to-day ! " 

"What!" he said, so sharp and 
sudden, that it stopped the flow of 
words for a moment. " What do you 
mean ! Is the baby in bed upstairs ? 
What s the matter? It s not the 
scarlatina? Not " 

" Bless you ! " she said, " why I 
thought you d a-knowed. It aint the 
scarlatina; the baby was as well and 
bonny as ever when she went. 
She ve agone, her mother come and 



1GG ZOE. 

fetch her this very day, and took her 
right off. Ay ! but she were pleased 
to see how the little thing had got on, 
and she said as she d never forget my 
kindness, and how she d bring her to 
see me whenever she come this way. 
But, there ! I do miss her terrible. 
Why, it s most worse than the master 
himself." 

The organist hardly listened to 
what she was saying, after the fact of 
the mother having come and fetched 
her away. Edith had come for her 
baby ! How had she known ? Why 
had she done it to-day ? Could Jane 
have let her know ; and had she 
come so quickly to take the child her 
self to her old home? His first im- 



ZOE. 167 

pulse was to turn and hasten home ; 
perhaps Edith and Zoe were there 
already and would find him absent. 
But he could not go without a word to 
Mrs. Gray, who was wiping her eyes 
in her apron and unconsciously rock 
ing the empty cradle. 

" You will often see her," he said 
consolingly, " she will not be very far 
away." 

"Oh, I don t know about that; 
them gypsies go all over the place, up 
and down the country, and they don t 
always come back for the fairs; 
though she says as they don t often 
miss Smithurst." 

" Gypsies ? " he said puzzled. 

"Ay, the mother s a gypsy sure 



168 ZOE. 

enough, and I ve said it all along, and 
the child s the very image of her ; 
there was n t no doubt when one saw 
the two together as they was mother 
and child." 

"Are you sure she was a gypsy?" 
He had often said in fun that Edith 
was a regular little gypsy, but he 
would never have thought that any 
one could really mistake her for one ; 
and besides, Mrs. Gray must have 
known Edith well enough, at any 
rate by sight, in the old days, and 
changed as she was, it was not beyond 
all recognition. 

" Oh, there wasn t no mistaking, 
and the van as she belonged to waited 
just outside the village, for I went 



ZOE. 169 

down along with her and seed it, 
painted yeller with red wheels. I 
knowed Zoe was gypsy born, for she d 
one of them charms round her neck as 
I did n t meddle with, for they do say 
as there s a deal of power in them 
things, and that gypsies can t be 
drovvnded or ketch fevers and things 
as long as they keeps em." 

Mr. Robins sat down in the chair 
opposite Mrs. Gray. An odd, cold sort 
of apprehension was stealing over him, 
and the pleasant dream, of home and 
Edith and Zoe, in which he had been 
living through the day, was fading away 
with every word the woman said. 

" The funny part of it were that 
she vowed and declared as she put 



170 ZOE. 

the child at your door, and never 
came this way at all ; leastways, from 
what she said it must a-been your 
house, for she said it was hard by 
the church and had a thick hedge, 
and that there was a kind sorter 
body as she see there in the morn 
ing, as must a-been Mrs. Sands and 
nobody else from her account. She 
said she was in a heap of trouble 
just then, her husband ill and a deal 
more, and she was pretty nigh at 
her wits end, and that without think 
ing twice what she were about, she 
wropt the baby up and laid it close 
agin the door of the house where 
she d seen the kind-looking body. 
She would have it as it was there, 



ZOE. 171 

say what I would ; but maybe, poor 
soul, she were mazed, and hardly 
knew where she were. She went to 
your house to-day, and Mrs. Sands 
were quite put out with her, being 
busy, too, and expecting company, 
and thought it were just her impi- 
dence ; but there ! I knows what 
trouble is, and how it just mazes a 
body, for 1 could no more tell where 
I went nor what I did yesterday than 
that table there. And another queer 
thing is as she did n t know noth 
ing about the name, and neither she 
nor her husband can t read or write 
noways, so she could n t have wrote 
it down, and she d never heard tell 
of such a name as Zoe, and did n t 



172 ZOE. 

like it neither. She d always a-meant 
it to be Rachel, as had been her 
mother s name before her and her 
grandmother s too." 

" Are you quite certain she was the 
mother ? " 

" Certain ? Why, you d only to see 
the two together to be sure of it. I d 
not have let her go, not were it ever 
so, if it had n t been as clear as day 
light ; and just now, too, when I 
seems to want her for a bit of com 
fort ; " and here Mrs. Gray relapsed 
into her apron. 

Mr. Robins sat for a minute look 
ing at her in silence, and then got 
up, and without a word w r ent out 
into the dark night, mechanically tak- 



ZOE. 173 

ing the way to his house and then 
turning on to the highroad to Smith- 
urst, tramping along through the 
mud and dead leaves with a dull, 
heavy persistence. 

Anything was better than going 
back to the empty silence of his 
house and Jane Sands expectant 
face, and the pretty, white-curtained 
room with the cot all ready for little 
Zoe, who was already miles away 
along that dark road before him, 
sleeping, perhaps, in some dirty gypsy 
van put up on some bit of waste 
land by the roadside, or perhaps sur 
rounded by the noise and glare of 
the fair with its shows and round 
abouts. His little Zoe! he could not 



174 ZOE. 

possibly have been so utterly de 
ceived all through, the baby who 
had lain on his bed, whose little face 
he had felt as he carried her up to 
the Grays cottage in the dark, whom 
he had seen day after day and never 
failed to notice the likeness, growing 
stronger with the child s growth ! Was 
it all a delusion ; all the foolish fancy 
of a fond old man ? He tried hard 
to believe that it was impossible that 
he could have been so deceived, and 
yet from the very first he felt that it 
was so, and that the love that had 
been growing in his heart all these 
months had been lavished on a gypsy 
baby whose face most likely he should 
never see again. 



ZOE. 175 

And all his plans for the future, 
his dreams of reparation, of tender re 
conciliation with Edith, and of happy, 
peaceful days that would obliterate 
the memory of past trouble and alien 
ation, they had all vanished with the 
gypsy baby ; life was as empty as the 
cradle by Mrs. Gray s side. 

Where was he to find his daughter? 
Where had she wandered that night 
when the pitiless rain fell and the 
sullen wind moaned ? Was that the 
last he should ever see of her, with 
the white, wan, pleading face under 
the yew-tree ; and would that de 
spairing voice saying " Father 1 " haunt 
his ears till his dying day ; and would 
the wailing cry that followed him as 



176 ZOE. 

he went to his house that night be 
the only thing he should ever know 
of his grandchild, the real little Zoe 
whom he had rejected? 

He was several miles away along the 
Smithurst road when he first realized 
what he was doing, brought to the 
consciousness, perhaps, by the fact of 
being weary and footsore and wet 
through from a fine rain that had 
begun falling soon after he left the 
village. It must be getting late too ; 
many of the cottages he passed showed 
no light from the windows, the in 
mates most likely being in bed. 

Painfully and wearily he toiled back 
to Downside; he seemed to have no 
spirit left to contend against even 



ZOE. 177 

such trifling things as mud and in 
equalities in the road, and when a 
bramble straying from the hedge 
caught his coat and tore it, he could 
almost have cried in feeble vexation 
of spirit. Downside street was all 
dark and quiet, but from the organ 
ist s house a light shone out from 
the open door and down the garden 
path, making a patch of light on the 
wet road. 

Some one stood peering out into 
the darkness, and at the sound of 
his dragging, stumbling footsteps, Jane 
Sands ran down to the gate. The 
long waiting had made her anxious, 
for she was breathless and trembling 

with excitement. 

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178 ZOE. 

"Where have you been?" she said; 
" we got so frightened. Why are you 
so late ? Oh, dearie me ! " as she 
caught sight of his face. " You re 
ill ! Something has happened ! There, 
come in, do ee, now ; you look fit to 
drop ! " 

He pushed by her almost roughly 
into the house and dropped down 
wearily into the arm-chair. He was 
too worn out and exhausted to no 
tice anything, even the warmth and 
comfort of the bright fire and the sup 
per ready on the table. He tossed his 
soaked hat on the ground, and lean 
ing his elbows on his knees and his 
head on his hands, sat bowed down with 
the feeling of utter wretchedness. 



ZOE. 179 

Day alter day, night after night, 
till his life s end, plenty and comfort, 
and neatness and respectability and 
warmth in dull monotony ; while out 
side somewhere in the cold and rain, 
in poverty and want and wretched 
ness, wandered Edith with the wail 
ing baby in her arms ! 

" You can go to bed," he said 
to Jane Sands ; " I don t want any 
supper." 

She drew back and went softly out 
of the room; but some one else was 
standing there looking down at the 
bowed white head with eyes fuller 
even of pity and tears than Jane s 
had been, and then she too left the 
room, and with a raised finger to 



180 ZOE. 

Jane, who was waiting in the passage, 
she went upstairs, and as if the way 
were well known to her, to the little 
room which had been got ready so 
uselessly for the organist s daughter. 

There, sheltered by the bed-curtain, 
was the cot where Zoe was to have 
lain, and there, wonderful to relate, a 
child s dark head might be seen deep 
in the soft pillow, deeper in soft sleep. 

And then this strangely presuming 
intruder in the organist s house softly 
took up the sleeping child, and wrap 
ping a shawl round it, carried it, still 
sleeping, downstairs, the dark lashes 
resting on the round cheek flushed with 
sleep and of a fairer tint than gypsy 
Zoe s, and the rosy mouth half open. 



ZOE. 181 

The organist still sat with his head 
in his hands and did not stir as she 
entered, not even when she came and 
knelt down on the hearth in front of 
him. 

Jane Sands was unusually tiresome 
to-night, he thought; why could she 
not leave him alone? 

And then against his cold hands 
clasped over his face was laid some 
thing soft and warm and tender, 
surely a little child s hand ! and a 
voice a voice he had never thought 
to hear again till maybe it sounded as 
his accuser before the throne of grace 
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