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I Arthur's Court at Pentecost 1 1
II The Damosel of the Golden Shield 19
III In the Rose-Bower 29
IV Guenever's Chamber 41
V Merlin's Oak 51
VI The Quest of Ulfius 61
VII The Castle of Hellayne 71
VIII Arthur's Hunting 81
IX The Queen's Rose 91
X In the Moonlight 99
XI The Tournament at Pentecost 109
XII Anguish the Victor 119
XIII The Wedding Morn of Anguish 129
XIV The Bride Unwived 137
XV La Beale Isoud 145
XVI Anguish's Vision 159
XVII At the Castle of Carbonek 169
XVIII In the Forest 179
XIX The Hermit's Hut 187
XX The Vengeance of Anguish 197
XXI Of Love and Death 213
XXII The White Vessel 225
XXIII The Passing of Dagonet 235
XXIV At Almesbury 247
XXV The Lady of Anguish 255
I llu?l rations
"I am Ulfius of Ireland" Frontispiece
Merlin sat among the shadows of the forest. Page 54
The tournament at Pentecost was at its height " 112
Anguish alone remained kneeling " 164
"Let us go," she said, "life is before us" ... " 258
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It befell on a time, at the Feast of Pentecost, that
Arthur, king of England, according to his custom on
that holy day, would not sit at meat until he had wit-
nessed some marvel. By late afternoon he was waiting
still. Then Sir Kaye came to him and said :
"Sir, here are strange adventures coming. I espied
but now, as I looked out over the country, a dwarf,
richly clad, riding on horseback; and attending him a
tall young man, seeming of noble blood by his bearing,
but in poor attire. So to your meat, sire, for surely,
methinks, there be some matter toward."
So the king went to meat, and with him many other
kings, and noble knights, and fair ladies. And after-
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wards, there came into the hall the two men, even as
Sir Kaye had described them.
"God you bless, and all your fair fellowship," cried
the dwarf, bowing low before the dais whereon sat the
king and his queen, Guenever. "I am come hither to
pray you to give me three gifts, King Arthur."
"Ask, and ye shall have your asking," the king
answered, "if I may worshipfully and honorably grant
them to you."
"That may you do, my lord king," said the dwarf.
"One I shall ask forthwith, and the other two a twelve-
month hence. I crave now that ye will grant me the
first adventure that cometh to court."
At these bold words there was a shout of laughter
throughout the Court and the Table Round. The dwarf
scarce reached to the king's elbow, and he was passing
uncomely. In that great company of goodly knights
and fair ladies, his apparent lack of strength and beauty
was the more marked.
Three only did not laugh beside the dwarf himself.
One was the king, who, having seen many men and
many marvels, was accustomed to the unexpected.
Another was the dwarf's attendant, the tall young man
in mean raiment, who stood a little behind his master,
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his face muffled in his hood- The third was the Lady
Dieudonnee de Cameliard, one of Guenever's waiting-
women. Standing in her place near the queen, she fixed
her eyes half fearfully upon the dwarfs servant the
instant he entered the hall, and kept them there as if
striving to draw his gaze toward hers. But if so she
wished she did not succeed; for the youth's eyes were
lowered discreetly, and looked at none.
Arthur raised his hand to command silence.
"My son," he said gravely to the dwarf, " 'tis a
strange boon that thou cravest, and meseems there is
some mystery here that I cannot fathom. Bethink thee,
thou art not as other men; and those of thy kind are
more apt to serve than to be served. Thy man there —
he is of goodly seeming. 'Tis pity he is not of gentle
blood. Come hither, prythee, youth."
The servant moved forward obediently, and stood
beside the dwarf. Thus side by side, the contrast be-
tween the two was yet more apparent. Queen Guen-
ever gazed admiringly at the youth's broad shoulders
and long limbs, and thought that never had she seen a
goodlier man — save one.
The king began a question to the servant, but the
dwarf's harsh voice interrupted.
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"He hears, please you, King Arthur, but cannot
speak. He is dumb, having been rescued by me from
the Saracens, who among other tortures cut out his
tongue."
"Alas, poor youth!" sighed Queen Guenever, and a
pretty murmuring echo ran along all the line of ladies.
But Dieudonnee de Cameliard lowered her eyes, and a
smile touched her lips.
" 'Tis pity," said the king regretfully. "Well, to thy
boon. Sir — what art thou hight?"
"I am Ulfius of Ireland," the dwarf replied, "and I
crave only the boon of service. Knight I am not yet."
"Well, take thy boon, Ulfius," said the king. "Jesu
be praised, we have many brave knights at court; but
God forbid that I should refuse the service of any true
man, no matter what his outward seeming. Thou art
of Ireland, thou sayest. Were Anguish, thy king's son,
here, he might know thee; but yester-mom he asked
permission to seek what might befall him, so he is gone
from us. Stand thou ready, Ulfius. The first adventure
that comes to court shall be thine; and if it is achieved,
the other boons thou cravest shall be thine also if they
lie with my honor. Here comes Sir Kaye, with news by
his countenance. What cheer, pray. Sir Kaye?"
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"So please you," Sir Kaye replied, "a damosel has
come hither, riding on a palfrey, to crave succor from
you and the Table Round."
Scarcely had he spoken the words when the great
doors of the hall clainged together behind the damosel,
who stood an instant hesitating, with the eyes of the
court upon her.
She was robed in black, lustreless and dead, that
clung around her slender figure in long, yielding lines.
Her hair was black, and her eyes deep wells of darkness.
Upon her arm she bore a golden shield, blank of device
or motto. When Sir Kaye, at the king's command,
went down to meet her and usher her to the throne, all
eyes were fastened upon her, all ears strained to hear the
outcome of this adventure.
"Whence come you, and what would you, fair damo-
sel?" asked Arthur, when she had knelt before him.
"Sire, I have traveled far," she answered, "and I
come to crave succor for a fair lady, who lies hard bested
in her castle by a giant, and calls through me for aid
of your mercy from a knight of the Table Round."
"Jesu forbid," the king answered, "that I should
deny your prayer; for never may it be said that fair
damosel came for succor to Arthur's court, and received
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it not. What say you, my lords? Which of you shall
ride with the damosel on this adventure?"
A dozen knights sprang forward; but ere any
reached the king, Ulfius rushed nimbly to the throne.
"Sir," he cried, "I beseech you, remember the boon
you granted to me e'en now."
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he Damosel of* flie Goldcin Shield
Queen Guenever gave an exclamation of annoyed re-
pugnance, echoed by more than one of the court; but
King Arthur looked down gravely at the dwarf.
"It is so," he said. "Damosel, to this man hath it
been granted to follow the first adventure that comes to
court. Wherefore he and no other may undertake this
of thine."
Into the maiden's eyes, as she looked at the dwarf,
came an expression of wonder that was almost horror.
"My lord and king, this is no trifling adventure. I
beseech you mercy. My lady's need is great; for she is
hard beset, and many of her loyal followers have per-
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ished.. Prythee send a more fitting champion to my
mistress."
"This lies not now in my power, gentle damosel," he
replied; "but cheer thee. Great wonders have been
achieved in the world by seeming trifling means. Per-
chance, too, Ulfius will admit a compamion adventurer
in this quest."
Before the suppliant could speak, Ulfius destroyed
the hope.
"All my strength and power I offer to thy noble
mistress," he said ; "but none other may ride away from
this court with us and none may follow until I be the
victor or the vanquished."
"The victor — " said the damosel contemptuously.
With a quick movement, she rested the shield on the
floor beside the dwarf. The top of it was on a level
with the chin of Ulfius.
"Behold the champion you have given me," she
cried. "Lord king, my mistress sent this shield as re-
ward to the knight who should rescue her. It is as yet
unemblazoned with coat-of-arms or motto ; but one day
it will bear upon it those of the hero who succors my
lady. See! E*en should this runtling win the quest,
here is no shield for him."
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Ulfius looked up at her unmoved and uncaring.
"You say well, fair maiden," he remarked. "But
courage lieth not always in bulk. It may hap that I
shall win thy lady and her shield; and if it should so
chance, it shall be carried for me by my dumb armor-
bearer." He beckoned his servant, who had slipped
back into the shadows. "Come hither, boy, and lift this
shield for me."
When the damosel saw the youth who came forward
and lifted the golden shield, the blood which the sight
of the chosen champion had driven from her face again
glowed in her cheeks.
"A pity the man were not the master," she said; but
her voice had softened, and was no longer sharply des-
perate. "Good king, I prayed to the Ruler of the world,
in sunlight and in starlight, as I hastened hither, that
some knight of mighty prowess might undertake this
adventure — "
Her voice broke. She let fall her outstretched hands
and her head sank upon her breast. A murmur of pity
filled the great hall at the evident anguish of her disap-
pointment.
"It is thy fortune, damosel, that this so chances," the
king answered. "Otherwise it may not be. I do not
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lightly break troth. But this I promise — if promise may
lighten thy heavy distress — that if this champion be not
victor, and thou wilt return to court with such tidings,
I myself will ride with thee thence."
The damosel knelt and kissed the hem of his robe.
Her thanks were in too low a voice for the knights to
hear. When she rose, she lifted not her eyes to the
king's face.
"God speed you, Ulfius," said Arthur quietly. "A
twelvemonth hence, come hither and recount your ad-
ventures."
It was a strange g^oup that went down the great
hallway; the slender maiden towering high above the
sturdy dwarf, and following them, the mute servitor,
bearing the shield. As they neared the threshold, a jin-
gk of bells was heard, the doors were flung wide un-
ceremoniously, and there stood before them Dagonet,
the court fool. Accompanying him was another figure,
stately, hooded, and attired in changing shades of blue.
"Here is a coil, my Uncle Merlin," cried Dagonet,
grimacing. He was tall and abnormally thin, fond of
twisting his long body into curious contortions. Now
he bent over double, and thrust his head forward into
the damosel's sulky face.
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"What ails thee, sweeting? Doth the knight Uncle
Arthur gave thee like thee not? Wilt take me instead?"
"As lief thee as a dwarf and a mute," replied the
maiden, flinging herself away from him. In the move-
ment, she jostled accidentally against the broad-shoul-
dered, hooded figure accompanying the fool. She
started and looked up ; then shrank back shuddering.
"Ah, teach me thy power, Uncle Merlin," cried the
jester. "What is it in thy eyes — "
"Peace," said Merlin sternly. His voice was low, his
speech deliberate. "Peace, Dagonet. There is more
here than thou knowest."
"And dost thou know. Uncle Merlin?" inquired the
fool affectionately, winding his long arms around his
companion's neck. "I'll tell thee now. I think we are
both fools alike; only other men have found me out;
and thee they have not yet discovered."
Merlin calmly removed the other's twining arms.
"I know thee who thou art," he said in a low voice
to the maiden. "Pass on. All shall be well."
Her face ashen with fear, she crept past him. Ulfius
looked up confidently.
"Hast no word of cheer for me?" he asked, in a tone
as familiar as Dagonet's.
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"Ay," replied Merlin quietly. "Thy faith shall be
rewarded. And for thy servant, I would say, God hath
given, and shall give."
The dumb youth knelt quickly and would have
kissed his feet; but Merlin prevented him.
"Peace, I have not finished," he said ; then whispered
low, "I would say rather, God shall give if thou wilt re-
ceive."
The youth stood upright, and made no further effort
to do the magician homage. His face was sternly set.
"Come, my servant Sanslangue," cried Ulfius im-
portantly. "The damosel waits, and with her our ad-
venture."
The youth followed obediently. The damosel's pal-
frey was ready, and also the two horses upon which the
dwarf and his attendant had ridden to court. Amid
many jests from the onlookers, and much laughter, the
three were at last mounted and off. The damosel, sulky
and speechless, rode first, then the dwarf, and finally the
dumb youth.
"If thou dost come to evil pass," cried after them
one laughing knight, "depend on thy servant, Ulfius,
rather than on thy own prowess. That shield, me-
thinks, is better fitted to his arm than thine."
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Neither Ulfius nor the damosel replied. They
crossed the drawbridge, and traversed in leisurely fash-
ion the winding way that led out upon the high road.
Merlin stood watching them until at length they were
out of sight.
"On what dreamest thou, Uncle Merlin?" inquired
the jester, affectionately snuggling up to him.
"I think on how the Black Art made fools of king
and court," answered Merlin calmly. "I wonder
whether the dwarf learned it among the Saracens."
The sunset glow had faded and the mists were rising
as the damosel and her attendants reached at length the
high road. As they passed the rose-bower near the
gateway, the mute turned and looked toward it. The
others did not see the movement, for he rode last. There
among the roses, dim in the dim light, clad in gray, the
color of the mists that rose about her, stood Dieudonnee
de Cameliard, the queen's waiting-woman. The dumb
servant had an instant's fleeting wonder whether it were
verily a damosel, or some enchantment of Morgan le
Fay. She stood there quite still, her great eyes mys-
terious, appealing, her golden hair dead in the dusk of
twilight. The mute bowed his head, and thrust his
hand within his bosom. There was an instant's flutter
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of blue samite. Then of a sudden nothing was visible
save the gray mists rising from the gray earth.
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The thick white dust rose in clouds behind the three
riders as they passed along the high road at a brisk
trot. They kept now almost abreast, the mute guiding
and controlling the led horses. At last they entered
a by-path through the woods. The trees meeting over-
head made a night so black that a man must trust for
safety to the instincts of his steed.
The dumb servant was scarcely conscious of the
country through which they passed, for his thoughts
were lingering in the rose-bower. Unmindful of his
present master, of the lady who was their leader, of the
quest on which they were bound, he painted on the
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darkness round about a picture which for twice twenty-
four hours had filled his mind, and which was the reason
for his present adventure.
He saw the gardens of Camelot, not enwrapped by
mists of evening, but resplendent with brilliant sun-
shine. Like flowers seemed the fair ladies, arrayed in
their gayest in honor of the roses; and the roses — had
sweeter ones ever bloomed? They tempted all the
lovers in Arthur's court of lovers, and he with the rest
searched joyously for the best and the most beautiful
flowers to gather for his lady. Dully now he remem-
bered his delight when, deciding at last that he could
hold no more, he passed through the bright throng to
find those white hands which would receive his offer-
ings. He had been greeted with many merry jests as
he went, and responded lightheartedly in kind. His joy
was too perfect to be marred by ridicule.
When at last he knelt before her, his heart throbbed
at her thanks, her exclamation of pleasure.
"But I cannot carry all," she said, smiling down at
him.
She paused an instant, then went on, suiting the ac-
tion to the word with rapid graceful fingers. "See! I
shall twine some in my hair — thus; and these fair blos-
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soms shall form a girdle for me. Ah, there are so many.
Behold!'* Then on the instant, it seemed to him, she
stood a dream lady, an enchantment, an embodied rose.
Roses encircled her neck and waist, and twined in her
golden hair. From her bosom their sweetness breathed,
and they fell fragrantly adown the long lines of her
gown. All the white blossoms she gathered into her
blue samite scarf, and held them in her arms.
"My lady of roses!" he cried.
"Carry the rest," she said, "and come, Prince An-
guish. See where the sunshine invites us, there yonder
on the pleasance ; and here, near by, the shadows of this
wooded path are no less grateful. Come."
Her bright smile invited him as much as her words
and the sunshine. He sprang to his feet gayly, and of-
fered her his hand. Away they strayed, over the green
lawns and along the forest paths, joying in the day and
in their youth.
The afternoon passed quickly. The king and queen
left at last to go to the evening service, and little by lit-
tle the gardens were deserted. The Vesper bells began
to chime as the two lingered in the rose-bower.
The castle lay gray in the distance, dark against the
sunset clouds. The youth clasped his hands before the
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roses in his arms and said his prayers. As he did so, his
eyes upon her, it were hard to tell whether his Angelus
were recited for her, or to her. Our Lady, my lady, the
two were one in his thought.
When the chimes had died away, she spoke.
"What peace is here!" she said.
. Her tone caused a sudden chill in his heart. As she
moved forward, he dropped his wealth of flowers, and
held out his hands beseechingly.
"Dear lady," he said, "tarry here but a little longer
with me."
She paused at his words, and leaned over the back of
the stone bench, covered with climbing roses. This
lady, sad and silent, seemed no longer his fair com-
panion of the afternoon, all youth and sunshine. Mo-
tionless she stood there, and he moved no nearer. He
could not understand what stayed him, but he feared
lest the clear look in her eyes might check the words on
his lips.
"Dieudonnee," he whispered low at last, "Dieudon-
nee, I love thee."
She did not move, and there was a moment's pause.
At length she answered low :
"O silly boy!"
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What had she meant? he cried within himself, driv-
ing his horse forward with a sudden movement and
gazing with unseeing eyes at the dark road, as he
reached this point in his recollections. Boy! and my
years outnumber hers. Had I been a tiny child, a tod-
dling babe, her tone could scarce have been more chid-
ing or more tender. So might she speak to a son ; but to
a lover — he remembered the moment's shock, his quick
step forward to see her face. At the same time, she
moved again in the direction of the castle. Her eyes
were very calm.
"Let us go. Prince Anguish," she said.
"My answer first I crave," he said with a brave front,
though fearful of he knew not what.
"Thou hast heard it."
" *Twas no answer," he said, "from a lady to her
knight."
"Soothly?" she replied, somewhat wearily; "but here
is neither knight nor lady. I am not the lady for thee,
and thy spurs are yet to win. Prince Anguish."
Impetuously he knelt before her.
"Dieudonnee," he said, "God-given ! The day I stood
first before the throne with the king my father, and was
welcomed by Arthur to his court, mine eyes met thine,
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and then — Prythee accept my love and my service 1
Dieudonnee, Dieudonnee, is not the gift of thy dear
self for me?"
She had neither encouraged nor repulsed him by
word or gesture. He seized both her hands and covered
them with kisses, while she spoke quietly though tremu-
lously after his passionate outburst.
"Prince Anguish," she began, and paused. Her
voice was ever low and deep, inscrutable as her eyes.
"Anguish, thou dost know me not, and yet ang^sh
knows me, soothly, soothly."
"I love thee," he said again. "My lady thou art, and
dear, and wilt be always. Knight I am not yet, nor
have I ridden like Galahad and Percivale, in quest of the
Holy Grail. But the day cometh soon, when for God and
my lady, I ride forth into the world; and when my
giants all are slain and my guerdon won; when I have
seen the Vision — "
"Thou dost deceive thyself," she said, interrupting
him somewhat harshly.
It was growing darker and the stars were coming.
One, bright and solitary, shone just above them. Look-
ing up at it, he breathed a prayer for this dear lady
whom he knew so little yet so greatly loved. The white
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roses she had carried lay scattered on the ground. Her
blue samite scarf had fallen unheeded beside them. He
lifted it and pressed it to his lips.
"Wilt give it me," he said, "that I may wear it as thy
favor?"
There was an instant's pause. Then she answered
slowly. "Since thou askest, I suffer thee to have
it, but when thou dost regret, — remember I warned
thee."
He seized her hand and kissed it. It lay passively in
his grasp.
"O Lady of Anguish," he said, "I shall not long de-
lay the winning of my high reward. To-morrow, I will
to the king, and go to seek such adventures as he may
suggest or command. See, here shall lie thy scarf, close
folded above that heart where thou dwellest ever en-
shrined, God-given and beloved."
He had taken her hand to lead her to the castle, and
found her trembling greatly. What emotion had he
aroused by his impetuous wooing? He tried to recall
each word and look. When they had passed the great
gateway, he staj^ed her.
"Deairest lady, methinks my words have troubled
thee—"
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She loosened the roses from her hair and dress be-
fore she replied. The petals had fallen and the leaves
drooped. She watched them with sad eyes while they
fell to the ground ; then, as she held the last spray in her
hand, she spoke, gazing upon it.
"When thou didst bring me them, Prince Anguish,
they were sweet and fresh, indeed the fairest thou
couldst find. Now they are faded. I fear me the love of
which thou hast spoken so fervently will perish also,
being like these without root. Nay," as he would have
spoken in protest, "thou know^st me not nor under-
stcind'st. Yet perchance," and her voice quickened into
bitter gayety, "I may adorn the June afternoon of thy
life, and when thy quest is won and the victor's crown
is on thy brow, thou may'st cast me aside as neither
sweet nor dear. When the scarf is torn and faded,
throw it to the winds, and let them carry it away out of
sight and memory."
She let fall the withered spray, but he snatched it
ere it reached the ground. Love is wise, and like a
divining-rod discovers hid treasures. He goes not
wrong who trusts it.
"I love thee," he said again, "I love thee truly.
Heaven keep thee safe till I return. I shall protect thee
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from mischance and woe, and guard thee forever, my
God-given."
"Farewell," she answered low, "farewell. God bless
thee — now and always."
She had gone to the queen's apartments, and he had
sought Arthur and received permission to go forth to
win his spurs. Afterwards he had walked through the
moon-lit gardens to the rose-bower. He had kept the
withered spray, for it had trailed over Dieudonnee's
gown from her girdle to her feet, and he could not cast
it away. In the rose-bower at length, beside the bench
where she had sat, he loosened the earth and planted
the spray, banking it securely.
Sad and fearful, with chill forebodings at his heart,
he had wandered restlessly all that night. Early next
morning, Arthur having granted him leave to travel,
Anguish left the court without farewell. Making a
detour through the orchards, he reached the spot where
he had planted the rose-branch the night before. The
leaves had fallen off, but a delicate bud was upon it
half open.
"Ah, Dieudonnee, dear and cruel lady," he said, "if
this be the symbol of my love, it will not perish, for the
branch has taken root."
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And with lighter heart, he had turned to meet unex-
pectedly face-to-face, Ulfius the dwarf, ancient servant
of his house.
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Guenever the queen leaned listlessly against the lat-
tice in her chamber at Camelot. A woman waved a
great fan before her, for the day was warm. A minstrel
sang, softly touching his harp.
"Ah, love, 'tis the spring ;
Thou art mine ;
Hark the birds, how they sing ;
I am thine.
'Ah, sweet, summer comes;
Thou art mine ;
Every passing bee hums,
I am thine.
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'Ah, heart, the leaves die ;
Thou art mine;
Weal or woe, smile or sigh,
I am thine.
*Ah, dear, snows are cold;
Thou art mine;
Death is come, love is old;
I am thine."
At the song's close, Guenever moved impatiently.
"Why sing of sorrow and winter and the grave in
June?" she cried petulantly. "Thou sour minstrel!
Look without, and see how the green earth and the
sweet roses rebuke thy doleful ballad. Dieudonnee,
give him a piece of gold, and bid him hence. Next time,
seek me, fellow, with a more cheerful lay.*'
Dieudonnee moved obediently from her place be-
hind the queen, and did as she was told. The minstrel
bowed his thanks, and left the room. A few moments
later, they saw him cross the court-yard and walk down
the winding path that led to the free country that lay
beyond. Dieudonnee looked after him with a strange
wistfulness in her gaze. She did not share in the laugh-
ing chatter of the other women, to whom either a com-
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ing or departing guest was a welcome break in the mo-
notony of their lives. Guenever noticed her sMence, and
it seemed to fit with the queen's own mood.
"Enough!" she cried, lifting her hands against the
Babel. "I weary of your tongues, and would be alone.
Go into the outer chamber with your tapestry, damosels,
all save Dieudonnee."
The bevy streamed forth obediently, not without
some meaning glances backward, and many low-toned
jealous whispers, beneath the upper chorus of gay chat-
ter. Finally, as the curtains fell behind the laist of the
group, Guenever sighed and stood upright, stretching
her arms high above her head.
"Now I may rest me for a little space," she cried.
"They are well sped. Tell me, Dieudonnee, of what
thou wert thinking a while since when thou didst gaze
out after that minstrel."
Dieudonnee shrugged.
"Soothly, dear lady," she answered quietly, "I can
not say. Thoughts are roving things. One scarce can
chain them."
Guenever pouted. "I am sure thou must know," she
began coaxingly; then with a sudden flash of anger,
"I command! Tell me thy thought."
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Dieudonnee looked up at the queen's petulant face
with a glint of mockery in her eyes.
"I yield me," she said resignedly; then she turned
towards the lattice, and spoke with passion, as if to her-
self alone, "I thought how sweet a thing it was — ah,
Jesu, how sweet ! — to ride forth into the June, free, free,
with only a song for company, and a pure heart."
Guenever looked puzzled. "Nay," she said, "me-
thinks rather it were joy to ride home again — to love."
She stretched out yearningly her white arms towards
the lattice. "Ah, Laimcelot !" she scarcely breathed.
Dieudonnee looked at her gravely. The queen was
beautiful indeed, as she stood before the open window,
her tall figure outlined against the summer sky beyond.
Her coronet of raven hair proclaimed her sovereignty
rather than circlet of gold. The dark eyes at once chal-
lenged and besought.
"Ah, Launcelot!" breathed the queen again. Then
she turned and looked sharply at Dieudonnee. "Thou
knowest?" she said, half fearfully, half defiantly.
"Ay," replied Dieudonnee, gazing at her with neither
dread nor disapproval. The queen stood uncertain for
an instant, then with a sudden smile she went and
gathered Dieudcnnee in her arms.
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"I love thee," she whispered. "I love thee well.
Thou art of Cameliard, my birthplace, and for that I
love thee as well as for thyself. Let us now talk of
Cameliard, Dieudonnee — Cameliard, where I was young
— and innocent— and happy — "
Her voice trembled, and the tears rushed into her
eyes. Dieudonnee stood, submitting passively to the
queen's embrace. A maiden of ice could scarce have
been less responsive.
"Soothly?" she said calmly in reply to the queen's
last words. "But were those days so happy then? Hap-
pier than these — with love and Launcelot?"
The queen started away from her.
"Dieudonnee!" she cried, somewhat breathlessly;
and crossed herself. "Is sin ever happiness?"
"The priests say not," said Dieudonnee.
"The priests say sooth," said Guenever, and even as
she spoke her eyes turned yearningly towards the lat-
tice.
"The priests!" repeated Dieudonnee bitterly. "A
priest cursed me. He may have been quite right.
Natheless, I hate all priests for his sake."
She paused abruptly, having spoken rather to her-
self than to the queen. But Guenever had not heard.
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She cast the lattice wide, and leaned far out. Her head
was uplifted, her eyes desirous, her lips parted in a
smile.
Dieudonnee looked at her an instant; then made a
quick step forward. The next moment, Guenever start-
ed to behold a face close to hers, wide eyes fastened
upon her with a compelling gaze.
"Tell me," said Dieudonnee, "tell me, when Sir
Launcelot is here, does aught matter? Does sin, does
discovery — ^nay, does God?"
Guenever, with a frightened cry, sought to draw
back into the chamber. Dieudonn6e's arm was thrown
lightly across behind her, and the barrier, though
slender, was firm. The steady questioning blue eyes,
sombre, infinitely calm, compelled the shifting dark
ones.
"Tell me," said Dieudonnee again.
"Naught matters," Guenever answered, as if under a
spell.
Dieudonnee's eyes left the queen's, and looked out
dreamily over the fair June earth.
"I wonder," she said, "whether that is love."
Her arm fell and the queen sprang back released.
She stood, trembling, offended. Dieudonnee turned
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from the window and looked at Guenever quietly.
There was an instant's silence.
"Summon hither my maidens," said Guenever at
leng^, rather tremulously.
As the last damosel left the ante-room, Dieudonn6e
slipped between the curtains and into the hallway. A
little later, a slender gray figure passed the guards, and
entered the great forest that stretched behind the Castle
of Camelot
Chapl
<tr
Merlin sat among the shadows of the forest beneath
a great oak, hooded, motionless, a figure of fate. Dieu-
donnee paused by a tree just beyond, and stood looking
at him a moment.
There was absolute silence for a space; the stillness
of a forest where no birds sing, and where no breeze is
stirring. Then a twig snapped beneath Dieudonnee's
foot. Merlin did not start, but he turned his head
slowly towards her. She felt that he was looking at her,
although she could not see his eyes. His cowl-like hood
was pulled so far over his face that no features were
visible.
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"Welcome, thou Dryad of the Birch-tree," said Mer-
lin^s deep voice at length. "I know thee who thou art;
for thou standest there against thy home. Moreover,
thy garments are gray, like the tree thou lovest ; and the
green shadows are about thee — "
Dieudonnee laughed.
"Nay," she observed, coming forward and calmly
seating herself opposite Merlin. "Thy words are as a
minstrel's, Merlin but no dryad am I. Look well! Thou
knowest me."
"Ay, soothly. Thou art Dieudonnee de Cameliard,"
the magician answered.
"Oh, wise Merlin!" said Dieudonnee sweetly.
"Soothly I am that Dieudonnee, God-given or devil-
given, I know not which."
"One day thou wilt know," said Merlin quietly, keep-
ing his steady gaze upon her.
"A safe sajdng," answered Dieudonnee. "I doubt
me not I shall — but when and where? Tell me,
Merlin, thou who dost know so much. When and
where? The priests would say at death, in hell— but
thou art no priest. Some say that thou art the devil's
servant rather than God's. Come, show thy power.
Read for me my fate."
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She clasped her hands lightly about her knees as she
sat at his feet, and smiled up at him with an air of chal-
lenge.
"Thou art of Cameliard," answered Merlin dreamily,
"but rather, in sooth, thou art not of Cameliard, nor of
England, nor of to-day, nor yesterday, nor to-morrow.
To other damosels in good time the knight, and the
love-token, and marriage, and child-bearing; so their
life, and at the end, a happy death. But to thee — "
His voice sank into sudden silence.
Dieudonnee sat gazing at him steadily. . She was
very pale, but the smile of challenge still lingered on her
lips.
"To me?" she repeated.
Merlin sighed. "I cannot tell — ^yet. Some day."
"Ay, when my fate has chanced," she said. "Art thou'
then a cheat, a lie, O wise man, like all the rest?"
Merlin was silent. Dieudonnee leaned forward, and
with a quick movement flung back the cowl from his
head, and exposed his face. He looked at her still un-
moved. His silver hciir fell, a shaggy mass, about his
pale face. His eyes, which now showed little color but
the black, saw shapes and scenes not within the range
of other mortals* ken.
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"Awake, thou dreamer," said Dieudonnee, as calm as
he;"awaken to the day! Tell me now the truth. Thou
canst not deceive me."
Still Merlin did not speak. His hands had been
folded in his gown. Now he withdrew one slowly, and
reached it upward until it touched Dieudonnee's.
Dauntless in spirit, her body was sometimes taken by
surprise; and as Merlin's clammy fingers met hers she
gave an involuntary shiver. The next instant she
clasped his hand firmly. With a compelling touch, still
in silence, he drew her quietly, gradually close beside
him. His eyes were fixed upon her, his death-like hand
clasped hers, slender and beautiful.
The subdued green light seemed to assume a threat-
ening look, sinister, mysterious. Dieudonnee, gazing
into Merlin's eyes, felt rather than saw the air grow
dark, the atmosphere breathless. Even as she looked
the wizard was no longer there. Great clouds of green-
ish smoke enveloped her so thickly that she saw not
even the trees. It was as if she were alone on some iso-
lated point, far from the ken of man. She was conscious
of nothing save the insistent touch of Merlin's hand on
hers.
Gradually, as she gazed into the misty space, it
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cleared, or, rather, resolved itself into definite shape.
She saw again the rose-bower, and young Anguish
kneeling at her feet. Herself she beheld with a curious
feeling, as if looking at her own soul embodied. She
saw the Irish prince kissing the hem of her samite
scarf, and bending above him her own face, convulsed
with a strange mixture of emotions. Still looking, she
saw gradually forming behind the pair an ominous
shape, dark, threatening, the figure of a man, with fea-
tures indistinct. She gazed and trembled, striving her
utmost to see his face. Then of a sudden it became
clear. The head turned, the eyes looked, not towards
the Dieudonnee of the vision, but upon her very self.
She gave a shriek, and at the sound the figures melted
immediately into wavering mist-clouds.
While the green vapors formed once again into
definite outlines, Dieudonnee stood trembling. She
looked fearfully at last, and recognized the winding way
that led from the castle to the high road; and down it,
passing slowly, the three steeds that bore the damosel,
the dwarf, and the dumb servant. The mute, riding last,
tiuned and looked, as he had looked that evening, at the
rose-bower. As he did so his head-covering fell back,
and disclosed the ardent face of Anguish of Ireland.
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"I knew," said Dieudonnee; "I knew." And at the
words the vision melted as before.
"Is it enough?" she heard Merlin's deep voice say be-
side her. She turned, but, straining her eyes, could not
see him. She was trembling now from head to foot;
but her invincible will stood firm.
"Nay," she answered and although her voice shook,
it still mocked. "The future — I have not seen the fu-
ture."
She thought she heard a sigh.
"O child," said Merlin's voice at length, "child, seek
no more. I love thee well, for thou art of the few
through the ages who sound the depths and reach the
heights. Wait. Seek not to read the future."
"I do not fear," said Dieudonnee. "It cannot be
more bitter than the past."
Merlin did not reply. She gazed again at the green
mists, and saw them forming into shape. The hour and
place of the last vision were not clear. She saw only
Anguish and herself, standing together at some strange
point where space and time counted nothing. Her
hands were clasped in grief, her eyes a prayer of pain.
But Anguish's head was turned away, his attitude re-
pelled, his face spoke scorn. Between them lay at their
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withered rose.
Dieudonnee looked with neither word nor sound,
looked for one long moment. Then the outraged body
rebelled at last. She sank prone of a sudden, as if
stabbed to the heart, cind Merlin knelt above a still gray
figure beneath the great oak.
Chapl
he • Que.s'T^* of^ • Lllf^ius^
Ulfius and the maiden rode forth into the June
weather, and Sanslangue, the dumb servant, rode be-
hind. The damosel treated the dwarf, for the most part,
with haughty silence. Ulfius, quite unmoved by her
scorn, talked cheerfully by turns of his native land, of
the people they passed, of King Arthur and the knights
of the Table Round. In return, he tried to obtain in-
formation on the subject of the girl's mistress and her
sorry plight; but of both the damosel would say little.
"Wait until we reach the castle of my lady," she
mocked. "That will try thy mettle, little man. I look
to see thee, at sight of the giant, turn and gallop back
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to Arthur and his court; whither I will follow thee to
obtain a fitter champion."
Once they had converse with Sir Palomides the Sara-
cen, pursuing Galtisant, the Questing Beast. He spent
a night with them in the forest, and told them of the
creature he followed. Headed like a serpent it was, he
said, with a body like a leopard, and footed like a hart.
The noise it made was like unto the baying of thirty
couples of hounds. Sir Palomides, a gallant knight,
heard with wonder of the adventure, eind looked doubt-
fully at the height and bulk of Ulfius. He did not ex-
press his thought however; and in this he was more con-
siderate than the next knight they encountered, Sir
Breuse Sans Pite, who laughed when he heard what ad-
venture was toward, and at once challenged the dwarf
to combat.
"Let us end the matter," he said. "I will run thee
through, little man, and so rid this fair damosel of that
which she desires not. Then I will myself take up thy
adventure, and go to rescue that fair lady."
"Nay, not so," replied the dwarf unmoved. "This is
my own adventure, an it please thee, Sir Breuse, be-
stowed upon me by King Arthur. I will not lightly
give it up for thee nor any man. Nor will I fight thee;
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for I have sworn an oath to encounter no knight until I
have achieved my quest."
Sir Breuse laughed again, and went his way. The
damosel looked after him with longing.
"There goes a knight indeed," she cried, passion-
ately. "Ah, thou craven, how I wish he had run thee
through, that I might bear a more fitting savior to my
lady!"
"Thou wilt not so lightly lose me," Ulfius replied,
placidly.
At last, seven days and seven nights had worn away;
and on the eighth morning at dawn they reached the
castle that they sought. Rose-red soared its turrets,
and the rose glow of dawn was behind it.
"Red," said Ulfius, importantly to the damosel, "red
is the color of love — and likewise of sin. Doubtless it
speaks the former here, as thy lady shall know after I
have won her. Where skulks this giant, that the affair
may be concluded at once?"
The damosel halted her palfrey.
"Here I leave thee," she said. "Farewell, runtling,
and God on thy soul have mercy, for I shall not see thee
alive again, A little way straight onward, and thou
wilt be met by the giant. Farewell."
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She blew him a mocking kiss, and spurred her
palfrey. Ulfius sat on his horse motionless, watching
until she had disappeared behind a clump of trees open-
ing into a forest. Then he turned to Sanslangue.
"What sayest thou?" he said. **Have I done the
business well for thee? This chances luckily. I won-
dered oft how we could rid ourselves of her when the
time came."
"Thou hast well played thy part, thou good servant,"
answered Sanslangue. "Change places now. Later, if
all goes well, thou shalt be, perchance, once again
master, and I servant. Now my work must be done.
Come into the forest."
Ulfius followed him obediently. A little later the
two emerged upon the high road. Sanslangue's cloak
and hood, in a close-packed bundle, were tied to the
saddle of the horse that the mute had been riding. The
dwarf was still in rich attire; but his sword hung by
Sanslangue's side. The dumb servant was clad in full
armor. He vaulted into the saddle of Ulfius's horse;
th«i paused an instant, and clasped his hands as if in
prayer.
"Dieudonnee !" he breathed. "O Jesu, for her and
the Holy Grail!" And it did not occur to him, as he
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struck spurs into his horse, that he had mentioned his
lady first in his prayer.
They rode a few rods further in dead silence.
Nothing was to be heard save the low rustle of the
leaves, the soft twitter of the newly-awakening birds.
His senses were so enraptured with the beauties about
him that almost his mission had been forgotten, when
a hoarse roar awoke him from his day-dream. The next
instant a huge creature, half again the height of an
ordinary man, stood astride the pathway, confronting
them. The young man did not turn his head, but he
called back to the dwarf.
"Stay thou there, Ulfius," he cried, "and if I should
fall, go thou to the Lady Dieudonnee, and tell her that
she is ever in life and death the lady of my heart."
"God speed thee, Prince Anguish!" cried Ulfius in
reply.
The giant gave another roar. Anguish closed his
visor on the instant, and feutred his spear. The giant
was also fully armed and he raised his spear with a
shout. The two met fairly. They reeled from the
shock, but neither fell.
"Well done!" cried Anguish gayly, drawing his
sword. "Now let our combat end speedily."
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The ill-matched pair came close. The giant smote
Anguish a great wound in the side ; but Anguish seemed
not to feel either wound or pain. The two lashed
eagerly with their swords, and the dwarf, watching
them from under the trees, beheld them hurtling to-
gether, tracing and traversing, for a great space of time.
At last, after more than two hours' combat. Anguish
swung high his sword, and with a mighty effort, drove
it clean through the waist of the giant, so straight and
fast that it was needful to pull the weapon thrice, or
ever he could draw it forth again.
The giant gave one great groan, and died. Anguish
stood panting, the blood streaming. Ulfius hastened
towards him. As he did so he saw several women's
figures watching on the walls of the castle. An instant
later the damosel, who had brought them thither, came
running at full speed towards them.
"The lady thou hast rescued sends to thank thee,
master," he said; but Anguish did not hear. He was
drunk with the joy of victory and he dreamed of
Dieudonnee.
The damosel came nearer, reached them.
"Well fought, my lord!" she cried, as soon as she
came within speaking distance. "My lady sends you
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thanks and blessing, and beseeches that you will come
into her castle as her guest to rest you of your wounds
and to receive her benison and reward."
"I am well pleased to do so, damosel," responded
Anguish, courteously. Then of a sudden his voice failed
him. The fair mom, flushed with victory, grew black.
He fell upon the grass in a deep swoon.
It was on a litter borne between Ulfius and the
maiden that Anguish, the conqueror, entered uncon-
scious the castle of the besieged lady.
Chaplcr
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Anguish awoke slowly, dreamily aware of an atmos-
phere of heavy perfume lapping his drowsy senses. He
lifted one arm languidly; it moved stiffly, and he saw
that it was bandaged. He had not sufficient strength
in his throbbing body to turn his head ; but as he gazed
upward at the roof, he saw that he was in the great hall
of a castle. Gradually memory returned, but somewhat
vaguely, and with a certain torment. He had fought,
he had been wounded, he had conquered, but why? The
thought annoyed him, and at last, with a sigh, he strove
to raise himself. There was a quick rustle of silken gar-
ments, and he saw a woman's face bending above him.
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"Rest thee still, my lord," said a voice gently; "thou
art not yet healed of thy wounds obtained in my behalf."
Following close upon the solicitous words. Anguish
heard a somewhat distant peal of mocking laughter.
The face bending above him flushed with annoyance,
and the lady stood upright with a frown. But Anguish
comfortably closed his eyes. Bodily content shut out
for the time all thought. Witli a long sigh, he straight-
way fell asleep.
The lady beside him stood watching him with ein
expression of mingled triumph and dread. Her
thoughts were interrupted by a light footfall. She
looked up, again frowning slightly, and saw the damosel
of the golden shield standing before her. The maiden
was smiling with an air of mockery.
"I await your future orders, Lady Hellayne."
"I have none," answered her mistress, "save the old
one — that the dwarf be kept away from him and that
we be left alone together till he awakes. Afterwards
— '* She paused, and a smile touched her lips.
Anguish was lying on a couch made on the dais at
the head of the hall. As the damosel reached the doors
at the opposite end, and opened them, Ulfius the dwarf
put an anxious face into the aperture.
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"How fares he?" he whispered, softly, anxiously.
"He still sleeps," the maiden answered. "Come
away. He is in the hands of my mistress."
"May I not see him?" asked the dwarf pleadingly.
"I have not been near him since we carried him into the
castle yesterday. Let me go to him, good damosel.
None has a better right. I have been his plaything, his
slave, since his birth. His father rescued me from the
Saracens, who kept me in tortured slavery — "
He bared an arm, horribly scarred with old wounds.
"From that his father saved me," he said ; "and so I am
his dog, and his son's, for ever. Let me see him,
damosel."
The maiden closed the doors carefully behind her.
"Thou may'st well love King Marhalt and Prince
Anguish," she said, looking at the dwarf narrowly.
"Prince Anguish?" he repeated questioningly.
"What meanest thou, damosel?"
The maiden laughed.
"Why has this foolery of dwarf and dumb servant
been played on me ?" she said sharply. They were walk-
ing along the corridor, side by side.
"That, damosel," replied Ulfius, "that I shall keep to
myself, until my master bids me speak."
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"Then, dog, thou shalt not see thy master, until thou
hast told me," cried the damosel. She gave the dwarf
a smart box upon the ears, and laughed. Ulfius looked
at her gravely.
"Why dost thou mock me, damosel?" he said. "Thou
knowst us for what we are, master and servant. The
jest is ended."
"Nay, the jest begins, if thou didst but know it," the
maiden cried, and flung herself away from him, still
laughing. Ulfius looked after her, knitting his brows.
"There is something here I cannot fathom," he said
reflectively. "Methinks I like not the air of this castle.
I wonder — she did not lock the doors."
There was no one near. Ulfius turned and walked
thoughtfully back to the doors of the great hall. He
tried them cautiously, and found them, to his joy, un-
locked. He opened them, inch by inch, stealthily, and at
last peered in.
He saw the mistress of the castle kneeling beside the
couch on the dais. Her back was towards the doors.
Ulfius pushed them open a little further and slipped
through. The arras hung a convenient distance from
the wall to afford him concealment. He crept behind it,
and looked out anxiously. He thought he saw a move-
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ment upon the couch. An instant, and Anguish sat
waveringly upright. At the same moment, Hellayne
rose.
"Thou art rested, and thy wounds are soothed, O my
hero !" Ulfius heard her say.
Anguish put his hand to his head, and looked at her
searchingly, uncertainly. Hella5me fell upon her knees,
and clasped her hands.
"Thy wounds are healed," she said. "It is time now
that thou shouldst heal mine."
Anguish looked imcomprehending as Hellajme took
his hand in hers.
"Prince Anguish!" she whispered. "Ah, Anguish,
Prince of Ireland, thou art come to me at last !"
Anguish made no attempt to withdraw his hand.
He gazed at her still in mute inquiry.
"Dost wonder that I know thy name, Prince An-
guish?" she said. "I ken things in ways that others do
not; for I was once a maiden of Morgan le Fay. I saw
thee — from a room in this castle — I saw thee — it is now
nigh two months — thou with thy father didst leave thy
home and cam'st towards Arthur's court. How eagerly
I watched that lad flinging his challenge defiantly and
fearlessly to all who opposed or thwarted him ! I loved
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that youth who rode through the forest and sailed over
the seas with his heart full of dreams and his soul all
courage. The boy is man now — he came to his own in
Arthur's court — and I love the man as the youth."
Anguish started. A faint flush crept over his face,
and he drew his hand from hers. He wavered for an in-
stant, then fell prone again. Hellayne, kneeling beside
him, leaned far over the couch, and brought her face
close to his. Her perfumed hair swept his cheek. Her
sinuous body almost touched his own.
"I love thee. Anguish," she repeated, and her voice
was low and passionate. "Prythee, deny me not. I
knew that thou wouldst desire to go on a quest, so I
made this quest for thee. I knew that thou wouldst
come, but sorely did thy servant Ulfius perplex my mes-
senger at the court. That giant was my leal guardian,
and did never persecute me. When the dwarf came as
thy lord, I bade the giant slay him, and bring thee
hither; but thou didst ride against the monster, and, not
understanding, he strove to kill thee. Natheless, thou
art here, thou art mine. It is enough. Ah, my love, my
love!"
Anguish looked up at her, his face pale, his eyes star-
ing. He strove to speak, and could not. His brain was
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hold, yet felt them slipping fast away. Hellayne threw
herself upon his breast, and wreathed her white arms
about his neck.
"Anguish, Anguish," she whispered, and yet again.
Anguish shut his eyes. Memory receded, was lost
in the present. Hellayne laid her cheek against his, and
drew his arms around her slender body.
A sudden heart-broken cry broke across the per-
fumed stillness of the hall. Ulfius the dwarf rushed
from behind the tapestry and up to the dais.
"Master, master," he cried, raising beseeching
hands; "master, remember Dieudonnee! Thou art her
knight in life and death. Remember Dieudonnee !"
Hellayne, a voiceless fury, drew a dagger from her
girdle and stabbed the dwarf to the heart. He sank dead
without a groan. The deed accomplished, Hella5nie
looked fearfully at Anguish. But Anguish had neither
heard nor seen. He lay with closed eyes in a strange
stupor, so far away that even the name of Dieudonnee
could not bring him back to life.
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i^hur^ f|uiTtincc'
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The horses were ready, and the court prepared to
go a-hunting. Knights and ladies, pages and damosels
jostled each other, chattering gaily, a bright throng.
Guenever, all in dark green, a vivid red rose just below
her white throat, sat stately upon her horse. Near her,
Dieudonnee de Cameliard, pale and still, held the reins
listlessly, and gazed dreamily out upon the winding road
that led from Camelot to the open country. Sir Kaye
the Seneschal, bustling hither and yon, was arranging
matters in general, seeing every one horsed, and putting
the cavalcade into proper order of rank.
At length all was ready. The king swung into his
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saddle, a goodly man with yellow hair and beard glis-
tering in the sunlight. A moment later, and, winding
down from Camelot, the hunting party was away.
Dagonet the jester, riding in and out of the gay
throng and leaving here a laugh and there a sting,
reached at length Dieudonnee de Cameliard, and pulled
his mule into step with her horse.
"Damosel! Lady Dieudonnee! Here we ride, two
fools together!"
She started and smiled, faintly and half mockingly.
"It is the wise man who knows that he is a fool.
Thou speakest sooth," she said, humoring him, and
looked away.
"I have not seen thee this sennight," the jester went
on. "I have been on a quest with my good knight and
uncle. Merlin, the only one who can raise me from my
lowly estate of squire to the lofty rank of knight. But
he has not yet done so ; and I am still the jester, not the
sage. Strange adventures seeks he in dark forests. I am
glad to be in the sunlight with the hunt to-day — " and
he caroled a merry song.
Dieudonnee went a shade paler at the mention of
Merlin's name; but she made no reply. Dagonet looked
at her keenly, and continued half complainingly.
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"She rides alone ; herself the noblest company in this
noble company. De mondo non est secut et ego non sum
de mond, as our ghostly fathers say. Like the fool,
like the fool !" With a merry jingle of bells he made his
mule plunge forward, but returning he scrutinized her
impassive face. It was as if she had heard nothing.
*'Ah, Dagonet," he continued, pacing again by her side,
and shaking whimsically at his bauble an admonitory
finger, "she's not the fool, and thou art — as she is
usually."
"In sooth a wise saying, but perplexing — as life."
"Nay, my fair and gentle lady, would you but count
me a friend, this puzzle could I quickly clear; and so a
true friend in life solves life's problems. Uncle Merlin
should have knighted thee sage." But she sighed.
The jester heard the quiet breath, despairing and
final, and forthwith threw his bauble high in the air, and
caught it again with a roar of laughter.
"O, merry world !" he cried. "O, merry world ! The
man to whom God gives forgets, and the God-given re-
members. Alack! Lose thy memory, lady. Believe me,
'tis the only way. When I steal meat from the kitchen,
I forget it at once, so that I can tell Sir Kaye naught of
its whereabouts. Lose thy memory, prythee."
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Dieudonnee looked at him questioningly, with a cer-
tain fear. Her eyes besought. The jester started to
sing,
"Why, yesterday, I loved thee well;
But it is now to-day ;
Thou'rt fair indeed — and others too ;
Love walks a winding way."
"Live, love, lady, and forget! And so adieu, fellow
fool. — Room, room for me beside my Uncle Arthur.
Make way, friends, make way!"
He shook his head until the bells on his cap rang
again, and an instant later took his place beside the
king. Dieudonnee, musing, rode onward, solitary and
in silence, her truant heart traveling far.
Presently the cavalcade entered the forest, and after
they had gone a short distance Guenever reined her
horse, and declared that she wearied of the chase, and
would pursue it no further. Accordingly, a pavilion
was pitched beside a mossy fountain, and the queen and
her ladies dismounted. Leaving certain knights as
g^ard, the others pressed onward with the king.
The fountain cast diamonds in the sunlight; and the
queen's ladies fluttered about it, some singing, some
chattering. Guenever herself sat upon the brink, and
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held out her slender hands that the spray might fall
upon them.
"Ah, earth, how fair; ah, June, how sweet!" cried the
queen at length, shaking the water-drops from her taper
fingers. "On such a day, methinks, love should ride
home to love, and parting and sorrow should be as evil
dreams."
At that instant a horse's hoofs were heard pacing
along the high road near by. The knights guarding the
pavilion challenged the newcomer. The ladies heard
their voices change from question to delight. Guenever
sprang upward and stood beside the fountain, lips
parted and hands clasped. A moment, and a tall knight,
clad in white armor, his visor closed, came slowly
towards the queen.
Guenever gave a little cry, quickly suppressed. The
knight came and knelt before her. As he did so, he
doffed his helmet.
"Sir Launcelot!" said the queen, breathing quickly,
yet speaking in stately fashion, "Sir Launcelot, thou
art welcome. Thou hast tarried long from court."
Sir Launcelot bent his bared head, and kissed her
hand. He spoke low in reply, and only Dieudonnee de
Cameliard beside the queen caught his words.
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"I have been in many lands, dear lady, with many
men. I have foughten many battles, but in my heart
the worst; have been among many sinners, but deemed
myself the villain of them all; have beheld many fair
women; none, my queen, like thee; none like thee."
She looked at him, flattered, passionate, uncompre-
hending. The red rose at her throat fell to the ground.
He picked it up and placed it on his helmet.
"There let it wither," he said, smiling somewhat
sadly. "It shall not be cast away until I have done some
good deed for its sake, and for my queen's."
At the words, Dieudonnee involuntarily clasped her
hands. A moment, and Launcelot and Guenever began
to pace up and down side by side, talking composedly.
The eyes of the court were upon them; and whispers and
nodding heads were plentiful. A few hours later, the
king and his followers joined them, tired, but very joy-
ous, since they had killed their hart. Arthur welcomed
Launcelot with acclamation. It was near sunset now,
and at the king's command the party made speedy prep-
arations to return to Camelot.
"And there thou wilt tell us of thy adventures,"
Arthur said. "They must e'en be many. It is two years
since thou hast gladdened our eyes at Camelot."
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It chanced that for an instant Launcelot was left
standing alone beside the fountain, while the hunting-
party completed their final preparations. Dieudonnee
looked at him, half in fear, half in hope, and went a step
nearer.
"Sir Launcelot," she began, somewhat tremulously,
"Sir Launcelot!"
He started and turned towards her. It was said that
the heart of every maid and matron in England was at
Sir Launcelot's feet. Dieudonnee could well believe it,
as she looked on the stately figure, the kind, sad eyes,
the face marred by the soul's long struggle with itself.
"What wouldst thou, damosel?" he said.
The queen's rose was drooping on his helmet.
"Thou bearest there a flower," said Dieudonnee, low
but clearly, "and for its sake thou didst swear to per-
form a good deed. Lo, I crave a boon, Sir Launcelot,
and as true knight thou wilt hear my prayer."
"Speak," he said simply.
"These many weary months," she said, in a low, con-
trolled voice, "one Anguish of Ireland hath been gone
from court. He went forth on a quest a year ago, and
has never returned. Prythee — hast seen or heard aught
of him in thy wanderings?"
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She paused, panting a little. He looked at her with
grave inquiry, but he asked no questions.
"I grieve, gentle maiden, for his friend's sake, that I
must say nay. I know not Prince Anguish, but his
father is a true knight, whom I have loved these many
years. To-morrow, damosel, I shall ride forth to find
whether ill hath beset him. I pray that ere this rose
be brown I may return either with news of his achieve-
ments or with him."
Chaplci IX
The summer air breathed hot and languorous across
the gardens of Hellayne. Lutes tinkled here and there.
A plash of fountains made a perpetual accompaniment.
Beneath the spreading branches of an apple-tree, Hel-
layne and Anguish sat, his arm thrown carelessly about
her, she half reclining, with her head upon his breast.
"The summer is fair, my lord," she said. "June has
come at last. There yonder on the terrace the roses are
blooming ; and in a sennight comes the Feast of Pente-
cost."
Anguish started at the word, and let her fall from
his embrace somewhat roughly.
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"Pentecost !" he muttered. "Pentecost !" He gave a
short laugh of self-contempt, and looked away with
gloomy eyes.
She put her arms about him and drew his cheek to
hers. He did not return her embrace.
"I was to do a deed by Pentecost," he muttered; "by
Pentecost; but now — "
"At Pentecost and at all times thou must love me,"
she murmured, touching his cheek with her lips. He
drew himself away, and looked at her sadly.
"Thou hast wrecked my soul," he said. "And what
hath it profited thee, lady?"
A horn was wound beyond the walls of the castle,
and a moment later the damosel of the golden shield
came running lightly across the grass to her mistress.
"Please thee, my lady," she cried, panting in her
haste, "a stranger knight in white armor craves speech
with thee. Methinks" — she lowered her voice — "me-
thinks, from what I have heard men say and minstrels
sing — it is no other than Sir Launcelot himself."
Hellayne started at the name and glanced involun-
tarily at Anguish. But Anguish had not heard. He had
stretched himself under the apple-tree, and lay there a
listless figure with closed eyes.
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"I will see this stranger," answered Hella3me. "If
he be indeed whom thou sayest — ^what rare sport it were
to hear Guenever's name made a mock and in its high
place Hellayne's. If that might be, then Anguish of Ire-
land might go whither he would. Having won him, I
weary of him."
She went with the maiden. A moment later, the
white knight, sitting motionless in his saddle with cov-
ered shield, saw upon the castle walls a slender woman
clad in shining green like a serpent. She smiled and
beckoned. He brought his steed within speaking dis-
tance.
"What will you. Sir Knight?" she asked.
"I am come hither, madam," he replied, "to demand
that you deliver into my hands one Anguish of Ireland,
whom ye have kept here this twelvemonth under your
false spells."
Hellayne made a surprised gesture.
"Soothly, here is no knight of courtesy. What mean
you sir? Anguish of Ireland is indeed my guest, but he
is so willingly — "
"There thou speakest a foul lie," replied the knight
calmly. "Bandy not words with me, Lady Hellayne.
I know thee well, and all Arthur's court knows thee.
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Thou hast lured hither many noble knights to their
ruin. Deliver to me here Anguish of Ireland; and if
thou dost refuse, I challenge whatever knight thou
choosest to combat for him. Nay, if Anguish of Ireland
be indeed thy willing guest, send him as thy champion."
Hellayne hesitated an instant. Then she gave a
shrug.
"Even so. Run, damosel, arm Prince Anguish, and
bring him hither."
A little later, Launcelot, sitting statue-like upon his
horse, saw slowly mounting another steed a youth mov-
ing dully, as if careless what he did. The damosel of the
golden shield aided him effusively, laughing meanwhile
behind his back ; and a dozen grinning serfs made japes
at his appearance. Launcelot's heart burned within him
at the sight. Mounted at last, his golden shield before
him. Anguish took his spear, and f eutred it listlessly.
Sir Launcelot called to him sharply. At the sudden
cry, Anguish lifted his head, and seemed for the instant
his old self. The two met with a crash, and the force of
Sir Launcelot's blow sent Anguish's horse upon its
knees. Anguish himself was thrown over its head, and
lay an instant stunned.
Launcelot leaped from the saddle. He had done as
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he had intended ; but he feared that he had perhaps done
more.
"Anguish," he said imperatively, "Awaken ! Bethink
thee where thou art."
Anguish opened his eyes and sat up. Launcelot
knelt beside him.
"Where hast thou been these long months, Prince
Anguish? Thou didst ask the king to go forth on an
adventure a year ago, and since then — "
Anguish looked at Launcelot, a deep shame, too ac-
customed longer to be wonder, present in his eyes.
Launcelot returned his gaze in speechless sorrow.
Anguish sighed and rose.
"I thank you," he said. "Let us go hence, of your
charity."
"To do that came I," said Launcelot gently. "Ere I
left Arthur's court, I sought council of Merlin, and he
told me — where thou art. Mount thy steed, and let us
go. Thou hast dwelt in the castle of an evil sorceress;
be not too cast down over thy fall. I will not take
vengeance on Hellayne now. That I leave for thee to
do later. Come. It is nigh the Feast of Pentecost, and
they wait for us at Arthur's court."
As they rode together away from the castle of Hel-
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layne, Launcelot unfastened from his helmet a withered
rose, and dropping it gently, watched its petals flutter
away on the breeze.
"The rose's work is done," he said; but sighed with
the words.
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Moonlight lay fair on Ccimelot, and Arthur's court,
knights and ladies both, flocked out of doors in the sweet
summer twilight. Launcelot and the queen sat by the
fountain, and a minstrel sang before them. Arthur and
Merlin walked the terrace, discussing affairs of state.
Dagonet bounded from one group to another. Knights
and ladies sat or strolled in pairs. The spell of the moon-
light was on all.
Anguish of Ireland sat beneath a tree on the edge of
the terrace, dark and remote from the rest. With folded
arms and head bent moodily he looked out upon the
scene where the chaste moon reigned over lawless love.
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He made no attempt to join the rest, and he was for the
most part unnoticed. He had returned to Camelot the
day before in company with Launcelot, and had met
with little interest, since he brought no tale either of love
or war to delight the ears of the court.
The golden shield, empty honor of a fool quest, he
had with loathing covered, ere Launcelot and he had
ridden a league from the castle of Hellayne. Now it
stood in his room, a constant reproach, a constant men-
tor. He longed now only to leave the court and go back
to Ireland. He would go back, back to his fair sister
Isoud, who loved him well, and there perhaps forget —
His gloomy thoughts were interrupted by a jingle
of bells, and Dagonet rushed up to him.
"The son of the King of Ireland !" he cried grimacing.
He twisted his long legs into curious contortions.
Finally, wreathing them comfortably, he seated himself
before Anguish. "Why dost linger moping here? Be-
hold where the moonlight calls men to love."
"Peace, fool," said Anguish, and threw him a coin.
The jester caught it nimbly.
"I thank thee," he said. "For this pretty plaything's
sake, I will hold peace indeed — but I could tell thee —
prythee, another piece of gold!"
Anguish flung it to him, seeming half in anger.
"For both much thanks," said Dagonet, biting the
coins cheerfully. "Come with me, Prince Anguish. *Tis
worth thy pains. These gold pieces are as twin gates
which shall open happiness to thee."
"As well go with thee as anjrwhere," said Anguish
bitterly, rising.
"Not together must we go through this honorable
assemblage," said Dagonet, gazing at him reflectively.
"Trust me, Prince. I have spoken sooth."
He pranced cheerfully down through the darkness of
the orchard trees that bordered the terrace at its ex-
treme end. Anguish followed indifferently; but after
they had gone a short distance he realized whither the
jester was leading him. He paused, and caught Dago-
net by the ear.
"Another way!" he said imperatively. "What
mean'st thou, varlet? I will not to the rose-bower."
"Well, if thou wilt not, thou wilt not," replied Dago-
net, grimacing with the pain of his twisted ear. "But if
thou dost not go thither, thou art not so wise as I." He
rolled his eyes ecstatically.
Anguish released him. "Did any — send thee to seek
me?" he asked, and his voice faltered.
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"Ay," said Dagonet curtly, folding his arms and put-
ting his head on one side.
Anguish shivered.
"It is well," he said, half aloud. "It must come, and
now will be no more torture than another time. I un-
derstand, fellow. Get thee hence, and see that we are
not disturbed."
Dagonet nodded, and sprang away. Anguish walked
forward quickly a few paces, pushed aside the thorny
branches that covered the entrance to the rose-bower,
and went in.
She stood there waiting for him, as he had expected,
clad in misty white like the moonbeams, her hands
clasped lightly over her heart, her great eyes fathomless.
He did not approach nearer, but stood just inside the
entrance. So they waited in silence for an instant. Then
she moved a step towards him.
"Wilt thou not speak to me?" she said.
"What can I say, lady?" he answered. "One word,
indeed, fits my lips to thee, and that I shall speak, first
beseeching thy pardon that ever I so wronged thee as to
ask thy love for a weakling and a fool. It is — Farewell."
She was silent, motionless, her eyes upon his face.
"Dost know where I have been this twelvemonth?"
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he asked, smiling sombrely. "I am not fit to come
nearer to thee, Dieudonnee, whom God after all gives
not to me, but to one more worthy. Whoe'er he is, God
him bless, and thee!"
He turned to leave her. She stayed him by a slight
gesture of appeal.
"Wait," she breathed. "I said long since. Anguish,
that thou dost not know me. Fear not to tell me all.
Speak."
"Then briefly," he answered bitterly, "I went on a
false quest, was lured by a fool guerdon. In bodily
weakness, my soul was beguiled ; and when I awoke to
memory and shame, I found myself in the evil arms of a
sorceress. There in self-loathing and despair have I lain
this twelvemonth while other men fought and suffered
and triumphed. Bears any knight of the Table Round
such a record for his first adventure, tell me?"
"I know not," she said; "but this is not the end."
He stared at her miserably, uncomprehending. She
went on in an even voice, but he saw that she trembled.
"If thou hadst come back aflush with victory," she
said, "not knowing shame and defeat, thou couldst not
have felt sympathy, temptation would have been to thee
a name, sin a far-off thing, and love — a dream.*
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Her voice fell at the last word to its deepest note.
He shook his head, not yet seeing her drift.
"I won the golden shield," he said between his teeth.
"It stands covered in my room, a mockery. I shall never
use it more."
"Say not so," she answered. "Thy years are not
very many — yet." She smiled somewhat tremulously.
"One day, thou wilt win honor for it and thee."
"That other woman stole my memory, my man-
hood," he went on doggedly; "how I scarce know yet;
and afterwards, in despair, I lived in pleasure, in sin, in
forgetfulness, so far as might be. Once I dreamed of
achieving the Holy Grail. I !" He laughed in self-con-
tempt.
"That yet may be," she said. He looked at her
strangely.
"Thou dost pity me," he said. She smiled a little
wistfully and shook her head.
"No, no." She paused, then added low and clear,
"Only — thou dost look backward now. I would have
thee look forward."
He gazed at her searchingly. Her eyes met his, un-
flinching. They were veiled, but they spoke infinite
trust.
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There was a long pause during which heart com-
muned with heart.
At last Anguish stirred; but he could not trust his
voice to speak the peace with which her sympathy had
touched his wounded and sensitive spirit. Dropping on
his knees, he pressed his lips reverently upon the hem of
her dress; then rising, fled into the night, leaving her
alone among the roses.
Chapter
XI
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The tournament of Pentecost was at its height. Full
many brave knights had jousted each with other, and
had conquered or been overcome, as fate and fortune
chanced. Sir Launcelot had so far been victor in the
field; and presently he left it and sought his place on the
pavilion beside the king and queen, declaring himself
weary. Arthur looked at him affectionately.
"Weary? Thou? Rather, methinks, thou wouldst
give these younger knights opportunity. I know thee,
Launcelot. Natheless, should none surpass thy record
this day, the circlet of gold belongs to thee."
Launcelot bowed, and looked out across the field
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with dreamy, unseeing eyes. Success, being an old
story, had grown somewhat stale. Presently his ex-
pression changed to intentness. He gazed for a
moment, then leaned forward and spoke to the king.
"See yonder, Arthur. Another stranger knight ap-
proaches. These jousts attract full many."
A solitary knight rode slowly across the west end
of the field, halted, consulted with Sir Kaye, and an
instant later galloped toward the pavilion to salute the
king; then turned to his place in the lists and awaited
an opponent. His armor was black, his shield covered.
Nothing about his habiliments betrayed his identity.
"Young by his carriage," said King Arthur; "but
otherwise I can tell naught. He is, methinks, a stranger
to our jousts. Let us try his mettle. See, Sir Gareth
goes to meet him."
Sir Gareth and the stranger knight encountered with
a crash, so hard that Sir 'Gareth was smitten straight-
way to the earth. Whereupon he rose and drew his
sword, and the black knight dismounted likewise. Then
they lashed together furiously a great while.
"Ne'er have I have seen two knights fight better,"
cried the king. "See, Launcelot, how the stranger
knight doubles his strokes, and puts Gareth aback."
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not seen since Galahad came to court. What ho, Sir
Kaye ! Bring hither my horse and armor."
As the king left the pavilion Launcelot leaned to-
wards Guenever.
"Pry thee, my lady queen," he said in a low voice, "an
you permit me, I would speak with a maiden of thine,
one hight Dieudonnee de Cameliard."
The queen gave him a quick, jealous glance.
"Dost thou doubt me?" said Launcelot, smiling at
her sadly. "Dost thou doubt me after all these years
of faith? Ah, Guenever, surely I should have thy trust."
The queen, for answer, flushed, and beckoned to
Dieudonnee. She came obediently, and bent over Guen-
ever. She was very pcde, and her great eyes looked
black. Launcelot said to her quietly:
"There is a knight in green will appear on the field
shortly that I would have thee well observe, damosel;
anxi later one in red — "
The queen looked mystified. Dieudonnee's white
face flushed into comprehension.
"I thank thee. Sir Launcelot," she answered in a
low voice. "That knight in black, methinks, did goodly
feats of arms."
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"The black was a sign of mourning,'" Launcelot
replied; "the green will be of hope, the red — of love."
Dieudonnee went back to her place, her eyes shining.
The queen looked at Sir Launcelot inquiringly.
"What mystery is here? Some love matter? Surely
not concerning Dieudonnee. It is a jest among my
maidens that she scorns love."
Launcelot made no reply. The king, a goodly
figure, had ridden into the field and now awaited all
comers. Scarcely had he taken his place when a knight
in green armor appeared on the east end of the field,
cUid rode forward to meet the king.
The two feutred their spears, and came together as
it had been thunder. And the stranger knight with
great prowess smote down the king and his horse to the
earth. Then the king avoided his horse and threw his
shield before him, bidding the stranger alight. The
knight obeyed; and the two lashed together strongly,
racing and tracing, foining and dashing.
The court was a-tiptoe with excitement.
"They fight like wode men," cried Launcelot. "Now
Jesu be praised, this is a noble knight indeed ; and if my
lord the king be worsted, as it seems indeed he may, I
will myself try a fall with the stranger."
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The combat grew more furious, neared its climax.
At length, the knight in green raised his sword and
smote King Arthur such a buffet on his helm that he
fell down on his side. Then, waiting for no more, the
green knight mounted his horse and galloped off the
field so rapidly that none might follow him.
Launcelot rose from his place on the pavilion.
"Send hither my armor. Sir Kaye," he cried. "An
this knight return again, I shall be ready to meet him,
and avenge my lord the king."
He ran lightly down the pavilion steps, and a little
later appeared mounted on the lists, pacing slowly to
and fro.
The king left the field, and sent his page to tell
the queen his injuries were slight and he would be
with her anon. When Arthur came again upon the
pavilion he generously rejoiced that Launcelot had con-
sented to joust once more.
"I know well that it is for my sake," he said; "and
that he may be rewarded for his pains, Jesu grant that
the stranger knight may come back !"
Scarcely had he uttered the words when Guenever
touched his arm. Riding across the south side of the
field, a knight appeared, clad all in red armor.
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"I doubt me not it is the same knight again/* said
the king, after closely surveying the newcomer. "If he
surpass Launcelot — then he hath but to meet Tristram
of Cornwall to be champion of the world."
Launcelot and the knight in red rode forward
against each other. They met mightily, and what with
the strength of the stranger knight's spear. Sir Launce-
lot*s horse fell to the earth, he sitting in the saddle.
Then lightly Sir Launcelot avoided his steed, put his
shield before him, and drew his sword.
"Alight, thou stranger knight,'* he cried, "since a
mare's son hath so soon failed me! Alight, an thou
durst!"
The knight in red dismounted, but did not draw his
sword.
"Nay," he said, "I will have no more ado with thee,
Launcelot, thou flower of knighthood."
"Thou hast outjousted me on horseback,** Launcelot
answered. "I beseech thee, fight now with me on foot."
The knight in red shook his head nay.
"I will not so," he replied courteously. "I say I
will have no more ado with thee. Thou art wearied
with many jousts this day; else could I not have over-
come thee."
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"I shall quit thee an ever I see my time/' said
Launcelot. "Beseech thee, then, leave not the field, but
come to the king and receive thy reward."
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The court had been watching with interest and curi-
osity the converse between the knights; and all leaned
forward eagerly as the two came towards the pavilion.
On reaching it, Launcelot spoke.
"Here is the only knight, my lord king, who within
my memory hath e'er outjousted me. He refuses to
conclude the combat, and I wait a more fitting oppor-
tunity to make clean my record. Prythee, bid him dis-
close his name and station ; and if he be not already of
the Table Round, methinks he hath well won a place
therein."
"Thy thought is mine," replied the king. "Stranger
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knight, beseech thee, let us see thy face. An I be not
greatly mistaken, thou hast already twice appeared
upon the field this day; and each time thou hast proven
thyself a valorous man. Bare thy shield, drop thy vizor,
and show us to whom belongs the golden circlet, prize
of the tournament."
The stranger slowly imcovered his shield, and dis-
closed one of gold, empty of device or motto. Then
he lowered his vizor and looked with sombre, haggard
eyes, neither at king nor queen nor court, but straight
towards two eyes whose gaze met his as surely as steel
and magnet. "Have I atoned?" said his look, and hers
answered simply, "Ay."
The king paused a moment in surprise, and a
murmur of excited curiosity ran over the court.
"The son of the king of Ireland! Thou art over
young. Anguish, for such high deeds as thou hast done
this day. Now I bethink me thou art not yet even
knight. A twelvemonth since thou didst leave court — "
"And returned but a few days ago with Sir Launce-
lot," said the queen. As she spoke, she looked sharply
at Launcelot, but his face was shadowed by his helmet.
"Ay, it is so," said the king. "Where didst thou
find him, Launcelot?"
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"We were both bound homeward, so came the rest of
the way together."
"Prythee, where hast thou been, Prince Anguish?"
the king continued courteously. "Our time now is brief,
but we would know where thou hast journeyed ; on what
high emprise, accomplishing what goodly achievements,
to win such prowess as thou hast displayed to-day."
Anguish's gaze left Dieudonnee's, and turned to
meet Arthur's.
"My lord the king, you honor me in that you recall
so much," he answered; "natheless, that day you gave
me leave to travel was not the last time you saw me ere
I came home with Sir Launcelot three days since. That
mom I asked your leave to go from court I meant not
even then to go so soon as I said, nor in that guise.
Later I had letters from my sister Isoud — "
"Her beauty and her fame have traveled far," said
the king.
"These letters were brought to me," Anguish con-
tinued, "by a trusty servant of our house, one Ulfius, a
dwarf."
The king and queen started and leaned eagerly for-
wcurd. The court strained eyes and ears.
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"It chanced," said Anguish, "that the dwarf did not
reach Camelot with the letters. I met him on his way,
and forthwith a whim seized me, mayhap a boy's
caprice. It was my fancy to do noble achievements in
menial guise, that when I had well won my right to the
guerdon of knighthood, I might go to my lady and say,
'Thy poor servant, as a servant, hath done these deeds
for thee. In poverty and sorrow have I labored for thy
sake. Now crown me knight.* So I dreamed, lord
king. We wear the sackcloth and ashes of Lent or ever
we share at Easter in the gladness of the risen Jesu.'*
" *Twas a knightly and Christian thought," the king
replied; "and whoever the lady be for whom thou didst
thus adventure, she should deem her blest indeed."
Anguish's face had been sad from the time he had
dropped his vizor. Now an added shadow fell upon it.
"Say not so," he said, almost sternly. "I went forth
in good faith, and with a sturdy heart; but on a false
quest was I beguiled. I was Sanslangue, the dumb
servant^ who came to court with Ulfius that day a
twelvemonth since. He had been a slave among the
Saracens, and knew much of the Black Art; so upon
all your eyes he cast a spell so that ye knew me not.
Merlin was not befooled — nor one other. And so I
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here before all men! This year past, I have done no
noble deeds, but have lain in lecherous ease in the arms
of a sorceress."
King and court were absolutely silent for a surprised
second. Launcelot made a step forward, and opened his
lips as if to speak. Anguish stayed him with a gesture.
"To-day," he said, rapidly and bitterly, "to-day I
have jousted to win back my honor which I have so
much besmeared. I could not have succeeded after my
year's slothful shame save for one thing — the desire to
kneel at my lady's feet and say, 'Take this for atone-
ment, for earnest of my future deeds.' May it be?"
Across the space that divided them, he asked the
question of Dieudonnee ; but she alone made no audible
reply. A mighty shout of applause and assent went up
from all the company. But Dieudonnee sat with her
face hidden in her hands.
"Thou hast thy cinswer. Prince Anguish," said
Arthur, after the tumult had subsided. "To-morrow I
shall dub thee knight. Give him now, Guenever, the
golden circlet, and let him crown his lady if she be of
the court."
Guenever placed the golden circlet on the point of
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Anguish's spear, which he lowered for that purpose.
An instant later he held the victor's token in his hand.
"One moment, my lord king," he said. "Ulfius my
servant spoke for me when he asked of you three boons
last Pentecost. One you gave him, and me through
him. May I now claim the other two?"
"Thou mayst, assuredly, fair son," said Arthur.
"One you have promised me without the asking,"
Anguish said. "That is knighthood. The other — "
He paused, and leaped lightly from his horse. He
passed through the crowd about the pavilion, and
mounted its steps, all men's eyes fixed upon him. He
reached at length Dieudonnee, still sitting with her face
covered.
"Dieudonnee," he said, "wilt be crowned my lady
now?"
She dropped her trembling hands and looked up at
him with eyes which for the first time he saw answer
the love in his.
"My lord !" she breathed.
He laid upon her loosely flowing golden hair the
circlet, victor's trophy of the jousts; then took her by
the hand. She rose, and together they went and stood
before the king and queen.
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"The third boon I crave now, King Arthur," An-
guish said; "that having been knighted I may be wed
to-morrow mom."
Dieudonnee gave a quick start.
"Would that I could grant all boons so gladly,"
Arthur answered. "The Archbishop that wedded me
shall perform the ceremony; cixd Jesu and His Mother
Mary send blessings on you both!"
Anguish felt Dieudonnee trembling within the circle
of his arm.
"It is well," he said. "I thank you, my lord king."
Then to Dieudonnee he turned and spoke low, "God-
given, God-given, to-morrow mine, forever mine!"
She made no answer, trembling still.
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In the pale dawn of the next morning, Dieudonnee
arose; and having robed with rapid fingers, slipped
noiselessly from her sleeping-chamber, and along the
silent hallways. Reaching at length the chapel, she
hesitated an instant on the threshold, her hand pressed
upon her heart. Then she pushed open the door, and
entered.
Two esquires knelt just within, and a priest bowed
before the altar, where was displayed the naked Host.
A drawn sword and Anguish's golden shield lay beneath
it, and beside the chancel rail, his eyes fixed upon God*s
Body, his hands clasped in prayer, knelt Anguish in still
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adoration. Dieudonnee looked at the two esquires in
mute inquiry. They bowed, and she passed noiselessly
up the aisle, and touched Anguish on the shoulder.
He started and turned. His face, white and spirit-
ualized by fasting and meditation, smiled at her. She
stood, slender and pale in the ghostly light of the early
day, looking down at him. Her white face and white
garments suggested a burial rather than a bridcd. Her
eyes spoke woe that rent his heart, and she seemed the
despairing ghost of a happiness long dead.
"Hast thou yet shrived thee?" she whispered.
He shook his head.
"I must speak with thee before thou dost," she said
imperatively, "at once. Last night I had no oppor-
tunity. Deny me not."
He rose immediately. The priest turned from the
altar, and looked surprise and displeasure as he saw
Dieudonnee.
"The day has dawned, the vigil is over," Anguish
said to him in a low voice. "Prythee, leave us, father.
We would speak together for a little space."
"It is not fitting," answered the priest. "E*en she
who is to be thy wife has no place here. Thy thoughts
should be alone of heaven now."
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"They are of heaven when she is here," said Anguish.
"Fear not, father. I will shrive me anon."
The priest shook his head, but left the altar, first
replacing the Host in the pyx. The two esquires, seeing
his departure, likewise left the chapel, and Anguish and
Dieudonnee were alone. He looked at her question-
ingly. Both her hands were clasped upon her heart.
The pale light of dawn encircled her. She turned her
eyes to the crucifix on the altar, and for an instant they
reflected the torture in the sculptured Face.
"Farewell, my happiness," she said; then looked
again at Anguish.
"I have that to say to thee which must be said speed-
ily," she said. "Remember first what I told thee that
evening in the rose-bower, when thou didst speak of thy
love; that thou didst know me not."
He gazed at her, perplexed, but made no reply.
"Then," she went on in a measured voice, "then I
did not love thee. Now — " she caught herself abruptly.
"Shortly thou wilt be shrived and houselled, and then
made knight; but first, ere thou art confessed, I must
shrive me. So as a penitent, I kneel to thee, having
wronged thee much."
She sank upon her knees. He would have stayed
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her with a protest; but she prevented him. He bent
over her.
"Turn thy face away," she S£iid, her voice a prayer.
"So. Now I will tell thee."
She whispered a sentence in his ear.
He stood as if turned to stone. She waited passively,
her hands still clasped. He leaned down and caught
them in his, almost roughly.
"No, no," he said, his voice hoarse, beseeching,
broken. "No, no. Thou art wode — thou art dream-
ing—"
"Nay," she said only, in a tone blank either of pain
or entreaty.
He stared at her, his eyes large, his face white. She
knelt still, pale, determined, inscrutable. He uttered at
length an exclamation of horror. A smile sadder than
tears touched her lips at the sound.
"God's wounds!" he muttered in a thick voice.
"God's wounds! Are all things dreams alike?"
Presently, he seized his sword from its place before
the altar, and made as if to pierce her heart.
"Take thy guerdon," he said brutally.
"With joy," she said.
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thought of the deed so nearly done. He dropped the
weapon with a crash, turned from her, and clung for
support to a pillar near by. Heavy, tearless sobs tore his
breast, and echoed in the dawn. Dieudonnee watched
him, and had he looked at her then, he would have seen
all her heart in her eyes. She made no movement, said
no word.
Slowly he mastered his emotion, but did not stir. At
last she rose.
"It is farewell, then. Anguish," she said quietly.
He moved slowly, and as he tiuned, a blue scarf
fluttered an instant at his bosom, then lay beside his
sword on the floor. She walked towards the chapel
door. As she reached it. Anguish spoke.
"Whither goest thou?" he said.
"I know not," she answered, and therein spoke sooth.
At a sign from him she drew near again. The first
ray of the sun flashed suddenly through a high window
above their heads, and a bird's sweet song broke the
stillness. When it had ceased, he said hoarsely:
"The court looks for us to wed this morn — I would
not blot thy name. — Last night I received letters from
my sister Isoud, calling me imperatively to my father's
court. I had meant to take thee with me. Now — "
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A sob seemed to choke him, but he forced it back.
"Meseems we must perforce go through the
wedding Mass," he said. "I could leave thee then at
once — and later — "
He paused. She bent her head, struggling with her
tears as she saw him evade her look.
"As thou wilt, my lord," she said. "I shall not be
here when thou dost return."
Her hands, clasped until now, fell by her side, and
with the movanent there dropped from them upon the
blue samite scarf a withered rose. She turned again to
leave the chapel. As she opened the door, she looked
back at the altar. Before it lay the fallen sword, the
blue scarf, the faded rose. She gazed at them whitely
a moment, wondering dully where she had seen them
before. Then suddenly she remembered. Merlin's
vision had come true — ah, Jesu, yes! She gave a sud-
den choking breath.
"It is the grave of love," she said; "of his love."
The door closed behind her.
Anguish fell upon the steps of the altar.
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The wedding Mass had nearly reached its close.
The Archbishop had turned to dismiss the people, when
there was a sudden tumult in the hallway, and a mes-
senger entered the chapel hastily. He was covered with
mud, and seemed to have ridden far. He rushed up to
the bridegroom kneeling before the altar.
"Letters, my lord, from thy sister Isoud," he said.
"Soothly," said King Arthur, rising from his place
in displeasure, "soothly, thy smnmons must be urgent,
that thou dost enter with so scant ceremony this holy
place at this holy time."
'*They are, indeed. King Arthur," answered the
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messenger. "My lord the prince will tell you so when
he has read the letters."
Anguish perused them hastily. Then he went and
knelt before the king.
"Prythee, my lord king, pardon this haste, this
unseemly interruption. My sister Isoud calls me to
her side, and I must go at once."
"And leave thy new-made bride ?" asked the king in
strong surprise. "Methinks a wife's place is higher
than a sister's."
"Thou speakest sooth," answered Anguish; "but it
may be a matter of life and death if I go not. I will
leave my bride in the queen's keeping — "
Guenever uttered an exclamation.
"Surely she goes with thee?"
"The journey is over long and rough for a woman/'
Anguish replied, "and Isoud's call is urgent."
"What say'st thou. Lady Dieudonnee?" asked the
king.
"It is as my lord wills," answered Dieudonnee
quietly.
"Well, we will guard her for thee. Anguish," said
the king. "It is a perverse fate indeed that it so chances.
Stay not upon the order of thy going, but go at once.
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Speak the blessing, your Grace, and then to horse,
Prince Anguish."
"Queen Isoud sent letters also to Queen Guenever,"
said the messenger. He gave them to the queen, who,
with an exclamation of pleasure, opened and perused
them rapidly.
"Ah, these I must answer," she cried. "Thou wilt
wait long enough for that. Prince Anguish?"
"Ay, my queen," he answered. "I beseech thee,
however, make haste."
The Archbishop uttered the long-deferred Ite missa
est, and the court streamed out of the chapel. Anguish
went to order his horse, and Guenever bade Dieudonnee
follow to the queen's chamber. When they had entered
it, Guenever turned upon the bride.
"Wilt thou let him go alone?" she asked.
"It is a woman's part to obey," Dieudonnee answered
in an even voice.
The queen pouted.
"It is not best for lovers to part," she said positively.
"Might it not — it came to me at the end of the Mass — "
She paused, pulled Dieudonnee towards her and whis-
pered in her ear. Dieudonnee's eyes grew larger as she
listened, her hands crept upward involuntarily and
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clasped themselves above her heart. When Guenever
had finished, she did not speak at once. Then she said,
looking at the queen:
"Why?"
"Why?" repeated Guenever, in a puzzled tone.
"Ay," said Dieudonnee in a voice low and controlled.
"Why? Thou hast no love for me."
Guenever broke forth into protestations. In the
midst of them, Dieudonnee smiled.
"Ah, I know now," she said. "Thou dost wish to
rid thyself of me. Well, so be it — if thus I may serve
my lord. He will not otherwise. Write the letters, and
I will prepare myself."
She left Guenever, and once out of sight, flew down
the hall like a mad thing. Reaching at length her room,
she changed her dress rapidly; then once more sped
along the corridors, and left the castle. She succeeded
in reaching the forest unobserved, and hastened through
it until at last she stood beneath Merlin's oak.
Merlin, who had been at neither the knighting nor
the wedding ceremonies, sat in his usual place, quiet,
inscrutable. As he saw her he spoke.
"So thou hast come again. Thou hast not been here
since — "
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"Nay, nay," said Dieudonnee, her voice shaking,
her words indistinct. "Nay, not since that day I
swooned here at thy feet. I did not come to thee fear-
ing then. Merlin, but since I have feared thee. But not
so now. I have come to ask thee as some women ask a
priest — but priests are not for me — "
She paused, a piteous figure, shaken quite out of
her usual self-control. Anon she would return again
to her sternly-ruled habit of composure, but now she
stood there undisguised, woeful, despairing. Merlin
sighed.
"Why hast thou come to me now?" he said.
"To know," answered Dieudonnee pantingly, "to
know one thing. The queen has just proposed — "
"I know," said Merlin quietly.
"Jesu be thanked!" said Dieudonnee. "Is it best
then that I should do this thing, or shall I, as was my
first thought, end all now? Tell me, Merlin, if thou
canst, of charity."
"What deemest thou best?" asked Merlin quietly.
"What deem I best?" repeated Dieudonnee passion-
ately. "To serve my lord, an it were but humbly — to
love him eternally — to die for him, body and soul."
"Go," said Merlin.
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"It is enough," said Dieudonnee. A great look of
joy swept away the shadows in her sombre eyes.
"Seekest thou nothing for thyself?" said Merlin
gently.
Dieudonnee made a gesture as if casting some slight
thing away.
"Nay," she answered quietly. "I thank thee, Merlin.
Farewell. If thou dost never see me more, remem-
ber my life was of little worth to me, my love very
great. If I lose the one to serve the other, I shall be
well content."
She left him as rapidly as she had come. Merlin sat
motionless, watching her until the last glimpse of her
dress had disappeared among the trees. Then he sighed
and stirred.
"Ah, God !" he said aloud. "This love, when love it
is — ^whence comes it, and what mceins it, God?"
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Isoud of Ireland stood in the doorway of her father's
castle, her red-gold hair blown in the wind. It was
late June, and a cool morning. The young queen, shad-
ing her eyes with her hand, looked anxiously across the
open country, and frowned with impatience.
"Laggard !" she cried petulantly. "An he come not
anon, he need not come at all. My business needeth
haste. Bragwaine," she turned to her handmaid stand-
ing behind her, "Bragwaine, thou art positive the mes-
senger was swift and sure?"
"Ay, madam," Bragwaine answered.
"There is naught to do but wait then," said Isoud,
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sighing. "Ah, Jesu! how ill I like that! Let us within,
Bragwaine. It grows chill."
"Stay, madam," said her serving-woman. "Look,
yonder is a cloud of dust."
Isoud obeyed eagerly.
"Ay," she cried, clapping her hands, "ay, it is. Oh,
if this be Anguish, two votive candles to the Blessed
Mother, whom I have besieged with prayers — "
She ran down the steps impulsively. Not satisfied
with this, she sped across the courtyard, and stood at
length straining her great gray eyes towards the cloud
of dust, gradually resolving itself into shape.
"Is it verily Anguish? Ah, sweet Mother! If in-
stead it were Mark my husband, Bragwaine! If An-
guish come not to-day — Ah, it is, it is! See, he rides
alone save for an esquire and — oh, Jesu! is he minded
to go on a pilgrimage? Behold a monk rides also with
him. Methinks the holy man will scarce approve of
me." She laughed, almost dancing with impatience.
"Ah, he is slow, but his horse is weary. Good
brother! I knew he would come at my call. There!
now thou canst behold his black curls, Bragwaine.
They say we have eyes alike. Once I asked Tristram —
At last he sees me."
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She seized her rose-cokvcd scarf, and let it fintter
on the breeze.
"Welcome, dear brother, welconje," she cried, her
burnished hair bright in the sun. 'Take i^tns for greet-
ing, and anon my lips. Wonld not Tristram love hfm
wen, Bragwaine?**
An instant later. Anguish and his two attendants
rode across the drawbridge. Isoad ran impulsively half-
way, and threw herself against her brother, mounted on
his horse, at imminent danger of unseating him. The
horse reared and plunged. Anguish, with an exclama-
tion, caught Isoud about the waist and swung her lightly
into the saddle. She clung to him in silence for a mo-
ment, while he quieted the horse. Then with a bright
smile she turned her face upward to his.
"Ah, good Anguish, I knew thou wouldst not hdl
me! Kiss me, and let me thank thee."
Anguish obeyed scmevdiat absently.
"Wilt dismount now, Isoud?" he said- liedunks
the horse is quiet."
"Nay," said Is :uf rcsiTr e!; -e = -::rr :::ser :: hini.
"Nay, I win not disn CUT.: It: ::e r le . _5 :: :re Jistle
together. When we were :r.-li:er. .. e _sei ;::e- — "
"Bethink thee," said Anguish gravely. **Thou art
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queen of Cornwall and princess of Ireland. Is it fitting
that—"
Isoud covered his mouth with her white hand.
"Thou hast indeed learned propriety in Arthur's
court," she cried, laughing. "Is it thus that Sir Launce-
lot speaks to Queen Guenever? Nay," she settled her-
self somewhat more comfortably. "Because I am queen
of Cornwall and princess of Ireland, I will e'en do as I
please. Go on."
Anguish complied without more protest. The two
rode on together, Isoud's golden hair beside his black
curls bared of the helmet. The monk and the esquire
rode behind. As they went, Isoud said, glancing at her
brother's attendants:
"Who is thy esquire? And Ulfius is not with thee.
Where is Ulfius?"
A shadow of pain fell on Anguish's face.
"Ah, Isoud, I have much to tell thee," he replied.
"Ask not for Ulfius. He is dead; and he died serving
me.
"Then he died a happy death," answered Isoud
dauntlessly. "For the faithful, it is good to die for one
beloved ; and Ulfius loved thee well. Tell me more when
thou desirest, Anguish. Who is thy esquire, then?"
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"One Ector hight, of Arthur's court," replied An-
guish indifferently. "He was given to me by Sir
Launcelot, and for the monk — "
Isoud laughed, and shook her finger at him.
"Ay, why dost thou travel with a monk?"
" 'Twas at Queen Guenever's request,'* Anguish an-
swered. "She desired to send letters and messages to
thee, and protested that they must be borne by holy
hands. He has traveled well, and given us ghostly suc-
cor. The queen commended him to my good graces,
and to thine."
"I will receive him anon," said Isoud. "Ah, it is time
to dismount ; so once more, welcome, dear brother, wel-
come home."
She turned and kissed him again impulsively; then
dropped lightly to the ground. Bragwaine joined her,
and the two women went up the steps together.
"When thou hast rested and refreshed thee," Isoud
called back to Anguish, "come to me. I would talk with
thee o'er many things."
An hour later Anguish joined her.
Isoud was alone, and as Anguish entered, she sprang
up to greet him.
"Come, sit beside me at the lattice," she cried, "and
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first tell me all, all that has chanced to thee since my
father left thee at Arthur's court."
"That," answered Anguish, after an instant's pause,
"that, Isoud, is a somewhat long story. Were it not
better, since it seems the case is urgent, that thou
shouldst first tell me why thou didst call me hither?"
Isoud's face flushed into earnestness. She looked
up at him, her hands clasped.
"Ay, perhaps. Then listen. Anguish. I sent for thee
that ere my husband Mark comes hither to take me back
to Cornwall, I may go in thy care to Sir Launcelot's
castle, Joyous Garde."
Anguish looked perplexed. "Wherefore?" he said.
Isoud frowned. "Has the news not traveled to
Arthur's court?" she said. "King Mark, my husband,
hath put my Lord Tristram in prison."
Anguish started in dismay.
"Nay," he said; "the flower of knighthood, save only
Sir Launcelot, — ^how came he in such evil pass?"
Isoud set her lips.
"Mark suspected," she answered curtly. "Thou
knowst his nature. And when he did this foul deed, I
was so sore angered that I came forthwith to visit my
father of Ireland."
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She looked at Anguish roguishly. Her brother's face
relaxed into a laugh.
"So," she went on, "my Lord Tristram sent me a
letter, praying me to be his good lady ; and if it pleased
me to make ready a vessel for him and me, he would go
with me into Arthur's realm. Whenas, I sent back word
to be of good comfort, for I would make the vessel
ready — "
She paused and looked at Anguish beseechingly.
"And thou, dear brother, must take me to meet my
Lord Tristram, and thus accompany us to Joyous Garde,
whither Sir Launcelot has bid us come whenever we
would. Later we shall visit Arthur's court, and I shall
see Queen Guenever, and Tristram will joust with
Launcelot, as both have long desired."
"That me reminds," said Anguish, "that in the outer
chamber the monk waits with letters for thee from
Queen Guenever. Wilt receive him now?"
"Anon," said Isoud; "but first, what sayest thou to
my request, dear brother?"
"King Mark?" said Anguish somewhat doubtfully.
"Oh, he !" Isoud snapped her fingers lightly. "I sent
word to Sir Dinas and Sir Sadok to take King Mark and
keep him in prison until I had deoarted to meet my Lord
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Tristram. I had fear that he might escape before
thou didst reach me. Now — " she threw out her hands
in conclusion.
"Ah, Isoud," said Anguish, looking at her wistfully,
"ah, Isoud, thou art blessed indeed among ladies. Thou
knowst what love is."
"Thou speakest sadly," said Isoud. "Dost not also
know love, dear brother? Methinks thou art over grave
and sad. Hath some fair lady scorned thee?"
Anguish evaded the question.
"The tale is long," he answered. "Anon. Now wilt
thou see the monk, Isoud — An it so please thee, we will
start to-morrow morn for Joyous Garde."
"I thank thee," said Isoud. "Go now, and send the
monk."
A few minutes later, the monk appeared. He stood
impassively, his hands clasped together under his long
flowing sleeves, his eyes downcast. Isoud greeted him
courteously and bade him be seated. Then she said:
"Now what news hast thou for me? And by what
name am I to call thee, brother?"
"In religion, fair daughter, my name is Brother Tres-
triste," answered the monk, "and I have letters and mes-
sages for thee from Queen Guenever."
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As the monk handed them to her, Isoud noticed idly
that his hands were white and slender. The next in-
stant, she was absorbed in the letters.
Unseen, the monk lifted his bent head, and gazed at
her. In his face there was both anxiety and appeal, a
kind of strained intensity in the whole figure. Presently
Isoud, concluding the letters, stirred and laughed, and
at the sound the monk again bent his head, and stood
with clasped hands.
The young queen rose.
"So. It is a good letter thou hast brought me,
brother. And now what message? Queen Guenever
tells me here that thou hast something else of impor-
tance to say to me which she could not well write, and
commends thee to my good graces. Speak freely then,
good brother."
The monk hesitated an instant. Isoud noted that
his hair was jet-black, making whiter by contrast the
pale skin. The eyes, large, of a blue almost black, gazed
half fearfully, half appealingly into hers. The next in-
stant he was at her feet, weeping. Isoud, distressed and
somewhat scandalized, strove to raise him, but he re-
sisted.
"Madam," he said at length brokenly, "madam,
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Queen Isoud, promise me to keep secret what I shall tell
thee now. Only Queen Guenever knows."
Isoud promised instantly. The monk, crouching at
her feet, sat upright, and fixed his eyes, somewhat des-
perate now, upon her face.
"Madam," he said, "I am no monk, but a woman."
Isoud gave a startled exclamation. Brother Tres-
triste lifted his hand in warning.
"Hist, madam, beseech thee. I am a woman of Ccim-
eliard. Queen Guenever's birthplace, and the day we left
Camelot, I was wedded to thy brother Anguish."
"Anguish !" repeated Isoud in a stupefied tone. "An-
guish !" She looked at the kneeling figure with a quick
suspicion. "And he knows not who thou art? How
chances it thou dost not travel according to thy station
as wife of the Prince of Ireland? And what dost thou
in the guise of a monk?"
"I will tell thee all," answered Dieudonnee in a low
voice. Now that her chief revelation was made, her agi-
tation was stilled, and she spoke more calmly. "I am
here, madam, in this guise, because I love. As thou
lovest, do thou listen to me and be merciful."
Isoud looked at her, suspicion still lingering. Then
her face cleared, and her eyes grew tender.
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"Ah, poor soul, blessed soul," she said, "since thou
art a lover, I will indeed thee love. Not there thy place
at my feet, but here beside me." She seated herself at
the window, and held out her hands. "Come hither, and
fear not. I am also a servant of Love."
Dieudonnee looked at her unbelievingly. Isoud
gazed back with dauntless pity. Dieudonnee rose, her
white monkish garments falling straitly about her, and
made a step towards the young queen. The next mo-
ment the two were in each other's arms.
"See now, we love each other already !" cried Isoud.
"How art thou hight, my sister."
Dieudonnee breathed her name.
"Dieudonnee," repeated Isoud, her voice lingering on
the word. "Now tell me all, Dieudonnee."
The two were closeted together for an hour. When
Dieudonnee had at last finished, Isoud sat in silence for
a space, her eyes dreamy.
"And he has never known thee?" she said at length.
"Never," answered Dieudonnee.
"One thing only troubles me," said Isoud softly; "is
not this garb of thine a sin against Holy Church?"
Dieudonnee laughed, somewhat bitterly.
"I have sinned much against the Church ere this, the
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priests say," she said, looking up at Isoud rather reck-
lessly. "And now, if I add to it, the sin is mine." She
shrugged her shoulders slightly.
"It is for love," said Isoud determinedly, as if trying
to convince herself. "God will forgive thee, Dieudonnee.
And so will Anguish when he knows the truth."
Dieudonnee shivered.
"I know not," she answered, looking at Isoud with
wide, mournful eyes ; "but this I know, Isoud. If I live,
I must be with my lord, and there is no other way. With
esquire he was already provided, else might I have fol-
lowed him as page."
Isoud kissed her.
"All will be well," she said. "And when Anguish
leaves me — let time decide. Meantime — Anguish's wife,
my sister — ah, I am glad that thou art come to me, Dieu-
donnee !"
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At Joyous Garde, Mass was being celebrated; and
Anguish, kneeling devoutly, strove to attend strictly to
the duties proper to the place and time. He foimd it
somewhat difficult to do so. In the place of honor,
where Launcelot was wont to sit when he was at home,
Isoud knelt, her red-gold hair shining through its cover
of silver tissue. Beside her was young Tristram of
Cornwall, Isoud's lover, and flower of knighthood, sav-
ing always Sir Launcelot. These two, whcMn Fate had
brought irrevocably together, were now in their rightful
places. King Mark of Cornwall might rage in prison,
and Isoud of the White Hands languish in Brittany;
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Tristram, hunter, knight, minstrel, lover, Isoud, rose of
the world, were side by side. It was enough.
A priest, stout and rubicund, was upon the altar,
cheerfully singing the Mass, and speedily, as befitted one
who knew that my Lord Tristram waited to go a-hunt-
ing. The monk, Brother Trestriste, acting as Server,
moved lightly from place to place, and did his devoirs
with rapid grace. Anguish*s eyes, resting idly upon him
now and then, noticed that his hands were white and
beautiful. Where had he seen such hands before? He
puzzled vsdnly for an instant; then recollected; and at
the memory frowned and bit his lips. Where was she
now, false-hearted, who had spoiled his life? Surely,
Fate had used him ill, to bring into his life first a Hel-
layne and then a Dieudonnee. He pitied himself sorely.
The first bell rang for the Elevation, and Anguish,
shocked into pious recollection, bowed with the others,
and beat his breast. Nevertheless, his thoughts wan-
dered. Now he remembered her dislike of priests, and he
had not seen her often at the sacring of the Mass. Maids
should be devout and holy, and love well the sacred Mys-
teries of the Church.
The bell rang again, and Anguish, bowing low, with
a mighty effort cast the thought of Dieudonnee from his
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mind. Instead of such worldly matters and unholy,
rather would he beseech God, now present in the Bread,
to show him what to do with his marred and broken
life. He had fulfilled his sister's desire, and brought her
to Tristram. Now for Anguish of Ireland, what?
The bell rang a third time, and Anguish prayed —
"Fair sweet Jesu, whose man I am, and servant day
and night, show me, I beseech Thee, how to use what re-
mains to me of years. Thou knowest, O Blessed Lord,
that I am over young to have tasted so great sin and sor-
row ; but since my life is blighted, show me Thy pleasure
as to how I am to serve Thee. In the Name of the
Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Ghost. Amen."
He waited in the breathless hush of the Elevation,
and, bold in his desire and in his prayer, dared to lift his
eyes for an instant to the bared Host, shining in its be-
jeweled pyx. A single ray of light beamed suddenly
upon it, and its radiance seemed to come directly
towards himself ; a ray of light, blood-red, staining in its
course the white garments of Brother Trestriste. An-
guish beheld it, awed, wondering.
"It is a sign," he said to himself.
The Mass went on with rapidity. The minutes
passed, and the hunting-party waited. The good father
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was considerate. At length the priest dismissed the
congregation with his blessing, and the assemblage
streamed out of the chapel in haste. Anguish alone re-
mained kneeling; and Isoud paused beside him in sur-
prise.
"Anguish! Dost not go on the hunt with my Lord
Tristram? He will much wonder — '*
"Nay," replied Anguish. "I have other business of
import, sister. I pray thee, make my excuses to Sir
Tristram. I will not hunt to-day."
Isoud passed on, and in a few moments the chapel
was empty. The stout priest who had celebrated Mass
had hurried away to join the hunt, leaving his Server to
remove the holy vessels. Anguish watched him in
silence for a space. Finally, as Brother Trestriste
turned to leave the altar, Anguish rose and went to the
chancel rail.
"I would speak with thee a moment, brother, on a
matter of ghostly import," he said.
The monk started; then he recovered himself, and
looked at Anguish gravely.
"Were it not best to consult Father Anthony?" he
said.
Anguish impatiently waved aside the proposition.
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"Nay," he said; "Father Anthony is scarce to my
liking in this matter. It is not a question of confession,
but of advice. Prythee, do not deny me."
The monk hesitated, then yielded. He left the altar,
and Ceime down to Anguish.
"I am ready," he said.
Anguish fell on his knees, and crossed himself.
"Just now at Mass," he began, "methought I saw a
vision, and I come to thee to learn its import, I prayed
the most sweet Jesu that He would show me what next
to do in this my life, so perplexed and crossed; and I
saw — "
His voice sank to a reverent whisper as he described
what he deemed a sign from heaven. When he had fin-
ished, he looked at Brother Trestriste anxiously.
The monk hesitated a moment.
"What did thy heart tell thee was its meaning?" he
said gently at last.
"Brother," replied Anguish, "methought, perchance,
that ray of blood-red light shining on the sacred Host,
and staining in its course thy garments of purity, was a
sign from heaven sent to bid me go in quest of the San-
greal. Many brave knights, thou knowest, have gone
from Arthur's court on the holy journey. Once I
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dreamed also of that high quest; but since then I have
sinned ; and 'tis said that only the sinless can achieve the
Vision—"
He paused. The monk was silent.
"Natheless, even if I fail," said Anguish, "methinks
I shall die on a holy quest; and see in death, perchance,
what my living eyes through sinfulness may not behold.
What thinkst thou, brother? Is my worthiness suffi-
cient to go forth on this holy journey?"
"Soothly ay," the monk answered, with singular
passion. "Thou hast sinned. So did many of the great
saints of the Church. Life hath dealt hardly with thee.
Our Lord Himself walked thorny paths. This thought
of thine, meseems, is a high and holy one, doubtless sent
from heaven. Do not lightly spurn it. The repentant,
perchance, as well as the sinless, may achieve the holy
Vision of the Sangreal."
"Thy words fit with my thought," said Anguish.
"I will then go upon this quest. Now bless me, brother;
and to-morrow I shall be shrived and receive my
Saviour, and so hie forth as holily as may be."
He bent his head. The monk lifted trembling hands
in benediction. Then Anguish rose.
"I will go with thee," said Brother Trestriste, rapidly
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Anguish looked doubtful.
"I know not whither my quest will lead me," he said.
"Natheless it would be well to have ghostly counsel at
need. On such a journey the presence of a monk surely
might aid me much."
He knelt again before the altar. Brother Trestriste
left the chapel with quiet steps. Anguish would have
been much amazed had he seen the monk as he reached
privacy. Brother Trestriste fell upon his knees, sobbing
bitterly.
"He knew me not," he said wildly and unreasonably;
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Brother Trestriste clung to Queen Isoud in silence.
"Ah," said the latter at length, releasing him with a
sigh; "it is well for thee to go, and I wish thee all joy,
dear Dieudonnee." She paused and laughed a little.
"Perchance for the sake of my good name, 'tis well that
thou departest; else might King Mark have another
scandal toward me."
Dieudonnee smiled.
"I also am loth to part with thee," she said, looking
at Isoud tenderly. "If ever I may come to thee indeed
in my own person — "
"If!" cried Isoud with a kiss. "If me no ifs! An-
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time. Till that happy hour, Godspeed, my sister Dieu-
donnee."
The two kissed again, and parted. Isoud followed
Brother Trestriste, and took leave of Anguish at the
doorway. Tristram had not yet returned from the hunt
of the day before.
"Farewell, my brother," said Isoud, as Anguish bent
to kiss her; "God give thee love, say I, God give thee
love!"
Anguish frowned slightly.
"Prythee, change thy words, Isoud," he said, " 'Tis
not on a love-quest that I am bound."
"Nay, I will not change," said Isoud wilfully. "God
gives us nothing better; so again, God give thee — what
thou most desirest."
She wafted him a kiss from her slender finger-tips.
Anguish and the monk rode from the castle-door to-
gether. Isoud stood watching them long. When at
last she turned, there were tears in her eyes.
"Alas!" she said. "My heart misgives me I shall
never see them more."
The knight and the monk rode slowly in silence for
a space.
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"Brother," said Anguish at length, "I shall in this
adventiire be guided largely by your advice, since me-
thinks in the matter of the Sangreal, monk is better
judge than knight Rumor b^ath it that at the Castle of
Carbonek, the Holy Cup is preserved. Shall we there
first?"
''It likes me well," Brother Trestriste replied.
At evening the next day, Anguish and the monk en-
tered Carbonek Castle, and were made welcome by King
Pelles, its master. They reached the castle just in time
for the evening repast, and Anguish was given a seat
near King Pelles and his daughter, the fair Elaine,
mother of Galahad.
While they talked at meat, of a sudden a great silence
fell upon all the hall. And Anguish, turning with the
rest towards the window, beheld a snow-white dove fly-
ing therein, and in her mouth a Httle censer of gold.
Then was he aware of a sweet savor filling the hall as
if the incense from all the Masses Ln the world had been
collected on the instant in that little space. Anguish,
turning in awe and wonder towards the table, beheld
thereon cill manner of meats and drinks, such as had not
been there before the coming of the dove.
Then, ere he had time to cease marveling at this, a
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damosel entered the hall, passing fair and young, and
bearing a vessel of gold betwixt her palms. Therewith
with one accord, the whole table bent the knee, and with
King Pelles, devoutly recited their prayers. The damo-
sel passed from the hall, and the miracle ended, all arose.
Anguish looked towards King Pelles.
"Ah, sweet Jesu!" he said. "What is this?"
"That which thou seekest, fair son," King Pelles an-
swered reverently; "the richest thing that any man hath
living; the holy Sangreal."
Anguish crossed himself.
"And may no man further attain it?" he said.
The king looked reflective.
"When this thing goeth about," he said at last, "the
Hound Table shall be broken. Here shall no knight win
worship, but if he be of worship himself, and good liv-
ing, and loveth God, and dreadeth God; else he gaineth
no worship here, be he never so hardy."
Anguish's head sank humbly on his breast.
"I know not whether I be worthy," he said, "but it is
to know that I came. Wherefore, King Pelles, by your
leave, I will lie in the castle this night."
"Ye shall not do so by my counsel," the king an-
swered, "for it is hard and ye escape without shame."
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"I shall take the adventure that shall befall me,"
said Anguish, shutting close his lips.
"Be shriven clean then, and make you ready," said
King Pelles, "and ye shall see what shall chance."
That night, having him confessed, Anguish was led
to a fair large chamber, and around it were many shut
doors. He lay down in his armor and waited. He was
long awake, but at last wearied from his journey, he fell
asleep. Suddenly he was aroused by a bright light
streaming across the bed, and in its radiance he saw a
great spear coming straight towards him. Ere he was
aware, the spear-head smote him on the shoulder and
wounded him sorely. Scarcely had this chanced when a
knight appeared, fully armed, and bade Anguish arise
to fight him.
Anguish obeyed. He dressed his shield, and there
began a mighty combat. The blood fell fast. They
gave each other many sore strokes. At length Anguish
smote the stranger knight so mightily on the helm that
he fell upon his knees. Ere Anguish could ask his name,
however, he disappeared.
Once more Anguish laid him down to rest, but peace
was not long allowed him. Of a sudden there were
shots of darts and arrows falling thick and fast upon
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him, and hurting him sore. Then came many animals
into the room, a Hon, a dragon, and a leopard, and with
each in turn Anguish did combat and was victor. At
last entered an old man, who seated himself on a chair,
and, playing a harp, sang an old song of Joseph of
Armathie, guardian of the Holy Grail. And when he
had finished, he turned and spoke to Anguish.
"Thou hast done well," he said. "Go now from hence.
Ye have done well, and better shall ye do hereafter; but
here ye shall have no more adventures."
And with that he vanished, and forthwith there
came through the window the white dove with the
golden censer, and the chamber Anguish lay in was filled
with sweet savors. Then as in a vision he beheld four
children bearing four tapers, and in their midst walked
an old man with a censer in one hand and a spear in the
other. Following him came four damosels, clad in pure
white; and Anguish saw them enter as it were a great
chamber filled with light. They kneeled before an altar
of silver, and another, in a bishop's dress, kneeled like-
wise before it. Above the head of the holy man there
hovered a shining sword, so piercing in its brightness
that for a moment Anguish was blinded. As he closed
his eyes he heard a voice.
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"Go hence, Sir Anguish," it said. "As yet thou art
not worthy for to be in this place." And with that he
fell into a deep sleep, from which he did not waken until
mom.
As he came out of the chamber at daybreak, he met
Brother Trestriste at the door. The monk was very
pale.
"Didst sleep well. Sir Anguish?" he asked.
Anguish smiled.
"Soothly I scarce know," he answered; and to the
monk it seemed that there was a new softness in both
face and voice. "I have seen visions this night, and heard
many marvels. What they are, what they mean, I can
not tell ; but this I know, I will no further rest me by my
will until I have achieved the Sangreal."
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Anguish and the monk rode through the forest to-
gether.
"Now counsel me, brother," said Anguish, "he shall
have much earthly worship that shall bring to an end
the quest of the Sangreal."
"I talked with the priest at Castle Carbonek,'*
Brother Trestriste replied. "Methought that he, dwell-
ing on the spot where such marvels chanced, could give
us good counsel. He said little save that which thou
knowest already."
"Tell me, natheless," said Anguish eagerly.
"None shall attain the Vision, saith he," answered
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the monk, his dreamy eyes fixed on the green tangle of
the forest stretching beyond — "none save by clecinness
or pure confession. Also he bade me tell thee to eat
none other save bread and water till thou shouldst
achieve the Sangreal."
Anguish crossed himself.
"I will do so," he said devoutly. "I thank thee,
brother. I must search me now where I may have the
Sacrament. No hermitage must I pass, nor holy house,
without therein receiving my Lord."
"It is well resolved," replied the monk somewhat
listlessly. Anguish fell a-musing, and the two rode on
together for a space in silence.
"Son," Scdd the monk at length abruptly; "son, tell
me why thou art of a sudden bound upon this quest.
Thou wilt answer, perchance, because thou wert vouch-
safed a vision at Joyous Garde. But ere that time — what
was it that made life a bitter thing to thee?"
"Brother," said Anguish, "it is true that my life hath
grown of little worth to me; so I have devoted the poor
remnant to God*s service."
"Methinks, if that be true, God gives thee little
thanks," the monk replied. "Why didst not offer to Him
thy life when it was precious to thee?"
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guish sharply. "In brief, brother, I loved a woman, and
for her sake I would have given all my life."
"Can love ever die?" said the monk, as if to himself.
"Once I thought not," said Anguish; "but, brother,
she was not worthy."
The monk was silent. He was riding a few paces
behind Anguish, and at the words he stretched out his
arms impulsively to the young knight riding in front of
him. An instant only ; then he recollected himself, and
spoke calmly.
"Thou didst, of course, fair son, offer to thy new-
made wife all that man should give?"
Anguish winced. The thought was new.
"Nay," he said curtly, "Nay."
"Nay?" exclaimed the monk in seeming surprise.
"Wert thou not then virgin knight?"
"For a year I dwelt in sin," said Anguish in a low
voice.
"And thy lady knew this?" said the monk.
"Ay," said Anguish, and unbidden a deep flush
overspread his face.
"Methinks she also had somewhat to forgive," said
the monk quietly.
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Tears were in his eyes and blurred the forest for a
moment. His lips trembled in tenderness. Anguish
was silent, staring hard at the trees.
"Thou art right," he said at last suddenly. "She
knew my worst. I did not question her. She forgave
me ; to her I was merciless. When I see her again I will
atone."
**When will that be?" said the monk quietly.
"I know not," said Anguish. "I left her at Camelot,
without farewell, none knowing the truth. I thought
never to look upon her face again; but now, methinks,
one day I will go back — "
"And take her to thy heart?" said Brother Trestriste.
His voice thrilled with longing, but Anguish did not
heed.
"Nay," he answered frowning. "Forgive her I may;
but I cannot take her to my heart."
"Ah, my son," said the monk, tenderly, sadly, "be-
cause thou hast lost thy saint, thine image of one who
never was, thou must break the woman's heart. An-
guish, Anguish, thou knowst not what love is I"
"And dost thou know?" said Anguish, somewhat
petulantly. "Thou speakest strangely for a monk. Now
tell me what love is, if thou dost know."
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The monk sat silent, looking at his horse's head.
"Is it love," Anguish went on, "that is between
Launcelot and Guenever?"
"Nay, it is lust," said Brother Trestriste quietly.
"Then is it love," continued Anguish, "that sways
the lives of Tristram and my sister Isoud?"
"A passion — but no more yet," said the monk.
"Then what is love?" said Anguish curiously. They
were riding now side by side.
The monk turned to him suddenly, and for a moment
Anguish was visited again by a haunting memory whose
source he could not tell, as the great blue eyes, shadowed
with pain, were fixed upon his face.
"Thou wouldst not understand now, should I tell
thee," said the monk gently; "and also, it could not be
told. One day, Anguish, one day thou wilt know love."
There was a sudden rustle in the trees, a tumult
breaking across the stillness of the forest. A knight in
black armor, shouting defiance, rode out on the instant
against Anguish. He was in the act of closing his visor,
and at sight of his face the monk gave a sharp cry, and
with sudden impulse spurred his palfrey. Anguish,
taken by surprise, feutred his spear; but meanwhile the
black knight, with an oath, dropped his spear and drew
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his sword upon Brother Trestriste, who had ridden
directly in front of Anguish. The sword reached its
aim. The monk fell with a groan, the blood streaming.
Anguish, with a sharp exclamation of rage and dismay,
called furiously on the knight to dismount.
The combat was short, but fierce. The two flew at
each other like wode men, and it was not a half-hour ere
Anguish had stretched the black knight dead upon the
earth with a broken neck. Then regarding not his own
wounds he ran to the monk.
Brother Trestriste lay in a faint on the ground, a
deep wound in his shoulder. His horse, frightened by
the combat, had fled into the forest; but Anguish's horse
and that of the black knight were yet present and un-
wounded. Anguish, staunching the monk's blood in
some rough wise, looked about him in despair. Through
the hush, he heard of a sudden the chiming of a bell,
"Blessed be Jesu, some hermitage sure is nigh," he
said to himself. "I will take him thither. Hermits are
oft good leeches."
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Anguish, bearing the unconscious monk in his arms,
and somewhat faint from his own wounds, staggered in
the direction of the chiming bell. He had fortunately
but a few rods to traverse from the scene of the combat
ere he reached a tiny rustic chapel, with a hermit within
reciting Vespers.
At sound of Anguish's clattering footsteps, he turned
with a start, and hastened towards him, disclosing a
meagre, kindly face, lit by large brown eyes.
"Brother," said Anguish, "here, as thou seest, is a
holy man, sore wounded for my sake. I beseech thee, if
thou hast any leechcraft, to use thy skill upon him."
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The hermit responded with alacrity, and bade An-
g^sh take Brother Trestriste into his hut, a fragrant
leafy structure built just outside the chapel. Anguish
carried in the monk with tenderness, and laid him down
gently upon the hermit's couch.
"I were best alone with him," said the hermit. "Go
without, fair son, and wait till I come to thee. Methinks
the good brother is not wounded unto death."
Anguish went obediently. As he reached the low
door, and bent his head to pass through it, the wounded
monk stirred and threw out his arm.
"Anguish!" he breathed faintly; "Anguish!"
"Is that thy name?" asked the hermit, and as An-
guish assented, he continued, "Be not troubled, noble
knight. He knows not that he calls thee. He is but
coming out of his swoon."
Anguish, reassured, passed on. As he disappeared,
Brother Trestriste, sighing, opened his eyes, and looked
with solemn wonder into the hermit's kindly face bent
over him.
"Fear not, good brother," said the hermit. "Thou
hast been hurt by some mischance, and I seek to heal
thee. Prythee let me search thy wound."
The monk made a feeble gesture of protest.
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"Nay," said the hermit soothingly, "beseech thee let
me see thy hurt. I am skilled in leechcraft, and may
heal thee by God's grace."
The monk shook his head as vigorously as his
strength permitted. "Nay," he said; "nay, let be."
"Thy wound, perchance, is fatal," said the hermit,
striving to alarm the monk ; for he did not in truth think
the wound mortal. Brother Trestriste smiled.
"So best," he said faintly, "to die for my lord An-
guish— that were indeed for me the Beatific Vision."
The hermit looked at him startled, and somewhat
shocked, deeming indee4 that his wits wandered.
"Thou must love Sir Anguish well, brother," he said
gravely. Then a bright thought occurred to him. "For
his sakCj'* he said persuasively, "for his sake let me
search thy wound. He brought thee hither, sore dis-
tressed, beseeching me to heal thee."
The monk gave the faint shadow of a shrug, as if
submitting to the inevitable. He grew white, and his
eyes closed again. The hermit, with an exclamation of
concern, brought water from a jar standing near,
sprinkled it on the monk's face and held it to his lips.
Then, having partly revived him, the kindly recluse re-
moved the monkish dress without further ado, and dis-
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closed a slender shoulder, white and tender, an ugly
wound staining it deep-red.
The hermit looked at the soft flesh with surprise and
a growing suspicion. Then, with a sudden impulse, he
pushed down the robe still further and confirmed his
thought. He paused in dismay.
Dieudonnee's senses were fast leaving her again, but
she felt the movement, and the thought that followed it.
With a violent effort, she recalled her straying wits,
drew her monkish garments about her, and looked up
into the horrified face of the hermit with all her heart
in her appealing eyes.
"He knows not," she whispered. "Tell him not, of
charity. Let me stay here with thee until I am healed,
and then I will go. None need be told."
The hermit hesitated ; but the passionately pleading
face and the angry wound together decided his kindly
heart. He nodded, and without a word began to bind
up the shoulder. While he used ointment and bandages
with skilful fingers, Dieudonnee, her heart content,
made no further effort to chain her fluttering senses. It
was a fragile-looking thing indeed, whiter than the
white monkish garments, that lay limply at length be-
fore the hermit as he completed his task.
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Anguish's step was shortly heard outside the hut.
"May I come in?" he called; and as the hermit as-
sented, he entered. He looked horror-stricken as he saw
Brother Trestriste lying in an inanimate heap upon the
couch of leaves. "Is he dead?" he whispered.
"Nay," said the hermit, watching Anguish keenly.
"He but swoons ; and I think it well to leave him in the
stupor for a while. Now for thine own wounds, fair son.
Remove thine armor, prythee."
Anguish submitted himself to the hermit's hands;
but watched the monk.
"What think'st thou of his wounds?" he asked at
length.
"They are not mortal," replied the hermit cheerfully.
"Natheless they are sufficient to keep him here for some
months until he has fully recovered." He looked at An-
guish sharply as he spoke, having still some faint sus-
picion whether the woman in the monk's garments had
indeed told truth when she said that the knight knew not
her sex.
Anguish locked reflective.
"That is as I feared," he said at length. "Then, by
your leave, keep him in your care. Later, I will ride
hither for him after I have achieved my quest."
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"And what is thy quest, fair son?" said the hermit
curiously.
Anguish crossed himself.
"I seek the vision of the Sangreal," he said rever-
ently.
"God grant thee success," the hermit said, crossing
himself also, and his latent suspicion vanishing forth-
with. "Thou art right, fair son. The monk's wounds
will keep him prisoner long, and he is safe with me. Go
thou on thy quest."
A few hours later. Anguish, his wounds bound up
and himself and his horse rested and refreshed, rode
away from the hut. The hermit stood watching him,
and sighed with relief as at last he disappeared.
"He does not know," he said to himself. "He would
not so willingly have left her were she his leman. Jesu
forbid that her sex be discovered by any other. For if
'twere, 'twould be a pretty coil for me."
Dieudonnee was tossing and murmuring in a kind
of feeble delirium as he entered the hut. The hermit
stood beside the couch and looked down at her.
"A fortnight will heal her," he said aloud. "I lied to
the fair knight. He must not be kept back from that
high and holy quest by any mere woman."
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Dieudonnee opened her eyes and looked up at him
with a wide and piteous gaze.
"Anguish !" she said. "Anguish ! Ah, Jesu, where art
thou? Isoud was right. God give thee love, my heart."
She smiled suddenly and tenderly; but an instant
later she was babbling again disconnectedly. The her-
mit knelt in a corner of the hut, placidly telling his beads.
Anguish, his heart bent on high and holy things, rode
solitary through the forest, his erstwhile monkish com-
panion for the time quite out of his recollection.
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A month after Anguish had left Brother Trestriste
in the hermit's hut he was riding still, with nothing as
yet achieved of his quest. He had eaten naught save
bread and water, as commanded by the priest at Car-
bonek Castle ; he had been shriven and houselled at every
opportunity that had offered; the hair shirt he wore
next his body ; and yet he had come no nearer to realiz-
ing his hope than at the beginning of his quest.
Sometimes dreams came to him, he scarce knew
whether in remembrance or in prophecy. Again the
white dove bearing the golden censer fluttered across
his slumbers. Occasionally the fair maiden clothed in
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snowy samite held aloft the white Mystery of the Grail.
Several times the old man with the hoary beard sang
again to his harp of Joseph of Armathie. But nothing
more happened; and Anguish went blindly on his way,
scarce knowing how his quest would end, sometimes
scarce caring; wondering now and then what was in-
deed in store for him.
Of the monk he thought little. The hermit had told
him that Brother Trestriste's wounds would require
time and care; and Anguish felt that he was in good
hands. Dieudonnee, on the contrary, persistently came
into his mind. He dreamed of her by night ; and some-
times the maiden in white samite bearing the Holy Grail
seemed to have her face. When so it chanced, at dawn
he woke and shuddered at the blasphemy. By day, in
his solitary rides, despite himself he saw her continually
in his mind's eye ; now the Dieudonnee he had imagined
and idealized, pale saint with golden hair ; now the trem-
bling woman in whose eyes he had first read love the day
he had been victor of the tournament for her sake ; yet
again, the figure of despair who had confessed to him the
morning of their wedding. Sometimes she was none of
these; but a Dieudonnee he had never seen in life, with
eyes that reproached but lips that trembled into a smile
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that he knew was for him alone. Where was she, and
what did she at Camelot?
Once it struck cold across his remembrance that she
had told him she would not be at Camelot when he re-
turned. What had she meant? At the time he had
heeded the words little, caring naught. But now — and
puzzling over the problem, he recollected with a start
the quest on which he was bound, and wondered frown-
ing whether the thought of Dieudonnee was what kept
him from achieving his high adventure.
And so, as the days passed, and the Vision was not
yet his, there grew upon Anguish a deep discourage-
ment. Helplessly he prayed to be worthy, and yet he
seemed no nearer worthiness. At length, one evening
at sunset, he saw the towers of the White Abbey, and
therein sought shelter and refreshment.
All that night, instead of sleeping, he knelt solitary
in prayer. The place was empty and silent, unlit save
for the burning lamp before the altar. There Anguish
kept his vigil and searched his heart, and the pale dawn
found him still upon his knees.
That night of silence brought him no vision, no light
upon his way ; but when the monks entered in the early
mom they found him kneeling at the altar, his eyes upon
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the crucifix, his hands crossed upon his breast. So he
remained motionless throughout the service. At its con-
clusion, he spoke in a low voice to the Abbot as the
monks were leaving the chapel, and besought him to re-
main.
When the place was again empty and silent. Anguish
said to the Abbot:
"Father, I beseech thee, receive me here a novice
among thy monks."
The Abbot looked at him astonished.
"A novice?" he repeated. "Thou? Gladly, my son,
an it be thy vocation ; but bethink thee well."
Anguish looked at him wearily.
"I am a prince," he said, "son of the King of Ireland.
I am a knight of Arthur's court, and I have sought the
Sangreal and found it not. Moreover, I am a great
sinner, and life is no longer sweet. Receive me here,
and let me live and die a holy man."
The Abbot hesitated. Anguish waited silently for a
reply, his tired eyes upon the altar. Suddenly, breaking
the stillness, they heard without the abbey walls the
clear winding of a horn.
"Some hunting-party seeks refuge here," said the
Abbot hastily, relieved at the interruption. "I must go
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to welcome them. For thy words, son, fast and pray,
and reflect earnestly. Then if it be still thy desire to be-
come a monk, I shall with joy receive thee. But such
matters must not be settled hastily."
He signed the cross upon Anguish's forehead, and
left him. Anguish heard in the distance the opening and
shutting of the great outer doors, the entrance of the
hunting-party with joyous noise and clatter. He hoped
dully that none would come to the chapel. An instant
later he heard the Abbot speaking just without, and
mingling with his voice another, frank and gay.
"Ay," it said; "the chase was hot yesterday; and ere
starting out again, we came hither to crave thy hospi-
tality. We cannot tarry long. Leave me awhile with
Prince Anguish; and later he and I will break our fast
together."
The Abbot acquiesced in a low voice. Anguish
turned, and came face to face with Tristram of Corn-
wall. Into the dim incense-haunted chapel, the new-
comer entering, seemed to carry a breath of joyous life,
a memory and hope of spring.
"Anguish, Anguish," Tristram- cried, clasping his
hand. "Ah, it is a happy fate that brought me here this
mom! Come, man, come out with me into the day! We
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cannot talk here without irreverence." He made a
hasty genuflection to the altar. "Where hast thou been?
What hast thou achieved? Isoud asks through me.
She told me also, if I saw thee, to inquire particularly as
to the welfare of that holy monk who letters brought to
her from Queen Guenever."
Anguish followed him. A few moments later they
were pacing together the garden paths of the Abbey.
"Thou art pale, man," said Tristram, after Anguish
had briefly answered his questions. "Thou lookest
white and worn. Thou didst pray before the altar all
last night? Tush! Nay, now, I mean no irreverence;
but thou art neither monk nor priest. Instead of pray-
ing, thou shouldst be fighting for God and thy lady."
"I have no lady," said Anguish shortly.
"Then find one," answered Tristram gaily. "The
rarest lady in all the world is mine, thy sister Isoud.
But there are others beautiful, although not peerless.
If thou hast no lady, seek her. It is thy duty. Some-
where she waits for thee."
Anguish was silent. For an instant in his thought
Dieudonnee*s sad eyes reproached his denial of her.
Tristram stooped and plucked a rose from a bush
near by ; then tossed it to Anguish, smiling.
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"Take that, and with it go to seek her who shall be
thy rose of the world."
Anguish, with sudden passion, crushed the flower
cruelly in his hand and flung it from him, a bruised mass.
Tristram looked at him, startled.
"Anguish! That was no knightly deed. What
meanst thou? Scorn not love so mightily, or love may
scorn thee. What is this tale that the Abbot breathed
in my ear awhile since that thou wouldst become a
monk?"
"That is my desire," said Anguish briefly, shutting
his lips determinedly.
Tristram laughed lightly.
"A dream," he said; "a boy's dream! A year of it,
and thou wouldst eat out thy heart with longing for
freedom. Come, Anguish, come with me, and follow the
hunt to-day. I go with Isoud shortly to Arthur's Court.
Best join us."
Anguish shook his head.
"At least then, come with us on the hunt," said Tris-
tram. "Hark! Methinks I hear the welcome chiming
of the refectory bell. Come, break thy fast with me.
Anguish, thou art young. Spend not thy life on pale
prayers. Live, live, and love ! For me, I am a lover, and
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as a lover I would live and die. Isoud — ah, name of joy
and all delight !" He bent his head at the word. "For
Isoud's sake, come with me into life," he said; and
smiled.
An hour later, Tristram and Anguish left the abbey
together. Tristram had so far prevailed. Anguish had
not relinquished his desire; but he had consented to wait.
He rode a few rods with Tristram and his hunting-
party; then left them and once more pursued his solitary
way. After he had been on the high road some hours
he came suddenly on what seemed familiar ground. He
realized presently why. He was on the border-land of
the Castle of Hellayne.
When this knowledge came to him he mused a space.
Launcelot, he remembered, had bidden him to take ven-
geance himself one day. Now was the time and per-
chance the hour. Yet — since he was bound on the quest
of the Sangreal, should he turn aside from it for any-
thing so earthly as this vengeance, this memory of his
year of shame? But she was an evil woman; his cause
was just. She had blighted his life; she still lived to
ruin others. Pressing his lips together, he made his de-
cision and spurred his horse.
It was with little effort that he overcame the various
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knights guarding her castle. He was no longer a
maiden warrior, and his arm was both swift and sure.
Finally, he rode furiously into the courtyard, and called
upon Hellayne to come forth.
The damosel of the golden shield appeared instead
in response, and when she saw him she began to laugh
mockingly.
"Good Lord!" she said. "This old toy of my mis-
tress's has come back! What ails thee, boy? Wouldst
try again the air of Hellayne's castle?"
"I will not speak with thee," replied Anguish curtly.
"Send hither thy mistress."
The maiden disappeared, and an instant later Hel-
layne came in her stead.
"Prince Anguish!" she exclaimed in a tone of sur-
prise and pleasure. "Prythee alight, my lord."
"I am not come for soft pleasures, madam," replied
Anguish; "but rather to give thee the judgment of God."
She went white, feeling that he no longer spoke as a
boy; but she smiled still.
"Prythee, enter," she reiterated.
"I will do so; but not as thy guest," said Anguish.
The great doors were flung open for him at Hel-
layne's command. Anguish entered the hall, and at its
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guish approached her, gripping his sword; but even as
he did so he felt as when he had been before in this place,
that his senses were growing curiously misty. He
strove to hold them despairingly ; but as he reached the
dais he put his hand to his head uncertainly.
Hellayne with a smile of triumph advanced a step.
At that moment the hall doors were flung open vio-
lently; and a slender monk rushed up the hall towards
Anguish.
"Sir Anguish, Sir Anguish," he called clearly; "pry-
thee bethink thee! She bewitches thee even now. Bid
her come without the walls, and there accomplish thy
vengeance."
Hellayne gave a savage exclamation. But the
monk's words were enough. Anguish recovered him-
self on the instant.
"Come with me, madam," he said curtly to Hellayne.
She began to exclaim and protest, meanwhile send-
ing signals to her minions to take the monk captive.
But Anguish's thoughts were quick and clear.
"Follow me close, Brother Trestriste," he said.
"Lady Hellayne, lead the way to the battlements."
She had grown white, feeling that her power over
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him was gone. Her servants began to weep, and most
of them to make their escape. When at length Anguish
reached the outer air with Hellayne and the monk, no
other was near.
"Thine hour has come," he said to her, and drew his
sword. "Pray."
"Nay," she answered defiantly. "I will not whine at
death. Before thou slayest me let me say one word."
"Say it," he replied.
"Knowst thou who the black knight was that thou
didst kill there yonder in the forest near the hermit's
hut?" she asked.
Anguish had lifted his sword. He paused.
"Tell me," he said.
"Ask thy lady," said Hellayne, and laughed. "Find
out the rest. Thy vengeance is complete. Let the
sword fall."
She laughed again, and Anguish's sword cut short
the sound.
"Bear witness, brother," said Anguish gravely to the
monk, looking down at the dead body; "bear witness
that this was a righteous slaying. Come now. My work
here is done."
They left the empty courtyard, mounted their horses,
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and rode away together. As they reached the high road.
Anguish looked at the monk anxiously.
"Thy wounds are quite healed?" he asked.
"Ay," said the monk quietly; "they have been healed
this fortnight, and since I have been riding to find thee.
The hermit told me that Hellayne's castle was not far
away, and there I knew thou wouldst go sooner or
later."
"How didst thou know that?" said Anguish sur-
prised. The monk shrugged his shoulders.
"Monks learn things in many ways," he answered;
"and now, tell me my son, hast yet achieved thy quest?"
Anguish shook his head sadly.
"Tell me why it is that I do not, brother," he said
mournfully. "I have in all things done as I was told.
I eat bread and water, and naught else. I confess me
oft, and partake frequently of the Blessed Sacrament.
A hair shirt I wear ever against my body. Is it that I
am not sinless? Surely I have atoned. My year with
Hellajme was sore fleshly sin indeed and yet — "
"Methinks that alone would not hinder thee," said
Brother Trestriste.
"Galahad, it is true, is sinless, and Percivale," said
Anguish sorrowfully. "It has seemed to me of late,
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sider now entering the cloister, and there striving to
atone my sins by prayer and fast and vigil."
"My son, my son," said the monk suddenly, the
words breaking from him with a cry, "meseems thy fault
is not that sin of thy eager boyhood, but rather that thy
thought is of thyself, and not of God. If it be merely
to save thine own soul that thou goest on this quest, be
sure thou shalt never achieve it ; but if with a pure heart
and a clean conscience thou seekest the Vision for the
glory of God — "
He paused. Anguish's eyes were fixed upon his face.
The monk's voice dropped to its deepest note, and he
went on, rather to himself than to Anguish.
"Meseems, also," he said, "that to forgive much — ^to
love much — shall we not all so find the love of God, and
the Vision of His Presence?"
Anguish drew a long breath. "Thy words pierce
my heart," he said. "It is true. A new hope comes to
me from thee. I will pray God for His grace to lead
me upon this path that thou hast shown."
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Three years after the slaying of Hellayne, Anguish
and Brother Trestriste sat together in the forest. Both
were pale and lean and ill-clad. Their horses were mere
sorry nags. Anguish's golden shield was bent and bat-
tered with the dents of many a combat. The monk's
white garments were scarcely more than rags, soiled
and travel stained.
Anguish sat, his chin on his hand, gazing thought-
fully into the tangled maze of the forest. Joy was no
longer in his face ; the ardor of youth was gone forever.
Instead there dwelt upon it a marvellous peace. The
monk sat somewhat behind the knight, his hands clasped
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lightly together. His great eyes were no less sombre
than of old; but in the emaciated outlines of face and
form there was visible an infinite and touching patience.
Anguish broke the silence at length.
"I have sought long and vainly," he said. "It is not
for me, brother. God denies me the desire of my heart.
His will be done. The Vision is for holier eyes than
mine."
The monk made no audible reply. He smiled at An-
guish, wistfully, tenderly. Anguish silently put out his
hand, and the monk clasped it close. The knight gazed
again into the forest's green labyrinth with a look of re-
nunciation. "The dream is over," he said; "I must to-
morrow back to Camelot."
A deep flush overspread the monk's face.
"Wherefore?" he said.
"Because," answered Anguish quietly, "because I
am yet a knight; and if it is not vouchsafed me to serve
God in the holiest way, I may in one more earthly.
And moreover — "
He paused and smiled. The monk's heart beat fast.
"Moreover," Anguish went on in a lower voice, "I
have tarried long from my wife, and I would go back
to her."
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The monk's hand trembled in Anguish's palm.
"Thou wert right," Anguish continued; "and Isoud
was right, and Tristram. God gives us naught better in
this poor world than love. I thank thee for thy farewell
wish, Isoud ; and I thank God that it is realized. Where
art thou now, my sister? Shall I ever see thee more?"
"Thou dost — love thy wife then?" said Brother Tres-
triste in a low voice.
Anguish bent his head.
"But she is a sinful woman," said the monk wist-
fully. He was very pale, and his great eyes besought.
But Anguish did not see.
"What matter?" he answered. "She is mine, and I
am hers; so out of all the world. It is enough. *Tis
strange. These years during which I have sought to
purify me and to atone my sins by gentle thoughts and
high endeavor that I might win the Sangreal — these
years instead have brought me — love."
"And now?" said the monk softly.
"Now," answered Anguish, "God who is good hath
sent me love; and I love my lady and hold her close in
my thought with neither shame nor reproach. My lady
— saint or sinner, true or faithless, living or dead — mine
through time and eternity, forever mine."
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The monk gave a long tremulous sigh of infinite con-
tent, and gently drew his hand away. He clasped it
with its fellow, and raised to heaven his thin face, trans-
figured for an instcint with perfect joy. As he lowered
his eyes he gave a start.
"A man comes through the forest V*
Anguish seized his sword from where it lay beside
him on the turf and rose. But as the newcomer ap-
proached, the knight's face changed from watchfulness
to recognition, and then to anxiety.
"It is the messenger that Isoud always sends," he
said. "Can aught be wrong?"
He advanced to meet the man, who in a moment was
at his feet. The messenger was almost exhausted, and
had scarcely strength to hand the letter he carried to
Anguish ere he sank in a nerveless heap. The monk ran
to a spring near by for water. While he refreshed the
messenger. Anguish hastily read the letter.
"How long hast thou been finding me?" he said at
length shortly, so absorbed in the news the messenger
had brought that his condition went unnoticed.
"Many months, my lord," the man answered. "I
knew not where to find thee; and oft I reached a place
just after thou hadst departed."
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Anguish groaned and placed a hand to his brow.
"Mayhap the worst may have chanced," he said.
Then of a sudden, awakening to the messenger's plight,
he leaned over him gently. "Good fellow," he said,
"good fellow! I blame thee not; and I must not leave
thee to perish. Come, I will carry thee in front of me
on my horse, and take thee to the nearest abbey.
Then — " he turned to the monk and spoke passion-
ately— "then to Cornwall with utmost speed."
The monk looked at him anxiously, but did not
speak. Anguish glanced at the messenger, who by this
time seemed to have lapsed entirely into unconscious-
ness, and said in a low voice:
"Isoud calls me to come to her. She fears King
Mark, whose jealousy grows apace — and if her brother
is near her, she hopes to dull his suspicions. We will
leave this faithful man in some safe refuge, and then-
God grant we are in time."
The monk's heart gave a throb of joy. Anguish had
evidently no thought of leaving Brother Trestriste be-
hind.
"As thou wilt, my lord," he said.
A few hours later the two were galloping side by
side in silence. Suddenly Anguish spoke. "Camelot
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must wait," he said. "Isoud needs now my knight-
hood; and my lady — "
He paused. The monk answered softly:
"Thy lady, as I do, would bid thee go."
The night had been a dream of exquisite moonlight;
and as Anguish and the monk alighted in early morn
at the door of King Mark's castle, the cloudless sky was
paling into dawn's unearthly beauty. A sleepy porter
admitted them; and a messenger was sent to tell the
king and queen of their arrival.
Anguish and Brother Trestriste stood in the court-
yard waiting. The castle yet slept while the earth
awakened; and only the twitter of drowsy birds broke
the silence. Near by lay. Anguish knew, the garden
that Isoud loved. They could see from where they
stood the tops of the trees that bordered it; and ever
and anon the morning breeze swept through them with
a soft, long sigh.
As time passed, and the messenger did not return,
Anguish grew restless.
"I shall wait no longer," he said at last, his voice,
sharp with impatience, jarring on the quiet air. "Come,
brother, let us to Isoud's garden. I know the way.
There we will wait until the castle wakes; and then
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receive King Mark's ungracious welcome and Isoud's
loving greeting."
He started without more ado, and the monk followed
quietly. They passed from the courtyard into the gar-
den by means of a secret gate in the heavy wall, the
spring of which Anguish knew. In a moment they were
among the trees. Anguish led the way with surety.
"We will go to the sun-dial," he said. "Isoud loves
it well, and I have often sat with her near it. Then we
shall know, too, when it is time to return to the castle."
As they left the trees and entered the garden's
wilderness of bloom Anguish started.
"Isoud is already there," he said. He went a step or
two further; then paused. There were two figures by
the sun-dial.
He hesitated, then advanced slowly, the monk fol-
lowing. The glow of sunrise was just beyond the sun-
dial, and threw the outlines of Tristram and Isoud into
strong relief. Isoud's hands, clasped in Tristram's, were
held to his heart; her face was uplifted to his. As
Anguish came still nearer, Tristram bent to kiss her;
and on the instant she was in his arms.
"The stars have paled," Anguish heard him murmur;
"the cruel sun brings day."
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"Ah, no, night has fallen," she answered. "In its
gloom I rest till thou dost come back to me."
A twig snapped under Anguish's foot, and the two
started apart. On the instant another figure rose be-
hind them, dark and sinister against the sunrise light.
Tristram and Isoud did not see. Then of a sudden a
sword was driven vengefuUy from behind straight
through Tristram's body. He sank without a groan,
instantly killed; and King Mark stood frowning above
him.
Isoud, her eyes large, her face white, made no sound.
She stood staring at her dead lover, blind to all else.
Anguish ran towards her with a cry. Her eyes still
fixed on Tristram's face, she crept waveringly across
the narrow space that divided them; stood an instant
stiffly upright ; then suddenly fell prone across his body,
and with one great sob, gave forth her soul.
Tristram's harp, twined with red roses, lay on the
ground near by. King Mark seized it furiously, and
tore its strings asunder. They sounded jarring dis-
cords. Then with a savage laugh, he flung it down, and
crashed away through the bushes.
Anguish knelt, the tears streaming down his face.
He lifted the ruined harp, and touched it gently.
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"King Mark did well," he muttered. "No hand
could touch Tristram's harp into sweetness e'er again.'*
The day had fully dawned; and to welcome its
beauty the birds broke forth into musical, exultant
chorus. Thus in joy and life was sung the requiem of
Tristram and Isoud.
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A thunder-storm was raging when Anguish and
Brother Trestriste left King Mark's castle together.
The day of unearthly beauty upon which Tristram and
Isoud died had been succeeded on the following morn-
ing by a howling tempest which had lasted ever since.
Anguish, enduring King Mark's grudging hospitality,
had stayed long enough to see that his sister had all the
proper rites and that Tristram received honorable
burial. As in a dream he had performed his duties ; and
the ceremonies at last ended, he took to horse, despite
the yet raging storm.
The celebrant of Isoud's funeral mass had sung it
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tremulously and with tenderness. The priest was an
old man who had come with Isoud from Ireland, and
had known her as a child. A sterner man, or one who
had not known her, might have denounced her death
and its manner, and refused to give her Christicin burial.
But no one who knew Isoud could, it seemed, do other-
wise than love her.
In the raging storm, at length, monk and knight
rode away. They made their way rapidly, for the most
part in silence. They had fallen into the habit of silence,
these two, when alone together, oft understanding each
other without speech. But when for a day they had
ridden through the driving rain, and it still showed no
signs of abating,. Anguish spoke.
"How wild the night," he said, "how tempest-tossed
the forest! Methinks, perchance, that on the wings of
the storm ride the free spirits of Tristram and Isoud,
together now forever."
"It may be," answered the monk, lifting his pale face
to the tempest. "She is gone. Their two souls have
journeyed forth together. Wish them no better fate."
At morn the tempest broke. It chanced that at sun-
rise they reached the seaside; and dismounted to rest a
while before pursuing their journey further. As they
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waited in silence, looking out across the restless waves,
the monk suddenly touched Anguish upon the shoulder.
"See yonder, my lord, what vessel is that?" he said.
Anguish looked and started. A ship was sailing
towards them all covered with white samite so fast that
it seemed flying. Anguish crossed himself in the midst
of his forehead, incredulous joy upon his face.
"Fair Jesu," he breathed; "fair Jesu. hast thou
granted indeed to me, a sinful man — "
The ship came nearer, landed. It seemed steered
and sailed by invisible hands ; and in its midst Anguish
saw two knights, with faces familiar although not seen
for long. He fell upon his knees.
"Galahad and Percivale " he breathed. "Ah, gra-
cious Lord, what is this?"
The knights, also recognizing him, smiled in greet-
ing.
"Come with us. Anguish," they called to him. "Ye
be welcome. We have abiden you long. We marvel
how ye came hither but if Our Lord brought you hither
Himself."
"Certes, methinks He did," said Anguish half
aloud. He rose from his knees, as in a dream, and
crossing his hands on his breast, entered the ship. But
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his foot upon the deck, he turned and looked back.
Brother Trestriste had knelt upon the shore, and
waited motionless. Anguish looked wistfully from
him to the two knights.
"I may take with me this holy man who hath been
with me these many months throughout my quest?" he
said.
Percivale looked doubtful ; but Galahad replied :
"Nay, if the monk be worthy, and if it be God*s will
that he come with us, the vessel will wait his boarding
it. If not, it will go without him."
"Then if it be the latter," said Anguish suddenly
and strongly, "if it be the latter, ye sail also without
me."
"Come hither, my good brother," said Galahad
gently.
The monk rose, his face white and shining, his hands
crossed upon his breast, his eyes fixed upon Anguish in
passionate love and faith. The vessel waited motionless.
An instant later. Brother Trestriste knelt trembling in a
comer of the deck, and the white ship sped once more
across the restless sea.
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The three knights, Galahad, Percivale and Anguish,
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sat in the hall of the Castle of Carbonek at the table of
King Pelles. Through many strange adventures had
they come, much pain endured and noble deeds per-
formed, and now King Pelles received them with joy,
knowing that they had fulfilled the quest of the San-
greal.
No one was with them save King Pelles and his son,
and the monk. Brother Trestriste, kneeling humbly in
the corner of the hall. All were silent, all waiting in
great faith and lowliness, feeling that their quest was
nigh its close.
Anon, of a sudden, through the stillness, alit a voice
among them.
"They that ought not to sit at the table of Jesu
Christ arise, for now shall very knights be fed."
There was an instant's pause. The knights looked
from one to the other, and at King Pelles. The monk
made as if to rise; then sank back, bowing his head.
None moved further and the voice spoke again.
"There be two among you that be not in quest of the
Sangreal," it said. "Therefore depart ye."
King Pelles and his son arose softly, and left the
hall. They closed the door quietly behind them, and
again a great silence filled the place.
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Then, while they waited still, there grew gradually
throughout the vast spaces of the hall a soft and tender
light. With one accord the three knights fell upon
their knees. The light grew brighter, more pervading;
and suddenly in its radiance appeared four angels bear-
ing a chair in which sat the aged man of Anguish's
vision, clad in likeness of a bishop. Then the knights
saw the table of silver with the Sangreal upon it; and
around it the angels knelt. The Bishop knelt also, and
made signs as if he were going to the sacring of the
Mass. And at the Elevation they beheld a Figure in
the likeness of a child, bright and shining, which smote
itself into the Bread. When the Mass was ended the
aged man approached Sir Galahad, where he knelt with
the others, and kissed him.
*TKiss now thy fellows," he said; and Galahad
obeyed. Then the old man said, "Servants of Christ
Jesu, now ye shall be fed with such sweetmeats that
never knight tasted."
Then of a sudden he vanished. The knights knelt
still, in mingled dread and hope, and made their prayers.
And again they heard a Voice like none earthly —
"My knights, and my servants, and my true chil-
dren," it said, "which be come out of deadly sin into
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spiritual life, I will nov/ no longer hide me from you,
but ye shall see a part of my secrets and of my hidden
things. Now hold and receive the high meat which ye
have so much desired."
They felt, but saw not, a mysterious Presence in
their midst; the Holy Vessel moved towards them,
borne by invisible hands. The three knights waited in
ecstasy of faith. First Galahad received his Saviour;
then Percivale and Anguish. And when it was ended
they knelt still, caught away from earth for a little
space, and dwelling indeed in Paradise.
After a time the Voice spoke again.
"This night the vessel shall depart from this realm,
and nevermore be seen here. They of this land be
turned to evil living; wherefore I shall disherit them
of the honor which I have done them. Go ye all to-
morrow unto the sea, where ye shall find your ship
ready. One of you shall die in my service, but two of
you shall come again."
The Voice paused; and when once more it spoke, it
was in blessing. At the conclusion of the great Name
of the Trinity the three knights crossed themselves de-
voutly. The light grew brighter, more unearthly, blind-
ing in its radiance. The three knights bent their heads
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and closed their eyes. When, an instant later, they
opened them again the hall was empty and silent, and
gone the heavenly light.
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Launcelot stood at the door of his tent, his arms
folded, gazing quietly into space. Around him were
noise and turmoil; soldiers running to and fro on va-
rious camp duties, flinging rough jests at each other;
armed men clattering up and down on horseback and
on foot; all the numberless sights and sounds of prepa-
ration for battle. But from all this bustle Launcelot
seemed curiously remote. He alone was still amid the
tumult; he stood solitary, aloof from the crowd.
Of a sudden he saw the numberless groups around
him turn towards one centre. Idly his gaze followed
them; then, with an exclamation, he made a step for-
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ward. Coming through the throng he beheld a
knightly figure followed by a monk. This alone would
have been too common a sight to awaken the interest
of the camp; but as the two strangers pursued their
way Launcelot noticed that a curious hush fell upon
the multitude. Why? He at once recognized Anguish
of Ireland, grown older and more weary; the monk's
features he noted little ; but there was about both some-
thing that for an instant held the careless crowds in
awe. He saw one rough fellow cross himself. Another
fell upon his knees.
"Anguish," he cried, as the knight neared him, ex-
tending both hands, "Anguish, it has been long since I
have seen thee."
Anguish's face lit with pleasure. Launcelot noticed
that the bustle of the camp had renewed itself, now that
the strangers had passed. The three went within the
tent together.
"Ay, it has been many months," Anguish answered
simply; "and I have not come now to abide with thee.
Sir Launcelot. Afterwards — but now I am bound on a
quest."
He paused an instant; then added in a low voice:
" 'Tis the third quest on which I have been bound;
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eind God knoweth it means much to me. Sir Launcelot,
canst tell me aught of Lady Dieudonnee?"
Launcelot looked at him wonderingly, with some
reproach, and shook his head.
"I left her on our wedding-morn," said Anguish;
"and since then I have known naught of her. Now I
am newly come from witnessing Galahad's death, and
the departure of the Holy Vessel into heaven — "
Launcelot gazed at him in awe mingled with envy.
"Then hast thou achieved the Sangreal," he whis-
pered ; "and Galahad, my son, is dead. Oh, blessed are
ye both among men ! Oft have I sought to behold that
holy Vision, but dwelling in sin, I was not worthy."
"God granted it to me," said Angu'sh, reverently;
"and unto it I might not be disobedient; else should I
have long since sought my wife. Twice I have been on
my way to her; and both times — thou knowest, then,
naught of her?"
Launcelot's "Nay" was interrupted; for suddenly the
noisy camp was filled with an added tumult of laughter
and loud shouting. Launcelot, frowning, rose and
glanced without; then hastily beckoned to Anguish.
As they stood looking out together, they saw a
figure, familiar, although not seen for long, dancing
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fantastically towards them through the crowd. He was
tall and very thin, cind grimaced cheerfully at the
screaming people as he came. But ever and anon, he
seemed to stumble, and as he approached more nearly,
they saw that his face was drawn and pitiful despite the
jester's grin. Anguish cried out, "Dagonet!" and at the
name, the monk sprang up and looked out also at the
fantastic figure. In a moment Dagonet was at their
feet with the ghost of a chuckle.
"Good-morrow, good death," he muttered, as if
saluting one unseen. Then he drew a letter from his
bosom, and gave it to Launcelot.
"From the holy abbess Guenever at Almesbury," he
said; and grimaced again.
Launcelot, without a word, opened the letter quietly.
The jester sat back on his heels and grinned up at An-
guish and the monk.
"Thou hast seen much — and yet how blind thou
art !" he said to Anguish.
Anguish smiled.
"Thou speakest sooth," he said. "Would that my
eyes were keen enough to find one path for which my
spirit yearns — the way to my lady!"
He turned aside with a smothered groan. Launcelot
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was absorbed in his letter. For an instant the jester's
eyes inquired, the monk's appealing ones bade nay.
Launcelot folded the letter and sighed.
"I will answer send," he said slowly. "Tell me,
Dagonet, where is Arthur now?"
The jester shrugged.
"Who knows?" he said. "Mordred lords it on his
throne ; and for my Uncle Arthur — Sir Bedivere tells a
tale of a magic barge, and of queens therein, lamenting
sore, who carried away the king with them to dwell in
the Isle of Avilion and heal him of his grievous wound.
Would that he had taken me with him !" His voice fell
into a plaintive whine. "My Uncle Merlin, too, has
gone away forever into the forest shadows. I have not
been very merry lately with my Uncle Merlin and my
Uncle Arthur gone."
Launcelot set his lips. "Mordred must be pun-
ished," he said. "For that I make preparation."
"Where dwells Queen Guenever?" asked Anguish
abruptly, struck with a new thought.
"At Almesbury," answered Dagonet, clasping his
hands with an air of piety and rolling his eyes to heaven.
"She queens it no longer, but is a holy abbess. Thither
hath she fled with five of her ladies."
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"Ah !** said Anguish, with a sudden hope. He looked
at Dagonet eagerly. "Canst remember their names?"
he said.
Dagonet appeared stupid on the instant.
"They are dead to the world," he answered minc-
ingly ; "and their worldly names are dead with them."
"Dead to the world," repeated Anguish with a quick
fear. "Perchance then — " he looked at Launcelot. "I
will to Almesbury," he said. "Mayhap there I shall
learn tidings of my lady."
"It is well resolved," Launcelot answered gently.
Dagonet lay panting in a comer of the vessel, and
beside him knelt Brother Trestriste. The passage from
France to England had proved a stormy one; and An-
guish doubted much whether the enfeebled jester would
survive it. He had been very weak on reaching Launce-
lot*s camp, but he insisted on leaving it with them, and
on leaving it at once. Now it was near sunset, and an
hour more would see them safely landed on England's
coast.
Anguish stood with the steersman, his thoughts
with Dieudonnee. Strangely, he had no fear that he
would not find her at last. While dwelling with the
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Sangreal the accidents of earth had for a time so com-
pletely left his thought that he scarcely reckoned with
them now. He had been long on his way to her — ah,
she would know why, and forgive ! Neither Isoud's cry
for help nor the holy summons of the Sangreal would
she have had him ignore. She would understand. And
if in this life he might not reach her, then in eternity —
He looked at the feeble jester, and his thoughts took
a new turn. Alack, how sad a thing it was to see merri-
ment perish! He recollected Arthur's court in its
gaiety, now past; and it seemed to him that the dying
fool in faded motley represented its present desolation.
He turned and looked out sadly across the sea. Pres-
ently he heard the jester speak; but he did not catch
the words, nor the monk's reply.
"Oh, holy man, holy man, wilt hear my confession?"
was what Dagonet said. He smiled at Brother Tres-
triste whimsically. The monk flushed.
"I am no priest," he answered in a low voice.
"Confess then to me," said the jester. He lifted him-
self with an effort, and breathed softly in Brother Tres-
triste's ear. "Dear lady, is all well with thee?"
It was the first time he had put into words his knowl-
edge of her identity.
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For answer she looked at him steadily, gravely.
"He loves thee," Dagonet said low, voicing her ex-
pression. "'Tis enough. And now — out there across
the sea methinks one comes to meet me — fool skeleton
with grinning jaws — like me."
He wreathed his face into his customary grimace;
then the ghastly distortion died away, and he looked at
her quietly.
"Life's jest is ended," he said. "Lady, before I die,
wilt let me kiss thy hand — as if I were knight, not fool ?"
From his small gray eyes, for an instant, a soul
looked forth, pathetic and alone. Dieudonnee sobbed.
"Nay," she said. "Instead — this." And, with a
quick movement, she bent towards him impulsively, and
kissed him on the forehead.
His face fell into lines of peace; his eyes closed; he
sighed. Then of a sudden, ere she was aware, he stag-
gered to his feet, and pointed across the sea with a cry.
"My Uncle Arthur!" he called clearly. "My Uncle
Arthur ! Then thou hast not forgot me in that fair Isle
of Avilion ! Thou couldst not live e'en there without thy
poor fool to make thee merry ! I come, I come !"
He drew something from his breast with a quick
movement and flung it on the deck. The next instant he
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was poised lightly on the side of the vessel, his arms
stretched towards the western glow. Anguish rushed
towards him. Then — into the path of the sunset Dago-
net plunged, and the waves closed above him.
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Vespers were being sung when Anguish and the
monk reached Almesbury next day. A white-faced,
frightened novice admitted them, trembling when she
saw the mailed knight; and when asked whether they
might see the queen, nodded and said ay, at the con-
clusion of the service.
She came to them at length, moving as stately in her
nun's habit of black and white as formerly in her
queenly robes of divers shining hues. Anguish, who
had risen with the monk when he heard her approaching
footsteps, started as he saw her garb. It was true he
knew that she had retired to the cloister; but actually
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to see Laimcelot*s lady and Arthur's queen in the dull
colors of a heavenly bride gave him a strange feeling
betwixt surprise and pain. When the monk heard the
queen coming he slipped quietly behind the arras, where
he might see and not be seen. It seemed to him, watch-
ing Guenever keenly, that for an instant there flashed
across the queen's face, as she saw Anguish's involun-
tary start of surprise, a gleam of her old delight in the
power of her beauty.
"Prince Anguish!" said the queen, and the tears
rushed to her eyes. The monk remembered that they
ever had been wont to flow easily. "Come back after
all these years? Ah, there have been great changes —
where hast thou been?"
Anguish briefly recounted his adventures, purposely
omitting for the moment his recent interview with
Launcelot. When he mentioned his achievement of
the Sangreal the queen crossed herself piously and
lifted her beautiful eyes to heaven with a rapt look. An
instant later she inquired gently for Isoud. Anguish
frowned, sure that she must have heard of his sister's
end; but perforce he mentioned it briefly.
"She died in sin," Guenever murmured, bending her
head. She extended her hand to Anguish and lifted her
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tearful dark eyes to his. "My prayers and those of my
nuns shall bespeak daily hereafter the safety of her
soul."
Anguish did not touch her extended hand.
"I thank you, madam," he answered coldly. "It be-
hooves us all to pray for departed souls; and therefore I
pray for Tristram and Isoud; but methinks ^eir souls,
brave in love, stand as even a chance of winning heaven
as either mine or thine."
Involuntarily he put his hand into his breast. The
letter was there which Launcelot had sent in reply to
Guenever and which Dagonet had flung upon the deck
ere he leaped into the sea. But Anguish was not quite
ready to give it to the queen.
"And whither goest thou now, Prince Anguish?"
said the queen.
"I know not of a surety my future movements," he
answered evasively; then added with more eagerness
than he had displayed as yet, "Prythee, madam, of
your charity tell me one thing. Which of your ladies
are in attendance upon you here?"
The arras stirred slightly; but neither Anguish nor
Guenever observed the movement.
"There are five in the company," she answered with
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some surprise; "Lynette and Argente, Anglides and
Clarysyn and Feleloyle."
Anguish, hanging breathless on each name, sighed
with disappointment as she reached the last.
"Then," he said, looking appealingly at the queen,
"then, since she is not with thee, tell me, madam, where
is my wife, whom I left with thee at Camelot long since?
Thou wert wont to have her much about thee, since she
was of Cameliard, thy birthplace. Tell me, then, where
is Dieudonnee?"
The queen looked at him, startled, perplexed. In
her new habit of sanctity it came haltingly to her lips to
tell the old whim by which, mainly to rid herself of eyes
that she felt saw into her own soul too keenly, she had
sent his wife with him as a monk on a love journey.
Moreover, she had taken it for granted that the sex of
Brother Trestriste would be discovered shortly; nor
had she thought of the matter for many months, being
too busied with her own affairs. It flashed upon her
now that the monk might be dead, and if so. Anguish
might blame her for the death. She paltered with his
question.
"Hast never seen her since?" she said.
Anguish looked at her sharply.
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"Never," he said sternly. "Where is she?"
"I know not," said the queen, speaking truth.
Anguish made a step towards her; then restrained
himself. "Where didst last hear of her?" he said.
Again the queen hesitated. Brother Trestriste came
from behind the arras. At sight of him the queen gave
an exclamation of strong surprise. The monk's eyes
were fixed upon her, and compelled her as of yore.
"Where is my wife ?" repeated Anguish.
"Ask the monk," said Guenever, half fearfully, half
defiantly.
"The monk?" repeated Anguish questioningly.
Brother Trestriste put his hand on Anguish's shoul-
der with a light, tremulous touch.
"Thou hast never yet asked me," he said. "And I
could have counseled thee long since. Let us go to
Camelot, to the rose-bower. Perchance they are in
ruins; but there, I promise thee, thou shalt find thy
lady."
Anguish looked at him with incredulous joy.
"Speakest thou very sooth?" he said.
"I know whereof I speak," the monk answered.
"And I promise thee, thou longest not more to find thy
lady than she longs to be found."
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Anguish drew a long breath, and turned as if to go,
forgetful of all else. Then, suddenly recollecting him-
self, he drew from his breast Launcelot's letter and gave
it to the queen.
"Dagonet was its bearer," he said; "but Dagonet is
dead."
The queen, flushing with joy, opened the letter has-
tily. She did not heed the farewell of Anguish and the
monk. But ere they reached the door, the paper flut-
tered out of her hand, and Guenever sank crouching
above it, sobbing.
"Prayer — penance — this from thee, Launcelot?
Thou wilt avenge Arthur; and then — for thee also
a cloister and sin's atonement? Ah, Launcelot, Launce-
lot!"
They heard naught but her voice sobbing his name
as they went down the corridor. It echoed still in their
ears after they had mounted and ridden forth rapidly on
their way to Camelot.
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The Castle of Camelot, ruinous and deserted, lay
gray in the distance, and the sunset sky was red beyond.
Grass grew tall and wild on lawn and terrace, and owls
hooted dismally in the shaking towers. The rose-bower
was a ruined and trampled wreck, Mordred's hordes
having passed over it on their way to battle. Yet
around the stone bench upon which Dieudonnee had
sat when Anguish first told her of his love, the roses had
escaped the general ruin. Around it still twined the
creeping vines; and one bush, fair and perfect, yet
bloomed beside it, bearing roses of pure white. The
chapel bells chimed not, although it was the hour for
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Angelus. They hung in the castle, silent and deserted
like all else.
To the rose-bower at that time Anguish came with
faltering steps, and eyes expecting at once disappoint-
ment and fulfillment. At the castle gates, the monk had
left him bidding him go to the rose-bower, and await
his lady there. So amid the ruins. Anguish sought the
rose-bower, finding it a ruin also ; half dreading that his
high hopes would fall also ; yet with infinite faith in the
monk who had been his leal comrade through many
weary days.
He entered and seated himself on the stone bench;
sat there and waited, his eyes fixed upon the ruined cas-
tle, his heart beating with remembrance and hope. It
was the hour of Vespers ; but no bells now sounded their
invitation to benediction. In the rose-bower Anguish
presently knelt him down and with pure heart said his
Pater Noster and Ave Maria. Rising, he began a vesper
hymn of Whitsuntide — "O, gloriosa Domina!" He
paused. "Dieudonnee !" he whispered. Even as he
spoke, a rustle of leaves made him turn; and Dieudon-
nee parted the low screening branches.
Lightly as a bird coming back to her nest, she came
over the long grasses that had so trammeled his foot-
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steps. Without surprise he saw at last what he had so
passionately desired to see ; and she took the place that
was hers. As he held her in a long embrace, while
spirit spoke to spirit, the gray scarf about her head fell
back, and disclosed her golden hair in soft, short curls.
"When and why?" he asked, touching them gently.
"So long since I have forgotten when. And why?
For love of thee."
He kissed her, although he did not understand.
"Look," she went on, lifting her face to his ; "listen !
Seest thou not in mine eyes those into which thou hast
looked no long time since? Hearest thou not in my
voice tones which thou hast known many months?"
He looked at her searchingly, gravely, again
haunted by an elusive memory. She laughed, and put
her hand up to her short golden curls.
"They were black a little while ago," she said. "How
careful I have been to keep them covered since I began
to let them grow golden again, that thou mightst not
know too soon."
Still he looked puzzled; and she smiled up at him
with a hint of her old mockery.
"Anguish, Anguish, whom didst thou leave there at
the castle doors?"
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"Brother Trestriste," he answered, not yet under-
standing.
"Be not grieved," she said, smiling at him. "Brother
Trestriste is no more. I left what made him in a little
room back there in the castle, whose secret door none
knew save Queen Guenever and myself. There I put on
these garments which had been there since Dieudonnee
became — ah. Anguish, at last! To be so near these
years and yet thou didst know me not! I cannot tell
whether it was most pleasure or most pain. Hold me
closer. Ah, yes ! Now I know thou wilt never let me go."
"Not even to death," he murmured.
"Ah, no, not then," she answered clearly. "Death
cannot part us in our love's eternity."
They stood in silence for a moment. Ruin was about
them, death and desolation a recent memory, a near and
possible future. Still the roses bloomed, and in the
cloudless sky the moon was rising.
"Let me sit here," she went on, loosening her arms
from about his neck, "here on this stone bench where
first thou didst tell me — ^many flowers are dead and
withered. Anguish ; but here are white roses still ; white
roses for a bridal — for a burial — who knows? It mat-
ters not. We have found love."
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She looked up at him, her hands lightly clasped, her
great eyes sombre, yet at peace.
"I should have told thee at first," she said; "but it
was so beautiful to be loved. I had never been loved be-
fore. I wronged thee by my silence. But now I may tell
thee—"
He stayed her with a gesture.
"It needs not between thee and me — " he said. "I
do not seek to know. It is enough that I have found thee
again, and that I may take thee to my heart. Thou art
Dieudonnee, God-given, whom God to me has given at
last."
She looked up at him, and the old shadow came
again into her eyes. Then a smile drove it away for-
ever. He knelt beside her and kissed her hand.
"It has been worth the pains," she breathed.
A moment later, both rose.
"Let us go," she said. "Life is before us, perchance;
if not, eternity."
He looked up at the calm stars.
"I must again to Launcelot in France,** he said, "and
do there what devoirs may befall me. The land is un-
settled, dear; the times are wild and warlike. Once more
we go forth together, ignorant of what may come; only
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I know thee now for what thou art, perfect wife, perfect
love."
"As thou hast made me, dear my lord," she answered.
They stood an instant longer, side by side. Then
they went away together. A nightingale began to sing
suddenly in the silence.
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