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ANDOVER-HARVARD THEOLOGICAL 

LIBRARY 



GIFT OF 
ROBERT RAIBLE 




The Innumerable Company 



The 



Innumerable Company 



By 
David Starr Jordan 

President of Leland Stanford jr. University 




Boston 
American Unitarian Association 



PS 
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Copyright iSgS ' 
David Stair Jordan 

Copyright 1904 
American Unitarian AaaodatiM 



Tha UnrnraJty Preaa, Cambridge, U.S. A. 



To my Wife 

Jessie Knight Jordan 



When man shall rise to manhood's destiny* 
'When our slow-toddling race shall be full grown. 
Deep In each human heart a chamber lone 
Of holies, holiest shall btulded be, 
And each man for himself must hold the key* 
Each man must kindle bis own altar fires* 
Each burn an offering of bis own desires* 
And each* at last* bis own High Priest shall be! 



THERE was ojice a great mountain 
which rose from the shore of the 
sea, and on its flanks it bore a 
mighty forest The slopes of the moun- 
tain were green with soft grass and white 
and rosy with the flowers of spring* But 
beyond the crest the mountain grew 
harsh and wild, then ridges and gullies,, 
peaks and chasms, springs and torrents* 
Farther on lay a sandy desert, which 
stretched its monotonous breadth to the 
shore of a wide, swift river. What lay 
beyond the river no one knew, because 
its shores were always hid in azure 
mist. 

Year by year there came up from the 
shore of the sea an innumerable company 
of men and women* Each one must 
hasten over the green meadows to cross 
the mountain and the forest, faring onward 
toward the desert and the river. And this, 
was one condition of the journey, — that 
whosoever came to the river must breast 
its waters alone. Why this was so, no one 
could tell; nor did any one know aught of 
the land beyond. For of the multitude 



who had crossed the river not one had 
ever returned. 

As time went on, there came to be paths 
through the forest. Through its meadows 
no one seemed to need a path, ♦ ♦ ♦ but on 
the mountain to go without a guide seemed 
hopeless. Those who went first left traces 
to serve as guides for those coming after. 
Some put marks on the trees; some built 
little cairns of stones to show the way they 
had taken in going around great rocks. 
Those who followed found these marks 
and added to them. And many of the 
travellers left little charts which showed 
where the cliffs and chasms were, and by 
what means one could reach the hidden 
springs. So in time it came to pass that 
there was scarcely a tree on the mountain 
which bore not some traveller's mark; 
there was scarcely a rock that had not a 
cairn of stones upon it 

In early times there was One who came 
up from the sea and made the journey 
over the mountain and across the desert 
by a way so fair that the memory of it 
became a part of the story of the forest. 



iad Men spoke to one another of his way, and 
many wished to find it out, that haply they 

ths might walk therein* He, too, had left a 

ws Chart, which those who followed him had 

on carefully kept, and from which they had 

ted drawn help in many times of need 
xs The way he went was not the shortest 

a, way, nor was it the easiest The ways 

tSt that are short and easy lead not over the 

ty mountain* But his was the most repaying 

& way* It led by the noblest trees* the fairest 

Is outlooks* the sweetest springs* the greenest 

he pastures* and the shadow of great rocks in 

ed the desert* It was as if the breath of the 

yj fresh blooming meadows followed one all 

•a the way through the forest* And the chart 

4 of his way which he left was very simple 

io and very plain* — easy to understand* 

c« ! Even a child might use it* And indeed 

l there were many children who did so. 

On this chart were the chief landmarks 

g | of the region* — the mountain with its forest, 

y i the desert with its green oases* the flower- 

rt carpeted pastures of the high lands* the 

it \ paths to the hidden springs* But there 

t, were not many details* The old cairns 



were not marked upon it; and when two 
paths led alike over the mountain, there 
was no sign to show that one was to be 
taken rather than the other* Not muck 
was said as to what food one should take, 
or what raiment one should wear, or by 
what means one should defend himself* 
But there were many simple directions as 
to how one should act on the road* and by 
what signs he should know the right path* 
One ought to look upward* and not down- 
ward; to look for ward, and not backward; 
to be always ready to give a helping hand 
to his neighbor: and whomsoever one 
meets is one's neighbor* he said* 

As to the desert* one need not dread it ; 
nor should one fear the river* for the lands 
beyond it were sweet and fair* Moreover, 
one should learn to know the forest* that 
he might choose his course wisely* And 
this knowledge each one should seek for 
himself. For* as he said* "If the blind lead 
the blind* both shall fall into the ditch*" 

There were many who followed his 
way and gave heed to his precepts* The 
path seemed dangerous at times* especially 



--»**.- 



at the outset; for it by along dizzy heights, 
through tangled underwood, and across 
swollen torrents* But after a while all 
these were left behind* The way passed 
on between cleft rocks, into green pastures, 
and by still waters; and in the desert were 
sweet springs which gave forth abundantly, 
and about each spring the flowers sprang 
tip fast in their season* 

But some who tried to follow him said 
that his Chart was not explicit enough* 
Each step in the journey* they contended* 
should be laid out exactly; for to travel 
safely one should never be left in doubt* 

Now* it chanced that on the slope of the 
mountain there was a huge granite rock* 
which stood in the midst of the way* 
Some of the travellers passed to the right 
of it* while others turned to the left* 
Strangely enough* the Chart said noth- 
ing concerning this rock* No hint was 
given as to how one should pass by it* 

When they came to the rock* many of 
the travellers took counsel one of another* 
and at last a great multitude was gathered 
there* Which way had he taken ? For 



in the path he took they must surely go* 
Many scanned the rock on every side, to 
find if haply he had left some secret mark 
upon it* But they found none ; or, rather* 
no one could convince the others that the 
hidden marks he found were intended for 
their guidance* 

At nightfall, after much discussion* the 
old men in the council gave their decision* 
The safe way led to the right* So he 
who kept the Chart marked upon it the 
place of the rock, and he wrote upon the 
Chart that the one true path leads to 
the right* Henceforth each man should 
know the way he must go* 

Moreover, those who bore the records 
showed that this decision was justified* 
They wrote upon the Chart a long argu- 
ment* chain upon chain and reason upon 
reason* to prove that from the beginning 
it was decreed that this rock be the test 
of the destiny of every man* 

But in spite of argument* there were 
still some who chose the left-hand path 
because they verily believed that this was 
the only right way. They. too. justified 



their course by arguments, line upon line 
and precept upon precept And each band 
tried to make its following as large as it 
could* Some men stood all day by the 
side of the rock, urging people to come 
with them to the right or to the left* For* 
strangely enough, although each man had 
his own journey to make* and must cross 
the river at last alone* he was eager that 
all others should go along with him* 

And as each band grew larger* its 
members took pride in the growth of its 
numbers* In the larger bands* trumpets 
were blown* harps were sounded* and 
banners were waved in the wind* Those 
who walked shoulder to shoulder under 
waving flags* to the sound of trumpets* 
felt secure and confident* while those who 
journeyed alone seemed always to walk 
with fear and trembling* It was said in 
the old Chart that where two or three were 
gathered together on the way* strength 
and courage would be given them* But 
men could not believe this* and few had 
the heart to test whether it were true 
or no* 



So the bands went on to the right or 
to the left, each in its chosen path* But 
after they had passed the first great rock, 
they came to other rocks and trees and 
places of doubt* Other councils were 
held, and at each step there were some 
who would not abide by the decision of 
the elders* So these from time to time 
went their own ways* And they made 
new inscriptions on the Chart, and erased 
the old ones* each according to his own 
ideas* And there was much pushing and 
jostling when the bands separated them- 
selves one from another* 

At last one of the oldest travellers in 
the largest band — a man with a long 
white beard* and wise with the experience 
of years — arose and said that not in 
anger* nor in strife* should they journey 
on* Discord and contention arise from 
difference of opinion* Let all men but 
think alike* and they will walk in peace 
and harmony* Let each band choose a 
leader* Let him carry the Chart, and let 
him night and day pore over its precepts* 
No one else need distress himself* One 



i « 



had only to keep step on the road, and 
to follow whithersoever the leader might 
direct 

So the people chose a leader, — a man 
grave and serious, wise in the lore of the 
forest and the desert* He noted on the 
Chart each rock and tree, drawing in 
sharp outlines every detail in the only 
safe path* Moreover, all deviating trails 
he marked with the symbol of danger* 

And it came to pass that day by day 
other bands followed* and to them the 
Chart was given as he had left it* And 
these bands, too* chose leaders* whose 
part it was to interpret the Chart* But 
each one of these added to the Chart 
some better way of his own* some short 
cut he had found, or some new trail not 
marked with the proper sign of warning* 

And with all these changes and addi- 
tions, as time went on, the true way 
became very hard to find* At one point, 
so the story is told, there were twenty- 
nine distinct paths* leading in as many 
directions ; each of these* if the Chart be 
true* came to its end in some frightful 



chasm. With these there was a single 
narrow trail that led to safety; but no 
two leaders could agree as to which was 
the right trail One thing only was 
certain: the true way was very hard to 
find, and no traveller might discover it 
unaided 

And some declared that the Chart was 
complicated beyond all need* There was 
one who said, "The multiplication of 
non-essentials has become the bane of the 
forest." Even a little meadow which 
he had found, and which he called the 
" Saints' Rest/' was so entangled in paths 
and counter-paths that, once out of sight 
of it, one could never find it again. 

All this time there were many bands 
that wandered about in circles, finding 
everywhere cairns of stones, but no way 
of escape. Still others remained day after 
day in the shadow of great rocks, disput- 
ing and doubting as to how they should 
pass by them. There were arguments 
and precedents enough for any course; 
but arguments and precedents made no 
man sure. 



And it came to pass that most travellers 
followed the band they found nearest* At 
last, to join some band became their only 
care; and they looked with pity and dis- 
trust upon those who travelled alone* 

But the bands all made their way very 
slowly* No matter how wise the leader, 
not all were ready to move at once, and 
not all could keep step to the sound of 
even the slowest trumpet There was 
often much ado at nightfall over the pitch- 
ing of the tents* and many were crowded 
out into the forest* At times also* in the 
presence of danger* fear spread through 
the band, and many of the weaker ones 
were trampled on and sorely hurt* 

Then* too* as they passed through the 
rocky defiles* some of them lost sight of 
the banners* and then the others would 
wait for them* or perchance leave them 
behind* to struggle on as best they might 
without chart or guide* 

And there were those who spoke in 
this wise: "Many paths lead over the 
mountain* and sooner or later all come 
to the desert and the river* It does not 



matter where we walk; the question is* 
How? We cannot know step by step the 
way he went Let us walk by faith, as 
he walked If our spirit is like his, we 
shall not lack for guidance when we come 
to the crossing of the ways/' And so 
they fared on* But many doubted their 
own promptings* "Tell me, am I right ?" 
each one asked of his neighbor ; and his 
neighbor asked it again of him* And those 
who were in doubt followed those who 
were sure* 

So it came to pass that these who walked 
by faith likewise gathered themselves into 
great companies* and each company fol- 
lowed some leader* Some of these leaders 
had the gift of woodcraft* and saw clearly 
into the very nature of things* But some 
were only headstrong* and these proved to 
be but blind leaders of the blind* 

Then one said* " We must not be filled 
with our own conceit* but must humbly 
imitate him* We must try to work as he 
worked ; to rest as he rested ; to sleep as 
he slept* The deeds we do should be 
those he did* and those only* For on his 



Chart he has told us, not the way he went 
past rocks and trees, but the actions with 
which his days were filled" Then those 
who tried to do as he had done, moved by 
his motives and acting through his deeds, 
found the way wonderfully easy. The 
days and the hours seemed all too short 
for the joy with which they were filled. 

But, again, there were many who said 
that his directions were not explicit enough. 
The Chart said so little. "That we may 
make no mistake," they said, "we must 
gather ourselves in bands and choose lead- 
ers. We cannot act as he acted unless 
there is some one to show us how." 

Thus it came to pass that leaders were 
chosen who could do everything that he 
had done, in all respects, according to his 
method. And they added to the Chart 
the record of their own practices, — not 
only that " He did thus and so," but also, 
"Thus and so he did not do." "Thus 
and thus did he eat bread, and thus only. 
Thus and thus did he loose his sandals. 
In this way only gave he bread and wine. 
Here on the way he fasted; there he feasted. 



At this turn of the road he looked upward 
thus, shading his eyes with his hand Here 
he anointed his feet ; there his face wore a 
sad smile. Such was the cut of his coat; 
of this wood was his staff; of such a num- 
ber of words his prayer/' And many were 
comforted in the thought that for every turn 
in the road there was some definite thing 
which he had done, and which they, too, 
might perform* 

Thus the duties of every moment were 
fixed* But as the days went on these 
duties grew more and more difficult* No 
one had time to look at the rocks or trees; 
no one could cast his eyes over a noble 
prospect; no one could stop to rest by 
the sweet fountains or in the refreshing 
shadows* One could hardly give a mo- 
ment to such things* lest he should over- 
look some needful service* 

Then many lost heart* and said that 
surely he cared not for times and observ- 
ances* else he would have said more about 
them* When he made the journey* it was 
his chief reproach that he heeded not these 
things* With him* ceremony or observ- 



ance rose directly out of the need for it, 
each one as the need was felt To imitate 
him is to feel as he felt* With him feel- 
ings gave rise to word and action* " So 
will it be with us* It is not for us to imi- 
tate him in the fashion of his coat or the 
cut of his beard* He went over the road 
giving help and comfort* as the sun gives 
light or the flowers shed fragrance* all un- 
conscious of the good he did/' And in this 
wise did many imitate him* They turned 
aside the boughs of the trees* that the sun- 
shine of heaven might fall upon their neigh- 
bors* And* behold* the same sunshine 
fell upon them also* They removed the 
stones from the road* that others might not 
stumble over them; and others removed 
the stones from their way also* 

But many were still in doubt and hesi- 
tation* The record* they said* was not 
explicit enough* They counselled together* 
and gathered in bands* and chose leaders 
who should tell them how to feel* And 
the leaders gave close heed to all his feel- 
ings and to the times and seasons proper 
to each* Here he was joyous* and at a 



signal all the band broke into merry 
laughter* Here he was stern, and the mul- 
titude set its teeth* There he wept* and 
tears fell like rain from innumerable eyes* 

As time went on* repeated action made 
action easy* The springs of feeling were 
readily troubled* Still each one felt* or 
tried to feel* all that he should have felt 
No one dared admit to his fellows that 
his tears were a sham* his joy a pretence* 
his sadness a lie* But often* in the bottom 
of their hearts* men would confess with 
real tears that they had no genuine feeling 
there* 

Then the people asked for leaders who 
could bring out real feelings* And there 
arose leaders* who by terrible words could 
fill the hearts with fear ; by burning words 
could stir the embers of zeal; by the inten- 
sity of their own passions could fill the 
throng with pity ♦ with sorrow* or with in- 
dignation* And the multitude hung on 
their lips ; for they sought for feelings real 
and not simulated* 

But here again division arose; for not 
all were touched alike by those who had 



power over the hearts of men* Some fol- 
lowed the leader who moved them to tears; 
others chose him who filled them with fear 
and trembling* Still others loved to linger 
in the dark shadow of remorse* Some 
said that right emotions were roused by 
loud and ringing tones* Some said that 
the tones should be sad and sweet* 

Then there were some who said that 
feelings such as all these were idle and com- 
mon* When he trod the way of old* it 
was with radiant eyes and with uplifted 
heart* He saw through the veil of clouds 
to the glory which lay beyond* We follow 
him best when we too are uplifted* Now 
and then on the way come to us moments 
of exultation* when we tread in his very 
footsteps* These are the precious mo- 
ments; then our way is his way* In the 
rosy mists of morning we may behold the 
glory which encompassed him* In mo- 
ments of silent communion in the forest 
we may feel his peace steal over us* In 
the lilies of the field we find the perfection 
of his raiment* In the gentle rain that falls 
upon the just and the unjust we may know 



.».*. 



the soft pity of his tears. When the sun 
declines, its last rays touch with gold the 
far-off mountain-tops beyond the great 
river* 

And the uplifting of great moments, fill- 
ing the souls of men with peace that passeth 
understanding, came to many* As they 
went their way, this peace fell upon their 
neighbors also* And no man did aught 
to make them afraid* And others sought 
to go with these, and thus they became a 
great band* 

So they chose as their leaders those 
whose visions were brightest* And they 
made for themselves a banner like the 
white mist flung out from the mountain- 
tops at the rising of the sun* They spoke 
much to one another concerning the white 
banner and the peace which filled their 
souls* 

But as they journeyed along, the dust of 
the way dimmed the banner, and the bright 
visions one by one faded away* At last 
they came no more* 

Then the people murmured and called 
upon the leaders to grant them some 



brighter vision, something that all could 
see and feel at once, — some sign by which 
they might know that they were still in 
his way. "Cause that a path be opened 
through the thicket," they said, "and let 
a white dove come forth to lead us on ; or 
let the mists beyond the river part for a 
moment, that we may behold the far 
country beyond" 

And one of the leaders standing at the 
head of the column, clothed in the morn- 
ing light as with a garment, raised his 
staff high in the air. The sun's rays 
fell upon it, touching the morning mists 
with gold, and threw across them the 
long shadow of the upraised staff. The 
shadow fell far out across the plains, and 
about it was a halo of bright light And 
all the band looked joyfully at the vision. 
Adown the slope of the mountain and 
out into the plain they followed the way 
of the shadow. And all the time the 
white banner waved at the head of the 
column. The people said little to one 
another, but that little, was a word of 
praise and rejoicing. 



But it came to pass, as the day wore on, 
that the sun rose in the sky, and drew the 
mists up from the valley* With them 
vanished the long shadow of the staff, and 
in its place appeared the sandy plain* The 
feet of the people were sore with the rocks 
and stones* The air was thick with dust* 
Their hearts were uplifted no longer* In- 
stead they were filled with doubt and 
distress* 

And the people repined and murmured 
against their leader* But the leader said 
that all was well; even in the way he 
went there had been stones and hindrances* 
More than once had he carried a heavy 
burden along a dusty road But he never 
doubted nor complained, and so the radi- 
ance round about him never faded away* 

But all the more the people clamored for 
a sign* "Let the bright vision of the 
morning appear to us again*" At length, 
worn with much entreaty, the leader 
raised once more his staff above his head* 
The sun at noon fell upon it* But as the 
people gazed they saw no long line of 
radiance stretching out across the plains 



amid a halo of shining mist The 
shadow of the staff was a little shapeless 
mark upon the sand at their very feet 

Then the leader cast his staff away and 
went by himself alone, sad and sorrowful* 
That night, as he lay by the roadside, 
he looked upward to the clear, calm, 
honest stars* They seemed to say to 
him, "See all things as they really are* 
This was his way* 'In spirit and in 
truth' means in the light of no illusion* 
Not all the visions of mist or of sun- 
shine can make the journey other than 
it is/' 

So he came to look closely at all things 
on the road* Day by day he read the 
lessons of the desert and the mountain* 
He learned to know directions by the 
growth of the trees* By the perfume of 
the lilies he sought out the hidden springs* 
By the red clouds at evening he knew that 
the sky would be fair* By the red light in 
the morning he was warned of the coming 
storm. And there were many who fol- 
lowed him and his way, though he did not 
will it so. 



And he taught his companions, saying : 
" We must seek his way in the nature of 
the things that abide* To learn this nature 
of things is the beginning of wisdom* For 
day unto day uttereth speech* and night 
unto night showeth knowledge* The way 
of nature is solid* substantial* vast* and un- 
changing* He who walks in it stands 
secure* as in the shadow of a high tower 
or as if encompassed by a mighty fortress* 
The wisdom of the forest shall be granted 
to him who seeks for it with calm heart 
and quiet eye/* 

But among his followers there were 
many who were eager and would hasten 
on* and although they spoke much of the 
Nature of Things and of the Law of the 
Forest* they were contented with speaking* 
"The road is long," they said to them- 
selves, " and the hours are fleeting/' They 
had no time to contemplate the glory of 
the heavens* The beauty of the lilies fell 
on unobservant eyes. For all these things 
they trusted to the report of others. The 
words passed from mouth to mouth, losing 
ever a little of their truth. And in this 



wise the voice of wisdom was turned to 
the language of folly* For the nature of 
things is truth. But no man can find truth 
except he seek it for himself. And so they 
fared on, each well or ill, according to the 
truth to which his way bore witness. 

Meanwhile those who bore the white 
banner remained long in council. At last 
one remembered that it was written, "Faith 
without works is dead, being alone." And 
it was written again, " Those who follow 
me in spirit must follow me in spirit and 
in truth." The essence of truth lies not 
in thought or feeling, but must be ex- 
pressed in deeds. Right feelings follow 
right actions. Thus it was with him; thus 
wifl it be with us. 

Then they went their way together, 
doing good to one another. And each 
called his neighbor "brother ; " and some 
bore cups of cold water, and some balm for 
healing; some carried oil and wine and pots 
of precious ointment. To whomsoever 
they met they gave help and comfort. The 
hungry they fed. The thirsty were given 
drink. He who had fallen by the wayside 



was lifted up and strengthened, and the 
blessing of cleanliness was brought to him 
who lay in filth and shame* The blessing 
of him that was ready to perish came upon 
them, and the heart of the widow sang for 
joy* 

But soon those who were filled with zeal 
for good works were gathered together in 
great bands, and each band wished to 
magnify its work* In every way * to all 
men who asked, help was given* They 
searched out the lame and the blind* and 
brought them* that they might perforce be 
healed* Cup after cup of cold water was 
given to the little ones* even to those who 
might bring water for themselves* They 
cared for the wounded wayfarer long after 
his wounds were made whole* It was 
their joy to bathe his limbs in oil and wine* 
or to swathe them in fragrant bands* And 
the wayfarer ceased to bear his own tent 
or to seek his own raiment* What others 
would do for him* he need not do for 
himself* And those who did not help 
themselves lost the power of self-help* 
And those who had helped others over- 



much came themselves to need the help 
of others* 

At last the number of the helpless be- 
came so great that there was no one to 
serve them* Many waited day after day 
for the aid that never came* and they grew 
so weak with waiting that they could not 
take up their burdens* The little ones 
were thrust aside by the strong* and as the 
band went on many of them were forgotten 
and left behind* They fainted and fell by 
the healing springs* because there was no 
one to give them drink* and they could not 
help themselves* 

And the burden of the way grew very 
hard and grievous to bear* Then there 
were those who said that one cannot help 
another save by leading him to help him- 
self* All that is given him must he repay. 
Sooner or later each must bear his own 
burden* Each must make his own way 
through the forest in such manner as he 
may* 

So they turned back to the old Chart* 
They would read his words again* that 
they might be led to better deeds* In 



these words they found help and cheer* 
These words spake they one to another* 
They came like rain to a thirsty field, or 
as balm to a wound, or as good news 
from a far country* And there was won- 
derful consolation in the thought that for 
every step of the way he had spoken the 
right word 

So those who knew his words best were 
chosen as leaders* and great companies fol- 
lowed them* And as band after band 
passed along* his message sounded from 
one to another* His words were ever on 
their lips* Those who could run swiftly 
carried them far and wide* even into the 
depths of the forest* To those who were 
in sorrow they came as glad tidings of 
great joy* and beautiful upon the moun- 
tains seemed the feet of those who bore 
them* Wherever men were weary and 
heavy-laden* they were cheered by his 
promise of rest* 

But there were some who turned to his 
message only to gratify sordid hopes or 
vain desires* He who was lazy sought 
warrant for sleep* He who was covetous 



looked for gain* He who was filled with 
anger sought promise of vengeance* There 
were many who repeated his words for the 
mere words' sake. And there were some 
who used them in disputations about the 
way* And the words of help on the Chart 
they turned into words of command. Each 
one took these commands not to himself 
alone, but sought to enforce them upon 
others. "For it is our duty," they said, 
"to see that no word of his shall be un- 
heeded of any man." And many rose in 
resistance. And the conflicts on the way 
were fierce and strong; for with each 
different band there was diversity of inter- 
pretation. Thus the words of kindness 
became the voice of hate. 

And it came to pass that all along the 
way the green sward was red with the 
blood of wayfarers* Everywhere the leaves 
of the forest were trampled by struggling 
hosts* And "In his name" was the watch- 
word of each warring band. And each 
band called itself " his army." And who- 
soever bore the sword that was reddest, 
they called the "Defender of the Faith." 



They placed his name upon their battle- 
flags, and beneath it they wrote these fear- 
ful words, "In this sign conquer/' And 
each went forth to conquer his neighbor, 
and the wayfarer fled from the sight of 
their banners as from a pestilence* But 
" Conquer, conquer," was no word of his* 
He spoke not of victory ov'er others; only 
of conquest of oneself* He had said* "Re- 
sist not. but overcome evil with good/' 
And till all men ceased to resist and ceased 
to conquer* no one found himself in the 
right way* Then some one said: "By 
words alone can no one truly follow him* 
His words without his faith and love are 
like sounding brass or tinkling cymbal* 
Out of the abundance of the heart the 
mouth speaketh* When the heart is 
empty* the speech of the mouth is idle as 
the crackling of thorns beneath a pot/' 

And there appeared other bands from 
the number of those who had passed to the 
right of the first great rock; and seeing the 
tumult and confusion of the others* they 
said to themselves: "These are they who 
followed not us* We have chosen the 



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better part Our leader bears the only 
perfect Chart All other charts are the 
invention of men. In the right Chart there 
can be nothing false; in the others there 
can be nothing true* Those who have not 
the true Chart can never go right, not even 
for a moment For even good deeds done 
in the paths of evil must partake of the 
nature of sin. Straight is the way and 
narrow is the gate, but there is no safety 
except ye walk therein*" 

So they went on, stumbling ever along 
the rocky road, never resting, never mur- 
muring. " For the way at best is a vale 
of tears/ 9 said they. " and no one would 
have it otherwise. He found it thus in 
his time. He was ever a man of sorrows 
and acquainted with grief. More than all 
others had he suffered. It was his glory 
to be despised and rejected of men. For 
the greater the abasement, the greater the 
exaltation in the land beyond the river." 
So day by day they walked in the hardest 
part of the road. But they spoke often 
together of a land of pure delight, of sweet 
fields beyond the swelling floods, and of 



turf soft as velvet that rose from the river's 
bank* 

If perchance on the way they came to 
green pastures, they would hasten on, lest 
they should be tempted to rest before the 
day of rest was come* From sweet springs 
they turned aside* that theirs might be the 
greater satisfaction when they came to the 
sweetest springs of all* They shut their 
eyes to beauty and their ears to music* 
that the light and music of the unknown 
shore might burst upon them as a sudden 
revelation* They looked not at the stars* 
lest perchance these should declare a glory 
which was reserved for the land beyond 
the river* Dreary and harsh was the way 
they trod* But in its very dreariness they 
found safety* They sought no pleasure* 
they fought no battles* they wasted no 
time* In the pushing aside of all tempta- 
tion* the scorn of all beauty and idleness* 
they found delight* Against the strength 
of granite rock they set the force of iron 
will Withal* at the bottom their hearts 
were light with the certainty of coming joy* 
Even the multitude of conflicting paths 



gave them a peculiar satisfaction; for what- 
ever way they took was always the right 
way* 

But there were some among them who 
lost all heart* And they threw their charts 
away and set forth in disorder through the 
forest and up the mountain* Some of them 
came safely to the river* far in advance of 
the hands they had left behind* But to 
most the way was strange* and harder 
than of old* And as the journey wore on 
they began to hate the forest and all its 
ways* 

So they fared on* together or apart* in 
ever-deepening shadow* They distrusted 
their neighbors* They despised the joyous 
bands who trooped after their leaders with 
mouthing of verses and waving of flags* 
They were stirred by the sound of no 
trumpet They were deceived by no illu- 
sion of sunshine or of mist* They said: 
"We know the forest; no one knows it 
but ourselves* There is no future; there 
is no way; there is no rest ; there is no bet- 
ter country* The azure mists are shadows 
only* hiding some dreary plain* if haply 



they hide anything at all Evil is man; 
evil are all things about him. Love and 
joy, hope and faith, all these are but flick- 
ering lights that lure him to destruction* 
Vultures croak on the rocks* The foun- 
tains flow with ink* Danger lurks in the 
desert* The name of the river is Death," 
And when they came to the shore of 
the river they saw no rift in the clouds 
above it, for their eyes were filled with 
gloom* 

But as time passed on* the way of man 
grew brighter* whether he would or no* 
No day or hour was without its joy to 
him who opened his heart to receive it* 
And men saw that most of the difficulties 
and dangers of the way were those which 
they unwittingly had made for themselves 
or for others* Thus* as the road became 
more secure* it no longer seemed dreary or 
lonely* 

And so it came to pass at last that men 
ceased to gather themselves in great bands* 
Nor did they longer set store on the sound 
of trumpets or the waving of flags* The 
men who were wisest ceased to be leaders 



of hosts* They became teachers and help- 
ers instead 

And with all this a sure way was from 
day to day not hard to find Men fell into 
it naturally and unconsciously* And the 
ways which are safe are innumerable as 
the multitude of those that may walk 
therein* In my Father's house* so the 
Chart said* there are many mansions* and 
each mansion has its different setting* and 
diverse are the paths which lead to it 

And those who had gone by devious 
ways came from time to time together* 
Each praised the charms of the path he 
had taken* but each one knew that in other 
paths other men found as great delight* 
And as time went on many wise men 
passed over the way* and each in his own 
fashion left a record of all that had come to 
him* 

But the old Chart men kept in ever- 
increasing reverence* They found that its 
simple* honest words were words of truth, 
and whoso sought for truth gained with it 
courage and strength* But they covered 
it no longer with their own additions and 



interpretations. Nor did any one insist 
that what he found helpful to himself should 
be law unto others. No longer did men 
say to one another, "This path have I 
taken; this way must thou go" 

And some one wrote upon the Chart 
this single rule of the forest : "Choose thou 
thine own best way, and help thy neigh- 
bor to find that way which for him is 
best/ 9 But this was erased at last; for 
beneath it they found the older, plainer 
words which One in earlier times had 
written there, " Thy neighbor as thyself 9 * 



Men told me* Lord, it was a vale of tears 
Where Thou hast placed me, wickedness and woe 
My twain companions whereso I might go ; 
Thai I through ten and threescore weary years 
Should stumble on beset by pains and fears. 
Fierce conflict round me, passions hot within, 
Enjoyment brief and fatal but in sou 
When all was ended then should I demand 
Full compensation from thine austere hand; 
For, 'tis thy pleasure, all temptation past. 
To be not fust but generous ai last. 

Lord, here am I, my threescore years and ten 

All counted to the full; I f< oe fought thy fight, 

Crossed thy dark valleys, scaled thy rocks harsh height, 

Borne all the burdens Thou dost lay on men 

With hand unsparing threescore years and ten. 

Before Thee now Intake my claim, Lord, — 

What shall I pray Thee as a meet reward? 

I ask for nothing. Let the balance fall J 

All thai lam or know or may confess 

But swells the weight of mine indebtedness; 

Burdens and sorrows stand transfigured all; 

Thy hand's rude buffet turns to a caress. 

For Love, with all the rest. Thou gavest me here, 

And Love is Heaven's very atmosphere. 

Lo, I have dwelt with Thee, Lord. Let me die. 

I could no more through all eternity. 



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