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WANDERER;
OR,
FEMALE DIFFICULTIES.
BY
THE AUTHOR OF
EVELINA; CECILIA; and CAMILLA.
IN FIVE VOLUMES.
VOL. IIL
LONDON:
PRINTED FOR LONGMAN, HURST, REES, ORME, AND BROWN,
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THE
WANDERER
BOOK V,
CHAPTER XLI.
IT'ROM tlie time of this arrangement,
the ascendance which Mr, Naird
obtained over the mind of Elinor, by al-
.ternate assurances and alarms, relative
to her chances cf living to see Har-
leigli again, produced a quiet that gave
time to the drafts, which v\^ere adminis-
tered by the physician, to take effect,
and she fell into a profound sleep. This,
Mr. Naird said, might last till late the
next day ; Ellis, therefore, promising to
be ready upon any summons, returned to
her lodging.
VOL. III. B
( 2 >
*'lVliss Matson, now,; endeavoured' to
make some enquiriesj relativ^e to'the
ptiblfc suicide p^cjected, il' nQj> accom-
piished, by Miss^ Joddrel, wWch ^a^
the universal subject of conversation at
Brighthelmstone ; but when she found
it vain to hope for any details, she said,
^* Such accidents. Ma'am, make one
really afraid of one's life with persons
one knows nothing of. Fray, Ma'am, if it
is not impertinent, do you still hold to
your intention of giving up your pretty
apartment ?"
Ellis answered in the affirmative, de-
siring, with some surprise, to know,
-whether the question were in conse-
quence of any apprehension of a similar
event.
" By no means, Ma'am, from you,'*
«he replied ; *' you. Miss Ellis, who have
been so strongly recommended; and pro-
tected by so many of our capital gentry;
but what I mean is this. If you really
intend to take a small lodging, why
should tiot you have my little room
again lip stairs ?^aH twouji uqv ,dmi-
( 3 )
r :*' Is ifc not engaged to-tlielacly I.sa*.?
here this morning^'* f.^Q..
--Ki^JV Why that, Ma'am, is precisely the,
person I have upon my mind to speak
about. Why should I let her stay, whea
she's known to nobody, and is very bad
pay, if I can have so genteel a young
lady as you, Ma'am, that ladies in their
own coaches come visiting ?" fg^'^g y
Ellis, recoilmg from this preference,
littered words the most benevolent that
she could suggest, of the unknown per^
son v;ho had excited her compassion :
but Pvliss Matson gave them no atten-
tion. " When one has nothing better
to do with one's rooms, Ma'am,'^. she
said, " it's sometimes as v/ell, perhaps,
to let them to almost one does not know
tvho, as to keep them uninhabited ; be-
cause living in them airs them ; bat
-that's no reason for letting them to one's
own disadvantage, if one can do bettei.
Now this person here, Ma'am, besides
being poor, which, poor thing, may b^
she can'4: help ; and being a foreigner,
which, you know. Ma'am, is no great
u z
( 4 >
reconinaendatioiij^fTf- besides all this,
Miss Ellis, she has some very suspicious
ways with her, which I can't make out
at all ; she goes abroad in a morning,
Ma'am, by live of the clock, without
giving the least account of her haunts.
And that, Ma'am, has but an odd look
with it!*' ; ri oy-^Ci
" Why so. Miss Matson ? If she
takes time from her own sleep to enjoy
a little air and exei:Qis^,,.,wher.e. c^n be
the blame ?" hnj: w3JI it oltah ;
.L.^V Air and exercise. Ma'am ? People
that have their living to get, and that
a'n't worth a farthing, have other things
to think of than air and exercise! She
does not, I hope, give herself quile.sjucii
airs as those !" ^4 :^^rM .^'^trBlzil;
Ellis, disgusted, bid her good night;
and, filled with pity for a person who
seemed still more helpless and destitute
than herself, resolved to see her the
next day, and endeavour to offer her
some consolation, if not assistance.
Be/pr^, however, this pleasing project
couldi i)qYfiutoi«tQ;i;execution3 she was
( 5 )
igaift, nearly at day break, awakened by
a summons from Selina to attend her
sister, who, after quietly reposing many
hours, had started, and demanded Har-
leigh and Ellis.
Eilis obeyed the call with the utmost:
expedition, but met the messenger re-
turning to her a second time, as she was
mounting the street which led to the
lodging of Mrs. Maple, with intelligence
that Elinor had almost immediately
fallen into a new and sound sleep ; and
that Mr. Naird had ordered that no one
should enter the room, till she a^icain
awoke.
Glad of this reprieve, Ellis was turn*
ing back, when she perceived, at some
distance. Miss Matson's new lodger.
The opportunity was inviting for her
purposed otfer of aid, and she determined
to make some opening to an acquaint-
ance.
This was not easy ; for though the
light feet of Ellis might soon have over-
taken the quick, but staggering steps of
the apparently distressed person whom
B 3
i 6 J
slfe pursued. sHe bbserved Ker'irirb^^iTf'ii
State of perturbation ' tfia't' intimidat^cl
apprbaich, as ruucb asit awalceitiecl cbW-
c'ern/ Her haiidkercllief wiis held' 'tb
Iier face; though whether to conceal it, or
because she was weeping, could not rea-
dily be discovered: but her form and
air penetrated Ellis with a feeling and
an interest far beyond common 6uriio-
sity ; and she anxiously studied hbW
she might better behold, atitl 'hb'w
'address her. >io^q^^nu
The foreisjner w ent on her WtiV, Ibbk-
ing neither to the right u or t6' tM'left,
till she had ascended to the church-
yard upon the hill. There Stopping,
she extended her arms, seem.ing to hail
^ the fujl view of the Wide spreading
ocean"; or" rather, Ellis imagined, the
idea of her native landV'which she knew,
from that spot, to be its boundary. The
beauty of the early morning from that
height, the expansive view, impressive,
though calm, of the sea, and the awful
sohtude of the place^ wOJLtld hxi^e suffieed
to occupy the mind of Ellis, h^'d" it ilot
4'- -•
f 7 )
Ibe^a completely caught by the person
^yhom she followed -, and who now, in
the persuasion of being wholly alone,
gently murmured, " Oh ma chere pa-
tri^ I • — malheureuse, coupable, — mais
totijours chere patrie ! — nete reverrai>je
jamais !*' *
l, ,,.Her voice thrilled to the very soul of
Ellis, who, trembling, suspended, and
almost breathless, stood watching her
motions ; fearing to startle her by an
unexpected approach, and waiting to
catch her eye.
But the mourner was evidently with-
out suspicion that any one was in sight.
Grief is an absorber: it neither seeks
nor makes observation ; except where it
is joined with vanity, that always de-
sires remark ; or with guilt, by which
remark is always feared.
ElHs, neither advancing nor receding,
saw her next move solemnly forward, to
beujd.Qver a small elevation of earth.
* '«■ oil my ToVlar 6otintfyll-niiih%y^;g^1^^^^^
&^t for- ever loved country! — shall I never «f*e
B 4
( 8 )
encircled by short sticks, intersected
with rushes. Some of these, which
were displaced, she carefully arranged,
wdiile uttering, in a gentle murmur,
which the profound stillness of -all
around alone enabled Ellis to catch,
*^ Repose toi bien, mon ange ! mon en-
fant! le repos qui me fuit, le bonheur
que j'ai perdu, la tranquilite precieuse de
Fame qui m'abandonne — que tout cela
soit a toi, mon ange ! mon enfant ! Je
ne te rappelierai plus ici ! Je ne te rap-
pellerais plus, meme si je le pouvais.
Loin de toi ma malheureuse destinee !
je priai Dieu pour ta conservation quand
je tepossedois encore ; quelques cruelle's
que fussent tes souffrances, et toute im-
puissante que j'etois pour les soulager,
je priai Dieu, dans Tangoisse de mon
ame, pour ta conservation ! Tu n*est
plus pour moi — et je cesse de te reclamer.
Je te vois une ange ! Je te vois exempt
a jamais de douleur, de crainte^ de pauv-
rete et de regrets : te reclamerai-je,
done, pour partager encore mes malheurs?
'5T6n ! ne reviens plu§ a moi! Que j^
'( 9 )
te retrouve la — -ou ta felicite sera la
mienne! Mais toi, prie pour ta mal-
heureuse mere ! que tes innocentes
prieres s'nnissent a ses humbles suppli-
cations, pour que ta mere, ta pauvre
mere, puisse se rendre digne de te re-
joindre V *
How long these soft addresses, which
seemed to soothe the pious petitioner,
might have lasted, had she not been dis-
* '' Sleep on, sleep on, my angel child ! May
the repose that flies me, the happiness that I have
lost, the precious tranquillity of soul that has for-
saken me — be thine ! for ever thine ! my child ! my
angel ! I cease to call thee back Even were it in
my power, I would not call thee back. I prayed
for thy preservation, while yet I had the bliss of
possessing thee ; cruel as were thy sufferings, and
impotent as I found myself to relieve them, I
prayed, — in the anguish of my soul, — I prayed
for thy preservation ! Thou art lost to me now !—
yet I call thee back no more ! I behold thee an
angel ! I see thee rescued for evei* from sorrow,
from alarm, from poverty, and from bitter recollec-
tions; — and shall I call thee back, to partake again
my sufferings ? — No ! return to me no more ! There,
only, let me find thee, where thy felicity will be
be mine! — but thou! O pray for thy unhappy
mother ! Let thy innocent prayers be united to her
humble supplications, that thy mother, thy hapless
mother, may become worthy to Join thee ! "
turbed, is-uncertain rbut she;Wa^ startled
hy sounds of'i mor^ tumultuous sorj-QW ;
by sobs, rather than sighs, that seemed;
burtsing ibrth from mqre violent, at.
least, more sudden afflictioii. She lookedi
round, astonished j and saw Ellis leaning
over a monument, and bathed in tears, ol
P She arose, and, advancing towards-
her, said, in an accent of pity, " Helas^
Madame,, Y,ou?, ^ossi pkui^e^ /vay^iVptr^i
enfant ?'*^H-B ,-!----r:-r^:':i .^f'('...n^3■m^
^rffu Ah, mon amie! ma bien! awee*
amie !" cried Ellis, wiping her e^^es, hut\
vainly attempting to repress fresh tears Ip
'- t'ai-je cherchee, t'ai-je attendue, t'ai-je
si ardemment desiree, pour te retrouveri
ainsi ? pleurant sur un tombeau ? Et toiil;
— ne me rappelle tu pas? M 'a tu Oubhee?;
— Gabrieiie! ma chere Gabrielle !'" t >-
* " Alas, Madam ! are you, also, deploring the
loss of a child?" • ^ ' ''"■' '''■'■'
-\ ** Ah, my friend ! my muchloved friend [ have
I jBjoiight thee, have I akaited thee, have 1 1 ^o' ' fdr-
vently desired thy restordtion — - to find thee thi?^!?^.
Weeping over a^grhve ?". And thou -u- dost' thoU' n<^.>
recollect me ? Hast thou for^otte5«))m*^'? J-iiO^-'l
briella ! my loved Gabriejlaj! "
5
(: rr )
b^H Juste ceil^P^-iyxclaimed'tlilf S&iet^
H que vois-je ? Ma Jalie ! ma cher^^
ma tendre amie ? Est il bien vrar?— -OF
peut il etre vrai, qu'il y ait encore dtt^
bonheur ici bas pour moi ?^' * ^^
'A^ Locked in each other's arms, pressed
to each other's bosoms, they now re-
mained many minutes in speechless
agony of emotion, from nearly ovef-^
powering surprise, from gusts of un-
governable, irrepressible sorrow, and
heart-piercing recollections ; tliough
blended with the tenderest sympathy
o^'joy.
. This touching silent eloquence, these
unutterable conflicts between transport
and pain, were succeeded by a recipro-
cation of enquiry, so earnest, so eager,
so ardent, that neither of them seemed
to have any sensation left of self, from
excels of solicitude for the other 5 till
9vnn <
' ^ / **;Gracious heaven! what do I behold? My
JvH'iet I my tender friend ? Can it be real ? — 01?
c«in it,. indeed, be true,, that still any happiness ift/
left pn^arthfojjnel"3t >7ori; ?2iiH ^^tn J^Jfasai
C 12 )
Ellis, looking towards the little grave,
said, " Ah 1 que ce ne soit plus ques-
tion de moi ?'' *
" Ah, oui, mon amie,'* answered
Gabriella, " ton histoire, tes malheurs,
ne peuvent jamais etre aussi terribles,
aussi dechirants que les miens ! tu n'as
pas encore eprouve le bonheur d'etre
mere — comment aurois-tu, donc>
eprouve, le plus accablant des malheurs?
Oh ! ce sont des souffrances qui n'ont
point de nom j des douleurs qui rendent
nulles toutes autres, que la perte d'un
Etre pur comrae un ange, et tout a
soi!'' t
The fond embraces, and fast flowing
* ^' Ah! — upon me can you, yet, bestow a
thought?"
f " True, my dear friend, true ! thy history, thy
misfortunes, can never be terrible, never be lacerat-
ing like mine I Thou hast not yet known the bliss of
being a mother ; — how, then, canst thou have ex-
perienced the most overwhelming of calamities.! a
suffering that admits of no description ! a woe that
makes all others seem null — the loss of a being
p%ire, spotless as a cherub — and wholly our
own!"
( 13 )
tears of Ellis, evinced the keen sensi-
bility with which she participated in the
sorrows of this afflicted mother, whom
she strove to draw away from the fatal
spot; reiterating the most urgent en-
quiries upoa every other subject, to
attract her, if possible, to yet remaining,
to living interests. But these efforts
were utterly useless. " Restons, restons
ou nous sommes!" she cried: " c'est ici
que je te parlerai ; c'est ici que je
t'ecouterai; ici, ou je passe les seuls
momens que j'arrache a la misere, et au
travail. Ne crois pas que de pleurer
est ce qu'il y a le plus a craindre ! Oh !
qu'il ne t'arrive jamais de savoir que de
pleurer, merae sur le tombeau de tout ce
qui vous est le plus cher, est un soulage-
ment, un delice, aupres du dur besoin de
travailler, la mort dans le coeur, pour
vivre, pour exister, lorsque la vie a perdu
toutes ses charmes I" *
* " Here, here let us stay ! 'tis here I can best
to thee ! 'tis here, I can best listen ; — here,
where I pass every moment that I can snatch from
( 14 )
Seated thefts U|>0ti te^ ttt<}tiumei#
which was nearest to the httle grave^,^
Gabriella related the principal events of
her life, since the period of their separa-
tion. These, though frequently extra-*
ordinary, sometimes perilous, and always'
touchingly disastrous, she recounted
with a rapidity almost inconceivable;
distinctly, nevertheless, marking the
several incidents, and the courage with
which she had supported them : but
when, these finished, she 'entered Upon
the history of the rllness that had pre-
ceded the death of her little son, heil-
voice tremblingly slackened its v^locity^;
afid unconsciously lowered its tones;/
and, far from continuing with the same
quickness or precision, every circuin-
pi&tiury and labour ! Think not that to weep is what
is most to be dreaded ; oh never niayst thou learn, .
that to weep — though upon the tomb of all that
has been most dear to thee upon earth, is a solace,
13 a feeling of 'soft'ne^s^"ny.y of pl^asitr^, coiinpared
with the hard necessity of toihng,' when de^^th hits'
seized upon the vei-y fteart, merely to breathe, te '
exist, after life has lost all its charms Vf^'--*- a^-"^- '^
C 15 ),
stance was dwelt upon as momentous;
every recollection brought forth long
and endearing details ; every misfortune
seemed light, put in the scale with his
lo^S;;, every regret seemed concentrated.
ia his tomb ! ^ u-olhaq: H^mi j9moa\,^:iiin I) 10
i ; Six ; o'clock, and seven, had tolled
iHiheeded, during this afflicting, yet
soothing recital; but the eighth hour,
striking, Vi'hen the tumult of sorrow was
subsiding into the sadness of grief, the
sound caught the ear of Gabriella, who,
hastily risings exclaimed, '^ Ah;, voila
que je suis encore susceptible de plalsir,,
puisque ta societe m'a fait oublier les-
tristes et penibles devoirs, qui m'appelf;
lent a de3 taches qui — a peine — ai'emn:
pcjchentide mo\iY\v ;de i'i^iva.\'\S ^:\'hiA i.\i\i
At these words, all tiie fortitude
hitherto sustained by Juliet, — for the
borrowed -nam6 of Ellis will now be
h* u" ■ §1^ jf I '^V^ i^ot, still, .susceptible of pleasure !, ,
Thy sdipiety has made mo forget the, sad and painful^,
duties that call me hence, to. tasks that, snatch me,,.,
— with difficulty;;,---; fjoajpi p^ri^iingJ?y,f;^mine i'*" . ,.
( i6 )
dropt, — "Utterly forsook her. Torrents
of t&ars gushed from her eyes, and
lamentations, the bitterest, broke from
her lips. She could bear, she cried, all
but this; all but beholding the friend
of her heart, the daughter of her bene-
factress, torn from the heights of happi-
ness ^and splendour; of merited happi-
ness, of hereditary splendour ; to be
plunged into such depths of distress,
and overpowered with anguish.
" Ah! que je te reconnois bien a ce
trait!" cried Gabriella, while a tender
smile tried to force its way through her
tears : " cette ame si noble ! si inebra-
lable pour elle-meme, si douce, si com-
patissante pour tout autre ! que de sou-
venirs chers et touchans ne se presentent,
a cet instant, a mon coeur ! Ma chere
Juhe 1 il est bien vrai, done, que je te
vois, que je te retrouve encore ! et, en
toi, tout ce qu'il y a de plus aimable, de
plus pur, et de plus digne ! Comment
ai-je pu te revoir, sans retrouver la
felicite? Je me sens presque coupable
( 17 A)
de pouvoir t'embrasser, — et de pleurer
encore !'* *
Forcing herself, then, from the fatal
but cherished spot, she must hasten, she
said, to her daily labour, lest night
should surprise her, without a roof to
shelter her head. But Juliet now de-
tained her ; clung and wept round her
neck, and could not even endeavour to
resign herself to the keen woes, and
deplorable situation of her friend. She
had come over, she said, buoyed up
with the exquisite hope of joining the
darling companion of her earliest youth;
of sharing her fate, and of mitigating her
hardships : but this softening expecta-
* " Ah, how I know thee by that trait ! thy soul
so noble ! so firm in itself; so soft, so commiserat-
ing for every other! what tender, what touching
recollections present themselves at this instant to
my heart ! Dearest Juliet ! is it, then, indeed no
dream, that I have found — that I behold thee
again ? and, in thee, all that is most exemplary,
most amiable, and most worthy upon earth ! How is
it I can recover thee, and not recover happiness ?
I almost feel as if I were criminal, that I can em-
brace thee, — yet weep on ! "
( ^8 }
tioil was changed into despori4encey-i|T
discoveriiig her, thus, a prey to unmixt
calamity 5 not alone bowed down by the
general evils of revolutionary evea^ts ^
punished for plans in which ahe _ b?^d
borne no part, and for crimes of AKbiG^lji
she had not even any knowledge 5 — not
only driven, without oHence, or even-
accusation, from prosperity and honours,
to exile, to want, to misery, and to.
labour ; but suffering, at the same time,
the heaviest of personal afflictions, in the
immediate loss of a darling child; the
victim, in all probability, to a melancholy
change of life, and to sudden privation
of customary care and indulgence!
Tiie task of consolation seemed now
to devolve upon Gabrielia : the feelings
of Juliet, long checked by prudence, by
fortitude, by imperious necessity j and
kept in dignified but hard command;
, having once found a vent, bounded back
to natureand to truth, with a vivacity of
Jceen emotion that made them nearly un-
contrGll^blc, Nature and truth, —-.which
( '9 )
iftvambly retain an elastic poW'f?^^tI>At
rfo 'struggles eaii wholly siibdae j and that
jllways, however curbed, however op-
pressed, — lie in wait for opportunity to
spring back to their rights. Fler teais^
permitted, therefore, at length, to flow,
nearly deluged the sad bosom of her
friend. lU rnuty
^''' *^ Helas, ma Julie ! sceur de mon
ame!" cried Gabriella^ " ne t'abandonne
pas a la douleur pour moi ! inais paries
nioi, ma tendre amie, paries moi de ma
%sere ! Ou l*a tu quitte ? Et comment ?
Et a quelle epoque ? — La plus digne, la
'^Uis cherie des meres ! Helas ! eloignee
de nous deux, comment saura-t-elle se
resigtier a tant de malheurs ?*'*
Juliet uttered the tenderest assur-
ances, that she had left the Marchioness
, * ".Alas, my Juliet! sister of my soul! abandop.
not .thyself to sorrow for me ! but speak to me,
my tender friend, speak to me of my mother !
where didst thou leave her? And how? And at
what time? The most precious of mothers ! Alas I
SL^parated from us both, — how will she be able to
support sush acc^itnl*^atiort of misfortJines^!"
( 20 )
well ; and had left her by her own in-
junctions, to join her darling daughter ;
to whom, by a conveyance that had been
deemed secure, she had previously
written the plan of the intended journey;
with a desire that a few lines of direc--
tion, relative to their meeting, under
cover to L. S., to be left till called for,
might be sent to the post-offices both of
Dover and Brighthelmstone ; as it was
not possible to fix at which spot Juliet
might land. The initials L. S. had been
fixed upon by accident.
Filial anxiety, now, took place of
maternal sufferings, and Gabriella could
only talk of her mother ; demanding
how she looked, and how she supported
the long separation, the ruinous sacri-
fices, and the perpetual alarms, to which
she must have been condemned since
they had parted ; expressing her own
surprise, that she had borne to dwell
upon any other subject than this, which
now was the first interest of her heart ;
yet ceasing to wonder, when she con-
( 21 )
templatecl the fatal spot where her meet-
ing with Juliet had taken place.
Each, now, deeply lamented the time
and consolation that had been lost,
from their mutual ignorance of each
other's abode. Juliet related her fruit-
less search upon arriving in London ; and
Gabriella explained, that, daring three
lingering, yet ever regretted months,
she had watched over her dying boy,
without writing a single line ; to spare
her absent friends the knowledge of her
suspensive wretchedness. Since the
irreparable certainty which had followed,
she had -sent two letters to her beloved
mother, with ]]er address at Brighthelm-
stone; but both must have miscarried,
as she had received no answer. That
Juliet had not traced her in London was
little wonderful, as, to elude the curiosity
excited by a great name, she bad passed,
in setting out for Brighthelmstone, by a
common one. And to that change,
joined to one so similar on the part of
Juliet, it must have been owing that they
( 22 )
ha(i(:»evfir lizard of eaph ;Of:]iQ^^4hough
residents of the; same place. Juliet,
nevertheless, was astonished, in, defiance
of all alteration of attire and appearance,
that she had not instantly recognized
the air and form of her elegant and
high bred Gabriella. But, equally un-
acquainted with her indigence, .which
w^as the effect of sundry cruel accidents,
and with the loss of lier child 5 no ex-
pectation was awakened of finding her
either in so distressed or so solitary a
condition. Now, however, Jtdiet con-
tinued, that fortunately, though, alas!
not happily, they had met, they would
part no more. Juhet was fully at liberty
to go whithersoever her friend w^ould
lead, the hope of obtaining tidings qf
that beloved friend, having alone kep,t
her stationary thus long at Brighthelm-
stone ; where she could now leave the
address of Gabriella, at the post-office,
for their mutual letters : and, as insu-
pt^fable obstacles impeded belt i^ritlng
hc^i^QMi ii presenf, ^l^^Marchioxi'
( 23 )
fess,' Gatjirielfa liiight make known, in
a dm^ert manbef,- that they were toge-
thei", and were both safe. ^sr^i:>*ijtMV9ft
And why, Gabriella demanded, could
not Juliet write herself?
''''^'« Alas !'' Juliet replied, " I must not
even be named !" ^i^ii^iich.
ji'jfec £1^^ pour quoi ? — n'a-t-tu pas vu
fes parens ? — Pent on te voir sans
t^aimerf te connoitre sans te cherir? Non,
ina Julie, non ! tu n'a qn'a te montrer."*
Juliet, changing colour, dejectedly,
and not without confusian, besought her
friend, though for reasons that could
neither be assigned no-r surmounted, to
dispense, at present, with all personal
narration. Yet, upon perceiving the
anxious surprise occasioned by a request
^o' little expected, she dissolved into
tears, and offered every communication,
iii'preference to causing even transitory
pain to her best friend. --^-' ^-'-
.J'- , r f ■■fT
•n f jf I i^f ,s^nd why ? Jflast thou not seen thy relatioi>s?
-—Canst thou be seen, and not k)ved? — known,
ami not cherished? No, my Juliet, no 1 thou hast
only to appear !"
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« O loin de moi cette exigeance!*'
cried Gabriella, with energy, " Ne sais-je
pas bien que ton bon esprit, juste emule
de ton excellent cceur, te fera parler
lorsqu'il le faudra ? Ne me confierai-je
pas a toi, dont la seule etude est le
bonheur des autres?*'*
Juliet, not more penetrated by this
kindness, than affected by a facile resig-
nation, that shewed the taming effect of
misfortune upon the natural vivacity of
her friend, could answer only by caresses
and tears,
" Eh mon oncle?** continued Ga-
briella; '* mon tout-aimabie et si pieux
oncle ? ou est ilr'' *
" Monseigneur PEveque ?" cried Ju-
liet, again changing colour ; " Oh oui !
* " Oh far from me be any such insistence !
Know I not well that thy admirable judgment, just,
counterpart of thy excellent heart, will guide
thee to speak when it is right ? Shall I not entirely
confide in thee ? — In thee, whose sole study has
been always the good and happiness of others ? "
* " And my uncle ! My so amiable, so pious
uncle ? Where is he ? "
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tout-airaable ! sans tache et sans re-
proche ! — II sera bientot, je crois, ici ;
— ou j'aurois de ses nouvelles ; et alors
— ma destinee me sera connue !" *
A deep sigh tried to swallow these
last words. Gabriella looked at her, for
a moment, with re-awakened earnestn^ess,
as if repentant of her own acquiescence;
but the sight of encreasing disturbance
in the countenance of Juliet, checked
her rising impatience ; and slie quietly
said, " Ah! s'il arrive ici! — si je le
revois, — j'eprouverai encore, au milieu
de tant de desolation, un mouvement de
joiel — tel que toi, seule, jusqu'a ce mo-
ment, a su m'en inspirer I'^t
Juliet, with fond delight, promised to
* "My lord the Bishop? — Oh yes! yes! —
amiable indeed ! — pure ! — without blemish ! —
He will soon, I believe, be here ; or I shall have
some intelligence from him ; and then — my fate
will be known to me ! "
f '' Ah, should he come hither ! — should I be
blest again by his sight, 1 should feel, once mor ,
even in the midst of my desolation, a sensation of
joy — such as thou, only, as yet, hasi, o. en able to
re-awaken ! "
VOL. Ill, C
( 26 )
be governed wholly, in her future plans,
occupations, and residence, by her be-
loved friend.
*' C'est a Brighthelmstone, done,"
cried Gabriella, returning to the little
grave ; " c'est ici que nous demeurions !
ici, ou il me semble que je n'ai pas en-
core tout a fait perdu mon fils !"
Then, tenderly embracing Juliet,
** Ah, mon amiel" she cried, with a
smile that blended pleasure with agony ;
*^ ah, mon amie ! c'est a mon enfant que
je te dois! c'est en pleurant sur ses
Testes que je t'ai retrouvee ! Ah, ouiT*
passionately bending over the grave;
*' c'est a toi, mon ange ! mon enfant !
cfueje dois mon amie I Ton tombeau,
meme, me porte bonheur! tes cendres
veulent me benir 1 tes restes, ton ombre
veulent du bien a ta pauvre mere !" *
* *' 'Tis at Brighthelmstone, then, — 'tis here
that we must dwell ! Here, where I seem not yet,
entirely, to have lost my darling boy ! Oh my friend !
my dearest, best loved friend ! 'tis to him — to my
child, that I am indebted for seeing thee again
'tis in visiting his remains that I have met my Juliet !
( 27 )
With difficulty, now, Juliet drew her
away from the fond, fatal spot ; and
slowly, and silently, while clinging to
each other with heartfelt affection, they
returned together to their lodgings.
— Oh thou! my child! my angel! 'tis to thee^to
thee, I am indebted for my friend ! Even thy grave
offers me comfort ! even thy ashes desire to bless
me ! Thy remains, thy shadow, would do good,
would bring peace to thy unhappy mother !"
C 2
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CHAPTER XLII.
TJpLINOR, kept in order by a con-
tinual expectation of seeing Har-
leigh, ceased to require the presence of
Juliet J who, but for the sorrows of her
friend, would have experienced a felicity
to which she had long been a stran-
ger, the felicity of being loved because
known ; esteemed and valued because
tried and proved. The consideration
that is the boon of even the most gene-
rous benevolence, however it may soothe
the heart, cannot elevate the spirits :
but here, good opinion was recipro-
cated, trust was interchanged, confidence
was mutual.
The affliction of Gabriella, though of
a more permanent nature, because from
an irreparable cause, was yet highly
susceptible of consolation from friend-
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ship ; and when once the acute emotions,
arising from the tale of woe which she
had had to relate, at the meeting, were
abated, the charm which the presence of
Juliet dispensed, and the renewal of
early ideas, pristine feelings, and first
affections, soon reflected back their in-
fluence upon her own mind ; which
gradually strengthened, and insensibly
revived.
Juliet immediately resigned her large
apartment, and fixed herself in the small
room of Gabriella. There they settled
that they would live together, work to-
gether, share their little profits, and en-
dure their failures, in common. There
they hoped to recover their peace of
mind, if not to re-animate their native
spirits 5 and to be restored to the har-
mony of social sympathy, if not to that
of happiness.
Yet, it was with diflSculty that they
learnt to enjoy each other's society, upon
such terms as their altered condition
( 3° )
ndw exacted ; where the eye must never
be spared from laborious business, to
search, or to reciprocate a sentiment, in
those precious moments of endearing
converse, which, unconsciously, swell
into hours, ere they are missed as mi-
nutes. Their intercourse was confined
to oral language alone. The lively intel-
ligence, the rapid conception, the arch
remark, the cordial smile ; which give
grace to kindness, playfulness to coun-
sel, gentleness to raillery, and softness
even to reproach ; these, the expressive
sources of delight, and of comprehen-
sion, in social commerce, they were fain
wholly to relinquish ; from the hurry of
unremitting diligence, and undivided
attention to manual toil. ^
Nevertheless, to inhale the same air,
and to feel the consoling certitude, that
they were no longer cast wholly up-
on pity, or charity, for good opinion.
Were blessings that filled their thoughts
with gratitude to Providence, and
C 31 v
brought back calm and comfort to their
minds. ■- si«v*. • ,
Still, at every sun-rise, Gabriella visit-
ed the ashes of her little son ; where
she poured forth, in maternal enthu-
siasm, thanks and benedictions upon his
departed spirit, that her earliest friend,
the chosen sharer of her happier days,
was restored to her in the hour of her
desolation ; and restored to her There, —
on that fatal, yet adored spot, which
contained the ever loved, though lifeless
remains of her darling boy.
Juliet, in this peaceful interval, learnt,
from the voluble Selina, all that had
been gathered from Mrs. Golding rela-
tive to the seclusion of Elinor.
Elinor had travelled post to Ports-
mouth, whence she had sailed to the Isle
of Wight. There, meeting with a foreign
servant out of place, she engaged him
in her service, and bid him purchase
some clothes of an indigent emigrant.
iShe then dressed herself grotesquely
c 4
( 32 )
yet, as far as she could, decently, in
man's attire ; and, making her maid
follow her example, returned to the
neighbourhood of Brighthelmstone, and
took lodgings, in the character of a
foreigner, who was deaf and dumb, at
Shoreham ; where, uninterruptedly, and
unsuspectedly, she resided. Here, by
means of her new domestic, she obtained
constant intelligence of the proceedings
of Juliet ; and she was no sooner in-
formed of the musical benefit, in which
an air, with an harp-accompaniment,
was to be performed by Miss Ellis, then
she sent her new attendant to the as-
sembly-room, to purchase a ticket.
Golding, who went thither with the
lackey, met Harleigh in the street, as
he was quitting the lodgings of Juliet.
The disguise of the maid saved her
from being recognised j but her tidings
set h r mistress on fire. The moment
seemed now arrived for the long-destined
catastrophe; and the few days preceding
C 33 )
the benefit, were spent in its prepara-
tion. Careless of what was thought,
Elinor, had since, casually, though not
confidentially, related, that her intention
had been to mount suddenly into the
orchestra, during the performance of
Juliet; and thence to call upon Harleigh,
whom she could not doubt would be
amongst the audience; and, at the instant
of his joining them, proclaim to the
whole world her immortal passion, and
expire between them. But the fainting
fit of Juliet, and its uncontrollable effect
upon Harleigh, had been so insupport-
able to her feelings, as to precipitate her
design. She acknowledged that she had
studied how to die without torture, by
inflicting a wound by which she might
bleed gently to death, while indulging
herself, to the last moment, in pouring
forth to the idol of her heart, the fond
effusions of her ardent, but exalted
passion.
The tranquillity of Elinor, built upon
c 5
( 34 )
false expectations, could not be long
unshaken : impatience and suspicion
soon took its place, and Mr. Naird was
compelled to acknowledge, that Mr.
Harleigh had set out upon a distant
tour, without leaving his address, even
at his own house ; where he had merely
given orders that his letters should be
forwarded to a friend.
The rage, grief, and shame of the
wretched Elinor, now nearly destroyed, in
a moment, all the cares and the skill of
Mr. Naird, and of her physician. She
impetuously summoned Juliet, to be
convinced that she was not a party in
the elopement ; and was only rescued
from sinking into utter despair, by adroit
exhortations from Mr. Naird, to yield
patiently to his ordinances, lest she
should yet die without a last view of
Harleigh. This plea led her, once more,
though w^ith equal disgust to herself and
to the whole world, to submit to every
medical direction, that might give her
sufficient strength to devise means for
( 35 )
her ultimate project; and to put them
into practice.
Mr. Naird archly confessed, in pri-
vate, to Juliet, that the real danger or
safety of Miss-Joddrel, so completely
hung upon giving the reins, or the curb,
to her passions, that she might, without
much difficulty, from her resolution to
die no other death than that of heroic
love, in the presence of its idol, be spur-
red on, while awaiting, or pursuing, its
object, to the verge of a very comfortable
old age.
He acknowledged himself, also, se-
cretly entrusted with the abode of Mr.
Harleigh.
Ehnor, when somewhat calmed, de-
manded of Juliet when, and how, her
meetings with Harleigh had been re-
newed.
Juliet recounted what had passed ;
sparing such details as might be hurtful,
and solemnly protesting that all inter-
course was now at an end.
With a view to draw Elinor from this
c 6
( 36 )
agitating subject, she then related, at
full length, her meeting, in the church-
yard, with the friend whom she had so
long vainly sought.
In a short time afterwards, feeling
herself considerably advanced towards a
recovery, Elinor, impetuously, again
sent for Juliet, to say, " What is your
plan ? Tell it me sincerely ! What is
it you mean to do ?"
Juliet answered, that her choice wa3
small, and that her means were almost
null : but when she lamented the severe
DIFFICULTIES of a FEMALE, who, without
fortune or protection, had her way to
make in the world, Elinor, with strong
derision, called out, " Debility and
folly! Put aside your prejudices, and
forget that you are a dawdling woman,
to remember that you are an active
human being, and your female diffi-
culties will vanish into the vapour of
which they are formed. Misery has
taught me to conquer mine ! and I am
now as ready to defy the world, as the
( 37 )
world can be ready to hold me iip to
ridicule. To make people wise, you
must make them indifferent j to give
them courage, you must make them
desperate. 'Tis then, only, that we
throw aside affectation and hypocrisy,
and act from impulse.^'
Laughing, now, though with bitter-
ness, rather than gaiety, " What does the
world say," she cried, "to find that I
still live, after the pompous funeral ora-
tions, declaimed by myself, upon my
death? Does it suspect that I found
second thoughts best, and that I delayed
my execution, thinking, like the man in
the song,
That for sure I could die whenever I would,
But that I could live but as long as I could ?
" Well, ye that laugh, laugh on ! for I,
when not sick of myself, laugh too !
But, to escape mockery, we must all be
guided one by another ; all do, and all
say, the very same thing. Yet why ?
Are we alike in our thoughts ? Are we
( 38 )
alike in our faces ? No. Happily, how-
ever, that soporiferoLis monotony is be-
ginning to get obsolete. The sublimity
of Revolution has given a greater shake
to the minds of men, than to the king-
doms of the earth.'*
After pausing, then, a few minutes,
^' Ellis," she cried, " if you are really
embarrassed, why should you not go
upon the stage ? You know how tran-
scendently you act."
" That which might seem passable in
a private representation/' Juliet an-
swered, " might, at a public theatre — '*
" Pho, pho, you know perfectly well
your powers. But you blight them, I
suppose, yourself, with anathemas, from
excommunicating scruples? You are
amongst the cold, the heartless, the un-
o-Ifted, who, to discredit talents, and
render them dangerous, leave their
exercise to vice, by making virtue fear
to exert, or even patronize them ?'*
" No, Madam, indeed," cried Juliet:
" I admire, most feelingly, the noble
( 39 )
art of declamation: — how, theiij can I
condemn the profession which gives to
it Hfe and soul ? which personifies the
most exalted virtues, which brings be-
fore us the noblest characters, and makes
us witnesses to the sublimest actions?
The stage, well regulated, would be the
school of juvenile emulation ; would
soothe sorrow in the unhappy, and afford
merited relaxation to the laborious.
Reformed, indeed, I wish it, and purified ^
but not destroyed.'^
tc Why, then, do you disdain to w^ar
the buskins ?"
" Disdain is by no means the word.
Talents are a constant source to me of
delight ; and those who, — rare, but in
existence, — unite, to their public exer-
cise, private virtue and merit, I honour
and esteem even more than I admire j
and every mark I could shew, to such,
of consideration, — were I so situated a*
to bestow, not require protection ! — I
should regard as reflecting credit not on
them, but on mvself."
( 40 )
" Pen and ink !" cried Elinor, impa-
tiently : " I'll write for you to the
manager this moment! — "
" Hold, Madam !" cried Juliet smiling:
<« Much as I am enchanted with the art,
I am not going to profess it ! On the
contrary, I think it so replete with
dangers and improprieties, however
happily they may sometimes be com-
batted by fortitude and integrity, that,
when a young female, not forced by
peculiar circumstances, or impelled by
resistless geniits, exhibits herself a will-
ing candidate for public applause ; —
she must have, I own, other notions, or
other nerves, than mine !"
" Ellis, Ellis! you only fear to
alarm, or offend the men — who would
keep us from every office, but making
puddings and pies for their own precious
palates i — Oh woman ! poor, subdued
woman! thou art as dependant, mentally,
upon the arbitrary customs of man, as
man is, corporally, upon the established
laws of his country !'*
( 41 )
She now grew disturbed, and went on
warmly, though nearly to herself.
" By the oppressions of their own
statutes and institutions, they render us
insignificant ; and then speak of us as if
we were so born ! But what have we
tried, in which we have been foiled ?
They dare not trust us with their own
education, and their own opportunities
for distinction : — I except the article of
%hting ; against that, there may, per-
haps, be some obstacles : but to be con-
demned, as weaker vessels in intellect,
because, inferiour in bodily strength and
stature, we cannot cope with them as
boxers and wrestlers ! They appreciate
not the understandings of one another
by such manual and muscular criterions.
They assert not that one man has more
brains than another, because he is taller ;
that he h endowed with more illus-
trious virtues, because he is stouter.
They judge him not to be less ably
formed for haranguing in the senate ;
for administering justice in the courts
of law ; for teaching science at the
6
( 42 )
universities, because he could ill resist
a bully, or conquer a footpad ! No ! —
Woman is left out in the scales of human
merit, only because they dare not weigh
her !'*
Then, turning suddenly to Ellis,
" And you, Ellis, you!" she cried,
" endowed with every power to set
prejudice at defiance, and to shew and
teach the world, that woman and man
are fellow-creatures, you, too, are coward
enough to bow down, unresisting, to
this thraldom ?*'
Juliet hazarded not any reply.
" Yet what futile inconsistency dis-
penses this prejudice ! This Woman,
whom they estimate thus below, they
elevate above themselves. They require
from her, in defiance of their examples !
— in defiance of their lures ! — angelical
perfection. She must be mistress of her
passions; she must never Hsten to her
inclinations ; she must not take a step
of which the purport is not visible; she
must not pursue a measure of which she
cannot publish the motive ; she must
1 1
C 43 )
always be guided by reason, though
they deny her understanding ! — Frank-
ness, the noblest of our qualities, is her
disgrace ; — sympathy, the most exqui-
site of our feelings, is her bane ! — "
She stopt here, conscious, colouring,
indignant, and dropt the subject, to say,
** Tell me, I again demand, what is it
you mean to do ? Return to your con-
cert-singing and harping ?'*
" Ah, Madam,'* cried Juliet, re-
proachfully, " can you believe me not
yet satisfied with attempting any sort of
public exhibition ?
" Nay, nay," cried Elinor, resuming
her careless gaiety, " what passed that
evening will only have served to render
you more popular. You may make
your own terms, now, with the managers,
for the subscription Avill fill, merely to get
a stare at you. If I were poor myself, I
would engage to acquire a large fortune,
in less than a week, by advertising, at
two-pence a head, a sight of the lady
that stabbed herself,"
( 44 )
" What, however/' she continued,
" is your purpose? Will you go and
live with Mrs. Ireton ? She is just come
hither to give her favourite lap-dog a six
weeks' bathing. What say you to the
place of her toad-eater? It maybe a
very lucrative thing ; and I can procure
it for you with the utmost ease. It is
commonly vacant every ten days. Be-
sides, she has been dying to have you in
her toils, ever since she has known that
you spurned the proposition, when it
was started by Mrs. Howel."
Juliet protested, that any species of
fatigue w^ould be preferable to subser-
vience of such a sort.
" Perhaps you are afraid of seeing
too much of Ireton r Be under no ap-
prehension. He makes it a point not to ^
visit her. He cannot endure her. Be-
sides, 'tis so rustic, he says, to have a
mother !"
Juliet answered, that her sole plan,
now, was to be guided by her friend.
" And who is this friend? Is sjie of
( 45 )
the family of the Incognitas, also ? What
do you call her ? — L. S. ?"
Juliet only replied by stating their
project of needle-work.
Elinor scoffed the notion ; affirming
that they would not obtain a morsel of
bread to a glass of water, above once in
three days. She felt, nevertheless, suffi-
cient respect to the design of the noble
fugitive, to send her a sealed note of
what she called her approbation.
This note Juliet took in charge. It
contained a draft for fifty pounds.
Ah, generous Elinor ! thought Juliet,
tears of gratitude glistening in her eyes :
what a mixture of contrasting qualities
sully, and ennoble your character in
turn ! Ah, why, to intellects so strong,
a heart so liberal, a temper so gay, is
there not joined a better portion of judg-
ment, a larger one of diffidence, a sense
of feminine propriety, and a mind rec-
tified by religion, — not abandoned,
uncontrolled, to imagination ?
Gabriella, though truly touched by a
( 46 )
generosity so unexpected, declined ac-
cepting its fruits; not being yet, she
said, so helpless^ however poor, as to
prefer pecuniary obligation to industry*
She would leave, therefore, the donation,
for those who had lost the resources of
independence which she yet possessed — ^
youth and strength.
The tender admiration of Juliet for-
bade all remonstrance, and excluded
any surprise. She well knew, and had
long seen, that the distress which is the
offspring of public calamity, not of pri*
vate misfortune, however it may ruin
prosperity, never humbles the mind.
* Gabriella, in a letter of elegant ac-
knowledgements, to obviate any accu-
sation of undue pride, solicited the
assistance of Elinor, in procuring orders
for embroidery, amongst the ladies of her
acquaintance*
Elinor, zealous to serve, and fearless
to demand, instantly attacked, by note or
by message, every rich female at Brigbt-
helmstone^ urging the generous, and
( 47 )
shaming the niggardly, till there was
scarcely a woman of fortune in the place,
who had not given, or promised, a com-
mission for some fine muslin-work.
The two friends, through this com-
manding protection, began their new
plan of life under the most favourable
auspices; and had soon more employ-
ment than time, though they limited
themselves to five hours for sleep ;
though their meals were rather swallow-
ed than eaten ; and though they allowed
not a moment for any kind of recrea-
tion, of rest, or of exercise > save the
sacred visit, which they unfailingly made
together, at break of day, to the little
grave in the church-yard upon the hill.
Yet here first, since her arrival on the
British shores, the immediate rapturous
moment of landing, and the fortnight
passed with Lady Aurora Granville ex-
cepted, here first sweet contentment,
soft hopes, and gentle happiness visited
the bosom of Juliet. No privation was
hard, no toil was severe, no application
was tedious, while the friend of her
( 48 )
heart was by her side ; whose sorrows she
could mitigate, whose affections she
could share, and whose tears she could
sometimes chace.
But this relief was not more exquisite
than it was transitory ; a week only had
passed in delicious repose, when Gabri*
ella received intelligence that her hus-
band was taken ill.
Whatever was her reluctance to quit-
ting the spot, where her memory was
every moment fed with cherished recol-
lections, she could not hesitate to de-
part; but, when Juliet, in consonance
with her inclination and her promise,
prepared to accompany her, that hydra-
headed intruder upon human schemes
and desires. Difficulty, arose, in as
many shapes as she could form projects,
to impede her wishes. Money they had
none : even for the return to town of
Gabriella, her husband was fain to
have recourse for aid to certain admir-
able persons, whose benevolence had
enabled her, upon the illness of her son,
to quit it for Brighthelmstone : and, in
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( 49 )
a situation of indigence so obvious,
could they propose carrying away with
them the work with which they were
entrusted? Juliet, indeed, had still
Hadeigh's bank notes in her possession ;
but she turned inflexibly from the temp-
tation of adopting a mode of conduct,
which she had always condemned as
weak and degrading ; that of investing
circumstance with decision, in conscien-
tious dilemmas.
These terrible obstacles broke into all
their plans, their wishes, their happi-
ness ; involved them in new distress, de-
luged them in tears, and, after every
effort with which ingenious friendship
could combat thern, ended in compelling
a separation. Gabriella embraced, with
pungent affliction, the sorrowing Juliet;
shed her last bitter tears over the grave
of her lost darling, and, by the assistance
of the angelic beings* already hinted at,
whose delicacy, whose feeling, whose
* Residing in, and, — in 1795 ! — at the foot of
Norbury Park.
V0,L, III. D
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respect for misfortune, made their bene-
ficence as balsamic to sensibility, as it
was salutary to want, returned alone to
the capital. -a 2[^;c| /^ p
Juliet thus, perforce, remaining^ and
once again left to herself, was nearly
overwhelmed with grief at a stroke so
abrupt and unexpected ; so ruinous to her
lately acquired contentment, and dearly
prized social enjoyment. Yet she suffered
not regret and disappointment to con-
sume her time, however cruelly they
preyed upon her spirits, and demolished
her comfort. Solitarily she continued
the employment which she had socially
begun; but without relaxing in diligence
and application, without permitting her-
self the smallest intermission that could
be avoided : urged not alone to maintain
herself, and to replace what she had
touched of the deposit of Harleigh, but
excited, yet more forcibly, by the fond
hope of rejoining her friend ; to which
she eagerly looked forward, as the result
and reward of her activity and labour. ^
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bii^il . .ill (Sniji'ioiairn loi josqe^i
CHAPTER XLIIL
T EFT thus to herself, and devoted to
incessant work, Juliet ne'iit, had the
vexation to learn, how inadequate for
entering into any species of business was
a mere knowledge of its theory*
She had concluded that, in consecrat-
ing her time and her labours to so
simple an employment as needle-work,
she secured herself a certain, though an
hardly earned maintenance: but, as her
orders became more extensive, she found
that neither talents for what she under-
took, nor even patronage to bring them
into notice, was sufficient ; a capital also
was requisite, for the purchase of frames,
patterns, silver and gold threads, span-
gles, and various other articles j to pro-
cure which, she was forced, in the very-
commencement of her new career,
again to run in debt.
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( 52 )
Alas! she cried, where business is not
necessary to subsistence, how little do
we know, believe, or even conceive, it's
various difficulties ! Imagination may
paint enjoyments ; but labours and
hardships can be judged only from ex-
perience !
She was equally, also, unprepared for
continual and vexatious delays of pay-
ment. Her work was frequently, when
best executed, returned for capricious
alterations ; or set apart for some distant
occasion, and forgotten; or received and
worn, with no retribution but by pro-
mise. Even the few who possessed
more consideration, seemed to estimate
her time and her toil as nothing, because
she was brought forward by recommen-
dation ; and to pay debts of common
justice, with the parade of generosity.
Yet, vanity and false reasoning set
apart, the ladies for whom she worked
were neither hard of heart nor illiberal ;
but they had never known distress ! and
were too light and unreflecting to weigh
( 53 )
the circumstances by which it might be
produced, or prevented.
To save time, and obviate innumerable
mortifications, Juliet, at first, employed
a commissioner to carry home her work,
and to deliver her bills ; but he re-
turned always with empty messages,
that if Miss Ellis would call herself, she
should be paid. Yet when, with what*
ever reluctance, she complied, she was
ordinarily condemned to wait in pas-
sages, or anti-chambers, for whole hours,
and even whole mornings ; which were
commonly ended by an excuse, through
a footman, or lady's maid, that Lady or
Miss such a one was too much engaged,
or too much indisposed, to see her till
the next day. The next day, when,
with renewed expectation, she again
presented herself, the same scene was
re-acted ; though the passing to and
fro of various comers and goers, proved
that it was only to herself her fair cre»
ditor was invisible.
^ 3
( 54 )
"Nevertheless, if she mentioned that
she had some pattern, or some piece of
work, finished for any other lady to
exhibit, she was immediately admitted ;
though still, with regard to payment,
she was desired to call again in the
evening, or tlie next morning, with a
new bill ; her old one happening, iin-
Juckily, to be always lost or mislaid ;
and not seldom, while stopping in an
anti-room, to arrange her packages, she
heard exclamations of " How amaz-
ingly tiresome is that Miss Ellis ! pester-
ing one so, always, for her money 1"
Is it possible, thought Juliet, that com-
mon humanity, nay, common sense,
will not tell these careless triflers, that
their complaint is ^ lampoon upon them-
selves ? Will no reflexion, no feeling
point out to them, that the time which
they thus unmercifully waste in humiliat-
ing attendance, however to themselves
it m.ay be a play-thing, if not a drug, is,
to those who subsist but by their use of
it, shelter, clothing, and nourishment r
( 55 )
If sometimes, in the hope of exciting
more attention from this dissipated set,
^he ventured to drop a mournful hint,
that she was a novice to this hard kind
of life ; the warm compassion that
seemed rapidly kindled, raised expecta-
tions of immediate assistance ; but the
emotion, though good, took a direction
that made it useless ; it merely played
about in exclamations of pity ; then
blazed into curiosity, vented itself in
questions. — and evaporated.
ii?She soon, therefore, ceased all at-
tempt to obtain regard through personal
representations ; feeling yet more mor-
tified to be left in passages, or recom-
mended to domestics, after avowing
that her lowly state was the effect of
misfortune ; than while she permitted it
to be presumed, that she had nothing to
brook but what she had been born and
bred to bear.
Some, indeed, while leaving tlieir own
just debts unpaid and unnoticed, would
have collected, from their friends, a few
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( 56 )
straggling half-crowns ; but when Juliet^
declining such aid, modestly solicited
her right, they captiously disputed a bill
which had been charged by the strictest
necessity; or offered half what they
would have dared propose to any ordi-
nary and hired day-jobber. And what-
ever admiration they bestowed upon the
taste and execution of work prepared
for others, all that she finished for them-
selves, was received with that wary pre-
cursor of under-valuing its price, con-
tempt; and looked over with fault-finding
eyes, and unmeaning criticism.
Yet, if the following day, or even the
following hour, some sudden invitation
to a brilliant assembly, made any of these
ladies require her services, they would
give their orders with caressing solicita-
tions for speed ; rush familiarly into her
room, three or four times in a day, to
see how she went on ; supplicate her to
touch nothing for any other human be-
ing; load her with professions of regard;
confound h^r with hurrying entreaties j
( 57 )
shake her by the hand; tap her on the
shoulder ; call her the best of souls ;
assure her of their eternal gratitude ; and
torment her out of any time for sleep or
food : — yet, the occasion past, and
the work seen and worn, it was thought
of no more! Her pains and exertions,
their promises and fondness, sunk into
the same oblivion ; and the commonest
and most inadequate pay was murmured
at, if not contested.
Now and then, however, she was sur-
prised by sudden starts of kindness, and
hasty enquiries, eagerly made, though
scarcely demanding any answer, into her
situation and affairs ; followed by draw-
ing her, with an air of confidence, into a
dressing-room or closet : — but there,
when prepared for some mark of favour
or esteem, she was only asked, in a
mysterious whisper, whether she could
procu'e any cheap foreign lace, or French
gloves ? or wh.ether she could get over
from France, any particularly delicate
paste for the hands.
^ 5
( 58 )
To ladles and to behaviour of this
<^ast, there were, however, exceptions y
especially amongst the residents of the
place and it's neighbourhood, who were
not there, like the visitors, for dissipa-
tion or irregular extravagance, that,
alternately, causes money to be loosely
squandered, and meanly held back.
But this better sort was rare, and sufficed
not to supply employment to Juliet for
her maintenance, though the most par-
simonious. Nor were there any amongst
them that had the leisure, or the dis-
cernment, to discover, that her mind
both required and merited succour as^
much as her circumstances.
Yet there was the seat of w^hat she
had most to endure, and found hardest
to sustain. Her short, but precious
junction with her Gabriella, gave poig-
nancy to every latent regret, and added
disgust to her solitary toil. Thoughts
uncommunicated, ideas unexchanged,
fears unrevealed, and sorrows unpartici-
pated, infused a heaviness into her ex-
( 59 )
istence, that not all her activity in
business could conquer ; while slackness
of pay, by rendering the result of her
labours distant and precarious, robbed
her industry of cheerfulness, and her
exertions of hope. With an ardent love
of elegant social intercourse, she was
doomed to pass her lonely days in a
room that no sound of kindness ever
cheered; with enthusiastic admiration of
the beauties of Nature, she was denied
all prospect, but of the coarse red tilings
of opposite attics : with an innate taste
for the fine arts, she was forced to exist
as completely out of their view or know-
ledge, as if she had been an inhabitant
of some unciviHzed country : and fellow-
feeling, that most powerful master of
philanthropy! now taught her to pity
the lamentations of seclusion from the
world, that she had hitherto often con-
temned as v/eak and frivolous ; since
now, though with time always occupied,
and a mind fully stored, she had the
bitter self-experience of the weight of
D 6
( 6o )
solitude without books, and of the
gloom of retirement without a friend.
During this period, the only notice
that she attracted, was that of a gouty
old gentleman, whom she frequently met
upon the stairs, when forced to mount
or descend them in pursuit of her fair
heedless creditors. She soon found, by
the manner in which he entered, or
quitted, at pleasure, the apartment
that she had recently given up, that
he was her successor. He was evidently
struck by her beauty, and, upon their
first meeting, looked earnestly after her
till she was out of sight ; and then, de-
scended into the shop, to enquire who
she was of Miss Matson, Miss Matson,
always perplexed what to think of her,
gave so indefinite, yet so extraordi-
nary an account, that he eagerly await-
ed an opportunity of seeing her again.
Added examination was less calculated
to diminish curiosity, than to change it
into pleasure and interest; and soon,
during whole hours together, he perse-
16
( 6i )
veringly watched, upon the landing-
places, for the moriients of her going
out, or coming back to the house ; that,
while smiling and bowing to her as she
passed, he might obtain yet another, and
another view of so singular and so lovely
an Incognita.
As he annexed no fixed idea himself
to this assiduity, he impressed none
upon Juliet ; who, tliough she could
not but observe it, had a mind too much
occupied within, for that mental listiesa-
ness that applies for thoughts, conjec-
tures, or adventures from without.
Soon, however, becoming anxious to
behold her nearer, and, soon after, to
behold her longer, he contrived to place
himself so as somewhat to obstruct,
though not positively to impede, her
passage. The modest courtesy, which
she gave to his age, when, upon her ap-
proach, he made way for her, he pleased
himself by attributing to his palpable
admiration ; and his bow, which had
always been polite, became obsequious 5
( 62 )
and his smile, which had always spoken
pleasure, displayed enchantment.
Still, however, there was nothing to
alarm, and little to engage the attention
of Juliet 5 for though ostentatiously
gallant, he was scrupulously decorous.
His manners and deportment were old-
fashioned, but graceful and gentleman-
like 5 and his eyes, though they had
lost their brilliancy, were still quick,
scrutinizing, and, where not softened by
female attractions, severe.
One day, upon her return from a
fruitless expedition, as fearfully, while
ascending the stairs, she opened a paper
that had just been delivered to her in
the shop, her deeply absorbed and per-
plexed air, and the sigh with which she
looked at its contents, induced him,
with heightened interest, to attempt
following her, that he might make some
enquiry into her situation. He had
discerned, as she passed, that what she
held was a bill ; he could not doubt her
poverty from her change of apartment ;
( 63 )
and he wished to oiFer her some assist-
ance : but finding that he had no chance
of overtaking her, before she reached
her chamber, he gently called, " Young
lady !" and begged that she would stop.
With that alacrity of youthful purity,
which is ever disposed to consider age
and virtue as one, she not only complied,
but, seeing the difficulty with which he
mounted the stairs, respected his infir-
mities, and descended herself to meet
him, and hear his business.
To a younger man, or to one less
experienced, or less sagacious, this ac-
tion might have appeared the effect of
forwardness, of ignorance, or of levity ;
but to a man of the world, hackneyed
in it's ways, and penetrating into the
motives by which it is ordinarily influ-
enced, it seemed the result of innocence
without suspicion ; yet of an innocence
to which her air and manner gave a
dignity that destroyed, in its birth, all
interpretation to her disadvantage. His
purse, therefore, which already he held
( 64 )
in his handj he felt must be offered with
more delicacy than he had at first sup-
posed to be necessary; and, though he
was by no means a man apt to be embar-
rassed, he hesitated, for a moment, how
to address a forlorn young stranger.
That moment, however, sufficed to
determine him upon making an apology,
with the most marked respect, for the
liberty wdiich he had taken in claiming
her attention. The look with which
she listened rewarded his judgment : it
expressed the gratitude of feelings to
which politeness was a pleasure 5 but
not a novelty.
" I think— I understand. Ma'am,"
he then said, " you are the lady who
inhabited the apartment to which, most
unworthily, I have succeeded ?"
Juliet bowed.
" I am truly concerned. Ma'am, at a
mistake so preposterous in our destinies,
so diametrically in opposition to our
merits, as that which immures so much
beauty and grace, which every one must
( 65 )
Wish to behold, in the attics ; while so
worn-out, and good-for-nothing an old
fellow as I am, from whom every body
must wish to turn their eyes, is perched,
full in front, and precisely on the very
spot so every way your superiour due.
Whatever wicked Elf has done this deed,
I confess myself heartily ashamed of my
share in its operation 5 and humbly
ready, should any better genius come
amongst us, with a view to putting things
into their proper places, to agree, either
that you should be lodged, in the face of
day, in the drawing-room, and I be
jammed, out of sight, in the garret ;
or — that you should become gouty and
decrepit, and I grow suddenly young
and beautiful."
Juliet could not but smile, yet waited
some explanation without speaking.
Charmed with the smile, which his
own rigid features imqnediately caught,
" I have so frequently," he continued,
*' pondered and ruminated upon the
good which those little aerial beings I
( 66 )
speak of might do ; and the wrongs
which they might redress ; were they
permitted to visit us, now and then, as
we read of their doing in days of yore ;
that, sometimes, I dream while wide
awake, and fancy I see them ; and feel
myself at the mercy of their antic cor-
rections ; or receive courteous presents,
or wholesome advice. Just this mo-
ment, as you were passing, methought
one of them appeared to me !*'
Juliet, surprised, involuntarily looked
round.
" And it said to me, * Whence happens
it, my worthy antique, that you grow
as covetous as you are rich ? Bear, for
your pains, the punishment due to a
miser, of receiving money that you must
not hoard ; and of presenting, with your
own avaricious hand, this purse to the
fair young creature whose dwelling you
have usurped ; yet who resides nearest
to those she most resembles, the gods
and goddesses.' "
■ f rWith these words, and a low bow, he
( 67 )
would have put his purse into her liand;
but upon her starting back, it dropt at
her feet.
Surprized, yet touched, as well as
amused, by a turn so unexpected to his
pleasantry, Juliet, gracefully restoring,
though firmly declining his offer, ut-
tered her thanks for the kindness of his
intentions, with a sweetness so unsuspi-
cious of evil, that they separated with
as strong an impression of wonder upon
his part, as, upon her's, of gratitude.
Anxious to relieve the perplexity thus
excited, and to settle his opinion, he
continued to watch, but could not again
address her ; for aware, now, of his
purpose, she fled down, or darted up
stairs, with a swiftness that defied pur-
suit; yet with a passing courtesy, that
marked respectful remembrance.
Thus, in a life of solitary hardship,
with no intermission but for mortify-
ing disappointment, passed nearly three
weeks, when Juliet found, with affright
and astonishment, that all orders for
( 68 )
work seemed at an end. It was no
longer the season for Brighthelmstonej
whose visitors were only accidental
stragglers, that, here to-day, and gone
to-morrow, had neither care nor leisure
but for rambling and amusement. The
residents, though by no means incon-
siderable, were soon served ; for Elinor
was removed to Lewes, and her influ-
ence was lost with her presence. Some
new measure, therefore, for procuring
employment, became necessary j and
Juliet, once more, was reduced to make
application to Miss Matson.
In passing, therefore, one morning,
through the shop, with some work pre-
pared for carrying home, she stopt to
open upon the subject ; but the appear-
ance of Miss Bydel at the door, induced
her, with an hasty apology, to make an
abrupt retreat ; that she might avoid an
encounter which, with that lady, was
always irksome, if not painful, from her
unconstrained curiosity ; joined to the
grossness of her conceptions and remarks.
( ^9 )
CHAPTER XLIV.
TULIET5 in remounting the stairs, was
stopt, by her new acquaintance, before
the door of his apartment.
" If you knew," he said, " how des-
pitefuliy I have been treated, and how
miserably black and blue I have been
pinched, by the little Imp whose offer
you have rejected, sleep would fly your
eyes at night, from remorse for your
hardness of heart. Its Impship insists
upon it, that the fault must all be mine.
What ! it cries, would you persuade
me, that a young creature whose face
beams with celestial sweetness, whose
voice is the voice of melody, whose eyes
have the softness of the Dove's "
Juliet, though she smiled, would have
escaped ; but he told her he must be
heard.
" Would you persuade me, quoth my
( 7<» )
sprite, that such an angelic personage,
would rather let my poor despised coin
canker and rust in your miserly coffers,
than disperse it about in the world, in
kind, generous, or useful activity ? No,
my antique, continues my little elf,
you have presented it in some clumsy,
hunchy, awkward mode, that has made
her deem you an unworthy bearer of
fairy gifts ; and she flies the downy
wings of my gentle succour, from the
fear of falling into your rough and un-
cooth claws."
Juliet, who now, through the ill-
closed fingers of his gouty hand, dis-
cerned his prepared purse, seriously
begged to decline this discussion.
" What malice you must bear me !"
he cried. " You are surely in the pay
of my evil genius ! and I shall be whipt
with nettles, or scratched with thorns,
all night, in revenge of my failure ! And
that parcel, too, — which strains the
fine fibres of your fair hands, — cast it
but down, and millions of my little elves
( 71 )
will struggle to convey it safely to your
chamber/' ^^|j lovq *:; J-- -
" I doubt not their dexterity,'* an-
swered Juliet, " nor the benevolence of
their fabricator ; but I assure you. Sir,
I want no help."
,v** If you will not accept their aerial
services, deign, at least, not to refuse'
mine 1"
He endeavoured, now, to take the
gown-packet into his own hands ; laugh-
ingly saying, upon her grave resistance,^
" Beware, fair nymph, of the dormant
sensations whicli you m.ay awaken, if
you should make me suppose you afraid
of me! Many a long day is past, alas!
and gone, since I could flatter myself
with the idea of exciting fear in a young
breast!"
Ceasing, however, the attempt, after
some courteous apologies, he respect-
fully let her pass.
nBut, upon entering her room, she
heard something chink as she deposited
her parcel upon a table ; and, upon ex-
i 1^ )
amination, found that he had managed
to slip into it, dimng the contest^ a little
green purse. ' ui '/;!/
^^ Vexed at this contrivance^ and re-
solved not to lose an instant in returning
what no distress could induce her to
retain, she immediately descended j but
the stair-case was vacant, and the door
was closed. Fearful any delay might
authorize a presumption of acceptance,
^he assumed courage to tap at the door.
A scampering, at the same moment,
up the stairs, made her instantly regret
this measure ; and by no means the less,
for finding herself recognized, and ab-
ruptly accosted by young Gooch, the
farmer's son, at the very moment that
her gouty admirer had hobbled to answer
to her summons.
" Well, see if I a'n't a good marks-
man 1" he cried; " for else, Ma'am, I
might have passed you ; for they told
me, below, you were up there, at the
very top of the house. But VA war-
rant to pick you out from a hundred.
< n )
Ma'am ; as neat as my father would one
of his stray sheep. But what I come
for, Ma'am, is to ask the favour of your
company, if it's agreeable to you, to a
little junket at our farm."
Then, rubbing his hands with great
glee, uuregarding the surprised look of
Juliet, at such an invitation, or the
amused watchfuhiess of the observant
old beau, he went glibly on.
" Father's to give it. Ma'am. You
never saw old dad, I believe. Ma'am ?
The old gentleman's a very good old
chap ; only he don't like oar clubs :
for he says they make me speak quite
in the new manner; so that the farmers,
he says, don't know Vv^hat I'd be at.
He's rather in years. Ma'am, poor man.
He don't know much how things go.
lIov;ever, he^s a very vveil meaning old
gentleman."
Juliet gravely enquired, to what un*
known accident she might attribute an
invitation so unexpected ?
" Why, Ma'am," answered Gooch,
VOL. JII. i>
( 74 )
delighted at the idea of having given her
an agreeable surprize, " Why it's the
^Squire, Ma'am, that put it into my
head. You know who I mean ? our
rich cousin, 'Squire Tedman. He's a
great friend of yours, I can assure you.
Ma'am. He wants you to take a httle
pleasure sadly. And he's sadly afraid,
too, he says, that you'll miss him, now
he's gone to town ; for he used often, he
says, to luring you one odd thing or
another. He's got a iine fortune of his
own, my cousin the 'Squire. And he's
a widower. — And he's taken a vast
liking to you, I can tell you. Ma'am ; —
so who knows "
Juliet would have been perfectly un-
moved by this ignorant forv/ardness, but
for the presence of a stranger, to Vvhose
good opinion, after her experience of liis
benevolence, she could not be indifferent.
"With an air, therefore, that marked her
little satisfaction at this familiar jo-
coseness, she declined the invitation ;
and begged the young man to acquaint
( 7S )
.Mr. Tedman, that, though obliged t©
his intentions, she should feel a yet higher
obligation in his forbearance to forward
to her, in future, any similar pro-
posals.
" AVhy, Ma'am," cried young Goochj
astonished, " this i'n't a thing you can
get at every day ! We shall have all the
main farmers of the neighbourhood ! for
it's given on account of a bargain that
we've made, of a nice little slip of land,
just by our square hay-field. And I've
leave to choose six of the company my-
self. But they won't be farmers. Ma'am,
I can tell you 1 They'll be young fel-
lows that know better how the world
goes. And we shall have your good
friend 'Squire Stubbs ; for it's he that
made our bargain."
Juliet, now, turning from him to the
silent, remarking stranger, said, " I am
extremely ashamed, Sir, to obtrude thus
upon your time, but the person for
whom you so generously destined this
donation commissions me to return it,
£ 2
( 76 )
\vitli many thanks, and an assurance that
it is not at all wanted."
She held out her hand with the purse,
but, drawing back from receiving it,
*' Madam," he cried, " I would upon
no account offend any one who has the
honour of being known to you ; but you
will not, therefore, I hope, insist that I
should quarrel with myself, by taking
what does not belong to me ?*'
While Juliet, now, looked wistfully
around, to discover some place where she
might drop the purse, unseen by the
young man, whose misinterpretations
might be injurious, the youth, vol|ably
continued his own discourse. ,; rr:^ ,.rt.
" We shall give a pretty good enter-
tainment in the way of supper, I assure
you, Ma'am ; for we shall have a goose
at top, and a turkey at bottom, and as
fine a fat pig as ever you saw in your
life in the middle ; \yith a& much ale, and
mead, and punch,, as you can desire t^
drink. And, as all rpy, sisters ; are. at
home, and a brace or so ^fijice young
• 4
( n )
lasses of their acquaintance, besides
ever so many farmers, and us seven stout
young fellows of my club, into the bar-
gain, we intend to kick up a dance. It
may keep you out a little late, to be
sure, Ma'am, but you shall have our
chay-cart to bring you home. You
know our chay-cart of old. Ma'am ?"
"I, Sir?"
" Why, lauk ! have you forgot that,
"Ma'am ? "Why it's our chay-cart that
brought you to Brighton, from Madam
Maple's at Lewes, as good as half a
year ago. Don't you remember little
Jack, that drove you ? and that went
for you again the next day, to fetch
you back ?"
Juliet now found, that this was the car-
riage procured for her by Harleigh, upon
her first arrival atLewes; and, though cha-
grined at the air of former, or disguised
intimacy, which such an incident might
feeem to convey to her new friend, she
immediately acknowledged recollecting
the circumstance.
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( 78 )
" Well, I'm only sorry. Ma'am, I did
not drive you myself; but I had not the
pleasure of your acquaintance then.
Ma'am ; for 'twas before of our acting
together."
The surprise of the listening old gen-
tlertian now altered its expression, from
earnest curiosity to suppressed plea-
santry ; and he leant against his door,
to take a pinch of snuff, with an air that
denoted him to be rather waiting for
some expected amusement, than watch-
ing, as heretofore, for some interesting
explanation.
Juliet, in discerning the passing change
in his ideas, became more than ever eager
to return the purse ; yet more than ever
fearful of misconstruction from young
Gooch ; whom she now, with encreased
dissatisfaction, begged to lose no time in
acquainting Mr. Tedman, that business
only ever took her from home.
" Why, that's but moping for you,
neither. Ma'am," he answered, in a tone
of pity. " You'd have double the spirits
( 79 )
if you'd go a little abroad > for staying
within doors gives one but a hippish turn.
It will go nigh to make you grow quite
melanchohck, jMa'am."
Hopeless to get rid either of him or
of the purse, Juliet, now, was moving
up stairs, when the voice of Miss Bydel
called out from the passage, " Why,
Mr. Gooch, have you forgot I told you
to send Mrs. Ellis to me ?"
'' That I had clean !*' he answered.
" I ask your pardon, I'm sure, Ma'am. —
Why, Ma'am, Miss Bydel told me to
tell you, when I said I was coming up
to ask you to our junket, that she wanted
to say a word or two to you, down in the
shop, upon business."
Juliet would have descended; but Miss
Bydel, desiring her to wait, mounted
herself, saying, " I have a mind to see
your little new room :" stopping, how-
ever, when she came to the landing-
place, which was square and large,
" Well-a-dtiy !" she exclaimed :" Sir Jas-
par Herringtgn! — who'd have thought
E 4
( «*> D
©Fseeitigyau, Standing so quietly*^
lyoar door? Why I did not linow you
could stand at all! Why how is your
gout, my good Sir? And how do you
like your new lodgings ? I heard of
your being ^ here from Miss Matson.
But pray, Mrs. Ellis, what has kept you
both, you and young Mr. Gooch, in
such close conference with Sir Jaspar?
I can't think what you've been talking-^
.of so long. Pray how did you come to
be so intimate together ? I should like
to know that."
Sir Jaspar courteously invited Miss
Bydel to enter his apartment ; but that
lady, not aware that nothing is less deli-
cate than professions of delicacy ; which
degrade a just perception, and strict
practice of pmpriety, into a display of
conscious caution, or a suspicion of evil
interpretation ; almost angrily answered,
that she could not for the world do such
a thing, for it w^ould set every body a
talking : " for, as I'm not married. Sir
Jaspar, you know, and as you're a single
' ( 8>i )
gentleman, to^^r it might make Miss
Matson gandrherLyoung ladies think I
don't know what. For, when once
people's tongues are set a-going, it's
soon too late to stop them. Besides,
ei^f^i^t body's always so prodigious cu-
rious to dive into other people's affairs,
that one can't vv^ell be too prudent." . ,
Sir Jaspar, with an arched brow, of
which she was far from comprehending
the meaning, said that he acquiesced in
her better judgment ; but, as she had
announced that she came to speak with
this young lady upon business, he en-
quired, whether tliere would be any in-
congruity in putting a couple of chairs
upon the landing-place.
" Well," she cried, " that*s a bright
thought, I declare, Sir Jaspar ! for it will
save me the trouble of groping up
stairs ;" and then, seizing the opportu-
nity to peep into his room, slie broke
forth into warm exclamations of pleasure,
at the many nice and new tilings with
which it had been furnished, since it had
been vacated by Mrs. Ellis.
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A look, highly conuniserating, shewed
him shocked by these observ^ations ; and
the air, patiently calm, with which they
were heard by Juliet, augmented his
interest, as well as wonder, in her story
and situation.
He ordered his valet to fetch an arm-
chair for Miss Bydel ; while, evidently
meant for JuHet, he began to drag
another forward himself.
" Bless me. Sir Jaspar !*' cried Miss
Bydel, looking, a little affronted, towards
Juliet, " have you no common chairs ?'*
" Yes," he answered, still labouring
on, " for common purposes 1"
" This civility was not lost upon
Juliet, who declining, though thankful
for his attention^ darted forward, to take,
for herself, a seat of less dignity; hastily,
as she passed, dropping the purse upon
a table.
A glance at Sir Jaspar sufficed to
assure her, that this action had not
escaped his notice ; and though his look
spoke disappointment, it shewed him
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sensible of the propriety of avoiding any
contest.
Relieved, from this burthen, she now
cheerfully waited to hear the orders of
Miss Bydel: young Gooch waited to hear
them also; seated, cross-legged, upon the
balustrade ; though Sir Jaspar sent his
valet away, and retired, scrupulously,
himself, to the farther end of his apart-
ment.
Miss Bydel, as little struck with the
ill breeding of the young farmer, as with
the good manners of the baronet, for-
got her business, from recollecting that
Mr. Scope was waiting for her in the
shop. " For happening," said she, " to
pass by, and see me, through the glass-
door, he just stept in, on purpose to
have a little chat."
" O ho, what, is 'Squire Scope
here ?" cried young Gooch ; and, ra-
pidly sliding down the banisters, seized
upon the unwilhng and precise Mr.
Scope, whom he dragged up to the
landing-place.
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( 8-4 )
^-^r(ff: Well, this is droll enough '."cried
Miss Bydel, palpably enchanted, though
trying to look displeased ; " only I hope
you have not told Mr. Scope 'twas I that
sent you for him, Mr. Gooch ? for, I
assure you, Mr. Scope, I would not do
such a thing for the world. I should
think it quite improper. Besides, what
will Miss Matson and the young milli-
ners say ? Who knows but you may have
set them a prating, Mr. Gooch ? It's no
joke, I can assure you, doing things of
this sort." J'
" I'm sure, Ma'am," said Gooch, " I
thought you wanted to see the 'Squire j
for I did not do it in the least to make
game." V
" There can be no doubt, Madam,"
said Mr. Scope, somewhat offended,
*' that all descriptions of sport are not,
at all times, advisable. For, in small
societies, as in great states, if I may be
permitted to compare little things with
great ones, danger often lurks unseen,
and njischief breaks out from trifles. In
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like manner, for example, if one of those
young milliners, misinterpreting iny in-
nocence, in obeying the supposed com-
mands of the good Miss Bydel, should
take the liberty to laugh at my expence,
what, you might ask, could it signify that
a young girl should laugh ? Young
persons, especially of the female gender,
being naturally given to laughter, at very
small provocatives ; not to say sometimes
-without any whatsoever. Whereupon,
persons of an ordinary judgment, may
conclude such an action, by which I
mean laughing, to be of no conse-
quence.— "
" But I think it very rude!*' cried
Miss Bydel, extremely nettled.
" Please to hear me. Madam!" said
Mr. Scope. " Persons, I say, of deeper
knowledge in the maxims and manners
of the moral world, would look forward
with watchfulness, on such an occasion,
to its future effects ; for one laugh
breeds another, and another breeds
another 5 for nothing is so catching as
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laughing; I mean among the.vulgar; in
wbicli class I would be understood to in-
clude the main mass of a great nation.
What, I ask, ensues? — "
" O, as to that, Mr. Scope,V cried
Miss Bydel, rather impatiently, " I
assure you if I knew any body that took
such a liberty as to laugh at me, I should
let them know my thoughts of such airs
without much ceremony !"
" My very good lady," said Mr. Scope,
formally bowing, " if I may request
such a favour, I beg you to be silent.
The laugh, I observe, caught thus,
from one to another, soon spreads
abroad ; and then, the more aged, or
better informed, may be led to enquire
into its origin : and the result of such
investigation must needs be, that the
worthy Miss Bydel, having sent her
commands to her humble servant, Mr.
Scope, to follow her up stairs — *'
" But if they said that," cried Miss
Bydel, looking very red, " it would be
as great a fib as ever was told, for I did
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not send my commands, nor think of
such a thing. It was Mr. Gooch's own
doing, only for his own nonsense.
And I am curious to know, Mr. Gooch,
whether any body ever put such thoughts
into your head ? Pray did you ever hear
any body talk, Mr. Gooch ? For, if you
have, I should be glad to know what
they said."
Mr. Scope, waving his hand to demand
attention, again begged leave to remark,
that he had not finished what he purposed
to advance.
" My argument. Madam," he re-
sumed, " is a short, but, I hope, a clear
one, for 'tis deduced from general prin-
ciples and analogy; though, upon a
merely cursory view, it may appear some-
what abstruse. But what I mean, in
two words, is, that the laugh raised by
Mr. Gooch, and those young milliners ;
taking it for granted that they laughed ;
which, indeed, I rather think I heard
them do ; may, in itself, perhaps, as only
announcing incapacity, not be con-
( 83 >
demnable ; but when it turns out that it
promulgates false reports, and makes twa
worthy persons, if I may take the liberty
to name myself with the excellent Miss
Bydel, appear to be fit subjects for
ridicule ; then, indeed, the laugh is no
longer innocent ; and ought, in strict
justice, to be punished, as seriously as
any other mode of propagating false
rumours."
Miss By del, after protesting that
Mr. Scope talked so prodigiously sen-
sible, that she was never tired of hearing
him, for all his speeches were so long ;
abruptly told Juliet, that she had called
to let her know, that she should be glad
to be paid, out of hand^ the money
which she had advanced for the harp.
Sir Jaspar, who, during the harangue
of Mr. Scope, which was uttered in too
loud and important a manner, to leave
any doubt of it's being intended for
general hearing ; had drawn his chair to
join the party, listened to this demand
with peculiar attention 5 and was struck
< 8? )
with the evident distress which it caused
fO" Juliet ; who fearfully besought a little
longer law, to collect the debts of others,
that she might be able to discharge her
own.
Young Gooch, coming behind her,
said, in a half w^hisper, " If you'll tell
me how much it is you owe, Ma'am, Til
help you out in a trice ; for I can have
what credit I will in mv father's name ;
and he'll never know but what 'twas for
some frolic of my own ; for I don't
make much of a confidant of the old
gentleman."
The most icy refusal was insufficient
to get rid of this offer, or offerer ; who
assured her that, if the worst came to
the worst, and his father, by ill luck,
should find them out, he would not
make a fuss for above a day or tw^o ;
" because," he continued, "he has only
me, as one may say, for the rest are
nothing but girls ; so he can't w^ell help
himself. He gave me my swing too
long from the first, to bind me down at
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this time of day. Besides, he likes to
have me a little in the fashion, I know,
though he won't own itj for he is a
very good sort of an old gentleman, at
bottom."
Sir Jaspar sought to discover, whether
the colour which heightened the cheeks
of Juliet at this proposal, which now
ceased to be delivered in a whisper, was
owing to confusion at its publicity, or
to disdain at the idea of conspiring either
at deceiving or braving the young man's
father ; while Miss Bydel, whose plump
curiosity saved her from all species of
speculative trouble, bluntly said, " Why
should you hesitate at such an offer, my
dear ? I'm sure I don't see how you can
do better than accept it. Mr. Gooch is
a very worthy young man, and so are all
his family. I'm sure I only wish he'd
take to you more solidly, and make a
match of it. That would put an end
to your troubles at once ; and I should
get my money out of hand."
This was an opportunity not to be
( 91 )
passed over by the argumentative but
unerring Mr. Scope, for trite observa-
tions, self evident truths, and hackneyed
calculations, upon the mingled dangers
and advantages of matrimony, " which,
when weighed," said he, " in equal
scales, and abstractedly considered, are
of so puzzling a nature, that the wise
and wary, fearing to risk them, remain
single ; but which, when looked upon in
a more cursory way, or only lightly
balanced, preponderate so much in fa-
vour of the state, that the great mass of
the nation, having but small means of
reflection, or forethought, ordinarily pre-
fer matrimony. If, therefore, young
Mr. Gooch should think proper to
espouse this young person, there would
be nothing in it very surprising; never-
theless, in summing up the expences of
wedlock, and a growing family, it might
seem, that to begin the married state
with debts already contracted, on the
female side, would appear but a shallow
mark of prudence on the male, where
( 92 )
the cares of that state reasonably devolve ;
he being natuvallj supposed to have the
most sense/'
" O, as to that, Mr. Scope/' cried
MissBydel, '' if Mr. Gooch siiould take
a hking to this young person, she has
money enough to pay her debts, I can
assure you : I should not have asked
her for it else; but the thing is, she
don't like to part with it.""
Juliet solemnly protested, that the se-
verest necessity could al-one have brought
her into the pecuniary difficulties under
which she laboured; the money to which
Miss Bydel alluded being merely a de-
posit which she held in her hands, and
for which she was accountable.
" Well, that's droll enough," said
Miss Bydel, " that a young person, not
worth a penny in the world, should have
the care of other people's money ! I
should like to know what sort of persons
they must be, that can think of making
such a person their steward !"
Young Gooch said that it would not
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be his father, for one, wlio would do it ;
and Mr. Scope was preparing an elaborate
dissertation upon the nature of confi-
dence, with regard to money-matters, in
a great state ; when Miss Bydel, charmed
to have pronounced a sentence which
seemed to accord with every one's opi.
nion, ostentatiously added, " J should
like, I say, Mrs. Ellis, to know what sort
of person it could be, that would trust a
person with one's cash, without enquir-
ing into their circumstances? for though,
upon hearing that a person has got no-
thing, one may give 'em something, one
must be no better than a fool to make
them one's banker."
Juhet, who could not enter into any
explanation, stammered, coloured, and
from the horrour of seeing that she was
suspected, wore an air of seeming ap-
preiiensive of detection.
A short pause ensued, during which,
every one fixed his eyes upon her face,
save Sir Jaspar j who seemed studying a
portrait upoa his snufl-box.
( 94 )
Her immediate wish, in this disturb-
ance, was to clear herself from so terri-
ble an aspersion, by paying Miss By del,
as she had paid her other creditors, from
the store of Harleigh ; but her wishes,
tamed now by misfortune and disap-
pointment, were too submissively under
the controul of fear and discretion, to
suffer her to act from their first dictates:
and a moment's refiection pointed out,
that, joined to the impropriety of such a
measure with respect to Harleigh him-
self, it would be liable, more than any
other, to give her the air of an impostor,
Vvho possessed money that she could
either employ, or disclaim all title to, at
her pleasure. Calling, therefore, for
composure from conscious integrity,
she made known her project of applying
once more to Miss Matson, for work ;
and earnestly supplicated for the in-
fluence of Miss Bydel, that this second
application might not, also, be vain.
The eyes of the atttentive Sir Jaspar,
as he raised them from his snuff-box,
now spoke respect mingled with pity,
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( 95 )
' " As to recommending you to Miss
Matson, Mrs. Ellis," answered Miss By-
del, " it's out of all reason to demand
such a thing, when I can't tell who you
are myself; and only knov*^ that you have
got money in your hands nobody knows
how, nor what for."
An implication such as this, nearly
overpowered the fortitude of Juliet; and,
relinquishing all further effort, she rose
and, silently, almost gloomily, began as-
cending the stairs. Sir Jaspar cauo^ht
the expression of her despair by a
glance ; and, in a tone of remonstrance,
said to Miss Bydel, '' In your debt,
good Miss Bydel ? Have you forgotten,
then, that the young lady has paid you?"
" Paid me ? good Me ! Sir Jaspar,"
cried Miss Bj del, staring; '' how can
you say such a thing ? Do you think
I'd cheat the young woman r"
" I think it so little," ansv/ered he
calmly, '' that I venture to remind you,
thus publicly, of the circumstance ; in
full persuasion that I sliall merit your
gratitude, by aiding your memorv.''
( 96 )
«« Good Me! Sir Jaspar, why I nevei?
heard such a thing in my Kfe ! Paid me ?
When ? Why it can't be without my
knowing it ?''
" Certainly not ; I beg you, therefore,
to recollect youiself."
The stare of Miss By del was now
caught by Mr. Scope ; and her *' Good
Me !" was echoed by young Gooch j
while the surprised Juliet, tiirning back,
sakl, " Pardon me, Sir ! I have nevei'
been so happy as to be able to discharge
the debt. It remains in full force."
" Over you, too, then," cried Sir
Jaspar, with quickness, «' have I the ad-
vantage in memory ? Have you for-
gotten that you delivered, to Miss
Bydel, the full sum, not twenty minutes
since r"
Miss Bydel now. reddening with anger,
cried, " Sir Jaspar, I have long enough
heard of your ill nature; but I never sus-
pected your crossness would take such a
turn against a person as this, to make
people believe I demand what is not my
own !'*
(97 )
"*■ Juliet again solemnly acknowledged
the debt ; and Mr. Scope opened an
harangue upon the merits of exactitude
between debtor and creditor, and the
usefulness of settling no accounts, with-
out, what were the only legal witnesses to
obviate financial controversy, receipts
in full ; when Sir Jaspar, disregarding,
alike, his rhetoric or Miss Bydel's choler^
quietly patting his snuff-box, said, that it
was possible that P*iiss Bydel had, inad-
vertently, put the sum into her work-bag,
and forgotten that it had been refunded.
Exulting that means, now, were open
for vindication and redress, Miss Bydel
eagerly untied the strings of her work-
bag ; though Juliet entreated that she
\vould spare herself the useless trouble.
But Sir Jaspar protested, with great gra-
vity, t])at bis ovvH honour was now as
deeply engaged to prove an affirmative,
as that of Miss Bydel to prove a nega-
tive : holding, however, her hand, he
said that he could not be satisfied, unless
the complete contents of the work-bag
VOL. III. , F
C -g8 )
%ere openly and fairly emptied upon a
table, in sight of the whole party.
Miss Bydel, though extremely af-
fronted, consented to this proposal ;
which would clear her, she said, of so
false a slander. A table was then
brought upon the landing-place ; as she
still stiffly refused risking her reputation,
by entering the apartment of a single
gentleman ; though he might not, as she
observed, be one of the youngest.
Sir Jaspar demanded the precise
amount of the sum owed. A guinea
and a half.
He then fetched a curious little japan
basket from his chamber, into which he
desired that Miss Bydel would put h«r
work-bag ; though he would not suffer
her to empty it, till, with various form-
alities, he had himself placed it in the
middle of the table ; around which he
made every one draw a chair.
Miss Bydel now triumphantly turned
her work-bag inside out ; but what was
her consternation, what the shock of
( 99 )
Mr. Scope, and how loud the shout of
young Gooch, to see, from a small
open gJceq^.puT&e^ii^l a.gi^Jne^and a
half t. 7 ;.;,':. ^.^Z:.':^::^ z::'
Miss Bydel, utterly confounded, re-
mained speechless ; but Juliet, through
whose sadness Sir Jaspar saw a smile
force its way, that rendered her beauty
dazzling, recollecting the purse, blushed,
and wotild have relieved Miss Bydel, by
confessing that she knew to whom it
belonged j had she not been withheld by
the fear of the strange appearance
which so sudden a seeming intimacy
with the Baronet might wear.
Sir Jaspar, again patting his snuff,
box, composedly said, " I was per-
suaded Miss Bydel would find that her
debt had been discharged."
Miss Bydel remained stupified j while
. Mr. Scope, with a look concerned, and
even abashed, condolingly began an
harangue upon the frail tenure of the
iaculty of human memory.
^^ J^liss Bydel, at length, recovering her
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C ^oo )
speech, exclaimed, " Well, here's the
money, that's certain ! but which way it
has got into my w'ork-bng, without my
ever seeing or touching it, I can't pre-
tend to say : but if Mrs. Ellis has done
it to play me a trick — "
Juhet disavowed all share in the trans-
action.
" Then it's some joke of Sir Jaspar's !
for I know he dearly loves to mortify ;
so I suppQse he has given me false coin,
or something that won't go, just to make
me look like a fool."
** The money, I have the honour to
assure you, is not mine," was all that,
very tranquilly. Sir Jaspar replied : while
Mr. Scope, after a careful examination
of each piece, declared each to be good
gold, and full weight.
Sundry " Good me's !" and other ex-
pressions of surprise, tliough all of a
pleasurable sort, now broke forth from
■Miss Bydel, finishing with, '* However,
if, nobody will own the money, as the
jdebt is fairly my due, I don't see why I
( lol )
may not take it ; though as to the purse,
I won't touch it, because as that's a
thing I have not lent to any body, I've
no right to it."
Juliet here warmly interfered. The
purse, she said, and the money belonged
to the same proprietor ; and, as neither of
them were her's, both ought to be re-
garded as equally inadmissible for the
payment of a debt which she alone had
contracted. This disinterested sincerity
made even Mr. Scope turn to her with
an air of profound, though surprised
respect ; while Sir Jaspar fixed his eyes
upon her face with encreased and the
most lively wonder ; young Gooch
stared, not perfectly understanding her ;
but Miss Bydel, rolling up the purse,
which she put back into the basket,
said, '< Well, if the money is not yours,
Mrs. Ellis, my dear, it can be nobody's
but Sir Jaspar's ; and if he has a mind
to pay your debt for you, I don't see
why I should hinder him, when 'twould
be so much to my disadvantage. He's
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( 102 y
rich enough, I assure yoii ; for what has
an old bachelor to do with his money?
So ril take my due, be it which way it
will." And, unmoved by all that Juliet
could urge, she put the guinea and the
half-guinea carefully into her pocket.
^Juliet declared, that a debt which she
had not herself discharged, she should
always consider as unpaid, though her
creditor might be changed.
Confused then, ashamed, perplexed,
.— yet unavoidably pleased, she mounted
to ber chamber.
( JP3 )
CHAPTER XLV.
TIT'ITH whatever shame, whatever
chagrin, Juliet saw herself again
involved in a pecuniary obligation, with
a stranger, and a gentleman, a support
so efficacious, at a moment of such alarm,
was sensibly and grateiully felt. Yet
she was not less anxious to cancel a
favour which still was unfitting to be
received. Slie watched, therefore, for
the departure of Miss Bydel, and the
restoration of stillness to the stair-ca&e,
to descend, once more, in prosecution
of her scheme with Miss Matson.
The anxious fear of rejection, and
dread of rudeness, with which she then
renewed her solicitation, soon happily
subsided, from a readiness to listen, and
a civility of manner, as welcome as they
were unexpected, in her hostess; by
w^hom she was engaged, without difH-
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culty, to enter upon her new business
the following morning.
Thus, and with cruel regret, con-
cluded her fruitless effort to attain a
seif-dependence which, however subject
to toil, might be free, at least, from
controul. Every species of business,
however narrow its cast, however limited
its wants, however mean its materials ;
required, she now found, some capital
to answer to its immediate calls, and
some steady credit for encountering the
unforeseen accidents, and unavoidable
risks, to which all human undertakings,
whether great or insignificant, are liable.
With this conviction upon her mind,
she strove to bear the disappointment
without murmuring ; hoping to gain in
security all that she lost in liberty.
Little reason, indeed, had she for regret-
ting what slie gave up : she had been
worn by solitary toil, and heavy rnmina-
tion ; by labour without interest, and
loneliness without leisure.
Nevertheless, the beginning of her
( 105 )
new career promised little amelioration,
from the change. She was summoned,
early to the shop to take her work ; but,
when she be^^cred leave to return with it
to her chamber, she was stared at as if>
she had made a demand the most pre-
posterous, and told that, if she meant to
enter into business, she must be at hand
to receive directions, and to learn how
it should be done.
To enter into business was far from
the intention of Juliet ; but the fear of
dismission, should she proclaimjhow tran-
sitory were her views, silenced her into
acquiescence ; and she seated herself
behind a distant counter.
And here, perforce, she was initiated
into a new scene of life, that of the hu-
mours of a milliner's shop. She found
herself in a v/hirl of hurry, bustle, loqua-
city, and interruptions. Customers
pressed upon customers ; goods were
taken down merely to be put up again ;
cheapened but to be rejected j admired
but to be looked at, and left j and only
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bought when, to all appearance, thej
were undervalued and despised.
It was here that she saw, in its un-
masked futility, the selfishness of per-
sonal vanity. The good of a nation, the
interest of society, the welfare of a fa-
mily, could with difficulty have appear-
ed of higher importance than the choice
of a ribbon, or the set of a cap ; and
scarcely any calamity under heaven
could excite looks of deeper horrour or
despair, than any mistake committed in
the arrangement of a feather or a flower.
Every feature underwent a change, from
chagrin and fretfulness, if any orna-
ment, made by order, proved, upon trial,
to be unbecoming ; while the whole
complexion glowed with the exquisite
joy of triumph, if something new, de-
vised for a superiour in the world of
fashion, could be privately seized as a
model by an inferiour. ^^^iaJM
' 'HThe ladies v^^hose practice it was to
frequent the shop, thought the time and
trouble of its mistress, and her assistants.
( I07 ;
amply paid by the honour of their pre-
sence ; and though they tried on hats
and caps, till they put them out of
shape j examined and tossed about the
choicest goods, till they were so injured
that they could be sold only at half
price ; ordered sundry articles, which,
when finished, they returned, because
they had changed their minds ; or dis-
covered that they did not want them;
still their consciences were at ease, their
honour was self-acquitted, and their
generosity was self-applauded, if, after
two or three hours of lounging, rummag-
ing, fault-finding and chaffering, they
purchased a yard or two of ribbon, or a
few skanes of netting silk.
The most callous disregai'd to all re-
presentations of the dearness of materials,
or of the just price of labour, was
accompanied by the most facile ac-
quiescence even in demands that were
exorbitant, if they were adroitly pre-
ceded by, " Lady * * *, or the Duchess
of * * *, gave that sum for just such
another cap, hat, ^c, this very morning.'*
p 6
( io8 )
Here, too, as in many other situa-
tions into which accident had led, or
distress had driven JuHet, she saw, with
commiseration and shame for her
fellow-creatures, the total absence of
feeling and of equity, in the dissipated
and idle, for the indigent and laborious.
The goods which demanded most work,
most ingenuity, and most hands, were
last paid, because heaviest of expence ;
though, for that very reason, the many
employed, and the charge of materials,
made their payment the first required. Oh
that the good Mr. Giles Arbe, thought
Juliet, could arraign, in his simple
but impressive style, the ladies wlio
exhibit themselves with unpaid plumes,
at assembhes and operas; and enquire
whether they can flatter themselves, that
to adorn them alone is sufficient to re-
compense those who work for, without
seeing them ; who ornament without
knowing them ; and who must necessa-
rily, if unrequited, starve in rendering
ihem more brilliant!
II
( I09 )
Upon further observation, neverthe-
less, her compassion for the milliner and
the work-women somewhat diminished ;
for she found that their notions of
probity were as lax as those of their
customers were of justice ; and saw that
their own rudeness to those who had
neither rank nor fortune, kept pace with
the haughtiness which they were forced
to support, from those by whom both
were possessed. Every advantage was
taken of inexperience and simplicity;
every article was charged, not according
to its value, but to the skill or ignorance
of the purchaser ; old goods were sold as
if new ; cheap goods as if dear; and
ancient, or vulgar ornaments, were pre-
sented to tliC unpractised chafferer, as
the very pink of the mode.
The rich and grand, who were capri-
cious, difficult, and long in their ex-
aminations, because their time was their
own ; or rather, because it hung upon
their hands; and whose utmost exertion,
and sole pr.iCtice of exercise consisted
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ill strolling from a sofa to a carriage,
were instantly, and with fulsome adula-
tion, attended; while the meaner, or
economical, whose time had its essential
appropriations, and was therefore pre-
cious, were obliged to wait patiently for
being served, till no coach was at the
door, and every fine lady had sauntered
away. And even then, they were
scarcely heard when they spoke; scarcely
shewn what they demanded; and scarcely
thanked for what they purchased.
In viewing conflicts such as these,
between selfish vanity and cringing
cunning, it soon became difficult to
decide, which was least congenial to
the upright mind and pure morality of
Juliet, the insolent, vain, unfeeling
buyer, or the subtle, plausible, over-
i*eaching seller.
The companions of Juliet in thivs
business, though devoted, of course, to
its manual operations, left ail its cares
to its mistress. Their own wishes and
hopes were caught by other objects*
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The town was filled with officers, whose
military occupations were brief, w'hose
acquaintances were few, and who could
not, all day long, ride, or pursue the
sports of the field. These gentlemen,
for their idle moments, chose to deem
all the unprotected young women
whom they thought worth observance,
their natural prey. And thougli, from
race to race, and from time immemorial,
the young female shop-keeper had been
warned of the danger, the folly, and the
fate of her predecessors ; in listening to
the itinerant admirer, who, here to-day
and gone to-morrow, marches his adora-
tions, from town to town with as much fa-
cility, and as little regret, as his regiment;
still every new votary to the counter and
the modes, was ready to go over the same
ground that had been trodden before ;
with the fond persuasion of proving an ex-
ception to those who had ended in misery
and disgrace, by finishing, herself, with
marriage and promotion. Their minds,
therefore, were engaged in airy pro-
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jects ; and their leisure, where they
could eUide the vigilance of Miss Mat-
son, was devoted to clandestine co-
quetry, tittering whispers, and secret
frohcs.
" These," said JuHet, in a letter to
Gabriella, " are now my destined asso-
ciates! Ah, heaven! can these — can
such as these, — setting aside pride, pre-
judice, propiiety, or whatever word we
use for the distinctions of society, — can
these — can such as these, suffice as
companions to her whose grateful heart
has been honoured with the friendship
of Gabriella? O hours of refined feli-
city past and gone, how severe is your
contrast with those of heaviness and
distaste now endured !"
The inexperience of Juliet in business,
impeded not her acquiring almost imme-
diate excellence in the millinery art, for
which she was equally fitted by native
taste, and by her remembrance of what
she had seen abroad. The first time,
therefore, that she was employed to
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arrange some ornaments, she adjusted
them with an elegance so striking, that
Miss Matson, witk much parade, exhi-
bited them to her best lady-customers, as
a specimen of the very last new fashion,
just brought her over by one of her
young ladies from Paris.
In a town that subsists by the search
of health for the sick, and of amusement
for the idle, the smallest new circum-
stance is of suiScient weight to be re-
lated and canvassed ; for there is ever
most to say where there is least to do.
The phrase, therefore, that went forth
from Miss Matson, That one of her
young ladies was just come from
France, was soon spread through the
neighbourhood ; with the addition that
the same person had brought over spe-
cimens of all the French costume.
Such a report could not fail to allure
staring customers to the shop, where the
attraction of the youth and beauty of the
new work-woman, contrasted with her
determined silence to all enquiry, gave
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birth to perpetually varying Gonjecture^
in her presence, which were followed by
the most eccentric assertions where she
was the subject of discourse in her ab-
sence. Alt that already had been spread
abroad, of her acting, her teaching, her
playing the harp, her needle-work, and,
more than all, her having excited a
suicide ; was now in every mouth 5 and
curiosity, baffled in successive attempts
to penetrate into the truth, supplied, as
usual, every chasm of fact by invention,^
This species of commerce, always at
hand, and always fertile, proved so
highly amusing to the lassitude of the
idle, and to the frivolousness of the
dissipated, that, in a very few days, the
shop of Miss Matson became the general
rendezvous of the saunterers, male and
female, of Brightlielmstone. The starers-
were happy to present themselves where
there was something to see ; the strollers,
where there was any where to go ; the
loungers, where there was any pretence to
stay J and the curious where there was any
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thing to develop in which they had no
concern.
Juliet, at first, ignorant of the usual
traffic of the shop, imagined this af-
fluence of customers to be habitual ; but
she was soon undeceived, by finding
herself the object of inquisitive examina-
tion ; and by overhearing unrestrained
inquiries made to Miss Matson, of "Pray,
Ma'am, which is your famous French
milliner ?"
In the midst of these various distastes
and discomforts, some interest was raised
in the mind of Juliet, for one of her
young fellow-work- women. It was not,
indeed, that warm interest which is the
precursor of friendship ; its object had
no qualities that could rise to such a
height ; it was simply a sensation of pity,
abetted by a wish of doing good.
Flora Pierson, without either fine fea-
tures or fine countenance, had strikino-lv
the beauty of youth in a fair complexion,
round, plump, rosy cheeks, bright,
though unmeaning eyes, and an air of
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health, strength, and juvenile good
humour, that was diffused copiously
through her whole appearance. She was
innocent and inoffensive, and, as far as
she was able to think, well meaning, and
ready to be at every body's command ;
though incapable to be at any body's
service. Yet her simplicity was of that
happy sort that never occasions self-
distress, from being wholly unaccom-
panied by any consciousness of defi-
ciency or inferiority. Accustomed to
be laughed at almost whenever she
spoke, she saw the smile that she raised
without emotion ; or participated in it
without knowing why ; and she heard
the sneer that followed her simple merri-
ment without displeasure ; though some-,
times she would a little wonder what it
meant.
This young creature, who had but
barely passed her sixteenth year, had
already attracted the dangerous attention
of various officers, from whose several
attacks and manoeuvres she had hitherto
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been rescued by the vigilance of Miss
Matson. Each of these anecdotes she
eagerly took, or rather made opportu-
nities to communicate to Juliet ; waiting
for no other encouragement than the
absence of Miss Matson, and using no
other prelude than " Now I*ve got
something else to tell you T*
Except for some slight mixture of con-
tempt, Juliet heard these tales with
perfect indifference ; till that ungenial
feeling, or rather absence of feeling, was
superceded by compassion, upon finding
that she was the object, probably the
dupe, of a new and unHnished adventure,
with which Miss Matson was as yet un-
acquainted. " Now, Miss Ellis I" she
cried, " I'll teli you the drollest part of
all, shall I ? Well, do you kiiow I've got
another admirer that's above all the
rest ? And yet he i'n't a captain, neither,
nor an officer. But he's quite a gentle-
man of quality, for he's a knight
baronight. And he's very pretty, I
assure you. As pretty as you, only his
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nose is a little shorter, and his mouth is
a little bigger. And he has not got quite
^ so much colour ; for he is very pale. But
he's prettier than I am, I believe. Y^t
I'm not very homely, people say. I'm
sure I don't know. One can't judge
one's self. But I believe I'm very well.
At least, I am not very brown ; I know
that, by my looking-glass. I've a pretty
good skin of my ow n."
Neither the giggling derision of her
fellow-work-women, nor the total absti-
nence from enquiry or comment with
which Juliet heard these insignificant
details, checked the pleasure of Flora in
her own prattle ; which, whenever she
could find some one to address, — for
she waited not till any one would listen,
— went on, with sleepy good humour,
and pretty, but unintelligent smilea,
from the moment that she rose, to the
moment that she went to rest. But when,
in great confidence, and declaring that
nobody was in the secret, except just
Miss Biddy, and Miss Jenny, and Miss
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Polly, and Miss Betsey, she made known
who was this last and most striking
o
admirer, the attention of Juliet was
roused ; it was Sir Lyell Sycamore.
Copiously, and with looks of triumph,
Flora related her history with the young
Baronet. First of all, she said, he had
declared, in ever so many little whis-
pers, that he was in love with her ; and
next, he had made her ever so many
beautiful presents, of ear-rings, necklaces,
and trinkets; always sending them by a
porter, who pretended that they were
just arrived by the Diligence ; with a
letter to shew to Miss Matson, importing
that an uncle of Flora's, who resided in
Northumberlandshire, begged her to ac-
cept these remembrances. " Though
I'm sure I don't know how he found
-out that I've got an uncle there," she
continued, " unless it was by my telling
it him, when he asked me what relations
I had."
Her gratitude and vanity thus at once
excited, Sir Lyell told her that he had
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gome important intelligence to com-
municate, which could not he re-
vealed in a short whisper in the shop :
■he begged her, therefore, to meet him
upon the Strand, a little way out of the
town, one Sunday afternoon ; while Miss
Matson might suppose that she was
taking her usual recreation with the rest
of the young ladies. " So I could not
refuse him, you may think,'* she said,
" after being so much obliged to him ;
and so we walked together by the sea-
side, and he was as agreeable as ever;
and so was I, too, I believe, if I may
judge Vvdthout flattery. At least, he
said I was, over and over ; and he's a
pretty good judge, I believe, a man of
his quality. But I sha'n't tell you what
he said to me; for he said I was as fresh
as a violet, and as fair as jessamy, and as
sweet as a pink, and as rosy as a rose ;
but one must not over and above believe
the gentlemen, mama says, for what they
say is but half a compliment. However,
what do you think. Miss Ellis? Only
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^gessl For all his being so polite, do
yon know, he was upon tlie point of
behaving rude ? Only I told him I*d
squall out, if he did. But he spoke so
pretty when he saw I was vexed, that I
could not be very angry with him about
k ;■ could I ? Besides, men will be rude,
Eaturaliy, mamma says,"
" But does not your mama tell you,
also. Miss Pierson, tliat you must not
walk out alone witli gentlemen ?''
" O dear, yes ! She's told rae that ever
so often. And I told it to Sir Lyell ;
and I said to him we had better not go.
But he said that v/ould kill him, poor
gentleman] And he looked as sorrowful
as ever you sav/ ; just as if he was going
to cry. I'm sure I'm glad he did not^
poor gentleman ! for if he h^ad, it's ten to
one but I should have cried tpoj unless^
out of ill luck, I had happened to fall a
laughing.; for it's odds which I do,
sometimes, when I'm put in a fidget.
However, upon seeing his sister, along
ynih some company of his acquaintance,
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not far off, he said I had better go back:
but he promised me, ifl would meet him
again the next Sunday, he would have a
post-chaise o'purpose for me, because of
the pebbles being so hard for my feet;
and he'd take me ever so pretty a ride,
he said, upon the Dowus. But he came
the next morning to tell me he was
forced, by ill luck, to go to London;
but he'd soon be back : and he bid me,
ever so often, not to say one word of
what had passed to a living creature ;
for if his sister should get an inkling of
bis being in love with me, there would
be fine work, he said ! But he'd bring
me ever so many pretty things,, hp said,
from London." .^
Juliet listened to this history with the
deepest indignation against the bar-
barous libertine, who, with egotism so
inhuman, sought to rob, first of inno-
cence, and next, for it would be the
inevitable consequence, of all her fair ;
prospects in life, a young creature whose,
simplicity disabled her from seeing her r
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danger ; whose credulity induced her
to agree to whatever was proposed; and
whose weakness of intellect rendered it
as much a dishonour as a cruelty to
make her a dupe.
Whatever could be suggested to
awaken the simple maiden to a sense of
her" perilous situation, was instantly
urged; hut without any effect. Sir
Lyell Sycamore, she ansvrered, had
owned that he was in love with her; and
it was very hard if she must be ill na-
tured to him in return ; especially as, if
she behaved agreeably, nobody could
tell but he might mean to make her a
lady. Where a vision so refulgent, which
every speech of Sir Lyell's, couched in
ambiguous terms, though adroitly ev^asive
ofpromise, had been insidiously calculated
to present, was sparkling full in sight,
how unequal were the efforts of sober
truth and reason, to substitute in its
place cold, dull, disappointing reality !
Juliet soon relinquished the attempt a»
hopeless. Where ignorance is united
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( iM )
with vanity, advice, or reproof, combafc
it in vain. She addressed lier remon-
strances, therefore, to their fellow- v/ork-
wonien ; every one of which, it was
evident, was a confident of the danger*
ous secret. How was it, she demanded,
that, aware of the ductihty of temper of
this poor young creature, they had
suffered her to form so alarminoj a con-
nexion, unknown either to her friends
or to Miss Matson ?
Pettishly affronted, they answered,
that they were not a set of fusty
duennas : that if Miss Pierson were ever
so young, that did not make them old ;
that she might as well take care of her-
self, therefore, as they of themselves^
Besides, nobody could tell but Sir Lyell
Sycamore meant to marry her ; and in-
deed they none of them doubted that
6uch was his design j because he was
politeness itself to all of them round,
though he was most particular, to be
sure, to Miss Pierson. They could not
think, therefore, of making such a gen-
( ^^5 3
tieman their enemy, any more than of
standing in the way of Miss Pieraon's
good fortune ; for, to their certain
knowledge, there were more grand
matches spoilt by meddling and making,
than by any thing else upon earth.
Here again, what were the chances of
truth and reason against the semblance,
at least the pretence of generosity, which
thus covered folly and imprudence? Each
aspiring damsel, too, had some similar
secret, or correspondent hope of her
own ; and found it convenient to reject,
as treachery, an appeal against a sister
work- woman, that might operate as an-
example for a similar one against her-
self.
Juliet, therefore, could but determine
to watch the w^eak, if not willing victim,
while yet under the same roof; and
openly, before she quitted it, to reveal
the threatening danger to Miss Matson,
od OJ ^.'ifiiLJr
JOI>
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CHAPTER XLVI.
T^HE first Sunday that Juliet passed if?
this new situation, nearly robbed her
of the good will of the whole of the little
community to which she belonged. It
was the only day in the week in which
the young work-women were allowed
some hours for recreation ^ they consi-
dered it, therefore, as rightfully dedi-
cated, after the church-service, to amuse-
ment with one another ; and Juliet, in
refusing to join in a custom which they
held to be the basis of their freedom
and happiness, appeared to them an un-
social and haughty innovator. Yet
neither wearying remonstrances, nor
persecuting persuasions, could prevail
upon her to parade with them upon the
Steyne; to stroll with them by the sea-
side ; to ramble upon the Downs ; or to
form a party for Shoreham, or Devil's
Dyke.
( 147 >
Evil is so relative, that the same cham-
ber, the lonely sadness of v/hich, since
her privation oF Gabriella, had become
Kearly insupportable to her^.was now,
from a new contrast, almost all that she
immediately coveted. The bustle,, the
fatigue, the obtrusion of new faces, the
spirit of petty intrigue, and the eternal
clang of tongues ; whigh she had to en-
dure in the shop, made quiet, even in its
most uninteresting dulness, desirable and
consoling.
To approach herself, as nearly as
might be in her power, to the loved so-
ciety which she had lost, she destined
this only interval of peace and leisure,
to her pen and Gabriella ; and such was
her employment, v/hen the sound of slow
^teps, upon the stairs, followed by a gen-
tle tap at her door, at once interrupted
and surprised her. Miss Matson and her
maids, as well as her work- women, v/ere
spending their wSabbath abroad ; and a
shopman was left to take care of the housq.
Tiie, tap, however, wa^ repeated, and^
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obeying its call, Juliet beheld Sir Jaspar
Herrington, the gouty old Baronet.
The expression of her countenance
immediately demanded explanation. Hi
Bot apology, as she stepped forward
upon the landing-place, to make clear
that she should not receive him in her
apartment.
His keen eye read her meaning,
though, affecting not to perceive it, he
pleasantly said, " How P immured ia
your chamber ? and of a gala day ?"
The recollection of the essential, how-
ever forced obligation, which she owed
to him, for her deliverance from the
persecution of Miss Bydel, soon dissi-
pated her first impression in his disfa-
vour, and she quietly answered that she
went very little abroad : but when she
would have enquired into his business,
*' You can refuse yourself, then,'' he
cried, pretending not to hear her, '^ the
honour — or pleasure, which shall we
call it? of sharing in the gaieties of
your flvir fellow-votaries to the needle ?
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I suspected you of this self-denial. I
had a secret presentiment that you would
be insensible to the iluttering joys, of
your sister spinsters. How did I divine
you so well ? What is it you have about
you tliat sets one's imagination so to
work ?*'
Juliet replied, that she would not pre-
sume to interfere with the business of
his penetration, but that, as she was oc-
cupied, she must beg to know, at once,
his commands*
" Not so hasty! not so hasty i" he
cried : " You must shew me some little
consideration, if only in excuse for the
total want of it which you have caused
in those little imps, that beset my slum-
bers by night, and my reveries by day.
They have gotten so much the better of
me now, that I am equally at a loss how
to sleep or how to wake for them. ' Why
don't you find out,' they cry, ' whether
this syren likes her new situation ? Why
don't you discover v/hether any thing
better can be done for her?' And
^ 5
( ^30 ;
ithen, all of one accord, they so pommel
and bemaul me, that you would pity me,
I give you my word, if you could see
the condition into which they put my
poor conscience ; however little so fair
a young creature may be disposed to feel
pity, for such a hobbling, gouty old fellow
as I am 1"
Softened by this benevolent solicitude,
Juliet, thankfully, spoke of herself with
all the cheerfulness that she could as-
sume ; and, encouraged by her lessened
reserve. Sir Jaspar, to her unspeakable
surprise, said, " There is one point,
I own, which I have an extreme desire
to know ; how long may it be that you
have left the stage, and from what latent
cause ?"
No explanation, however, could be
attempted : the attention of Juliet was
called into another channel, by the
sound of a titter, which led her to per-
ceive Flora Pierson 5 who, almost con-
vulsed with delight at having surprised
them, said that she had heard, from the
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sIiop-iYian, that Miss Ellis and Sir Jaspar
were talking together upon the stairs,
and slie had stolen up the back way, and
crept softly through one of the garrets,
on purpose to come upon theii> unaware*,
^^^So now," added she, nodding, " we'll
go into my room, if yoii please, Miss
Elli3; for I have got sometljing else to
tell you ! only yoa must iiOt stay with
me long."
2c " And not to tell me, too t" cried Sir
Jaspar, chucking her under tlie chin :
" How's this, my daffodil ? my pink ?
my iilly ? how's this ? surely you have
not any secrets for me r"
" O yes, I have. Sir Jaspar ! because
you're a gentleman, you know. Sir
Jaspar. And one must not tell everv
thing to gentlemen, mamma says."
: "Mamma says ? but yon are too much
a woman to mind what mamma says, I
hope, my rose, my daisy ?" cried Sir Jas-
par, chucking her again under the chin,
while she smiled and courtsied in return.
Juliet Vvould have re-entered her
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chamber; but Flora, catching hergown,
said, '' Why now, Miss Ellis, I bid you
come to my room, if you please, Miss
Ellis ; 'cause then I can shov/ you my
presents; as well as tell you something.-^
Come, will you go ? for it's something
that's quite a secret, I assure you ; for I
have not told it to any body yet; not
even to our young ladies ; for it's but
just happened. So you've got my first
confidence this time : and you have a
right to take that very kind of me, for
it's what I've promised, upon my word
and honour, and as true as true can be,
not to tell to any body ; not so much as
to a living soul !"
To be freed quietly from the Baronet,
Juliet consented to attend her; and
Flora, Vvith many smiles and nods at Sir
Jaspar, begged that he would not be af-
fronted that she did not tell all her
secrets t© gentlemen ; and, shutting him
out, began her tale.
« Now I'll tell you what it is I'm
going to tell you, Miss Ellis. Do you
know who I met, just now, upotl th^
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Steyne, while I was walking with otir
young ladies, not thinking of any thing ?
You can't guess, can you ? Why Sir
Ly ell himself. I gave such a squeak!
But he spoke to ail our young ladies
first. And I was half a mind to cry ;
only I happened to be in one of my
laughing fits. And when once I am
upon my gig, papa says, if the world
were all to tumble down, it would not
hinder me of my smihng. Though I am
sure I often don't know what it's for.
If any body asked me, I could not tell,
one time in twenty. But Sir Lyell's
very clever ; cleverer than I am, by
half, I believe. Fcr he got to speak to
me, at last, so as nobody could hear a
word he said, but just me. Nor I could
not, either, but only he spoke quite in
my ear."
" And do you think it right. Miss Pier-
son, to let gentlemen whisper you ?"
" O, I could not bid him not, you
know. I could not be rude to a Knio-ht-
Baronet ! Besides, he said he was come
dowa from London, on purpose for
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nothing else but to see me! A Kijight-
Baronet, Miss Ellis ! That's very good
natured, is it not ? I dare say he means
something by it. Don't you ? How-
ever, I shall know more by and by, most
likely ; for he whispered me to make
believe I'd got a head-ache, and to come
home by myself, and wait for him in my
own room : for he says he has brought
me the prettiest present that ever I saw
from London. So you see how generous
he is ; i'n't he ? And he'll bring it me
himself, to make me a little visit. So
then, very likely, he'll speak out. Won't
he ? But he bid me tell it to nobody.
So say nothing if you see him, for it will
only be the way to make him angry. I
must not put the shopman in the secret,
he says, for he shall only ask for old Sir
Jaspar ; and he shall go to him first, and
make the shopman think he is with him
all the time. So I told our young ladies
I'd got a head-ache, sure enough ; but
don't be uneasy, for it's only make
believe ; for I'm very well."
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Filled with alarm for the simple, de-
luded maiden, Juliet now made an un-
disguised representation of her danger ;
earnestly charging her not to receive the
dangerous visit.
But Flora, self-willed, though good
natured, would not hear a word.
No ass so meek; — no mule so obstinate.
She never contradicted, yet never
listened ; she never gave an opinion,
yet never followed one. She was neither
endowed with timidity to suspect her
deficiencies, nor with sense to conceive
how she might be better informed. She
came to Juliet merely to talk ; and vvhen
her prattle Vvas over, or interrupted, she
had no thouiyht but to be crone.
" O yes, I must see him. Miss Ellis,
she cried ; " for you can't think how ill
he'll take it, if I don't. But now we
have stayed talking together so long, I
can't shew you my presents till he is
gone, for fear he should come. But
don't mind, for then 1 shall have the
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new ones to sliew you, too. Bat if I
don't do what he bids me, he'll be as
angry as can be, for all he's my lover ;
(smiling.) He makes very free v;ith me
sometimes 5 only I don't mind it j be-
cause I'm pretty much used to it, from
one or another. Sometimes he'll say I
am the greatest simpleton that ever he
knew in his life ; for all he calls me his
angel ! He don't make much ceremony
with me, when I don't understand his
signs. But it don't much signify, for
the more he's angry, the more he's kind,
when it's over, (smiling.) And then he
brings me prettier things than ever. So
I a'n't much a loser. I've no great
need to cry about it. And he says I'm
quite a little goddess, often and ofteHj,
if I'd believe him. Only one must not
believe the men over much, when they
are gentlemen, I believe." n
Juliet, kindly taking her hand, would,
have drawn her into her own chamber j>v^
but they were no sooner in the passage,
than Flora jumped back, and, shaking
( ^37)
with laughter at her ingenuity, shut and
locked herself into her room. ■ '^ ' '
Juliet now renounced, perforce, all
thought of serving her except through
the medium of Miss Matson ; and she
was returning, much vexed, to her own
small apartment, when she sav/ Sir Jaspar,
who, leaning against the banisters,
seemed to have been waiting for her,
step curiously forward, as she opened
her door, to take a view of her chamber.
With quick impulse, to check this liberty,
she hastily pushed to the door ; not re-
collecting, till too late, that the key, by
which alone it was opened, was on the
inside.
Chagrined, she repaired to Flora,
telling the accident, and begging ad-
mittance.
Flora, laughing with all her heart,
positively refused to open the door ;
saying that she would rather be without
company.
Tlie shop- man now came up stairs, to
see what was going forward, and to en=
( 138 )
quire whether Miss Pierson, who had
told him that she v/as ill, found herself
worse. Flora, hastily checking her
mirth, answered that her head ached>
and she would lie down ; and then spoke
no more.
The shop-man made an attempt to
enter into conversation with Juliet;
but she gravely requested that he would
be so good as to order a smith to open
the lock of her door.
He ought not, he said, to leave the
house in the absence of Miss Matson ^
but he would run the risk for the plea-
sure of obliging her, if she vi^ould only
step down into the shop, to answer to
the bell or the knocker.
To this, in preference to being shut
out of her room, she would immediately
have consented, but that she feared the
arrival of Sir Lyell Sycamore. She
asked the shop- man, therefore, if there
were any objection to her waiting in the
little parlour.
None in the world, he answered ; for
( ^39 )
he had Miss Zvlatson's leave io use it
when she was out of a Sunday; and he
should he very glad if Miss Eilis would
oblige him with her company.
Juliet declined this proposal with an
air that repressed any further attempt at
intimacy; and the shop-man returned
to his post.
" I must not, I suppose," the Baronet,
then advancing, said, " presume to
offer you shelter under my roof from the
inclemencies of the stair-case ? And
yet I think I may venture, without being
indecorous, to mention, that I am going
out for my usual airing ; and that you
may take possession of your old apart-
ment, upon your own misanthropical
terms. At all events, I shall leave you
the door open, place some books upon
the table, take out my servants, and
order that no one shall molest you."
Extremely pleased by a kindness so
much to her taste, Juliet would grate-
fully have accepted this offer, but for the
visit that she knew to be designed for
( I40 )
tlie same apartment; which the absence
of its master was not likely to prevent,
as the pretence of writing a note, or his
name, would suffice with Sir Lyell for
mounting the stairs, V/ho then could
protect Flora? Could Juliet herself
come forward, when no one else remain-
ed in the house, conscious, as she could
not but be, of the dishonourable views of
which she, also, had been the object ?
The departure of Sir Jaspar appeared,
therefore, to be big with mischief; and,
when he was making a leave-taking
bow, she almost involuntarily said,
'' You are forced, then, Sir, to go out
this morning r"
Surprised and pleased, he ansvv'ered,
" What ! have my little fairy elves given
you a lesson of humanity ? Nay, if so,
though they should pommel and maul
me for a month to come, I shall yet be
their obedient humble servant."
He then gave orders aloud that his
carriage should be put up ; saying, that
he had letters to write, and that his
C HI )
servants might go and amuse tliemselves
for an hour or two where they pleased.
giiJuHet, now, was crimsoned witli shame
and embarrassment. How account for
thus palpably w'ishing him to remain
Hi; the house ? or how suffer him, by
silence, to suppose it was from a desire
of his society ? Her blushes astonished,
yet, by heightening her beauty, charmed
still more than they perplexed him. To
settle what to think of her might be
diuicult and teazing ; but to admire her
was easy and pleasant. He approached
her, therefore, with the most flattering
looks and smiles ; but, to avoid any mis-
take in his manner of addressing her,
lie kept his speech back, with his judg-
ment, till he could learn her purpose.
This prudential circumspection re-
doubled lier confusion, and she hesi-
tatingly stammered her concern that she
had prevented his airing.
More amazed still, but still more
enchanted, to see her thus at a loss what
to say, though evidently pleased that he
( H2 )
iiad relinquished his little excursion^
he was making a motion to take her
hand, which she had scarcely perceived,
when a violent ringing at the door-beU;
checked him ; and concentrated all her
solicitude in the im.pending danger of
Flora ; and, in her eagerness to rescue
the simple girl from ruin, she hastily
said : " Can you, Sir Jaspar, forgive a
liberty in the cause of humanity ? May
I appeal to your generosity ? You will
receive a visitor in a few minutes, whom
I have earnest reasons for wishing you to
detain in your apartment to the last
moment that is possible. May I make
so extraordinary a request ?*'
" Request?" repeated Sir Jaspar,
charmed by what he considered as an
opening to intimacy ; " can you utter -
any thing but commands? The most
benignant sprite of all Fairyland, has in-
spired you with this gracious disposition
to dub me your knight."
Yet his eye^ still bright with intelli-
gence, and now full of fanciful wonder.
(■ 143 )
suddenly emitted an expression less
rapturous, when he distinguished the
voice of Sir Lyell Sycamore, in parley
with the shop-man. Disappointment
and chagrin soon took place of sportive
playfulness in his countenance ; and,
muttering between his teeth, " O ho!
Sir Lyell Sycamore!" — he fixed his
keen eyes sharply upon Juliet ; with a
look in which she could not but read the
ill construction to which her seemingr
knowledge of that young man's motions,
and her apparent interest in them, made
her liable ; and how much his light
opinion of Sir Lyell's character, affected
his partial, though still fluctuating one
of her own.
Sir Lyell, however, was upon the
stairs, and she did not dare enter into
any justification ; Sir Jaspar, too, was
silent ; but the young baronet mounted,
singing, in a loud voice,
«.
O my love, lov'st thou me ?
Then quickly come and see one who dies for thee !
pT8bno7^ fmbniii *io IIul won btta e'-'oa^^.
^« Yes here I come, Sir Lyell !'* — in a
( H4 )
law,- husky, laughing voice, ci'ied Mora,
peeping through her chamber-door ;
ViFhich was immediately at the head of
the stairs, upon the second flooi^f aM
to which Sir Lyell looked up^ softly
whispering, " Be still, my little n%er 1
and,in ten minutes — '* He stopt abruptly,
for Sir Jaspar now caught his astonished
sight, upon the landing-place of the
attic story, with Juliet retreating behind
him. ■
r *' O ho! you are there, are you?"
he cried, in a tone of ludicrous accusa-
tion.
" And you, you are there, are you ?'*
answered Sir Jaspar, in a voice more
seriously taunting.
Juliet, hurt and confounded, would
have escaped through the garret to the
back stairs; but that her hat and cloak,
without which she could not leave the
house, were shut into her room. She
tried, therefore, to look unmoved; Vv^ell
aware that the best chance to escape
impertinence, is by not appearing to
suspect that any s intended.
( H5 )
Three strides now brought Sir Lyell
before her. His amazement, vented by
rattling exclamations, again perplexed
Sir Jaspar ; for how could Juliet have
been apprized of his intended visit, but
by himself?
Sir Lyell, mingling the most florid
compliments upon her radiant beauty,
and bright bloom, with his pleasure at
Jher sight, said that, from the reports
v,^hich had reached him, that she had
given up her singing, and her teach-
ing, and that Sir Jaspar had taken the
room which she had inhabited, he had
concluded that she had quitted Bright-
helmstone. He was going rapidly on
in the same strain, the observant Sir
Jaspar intently watching her looks, while
curiously listening to his every word;
when Juliet, without seeming to have
attended to a syllable, related, with grave
brevity, that she had unfortunately shut in
the key of her room, and must therefore
seek Miss Matson, to demand another ;
and then, with steady steps, that studi-
VOL. III. H
( 146 )
ously kept in order innumerable timid
fears, she descended to the shop ; leav-
ing the two Baronets mutually struck by
her superiour air and manner ; and each,
though equally desirous to follow her,
involuntarily standing still, to wait the
motions of the other ; and thence to
judge of his pretensions to her favour.
Juliet found the shop empty, but the
street-door open, and the shop-man saun-
tering before it, to look at the passers
by. Glad to be, for a while, at least,
spared the distaste of his company, she
shut herself into the little parlour, care-
fully drawing the curtain of the glass-
door.
The two Baronets, as she ex-
pected, soon descended 5 the younger
one eager to take leave of the elder,
and privately remount the stairs ; and
Sir Jaspar, fixed to obey the injunctions,
however unaccountable, of Juliet, in
detaining and keeping sight of him to
the last moment.
" Decamped, I swear, the little
vixen !" exclaimed Sir Lyell, striding in
C H7 )
first ; " but why the d — 1 do you come
down, Sir Jaspar ?"
" For exercise, not ceremony," he
answered ; though, little wanting further
exertion, and heartily tired, he dropt
down upon the first chair.
Sir Lyell vainly offered his arm, and
pressed to aid him back to his apart-
ment ; he would not move.
After some time thus wasted. Sir
Lyell, mortified and provoked, cast him-
self upon the counter, and whistled, to
disguise bis ill humour.
A pause now ensued, which Sir Jaspar
broke, by hesitatingly, yet with earnest-
ness, saying, " Sir Lyell Sycamore, I
am not, you will do me the justice to
believe, a sour old fellow, to delight in
mischief; a surly old dog, to mar the
pleasures of which I cannot partake ; if,
therefore, to answer what I mean to ask
will thwart any of your projects, leave
me and my curiosity in the lurch; if
not, you v/ill sensibly gratify me, by a
little frank communication, I don't
H 1
( 143 )
meddle with your affair with Flora ; 'tis
a blooming little wild rose-bud, but of
too common a species to be worth ana-
lysing. This other young creature,
however, whose wings your bird-lime
seems also to have entangled — "
" How so?" interrupted Sir Lyell,
jumping eagerly from the counter,
** what the d — 1 do you mean by that?"
** Not to be indiscreet, I promise
you," answered Sir Jaspar ; " but as I
see the interest she takes in you, — "
" The d — I you do?" exclaimed Sir
Lyell, in an accent ©f surprize, yet of
transport.
Sir Jaspar now, ironically smiling,
said, " You don't know it, then, Sir
Lyell ? You are modest ? — diffident ?
unconscious? — "
" My dear boy!" cried Sir Lyell,
riotously, and approaching familiarly to
embrace him, " what a devilish kind
office I shall owe you, if you can put
any good notions into my head of that
delicious girU" ^ ^y<sl^fe
( H9 )
; New doubts nqw destroying his recent
suspicions, Sir Jaspar held back, posi-
tively refusing to clear up what had
drQpt from him, and laughingly saying,
giJlar be it from me to put any such
notions into your head! I believe it
aimply stored ! All my desire is to get
SQme out of it. If, therefore, you can
tell me, or, rather, will tell me, v;ho or
what this young creature is, you will do
a kind office to my imagination, for
which I shall be really thankful. Who
l^;-she, then ? And what is she ?"
, <« D — 1 take me if I either know or
care !" cried Sir Lyell, " further than
that she is a beauty of the first water ;
and that I should have adored her, ex-
clusively, three months ago, if I had not
believed her a thing of alabaster. But
if you think her Vj^j ^;
" Not II not I ! — I know nothing of
her!" interrupted Sir Jaspar: " she is a
rose planted in the snow, for aught I
caa tell ! The more I see, the less I un-
derstand j the more I surmize, the fur-
H 3
C 150 )
ther I seem from the mark. Honestly,
then, whence does she come ? How did
you first see her ? What does she do at
Brighthelmstone ?"
" 3/lay I go to old Nick if I am better
informed than yourself! except that she
sings and plays like twenty angels, and
that all the women are jealous of her,
and won't suffer a word to be said to
her. However, I made up to her, at
first, and should certainly have found
her out, but for Melbury, who annoyed
me with a long history of her virtue,
and character, and Lady Aurora's friend-
ship, and the d— I knows what; that
made me so cursed sheepish, I was afraid
of embarking in any measures of spirit.
My sister, also, took lessons of her ; and
other game came into chace ; and I
should never have thought of her again,
but that, when I went to town, a week
or tw6 ago, I learnt, from that Queen
He the Grabs, Mrs. Howel, that Melbury,
^ii factl ktibw^ ¥10 more of her than we
do. He had nobody's word but her own
( 15' )
for' all her fine sentiments; so that he
and his platonics would have kept me at
bay no longer, if I had not believed her
decamped from Brighthelmstone, upon
hearing that you had got her lodging.
How came you to turn her into the
garret, my dear boy ? Is that a la mode
of your vieille cour F''
Sir Jaspar protested that, when he
took the apartment, he knew not of her
existence ; and then enquired, whether
Sir Lyell could tell in what name she had
been upon the stage j and why she had
quitted it.
" The stage ? O the d— 1 !" he ex-
claimed, " has she been upon the stage ?^'
" Yes ; I heard the fact mentioned
to her, the other day, by a fellow-per-
former! some low player, who challenged
her as a sister of the buskins.'*
" What a glorious Statira she must
make !" cried Sir Lyell. " I am ready
to be her Alexander when she will.
That hint you have dropt, my dear old
boy, shu'n't be thrown away upon me.
H 4
Hut how the a— -I dia you find inre dear
charmer out ? , . , .
' -l5If jaspar again sought to draw back
h% information; but Sir Lv ell swore
that he Would not so lightly be put asr3(|
n'bW-a view of Success, now once it wa$
fairly opened j and* was vowing that he
should begiri" a siege .in ^orih, arid 'per-
severe to a surrender- "when the conveK
sation v.^as interrupted, by the entrance
of the shopman, accompanied by a
mantua-maker, wfi'o called upon some
business. "."^
^Juliet, who, from the beginning, had
heard this discourse with the utmost un-
easiness, and whom its conclusion hacl
filled with indignant disgust -, had no
resource to avoid the yet greater evil of
being joined by the interlocutors, but
that of sitting motionless and unsus-
pected, till they should depart; or till
Miss Matson should return. But her
care and precaution proved vain : the
shopman invited Mrs. Hart, the mantua-
maker, into the little parlour; and, upon
7
( 153 )
opening the door, Juliet met their asto*
nished view.
Sir Jaspar, not without evident anxiety,
endeavoured to recollect what had dropt
from him, that might hurt her ; or how
he might palliate what might have givea
her offence. But Sir Lyell, not at all
disconcerted, and privately persuaded
that half his difficulties were vanquished,
by the accident that acquainted her with
his design; was advancing, eagerly, with
a volley of rapid compliments, upon his
good fortune in again meeting with her;
when Juliet, not deigning to seem con-
scious even of his presence, passed him.
without notice ; and^ addressing Mrs.
Hart, entreated that she would go up
stairs to the room of Miss Pierson, to ex-
amine whether it were necessary to send
for any advice ; as she had returned
home alone, and complained of being
ilL '''Mrs. Hart complied ; and Juliet
followed her to Flora's chamber-door*
>1 ifiu '^ib:tii 6dt oiai ^i^^li^rn
( '54 )
CHAPTER XLVIL
nPHE gentle tap that Mrs. Hart, fearing
to disturb iier, gave at the door of
Flora, deceived the expecting girl into a
belief that Sir Lyell was at length
arrived ; and crying, in a low voice, as
she opened it, " O Sir! how long you
have been coming !" she stared at sight
of Mrs. Hart, with an amazement equal
to her disappointment.
Presently, however, with a dejected
look and tone, " Well, now !*' she cried,
*' is it only you, Mrs. Hart ? — I thought
it had been somebody quite diiferent !" '
Mrs. Hart, entering, enquired, with
surprize, why Miss Ellis had said that
Miss Pierson was ill, when, on the con-
trary, she had never seen her look
better.
« Well, now, Miss Ellis," cried Flora,
whispering Juliet, " did not I tell you.
( 155 )
as plain as could be, 'twas nothing but
make believe ?'*
Juliet, without offering any apology,
answered, that she had invited Mrs. Hart
to make her a visit.
" Why, now, what can you be thinking
of?'* cried Flora, angrily : " Why, you
know, as well as can be, that I want to see
nobody ! Why, have you forgot all I told
you, already, about you know who ?
Why I never knew the like ! Why be'll
be fit to kill himself! Pll never tell you
any thing again, if you beg me on your
knees ! so there's the end to your know-
ing any more of my secrets ! and you've
nobody but yourself to thank, if it vexes
you never so !"
Mrs. Hart interrupted this mur-
muring, by enquiring who was the Sir
that Miss Pierson expected 5 adding
that, if it were the shop-man, it would
be more proper Miss Pierson should go
down stairs, than that she should let him
come up to her room.
" The shop-man ?" repeated Flora,
H 6
mmpering, and winking at Juliet ; " no,
indeed, Mrs^ Hart j you have not made
a ve'ry good guess there ! Has she. Miss
Ellis ? I don't think a man of quality,
and a baronet, is very like a shop-man I
Do you. Miss Ellis V
This blundering simplicity of vanity
was not lost upon Mrs. Hart, " O ho !"
she cried, " you expect a baronet, do
you, then, Miss Pierson ? Why there
were no less than two Baronets in the
shop as I came through, just now j and
there's one of them this minute crossing
the way, and turning the corner.'*
*« O Me ! is he gone, then ?" cried
Fiora, looking out of the window. " O
Mel what shall I do? O Miss Ellis ! this
is all your fault! And now, perhaps,
he'll be so angry he'll never speak to me
ap-ain 1 And if he don't, ten to one but
it may break my heart! for that o-ften
happens when one's crossed in love.
And if it does, I sha'n't thank you for it,
I assure you ! And it's just as hkely as
not I"
^Dfjaliet^ "ihbngh she^soiight to kppea'^
tfoth: her: grief and herwtathj couid ndt
but rejoice that their tui^oaided re-
dundance inforraed Mrs, Hart of thfe
whole history : and Mr:S. Hart, who,
though a plain, appeared to be. a vej^
worthy woman, immediately endeavoured
to save the poor young creature, from the
snares into which she was rather wilfully
jumping, than deludedly falling, by
giving her a pressing invitation to her
own house for the rest of the day. But
to this, neither entreaty nor reproof
could obtain consent. Flora, hke many
who seem gentle, was only simple- j and
had neither docility nor comprehension
for being turned aside from the prosecu-
tion of her wishes. To be thwarted
in any desire, she considered as cruelty,
and resented as ill treatment. She re-
fused, therefore, to leave the house,
while hoping for the return of Sir Lyell;
and continued her childish v/ailing and
iretting, till accident led her eyes to
a favourite little box 5 when, her tears
( »58 )
suddenly stopping, and her face brighten-
ing, she started up, seized, opened it,
and, displaying a very pretty pair of
ear-rings, exclaimed, "Oh, I have never
shewn you my presents, Miss Ellis !
And now Mrs. Hart may have a peep at
them, too. So she's in pretty good luck,
I think!"
And then, with exulting pleasure, she
produced all the costly trinkets that
she had received from Sir Lyell ; with
some few, less valuable, which had been
presented to her by Sir Jaspar ; and all
the baubles, however insignificant or
babyish, that had been bestowed upon
her by her friends and relatives, from
ber earliest youth. And these, with the
important and separate history of each,
occupied, unawares, her time, till the
return of Miss Matson.
Mrs. Hart then descended, and, urged
by Juliet, briefly and plainly communi-
cated the situation and the danger of
the young apprentice.
Miss Matson, affrighted for the credit
( 159 )
of her shop, determined to send for the
mother of Flora, who resided at Lewes,
the next day.
Relieved now from her troublesome
and untoward charge, JuHet had her
door opened, and re-took possession of
her room.
And there, a new view of her own
helpless and distressed condition, filled
and dejected her with new alarm. The
licentiously declared purpose of Sir
Lyell had been shocking to her ears ;
and the consciousness that he knew that
she was informed of his intention added
to its horrour, from her inability to shew
her resentment, in the only way that
suited her character or her disposition,
that of positively seeing him no more.
But how avoid him while she had no
other means of subsistence than working
in an open shop ?
The following morning but too clearly
justified her apprehensive prognostics, of
the improprieties to which her defence-
less state made her liable. At an early
( i6o )
hour, Sir Lyell, gay, courteous, gallant,
entered the shop, under pretence of
enquiring for Sir Jaspar ; whom ^e^
knew to be invisible, from his infirmi-^
ties, to all but his own nurses and servants,
till noon. Miss Matson was taciturn
and watchful, though still, from the fear
of making an enemy, respectful ; while
Flora, simpering and blushing, was
ready to jump into his arms, in her
eagerness to apologize for not having
waited alone for him, according to his
directions : but he did not look at Miss
Matson, though he addressed her; nor
address Flora, though, by a side glance,
he saw her expectations ; his attention,
from the moment that he had asked, with-
out listening to any answer, whether he
could see Sir Jaspar, was all, and even
publicly devoted to Juliet ; . whom ^le
approached with an air of homage, and
accosted with the most flattering com-^
pliments upon her good looks arid her
beauty. .. , .-....,.;
..A^.iiMet Uir^ed a^ide from^ him^, wth.an
"S
C i6i )
iodignatit disgust, in which she ho'petf fe-
would read her resentment of ' hW
scheme, and her abhorrence of his prirfi^
erples. But those who are deep in vice^
are commonly incredulous of virtue;^
Sir Ly el I took her apparent displeasure^"^
either for a timidity which flattery would
banish, or an hypocrisy which boldness
would conquer. He continued, there-
'fore, his florid adulation to her charms ;
regarding the heightened colour of
offended purity, but as an augmented
attraction.
Juliet perceived her failure to repress
his assurance, with a disturbance that was
soon encreased, by the visible jealousy
manifested in the pouting lips and
frowning brow of Flora ; who, the mo-
ment that Sir Lyell, saying that he would
call upon Sir Jaspar again, thought it
prudent to retire, began a convulsive
sobbing; averring that she saw why she
had been betrayed ; for that it Was only
to inveigle av/ay her sweetheart.
Pity for the ignorant accuser, might
( i62 )
have subdued the disdain due to the
accusation, and have induced Juliet to
comfort her by a self-defence ; but for a
look, strongly expressing a suspicion to
the same effect, from Miss Matson ;
which was succeeded by a general toss-
ing up of the chins of the young work-
women, and a murmur of, " I wonder
how she would like to be served so her-
self!'*
This was too offensive to be supported,
and she retired to her chamber.
If, already, the mingled frivolity and
publicity of the business into which she
had entered, had proved fatiguing to
her spirits, and ungenial to her disposi-
tion ; surmises, such sts she now saw
raised, of a petty and base rivality, urged
by a pursuit the most hcentious, ren-
dered all attempt at its continuance in-
tolerable. Without, therefore, a mo-
ment's hesitation, she determined to re-
linquish her present enterprise.
■,:.>Tiie only, as well as immediate notion
th'at occurred to her, in this new difH-
( «fi3 )
culty, was to apply to Mrs. Hart, who
seemed kind as well as civil, for em^
ployraent.
When she was summoned, therefore,
by Miss Matson, with surprize and au-
thority, back to the shop, she returned
equipped for going abroad ; and, after
thanking her for the essay which she
had permitted to be made in the milli-
nery-business, declared that she found
herself utterly unfit for so active and so
public a line of life.
■ Leaving then Miss Matson, Flora, and
the young journey-women to their as-
tonishment, she bent her course to the
house of Mrs. Hart ; where her applica-
tion was happily successful. Mrs. Hart
had work of importance just ordered for
a great wedding in the neighbourhood,
and was glad to engage so expert a
hand for the occasion ; agreeing to
allow, in return, bed, board, and a small
stipend per day.
With infinite relief, Juliet went back
to make her little preparations, and take
( 164 >
leave of Miss Matson; by wBoAi slie wai;
now followed to her room, with many
earnest instances that she would relin^
quish her design. Miss Matson, in
unison with the very common ^hariacter*
to which she belonged, had appreciated
Juliet not by her worth, her talents, or
her labours, but by her avowed distress^
and acknowledged poverty. Notwith-
standing, therefore, her abilities and
her industry, she had been uniformly
considered as a dead weight te' th€f
business, and to the house. But lieiWi
when it appeared that the penny less
young woman had some other resource,
the eyes of Miss Matson were suddenly
opened to merits to which she had hi-
therto been blind. She felt all the advani^
tages which the shop would lose by the
departure of such an assistant^ and recol-
lected the many useful hints, in fashion
and in elegance, which had been derived
from her taste and fancy : her exemplary
diligence in work ; her gentle quietness
of behaviour; and the numberless custom-
( i65 )
ers, which the various reports^ that were
spreskd of her history, had drawn to the
shop. AU^^now, however, was unavaiHng ;
the remembrance of what was over oc-
curred too late to change the plan of Ju-
liet ; though a kinder appreciation of her
character and services, while she was
employed, might have engaged her to
try some other method of getting rid
of the libertine Baronet.
Miss Matson then admonished her not
to lose, at least, the benefit of her pre-
mium.
** Wliat premium ?" cried Juliet.
" Why that Sir Jaspar paid down for
you.**
Juliet, astonished, now learnt, that
her admission as an inmate of the shop,
which she had imagined due to the gos-
sipping verbal influence of Miss Bydel,
w^as the result of the far more substantial
money-mediation of Sir Jaspar«
She felt warmly grateful for his bene-
volence J yet wounded, in reflecting
upon his doubts whether she deserved
( i66 )
it ; and confounded to owe another,
and so heavy an obb'gation, to an utter
{Stranger.
She was finishing her httle package,
when the loud sobbings of Flora, while
mounting the stairs for a similar, though
by no means as voluntary a purpose, in-
duced her to go forth, with a view to
offer some consolation ; but Flora, not
less resentful than disconsolate,^ said that
her mother was arrived to take her from
all her fine prospects ; and loaded Juliet
wdth the unqualified accusation, of hav-
ing betrayed her secrets, and ruined her
fortune.
Juliet had too strong a mind to suffer
weak and unjust censure to breed any
repentance that she had acted right.
She could take one view only of the
affair; and that brought only self-approv-
ance of what she had done : if Sir Lyell
meant honourably. Flora was easily fol-
lowed ; if not, she was happily rescued
from earthly perdition.
Nevertheless, she had too much sweet-
t 167 )
iiess of disposition, and too much bene-
volence of character, to be indifferent to
reproach ; though her vain efforts,
either to clear her own conduct, or to
appease the angry sorrows of Flora, all
ended by the indignantly blubbering
damsel's turning from her in sulky
silence.
Juliet then took a quick leave of Miss
Matson, and of the young journey*
women ; and repaired to her new habi-
tation.
( i68 )
CHAPTER XLVIII.
"pXPERIENCE, the mother of cau-
; tion, now taught Juhet explicitly to
make known to her new chief, that
she had no view to learn the art of
mantua-making as a future trade, or
employment; but simply desired to
work at it in such details, as a general
knowledge of the use of the needle
might make serviceable and expeditious:
no premium, therefore, could be ex-
pected by th€ mistress ; and tine work-
woman would be at liberty to continue,
or to renounce her engagement, from
day to day.
This agr^em^ent offered to her ideas
something which seemed like an ap-
proach to the self-dependence, that she
had so earnestly coveted : she entered,
therefore, upon her new occupation
with cheerfulness and alacrity, and with
( i69 )
a diligence to which the hope, by being
useful, to become necessary, gave no
relaxation.
The business, by this scrupulous de-
votion to its interests, was forwarded
with such industry and success, that she
soon became the open and decided
favourite of the mistress whom she
served ; and w^ho repaid her exertions
by the warmest praise, and proposed her
as a pattern to the rest of the sewing
sisterhood.
* This approbation could not but cheer
the toil of one whose mind, like that of
Juliet, sought happiness, at this moment,
only from upright and blameless con-
duct. She was mentally, also, relieved,
by the local change of situation. She
was now employed in a private apart-
ment ; and, though surrounded by still
more fellow-work-women than at Miss
Matson's, she was no longer constrained
to remain in an open shop, in opposition
alike to her inclinations and her wishes
of concealment 5 no longer startled by
VOL. III. 1
( I70 )
the continual entrance and exit of
strangers ; nor exposed to curious en-
quirers, or hardy starers ; and no longer
fatigued by the perpetual revision of
goods. She worked in perfect quietness,
undisturbed and uninterrupted; her
mistress was civil, and gave her encou-
ragement ; her fellow-semptresses Were
unobservant, and left her to her own
reflexions.
It is not, however, in courts alone
that favour is perilous -, in all circles, and
all classes, from the most eminent to the
most obscure, the " Favourite has no
friend * 1" The praises and the com-
parisons, by which Mrs. Hart hoped to
stimulate her little community to emula-
tion, excited only jealousy, envy, and
ill will ; and a week had not elapsed, in
this new and short tranquillity, before
Juhet found that her superiour diligence
was regarded, by her needle-sisterhood,
as a mean artifice " to set herself off to
advantage at their cost." Sneers and
* Gray.
( 171 )
hints to this effect followed every
panegyric of Mrs. Hart ; and robbed
approbation of its pleasure, though they
could not of its value.
Chagrined by a consequence so unplea-
sant, to an industry that demanded forti-
tude, not discouragement ^ Juliet nowfelt
the excess of her activity relax ; and soon
experienced a desire, if not a necessity,
to steal some moments from application,
for retirement and for herself.
Here, again, she found the mischief
to which ignorance of life had laid her
open. The unremitting diligence with
which she had begun her new office, had
advanced her work with a rapidity, that
made the smallest relaxation cause a
sensible difference in its progress : and
Mrs. Hart, from first looking disap-
pointed, asked next, whether nothing
more were done ? and then observed,
how much quicker business had gone cx\
the first week. In vain Juliet still exe-
cuted more than all around herj the
comparison was never made there, where
I 2
C ^72 )
it might have been to her advantage;
all reference was to her own setting out;
and she was soon taught to forgive the
displeasure which, so inadvertently, she
had excited, when she saw the claims to
which she had made herself liable, by
an incautious eagerness of zeal to re-
ward, as well as earn, the maintenance
which she owed to Mrs. Hart.
Alas, she thought, with what upright
intentions may we be injudicious ! I
have thrown away the power of obliging,
by too precipitate an eagerness to oblige !
I retain merely that of avoiding to dis-
please, by my most indefatigable appli-
cation 1 All I can perform seems but
a duty, and of course ; all I leave un-
done, seems idleness and neglect. Yet
what is the labour that never requires
respite ? What the mind, that never
demands a few poor unshackled instants
to itself?
From this time, the little pleasure
which she had been able to create for
herself, from the virtue of her exertions,
( 173 )
was at an end : to toil beyond her
fellow-labourers, was but to provoke ill
will ; to allow herself any repose, was
but to excite disapprobation. Hopeless,
therefore, either way, she gave, with
diligence, her allotted time to her occu-
pation, but no more : all that remained,
she solaced, by devoting to her pen and
Gabriella, with whom her correspond-
ence, — her sole consolation, — was un-
remitting.
This unaiFected conduct had its
customary effect ; it destroyed at once
the too hardly earned favour of Mrs.
Hart, and the illiberal, yet too natural
enmity of her apprentices j and, in the
course of a very few days, Juliet was
neither more esteemed, nor more cen-
sured, than any of her sisters of the
sewing tribe.
With the energy, however, of her
original wishes and efforts, died all that
could reconcile her to this sort of life.
The hope of pleasing, which alone could
soften its hardships, thus forcibly set
J 3
( >74 )
aside, left nothing in its place, but
calmness without contentment ; dulness
without serenity.
Experience is not more exclusively the
guide of our judgment, than comparison
is the mistress of our feelings. Juliet
now, also, found, that, local publicity
excepted, there was nothing to prefer in
her new to her former situation ; and
something to like less. The employ-
ment itself was by no means equally
agreeable for its disciples. The taste
and fancy, requisite for the elegance and
variety of the light work which she had
quitted ; however ineffectual to afford
pleasure when called forth by necessity,
rendered it, at least, less irksome, than the
wearying sameness of perpetual basting,
running, and hemming. Her fellow-la-
bourers, though less pert and less obtru-
sive than those which she had left, had
the same spirit for secret cabal, and the
same passion for frolic and disguise ;
and also, like those, were all prattle and
confidential sociability, in the absence of
( ^75 )
the mistress; all sulknness and taci-
turnity, in her presence. What little
difference, therefore, she found in her
position, was, that there she had been
disgusted by under-bred flippancy ;
here, she was deadened by uninterest-
ing monotony ; and that there, perpetual
motion, and incessant change of orders,
and of objects, affected her nerves ;
while here, the unvarying repetition of
stitch after stitch, nearly closed in sleep
her faculties, as well as her eyes.
The little stipend which, by agree-
ment, she was paid every evening,
though it occasioned her the most satis-
factory, by no means gave her the most
pleasant feeling, of the day. However
respectable reason and justice render
pecuniary emolument, where honourably
earned; there is a something indefinable,
which stands between spirit and delicacy,
that makes the first reception of money
in detail, by those not brought up to
gain it, embarrassing and painful.
During this tedious and unvaried
I 4
period; if some minutes Were' sriafched
from fatiguing uniformity, it was only
by alarm and displeasure, through the
intrusion of Sir Lyell Sycamore ; who,
though always denied admission to her-
self, made frequent, bold, and frivolous
pretences tor bursting into the work-
room. At one time, he came to enquire
about a gown for his sister, of which
Mrs. Hart had never heard ; at another,
to look at a trimming for which she had
had no commission ; and at a third, to
hurry the finishing of a dress, which had
already been sent home. The motive to
these various mock messages, was too
palpable to escape even the most ordinary
observation 5 yet though the perfect
conduct, and icy coldness of Juliet,
rescued her from all evil imputation
amongst her companions, she saw, with
pique and even horrour, that they were
insufficient to repress the daring and
determined hopes and expectations of
the licentious Baronet 5 with whom the
unexplained hint of Sir Jaspar had left
( 177 )
a firm persuasion, that the fair object :of
his views more than returned his admi-
ration ; and waited merely for a decent
attack, or proper offers, to acknowledge
her secret inclinations.
Juliet, however shocked, could only
commit to time her cause, her consist-
ency, her vindication.
Three weeks had, in this manner,
elapsed, when the particular business for
which Mrs. Hart had wanted an odd
hand was finished ; and Juliet, who had
beheved that her useful services would
keep her employed at her own pleasure,
abruptly found that her occupation was
at an end. ^
Here again, the wisdom of experience
v;as acquired only by distress. The
pleasure with which she had considered
herself free, because engaged but by the
day, was changed into the alarm of find-
ing herself, from that very circumstance,
without employment or home ; and she
now acknowledged the providence of
those ties, which, from only feeling their
I 5
( '78 )
inconvenience, she had thought oppres-
sive and unnecessary. The established
combinations of society are not to be
judged by the personal opinions, and
varying feelings, of individuals ; but by
general proofs of reciprocated advan-
tages. If the needy helper require
regular protection, the recompensing
employer must claim regular service ;
and Juliet now saw, that though in being
contracted but by the day, she escaped
all continued constraint, and was set
freshly at liberty every evenings she was,
a stranger to security, subject to dis-
mission, at the mercy of accident, and
at the will of caprice.
Thus perplexed and thus helpless, she
applied to Mrs. Hart, for counsel how
to obtain immediate support. Gratified
by the application, Mrs. Hart again re-
commended her as a pattern to the
young sisterhood; and then gave her
advice, that she should bind herself,
either to some milliner or some mantua-
maker, as a journey-woman for three
years.
( ^79 )
Painfully, again, Juliet attained
further knowledge of the world, in
learning the danger of asking counsel ;
except of the candid and wise, who
know how to modify it by circumstances,
and w^ho will listen to opposing repre-
sentations.
Mrs. Hart, from the moment that
Juliet declined to be guided wholly by
her judgment, lost all interest in her
young w^ork-woman's distresses. " If
people won't follow advice," she said,
*' 'tis a sign they are not much to be
pitied." Vainly Juliet affirmed, that
reasons which she could not explain, put
it out of her power to take any measure
so decisive ; that, far from fixing her
own destiny for three years, she had no
means to ascertain, or scarcely even to
conjecture, what it might be in three
days; or perhaps in three hours; al-
though in the interval of suspense, she
was not less an object for present huma-
nity, from the incertitude of what either
her wants or her abundance might be in
I 6
( i8o )
future; vainly she reasoned, vainly she
pleaded. Mrs. Hart always made the
same reply : " If people won't follow
advice, 'tis a sign they are not much to
be pitied."
In consequence of this maxim, Juliet
next heard, that the small room and bed
which she occupied, were wanted for
another person.
Alas ! she thought, how long must we
mingle with the world, ere we learn how
to live in it ! Must we demand no help
from the understandings of others, un-
less we submit to renounce all use of our
own ?
These reflexions soon led her to hit
upon the only true medium, for useful
and safe general intercourse with the
mass of mankind : that of avowing em-
barrassments, without demanding coun-
sel ; and of discussing difficulties, and
gathering opinions, as matters of con-
versation ; but always to keep in mind,
that to ask advice, without a pre-deter-
mination to follow it, is to call for cen-
sure, and to risk resentment.
( i8i )
Thus died away in Juliet the short joy
of freedom from the controul of positive
engagements.
Such freedom, she found, was but a
source of perpetual difficulty and instabi-
lity. She had the world to begin again ;
a new pursuit to fix upon ; new recom-
mendations to solicit j and a oew dwel-
ling to seek.
( »82 )
CHAPTER XLIX.
JULIET was making enquiries of the
young work- women, for a recommen-
dation to some small lodging, when she
was surprised by the receipt of a letter
from Mrs. Pierson, soliciting her com-
pany immediately at Lewes; where poor
Flora, she said, was taken dangerously
ill of a high fever, and was raving, con-
tinually, for Miss Ellis. A return post-
chaise, to the postilion of which Mrs.
Pierson had given directions to call at
Mrs. Hart's, at three o'clock in the
afternoon, would bring her, for nearly
nothing; if she would have so much cha-
rity as to come and comfort the poor
girl; and Mrs. Pierson would find a safe
conveyance back at night, if Miss Ellis
cotdd not oblige them by sleeping at the
house : but she hoped that Mrs. Hart
would not refuse to spare her from her
( i83 )
work, for a few hours, as it might pro-
duce a favourable turn in the disorder.
Juliet read this letter with real con-
cern. Had she rescued the poor, weak,
and wilful Flora from immediate moral,
only to devote her to immediate physical,
destruction ? And what now could be
devised for her relief? Her intellects
were too feeble for reason, her temper
was too petulant for entreaty. Never-
theless, the benevolent are easily urged
to exertion ; and Juliet would not refuse
the summons of the distressed mother,
while she could Hatter herself that any
possible means might be suggested for
serving the self-willed, and half-witted,
but innocent daughter.
She set out, therefore, upon this plan,
far from sanguine of success, but per-
suaded that the effort was a duty.
By her own calculations from me-
mory, she was arrived within about a
mile of Lewes, when the horses sudp
denly turned dovm a narrow lane.
She demanded of the postilion why
( i84 )
he did not proceed straight forward.
He answered, that he knew a short cut
to the house of Mrs. Pierson. Uneasy,
nevertheless, at quitting thus alone the
high road, she begged him to go the
common way, promising to reward him
for the additional time which it might
require. But he drove on without re-
plying ; though, growing now alarmed,
she called, supplicated, and menaced in
turn.
She looked from window to window
to seek some object to whom she might
apply for aid; none appeared, save a
man on horseback, whom she had al-
ready noticed from time to time, near
the side of the chaise ; and to whom she
was beginning an appeal, when she
surprised him making signs to hurry on
the postilion.
She now believed the postilion him-
self to be leagued with some highway-
man ', and was filled with affright and
dismay.
The horses galloped on with encreased
( 185 )
svviftness, the horseman always keeping
closely behind the chaise; till they were
stopt by a small cart, from which Juliet
had the joy to see two men alight,
forced, by the narro^vness of the road,
to take off their horse, and drag back
their vehicle.
She eagerly solicited their assist-
ance, and made an effort to open the
chaise door. This, however, was pre-
vented by the pursuing horseman, who,
dismounting, opened it himself ; and, to
her inexpressible terrour, sprung into the
carriage.
What, then, was her mingled conster-
nation and astonishment, when, instead
of demanding her purse, he gaily ex-
claimed, " Why are you frightened,
you beautiful little creature ?" And she
saw Sir Lyell Sycamore.
A change, but not a diminution of
alarm, now took place; yet, assuming a
firmness that sought to conceal her fears,
" Quit the chaise, Sir Lyell," she cried.
( i86 )
" instantly, or you will compel me to
claim protection from those two men 1"
" Protection? you pretty little vixen!"
cried he, yet more familiarly, ^* who
should protect you like your own
adorer ?"
Juliet, leaning out, as far as was in her
power, from the chaise-window, called
with energy for help.
" What do you mean ?" cried he,
striving to draw her back. " What are
you afraid of? You don't imagine me
such a blundering cavalier, as to intend
to carry you off by force ?"
The postilion was assisting the two
men to fix their horse, for dragging
back their cart-; but her cries reached
their ears, and one of them, advancing to
the chaise, exclaimed, " Good now ! if
it is not Miss Ellis 1" And, to her infinite
relief and comfort, she beheld young
Gooch.
She entreated him to open the door ;
but, lolling his arms over it, without at-
tending to her, he said, " AVell ! to see
( 187 )
but how things turn out ! Here have i
been twice this very morning, at your
new lodgings, to let you know it's now
or never, for our junket's to night ; and
the old gentlewoman that keeps the
house, who's none of the good-na-
turedest, as I take it, would never let me
get a sight of you, say what I would; and
here, all of the sudden, when I was think-
ing of you no more than if you had never
been born, I come pop upon you, as one
may say, within cock-crow of our very
door; all alone, with only the young
Baronight !"
Nearly as much shocked, now, as, the
moment before, she had been relieved,
Juliet eagerly declared, that she was
not with any body ; she was simply going
to Lewes upon business.
" Why then," cried he, " the Ba-
ronight must be out of his head, begging
his pardon, to let you come this way ;
and the postilion as stupid as a post ;
for it's quite the contrary. It will lead
you to you don't know where. We only
< i88 )
turned down it ourselves, just to borrow
a few glasses, of farmer Barnes, because
we\e more mouths than we have got of
our own: for I've invited all our club j
which poor dad don't much like. He
says I am but a bungler at saving money,
any more than at getting it ; but I am as
rare a hand as any you know, far or near,
says the old gentleman, for spending it.
The old gentleman likes to say his say.
However, 1 must not leave my horse to
his gambols."
Then nodding, still without listening
to Juliet, he returned to his chay-carU
Juliet now unhasped the chaise-door
herself, and was springing from the car-
riage ; when Sir Lyell, forcibly holding
her, exclaimed, " What would you do,
you lovely termagant? Would you
make me pass for a devil of a ravisher?
No, no, no! you handsome little fire-
brand! name your terms, and command
irie! I know you love me, — and I
adore you. Why then this idle cruelty
to us both? to nature itself j and to
beauty ?"
( '89 )
More and more indignant, Juliet ut-
tered a cry for help, that immediately
brought back young Gooch, who was
followed by an elderly companion.
Provoked and resentful, yet amazed
and ashamed, the Baronet jumped out
of the chaise, saying, with affected con-
tempt, yet stronger pique, ^' Yes ! help,
gentlemen, help ! come quick ! quick 1
Miss Ellis is taken suddenly ill !"
The insolent boldness of this appeal,
was felt only by Juliet ; whose scorn,
however potent, w^as less prevalent than
her satisfaction, upon beholding her old
friend Mr. Tedman. She descended to
meet him, with an energetic " Thank
Heaven !" and an excess of gladness, not
more tormenting to the Baronet, than
unexpected by himself. " AVell, this
is very kind of you, indeed, my dear,"
cried he, heartilv shakino; hands with
her ; " to be so glad to see me ; espe-
cially after the ungenteel way I was
served in by your lodging-gentlewoman,
making no more ceremony than refusing
( 190 )
to let me up, under cover that you
saw no gentlemen ; though I told her
what a good friend I had been to you ;
and how you learnt my darter the mu-
sicsj and how I used to bring you things;
and lend you money; and that; and
how I was willing enough to do the like
again, put in case you was in need : but
I might just as well have talked to the
post ; v;hich huffed me a little, I own/'
*' O, those old gentlewomen," inter-
rupted Gooch, " are always like that.
One can never make any thing of 'em.
I don't over like them myself, to tell
you the truth."
Juliet assured them that, having no
time but for business, her injunctions
of non-admission had been uniform and
universal ; and ought not, therefore, to
offend any one. She then requested
Mr. Tedman to order that the postilion
would return to the high road ; Vv hich
he had quitted against her positive direc-
tion ; and to have the goodness to insist
upon his driving her by the side of his
own vehicle, till tliey reached Lewes.
( 191 )
Tedman, looking equally important
and elated, again heartily shook hands
with her, and said, " My dear, I'll do
it with pleasure ; or, I'll engage Tim to
send off your chay, and I'll take you in
his'n ; put in case it will be more to your
liking ; for I am as little agreeable as
you are, to letting them rascals of
drivers get the better of me."
Juliet acceded to this proposal, in
which she saw immediate safety, with
the most lively readiness ; entreating
Mr. Tedman to complete his kindness,
in extricating her from so suspicious a
person, by paying him the half-crown,
which she had promised him, for carrying
her to Lewes.
" Haifa-crown ?" repeated Mr. Ted-
man, angrily refusing to take it. '« It's
too much by half, for coming such a mere
step ; put in case he did not put to
o'purpose. You're just like the quality ;
and they're none of your sharpest ; to
throw away your money, and know
neither the why nor the wherefore."
i6
( 192 )
The Baronet, with a loud oath, said
that the postilion was a scoundrel, for
having offended the young lady ; and
menaced to inform against him, if he
received a sixpence.
The postilion made no resistance ;
the horses were taken off, and the chaise
was drawn back to the high road. The
little carriage belonging to young Gooch
followed, into which Juliet, refusing all
aid but from Mr. Tedman, eagerly
sprang ; and her old friend placed him-
self at her side ; while Gooch took the
reins.
Sir Lyell looked on, visibly provoked ;
and when they were driving away, called
out, in a tone between derision and in-
dignation, " Bravo, Mr. Tedman ! You
are still, I see, the happy man !"
Young Gooch, laughing without
scruple, smacked his horse ; while Mr.
Tedman angrily muttered, "The quality
always allows themselves to say any
thing ! They think nothing of that !
All's one to them whether one likes it
or not."
( 193 )
The design of Juliet was, when safely
arrived at the farm, which was within a
very short walk of the town of Lewes,
to beg a safe guide to accompany her to
the house of Mrs. Pierson ; where she
resolved to pass the night ; and whence
she determined to write to Elinor, and
solicit an interview ; in which she meant
to lay open her new difficulties, in the
hope of re-awakening some interest that
might operate in her favour.
To save herself from the vulgar
forwardness of ignorant importunity,
she forbore to mention her plan, till she
alighted from the little vehicle, at the
gate of the farm-yard.
" Goodness! Ma'am," then cried young
Gooch, " you won't think of such a
thing as going away, I hope, before
you've well come ? \¥hy our sport's all
ready! why, if you'll step a little this
way, you may see the three sacks, that
three of our men are to run a race in !
There'll be fine scrambling and tumbling,
one o' top o' t'other. You'll laugh till
VOL. lU. K
( ?,94 )
yjou split yotur sides. And if you' 11 ^ly
comehev^i to tlie right, 1*11 ^hew you-
th e stye where our pig is, that's. to i be
caught by the tail.. But it will be w^l]
soaped y I <*an tell yoi^j so it will hp^
such easy thing." A-Adodim U iolnp
Slightly thanking him, Juliet applied
for aid, in procuring her a conductor, to
Mr. Tednian ; who, though at first he
pressed her to stay, as she might get a^
little amusement so pure cheap, since it
would cost nothing but looking on 5 no
sooner heard her pronounce that she was
called away by business, than he ceased
all opposition; and promised to take
care of her to Lewes himself, when he*4
just spoken a word or two to his qousin
Gpoch : " For I can't go with you, my
dear, only I and you, you know, without
that," he said, " just upon coming;
for fear it should put them upon joking ;
whiqh.-I don't like; for all the quality's
so fonciijpf it* /Besides which, I must
give in my presents ; for this littlf
Ijarnper's full of littl^ odd things f^,ihe
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junket ; and if I leave 'em oil t h^t^^to
the mercy of nobody knows who, somB'j
body or other 'il be a pilfering, as sure as
a gun; put in case they smoke what I've'
got in my hamper. And they're pretty
quick at mischief!" ^^^^fJ^ V-^^ ^'^^^
■■ Jdliet supplicated him t<> W speedy.
Pleased to have his services accept-
ed, he put his hamper under his
arm, and walked on to the house;
mindless of the impatient remonstrances
of-young Gooch, who exclaimed, " Why
teW^ ivho^^d have thought this of the
*Scfiiire? it's doing just contrary; for
he's the very person I thought would
ifta'ke you stay 1 for he's come, as one
rhay say, half o' purpose for your sake ;
for he never plump accepted of our invi-
tation till I told him, in my letter, of my
having invited of you.. And -then he
said he would corned"- b: ?
-■ CThen, lowering his Voice into a whis-
per/he added, '^^^ Between ourselves,
Ma-aray tte^'p6c«* *Squire, my good
dousin, dbh't gel much for his money
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at home, I believe. His daughter's got
quite the top end ; and she's none of
your obhgingests J she won't do one
mortal thing he desires. She's been
brought up at them fine boarding-schools,
with misses that hold up their heads so
high, that nothing's good enough for
'em. So she's always ashamed of her
papa, because, she says, he's so mean; as
he tells us. The poor 'Squire, my cousin,
don't much like it ; but he can't help
himself. She's sls exact like a . fine lady
as ever you see ; and she won't speak a
word to any of her poor relations, be-
cause they are so low^ she says." He
then added, " If you won't go while
I'm gone, I'll give you as agreeable a
surprize as ever you had in your life !"
He ran on to the house.
In a few minutes, Juliet felt some-
thing tickle the nape of her neck, and,
imagining it to be an insect,. she would
have brushed it away with her hand, but
received, between her fingers, a pink ; and,
looking round, saw Flora Pierson, nearly
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breathless from ber efforts to smother-a
laugh.
" Is it possible ?" cried Juliet, in great
imazement. " Miss Piersoii ! I thought
you were ill in bed ?"
No further efforts were necessary to
repress the laugh ; resentment, rather
than gravity, took its place, and, with
pouting lips, and a frowning brow, she
answered, " 111 ? Yes ! I have had
enough to make me ill, that's sure ! It's
more a wonder, by half, that I a'n't dead j
for I cried so that my eyes grew quite
little ; and I looked quite a fright ; and I
grew so hoarse that nobody could tell a
word I said; though I talked enough, I'm
sure ; for nothing can hinder me of my
talking, if it was never so, papa says."
Juliet, now, upon closer enquiry,
learnt that Flora had neither had a
fever, nor desired a meeting ; and that
Mrs. Pierson had neither written the
letter, nor given any orders about a re-
turn post-chaise.
The passing suspicions, which already
had occurred to Juliet in disfavour of
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Sir Lyeli Sycamore, retuim^d,riov(^ywitFi
reddtibled force. That he- had niade
sigiys to the driver to quit the high road,
however dismayTng, she had attributed
to sudden impulse, upon meeting her
alone' ma post'chaise ; and had not
•doubted that, upon seeing the sincerity
of her resentment, he would liave re-
tired with shanie and repentance: but^a
plan thus concerted to get her into his
power, changed apprehension into cer-
tainty, and indignation into abhorrence.
The happy accident to which she
owed her escape, even from the know-
ledge, till it was past, of her danger, she
nov/ blessed with rapture; and the junket,
so disdained and rejected, she now felt
that she could never recollect without
grateful delightl^^^ n^non^^.^'ii^BAi^mi
But how return to Brighthelmstone ?
What vehicle find ? How trust herself
to any even when procured ?
She enquired of Flora whether it w^re
possible iHat'Mrs. Pierson could gr^tit
' her one night's lodging ? ^P ^^^^ ^ ^^
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(]jiWl^^omU§^iiv>ihe dimpks, and th^
:^ood humour of the simple girl, all re-
vived, and played about her pretty face,
ial this request. "OyesT' she cried.
^dMiss Ellis, I shall be so glad to hav^
r^you come ! for mamma and I are so dull
together that Tm quite moped. I don't
like it by half as well as I did the shop.
So many smart gentlemen and ladies
coming in aiid out every moment!
dressed so nice, and speaking so polite !
Mm obliged to wear all my worst things,
-now, to save my others, mamma says, for
fear of the expence. And it makes me
not look as well by half, as I did at Miss
^Matson's. I looked well enough there,
jilTbeiieve ; as people told me 5 at least
; the gentlemen. But I go such a dowd,
here, that it's enough to frighten you. I'm
sure when I go to the glass, and that's a
hundred times a-day, for aught I know,
if it were counted, to see what sort of a
figure I make, I could break it with
pleasure, for seeing me such a disguise;
for I look quite ugly, unless I happen to
be in my smilings."
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This prattle was interrupted by a
signal from Mr, Tedman, that made
Juliet hope that he was now ready to
depart ; but, upon approaching him, he
only said, " Come hither, my dear, and
sit down a bit, upon this bench, for we
can't go yet. I have not given all my
presents. And I don't care to leave
'em !" winking significantly ; " not that
I mean to doubt any body j only it's as
well have a sharp eye. We are all
honestest with good looking after.*'
Juliet now was surrounded by young
farmers, who offered her cakes, or ale,
and asked her hand for the ensuing
dance; while young Gooch collected
around him an admiring audience, to
listen to his account, how he and the
young gentlewoman, who was so pretty,
had acted together in a play.
Mr. Tedman then bid her divine how
his cousin Gooch was employed, and
why the presents were not yet delivered ?
and upon her declared inability to conjec-
ture, " Would you believe it, my dear ?"
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he cried, " For all Tim drove us such a
good round trot, the quality got the
start of us ! And now he's in the
kitchen, with cousin Gooch, taking a
cup of ale [*'
The disturbance of Juliet at this in-
telligence, he thought simply surprize,
and continued, " Nay, it was not easy
to guess, sure enough. He must have
rid over every thing, hedge, ditch, and
the like. But your quality's not over
mindful of other people's property. He's
come to buy some hay. He come o'pur-
pose, he says. And he's a mortalgood cus-
tomer, for he says nothing but, ' Mighty
well ! That's very reasonable, indeed ! I
thought it had been twice the price !'
Old coz chuckles, I warrant him ! Your
quality's but a poor hand at a bargain.
I would not employ 'em,, betvteen you
and I. They never know what they are
about."
They were now joined by Mr. Gooch,
a hale, hearty, cherry-cheeked dapper
farmer, fair in all his dealings, and up-
^ 5
rig&tfiilV/ aJfe hfe P^iflciples, except when
tJieyvfe^id jii^mediate reference to his pro-
fers^ional profits. " Well 1'' h^ criedj
*« 'Squire 17 , rubbing his hands in great
glei^rff I've had a good chapman
enough here !;, I've often seen un at our
races, but I little thought of having to
chaffer with un, Howsever, one may
have worse luck with one's money. A
don't much understand business. But
who's that pretty lass with ye, 'Squire ?
Some play-mate, I warrant, of cousin
Molly ? And why did no* cousin Molly
come, too? A'd a have been heartily
welcome. And perhaps a'd a picked up
aj sweetheart." ^ - ;:^
p.<f Stop, father, stop!" cried young,
Gooch :" I've something to say to you,}
You know how you've always stood to it,
that yoii would not believe a word about
all those battles, and guiliotines, and the
like, of Mounseer Robert Speer, in
foreign parts; though I told you, ovet
and oyer, that I had it from our club?;
W^lll here's ^ per3Qn now here, in your
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own grounds, that's seen it all with heft
own eyes !- So if you don't believe it
now, ril bet what wager you will, you'll
never believe it as long as you live."
nsw Like enough not, Tim," answered
the fathet : " I do no* much give my
Mind to believing all them outlandish
fibs, told by travellers. I can hear
staring stories eno' by my own fire-side.
And I a'n't over friendly to believing
^dm^^here. But, bless my heart ! for a
«ian for to come for to go for to pretend"
telling me, because it be a great ways
off, and I can't find un out, that there
be a place where there comes a man, who
says, every morning of his life, to as many
c^-his fellow-creatures as a can set eves
oo,> whether they be man, woman, or
baby ; here, mount me two or three
dozen of you into that cart, and go and
have your heads chopt off! And that
they'll make no more ado, than go, only
because they're bid i Why if one will
believe such staring stuff as that be, out?
may as well believe that the moon be mad^
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of cream-cheese, and the Hke. There's no
sense in such a set of lies ; for Hfe's life
every where, even in France ; thof it be
but a poor starving place, at best, with-
out pasture, or cattle ; or corn, either,
t for a man for to eat."
" Ay, father, ay; but Bob Spear, as
we call him at our club — "
" Y're young, y're young, Tim,"
interrupted Mr. Gooch ; " and your
youngsters do believe every thing. When
you've sold your wild oats, you'll know
better. But we must n't all be calves at
the same time. If there were none for
to give milk, there'd be none for to suck.
So it be all for the best. And that
makes me for to take it the less to heart,
when I do see you be such a gudgeon,
Tim, with no more sense than to swal-
low neat down every thing that do come
in your way. But you'll never thrive,
Tim, till you be like to what I be ;
people do tell such a peck of staring
lies, that I do no' believe, nor I wo* no'
believe one mortal word by hearsay."
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" For my part," said Mr. Tedman,
" I never enquire int3 all that, whether
it be true, or whether it be false ; because
it's nothing to me either way ; and one
wastes a deal of time in idle curiosity,
about things that don't concern one j
put in case one can't turn them to one's
profit."
" That's true, coz," said Mr. Gooch ;
" for as to profit, there be none to come
from foreign parts : for they be all main
poor thereabout^ for, they do tell me,
that there be not a man among un, as
sets his eyes, above once in his life, or
thereabout, upon a golden guinea ! And
as to roast beef and plum-pudding,
I do hear that they do no' know the
taste of such a thing. So that they
be but a poor stinted race at best, for
they can never come to their natural
growth."
" What, then, you do believe what
folks tell you sometimes, father ?" cried
the son, grinning.
" To be sure I do, Tim , when they
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do tell nie somewhat that be worth ^
man's hearing/^ ti .. v.,-. ^r-.i, i ^ :
They were noW joined hy Mr* i^Bbs,
who, seeing Juliet, was happy in the
opportunity of renewing his favourite en-
quiries, relative to the agricultural state
of the contineiiti :' u. cum.i i}\uk-/u sni i^iu
Mr. Gooch, extremely surprized, c:«-
claimed, ** Odds heart ! Why sure such
a young lass as that be, ha'n't been
across seas already ? Why a could tt*t
make out their gibberish, I warrant me !■
for 't be such queer stuff that they do
talk, all o*un, that there's no getting at
what they'd be at; unless one larns to.
speak after the same guise, like to our
boarding-school misses. I've seen one m*
twoo'un myself, that passed here about; •
but their manner o* talk was so out of
the way, I could no' make out a word-
they did say. T'might all be Dutch f6r"
me. And I found ^em vast ignoi-ant.:
They knew no more than my horse whefl-
land ought for to be manured, from when •
it ought for to lie fallow. I did ask un^
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a many questions ;, but a could no* an-
swer me, for to be understood. ^' ^ cl-.
" But, for all that. Master GoocTi,"
said Mr. Stubbs, " my late Lord has told
me that France is sincerely a fine country,
if they knew how to make the most of itp
but the waste lands are quite out of rea-
son ; for they are such a boggling set of
farmers, that they grow nothing but what
comes, as one may say, of itself."
j'6* 'France a fine country, Maister
Stubbs? AVell, that be a word 1 did
no' count to hear from a man of your
sense. Why't be as poor a place as:
ye might wish to set eyes on, all over-
run with weeds, and frogs, and the
like*, ; Why ye be as frenchified as Tim,
making out them mounseers to be a
parcel of Jack the Giant-kiiiers, lopping
off heads for mere play, as a body may
say. However, here be one that's come
to our hop, that be a finer spark than
there be in all France, I warrant me :
for a makes a bow as like to a mounseer,
as if a was twin-brother to un j aqd ar
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was so ready to pay down his money
handsomely, I could no' but say a'd be
welcome to our junket ; for a says a does
like such a thing more than all them
new fangled balls and concerts."
" Oh, and you believe that upon
hear-say, do you, father ?" cried Tim,
sneeringly.
" Yes, to be sure, I do, Tim. When
a man do say a thing that ha' got some
sense in it, why should no' I believe un,
Tim ?"
Juliet, who from what had preceded,
had concluded the Baronet to be gone,
earnestly now pressed Mr. Tedman to
fulfil his kind engagement ; but in vain :
Mr. Gooch brought his best silver tan-
kard, to insist upon his cousin's drink-
ing success to the new purchase, that
occasioned the junket; and Tim was
outrageous at the proposal of retiring,
just as the feats were goftig to com-
mence. " Before five minutes are over,"
said he, " the pig will begin !"
« Well," answered Mr. Tedman, " it
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is but a silly thing, to be sure, things of
that sort ; and I never give my mind to
them ; but still, as it's a thing I never
saw, put in case you've no objections,
we'll just stay for the pig, my dear."
Flora, having now gathered that the
quality meant Sir Lyell Sycamore, began
dancing and singing, in a childish extacy
of delight, that shewed her already, in
idea, Lady Sycamore ; when, turning to
Juliet with sudden and angry recollec-
tion, her smiles, gaiety, and capering
gave way to a bitter fit of crying, and she
exclaimed, " But if he is here, it will be
nothing to me, I dare say, if Miss Ellis
is here the while ; for he won't look at
me, almost, when she is by : will he ?
For some people play one so false, that
one might as well be as ugly as the cat,
almost, v/hen they are in the way."
" Don't be fretted. Miss Flora," cried
young Gooch, soothingly ; '' for I shall
ask Miss Ellis to dance myself; for as
I shall begin the hop, because of its
being our own, I think I've a good right
^d clucs^niy pa^r^n^er"? so don't be fretted,
•so, Miss Flora, for yon'ri have the Ba-
ronight left to you v hetlier he will or
no! But come ; don't Jet's lose time : if
lyou'U follow me, you won't want ispbrt,
fjican tell you ; for the beginning's to bje
a syllabub under the cow." o: nwonA
i-y> Flora was not too proud to accept' this
'consolation ; but Juliet positively de-
clared that she should not dance; and
earnestly entreated that some one might
be found to conduct her to Mrs. Pier-
son s • ' lO V i ;. / V > i i. ^ i j V -^ Jv O J i ./'/ i'j '^ '.: •
Flora, recovering her spirits, with the
hopes of getting rid of her rival, whis-
pered, " If you're in real right earnest.
Miss Ellis, and don't say you want to
go, only to make a fool of me, which I
shall take pretty unkind, I assure you ;
why I can shew you the way so as you
can't miss it, if you'd never so. And
I'm sure I shall be glad enough to have
you go, if I must needs speak without a
compliment. Only don't tell mamma
who's here, for she don't like persons of
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qiiillity, vslie says, because of their bad
designs ; but I'm sure if she v/as to hear
^em talk as I do, she'd think quitf.Aii-
other opinion : ^vouldn't she V'-^-M I on
Fortunately for the intentions of
Juliet, which were instantly to make
known to Mrs. Pierson the new danger
of her daughter, Flora waited not for
any answer to this injunction ; but set
out, prattling incessantly as they went
on, to put the willing Juliet on her way
to Lewes.
The cry, however, from young Gooch,
of " Come ! Where are the young ladies?
The pig's ready 1" caught the ears of
Flora, with a charm not to be resisted ;
and, hastily pointing out a style, to pass
into a meadow, and another, to pass
tthence to the high road, she capered
^briskly back; fearing to miss some of the
■«port, if not a seat next to the Baronet,
hslg ad Hsde
u Ji/oujiw 'A&dqc' ghssfi iaum i -ti ,(
lim'msm i{9J 5'nob ylnO .Inamiivjuur,
^'^ -r - -• ^ '*iiob odd idl ^^1^1 B^od-ff
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CHAPTER L.
lULIET, as earnest to avoid, as Flora
felt eager to pursue, the opening feats,
hurried from the destined spot, after
charging the simple damsel not to make
known her departure. , Unavailing, how-
ever, was the caution ; and immate-
rial alike the prudence or the indiscre-
tion of Flora : Juliet had no sooner
crossed the first style, than she perceived
Sir Lyell Sycamore sauntering in the
meadow.
She would promptly have returned to
the farm, but a shout of noisy merriment
reached her ears from the company that
she was quitting, and pointed out the
danger of passing the evening in the
midst of such turbulent and vulgar re-
velry. She hastened, therefore, on ; but
neither the lightness of her step, nor the
swiftness of her speed, could save her
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from tbe quick approach of the Baronet,
" My angel !" he cried, " whither are
you going ? and why this prodigious
haste ? What is it my angel fears ? Can
she suppose nie rascal enough, or fool
enough, to m^ke use of any violence?
No, my angel, no! I only ask to be
regaled, from your own sweet lips, with
the delicious tale of divine partiality,
that the quaint old knight began reveal-
ing. I sigh, I pant to hear con-
firmed "
" Hold, Sir Lyell !" interrupted Ju-
liet. " If Sir Jaspar is the author of this
astonishing mistake, I trust he will have
the honour to rectify it. When I named
you to him, it v/as but with a view to
rescue a credulous young creature from
your pursuit, whom I feared it might in-
jure ; not to expose to it one whom it
never can endanger ; however deeply it
may offend."
Struck and disappointed at the cou-
rage and coolness of this explanation.
Sir Lyell looked mortified and amazed ;
biit^ upon sefelng h^r redcli tW styl^,^he
sprang over it, arid, recovering his us (id'
eifron tery, offered h er h is h an d*
Juliet knew not whether her risk
^ere greater to proceed or to TetWrri ;
but wliile she hesitated, a phaeton, which
was driving by, stopt, and an elderly
lady, addressing the Baronet, in a tone
of fluvning courtesy, enquired after his
health, and added, " So you are come to
this famous junket. Sir Ly ell ?"
^^Sir Lyell forced a laugh, and bowed
low ; though he muttered, loud enough
for Juliet to hear, " What cursed spies!'*
Juliet now perceived Mrs. and Miss
Briuville ; and neither innocence, nor
contempt of calumny, could suppress a
rising blush, at being surprised, by per*
sons already unfavourably disposed to-
wards her, in a situation apparently so
suspicious. '- ^' ■'^-"''^'> -■^'■^ ! ktn^bjDDr
f^-The countenance of the mother ex^
bibited strong chagrin at sight of Juliet j
while the daughter, in a tone of pique^
said^^^ No doubt but you are well aniu«ed.
Sir Lyeli ?"
^rrhey^ydr^ve' on J not, however^ very"!
fest, and with so little self-command, as
frequently: to allow themselves to look
b^^ck. '.This indelicacy, however ill adapt-
ed, ;tc> raise them in the esteem of the
Baronet, at least rescued Juliet fromf
his persecution. Disconcerted himself,
he felt the necessity of decency ; and,
quitting herewith affected carelessness, he
hummed an air, while grumbling curses,
and, swinging his switch to and fro,
walked off; not more careful that the
ladies in the phaeton should see him
depart, than assiduous to avoid with
them any sort of junction.
^oThe relief caused to Juliet by his
retreat, was cruelly clouded by her
terrour of the false suggestions to which
this meeting made her liable. Neither
mother nor daughter Avpuld believe it
accidental 5 nor credit it to have been
contrived without equal guilt in both
parties Is there no end, then, she cried,
to the evils of defenceless female youth I
And, even where ac^tu^l, 4^nger is escaped^:
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must slander lie in wait, to miscotistriie
the most simple actions, by surmising the
most culpable designs ? >
Neither to follow the footsteps of ^w
Lyell, nor to remain where he -might
return, she was going back to the farm^;
when she was met by Flora, who, with a
species of hysterical laughter, nearly of
kin to crying, called out, '^ So Ma'am 1
so Miss Ellis! I've caught you' at kst 4*
I've surprised you at last! a-courtingi
with my sweet-heart !sfi ij :/f
- Pitying her credulous ignorance, Juliet-
would have cleared up this mistake ; but
the petulant / Flora would not listen.
" I'll speak to the gentleman myself i"
she cried, running forward to the style ;
*' for I have found out your design ; so
it's of no use to deny it ! I saw you
together all the way I came ; so you
may as well not try to make a ninny
of me. Miss Ellis, for it i'n't so easy ["
Catching a glimpse of the Baronet as
he descended the road, she jumped over
the style to run after him; but seeing
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him look round, and, though he per-
ceived her, quietly walk on, she stopt,
crying bitterly : " Very well. Miss Ellis !
very well ! you've got your ends ! I see
that! and, I don't thank you for it, I
assure you, for I liked him very well ;
and it i'n't so easy to find a man of
quality every day ; so it i'n't doing as
you'd be done by; for nobody likes
much to be forsaken, no more than I, I
believe, for it i'n't so agreeable. And
I had rather you had not served me so
by half! In particular for a man of
quality !"
Juliet, though vainly, was endeavour-
ing to appease and console her, when a
young lady, bending eagerly from the win-
dow of a post chaise which was passing
by, ejaculated, " Ellis 1" and Juliet, with
extreme satisfaction, perceived Elinor.
The chaise stopt, and Juliet advanced
to it with alacrity ; but before siie could
speak, the impatient Elinor, still looking
pale, meagre, and wretched, burst forth,
with rapid and trembling energy, into a
VOL, III. i
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&ti*ingof disordered, incoherent, scarcely
intelligible interrogatories. " Ellis !
v^ hat brings you to this spot? — Whither
is it you go? — What project are you
forming? — ►What purpose are you ful-i
filling ? — Whom are you flying — Whom
are you following ? — What is it you
•design ? — ■ What is it you wish ? — Why
are you here alone ? — Where - —
Where— '• ' , -fo?*!:.';'
Leaning, then, still further out of the
window, she fixed her nearly hagard,x
yet piercing eyes upon those of Juliet,
and, in a hollow voice, dictatorially
added : " Where — tell me, I charge
you ! where — is Harleigh ?"
Consternation at sight of her altered
countenance, and affright at the im-
petuosity of her questions, produced a ^^
hesitation in the answer of Juliet, that,
to the agitated Elinor, seemed the effect
of surprised guilt. Her pallid cheeks
then burnt with the mixed feelings of
triumph and indignation ; yet her voices^
sought to disguise her wounded feelingS|fi
C 2^9 If
and in subdued, though broken accents,
" 'Tis well !*' she cried, " You no
longer, at least, seek to deceive me, and
I thank you i" Deaf to explanation or
•representation, she then hurried her
weak frame from the chaise, aided by
her foreign lackey; and^ directing
Juliet to follow, crossed the road to a
rising ground upon the Downs; seated
herself; sent off her assistant, and made
Juliet take a place by her side; while
Flora returned, crying and alone, to the
farm*
" Now, then," she said, " that you try
110 more to delude, to cajole, to blind
me, tell me now, and in two words, —
where is Harleigh ?"
". Believe me. Madam, '* Juliet
was tremblingly beginning, when Elinor,
casting off the little she had assumed of
self-command, passionately, cried, "Must
I again be played upon by freezing cau-
tion and duplicity ? Must I die without
end the lingering death of cold inaction
and uncertainty ? breathe for ever with-
out living ? Where, I demand, is Har-
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leigh ?:^ Whfer^ have yoa doncesiUd Bim ?
Whj^ \^ir Harleigh^i tke -noble H^vle%]i,
clegfade hiiiiseif by any conceal raferrt?
Why stoop to the siibtilty of circii^speci
tron, to spare himself the appeamticc of
destroying drte whose head, heart, and
Vitals, all feel the reality of the destruc-
tion he inflicts ? And yet not he ! No;
ilo ! 'tis my own ruthless star ! He loves
rne hot ! he is not responsible for my
misery, though he is master of my fate !
Where is he ? where is he ? You,— who
are the tyrant of his! tell me, and at
once! ^^ -^ c^^-'
*' I solemnly protest to yoii, Mad'^rft,
\vith the singleness of the most scrupu-
lous truth,'' cried Juliet, recovering her
presence of mind, " I am entirely igno-
rant of his abode, his occupations, and
his intentions." Ah why, she secretly
added, am I not equally unacquainted
with his feelings and his wishes !
^'''Unable to discredit the candour with
.which this was pronounced, and filled
with wonder, yet involuntarily consoled.
( 221 )
the features of Elinor lost their rigidity,
and her eyes their fierceness ; and, *u
milder accents, she replied, " Strange !
how strange ! Where, then, can he be ?
— with whom ? — how employed ? ^
Does he fly the whole world as well asi
Eii^ior? Has no one his society ? — no
one his confidence?-— his society, which^
by contrast, makes all existence witli^
out it disgusting ! — - his confidence^
which, to obtain, I would yet live, though
doomed daily to the rack ! O Harl^gh !
Jove like mine, ywhci . has felt ?■ — love like
mine, who but you, O matchless Har*
leigh ! ever inspired!"
Tears now gushed into her eyes.
Ashamed, and angry with herself, she
J^tily brushed them off with the back
ipf her hand, and, with forced vivacity,
continued, " He thinks, perchance, to
^icker^ me into the pining end of a love-
sick consumption ? to avert the kindly
bowl or dagger, that cut short human
misery, for th^ languors, the sufferings
^ud despair of a loathsome n at uraj death?
^ 3
( 222 )
And for what ? — to restore, to preserve
me^l^'Mohml have no share in the ar-
fangement; no interest, no advantage
from the phm. Appearances alone are
considered ; all else is regarded as im-
material ; or sacrificed. And he, Har-
leigh, the noblest, — the only nobk
jof men ! — can level himself with the
narrowest and most illiberal of his
race, to pay coward obeisance to ap-
-pearances 1"
A?;ain she then repeated her persona)
interrogatories to Juliet ; and demanded
whether she should set oil* immediately
for Gretna Green, with Lord Melbury;
or whether she must wait till he should
be of age. '■' *
" Neither!" Juliet solemnly answered;
and frankly recounted her recent difficul-
ties ; and entreated the advice of Elinor
for adopting another plan of life.
Elinor, interrupting her, said, " Nay,
'twas your^wn choice, you knoWjtolivein
a garret, and hem pocket-handkerchiefs."
^F\fv^* Choice, Madam ! Alas! deprived
tf all but personal resource, I lixed upon
a mode of life that promised me, at least,
my mental freedom. I was not then
aware how imaginary is the independ-
ence, that hangs for support upon the
uncertain fruits of daily exertions ! In-
dependent, indeed, such situations may
be deemed from the oppressions of
power, or the tyrannies of caprice and
ill humour ; but the difficulty of obtain-
ing employment, the irregularity of
pay, the dread of want, — ah! what
is freedom but a name, for those who
have not an hour at command from the
subjection of fearful penury and dis-
tress?"
" If alltliisis so," said Elinor, "which,
unless you wait for Lord Melbury's
majority, is more than incomprehensible ;
what say you, now, to an as3^1um safe,
at least, from torments of this, sort ; — r-
wiil you commission me, at length, to
apply to Mrs. Jreton ?" ;.
Juliet, instinctively, recoiled at; tbe
' very name of that lady; yet a lit t^lie reflec-
tion upon the^^da^gers t6 which- 'she' was
veity-y-teoivgh die lawless piir&uit'M Sir
il^Sl Sycamore ; and the vkitlRftive
calumnies of the Brinvilles, tnade^tl^^
wish of solid safety rejaress the disgusts
of offended sensibility 5'^ ^nd, after a
painful pause, she recommended herself
to the support of Elinor : resolving to
accept, for the moment, any proposition^
that might secure her an honourable
refuge from want and misconception.
Elinor, looking at her suspiciously,'
said, «' And Harleigh ? — Will he let
you submit to such slavery ?'*
Mr. Harleigh, Juliet protested, could
have no influenee upon her determina-*
Hot), >'i£f,Jie -'- oj 9viloat
" But you yourself, who a month or
two ago, could so ill bear her taun tings,
how is it you are thus suddenly endued
^ith so much humility ?'^
<« Alas, Madam, all choice, all taste,
iiU obstacles sink before necessit) !
When I came over^ I had expectations
of immediate succour, I knew not that
( 225 )
the friend I sought was herself ruined,
as well as unhappy 1 I had hopes, too,
of speedy intelligence that might have
liberated me from all my difficulties > . ."
She stopt; Elinor exclaimed, ^VFfom
whence ? — From abroad ? ---"hr.cjn
: rjuliet \yas silent ; and Elinor, afters
few passing sallies against secrets and.
mystery, sarcastically bid her consider,,
before she adopted this new scheme,
that Harleigh never visited at Mrs. Ire-
ton's ; having taken, in equal portions, a
dose of aversion for tlie mother, and of
contempt for the son.
Juliet calmly replied, that such a cir-
cumstance could be but an additional
motive to seek the situation ; and, hope-
less, lor the moment, of doing better,
seriously begged that proper measures
might be taken to accelerate the plan.
Elinor, now, from mingled wonder,
satisfaction, and scorn, recovered all her
wonted vivacit^«rf " t^ou are really, and
bona jidoy -conteht,ed,'?;4b§nj'*:.^sbe cried,
" to be^shut up as completely from l^^X'
leigh, through his horrour of that wo-
^ 5
( 226 )
^woman's irascible temper, as if you
were separated by bolts, bars, dungeons,
towers, and bastilles ? I applaud your
taste, and wish you the full enjoyment
of its fruits ! Yet v/hat materials you
ciai be made of, to see the first of men
at your feet, and voluntarily to fly him,
to be trampled under by those of the
most odious of women, I cannot divine !
'Tis an exuberance of apathy that sur-
passes my comprehension. And can
He, the spirited Harieigh, love, adore,
such a composition of ice, of snow, of
marble ?"
She could not, however, disguise the
elation with which she looked forward,
to depositing Juliet where information
might constantly be procured of her
visitors and her actions. They went
together to the carriage ; and Elinor
conveyed her submissive and con-
temned, yet agonizingly envied rival,
to Brighthelmstone.
In her usually unguarded manner,
Elinor, by the way, communicated the
( 227 )
Vafioiis, but successless efforts bjr which
she had endeavoured to gain intelligence
whither Harleigh had rambled. " If
I pursued him," she cried, " with the
vanity of hope ; or with the meanness
of flattery, he would do well to shun me ;
but the pure-minded Harleigh is capable
of believing, that the moment is over
for Elinor to desire to be his ! And, to
sustain at once and shew my principles,
I never seek his sight, but in presence of
her who has blasted even my wishes !
Else, thus clamourously to invoke, thus
pertinaciously to follow him, might, in-
deed, merit avoidance. But Elinor, now,
would be as superiour to accepting, . . •
as she is to forgetting him !"
" Yet his obdurate seclusion,*' she
continued, " is the only mark I re-
ceive, that I escape his disdain. It
shews me that he fears the event of a
meeting. He does not, therefore,
utterly deride the pusillanimity of my
abortive attempt. O could I justify
his good opinion ! — All others, I doubt
L 6
( 228 )
not, Insult me by the most ludicrous
suspicions ; they are welcome. They
judge me by their little- minded selves.
But thou, O Harleigh ! could I see
thee once more! — in thy sight, thy
loved sight, could I &ihk, at last, my
sorrows and my disgrace to rest! to
oblivion, to sleep eternal !" - —
Vainly Juliet essayed to plead the
cause of religion, and the duties of life ;
ijnanswered, unmarked, unheard, she
talked but to the air. All that wa«
uttered in return, began and ended alike
with Harleigh, death, and annihilation.
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BOOK VI.
CHAPTER LI.
JULIET could not but be gratified hy
o ff a circumstance so important to her
reputation, with the Brinviiles, and with
, jthose among the inhabitants of Bright-
lielmstone to whom she was known,
as that of Leing brought home by Miss
tfpddrel^ after an adventure that must
unavoidably raise curiosity, and that
threatened to excite slander. For with
however just a pride wronged inno-
cence may disdain injurious aspersions,
female fame, Hke the wife of Csesar,
ought never to be suspected.
The celerity of the motions of Elinor,
nearly equalled the quickness of her
ideas. Her lackey arrived the next
morningv to help to convey Juliet, and
her baggage, immediately to the dwell-
C 230 )
ing of Mrs. Ireton; with a note from his
mistress, indicating tliat Mrs. Ireton was
ah'eady prepared to take her for a com-
panion. " An humble companion,"
Elinor v/rote, " I need not add ; I
had nearly said a pitiful one ; for who
would voluntarily live with such an anti-
dote to all the comforts of life, that has
spirit, sense, or soul? O envied Ellis!
how potent must be the passion, the in-
fatuation, that can make Harleigh view
such meanness as grace, and adore it as
dignity ! — O icy Ellis ! — but the human
heart would want strength to support
such pre-eminent honour, were it be-
stowed upon a mind gifted for its appre-
ciation 1*'
Then again, Avishing her joy of her
taste, she assured her that it was recipro-
cated ; for Mrs. Ireton was all impa-
tience to display, to a new dependent,
her fortune, her power, and her mag-
nificence.
Juliet, with her answer of thanks for
this service, wrote a few lines for
Mrs. Pierson, which she begged the
( 231 )
messenger to deliver. They i^ere to
warn the imprudent, or deceived mother
of the dangerous state of mind in which
her daughter still continued; and to
give her notice that Sir Lyell Sycamore,
who could not be guarded against too
carefully, was still in the neighbourhood.
With a mind revolting from a mea-
sure which, while prudence, if not ne-
cessity, dictated, choice and feeling op-
posed, she now quitted her mantua-
maker's abode, to set out for her nev/
destination ; seeking to cheer herself
that, at least, by this step, she should be
secured from the licentious pursuit of
Sir Lyell Sycamore ; the envenomed
shafts of calumny of the enraged Brin-
villes ; the perpetual terrour of debts ;
and the cruel apprehension of want.
She had not far to go; but the morti-
fications, for which she prepared herself,
began by the very sight of the dwelling
into which she was to enter. Mrs. Ire-
ton had taken tlie Jiousc of Mrs. Howel:
— that house in which Juliet had first,
after her arrival in England, received
( 234V )
consolation in her distresses 5 been mdt*-
ed by kindness ; or animated by appro- :
bation. There, too, indeed, she had
experienced the pain which she had
felt the most severely ; for there all the
soothing consideration, so precious to
her sorrows, had abruptly been broken
off, to give place to an assault the most
shocking upon her intentions, her pro-,
bity, her character. 1 '" : >.
Here, too, she had suffered the cruel
affront, and -heart-felt grief, of seeing
the ingenuous^ amiable Lord Melbury
forget v.'hat was due to the rights of
hospitality ; to his own character ; and
to the respect due to his sister : and
here she had witnessed his sincere and
candid repentance; here had been soften-
ed, touched, and penetrated by the im-
pressive anguish of his humiliation.
These remembrances, and the various
affecting and interesting ideas by which
they were accompanied, gave a dejection
to her thoughts, and a sadness to her air,
thait would have awakened an interest
5
( 233 )
ia hdf favour, in any one whose beait*::
had been open to the feelings of others 50
but the person under whose protectioaJ
she was now to place herself, v/as a:>
stranger to every species of sensatioar
that w^s not personal And where die ;^
calk of self upon sensibility areunremit»d
ting, what must be the stock that willi
gift us, also, with supply sufficient; foc^
our fellow-creatures ? : ^ ! .v, •
She found Mrs. Ireton reclining upon
a sofa; at the side of which, upon a green
velvJet cushion, lay a tiny old lap dog»
whom a little boy, evidently too wanton.:
to find pleasure but in mischief, was;
secretly tormenting, by displaying be-
fore him the breast bone of a chicken^^'
which he had snatched from the platter
of the animal ; and which, the moment
that he made it touch the mouth of the
cur, he hid, with all its fat and its grease,
iti his own waistcoat pocket.
Near to these two almost equally in-
dulged and spoilt animals, stood a nur-
sery maid, with a duster and an hearth-
< ^34 )
broom in her hands, who was evidently
incensed beyond her pittance of pa-
tience, from clearing away, repeatedly,
their joint litter and dirt.
Scared, and keeping humbly aloof,
near a window frame, stood, also, a little
girl, often or twelve years of age, who,
as Juliet afterwards heard from the
angry nursery maid, was an orphan, that
had been put to a charity school by Mrs.
Ireton, as her ^Sirticular protegee ; and
who was now, for the eighth time, by
the direction of her governess, come to
solicit the arrears due from the very
beginning of her school instruction.
Yet another trembler, though not one
equally, at this moment, to be pitied,
held the handle of the lock of the door;
not having received intelligible orders
to advance, or to depart. This was
a young negro, who was the favourite,
because the most submissive servant of
Mrs. Ireton ; and whose trembling V^as
simply from the fear that his lady miglit
remark a grin which he could not re»
( ns )
press, as he looked at the child and the
dog.
Mrs. Ireton herself, though her rest-
less eye roved incessantly from object
to object, in search of various food for
her spleen, was ostensibly occupied in
examining, and decrying, the goods of a
Mercer; but when Juliet, finding her-
self unnoticed, was retreating, she
called out, " O, you are there, are you ?
I did not see you, I protest. But come
this way, if you please. I can't possibly
speak so far off."
The authoritative tone in which this
was uttered, joined to what Juliet ob-
served of the general tyranny exercised
around her, intimidated and shocked
her; and she stood still, and nearly
confounded.
Mrs. Ireton, holding her hand above
her eyes, as if to aid her sight, and
stretching forward her head, said, " Who
is that? — pray who's there? — I im-
agined it had been a person I had sent
for ; but I must certahily be mistaken.
( 236 I
as she does not coma to nt6. /JPiaiy has:
any body here a spying glass ? I really
can't see so far off. I beg pavdo,i;a for
having such bad eyes! I hope you'll
forgive it. Let me know, however, wlio
it is, 1 beg." .07/
, Juliet tried to speak, but felt so con-
fused and disturbed what to answer,
that ,sbe^,cQuldi)Qi, clearly articulate a
W^-- 1 hoik:'- "'c^ assoT DOY ob jijdw **
% -rfv. You won't tell me, then ?" cob*
tinned Mrs. Ireton, Jo wering her voice
nearly to a whisper," or is it that I am
not heard ? Has, any body got a speak-
ing trumpet ? or f}o you think my lungs
so capacious and ;, powerful, that thej?
may take its jjl^c^i^'r-:^ ^ ; ^ ^ ^v ^
Juliet, now, .tbpugh most^ unwillingly^
moved forward ; and Mrs. Ireton,, sur*
veying her, said, " Yes, yes, 1 see vehp
you arei: ;I recpU^Pt yoii i>ow, Mrs.^^^q
Mrs.. .. .« . J? forget yqu r p anae, tliough , ^t
protest. ,rJL^ can't recollect your ^namei^Jt
own. I'm quitjs. ashamed, but I really
cannot ^all it to mii)4... I>^>u^tJ>eu:i^
C 237 )
Mttle hetp. What is it? What is yoiir
nkme, Mrs. . . . Mrs. . . . Hay ? — Mrs.
vv.Whatr'
^^ Coiouring and stammering, Juliet an-
swei'ed, that she had hoped Miss Joddrei
would have saved her this explanation,
bv mentioning that she was called Miss
Ellis.
^^ Called ?*' repeated Mrs. Ireton ;
" what do you mean by called ? — who
calls you ? — What are you called for ?
— Why do you wait to be called ? —
And where are you called from r"
The entire silence of Juliet to these
interrogatories, gave a moment to the
mercer to ask for orders.
" You are in haste. Sir, are your*'
said Mrs. Ireton 3 " 1 have your pardon
to beg, too, have I ? I am really very
unfortunate this morning. However,
pray take your things away. Sir, if it's
so immensely troublesome to you to
exhibit them. Only be so good as to
acquaint your chief, whoever he may be,
that you had not time to wait for me to
make any purchase.''
( 238 )
'>:iThe man offered the huir^blest apo-'
logies, Vvhich were all disdained 5 and
self-defending excuses, which were all
retorted; he was peremptorily ordered^
to be gone ; with an assurance that he
should ansvver for his disrespect to his
master; who, she flattered herself, would
give him a lesson of better behaviour,
by the loss of his employment.
Harassed with apprehension of what
she had to expect in this new residence,
Juliet would silently have followed him.
" Stay, Ma'am, stay!'* cried Mrs. Ire-
ton ; " give me leave to ask one ques-
tion : — whither are you going, Mrs. . . .
what's your name ?"
" I ... I feared, Madam, that I had
come too soon."
" O, that's it, is it ? I have not paid
you sufficient attention, perhaps ? — Nay
it's very likely. I did not run up to
receive you, I confess. I did not open
my arms to embrace you, I own ! It
was very wrong of me, certainly. But I
am apt to forget myself. I want &
6
( ^39 )
•flapper prodigiously. I know nothing
of life, — nothing of manners. Perhaps
you will be so good as to become my
monitress? 'Twill be vastly kind of
you. And who knows but, in time, you
may form me? How happy it will be
if you can make something of me!"
The maid, now, tired of wiping up
splash after splash, and rubbing out spot
after spot ^ finding her work always re-
newed by the mischievous little boy,
was sullenly walking to the other end of
the room.
" O, you're departing too, are you ?'*
said Mrs. Ireton ; " and pray who dis-
missed you ? whose commands have you
for going? Inform me, I beg, who it is
that is so kind as to take the trouble off
my hands, of ordering my servants ? I
ought at least to make them my humble
acknowledgements. There's nothing so
frightful as ingratitude."
The maid, not comprehending this
irony, grumblingly answered, that she
liad wiped up the grease and the slops,
( 240 )
till her arms ached ; for the ilttle boy
made more dirt and nastiness than the
cur himself.
" The boy?— The cur?— Whafs
all this?'' cried Mrs. Ireton ; " who, and
what, is the woman talking of? The boy?
Has the boy no name? — The cur?
Have yoQ no more respect for your
lady's lap dog ? — Grease too ? — Nasti-
ness! — you turn me sick! I am
ready to faint ! What horrible images
you present to me ! Has nobody any
salts ? any lavendar-water ? How un-
fortunate it is to have such nerves, such
sensations, when one lives with such
mere speaking machines !'*
She then cast around her eyes, with
a look of silent, but pathetic appeal to
the sensibiHty of all who were within
sight, against this unheard of indignity j
but her speech was soon restored, from
mingled wrath and surprise, upon per-
ceiving her favourite young negro nearly
suffocating with stifled laughter, though
thrusting both his knuckles into his ca-
( 241 )
pacious mouth, to prevent its loud ex-
plosion.
" vSo this amuses you, does it. Sir?
You think it very comical ? You are so
kind as to be entertained, are you?
How happy lam to give you so much plea-
sure ! How proud I ought to be to afford
you such diversion ! I shall make it my
business to shew my sense of my good
fortune; and, to give you a proof, Sir,
of my desire to contribute to your gaiety,
to-morrow miOrning I will have you
shipped back to the West Indies. And
there, that your joy may be complete, I
shall issue orders that you may be striped
till you jump, and that you m.ayjump,
— you little black imp ! ^—between every
stripe!"
The foolish mirth of poor Mungo was
now converted into the fearfulest dismay.
He dropt upon his knees to implore
forgiveness ; but he was peremptorily
ordered to depart, with an assurance
that he should keep up his fine spirits
upon bread and water for a fortnight,
VOL. III. M
( 242 )
If disgust, now, was painted upon
every feature of the face of Juliet, at
this mixture of forced derision with but
too natural inhumanity, the feeling
which excited that expression was by no
means softened, by seeing Mrs. Ireton
turn next to the timid young orphan,
imperiously saying, " And you. Ma'am,
what may you stand there for, with
your hands before you ? Have you no-
thing better to do with them ? Can't
you find out some way to make them
more useful ? or do you hold it more
fitting to consider them as only orna-
mental ? They are very pretty, to be
sure. I say nothing to the contrary of
that. But I should suppose you don't
quite intend to reserve them for mere
objects of admiration ? You don't abso-
lutely mean, I presume, to devote them
to the painter's eye ? or to destine them
to the sculptor's chisel ? I should think
not, at least. I should imagine not. I
beg you to set me right if I am wrong."
The poor little girl, staring, and look-
( 243 )
ing every way around to find some
meaning for what she did not compre-
hend, could only utter a faint " Ma'am!*'
in a tone of so much fear and distress,
that Juliet, unable, silently, to witness
oppression so wanton, came forward
to say, " The poor child, Ma'am, only
wishes to understand your commands,
that she may obey them."
" O ! they are not clear, I suppose ?
They are too abstruse, I imagine ?"
contemptuously replied Mrs. Ireton.
" And you, who are kind enough to
offer yourself for my companion ; who
think yourself sufficiently accomplished
to amuse, — perhaps instruct me, —
you, also, have not the wdt to find out,
what a little chit of aa ordinary girl can
do better with her hands, than to stand
still, pulling her own fingers ?'*
Juliet, now, believing that she had
discovered what was meant, kindly took
the little girl by the arm, and pointed to
the just overturned water-bason of the
dog.
U 2
( 244 )
" But I don't know where to get a
cloth, Ma'am ?" said the child.
" A cloth ? — In my wardrobe, to be
sure!" cried Mrs. Ireton ; " amongst
my gowns, and caps, and hats. Where
else should there be dirty cloths, and
dusters, and dish-clouts ? Do you know
of any other place where they are likely
to be found ? Why don't you answer ?"
" Ma'am ?"
" You never heard, perhaps, of such a
place as a kitchen ? You don't know
where it is ? nor what it means ? You
have only heard talk of drawing-
rooms, dressing-rooms, boudoirs? or,
perhaps, sometimes, of a corridor, or a
vestibule, or an anti-chamber ? But no-
thing beyond] — A kitchen! — O, iie,
fie 1"
Juliet now hurried the little girl
away, to demand a cloth of the house-
maid ; but the moment that she returned
with it, Mrs. Ireton called out, " And
what would you do, now^ Ma'am .?
Make yourself all dirt and filth, that
( 245 )
jou may go back to your school, to
shew the delicate state of my house?
To make your mistress, and all
her brats, believe that I Hve in a
pig- s tie ? Or to spread abroad that I
have not servants enough to do my
work, and that I seize upon you to
supply their place ? But I beg your
pardon ; perhaps that may be your way
to shew your gratitude ? To manifest
your sense of my saving you from the
work-house ? to reward me for snatch-
ing you from beggary, and want, and
starving ?"
The poor little girl burst into tears,
but courtsied, and quitted the room ;
while Mrs. Ireton called after her, to
desire that she would acquaint her go-
verness, that she should certainly be paid
the following week.
Juliet now stood in scarcely less dismay
than she had been witnessing all around
her ; panic-struck to find herself in the
power of a person whose character was
so wantonly tyrannic and irascible.
M 3
( 246 )
The fortunate entiaiice of some com-
pany enabled her, for the present, to
retreat ; and to demand, of one of the
servants, the way to her chamber.
( 247 )
CHAPTER LII.
l^ROM the heightened disgust which
she now conceived against her new
patroness, Juliet severely repented the
step that she had taken. And if her
entrance into the family contributed so
little to her contentment, her subsequent
introduction into her office was still less
calculated to exhilarate her spirits. Her
baggage was scarcely deposited in a
handsome chamber, of which the hang-
ings, and decorations, as of every part
of the mansion, were sumptuous for the
spectator ; but in which there was a
dearth of almost every thing that consti-
tutes comfort to the immediate dweller ;
ere she was summoned back, by a hasty
order to the drawing-room.
Mrs. Ireton, who was reading a news-
paper, did not, for some time, raise her
head ; though a glance of her eye pro-
M 4
( 248 )
cured her the satisfaction of seeing that
her call had been obeyed. Juliet, at
first, stood modestly waiting for com-
mands ; but, receiving none, sat down,
though at an humble distance ; deter-
mined to abide by the consequences, be
they what they might, of considering
herself as, at least, above a common
domestic.
This action shortened the term of
neglect ; Mrs. Ireton, letting the news-
paper fall, exclaimed, in a tone of
affected alarm, " Are you ill. Ma'am I
Are you disordered ? I hope you ar€ not
subject to fits ?"
Juliet coldly answered No.
'* I am very glad to hear it, indeed !
Very happy, upon my word ! I was afraid
you were going to faint away ! But I
find that you are only delicate ; only
fatigued by descending the stairs. I
ought, indeed, to have sent somebody to
help you ; somebody you could hava
leant upon as you came along. I was
very stupid not to think of that. I hope
you'll pardon me ?"
( 249 )
Juliet looked down, but kept her
place.
. Mrs. Ireton, a little nettled, v/as silent
a few minutes, and then said, " Pray, —
if I may ask, — if it will not be too great
a liberty to ask, — what have been your
pursuits since I had the honour of ac-
companying you to London ? How have
you passed your time ? I hope you have
found something to amuse you ?"
Juliet sighed a negative.
" You have been studying the fine
arts, I am told. Painting ? — Drawing ?
— Sculpture ? — or what is it ? — Some-
thing of that sort, I am informed. Pray
what is it, Mrs. Thing-a-mi ? — I am
always /orgetting your name. Yet you
have certainly a name ; but I don't
know how it is, I can never remember
it, I believe I must beg you to write it
down."
Juliet again only sighed.
" Perhaps 1 am making a mistake as
to your occupations ? Very likely I
may be quite in the wrong ? Indeed I
M 5
( 250 )
think I recollect, now, what it is yon
have been doing. Acting ? — That's it.
Is it not ? Pray what stage did you come
out upon first ? Did you begin wearing
your itinerant buskins in England, or
abroad ?'^
" Where I began, Madam, I have
ended ; at Mrs. Maple's.''
" And pray, have you kept that same
face ever since I saw you in Grosvenor
Square ? or have you put it on again
only now, to come back to me ? I
rather suppose you have made it last the
-whole time. It would be very expensive,
I apprehend, to change it frequently : it
can by no means be so costly to keep it
only in repair. How do you put on
your colours ? I have heard of somebody
who had learnt the art of enamelling
their own skin : is that your method ?"
Waiting vainly for an answer, she
went on.
*« Pray, if I may presume so far, how
old are you ? — But I beg pardon for so
indiscreet a question, I did not reflect
( 25. )
upon what I was saying. Very possibly
your age may be indefinable. You may
be a person of another century. A
wandering Jewess. I never heard that
the old Jew had a wife, or a mother, who
partook of his longevity ; but very likely
I may now have the pleasure of seeing
one of his family under my own roof?
That red and white, that you lay on so
happily, may just as well hide the
wrinkles of tv>'o or three grand climac-
terics, as of only a poor single sixty or
seventy years of age. However, these
are secrets that I don't presume to
enquire into. Every trade has its
mystery."
These splenetic witticisms producing
no reply, Mrs.Ireton, more categorically,
demanded, " Pray, Ma'am, pray Mrs.
What's-your-name, will you give me
leave to ask what brings you to my
house ?"
" Miss Joddrel, Madam, informed me
that you desired ray attendance."
" Yes y but with what view ?"
M 6
( 252 )
Disconcerted by this interrogatory,
Juliet stammeredj but cculd devise no
answer.
" To what end, what purpose, what
intent, I say, may I owe the honour of
your presence ?**
The ofnce pointed out by Eh'nor, of
an humble companion, now died the
clieeks of Juliet with shame; but resent-
ment of the palpable desire to hear its
mortifying acknowledgement, tied her
tongue ; and though each of the follow-
ing interrogatories w^as succeeded by a
pause that demanded a reply, she could
not bring herself to utter a word.
" You are hardly come, I should
imagine, without some motive : I may
be mistaken, to be sure ; but I should
hardly imagine you would take the
trouble to present yourself merely to
afford me the pleasure of seeing you ? —
Not but that I ought to be extremely
flattered by such a compliment. 'Twould
be vastly amiable, certainly. A lady
of your indescribable consequence!
( ^Sl )
^Twoiild be difficult to me to shew an
adequate sense of so high an honour. I
am distressed at the very thought of it. —
But perhaps you may have some other
design ? — You may have the generosity
to intend me some improvement ? — You
may come to favour me v*^ith some les-
sons of declamation ? — Who knows but
you may propose to make an a-jtiess of
me ? — Or perhaps to instruct me how to
become an adept in your own favourite
art of face-daubing ?"
At least, thought Juliet, I need not
give you any lessons in the ai^t of in-
geniously tormenting! There you are
perfect !
" What! no answer yet ? — Am I
always so unfortunate as to hit upon
improper subjects ? — To ask questions
that merit no reply ? — I am quite con-
founded at my want of judgment ! Ex-
cuse it, I entreat, and aid me out of
this unprofitable labyrinth of conjecture,
by telling me, at once, to what happy in-
spiration I am indebted for the pleasure
of receiving you in my house ?"
3
( 254 )
Juliet pleaded again the directions of
Miss Joddrel.
" Miss Joddrel told you to come,
then, only to come? — Only to shew
yourself? — Well, you are worth looking
at, I acknowledge, to those who have
seen you formerly. The transformation
must always be curious : I only hope
vou intend to renew it, from time to
time, to keep admiration alive ? That
pretty face you exhibit at present, may
lose its charms, if it should become
familiar. When shall you put on the
other again, that I had the pleasure to
see you in first ?"
Fatigued and spiritless, Juliet would
have retired ; but Mrs. Ireton called
after her, " O ! you are going, are you?
Pray may I take the liberty to ask
whither ?''
Again Juliet was silent.
" You mean perhaps to repose your-
self?— or, maybe, to pursue your
studies? — or, perhaps, you may have
some visits upon your hands ? — And you
may only have done me the favour to
( 255 )
enter my house to find time to follow
your humour ? — You may think it suffi-
cient honour for me, that I may be at
the expence of your board, and find you
in lodging, and furniture, and fire, and
candles, and servants ? — you may hold
this ample recompense for such an in-
significant person as I am ? I ought to
be much obliged to Miss Joddrel, upon
my word, for bringing me into such dis-
tinction ! I had understood her, indeed,
that you would come to me as m.y
humble companion. '^
Juliet, cruelly shocked, turned away
her head.
" And I was stupid enough to sup-
pose, that that meant a person who could
be of some use, and some agreeability ;
a person who could read to me when I
was tired, and who, when I had nobody
else, could talk to me ; and find out a
thousand little things for me all day
long ; coming and going ; prating, or
holding her tongue ; doing every thing
she was bid 5 and keeping always at
hand/*
C 256 )
Juliet, colouring at this true, however
insulting description of what she had
undertaken, secretly revolved in her
mind, how to renounce, at once, an
office which seemed to invite mortifi-
cation, and license sarcasm.
" But I perceive I was mistaken ! I
perceive I knew nothing of the matter !
It only means a fine lady ! a lady that's
60 delicate it fatigues her to w^alk down
stairs ; a lady who is so independent,
that she retires to her room at pleasure ;
a lady who disdains to speak but when
she is disposed, for her own satisfaction,
to talk ; a lady "
" A lady who, indeed, Madam,'' said
the tired Juliet, " weighed too little
what she attempted, when she hoped to
find means of obtaining your favour ;
but who now sees her errour, and en-
treats at once your pardon and dismis-
sion.'*
She then courtsied respectfully, but,
though called back even with vehe-
mence, steadily left the room.
( ^Sl )
Not, however, with triumph did she
return to her own. The justice of the
sensibility which urged her retreat, could
not obviate its imprudence, or avert its
consequences. She was wholly without
friends, without money, without protec-
tion, without succour ; and the horrour
of a Ucentious pursuit, and the mischiefs
menaced by calumniating ill wishers,
still made a lonely residence as unsafe
as when her first terrour drove her to
acquiesce in the proposition of Elinor.
Yet, though she could not exult, she
could not repent : how desire, how even
support a situation so sordid ? a situation
not only distressing, but oppressive \ not
merely cruel, but degrading.
She was preparing, therefore, for im*
mediate departure, when she was stopt
by a footman, who informed her that
Mrs. Ireton demanded to see her without
delay.
The expectation of reproach made
her hesitate whether to obey this order ;
but a desire not to have the air of merit-
( 258 )
ing it, by the defiance of a refusal, led
her again to the dressing-room.
Here, however, to her great surprise,
instead of the haughty or taunting up-
braidings for wh *ch she was prepared,
slie was received with a gracious incli-
nation of the head ; while the footman
was told 1^ give her a chair.
Mrs. Ireton, then, fixing her eyes
upon a pamphlet which she held in her
hand ; that she might avoid taking any
notice of the stiff and decided air with
which Juliet stood still, though amazed,
said, " My bookseller has just sent me
something to look at, which may serve
for a beginning of our readings."
Juliet now saw, that, however im-
periously she had been treated, Mrs.
Ireton had no intention to part with
her. She saw, too, that that lady was
amongst the many, though terrible cha-
racters, who think superiour rank or
fortune authorises perverseness, and
legitimates arrogance ; who hold the
display of ill humour to be the display
( 259 )
and mark of power; and who set no
other boundary to their pleasure in the
art of tormenting, than that which, if
passed, might endanger their losing its
object. She wished, more than ever, to
avoid all connexion with a nature so
wilfully tyrannic ; but Mrs. Ireton, who
read in her dignified demeanour, that a
spirit was awakened which threatened
the escape of her prey, determined to
shun any discussion. Suddenly, there-
fore, rising, and violently ringing the
bell, she exclaimed, " I dare say those
fools have not placed half the things
you want in your chamber ; but I shall
make Whitly see immediately that all is
arranged as it ought to be."
She then gave some parading direc-
tions, that Miss Ellis should want for
nothing ; and, affecting not to perceive
the palpable design of Juliet to decline
these tardy attentions, graciously nodded
her head, and passed into another
room.
Juliet, not absolutely softened, yet
( 26o )
somewhat appeased, again hesitated. A
road seemed open, by some exertion of'
spirit, for obtaining better treatment ;
and however ungenial to her feelings was
a character whose humours submitted to
no restraint, save to ensure their own
lengthened indulgence, still, in appearing
more contemptible, it became less tre-
mendous.
She began, also, to see her office as
less debasing. Why, she cried, should
I exaggerate my torments, by blindly
giving into received opinions, without
examining whether here, as in all things
else, there may not be exceptions to
general rules ? A sycophant must al-
ways be despicable ; a parasite must
eternally deserve scorn ; but may there
not be a possibility of uniting the affluent
with the necessitous upon more equitable
terms ? May not some medium be hit
upon, between oppression on one side,
and servility on the other ? If we are
not worthless because indigent, why
conclude ourselves abject because de-
( 26i )
pendent ? Happiness, indeed, dwells
not with undue subordination ; but the
exertion of talents in our own service can
never in itself be vile. It can only
become so, where it is mingled and con-
taminated with flattery, with unfitting
obsequiousness, and unworthy submis-
sions. They who simply repay being
sustained and protected, by a desire to
please, a readiness to serve, a wish to in-
struct ; without falsehood in their coun-
sels, without adulation in their civilities,
without meanness in their manners and
conduct ; have at least as just a claim to
respect and consideration, for their ser-
vices and their labours, as those who,
merely through pecuniary retribution,
reap their fruits.
This idea better reconciled her with
her condition^ and she blessed her
happy acquaintance with Mr. Giles Arbe,
which had strengthened her naturally
philosophical turn of mind, by leading
her to this simple, yet useful style of
reasoning.
( 262 )
The rest of the day was propitious to
her new views. The storms with which
it had begun subsided, and a calm en-
sued, in which Mrs. Ireton set apart
her querulous irascibility, and forbore
her contemptuous interrogatories.
The servants were ordered not to
neglect Miss Ellis ; and Miss Ellis re-
ceived permission to carry to her own
apartment, any books from off the
piano forte or tables, that might con-
tribute to her amusement.
Juliet was not of a character to take
advantage of a moment of concession,
even in an enemy. The high and grave
deportment, therefore, which had thus
happily raised alarm, had no sooner
answered its purpose, than she suffered
it to give place to an air of gentleness,
more congenial to her native feelings :
and, the next morning, subduing her
resentment, and submitting, with the
best grace in her power, to the business
of her office, she cheerfully proposed
reading ; complied with the first request
i ^^3 )
that was made her to play upon the
piano-forte and the harp ; and even, to
sing ; though, not so promptly ; for her
voice and sensibility were less ductile
than her manners. But she determined
to leave nothing untried, that could
prove, that it was not more easy to
stimulate her pride by indignity, than
to animate her desire to oblige by mild
usage.
This resolution on her part, which the
fear of losing her, on that of Mrs. Ireton,
gave time to operate, brought into play
so many brilliant accomplishments, and
opened to her patroness such sources of
amusement, that, while Juliet began to
hope she had found a situation which
she might sustain till her suspences
should be over, Mrs. Ireton conceived
that she had met with a treasure, which
might rescue her unoccupied hours from
weariness and spleen.
( 2^4 )
CHAPTER LIIL
npHIS delusion, unfortunately, was not
of long duration on either side.
Mrs. Ireton no sooner observed that
Juliet appeared to be settled, than all
zest for detaining her ceased ; no sooner
became accustomed to hearing at will
the harp, or the piano-forte, than she
found something to say, or to do, that
interrupted the performance every four
or five bars ; and had no sooner secured
a reader whose voice she could command
at pleasure, than she either quarrelled
with every book that was begun ; or
yawned, or fondled and talked aloud to
her little lap dog, during the whole time
that any work was read.
This quick abatement in the power of
pleasing, was supported by Juliet with
indifference rather than philosophy.
Where interest alone is concerned, dis-
C 265 )
appointment is rarely heavy with the
young and generous. Age, or misfor-
tune, must teach the value of pecuniary
considerations, to give them force. Yet,
though no tender affections/no cherished
hopes, no favourite feelings were in the
power of Mrs. Ireton, every moment of
time, and consequently all means of
comfort, were at her disposal. Juliet
languished, therefore, though she would
not repine ; and though she was not
afflicted at heart, she sickened with
disgust.
The urgency of finding security from
immediate insult and want, induced her,
nevertheless, to persevere in her fortitude
for supporting, and her efforts for amelio-
rating her situation. But, the novelty
over, all labour was vain, all success w^as
at an end; and, in a very short time, she
would have contributed no more to the
expulsion of spleen, than any other in-
mate of the house; had not her superiour
acquirements opened a more extensive
field for the exercise of tyranny and
VOL. III. N
( 266 )
caprice. And in that exercise alone,
Juliet soon saw, consisted every sensa-
tion of pleasure of which Mrs. Ireton was
susceptible.
Of the many new tasks of Juliet, that
which she found the most severe, was
inventing amusement for another wliile
sad and dispirited herself. It was her
duty to be always at hand, early or late ;
it was her business to fnrnisli entertain-
ment, whetiier sick or well. Success,
therefore, was unacknowledged, tliough
failure was resented. There was no re-
laxation to her toil, no rest for her
person, no recruit for her spirits. From
her sleep alone she could purloin the
few minutes that she dedicated to her
pen and her Gabriella.
If a new novel excited interest, or a
political pamphlet aw^akened curiosity,
she was called upon to read whole hours,
tiay, whole days, without intermission ;
even a near extinction of voice did not
authorize so great a liberty as that of
requesting a few minutes for rest. Mr&.
Ireton, who regarded all the world as
( 267 )
robust, compared with herself, deemed
it an impertinent rivahy of a delicacy
which she held to be unexampled, ever
to pronounce the word fatigue, ever to
heave a sigh of lassitude, or ever even to
allude to that part of the human frame-
which is called nerves, unless with some-
pointed reference to herself.
With the same despotic hardness, she-
ordered Juliet to the harp, or piano-forte,
and made her play though she were suf-
fering from the acutest head-ache ; and
sing when hoarse and short-breathed
from the most violent cold. Yet these
commands, however arbitrary and un-
feeling, were more supportable than
those with which, after every other
source of tyrannic authority had beea
drained, the day was ordinarily con-
cluded. Mrs. Ireton, at the hour of re-
tiring, when weary alike of books and of
music, listless, fretful, captious ; too
sleepy for any exertion, yet too wake-
ful or uneasy for repose ; constantly
brought ioTward the same enquiries
:n 2
( 268 )
which had so often been urged and re-
pelled, in the week that they had spent
together upon their arrival from France;
repeated the same sneers5revived the same
suspicions, and recurred to the same rude
interrogatories or offensive insinuations.
At meals, the humble companion wa&
always helped last; even when there
were gentlemen, even when there were
children at the table ; and always to
what was worst; to what was rejected, as
ill-cooked, or left, as spoilt and bad. No
question was ever asked of what she
chose or what she disliked. Sometimes
she was even utterly forgotten ; and,
as no one ventured to remind Mrs. Ire-
ton of any omission, her helpless protegee^
upon such occasions, rose half famished
from the inhospitable board.
Upon the entrance of any visitors,
not satisfied to let the humble com-
panion glide gently away, the haughty
patroness called out, in a tone of corn-
mand, " You may go to your room now:
I shall send for you when I am at leisure,"
( 269 )
Or, " You may stand at the window if
you will. You w^on't be in the way,
I believe j and I shall want you pre-
sently/*
Or, if she feared that any one of the
party had failed to remark this aug-
mentation of her household and of her
power, she would retard the willing de-
parture by some frivolous and vexatious
commission ; as^ " Stop, Miss Ellis 5 do
pray tie this string a little tighter." Or,
" Draw up my gloves a little higher :
but be so good as not to pinch me ;
unless you have a particular fancy for
it V
If, drily, though respectfully, Juliet
ever proposed to wait in her own room,
the answer was, " In your own room ?
O, — ay — well, — that may be better!
I beg your pardon for having proposed
that you should wait in one of mine ! I
beg your pardon a thousand times! I
really did not think of what I was
saying ! I hope you'll forgive my in-
Mtention !"
N X
( 270 )
A^^HetiHHeii, 'silently, aiid witli diffi-
culty forbeafing from shrugging her
sl^oulders, Juh'et walked away, she was
again stoptby," One momentjMissElIis!
if it won't be requesting too great a favour.
Pray, when I want you, where may I
ii^ar of your servants ? For to be sure
you don't mean that mine should scamper
up and down all day long for you ? You
cannot mean that. You must have a
lackey of your own, no doubt : some
page, or spruce fool-boy at your com-
mand, to run upon your errands : only
pray let some of my people know where
he may be met with."
But if, when the purpose was an-
swered of drawing the attention of her
guests upon her new dependent, that
attention were followed by any looks of
approbation, or marks of civility, she
hastily exclaimed, " O, pray don't
disturb yourself, Sir !^' or " IVIa'am i 'tis
only a young woman I have engaged to
read tb mt' j^-^ a young person whom I
Jtave taken into my house out of com-
( -71 )
passion.'* And then, affably nodding^
she would affect to be suddenly struck
with something which she had ah'eady
repeatedly seen, and cry, " Well, I de-
clare, that gown is not ugly. Miss Ellis !
How did you come by it ?'* or, " That
ribbon's pretty enough : who gave it
you ?'*
Ah, thought Juliet, 'tis conduct
such as this that makes inequality of
fortune baleful ! Where superiour wealth
falls into liberal hands, — where its pos-
sessor is an Aurora Granville, it proves
a good still more to the surrounders
than to the owners ; " it blesses those
that give, and those that take." — But
Oh ! where it is misused for the pur-
poses of bowing down the indigent, of
oppressing the helpless, of triumphing
over the dependent, — then, how baneful
then is inequality of fortune !
-With tiiese thoughts, and deeply
hurt, she was tvv^enty tunes upon the
point of retiring, during the first week of
her distasteful office ; but the sameness
N 4
( 272 )
of the offences soon robbed the mortifi-
cations of their poignancy ; and apathy.,
in a short time, taking place of sensi-
bihty, she learnt to bear them if not
with indifference, at least with its pre-
cursor contempt.
Amongst the most irksome of the
toils to which this subjection made her
liable, was the care, — not of the educa-
tion, nor mind, nor manners, but of the
amusements, — •' of the little nephew of
Mrs. Ireton ; whom that lady rather ex-
ulted than blushed to see universally re-
garded as a spoilt child.
The temper of this young creature
was grown so capricious, from incessant
indulgence, that no compliance, no
luxury, no diversion could afford him
more than momentary pleasure 5 while
his passions were become so ungovern-
able, that, upon every contrariety or dis-
appointment, he vented his rage, to the
utmost extent of his force, upon whom-
soever, or whatsoever, animate or inani-
mate, he could reach.
C ^73 )
Ail the mischief thus committed, the
injuries thus sustained, the noise and
disturbance tluis raised, were to be borne
throughout the house without a murmur.
Whatever destruction he caused, Mrs.
Ireton was always sure was through the
fault of some one else ; what he muti-
lated, or broke, she had equal certainty
must have been merely by accident 5 and
those he hurt or ill used, must have pro-
voked his anger. If any one ventured
to complain, 'twas the sufferer, not the
infiictor who was treated as culpable.
It was the misfortune of Juliet to ex-
cite, by her novelty, the attention of this
young tyrant ; and by her powers of
entertainment, exerted inadvertently,
from a love of obliging, to become his
favourite. The hope of softening his
temper and manners, by amusing his
mind, had blinded her, at first, to the
trouble, the torment rather, of such pre-
eminence, which soon proved one of the
most serious evils of her situation. Mrs.
Ireton, having raised in his young bosom
^ 5
C ^7# )
expectations never to be realised, by
passing the impossible decree, that no-
thing must be denied to her eldest
brother's eldest son ; had authorised
demands from him, and licensed wishes,
destructive both to his understanding
and his happiness. When the difficulties
which this decree occasioned, devolved
upon a domestic, she left him to get rid
of them as he could ; only reserving to
herself the right to blame the way that
was taken, be it what it might: but
when the embarrassment fell to her own
Jot; when the spoilt urchin claimed
what was every way unattainable; she
had been in the habit of sending him
abroad, for the immediate relief of her
nerves. The favour into which he took
Juliet now offered a new and more con-
venient resource. Instead of " Order
the carriage, and let the child go out :"
Miss Ellis was called upon to play with
him ; to tell him stories ; to shew him
pictures ; to build houses for him with
cards ; or to suffer herself to be dragged
( 275 )
unmeaningly, yet wilfully and forcibly,
from walk to walk in the garden, or
from room to room in the house ; till
tired, and quarrelling even with her
compliance, he recruited his wearied
caprices with sleep, i nK'^
Nor even here ended the encroach-
ments upon her time, her attention, her
liberty ; not only the spoilt child, but
the favourite dog was put under her
superintendence ; and she was instruct-
ed.' to . take charge of the airings and
exercise of Bijou ; and to carry him
where the road was roudi or mirv,
that he might not soil those paws, winch
had the exclusive privilege of touching
the lady of the mansion ; and even of
pulling, patting, and scratching her robes
and attire ibr his recreation.
To many, in the place of Juliet, the
spoilt child and the spoilt cur would
kave been objects of detestation : bu-t
against the mere instruments of malice
.?he harboured no resentment. The
dog, though snarling and snapping at
N 6
C 276 )
every one but his mistress, Juliet saw as
vicious only from evil habits, which were
imbibed, nay taught, rather than natural:
the child, though wantonly revelling
in mischief of every kind, she consi-
dered but as a little savage, who, while
enjoying the splendour and luxury of
civilized life, was as unformed, as rough,
as untaught, and therefore as little re-
sponsible for his conduct, as if just
caught, and brought, wild and untamed,
from the woods. The animal, therefore,
glie exculpated ; the child she pitied ;
it was the mistress of the mansion alone,
•who, wilful in all she did, and conscious
of all she inflicted, prt)voked bitterer
feelings. And to these, the severest
poignancy was accidentally added to
Juliet, by the cruel local circumstance
of receiving continual indignity in the
very house, nay the very room, where,
^in sweetest intercourse, she had been
accustomed to be treated upon terms
of generous equality by Lady Aurora
Granville.
( '^17 )
CHAPTER LIV.
JULIET had passed but a short space,
by the measure of time, in this new
residence, though by that of suffering
and disgust it had seemed as long as it
was irksome, when, one morning, she
was informed, by the nursery-maid, that
a grand breakfast was to be given, about
two o'clock, to all the first gentry in and
near Brighthelmstone.
Mrs. Ireton, herself, making no men-
tion of any such purpose, issued her
usual orders for the attendance of Julietj
with her implements of amusement ; and
went, at an early hour, to a light build-
ing, called the Temple of the Sun, which
overlooked the sea, from the end of the
garden.
This Temple, like every place which
Mrs. Ireton capriciously, and even for
the shortest interval, inhabited, was now
( 278 )
filled with materials for recreation, which,
ingeniously employed, might have whiled
away a winter ; but which, from her
fluctuating whims, were insufficient even
for the fleet passage of a few hours.
Books, that covered three window- seats;
songs and sonatas that covered those
books ; various pieces of needle-work ;
n billiard-table ; a chess-board ; a back-
gammon-board ; a cup and ball, &c.
kc. ; all, in turn, were tried ; all, in
turn, rejected; and invectives the most
impatient were uttered against each, as
it ceased to ai%rd her pleasure ; as if
each, with living malignity, had studied
to cause her disappointment. ; 1 ,
About noon, she took the arm of Ju-
liet, to descend the steps of the Temple.
Upon opening the door, Ireton ap-
peared sauntering in the garden. Juliet
vexed at his sight, which Elinor had
assured her that she would never en-
counter, severely felt the mortification
of being seen in her pre&ent situation,
by one who had so repeatedly offended
( ^79 )
her by injurious suspicions, and familiar
impertinence.
Mrs. Ireton, hastily relinquishing tlie
arm of Juliet, from expecting that of
her son, at whose sight she was evidently
surprised ; now resolved, with her most
brilliant flourishes, to exhibit the new
object of her power.
" Why don't you take care of tliC
child. Miss Ellis?" she cried aloud.
" Do you design to let him break his
neck down the stone steps ? I beg your
pardon, though, for asking the question.
It may be very mal d propos. It may be
necessary, perhaps, to some of your
plans, to see a tragedy in real life r You
may have some work in agitation, that
may require that sort of study. I am
sorry to have stood so unopportunely in
your way : quite ashamed, upon my
word, to have prevented your taking a
few hints from tlie child's dislocating a
limb, or two; or just fracturing his skull.
^Twould have been a pretty melanclioly
sight, enough, for an elegiac muse, I
( 28o )
really beg your pardon, for being so uh-
cooth, as to think of such a trumpery
circumstance as saving the child's life."
Juliet, during this harangue, assi-
duously followed the young gentleman ;
who, with a shout of riotous rebellion^
ran dowm the steps, and jumping into a
parterre, selected, by his eye, the most
beautiful of the flowers for treading
under his feet ; and, at every represen-
tation of Juliet, flung at her as many
pinksy carnations, and geraniums, as his
merciless little fingers could grasp.
Ireton, approaching, looked smilingly
on, neghgently nodding, and calling out,
<« Well done, Loddard ! Bravo, my little
Pickle !"
Loddard, determined to merit this
honourable testimony of his prowess,
continued his sport, with augmented
boldness. His wantonness, however,
though rude, was childish ; Juliet, there-
fore, though tormented, gave it no
serious resentment ; but she w^as not
equally indifferent to the more maturely
C 381 )
malicious insolence of Ireton, who,
while he openly enjoyed the scene,
negligently said to Loddard, " What,
my boy, hast got a new nurse ?"
Mrs, Ireton, having stood some time
leaning upon the balustrade of the steps
which she was descending, in vain ex-
pectation of the arm of her son, who
had only slightly bowed to her, with an
^ How do do. Ma'am ?" to which he
waited not for an answer ; now indig-
nantly called out, " So I am to be left
to myself, am I? In this feeble and
alarming state to which I am reduced,
incapable to withstand a gust of wind,
or to baffle the fail of a leaf, I may take
care of myself, may I ? I am too stout
to require any attention ? too robust,
too obstreperous to need any help ? If
I fall down, I may get up again, I
suppose ? If I faint, I may come to
myself again, I imagine ? You will have
the goodness to permit that, I presume ?
I may be mistaken, to be sure, but I
should presume so. Don't you hear me,
( 282 ;
^Mistress Ellis ? But you are deaf, mar
be ? — I am alarmed lo the last degree !
— You are suddeniy seized, perhaps,
with tlie loss oi" one of your senses ?"
This attack, begun for her son, though,
upon his rompiijg with the little boy, iu
total disregard to its reproacii, ending
for Juhet, made Ireton now, throwing
back his liead, to stare, wath a sneering
half-laugh, at Juliet, exclaim, " Fie,
Mrs. Betty ! How can you leave Mrs.
Ireton, unaided, in such peril? Fie, Mrs.
Polly, fie ! Mrs What is your new
nurse's name, my boy ?"
The boy, who never held his tongu-e
but when he was desired to speak, would
make no answer, but by running vio-
lently after Juliet, as slie sought to es-
cape from him ; flinging flowers, leaves,
grass, or whatever he could find, at
her, with boisterous shouts of laughter,
and with all his little might,
Mrs. Ireton, brought nearly to good
humour by the sight of the perplexity
^pd displeasure of Juliet, only utter<^d»
i ^-83 )
" Pretty dear ! bow playflil he Is !" But
when, made still more daring by this
applause, the little urchin ventured to
touch the hem of her own garments, she
became suddenly sensible of his diso-
bedience and wanton mischief, and
commanded him from her presence.
As careless of her wrath as he was un-
gi'ateful for her favour, the young gentle-
man thought of nothing so little as of
obedience. He jumped and skipped
around her, in bold defiance of all au-
thority ; laughing loudly in her face ;
making a thousand rude grimaces ; yet
screaming, as if attacked by a miirderer,
when she attempted to catch him ;
though, the moment that lie forced liirn-
self out of her reach, hallooing his
joyous triumph in her ears, Vvith vo-
ciferous exultation.
Juliet v;as ordered to take him in
hand, and carry him off ; an order
which, to quit the scene, she prepared
with pleasure to obey : but th.e young
gentleman, though he pursued her with
( 284 )
fatiguing fondness when she sought to
avoid him, now ran wildly away.
Mrs. Ireton, enraged, menaced per-
sonal chastisement ; but, upon his dart-
ing at Juliet, and tearing her gown,
she turned abruptly aside, in the appre-
hension of being called upon for repara-
tion J and, gently saying, " What a
frisky little rogue it is !" affected to
observe him no longer.
The torn robe proved a potent attrac-
tion to the little dog, who, yelping with
unmeaning fury, flew at and began gnaw-
ing it, with as riiuch vehemence, as if its
destruction were essential to his well
being.
A party of company was now an-
nounced, that begged to join Mrs. Ire-
ton in tiie garden; and, tripping fore-
most from the advancing throng, came
Selina.
Ireton, flapping his hat over his eyes,
leisurely sauntered away. Mrs. Ireton
returned to the Temple, to receive her
guests with more state ; and Juliet
( 285 )
hoping, thougli doubtfully, some relief
and countenance, bent forward to greet
her young friend.
Selina, with a look of vivacity and
pleasure, eagerly approached ; but while
her hands were held out, in affectionate
amity, and her eyes invited Juliet to meet
her, she stopt, as if from some sudden
recollection ; and, after taking a hasty
glance around her, picked a flower from
a border of the parterre, and ran back
with it to present to Lady Arramede.
Juliet, scarcely disappoirrted, retreat-
ed ; and the party advanced in a body.
She would fain have hidden herself, but
had no power ; the boy, with romping
violence, forcibly detaining her, by loud
shrieks, which rent the air, when she
struggled to disengage herself from his
hold. And, as every visitor, however
stunned or annoyed, uttered, in approach-
inghim, the admiring epithets of'- Dear
little creature 1" " Sweet little love !'*
" Pretty little dear!" &c. the boy, in com-
mon with children of a larger growth,
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concluding praise to be approbation,
flung himself upon Juliet, with all his
force; protesting that he would give her
a green gown : while all the company,—
upon Mrs. Ireton's appearing at an open
window of the Temple, — unanimously
joined in extolling his strength, his
agility, and his spirited character.
The wearied and provoked Juliet now
seriously and strenuously sought to dis-
<3ngage herself from the stubborn young
athletic; but he clung round her waist,
and was jumping up at her shoulders, to
catch at trie ribbon of her hat, when Lady
Kendover and her niece, who were tlie
last of the company that arrived, entered
the garden.
Lady Barbara Frankland no sooner
perceived Juliet, and her distress, than,
swift as the wind, breaking from her
atuit, she flew forv;ard to give her suc-
cour; seizing the sturdy little assailant
by iiis arms, when unprepared to defend
himself, and twisting him, adroitly, from
his prey ; exclaiming, " You spoilt little
5
C 2S7 )
\ricked creature, beg pardon of that
lovely Miss Ellis directly! this moment!'*
, «^ Ellis ! Dear, if it is not Ellis !" cried
Selina, now joining them. " How glad
I am to see yoa, my dear Ellis ! What art
age it is since we met!"
Juliet, whose confidence was some-
what more than staggered in the regard
of vSeiina, coldly courtsied to her ; while,
with the warmest gratitude, she began
expressing her acknowledgements for the
prompt and generous kindness of Lady
Barbara; when the boy, recovering from
his surprise, and furious at any controul,
darted at her ladyship with vindictive
violence; attempting, and intending, to
practise upon her the same feats which
bad nearly subdued Juliet: but the
situation was changed: the exclamations
^vere reversed ; and " O, you naughty
little thing!*' " How can you be so
rude ?" " Fie, child, fie!" were echoed
from mouth to mouth ; while every step
bent forward to protect " poor Lady
Barbara'* from tlixi troublesome little
creature.
( 288 )
The boy was then seriously made ovet'
to his maid, to be new dressed ; with a
pronijise of peaelses and sugar plums,
if he would be so very good a child,
as to submit to the repugnant operations
of his toilette, without crying or fighting.
The butler now appeared, to announce
that the breakfast was ready ; and
Juliet saw confirmed, that the party had
been invited and expected; though Mrs.
Ireton meant to impress her with the
magnificent idea, that this was her com-
mon way of life.
The company all re-entered the house,
and all without taking the smallest no-
tice of Juliet ; Lady Barbara excepted,
who affectionately shook hands with her,
and warmly regretted that she did not
join the party.
Juliet, to whom the apparent mystery
of her situation offered as much apology
for others, as it brought distress to
herself, went back, far more hurt than
offended to the Temple.
Hence, presently, from under one of
( 289 )
the window^, slie beard a weak, but
fretful and angry voice, morosely giving
impatient reprimands to some servant,
while imperiously refusing to listen to
even the most respectful answer.
Looking from the window, she saw,
and not without concern, from the con*
trast to the good humour which she had
herself experienced, that tliis choleric
reproacher was Sir Jaspar Herrington.
The nursery-maid, who came, soon
afterwards, in search of some baubles,
whicb her vouno; master had left in the
Temple ; complained that her mistress's
rich brother-in-law. Sir Jaspar, who
never entered the house but upon grand
invitations, had been at his usual game
of scolding, and finding fault with all the
servants, till they all v.ished him at
Jericho ; sparing nobody but Nanny,
vdiom the men called the Beauty. He was
so particular, when he was in his tanta-
rums, the maid added, that he was almost
as cross as the old lady herself; except,
indeed, to his favourites^ and those he
VOL. III. o
( 290 )
could never do enough for. But he
commanded about him at such a rate,
that Mrs. Ireton, she was sure, would
never let him into the house, if it were
not in the hope of wheedling him into
leaving the great fortune, that had fallen
to him with the name of Herrington, to
the young 'Squire ; though the young
*Squire was well enough off without it ;
being certain of the Ireton estate, because
it was entailed upon him, if his uncle.
Sir Jaspar, should die without children.
Juliet did not hear this history of the
ill temper of her generous old beau,
witiiout chagrin ; but the prating nursery-
maid ceased not recording what she
called his tantarums, till the well known
sound of his crutches announced his
approach, when she hastily made her
exit.
With the awkward feeling of uncer-
tain opinion, softened off, nevertheless,
by the remembrance of strong personal
obligation, Juliet presented herself at
the door, to shew her intention of de-
scending.
C 291 )
Occupied by the pain of labouring
up the steps, he did not raise his head,
or perceive her, till he had reached the
threshold of the little building. His
still brilliant eyes became then brighter,
and the air of harsh asperity v;hich,
while mounting, his countenance still
retained, from recent anger, was sud-
denly converted into a look of the most
lively pleasure, and perfect good hu-
mour. After touching his hat, and
waving his hand, with an old fashioned,
but well bred air of gallantry, he laugh-
ingly confessed, that he had ascended
with the view of recruiting his strength
and spirits, by a private visit to the god
Morpheus; to enable him to get through
the Vt^eighty enterprize, of encountering
a throng of frivolous females, without
affronting them by his yawns. " How
little," he continued, " did I imagine
myself coming to Sleep's most resistless
conqueror. Delight ! W I rouse not
now, I must have more soporiferous
qualities than the Seven Sleepers! or
o 2
C 292 )
even than the Sleeping Beauty in the
Wood, who took a nap of forty years/*
Then entreating her to be seated, he
dropt upon the easy cliair, which had
been prepared for Mrs. Ireton ; and
crossed his crutches, as if by accident,
in a manner that prevented her from re-
treating. She was the less, ho\\:ev^er,
impatient of this delay, as she saw that
the Vv'indov^s looking from the house
into the garden, wel'e filled with com-
pany, which she desired nothing so little
as to pass in revie\t.
Taking, therefore, a place as far from
him as was in her power, she made her-
self an occupation, in arranging some
mulberry leaves for r>ilk-worms.
The Baronet, vvho,-e face expressed
encreasing satisfaction at his situation,
courteously sought to draw her into dis-
course. '' My little friends," cried he,
smiling, *^ who are always at work, have
continually been tonneiiting me of late,
with "pinches and twitches^ upon my
litter neglect of my sister-in lavv', Mrs.
( 293 )
Ireton. I could not for ray life imagine
why they took so prodigious an interest
in my visiting her; but they nipt, and
squeezed, and worried me, without in-
termission; accusing me of misbehaviour;
saying she was my sister-in-law ; and ill,
and hypochondriac; and that it was by no
means pretty behaved in me, not to shew
her more respect. It was in vain I re-
presented, that she was rich, and did
not want me ; or that she was disagree-
able, and that I did not want her ; 'twas
all one ; they insisted I should go : and
this morning, when I would have ex-
cused myself from coming to h^r fine
breakfast, they beset me in so many
ways, that I was forced to comply.
And now I see why! Poor, earthly,
mundane mortal that I was! I took
them for envious sprites, jealous of my
repose ! But I see, now, they were only
recreative little sylphs, amusing them-
selves with whipping and spurring me
on to my own good !'*
And is this, thought Juliet, tlie man
« 3
( ^94 )
^vho bears a character of impatience
and ill humour? this man, whose imagi-
nation is so playful, and whose desire to
please can only be equalled by his desire
to serve ?
" And where," he continued, " have
you all this time been eclipsed ? From
sundry circumstances, that perversely
obtruded themselves upon my know-
ledge, in defiance of the ill reception I
gave them, I was led, at first, to conclude,
that you had been spirited away by Sir
Lyell Sycamore."
He fixed his eyes upon her curiously ;
but the colour that rose in her cheeks
betrayed no secret consciousness ; it
shewed open resentment.
" O! I soon saw," he resumed, as if
he had been answered, though she had
not deigned to disclaim an idea that
she deemed fitted simply for contempt ;
" by tlie mortified silence of my young
gallant, that the fiates had not been pro-
pitious to his wishes. In characters of
his description, success never courts the
( 295 )
shade. It basks in the sunshine, and
seeks the broadest day. How is it that
you have thus piqued the vain spark ? He
came to me in such a fiame, to upbraid
me for what he called the cursed ridicu-
lous dance that I had led him, that I fairly
thought he meant to call me out! I
began^ directly, to look about me for
the stoutest of my crutches, to parry^
for a last minute or two, his broad
sword ; and to deliberate which might
be the thickest of my leather cushions^
to hold up in my defence, for reverbe-
rating the ball, in case he should prefer
pistols. But he deigned, most fortu-
nately, to content himself with only
abusing me : hinting, that such superan-
nuated old geese, as those who had
passed their grand cHmacteric, ought
not to meddle with affairs of which they
must have lost even the memory. I
let him bounce off without any answer ;
very thankful to the " Sisters three" to
feel myself in a whole skin."
Looking at her, then, with an ex-
04
( 296 )
pression of humorous reproach, " You
will permit me, I hope, at least," he
added, " to flatter myself, that, when
your indulgence to the garrulity of age
has induced you to bear with my loqua-
city till I am a little hoarser, your con-
sideration for sore throats and heated
lungs, will prevail upon you to utter a
little word or two in your turn ?*'
Juliet, laughing, answered that she
had been too well amused, to be aware
.how little she had seamed to merit his
exertions.
" Tell me, then,'^ cried he, with looks
that spoke him enchanted by this reply ;
*« through what extraordinary mechanism,
in the wheel of fortune, you have been
rolled to this spot ? The benevolent
sprites, who have urged me hither, have
not given me a jot of information how
you became known to Mrs. Ireton ? By
what strange spell have you been drawn
in, to seem an inmate of her mansion ?
and what philters and potions have you
swallowed, to make you endure her
never-ending vagaries ?'*
( 297 )
.Half smiling, half sigbinf]^, Juliet
looked dovyn ; not willing to accept,
though hardly able to resist, the offered
licence for complaint.
" Make no stranger," the old Baronet
laughingly added, " of me, I beg ! She
is my sister-in-law, to be sure ; but the
law, with all its subtleties, has not yet
entailed our affections, with our estates,
to our relations ; nor articled our tastes,
with our jointures, to our dowagers.
Use, therefore, no manner of ceremony!
How do vou bear with her freaks and
fancies ? or rather, — for that is the
essential point, why do you bear wuth
them ?"
" Can that," said Juliet, " be a
question ?"
" Not a wise one, I confess !" he re-
turned ; " for what but Necessity could
link together two creatures wiio seem
formed to give a view of human nature
diametrically opposite the one from the
other? These indeed must be imps, -^
o i
0 298 ;
and imps t)f darkness, — who, busy, busy
still 1 delight
To join the gentle to the rude [ *
that can have coupled so unharmbnizing
a pair. Hymen, with all the little active
sinister devils in his train, that yoke
together, pell mell, for life, hobbling age
with bounding youth ; choleric violence;
with trembling timidity ; haggard care
with thoughtless merriment ; — Hymen
himself, that marrying little lawyer, who
takes upon hirn to unite what is most
discordant, and to tie together all that is
most heterogeneous ^ even he, though
provided with what is, so justly, called a
licence, for binding together what nature
itself seems to sunder ; he, even he, I
assert, never buckled in the same noose,
two beings- so completely and equally
dissimilar, both without and within.
Since such, however, has been the
ordinance of these fantastic workers of
* Thomson.
( 299 )
wonders, will you let me ask, in what
capacity it has pleased their impships to
conjure you hither ?"
Juliet hesitated, and looked ashamed
to answer.
" You are not, I hope,'' cried he,
fixing upon her his keen eyes, " one of
those ill-starred damsels, whose task,
in the words of Madame de Maintenon,.
is to " amuse the unamuseable r" You
are not, I hope, . . . ." he stopt, as if
seeking a phrase, and then, rather
faintly, added, "her companion?"
" Her humble servant, Sir!'' with a
forced smile, said Juliet ; " and yet,
humbled as I feel myself in that capa-
city, not humble enough for its calls !"
The smiles of the old Baronet vanished
in a moment, and an expression of ex-
treme severity took their place. " She
uses you ill, then ?" he indignantly
cried, and, grasping the knobs of hfs
two crutches, he struck their points
against the floor, with a Iieaviness that
made the little building shake, ejacu*
o 6
( 3^o )
lating, in a hoarse inward voice, " Curse
her!'^
Juliet stared at him, affrighted by his
violence.
" Can it be possible,'* he crie J, " that
So execrable a fate should be reserved
for so exquisite a piece of workmanship?
Sweet witch ! were I but ten years
younger, I w^ould snatch you from her
infernal claws ! — or rather, could I cut
off twenty; — yet even then the disparity
would be too great! — thirty years
younger, — or perhaps forty, — my hand
■and fortune should teach that Fury her
distance !"
Juliet, surprised, and doubting whe-
ther what dropt from him were escaped
sincerity, or purposed irony, looked with
so serious a perplexity, that, struck and
ashamed, he checked himself; and re-
covering his usually polite equanimity,
smiled at his own warmth, saying,
*' Don't be alarmed, I beg ! Don't ima-
gine that I shall forget myself; nor want
to hurry away, lest my animation' should
( 3^^ )
be dangerous! The heat that, at five-and-
twenty, might have fired me into a fever,
now raises but a kindly glow, that stops,
or keeps off stagnation. The little sprites,
who hover around me, though they often
mischievously spur my poor fruitless
wishes, always take care, by seasonable
twitches, in some vulnerable gouty part,
to twirl me from the regions of hope and
romance, to very sober real life !"
Fearful of appearing distrustful, Juliet
looked satisfied, and again he went on.
" Since, then, 'tis clear that there can
be no danger in so simple an intercourse,
why should I not give myself the gra-
tification of telling you, that every sight
of you does me good? renovates my spi-
rits ; purifies my humours ; svv^eetens my
blood; and braces my nerves? Never talk
to me with mockery of fairyism, witch-
craft, and sylphs ; the real influence of
lovely youth, is a thousand times more
w^onderful, more potent, and more irrcre-
dible ! When I have seen you only an
instant, I feel in charity with all man-
( 3<^2 )
kind for the rest of the day; and, at
night, my kind little friends present you
to me again; renew every pleasing idea^
revive the most delightful images ; and
paint you to me — just such as I see you
at this moment!'*
Juliet, embarrassed, talked of returning
to the house.
" Do you blush ?*' cried he, with
quickness, and evidently increasing ad-
miration ; " is it possible that you are
not enough habituated to praise, to hear it
witiiout modest confusion ? I have seen
' full many a lady — but you — O you !
— so perfect and so peerless are created,
of every creature best !' *
" My whole life has been spent in
w^orshipping beauty, till within these very
few years, when I have gotten something
like a surfeit, and meant to give it over.
For I have watched and followed Beau-
ties, till I have grown sick of them. , I
have admired fine features, only to be
disgusted with vapid vanity. A face with
* Shakespeare..
( 303 )
a little meaning, though as ugly as sin
and satan, I have lately thought worth
forty of them ! But you ! fair sorceress !
you. have conjured me round again to
my old work ! I have found the spell
irresistihJe. You have such intelligence
of countenance ; such spirit Vvith such
sweetness ; smiles so delicious, though
rare ! looks so speaking ; grace so
silent; — that I forget you are a beauty ;
and fasten my eyes upon you, only to
understand what you say when you don't
utter a word ! That's all ! Don't be un-
easy, therefore, at my staring. Though,
to be candid, Vvc know ourselves so
little, that, 'tis possible, had you not
first caught my eye as a beauty, I mj'ght
never have looked at you long enough
to find out your wit!"
A footman now came to acquaint Sir
Jaspar, that tliC rice-soup, which he had
ordered, was ready ; and that the ladies
were waiting for the honour of his com-
pany to breakfast.
" I heartily wish they would wait for
( 3^4 )
my company, till I desire to have theirs!'*
Sir Jaspar muttered : but, sensible of
the impropriety of a refusal, arose, and,
taking off his hat, with a studied for-
mahty, which he hoped would impress
the footman with respect for its object,
followed his messenger : whispering,
nevertheless, as he quitted the building,
" Leave you for a breakfast I — I would
almost as willingly be immersed in the
witches' cauldron, and boiled into mor-
sels, to become a breakfast myself, for
the amusement of the audience at a
theatre !"
( 505 )
CHAPTER LV-
JULIET, who perceived that the win-
dows were still crowded with com-
pany, contentedly kept her place ; and,
taking up the second volume of th$
Guardian, found, in the lively instruc-
tion, the chaste morality, and the exqui-
site humour of Addison, an enjoyment
which no repetition can cloy.
In a short time, to her great discom-
posure, she was broken in upon by
Ireton ; who, drawing before the door,
which he shut, an easy chair, cast him-
self indolently upon it, and, stretching
out his arms, said, " Ah ha! the fair
Ellis! How art thee, mv dear ?"
Far more offended than surprised by
this freedom, Juliet, perceiving that she
could not escape, affected to go on with
her reading, as if he had not entered
the building.
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" Don't be angiy, my dear," he con-
tinued, " that I did not speak to you
before all tliose people. There's no
noticing a pretty girl, in public, without
raising such a devil of a clamour, that it's
enough to put a man out of countenance.
Besides, Mrs. Ireton is such a very par-
ticular quiz, that she would be sure to
contrive I should never have a peep at
you again, if once she suspected the
pleasure I take in seeing you. How-
ever, I aiii going to turn a dutiful son,
and spend some days here. And, by
that means, we can squeeze an oppor-
tunity, now and then, of getting a little
chat together."
Juliet could no longer refrain from
raising lier head, with amazement, at
this familiar assurance : but he v;ent on,
totally disregarding the rebuke of her
indignant eye.
" How do you like your place here,
my dear ? Mrs. Ireton's rather qualmish,
X am afraid, I never can bear to stay
with her myself j except when I have
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some point to cany. I can't devise
what the devil could urge you to come
into such a business. And where's
Harleigh ? What's he about ? Gone to
old Nick I hope with all my heart 1 But
you, — why are you separated ? What's
the reason you are not with him ?"
Yet more provoked, though deter-
mined not to look up again, Juliet fixed
her eyes upon the book.
Ireton continued : " What a sly dog
he is, that Harleigh 1 But what the deuce
could provoke him to make me cut such
a silly figure before Lord Melbury, with
my apologies, and all that ? He took me
in, poz ! I thought he'd nothing to do
with you. x\nd if you had not had that
fainting fit, at the concert ; which I sup-
pose you forgot to give him notice of,
that put him so off his guard, I should
have believed all he vowed and swore,
of having no connection with you, and
all that, to this very moment."
This was too much. JuHet gravely
arose, put down her book, and said^
( 3o8 ;)
tvith severity, " Mr. Ireton, you will be
so good as to let me pass !"
" No, not I ! No, not I ! my dear V*
he answered, still lolling at his ea^e.
" We must have a little chat together
first. 'Tis an age since I have been able
to speak with you. I have been con-
founded discreet, I promise you. I have
not told your secret to a soul."
" What secret, Sirj" cried Juliet,
hastily.
" Why who you are, and all that."
. *' If you knew. Sir," recovering her
calmness, she replied, " I should not
have to defend myself from the insults
of a son, while under the protection of
his mother 1"
" Ha! ha! ha !" cried he. " What a
droll piece of dainty delicacy thee art [
I'd give a cool hundred, this moment,
only to know what the deuce puts it
into thy little head, to play this farce
such a confounded length of time, be-
fore one comes to the catastrophe."
Juliet, with a disdainful gesture, again
took her book.
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*' Why won't you trust me, my dear ?
You sha'n't repent it, I promise you.
Tell me frankly, now, who are you? — •
Hay r
Juliet only turned over a new^ leaf of
her book.
*' How can you be so silly, child ? —
Why won't you let me serve you ? You
don't know what use I may be of to
yen. Come, make me your friend 1
only trust me, and I'll go to the vevy
devil for you with pleasure."
Juliet read on.
" Come, my love, don't be cress!
Speak out! Put aside these dainty airs.
Surely you a'n't such a little fool, as
to think to take me in, as vou liave
done Melbiiry and Harleigh r"
Juliet felt her clieeks now lieated
with increased indignation.
•' As to Meibury, — 'tis a mere school-
boy, ready to swailow any tiling ; and as
to Harleigh, he's such a queer, out of
the way genius, that lie's like nobody :
but as to me, my dear, I'm a uan of tlie
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world. Not so easily played upon, 1
promise you ! I have known you from
the very heginning ! Found you out at
first sight! Only I did not think it
worth while telling you so, while you
appeared so counfounded ugly. But
now that I see you are such a pretty
creature, I feel quite an interest for
you. So tell me who you are ? Will
you ?''
Somewhat piqued, at length, by her
resolute silence, " Nay," he added, with
affected scorn, " don't imagine I have
any view ! Don't disturb yourself with
any freaks and qualms of that sort.
You are a fine girl, to be sure. Devilish
handsome, I own ; but still too — too —
grave, — gnm? — What the deuce is the
word I mean ? for my taste. I like
something more buckish. So pray make
yourself easy. I sha'n't interfere with
your two sparks. I am perfectly aware
I should have but a bad chance. I
know I am neither as good a pigeon
to pluck as Melbury, nor as marvellous
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a wiglit to overcome as Harleigb. But
I can't for my life make out why you
don't take to one or t'other of them, and
])ut yourself at your ease. I'm deadly
curious to know what keeps you from
coming to a finish. Melbury would be
managed the easiest ; but I strongly
suspect you like Harleigh best. Vvliat
do you turn your back for ? That I
mayn't see you blush ? Come, come,
don't play the baby with a man of the
world like me."
To the infinite relief of the disgusted
Juliet, she now heard the approach of
some foot-step. Ireton, who heard it
also, nimbly arose, and, softly moving
his chair from the door, cast half his
body out of the window,, and, lolling
upon his elbows, began humming an
air ; as if totally occupied in regarding
the sea.
A footman, who entered, told Juliet
that his lady desired that she would come
to the parlour, to play and sing to the
Tcompany, while they breakfasted.
Juliet, colouring at this tinqualified
order, hesitated v/hat to ^answer; while
Ireton, turning round, and pretending
not to have heard what was said, mali-
ciously made the man repeat, " My
lady, Sir, bid me tell Miss EHis, that
she nvust come to play and sing to the
company."
"Play and sing?" repeated Ireton.
" O the devil ! Must Vve be bored with
playing and singing too ? But I did not
know breakfast was ready, and I am
half starved."
He then sauntered from the building;
but the mom.ent that the footman was
out of sight, turned liack, to say, " IIow^
devilish provoking to be interrupted in
tliis manner ! How can we contrive to
meet as^ain, my dear ?"
The answer of Juliet w^as shutting and
bolting the door.
His impertinence, however, occupied
her mind only w];ile she was under its
influence ; tlie insignificance of his cha-
racter, notwithstanding the malice of
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his temper, made it sink into nothing,
to give way to the new rising difficulty,
how she might bear to obey, or how
risk to refuse, the rude and peremptory
vSummons which she had just received.
Ought I, she cried, to submit to treat-
ment so mortifying ? Are there no boun-
daries to the exactions of prudence upon
feeling? or, rather, is there not a men-
tal necessity, a call of character, a cry
of propriety, that should supersede, oc-
c;isionally, all prudential considerations,
however urgent? — Oh! if those who
receive, from the unequal conditions of
life, the fruits of the toils of others,
could, — only for a few days, — experience,
personally, how cruelly those toils are
embittered by arrogance, or how sweetly
they may be softened by kindness, — the
race of the Mrs. Iretoi^s would become
rare, — and Lady Aurora Granville
might, perhaps, be paralleled !
Yet, with civility, with good manners,
had Mrs. Ireton made this request ; not
issued it as a command by a footmai) ;
VOL. HI. p
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Juliet felt that, in her present dependent
condition, however ill she might be dis-
posed for music, or for public exhibi-
tion, she ouo'ht to yield : and even
now, the horrour of having another
asylum to aeek ; the disgrace of. seem-
ing driven, thus continually, from
house to house ; thougli they could not
lessen her repugnance to indelicaey and
haughtiness, cooled all ardour of desire
for trying yet another change ; till she
should have raised a sufficient sum for
joining Gabrieila ; and softening, nay
delighting, the future toils to which
she might be destined, by the society of
that cherished friend.
In a fev/ minutes, she was visited by
Selina, who, rapturously embracing her,
declared that she could not stay away
from her any longer; and volubly began
her usual babble of news and tales ; to
all which Juliet gave scarcely the coldest
attention ; till she had the satisfaction
of hearing that the health of Elinor was
re-established.
( $^S )
Selina thea owned that she had been
sent by Mrs. Iretvon, to desire that Miss
Ellis would make more haste.
Juliet worded a civil excuse ; which
Selina, with hands uplifted, from amaze-
ment, carried back to the breakfast-
room.
Soon afterwards, peals of laughter
announced the vicinity of the Miss
Crawleys ; who merrily called aloud
upon Ireton, to come and help them
to haul The Ellis, Will ye, nill ye ? to
the piano-forte, to play and sing.
Happy in this intifnation of their
purpose, Juliet bolted the door ; . and
would not be prevailed upon to open
it, either by their vociferous prayers^
or their squalls of disappointment.
But, in another minute, a sliirht
/iistling sound drawing her eyes to a
window, she saw^ Ireton preparing to
make a forced entry.
She darted, now, to the door, and,
nnding the passage clear, as the Miss
Crawleys had gone softly round, to
p 2
( 0 )
witness the exploit of Ireton, seized the
favourable moment for eluding observa-
tion ; and was nearly arrived at the
house, before the besiegers of the cage
perceived that the bird was flown.
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Til 10 :
CHAPTER LVI,
nPHE two sisters no sooner discovered
the escape of their prey, than,
screaming with violent laughter, they
began a romping race in its pursuit.
Near the entrance into the hall, Juliet
was met by Selina, with commands from
Mrs. Ireton, that she would either
present herself, immediately, to the
company ; or seek another abode.
In minds of strong sensibility, arro-
gance rouses resentment more quickly
even than injury : a message so gross,
an affront so public, required, therefore,
no deliberation on the part of Juliet ;
and she was answering that she would
make her preparations to depart ; when:
the Miss Cawleys, rushing suddenly
upon her, exclaimed, with clamourous
joy, " She's caught! She's caught!
The Ellis is caught 1" and, each of them
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( 3^S )
seizing a hand, they dragged her, with
merry violence, into the breakfast- room.
Her hojdening conchictors failed not
to excite the attention of the whole as-
.sembiVj though it fell not, after the first
glance, upon themselves. Juliet, to
whom exercise and confusion gave
added beauty; and whom no disorder
of attire could rob of an air of decency,
Tvhich, inherent in her nature, was
always striking in her demeanour j was
1)0 sooner seen, than, whether with
censure or applause, she monopolized
all remark.
Mrs. Ireton haughtily bid lier ap-
proach.
Averse, yet unwilling to risk the con-
sequences of a public breach, she slowly
advanced.
" I am afraid. Ma'am,*' said Mrs.
Ireton, with a smile of derision ; " I
am afraid. Ma'am, you have hurried
yourself? It is not much above an
hour, I believe, sioce I did myself the
honour of sending for you. I have no
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conception bow you have been able to
arrive so soon ! Pray how far do you
think it may be from hence to the
Temple ? ten or twelve yards, I verily
believe ! You must ,really be ready
to expire !"
Plaving constrained herself to hear
thus much, Juhet conceived that the
duty even of her humble station could
require no more ; she made, therefore, a
slight reverence, with intention to with-
draw. But Mrs. Ireton, offended, cried,
*' Whither may you be going, Ma'am ?
— And pray. Ma'am, — if I may take
the liberty to ask such a question, — who
told you to go ? — Was it I ? — Did any
body hear me ? — Did you. Lady Arra-
mede? — or you. Miss Brinville? — or
only Miss Ellis herself? For, to be sure
I must have done it : I take that for
granted : she would not, certainly, think
of going w^ithout leave, after I have
sent for her. So I make no doubt but
I did it. Though I can't think how
it happened, I own. 'Twas perfectly
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( 320 )
without knowing it, I confess. In some
fit of absence — perhaps in my sleep;—
for I have slept, too, perhaps, withoufi
knowing it !'*
Sarcasms so witty, lUtered by a lady
at an assembly in her own house, could
not fliii of being received with applause;
and Mrs. Ireton, looking around her
triumphantly, regarded the disconcerted
Juliet as a completely vanquished vassal.
In a tone, therefore, that marked the
most perfect self-satisfaction, " Pray,
Ma'am," she continued, " for what
might you suppose I did myself the
favour to want you ? w^as it only to take
a view of your new costume ? 'Tis very
careless and picturesque, to be sure,
to rove abroad in that agreeable dis-
habille, just like the ' maiden all for-
lorn ;' or rather, to speak with more
exactitude, like the ' man all tattered
and torn,' for 'tis more properly his
costume you adopt, than the neat, tidy
maiden's.*'
The warm-hearted young Lady Ear-
6
( 321 )j
bara, all pity and feeling for Juliet, here
broke from her quiet and cautious aunt;
and, with irrepressible eagerness, ex-
claimed, " Mrs. Ireton, ^twa^ Mr. Led-
dard, your own little naughty nephew,
who deranged in that manner the dress
of that elegant Miss Ellis."
The Miss Crawleys, now, running to
the little boy, called out, " The Lod-
dard 1 the Loddard ! 'tis the Loddard
has set up the new costume /^'
Mrs. Ireton, though-airecting to laugh,
had now done with the subject ; and,
while she was taking a pinch of snufr,
to gain time to suggest some other. Sir
Jaspar Herrington, advancing to Juliet,
said, " Has this young lady no place ?'*
and, gallantly taking her hand, he led her
to his own chair, and walked to another
part of the room.
A. civility such as this from Sir Jaspar,
made all the elders of the company star^,
and all the younger titter 3 but the pei;-
son the most surprized was Mrs. Ireton,
who hastily called out, " Mis3 Ellis
i^ 5
( 3^2 )
would not do such a thing 1 Take Sir
Jaspar's own seat! That has his own par-
ticular cushions ! She could not do such
a thing ! I should think not, at least !
I may judge ill, but I should think not.
A seat prepared for Sir Jaspar by my
own order ! Miss Ellis can dispense with
having an easy chair, and three cushions,
I should presume ! I may be wrong, to
be sure, but I should presume so !"
*' >iadam,'' answered Sir Jaspar, " in
days of old, I never could bear to sit,
^vhen I saw a lady standing; and though
those days are past, alas ! and gone, —
still I cannot, even to escape a twitch of
the gout, see a fair female neglected,
without feeling a twitch of another kind,
that gives me yet greater pain."
" Your politeness, Sir Jaspar," re-
plied Mrs. Ireton, " we all know; and,
if it were for one of my guests, — but
Miss Ellis can hardly desire, I should
suppose, to see you drop down with
fatigue, while she is reposing upon your
arm-chair. Not that I pretend to know
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her way of thinking ! I don't mean that.
I don't mean to have it imagined I have
the honour of her confidence j but I
should rather suppose she could not insist
upon turning you out of your seat, only
to give you a paroxysm of the gout.'*
However internally moved, Juliet en-
dured this harangue in total silence ;
convinced that where all authority is on
the side of the aggressor, resistance
only provokes added triumph. Her
looks, tiierefore, tliough they shewed
her to be hurt and offended, evinced a
dignified forbearance, superiour to the
useless reproach, and vain retaliation, of
unequal contention.
She rose, nevertheless, from the seat
which she had only momentarily, and
from surprise occupied, and would have
quitted the room, but that she saw she
should again be publicly called back ;
and hers was not a situation for bravinn;
open enmity. She thankfully, however,
accepted a chair which was brought to
her by Sir Marmaduke Crawley, and
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( 324 )
placed next to that wliich bad been
vacated by the old Baronet; who then
returned to his own.
She now hoped to find some support
from hist countenance ; as his powerful
situation iu the house, joined to his age,
would make his smallest attention prove
to her a kind of protection. Her ex-
pectation, however, w^as disappointed :
he did not address to lier a word; or
appear to have ever beheld her before ;
and his late act of poHteness seemed
exerted for a perfect stranger, from
habitual good breeding.
And is it you, thought the pensive
Juliet, who, but a few minutes since,
spoke to me with such flattery, such
preference ? with an even impassioned
regard? And shal! this so little assembly
guide and awe you ? There, w here I
wished to escape your notice, you ob-
truded upon me your compliments; —
while here, where a smile would be en-
couragement, wliere notice v^^ould be
charity, you affect to have forgotten, or
( 325 )
appear never to have seen j^c! Ah!
mentally continued the silent moralist,
if we reflected upon the difficulty oi'
gaining esteem ; upon the chances
against exciting affection ; upon the
union of time and circumstance neces-
sary for obtaining sincere regard ; we
should require courage to withhold, not
to follo\^5 the movement of kindness,
that, where distress sighs for succour,
where helplessness solicits support, gives
power to the smallest exertion, to a
single v»ord, to a passing smile, — to
bestow a favoiu', and to do a service,
that catch, in the brief space of a little
moment, a gratitude tliat never dies !
But, while thus to be situated, w^as
pain and dejection to Juliet, to see her
seated, however unnoticed, in tlie midst
of this society, was almost equally irk-
some to Mrs. Ireton ; who, after some
vain internal fretting, ordered the butler
to carry about refreshments ; consoled
with the certainty, that he would as
little dare present any to Juliet, as omit
to present them to every one else.
( 3^6 )
The smiles and best humour of Mrs.
Ireton now soon returned; for the depen-
dent state of Juliet became more than
ever conspicuous, when thus decidedly
she was marked as the sole person, in a
large assembly, that the servants v;ere
permitted, if not instructed to neglect.
Juliet endeavoured to sit tranquil,
and seem unconcerned; but her fingers
were in continual motion ; her eyes,
meaning to look no where, looked every
where ; and Mrs. Ireton had the gratifi-
cation to perceive, that, however she
struggled for indifference, she was fully
sensible of the awkwardness of her
situation.
But this was no sooner remarked by
Lady Barbara Frankland, than, starting
with vivacity from her vainly watchful
aunt, she flew- to her former instructress,
crying, " Have you taken nothing yet,
Miss Ellis ? O pray, then, let me chuse
your ice for you ?"
She ran to a side-board, and select-
ing the colour most pleasing to her eyes.
hastened with it to the blushing, but re-
lieved and grateful Juliet; to whom this
benevolent attention seemed instantlv to
restore the self-command, that pointed
indignities, and triumphant derision,
were sinking into abashed depression.
The sensation produced by this action
in Mrs. Ireton, was as ungenial as that
which it caused to JuHet was consola-
tory. She could not for a moment en-
dure to see the creature of her power,
whom she looked upon as destined for
the indulgence of her will, and the play
of her authority, receive a mark of con-
sideration which, if shewn even to her-
self, would have been accepted as a
condescension. Abruptly, therefore,
while they were standing together, and
conversing, she called out, " Is it pos-
sible. Miss Ellis, that you can see the
child in such imminent danger, and stay
there amusing yourself?"
Lady Kendover hastily called off her
young niece 5 and Juliet, sighing,
crossed over the room, to take charge
'^
( 328 )
of the little boy, who was sit^ing^ a
straddle out of one of the windows. ,>
" B^it I had flattered myself," cried
Sir Marmaduke Crawley, addressing
Mrs. Ireton, " that we should have a
little music ?"
Mrs. Ireton, to whom the talents of
Juliet gave pleasure in proportion only
to her own re})us.- nance to bringing
them into phy, had relinquished the
projected performance, when she per*
eeived the general i::terest which was
excited by the mere appearance of the
intended performer. She declared her-
self, therefore, so extremely fearful lest
some mischief should befal her little
nephew, that she could not possibly
trust him from the care of Miss Ellis.
Hail the company, now, urged by
the thirst of fresh amusement, professed
the most passionate fondness for chil-
dren, and offered their services to watch
the dear, sweet little boy, while Miss
Ellis should play or sing; but the averse-
uess of Ellis remained iincombated by
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Mrs. Iretoii, and, therefore, uncoa-
quered.
; The party was preparing to break up,
when Mr. Giles Arbe entered the room,
to apologize for the non-appearance of
Miss Arbe, his cousin, who had bid him
bring word, he said, that she was taken
ill.
Ireton, by a few crafty questions,
soon drew from him, that Miss Arbe
was only gone to a little private music-
meeting at Miss Sycamore's : though,
affrighted when he had made the con-
fession, he entreated Mrs. Ireton not
to take it amiss ; protesting that it was
not done in any disrepect to her, but
merely because his cousin was more
amused at Miss Sycamore's.
Mrs. Ireton, extremely piqued, an-
swered, that she should be very careful,
in future, not to presume to make an
invitation to Miss Arbe, but in a total
dearth of other entertainment; in a
famine ; or public fast.
But, the moment he sauntered into
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another room, to partake of some re-
freshments, " That old savage," siie
cried, " is a perfect horrour! He has not
a single atom of common sense ; and if
lie were not Miss Arbe's cousin, one
must tell one's butler to shew him th^
door. At least, such is my poor opinion.
I don't pretend to be a judge; but such
is my notion !"
" O! I adore him!" cried Miss
Crawley. " He makes me laugh till I
am ready to die! He has never a guess
what he is about ; and he never hears
a word one says. And he stares so
when one laughs at him ! O ! he's the
delightfullest, stupidest, dear wretch
that breathes !"
" O ! I can't look at him without
laughing !" exclaimed Miss Di. " He's
the best thing in nature ! He's delicious !
enchanting! delightful! O! so dear a
fool !'^
He is quite unfit," said Mrs. Maple,
fbr society ; for he says every thing
that comes uppermost, and has not the
least idea of what is due to people."
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" O ! he is the sweetest-tempered,
kindest-hearted creature in the world 1'*
exclaimed Lady Barbara. " My aunt's
woman has heard, from i\Iiss Arbe's
maid, all his history. He has quite
ruined himself by serving poor people
in distress. He is so generous, he can
never pronounce a refusal."
" But he dresses so meanly,'* said
Miss Brinville, " that mamma and I have
begged Miss Arbe not to bring him any
more to see us. Besides, — he tells every
thing in the world to ever^^ body.'*
" Poor Miss Arbe a'n't to blame, I
assure you, i\Iiss Brinville," said Selina ;
" for she disjikes him as much as you
do ; oiily v.'hen her papa invited him to
live with them, he was very rich ; and
it was tliouglit he would leave all
liis fortune to them. But, since then.
Miss Arbe says, he is grown quite poor ;
for he has dawdled aw^ay almost all his
money, in one way or another; letting
folks out of prison, setting people up in
.business, and all that."
I ( 332 )
.?if* O! he's the very king of quizzes P'
cried Ireton. " He drags me out of the
spleen, wlien I feel as if there were no
possibility I could yawn on another half
hour."
Sir Jaspar now, looking with an air of
authority towards Ireton, said, " It
would have been your good star, not
your evil genius, by which you would
have been guided, Mr. Ireton, had you
been attracted to this old gentleman as
to an example, rather than as a butt
for your wit. He has very good parts,
if he knew how to make use of them ;
though he has a simplicity of manners^
that induces common observers to con-
clude him to be nearly an ideot. And,
indeed, an absent man seems always in a
state of childhood,; for as he is never
occupied with what is present, those
who think of nothing else, naturally,
take it for granted that what passes is '
above his comprehension ; when, per-
haps, it is only below his attention.
But with Mr. Arbe, though his temper
( 333 )
IS incomparably good and placid, ab-
sence is neither want of understandinsr,
nor of powers of observation ; for, when
once he is awakened to what is passing",
by any thiuo' that touches his feelina:s
of huipanity, or his sense of justice, his
seeming stupor turns to energy ; his
silence is superseded by eloquence ; and
his gentle diffidence is supplanted by a
mental courage, which electrifies with
surprize, from its contrast with his ge-
neral docility ; and which strikes, and
even awes, from an apparent dignity of
defying consequences; — though, in fact,
it is but the effect of never weighing;
them. Such, however, as he is, Mr.
Ireton, with the singularities of his cou-
rage, or the oddities of his passiveness,
he is a man who is useful to the world,
from his love of doing good ; and happy
in himself, from the serenity of a tem-
per unruffled by any species of malig-
nity.''
Ireton ventured not to manifest any
resentment at this conclusion j but
( 334 )
when, by liis embarrassed air. Sir Jas-
par saw that it was understood, he
smiled, and more gaily added, *' If
the fates, the sisters three, and such
Httle branches of learning, had had the
benevolence to have fixed my own birth
under the influence of the same planet
'with that of Mr. Giles Arbe, how many
twitches, goadings, and worries should I
have been spared, from impatience, am-
bition, envy, discontent, and ill will !"
The subject was here dropt, by the
re-entrance of Mr. Arbe ; who, observ-
ing Selina, said that he wanted prodi-
giously to enquire about her poor aunt,
whom, lately, he had met with no wlierej
thou2:h she used to be everv where.
" My aunt. Sir ? — She's there !" said
Selina, pointing to Mrs. Maple.
*VNo, no, I don't mean that aunt ; I
mean your young aunt, that used to be
so all alive and clever. What's become
of her ?''
" O, I dare say it's my sister you
• are thinking of?"
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«« Ay, it's like enough ; for she's
young enough, to be sure ; only you
look such a mere child. Pray how is she
now ? I was very sorry to hear of her
cutting her throat."
A titter, which w-as immediately ex-
alted into a hearty laugh by the Miss
Crawleys, was all the answer.
" It was not right to do such a thing,"
he continued ; " very wrong indeed.
There's no need to be afraid of not
dying soon enough, for we only come to
be gone ! I pitied her, however, with
ail my heart, for love is but a dangerous
tiling ; it makes older persons than she
is go astray, one way or other. And
it was but unkind of Mr. Harleigh not
to marry her, whether he liked or not,
to save her from such a naughty action.
And pray what is become oi that pretty
creature tiiat used to teach you all music ?
I have enquired for her at Miss Matson's,
often ; but I always forgot where they
said she was gone. Indeed they made
me a little angry about her, which.
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probably, was the reason that I could
never recollect what they told me of
her direction."
** Angry, Mr. Giles?" repeated Mrs.
Ireton, with an air of restored compla-
cency; *' What was it, then, they said
of her? Not that 1 am very curious to
hear it, as I presume you will beh'eve!
You won't imagine it, I - presume, a
matter of the first interest to me !"
'^ O, what they said of her was very
bad ! very bad, indeed ; and that's the
reason I give no credit to it."
" Well, well, but what was it ?" cried
Ireton^
" Why they told me that she was
turned toad-eater."
Universal and irresistible smiles
throughout the whole company, to the
exception of Lady Barbara and Sir
Jaspar, now heightened the embarrass-
ment of Juliet into pain and distress :
but young Loddard every moment
struggled to escape into the garden,
through the window j and she did not
dare quit her post.
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^^i ^, So I asked them what they meant/*
Mr. Giles continued ; " for I never
heard of any body's eating toads ; though
I am assured our neighbours^ on t'other
bank, are so fond of frogs. But they
made it out, that it only meant a person
who would swallow any thing, bad or
good ; and do whatever he was bid,
right or wrong ; for the sake of a little
pay."
This definition by no means brought
the assembly back to its gravity; but
while Juliet, ashamed and indignant,
kept her face turned constantly towards
the garden, Ireton called out, " Why
you don't speak to your little friend 5
Loddard, Mr. Giles. There he is, at the
window."
Mr. Giles now, notwithstanding her
utmost efforts to avoid his eyes, per-
ceived the blushing Juliet ; though,
doubting his sight, he stared and ex-
claimed, "Good la! that lady's very i
like Miss Ellis ! And, I protest, 'tis she'^^
herself! And just as pretty as ever ! f
VOL. in. <^
C 338 )
And with the same innocent face that
not a soul can either buy or make, but
God Ahuighty himself!"
He then enquired after her health
and welfare, with a cordiahty that some-
what lessened the pain caused by the
general remark that was produced by
his address : but the rehef was at an end
upon his adding, " I wanted to see you
prodigiously, for I have never forgotten
your paying your debts so prettily,
against your will, that morning. It
fixed you in my good opinion. I hope,
however, it is a mistake, what they tell
me, that you are turned Vv^hat they call
toad-eater? and have let yourself out, at
so much a year, to say nothing tliat you
think ; and to do nothing that you like ;
and to beg pardon when you are not in
fault; and to eat all the oflhls; and to be
beat by the little gentleman ; and wor-
ried by the little dog ? I hope all that's
mere misapprehension, my dear ; for
it would be but a very mean way of
getting money.'*
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The calmness of conscious superiority,
with which Juliet heard the beginning
of these interrogatories, was converted
into extreme confusion, by their termi-
nation, from the appearance of justice
which the incidents of the morning had
given to the attack.
" For now," continued he, " that you
have paid all your debts, you ought to
hold up your head ; for, where nothing
is owing, we are all of us equal, rich and
poor ; another man's riches no more
making him my superiour, or benefactor,
if I do not partake of them, than my
poverty makes me his servant, or de-
pendent, if I neither work for, nor am
benefited by him. And I am your wit-
ness that you gave every one his due.
So don't let any body put you out of
your proper place."
The mortification of Juliet, at this
pubhc exhortation, upon a point so de-
licate, was not all that she had to en-
dure : the little dog, who, though inces-
santly tormented by the little boy,
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always followed him ; kept scratching
her gown, to be helped up to the window,
that he naight play with, or snarl at him,
more at his ease ; and the boy, making
a whip of his pocket-handkerchief, con-
tinually attracted, though merely to re-
pulse him ; while Juliet, seeking alter-
nately to quiet both, had not a moment's
rest.
" Why now, what's all this my pretty
lady ?*' cried Mr. Giles, perceiving her
situation. " Why do you let those two
plagueful things torment you so ? Why
don't you teach them to be better
behaved."
" Miss Ellis w^ould be vastly obliging,
certainly,'* with a supercilious brow,
said Mrs. Ireton, " to correct my ne-
phew 1 I don't in the least mean to con-
test her abilities for superintending his
chastisement ; not in the least, I assure
you ! But only, as I never heard of my
brother's giving her such a carte hianche ;
and as Idon't recollect having given it
myself, — though I may have done it,
again, perhaps, in my sleep ! — I should
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be liappy to learn by what authority she
would be invested with such powers of
discipline ?"
" By what authority ? That of huma-
nity. Ma'am ! Not to spoil a poor igno-
rant little fellow-creature 5 nor a poor
innocent little beast."
" It would be immensely amiable of
her. Sir, no doubt," said Mrs. Ireton,
reddening, " to take charge of the mo-
rals of my household ; immensely ! I
only hope you will be kind enough to
instruct the young person, at the same
time, how she may hold her situation ?
That's all ! I only hope that !"
" How ? Why by doing her duty ! If
she can't hold it by that, 'tis her duty
to quit it. Nobody is born to be
trampled upon."
" I hope, too, soon," said Mrs. Ireton,
scoffingly, " nobody will be born to be
poor !"
" Good ! true !" returned he, nod-
ding his head. ^' Nobody should be
poor ! That is very well said. However,
if you think her so poor, I can give you
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the satisfaction to shew you your mis-
take. She mayn't, indeed, be very richj^
poor lady, at bottom ; but still — "
" No, indeed, am I not !" hastily
cried Juliet, frightened at the communi-
cation which she saw impending.
" But still," continued he, " if she is
poor, it is not for want of money ; nor '
for want of credit, neither ; for she has
bank-notes in abundance in one of her
"work-bags ; and not a. penny of them is
her own ! which shews her to be a person
of great honour."
Every one now looked awakened to a
new curiosity ; and Selina exclaimed,
*' O la ! have you got a fortune, then,
my dear Ellis ? 0 1 I dare say, then,
my guess will prove true at last ! for I
dare say you are a princess in dis-
guise ?"
" As far as disguise, goes Selina,"
answered Mrs. Maple, " we have never,
I think, disputed ! but as to a prinr
cess .....!"
" A princess ?" repeated Mrs. Ireton,
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«^ Upon my word, this is an honour I had
not imagined ! I own my stupidity 1 I
can't but own my stupidity ; but I really
had never imagined myself so much
honoured, as to suspect that I had a
princess under my roof, who was so com-
plaisant as to sing, and play, and read to
me, at my pleasure ; and to study how-
to amuse and divert me ! I confess, I
had never suspected it ! I am quite
ashamed «f my total want of sagacity ;
but it had never occurred to me V*
" And why not. Ma'am ?'' cried Mr.
Giles. " \Vhy may not a princess be
pretty, and complaisant, and know how
to sing and play, and read, as well as
another lady ? She is just as able to learn
as you, or any common person. I. never
heard that a princess took her rank in
the place of her faculties. I know no
difference ; except that, if she does the
things with good nature^ you ought to
love and honour her the double, in con-
sideration of the great temptation she
has to be proud and idle, and to do
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nothing. We all envy the great, when
we ought only to revere them if they are
good, and to pity them if they are bad ;
for they have the same infirmities that>
we have ; and nobody that dares put
them in mind of them : so that they
often go to the grave, before they
find out that they are nothing but poor
little men and women, like the rest of
us. For my part, when I see them
worthy, and amiable, I look up to them
as prodigies ! Whereas, a common per-
son, such as you, or I, Ma'am, — "
Mrs. Ireton, unable to bear this
phrase, endeavoured to turn the atten-
tion of the company into another chan-
nel, by abruptly calling upon Juliet to
go to the piano-forte.
Juliet entreated to be excused.
« Excused ? And why. Ma'am ?
What else have you got to do? What
are your avocations ? I shall really
take it as a favour to be informed."
" Don't teize her, pretty lady ; don't
teize her," cried Mr. Giles. " If she
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likes to sing, it's very agreeable \ but if
not, don't make a point of it, for it's
not a thing at all essential."
" Likes it ?" repeated Mrs. Ireton,
superciliously; " We must do nothing,
then, but what we like ? Even when
we are in other people's houses ? Even
when we exist only through the good-
ness of some of our superiours ? Still
we are to do only what we like ? I am
quite happy in the information ! Ex-
tremely obliged for it, indeed ! It will
enable me, I hope, to rectify the gross
errour of which I have been guilty ; for
I really did not know I had a young
lady in my house, who was to make her
will and taste the rule for mine ! and, as
I suppose, to have the goodness to
direct my servants ; as well as to take
the trouble to manage me. I knew
nothing of all this, I protest. I thought,
on the contrary, I had engaged a young
person, who would never think of taking
such a liberty as to give her opinion ;
but who would do, as she ought, with
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respect and submission, whatever I
should indicate.'^ —
« Good la, Ma'am/' interrupted Mr.
Giles : " Why that would be leading the
life of a slave ! And that, I suppose, is
what they meant, all this time, by a toad-
eater. However, don't look so ashamed,
my pretty dear, for a toad-eater-maker
is still worse ! Pie, fie ! What can rich
people be thinking of, to lay out their
money in buying their fellow- creatures'
liberty of speech and thought ! and then
paying them for a bargain which they
ought to despise them for selling ?"
This unexpected retort turning the
smiles of the assembly irresistibly against
the lady of the mansion, she hastily
renewed her desire that Juliet would
sing.
" Sing, Ma'am ?" cried Mr. Giles.
€c Why a merry-andrew could not do it,
after being so affronted 1 Bless my heart !
Tell a human being that she must only
move to and fro, like a machine ? Only
say what she is bid, like a parrot I Em«
4
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ploy her time, call forth her talents,
exact her services, yet not let her make
any use of her understanding ? Neither
say what she approves, nor object tO;
what she dislikes ? Poor, pretty young
thing ! You were never so much to be
pitied, in the midst of your worst dis*
tresses, as when you were relieved upon
such terms! Fie upon it, fiel — Kow
can great people be so little ?''
The mingled shame and resentment
of Mrs. Ireton, at a remonstrance so
extraordinary and so unqualified, were
with difficulty kept within the bounds of
decorum ; for though she laughed, and
affected to be extremely diverted, her
laugh w^as so sharp, and forced, that it
wounded every ear; and, through the
amusement that she pretended to re-
ceive, it was obvious that she suffered
torture, in restraining herself from
ordering her servants to turn the orator
out of the room.
With looks much softened, though in
a manner scarcely less fervent, Mr.
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Giles then, approaching Juliet, repeated,
" Don't be cast down, I say, my pretty
lady! You are none .the worse for all
this. The thing is but equal, at last ;
so we must not always look at the bad
side of our fate. State every thing
fairly ; you have got your talents, your
prettiness, and your winning ways, —
but you want these ladies' wealth : they,
liave got their wealth, their grandeur,
and tkeir luxuries ; but they want your
powers of amusing. You can't well do
without one another. So it's best be
friends on both sides."
Mrs. Ireton, now, dying to give some
vent to her spleen, darted the full
venom of her angry eyes upon Juliet, and
called out, " You don't see, I presume,
Miss Ellis, what a condition Bijou has
put that chair in ? 'T would be too great
a condescension for you, I suppose,
just to give it a little pat of the hand, to
shake off the crumbs? Though it is not
your business, I confess ! I confess that
it is not your business ! Perhaps, there-
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fore, I am guilty of an indiscretion in
giving you such a hint. Perhaps I had
better let Lady Kendover, or Lady Ar-
ramede, or Mrs. Brinville, or any other
of the ladies, sit upon the dirt, and
soil their clothes? You may think,
perhaps, that it will be for the ad-
vantage of the mercer, or the linen-
draper ? You may be considering the
good of trade ? or perhaps you may
think I may do such sort of menial
offices for myself?''
However generally power may cause
timidity, arrogance, in every generous
mind, awakens spirit ; Juliet, therefore,
raising her head, and, clearing her
countenance, with a modest, but firm
step, moved silently towards the door.
Astonished and offended, " Permit
me. Madam," cried Mrs. Ireton ; " per-
mit me. Miss Elhs, — if it is not taking
too great a liberty with a person of your
vast consequence, — permit me to en-
quire who told you to go ?"
Juliet turned back her head, and
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quietly answered, " A person. Madam,
who has not the honour to be known to
you, — myself!" And then steadily left
the room.
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CHAPTER LVII.
A N answer so little expected, from
one whose dependent state had
been so freely discussed, caused a ge-
neral surprize, and an almost universal
demand of who the young person might
be, and what she could mean. The
few words that had dropt from her
had as many commentators as hearers.
Some thought their inference import-
ant ; others, their mystery suspicious ;
and others mocked their assumption
of dignity. Tears started into the eyes
of Lady Barbara ; while those of Sir
Jaspar were fixed, meditatively, upon
the head of his crutch ; but the com-
placent smile of admiration, exhibited
by Mr. Giles, attracted the notice of
the whole assembly, by the peals of
laughter which it excited in the Miss
Crawleys.
- ( 352 )
Vvith rage difficultly disguised with-
out, but v/holly ungovernable within,
Mrs. Ireton would instantly have re-
venged what she considered as the
most heinous affront that she had ever
received, by expeUing its author igno-
miniously from her house, but for the
still sharpened curiosity with which
her pretentions to penetration became
piqued, from the general cry of " How
very extraordinary that Mrs. Ireton has
never been able to discover who she is!"
When Juliet, therefore, conceiving
her removal from this mansion to be as
inevitable, as her release from its ty-
ranny was desirable, made known, as
soon as the company was dispersed, that
she was ready to depart \ she was sur-
prised by a request, from Mrs. Ireton,
to stay a day or two longer ; for the
purpose of taking care of Mr. Loddard
the following morning ; as Mrs. Ireton,
who had no one with whom she could
trust such a charge, had engaged her-
self to join a party to see Arundel
Castle.
( 353 )
Little as Juliet felt disposed to renew
lier melancholy wanderings, her situation
in this house appeared to her so humi-
liating, nay degrading, that neither this
message, nor the fawning civilities with
which, at their next meeting, Mrs. Iretpn
sought to mitigate her late asperity,
could prevail with her to consent to any
delay beyond that which was necessary
for obtaining the counsel of Gabriella ; to
whom she wrote a detailed account of
what had passed ; adding, " How long
must I thus waste my time and my
existence, separated from all that can
render them valuable, while fastened
upon by constant discomfort and dis-
gust ? O friend of my heart, friend of
my earliest years, earliest feelings, juve-
nile happiness, — and, alas ! maturer sor-
rows ! why must we thus be sundered in
adversity ? Oh how, — with three-fold
toil, should I revive by the side of my
beloved Gabriella ! — Dear to me by
every tie of tender recollection ; dear
to me by the truest compassion for her
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sufferings, and reverence for her rpsig-
nation ; and dear to me, — thrice dear I
by the sacred ties of gratitude, which
bind me for ever to her honoured mo-
ther, and to her venerated, saint-iike
uncle, my pious benefactor !"
She then tenderly proposed their im-
mediate re-union, at whatever cost of
fatigue, or risk, it might be obtained j
and besought Gabriella to seek some
small room, and to enquire for some
needle-work; determining to appro-
priate to a journey to town, the little
sum which she might have to receive
for the long and laborious fortnight,
which she had consigned to the terrible
enterprize of aiming at amusing, serving,
or interesting, one whose sole taste of
pleasure consisted in seeking, like Strife,
in Spenser's Fairy Queen, occasion for
dissension.
With the apprehension, however, of
. losing, the desire of retaining her always
revived; and now, as usual, proved
some check to the recreations of spleen.
( 355 )
in which Mrs. Ireton ordinarily in-
dulged herself. Yet, even in the midst
of intended concession, the love of tor-
menting was so predominant, that, had
the resolution of Juliet still wavered,
whether to -seek some new retreat, or
still to support her present irksome si-
tuation, all indecision would have ceased
from fresh disgust, at the sneers which
insidiously found their way through
every effort at civility. What had dropt
from Mr. Giles Arbe, relative to the
bank-notes, had excited curiosity in
all; tinted, in some, with suspicion,
and, in Mrs. Ireton, blended with
mahgnity and wrath, that a creature
whom she pleased herself to consider,
and yet more to represent, as depen-
dent upon her bounty for sustinence,
should have any resources of her own.
Nor was this displeasure wholly free
from surmises the most disgraceful ;
though to those she forbore to give vent,
conscious that to suggest them would
stamp with impropriety all further inter-
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course with their object. And a mo*
ment that offered new food for inquisi-
tion, was the last to induce Mrs, Ireton
to relinquish her protegee. She confined
her sarcasms, therefore, when she could
not wholly repress them, to oblique re-
marks upon the happiness of those who
w^ere able to lay by private stores for
secret purposes ; lamenting that such
was not her fate ; yet congratulating
herself that she might now sleep in
peace, w^ith respect to any creditors^
since, should she be threatened with
an execution, her house had a rich in-
mate, by whom she flattered herself that
she should be assisted to give bail.
Already, the next morning, her re-
solution with regard to her nephew was
reversed ; and, the child desiring the
change of scene, she gave directions
that Miss Ellis should prepare herself to
take him in charge during the excur-
sion.
But Juliet w^as now initiated in the
services and the endurance of an hum-
( 357 )
ble companion in public ; she offered,
therefore, to amuse and to watch him
at home, but decidedly refused to attend
him abroad ; and her evident indifference
whether to stay or begone herself, forced
Mrs. Ireton to deny the humoured boy
his intended frolic.
Little accustomed to any privation,
and totally unused to disappointment, the
young gentleman, when his aunt was pre-
paring to depart, had recourse to his
usual appeals against restraint or autho-
rity, clamourous cries and unappeasable
blubbering. Juliet, to whose room he
refused to mount, was called upon to
endeavour to quiet him, and to entice
him into the garden ; that he might not
hear the carriage of his aunt draw up to
the door.
But this commission the refractory
spirit of the young heir made it impos-
sible to execute, till he overheard a
whisper to Juliet, that she would take
care, should Mr. Loddard chuse to go
to the Temple, to place the silk-worms
above his reach.
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Suddenly, then, he sprang from his
consolers and attendants, to run forward
to the forbidden fruit ; and, with a ce-
lerity that made it difficult for Juliet,
even with her utmost speed, and longer
limbs, to arrive at the spot, in time to
prevent the mischief for which she saw
him preparing. She had just, however,
succeeded, in depositing the menaced
insects upon a high bracket, when a
footman came to whisper to her the
commands of his lady, that she would
detain Mr. Loddard till the party should
be set off.
Before the man had shut himself out,
Ireton, holding up his finger to him in
token of secresy, slipt past him into the
little building ; and, having turned the
key on the inside, and put it into his
pocket, said, " I'll stand centinei for
little Pickle 1" and flung himself, loung-
ingly, npon an arm-chair.
Confounded by this action, yet i'eeVmg
it necessary to appear unintimidated,
Juliet affected to occupy herself with the
( 359 ) •
silk-vvorms ; of wliicli the young gentle-
man now, eager to romp with Ire ton,
thought no more.
" At last, then, I have caughtyou, my
skittish clear !" cried Ireton, while jump-
ing about the little boy, to keep him in
good humour. " I have had the devil of
a difficulty to contrive it. However, I
shall make miyself amends now, for they
are all going to Arundel Castle, and you
and I can pass the morning together."
The indignant look which this bold-
ness excited, he pretended not to ob-
serve, and went on.
" I can't possibly be easy without
having a little private chat vvith you. I
must consult you about my affairs, I
want devilisbly to make you my friend.
You might be capitally useful to me.
And you v/ould-lind your account in it,
I promise you. AVhat sayst thee, my
pretty one ?"
Juliet, not appearing to hear him,
changed the leaves of the silk-worms.
^' Can you guess what it is brings me
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hither to old madam my mother's ? It
is not yon, with all your beauty, you
arch prude ; though I have a great en-
joyment in looking at you and your
blushes, which are devilishly handsome,
I own ; yet, to say the truth, you are
not — all together — I don't know how
it is — but you are not — upon the
whole — quite exactly to my taste.
Don't take it ill, my love, for you are a
devilish fine girl. I own that. But I
want something more skittish, more
wild, mor^ eccentric. If I were to fix
my fancy upon such symmetry as you,
I should be put out of my way every
moment. I should always be thinking
I had some Minerva tutoring, or some
Juno awing me. It would not do at all.
I want something of another cast ;
something that will urge me when I
am hippish, without keeping me in
order when I am whimsical. Some-
thing frisky, flighty, fantastic, — yet
panting, blushing, dying with love for
me!—"
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Neither contempt nor indignation
were of sufficient force to preserve the
gravity of Juliet, at this unexpected in-
genuousness of vanity.
" You smile ?" he cried ; " but if you
knew v/hat a deuced difficult thing it is,
for a man who has got a little money, to
please himself, you would find it a very
serious affair. How the deuce can he
be sure whether a woman, when once
he has married her, would not, if her
settlement be to her liking, dance at his
funeral ? The very thought of that
would either carry me off in a fright
within a month, or make me want to
live for ever, merely to punish her. It's
a hard thing having money ! a deuced
hard thing! One does not know who to
trust. A poor man may find a wife in a
moment, for if he sees any one that
likes him, he knows it is for himself;
but a rich man, — as Sir Jaspar says, —
can never be sure whether the womaa
who marries him, would not, for the
same pin-money, just as willingly follow
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him to the outside of the church, as to
the inside !"
At the name of Sir Jaspar, JiiHet in-
voluntarily gave some attention, thoug/i
she would make no reply.
<« From the time," continued Ireton,
«' that I heard him pronounce those
words, I have never been able to
satisfy myself; nor to find out what
would satisfy me. At least not till
lately ; and now that I know what I
want, the difficulty of the business is to
get it ! And this is what I wish to con-
sult with you about ; for you must
know, my dear, I can never be happy
without being adored."
Juliet, now, was surprised into sud-
denly looking at him, to see whether he
were serious.
" Yes, adored ! loved to distraction !
I must be idolized for myself, myself
alone ; yet publicly worshiped, that all
mankind may see, — and envy, — the
passion I have been able to inspire !"
Suspecting that he meant some satire
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upon Elinor, Juliet again fixed her eyes
upon her silk-worms.
« So you don't ask me what it is that
makes me so devilish dutiful all of a
sudden, in visiting my mamma? You
think, perhaps, I have some debts to
pay ? No ; I have no taste for gaming.
It's the cursedest fatiguing thing in the
world. If one don't mind what one's
about, one is blown up in a moment ;
and to be always upon one's guard, is
worse than ruin itself. So I am upon no
coaxing expedition, J give you my word.
What do you think it is, then, that brings
me hither ? Cannot you givess ? — Hay ?
■ — Why it is to arrange something, some-
how or other, for getting myself from
under this terrible yoke, that seems upon
the point of enslaving me. My neck
feels galled by it already! I have
naturally no taste for matrimony. And
now that the business seems to be draw-
ing to a point, and I am called upon to
name my lawyer, and cavilled with to
declare, to the uttermost sixpence, what
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I will do, and what I will give, to make
my wife merry and comfortable upon
my going out of the world, — I protest
I shudder with horrour ! I think there is
nothing upon earth so mercenary, as a
young nymph upon the point of becom-
ing a bride 1"
" Except, — " Juliet here could not
resist saying, " except the man, — young
or old, — who is her bridegroom !"
" G, that's another thing! quite an-
other thing ! A man must needs take
care of his house, and his table, and all
that : but the horridest thing I know, is
the condition tied to a man's obtaining
the hand of a young woman ; he can
never solicit it, but by giving her a pros-
pect of his death-bed ! And she never
consents to hve with him, till she knows
what she may gain by his dying ! 'Tis
the most shocking style of making love
that can be imagined. I don't like it, I
swear ! What, now, would you advise
me to do ?"
( 3^5 )
" Yes ; you know the scrape I am my
don't you ? Sir Jaspar's- estate, in case
he should have no children, is entailed
upon me ; and, in case I should have
none neither, is entailed upon a cousin ;
the heaviest dog you ever saw in your life,
whom he hates and despises ; and whom
I wish at old Nick with all my heart, be-
cause I know he, and all his family, will
wish me at the devil myself, if I marry 5
and, if I have children, will wish them
and my wife there. I hate them all so
heartily, that, w^henever I think of them,
I am ready, in pure spite, to be tied to
the first girl that comes in my way : but,
when I think of myself, I am taken with
a fit of fright, and in a plaguey hurry to
cut the knot off short. And this is the
way I have got the character of a male
jilt. But I don't deserve it, I assure
you ; for of all the females with whom
I have had these little engagements,
there is not one v/hom I have seriously
thought of marrying, after the first half
hour. They none of them hit my fancy
further than to kill a little time."
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( 3^6 )
The countenance of Juliet, tliougia
she neither deigned to speak nor to turn
to him, marked such strong disapproba-
tion, that he thought proper to add,
" Don't be affronted for little Selina
Joddrel : I really meant to marry her
at the time ; and I should really have
gone on, and *' buckled to,*' if the
thing had been any way possible : but
she turns out such a confounded little
fool, that I can't think of her any
longer."
" And was it necessary, — " Juliet
could not refrain from saying, " to en-
gage her first, and examine whether she
could make you happy afterwards ?'*
" Why that seems a little awkward, I
confess ; but it's a way I have adopted.
Though I took the decision, I own,
rather in a hurry, with regard to little
Selina j for it was merely to free myself
from the reproaches of Sir Jaspar, who,
because he is seventy-five, and does not
know what to do with himself, is always
regretting that he did not take a wife
( 36; )
'when he was a stripling ; and always at
work to get me into the yoke. But, the
truth is, I promised, when I went abroad,
to bring him home a niece from France,
or Italy ; unless I went further east ;
and then I w'ould look him out a fair
Circassian. Now as he has a great taste
for any thing out of the common way,
and retains a constant hankering after
Beauty, he was delighted with the
scheme. But I saw nothing that would
do ! Nothing I could take to ! The pretty
ones w^re all too buckish ; and the
steady ones, a set of the yellowest frights
I ever beheld."
" Alas for the poor ladies !'*
'' O, you are a mocker, are you ? —
So to lighten the disappointment to
Sir Jaspar, I hit upon the expedient
of taking up with little Selina, wlio
was the first young thing that fell
in my way. And I was too tired to be
difficult. Besides, what made her the
more convenient, was her extreme youth,
which gave me a year to look about me,
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and see if I could do any better
But she's a poor creature ; a sad
poor creature indeed 1 quite too bad*
So I must make an end of the business
as fast as possible. Besides, another
thing that puts me in a hurry is, —
the very devil would have it so ! — but
I hav*e fallen in love with her sister ! — '*
Juliet, at a loss how to understand
him, now raised her eyes ; and, not with-
out astonishment, perceived that he was
speaking with a grave face.
" O that noble stroke ! That inimi-
table girl ! Happy, happy, Harleigh I
That fellow fascinates the girls the more
the less notice he takes of them ! I take
but little notice of them, neither ; but,
some how or other, they never do that
sort of thing for me ! If I could meet
with one who would take such a measure
for my sake, and before such an assem-
|)]y^ — I really think I should worship
her r
Then, lowering his voice, "You may
be amazingly useful to me, my angel,"
( 3^9 )
he cried, *^ in this new affair. I know
you are very well with Harleigh, though
I don't know exactly how ; but if, — i
nay, hear me before you look so proud I
if you'll help me, a little, how to go to
work with the divine Elinor, I'll bind
myself down to make over to you, — ia
case of success, — mark that ! — as
round a sum as you may be pleased
to name !"
The disdain of Juliet at this propo-
sition w^as so powerful, that, though
she heard it as the deepest of insults,
indignation was but a secondary feel-
ing ; and a look of utter scorn, with a
determined silence to whatever else he
might say, was the only notice it re-
ceived.
He continued, nevertheless, to address
her, demanding her advice how to ma-
nage Harleigh, and her assistance how
to conquer Elinor, with an air of as
much intimacy and confidence, as if he
received the most coi'dial replies. He
purposed, he said, unless she could
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( Z70 )
counsel him to something better, mak-
ing an immediate overture to EHnor ;
by which means, whether he shoukl ob-
tain, or not, the only girl in the world
who knew how to love, and what love
meant, he should, at least, in a very
summary w^ay, get rid of the little
Selina.
Juliet knew too well the slightness of
the texture of the regard of Selina for
Ireton, to be really hurt at this defec-
tion ; yet she was not less offended at
being selected for the confidant of so
dishonourable a proceeding ; nor less
disgusted at the unfeeling insolence by
which it was dictated.
An attempt at opening the door at
length silenced him, while the voice of
Mrs. Ireton's woman called out, " Good-
ness! Miss Ellis, what do you lock yourself
in for ? My lady has sent me to you."
Juliet cast up her eyes, foreseeing the
many disagreeable attacks and surmises
to which she was made liable by this
incident 5 yet immediately said aloud.
( 371 )
^^ Since you have thought proper, Mr.
Ireton, to lock the door, for your own
pleasure, you will, at least, I imagine,
think proper to open it for that of
Mrs. Ireton.'*
" Deuce take me if I do !'* cried he,
in a low voice : " manage the matter as
you will { I have naturally no taste for
a prude ; so I always leave her to work
her way out of a scrape as well as she
can. But I'll see you again when they
are all oft.'' Then, throwing the key
upon her lap, he softly and laughingly
escaped out of the window.
Provoked and vexed, yet helpless,
and without any means of redress, Juliet
opened the door.
" Goodness! Miss Ellis," cried the
Abigail, peeping curiously around, " how
droll for you to shutyourself in ! My lady
sent me to ask whether you have seen
any thing of Mr, Ireton in the garden,
or about ; for she has been ready to go
ever so long, and he said he was setting
off first on horseback ; but his groom is
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come, and is waiting for orders, and none
of us can tell where he is.''
" Mr. Ireton," Juliet quietly an-
swered, " was here just now ; and I
doubt not but you will find him in the
garden."
" Yes," cried the boy, " he slid out
of the window."
" Goodness ! was he in here, then,
Master Loddard ? Well! my lady'll be in
a fine passion, if she should hear of it !"
This was enough to give the tidings a
messenger : the boy darted forward, and
reached the house in a moment.
The Abigail ran after him; Juliet, too,
followed, dreading the impending storm,
yet still more averse to remaining within
the reach and power of Ireton. And
the knowledge, that he would now, for
the rest of the morning, be sole master
of the house, filled her with such hor-
rour, of the wanton calumny to which
his unprincipled egotism might expose
lier, that, rather than continue under the
same roof with a character so unfeelingly
( in )
audacious, she preferred risking all the
mortifications to which she might be
liable in the excursion to Arundel
Castle.
Advanced already into the hall,
dragged thither by her turbulent little
nephew, and the hope of detecting the
hiding-place of Ireton, stood the pa-
troness wliom she now felt compelled to
soothe into accepting her attendance.
Not aware of this purposed concession,
and nearly as much frightened as enraged,
to find with w^liom her son had been
shut up, Mrs. Ireton, in a tone equally
querulous and piqued, cried, " I beg you
a thousand pardons. Ma'am, for the in-
discretion of which I have been guilty,
in asking for the honour of your com-
pany to Arundel Castle this morning I
I ouglit to make a million of apologies
for supposing that a young lady, — for
you are a lady, no doubt ! every body
is a lady, now ! — of your extraor-
dinary turn and talents, could endure
the insupportable insipidity of a tete a
C 374 )
tfite with a female ; or the dull care
of a bantling ; when a splendid, flashy,
rich, young travelled gentleman, chusing,
also, to remain behind, may be tired, and
want some amusement ! 'Twas grossly
stupid of me, I own, to expect such a
sacrifice. You, who, besides these pro-
digious talents, that make us all ap-
pear like a set of vulgar, uneducated
beings by your side ; you, who revel
also, in the luxury of wealth ; who wan-
ton in the stores of Plutus ; who are
accustomed to the magnificence of un-
accounted hoards ! — How must the
whole detail of our existence appear
penurious, pitiful to you ! — I am sur-
prised how you can forbear falling
into fits at the very sight of us ! But I
presume you reserve the brilliancy of
an action of that eclat ^ for objects better
worth your while to dazzle by a stroke of
that grand description ? I must have lost
my senses, certainly, to so ill appreciate
my own insignificance! I hope you'll pity
me 1 that's all i I hope you will have so
much unction as to pity me!"
II
( 375 )
If, at the opening of this harangue,
the patience of Juhet nearly yielded to
resentment, its length gave power to
reflection, — which usually wants but time
for checking impulse, — to point out the
many and nameless mischiefs, to which
quitting the house under similar suspi-
cions might give rise. She quietly, there-
fore, answered, that though to herself it
must precisely be the same thing, whe-
ther Mr. Ireton were at home or abroad,
if that circumstance gave any choice to
Mrs. Ireton, she would change her own
plans, either to go or to stay, according to
the directions v;hich she might receive.
A superiority to accusation or sur-
mize thus cool and decided, no sooner
relieved the apprehensions of Mrs. Ireton
by its evident innocence, than it excited
her wrath by its deliberate indifference,
if not contempt : and she would now
disdainfully have rejected the attend-
ance which, the moment before, she
had anxiously desired, had not the little
master of the house, who had seized the
( 376 )
opportunity of this harangue to make
his escape, caught a glimpse of the car-
riage at the door; and put an end to all
contest, by stunning all ears, with an
unremitting scream till he forced- him-
self into it ; when, overpowering every
obstacle, he obliged his aunt and Juliet
to follow; while he issued his own orders
to the postilion to drive to Arundel
Castle.
Even the terrour of calumny, that most
dangerous and banefid foe to unpro-
tected W'oman ! would scarcely have
frightened Juliet into this expedition,
had she been aware that, as soon as she
was seated in the landau, with orders to
take the whole charge of Mr. Loddard,
the little dog, also, v/ould have been
given to her management. '^ Bijou will
like to take the air," cried Mrs. Ireton,
languidly ; " and he v/ili serve to enter-
tain Loddard by the v/ay. He can go
very well on Miss Ellis's lap. Pretty
little creature 1 'Twpuld be cruel ta
leave him at home alone !"
( 377 )
This terrible humanity, which, in a
hot day, in the middle of July, cast
upon the knees of Juliet a fat, round,
well furred, and over-fed little animal,
accustomed to snarl, scratch, stretch,
and roll himself about at his pleasure,
produced fatigue the most pitiless, and
inconvenience the most comfortless.
The little tyrant of the party, whose
will was law to the company, found no
diversion so much to his taste, during
the short journey, as exciting the churl-
ish humour of his fellow-favourite, by
pinching his ears, pulling his nose, fillip-
ing his claws, squeezing his throat, and
twisting round his tail. And all these
feats, far from incurring any reprimand,
were laughed at and applauded. For
Avhom did they incommode? No one
but Miss Ellis ; — and for what else was
Miss Ellis there ?
Yet this fatigue and disgust might
have been passed over, as local evils, had
they ceased with the journey; and had
she then besn at liberty to look at what
( 378 ) ■
remains of the venerable old castle ; to
visit its ancient chapel ; to examine the
genealogical records of the long gal-
lery ; to climb up to the antique citadel,
and to enjoy the spacious view thence
presented of the sea : but she imme-
diately received orders to give exercise
to Bijou, and to watch that he ran into no
danger : though Selina, who assiduously
came forward to meet Mrs. Ireton, w^ith-
out appearing even to perceive Juliet,
officiously took young Loddard in
charge, and conducted him, with hii
aunt, to a large expecting party, long
arrived^ and now viewing the citadel.
( 379 )
CHAPTER LVIII.
13 ELIEVED, nevertheless, through
whatever means eiFected, by a sepa-
ration, Juliet, with her speechless, though
far from mute companion, went forth to
seek some obscure walk. But her purpose
was defeated by the junction of a little
spaniel, to which Bijou attached himself,
with a fondness so tenacious, that her
utmost efforts either to disengage them,
or to excite both to follow her, were
fruitless ; Bijou would not quit the
spaniel ; nor the spaniel his post near
the mansion.
Not daring to go on without her trou-
blesome little charge, the approach of a
carriage made her hasten to a garden-
seat, upon which, though she could
not be hidden, she might be less con-
spicuous.
The carriage, familiar to her from
C 380 )
having frequently seen it at Miss Mat-
son's, was that of Sir Jaspar Herrington.
Not satisfied, though she had no right to
be angry, at the so measured politeness
which he had shewn her the preceding
day, when further notice would have
softened her mortifying embarrassment,
she was glad that he had not remarked
her in passing.
She heard him enquire for Mrs. Ire-
ton's party, which he had promised to
join ; but, affrighted at the sound of the
citadel, he said that he would alight,
and wait upon some warm seat in
the grounds.
In descending from his chaise, one of
his crutches fell, and a bonbonniere, of
which the contents were dispersed upon
the ground, slipt from the hand of his va-
let. It was then, and not without chagrin,
that Juliet began further to comprehend
the defects of a character which she had
thought an entire composition of philan-
thropy and courtesy. He reviled rather
than scolded the servant to whom the
7
( 3Si )
accident had happened ; and treated the
circumstance as an event of the first
importance. He cast an equal share of
bhitne, and with added sha ^^acss, upon
the postiHon, lor not having advanced
an iiici) nearer to the stone-steps ; and
uttered invectives even virulent against
the giuom, that he had not come for-
ward to help. Angry, because vexed,
with all around, he used as Httle modera-
tion in his wrath, as reason in his re-
pi caches.
Kow superficia'ly, thought Juliet, can
we judge of dispositions, where nothing
is seen but what is meant to be shewn !
where nothing is pronounced but what
is prepared for being heard ! Had I
fixed my opinion of this gentleman only
upon what he intended that I should wit-
ness, I should have concluded that he
had as much urbanity of humour as of
manners. I could never have imagined,
that the most trifliLg of accidents could,
in a moment, destroy the whole har-
mony of hiS temper !
( 3B2 )
In the midst of the choleric harangue
of the Baronet, against which no one
ventured to remonstrate, the little dogs
came sporting before him ; and, recol-
lecting Bijou, he hastily turned his head
towards the person upon the garden-seat,
whom he had passed without any atten-
tion, and discerned Juliet.
He hobbled towards her without de-
lay^ warmly expressing his delight at
so auspicious a meeting: but the air and
look, reserved and grave, with which,
involuntarily, she heard him, brought to
his consciousness, what the pleasure of
her sight had driven from it, his en-
raged attack upon his servants; which
she must unavoidably have witnessed^
and of which her countenance shewed
her opinion.
He stood some moments silent, lean-
ing upon his crutches, and palpably
disconcerted. Then, shrugging hin
shoulders, with a half smile, but a
piteous look, " Many," he cried, " are
the tricks^ which my quaint little imps
( 383 )
have played me ! many, the quirks and
villainous wiles I owe them ! — but never
yet, v/ith all the ingenuity of their ma-
lice, have they put me to shame and
confusion such as this !"
Rising to be gone, yet sorry for him,
and softened, the disapprobation of Ju-
liet was mingled with a concern, from
her disposition to like him, that made
its expression, in the eyes of her old
admirer, seem something nearly divine.
He looked at her with reverence and with
regret, but made no attempt to pre-
vent her departure. To separate, how-
ever, the dogs, or induce the spaniel to
go further, she still found impossible ;
and, not daring to abandon Bijou, was
fain quietly to seat herself again, upon a
garden-chair, nearer to the house.
Sir Jaspar, for some minutes, re-
mained, pensively, upon the spot where
she had left him ; then, again shrugging
his shoulders, as if bemoaning hin ill
luck, and again hobbling after her,
" There is nothing," he cried, " thai
( 384 ^
makes a man look so small, as a siiddea
self-conviction that he merits ridicule or
disgrace ! what intemperance would be
averted, could we believe ourselves al*
ways, — not only from above, but by one
another, overheard ! Don't take an aver-
sion to me, however ! nor suppose me
worse than I am ; nor worse than the
herd of mankind. You have but seen
an old bachelor in his true colours ! Not
with the gay tints, not with the spruce
smiles, not with the gallant bows, the
courteous homage, the flowery flou-
rishes, with which he makes himself up
for shew ; but with the grim colouring
of factious age, and suspicious ego-
tism !"
The countenance of Juliet shewing
her now^ to be shocked that she had
given rise to these apologies, that of Sir
Jaspar brightened -, and, dragging a
chair to her side, *' I came hither," he
cried, " in the fair hope to seize one of
those happy moments, that the fates,
now and then, accord to favoured raor-
( 3^5 )
tals, for holding interesting and dulcet
discourse, with the most fascinating en-
chantress that a long life, filled up with
fastidious, perhaps fantastic researches
after female excellence, has cast in my
way. Would not one have thought 'twas
some indulgent sylph that directed me ?
that inspired me with the idea, and then
seconded the inspiration, by contriving
that my arrival should take place at the
critical instant, when that syren was to
be found alone ? Who could have sus-
pected 'twas but the envious stratagem
of some imp of darkness and spite, de-
vised purely to expose a poor antiquated
soul, with all his infirmities, physical
and moral, to your contempt and anti-
pathy ?"
Peering now under her hat, ins pe-
netrating eyes discerned so entire a
change in his favour, that he conj;:letely
recovered his pleasantry, his quaint
archness, and his gallantry.
" If betrayed," he continued, '^ by
these perfidious elves, where may a
VOL. uu s
( 386 )
poor forlorn solitary wight, such as I
am, find a counsellor ? He has no bosom,
friend, like the happy mortal, whose
kindly star has guided him to seek,
in lively, all-attractive youth, an equal
partner for melancholy, all revolting
age ! He has no rising progeny, that,
inheritors of his interests, naturally share
his difficulties. He has nothing at hand
but mercenary dependents. Nothing
at heart but jealous suspicion of others,
or secret repining for himself! Such,
fair censurer ! such is the natural state
of that unnatural character, an old
bachelor] How, then, when not upon
his guard, or., in other words, when
not urged by some outward object, some
passing pleasure, or some fairy hope, —
bow, — tell me, in the candour of your
gentle conscience ! how can you expect
from so decrepit and unwilHng a hermit,
the spontaneous benevolence of youth?"
" But what is it I have said. Sir,"
cried Juliet smiling, " that makes you
denounce me as a censurer ?"
( 387 )
" What is it you have said? ask,
rather, what is it you have not said, with
those eyes that speak with an eloquence
that a thousand tongues might emulate
in vain ? They administered to me a
lesson so severe, because just, that,
had not a little pity, which just now
beamed from them, revived me^ the
malignant goblins, who delight in
drawing me into these scrapes, might
have paid for their sport by losing their
prey ! But what invidious little devils
ensnare me even now, into this super-
annuated folly, of prating about so w^orn
out an old subject, when I m.eant only
to name a being bright^ blooming, and
juvenile?''
The recollection of his nearly com-
plete neglect, the preceding day, in pre-
sence of Mrs. Ireton, and her society,
again began to cloud the countenance
of Juliet, as she listened to compliments
thus reserved for private delivery. Sir
Jaspar soon penetrated into what passed
in her mind, and, yet again shrugging,'
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C 388 ;
his shoulders, and resuming the sorrow-
ful air of a self-convicted culprit,
*' Alas !" he cried, " under what pitiful
star did I first begin limping upon this
nether sphere ? And what foul fiend is
it, that, taking upon him the name of
worldly cunning, has fashioned my con-
duct, since here I hare been hopping
and hobbling ? I burned, yesterday, with
desire to make public my admiration
of the fair flower, that I saw nearly
trampled under foot ; and I should have
considered as the most propitious mo-
ment of my life, that in whieh I had raised
its drooping head, by withering, with a
blast, all the sickly, noxious surrounding
weeds : but those little devils, that never
leave me quiet, kept twitching and
tweaking me every instant, with repre-
sentations of prudence and procrastina-
tion ; with the danger of exciting ob-
servation ; and the better judgment of
obtaining a little private discourse, pre-
vious to any public display."
Not able to divine to what this might
( 389 )
be the intended prelude, Juliet was
silent. Sir Jaspar, after some hesitation,
continued.
" In that motley assembly, you had
two antique friends, equally cordial, and
almost equally admiring and desirous to
serve you ; but by different means, —
perhaps with different views ! one of
them, stimulated by the little fairy
elves, that alternately enlighten and
mislead him, not seeing yet his way, and
embarrassed in his choice of measures,
was lying in wait, cautiously to avail
himself of the first favourable moment,
for soliciting your fair leave to dub
himself your knight-errant j the other,
urged solely, perhaps, by good-nature and
humanity, with an happy absence of mind,
that precludes circumspection j coming
forward in your defence, and for your
honour, with unsuspecting, unfearing,
untemporising zeal. Alas ! in my con-
science, which these tormenting little
imps are for ever goading on, to inflict
upon me some disagreeable compliment,
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C 390 )
I cannot, all simple as he is, but blush
to view the intrinsic superiority of the
unsophisticated man of nature, over the
artificial man of the world ! How much
more truly a male character.'*
Looking at her then with examining
earnestness, " To which of these antedi-
luvian wights," he continued, " you will
commit the gauntlet, that must be flung
in your defence, I know not ; either of
us, — alas i — might be your great grand-
father ! But, helpless old captives as we
are in your chains, we each feel a most
sincere, nay, inordinate desire, to break
those fetters with which, at this moment,
you seem yourself to be shackled. And
for this I am not wholly without a scheme,
though it is one that demands a little
previous parleying."
Juliet positively declined his services;
but gratefully acknowledged those from
Vt'hich she had already, though involun-
tarily, profited.
" You cannot, surely," he cried, " have
a predilection for your present species
( 391 )
of existence ? and, least of all, under
the galling yoke of this spirit-breaking
dame, into whose ungentle power I
cannot see you fallen without losing
sleep, appetite, and pleasure. How may
I conjure you into better hands? How
release you from such bondage ? And
yet, this pale, withered, stiff, meagre
hag, so odious, so tyrannical, so irascible,
but a few years, — in my calculation ! —
but a few years since, — had all the en-
chantment of blithe, blooiiiing loveli-
ness ! You, who see her only in her
decline, can never believe it ; but she
was eminently fair, gay, and charming 1''
Juliet looked at him, astonished.
'^ Her story," he continued, " already
envelopes the memoirs of a Beauty, in her
four stages of existence. During child-
hood, indulged in every wish ; admired
where she should have been chidden,
caressed where she should have been
corrected ; coaxed into pettishness, and
spoilt into tyranny. In youth, adored,
followed, and applauded till, involun-
s 4
( 392 )
tarily, rather than vainly, she believed
herself a goddess. In maturity, — ah 1
there's the test of sense and temper in
the waning beauty ! — in maturity,
shocked and amazed to see herself
supplanted by the rising bloomers j to
find that she might be forgotten, or left
out, if not assiduous herself to come
forward ; to be consulted only npon
grave and dull matters, out of the reach
of her knowledge and resources ; alter-
nately mortified by involuntary negli-
gence, and affronted by reverential
respect ! Such has been her maturity ;
such, amongst faded beauties, is the ma-
turity of thousands. In old age, — if
a lady may be ever supposed to suffer
the little loves and graces to leave her
so woefully in the lurch, as to permit
her to know such a state ; — in old age,
without stores to amuse, or powers to
instruct, though with a full persuasion
that she is endowed with wit, because
she cuts, wounds, and slashes from un-
bridled, though pent-up resentment, at
( 393 )
her loss of adorers ; and from a certain
perverseness, rather than quickness of
parts, that gifts her with the sublime
art of ingeniously tormenting ; with no
consciousness of her own infirmities, or
patience for those of others ; she is
dreaded by the gay, despised by the
wise, pitied by the good, and shunned
by all."
Then, looking at Juliet with a strong
expression of surprise, " What Will o'the
Wisp," he cried, " has misled you into
this briery thicket of brambles, nettles,
and thorns? where you cannot open your
mouth but you must be scratched 5 nor
your ears, but you must be wounded; nor
stir a word but you must be pricked and
w^orried ? How is it that, with the most
elegant ideas, the most just perceptions
upon every subject that presents itself,
you have a taste so whimsical ?"
" A taste? Can you, then. Sir, be-
lieve a fate like mine to have any con-
nexion with choice ?"
" What would you have me believe,
s 5
( 394 )
fair Enigma ? Tell me, and I will fashion
my credulity to your commands. But
I only hear of you with Mrs. Maple ; I
only see you with Mrs. Ireton ! Mrs. Ma-
ple, having weaker parts, may have less
power, scientifically, to torment than
Mrs. Ireton ; but nature has been as ac-
tive in personifying ill will with the one,
as art in embellishing spite with the
other. They are equally egotists, equally
wrapt op in themselves, and convinced
that self alone is worth living for in this
netherworld. What a fate! To pass from
Maple to Ireton, was to fall from Scylla
to Charybdis!"
The blush of Juhet manifested ex-
treme confusion, to see herself repre-
sented, even though it might be in sport,
as a professional parasite. Reading, with
concern, in her countenance, the pain
which he had caused her, he exclaimed,
** Sweet witch 1 loveliest syren ! — let me
hasten to develope a project, inspired, I
must hope, by my better genius ! Tell
me but, frankly, who and Vv^hat you are,
and then — '*
6
( 395 )
Juliet shook her head.
" Nay, nay, should your origin be
the most obscure, I shall but think you
more nearly allied to the gods ! Jupiter,
Apollo, and such like personages, de-
lighted in a secret progeny. If, on the
contrary, in sparkling correspondence
with your eyes, it is brilliant, but has
been clouded by fortune, how ravished
shall I be to twirl round the wheels of
that capricious deity, till they reach those
dulcet regions, where beauty and merit
are in harmony with wealth and ease!
Tell me, then, what country first saw
you bloom; what family originally reared
you ; by what name you made your first
entrance into the world; — and I will
turn your champion against all the
spirits of the air, all the fiends of the
earth, and all the monsters of the " vast
abyss !" Leave, then, to such as need
those goaders, the magnetism of mystery
and wonder, and trust, openly and se-
curely, to the charm of youth, the fas-
cination of intelligence, the enchant-
s 6
( 396 )
ment of grace, and the witchery of
beauty !"
Juliet was still silent.
" I see you take me for a vain,
curious old caitiff, peeping, peering
and prying into business in which I
have no concern. Charges such as these
are ill cleared by professions ; let me
plead, therefore, by facts. Should there
be a person, — young, rich, cl la mode^
and not ugly; whose expectations are
splendid, vvho moves in the sphere of
high life, who could terminate your
difficulties with honour, by casting at
your feet that vile dross, which, in fairy
hands, such as yours, may be trans-
muted into benevolence, generosity,
humanity, — if such a person there should
be, who in return for these grosser and
more substantial services, should need
the gentler and more refined ones of soft
society, mild hints, guidance unseen,
admonition unpronounced; — would you,
and could you, in such a case, con-
descend to reciprocate advantages, and
( 397 )
their reverse ? Would you, ■ — and could
you, — if snatched from unmerited em-
barrassments, to partake of luxuries
which your acceptance would honour,
bear with, a little coxcomical nonsense,
and with a larger portion, still, of un-
meaning perverseness, and malicious
nothingness ? I need not, I think, say,
that the happy mortal whom I wish to
see thus charmed and thus formed, is
^my nephew Ireton."
Uncertain whether he meant to mock
or to elevate her, Juliet simply answered,
that she had long, though without
knowing why, found Mr. Ireton her
enemy ; but had never foreseen that
an ill will as unaccountable as it was
unprovoked, would have extended so
far, and so wide, as to spread all
around her the influence of irony and
derision.
« Hold, hold! fair infidel,'' — cried
Sir Jaspar, " unless you mean to give
me a fit of the gout."
He then solemnly assured her, that
( 39« )
he v/as so persuaded that her excellent
understanding, and uncommon intelli-
gence, united, in rare junction, with
such youth and beauty, would make
her a treasure to a rich and idle young
man, whose character, fluctuating be-
tween good and bad, or rather between
something and nothing, was yet un-
formed ; that, if she would candidly ac-
knowledge her real name, story, and
situation, he should merely have to utter
a mysterious injunction to Ireton, that he
must see her no more, in order to bring
him to her feet. " He acts but a part,"
continued the Baronet, " in judging you
ill. He piques himself upon being a
man of the world, which, he persuades
himself, he manifests to all observers,
by a hardy, however vague spirit of
detraction and censoriousness ; deeming,
like all those whose natures have not
a kindlier bent, suspicion to be saga-
city/'
Juliet was entertained by this singular
plan, yet frankly acknowledged, after
( 599 )
repeating her thanks, that it offered her
no temptation ; and continued immove-
able, to either address or persuasion,
for any sort of personal communication.
A pause of some minutes ensued,
during which Sir Jaspar seemed delibe-
rating how next to proceed. He then
said, " You are decided not to hear of
my nephew ? He is not, I confess, de-
serving you; but who is ? Yet. — a situa-
tion such as this, — a companion sucli as
Mrs. Ireton, — any change must surely
be preferable to a fixture of such a sort ?
What, th.en, must be doner Yvliere
youth, youth itself, even when Joined
to figure and to riches, is rejected, how
may it be hoped that age, — age and in-
firmity ! — even though joined with all
that is gentlest in kindness, all that is
most disinterested in devotion, may be
rendered more acceptable ?"
Confused, and perplexed how^ to un-
derstand him, Juliet was rising, under
pretence of following Bijou ; but Sir
Jaspar, fastening her gown to the grass
( 400 )
by his two crutches, laughingly said,
<' Which will you resist most stoutly?
your own cruelty, or the kindness of my
little fairy friends ? who, at this mo-
ment, with a thousand active gambols,
are pinning, gluing, plaistering, in
sylphick mosaic-work, your robe be-
tween the ground and my sticks ; so
that you cannot tear it away without
leaving me, at least, some little memo-
rial that I have had the happiness of
seeing you !"
Forced either to struggle or to remain
in her place, she sat still, and he con-
tinued.
" Don't be alarmed, for I shall cer-
tainly not offend you. Listen, then,
with indulgence, to what I am tempted
to propose, and, whether I am impelled
by my evil genius, or inspired by my
guardian angel "
Juliet earnestly entreated him to spare
her any proposition whatever ; but
vainly; and he was beginning, with a
fervour almost devout, an address to all
( 401 )
the sylphs, elves, and aertei beings of
his fanciful idolatry, when a sudden
barking from Bijou making him look
round, he perceived that Mrs. Ireton,
advancing on tiptoe, was creeping be-
hind his garden-chair.
Confounded by an apparition so un-
wished, he leant upon his crutches,
gasping and oppressed for breath ; while
Juliet, to avoid the attack of which the
malevolence of Mrs. Ireton's look was
the sure precursor, would have retreated,
had not her gown been so entangled in
the crutches of Sir Jaspar, that she
could not rise without leaving him the
fragment that he had coveted. In
vain she appealed with her eyes for re-
lease 'y his consternation was such, that
he saw only, what least he wished to see,
the scowling brow of Mrs. Ireton ; who,
to his active imagination, appeared to
be Megara* herself, just mounted from
the lower regions.
" Well! this is really charming! Quite
edifying, I protest !*' burst forth Mrs.
C 402 )
Iretoii, when she found that she was
discovered. " This is a sort of inter-
course I should never have divined !
You'll pardon my want of discernment !
I know I am quite behind hand in ob-
servation and remark ; but I hope, in
time, and with so much good instruc-
tion, I may become more sagacious.
I am glad, however, to see that I don't
disturb you Miss Ellis 1 Extremely glad
to find that you treat me in so friendly
a way, and keep your place so amiably
without ceremony. I am quite en-
chanted to be upon terms so familiar and
agreeable with you. I may sit down
myself, I suppose, upon the grass, mean-
while ! •'Twill be really very rural ! very
rural and pretty !"
Juliet now could no longer conceal
her confined situation, for, pinioned to
her place, she was compelled to petition
the Baronet to set her at liberty.
The real astonishment of Mrs. Ireton,
upon discovering the cause and means
of her detention, was far less amusing to
( 403 )
herself, than that which she had affected,
while concluding her presumptuous prO'
tegee to be a voluntary intruder upon
the time, and encroacher upon the po
liteness of the Baronet. Her eyes now
opened, with alarm, to a confusion so
unusual in her severe and authoritative
brother-in-law ; whom she was accus-
tomed to view awing others, not himself
awed. Suggestions of the most un-
pleasant nature occurred to her sus-
picious mind ; and she stood as if
thunderstruck in her turn, in silent
suspension how to act, or w^hat next to
say ; till Selina came running forward,
to announce that all the company was
gone to look at the Roman Catholic
chapel ; and to enquire whether Mrs.
Ireton did not mean to make it a
visit.
If Sir Jaspar, Mrs. Ireton hesitatingly
answered, would join the party, she
would attend him with pleasure.
Sir Jaspar heard not this invitation.
In his haste to give Juliet her freedom.
C 404
his feeble hands, disobedient to his will,
and unable to second the alacrity of his
wishes, struck his crutches through her
gown ; and they were now both, and in
equal confusion, employed in disen-
tanghng it ; and ashamed to look up, or
to speak.
Selina, perceiving their position, with
the unmeaning glee of a childish love of
communication, ran, tittering, away, to
tell it to Miss Brinville ; who, saying
that there was nothing worth seeing in
the Roman Catholic chapel, was saun-
tering after Mrs. Ireton, in hopes of
finding entertainment more congenial to
her mind.
The sight of this lady, restored to
Mrs. Ireton the scoffing powers which
amazement, mingled with alarm, had
momentarily chilled ; and, as Miss
Brinville peeringly approached, to verify
the whisper of Sehna, exclaiming,
" Dear! what makes poor Sir Jaspar
stoop so ?" his loving sister-in-law an-
swered, " Sir Jaspar, Miss Brinville ?
( 405 )
What can Sir Jaspar do ? I beg pardon
for the question, but what can a gentle-
man do, when a young woman happens
to take a fancy to place herself so near
him, that he can't turn round without
incommoding her ? Not that I mean to
blame Miss Ellis. I hope I know better.
I hope I shall never be guilty of such in-
justice ; for how can Miss Ellis help it ?
What could she do ? Where could she
turn herself in so confined a place as this ?
in so narrow a piece of ground ? How
could she possibly find any other spot
for repose ?"
A contemptuous smile at Juliet from
Miss Brinville, shewed that lady's ap-
probation of this witty sally ; and the
junction of Mrs. Maple, whose partici-
pation in this kind of enjoyment was
known to be lively and sincere, exalted
still more highly the spirit of poignant
sarcasm in Mrs. Ireton; who, with smiles
of ineffable self-complacency, went on,
" There are people, indeed, — lam afraid,
— I don't know, but I am afraid so, »— there
( 406 )
are people who may have the ill nature
to think, that the charge of walking out
a little delicate animal in the grounds,
did not imply an absolute injunction to
recline, with lounging elegance, upon
an easy chair. There are people, I say,
who may have so little intelligence
as to be of that way of thinking.
'Tis being abominably stupid, I own,
but there's no enlightening vulgar
minds ! There is no making them see
the merit of quitting an animal for a
gentleman ; especially for a gentleman
in such penury ; who has no means to
recompense any attentions with which
he may be indulged."
Juhet, more offended, now, even tlian
confused, would willingly have torn
her gown to hasten her release ; but
she was still sore, from the taunts of
Mrs. Ireton, upon a recent similar mis-
chief.
They were presently joined by the
Arramedes ; and Mrs, Ireton, secure of
new admirers, fielt her powers of plea-
santry encrease every moment.
C 407 )
^« I hope I shall never fail to acknow-
ledge," she continued, " how supremely
I am indebted to those ladies who have
had the goodness to recom.mend this
young person to me. I can never repay
such kindness, certainly; that would be
vastly beyond my poor abilities ; for she
has the generosity to take an attachment
to all that belong to me ! It was only
this morning that she had the goodness
to hold a private conference with my
son. Nobody could tell where to find
him. He seemed to have disappeared
from the whole house. But no ! he had
only, as Mr. Loddard afterwards in-
formed me, stept into the Temple,
with Miss Ellis.'*
Sir Jaspar now, surprised and shocked,
lifted up his eyes ; but their quick pene-
tration instantly read innocence in the
indignation expressed in those of Juliet.
Mrs. Ireton, however, saw only her
own triumph, in the malicious simpers of
Miss Brinville, the spiteful sneers of
Mrs. Maple, and the haughty scorn of
Lady Arramede.
( 4o8 )
Charmed, therefore, with her brilliant
siicces?, she went on.
" How I may be able to reward kind-
ness so extraordinary, I can't pretend to
say. I am so stupid, I am quite at a loss
what to devize that may be adequate to
such services ; for the attentions be-
stowed upon my son in the morning, I
see equally displayed to his uncle at
noon. Though there is some partiality,
I think, too, shewn to Ireton. I won't
affirm it ; but I am rather afraid there i«
some partiality shewn to Ireton; for
though the conference has been equally
interesting, I make no doubt, with Sir
Jaspar, it has not had quite so friendly
an appearance. The open air is very
delightful, to be sure ; and a beautiful
prospect helps to enliven one's ideas; but
still, there is something in complete re-
tirement that seems yet more romantic
and amicable. Ireton was so impressed
with this idea, as I am told; for I
don't pretend to speak from my own
personal knowledge upon subjects of
( 409 )
so much importance ; but I am told, —
Mr. Loddard informs me, that Ireton
was so sensible to the advantage of hav-
ing the honours of an exclusive con-
ference, that he not only chose that
retired spot, but had the precaution,
also, to lock the door. I don't mean to
assert this ! it may be all a mistake, per-
haps. Miss Ellis €an tell best."
Neither the steadiness of innate disr-
nity, nor the fearlessness of conscious
innocence, could preserve Juliet from a
sensation of horrour, at a charge which
she could not deny, though its implica-
tions were false and even atrocious. She
saw, too, that, at the words " lock the
door," Sir Jaspar again raised his inves-
tigating eyes, in which there w^as visibly
a look of disturbance. She w^ould not,
however, deign to make a vindication,,
lest she should seem to acknowledge it
possible that she might be thought cul-
pable ; but, being now disengaged, she
silently, and uncontrollably hurt, walked
away.
VOL, III. T
C 410 )
" And pray, Ma'am," said Mrs. Ire-
ton, " if the question is not too imper-
tinent, don't you see Mr. Loddard com-
ing ? And who is to take care of
Bijou ?" And where is his basket ? And
I don't see his cushion ?"
Juliet turned round to answer, '' I
will send them Madam, immediately.'*
"Amazing condescension! exclaimed
Mrs. Ireton, in a rage that she no longer
aimed at disguising: " I shall never be
able to shew my sense of such affability !
Never ! I am vastly too obtuse, vastly
too obtuse ^.and impenetrable to find
any adequate means of expressing my
gratitude. However, since you really
intend me the astonishing favour of
sending one of my people upon your
own errand, permit me to entreat, — if
it is not too great a liberty to take with
a person of your unspeakable rank, —
permit me to entreat that you will make
use oi' the same vehicle for conveying
to me your account ; for you are vastly
too fine a lady for a person so ordinary
( 411 )
as I am to keep under her roof. I have
no such ambition, I assure you ; not
an intention of the kind. So pray let
me know what retribution I am to
make for your trouble. You have takea
vast pains, I imagine, to serve me and
please me. I imagine so ! I must be
prodigiously your debtor, I make no
doubt !"
" What an excess of impertinence I**
cried Lady Arramede.
" She'll never know her place," said
Mrs. Maple : " 'tis quite in vain to try
to serve such a body."
*' I never saw such airs in my life !"
exclaimed Miss Brinville.
Juliet could endure no more. The
most urgent distress seemed light and
immaterial, when balanced against sub-
mission to treatment so injurious. She
walked, therefore, straight forward to
the castle, for shelter, immediate shelter,
from this insupportable attack ; dis-
engaging herself from the spoilt little
koy, who strove, nay cried to drag her
T 2
C 412 )
back ; forcing away from her the snarl-
ing cur, who would have followed her;
and decidedly mute to the fresh com-
mands of Mrs. Ireton, uttered in tones
-of peremptory, but vain authority.
CHAPTER LIX.
/"^FFENDED, indignant; * escaped,
yet without safety ; free, yet with-
out refuge ; Juliet, hurried into the
noble mansion, with no view but to find
an immediate hiding-place, where, un-
seen, she might allow some vent to her
woundedfeelings, and, unmarked, remain
till the haughty party should be gone,
and she could seek some humble con-
veyance for her own return.
Concluding her in haste for some com-
mission of Mrs. Ireton's, the servants
let her pass neaily unobserved ; and she
soon came to a long gallery, hung wMth
genealogical tables of the Arundel
family, and v/ith various religious re-
liques, and historical curiosities.
Believing herself alone, and in a place
of which the stillness suited her desire
T 3
( 414 )
of solitude and concealment, she had
already sluit the door before she saw her
mistake. What, then, was her astonish-
ment, what her emotion, when she dis-
cerned, seated, and examining a part of
the hangings, at the further end of the
gallery, the gentle form of Lady Aurora
Granville !
Sudden transport, though mingled
with a thousand apprehensions, instantly
converted every dread that could de-
press into every hope that could revive
her. A start evinced that she was seen.
She endeavoured to courtesy, and would
have advanced; but, the first moment
over, fear, uncertainty, and conflicting
doubts took place of its joy, and robbed
her of force. Her dimmed eyes per-
ceived not the smiling pleasure with
v/hich Lady Aurora had risen at her
approach ; her breast heaved quick 5
her heart swelled almost to sufibcation ;
and, wholly disordered, she leaned against
a window-frame cut in the immensely
thick walls of the castle.
( 415 )
Lady Aurora now ran fleetly forward,
exclaiming, in a voice of which the
tender melody spoke the softness of her
soul, " Miss Ellis ! My dear Miss Ellis !
have I, indeed, the happiness to meet
"with you again ? O ! if you could know
how I have desired, have pined for it! —
But, — are you ill? — You cannot be
angry ? Miss Ellis ! sweet Miss Ellis !
Can you ever have believed that it has
been my fault that I have appeared so
unkind, so hard, so cruel ?'*
' With a fulness of joy that, in conquer-
ing doubt, overpowered timidity, Juliet
now, with rapturous tears, and resistless
tenderness, flung herself upon the neck
of Lady Aurora, whom she encircled
Vi^ith her arms, and strained fondly to
her bosom.
But the same vent that gave relief to
internal oppression brought lier to a
sense of external impropriety : she felt
that it was rather her part to receive
than to bestow such marks of aflection.
She drew back 5 and her cheeks were
T 4
{ 4i6 )
suffused with the most vivid scarlet,
when she observed the deep colour
which died those of Lady Aurora at
this action ; though evidently with the
blushes of surprise, not of pride.
Ashamed, and hanging her head, Ju-
liet w^ould have attempted some apo-
logy ; but Lady Aurora, warmly return-
ing her embrace, cried, " How happy,
and liow singular a chance tl^at we
should have fixed upon this day for
visiting Arundel-castle ! We have been
making; a tour to the Isle of Wii^ht and
to Portsmouth ; and we did not intend
to go to Briglithelmstone ; so that I
had no hope, none upon earth, of ssich a
felicity as that of seeing my dear Miss
Ellis. I need not, I tliink, say it was
not I who formed our plan, when I own
that we had no design to visit Briglit-
helmstone, though I knew, from Lady
Barbara Frankland, that Miss Ellis w-as
there ?"
" Alas ! I fear," answered Juliet, " the
design was to avoid Brightiielmstone I
( 417 )
and to avoid it lest a blessing such as I
now experience should fall to my lot !
Ah, Lady Aurora ! by the pleasure, —
the transport, rather, with which your
sudden sight has made me appear to
forget myself, judge my anguish, my
desolation, to be banished from your
society, and banished as a criminal 1'*
Lady Aurora shuddered and hid her
face. " O Miss Ellis!" she cried,*
*' what a word ! never may I hear it, —
so applied, — again, lest it should alienate
me from those I ought to respect and
esteem ! and you so good, so excellent,
would be sorry to see me estrange my-
self, even though it were for your own
sake, from those to whom I owe grati-
tude and attachment. I must try to
shew my admiration of Miss Ellis in a
manner that Miss Ellis herself will not
condemn. And will not tl/at be by
speaking to her witliout any disguise ?
And will she not have the goodness to
encourage me to do it ? For the world
I would not take a liberty with her ; —
T 5
( 4i8 )
for the universe I would not hurt her ! —
but if it were possible she could con-
descend to give, .... however slightly,
however imperfectly, some little expla-
nation to . . . . to . . . Mrs. Howel *'
Juliet here, with a strong expression
of horrour, interrupted her : " Mrs.
Howel ? — O no 1 I cannot speak with
Mrs. Howel ! — I had nearly said I can
see Mrs. Howel no more ! But happier
days would soon subdue resentment.
And, indeed, what I feel even now,
may more justly be called terrour. Ap-
pearances have so cruelly misrepresented
me, that I have no right to be indignant,
nor even surprised that they should give
rise to false judgments. I have no right
to expect, — in a second instance, — un-
known, friendless, lonely as I am ! a
trusting angel ! a Lady Aurora !"
The tears of I^ady Aurora now flowed
as fast as her own. " If I have been so
fortunate," she cried, " as to inspire
such sweet kindness in so noble a mind,
even in the midst of its unhappiness, I
( 419 )
shall always prize it as the greatest of
honours, and try to use it so as to make
me become better; that you may never
wound me by retracting it, nor be
wounded yourself by being ashamed of
your partiality."
With difficulty Juliet now forbore cast-
ing herself at the feet of Lady Aurora,
the hem of whose garment she would
have kissed with extacy, had not her own
pecuniary distresses, and the rank of her
young friend, made her recoil from
what might have the semblance of flat-
tery. She attempted not to speak ; con-
scious of the inadequacy of all that she
could utter for expressing what she felt,
she left to the silent eloquence of her
streaming, yet transport-glittering eyes,
tlie happy task of demonstrating her
gratitude and delight.
With calmer, though extreme plea-
sure. Lady Aurora perceived the impres-
sion which she had made. " See," she
cried, again embracing her; " see
whether 1 trust in your kindness, whea
T 6
( 420 )
I venture, once more, to renew my
earnest request, my entreaty, my peti-
tion— *'
*' O ! Lady Aurora 1 Who can resist
you? Not I! I ani vanquished! I will
tell you all ! I will unbosom myself to
you entirely !"
" No, my Miss Ellis, no ! not to me ! I
will not even hear you ! Have I not said
so ? And what should make me change ?
Ail I have been told by Lady Barbara
Frankland of your exertions, has but
increased my admiration ; all she has
Written of your sufierings, your disap-
pointments, and the patient courage with
which you have borne them., has but more
endeared you to my heart. No expla-
nation can make vou fairer, clearer, more
perfect in my eyes. I take, indeed, the
deepest interest in your welfare ; but
it is an interest that makes me proud to
wait, not curious to hear ; proud, my
Miss Ellis, to shew my confidence, my
trust in your excellencies ! If, therefore,
you will have the goodisess to speak, it
( 421 )
must be to others, not to me ! I should
buish to be of the number of those who
want documents, certificates, to love and
honour you !*'
Again Juliet was speechless ; again ail
words seemed poor, lieartless, unworthy
to describe the sensibility of her soul, at:
this touching proof of a tenderness so
consonant to her wishes, yet so far sur-
passing her dearest expectations. She
hung over her ingenuous young friend ;
she sighed, she even sobbed with unut-
terable delight; while tears of rapture
rolled down her glowing cheeks, and
while her eyes were lustrous with a ra-
diance of felicity that no tears could dim.
Charmed, and encouraged. Lady Au-
rora continued : " To those, then, who
have not had the happiness to see you so
justly; who dwell only upon the singu-
larity of your being so ... . alone, and
so. . . . young, — O how often have I
told them that I was sure you as little
knew as merited their evil construc-
tions ! How often have I wished to
( 422 )
write to you ! how certain have I felt that
all your motives to concealment, even
the most respectable, would yield to so
urgent a necessity, as that of clearing
away every injurious surmise ! Speak,
therefore, my Miss Ellis, though not to
me ! Even from them, when you have
trusted them, I will hear nothing till the
time of your secresy is over; that I
may give them an example of the dis-
cretion they must observe with others*
Yet speak ! have the goodness to speak,
that every body, — my uncle Denmeath
himself, — and even Mrs. Howel, — may
acknov/Iedge and respect your excellen*
eies and your virtues as I do ! And
then, my Miss EUis, who shall prevent, —
who will even desire to prevent my
shev/ing to the whole world my sense of
your worth, and my pride in your
friendship ?"
The struggles that now heaved the
breast of Juliet were nearly too potent
for her strength. She gasped for
breath J she held her hand to her
( 423 )
heart ; and when, at length, the kind
caresses and gentle pleadings of Lady
Aurora, brought back her speech, she
painfully pronounced, " Shall I repay
goodness so exquisite, by filling with
regret the sweet mind that intends me
only honour and consolation ? Must
the charm of such unexpected kind-
ness, even while it penetrates my heart
with almost piercing delight, entail,
from its resistless persuasion, a misery
upon the rest of my days, that may
render them a burthen from which I
may hourly sigh, — nay pray, to be
delivered t"
Seized with horrour and astonishment.
Lady Aurora exclaimed, " Oh heaven,
no ! I must be a monster if I would
not rather die, immediately die, than
cause you any evil ! Miss Ellis, my
dear Miss Ellis ! forget I have made
such a request, and forgive my indis-
cretion ! With all your misfortunes.
Miss Ellis, all your so undeserved griefs,
you are yet quite a stranger to sorrow.
( 424 )
compared to that which I should expe-
rience, if, through me, through my
means, you should be exposed to any
fresh injury V
" Angelic goodness!" cried Juliet,
deeply affected : " I blush, I blush to
hear you without casting myself entirely
into your power, without making you
immediate arbitress of my fate ! Yet, —
since you demand not my confidence for
your own, satisfaction, — can I know
that to spread it beyond yourself, — your
generous self! — might involve me in
instantaneous earthly destruction, and,
voluntarily, suffer your very benevo-
lence to become its instrument ? With
regard to Lord Denmeath, — to your
uncle, — I must say nothing ; but with
regard to Mrs. Flow^el, — let me conjure
your ladyship to consent to my utterly
avoiding her, that I Uiay escape the
dreadful accusations holI reproaches that
my cruel situation forbids me to repeL
I have no words to paint the terrible
impression she has left upon my mind.
( 425 )
All that I have borne from others is short
of wliat I have suffered from that lady !
The debasing suspicions of Mrs. Maple,
the taunting tyranny of Mrs. Ireton,
though they make me blush to owe, — or
rather, to earn from them the subsistence
Vvithout which I know not how to exist ;
have yet never smote so rudely and so
acutely to my inmost heart, as the
attack I endured from Mrs. Howel 1
They rob me, indeed, of comfort, of
rest, and of liberty — but they do not
sever me from Lady Aurora 1"
" Alas, my Miss Ellis ! and have T,
too, joined in the general persecution
against such afiHicted innocence ? I feel
myself the most unpardonable of all
not to liave acquiesced, without one un-
generous question, or even conjecture ;
in full reliance upon the right and the
necessity of your silence. I ouglit to
have forseen that if it were not improper
you should comply, your own noble
way of thinking would have made all
entreaty as useless as it has been imper-
( 426 )
tinent. Yet when prejudice alone parts
us, how could I help trying to overcome
it ? And even my brother, though he
would forfeit, I believe, his life in your
defence ; and though he says he is sure
you are all purity and virtue; and though
he thinks that there is nothing upon
earth that can be compared with you ; —
even he has been brought to agree to the
cruel resolution, that I should defer
knitting myself closer to my Miss Ellis,
till she is able to have the goodness to
let us know — "
She stopt, alarmed, for the cheeks of
Juliet were suddenly dyed with the
deepest crimson ; though the transient
tint faded away as she pronounced,
*' Lord Melbury ! — even Lord Mel-
bury ! — " and they became pale as
death, while, in a faint voice, and with
stifled emotion, she added, " He is
right ! He acts as a brother ; and as a
brother to a sister whom he can never
sufficiently appreciate. — And yet, the
more I esteem his circumspection, the
3
( 427 )
more deeply I must be wounded that
calumny, — that mystery, — that dire
circumstance, should make me seem
dangerous, where, otherwise — '^
Unable longer to constrain her feel-
ings, she sunk upon a seat and wept.
« O Miss Ellis ? What have I done ?"
cried Lady Aurora. " How have I
been so barbarous, so inconsiderate, so
unwise ? If my poor brother had caused
you this pain, how should I have
blamed him ? And how grievously would
he have repented ! How severely, then^
ought I to be reproached ! I who have
done it myself, without his generous
precipitancy of temper to palliate such
want of reflection ! — "
The sudden entrance of Selina here
interrupted the conversation. She came
tripping forward, to acquaint Lady-
Aurora that the party had just dis-
cerned a magnificent vessel ; and that
every body said if her ladyship did not
come directly, it would be sailed away.
At sight of JuHet, she ran to embrace
( 428 )
her, with the Vv^armest expressions of
friendship; unciiecked by a coldness
%vhich she did not observe, though now,
from the dissatisfaction excited by so
unseasonable an intrusion, it was far
more marked, than while it had been
under the quahfying influence of con-
tempt.
But when she found that neither ca-
resses, nor kind words, couki make her
share with Lady Aurora, even for a mo-
ment, the attention of Juliet, she be-
came a little confused ; and, drawing
herapart, asked what was the matter I
consciously, without waiting for any
answer, runnino: into a string of simple
apologies, for not speaking to her in
public ; which she should always, she
said, do with the greatest pleasure ; for
she thought her the most agreeable per-
son in the whole world ; if it were not,
that, nobody knowing her, it would look
so odd.
All answer, save a smile half disdain-
ful, half pitying, was precluded by the
( 429 )
appearance of the Arramedes, Mrs. Ire-
ton, and Mi«iS Brinville; who announced
to Lady Aurora that the ship was ah'eady
out of sight.
Upon perceiving Juliet, they were
nearly as much embarrassed as herself;
for though she instantly retreated, it
was evident that she. had been sitting by
the side of Lady Aurora, in close and
amicable conference.
An awkward general silence ensued,
when Juliet, hearing other steps, was
moving ofi"; but Lady Aurora, follow-
ing, and holding out her hand, affection-
ately said, " Are you going, Miss
Ellis? Must you go? And will you not
bid me adieu V
Touched to the soul at this public
mark of kindness, Juliet was gratefully
returning, when the voice of Lord Mel-
bury spoke his near approach. Trem-
bling and changing colour, her folded
hands demanded excuse of Lady Aurora
for a precipitate- yet reluctant flight ;
but she had stili found neither time nor
( 43^ )
means to escape, when Lord Melbiiiy,
who was playing with young Loddard,
entered the gallery, saying, " Aurora,
your genealogical studies have lost you
a most beautiful sea-view."
The boy, spying Juliet, whom he was
more than ever eager to join when he
saw that she strove to avoid notice;
darted from his lordship, calling out,
ElHs ! Ellis ! look ! look ! here's Ellis !"
Lord Melbury, with an air of the
most animated surprize and delight,
darted forward also, exclaiming, " Miss
Ellis ! How unexpected a pleasure !
The moment I saw Mrs. I re ton I had
some hope I might see, also. Miss Ellis
•—but I had already given it up as
delusory."
Ag^in the fallen countenance of Juliet
briglitened into sparkling beauty. The
idea that even Lord Melbury had been
infected by the opinions which had been
circulated to her disadvantage, had
wounded, had stung her to the quick :
but to find that, notwithstanding he had
( 431 )
been prevailed upon to acquiesce that
liis sister, while so much mystery re-
mained, should keep personally aloof,
his own sentiments of esteem remained
vmshaken ; and to find it by so open,
and so prompt a testimony of respect
and regard, displayed before the very
witnesses who had sought to destroy,
or invalidate, every impression that
might be made in her favour, was a
relief the most exquisitely welcome to
her disturbed and fearful mind.
Eager and rapid enquiries concerning
her health, uttered with the ardour of
juvenile vivacity, succeeded this first
address. The party standing by, looked
astonished, even abashed ; while the
face of Lady Aurora recovered its
wonted expression of sweet serenity.
Mrs. Ireton, now, was seized with a
desire the most violent, to repossess a
protegee whose history and situation
seemed daily to grow more wonderful.
With a courtesy, therefore, as foreign
from her usual manners, as from her real
( 43^ )
feelings, she said, " Miss Ellis, I am
sure, will have the goodness to help me
home with my two little companions?
I am sure of that. She could not be so
unkind as to leave the poor little things
in the lurch ?'*
Indignant as Juliet had felt at the
treatment which she had received, re-
sentment at this moment found no place
in her mind ; slie was beginning, there-
fore, a civil, however decided excuse ;
when Mrs. Ireton, suspicions of her pur-
pose, flung herself languishingly upon a
seat, and complained that she was seized
with such an immoderate pain in her
side, that, if somebody would not take
care of the two little souls, she should
ai-rive at Brighthelmstone a corpse.
The Arramedes, Miss Brinville, and
Selina, all declared that it was impossible
to refuse so essential a service to^a health
so delicate.
The fear, now, of a second public
scene, with the dread lest Lord Melbury
might be excited to speak or act in her
5
( 433 )
favour, forced the judgment of Juliet to
couquer her inclination, in leading her
to defer the so often given dismission
till her return to Brighthelmstone ; she
acceded, therefore, though with cruel un-
willingness, to what was required.
Mrs. Ireton instantly recovered ; and.
with the more alacrity, from observing
that Lady Barbara Frankland joined the
group, at this moment of victory.
^' Take the trouble, then, if you please.
Ma'am," she replied, in her usual tone
of irony ; " if it will not be too great a
condescension, take the trouble to carry
Bijou to the coach. And bid Simon keep
him safe while you come back, — if it
is not asking quite too great a favour, —
for Mr. Loddard. And pray bring my
wrapping cloak with you. Ma'am. You'll
be so good, I hope, as to excuse all these
liberties? I hope so, at least 1 I flatter
myself you'll excuse them. And, ii
the cloak should be heavy, I daresay
Simon will give you his arm. Simon i«
VOL. III. If
( 434 )
a man of gallantry, I make no doubt*,
Not that I pretend to know ; but I take
it for granted he is a man of gallantry o*'
JuHet looked down, repentant to have
placed herself, even for another moment,
in a power so merciless. Lord Melbury
and Lady Aurora, each hurt and indig-
nant, advanced, uttering kind speeches :
while Lady Barbara, still younger and
more unguarded, seizing the little dog,
exclaimed "No, I'll carry Bijou myself,
Mrs. Ireton. Poor Miss ElHs looks so
tired 1 I'll take care of him all the way to
Brighthelmstone myself. Dear, pretty
little creature!" Then, skipping behind
Lady Aurora, " Nasty whelp !" she
whispered, " how I'll pinch him for
being such a plague to that sweet Miss
Ellis 1 Perhaps that will mend him !"
The satisfaction of Lady Aurora at
this trait glistened in her soft eyes ;
while Lord Melbury, enchanted, caught
the hand of the spirited little lady, and
pressed it to his lips ; though, ashamed
( 435 )
of his own vivacity, he let it go before
she had time to withdraw it. She co-
loured deeply, but visibly with no un-
pleasant sensation ; and, grasping the
little dog, hid her blushes, by uttering
a precipitate farewell upon the bosom of
Lady Aurora ; who smilingly, though
tenderly, kissed her forehead.
An idea that teemed with joy and
happiness rose high in the breast of
Juliet, a& she looked from Lord Melbury
to Lady Barbara. Ah! there, indeed, she
thought, felicity might find a residence !
there, in the rare union of equal worth,
equal attractions, sympathising feelings,
and similar condition !
" And I, too," cried Lord Melbury,
*' must have the honour to make myself
of some use ; if Mrs. Ireton, therefore,
will trust Mr. Loddard to my care, I will
convey him safely to Brighthelmstone,
and overtake my sister in the evening.
And by this means we shall lighten the
fatigue of Mrs. Ireton, without increas-
ing that of Miss EHis."
U 2
( 436 )
He then took the little boy in his arms ;
playfully dancing him before the little
dog in those of Lady Barbara.
The heart of Juliet panted to give
utterance to the warm acknowledgments
with which it was fondly beating ; but
mingled fear and discretion forced her
to silence.
All the evil tendencies of malice,
envy, and ill will, pent up in the breast
of Mrs. Ireton, now struggled irresistibly
for vent ; yet to insist that Juliet should
take charge of Mr. Loddard, for whom
Lord Melbury had offered his services ;
or even to force upon her the care of the
little dog, since Lady Barbara had pro-
posed carrying him herself, appeared no
longer to exhibit dependency : Mrs.
Ireton, therefore, found it expedient to
be again taken ill j and, after a little
fretful moaning, " I feel quite shaken,'*
she cried, " quite in a tremour. My feet
are absolutely numbed. Do get me my
furred clogs, Miss Ellis ^ if 1 may
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( 437 )
venture to ask such a favour. I would
not be troublesome, but you will pro-
bably find them in the carriage. Though
perhaps I have left them in the hall. You
will have the condescension to help
the coachman and Simon to make a
search. And then pray run back, if i
won't fatigue you too much, and tie
them on for me.'*
If Juliet now coloured, at least it
was not singly 5 the cheeks of Lady
Aurora, of Lady Barbara, and of Lord
Melbury were equally crimsoned.
*' Let me, Mrs. Ireton," eagerly cried
Lord Melbury " have the honour to be
Miss Ellis's deputy."
" No, my lord," said Juliet, with
spirit : " grateful and proud as I should
feel to be honoured with your lordship's
assistance, it must not be in a business
that does not belong to me. I will deliver
the orders to Simon. And as Mrs. Ire-
ton is now relieved from her anxiety
concerning Mr. Loddard, I beg permis-
( 438 )
sion, once more, and finally, to take my
leave/'
Gravely then courtsying to Mrs. Ire-
ton, and bowing her head with an ex-
pression of the most touching sensibility
to her three young supporters, she
quitted the gallery.
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